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morsobaby · 2 years

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For your ship thing, how about:

Beloterra (as in belos X terra, I think it's got potential)

Squirrelcrow (Squirreltail X Crowfeather)

Whitestorm X Tigerclaw

Also Jayce X Vic Vs Jayce X Mel?

Beloterra ??/10 uh well I had to mull over this one for a bit ngl. I've looked into it a bit. There was one post that explained and elaborated really well on why they'd make a good pair and it was good! But Belos hates witches. Regardless of how much they may have a good connection with him. But now, if we ignore that part.. Honestly I really have a hard time imagining Belos in any romance? Also Ironically despite being an actual White cracker™ who probably comes from the age that sees homosexuality as a mental illness, I cannot see him liking women lmao. Take this lightheartedly please. But in more seriousness, to me, Belos as a character truly shines in other relationship dynamics. Familial, authorial, antagonistic and so on. There's much more interesting stuff to be done with him and his personal relationships and I just can't really imagine the kind of person in the show that he'd fall for. Ngl I'd probably be annoyed if they gave him a romance in the show (obv. Depends alot on how it's done but Idk). This isn't me going "Bad guys don't get to have romance u_u" at all, this is just me saying I'm not sure how I'd vibe with shipping culture™ + Belos.

But I must admit, I think unrequited romances would be kinda fascinating for him. Either in the case that someone likes him and he doesn't like him back, or the other way around. Just something.. Complicated, ykno?

Anyway, despite that, I definitely accept this ship into my house 👍

Squirrelcrow 5/10 (I think you meant Squirrelflight? Bc I can't really think of who the other one there would be otherwise. Correct me if I'm wrong ofc). Nah. Don't see the appeal. I get that people make the argument that she and Crow coulda played off each other much nicer and had an interesting relationship, also minus the age gap Squilf has to Bramble, which is Def a plus. But meh. I'm not feeling it at all. I see your argument and I can respect it but I don't care about this ship at all. I really really don't think Crowfeather would be much better of a boyfriend than Brambly. Not as bad probably! But not good enough in my eyes. I think either someone else entirely or just. Let her be single and heal. With her friends and family. Please. I don't feel super strongly about this in the negative way either tbh but I definitely don't care for it at all. I ignore it.

Whitetiger 8/10 yes. Nods. I'm not like Uber invested in this ship but I definitely think it's a good one, especially considering what other ships Tigerclaw has in the Fandom.. *side eyes them in mild discomfort*. Anyway. I'm not sure if I have much to comment? I think it's cool how people noticed these two as an item bc before being introduced to the ship I wasn't aware they basically grew up together?? That's dope! I love their sort of. Relationship development I guess? At least as much as the fans have expanded upon it

Jayce x Vic vs Jayce x Mel - okay so. I think I've touched upon this briefly when I mentioned my aro(spec) hcs, and Mel was on it. I don't wanna say I dislike Mel and Jayce's relationship but it's really bland fr. It's painfully obvious how this is just "Man like woman, obviously!". Like Idk if it was just me but right up until they boned i was 90% convinced she'd turn out to be a twist villain or stab him in the back or just, like have some. Suspicious things going on. Her interest and interactions with Jayce were not romantic at all imo, if anything I'd probably have to say it just seemed like pure lust. Which, good for them I guess, that's valid too. But you get what I mean?? There were no sparks. They sure had A dynamic, but not a romantically coded one. To me at least.

With that said I'm not gonna protest the fact that they're together, even though I'm just facepalming at it. I'll just let it exist since clearly that's how they wanna tell this story and apparently one gay couple is their maximum quota for this show (looks at Vi and Cait). However, Jayce and Viktor have an infinitely more interesting dynamic and a much more genuine feeling relationship. They actually seem to have a connection and care for each other as people, to an extent I don't see with Mel. To me it felt like she was more interested in Jayce for his inventions. I honestly do with it woulda been Jayce and Viktor, and not just bc "Gay uwu" but genuinely bc it would be very engaging to explore their relationship develop. Ofc, relationships don't need to be romantic to be engaging. But just, with Jayce being a poster boy of the upper class and Viktor rising up from the dumps, it would create interesting conflict for them! Explore that please! It was so cool seeing them work together bc they play off of each other so well! And they were given actual bonding moments!!!!

I'll just say. They both exist to me, in my heart. The way I see it, Jayce and Mel are queerplatonic and Viktor has Feelings™ for Jayce, who is probably a little suppressed about his own feelings for him. Ofc it does clearly seem that he cares for Mel as well. I don't feel annoyed enough to gloss over that. But to me this is how it works and I'll be fine if they explore Viktor and Jayce's relationship in a meaningful way later on.

