A Thousand Ways
Chapter 11: "Frost Over Charcoal"
Legend learns that he's really bad at saying no when someone is being sincere and genuine, especially when he trusts that someone.
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Febuwhump 2024 | Prompt 8: "Why won't it stop?"
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Warnings: Implied Character Death
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"What happened in there?" Warriors asked, his voice so uncharacteristically soft that Legend just--He didn't know how to respond.
They had found the black blooded monsters on the road from that town to a larger, merchant village (Mabe Village, Hyrule said that it would survive to his era remarkably. Legend did wonder why that village had been the one to appear on Koholint) that would've had the information they'd need.
From there, a portal took them to the usual places of eras between their times.
They got to a local inn, but it only had two rooms with two beds each. As a result, they split into two groups with Time going with the four youngest heroes if Legend was excluded from the list, though none of them actually knew how old he was except for Wind. Either way, that left--and Legend was certain it was on purpose--Sky, Twilight, Warriors, and Legend in the other room.
Legend inhaled slowly, trying not to break down again. "I cannot emphasize how much I really do not want to talk about it."
He knew it was obvious, especially since he felt their eyes on him when he changed not five minutes ago. It didn't help that his current outfit was short sleeved either, and didn't have the really high collar he used to wear.
He knew his new scars were obvious, but he also knew that they weren't too familiar with his old ones that they shouldn't be able to tell just how many of the new scars were actually new. All they knew was that not a single stretch of skin on his arms and torso was scarless anymore.
"I know," Warriors promised, and Legend wondered why he was the one taking point in this conversation when both Twilight and Sky were harder to look in the eye and deny anything. Warriors, Legend just had the instinct to deny him everything out of pure spite.
Legend realized how wrong he was when Warriors approached, careful and slow, and guided him to sit. Legend just sort of stared, he didn't want to snap at anyone. He really didn't want to be sharp, driving them off was dangerous now. If he drove them off, who could he look to, who could he hope for see, if he ever got captured again? Besides, those almost three months of being separated put into perspective that yeah, he actually cared about them.
So he couldn't snap, he couldn't drive them away during what little time they'd have together. How could he taint such memories when soon enough those memories would he all he had of them?
Warriors had him sit on the bed beside Twilight. Sky was sitting just opposite them.
"I'll make a deal with you," Warriors said gently, "if you just answer three questions for us, a simple yes or no will suffice, we won't bring it up again unless absolutely necessary."
You see, Legend had teased all three of these heroes for being mother hens, for being fussy and worrywart's, he teased them and called them the group's "big brothers" to Time's group "dad" thing, the others even agreed!
This was just unfair. All three of them ganging up on him and even though he thought Warriors would've been the easiest to shut down, the earnestness and sincerity was almost overwhelming, combined with Twilight leaning into his side, warm and grounding, and Sky just being there and offering an encouraging smile.
He didn't break, but he huffed and had to look away and curl in on himself as some kind of measure of defense.
"Fine," he bit out. "Three questions."
"Are you--Is it okay?" Sky spoke up immediately.
He didn't respond for a long moment, debating lying. Finally he just quietly shook his head and muttered, "No."
Warriors squeezed his hands gently and Twilight's arm wrapped around his shoulder. It made the pressure behind his eyes worse but he really tried to ignore it.
"Those tools on the table--"
"Yes."
Warriors' mouth clicked shut and the soft look was briefly replaced by something blazing and violent. Legend flinched into Twilight just as quickly as that look was snuffed out and replaced by something sad.
"Is there anything we can do to help?" Twilight asked.
Legend shook his head, not pulling away from how he had curled into him as a result of Warriors' anger. "No. Just--stay."
"Of course," Sky promised. "You’re stuck with us, vet. I don’t think the Rancher's going to let you go anytime soon anyways."
He snorted, forcing the amusement out more than anything to just please, get rid of this heavy atmosphere. Stop all this worry and claustrophobic caring.
Warriors cracked a small smile. "I guess we know how the bedding situation's going to be."
"Shut up, you’re just jealous I get the kid," Twilight retorted playfully. Legend startled a bit as the second arm wound around him and pulled him into the warm chest behind him, but he knew who it was so he didn't jump too bad.
Warriors huffed. "As if I'd want to share a bed with him, he kicks."
"Like a bunny," Sky commented, a grin on his face that had Legend immediately squawking.
"Not if you cuddle him enough," Twilight chimed in and hugged him closer.
Legend felt his face heat up as he tried to escape. "I will kick you right now--let me go."
"Aww, don't be like that, bunny," Sky teased.
