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uhbasicallyjustmilex ยท 2 months
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does anyone have any tips on how not to be a crippling perfectionist about your writing?? i have been staring at the same five paragraphs of the next chapter of four walls for a whole week and i've reached the point where i actually want to defenestrate my own laptop
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purplink8 ยท 5 months
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Can I be real for a second? I don't think L giving a foot massage to Light was very in-character of him. Like manga!L would've totally scoffed at how pathetic anime!L appeared when he did that.
I like the rain scene bc it's really pretty (also Light MOANS bc of L? *sighs* yeah i ship lawlight) but I'm always so ?? at anime!L's behavior? The anime made L way too melancholic and y'know self-deprecating kinda guy. In contrast, manga!L (whom I love to death) is so so confident in doing what he's doing and has the time of his life during the Kira case as he's intellectually challenged (by Light) as he figures out the case little by little.
I don't get where the anime creators got the idea that L is a very sad character who cares about justice so much so that he's actually Justice itself? Manga!L enjoys solving cases. I'm not saying that L doesn't care about justice at all- just that he cares more about winning.
So, the anime creators looked at a character who cares about winning (& his own ego) than everything else and decided to... make him give a foot massage to his nemesis (surprise surprise bible symbolism featuring L as Jesus *๐Ÿคฎ* coming up) apparently due to accepting Light's (boy's first debut as Judas) 'betrayal' how can there be betrayal when there was no trust between them in the first place and saying "It is the least I can do to atone for my sins"...
The only way I could've made a little sense of this is if L was mocking Kira with that line but the anime just had to go above & beyond to make it (L's actions) seem too genuine for that to be true. which is. so. FRUSTRATING
Manga!L wouldn't have done anything like that. Not even ironically (he'd have thought it to be below him for pretending to be accepting his defeat mockingly to Kira). Even Manga!L's not enough of a bastard to try to compare himself with Jesus (and just after knowing (god knows how) that he's going to die)- like that's too stupid omg: even for a mockery.
Does he actually think that Light would pick up on the (him as Jesus) symbolism and be like 'oh no! L is too noble like Jesus to die by my betrayal i'm such a bad judas how come i NEVER NOTICED THIS BEFORE'... and decide to spare L's life? Or embrace his inner Judas like the bad bitch he is and finish L for that godawful mockery of Jesus?
Whenever I think about Anime!Light's in-character reaction I crack up as it would be smth like 'wow this guy who graduated summa cum laude from torture university is pretending to be Jesus? lol what a real piece of work. would've expected better from you L: so pathetic lmao i hope rem kills you soon i'm so done with you rn- rip ๐Ÿ’€'
Manga!L (if he knew he were going to die (don't know how that's possible in the anime; still we're talking about how the anime creators seem to see L as Jesus so ~anything is possible~) that is) would never go 'guess i'll die' accept his defeat offering a foot massage to his enemy and inwardly throw a pity party being all "โ€ฆ It'll be lonely, won't it?" GIRL you were the one going on & about how you'd EXECUTE Kira once you catch him on live tv (also saying that you'd bring Kira's head to the task force) I REALLY doubt you'd feel lonely if either one of you were to die- that (killing each other) was the point!!
Manga!L is a selfish character: he values his victory above all else so the anime making him accept defeat that easily + gracefully doesn't sit well with me.
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hauntedpearl ยท 1 year
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the cycle of life for the entity of Death on Supernatural is so very interesting!! to me!! until it isn't. which is just. par for the course really.
i mean the idea that you can kill Death at all sounds. Absurd. but they make it happen. and we're hanging out for like a season and some change with the knowledge that the world exists without Death. and then. they introduce reaper lore that gives Death back to the world for a small. price, I'll say. WHICH IS. SO GOOD YK?
this kind of establishes the power of Death to be an amorphous thing really. Like. the Old Death was never killed before deanchester's moment of madness (that we know of anyway), so it's kind of a Doctor's first Regeneration moment there. he dies and you're like oh fuck. but then there's someone else in his place who is slightly different but also the same. it's kind of. like a reincarnation. which is FUN!!! IT'S GOOD!! it also establishes that Death doesn't really...die. there's no resting place that Death needs because Death isn't going to rest when someone "kills" them. mostly it's just power that's hopping celestial bodies.
they really could've leaned into this more with what little screen time Billie had. they definitely allude to it โ€” i haven't watched s13 in a hot minute but the way Billie interacts with Dean as Death does have an allusion to how she *is* Old Death and also isn't. if i remember correctly. (which is not a 100% thing but yk)
the thing about all this super fun lore is that it makes everything from the end of unity sooooo damn stupid. Why would Death fear being killed? How would It even contract an infection that's gonna kill It??? Even if that's somehow possible, wouldn't Death โ€” filled with vengeance even let's assume โ€” just be like. well. I'll come back for you you bitch. like. this is the entity that has lived since before time. Death knows the value of patience and understands the ephemeral nature of life and time more than anyone else would. So why the anger? Or the desperate attempt at killing dean that's straight up Disney villain level of cartoonish. what good is any of it?? Say, Death is mad at Dean, specifically, for being "human disorder incarnate." that's something that still doesn't track for me. because dean's always BEEN that. when Billie became Death, she had the opportunity to exact revenge on him. He hasn't really done anything That Much Worse since then tbh?? Like okay apocalypse world is def a thing that happened, but even then. That "Michael -Lucifer" battle was barely anything. (and im assuming the grace-fed monsters were all taken care of as well bc the plot went nowhere with it anyway). also. at this point Chuck has revealed himself to the world so really. Dean's choices that might have irked Death were all ..like....mostly not his fault anyway? Wouldn't Death understand this?!
also. another thing. Again: You can't kill Death and Death doesn't need a resting place because it's a body-hopping eldritch power. which means that the empty can't kill it either. Which means that when the empty takes Cas and Billie, Billie was just. there. Arguably, neither of them really died. they were just sort of turned off inside the voidโ„ข like electronics. Which means!! THAT THERE CAN'T BE ANOTHER DEATH!!!
Death is literally just hanging out in the empty. It would probably escape/leave if the empty opened up again but like we don't know about all that. what I'm trying to say is that the reaper dying in 15.19 and becoming Death is. Stupidโ„ข. does not make sense. everything about 15.19 is stupid and does not make sense but the Death thing especially is making me so mad rn.
anyway long post that's just a pointless rant but essentially!!!!! there was no reason for Billie to do a full 180ยฐ on her entire personality and the writers to trash the lore to make the Evil Death moment happen like that was literally unnecessary and also stupid and not to mention racist. Like this is why i haaaate despair outside the bubble of the confession. because like yeah that scene literally did something to my brain but my god the actual insane plot gymnastics they did to make that confession go down the way it did is just...so insane lmao
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cloudcountry ยท 1 year
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*Spoilers for anyone else reading also a slight language warning*
I FINALLY FUCKING DID ITTTTTTT!!!!!!!! I FINISHED BOOK 3!!!!!
Oh man, that was fun but annoying, especially Azul's boss battle he took forever! I really like Azul, Jade, and Floyd. I'm not quite sure who my favorite of the three is! I love them all so much! I couldn't stop giggling like an idiot when everyone was looking at the picture after the boss battle. The overblot voices are so cool, and Azul was no exception. I kinda feel bad for the poor guy. No one deserves to be bullied. (He's still a lovable little shit though lol)
I really like their suits when they are working in the lounge! I also really like their underwater forms! Not to mention just how cool Azul looks in overblot form!
But why was Micky Mouse in my mirror lmao (rhetorical question)?
Now, for the real question since I always ask something: you obviously really like Azul, so who is your second favorite?
OMg!!!! WHWQHAHWHWHWH!!!!!!!!! IM SO EXCITED OMG IM BUCKLING UP RN WHEHHWHEWHEHWH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
overblot azul took me so long to beat too but isn't he just GORGEOUS??? i wish we got to see his merform without the near death experience :((( i would really like a coral sea event but even though i know azul wouldn't be inclined to show that side of him regardless. but yes, the leech twins are beautiful in their merforms. i'm so curious about how their fins and skin feels, with the mucus. it might not be a good idea to touch though since moray eels can be toxic.
azul's been through some tough shit but he came out the other end stronger and smarter, for better or for worse. on one hand, he's a powerful & influential person, which is everything he wanted to be when he was younger. he proved his bullies wrong. he stomped on them with foot and said "HAHA BITCHES WHO'S LAUGHING NOW!!!!" but that's also really bad sometimes because all of that drove him to overblot. he spends all of his time working and working and working because thats all he is. if he doesn't have power he's nobody. of course this isn't true by a long shot. azul is the dork that likes collecting coins. he's the boy that's so close with his family and greatly treasures them. he's the boy that played piano in the band he had with his childhood friends. he's the boy that can sing really well and has an amazing eye for business opportunities. azul ashengrotto is a person without his power, but he feels that's all he has to lean on.