Also I'm not hating on Mel btw. Tbh I kinda wish she'd turned out to be a bit more devious, that woulda been interesting to me. I feel like she was only allowed to be interesting towards the end of the season (before that she was honestly just "Hot,,, lady👀👀support Jayce inventions??? She is mysterious and graceful,, in a hot way")

#My thoughts #Ask game #Whitetiger #Eh I won't tag the others #Bc the fans of those ships use those tags #And Idk if they'd care about me saying all this #Idk #This is so fucking long lmao

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wonderful-magician · 8 days

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*gives you my trains*

Lettie the TPO! And a not yet named diesel gal!! (⁠ʃ⁠ƪ⁠＾⁠3⁠＾⁠）

Extras !!

#stex #starlight express #stex oc #starlight express oc #lettie the TPO #won't start tagging my other oc until shes named #suggestions would be helpful #please and thank you #was originally going to name her like #mustang or something #but i feel like that doesnt fit the design anymore #eh

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wearily-confused · 2 months

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Also what is it with me leaving songs in another tab or the watchlist and never getting around to it anytime soon

But most often than not those songs are such bangers too

#this is about the other songs in the chameleon album and the good witch and evermore and-#I'll be like ooh this song looks like smth I'll be interested in and then *adds to watchlist *adds to liked song (which i just use as tbw)#or *open link in new tab but I won't click on the tab for dayssss #listening to new songs takes concentration and motivation and is such a big task in my mind #which frustrates me to no end argh #eph #music #rant #but mostly in the tags? but eh block the rant tags if you wanna avoid

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evermoredeluxe · 6 months

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The thing is that's not guarantee, personally I love Tom Hiddleston, we all know the fandom loves the backflip legend Taylor Lautner, we were in good terms with Joe Jonas until he snapped but I dislike him and Harry for non Taylor reasons, I'm indiferent to Joe I think it was a very human breakup. It all depends on how it ends and how he handles is if it's just a "schedules made it hard" situation he will be remembeted fondly if he does something horrible or goes crazy like Calvin on social media he will get dragged.

personally i think it funny to make fun of exes in general regardless of my feelings towards them. and im not gonna police anyone unless it goes as far as harassment or directly saying shit to them or stuff like that.

#im eh towards TH like taylor lautner feel same as you about joe (singer)#i don't hate harry but i have other thoughts on him that won't be welcomed #(will say i was hoping that taylor does NOT get back with him and she didn't! lol)#as for YB i don't despise him and i get that he had/has his own mental struggles but i feel disappointed #because he expected taylor to change (even helped her by giving her the space to do so)#and when she asked him to work on himself he backed out and was unavailable #when you're someone's other-half you have to realize that everything you say/do directly affects them so you have to be considerate of them #and it's a lot more complicated than this but i think this is enough for tags #anonymous #replies

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daz4i · 7 months

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need a boyfriend but also romance is disgusting but also I'm obsessed with it and want to feel it but also i don't want to commit or feel constricted by a limited relationship but also sometimes the idea of belonging to one person is nice but also no it doesn't i am a person not an object but also yes i am or at least i would be if i could but also i would never trust anyone enough for that but also i wish i could but also

#being arospec and having bpd sure is an interesting combo let me tell you that #sometimes i wonder if my identity in that regard is tied to my bpd. like the belief i won't be able to handle a relationship #bc i know no matter how well i could ever manage my symptoms it won't be enough to make me love someone enough for a steady relationship #so i just conditioned myself into not having romantic feelings in the first place. or something #i guess. i want the good parts of a relationship. but I'm not capable of handling the other parts #which is kinda sad bc i really do want the good parts. but i don't wanna hurt anyone and ik i would #anyone includes myself bc ik if i put too much work into someone I'll absolutely get tired of at some point i will end up feeling robbed #why am i even thinking abt this rn. idk i was perusing some tags and the romantic posts on them made me 😬#do i need to tag this as a vent. is it even a vent. ig? just not a negative one? eh jic then #vent #i should've been asleep an hour ago oof 😳

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hallowed-nebulae · 1 year

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@woltourney Okay I'm posting this from my phone so I can't ramble too too much and I don't actually remember how much I elaborated about K'pheli in the form I submitted (and won't find out till the B side polls get posted lol) BUT. If nothing else please appreciate these gpose images I grabbed of him hugging his lover because I spent probably too long making sure he was positioned just right so as to not clip through g'raha's shoulders.

I Will be making more K'pheli propaganda and posting it. Eventually at some point.

But for a quick tldr; god incarnates into a mortal form, does WoL stuff alongside his cousin, does crystal tower questline and falls in love with local dramatic history nerd G'raha. Plot shenanigans go from there but that can be saved for another day.

Also he learned how to use the bow because G'raha taught him and really, what's dedication if not learning an entire new job just for the person you love?