"Don’t call me that!"
Sky cackled and Twilight and Warriors both laughed too. Legend squirmed but couldn't escape Twilight's grip without actually trying.
Eventually he just gave up, and about that time conversation shifted to something far more calm and casual.
The older heroes mostly talked between themselves over Legend's head. And older they were, none of them were secretive about their ages. Sky was the youngest of the three at 23 and was six years post his adventure, Twilight came next at 26 and eight years since his last adventure, then Warriors was 28 and ten years in the aftermath of the war. Legend just relaxed into Twilight and let their voices become a white noise as he played with his magic in his hands until he ended up falling asleep first.
The three older heroes knew what had happened in that cell. Twilight had told them that Legend confirmed it was his torture cell, and they had an idea of what tools had been used, and they knew that he wasn't okay in its aftermath.
Thankfully, as promised, none of them said a thing to the others. As far as the younger heroes and Time knew, Legend just lost his cool and ran off into the woods before he exploded the rest of the building like he did the front door.
After a few more unnamed eras, Legend stepped through the portal and was immediately greeted by the familiar magic of his era.
But when he opened his eyes, his blood went cold.
They were on a path just outside Kakariko, but the late afternoon sky was darkened by smoke rather than the setting of the sun. A huge plume of black and darkness filling the air, he turned too slowly, despite getting whiplash from the action.
The billow came from the wrong direction.
Fire should not be burning that high that way. Ever. That kind of fire was a forest fire, a house fire, it was something damaging and dangerous. That was no campfire.
"No," he breathed.
"Vet? Whe--COLLECTOR WAIT!"
He did not, in fact, wait.
Instead he ran headfirst toward the forest. He ran right where that fire was burning.
Showing up far too late, Legend came up to a large crowd that had already formed. He shoved through, people yelping and beginning to scold him before going silent as they realized who he was.
He reached the front of the crowd and the edge of the property and he stopped.
Oh goddesses, no.
A farmhouse too familiar for his rabbit-fast heart to handle was burning sky high. Deep red and orange marring the oaken walls, staining it black and eating holes through the wood, windows either blocked by flames or burned beyond transparency.
"Link?" Someone called. "Is that--Link, I'm so sorry--"
"Where are they?" He demanded, searching the faces of Kakariko's villagers. "Where--My grandparents, they're not--"
"We hadn't seen them leave, but they may not have been home," one of the ladies--Elizabeth, the wife of the mason-- said.
Legend inhaled sharply. He couldn't lose them--Not them too. Not like this. He couldn't--
He ran toward the burning farmhouse ignoring all the cries for him to wait and stop as if this wasn't his home, as if this wasn't where he grew up and it wasn't where his grandparents may be dying or already be dead at.
He never wanted to return home to this.
The fire had started in the house, it was spreading but the plants were well trimmed and the ground well worn from walking. It did not spread easily to the pasture, but the barn was caught in it. He threw a blast of pure magic at the cucoo coop as he passed it. He saw the pasture empty and hoped to the goddesses that Epona and the cows had ran by now. The fowl were escaping quickly and Legend was about to slam his whole body weight into the burning front door.
Someone grabbed him from behind.
"Vet no! You can't--"
"Let me go!" He fought against their hold.
"It's about to collapse! You'll die!"
He didn't care. He had to find them. He needed to find them. They were all he had left! They weren't supposed to die like this! They were supposed to grow older, maybe even be there when he finally settled, they were supposed to live to their natural ends! He had to--
The farmhouse that Legend spent half his formative years in collapsed. The burned walls giving in to the weight of the upper floors. It crashed to the ground and whoever grabbed him pulled him close and curled their body around his protectively.
A rush of ash and soot surrounded them, turning the world dark.
The dust settled and the fire still burned, though it was more of a huge bonfire that tried to spread.
Legend shoved Twilight away and grabbed the Ether Medallion.
Winter came early in that moment, an explosion of frost and ice exploding off him and leaving every person untouched but the flames were subdued.
He wanted to collapse, magical precision like that was exhausting, but the muddled voices stopped him. He couldn't break, he couldn't fall and scream and beg the goddesses to just please, let him have someone.
Why did they need to take everyone from him? Why was he doomed to lose them all?
He couldn't. He couldn't break. There were people here and he was still the hero. He had to stay strong, be that damned pillar of strength and courage for the world that was out to break him.
Link?
He turned, looked down, and a little ash covered cucoo was approaching him.
You came back, Piyoko clucked, nudging his leg. I'm glad to see you... I don't know what happened, one moment things were fine then the next the house was burning. Your grandparents had just gone inside for dinner too.