ANYWAYS.....MICKEY MOUSE. i may be stupid but i have no idea why he's showing up. i just kinda rolled with it.
I LOVE AZUL I WOULD GIVE HIM MY SOUL IF HE SANG ONE PRETTY NOTE FOR ME I WOULD THROW MYSELF AT HIS FEET IF HE NEEDED HIS SHOES SHINED I WOULD LAY MY JACKET IN A PUDDLE IF IT MEANT HE WOULDN'T HAVE TO CHANGE HIS COURSE OR GET HIS SHOES WET!!!!! second fav though would be jade, he's also a dork and i think he's really silly. the leech twins never really scared me that much? i think the most intimidating thing about them is their height tbh.
jade single handedly dragged me into researching edible plants (for the harveston event) and got me into watching mushroom documentaries, which eventually got me into the science of mycorrhiza (a symbiotic relationship between orchids, one of my favorite flowers, and mushrooms) so he's taught me like half a bio degree i think /J
also jade's one of those characters that is just gorgeous. there's no explanation for it, he's so just so ethereal. its unhinged. hes so weird. he also played the contrabass when in that band w azul and in the harveston event he talks about having a knack for woodwinds which i FREAKED OUT upon hearing because i play the FLUTE and i was SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am so sorry i talked your ear off HELP ME
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callofdooty ยท 1 year
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5-4-3-2-1 Tag Game!!
Tagged by @alidravana ! Thank you so much for the tag! :D
top 5 works iโ€™m proudest of (not in any particular order):
Since I only have two actual works, I'll just put them both LOL:
Just Us - Keegan and Merrick havea moment after the events of the game
My Bed Is A Pool And The Walls Are On Fire - Keegan being delirious for 1000 Words
top 4 current wips iโ€™m excited about:
Mostly all Whumpuary works since they've got my full attention rn LOL
Woken Up Like An Animal - Fill for the prompt Nightmares. Logan makes friends with Mouse after he accidentally kicks her across a room. Title is a line from Human by Daughter (aka one of the best Logan songs to exist LOL)
Keegan's Hypothermia fic - Prompt fill for Hypothermia and "Stay With Me" - Trying to play into the found family as much as I can because I am a SUCKER for it) Pending title ^^
My Heroes Are Dead (They Died In My Head) - Prompt fill for Betrayal. Bitter stream of consciousness, takes place after Struck Down, from Keegan's perspective (but Ajax's fate will be left ambiguous so he might be dead, might be canon divergence that lets him live) Title is a line from Diluted by Slipknot
I Won't Give Up On You (So Don't Give Up On Me) - Prompt fill for "Don't Do This" and Blurry Vision. Not entirely sure what this will entail but it will probably center around Hesh and Logan :) I love :) Angst :) I'm just hella into the title and the prompts as a combination. Title is a line from The Sadness Will Never End by Bring Me The Horizon
top 3 improvements in my writing:
Actually rewriting drafts. A lot of the time, I don't typically rewrite drafts, but for some of the Ghosts ficxs, I've actually got multiple different versions of fics LOL
Uhh I'd say I've definitely developed a stylised way of writing? Which, is actually pretty much just the way I write normally AHA - a lot pauses in strange places, and of course the angsty internal monologuing. I also like messing with structure when I can (Unfortunate House of Leaves simp over here)
Catching when my tenses slip. I don't know why, it might be due to roleplaying, but I find that I often flip between past and present tense in the middle of writing (where it wouldn't make sense to) But I've been able to catch it, lately. Makes editing fics a bitch LOL
top 2 writing resolutions:
Just posting more honestly. Last fandom I wrote fics for got a grand total of three fics because I didn't get to finish the others LOL, and then I kind of drifted off to other things (it's still some of my best angst work, so hopefully I can bring that energy to the Ghosts. The character I fixated on actually might have some similarities to Logan ssooo ๐Ÿ‘ ๐Ÿ‘)
Maybe trying to branch out more? My two modes of writing are Hurt/No Comfort (hilarious, because I hate reading Hurt/No Comfort) and Whump so maybe I can try smth else? Maybe romance? Definitely not something I'm familiar with writing, but it feels like something I could try. (The real issue is finding ships I wanna write about /hj)
number 1 favourite line:
Hmm, this is hard, so I'm going to make up for all the other ones I can't fill by giving a few LOL
From Just Us, I'm quite fond of this line:
Shame stirs in his stomach, making him nauseous before working its way up, gripping his heart and then balling up to cause a lump in his throat that he tries his best to swallow around. "I miss him." The shame ignites like a gasoline trail, flaring quickly into anger (whether it's at himself or Rorke... it's hard to tell with all the smoke) that only makes him feel more sick. "God damn it, I miss that piece of shit."
From the Nightmares fic I'm working on (almost done with it!):
Her eyes did more than enough talking on that front, strangely expressive for how closed off she otherwise seemed. They told a thousand stories; all indecipherable, written in a language that no one could speak of, but could understand all the same. The mind's exact tales of suffering were locked away, hidden, but their effect still seemed to shine from the soul's very own fractured looking glass. A hint of resignation acted as dust upon the reflection's surface; a house haunted by time more than any other phantom.
and then this giant excerpt from a WIP abt Hesh :)
Occasionally, a glimpse will come to Heshโ€™s mind. Sometimes itโ€™s intrusive, lightning flashing against a canopy of dark clouds, shaking the foundations of his mind with a deafening roar. Sudden, brief and violent in nature. Other times itโ€™sโ€ฆ slow. Easy and gentle, like ocean waves crawling their way up the beach; soft, hushed. Almost comforting, if not for the deep grief that the tide often brought with it, the wind brushing by carrying the faint echoes of laughter and excited voices.
On days like this, the wind only seems to carry his own distant screams. The tide now feels lonelier than it ever did. That one set of footprints trailing in the sand was just that; a single set. The second set of imprints settled in his own stride now gone.ย 
Instead, the ghost of his shadow is embedded yards away, a trench dug out by desperately grasping hands, reaching for anything. Reaching for him. ย 
Itโ€™s still the gentle ease of a memory washing over him, sea foam gathering, swaying and receding slowly, but thatโ€™s perhaps what makes it worse. The slowness. The time he has to sit there and dismantle himself from the inside out, while his own head taunts him with things he no longer has, can no longer reach out for. Even the ebb and flow of water can wear down cliffs with enough time, steady and persistent in its movements.ย 
Imagery galore! LOL
tagging... @bubble-dream-inc , @goorehound and @neon-amnesia (If y'all want to, don't feel pressured to! ^^)
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top 5 works iโ€™m proudest of (not in any particular order):
top 4 current wips iโ€™m excited about:
top 3 improvements in my writing:
top 2 writing resolutions:
number 1 favourite line:
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keeponquinning ยท 6 months
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i'm planning on posting my thoughts on each chapter i read of FLIGHT OF ICARUS because I think it's generally worth talking about, I finished chapter...seven I believe but let me talk about the things before that I didn't. I understand some of ya'll hate this book. That's fine. Just as long as you don't make those that do like the book feel guilty or one inkling of bad about it, it's all good. That's honestly the only thing disheartening about seeing the hate on this book, because I for one had been jazzed about it and it was genuinely bumming me out seeing so much hate for it. So like, idk, be mindful of that? However I will be tagging my posts about it โ€” ๐Ÿ“– โ€” flight of icarus โ€” in case ya'll wanna blacklist, giving your opportunity for that rn. Being as fair as I can about this whole thing. I've never seen such a reaction out of a book like this, it's kinda crazy. we all here for a good time, guys. at least I hope so. I'll also be putting these under a cut, hopefully that works with mobile folks, idk. ANYWAY. Gareth and Chrissy thoughts under the cut as well as everything i've read thus far.
SPOILERS! SPOILERS! SPOILERS AHEAD!
first thing's first! let's give a round of applause to caitlin schneiderhan, because she living all our dreams. not only a professional writer and part of the ST writing team, but she got the holy grail of being offered a chance to write about our boy. like pls, i love that. i really don't mind the first person ( which from what i gathered, the other books like Lucas on the Line and Runaway Max, Rebel Robin are done the same? correct if i'm wrong ) but mostly it gives me and readers a chance to really be in our boy's head, read his thoughts and hearing his lovely voice in my head.
And honestly.... and some folks will probably disagree... From what I read so far, and what got me excited the most about this book... the writing really does, to me at least, don't have to agree, it feels very Eddie to me. Right from the scenes of Gareth, Freshman Gareth with the floofy hair and chrome mouth, being upset that his character ( that he didn't even make ) became fish food and Eddie being like, "...then we just make another character" because that boy was so pissed that he got himself, in his mind, kicked out and Eddie being the one like, "...no? After the gutsy move you did, there's no way we're not going forward without you" and taking moments of his time to help him create another character? And the glee Gareth had over it? Come onnn.
and cutting to that, one of the excerpts that came out, creating that character and being patient, as any 18 year old would be, and guiding Gareth to get that spark for the game, in creating a character from scratch, and all in a risky move of basically breaking into an empty classroom that they could have been caught in, just added to it. the fact that this act, seeing Gareth so into it, lifted Eddie's mood after Al came back was....ahhhh.
