#yall wont survive in this world

[snekdood]

There are genuinely people online that instead of actually bringing people to the left, at this point, would prefer that anyone who was previously not on the left but who tries to be *stays* outside of the left, because i guess its just easier to comprehend when the world is put into little shitty boxes you labeled for them instead of actually thinking for once and having the nuance to understand them. Like thats wild to me that theres people who would prefer you not be on the left or not try to be. Yall GENUINELY do not care about advocating for your side politically in any capacity. Its LITERALLY just a clique you've found yourself in. And theres nothing progressive about that or being exclusive, wtf do you think this shit is, a night club? Grow the fuck up, honestly.

#A whole lot easier to consistently point and laugh at the same person than to ever encourage them to change i guess #yall are weak #Yall wont get us anywhere and actively hurt progressive causes #And the worst part is most of the ppl like this are on tumblr and a lot of the people on tumblr absolutely suck as human beings #and never want to do anything about it either partially because they think theyre above any form of therapy 🙄 #Idk. maybe its a comfort thing. Like things have to be exactly how they remembered them the day before or else they'll idk lose their mind #Like some of yall would prefer the world stays black and white and thats sad #Lets be honest. What it really is is you dont want to have to feel any potential guilt for treating someone as if theyre just #discardable trash when they werent. #Bc ur just oooohhh soooo perfeccctttt and it just fucks with your self perception when someone even inadvertently suggests #you did something wrong lmao. #yall wont survive in this world

[straawberries]

i have one month left before i am kicked out of my house, and i need help to avoid homelessness

hey yall! its me again. if you havent seen these posts before (unlikely, theyve been circulating pretty well) im delilah, and im a queer autistic plural tgirl currently living in an abusive household in texas. on june 1st 2024, i will be kicked out, and i need to be able to get a place before that so that i can avoid homelessness. my previous goal was 2000, and we hit that! but after applying for. a lot of apartments. we have been rejected from a good few of the cheap options and im going to need a bit more money to make sure i can survive the moving out process. i know youve probably seen these posts a lot, but we're reaching the final stretch, and hopefully soon i wont have to worry about this anymore.

we're going to try to get around 3000, but maybe, hopefully, we can make around 3500 to absolutely make sure moving out is possible. thank you to everyone that has donated (ESPECIALLY PUNKITT AND THE PEOPLE THAT HAVE DONATED LARGE AMOUNTS OF MONEY, I GENUINELY LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH YOU ARE THE KINDEST PEOPLE ON THIS WORLD)

2106/3500

C*SH*PP - @delilahswagga

MY PAYPAL IS NO LONGER WORKING, DM IF YOU WANT TO HELP AND CANT USE CASHAPP

IF YOU SEE THIS POST AFTER JUNE 2024, DO NOT REBLOG IT. I DONT WANT PEOPLE SENDING ME UNDESERVED MONEY AFTER THIS IS ALL OVER

#actually autistic #transgender #homelessness #assistance #im posting this a bit early

[queenimmadolla]

Do you think some of Eddie peers are jealous that he’s got wife and 3 kids at home, sure Eddie feel into the rock and roll lifestyle but he didn’t let partying, groupies or drugs consume him, he’s got a loving wife and adorable kids waiting for him and they see that all of eddies love and devotion is for his family and music. Eddies just like “I do my job, rock out and go home”

Say he got invited to a big after party where he’ll party with Ozzy or Metallica but he declines because he just found out his kids are having their own Wrestler Mania back at the hotel room and he can’t miss that again

Or Eddie takes you to the party and y’all are getting approach and people like your relationship vibe and yall are getting hit on that you get both get a invitation to go to a “different party” in a hotel room and it goes over your head like “oh actually we aren’t staying long we gotta get back before the new Simpsons episode start”

Or when the band gets interviewed we see the kids in the background and the world gets to see Eddie being the best dad and loving husband. Every 80/90’s musician in the rock/metal scene are single, loves to party, and is reckless so Eddie was a change they weren’t expecting.

Sooo….You’re not gonna be very happy with me. Let’s go through this together and hopefully you wont hate me too much because it does get better.

Yes, Eddie’s peers do experience a little jealousy at the family he has, the constant love surrounding him—but he does succumb to the partying, drugs….and almost a groupie (THIS WILL BE TOUCHED ON MORE IN THE FIC IM PERFECTING, DONT THROW THE TOMATOES). He does his job, rocks out, and sometimes he craves reaping the rewards (drugs and parting and soaking it all in—not the groupies, that’s a related situation but not a part of what he craves) of his success. This was a once in a lifetime opportunity, he gets caught up in it. And it eats at him because he also knows his wife and his beautiful kids are also a once in a lifetime opportunity. That’s what kicks his ass back into gear.

It’s a life that you enjoy sometimes, love being on his arm, at his side, watching him glow underneath all those flashing lights. That confident smirk on his face, he belongs. It’s completely his element, what you knew he was always meant to do. And for the most part, you love being his wife, the wife of a Rockstar. How he’s always ravenous for you, the way he handles you when he’s fresh off the stage—be stadium stage or a some big fancy hall stage for an award ceremony—the parties he takes you to, the material things, not having to work your ass off to survive anymore, not having to work at all. You hate how women literally throw themselves at him, constantly expose themselves to him (the amount of flashing is INSANE, you see more titties than you ever did in the girls’ locker room back in high l when you’re tucked under his arm) but he only ever has eyes for you (shhh, we’re not talking about the groupie rn, that will be explained and you will understand).

And sometimes, being the wife of a Rockstar is hard. The tabloids are relentless, he tours the world and you stay with the kids, he’s doing coke with his pals and their gals while you’re washing the dishes halfway across the world. He’s partying after tour nights, you’re reading bedtime stories. You’re the wife of a Rockstar alright, and while he doesn’t have a mistress, sometimes the world acts as one. Sometimes the world gets him more than you do and he forgets that. Sometimes you don’t want to be the wife of a rockstar. You just want to be Eddie’s wife.

