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Vampires New Maid /Jimin x Reader
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Chapter 3-Blood Donor? Part Two
Genre:fluff/smut/angst
Summary: After working with him all day and him bringing Y/N downtown to get clothes. He takes Y/N’s blood and wants an answer the next day. Y/n tells Jimin yes, but it gets complicated when she tells him her symptoms.
Warnings: blood, wounds, criticizing Y/N, kinda smut.
Jimin’s Pov
Opening the door for us I hear the bell jingle above, as Y/N stays close behind me to look around her surroundings curious of what is around her. Y/N notices that I'm getting farther away from her, so she rushes to stay next to me. Smiling at her cuteness I walk to the front desk to ask the gentleman to set up the measurements for suits, dresses, and skirts for Y/n. The man himself looks Y/n up and down criticizing her making her cave in herself. I clear my throat to catch the guy's attention and give him a hard stare. “Why are you judging her? I am the one paying and I am the one who owns this boutique. Even if I wasn't here you should treat others with respect. If you do not correct your look and judgment on your face I will put you where you polish shoes all day. Got it, and if I see or here you treat another customer like this you will be fired!.” The man shivers and I smell the bitterness of the fear on him when he quickly apologizes to me. I scoff at him, “Don't apologize to me, apologize to her.” He looks down and stutters, “I am -I’m sorry madam please forgive me for my behavior towards you.” Smelling the saltiness of tears, my neck snaps toward Y/n to see she is holding in her emotions . Before she even starts to speak I pull her outside towards the alleyway before cupping my hands around her cheeks to make her look at me. “Why are you about to cry?” I look away frustrated with myself by scaring her but concerned for her at the same time. In shame but hoping she will forgive me I speak, thinking she is sad because of me, “I have to be harsh sometimes to the people who work for me, or they will soon treat everyone like the way he treated you.” Sighing heavily I look back at her to lock her soft eyes with mine. “ Look I’m-” I get cut off because of her yanking my hands away from her face before she buries her head in my chest by hugging me tightly. Feeling her shoulders shake, she starts to speak but it's muffled, “No, don't be sorry it's not you, it's me. When he looked at me the way he did I felt like I don't deserve you or the clothes you are getting me.”
My chest tightens painfully while I hug her tighter to myself, “No, you deserve these clothes, everyone does. I'm already fond of you Y/N, so please don't say that you don't deserve me as your Boss. When I myself don't deserve you as my maid. A maid that is so willing and precious.” Holding her a little longer and rubbing her back softly, I heard her calm down as she slowly got out of my grasp to speak softly, “I like you as my Boss Jimin. I am lucky to have you too.” Sighing heavily again and ready to let this go I wipe her tears away as, I pull her back into the shop once more.
The guy before has already set everything up and got a woman to do the measurements. Relaxing my shoulders a bit I gently push Y/n into the direction of the lady while whispering quietly to her that I'm here before I sit on the couch facing them. Watching Y/n slowly open up to the woman and trying to not be a hindrance to her, when I notice my breath hitch. I slowly started to realize her beauty not only from the outside; as when I first met her on the balcony, but inside as well. Not many humans are like her, and I wish to have her next to me when I get married and have children in the future. Y/n is like a lily in the middle of a rose bush that rarely sees the light of day.
Getting interrupted from my thoughts by the guy from before; which is very irritating, he asks me what type of cloths and colors that I would like for Y/n. I got mad not fully understanding the whole situation and spoke rudely, “You should be asking her, not me.” The guy looking uncomfortable before speaking again, “ Miss. L/N wants you to pick it out Sir.” Getting quickly embarrassed I look up at Y/n that is already dark beet red from embarrassment herself. Not knowing if it is her asking me that embarrassed her, or from my outburst. I slowly nod taking the cloths from the man, and looking at some different ones I know would look remarkable on her.
“ Y/n what textures do you like?” Y/n speaks to me in a hushed voice, “ I love soft and smooth textures, Jimin.” Smiling because I like the same textures so I nod at her approvingly. After some time of picking out different cloths and colors I got up to take Y/n’s hand. Pulling her to walk out of the boutique I speak to the seamstress; not stopping, “I need one outfit completed by tomorrow noon and delivered. You can make final touches at the mansion. Striding out the door I hear a, “ Yes Mr.Park.”
Side by side with Y/n going down hill towards the limo I notice her looking around enjoying everything around her. My heart is swelling at the site. When I notice that we are getting near, Y/n rushes in front of me to try and open the door before I get there. I smile gratefully at her, “ Y/n you seriously don't have to do that.” What does she do? She just shrugs like it's no big deal and smiles, “ After you Jimin.” Shaking my head in disapproval I get in the car. When she just gigkes away, closing the door behind her. Turning my body towards her I ask her what she would like to eat.
Y/n’s Pov
When Jimin asked me what to eat I got hesitant because I wanted to cook him a meal, but was afraid to tell him, as he seems to have plans to eat out. Although not wanting to hide anything from him I tell him bashfully, “I actually wanted to cook you a meal if that is okay.” Jimin looks at me confused and asks, “Why?” Speaking from my heart I start to speak again, “ I believe home meals taste better because you can taste the effort of the ones who care about you.” Looking up from my lap after speaking I see him staring at me with longing in his eyes and speaking with a quite rough voice, “ Okay…” There was nothing but silence as we stared at one another until he looked where David is supposed to be at, “ Mr. Godfried please take us home.”
Hearing Mr.Godfried reply, “Yes Sir” the vehicle starts rolling by buildings which slowly thin out to the thick forest of different colored and sized trees. Captured by the beauty I avoid Jimin's look as he gives me a desired look that makes my cheeks heat up with redness.
Arriving at the mansion I get ready to cook for the both of us with one of my favorite dishes called chicken tortilla casserole, but I'm intimidated to do so. Why? Jimin here insisted on watching me cook, so dashingly bold he sits on the Island counter. While I'm here hoping not to burn myself, and being so caught up on concentrating I literally jump out of my skin when he asks me where I learn to cook. After my heart stops rapidly beating out of my chest, and stops laughing and apologizes for scaring me I speak, “I learned to cook from my Dad actually. He loved cooking for my Mom and us children, but after finishing a meal he would always say, "here feel my love!” Chuckling after mimicking my Father fondly of old memories, “ He also sounded so aggressive while saying it too.”
Laughing again I glance over my shoulder as I peek at Jimin and notice his smile is mournful before he speaks, “I never knew that families could have so much love. Most of them nowadays are for business only.” I stop mid stir to turn around and look at him full on in concern, “ I hope you won't Jimin. I hope you marry for love. You won't be as happy if you do. You and everyone deserves happiness Jimin, and I hope you remember that when you think about getting married.” The rest of the time cooking and eating was relatively quiet except for him saying how much he loved my cooking and he never had anything that tasted so good before. Sometimes I caught him stare at me and I would smile right back with a flutter of my heart each time.
Once we were finished I took both plates and silverware in order to wash them, as I hear him speak up when I'm about to leave the dining room. “After you're done please get ready for me to have some of your blood.” I turned around and I looked at him confused, “Didn't we just finish eating? Are you still hungry? I have some leftovers if you are.” Jimin nods his head to confirm he is still hungry when I speak stunned, “ Okay just let me get it ready. One second please.” He quickly speaks to stop me in my tracks, “ I'm a vampire Y/n I will always be hungry until I have some blood. Yes, I enjoy the flavor of human food, but it's like eating air because it will do no good to fill me up. Blood is the only thing that can sustain me.”
Jaw dropping I nod in understanding, “ I-oh okay. Um, so uh, just let me wash these and I will get ready.” He steps closer to me, “Wait, first thing is I truly did enjoy the food I promise you that and it is the best I have had. Actually, would you mind making my meals from now on? I mean if only you're okay with doing it. Secondly, do you know how to properly get ready? I mean this being your first time.” I smile genuinely at Jimin because he looks so cute and bashful. Speaking while slightly chuckling at the first, “I don't mind making your meals Jimin, it would be my honor. I'm really happy that you like it. Although, I think I know how to get ready properly, but I'm not a hundred percent sure.”
At my statement he first brightens up like the sun, but then hearing my statement he looks worried so he speaks in a soft deep tone, “Just in case I'll give you directions anyway. On your night stand there should be alcohol wiles and a soapy wet cloth. Which you can find in our bathroom. Next to it should be orange juice and raisins, but in the morning please have protein and spinach to help rebuild your blood. The second to last thing you should do is take a steam hot shower to kill most germs on your body for your safety of not getting an infection. Don't put on moisture because it could disrupt the feeding, so please wait until next morning to do so. Last thing is wearing your night wear because feeding off you shouldn't make you faint, but it should make you very tired. Okay? Can you do this for me?”
Jaw dropping again from being stunned by how many step there are, but still nod in agreement. Looking a bit relieved he talks gently, “Thank you and see you soon. just knock on my bedroom door when you're ready.” Nodding again I answer, “Okay see you soon.”
Putting the dishes away after cleaning them I went upstairs to my bedroom still being in a haze of what's to come. Stripping naked slowly and taking my hair out of the half up do it is in I peer in the mirror with my heart beating out of my chest with, my mind is buzzing with endless questions. “Will I be okay? What if he won't treat me the same after? What will Jimin look like in his vampire form? Will he stop? Can he lose control of his thirst? What will be the effect and how will I react? Will this be my last night living?” Shaking my head to get rid of the negative thoughts by pushing away from the counter to go in the already steamy shower. Washing my hair I breathe in deeply and sigh heavily with weight in my shoulders. Having knots in my stomach I realize I'm using his shampoo instead of mine that's right next to his. The smell is relaxing and intoxicating and I'm thankful for it as my body relaxes to the soothing smell of oranges.
Spinning in the shower being startled as I hear Jimin knock on the bathroom door. His muffled voice across the room behind the door speaks with worry. “ Hey Y/N are you okay? You have been in there for more than an hour. If you're that nervous we don't have to do it tonight and i'll find a blood bag to drink from instead.”
Rushing out of the shower as I put my sweatshirt on and some panties when I quickly opened the door saying, “ I'm sorry I didn't realize how long I was in there for.” Looking at his eyes I notice; he glances at my figure before his eyes change color from a coffee color to ice blue as he speaks. “ Are you sure about this? I can walk away right at this moment because once I drink from you I won’t stop until I have my fill or your pulse slows down.” Jimin still looks at me with his blue eyes as I see his concern, but also seeing his desperation. I can already tell that he needs my confirmation as I speak with steadiness after taking a relieving breath, “Yes, Jimin I am positively sure.”
He nods before gently taking my hand in his, as he stares at our hands intertwined before he gently pulls me to my bedroom. Stopping by my bed Jimin slowly climbs on my bed right next to the headboard as he beckons me to sit next to him. Doing as he says he watches me before he reaches out to me for my hand again as I get settled comfortingly. Taking his hand to feel his slight room temperature skin on my boiling hot skin is comforting. Jimin then uses his other hand to push my hair away from my face and neck as he whispers, “I’m going to start now, okay?” I nod without speaking as he then reaches for the alcohol wipe on my nightstand; where I had put it there before my shower.
Next, he reaches up and gently while my neck down towards where my collarbone is. After he discards the wipe back on the night stand as he looks at me with his brilliant blue eyes for what feels like a minute or two. Leaning down toward my neck I feel his soft lips on my collarbone kissing me up to where both my neck and collarbone connect, as he starts sucking gently. I gasp with a shiver that gives me goosebumps all over and a tingle in my nether regions, so timidly I reach out to grab us one free hand that was rubbing my hip and my other in his hair at the back of his neck.
That’s when I feel the razor sharp canine teeth of his and who’s warm tongue. Tensing while slightly groaning as I feel that he scrapes my neck with his teeth to open a small wound, but it slowly turns into pleasure as he sucks my neck harder. Think that was it he bit down faster than lightning, as I cried out in unbearable pain from the horrible stinging sensation. Then the pain turns into harsh throbs as I start pushing him away crying. When I felt it. The ache in my heart of need and desperation. Like I need him. “Jimin,” I whimpered, wishing that he was a part of me. “Jimin please.” He slowly lays me down on my back and pulls his hand out of mine to put it behind my upper back close to my neck as to push me into him. Jimin making a home in between my legs I moan out intensely as I feel that he is hard. Next, this rush of lust comes crashing down in me so powerful, and out of nowhere.
Being consumed by lust I wrapped my legs around his hips and pushed my hands and arms onto his back to pull him into me to feel him as close as possible. Moaning by the weight of him on top of me I feel Jimin grind on me with harsh and slow thrusts. Hearing Jimin moan into neck makes my clit throb in want, so I push back with my hips helping him give us both pleasure.
Finally, I feel unconditional love from him. Moving my hand away from his back down across his butt and dragging them up under where his stomach is, slowly enjoying his flat stomach before reaching his pecks wishing I was touching his skin instead through his silk button up. Finding his top button I unbutton it and enjoy the little skin that I am allowed to feel, so I move to the second button desperately trying to feel a little bit more of him. When he unexpectedly got off of me and quickly apologized. Looking in pain to be away from me I listen to what he says hoping he’ll come back to me, “ I’m sorry I don’t… I can’t believe it.”
