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xanderwascaught · 22 days

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I love how I'm just here stuck in my lil void while my friends enjoy themselves drawing on paper in my house-...

Ꮤꃅᚶ ᛈᚣᚻ'ᛘ ᚽ ᛊᚻᒍᛟᚶ ᛖᚶᛇᛊᚳᚫ ᚫᛟᚱ ᛟᚻᛈᛊ

... Thanks for reading ^v^

#xan talks #xan talks shi #xan vents

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thankgod4pattsu · 1 month

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I feel alone and scared.

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nyctocollective · 4 months

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im sick and tired of being treated like a fucking villain when all i do is keep us safe. what would you do if you were dragged into a panicked and injured body, no clue what's going on except for your base instincts - fight, and run? im a crisis handler. i was made because we needed to survive. i keep us alive. stop blaming me for the way i was taught to save us.

#this is a psa towards our system and our friends #im fucking sick #- 🐍 xan #system #did #did system #actually did #cdid #plural system #sysblr #vent #venting #rant #ranting

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la-pou-belle · 10 months

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normally I would just put this in the tags of a critical post to keep it concise, but sadly rbs have been turned off! I guess dogpiling sucks when it happens to YOU, right? anyways,

just wanted to say that, yeah, it's proper fandom etiquette to tag things. even if they are only mentioned and then later confirmed to not actually be happening in the fic. That said ,, and before we forget, it is not a REQUIREMENT. Just as it's not a requirement for fic writers to post and share their products at all. Just as it's not a requirement to read and consume then. When people provide completely free services (like, say, writing, editing, and publishing and entire novel), and it's entirely up to you on whether or not to consume those services, it's a little weird to make extra demands, no? And especially to inflate these demands to the point of character assassination; not only dogpiling on the author, but all of the authors fandom friends, leading them to delete all of their soc med and hard crafted works in the process.

so you didn't like someone's fanfiction. and it was POPULAR fanfiction! that sucks. But arguments about transphobia, racism, pedophilia, etc. have already been well disputed in the very post I can't reblog, and I think it's abundantly clear that the author should not be punished for following established canon (i.e. Claw's canonical torture of children and Toichiro Suzuki's openly proclaimed eugenicist goals in taking over the world for "superior" ESPers) to a logical conclusion and for adding a layer of realism to the work.

It's not their fault you, quite frankly, didn't think very hard about what you saw and understood in both S1 and S2 of mob psycho. it sucks that it makes you uncomfortable. But it's not a stranger's job on the internet to completely wash their works of anything that reflect messy and uncomfortable reality to coddle you, a voluntary consumer of their media. And a fan writer absolutely should not be punished for producing a canon-universe work, when you yourself are a fan of the canon. The fan author, very obviously, does not condone transphobia, racism, pedophilia, or any other accused thing, just by depicting it in their freely made and voluntarily consumed fanwork. Just as ONE, very obviously, does not condone the torture of children, or child abuse, just by depicting it in Claw's organization and in Shou and Toichiro's relationship.

All of what I've said is about Side Quest, but it's absolutely disgusting that for some reason, the backlash over that specific fic went over mere criticisms of the work to harassing the author. Not only this, but to use the final chapter of Side Quest, and all of the produced fan art within it, as a blacklist of Twitter handles and social medias to then ALSO harass the authors fandom friends is purely unacceptable behavior. If you want an author to tag their works better, simply ask them to do so; do not harass them and their friends. If you want your "fandom" and "ship" to stay alive, you MUST learn how to dislike things normally and respectfully; otherwise, how can you expect people to continue to produce novels for free? At a minimum, you need to recognize that your fellow fans are real, live people and do not deserve targeted harassment, and if you truly believe them to be dangerous, contact a moderation team and avoid their fanworks.

on a personal level, I'm offended that you think I, and many others who genuinely enjoyed Side Quest, lack media literacy. I've always been a fan of canon compliant and divergent fics that follow canon implications to their logical conclusions, especially when that involves recognizing the problematic and uncomfortable aspects of reality. You may have watched mob psycho uncritically, but I did not, nor did I read Side Quest uncritically. I'm frustrated that these projections have led to more of my little joys and favorite thought-provoking fic becoming inaccessible to me, but mostly... I'm sad that these authors shared their works while not fully understanding how uncritical, reactionary, and ungrateful their audience truly was.

#side quest #kintsugi #silvercistern #mp100 #spicychibi #honestly the world is literally on fire and you guys cant find a better use of your time?#kintsugi was 100k words of PERFECTION and on a personal note. im pissed that you guys are interfering w my little joys.#touch grass. call a legislator. read something else. GET BETTER MEDIA LITERACY YOURSELF.#i spend so much of my day to day doing climate advocacy and organizing and i cant even enjoy updates bto my favorite works #or to reread them #yes. my tags are me personally venting.#xan talks a lot #serirei #mp100 fic

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notdelusionalatall · 2 months

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blissfali · 9 hours

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Anybody whos in college wanna tell me thats it gonna be ok ahaha.

#been trying to come to terms lately that i am mentally disabled and i may mot be able to perform as good as everyone else but i still can #i am. stressed #i just feel like im suffocating a bit and this is supposed to be the easy part😭😭#i thibk im just overwhelmed with the idea of whats up ajead #im scared but im excited #vent #They call me mr autism the way that its actually a disability and not silly goofy special interests #Im gona be ok im just very overhwelmed ahahah #Greg house like take my hand. we xan go to college rogether…#Youre so right greg house even if i crash and burn theres no success without failure

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xan-15tvt · 3 months

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[Maybe a little vent?]