He gets there though, he gets to the points you’re talking about. Maybe not all of them, but he doesn’t become that messy playboy the world wants him to be. Still looks like a bad boy, but interviewers always note in articles they write, about the toys lingering around the house. Empty spaces on the walls, tables and shelves that had no doubt held picture frames prior to the journalists’ arrival, he was intent on keeping every precious moment and memory with his family private and away from the vicious prying eyes of the public. It’s interesting for you to read, because the first thought of an outsider’s mind is maybe something along the lines of Eddie not being sentimental or ashamed of the family, when it’s the entire opposite.

He starts ditching parties early to go back home and party with his favorite people before their bedtime (and then party with you all night long), starts having you and the kids closer during his shows again (you used to come to a few when Corroded Coffin made it bring, would bring the kids, until the shows got even bigger somehow, rowdier and fans get invasive). its difficult, especially with having to wrangle Maple—but Eddie doesn’t mind it when she runs onto the stage. if he’s feeling particularly nice, he’ll share her with the crowd for a song—but not much longer than that. He’s stingy with his family, protective, doesn’t need people thinking they can throw their unwanted opinions about his own damn kids out there—he’s assaulted people over it. And that’s not to say he hasn’t flaunted all of you, either. Fame is such a bittersweet accomplishment, he wants to show you all off to the world and sometimes he does, but the world is not kind, so he’s gotta keep you close and away from the cameras. He struggles with the back and forth a lot.

Again, the media is not kind to him, even while watching him be a father. But a couple of years from then, when his kids are older, the media/internet/etc. will pull up the photos/videos of him from the past with his kids, being so tender and playful with them. Loving. And he’ll be properly appreciated by them then. The two of you will have risen to be one of Hollywood’s golden couples, by then too. Heavily romanticized—and they’re not wrong.

It gets messy, gets cleaned up, gets messy, gets cleaned up, stays relatively clean. That’s the late 90s and Y2K, baby 😎

#$ replies #pennyverse #pennyverse asks #eddie munson x reader #dad!eddie munson #rockstar!eddie munson #rockstar!eddie x reader

[definitelynotshouting]

Idk if this is Hunger AU canon or my own personal fanon but

one of the "calling cards" that the Watchers used in Evo was bedrock

bedrock is unbreakable by a player

perfect for trapping the player you're using as a Watcher incubator

and the texture looks rough af

when you get desperate you often try to do stuff to escape even if it's impossible, right

so what I'm saying is

probably one of the last things player!Grian did was tearing his hands to shreds trying to break bedrock out of sheer desperation

which makes all the passages in your fic where he's staring at his hands even more *gestures vaguely*

(idk why I typed this out in this format but it felt right so I'm going with it)

MAN OKAY THIS IS SUPER COOL i especially adore how youve connected it with the way i keep having Grian stare at his own hands???? which ftr is smth ive only just now realized i do all the time AKDBWKDJKSSJ this is JUST like the scarian jaw kisses thing HELPPPP 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 but thats such a cool thought!!! And utterly angsty i love it >:]

Its also made me realize i dont think ive ever actually told yall what did happen during that interim where Grian was captive as a Player before he died and became a Watcher, so buckle in i guess as i try to explain this one to yall (obligatory cws for captivity, parasitism, violated autonomy, body horror, and major character death discussion)

Yknow the world borders the life series has?? It was like that, but tiny. Maybe a couple chunks' worth of space to move around in. He spawned into a savannah biome and the Watchers specifically in charge of keeping an eye on him (pun intended) penned him in with the borders, implanted the specially-coded larva, and then retreated back just outside the server's barrier code to, well. To Watch.

So post Evo dragon fight the Watchers convinced Grian to join them without telling him what that entailed. They then proceeded to whisk him away to the server cluster's dev crystal, which is where the remnants of this Watcher colony made their semi-permanent home. There, held together basically only by the Watchers' ability to manipulate code, they had Grian make a brand new server.... and immediately trapped him in it.

He spent a year there slowly dying, eaten from the inside out by a parasite that was collecting his memories, copying over his stats and personality, with very limited space and resources to get by with. I know he built a tiny house out of acacia, but it never got any bigger than a starter base. He lived off of mostly bread and the meat from a few animals that spawned in with him; he primarily used stone tools, because those were what was most readily available. It was a very terrifying and lonely year, where all access to the outside world was cut off, and he was meticulously watched over to keep from dying while the larva inside him continued to grow and destroy him.

The Watchers were mostly hands-off in terms of interaction, but they did do regular check-ins to ensure the larva was alive and that there was no danger present to its host. Hostile mobs were carefully warded off, and Grian spent most of his time alternating between begging them to let him go (they never responded), trying to figure out ways to escape (it never worked), and tending to baseless chores just to keep from going out of his mind as his body grew weaker and weaker and more unstable around him.

I have a lot of feelings about this tbh, bc its just such a bleak scenario to think about-- trapped in a tiny cage with something killing you from the inside out, and your captors wont even talk to you about it properly. Being left otherwise to your own devices, with the terrible, lingering knowledge that, even if it was under duress, you still agreed to this. The fact that, after a certain point, after your questions and pleas are summarily ignored and brushed aside, you finally realize: you aren't meant to survive this. You are going to die.

A juvenile Watcher's first meal are the emotions during their host's last few moments. Grian was no exception; he cracked his way out of his own ribcage, and, without meaning to, amplified and feasted on Player!Grian's agony and terror as he died. With their memory codes finally disconnected, Grian had to watch himself through the eyes of a stranger as his terrified consciousness dissolved and his body fell apart into nothing more than loose strings of code.