#rambles #oc: k'pheli tia #final fantasy xiv #g'raha tia #those of you who follow my selfshipping sideblog will have seen this before bc yknow. k'pheli IS a self-insert and all #anyways i have so much lore and the day when i can unleash it upon you all is the day i cackle maniacally #me: this will be a short post I won't be able to ramble too much #also me: rambles a lot anyways #i know K'pheli's premise is prolly gonna put a few people off but eh‚ it's fun and i enjoy it #plus he WAS originally made for playing with dicinity tropes so hey at least that's consistent #should i tag this as wolraha???? mmmmnot this post i don't think. maybe some other posts if i make them #wol tourney propaganda

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jankwritten · 2 years

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love needs sacrifice (but it's sure worth the prize)

so we accidentally hijacked a post yesterday about Jason putting makeup on Nico and then @phthalomars drew this art and I couldn't resist the urge to write about it. I'll post the fic both below the cut and over on AO3 so you can read it wherever you'd like (if you'd like hehe).

It's about 1.8k, rated general, ship is Jasico but they're not actually together yet. Nothing triggering (though if you ask me to I will put a warning!) aside from a very brief mention to accidental injury while shaving. Hope you enjoy!

“And you’re sure it’s not going to stain?”

Nico has to physically fight down an eyeroll at Jason’s insistence. You’d think he’d never seen lipstick before, gods, the nerves on this boy. “Even if it does, it’ll be fine. Just don’t get it on yourself, if you’re that worried about it.”

“I-I just, you know, I don’t want you to be stuck with it. If- If I screw it up.”

“You won’t screw it up.” It’s a simple fact. Jason has a steady hand, made so by the years of swordcraft - warcraft, really - that he’s endured. Nico would trust Jason to hold a blade over his throat and leave him without a knick, if he’s being honest.

He shifts a bit, remembering the last time he accidentally cut himself when he shaved what little beard he ever manages to grow. Maybe he should do that, actually, ask Jason to help him not make a bloody mess out of his face every week. But- that is a question for later, since something so impermanent as lipstick already has Jason chewing on his mouth like Nico’s asked him to drink poison again. There’s a lot of trust between them, but it’s not trust Jason has in himself, yet.

“If you’re really sure,” Jason finally sighs, and presses his hand against Nico’s cheek. He fixes his glasses with the back of his other hand, the wand of the lipstick held pen-like between his fingers. It’s endearing. Nico’s sure he’ll adjust to a more comfortable grip once he gets started.

He lets his mouth fall slightly open, like Will always tells him to whenever he’s tapped to help with this. Nico tries not to tense up, keeping his face relaxed even as Jason’s chilly fingers glide over a sensitive part just under his jaw, tilting his head up. It’s easier than it would’ve been two years ago. He’s trusted Jason with much more than his face before.

There was a quest, not too many months ago, wherein Jason dangled him over a cliff’s edge, to trick their enemy into believing he’d turned his back on Nico, that he’d let him fall to his death in order to save his own skin. Nico remembers hovering just out of sight, Jason’s currents keeping him tucked neatly against the stone mountain face, clutching himself in tight, desperately not thinking about how unpleasant it would be to die if Jason’s concentration slipped. He remembers holding his own heart, desperately, when it tried to climb out of his throat, listening to Jason monologue about never being good enough, about never being accepted, until the moment was right that he yanked Nico back up and ambushed their enemy.

They had a lot to talk about on their trek back to camp after that one.

Their spoils of war had been a beautiful bronze shield, which Jason had originally held up between them like the physical barrier might keep Nico from asking him if he’d really believed any of that stuff he said, their first night after the fight. Jason was the one who told Nico that as long as he loved himself, it didn’t matter if the people at camp thought he was good enough or accepted him, after all. The monologue had felt real. Jason was also the one who taught him that talking about his feelings was important.

That was what cracked him open, actually - Nico relaying everything Jason had painstakingly taught him since he was fourteen years old, until the hypocrisy of it had Jason laying the shield flat before the fire and hugging himself, instead.

It was a good conversation, even if Nico felt like it came a year or two too late. He’s just happy that it happened at all.

The first brush of cool liquid on his lips startles him back out of the warm fuzzy memory, his shoulders tensing up uncomfortably fast.

It’s always odd when he doesn’t expect it, when the makeup applicator isn’t guided by his own clumsy hand - it’s always like a knee-jerk reaction to twitch away from the initial slimy feeling. Jason’s palm keeps him steady, though, tightening like he can feel Nico’s attempted recoil.

“Sorry,” Jason murmurs, though it’s obvious his concentration is turned to max - he sounds distant, low and soft like it’s more of an afterthought to apologize than his first instinct. Nico doesn’t respond. He doesn’t want to move his mouth now that Jason’s in the zone.

