Today I hold my pain and start writing,
But my words abandon me,
Saying I only come to them when no one else will listen,
They said I am selfish.
They said I am mean and cruel,
For using dark words as my tool..
And maybe they're right..
But can they see the pain inside?
The constant battle in my mind?
Trust me, I don't want to be this way,
To use my words to make others stray,
My worst feelings linger; they won't leave.. Making me selfish, making me grieve,
Depression and overthinking are my curse,
Making me selfish, making me worse.
Sometimes the darkness takes control,
But I can't help it, I can't control
The feelings that grip my soul..
So I am not to blame; it's clear to see,
My feelings have a hold on me,
Let me write, spill my ink,
And let the words take me to the brink..
"Lost in my own words" –Nyx
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"what kind of tumblr girl are you?"
in case you don't know what I'm talking about, which I doubt lol, here's the (what I think it is) the original post
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