amyourkryzzzyyyy

[amyourkryzzzyyyy]

Mom told me, "Palaging mas matimbang ang babaeng pinaghirapan ng lalake. Kapag pinaghirapan ka ng lalake, mamahalin ka ng totoo nyan." And that made me realize I should stop worrying. Because this man has been taking care and loving me with all his heart since day one.

[amyourkryzzzyyyy]

I was too jealous, I forgot.

He drank himself to forget when she hurt him.

He wrote me a song to win me back.

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[amyourkryzzzyyyy]

I found myself doing the same things I did when I was miserable. Drowning with questions, doubts, and suffering. I'm losing my mind again.

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[amyourkryzzzyyyy]

Tangina sakit pa din

[amyourkryzzzyyyy]

Now I feel like I never want to explain myself again. I saw what you can do, how you can hurt me and still focus on looking for your way out. Now I know, you'll just hurt me like they do. Now I know my place and what to do. Thank you for bringing the old me. Enjoy the chaos.

[amyourkryzzzyyyy]

Update: Hindi naman daw sya nagsinungaling, tinago nya lang HAHHAHAHAHA Gago nagsulat pa 'ko ng tula😂😂😂

You feel like my first love

First love

Not because you're the first one to make me smile

Or the first one to make me cry

You feel like my first love

My safe place

You're the smell of the ground after the rain

The mist every morning

You're the soup in my rainy days

You feel like my first love

You make me remember everything that I adore

You're not my first love

But you beat everyone that I've loved

[amyourkryzzzyyyy]

All of you bullshit me and don't want me to die. Mga putanginang sadista

[amyourkryzzzyyyy]

He acts like he doesn't care. Kapag nagsabi ako na hindi may ayaw ako, na nasasaktan ako sa ganito, nagagalit sya. People always make me feeel like I should be sorry about my emotions

[amyourkryzzzyyyy]

I feel like I don't have a boyfriend

[amyourkryzzzyyyy]

I feel so lonely rn

[amyourkryzzzyyyy]

You feel like my first love

First love

Not because you're the first one to make me smile

Or the first one to make me cry

You feel like my first love

My safe place

You're the smell of the ground after the rain

The mist every morning

You're the soup in my rainy days

You feel like my first love

You make me remember everything that I adore

You're not my first love

But you beat everyone that I've loved

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[amyourkryzzzyyyy]

I thought I'm strong,

That I don't need saving.

But not when you sat with me,

Held my hand, shared my rains and thunders.

You're the one I call when I'm crying from nightmares.

You calm the storm,

Bring me to reality,

And especially,

Walk with me like I've never been alone.

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[amyourkryzzzyyyy]

He's teaching me how to love

[amyourkryzzzyyyy]

Panong hindi ka magiging independent eh wala kang choice? Haha!

[amyourkryzzzyyyy]

People will tell you, they'll listen but they really won't.

You say your first sentence and they will be like, "ako nga", "si papa ko nga", "kami nga nung ano"

Edi ikaw na, makasarili. Then they wonder why you freak out and tell them they never listened. Worst? They'll tell you you're too reserved and that you never tried to open up. Guess what? I did, but you're too occupied with yourselves.

Another is, "ang drama mo naman", "ang arte mo mas marami pang malala yung sitwasyon kesa sayo", "everything happens for a reason"

Which kind of reason? Hindi ka na nga nakinig nang invalidate ka pang lintik ka. Imbis na mag open up yung tao you're shutting them down.

Oh! And there are these people who are always, "busy" or yung mapapagalitan ng magulang pag tinawagan. But you see them doing that for others in their socmeds. You do have time. Just not for me.

And they'll tell you, "babawi na lang ako" and that will never happen.

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[amyourkryzzzyyyy]

I know I don't love him

But I didn't know why did I cry

when I bid him goodbye

[amyourkryzzzyyyy]

When you actually like the person but you can't commit, coz you're too messed up and you might end up breaking him too.