The rest of the makeup Jason’s helped him with has today been flawless: his eyeliner is perfect and precise, equal on both sides in a way that Will didn’t even get on his first try, his eyebrows masterfully arched in the way that he’s loved every since Drew put it on him at the campfire however many years ago, his face covered in blush so heavy it almost looks like sunburn (a style that he actually really loves, even though it drags attention to his cheeks and his nose. It makes him feel cute, and that’s the whole point). Jason even drew a dainty little heart, right on the tip of his nose, with a liquid highlighter in shimmery white-blue, two confident, swift strokes that they laughed about not even ten minutes ago.

He’s honestly not sure why the lips are what got into Jason’s head. He’s trying not to think about why, actually. Actively pushing it out of his mind.

Jason swipes the wand across the left half of Nico’s lower lip. His hair tickles against Nico’s browbone.

Nico hadn’t even noticed Jason getting that close, though now that he has it’s- hard to tune out Jason’s mouth is set into a firm line, his eyes battlefield-intense on his handiwork like if he even so much as blinks, he’ll ruin it. His glasses are slipping back down his nose. It doesn’t seem like he notices.

Nico tries to distract himself from staring, trying to zone out on the fine hairs of Jason’s eyebrows (Piper plucks them for him) or the pores on his forehead, but his gaze inevitably sinks to Jason’s eyes, again and again. It’s hard not to be drawn into the cliche electricity of them, what can he say. They glow, not unlike Percy’s when he’s standing on the beach, like there’s some kind of backlit nature to them, like there’s something not quite human trying to beat against the supposed window to his soul.

Blue feels too simplistic of a color for it, when Jason’s all intense like this - cerulean, maybe. Aegean. Spruce. Maybe it’s all three at once, even, shifting in the same way the clouds do, the way the sky does when it fades from evening to the golden time, blue time, to dusk.

Jason’s eyes flicker, darting as they chart the path of Nico’s lips.

He tries not to shift, but he’s overly warm all of a sudden, wearing a borrowed Camp Jupiter hoodie and jeans and socks with Jason’s warm palm against his pulse. They’re so close Nico half worries Jason can smell his breath or something. He definitely can. He can’t really close his mouth, though, or else he’ll ruin Jason’s work and concentration, and that feels like too much of a betrayal even though his tongue is suddenly dry and he can’t quite swallow.

The delicate swab of the lipstick brushes over the final quadrant of his mouth, painstakingly dipping against the inner corner of his lip, gently touching up the peaks that form his Cupid’s bow, going over details and crevices with that same fucking perfectionists touch that Jason goes over his temple dioramas, or a plan of action to propose to the senate of New Rome. Jason tilts Nico’s head back down, his palm shifting ever so slightly, eyes narrowing.

Nico holds his breath as Jason leans in closer. His eyes widen. What is he doing?

“There,” Jason whispers after he brushes one of his fingernails, adorned with powder blue polish, against what must’ve been the tiniest flaw on Nico’s bottom lip. He doesn’t move backward. “I think you’re good.”

Nico still can’t quite catch his breath, even as he closes his lips and presses them together, adjusting to the newly tacky feeling that will dry down in a minute. He watches Jason watch him. He watches Jason blink. He watches Jason meet his eyes.

That damn cliche gets him again; he feels like he’s being electrocuted, like his body is stuck frozen holding on to something that’s killing him, unable to let go because every muscle is locked up tense with a thousand volts coursing everywhere all at once. Jason doesn’t fix his glasses even as they fall right onto the tip of his nose, barely holding on. His mouth falls slightly open, this time.

Nico loves him so much it’s frying him alive.

“Thank you,” he makes himself say in a voice ten times steadier than he feels. Jason tilts backward all of a sudden and fixes his glasses and puts the lipstick away, freeing Nico from the livewire. He averts his eyes over to the only window in the cabin, on the wall opposite the door, staring out at the garden he keeps for Persephone out back because it’s so much easier to look at right now. He gulps a couple of times, trying to wash moisture back into his tongue. Gods. “Where’d the mirror go?” He needs to look at himself instead of Jason, needs to reverse the intensity of whatever he’s just admitted to himself. Of course he loves Jason, Jason is his best friend, he loves him in the same way he loves Annabeth, the same way he loves Reyna, or Leo. Of course he feels it all in the exact same, pit-deep, knee-jerk, spine-snapping way. Duh. It’s all the same. It has to be.

Jason hands him the skull-shaped handheld mirror Piper got him for his seventeenth birthday. Nico stares into it without really seeing himself, only his bright cherry flush underneath the inauthentic pink Jason painstakingly color matched to look soft on his skin, the too-wide set of his eyes. The width of his pupils.