Only then, still weak and flailing and helpless, was he was brought into the colony proper, in order to teach him how to be a Watcher. It wouldnt be for another few years before Grian gained the strength, control, and insight required to make his desperate escape. In total, i wanna say he spent somewhere between.... 4-6 years??? with the colony against his will. It would take another 4 for him to finally scrape together the courage to contact Mumbo and finally ask him for an invite into the Hermitcraft proper

One of these days i do plan to write that reunion, actually, which i'll add to the series as another prequel just like all the words that i forgot to say, which takes place roughly 6-8 months after Grian finally joins Hermitcraft. And if yall want to read an absolutely fantastic fic that deals with the moment Watcher!Grian was born and Player!Grian died, you should absolutely check out my friend @raichett 's fic Divergency, which ive pretty much canonized bc it REALLY hits the nail on the head for that situation.

Okay this got a lot longer than i meant it to sidhskdjej also those timeframes are a little squiggly bc i havent fully settled on where they fall on the general timeline. I wanna say Grian had been a Watcher for abt a decade by the time Mumbo got him onto Hermitcraft, though, so thats the loose timeline im working off of when i talk abt this :] anyway thanks for giving me an excuse to write this all out!!! while your idea about the bedrock isnt necessarily canon, i absolutely ADORE it and can totally see Grian just tearing up his hands while scrabbling against the world border.... utterly heartbreaking we fucking LOVE to see it. Thanks for sending in your ask!!! I always love seeing what you have to say about hunger au!!! :DDD

#shouting speaks #asks #hunger au #grian #watcher grian #evo watchers #UHM. LORE AHOY???? ITS A DARK ONE THO GUYS IM NGL #txt

[ezziefae]

y’all need to STOP saying that jude is going to die because of her mortality!!!

yea we get it, she’s mortal (human) which makes her different than every one in faerie. But as long as she STAYS in faerie, she will not age to her death. (and jude has 0 interest in the mortal world for her to go back there, her home is faerie) Another advantage that Jude has is that she’s the QUEEN of Elfhame. She can heal from the land were she to get hurt! we already saw an important example of that when (SPOILER FROM QON) Madoc stabbed her and the land saved her. Jude doesn’t easily trust people, and she always has her guard up. She’s not EASY to kill.

C’mon!! this is Jude Duarte we’re talking about! she outlived Valerian and Locke. Beat Grima mog in a duel, murdered Balekin to SAVE Cardan, outsmarted the Court of Teeth, she even went as far as to CHOP the head of the man she loved and adored for a land that DESPISED her! and she would do sooooo much more!! she’s stronger and smarter than an average person living in faerie.

It baffles me that some of yall are DOUBTING Jude. The only reason the folk MOCKED jude for her mortality is because they feel superior to her, and they don’t LIKE seeing her win or become powerful. To the folk it’s an INSULT that a human has higher power. That why everyone in faerie bullied jude to make sure she’s reminded of her weakness, her mortality.

And i’m not saying that jude WONT die. Everyone in faerie can die. Cardan can die, the roach could die, the ghost, Queen orlagh, Nicasia could die. (and spoiler alert, all the characters i just named did ALMOST die, and jude/taryn who are mortal SAVED 3 out of the 5 people i just named)

like, i don’t see anybody saying: “omg cardan is gonna die someday, and jude is gonna be all alone 🥺💔 i’m gonna go sh*t TEARS BRB”

like….

you get what i’m saying. Just because the folk can’t age to their death doesn’t mean they are immune to death…like cmon now. stop using jude’s mortality against her!! If it were a game of survival, the folk would die before Jude. She’d outlived them all. Period. 💗

Just like the bomb said in the Queen of Nothing

“Long Live Jude Duarte!”

#jude duarte #cardan greenbriar #holly black #jurdan #the folk of the air #the stolen heir #oak greenbriar #elfhame #the cruel prince #the prisoners throne #LONG LIVE JUDE DUARTE! #nicasia #ladyasha #taryn duarte #vivi duarte #queen suren

[turbulentscrawl]

Identity(V) Headcanons: Naib Subedar

yall know the drill ;) If you like how I write the characters, consider sending me a request or matchup!

I also don't really have the patience to sit on my posts for a few days and check for mistakes, so forgive my typos hahah

-Naib got into his line of work out of necessity, not desire. He has never enjoyed taking lives…but he is both very good at it and very professional about it. He’s survived so long, in part, by being good at compartmentalizing his emotions. Work is work, and life outside is not, and he’s somehow managed to separate the two without separating his mental state. Nevertheless, he’s a very different person when he’s on the job and he would prefer that his loved ones didn’t see that.

-Outside of work, Naib shares Norton’s sentiments of all life being created equal. Unlike Norton, however, he uses this as a motivation to protect people rather than concern himself with revenge. That’s not to say he won’t step in if someone is out of line, but he is primarily focused on contributing good to the world in his free time.

-That said, Naib’s moral compass has become a bit warped over the years. He does his best to be a good person, but at a certain point someone can have so much blood on them that it starts to color their vision. The opposite of rose-colored glasses, if you will. He is, however, an accurate and consistent judge of character, so he often thinks about his course-of-actions in the frame of ‘would my mother be proud of me for this?’ That helps a lot with any difficult decisions.

-Naib “gets along” with most people. Being rough around the edges as he is sometimes makes it difficult for people to tell where they stand with him, but in truth he’s very vocal when he doesn’t like someone. It generally takes someone intentionally and repeatedly antagonizing him before he starts to develop a negative opinion. Otherwise, he maintains politeness.

-He is very slow to let people in, however. Naib’s life is dangerous and fleeting, so even when he likes someone he’s hesitant to get close to them. Outside of the manor, he’s a genuine slow-burn sort. A real “we’ve known one another for years and I’ve liked you for almost as long but I wont let myself have you until it’s entirely too much to take and I initiate an explosive night of passion” sort. Inside the manor, though, I think it’s more of a “we take comfort where we can get it, and then it slowly becomes real” sort of thing.

-Used to being the man of the house, Naib has a habit of trying to speak on behalf of or otherwise handle people’s problems for them. Again, he’s a good judge of character, so he’s pretty accurate in gauging how people would want situations handled…but this can still cause tension with friends and partners who are more independent. And if you talk to him about wanting to handle something yourself? There’s a non-zero chance he’ll go behind your back and take care of it anyway.