Sitting up I try to touch him, “ It’s okay. It was new for me so I didn’t know what to expect. I couldn’t control myself either. I’m sorry as well.” He chuckles looking away in shame. I was the first to initiate. Look, I got to go.” He gets up off the bed moving toward the door. He speaks one more time before leaving me alone. “ Drink and eat what’s on your nightstand and please clean your wound. I would do it myself but… The wound will be fully healed by the middle of the night…. Thank you… for tonight Y/n and again I’m sorry.”
Still frozen on the bed of trying to reach for him I try to get over the initial shock. I do what he says while my mind goes numb because my brain and emotions can’t handle what just happened yet. I don’t just give someone my body, I have been waiting for my future partner. Being confused I restlessly toss and turn until I sleep into a dreamless empty sleep.
Waking up the next morning I pushed myself out of bed to walk half asleep with my eyes closed. Walking towards the bathroom I slowly leave a trail of clothes; that I have to pick up once I’m more awake, to go back into the shower from last night to wash my body from leftover sweat or blood. When I hear a groggy deep voice, “ Y/n as much as we did last night I would advise you to cover up unless you want me to take you right here in this bathroom and right now.” I jump to the ceiling with fright; for what it seems like the millionth time since I met him, because next thing I know I’m rushing to pick my sweatshirt off the ground and pulling it over my head. Scattering to the door that leads to my bedroom I squeak , “I’m sorry!” Once I reach the door I slam it behind me with my heart suddenly feeling like it’s getting slashed into a million pieces from being away from him. Legs shaking and inner thighs slightly wet from arousal by his deep voice talking dirty to me. His hungry stare that made my pulse sky rocket, as I pushed away from leaning on the door by patting my cheeks with my hands trying to get rid of the inappropriate thoughts flowing through my head like water.
Putting new underwear on as I wait for the bathroom to be open to use I sit on my bed cross legged. Not expecting the door to open to my bedroom where I see Jimin walk out towards where I’m sitting on my bed without a shirt.
Speaking once again in his morning voice I look away from his chest and the lingering tattoo on his rib cage, “ Do you want to tell me how you felt last night? Or do you not want to talk about it today?” I look at him as I nod with embarrassment, as he sits next to me and tenderly puts his hand on my thigh. “I’m actually really confused. The rumors I heard from before are nothing compared to what I felt. I was completely connected to you. I mean at least I thought I was because our feelings were melting together like milk and chocolate. At first I felt like I needed you and my soul needed you. I felt like I would have been completely and utterly broken if you stopped right then and there.”
Looking up at him before putting my hand on his cheek slowly running my fingers through his hair I continued my speech. “Next, was this feeling of lust. I wanted you. No, I was burning deeply inside for you to be in me, or connected to me somehow. There was a necessity to make sure you were pleased as if my life depended on it.”
Removing my hand from his face I dragged it down his neck; as he visibly swallowed thickly, before I stopped my hand right over his heart finishing my address on this subject. “Finally, the most powerful feeling of all was love. I loved that I would be happy with you even if I am gray and old as long as I can be beside you for the rest of your life. I felt so overwhelmed.. I. I,”
I became quiet , but quickly spoke up again about what happened in the bathroom just a minute ago. “ Then when I heard your voice this morning I felt shivers like please shivers, you know? When you spoke at first I was lost in all of you except being whiplashed not knowing you there at first, but when my brain registered what you said my arousal was flowing like a dog in heat. Scared of what I was feeling in the bathroom I ran and slammed the door. My heat was ripping apart and hurting so much I almost couldn’t bear it. I wanted to run back in there, to you Jimin. I needed your touch, but I forced myself to walk away.
I was so confused yesterday. I knew I liked you , but I also knew that I couldn’t have you because you would never like me. I was pushing you into a brother sister relationship to help cope with wanting more than that. Although, after last night I … I ,” He takes both of my cheeks; that makes me stop talking and look into his brown eyes, looking at me deeply, “You what.” I gasp out, “I can’t be without you it’s something deep, so deep in side me like part of the core of my being that need you.”
Next thing I know is he is passionately kissing before he breaks off just as quickly, “What you feel is our mating bond. I felt what you felt too, but a hundred times stronger because I’m a vampire and your a human. Yes, I was attracted to you the whole time. But..”
As I furrow my eyebrows together I get more confused than I was before,” Then why can’t we be together? If you like me and I like you, no love you and we’re mates. Then why? Why did you stop last night? Why do you look ashamed when you were leaving your room last night? Are you ashamed that I’m a human?”
He tears up but shakes his head no, “I could never be ashamed of you my love, but we can’t be together…..
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alenajg · 1 year
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Vampire’s New Maid /Jimin x Reader
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Chapter 3 Part 1
Genre:fluff/smut/angst
Summary: After working with him all day and him bringing Y/N downtown to get clothes. He takes Y/No’s blood and wants an answer the next day. Y/n tells Jimin yes but it get complicated when she tells him her symptoms.
Warnings: blood, wounds, criticizing Y/N, starts of smut.
Y/N’s POV
Walking out of the office to shut the doors, I look back to see Jimin waiting for me with a gentle smile. “ Thank you. I could have done that though.” I shake my head head with small smile, “ No , if I am going to take care of you I could do such a small thing as shutting a couple of doors on my way out. Although, thank you for your kindness Jimin.”
He laughs which makes his eyes close,” You know as much as I have maids and butlers I have been able to take care of myself so far, you know.” He looks at me with a smirk and speaks again,” I am going to have to get use to this. I mean you taking care of me. Mostly the maids and butler's that I have are for the guests and to give humans jobs that are needed. I don’t use them for myself, really.”
I look up at him with appreciation,” Thank you.” I speak softly while hiding my smile by liking down. He begins walking while directing me to walk with him by his hand on my mid-back. “ Thank you? Why are you thanking me?” He looks down at me through his peripheral. I speak softly,” I’m thanking you for giving people like me jobs and taking people off the streets. Another, thing I am thankful for is you allowing me to have this job. When it looks like you like to take care of yourself, so again, thank you.” Jimin doesn’t speak for some time while we walk to the east side of the third level hallway.
“You don’t have to thank me Y/N because us vampires are supposed to take care of humans. Not only because they are our food source, but also because they are another life trying to survive just like everything else.” He sighs and speaks again with a tone of disappointment,”Although, not all vampires thinks this way. Some abuse their power that they have. They don’t respect others and I believe I am rich today because of others, so I want to respect them.”
I was about to speak, but I forced my mouth close in order to control my emotions. My eyes starts watering and my throat tightens because I realize of how lucky I got to have Jimin as my boss. Instead of what I heard about him he is quite the opposite, and the rest are just rumors because he is kind and generous. I am just worried to find out later that he is going to be different. Like what if he doesn’t like me in the future?
“ You okay? I sense that you are worried and scared. Did I say something wrong?” I shake my head, “No you didn't... It's just I met you only for maybe an hour, but I'm already afraid that you won't like me when you get to know more of me.” I spoke honestly while we stopped before a door and the door next to us is a set of double doors of the other tower like structure.
“ You don't have to worry about that because I can tell I already like you. When I usually meet new maids or butlers they lie right off and try to get into my pants, or get my money. When you answered all my questions you told me the truth and that's what really maters. What humans don't realize is that when they lie they give off a certain phermone that screams to me not to trust them, and I don't trust them or like them.”
I look up at his coffee colored eyes that has a crestfallen look when I speak, “ I'm sorry that you have to go through such a thing. No one should have to go through that.” He smiles down at me with a grateful smile and looks at the door in front of us, while opening it. “ Anyway, this is the room that you'll be staying in. I hope you enjoy it and if you want to change anything please let me know.”
I step past him Jimin while peering around the room. There is a king size bed and a golden blanket with bed curtains that wrap around the mahogany four poster bed frame. There is a bureau and by it there is a window showing the backyard. On the opposite side of the bed there is another door that has a joined bathroom that leads to the tower like structure. Again everything is wooden in the room with gold and crystal light fixtures. Under the bed is a mixture of dark royal blue and light blue fluffy rug.
In the bathroom I can see wooden walls except the shower that has glass doors going into a white pebbled rock backsplash. The handles and the faucets are gold. Next to the shower is a big white porcelain bathtub with golden clawed feet at the bottom. On the opposite side of the bathroom; their is a white quarts counter top and sinks that go above the counter into a bowl shape. A mirror with the same light fixture above and by the counter top is a door that leads to the toilet with a golden handle.
Walking back to Jimin I smile with a toothy grin that shows my one dimple and say, “It's excellent! Absolutely beautiful and big! I just want to be in here all the time, thank you so so much for such an extravagant room. Truly thank you.” Looking into his eyes with a joyful expression with tears in my eyes. “ Great! I am glad you like it.” I shake my head,” Like it?! I love it Jimin. Really I do.” “Good good, after you're done with unpacking knock on my room’s door. Which is right next to yours. Actually, now that I think about it we have the same bathroom. I hope that is okay with you?”
“Jimin, it's more than okay and I mean look at this room and the opportunities you have given me so far. We just have to let each other know that the bathroom occupied somehow.” Jimin nod this head and looks around while thinking. “ How about I get locks for the doors and when one of us is using the bathroom we look the doors.” I nod in agreement,” Yes, that's a wonderful idea.”
Putting his hands in his pockets he starts heading out the door. “ well start unpacking and knock on my door when your done okay?” I nod an okay as he looks back at me before ducking out the door. Once the door is shut I imeddiatly run to throw myself on the bed feeling lucky at this moment. Taking a deep relaxing breath I start to get up to grab my purse that I had with me. Taking out my oral hygiene bag and putting in the top drawer of the sink closest to my room. I then take out my makeup bag putting it in the second drawer. Then at the very bottom of my purse I took my clothes that I have and put it in the bureau. Last but not least I put my journal under my pillow.
Finished I look around the room one more time before I started to head to Jimin’s room to knock on one of the double doors. Opening the doors quickly be spoke in an astonished tone,” Done already? I at least expected you to take an hour. Do you not have much?” I look down at my feet in embarrassment, “ Well, with taking care of my brother since both parents of my died when I was fifteen I didn't have much money to spend on myself.” He looked at me sorrowfully while talking with regress,” I apologize I shouldn't have assumed and I'm really sorry about your parents Y/N. Not only that, but having to grow up quick as well.” walking out of his room he grabs my hand to pull me into a tight hug. I hugged him back while thanking him for the hug.
“ I'm sorry to ask, but do you mind that I look at what type of clothing you have because when you come to business meetings with me you have to have appropriate clothing. That is, if you don't mind” Stepping away from the hug I speak with hesitation,” No I don't mind as long as you don't laugh at what I do have.”
He immediately shakes his head no. While putting his hands on my upper arms rubbing them comforting. “ No I would never, truly I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable about what you have.” I look down and turn around to walk in my room. “No your fine. It's just a sensitive topic for me because I was bullied for not having popular clothing, so really it's not your fault.” he stops to turn me around and lift my head with his thumb and index finger in order to make me look up at him. He speaks softly,” You don't have to feel like that here. I will buy you clothes okay? I want you to feel not only comfortable with me, but living here as well.”
Giving him a soft smile, “ Okay and again thank you. If you do buy me cloths can you please take it out of my paycheck? I don't want to owe you or anyone anything.” Jimin smirks at me with a gleam in his eyes,” How about this because of the clothing that I will get you is more than your paycheck. You can work it off instead, hmm?” I nod reluctantly, “ Okay, but just so you know I don't want really expensive things.” Jimin looks at me with respect, but nods anyway. After seeing him nod I lead him to the bureau. Stopping in front of it with Jimin right next to me. I open the top drawer only to find inside two pairs of jeans, one white t-shirt, one long sleeve, and in between is my baby blue hoodie that I wear when I sleep.
“This is all that I have except the second drawer which has my socks and undergarments. I know it's not a lot, but I am grateful of what I do have.” Looking at him peering down at what I have looking remorseful with a frown on his face. I don't speak, but grab his hand to make him look away from the drawer. “ So can I see your room? You know to clean and stuff?” I spoke to hopefully avoid the conversation of what he saw. Jimin looks at me with a sad smile but nods.
“Sure, let me show you around and tell you how I like things kept.” Still holding his hand he brings me to his room. Walking through one of his opened doors I see that everything looks the same in my room, but his is rounded and the walls is full of windows that are ceiling to floor which leads to another balcony. Jimin’s bed is close to the bathroom, but on the opposite side close to the double doors is a walk in closet.
“ I don't really care how you make my bed as long as it's tucked in and the pillows are above the covers. As you can see there is papers on my bed which I will show you how I like to organize them later in my office. For my clothes I like them all pressed and the shirts are with shirts and the pant are with pants. If I use any jewelry I wipe them down after every use and once a month I polish the ones I used. I don't care how you organize them for they are all silver. I clean and polish my dress shoes once they get dull or dirty. Plus, they are organized by color. I sweep my room every day and dust my room every other day. The bathroom I clean twice a week and the bathtub after every use. I clean my windows and window seals every other week.”
