I've literally been unable to do anything productive for over a week. Suddenly got some random hyper focus. Knocked out a realistic portrait in <4h wtf brain?!
I was (am) always really ashamed about how long something this skilled takes me bc getting all my school work done the night before and getting A* did NOT win me any friends and I was already a loner and being bullied. It sucks for other people who find it hard to find out that it looks easy for me - but what looked easy from the outside was me compensating all my life for a brain that wouldn't cooperate when I wanted it to.
This kind of art is one example of my skill masking my neurodivergent brain. Everyone is always impressed with the outcome, but art teachers be like - why can't you do this every time? If you applied yourself... We expected top grades what happend in the exam? Where is your working out?
I've made my peace with never being a consistent creator. That's why I started doing stupid little doodles in the first place. So I didn't place high expectations to produce work like this all the time. So when I had the urge to create I could do small things and still gain the reward from producing art that is 'good' for different reasons. So I could just have fun!
Now I am trying to learn how to trust my skill even when I can't focus like this. It's ok if it takes 8 hours and the outcome is the same. Like thats a normal pace for any human. And it's still fucking impressive.
I want to start being proud of my ability. Like yeah I did this super fast and it's a piece of work I feel proud of.
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loaf bug
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I had a dream that I rescued birds from pet shops that didn't care for them and they lived happily in a special place I created.
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Gay Icons for Pride.
Recent commissioned works.
Prints on Inprint
If you're interested in commissioning me get in touch via my Facebook page
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could you possibly draw a small happy opossum for me? it's been a rough week :v
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ok peeps let’s do this!!
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Make them random silly stupid wholesome whatevs but I do put my own creative spin on prompts and sometimes they come out cute, sometimes cursed abominations, and sometimes they are nsfw. I don’t have a filter here and that’s a big part of starting these doodles.
I don’t shy away from boobs, butts, willys, flaps or other adult themes but they are on the rude end rather than overtly explicit. I don’t believe drawing a cartoon tits on a frog is sexual no more than I believe the fact that I exist with tits makes me sexual. If you have strong feelings otherwise this blog isn’t for you kthaxbi
Idk how many I’ll get so I can’t promise I’ll do them all.
I don’t spend more than 10 mins on each doodle soo if you ask for a painted masterpiece of several unicorns at a Roman orgy it will look shit 😂 also pls please don’t ask me for this I just realised I described some really wrong porn 😬
Requests open from now until Midnight GMT on Sunday. You can send them in after, but no guarantees I’ll do them any time soon soz. Generally my asks are open <3
Ps. my pronouns are they/them and if you do want to share any outside tumblr look at my links for how to credit and only on those platforms please thanx :)
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this is the first pixel thing I’ve ever created. It’s small and simple. It’s probably not technically right or something and idk how to export it at the right size!
I’ve always been drawn to pixel art bc I like tiny things.
Tips & feedback welcome :)
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f o r b i d d e n
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Me: *looks at references of baby bears* ohhg… :’)
Me: *draws a baby bear* OHOH… HG N :’’’’’’’)
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I felt like doodling a cat
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gotchi
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stupid little reblogs
Hey Folks!
Just to let you know I reblog and share random shit I like, art I admire etc on https://stupidlittlereblogs.tumblr.com/
I’d love it if I had more followers there bc I spend more time on my main stupidlittledoodles account (where we can be mutuals init) and I would like to boost various things I find and stuff yaknow
Expect star trek art reblogging, inspiring art, random shit and memes, star trek stuff probably, gaming, lgbtq+ stuff, neurodivergent shit, random stuff i like, goblinry etc
Thanks <3
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strawberry
turns out trying to paint white fur is haaard. i dont like how this turned out. the face is cool yellow but the body ended up a warmer tone and trying to get them to match failed but anyway hi im a perfectionist whos going to share it anyway aaaahhhh * hides *
Sauce: https://twitter.com/urabanashi813/
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how I’m returning to the world
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