-The best love languages for Naib are Gift Giving and Words of Affirmation! He likes receiving thoughtful gifts—specifically ones that help in his everyday life, or resolve an issue he’s having. (Even if that issue is just “I’m hungry” and you pick up some of his favorite snacks.) He also likes little trinkets that he can easily carry around to remind him of the giver when he travels. Naib also tends to give kind words the benefit of the doubt, so he accepts verbal affection without argument or doubt. Everything he does is for his loved ones, and he likes to know that he’s appreciated, loved, and missed when he’s gone. Letters are amazing too; he keeps every letter and picture he receives and treats them with as much care as possible.

-Naib could not be close with someone who has a problem with his work. He understands why they would, he himself is rather tired of it.... But he’s been doing this for too long and is in too deep to leave. He and his mother cannot afford for him to quit being a mercenary and take the time to try learning some other skill that may or may not keep food on the table as consistently. You don’t have to like his work, but it can’t be something you hound him about. If you don’t talk about it, neither will he, and you can both just pretend it doesn’t happen.

-He’s a walking garbage can. I mean it, he can and will eat anything provided to him. He has preferences of course, but after years of food insecurity and then subsequent years of service-provided meals, he’s learned to not be picky. He also never outgrew the habit of rationing and hiding food in case of emergencies, and is an avid believer in the 5-second rule because he dislikes wasting food.

-Because he eats so much--and in spite of having irregular sleep patterns—Naib always has a lot of energy. This is useful for work and matches but also shows itself in other ways…such as being a very animated conversationalist. (per the stageplay lol) It’s only obvious when he’s moderately comfortable, but Naib might legitimately be incapable of sitting still when he’s not on guard.

-He’s pretty bad at making jokes. His sense of humor came from his years in the service, surrounded by brothers-in-arms. As a result, his idea of good-natured joking is completely ragging on people. Norton is the main person in the manor who gets this, but it leaves most other people to wonder if they’re actually friends or if they hate one another.

#idv x reader #identity v #naib subedar #idv mercenary #naib subedar x reader #turbulentscrawl #identity v x reader

[knwatchesninjago]

S1E12 The Rise of the Great Devourer

HELLLLOOOOOOOOOOO NINJJAGOOOOOOOOOOO

Look who livessss!!!

Welp i gtg soon so imma just get straight to it, lolll!!

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JIUHYGTFRDDFCGHJBKK

JAYYY

U DO NOT PUT SALT ON THE SANDWICH

and he didn't even put the slat on the inside parts.... he put it on the BREAD?!?!?!!!!

that's it.... im done questioning ninjago

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MY BABBYYYY!!!!!!

Why is he soo tiny? 😭💞

How can Pythor look at that baby and hurt him?

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Ok... time out... I'm back to questioning ninjago again....

WHAT MATERIAL IS THAT ANCHOR MADE OF!?!?

its right above lava....

apparently this volcano is also THREE BAJILLION DEGREES!??!?

ummm... forget the anchor... how in the world did the Destiny Bounty survive?!?!? And the ninjas!?!?

*sighs once again at ninjago logic*

(or the lack of it)

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#Greenie

(boy do i miss my old tag of #Lloydster_Enters_The_Scene.... too bad the lloydster wont be coming back anymore :'( )

OKAY TIME OUT!!!

The deep voice in the beginnng made me cackle 🤣

I was soo set on editing after I watched that, but im on a time crunch due to my bet with my friends soooo...

loll

Also... where are the ninjas' braincells? Who in their right mind would let a 7 year old fly a ship all ALONE??!?

sigh

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#SiblingBonding

Wwhen i ws watching this scene i really couldnt help but laugh when I saw the plank, loll. Dang, Wu... u reallly would make ur students walk a plank? Lolll

But all jokes aside... Kai... you really have some strong feet...

My little gremlin is sooo smalll 😭

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#Stop Discriminating Against Snake-People

Okay... okay.

This is my biggest complaint.

Look I get it that the serpentine are the "bad guys" in this season, but... EXCUSSE ME?!?!!?!?

The only snake that deserves to be punished is Pythor. Actually...no. Even he deserves a break.

No one deserves to be locked up underground. Did you see the cave he was stuck under? It was full of skeletons. And Pythor was the oly one alive....

that has a lot of implications. The guy had to probably eat his fellow snakes in order to survive... the snakes were treated horribly.

Now I dont remember exactly why they were forced underground but if my memory serves me right... was it bc of some war?

But like... I bet there were so many innocent snakes as well, right?

Like looks at these babies:

i'm pretty sure these snakes are ment for comedic relief but stilll... some of them are sooo sweet 😭

And.... Cole..... blackberryy.... u did NOT have to shoot Skales....

Honestly with that kinda blast i have no idea how Skales even survived that, lolll.

Also... WU!!! WHAT THE HECK DUDE?!?!??

WHat was this for??!??

Why didn;t you let Pythor leave?!

Why are you trying to get both yourself and Pythor killed?!?

I know that it was trying to give off the vibe that Wu was "sacrifising" himself or something, but imo, it was just plain stupid.

But then again, im giving too much critizism to a kids show. No kid out there is analyzing the show like i am, so ur off teh hook this time, lol.

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Also... y'all... this mailman deserves the world.

He is so dedicated to his job. Plus he's old.

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I'll leave you with this:

#Never_Pause_Ninjago

lolll

Byeeeee!!! Cya laterr!!! <3333333

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EDIT:

Oh wait!! I 4got to add this:

#My fav quotes

"But Sensei"

"Butts are for sitting"

(excuse me??!? wasn't there a yellow color or something? or am i remembereing wrong?)

"You are like the sunrise, we can not begin a day without you"

Zane sweetiee... ur too precious for the world!! <333

alright byeeee

https://kittenninja14.tumblr.com/post/731916269075480576/hey-yall-i-just-found-this-incredible-video-and

#ninjago #lego ninjago #ninjago jay #ninjago cole #ninjago zane #ninjago kai #ninjago wu #ninjago rise of the serpentine #ninjago rise of the snakes #ninjago season 1 #never pause ninjago #sibling bonding #stop discriminating against snakes #gremlin lloyd #Rewatching Ninjago with KN #questioning ninjago

[caroldantops]

valcarol interrupted mid-play bc carol needs to go save the universe but she was super in subspace and val couldn’t quite bring her out so instead she has to instruct her to go.