Legend sighed softly. "Gather the others. I'll get you guys to safe farmers."
Piyoko clearly had her own opinion about his response but thankfully didn't push it. She chirped and went toward wherever the other animals had run to. Legend turned to head back to the crowd, his throat trying to close up and his eyes stinging.
It's just the smoke, he told himself.
"Link? Are you..."
"I'll see what animals survived and check on the crops," he told them as calmly as he could, and a few--people who knew him--looked even sadder. "I'd--I would like to see it cleaned, but I don’t have the time do so, though I'd be willing to pay for it to be done. If you’re willing to help out, or willing to take what surviving animals there are, then I'll be here tomorrow morning by dawn."
The heroes looked confused and a bit against that decision, but Legend could care less. Most of the villagers gave him looks of pity, some mixed with concern, others with contempt.
"Everyone should get back home before it gets dark, monsters still roam these parts even if it's rarer than before."
Murmurs seemed to agree with his statements and the townsfolk left, some muttering about how sorry they were for the fates of his grandparents, others promising to be back in the morning. None of them actually referred to them as his grandparents, only calling them by name and telling Legend they were sorry.
Then they were all gone and left the nine heroes in the melting aftermath of the fire.
"Why'd you promise that?" Wild asked with a frown on his face. "We have a job to do, can't the family's next of kin handle this, or maybe the nearest town's mayor--"
"I'm the next of kin."
The following silence was horrible and it further ripped at his chest as he directed his carefully crafted blank look at the champion.
"This was my grandparents farm. Go hunt monsters if you want, I have things to handle right here and that starts with finding the animals that survived while the rubble finishes cooling, that ice is still steaming after all."
This time, nobody stopped him when he turned his back. Twilight and Hyrule both followed him.
Piyoko was on the edge of the survived forest, the fact that none of the surrounding trees were caught in the fire... There were four cucoos, Epona, and a cow. More than Legend expected frankly.
They saw him approach and he knelt down in front of them. Piyoko was quick to press against him and Epona nuzzled his face. Ali, the cow he had won in Labrynna and sent to the farm, drew closer too.
What now, Link?
He let out a steady breath. "Hopefully some of the other farmers around will take you guys in. You guys know as well as I do that I won't be... Rebuilding to stay here."
Epona nudged his head. We know. We'll stay with you, I can keep up.
We'll go, don't worry. It isn't a surprise, Autumn, a russet hen, cooed.
He got a headcount. All the hens intended to go, Piyoko stubbornly insisted on staying with him, and Epona promised she'd follow him too. Ali assured she'd be fine on a new farm.
After that he went and got them all under shelter, he didn't care what the other heroes were doing, he just made sure the shade out by the pasture wasn't about to collapse and then collapsed there with the remaining farm animals.
Twilight and Hyrule had been nearby, but they didn't come too close. Twilight did, eventually, but he just sat beside Legend while Hyrule headed toward the small orange glow over by the nonexistent front gate.
"I'm sorry," Twilight said quietly.
Legend tried desperately to keep himself in check. "It's fine," he managed. "I don't--They're... They were inside when the fire broke out, I-I can't--Why didn't you let me go in?"
There was a chance they were still alive before the building collapsed.
"If you went in, you would've died. It was about to collapse and it did seconds later. If you'd gone inside... I'm sorry about your grandparents."
If he'd gone inside maybe he'd have stopped killing all the people he's cared about.
"Go join the others," he grumbled, wrapping his arms tightly around himself.
"I'm not leaving you alone right now."
"I'm not alone. I have Piyoko, and Epona, Ali, Autumn, Britt, Nettle, and Thorn."
"I'm still staying. I promised to help you and that's what I'll do."
Oh he was unsteady. He had to keep strong, don’t break... He's broken too much this adventure, too many times.
Twilight wound an arm around his shoulders and pulled him into a hug slowly, giving him plenty of time to escape but he went rigid and didn't quite process what was happening until the rancher was holding him to his chest, a hand in his hair and carding through it gently.
Oh.
He buried his face into his chest and sobbed. The dam broke and so did he.
"It's okay, it's going to be okay. We're all here and we'll help you get through this."
"I-I can't--I--" Legend gasped, choking. "I can't keep doing this," he forced out.
"I know--"
"Why doesn't it stop? Why won't it stop?" He begged, he needed to know.
Why did he still hurt? Why did every single person he cared about get hurt? How could he protect them if he's the reason they're hurt?
"Why won't it stop?"
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