AND THEN! THEN!
The line that killed me, when Eddie asked him why he wanted to be in Hellfire so bad since he never played D&D and Gareth's answer being, "...where else was I supposed to go?"
OH MY GOD.
THAT FUCKING KILLED ME!!!
The start of Eddie the shepherd, herding his little ship. are you KIDDING.
Which then led to the whole Tommy H, which, fuck this guy. His cronies, including JASON CARVER and Chrissy Cunnigham.
DEEP BREATH.
I do love the talk of Steve, well after the breakup with Tommy and even what, Sophmore?? Jason being like, "Harrington won't like this" BECAUSE JASON IS A BITCH.
But can we appreciate Chrissy just not being for this and tried to PRY TOMMY'S HAND FROM GARETH????
I remember someone made a post, i can't remember who you are! If you remember, let me know! That Chrissy wouldn't have been the cheerleader that would be okay with bullying, i mean, god, her own mother bullied her all her life, and like, to that person, THAT MAKES TOTAL SENSE and I feel it was backed up with this.
I'm not a HELLCHEER stan per say, but I will admit, the thought is cute and there was def potential in my eyes but also like... I don't have an actual ship in this show, just like... I could see it and leave it at that lmao. And I'm not bothered by the thought of Eddie having a crush on her. It's clear if he did, it wasn't so much on the rising "queen of hawkins high" but rather the girl at the middle school talent show that, when he said his dad wasn't there, instead of making him feel bad about, little chrissy just went, "Wow, I wish my mom wasn't here!"
LIKE?
LIKE???
And even said she'd cheer for him when he played, like come on. whatever we feel about chrissy, i stand she was not a horrible person, and if she lived, probably an amazing person to see.
Fuck you, Vecna.
I do love that even when Higgins rolled up, she was like, "THAT BITCH IS LYING!" when Tommy tried to make it like Eddie was the aggressor. Because --
TOMMY H IS A BITCH THAT SHOULD GET PUNCHED OUT, WHEN WILL I SEE THAT.
But anyway.
I covered not as much, but Higgins is a bitch. Most of these adults need a slap. I so felt for Eddie, constantly being marked by his last name, by his dad. This grown man calling this 18 year old a felon even though he's never been arrested. I mean???
but can we appreciate that nothing got under his skin as bad as when Higgins essentially was like, he's a rotten apple, infecting everyone around him. Like Gareth? Like the only reason he was targeted bc he was in Hellfire?? Under EDDIE'S association???
I wanna hug him.
Let's roll back though. Since we done the Gareth and Chrissy bits.
Al.
AL.
I hate him lmao. So the new thing that came to life was, Eddie didn't live in wayne's trailer all his life, but it seems was in a constant yo-yo kinda of living between the house and wayne's trailer, especially when he was younger and Al would take off. It would make sense, as he got older, being more insistent on staying home and Wayne doing the grocery shopping( of spaghetti-o's and microwave meals! oh, wayne ) every two weeks and keeping an eye on him.
Bless anyone, again, i can't remember WHO that fancasted skeet ulrich as Al because i can so see it
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this man screams โ€” munson magic, no??
Also, Eddie saying he doesnt' have said Munson Magic? False, sir. You most definitely do. We've all fallen for it, hook, line and sinker.
also, I do love the complicated mess that is their relationship. The sight of his boots sending Eddie in a whirlwind, a near panic attack at having to see him again, but also even craving his attention. The fact that Al is inviting Eddie into one of his schemes has him conflicted because, "he never came for me, he could have asked his friends, but he came to me" like... my boy. Can someone hug him?? It's very realistic to have this complicated relationship, as those that do have those types of parental relationships could attest. I def could. ( neither of my parents were felons and doing schemes but def emotionally distant so :))) )
I craved for some wayne x eddie moments, and in part, i do, though with wayne it feels like he's def holding back. it seems to be of his nature, which I can buy, tho still offering Eddie a place in his trailer if he needs it. I feel like by the end of the book, this could change, i feel a def shakeup is gonna happen with Al and Eddie as he seemed dead set against his dad in s4. do not correct me if I'm wrong as I wanna find that out myself!
I love Ronnie.
I love that Caitlin gave Eddie a childhood bestfriend, though the angst of Ronnie having a chance out of Hawkins and Eddie feeling left behind but still happy for her. At least to her face. Another aspect that feels like him, not giving her shit about it, wanting the best.
I also loved the part where young eddie thinking she was his girlfriend and the disastrous first kiss that had him running away lmaoo like god. what a little goof. I love him.
another controversial take. I ACTUALLY LOVE THAT HE ISN'T A VIRGIN.
Listen
LISTEN !!!
This boy is gonna die in a horrific way.
I'm glad he didn't do so as a virgin, I'm glad he got to FUCK, he DESERVED TO HAVE HIS DICK WET OKAY. I'm glad. I'm happy for him. GO YOU, EDDIE MUNSON.
What made me sad though was the two girls he mentioned, it seemed they dared themselves to be with him, wanting a taste of the freak โ€” which i mean....
I mean....
Fuck, don't we all...?
Wanting to find out if he a freak in the sheets as well in the streets -shot-
And ah yes, Paige....
I don't mind Paige so far. She like us, wanting a piece of Eddie, I can't fault her for that. When I found out there was a romance plot, or, well, most likely not true romance, I didn't mind, because I def wanted to see how this boy handles someone that wants him. The part where she made him feel like a person, or rather, liking him for himself was.... ouch, my precious boy. he would be so flustered around us, i swear to god
I do love that we get bits of the Hideout and Corroded Coffin.
And I'm gonna take a pause because like.... I love the set up that to get stage time, Eddie working as a barback there and like........ can we appreciate that.
Can we picture Eddie running around, hair tied up, sweating, maybe wearing a white shirt... Jeans.... Going from table to table, wiping it down...them forearms, twisting that slutty little waist for whatever reason, you're at the bar, having a drink, and he gives a smile...........
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Anyway.
I always wondered if Corroded Coffin wrote their own songs.... AND THEY DO. The only downside I really wished it was the Corroded Coffin we know. I love Ronnie but I'm like WHO IS DOUGIE?? It makes sense, it's two years prior, but at least we have Jeff and hail the 80s where they don't really give a fuck if a minor is drinking at a bar lmaoo but i love he's nervous about it. Shroud Fire sounds metal af i wish we could hear it.
but all this leading to Paige. And her freckles. I love that Eddie, and even he himself calling it very Caveman like, that his mind went, freckles. This man has the Munson Magic bc he is a dork but he could get with ANY ONE OF US. He has no play, his brain would short circuit, BUT WE WOULD BE SO INTO THAT.
I don't know of Paige's intention, but I feel for her struggles at her job, getting the dream job but still having to try and claw your way to the top and it being difficult bc not taken seriously.
She def after Eddie. I cannot blame her.
Which lead to the recent chapter where he goes to her and is like PLEASE SIGN US. Her taking a chance because she needs a big break as well.... I like that.
But I def laughed when she was like, "God, you just want to get to Dave and I thought--" we know what you thought and you so real for it, Paige. i'm just gonna chant MUNSON MAGIC okay. it is part of my vocabulary now. that is what got us all.
THE MUNSON MAGIC.
So far, I do like it. I feel it's a really easy read. Will I take it as canon? Idk. Maybe. Or at least take parts of it as canon, aka the things I like, which seems to be the majority of it so far. I'm not a novice at books tied to shows I watch, or movies even. I was heavily into the star wars books that turned to not be canon ( rip, mara jade skywalker ) but it doesn't take away my enjoyment of it. Enriches it, if anything. I think that's the most important thing.
That's it for now. enjoy my ranting!