“It looks great, Jason,” he compliments without once glancing down at his own lips. He lowers the mirror and understands why Jason kept the shield between them on that quest. He pulls his knees all the way up to his chest and hugs them, ignoring the way the hole in the knee of his jeans pulls painfully on his skin. He can only meet Jason’s eyes for half-second increments. He can still see his own face reflected there.

Jason exhales like he meant to laugh but forgot the muscles for it. His shoulders sink. “You’re welcome, Nico,” he says. His voice is soft, not at all the one he uses when they’re around other people, the one that leads armies and wins wars. This one is a follower. “I’m always happy to help.”

A sick little ache in his chest convinces Nico that that tone sounds like I love you too.

But he’s got his own shield between them still.

For now, it’s just the makeup.

#jason grace #nico di angelo #pjo #hoo #percy jackson and the olympians #heroes of olympus #Jasico #makeup #realisaiton of feelings #when your buddy is putting lipstick on you and you think wow he's REALLY focusing on my mouth that's totally normal right #mentions to other PJO characters but none of them really appear #putting your literal life into the hands of a man you won't even admit to loving eh #pjato #fluff #idk i feel like i should put other tags #my writing #jankwritten fr

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cactusdying · 10 months

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good day today

#cactertalk #do i want to tag this with my art. eh. nah i won't #anyway this was a fucking jumpscare #thank you talia brutal orchestra perfect vermin swallow the sea heatstroke and others...

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bloodiegawz · 2 years

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sorry rose fans for lack of roseposting. sorry.

#twst #twst oc #twisted wonderland #eh i won't tag the others since theyre only quick doodles #but weee!!!! rose hw costume :)#gawzdrawz #twst: rose hunt clover

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after-nine-at-the-oasis · 1 year

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A H PROMO TIME

Logically I know we probably won't see much/any of Carlos next week because recovery is too important to just be like one scene but still I can hope lol

I mean to just see a bit of it xD maybe TK will mention it though (I swear he better)

Anyway lol

Ooh hi Judd :D

XD I don't think we saw him at all today

I'll excuse it bc. yk. obviously XD, but I miss my boy <333

Oooh a fire okay okay 👀👀😬

Dang we focusing so much on this fire I'm thinking we won't get anything else xD

Rip to my Carlos hopes lol but also what about the rest of the episode xD

OPE Marjan 👀👀?

Ooohh noo

Ahh afraid of messing it up yeah o.o

Maybe because of scrutiny be that public or peer/employers 👀?

A A A A H H H H H H H WAIT WHAT RESIGNING?????!!?!!?

HOLD UP NOW

YOU CAN'T JUST THROW THAT AT ME WHAT THE H E C K

NOOOO NO NO NO NO NO YOU CAN'T DO THIS MARJAN

I mean she can but 😭 xD

AAAHHHHHH AND SOMEBODY RIDING AWAY

A H

N O

WHAT THE HECK

xDD

That's the last of my last thoughts. Now it's time for the. . .

REVIEW

A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H

Y'AAAALLLLLLLLLLL

THIS. EPISODE. WAS SO AMAZING 😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰❤️

Okay okay xdd I got this y'all lol.

I absolutely loved loved LOVED this episode :DDDD. Dude, the ANGST 😭😭❤️❤️❤️👀!!! The drama, the searching, the referring to people as fiance 🥰🥰 (what I just love it okay xD), even Owen's storyline!! Especially the shortness of it XDD - no offense Owen. But I mean, we definitely got way more of the other one, as we should lol. I am glad there was another plot though, just because it would feel a little weird having an entire episode pretty much just following TK around. That makes it sound casual but yk xD. Also, it gives us time to stress lol, and makes it feel like more time has passed. Basically I just think it was needed for the flow :). Plus at least if Owen had to be not being there for his son, he wasn't stealing the spotlight XD. Anyway lol, absolutely amazing episode, just, stellar 😍😍.

WGHOOO holy crap xd

Y'all I am literally unsteady of my feet

Gasping shock from the promo and everything else and also just gasping in ~drama~ and like a billion things and all the feelings at once lol. I am not okay xdd.

But seriously for quite a while while (yes that's on purpose) I was catching up on my liveblogging I was like having shortness of breath man xD I was literally losing it lol

I still am but I'm gonna work on this for a little bit and then go eat dinner and take a break lol xdd. I do want to get it all done now but my hands and my brain (from having to word so much, and I don't mean that in a grammatically correct way, I just mean words man xD) are tired lol. Like I'm not out of words quite but I just feel like taking a break lol, since I was freaking out the whole time, during the episode (and typing for most of it), and I've been catching up for the past hour lol. So that's two hours of freaking out, trying to get everything, and stressing lol xD. So, I'mma do some of this (I actually already did and came back to add that I was unsteady since I meant to lol, I decided to say it here when it happened xD), and then come back later lol. I just need to destress for a bit I think, no matter how much I'd love to finish it now while my feelings are fresh XD. I need energy for the rest of the things I have to do tonight lol. But, I will be coming back :).