Jimin speaks shyly while giggling, “ I hope it's not too much.” I deny while having a soft spot for him already. “I had to do way worse in the past so don't sweat it Jimin. This is nothing.” I turn to him and grin at him reassuringly and he smiles back gratefully. Relaxing a bit before changing directions to the double doors after he grabs the papers off the bed. “Well lets go to my office. I usually take the new maid to the head maid in order for them to start working, but since you'll be working with me you won't be needing to.” I whisper softly, “ Ah, Okay.”
In his office Jimin explains how he likes to keep his papers organized by alphabetical order and by subject. Then he showed me how he likes to keep his office clean and tidy and what not to touch. The only place he doesn't like me to go out on is both balconies. Once he is done he sat at his desk to answer emails about the farming community, and what needs to checked on or fixed up. Meanwhile, I organize his files and papers he's handed me.
As he accomplished the emails I can see him staring at me through my peripheral. I get nervous, but continue until I'm finished with my work. “Done”, I hum with a satisfied smile. “ Good we have shopping to do.” He spoke with decision by standing up. “ Jimin? It's almost dinner time though. Don't you need to feed?” He looks at me and chuckles, “ True, but I won't feed until we get back, but first we need to go shopping and get your clothes because we will have a meeting tomorrow. After shopping we will get you something to eat and drink so you won't get sick or pass out when I feed from you.
“ Okay, but please let's not be too long because you need rest.” Lauging,” Okay mom.” Next thing I knew he's grabbing my hand to walk out of the office doors. Closing the office doors and locking them with his keys he turns around to look at me he speaks,” Let's go.” By the time we get to the stairs he's already on the phone speaking,” Yes, Mr. godfried please pull the car to the front of the house. Y/N and I will be going shopping down town for clothes.... Okay thank you.” Jimin hangs up the phone finishing the conversation as he asks me,” So what do you think of the house so far?” Looking down to where I'm walking so I don't face plant I reply,” It's like a dream. I couldn't imagine getting the chance to live here and to actually think I am. I'm speachless really.” “ Oh, well thank you for the compliment on the house. I worked really hard on the design and the interior.” Smiling,” No problem it's truly how I feel.” Smirking he replies,” I know I can smell it.” I stop on the first level staircase to laugh,” Man I am going to have to get use to you speaking like that. I was so shocked and then I realized it's kinda funny that you can smell if I am telling the truth or not.” Jimin frowns,” Yeah ha, I guess it can be funny, but it can also be a curse as well because it hurts sometimes to know when a person you thought you could trust starts lying to you.” “ Oh, I'm sorry I wasn't trying to make fun of you, believe me. I was just telling you how I felt. I truly didn't mean to offend you.” I said worrying he won't like me anymore.
“Please forgive me Jimin.” I look up at him and he speaks,” I'm not mad Y/N and you know that I know when you tell the truth. I just wanted to be honest with you myself. Come on David is waiting by now.” Grabbing my hand again I became quite as he pulls me down the stairs to the front door.
Getting into the backseat with Jimin closing the door Mr. Godfrid greets me,” Miss.L/N nice to see you again so soon.” I smile noticing he isn't grumpy with me anymore. “Nice to see you too Mr. Godfried.” Jimin looks at me with an eyebrow raised, “ What did you do to get on his good side so quickly. It took me a couple of months for him to like me.” He pouts and I shrug,” I don't know. I guess because I was nice and always spoke respectfully to him.” He scoffs,” Hmm okay. I think he just likes you.” Surprised I look at him,”What? No way. Jimin he's married.” At this he looks surprised ,” How do you know that, huh?” I smirk at him,” Look at his left hand there is a ring on his finger.” He looks and then breaths out an, “ Oh.” I belly laugh and Jimin starts craking up as well. He looks up at me and says,” Whoopies.”
Arriving downtown I bounce out of the limo with excitement. “ I haven't gone shopping for year's! Come on! Let go” Pulling on his sleeve like a child in a candy shop when I suddenly stop. Putting hair behind my ear I ask humbled,” Um, where are we going exactly?” Giggling he speaks, “ To the boutique that's named “ Business Attire for Men and Women.” walking down the old street as it is lit up beautifully with the lamps and hanging lights. We stop at the corner where the boutique is at to hear Jimin clear his throat before he turns around to look at me. “This is going to different unlike regular shopping. First they are going to measure you and then you're to pick out cloth and designs. Do you understand?” I nod my head as he opens the door for us to go in.
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Vampire’s New Maid/Jimin x Reader
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Chapter 2: The Boss
Warnings: mentions of blood.
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“Miss? Miss, you need to wake up.” the driver grunts waking me up from my somewhat restless sleep. “ Hmm? Yes, I am up now sir.” I said gradually blinking my eyes open. Through mid-stretch I realized I don't know the driver's name, so I asked, “Um Sir, if you don't mind me inquiring, what is your name?” The man looks back at me through the review mirror with a hesitant glare in his gaze and speaks, “Why do you want to know? No one ever cares to ask unless I did something to offend them.” I immediately speak while shaking both my head and hands back and forth, “ No. No nothing like that at all. I just want to know, so I don't have to call you Sir all the time. Even a last name to call you by is more comfortable to me.” The man nods his head in understanding and there is a subtle smile at the edge of his mouth. “ Ah okay then my name is David Godfried. Since I gave you mine may I call you by your last name miss?” I smile at him politely, “ Thank you for telling me, Mr. Godfried, and yes you may.” Mr. Godfried gives me a full toothy smile,” Well Miss. L/N you should get going in the house. Mr. Park is waiting for you in his meeting room. Then the main Butler will greet you at the door and take you there.” I give him a grateful smile and an affirmative nod. “ Okie Dokie, thank you for telling me. That and also for picking me up and dropping me off.” Mr.Godfried replies, “You’re welcome Miss.L/N.” Slowly scooting to get out of the limousine I open the door and a gust of powerful wind and rain came into the car. “ Goodbye Miss.L/N “ I look back at him, “ Goodbye Mr.Godfried I wish you well.”
Getting out of the car I pull my coat closer toward my body. Looking away from the limousine I rapidly looked at the house and did a double-take of the beautiful view of the manor in front of me. The house has three stories with 25 windows on each level. At the end of the manor, there are rounded towers but are the same height as the rest of the manor. The tower-like structure has the same amount of levels as the rest of the manor, but on each floor, there is nothing but windows. At the top level, there is a balcony to overlook the hundreds of acres. The other tower-like structure is exactly the equivalent on the opposite side. Under each window of the manor, lights are pointing up at it and eliminating each window that makes the manor look like a golden yellow.
At the entrance, there are double doors that look like mahogany wood with big knockers, and the knockers are gold. Before that is an entrance porch with two large stone pillars holding up the stone cover and to get up to the porch you have to step up three stone steps. Right in front of me, there is a gravel pathway that leads to the front door, and on each side of the gravel pathway, there are Japanese Maple trees. Underneath the trees is dark green luscious grass.
Walking up the gravel path I feel the rocks move under my weight. Taking a final deep breath I step under the porch-like stone structure and use one of the knockers, which feels so smooth it seems like it is polished regularly.
After waiting for a few minutes the head butler opens the door and asks, “You are Mr. Park's new maid correct?” “ Yes Sir, my name is Y/N L/N,” I spoke with gentleness. The man has grey almost white hair and a scowling face. He wore a black turtle neck and black dress pants with leather shoes that shine so much I swear you almost get blinded by them. Opening one of the doors wider he speaks with a rushed, but harsh voice, “Come on! Come on now! We don't have all day to prance around like deer in headlights now do we! I have a job to accomplish and you have a meeting to be in.” “Oh!” I say shocked about his rudeness and how he pulls me into the manor to slam the door shut behind me. As much as I wanted to say excuse me I held my tongue and looked down towards my feet.
Not saying anything the elderly man turns around on the balls of his feet and starts walking up the stairs. Since his back was turned I quickly looked around the astounding manor while trying to keep up with him.
Outside the manor is all stone and glass windows except the door, but inside is just like the door everything interior-wise was mahogany. The doorways, the floors, the walls, and the stairs are all wood. Seeing the walls there was a pattern of squares on them that were sunken in, and the ceiling was wood as well, but there are patterns of swirls and circles highlighting the perimeters of the ceiling. On the sides of the walls about five feet apart are light fixtures that are crystal and gold. In the middle of the ceiling, there is a chandelier that looks like an upside-down tree. The area that would be the trunk and branches are gold, and the leaf like crystals are the lights. You can tell everything is up kept because everything has a gloss or shine to it.
Going up the stairs I noticed that there is a dark royal blue fluffy carpet, and at end of the first stir case there is two hallways that splits to go either east or west of the manor. Before the staircase ends it splits into two rounded staircases that go up to the second floor. Noticing this we go up on the right side of the staircase. The second level looks like a bunch of rooms and all the doors are open to see that they are unoccupied.
Thinking this is where we were going to stop I found out that I was corrected because the head butler went up another staircase, but this is a single staircase like the one on the bottom floor. Going up the staircase I noticed it was getting more bright and it smelled different, unlike the other floors. It smelt like citrus and mint with a touch of fresh air. Being directed to the west side of the manor we went to the very end of the hall where the tower-like structure is.
At the end of the hall, two twin-like doors are closed with handles that are made of gold and crystal. The head butler stops and speaks with a harsh tone, “Here is the meeting room where you will meet Mr.Park. After the meeting, he will show you to the room that you'll be staying in. Next, he will bring you to the head maid’s office so you can start working right away.” I wanted to reply as a thank you, but he simply turned and quickly walked away with his head held high.
Sighing I swiveled back around and knocked on the door because I didn't know if I was supposed to just walk in. Not hearing anything I peek my head in the room calling out, “Hello, Mr.Park?” Again nobody answered, so I walked in to look around and wait for him.
The place is full of windows and I can see a gorgeous view of the Japanese Maple trees and the infinite acres of green grass. Wanting a better look I went in-between his coffee table; made out of glass and gold, and one of his dark royal blue leather sofas. Then I had to go around his big desk made out of oak wood to get to the French glass doors leading to the balcony. Opening them I stepped out into the cold fresh air just to notice it stopped raining. Slowly walking further out onto the balcony just to lean on the stone railing to enjoy the view. Closing my eyes and breathing in the air I enjoyed my surroundings.
Suddenly I hear a sweet voice speak in a warning tone, “ Who are you, and why are you in my office?” Jumping out of my skin I hastily turn around to see a gorgeous man with threatening glazed brown eyes. His eyebrows lifted in question. I force down the clog in my throat and speak with what I hope is a respectful voice,” Mr.Park I am your new maid and blood donor Y/N L/N. I was showed here and was told to meet you here. I'm sorry if I offended you or broke any rules, Sir, please forgive me.” I look down at my feet and bowed in respect. He doesn't reply but walks closer towards me. He hums then speaks softly,” I am sorry if I scared you. I honestly forgot that you were coming today. Nice to meet you Miss.L/N, but next time don't come out on this balcony. I usually don't let anyone on here. It's more of a sacred space for me.” Gazing back up I see him smiling softly, so I nod my head and answer him truthfully. “ I see why it's absolutely lovely up here and soothing if I might say. I won't do it again though I am remorseful to invade your private space. It was unthoughtful of me. It's just when I came into your office Sir I was enamored by the beauty of it and wanted to come out to get a better look.” Looking around one more time I move past him to enter the meeting room. Turning to follow me he closes the French doors and spoke, “It’s okay, you didn't know Miss.L/N, and I know. That is the reason why I go out there”
Taking a breath and putting his hands together he speaks again as he moves to sit on one of the leather couches. “Now Miss.L/N I would like to ask you a few questions and after this meeting, I will show you to your room where you will be staying at. Okay?” Sitting down on the other leather couch that is opposite of Mr.Park I answer him. “ Okay, no problem ask away.”
Now taking in his attire he is wearing a silk looking suit jacket with a pattern of swirls that are blue and black. He is also wearing a silk white button-up and plain black silk fitted dress pants with leather black shoes.
“Why do you want to become a maid?” Mr.Park asks softly which comforts me. “I want to become a maid because of the good memories my mother has had as a maid. As much as my father was a farmer he did landscaping for the same boss and that's how they met. I wish to both be a maid and a landscaper for you Mr.Park because I want to carry on the legacy of my parents.” Throughout my speech, Mr.Park’s eyes became soft and gave me a small smile. “ I see...” he nods his head then speaks again, “I would like to see your landscaping ideas for the backyard, and as for being a maid what do you prefer to do?.”
After he said that I look up at him in excitement,” Oh really?! Thank you for such an opportunity, Sir. I am grateful and... Um, as for a maid I like to organize and help serve others when in need. I like to set up tables, do the dishes, and clean bedrooms.” When I was done speaking I stared at my lap to speak again, “I don't really like cleaning toilets, but I am okay with cleaning showers and countertops. I do like to do laundry and folding clothing it is very calming to me if I am stressed, angry at myself, or someone.” Not looking up until I felt him sit next to me on the couch. Looking up at him I noticed that he was searching for my eyes and I blushed. He chuckled softly at me, “Miss, you said everything except for cleaning a toilet and cooking. Is there anything you truly want to do as a maid?” I hesitantly speak my mind, “Well you see Mr.Park, my mother took care of her boss. She cleaned and pressed his suits. She brought his breakfast, lunch, and dinner. She also organized his schedule and paper/documents. I honestly desire that I could do the same things she did, but I am not qualified, and her boss only allowed her because he was married and so was she. That is why I didn't ask you if I can do such a thing for as you know I am an unmarried woman, so therefore you must think it is inappropriate of me for suggesting such a thing.”