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noro-noro-noro ยท 3 months
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oh yeah forgot to write anything down when I first got up bc I overslept..definitely had long dreams...
summary: 1. juice spilled on me 2. ants 3. my mom's house replaced with the natural museum. nature. 3. somewhat well known science & engineering youtuber william osman left his green apple watch & blue PSI meter behind somewhere & i found it
but rn i only remember thst i was wearing this one orange ling sleeve shirt thati have & somebody backed into me and spilled soda all over me right before I had to give a speech or tour of some kind.
i remembered more & came back. me & this older lady & then a young girl maybe 6 or 7 were shrunk down to walk around in the yard. i was wondering how small we were & if other small animals wouldn't think we were prey? & then the 6 year old got devoured by fire ants. it was really messy & not clean. they went like in layers. outer layers of skin, then the meat. in osme places down to bone. most weren't. she screamed for a while before blood got into her tubes & out of her organs & then she was eaten all up except for blood. pretty horrific. there were like juicy-looking & inch long fire ants infesting the next dream too.
the next part had like a antique museum in the place of my mom's house, and my sister and I had snuck in as tour guides in training maybe but we were actually there to come to heist of sometime and we're waiting for the senior tour guide to leave us alone so we can start. however even though she was like late 60s-70s, she was pretty quick on the uptake & didn't leave us alone, instead she told us that we would have to prepare a speech about this one artist's work that they kept in this cabinet as like a trial run. fortunately we had met the artist in the last dream I had, maybe not today but she was there and she was talking to us about like her work and why she did things the way she did, so that was great! her work focus on florals and insects, and she was cross stitching them or putting them on bowls? I don't know.
anyway after this, several old people were lining up to here our speech about this artist, including some of my aunts from my mom's side. don't forget there were ants everywhere. One of them was walking along the driveway when there was like a weird quadruped animal trying to drag the stick that had a huge beehive on the end of it. it was a small animal like the size of like one of those little white bitch dogs, and it ran off as we approached, but there was definitely a big ass beehive on that stick, and apparently empty of bees? I don't know, my mom picked it up and was walking around with it stuff. there were also some seeds my sister accidentally planted in the front yard and they had some kind of importance I didn't remember what that was, they grew extremely fast into trees. they had kind of a yellow and reddish glow to them and I'm going to assume that was part of the special importance of the seeds. anyway we had like a time lapse overnight of the seeds growing up to be like 15 feet tall treat little trees already. this was important for some reason.
in the next part of the dream it started off me watching science and engineering YouTuber William Osman doing a video on his channel where previously he was damaging public property mostly brick walls with like shrapnel guns?. anyway this is the follow-up to that video where I assume some government official had contacted him and told him hey you cannot be doing that dude make it right or you're going to have to pay you to fine or go to jail or something like that I don't know this is my assumption I don't actually know what happened behind the scenes based on the second video. which one is turning his holes and craters in the wall and stuff into like modern art installations? like you know when you see those things that just have fancy labels on them like dandelion growing through cracks with a little label next to it and people like haha cute. sliding these plastic things over them and then filling them with like hot metal like a bit like a cool shape? I mean I assume it's not plastic to give you that was really hot metal. and there was also like a little booklet at the top and he set up a neat thing for when the booklet slot was empty it would like tilt back into the machine and then pop back out with more booklets in it out.
anyway then after the video ended I was in that area, around the time of his like convention or whatever that he's trying to get going, will not trying because it's exceeded last year so the convention thing that you did have going except this was a hotel near it where I was also supposed to be meeting some of those old people from the second dream to discuss something or other I don't know. I was walking around and I saw that thing to go away from the video how does this booklet thing work anyway the camera angle didn't show very much in the videos I'm going to like push it into back out to see what it does, and then this green watch and like blue handheld PSI meter we're on top of the machine and I was like oh I remember seeing those on his wrist from his YouTube videos. should I like try and contact him through his giant discord server or have one of his mind contact him in case you still in the area and you can come back and get them? nah that's too much effort I will just leave it with the hotel receptionist and then drop a message in the server or something like that after I've done this meeting.
meeting with the old people was completely unremarkable. don't remember a single thing about it. as I was getting up to go the YouTuber himself was like in the lobby like yo are you the one who dropped this off? and I was like yeah that's me I'm just glad they got back to you again, I recognize them from YouTube video ,and he was like awesome thank you so much! if you want I can like sign your shirt or whatever and I was like okay sure. I was wearing some kind of dark green t-shirt that I've never owned in real life, and my only other article of clothing at the time was the really fancy shirt that I had to wear to the meeting that I immediately changed out of afterwards, so I was like yeah just I don't know sign this shirt or whatever except he couldn't find out like a way to do it somehow? at one point he like picked me up and shook me above his head like I'm in a goblin and he was trying to dump all the items out of my inventory but it didn't work. in the end I was just like you can just sign something and give it to me and I'll be like wow my memory of when I helped a kind of famous person that one time, so he signed the release form that he had to do to get his stuff back from the hotel and handed that to me okay great.
then I was trying to put that piece of paper fold it up between my laptop, but suddenly all of my laptops were weird! they could fold up really small! they had broken pieces of sticking out! and there were multiple of them that I had to sort through to be like which one is actually my laptop? why are these also small and flimsy? where's my laptop I had stickers on it and everything? in the end I found one that I think was it so I put the piece of paper between the lid and the keyboard to make it not fold up so much. I think that pretty much it, there might have been a little more but like if I find it I'll come back and edit this again. bye
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You said send requests so hereโ€™s one! I was thinking a Midoriya x he/him male reader. The prompt being is always a little cinnamon role but the second someone starts messing with Midoriya, they become the literal devil to defend their honor. And Midoriya just finds that hot. If thatโ€™s alright with you!
midoriya and the duality of his man
pairing: izuku midoriya x male!reader (he/him)
genre: fluff, MIDORIYA BRAINROT-
warnings: bullying towards reader/izuku, threats of violence (from reader), strong language (ish), season 3 spoilers
author's notes: I SCREAMED WHEN I READ THE REQUEST YESYESYES IZUKU W SCARY SUNSHINE BF HEHEHEHE IM WATCHING EP103 RN SO AHHH THIS WAS PERFECT TIMING
you're class 2-a at this point and yes, i know that canonically neito doesn't see aizawa vs dabi clone, but... this is an au kinda...sorta...so...IM SORRY-
ALSO i made the reader's quirk a mutation quirk of sorts; basic premise is that once eye contact is made, reader takes on the physical form of who their opponent fears the most (for ex, for Dabi, reader could morph into Endeavor and even take on his quirk, but the reader can only do with it what their opponent can recall in specific detail. it only lasts while the opponent is within a certain distance, or the details get "fuzzy" and start to wear off)
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he. absolutely. fucking adores you. when izuku midoriya says "i love..", you better listen closely; he's being nice enough to give you the list of who you don't mess with.
but a lot of people seem to not catch onto that. they still won't catch on, either, but it's not that they don't learn; you don't let your boyfriend teach them.
see, he'd yell at them, attack their very s o u l. he's clearly very protective, and he'll do anything to keep you safe from anyone, emotionally and physically, from a worldwide-wanted villain to a petty school villain. but you wouldn't let him.
no, you - his absolutely ray of pure sunshine - refuse to let him get into fights for you. you insist on forgiving, forgetting, and moving on, and if it weren't for the bright smile you give right before hugging his arm, he would've insisted that it's impossible for him to do that.
but for you? nothing is impossible to do if it's for you.
so yes, izuku midoriya loves his sunshine boyfriend. he loves how bright his smile is, how tight his hugs are, how much fight he has on the battlefield, etc. etc.
but most of all he loves his heart. how could someone be so... sweet? so kind and gracious and loving.
(side note, Love Like You is the song for this relationship, hands down, i'm not taking rebuttals)
he loves you. so much. and because of how much he loves you, he assumes he knows most things about you; your favorite color, dessert, dinner, breakfast, snack, candy, handwriting, your little quirks - hell, the dude even knew all the things you disliked, down to the tiniest details.
so it comes as a huge surprise when one day he just sees this side of his sunshine boy that doesn't match up with everything else.
OKAY OKAY SO
he's seen you use your quirk. he knows how terrifying it can be, but he also knows that you don't necessarily enjoy having it. it's caused you a lot of pain, actually. for example, you used it on katsuki, and morphed into... katsuki. it fucked with his head for a long time, but it messed with yours, too...
but because of all of this, he's never seen you use it personally. it's only in battle.
except one day, some BITCH named monoma decides to be a bITCH- test your patience.
all you're trying to do is walk to class with your boyfriend, hands lightly swinging together. you're wearing your tie the way he does and he's wearing his properly for the first time, courtesy of you tying his and him tying yours.
it's early, and you hadn't really gotten much beauty rest the night before (which you owe to the great beautiful traumaโ„ข from your quirk). izuku, too, is pretty sleepy since he snuck to your room after you texted him a jumbled mess of apologies for a nightmare you thought had actually occured irl. and all of this adds up to: monoma being extra annoying.
"ah, 'snap, crackle, pop' and the next boogie man." his voice is just scraping your eardrums, but you don't say anything about it. there's no use in giving into his teasing.
"good morning, monoma. i hope you've had a good morning." such grace, and your smile is so bright that if he wasn't a narcissistic abuser ๐Ÿคฌ sorry ive been all in on the gabbie hanna drama, this is a reference to her use of it, not actual narcissistic abuse, it...sUcks LMAO jerk, he would've stopped. but he is a jerk. so.
"i was, but then i was reminded of you and your class." izuku insists on continuing to walk, and you don't fight. but then- "to be honest, though, it does strike up another question for me." just keep walking... "one about you, midoriya."
that seems to strike something in you, though normally you would just walk a little faster. you pause and your muscles go all tense. still, you don't verbally respond.
"[Name]...?" midoriya notices your sudden shift in mood and his worry immediately starts building up. he barely even listens to monoma, his true attention all on you.