"She's gone right now.. She's gone tomorrow"

"He's gotta go.. He needs to go"

"They say goodbye.. One last time"

"It needs to leave.. The world behind"

"Nothing stays the same"

"They stay the same"

"They all have left... And I will soon"

#maybe a little vent?#xan tells #ajejekdjej WHY IS IT SO CRINGE #☹︎

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dixiedingo · 4 months

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Every time I go online and check in on the YouTube leftist sphere I keep telling myself, "oh its gonna be okay they're trying to connect right" and then I walk in and get blasted by cinders from the fire.

#im so tired this is embarassing #can ya'll niggas focus on the real issues for like five seconds #like vaush and hasan have been the only people who've been consistently covering news and politics with little variations #i already unsubbed from hasan for the voting shit im like 🤏 this close for vaush #that's not even fucking touching Xan #already unsubbed from Keffals a hot minute ago because. Look I'm sure she's a lovely person #but the r-slur is an actual PTSD trigger of mine and I'm not hanging around spaces where that's not respected #I'm frustrated because I used to look up to these guys #it's why I wanted to do youtube the way I do #and now my heroes have been reduced to. self cannabilizing dogs.#I'm not gonna associate with the community then fuck it I'll make my own #tired of the petty drama politics I'm just here to try to heal people's brains #cause we're all brain broken after Covid and idk someone's gotta do it #and I want to break these large concepts down so people can start eating the small pieces and healing themselves #vent #rambling

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lastoneout · 5 months

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maybe the reason I feel like it's so hard to believe people might actually like me for me is bcs of the emotional neglect and the way my family reacted to the Big Trauma

I upset everyone so much that they wouldn't even talk about it except to doubt me and maybe I what I took away was that people will only love me if I'm NOT a burden, if I'm never imperfect and messy and wrong

People love my jokes at least. If I'm funny everyone will be happy. Maybe I'll figure out why my family didn't understand that they were supposed to love me, maybe if I'm charming and funny and perfect enough they'll remember

Ough okay I have to go bed now

#tagging rhis so I xan rememver to show my therapist #personal #negative #vent #trauma mention #ignore me I'm just crying

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weed-cat · 1 year

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[guy dramatically announces that he's leaving my discord server because of my unwillingness to vilify sex workers] -> [guy sends me tumblr asks telling me to hang myself and calling me a pedo apologist] -> [guy vagues about me complaining how "his safe space" is "no longer safe"] -> [i am the one who created the space. it was never for you. it's for people like me and people who mesh well with people like me] -> I AM FUCKING GLAD YOU LOST "YOUR" SAFE SPACE. "YOUR" "SAFE SPACE" WAS PROBABLY SIGNIFICANTLY LESS SAFE BECAUSE OF YOUR PRESENCE IF YOU WANT ME TO DIE AND ARE WILLING TO SAY SO. LMAO.

#not to air out my private drama so like #vent #but I'm pissed #i could url drop right now I'm on hella xan #but probably that's not a good idea and my other friends might be upset #it would be really fucking funny if i @ed him though

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xanderwascaught · 22 days

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....

.... You know what?

#xan's ocs #xan talks #xan draws #xan's main oc #xan irl #xan talks shi #xan vents

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thankgod4pattsu · 1 month

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I’ll never live up to your expectations.

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dyklopces · 1 year

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WHAT IF I THREW MY PHONE THROUGH A WINDOW

#frankie fucks about #vent #god god god me asking "hey xan we leave a little earlier to do tbis suoer easy thing'' ''sure'' WR DONT FUCKING LEAVE EARLIER.#i also havent eaten today so. that is contributing #I HATE FUCKING EVERYONE

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blood-starved-beast · 2 years

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Keep seeing people say that Irelia has students cause of her lines with Blossoming Blade (disgree, but I already wrote about that and I’m not gonna talk about her relationship with Liana and how that’s not a teacher-student relationship at all based on those lines). But! The concept as Irelia as a dance instructor does have some potential there (if anything, would explain why her outfit is so similar to Zinneia’s).

Consider instead, Irelia a dance instructor/master of her old dance school at the Placidium but in a fun hilarious turn of events/misunderstandings Irelia somehow gets set up to teach not the teens wanting to join her resistance but instead gets put in with like, the beginner students. Which, as a school of thought/dance means kids like 4-6 years old or something. And just, imagine the chaos of Irelia, who spent the past several years rallying armies against Noxus, facing her biggest threat yet: toddlers.

After freaking out internally that this was not what she expected for like, 10 minutes with them staring at her, and or getting distracted. Imagine her giving a great speech in a lecture format akin to her rallies and waits for questions at the end only for a 4 year old to raise their hand and ask if they could use the bathroom. Among other ‘Just kid’ things

Just, the possibilities for comedy are endless

#Xan Irelia #League of Legends #crack-ish #She vents to Karma about it who's like #'well it could be a good learning moment for both you and the kids'#Irelia's eyelid starts twitching

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notdelusionalatall · 3 days

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alekslittlecareer · 2 years

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I’m the most like vulnerable to falling for someone whenever I’m JUST not getting attention from the actual person I want and usually want attention in general so I take it from ANYWHERE but recently because I’m so aware I think I’m just NOT attracted to like anyone even though I miss the feeling of being Someone’s special person and also I’m truly the horniest if I’m talking to like only one person so I GUESS MOGONOMY OR WHATEVER THE FUCK ITS CALLED BUR anywyas I’m just glad I’m over my phase of getting attention from people I’m genuinely not interested in it and don’t chase it like I used to pog

#venting MY BAD IM DOING SOO GOOD #not super sad or anything don’t feel anything but I did take half a xan like 6 hours ago idk if that’s doing anything

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