Now, onto the individual parts lol.

So xD. I think I'm just gonna do like, the 126, Grace, Owen (including O'Brien), and then of course Tarlos ft. Gabriel XDD. Alright, let's get into it lol.

The 126!! My babeys 🥰🥰🥰🥰. I loved them so much :'DDD. We didn't get to see much of them, but at least we got that entire scene with TK in the beginning 🥰🥰🥰. We got to see their siblingism lol, in the teasing aspect of that xD, but we also saw them supporting TK, which was really nice :'DD. Even a splash of Nanteo, lol xD! Plus of course Nancy and TK siblingism specifically 🥰🥰🥰. Anyway, we didn't see much of them, and I do miss them, but I loved this storyline (including in the past few episodes) so I'll allow it lol <333. And continuing on, despite the fact that we didn't see them much this episode, they were amazing :DD. I love them all with my whole heart 🥰��🥰. Oh and Judd I miss you 😭😭😭❤️🥰 XD. Luckily he will be coming back to us next week lol <333. Anyway, in short, I love them <3333.

Grace!! We love our girl 🥰🥰. She was amazing finding all the stuff on Carlos :D. Especially considering it was illegal xD. At first at least, but I assume it was still illegal later lol. Anyway, she was awesome as always 🥰🥰. Plus her comforting TK 😭😭❤️🥰 >>>. Like, that little "I'm sorry baby" or something similar 😭🥺❤️. Ik that's something she says, "baby" I mean, but it just :'))) she loves him your honor <333. Anyway yeah, her 😭😭🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰❤️❤️😍❤️. I love her <3333.

Owen! Owennn. My mannn. SIR. ANSWER YOUR PHONE WHEN YOUR SON CALLS!!! Okay like I know he was dealing with terrorism and the FBI and everything and I get that, and genuinely it is a good excuse lol, but I'm still mad xD. Still, it'll make for angst down the line :D. Anyway, besides that lol, I did actually really enjoy Owen's storyline today :)). I mentioned to someone earlier today how I was laughing a lot last week despite it being about a kidnapping, but that I'd probably be laughing less at this one (and that it was also a kidnapping lol). And I mean, I was, but I was still laughing lol xD. Besides panicked laughing basically at myself lol. Mostly going "I'M FINE :))))" with a bit of laughing xD. But my point is lol, Owen's storyline provided some laughs XD. Bc I mean, he provides some great jokes xD. Also, while I was definitely way more exciting for the other storyline's scenes, I still enjoyed Owen's :). Like I said earlier, it was necessary for the flow.

Anyway, YESS! I'm glad O'Brien isn't actually one of them - I don't think they'll pull another twist on us, so I think it'll stay this way lol. And even though it was funny sometimes, I'm glad we're done with the under-coverness. In and out and in and out - it's just simpler now. Now, I genuinely thought (or maybe I just hoped, but I think I thought lol) that they would be suspecting O'Brien and not Owen, but then that guy kept on talking lol. And honestly, c'mon Owen, the one time you don't wanna fight? But nah xD, it was the smart thing to do lol. I'm also glad that we're (or Owen is at least) getting along a bit better with O'Brien. It's not like we (why am I saying we lol) were necessarily on bad terms, but Owen and him were finding things in common, and honestly they've kinda been through it xD. I think he'll be useful in the future :). And I really do hope they find his nephew - and that he's not the bomb maker. But I wouldn't exactly be surprised if he is, you know? I mean, maybe I will be in the heat of the moment, depending on how much it was hinted at, but still. It would suck (like :( not >:/), but it would be interesting 👀.

Anyway, I'm a bit dreading the storyline of that person targeting Owen because of Owen being the center of attention, but also, I'm excited for it :). Especially since, even if they're not directly targeted for being related (not literally in all except TK's case) to Owen, the others will be affected by it too :). I'm assuming that's where the clip we've seen in promos of Owen warning people comes from, that whole plotline coming up. But, anyway, I'm excited :). And yes, these paragraphs are kind of short, because I ain't interested in having a repeat of last week lol. Anyway, lastly, I am glad Owen answered the first time TK called, and he did resist the FBI for a minute to talk to him a bit longer :). It still sucks he had to rush off, but I'm glad he was at least there for TK a little bit <3. I'm totally (as long as I have the motivation, and who knows if I'll finish it but I will definitely try lol) writing a fic about him listening to messages TK left him and losing it (not totally). Well, let's say being distressed lol. Anyway, despite all I've said about Owen here lol, I loved him <33.