‘c’mon princess, that’s it, get your suit on for me honey. you’re gonna go save the world then you’re gonna come right back here to me, you understand?’

she may or may not have been edging carol before she got the call and decided to give her some incentive

she also may or may not have ‘forgotten’ to take out the plug snuggled in carol’s ass.

‘silly me, princess. it’s okay, it’ll be a nice reminder of who you belong to, wont it?’

carol goes off and saves the world and crumbles into vals arms when she returns.

‘it’s okay pretty girl, i know how big and strong you had to be… it’s okay to not be big now, let daddy take care of you now..’

idk the more i think on that scene the more that little!carol is making sense. carol who will only let herself be vulnerable with her daddy and carol who will either be the strongest person in the universe or a tiny baby who needs val to cut her food up and cuddle her at night and braid her hair…

tell me why i was about to give a lecture on dont do this!! as if NEEDING to leave midsession because theres a universal crisis is something yall would have happen

im fucking obsessed. i just. thinking about the intensity of the drop after makes me so emo because theres zero chance this happens without carol having SEVERE subdrop and i think val would go through some domdrop as well. feeling like she put carol in a position where she couldnt fight her best and therefore was endangering her more...

before my very long ramble starts - as far as little!carol goes, im on the fence! i think she'd really enjoy some parts of it and others not so much. i could be won over though im sure. yall know its my weakness.

um this turned into a thinkpiece about valcarol dom/subdrop. sorry.

carol having to go from feeling powerless to powerful and and just the fact that she submits to valkyrie in order to get away from that responsibility that burden only to have that safe space be invaded by one simple phone call that she could hear valkyrie try so hard to get her out of, yelling at fury that he should call someone else up, she'd go find thor herself if needed but no dice.

carol is able to yank herself out of subspace to fight, what choice does she have, shes basically in survival mode at that point and doesnt even really know whats going on until shes landed back in valkyrie's arms. sobbing and grabbing onto her and valkyrie choked up seeing carol so so upset and overwhelmed

valkyrie keeping it together as best she can to comfort carol enough, help her bathe and get her something to eat and clean up any injuries, til carol passes out from pure exhaustion. val making sure carol's fast asleep before pulling away from her in bed and wanting to go for her alcohol stash but she knows carol might need her again so she doesnt want to get drunk so she just goes and stands in the kitchen for a bit, gripping the counter and steadying her breathing and she can feel tears coming but fuck she doesnt want them--

and then she feels arms around her waist, a small still raspy from crying voice asking "hey, whats wrong?"

valkyrie finally crying but that kind of crying you get when youre mad that youre crying and carol's just listening to her ramble about how she shouldnt have let carol go, it was stupid of her to let her run out like that without taking more time to try to bring her up from subspace

carol kissing the palms of valkyries hands, kissing her cheeks and touching their foreheads together. "it wasn't ideal. it was hard. but you did all you could. and im okay. im safe. we're both safe. okay?"

"okay." valkyrie nods and wraps her arms tight around carol.

definitely takes them a while to feel comfortable entering an intense play-space after that. worried about if carol or valkyrie gets called away again. but once they feel secure again they start workshopping precautions to take. slowly work their way back up to playing again, ask other kink friends for advice. come out of it with safety plans and a stronger bond.

yeah sorry i have a LOT of thoughts and feelings about this clearly!!

#c: carol #c: valkyrie #blurb #fuck it its blurb nmow. #s: valcarol

[blue-for-the-win]

aight continuation!

Again! Tis fic has sum lil gore so please click off if yer not ok with it.

So the teachers and some students went to where they found the signal at- but was dumbfounded when they saw was only an abandoned hospital that looks much more horrible than Ramshakle.

Vargas: Shroud are you sure that this is the place were the signal came from?

Idia: positive!

While they were still searching where the hide out is.

With yuu & grim:

Yuu: welp. This is how I die isnt it? Never found away home and is now gonna die in this world.

Kidnapper: Come on now~ Lets see what your faith has instore for us

The kidnapper led Yuu to a hallway and locked the entrance. As soon as Yuu took a couple of steps, they triggered smth. Yuu waited for a couple of seconds when all of a sudden a lot of blades from top to bottom is on their way at a high speed. Yuu ran and was met with a seeming bottomless pit and at the top was a thorned vine. Yuu hadn't any time to decide but they jump and reached for the thorned vine. Tis was verry painful but they must indure it to get to the end. They climb higher and higher, the blades still on their tail. In agony Yuu, thought of grim, They dont want to depart with their furry friend yet. With the motivation, Yuu climb even faster.

They've reached a metal door and ran to it, There they saw grim waiting for them in the cage.

Yuu: GRIM!!!

Grim: YUU!!!! FINALLY!!!

Yuu: Now how do I unlock this cage?

Grim: I saw a key above that thorned vine! That maniac put it there last night and was laughing like crazy!!

Yuu: Lets do this!

Grim: Y-Yuu your not gonna climb that thing right?? You already look like you would pass out!

Yuu: you're right, ykw? fuck it lets just scram!

Grim: I think the door to the outside is that way!

And so, Yuu ran to thy said door and was glad when they were greeted with the teachers and their friends

Adeuce: YUU!!!! GRIM!!!!!!

Rook: Monsiur Trickster, you made it out!!

Teachers: WHERE.IS.THAT.BASTARD?

Yuu was too exhausted and passed out to answer any questions. When they woke up they were already bandaged up, Grim greeted them with a hug and a snot filled face.

Grim: HENCHMAN, I THOUGHT YOU DIED!!!! YOU MADE ME SO WORRIED!!!

Yuu: Ugh- where am I?