"is...his downfall on dear bakugou's shoulders alone?" your heart starts beating hard and your body feels cold all over. "or..." you manage to start refocusing when your boyfriend squeezes your hand. monoma has stopped walking, his voice a bit more distant. "if you'd been just a bit faster, a lot... better, do you think allmight would still be... well, allmight?"
that, you can tell, hits izuku like a truck. he stutters over his steps and chokes on his breath.
the insult, the hurt and shock in your boyfriend's eyes, the eyes you're used to looking up to that shine with fire, determination, they're... hurting.
you don't even know where it comes from, but you break your hand away as you whip around to face him.
"listen here." you don't notice your body shifting, don't realize that you teo have made eye contact and you're using your quirk without thinking. "you're going to stop talking... turn around... and leave us the fuck alone."
terror. and even thought he knows how your quirk works, he can't look away. he can't move. and he can't respond.
"did i stutter?" now his legs worked, and he uses them to stumble away. the other students in the hall couldn't seem to. their feet are rooted in the ground and they stay silent, and you have to look in a window reflective enough to see that you're dabi, melting. you hadn't been using his voice, though, apparently, likely because neito had seen this happen from inside and didn't hear him.
once realizing what you were doing, you force yourself back to your own physical form. your heart rate is starting to calm down, but you're sti red in the face with anger, so you stubbornly march back to your boyfriend's side and hug his arm.
"i-i'm sorry for that," you manage to mutter as your anger turns into both embarrassment and guilt. did he think you were a bully? just ad bad as monoma? did he think you were-?
"d-don't apolog-apologize." thinking it's fear, you look up at him hoping to read his face. much to your surprise, he's red, flustered.
"...'zuku?"
"y-yeah?"
"are you...blushing?"
"a-ah - i'm sorry, i've just never seen that side of you and it caught me off guard, but-but not in a bad way and-!!"
"no-no! izu, it's okay, don't be sorry, i'm sorry if it was overkill-!"
and you two fumble right outside your classroom, apologizing back and forth repeatedly until he blurts it out.
"i thought the way you stood up for me was-was hot!" and that has you both red in the face, not quite sure what to say next.
"...it didn't scare you?"
"i-i mean it... it looked like him, but it was you and your voice and your... it- i-" you sort of lean forward, hiding your face in his chest as the bell rings and successfully pulling him into a hug.
"i love you, 'zuku." he relaxes, hugs back, but the red wont go away.
"i-i love you, too..."
"mIDORIYA HAS THE HOTS FOR [NAME]-!"
"SHUT UP, PINKY-!"
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Everything I hate about every lovestruck series because voltage needs to get their shit together <3
Quick disclaimer cause some of y'all seem very keen on attacking people rn: My words are not the law of the land and you do not have to agree with anything I say here. This is just me ranting. I'm open to having a civil discussion about any of these opinions in my inbox, dms, or comments, but rude anons will be ignored.
TL;DR: Lovestruck is shit, go read Villainous Nights and Speakeasy Tonight and stop romanticizing toxic behaviors please.
Gangsters In Love
Chance Valentine
People who still believe Chance Valentine and MC's relationship was healthy (I'm also genuinely concerned for you please seek help because honey that is a very toxic relationship)
The fact that Chance Valentine was brought back when Irving, Yoyo, and Ash are right there
The fact that Aurora's original route was abandoned for so long (I know they said they're finishing it in 2022 but it should not have taken this long)
The fact that Irving only got 3 seasons (and fucking Chance Valentine got 9)
The original MC dressing like a toddler (I'm all for badass ultra fems but come on she looks like a child)
The "streetsmart" MC immediately trusting the gang and overall not being very street smart
Seymour not being in the new routes (I know he's the old MC's dog and it wouldn't make sense but I miss him and his interactions with the group and especially Ash were so cute)
Love & Legends
I'm sorry, but as cool as the concept of the Witch Queen was, it was dragged out for way too long in almost every route
Except for Alain's which deserved more seasons
Just like how he deserved to live in other routes other than his own
And how we should've gotten more interactions between him and Helena when they were on the same side in his route
Basically Alain just deserved better
Also will forever be bitter than we didn't get an Ishara route
Havenfall Is For Lovers
The number of gorgeous women who could've been lis but weren't is a CRIME
Also what was Mothman's design?
Like I love Mothman but when you think of the cool cryptic that is NOT it
Look at JD's cool design and how it fits with them being the Jersey Devil, (or Dracula, his design was in some way what you'd imagine him to look like) Mothman deserved something like that
Also kind of wish Grace would have a route where she wasn't playing some sort of damsel in distress role because that got kinda old after a while (Edit: Iโ€™ve been looking at the replies and yโ€™all have pointed out that she doesnโ€™t get kidnapped in Antonioโ€™s route and is able to become an agent in Macโ€™s route and a hunter in Vanessaโ€™s. Thank you for correcting me.)
Starship Promise
Despite having plenty of side characters who many would love to romance, you decide to recycle old lis
But I'll give a pass for Nova so long as they don't fuck up her ending again (because literally what the fuck?)
Also Nav deserved better
Sweet Enchantments
Runa Amberthorne literally forced a woman into a relationship against her will, taking away her right to consent to it, and yet there are still people sympathizing with her because "aw she feels bad" and "she didn't sleep with her" like BITCH THAT DOESN'T MAKE IT OKAY WHAT MADE LOVESTRUCK THINK THIS WAS A GOOD IDEA???
Roman deserved better
Also rip Milo I thought he was kinda boring but he didn't deserve to get dropped like that
Queen of Thieves
Jett and Remy only getting 4 seasons
Lovestruck not giving us a poly route with Jett and Remy
Lovestruck not giving us a poly route with Zoe and Vivienne
Lovestruck not giving us a route with Jace
The fact that if Lovestruck decided to reboot this series the recycled routes would be Nikolai and Vivienne instead of Jett and Zoe
Sin With Me
People simping for Vinca despite her being emotionally abusive to her twin sister and still begging for her route (I can semi sympathize with the people who just want routes for all seven sins but like that doesn't mean it should happen Vinca is still a piece of shit)
Ripley still not having a route despite being the most attractive woman on the entire app
Reigning Passions
Galen only getting 4 seasons (while Xenia is going on 10)
The fact that there isn't a Piama X Ruelle short
Lovestruck STILL NOT FUCKING ANNOUNCING THE NEW LI
Wicked Lawless Love
Once again, plenty of gorgeous women being abandoned as potential lis
Also I know I'm not the only one who found the MC to be annoying
And like the way she was so willing to trust this random ass stranger in Cecelia's route and has the audacity to be surprised when she's evil
Tales Of The Wild
WHAT THE FUCK IS THE WRITING?
LIKE IT IS INSULTING
Also the cgs?
No <3
Lovestruck should've just stopped at the Wild Vixens short
Nobody asked for this to be a full series, and nobody wanted it
I'm not sad to see it go
Ever After Academy
Only 4 seasons per route (and I'm not just saying that cause I love the series, EAA's story has so much potential)
I feel like the memory spell is sort of rushed in the new routes (especially Lavinia's)
Or maybe that's just cause Lovestruck was figuring out shit as they went along when the og 3 were being written
I hate how they made Abel so unlikable in his route
Sure, he was kind of rude when we first met him in Lucas's route, but when his own route premiered he was such a dick (which sucks cause I really liked his character and I was excited when his route was announced)
Also, are we ever actually getting a full route for Jo X Darla? It's been a while (knowing Lovestruck probably not)
Also Mouse and Jackie deserve routes (but it's Lovestruck so I wouldn't hold my breath)
Immortal Heart Society
Most negative opinions I have about the series can be found here, but regardless:
Alanna Mckenna.
The pacing felt super off in Cash and Alanna's routes (it got better when Emilio's route came out, as most things in the series did)
The way Cash's route got dropped right as his route was actually becoming pretty good
Rafe's route being with MMC (while I am upset that this means MMC is likely only getting 1 li, my main issue is that they showed Rafe having more chemistry with MMC which felt kind of like Lovestruck was queerbaiting us)
Kiran not having a route yet
Also some of the cgs are ugly ngl
Plus the historical inaccuracies bother me cause like you can't just say "homophobia? never knew her" and expect everyone to go along with it for the sake of your story (take it from a better series of yours that's able to incorporate these issues into the story to make it both realistic and heartwrenching)
My Siren Crush
This is an issue across the board but I tend to notice it more in this series so I'm putting it here: SPELLING CHECKS PEOPLE. SPELLING. CHECKS. (they say as they continue writing a post full of poor grammar)
MC's magic thing seems lowkey unnecessary but I'm willing to see how Lovestruck handles it
I'm sorry but Arianna is kind of boring
Dawn route when?
Edge Case Love's Pursuit
Thought it was dumb that they just recycled the one series from their new app that they never promoted but like I guess I get it?