Now. Finally :). TK and Carlos. A A A H H H H H H H H H H H!!! 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰😍😍💔💔❤️❤️❤️😭😭❤️❤️🥺🥺🥺❤️❤️❤️. Okay, I'm good lol. Kind of xD. Anyway, I'll try and at least make this longer than Owen's - on principle lol -, but I don't have quite as much to say since I said a lot more about Tarlos in the moment than I did Owen lol. I'm trying to make my reviews a little shorter by not including quite so much of what I said in the liveblogs, more of my thoughts that I didn't put down (usually the more thought out ones lol), so it's a little easier for me to do them :). Motivation just be that way sometimes lol! Anyway :D. My boyyssss 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰. But also. My boyyssss 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭. XD. Anyway, I thought they were AMAZING this episode. And, just a quick note - UGH, the ACTING!!!!! SO. AMAZING. Thank you Ronen and Rafa 😭😭❤️ :) :D.

Anyway, this episode was DEFINITELY an angsty one - obviously - but it was so, so good :D. For them, I mean - it was in general but this ain't about that right now lol. Seeing all their emotions, really strong ones obviously, was just heartbreaking 😭. And, I was only just thinking about this, but they kind of paralleled each other. Obviously they're having similar feelings (like fear lol), but in different ways, because of their different sides of the equation. Plus, we haven't seen TK's anger in a while - besides the slight anger/the frustration with Iris -, and it was fuuun :DDD >:)). Anyway, just seeing how TK's emotions redirected into the anger, and Carlos's were forced to go into logical thinking. It was rough 😭. And also, that scene of Carlos seeing TK on the doorbell monitor? Wow, why don't you break my heart with a hammer already :'). Or that meat tenderizer Trudie used to smash carlos's phone :'D. Anyway XD.

TK obviously went through it this episode, but I mean. Carlos is the main focus of going through it here XD. They were both suffering and I'm totally vibing with the double angst but right now let's talk about Carlos since he was literally kidnapped, drugged, and almost killed lol. Also during the liveblog I was mostly just screaming, so I'm gonna differentiate some of my emotions here XD. Now, when Carlos was quiet (not quite submissive) or drugged it was awful, but whenever he was fighting back it was just viscerally uncomfortable. In a really good acting and such kinda way lol. Especially earlier on in the episode - by the time we was fighting Darryl at the end I was consumed even more by other things, one of which being "YES YES YES GOOOO CARLOS, SLAYYYY GO OFF, BEAT HIM!!!!" XD. But anyway, the entire time it was just so heartbreaking 😭😭❤️💔🥺. And Carlos saying that Gwyn's love passed through him because he had no idea how he could love TK that much? I just. Wow. I think he'd probably actually thought that before lol, not just coming up with it for Trudie's benefit, but even if he did, DANG. That is some powerful stuff xdd 😭😭. Also heartwrenching and heartwarming lol xD. Just emotional in general.

And now some on TK! Then a bit of Tarlos and then some less emotional plot stuff lol. Anyway, ANGRY TKKKK :DDD!! XDD But besides that, seeing the subtleties in his fear - the constant bouncing, the way he always looked like he was about to cry. Just, UGH 😭😭😭, so good. And I'm sure this experience will definitely mess him up - don't even get me started on how much this'll have traumatized Carlos - xd. Honestly if we don't get a lot of it in canon, I'm excited for the fics that explore Carlos and TK's trauma from this more :). Probably more stuff of dealing with it/having it brought or rise up than deep dives but those too lol. Even if we get a lot in canon xD. Anyway, lol. It was just heartbreaking to see TK unravelling throughout the episode; in scenes like him talking with Gabriel he's clearly trying to keep it together, but by the time we get to investigating he's really losing it. Just, UGH, so good :'DDD 😭🥰❤️😍.

Now that last scene - well, the last two actually, I'll include the ambulance/after scene lol. TK having to do chest compressions and save Carlos (well, hold onto him for a little :') ) was just 😭😭😭. And seeing Carlos try to focus on TK when he was still awake? UGH, 😭😭😭😭 so good. And AAGHHHH 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️. It was such an amazing scene but MAN did it hurt xd. Especially Carlos jumping away from them when he woke up 💔💔 <33. And after that, the conversation about holding onto his life :'DDD? And how TK HAS HIS LIFE 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️🥰🥰. Y'all it's over close it down it was all worth it for this xD. They're just so adorable and in love :')). Also, YESSS THE "ARE YOU GONNA RIDE WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND?" PARALLELLLLLLL!!! WHOOOO 🥰🥰😍😍😭🥳🥳🥳🥳😭. WE DESERVE IT XDDD. I will say again that it would've been even better (than 100% amazing) if it has been fiancé this time lol. Anyway xD. Oh and yeah I loved how much they said fiancé this time :'). Anybody <33. I just love acknowledgments of people's relationships okay :'DDD. But especially Tarlos being fiancés ;'))))). Idk why winky just because :D.