Azul: You're in the infermary, Yuu. You were badly injured.

Yuu: Oh. D-Did yall caught the kidnappwr though?

Azul: Im afraid not, the teachers already reported this to the authoroties and there will be a couple of police officers coming here.

Yuu: ....

Yuu: A-Azul?

Azul: Yeah?

*proceeds to hug octo boi*

Azul: There there Yuu. He's not gonna come back.

Grim: Yeah! And if he does, this time we will beat him up!

Azul let Yuu cried on to them as he tries to calm them down. After that, Yuu was a lil bit calm and was ok to be questioned.

After seems like an iternity, Yuu had finished with the questioning and now know that the kidnapper was already a wanted criminal and is known to stalk anyone who peeks his interest and kidnapps them and slaughters them if he deems not interesting anymore.

Yuu was left with sum hot coco and Grim by their side as they recover. It was truely a horrific experience for them. Yuu still cant sleep properly and often flinch when a loud noice make or someonw suddenly moves. Rook decided to do less much of the stalkin and walking up to people. Lilia has stopped popping up wherever. And the Leech twins also kept their distance but always checks up on Yuu once in awhile. Sebek towned down and refrained from shouting when they're around them.

Yuu had multiple sessions with a certified theraphist ( yeah.NRC now has an official theraphist after Crewel threathens to gauge Crowleys eyes out) Other students also took multiple sessions aswell.

After abt another year, the friendship between Grim & Yuu grew. A student asked them how did they survive the kidnapper and what did they do to them. Yuu sighed and spaced out.

Student: Earth to Yuu, Are you ok? Im sorry I asked the question. I wont bother you again!

Yuu: No, I-Its fine. I'll tell yall at lunch ok?

After class, They went to the cafeteria and was greeted with their usual group of friends, also some seniors aswell.

Ace: So uh Yuu. Would you wanna talk abt it? It's cool if you dont want to ofcourse!

Deuce: Yeah! Just take your time!

Yuu: I think Im ready.

Yuu had told them in detail on what their kidnapper had done to them and the other two victims.

Epel: I think am gonna loose my lunch- skip that part

They tolled them how they escaped and how the kidnapper could've just end them right then and there but he decided to play until the end. And how they had zero chance of survival. Grim was locked up and they had no food for 3 days. Yuu started to tear up.

Lilia: Hey, dont force yourself if you're still not ready! breathe in and out. We will get justice for what he has done! So dont fret

Silver: I'll help keep an eye and guard you until that criminal has been caught.

Sebek: Same with us!

Malleus: Mark my words child of a man, when the criminal has been caught, you'll never hear from him ever again.

Deuce: Will help you with your homework!

Ace: Yeah! Lets held a lil study group!

Epel: Im down! That way we can keep watch on each other!

Jack: I'll help ya with training so that yhis will never happen again

Yuu: *sighs* What would I do without yall?

Ortho: No no, Yuu! It's more like We don't know what to do wirhout you!

Jamil: yeah, you helped us alot so its time to help you.

Kalim: It's atleast we could do!

Riddle: Heartyslabyul is open for you and grim if you ever need help

Leona: Savanaclaw aswell

Floyd: Dont fret shrimpy! We will squeeze that guy, just you wait!

Azul: Indeed! Octavinele welcomes you both wirh opem arms

Kalim: So as Scarabia! We can throw a party- wait! Maybe next timw when you're ok

Rook: Oui monsioure trickster! Pomefiore will lend you our aid whenever needed!

Idia: Ignihyde is also open to you and grim.

Malleus: As to diasomnia.

End.

yeah ik its a slopy end. My brain juice had already dried up so yeah...(๑¯◡¯๑) ehe...

Let me know what yall think in the comments section! anyways- bye~

#fyppage #random #twst nrc #twisted wonderland #twst fic #twst #twst fluff

[demoisverysexy]

I feel that a lot of the discourse surrounding the whole Lockheed twitter storm is kinda... Idk, its not good largely. I need more info on everything that started it all, but I feel that a lot of the people are being targeted are a lot more nuanced than you think. This guy, for example, decided to speak out and was targeted for it. I feel though that his words stand on their own:

And I think this is true. A lot of people do what they have to do to survive. I think faulting them for that won't help them where they are at, and it wont do anything to advance any positive discourse. It merely becomes a purity test for "who hadnt been forced to make a decision that could be looked at as morally grey." Because of leftists love anything, its stroking their own egos and doing fuckall to advance actual leftist causes. A lot of leftists are too busy imagining idealistic, uncomplicated activism to understand that real people and activism are messy, and if they hold the real world to their fantasy lands they will always be disappointed. I say this as a leftist btw. Yall need to be and do better.

If there's anything I have missed in this discussion, or if you have any disagreements, let me know. I want this to be a productive conversation first and foremost.

#leftism

[mistigri0000]

Science is so young no doctor would be able to tell you if black people get pale when theyre sick (im black) (id say im brown skinned, i do get pale and i do blush especially when its cold outside im just saying. Most people wont be able to detect these symptoms bc of the lack of representation in everything, i mean some doctors still, to this day think black people feel less pain than the "average"(white) person, because yeah, the AVERAGE person, the human by default is white. Think of a human being right now u might be thinking of a white person) (maybe im thinking too much about all of this but living in a world like this, i feel like an alien, everything about me is out of the norms and it makes me sick. I just wish we could be seen and treated like normal people, like race wasnt an actual thing. The other day girls in my class were shipping our classmates and just like i thought they shipped me with the only other black person in my class, this is so childish but lol yk what i mean. This whole race thing is slowly starting to make me crazy. Seriously. Do yall feel that pressure of. Proving youre a normal respectful and polite person who has hobbies ? Like you have to prove that ure not "like the other blacks" but i hate this. I would like to be angry sometimes and insult ppl without the video ending on twitter getting qrt by racists saying im proving their points. It makes me sick to know some people dont even see us as human beings with thoughts feelings lives and hobbies. Seriously i talked with some bitch on discord who called other races "intellectually late" ?? It pisses me off and it makes me sad. And i feel like its just me so thank god if im the only person of colour who feels this way

But this shit is traumatising, im fucking insecure. I mean maybe me being the only black child in my family plays a lot too.