When his eyebrows raised and his mouth opened to an o shape I looked away in shame. “Wow um that is something, but it would benefit me in many ways, plus you did say that you will allow me to drink your blood, so you being around when I am in need will help. Although, it is inappropriate for I am also unmarried,” he sighs and looks away from me, so I speak with haste because I was afraid of offending him. “Sir, I'm sorry I shouldn't have said anything, please forgive me. I do not mean to offend you or put you in an uncomfortable position. You can assign me any position/job and I will be happy I promise you.” He looks back at me in shock, “ Not many humans are happy to be maids. Why is it so different for you? Plus, you didn't offend me, Miss.L/N I was just taken aback by what you said was all.” He puts his hand on my hand to squeeze it and lets go quickly after.
“ I am different Sir because I promised my mother to love my life and that is what I plan to do no matter what the situation is,” I spoke with confidence while looking directly into his brown eyes. Again, he looks at me with a shocked expression, and I couldn't hold my laugh in and because of my laugh he started grinning at me. “ You know what? I will allow you to do the same thing your mom did for her boss.” This time I am the one looking at him in surprise, but then I get super excited and hugged him out of instinct. “ Oh! Thank you, Mr.Park thank you!” He gently hugs me back, but then he asks me another question.
“Miss L/N? Why do you want to be a blood donor?” Pulling away from him and looking down with a small frown on my face I tell him,” It's because I need the money to pay off a medical bill.” “ What? Medical bill? What do you mean? Are you sick?” He asks in concern, but I instantly shake my head no. “No, I am fine, but my little brother is not, he is living with a lung disorder that without a machine helping him to breathe right now he would be dead. Some treatments can help him, but I can't afford it and I understood that being just a maid won't be enough, so I was willing to be a blood donor. I know it's not the answer you might not want to hear, but please understand.” I look desperately into his eyes, but he closes his eyes tightly and sighs, “But are you truly willing to give me your blood?” Gazing back at me seriously, so I turn to speak in embarrassment, “Yes, I am also curious. I have always heard about how it feels, but I truly want to try it. If I give you a percentage out of one hundred. I would give you ninety-two percent of my willingness I am to give you my blood Mr.Park.
He nods his head from learning insight before he speaks, “How about this, tonight I need to feed anyway, so I will come to you for blood. After I have drunk from you the next day I want you to tell me an honest percentage of how much you are willing to let me have your blood. Okay?” I give him a grateful smile and spoke respectfully, “Okay, and thank you for your gracious offer, Mr.Park.” “You’re welcome, but since your going to be at my beck and call. I want you to do two things for me. One is to call me by my first name Jimin, and two, you have to sleep close to my room, so you will not be with the other maids. Can you do that for me Y/N?” I nod my head enthusiastically. “Good, well come on let me show you your room.” He chuckles while standing up.
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Hello :) Here is the second chapter hopefully it is better than the first, and hope you enjoy it.
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Vampire’s New Maid/Jimin x Reader
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Chapter 1: Recalling The Past
Jimin x Reader
Genre: Fantasy Romance: No warnings for now, but later will.
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It's late October and I am sitting on a bench with some hot chocolate that is steaming out the cup. The air is brisk, and the wind nips at my nose and ears making them flush with redness. Looking out on how the breeze blows the different colored leaves in little swirls that swish down toward my feet and they quickly jump over them to go along their way down the dirt road. Being so invested in the leaves I flinch when I feel the shocking cold wetness of a raindrop on my head. Looking up toward the sky I see the once light grey clouds turn into a mixture of light and dark grey clouds and with each passing minute, the rain gets rapidly faster and harder. Instead of a normal person that usually looks for cover, I just sit there and close my eyes relishing in the rain. After a short amount of time, I start to smell the smell of petrichor, which pulled me into a bittersweet memory.
A memory of my parents that's played chase with me around in a tall field of green and golden grass. They never did stop chasing me even when it rained where parents usually took their children inside. I remember I heard my parents laugh and the little squeaks and giggles I was made while they chased me.
Once my parents caught me in their arms they asked me their normal questions. While smiling and giggling my mother asked me, " Y/N, what is the one thing I ask of you to always remember?" Slowly I stopped giggling while still grinning at her I answered her. "To always love my life and love myself while being humble and kind." My mother showed me her smile with her h/c and h/l, pulling me closer to her by my shoulders. By then she kissed my forehead and spoke with praise, "That's right my precious girl." My father then steps in front of me from behind and rubbed my cheek with pure enjoyment in his e/c he asked me, "And what is it that I ask of you Y/N?"  Looking up at my father with the same colored eyes I answered him with, " To always respect others no matter who they are or their status, and to respect myself." He chuckled while he answered me, " That's my smart girl." I looked at my parents with affectionate love when I was ripped out of my memories by a loud horn honking.
Looking in the direction of the sound I see a black limousine with golden trim picking me up to deliver me to my new line of work. Now, you might be thinking about what job requires a limousine to pick me up you might ask? Let me tell you about the world I live in today where vampires and humans live together.
For vampires, there are some living like royalty and others living in a modern house that anyone will think after one look that they are abundant in money. Yes, vampires are living in wealth and humans live poorly. For humans, there are only two types of livings that humans make. One is to live as a farmer and it could be with animals, orchards, etc. The second one however lives as a maid for vampires. If you are a maid you do have the choice to give the owner; your boss, blood or not. You can live with them if you have nowhere to go, but if you already have a place you don't have to live there.  The job requires you to clean and serve the owner and the guests of the owner. Although, you get to live comfortably without being worried about paying bills, or living on the streets. Not only that, you get paid as well. If you do choose to give the owner blood you get paid more than just being a maid.
After opening the car door and sliding in with a gust of wind from shutting the door I take a deep breath by getting ready to become a maid to one of the seven richest and most powerful vampires in the world. Exclusively, allowing him to drink my blood, and no I don't get pleasure from it and I am not one hundred percent willing either. Whereas, I am in desperate need to pay a very important bill, which I can not tell you yet. You might be thinking why not just trick him to fall in love with me or ask him for money. Yes, I very well could try to pursue him to love me, but no I promised my mother and father to love and respect myself and others and that is what I am going to do.
Going back to the present I stare out the window to see the forest passing by while we drive to the home of Mr. Park. For this, I mentally get prepared for meeting the second most powerful and richest man alive and also working for this man that is said to be strict and not likely to become friends with his workers. The drive speaks in a monotone voice taking me out of my thoughts, " Miss, you should get some rest while we go to Mr. Park's residence because it will take more than a couple of hours to get there, and once you get there you most likely be put to work."  I reply with kindness towards the gentleman, " Thank you, sir, for telling me I truly appreciate it." The man just grunts as a reply.  I look back outside the window while leaning my head against the headrest while thinking, "please let this go well." While slowly closing my eyes to rest.
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I hope you like it so far and I am a bit rusty as well.
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I’m His Second Mate Part Six
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Genre: Angst/Fluff
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As Jimin and I were walking towards my bedroom there was this tension between us. A tension where you’re about to have a conversation, and not knowing how this is going to come out in the end. Thousands of questions are buzzing above our head like a tsunami about to crash on the shore waiting for a disastrous outcome. Lastly, it’s deadly quite between us other than our footsteps and breathing. I slowly glance at Jimin, and see his head is down with his hands out in-front of him. Right below his stomach he is playing with one of his many ringed fingers. Even though we are not fully mated I can tell that he’s nervous, hurt, and disappointed with himself. I look back up to his face to see his brows furrowed together, and his mouth having frown lines from him frowning. His golden eyes take a chance to look at me, and we make eye contact. We come to a stop and look at each other, as I reach out to turn the wooden knob of my bedroom door. I quickly look away, and push the door open for him to walk into the room first.
He walks past me to go into the room to stop awkwardly before asking in a soft voice,” Where do you want me to sit?” I answer him in stony, but soft voice.” You can sit on the bed by the head board. While I sit on the foot of the bed.” He nods his head and starts to walk to the bed, as I shut the door. When I turn around I take a deep breath before letting it out as a pained sigh. Walking toward the foot of the bed I make eye contact with him. I climb onto the bed, so we are both sitting cross legged. I begin to say what I truly want to say,” I want you to listen to me first without talking,or interrupting me. After I speak I will listen to you without talking or interrupting. Is that understandable?” I look up at him to see him nod, as I see him nod I nod as well with mutual agreement.
I speak again,” I can’t be your second mate because I can’t share. Call me selfish, but it’s true. For me it’s like cheating even if it Christian and Luna, but not you and Luna. To me the only change I see is your eyes. Same body, same lips, same hands, and same skin. If I didn’t know that you have another personality it would hurt like salt is stabbed into a wound to the heart. Worse than regular humans because you are my meant to be mate. A mate I’m supposedly suppose to have for the rest of my life. Hopefully you can see it my way. I mean how would you feel seeing me touch another man? To love another man?.” I look at him with tears brimming my eyes, just to see him look down. “ Though I understand you” He looks back up at me confused. “ You can’t help having another personality with you. He is protecting you from something you can’t handle yourself just yet.” His expression changes from confusion to gratitude. “ But how you treated me is not okay. Honestly,if anyone went through what I went through. They would have smacked you, and do everything in there power to get away from you to break the bond that they have.“
Letting a tear run down my face before quickly whipping it off before looking up at him. Just to find him hunched over with regret and shame. “ I know we both need each other to survive, but we don’t have to be together in a loving relationship in order to survive. I want to stay in this pack, and be the best member for the pack. I want to teach children because they brighten up my world when everything else is dull.” I say this with a strong and sturdy voice to show my passion. “ Although I want respect from you, Christian, and Luna. I don’t want to walk around worried if I’m going to either fight for my right, or walking on egg shells just to please you guys.” I take his hand in mine as we look at each other. “ I want to be close friends with you. Even if seeing you with another woman hurts me. Even though it’s Christian, and not you it will always hurt. Believe me I wish I could tell you that I want you as a mate, and do what I always dreamed of doing with my mate. I want to hold you, and kiss you where you think your imperfections are. When in reality they are the most beautiful parts of you. I can’t and won’t though.” Seeing him cry makes me want to cry as well.
“ I will however give you a chance by some miracle show me you can love me, and I will show you the same. Not as lovers though.” Seeing hope in his eyes I speak again,” BUT if you hurt me, or treat me horrifically as you have been. I will treat you the same way as I have this evening. Never the less, I wish you could give me permission to fully reject each other. If worse comes to shove. I do however, do not want Luna anywhere near my room, or by the class that I will be teaching.” While looking down I give his hand a squeeze. “ I said my peace, now it’s your turn.”
He rubs his thumb over the back of my hand while still looking down. He begins to speak scratchy voice,” I know fully why you don’t want to be my second mate, and I respect your decision. Although, I want you to know I want you as my second mate because I’m not Christian. It’s not fair for me not to have a mate just because my other personality does. I love Luna because I feel it from Christian, but I will never love her as much as I do with you. Yes, I will chose her and vice versa because both sides of me need both of you. Christian needs Luna and I with you. I would hurt seeing you with another man, and loving him, but we can find time schedules just for us and just for them. I need you Y/n. We can work through this please. I will do everything you have asked for except not being your lover. I know I’m a jackass, but we can’t lose either of you. If you want to get rid of her I will choose her over you because I need her for Christian. If she tries to get rid of you I will choose you over her because I need you.”
He stops for a second to look at me. Just to see me have a blank look on my face. He quickly continues,”If you think the stunt she pulled earlier will not be yelled at from me your wrong, but disrespecting her by dismounting her I can’t let you do that because of Christian. It’s like a love triangle with four different personality. I understand it’s complicated and selfish of me. What I did I admit was wrong, but I won’t do it again. Please let’s work this out hmm??” He looks at me desperately. I look down hurt by his words, but understanding him.
I’m not sure what to do. Should I give him a chance, and see how it works? Or should I stay how I we are now? I answer him with uncertainty,” I understand and I want to try your way, because maybe that what the moon goddess wants for me to do, but I’m not sure if I can do it. What if I accidentally see you guys together? Even though I know we are doing it with separate times. I know you’re still with her and that will always hurt, just like not being with you and see her still with you. I’m not sure Jimin. I don’t know. Maybe we should just reject each other now, so we don’t have to go through this.” I look at him crying. He cups my face to wipe away my tears. While he speaks to me in a gentle manner. “ I know how you feel I have felt this since Christian and Luna got together.” He looks up at me with a defeated look, but still continues to speak to me. “ I want to say trust me, but maybe I should let you go.” He says this while crying. “ I wanted to meet you Y/n my mate for so long. I see and feel what Christian feels for Luna. I want that with you, but I’m hurting you by desperately trying to hold on. Aren’t I?” He looks at me with tears running down his face and voice cracking a sob out. While I nod a yes to him. “Then I will let... you go.. I Park Jimin Reje-“ I kiss him before he finishes. The kiss is has pain and longing for one another, as I break the kiss,” Don’t let’s at least try it your way before we reject each other.” I say this without knowing if I’m going to regret this or not.....