Anyway, plot wise I absolutely loved Tarlos in this episode. It was super interesting and obviously VERY tense, and the kidnapping (kidnappers, backstory, reason for it, etc) was actually very interesting. Not that I necessarily expected it not to be, but I didn't really think about it much lol. Also, I don't think any of us expected TK at the door xD 😭. Anyway, I also thought Trudie seemed in character the whole time with what we knew of her - she wasn't evil, and she believed in love (especially that of a mother and a son), so she let Carlos out. But she loved her son more than anything, so she protected him from Carlos. That's just the one example but yeah I thought it was really interesting, and really good :D. Also, TK working with Gabriel this episode? Obviously >>>>. As we all expected lol xD.

Now, for a quick look at next episode and after that: I hope we'll see Carlos next episode, and hear about his recovery and all that, but I think we'll see TK mention it but not actually see Carlos. I think it would be difficult to just have in one scene - like I said earlier, it's an important thing, too much to just put in a throwaway (not throwaway but I mean not one of the main plots of the episode) scene. I just think it would feel unnatural, but I don't know that we'll get a whole storyline on it next episode. And while I would absolutely love that, it makes sense. And it's been way too long since we've truly seen the others and they deserve some screen time :D. So, yeah, I think it'll get mentioned, and then in the next episode we see Carlos in/a few episodes from now we'll see some of the aftermath of this episode. See, I wouldn't be surprised at, say, a Carlos returning to work storyline in an episode (as in the one after this next one) or two, and having to deal with/explore some of the trauma through that. I mean the plot, but Carlos also having to deal with it lol. And obviously if something like that does happen we better have amazing support from TK <3. Anyway, I just hope (I know they will :'D) they support each other and love each other (not really a hope it's a fact lol), and they'll get through this :'D. Anyway, long story short, I LOVE THEM SO MUCH YOUR HONOR 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰😍😍🥰🥰🥰!!! Yeah, I love them <3.

Overall, I absolutely loved this episode. I adored it :D. It was so, so amazing, and once it's been a little longer I'll probably rewatch it - I don't rewatch full episodes a lot, and usually if I watch clips it's not angsty ones, but it can be. Anyway, for example, I haven't re-watched any episode this season yet, but I think I may rewatch this one this week. If I can clam down enough lol XD. I'm still tense just thinking about it, writing this. Plus from something else I was watching, but that's besides the point lol. Anyway, obviously I loved the kidnapped plot this episode, but I really enjoyed Owen's too :). Especially since it'll apparently play into the angst we see for TK and Owen in the future :D. Which, I'm glad was directly addressed (well, seen by us lol, addressed by the show, not characters) this episode. Usually it's tiny things or things we just assume, and I imagine some of which will be brought up in that future storyline, but today we saw TK outwardly bothered by it :). Very interesting! Not confusing though, it definitely makes sense lol. Anyway! I loved seeing a bit of the 126 - the scene they were in was great lol -, though it was odd to see TK mostly doing this on his own. He wasn't, but he also wasn't interacting much with the others. This episode felt like it was literally following TK, Carlos, and Owen. Luckily for the episode Carlos didn't move much lol. . . . sorry lol XD. Anyway (also yes the period and then separate ellipse was on purpose lol), it was really cool :D. Just odd how, maybe because he wasn't at work, we didn't see any of the team's reactions to everything going on. Certainly interesting. Also, I live in FEAR of the next episode 😳👀. I think the ending of the promo there is a red herring, an in the moment kind of association - I don't think it's Marjan leaving, I think it's probably Owen or O'Brien, maybe one of the other gang members. Also I doubt Marjan will really leave, or at least not for long (if it lasts for multiple episodes I'll die <3), but I am still very much in fear :'D. TK looks way too at peace in that last shot (or one of the last shots anyway) for Marjan to be leaving though xD. But yeah, it looks super interesting and I'm excited to see that big fire, and why everything that happens happens :D. Anyway! Back to this episode lol :). Grace was also amazing, I'm interested to see where Owen's storyline is going since while it closed a chapter, it's the only storyline from this episode that's actively continuing (we're sure to see aftereffects of the other one), I'm so glad Carlos is okay :'D, and all in all I just thought it was a super great episode :DD. Very emotional 😭😭, super dramatic, and had some comedy bits xD. I LOVED it 🥰🥰🥰😍❤️❤️.

So yeah! I absolutely loved this episode. I thought it was awesome! I'm nervous for the next one! This has been my review of. . .

9-1-1: Lone Star, Season 4, Episode 4: Abandoned

It was so amazing! I'm really excited to see more of everyone next episode, though I am scared. I'll be back next week with my review of. . .

9-1-1: Lone Star, Season 4, Episode 5: Human Resources

See you then!

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