This shouldn't need to be said but like let's โœจnotโœจ promote romancing a child
Overall not much of an opinion on it yet but that may change as it continues so stay tuned cause I might make a part 2 for this series
But seriously Lovestruck, please reconsider making Eko a love interest. Just don't. She's 14. Please.
Villainous Nights
Most of these routes deserved better
Zeke deserves his own route
Lovestruck if you're gonna reboot another series, I highly suggest this one
Astoria Fate's Kiss/Lost Kisses
Once again, most of these routes deserved better
Especially Astraeus because he was one of the best and he got did so dirty
Once again, plenty of wasted route potential (*cough cough* Persephone *cough cough*)
Castaway! Love's Adventure
Why the fuck is this series still listed as contemporary?
You know, the series with magical island spirits?
That one?
Anyway, TK and Joaquin are dicks
And the MC is annoying as fuck
But she's also stunning and I wish we saw her sprite more
To Love And Protect
Everything but the cat.
Speakeasy Tonight
The most underrated series on the app
Justice for Julius that man deserved more than 1 season
And basically all of them did
We need more ST content
If you haven't checked out this series yet I highly recommend you do it deserves more love
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causticsunshine ยท 2 years
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LTWT PORTLAND NIGHT TWO RECAP
(i was going to make a video update so i could just my ramblings out but tumblr didn't like that so i'm mostly just transcribing what i said in my last Attempt at a video recap here, and second i'll go through my pics and post some after i get some sleep!)
SO portland night two was..... i'm gonna say we truly won so far, okay?? the energy was just so on, like, i don't even know how else to describe it. it was a goofy, fun time without sacrificing any of the hard work or performanceโ€”like the band came out in onesies from what i'm assuming was a lost bet, there was cereal eating, a handstand, push ups, oli (with maracas??), and sun room dancing and jumping around with louis during kill my mind, fun little comments and anecdotes from louis... it was just such a great show and a great time and i'm so so thankful it went as well as it did!
(we also saw oli go run off somewhere while we were waiting in line? idk where he went but it took all of us by surprise lmao)
now let's talk louis: my man came out 20 minutes after expected in the outfit equivalent of a 'fifteen minutes late with coffee'โ€”like the perpetually cold british man was wearing shorts in portland in march, when i, who have lived here for 9 years and never acclimated, was freezing my ass off before and after the show??โ€”and gave me heart palpitations?? yes now i'm eagerly waiting for a tanktop thank you sir and no one better take this weirdly, but that man is truly a short king.... like he's still got a little height on me and harry was shorter than i thought too (like he's only 6 ft without heels on and he's often times wearing heels?), but still... that is my short king.
his energy was amazing; he was smiling and moving around nonstop, he was playing rock paper scissors and pointing out signs, he was looking at our sectionโ€”his left side balconyโ€”quite a lot like 2/3 of the show and his note changes? *chef's kiss* just immaculate. beautiful stunning gorgeous talented show-stopping incredible etc. etc.
aaaand from my pov, we could both see and hear well so my pictures and videos actually turned out decently for once, AND while i didn't get a big reaction for my signโ€”which i should've held up earlier and maybe not upside down for three minutes rip when he was paying a little more attention to our sideโ€”i did get a tiny smirk and some eye contact, AND earlier in the show i made a big hand heart for him fully not expecting to be seen, but he saw me!! he was standing directly diagonal to me and stopped bouncing around when he did, then made full eye contact, smiled, pointed and nodded right at me!! and i have witnesses to support my claims!!
usually some eye contact or whatever isn't something i get really into caring about BUT some really obnoxious people were standing behind us at the show tonight, like, complaining about people being 'in their seats' when i'm pretty sure they just sold 'assigned' seats so balcony wouldn't be oversold, and how they were going to 'talk to venue management' about it like a bunch of entitled, middle aged white womenโ€”to start! because then they kept trying to get louis' attention by constantly flipping him off and shitโ€”constantly whacking my friend in the back of the head in the process too!โ€”so when they were like 'omg he saw us!!' when i got my little moment... sorry but nah bitch, that shit was for me and me alone because i wasn't being rude or obnoxious, and i have witnesses so <3 sorry for you!
but yeah just, genuinely an overall amazing show. it was incredible to finally be able to see louis live and see him in such good spirits having what seemed to be such a genuinely great time and giving it his all. i feel truly so lucky i got to catch him tonight and got to take part in such a fantastic show, i honestly cannot wait to see him again and i hope he's feeling good and getting some much needed rest rn <3
mister tomlinson i truly look forward to the day we get to reminisce on this moment while i'm making merch for you in the hopeful near future
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๐–๐ž๐”๐ฌ ๐‘๐ž๐š๐œ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง: ๐˜๐จ๐ฎ ๐ญ๐ž๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฆ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐š๐ง๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ก๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐š ๐ญ๐ก๐ซ๐ž๐ž๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐ž ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐จ๐ง๐ž ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ข๐ซ ๐ฆ๐ž๐ฆ๐›๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ
๐–๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: smut, a bit kinky at times
A/N: I did it like ONEUS, 3 some with ONEWE and vice versa
This just purely my opinion and I don't know what I'm doing, pls save me also the pairings are questionable as well
Also this is just a reaction how they'd react, but I might write something more detailed about each If anyone would like?
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You tell him you wanna have a threesome with Youngjo.. out of nowhere
He'd rise an eyebrow and smirk at how random that was?
Okay but to be f-cking honest, I'm pretty sure he'd be into that
Wouldn't admit it before you brought it up tho
"so you are into that huh?"
he'd make sure that happens
would give you smirks from time to time until it happens
but of course would make sure you're 100% sure with that
when he's sure it's really what you want, well you better get ready cuz neither of these men is stopping
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okay we know how much this man loves himself
so when you told him you'd want to try to have some fun with Yonghoon, he'd probably say no right away
cuz ya know, no other handsome and hot man should ever touch you like he does
BUT-
after you mentioned that he'd be thinking about it and the idea would lowkey turn him on
so after some time he might being it up again and try to make it happen
but would be a bit harder on you tbh as Yonghoon is a dom himself, Youngjo needs to show who you belong to
just sayin
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alrighty when you told him you'd want to have a threesome with Harin
it could go 2 ways
first, he'd awkwardly smile and question you
"oh? what was that?"
second, he'd ask you questions like
"since when are you into that?"
"I didn't know you felt like that about my friends, who else do you see like that?"
this all with that smirk of his
honestly, don't lie to yourself, you'd be lowkey flustered lmao
cuz he's exposing you
anyway, this threesome might actually happen ;) good luck
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you tell him you wanna have a threesome with Seoho
he gives you the most dirty smirk you've ever seen
not even kidding
he's into that, obviously
and finding out you like that too makes his mind even more wild
"are you sure you can handle it?"
smirks
well no, you probably can't handle it, but well ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ
this would come sooner than you'd expect tbh
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you tell him you'd want to have a threesome with Kanghyun as you think he's cute and would match you guys pretty well
okay honestly, I don't think Geonhak would agree
not right away
he'd want to, but also no ?? ya get me
but on the other hand I think he'd be more vocal about it and talk it out properly with you
he might be thinking about trying it, but then wouldn't do it
i think he would do it if it was one of his members, probably Youngjo
okay bUT even though this would not happen, he might surprise you for your birthday and being Kanghyun over ;) you never know
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honestly, I don't see Kanghyun kinky at all
maybe some softer kinks, but nothing extreme
so when you asked him to have a threesome with Leedo he'd be kinda shocked
as he'd not expect such question and never really though about it
oh man i honestly can't see him agreeing to that
maybe but only MAYBE If it was what you really wanted, but still not sure
"you know I love you, but can't we try something else instead?"
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"wHAT?" *insert a Keonhee shocked meme*
would be his reaction when you asked him to have a threesome with Dongmyeong
"You know that's my member's twin right?"