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As you can see I took off sometime from this. One I’m sorry for making you guys wait this long. Two I truly am sorry. Three sorry. Four sorry:( please forgive me :(((((
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Thanks for the update.💜💜😁😁 I am in love with the main lead. I love angst but I really really really love strong female lead as well. She is strong willed and I hope she continues to be. And take your time sweetie no pressure to update soon. We will wait ☺️☺️☺️💜💜💜
Awwwwwww Thank you again!! Your making me blush out of happiness. Lol thank you for waiting and having patience with me. I truly am thankful. 💜☺️💜💜💜💜💜☺️☺️☺️😋🥺🥺☺️💜 I’m really glad your liking the female lead and the FF. She will continue to be strong willed for sure. Thank you for the support and reads.💜💜💜💜💜
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I’m His Second Mate Part Five
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Genre: Angst, Fluff,
Laying on the bathroom floor I hear a knock on the door. I don’t answer because I question myself. How do I get out of this situation. I want to be loved. Ever since I lost my pack and became a rouge I wanted a pack again. I want a family. Yes I want a mate, but I don’t want to be treated like this. I never desirve this pain. Am I jealous, hurt, and upset? Yes. Am I a strong she wolf? Yes. Did I give Jimin all I could before giving up? Yes. Is Jimin right about us dying if we’re not together. Yes, but we don’t have to be together together. I’m an independent woman of eight years. I won’t let this get me down. If can survive from my pack dying and my parents I can definitely survive without my mate wanting me fully. Will I bow down to Christian, Jimin, and Luna? Absolutely not. What I can do is show Jimin that I’m strong without him. Show him that it won’t bother me because he chooses another woman. He said he needs me, but Christian doesn’t. Should I share with Luna with only one man? No. I’ll stay in this pack and be the best pack member I can. I’ll ignore Jimin even if he locks me in a room with him. Will I go into heat? Most likely. Will I sleep around? Nuh uh definitely not. Will he be aloud to touch me. You got to be joking. After what he pulled. Please if he lays a finger on me I’ll bite it off. Will I fully reject him? Yes, but no matter what it won’t be fully complete without him saying it as well, so I doubt he will. Will I act like a child and not eat? No, I need my strength in order to help as much as I can to prove to Jimin on what he’s missing out on. Will I treat Luna and Jimin with respect? Nope nada, not after how she treated me. Not after how Jimin treated me. Should I still be friends with Jungkook and Ri Eun ? I truly thought they wanted to be my friends, but they played me. Just like everyone else did. They need to gain my trust again if they want me to be friends them again. I know I can’t fully ignore both Jimin or Luna, but I will only answer with one word responses. For instance, yes, no, later. Am I ready to eat dinner with people that hurt and betrayed me? I am ready with the best, and nicest attitude except for Jimin and Luna.
Getting off the ground I get up and go to the sink to wash my face. Looking into the mirror I put up the highest and sturdiest walls I can. Getting ready to fight by doing what’s right. I wipe my face with the hand towel. Folding it up neatly just to put it back in place after drying my face. I take a look at the mirror one last time, and put on the brightest smile I have before walking out the bathroom to answer whoever is knocking on my now new bedroom door. Opening the door I look to see who it is. Just to see Jungkook and Yoongi looking shocked from my smile. I chuckle inside while I simply say,” Hello guys. Is dinner ready?” Both speechless I hear another voice sounding shocked as well from my smile and uplifting tone of my voice,” Yes, dinner is ready?” I look at Jimin’s golden eyes,”Okay.” I turn my head back to look at the boys,”Shall we go?” Jungkook and Yoongi nods their heads and start to walk down to the dining room. I follow behind them, but I almost frown from Jimin starting to walk beside me. He asks a questions,” Are we good? Do you still want to be with me? Will you be my second mate?” I answer him with short answers like I promised to myself,” No,No, No” with this I try to cut off our conversation by talking with Yoongi. “ Yoongi my I ask you a question please?” Yoongi glances back at me for a second and answers,” Depends on what the question is.” I chuckle,” Do you have a mate? I would like to meet her if you have one. Oh and sorry but one more question than what I intended. Where should I sit at the table?” He keeps walking and looking straight ahead as he answers,” No I do not have a mate and the other question Jimin will answer.” I reply sadly,” I’m sorry, I hope one day you find your mate.” He nods his head with gratitude. When Jimin answers my second question,” I think it is best if you sit by me since you are my second mate. Though you do have a choice. Do you want to sit by me? Not only that I have been meaning to ask you if you still want to be a teacher for the pack.”
I answer as we walk into the dinning room,” No, yes” “ Why don’t you want to sit by me? We’re true mates for goodness sake. Is it because Luna will sit next to us?” Is he seriously asking me why I don’t want to sit next to him. “ You know, yes” Jimin heaves out a frustrated sigh,” Fine you can sit by Jungkook then.” “ Thank you” I then follow Jungkook’s direction as he whispers a question himself,” Why are you treating him like that?” I whisper back as we sit down.” If Ri Eun treated you the way Jimin has to me. What would you do?” He looks down,” Reject him and leave.” “ What would you do if you know he won’t reject you back to make the process complete ?” His eyebrows scrunch together and a processes my words, but then he sighs in defeat.” I would ignore him or make him jealous. Although I don’t want to hurt her the way she hurt me, so ignore would be the best option.” I nod my head,” Exactly, but we both know I can’t completely ignore him because he is my Alpha. Which leads to short answers and showing him I am strong without him. By being the best pack member for this pack as mush as I can.” He looks at me as he takes Ri Eun’s hand and then speaks,” Are we still friends? I really do like you as a sister and same with Eunnie.” I sigh and begin speaking with honesty,” I want to, I do, but your going to have to gain my trust again. Even knowing my past you guys played me. It hurt, but I will give you both a second chance. In all honesty it will take time. Please understand.” Their faces light up after hearing that they have a second chance. Ri Eun speaks up,” Thank you for the second chance we both truly appreciate it. Not only that we will work hard to gain your trust again.” I give them both a smile and pat Jungkook’s back. After they start eating I finally get to look at the pack. The pack that is supposed to be my family, as I slowly look from person to person I see laughter of friends with friends. Mushy love between couples and mates. Families talking about their day. Children messing around giggling their little hearts out. Seeing some babies crying and some laughing. I miss this. Not even bothering to eat I watch the pack of family that surrounds me being satisfied with being in a pack. Looking around admiring and having a true smile I catch Jimin’s eyes. I see him smile at me as I slowly lose my smile. He noticing my smile gone and looks sadden. He opens his mouth about to speak to me, but I don’t give him a chance. I look away avoiding conversation with him and start eating.
After dinner I walk into the kitchen and start to clean the plates up and wash the dishes. “ Oh sweetie you don’t have to do that. After all it is my job in this pack.” I look behind me and smile seeing an elderly woman with a yellow apron on with gloves in her hands. “ It okay ma’am I am willing to help out. Plus, I need to do something to distract my mind. That is if that’s okay with you.” She smiles back,” No I don’t mind not at all, but I would love to know my little helper’s name.” Her eyes shine reminding me of my mother’s,” How rude of me. My name is Y/n, Y/n L/n. I would shake hands but their all wet.” The elderly chuckles,” I’m Betty and it’s quite alright. I’m actually quite the hugger.” She says this with her arms wide open as, I smile with joy,” Me too.” I go over to her and hug her with my arms without my hands touching her in order for her not to get wet. “ Do you mind if when I ask what is bothering you?” She asks while beginning to scrape leftover food into containers. I looks down and with a deep breath I speak,” Many things are bothering me actually. Some are good memories coming back, but brings sorrow because I miss my old pack. I miss my Mother and Father. Not only that I got hurt by my mate, so I’m clearing my head before doing some thing drastically wrong or something I will regret.” She hums a knowing hum,” So your Alpha Jimin’s second mate. I’m sorry for your loss and I’m sorry for how Jimin and Christian treated you.” I stop what I’m doing and lean my body against the counter,” To be honest I don’t need sympathy. Not that I don’t appreciate it. Its just I really need advice.” “ Your a strong woman from what I have seen so far, but I would talk to Jimin. Tell him to listen to your side. After then you can ignore him until he proves to you that he’ll love you like your suppose to be.” “ That does seem wise I will try that, but I don’t think I can share him like he wants me to.” I turn around to look at her. “ Tell him that too Honey. Tell him how you truly feel and let him decide. It’s his actions after you tell him that will tell you if you need to leave him or stay with him. I know it’s hard, but nothing is easy in life Sweetie. If it was I would be a zillionaire by now.” She chuckles in a pattern. I smile at her,” Thank you Betty for the advice.” She smiles and nods her head before continuing her work, as do I.
After dinner I look around for Jimin in order to talk to him like Betty advised me to do. When I finally find him I see him with Jungkook talking small talk, so I walked up to both of them to ask,” Jimin can I speak to you privately. I think we both need to sit down and talk. Though I am sorry for interrupting. I just feel like if I don’t get this out now I’ll regret it because I won’t say it later.” Jimin looks at me with eyes that has sparkle and surprise in them,” Sure, please excuse me Kookie” Jungkook nods to say,” Sure” Jimin gets up and we both start walking back to my new bedroom.
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Hiya Cuties,
I want to apologize for not uploading as much or as quickly as before. I am back in college so I will be posting once a week. Again I am very sorry for not posting right away when I was suppose to. I hope you like this part. Hopefully a little easier on the people that feel really upset. Thank you for so much love and likes for this FF. Like I said before you truly motivate me to make more. Love you all! 💜💜💜💜🥺😊😔😔😢💜💜💜🥺😊🥰😊😊
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Oooo that twist gave me a kill me heal me vibe. I mean Christian or Jimin both are f**king assholes. I hope the reader continues to be as strong as she has been and doesn’t end up with Jimin. He doesn’t deserve it. He is way too cruel. I know I am being very extreme😅😅😅 but Jimin is an asshole(only in this series. I love my angel mochi🥺🥺). Thanks for update. I am loving this series. 💜💜💜☺️☺️☺️
Hehe. Yeah in this they are both being assholes right now. The Femal character will always be strong. ( I love the mochi too in real life. He’s a fluff ball for sure. Am I right?lol) I’m really happy that you are loving this series. Thank you soo much. Sad news today though I don’t think I can post today but tomorrow for sure. ( I love Kill me Heal me TV Sieries.😍) 😊😅💜😊💜😅🥰 Love your support!!!! 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜🥰😊
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I’m His Second Mate Part Four
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Genre: Angst, Fluff
Running up two steps at a time finding the top of the stairs, then running left to the end of the hallway bursting the double wooden doors open with a bang. Running into my office already seeing my Beta Jungkook and my Delta Yoongi at my desk looking at the house plans and the packs property. Already discussing the advantages and disadvantages to each plan. Trying to figure out what’s the best plan. “ Jimin what did Y/n say? What did she hear?”asked Jungkook. I come closer to my desk,” The only thing she heard that gives us a clue is that they are spreading out and your Luna betrayed us.” They stopped their movement and looked at me with concern and astonishment. “ Don’t look at me like that. We don’t have time for my pity party okay?” They look down knowing I’m right. “ They spread out which means they are going from outer to inner, but because our Luna betrayed us means we could have enemies inside going from inside to out side. We need 1/4 on the pack going out in front and 1/4 in the inner. Plus 2/4s to stay with the pups and the pregnant women. Just Incase things go wrong.” Hearing multiply pairs of footsteps going up the stairs we got in our stances just incase this was a inside attack. But I soon smelt Jasmine and Rain.
I felt my body relax knowings its Y/n, but for some reason I feel pain knowing that she broken our bond and knowing she won’t fully trust me again. For some reason I hoped I smelt both of their addictive scents. Which that they both were working together, but instead I pushed away my true mate for betraying mate that lied to me about her love hurts more. What’s worse is that I’ll always be connected with my mate because we’re mated. I can literally feel her crying in our room, because I said she was a mistake. Why is she crying when she’s mated with someone else before me, and with her true mate? I hate this feeling of being torn, but a selfish pr*** at the same time. I feel someone hug me, so I looked down and saw one of the packs children. Yoo Joon speaks,” Alpha I see your in pain. Please don’t be sad. I’ll hug all your problems and sadness away.” I smile at him fondly. While bending down to kiss the boys forehead. “ Thanks Yoonie you helped me soo much. I wish you could hug me all the time, but you need to go to your mother. Okay?” The said boy looks up at him with pure happiness radiating of him,” Okay Alpha Jimin” The boy quickly turns around and runs into his mothers arms that is looking at me with pure adoration, as the safe room door closes. I smile a fake smile and ask Yoongi,” Where’s Y/n ? I just smelt her.”