I have another story to tell too, i used to be in foster care and CPS would pay for every (white) kid hairdresser except for !!! Me, you guessed it. They refused to pay a black hairdresser to braid my hair, cornrows or even box braids or anything. They refused to buy me hair care, they told me i should use my pocket money if i wanted to take care of myself basically... 20 euros was clearly not enough. And im begging stop telling me im used to heat because i come from a hot country everytime i say im not hot OR EVEN WHEN I SAY IM HOT SOMETIMES its crazy. I was born and raised in france too like wtf

A lot of crackers wouldnt have survived teenage years as a black person)

#blabla

[fakeboitherottengirl]

It is absolute Freudian nonsense to claim that people who are open about their history as CSA survivors are “autopedophiles” the thought of what was done to me makes me feel disgusting and like ripping my skin off I’m not fucking aroused at the memories of abuse if anything they completely tank my sex drive and make it hard to have an adult sex life because I was forced to have a sex life as a child. Autopedophiles are like the creepy “little” girls who pose nude with binkies and call their boyfriends “daddy” not being a sex abuse survivor whose story doesn’t stand out enough from similar survivor’s stories to be valid in yalls eyes I’m sorry abuse tends into fall into a pattern and you find that boring or whatever or that I don’t talk about it the “right” way but it’s in extremely poor taste to call somebody an autopedophile for being open about the abuse they faced. That’s literally on par with “all rape victims secretly wanted to get fucked” in terms of absolute Neanderthal logic. Not talking about abuse is how abuse is allowed to thrive, and these kind of baseless accusations make survivors feel like they can’t be open an wont be believed. Do you really believe that more women make up stories of rape/csa than are actually victimized, that csa is somehow the one crime where more people who report it especially if it takes them until adulthood to cope with/remember are making it up than actually survived abuse? There’s no desirable clout that comes with being the raped girl or the touched kid it is a shame u carry in ur bones forever and never feel clean and never feel pure and get to spend your life knowing that the only time of it life where u were supposed to be truly innocent was stolen because the boy across the street was left to babysit you while ur dads drank in the garage and decided he was going to ruin ur life before it had even started because you had female organs. I’d love to be able to get head without having a panic attack because that’s one of the things that was done to me as a toddler or accept a gentle touch from my lover without being reminded of my abuse and sometimes in the middle of the night I wake up screaming and paralyzed like I’ve been drugged feeling somebody’s gross body heat on top of me remembering blacking out as I tried to fight off a man who was trying to rape me or trying to form the words to tell S to stop taking off my pants while I was limp drunk and he was making out with my passed out body I wish I was making ANY of this up I’d take being spared even one incident over all the tumblr followers in the world and like I said it isn’t exactly social currency to be the raped girl I’ve spent most of my life trying to avoid that title to spare my family the shame and grief I don’t talk about this shit in real life I made this blog mostly to publicly document my life as a mentally ill disabled trauma survivor in a way that somebody might be able to study some day to keep people out of the constant pain im in or make some sense of whatever eventually happens to me. But to say my claims of abuse are autopedopheliac delusions is an insult to survivors those kind of accusations were used to silence sexually abused women for centuries. Maybe I’m making it all up because I’m hysterical from wandering womb syndrome. Literally 19th century bullshit.

[mrs-mikko-rantanen]

Y'all may think I was kidding but no I am gonna freak out about not knowing history facts now

#THAT IS BARELY HISTORY #TGATS CLOSER TO CURRENT EVENTS #THOSE ARE #THAR WAS SOMETGIBG THAT DIRECTLY SHAPED THE WORLD THAT I WAS RAISED IB #6 YEARS BEFORE I WAS BORN! #BUT NAH IT WONT BE ON THE AP TEST SO WHT BOTHER LEARNING ABOUT UT? #YALL GIT GOOGLE #YALL WATCH TV #YALL ARE SMART #YOULL FIGURE IT OUT #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #NO #NI THAT ISNT HOW THIS IS SUPPOSED TO WORK WTF #MR LOGAN I DEMAND ANSWRS OK??? #I MAY NOT HAVE BEEN THE BEST LUSTENER THEN BYT IM A DAMN GOOD ONE NIW #*sobs* #remember 2016? #god that was a time #i remember thibking 'boi that will be so wierd to tell my kids about haha' #now i just think 'if i survive long enough to have offspring i will have to lool them in the eys amd tell them that i onve said #in total serriousness: #'oh that was sweet of him. if i dont have the plague maybe i will make him some cookies as a thank you' #WTF WTF WTF #TIME IS AN ILLUSION SOMEONE EITHER STAB ME OR HOLD ME AS WE HURDLE THROUGH THE COSMOS #ok maybe its less 'panic attack' and more 'mental breakdown'

[bettycrocker]

gay horror writer: writes a horror ending for a gay character because he wants more lgbt horror which is actually genuinely severely lacking

y’all: NO STOP IT BAD ONLY GOOD FLUFFY REPRESENTATION FOR US

#bettycrocker speaking #dream daddy #the game isnt just for people who like fluffy crap!!! #keep the writing diverse!! #keep it interesting!!!! #draw people from all genres in!!! #dont limit yourself to one specific thing for your game that just wont work if you want it to survive this day in age!!! #its not even the most horrible thing in the world #they could easily make horror endings for all the character #but oh man its the #cheating bi/pan priest that yall get all up in arms about #THEYRE DEMONIZING GAY MEN #no theyre just writing a horror ending that involves an lgbt man #he gets stabbed #you all should be thrilled #especially after he breaks your heart

[toutallyahoe]

Hey, just asking. Will you do an alternative part for the.. percy x male reader, battle of hogwarts? I'm eventually a sUckEr for aNgSt and when I say sUckEr for aNgSt I love crying my eyes out until.. next week, but me no have standards something sad makes me wanna mourn in my room. Take your time doe if you will do another part for it. WE LOVE YOU!