You'd nod
"It's like inviting Dongju"
he'd spend hours talking about it, already lowkey forgetting why he started talking about it in the 1st place
okay but when you remind him he'd still have the same reaction
i don't see him being into this that much honestly and i feel like he'd get a bit jelly if there was Dongmyeong doing something only hE is supposed to to
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this bitch-
i mean he'd be so intrigued honestly
you want Dongmyeong? Okay he's in
you want Harin? Okay he's also in
he'd want to try and experiment with such things so you bringing this up would make his thoughts go wild
whatcha know, maybe he will like it and it won't be a one time thing ;)
but as much as he might enjoy it, i think if this was about to happen he'd only probably want onewe members, not his own
just because that way he might end up not being in control which would result in whining
a lot
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okay so, he'd also be intrigued when you asked him to have a threesome with Hwanwoong
honestly I don't think he was thinking about this before you'd mentioned it
but now he is thinking about it and he likes it
"have long have you been thinking about this?"
he'd ask you with one eyebrow rised (you know what I'm talking aboutใ… ใ… )
and also
"I didn't know you were this kinky"
he'd ask Hwanwoong kinda awkwardly first tbh, what he thought about the idea
however this time i see him being more on the dom side, just because you have a company and he can't let anyone else be in charge but him
or you can try to be in charge, If you're are ready for two whining boys lmao
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okay no matter who you suggest, it's a no
mr. pillow princ(ess) right here would not allow for some reasons tbh
first, then he'd actually have to do something
second, I think he wouldn't be confident in himself If there was another person involved, especially his older members/friends
would be a bit embarrassed ngl
and also a brat
would whine each time you'd touch the other person
and If you didn't pay attention to him right away he'd be the brattiest bitch ever
loving him
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okay hear me out
he's shy and young, right
bUt I have a strong gut feeling that he might be a bit more kinky than we see him rn (as he's shy)
i think, when you asked him to have a threesome with Keonhee (??) he'd agree
of course would be shy af, but he'd really want to try
oh and also, don't @ me yet again but I'm sure he'd be thinking about some of these kinky stuff before
but kinda wouldn't know how to approach you with it
so as for Giwook, it's a yes
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You know how we talked about c!Tommy actually being a good fighter, right? And I mean he mines and builds a lot, which builds muscle.
And you know how there's that whole thing about buff c!Tubbo because that guy can bench press a nuke with one hand, right? He's probably even more buff than Tommy...
And yet we have no reason to think that c!Ranboo would be very muscular...
What I'm getting at here is that Bench Trio proves that muscle mass is inversely proportional to height. And that gets funnier when you apply it to everyone in the smp:
2'2 Skeppy is a f*cking bodybuilder, while his 9'6 soulmate can't open a jar to save his life.
You imagine Techno as this honk of a Pig, around Ranboo's height? Well, let me tell you that that's all in the fluffiness of the cloak. That man spends most of his life sleeping anyway, when would he have the time to get muscular?
Conversely, Phil is just ripped. He excavated a whole ass training room by himself, so I wouldn't expect anything else really...
Niki is also ripped (and, I mean, she did excavate the whole of the secret city by herself, so is anyone even surprised?) and she could easily bench press both Ranboo and Techno.
The only unsurprising one is Wilbur still being the bean pole that we all know and love, I guess?
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YeAH ABSOLUTELY FUCK YEAH
Though TBF it's also canon that he's really fckin skinny rn which makes sense cuz first he was in a war where rations probably weren't too plentiful? I headcanon that time to not have been malnourishing or anything but inconsistent enough to keep him on the skinny side. Though obviously he was pretty built back then.
After that were the pre election and mid election eras which must've been pretty dang good. He had his own farms and Nikki's bakery and just. Yknow. Lmanberg probably had pretty solid food sources. He still did a lot but I personally headcanon that he probably lost some muscle over all. Like. He was still above average for his age but yeah. He went from like 100 to 90 or however you describe it. Also. A little bit of fat
Then Pogtopia. With Technos potatofarm being the only canon food source next to shit like hunting and coupled with the stress and once again having way more physical work but like. Because of necessity? Muscles going up again and fat going down. Also, and again these are personal headcanons, I feel like while Technos potatofarm was a consistent food source, the very unbalanced diet just actually made it worse than during the revolution when they'd just have to sit out a meal sometimes.
New lmanberg times were just like fckin. One week? Two? Like he got kicked out faster Than you could blink.
And exile... Oh... Fuck.... Exile.... High stress levels, constantly having small wounds, starvation and problems with sleep. Yeah. Muscles went way down and there was no fucking fat on those sad and hollow cheeks. Bitch was probably pretty fucking sickly. If sleepwalking into the water hadn't killed him eventually I'm pretty sure his body would have just shut down on him at some point.
Then at Technos cabin. Well. He was mostly into gapples which is great because those really fucking boost your immune system and help with wounds but I don't think they got a lot of nutrients. Though he once again had a consistent food source and was working out again... Though it wasn't for very long so I'd say that there weren't a ton of muscles and he was still underweight at the end of it. All in all definitelly an improvement but still worse than even pogtopia.
And now? Uhhhh.... Well, I feel that despite it having been months he's probably still not really that good in the whole weight department though he definitely got back a lot more muscle. It's just that before prison he was dealing with mental health stuff on his own and his only actual food source is his small farm that constantly gets raided like my fridge at 2am. And after prison the mental health stuff got worse BUT with Puffy he actually has someone supporting him there and with Ranboo and Tubbo he got himself a new foodsource aka their shit. So over all. Muscles? Definitely. But man does this boy need some chub.
Also techno ain't ripped he's plump. Give the man a fucking dadbod
He eats well, is rich and sleeps a shit ton. Hes just really good at fighting, but the 1 physical fight every couple of months isn't gonna give him a shit ton of muscle.
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If you were gonna have a meal with L, what would you order for you both?
hi twist!!!
you always give me the best questions!
cw i mention my ED very quickly, but im talking very positively about food!
Okayokay, what would I order for us both hmmmm. im assuming we're having the same meal? idk why im assuming that, but we should be twinning anyway.
I want to be nice and order something sweet for him, like something that he'd actually eat. But also i dont want to because like- expand your palette bro come on. this is coming from an autistic bitch who has an eating disorder and exclusively eats only pasta. Speaking of pasta, that's probably what i would have him eat. Like either alfredo + penne pasta because- superior obviously. OR spaghetti. I would order it without meat tho because that's how i like it. I'm leaning more towards spaghetti because i want to see him disgrace the Italians by eating it wrong. He'd probably pick up a noodle between his thumb and pointer fingers and eat it like that. or if he happens to use a fork, he'd just shovel it into his mouth. which i've been told by my very proud Italian boyfriend, is offensive LMAO so i'd want him to do that. it'd be funny to me. Also he wouldn't know how to eat it cleanly so like. His poor white shirt. I'd also make him eat steak. LMAO that'd make me laugh.
but if im being nice i'd order us one of my favorite dessert which is chocolate lava cake. Omg he'd probably also love funnel cake fries. OMG and chocolate cheesecake. I love those LMAO. anyway im making spaghetti rn so im gonna go eat some!! thank you for asking this question your questions always make me laugh!
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patience
a/n: a small chapter with the mafia turtles. blood. knives. stabbing. pain. all that good stuff. yes i'm also aware i am painfully slow and late on the first official mafia turtles chapter. i'm so mf stressed rn, sorry ๐Ÿฅด
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"We can go all night, darlin'. When your body gives out from exhaustion and pain. When yer begging us ta kill you. When you're cryin to end yer life, we're gonna be here. And believe me, ya don't want ta get to that stage" Pulling off the bag from her face, the brute examined her features. She had been hunting them down for days, very nearly coming close in succeeding in her given task. To poison him and his brothers. But little did her gang realise that his family knew about it, knew how suspicious her actions had become and like a hawk, watched her every move. It was only a matter of time until they retaliated. Luckily for her however, the turtles was rather tired from dealing with idiots the entire day. So his energy had depleted significantly.
It was a shame really, he didn't want to ruin such a pretty face. Rules were rules though, threatening the Hamato clan was punishable by death
"I thought you don't hit a woman" She laughed weakly and Raphael shrugged, amber eyes glancing at the sharp array of weapons on the table opposite.
"I don't hit innocent women. I do to those that interfere with my business. Which would explain your predicament" His chest vibrates with chuckles but even her heart drops to the floor, knowing it wasn't an amused laugh. No, this had brought on fear and pain and he hadn't even inflicted anything yet. Still her determined attitude hadn't wavered, much to his displeasure.
"If this is foreplay, can't wait till actual sex" She cries out when the whip slap her, undoubtedly leaving a trail of blood in its wake. Her head yanks back as Raphael grabs a fistful of hair, his face in close proximity of hers.
"Get one thing straight, I've fucked desperate bitches in my past but I wouldn't even use ya for a doormat. Yer low and I know low" He replies sharply, the tip of his sharpened sai trailing down her neck circling around her abdomen.
She screams when the knife is twisted into the first layer of skin, gasping down to where the blood was beginning to pool on her lap.
"All ya got ta do is give me a name doll. And this stops right here. But if not..." He pushes the knife a little more deeper and he grins when she whimpers, trying so hard to not scream. To try keep her composture not wanting to bring any satisfaction to her enemies. But hell, it was hanging by a small fucking thread at this point.
"Any progress?" A deeper, gravelly voice cuts in and both heads look towards the door. The woman lets a small gasp as the rest of the brothers pile into the room. She knew they were tall but not this fucking tall. They were muscular but his pinky could kill a human if enough pressure was added
"Nah, she's stubborn" Raph stops, wiping the few drops of blood from his forehead. He hadn't remembered this much trouble with the other members of her clan.
"Bro! That's my favourite knife" Mikey comes forwards and snatches the steel out of his older brothers hand, grabbing his silk orange handkerchief from the breast pocket to clean the dried blood. He shook his head in disdain, eyeing the victim in the chair. It was rather amusing how many people tried to kill them and yet they always seemed to be on the receiving end of the blade.