He was about to speak when I heard her beautiful voice,” I’m right here. I was making sure I got everyone. But I have a confession. I am not going to stay in here. I’m going to fight with the rest.” I look at her petrified,” Absolutely not. It’s out of the question. I lost one mate by betrayal. I won’t lose another by an attack.” I say with a stern voice. She sakes her head no with tears in her eyes,” I can’t... the last time I didn’t fight and hid away when my pack was fighting the attackers they died, and I was left alone. Packless, no family, no friends nothing. I was made into a rouge that day. For eight years I wished everyday I woke up that I had died along with them. The only hope that kept me going is my mate I had yet to find, until the day I met you. But no matter what I’m still not part of your pack Jimin. Now and after this fight because I can’t handle the pain you give me and I can’t trust you. Right now I’m a rouge fighting with your pack that’s it. You don’t get to order me around ever since I broke our bond. Ever since you chose her over and over again. Just like how you broke my heart the same way.” My heart shatters with each word she says, just like my hope of her ever loving me again.” Okay, but please stay in the pack Y/n. Not for me. Not because we’re mates, but for Jungkook and Ri Eun. For the rest of the pack. For yourself and your wolf that’s craving for a pack and a family again.” I look at her desperately. If I can’t have her I’ll let her go. But I’m selfish, so I need to watch her from afar to see that she’ll get happy again. She looks at me with hesitant,” I’ll think about it. I won’t agree to anything until after this attack.” I nod my head. “ Okay” I turn to Yoongi who is looking impressed by Y/n. “ Yoongs please tell Y/n about the plan while I go down stairs and tell the rest of the fighters the plan. Please.” Yoongi looks at me and nods his head as a yes. “ Jungkook please bring the one who betrayed us to the dungeon” He pushes away from the desk that he was leaning on,” Okay Hyung.”
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After Yoongi explains the plan. I question him. “ If Luna is already mated and is also mated to Jimin. How can she survive? How can Jimin survive without her?” He looks at me, as we walk down stairs heading to the living room. “I’m not going to lie they will always be connected. He will always crave her and feel her heat when the time comes, but they both can survive without each other because they are not true mates. Which confuses me on how she survived without her true mate.”
My eyes widen,” What if they were never separated? What if he was in this pack the whole time?” He shakes his head,” He couldn’t have because an Alpha can always sense another Alpha. An Alpha is made to lead not to be leaded.” I sigh with confusion,” Oh okay. I just don’t understand. Also, have you ever seen another mark on her? How can you hide a mark?” He looks at me, “I don’t know, the only way to hide a mark is when you cover it up with a shirt. I only seen her with one mark.” I gasped and a shocked no came out of my mouth. I sprinted down the stairs and saw everyone tied up to the chairs. “ Y/n whats wrong?” I hear Yoongi yell behind me. I stop in my tracks.
When I get to the bottom of the stairs I see Jimin standing in front of me with a smile. Standing untied and not harmed. I say with a low voice and my body tense,” Your not Jimin. Your his other identity. It’s the only way how everything fits together.” Jimin chuckles,” My my.. hmm hmm.. I looks like my second mate is a very smart woman. Jimin is lucky.” “I am confused though if you were here who was by the willow tree? And why harm your own pack? Who were the men with that so called alpha.” Jimin or I should say his other identity walks closer to me while I step further back. “ Oh I’m not going to hurt my own pack that would be stupid. What I’m doing is testing you. Who you say that was suppose to be the other Alpha is Yoongi. The other men are the men in the chairs tied up. You see I had to know, even if you are my true mate, or I should say Jimin’s mate that I can trust you. My name is Christian Jimin’s second primary identity. From the way you acted and proved yourself to us it looks like I can trust you. But let me tell you something Y/n, MY mate is up stairs crying, so right now you mean absolutely nothing to me, but to Jimin he will always love you as his true mate. Although he will be torn of which one to chose from time to time.” He says while going around cutting his pack members ropes letting the free from restraints.
All of them smile like it’s the best prank in the world. While I’m here boiling from anger. There just toying with my emotions like it means nothing. With this I turn around to leave and return to my old but new tree house, so I can stop my head from going in circles“ Where do you think your going little mushroom?” I answer back honestly ,” Well Christian, I am going to my tree house to wrap my head around the insane mess. Plus, I don’t think I can forgive you for this. You know my past and you toyed with me. I need space.” He chuckles,” Sure sure. Take your time.”
Thinking I was free until I felt searing pain on my scalp with my body flying to the floor. I look down where my feet is to see my still Luna. “ You think you can walk out of here without a scratch. You caused me pain. Christian is mine. Not only that Jimin will be mine as well! Understand me?” I see red and feel my body change into my wolf. My wolf runs towards her and tackles her in her human form. With the only thought in my head.” Jimin is mine!!” It looks like there will be a fight today after all.
I bite her shoulder yanking it out of place. While she is turning into her wolf form. Brown with black spots on her fur, and her eyes golden yellow. She bites the sides of my ribs. Going for her neck I get slammed into my side pushing me away from her. The new wolf maneuvers my body onto my stomach and latches onto my throat. Growling I push him away from me stepping back with my head down with defeat. I watch Jimin’s wolf change back into human form. Looking into his eyes I can tell is Jimin not Christian because Christian has blood red eyes. While Jimin has Golden Brown eyes. “ How dare you do that to your Luna. I love you I do as a true mate, but can’t you see your in the wrong here?” I growl loudly while I stomp my paws as I pace as I think to myself,” Me in the wrong?? You got to be kidding me? She’s the one that attacked me.” I change back into my human form. “ Your impossible!!! I don’t care what my wolf says anymore! You!” I look at my Luna “ You can have him and you Jimin. Since I met you I have fought for you! I have loved you! And I have broken myself for you to be with this wicked witch of the west! All I get is no love! No respect and definitely no mate! So guess what I don’t want you anymore! I gave you so many chances! But you through them away! I’m done” he speaks while I’m yelling at him. Slowly walking closer to me. “ Y/n calm down” I look at him with a hard look.” Me calm down?! No I’ve had it with you. I Y/n Y/L reject you Park J— hmpf!” He runs towards me and cover my mouth with us hand. “ I will not let you finish that. Jungkook! Yoongi! Please take her to her room. I’ll find a guard for it.” I struggle to get out of his grip. Yoongi and Jungkook comes forward to grab each arm, and shoulder dragging me away. I look back seeing Jimin comfort his Luna. I will no longer call her my Luna and I will no longer call Jimin my true mate.
They push me inside my room and quickly close the door to lock it. If I remember correctly he hasn’t found a guard yet, which mean the outside of my room is probably not guarded yet. I quickly run to the window “my room” opening it thankfully. I look down not seeing any guards. I start to get ready to go out of the window when I hear a voice behind me. “ Do you really think I would be stupid enough to let you be alone even for a minute?” I turn around to look at my ex mate,” Let me go.” I say this while walking backwards to the bathroom that’s connected to the room. He looks at me with his eyebrow raised,” How about a no?” I quickly run into the bathroom and lock it. “ Stay away from me!” I hear his muffled voice behind the door,” Not until you see that I love you as a second mate. You can’t be without me, or we both die soon. We will always need each other, so come to realization to the reality of this situation.” I laugh in frustration,” No, your the one that can see straight.” He just ignores me and says,” I’ll come back when dinner is ready to fetch you. Also, Christian doesn’t need you I do and my true mate. He need your Luna and I need you Y/n” I hear the door slam.
I start crying while sliding down the door. Why why does this have to happen to me? What did I do to deserve this? How can I love him when he has another identity that doesn’t love me back. How can I love Jimin when he will always love her more. All I can say is that I don’t want this when it’s a one sided love story.
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Hey Cuties, I’m back with another chapter. I hope this one puts you on the edge of your seat. I hope you enjoy. Love Author Rain
Part 1,Part 2, Part 3, Masterlist
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I Couldn’t Sleep
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So I made this while thinking of new chapters. Let me know what you think?????? I’m not going to do a bunch of tags for this because it’s not part of the story, so I don’t want to get hopes up. I’ll be posting on wednesday for the next chapter.
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I am really loving your series. I am a sucker for angst. And this series has all my fav: Jimin, angst, wolf au, angst, strong female character, angst, Jimin as wolf and some more angst 😁😁 I can’t wait for your next update and more of your work.💜💜 You good keep going 👍🏻👍🏻
OH MY GOSH, I’m literally squealing right now. Thank you for your compliments. It makes me sooo happy and excited to write more. Thank you for your support and love !!!!! 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜🥰😊😱😱😋
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I’m His Second Mate Part 3
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Genre: Angst/ Fluff
Right now is where I am describing myself as a pissed off woman. “ Me? A mate home wrecker? Are you beeping serious right now ?” Body shaking I start to feel all my muscles tense and release. About to release into my wolf, and mount this shewolf called my Luna. When I feel sparks on my shoulder, and with a whisper of a voice that’s as smooth as chocolate. “ Y/n? Calm down please. Let me talk to her okay? Trust me?” Feeling my body relax jello. Even though my body relaxed my voice didn’t,” Fine.” I say with a stone cold voice. He locks eyes with me pleadingly. I look away with my jaw clenched. I can’t help it she really pushed my buttons this time. First she’s mated with my true mate. Second she belittles me. Third she orders my new friends to ignore me like they are dogs. Fourth she said I’m a mate home wrecker. When I clearly backed off. Tearing my heart and soul apart. Just to do the right thing because their mates and she is my Luna. The nerve of this woman. I mean how can she give up her mate? Looking at Jimin stand in front of us protectively makes me melt into a puddle. Even when he’s clearly shattered my heart by taking this woman as his mate. One thing is for sure he is sure darn lucky I can keep my emotions in check. If not this supposedly called Luna of mine would be on her back, belly up and my teeth clamped around her neck. Gently enough not to break skin, but to show her who really is the boss around here.
With these thoughts I finally tune into what Jimin is saying to his mate. “- out of your mind.? Commanding my pack members to ignore her as they are like nothing. I can understand that your jealous of Y/n , but she hurt herself just to let us be together. Not only that she decided to stay and let you be her Luna. My Luna to be specific, so she will always see us love one another. When that’s supposed to be her. You know, I thought you would be more mature. But no what you just showed me was that you can’t be a Luna. Why do I say this? Let me tell you. One, you Just treated a new pack member like garbage, and act like your so high mighty above her like your the goddess. Two, you ordered our pack members like their toys for you to use, and play with when ever you want. Three, you were so blinded by your own emotions you hurt others. How can I trust you when our pack is in danger? Hmm?” He said with a stern but angered voice. She looked at him hurt and scared,”Ji-min, I can’t believe you would take her side. I’m your mate not her! I’m sorry for ordering them like that, but seriously!” She clenches her hand fuming, pausing to stomp her foot to speak again after,” She nothing Jimin, but a low dirty bi***. She should have died along with her pare—“ Smack. She holds her cheek. “ Never speak about my parents like that ever again! I don’t care what you say or do to me, but that is too far.” I turn around to look at Jimin,” I can’t stay. I need to leave.” I walk up to him shaking with pure rage and determination. I grab his neck, pull his face closer to mine. Getting up on my tippy toes, and kiss him for the last time. At first he doesn’t respond but then it’s like he can’t get enough of me. He grabs my hips and holds me close to the point of our chests and hips are against one another. Hands in each other’s hair pulling even closer, if possible. It was fierce with our front teeth grinding on each other’s. But it slowly turned into pure passion and sincerity. Lips locking and slowly gliding on top of one another. Our heads turn in opposite sides to deepen the kiss. I love every second of it. Not wanting to push him away again. I begin to slowly remove my hands from his hair to his cheeks rubbing my right thumb across his cheek. We slow down to part away from each other. Panting to catch the air that was taken from the kiss.
He suddenly speaks while looking down at me with his hands on my hips. “ Jungkook please take Y/n to my office. I need to speak with your Luna. Y/n please go with Jungkook I’ll be there shortly okay?” He slowly comes closer to my ear and whispers,” I lied I can’t let you go my dear. I need you. Not only that our bound has grown too strong, so I beg you to go to my office. Okay?” I feel torn but I let my heart and our bond make the decision when I reply,” Okay, I feel torn but I’ll go.” He pulls me in for a hug, “ Thank you” I hug him back “ Your welcome, but please... please don’t break me again. When we’re in your office tell me what this truly is. I can’t keep going back and forth like this, and neither can you.” He leans down and pecks my lips.” Okay I’ll explain everything. Just I need to talk to her okay? I don’t want to hurt you but I still love her. She still is to be your Luna unless she dies, or you battle her for the position. But I won’t let either happen. I’m sorry, but I’ll always choose her over you.” He looks down. That’s it the last string that was holding me together. He did it again, breaking my heart. I should just give up. He doesn’t care about me or care about how I feel. I don’t belong here.