requested by: anon

pairing(s): percy weasely x male reader

warnings: cursing, character death, harry potter spoilers

a/n: asdfghjkl im so sorry for taking so long to write this! i am currently having some issues here and there atm but here it is now!

and lmaoooo im a sucker for angst (whether reading it or writing it) and i just am so happy someone actually wants the alternative part of my percy hcs afajdhsjdbjsd as much as i love this boi, this has too much angst potential yall

anyways, on to the angst! also, ily TwT <333

percy was trying to find you, [name]

it was already the end of the hogwarts battle and he was frantically looking all over for you when he finished checking up on fred and making sure his dumb brother was still alive (fred was and even joked that percy finally lost his uptight attitude on that joke)

fear still crept into percy's system as he looked around the area and trying to ask people where [name] was

and the fear had gotten more and more as minutes passed by when percy asked where you, [name], were and only gotten sad shakes of head and getting told they didnt know where you are

percy still had hope though

even if the fear and dread settling into him, percy still believe you are alive

you have to be

all that hope went down the drain when percy gotten the new by another wizard that [name] didnt made it

percy wouldn't believe it

he wont fucking believe it

percy would call that wizard a liar and would frantically run around the whole battle in search for [name]

screaming loudly on where the fuck is he and that the battle was over

people who witnessed percy could only look in pity, especially the ones who saw [name]'s end

it took a few wizard for percy to get a hold of him to then bring percy to where [name] was

percy was in shock and was ready to collapse when he saw the familiar clothes [name] wore before the battle

percy had immediately got out of the wizard's grips to run over towards [name]'s body. screaming and yelling that this wasnt suppose to happen

percy still hope this was just a random wizard with the similar fashion sense and maybe looks to his fiancé although it sound so wrong

but percy didnt care because he just want [name] alive

but seeing the familiar tuff of [hair color] hair in a mess, the bloodied and bruised [skin color] skin and those [eye color] eyes that always looked into percy and knew that they understand him was dulled and lifeless

percy knew this was [name]

his [name]

his fucking fiancé who is dead

percy wasted no time to embrace [name]'s body as he screamed and cried

percy was in hysterics as he screamed for his fiancé to wake up

"no— no, no, no!!! dont do this to me [last name]! wake up! please wake up!"

percy was in denial as he cried

he wont believe it

he wont ever fucking believe it

percy would yell about their promise to each other before the war had even started

hell, before they were even dragged into this and was just oblivious to everything in the world

"you promised you stupid git! you promised we'll survive this! you promised!!!"

"you said you wont leave me! please! dont fucking do this to me [name]! please..."

percy only cried and cried as he wished for his fiancé, the man he was supposed to marry after the war, the man who promised to always be by his side, his [name] was gone

as percy cried with [name] still in his arms, the weasleys found percy and [name] and it was a saddening sight

molly let out a gasp as she immediately hid her face on arthur's chest as she couldnt bare to see the sight of her son heartbroken and also seeing [name], her soon to be son-in-law dead

arthur immediately consoled molly as he tries to keep the tears in check on his son's grief

both fred and george stood frozen in shock as this was the first time they saw percy cry and seeing [name]'s corpse, the twins felt the grief

both bill and charlie were in the same fate as the twins as they looked sadly at their younger brother and the tragedy that happened

ron and ginny were in tears, especially ginny who was excited to have [name] as a family

[name] was so close to the weasleys and his untimely death caused so much grief for them

the other wizards who witnessed the tragedy could only look down and respect the lost of many lives in the war

the weasleys consoled percy as best as they can despite their own grief

percy wouldnt let go of [name]'s body and would go in hysterics if anyone tried to separate him from [name]

percy would still be in denial as he sobs about [name] supposed to marry him weakly

"you promised... you promised we'll be together you stupid git... please... please dont do this to me..."

[name] died protecting a fellow wizard, cursing a death eater but was unfortunately hit with the death curse that took his life away

[name]'s last thought before the curse hit him was percy and his promise

[name]'s promise before the war on being with percy's side until the end and marrying the ginger was never fulfilled

"im sorry... percy..."

#ask #2 #tou responds #you asked for angst and here you got one #afahdjakdhajrhjwhr i want to write this so fucking badly ajdgajdhhahrjshe #hmmmMMmmmmMMMm im sad now tbh and i did this to myself akdhsjfhwjhe #percy x male reader #hp percy #percy weasley #percy weasley x male reader #hp percy x male reader #harry potter #hp #harry potter x male reader #male reader #x male reader #male reader insert #seme male reader #dom male reader #headcanons #hc #headcanon #angst #heres the angst

[jonarchives]

Okay so now I've caught up and I've got my meds and I fuckin stacked it on the way home,

Imma throw my ring into the hat regarding What To Do With The Fears-

Now if you want to stop reading now, I'm firmly in the "shove them elsewhere" camp, but if you wanna continue reading, I'll explain why!

But first, one thing I saw before I caught up, was a meme about the trolley problem and now I've caught up, i think yall got the wrong idea wi that-

If you want to do the trolley problem then its "do nothing and let people die or switch tracks and maybe people will die from making the wrong decisions"

That being said, theres not really any decisions about it, with how much the fears manipulate to get their way.

But yea, as I was sayin, whilst I understand both sides, and that the decision is a hellish one to make (you know that if Jon survives he'll be haunted by that one decision he finally had a choice in) but the choices are 'let a doomed world die' or 'save what's left of the world while giving another the possibility'

And if the fears were created once, what's to stop them from happening again?

Theres no real 'right' option here, so I'm not gonna argue about my choices or summink, I'm just saying that I personally think that giving the other worlds the chance to not make the same mistakes and saving who's left in this one is a bit better than leaving everyone there to suffer and slowly die in the hopes the fears wont just be created again

#statement ends #tma #the magnus archives #spoiler #tma spoilers #call me selfish or heartless if ya like #but this is where ill stand my ground