"My vote is kill her" The youngest shrugs, very carefully wiping the edges of his tanto where her filthy blood no doubt had touched.
"As convenient as that sounds, we'll never end up getting our information if she's dead. No we need something stronger, powerful" Donnie leans back on the table, looking at the purple and blue blotches on her skin. The way her hair was matted down with blood and sweat, how she looked on the verge of passing out at any given moment. They'd bring her back alive though, she shouldn't have such a quick and painless death.
Raphael had a knack for making his prisoners suffer until they physically and mentally couldn't take anymore, testing each and every brutal limit in their weak bodies. It was only a matter of time until she spilled the dark secret.
But time was not on their side.
"Y-you bastards, I'm not saying anything!" Her voice fluctuates as she tries to keep her heartbeat normal, to keep those nerves at bay. Deep sapphire eyes analyses the struggling woman, quickly tiring of her act to remain strong and mute about the information. Placing a hand deep within his pocket, the eldest of the clan steps forwards a pensive look painted upon his features.
"For a human, I'd expect one like yourself to be withering in agony on the chair. Maybe even gone. Your pain tolerance must be exceptionally high, it'll come in great use for later. For now, you'd do well to remember we're the ones who determine whether you walk out of this building alive. I suggest you start by giving us some answers about your little workplace and your boss. You see, myself..." The eldest grabs the knife from Mikey's hand in a quick flash and plunges it straight within her thigh, unfazed at her screams and the splatter of blood.
"Well, I am not a particularly patient man"
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that-bajan-kid ยท 3 years
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Boku No Hero Academia Chapter 293 SPOILERS
(These children used their one collective brain cell and decided to rush head first into the arms of Death with zero fucks given)
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Oh that orange hair is not a good look on Shiggy. Izuku looks adorable in anything I can't argue.
We get an adorable panel of Eri eating a cracker/cookie next Lemillion bursting forth from the ground once more. Izuku ask him how he's here rn and apparently this boy has just been chilling at Nighteye's agency, which is conveniently not to far from here. He had to of had his quirk for a while now if he was at the agency right?
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Omg look at Eri!! She's so cute I literally have to point her out whenever she's on screen. I don't make the rules here, that's just how it is. And Ochako is doing her hair!!!! I'm gonna explode from the cuteness. And all that other stuff they're talking about is important to I guess.
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SHE'S SO FUCKING CUTE I LITERALLY CAN NOT
They're all babies. She looks so happy to help out too. The little bounce she does when she looks back at Dadzawa for permission. AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH-
Mirio is asking for back up cause even he can't take on 4 NHEs by himself. So of course Bakugou, with the two holes in his abdomen, leaps in to action even tho he really shouldn't. I swear these kids are all suicidal.
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THESE FUCKING KIDS AND THEIR LACK OF SELF PRESERVATION IS GOING TO BE THE DEATH OF ME I SWEAR. Also, I believe the time is now upon us my brothers and sisters.
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(Edit: I just realised I've been spelling his fucking name wrong this whole time. My brain just autocorrected it to the proper spelling and I didn't even noticed lmao. Please forgive me.)
Of course Spinner thinks it's cool. IS JEANIST FUCKING CRYING LMAO
I like it. It's very Katsuki Bakugou and not nearly as bad as the first two. You go, Dynamite. Man, I can't wait to see the fandom's reaction to this. How many people are gonna throw a tantrum cause its not Ground Zero? Or fucking Kacchan?
Mirio says he thinks it's funny and Dynamite says it's not meant to be funny. Mirio quotes Nighteye speech about there being laughter and you to balance out the sorrow and apologises for the absolute disrespect he just showed my son's new hero name.
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Enji, sweetheart, I know your in shock about your dead son not being dead and that you're literally on death's door, but Shouto is going to fucking die if you don't move your ass. I'm not mad and I understand why you're not doing anything right now. But, and I mean this in the nicest way possible, i would sacrifice you in a heartbeat if it meant saving Shouto's life. Don't get me wrong, I like your character a lot, but you dying would be a nice end to your redemption arc if you end up saving Shouto. And at this point I honestly don't care about what happens to Dabi. He's trying to kill my son. Fuck that guy lol. Doesn't mean I don't like him tho.
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Why are people defending this guy again? Cause of his trauma? Don't get me wrong, I like Dabi as much as the next guy but if his death means Shouto gets to live, I don't have a problem with that either. Dabi and Enji are in the same boat.
My boi Deku coming in clutch with Black Whip even tho he really shouldn't be to save his best friend. Dabi's gonna try to burn him too, I can feel it coming. Also Izuku is thinking about how his arms and legs don't have any strength like that's the only thing wrong with them. He'd be lucky if he can even move them when all of this is over.
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"Don't put this in a Doujin" I am deceased. Cris is no longer among the living. She has ascended to the heavens. Who ever this translater is, they're doing God's work. I can't wait to see the discourse about Izuku's speech in the tags. I can already hear the "Izuku is defending Endeawhore therefore he supports abuse #canceldeku2020" posts in my head. Anyway, I like what Izu says here tho, it's very much in character for him. I also like his Froppy inspired Black Whip: Projectile Vomit Mode. Very unexpected tbh.
Izuku yells "You are not Endeavour" and Dabi responds with "No shit, Sherlock" and asks if Izuku pities him even a little bit and I wouldn't fault him for straight up saying "No" considering everything Dabi has put him and his friends through. Hell, if I was Midoriya I wouldn't even be trying to get through to him rn. A trait I strongly admire about Izuku. Dabi goes on to say he is the culmination of all of Endeavour's sins and we get a panel showing threads snapping and I don't know if it's supposed to be what's left of Izuku's mental stability or Dabi's. Or if it's an actual thread snapping. Dabi goes on to spout some bullshit about how evil will never prosper and justice will crumble now that he's shown the naive citizens of Japan who to blame, which is the heroes apparently.
Uhhh so that snapping thread I mentioned earlier is actually the carbon fibre wire Jeanist is using to keep Machia contained and like all of them just snapped like twigs. Dabi continues his speech about how chaos now reigns supreme while everyone panics about Machia. Meanwhile Deku is having a moment.
Correction, Endeavour was the one having a moment and has decided to take action despite his obvious condition called dying. He rockets his way towards Machia and bitch slaps him in the face and immediately follows that up by saying he feels numb. He totally gonna die and I'm totally gonna feel sad about it. I'm already tearing up.
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FUCKING FINALLY GOD DAMNIT
I knew it was gonna work. Never doubt my gurl Creati. She's the smartest kid in class for a reason. It feels like it took forever but it was probably only a few mins. I can't wait for everything to go wrong again. Also, everyone who thinks Endeavour is either going to die or, end up with a debilitating disability, raise your hand ๐Ÿ™‹. Mans suffering from the most severe case of heat stroke to ever stroke and is running on burnt lungs and he was impaled by Shigaraki/AFO. He's not having a fun time.
I think it's safe to say that Eri won't healing anyone after this. It looks like all her quirks energy went into giving Mirio his quirk. Meaning all these injuries that the heroes are getting won't be magically disappearing. Aizawa isn't getting his leg back, Izuku's arms are probably never gonna work again, Gran Torino is fucking dead just like Endeavour's career, and Endeavour is probably gonna fucking die too. Cause Shouto doesn't have enough trauma in his life.
Time for me to venture into the tags and see what the latest discourse is. Can't wait for everyone to call Izuku an abuser sympathiser even tho he called out Endeavour during the sports, or say that the heroes are somehow abusing Eri like Overhaul did cause she gave Mirio his quirk back even tho she clearly wanted to do it. The chaos fuels me.
Until next time.
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๐ŸŒธ for Prosciutto and Pesci? :)
Prosciutto
1. Very gender. Definitely trans. 2. He literally could be any adult age which feels hilarious to me like he could be 25 or 176 (stealing youth via Grateful Dead) and we wouldn't know because Araki doesn't tell us shit about them 3. He's so over-dramatic. He was like "I'm gonna wipe out a whole train to find a specific person that may or may not be on here" and also "I'm gonna be mangled up by train wheels but still look sexy doing it"??? Go him 4. I like his little motivational headbutts and I want him to give me one. 5. His funky little eldritch horror stand that I can't draw in a serious manner
Pesci
1. Pretty much went "deadass rn? Based on your feelings rather than knowing???" to Prosciutto when Prosciutto said "Gut feeling says Bucci Gang is on the train". Like he technically stands up to Prosciutto 2. He was squeaky in the anime why did they make him squeaky like every time Prosciutto would hold him it made a rubbery squeak 3. Knew Sorbet and Gelato's nail polish in the anime which like says something- 4. I like his lime green lipstick and he looked a little funkier in the manga and less stiff 5. I think his reactions to the whole situation were pretty understandable and realistic and what most people would do despite people bitching about him-
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