Leaving his grasp slowly more thoughts cloud my head. I can’t stay and I won’t, so I tell my wolf,” Break the bond Zlena.” She whimpers as she speaks,” If I do this you might lose me.” I shake my head“ I won’t lose you. What you feel put the pain on me. Transfer it to me.” My wolf cries,” Okay” Then I feel it. It feels like my body and soul is tearing in half. I then collapse on my knees in front of Jimin. Keeping the scream locked inside I look up to Jimin to see he’s already crying heavily and his chest breathing erratically. I whisper to him,” I love you my Jimin, but truly this is goodbye. You say you need me, but you don’t. I mean nothing to you.”I whine out. I see Jimin kneeling to before me. Reaching hands to touch me, but I nip at him.” Don’t. touch. me.” He sobs after I say this,” Y/n please I do need you I d-“ I cut off his desperate cry,“ No you don’t ! You don’t. You don’t need me and you don’t love me. Stop, just stop giving me false hope.” I hear whimpers from Ri Eun, so I glance at them and see Jungkook holding her to his chest while he cries as well. “Goodbye Jungkook and Ri Eun. Thank you for a friendship I hadn’t had in a long time. I’m truly grateful, but I need to leave. I don’t belong here. Please I beg you to understand my selfishness.” With that I turn into my wolf and run away not looking back. “ Y/N!!!” I hear Jimin yelling, but I still runaway with the thoughts of never being enough for my true mate. How he loves someone more than me, and how I will always remain as being his last choice. Once I run past the boarder to change back into my human form to climb up a big willow tree. In order pass out from the pain.
Jimin’s POV
“Y/n!!!” No, what did I do. You just lost your one true mate. My wolf howls inside me, but then speak,” You broke her! You broke her. She gone! She in danger out there. I don’t deserve this pain. You do, so you bare it.” He growls at me, and then leaves into the back of my mind cutting me off from him. With the worst pain imaginable to the point it’s suffocating me. I’m so caught up in my self I forgot about the rest was here. Until I heard my mate laugh. “ Wow do you see her cry and her little speech. No wonder you don’t love her Jimin. I’m so happy you chose me instead of that sl**. I mean how dare she kiss you. You should use mouth wash before you kiss me again.” I don’t look at her realizing my mistake,” Leave before I fully lose my temper with you. I made a mistake of letting her go. I made a big mistake mating you, and not waiting for her. I said LEAVE!” She quickly scurries off back to the pack house. I hear whimpering behind me that makes me turn around,” Ri Eun? Jungkook? Are you guys okay?” “ Jimin I’m hurt because I liked Y/n as a sister, but Ri Eun. I don’t understand. What’s going on. Why are you so affected?” Her voice cracked from her crying when she speaks,” I felt it Jungkook. I felt it.” She said whimpering,” Felt what baby?” She nuzzles into his chest further,” I felt her pain right before she fell to her knees. I-it felt so-oo awful. I never want to feel that again Kookie.” He pulls her in closer nuzzling her neck before kissing her mark. “ you won’t baby” I tare my eyes away from them feeling pain, knowing that I could have been like that if I just chose Y/n. I want to track her down, but I need to give her space. Although, I won’t give up. I can’t. I’ll will find her soon. I need to because I can’t let her bare all the pain by herself. Oh Y/n please survive.
Y/n’s pov
I wake up by hearing voices under me. “- no spread out and then we’ll attack. Then I can have my mate back.” Another guy speaks,” No offense sir but who’s our Luna ? We never meet her?” The Alpha laughs,” She’s the best Luna you can ever have. She went to fake mate with the other Alpha named Jimin to get his trust. In order to know the packs weaknesses.” He laughs and speaks again,” Let’s go its the perfect time to attack because the guards are busy switching shifts. I almost gasp, but I quickly put my hand over my mouth, so they don’t know I’m here. The willow leaves that surround my must have masked my sent. I must let Jimin know before it’s too late. I watch them all go in different directions. I quietly climb around the tree to see if there was anyone left before climbing down the tree. Once I’m down I look around and quickly, but quietly sprint towards the pack house. While running I saw one of the wolf’s that was next to the Alpha, so I ran towards him jumped in the air to clamp his neck taking a chunk of the spinal cord out of him. He crumpled to the ground, and I sprint faster than ever towards the house. Once I reach there I yell,” JIMIN!!!!!!!!” I hear hurried foot steps run toward me,” Y/n!! I’m so so sorry. I chose you not h-“ “ Jimin theres no time for that. She betrayed you. Your going to be attacked at any moment. I woke up to them speaking about that when I slept in the willow tree. Please hurry!!” He looks at me with wide eyes, but anger. His eyes glaze over, but then his eyes come right back,” Jungkook hurry!!!” He grabs my hands,” Tell me what they said. What do they have planned.” “ I don’t know much but they said to spread out and that your weakness is the guards shift change. The one that told them your weaknesses is your mate. But she only mated you to gain your trust.She never loved you because the Alpha said that he’s mated to her already. I don’t know how she hide it but please believe me it’s true. While coming here I killed one of them, as you can see.” With the wolf blood on my front half of my body. He takes me into his hold checking my body,” Are you hurt anywhere?” He ask worried. “ No, I sneaked attacked him.” He sighs in relief,” Thank the goodness your okay. I need your help though. Can you gather all the pups and mothers that is pregnant into safety. In my office upstairs there is a safe room only Jungkook and I knew about. The code is 42JungkookJimin. Okay? Can you help me with that?.” I shake my head as a yes before speaking, “ Okay. Just be safe please.” He takes ahold of my cheeks and kisses me. “ I meant what I said I chose you not her. I regret every word and action I have done, so far.” I look into his eyes hopeful,” I need time please understand.” I say while looking down. “ I do understand, but we can’t talk right now. I need you to go get the pups and the pregnant women. Go.” He kisses my forehead and I leave to go outside first because the houses out side is more vulnerable than inside.
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I’m His Second Mate Part 2
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Genre: angst, fluffish slightly
The feeling of his lips move across mine is like fire with water. Fire is what burns within the depths of your lower stomach that slowly spreads throughout your body to the tips of your fingers. That makes them hyper sensitive to the touch. The sparks that start the fire is when you feel each other’s skin knowing that your close to one another. Making you feel like your in a sauna room. It gets hard to breath in when your lungs on fire with the lack of oxygen, and your heart’s pounding 100 miles per minute. The fire that draws you in like a moth drawn to a flame. Water is the coldness of knowing that he has someone that he loves more than you. It sets out the fire with jolts of hurt, and takes away what was on fire before it’s left with nothing but ash. Even though you hurt yourself more each time you go back in you can’t help it because you desperately want the fire to stay in order to keep you warm with true love instead of coldness of what you call fake love. This is what it feels like but 50 times worse when it’s your mate. Knowing that, that someone he’s loving is suppose to be you.
With these thoughts, and feelings I slowly push Jimin away from me with the hand that was once in his hair. “ what’s wrong?” He asks. I stare at his chest unable to look in his eyes to say,” Jimin I can’t. This isn’t right. We both know you don’t love me and even if we are bonded. You can never love me the way I need and want. You don’t need me like I need you. Your already mated and you have a Luna already. Like I said earlier I’m your second choice. I’m grateful that you saved my life. I truly am grateful, but the thing is I have enough dignity to not break a mating relationship apart. Like you said earlier to me. You don’t want me and not only that you rejected me. You already chose, so I’m going to be respectful and do the right thing for you and me. By stopping this before it hurts both of us in the process more than what it already has. I love you Jimin I do, but I love you enough to let you go and be happy. Even... even if that does mean tearing myself apart .” In the process of saying this I get up off the bed and make my way to my back pack. To take my clothes out and start dressing my naked body.
Now sitting on the edge of the bed with his hand running through his hair with tears falling down his cheeks. He looks at me and says,” Your right. I’m sorry, I went to far. Thank you for sacrificing your self for me and your Luna. But Y/n please know I do love you and don’t think so lowly of yourself. Your the most beautiful person inside and out that I have meet.” He walks toward me to give my forehead a kiss while hugging me tightly. “ I should go. After your classes tomorrow come to the pack house. You need to meet your Luna and the rest of the pack. After this you’ll be able to mind link us. Goodnight Y/n” He walks to the door, but stops to look back at me. Like he’s hesitating to go, but instead of staying he says the last few words that makes my heart beat with ache and pure happiness.” If I never meet her three years ago, and I saw you today. I would have ran to you to hold you in my arms and never had let you go.” With that he walks out and shuts the door behind him. After he shuts the door I slowly crawl into my bed. Collapsing on it with tears coming out of my eyes and sobs coming out of my mouth. I did this for hours until I fell asleep with my heart shattered and my soul broken. Oh how I wish this was different, but there’s nothing I can do.
Next morning
I woke up to a person knocking on my door. With my brain groggy, and my eyes swollen. I almost trip going down stairs to the door that is getting pounded on. I ask, “ Who is it?” The muffled voice behind the door speaks,” Its Jungkook. I’m here to invite you to breakfast since you don’t have food in your house yet.” I slowly open the door to peek through and look at Jungkook. He has bed hair and he’s in his PJs. “Oh thank you for inviting me. I’m starving.” I say stepping of in the freezing air. The type of air that makes you want to go back to your warm bed. Instead we walk beside each other down the dirt trail with awkward silence until he breaks it,” So Fine Arts huh? Why art? Do you like drawing?” I glance at him as I reply,” Yeah I loved drawing people since I was a little pup. My Dad is the one who taught me how to draw, and my Mom loved doing all sorts of math problems.” I smile remembering my parents daily life with me back before the attack. “ Ah is that the reason why you are double majoring Mathematics and Studio Arts? Because your Father loves doing art and your Mother loves doing Math?” I look ahead of me with a sad look in my eyes, “Yes, it makes me feel close to them, but not only that I love both. I couldn’t choose one or the other, so I chose both.” He smiles at me before speaking in an announcer voice.” Oh My Gosh Y/ n the Neeew pack member. Who could have thought, a PURE WHITE wolf with a Mathematical mind and an artistic heart is in OUR PACK. And the crow goes wild!!!!!Yahhhhh!! Woo!!” I Burst out laugh while slapping his arm playfully. “ Stop. It too much hahaha.” He laughs with me. “Welcome to the pack Y/n” I look at him with appreciation, “ No, thank you for accepting me as part of your pack.” As we walk the rest of the way we laugh and joke around.
Until we reach the pack house I started hear lots of chatter and laughter with all different ages. I started to get excited and nervous to the point of wanting to through up. “ What if they don’t like me and what if they won’t accept me? Jimin said to meet them after my classes not before. Oh no, maybe I shou-“ My thoughts get caught off when Jungkook says,” Their going to be shocked yes, but there going to love you. Plus, you got a handsome guy like me as your friend.” He smiles gently at me. “Your right lets go.” We walk in and the house gets quite. All eyes stare at me and Jungkook. My eyes quickly find Jimin’s, but it looks like he’s avoiding me and that hurts.But I try not to let it get to me, so I look away avoiding him as well. Jungkook tapped my shoulder to start guiding me to the kitchen. While getting my food I feel my cheeks getting hot from having so much attention on me. I can practically feel all of their eyes on because of this I feel awkward and unwelcome. So get as little food as possible because I don’t want to be a bother. When I turn around I see a woman walking towards me. Head held up and and struts like a queen. I automatically knew she was Jimin’s mate my new Luna. When she steps close enough she grabs my drink and splashes it on my face. “ How dare you come in here and eat our food without being fully part of the pack.” I look down with tears in my eyes. “ Are you not going to say sorry to your new Luna !” “ I’m sorry”, I quickly bow to show my submission. When I do this she laughs,” Your so pathetic.” I look straight into her eyes and say with a booming voice,” I am not pathetic. “ She is about to smack me but I grab her wrist before she does. I give my food to Jungkook and started to walk away. But I stopped and looked right into Jimin’s eyes and said,” This is your Luna? This is your mate? Good leader for this pack my a**. If this is the way I’m treated. I don’t want to be in this pack. This is not how a Luna should treat her pack members. Goodbye.”
I storm out of the pack house and ran towards my tree house. I can’t believe that he was talking about her with pride. Ugh. As soon as I go inside I packed my dirty clothes and was walking out of my house when I saw Jimin running towards me. I try to avoid him by walking into the woods, but he grabbed my hand pulling me back. “ Stop! Just calm down. Okay?” I look at him with disbelief. “ Wow okay I’m more calm than I was. Now tell me what was that? Is that really how I’m going to be treated? Does she act like that to everyone, or is it just me she’s acting this way to?” He looks at me with pity,” No it’s just you. She found out that your my mate. I told her I rejected you, and you backed off. But it looks like she’s still jealous.” I shake my head“ I don’t care. What she did was unacceptable as a Luna. Respectfully like I said if this is how I’m going to be treated. I don’t want to stay here. I don’t want an apology because I really doubt she truly wants to. All I want is to know is this how I’m going to be treated. I want an honest answer.” I look at him determined.
“ I can’t promise you that you won’t be treated like that with her again , but the rest of the pack won’t.” He grabs my hands looking into my eyes to show me he is talking honestly.” How do you know? I don’t know if I even want to go back. I just wanted the pack to accept me, but I don’t know if they will. Not after that. I want to be in a pack Jimin. I do-“ I cut my self off to look away to wipe my tears. “ Maybe she’s right Jimin. Maybe I am pathetic. Ever since I meet you I have been crying. I’m so tired of crying.” He pulls me into a back hug. “ You’re not pathetic. You been hurt and been through a lot. Please stay and if this happens again you can leave and I’ll let you go but please stay.” I slump my shoulders down. “ Fine but just one last chance. I need to go to my classes anyway. I should be cooled down by then.” I push him away from me.
“ Y/n !” Both Jimin and I turn our heads to see Jungkook running towards me with a girl beside him holding hands. As they caught up to us he asks,” Are you okay?” I give them a small smile,” I’m fine” I say with a scratchy voice from crying. “ who’s this pretty woman next to you?” Jungkook face palms,” Y/n this is my mate IU and IU this is Y/n my new friend” she walks up to me and hugs me to talk gently,” I’m sorry Luna treated you like that. Jungkook told me everything. Your very strong woman to deal with all of this.” I hug her back to say,” Thank you.” I walk back from the hug and look at both Jungkook and Jimin look at us with uwu expression on their faces. IU and I both said at the exact same time, “ What?” We all look at each other and burst out laughing. We all stopped laughing when we hear,” What the he** is going on here. Jungkook and IU I order you to go back to the pack and ignore this mate home wrecker !!”
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I’m His Second Mate Part 1
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Genre: angst, fluff
“ wh- what do you mean by sec-ond mate?” I Look into his eyes looking for any type joke or humor in his gaze. Telling me that the answer that he’ll give me is not true. But he looks down and says,” I already have a mate” The feeling of the world crumbling under my feet as I ask again ,” Soo y-you don’t want m-me.” Picking up his phone he looks at me and says simply," No , I don't want you. I reject you as my mate." My heart shatters like glass with a gaping hole that gets bigger and bigger. My wolf is howling out of pain inside me. All my hope of ever being loved again vanished into thin air as, I nod my head feeling my throat constrict. I whisper with a weak breath in my lungs before crying.” Okay, I’ll leave from your pack grounds and drop my classes. I’m sorry for disturbing you.” With that I turn around with tears leaving my eyes. I look up to see Jungkook looking at me with pity and sorrow. I look away and quickly walk past him getting ready to leave the pack house.
“ Wait! You can stay and be apart of the pack. I know your a rouge and have no where else to go. You don’t have to of course, but I’m willing to give you a place.” I stop in my tracks willing to do anything to be apart of a pack again. Even if it will cause me pain seeing my mate that rejected me loving someone else. I quickly wipe my tears and turn back around. “ I’ll stay, but all do respect can I be somewhere where I’m not so close to you?” I glance at him to see worry and sadness.Why would he be worried? Why does he look like he just got rejected himself? He just said that he doesn’t want me as a mate.
“Of course, there’s a tree house that’s still close to the rest of us. But it is the farthest from me.” He says this with a low voice while still looking at me. He slowly starts to walk towards me m. By the time he reaches me I’m am terrified of what he’s going to do to me. To the point of where I feel my body shake. He takes the back of my arms with his hands pulling me towards his chest hugging me. I try to ignore the sparks and any hope that he likes me, as I hug him back because I haven’t hugged a person in 8 years. I know he just rejected me, but I can’t help truly enjoying it. The warmth of his body heat and feeling secure in his arms. I slowly push him away from me.” Thank you for the hug.” i say looking down at my feet avoiding to look at him. “ I’ll show you your tree house, and after I’ll show you around. But first I need to see your wolf in order to rank you.” After hearing this I looked at him to say,” No offense I don’t know if she will come out. She’s hurting right now. Plus I don’t even know your name. How do I know you won’t do something to me once in my wolf state.” “ My name is Jimin and I’m sorry, but I need to see her in order for you to be in our pack. I know I just rejected you, but can you try to pursue her to come out?”
“Alright Jimin, I’ll try , but she is really far back inside me. Please give me some room.” I hear Jimin back up to give me space as I sit on the floor trying to talk to Zlena. “ Zlena I know your hurting right now but in order to get into this pack you have to show yourself.” She whimpers out, “ I can’t Y/n if I go out I might not be able to control myself.” “ Okay hold on I’m going to talk to Jimin.” She whimpers again from hearing his name. I open my eyes to see Jimin staying close but far enough away to stay safe. “She said she can’t because she might not be able to control herself because of the rejection.” “ I know, but trust me. Okay?” Zlena comes out to speak, “ Okay “ He looks shocked by hearing from her. I slowly feel each bone break transforming me into my wolf. At the end of my transformation she whimpers out looking at him. “ Your a pure white wolf?” He asks astonished. I shook my head a no, and turned to the side to show him my back paw that’s black. Then laying down to roll over, and show my stomach that has a black patch right under my ribs as a line going down to the bottom of my tail. When I show him this Jimin gasps, and I can see his pupils darken. He licks his plump lips before speaking,” I’m going to go into my wolf form to show you who is your Alpha. Understand?”
I nod my head and stay in this position as a sign of submission. I watch him as his body transforms into a mostly black but grey wolf. He slowly pads around my body in a circle like I’m his prey. Once he’s at my hind legs he steps his front paws on either side of my stomach. Looking down at me he leans his head into my to my neck to sniff my sent, and I do the same to him. His mouth opens to pant out,but stood to sniff my sent again. Soon he lifts his head back up to look at me again. This time when he leans down he nuzzles his nose on the side of my cheek. I reach up with my muzzle to bite his ear playfully. He snorts as soon as I do that , and bites my ear right back. I open my muzzle to let my tongue hang out of the side of my mouth, as I do this he snorts a couple of times in a pattern like he’s chuckling at me. Putting my paws on his chest to push him off of me
Zlena lets me turn back to my human form. I put my clothes back on when I hear him say from behind me, “ Your wolf is cute, also because of your wolf is almost pure white you can have any pack job you want except being Luna obviously.” I feel my heart getting stabbed again. We just had a moment, but it’s like it doesn’t even affect him, so I ignore his last words to block them form hurting me anymore than it already has. I turn around to look back at him. “Can I teach? I want to be a teacher. That’s why I went to college.” When I looked into his eyes almost sparkle and I can see the corners of his lips curve up. “ Yes, you can teach. If that’s what you want.” I smile giddily at him. “ Thank you and yes that’s what I want.” He smiles back at me. “ Good. Come on let’s go I’ll show you the place your going to stay at, as he walks towards me to put his hand on my lower back for me to start walking out of the pack house. “ Jungkook you may go back to your classes. I got it from here.” Jimin says As Jungkook walks behind us he says, “ Okay hyung” Jungkook walks past us, as Jimin and I turns to the opposite direction walking towards my tree house.
While were walking quietly he asks me a question, “ Do you have any stuff to go back into town to get?” “ No, I have everything in my back pack.....I’m- I’m going to regret asking this, but what is she like?” He glances at me before speaking,” You mean your Luna. She’s beautiful and a good leader for this pack. She gave up her mate for me, and as you know I just did the same for her.” He smiles while talking about her which gives me pain. Wishing that he was loving me instead. I don’t say anything and look at the ground. “ You know if I never met her today would be different Y/n, but I did and I love her, so please understand that.” “ I do understand that Jimin, and I won’t force you or persuade you any different. But my wolf and I will always be hurt. I said yes to be part of this pack because I haven’t had one in 8 years and I’m desperate. I want to be loved again, and for me to give love back, to have a family again. Although, I’m not going to fully like the get-togethers because I can’t bare to watch you love another woman. To be honest I kinda wish I never did find you. I had such high hopes and had been searching for you for 8 years of my life. I have even been tortured by going to different packs to find my mate, and when I do find you I’m nothing to you but a second choice. Your last choice you’ll take. I was broken 8 years ago when I lost my pack to an attack, and now I am even more broken than I was before.” I say this with tears flowing down my cheeks, as my head lowers to look at my feet as we walk. I feel ashamed that I’m broken and crying in front of him.
He stops me by grabbing my wrist. While his other hand gently pushes my body to face his. The hand that’s not holding my wrist brings up my head with his pointer finger and thumb to make me look at his eyes. “ You are not nothing to me. You might not be my Luna, but you’ll always be a family member to my pack.” He rubs his thumb on my wrist. “ Thanks but what you just what you just said hurt me even more. I think we should change the subject before my wolf takes over and runs away.” Before I could take a step Jimin grabs me waist holding me still, as I look up at him with shock. “What are you do-“ he cuts me off “ Never and I mean never say that you’ll run away. Your apart of my pack now. Which means your safety is my responsibility. Understood?” I was about to say okay when I groan out of pain from my wolf wanting to be let out. “ Y/n?” I cry out in pain as she is taking over. “ Y/n!” My body bends down as my bones start to change. I see Jimin in my peripherals turn into his wolf form as he sees me in my state. I hear him whimpering himself, as his wolf sees me in pain. After fully changing I howl in pain and loss. My body crumbling to the ground because I don’t have enough strength or will to hold myself up. When I feel myself get dizzy and the next thing I know pass out from being rejected. While my human form could handle the rejection it seems like my wolf couldn’t.
Jimin’s pov
I turn into my wolf form when my wolf panics by seeing her change without her human’s permission.After transforming into her wolf she howls out of what seems to be pain and dispare. When she’s done howling her body plops down on the dirt trail in her weak state and passes out. Guilt overcomes me because I know that she’s like this because of the rejection. I pad close to her and nuzzle her with my nose on her cheek. As I did this my nose gets wet. I stepped back to look at her and see her wolf crying. Seeing this breaks my heart knowing that I caused this. I change back to my human form to pick her wolf form up, and ran to her tree house in sprint. When I got there I slammed her front door open with my back and went to her new bed to put her down. Putting her on the bed I got on it as well, and snuggled up to her by putting my chest where her back is and my arm around her wolf’s waist. With her head under my chin I slowly run circles on her stomach with my thumb. If I leave her now she will die because of too much of the loss in her life. I need to bond with her in order to save her, so I pulled her even closer to me and let my wolf take over to bond with her. Slowly I fall asleep with her in my embrace.
Y/n POV
I woke up to my body shifting back into human form. I wanted to get up, but there’s something heavy on my waist keeping me stay put in the same spot. I slowly opened my eyes to look at the surroundings around me. After blinking a couple of time I notice an empty bookshelf across from the bed from where I was sleeping on, and went to look down to where my feet is That’s when I see other feet right next to mine. I look farther up to see we both have bare legs. I look down again blushing as I see myself naked.What hits me hard is that Im feeling sparks where ever I felt their skin touch mine. I started to panic, as I turn around in the persons arms. What I see is the worst case scenario. Jimin and I are both naked on the same bed. I know he didn’t do anything to me, but still this is so so wrong. He already has a mate and he naked lying in a bed with another naked woman. What if she tracks his sent down to here and she sees us like this. Oh my gosh. What do I do? I need to wake him up, so I can get changed in my clothes as soon as possible. Okay Y/n calm down. You got this. “Jimin? Wake up. Please wake up.” I say and shaking him. Of course he’s not waking up. Okay, think so I can’t smack him or I will be in big trouble. The next thing I think of is yelling.” JIMIN WAKE UP!!!” Nope not even that is working. Oh come on Jimin. I know he not dead because I can feel his chest move and the feel of his breath on my skin. I hate myself for doing this, but I do it anyway. I lean up and kiss him. When I did it felt like fireworks going off. His grip on me soon tightens, and he starts to kiss me back. But I had to pull away this is so wrong. I push myself away from him. “ Jimin get up please I already feel bad for kissing you without your permission. I had to though I couldn’t wake you up.” He opens his eyes to look at me when he’s says,” Please do it again.” I looked at him with confusion. “What? But you have a mate. What about Luna?.” He starts to rub his thumb on my hip.” I know, and I tried so hard to stay away from the our bond, but I couldn’t just let you die on me, so I bonded with you while we were asleep. Please just kiss me again, Y/n I beg you.” He looks at me deeply and pulls me closer to him. I can’t say no. I don’t want to either. Even though I know he won’t mate me at his because he has someone else. I give him what he wants, so I once again lean up and kissed him.
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Hey cuties,
I just want to apologize for not uploading recently. But I hope you guys enjoy this one. Love you guys! From Author Rain.🥰❤️
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Baking With Inspiration
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The bell chimes above the door which indicates there is a customer. After Y/n heard the bell she rushes to put the cookies in the oven, so she can help out with the customer. “ Please give me a moment. I’ll be right with you.” She makes sure everything is set before rushing to register. When she sees a young man around her age in a black hoody with designs on the arms, and black ripped jeans. “ How may I be at service to you sir?” You say with a smile that brightens the room. That gives comfort to the man. Then the man with cotton pink hair answers by saying, “ I saw your hiring sign in the window. Are you still hiring?”
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“ Yes, I am. I am so glad you said that. I have been needing extra hands. Can you wait though? Until after business hours. I don’t just hire anybody. Although, it will mostly be an interview, and seeing how well you can bake.” I say coming around the back of the register counter to the front to meet him.
“Sure, I will be willing to wait.” Turning his body toward my own when I stand a few feet apart. “ Awesome, what’s your name?” I raise my hand to shake his hand. “ Jimin, Park Jimin.” He said while taking my hand to shake. “ Well, it’s very baking good to meet you Jimin.” I say with a smile....
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Hiya cuites! As you can see I’m starting a new story with Jimin. This is just a teaser the first chapter will be out on Wednesday. I hope you guys will love it. I’m very excited to write this story. From my last story Comfort I just want to say thank you for liking the fluff. I really appreciate and love you guys.:))))))))) 💋❤��� from Author Rain.
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