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lotus-pear · 3 months

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bsd fic authors i understand yalls pain SO well right now why is it so fucking HARD to write dazai. like i have a whole fucking spreadsheet dedicated to tireless analysis i have done on my part so i can accurately characterize him but he is such an unpredictable and morally gray character that it's hard knowing his limits and boundaries and where he draws the line for himself.

#i hate when ppl make him out to be a sadistic villain with no remorse. like did we read the same manga 💀#but at the same time he is NOT crying abt all the ppl he sent to the grave. he sleeps just fine at night knowing he committed atrocities #yes he feels remorse? but he isn't like kunikida to weep at someone's grave for failing to save them #and then we have his emotions themselves #dazai isn't emotionless. far from it. he has difficulty expressing affection but yk he finds someone endearing when he trusts them #trust is very important to dazai and is one of the aspects of human emotion that he can fully grasp #but like everything else is in a hazy gray area that he does not feel like exploring. he feels alienated from his humanity bc of this #AUUUGHH can someone help me with character analysis PLEASE #I WASNT PAYING ATTENTION TO THIS MF UNTIL RECENTLY SO I MISSED OUT ON A LOT OF IMPORTANT DETAILS #see i would go and reread a few light novels but like i don't have time for that #and this is for dazai specifically. i am very well versed on his relationships w other charcaters #but just like asigiri himself said: it's very difficult to write dazai and write him WELL #so yeaaa i have a lot of smart ppl following me pls help #bsd #ALSO MY FRIEND STILL HAS NO LONGER HUMAN UUUUGHHHHHH I NEED THAT BACK BC I TABBED IT A SHIT TON #FOR LIKE CONNECTIONS TO YOZO AND BSD DAZAI AND WHERE ASIGIRI DREW INSPIRATION FROM YOZOS CHARACTER FOR DAZAI #THAT WOULD BE SUCH A VALUABLE FUCKING RESOURCE BC I DID SOME ANNOTATIONS IN THEM TOO BUT MY BOOK IS ANOTHER FUCKING STATE #I HATE IT HERE FML

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sparksssflytv · 5 months

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#i hate it here fml

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blondegoth · 6 months

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The guy I'm in love with ( Jose ) just texted me that he watched fantastic Mr Fox bc it's my favorite movie, even tho we talked about that like 6 months ago... And in that 6 months my ex refused to watch it bc claymation "creeps him out" like this is why I'm never gonna find anyone else, Jose is literally my soulmate

#i hate it here fml #kaley posts

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prettyprincesss444 · 11 days

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i’m literally her.

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blorbobingus · 1 year

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me and the girlies when our favorite animated show gets cancelled (again)

#im gonna lose my shit #inside job #the owl house #my big two tbh #fml #fuck netflix #i hate it here

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satorugojoswiife · 5 months

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going to force myself to write up the guide on how to play phantom parade so everyone can get their limited edition event ssr of marshmallow gojo

#fml i accidentally deleted the one i was almost finished i hate it here #but i want everyone to get to enjoy the game too ....so i will rewrite it #for marshmallow gojo #fie.txt

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blueicequeen19 · 8 months

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I wish I could stop caring about people that don’t give a fuck about me 🫠 I don’t have a good relationship with my parents because they were abusive narcissists when they were home and when they weren’t home, I was parenting my three younger siblings. Now all of us are grown and my parents use every opportunity to turn my younger siblings against me since I don’t let them forget how they treated me (as the oldest). I lived and breathed for my siblings. So it guts me that my one sister sided against me and talks to me like I’m trash. I can turn my back on fucking anyone after disrespecting me one time except my fucking siblings. I’m just over it. There’s my rant for the day.

My heart hurts and my soul is exhausted.

#fml #I hate it here #blueicequeen19

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dragonfly0808 · 8 months

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The universe officially hates me, my tire is flat and it’s 40 fucking degrees C cause it’s Mexico and even in September the sun hates us and I should be doing homework but nope, I am here in the sun with my granpa trying to get in the replacement tire

#i hate it here #why meeeee #of all time #flat tire #era: fml #Current mood: AAAAAAAAGGGGGGHHHHH

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guiltycherries · 6 months

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accidentally dyed my beautiful dark red hair, PURPLE. with permanent dye. the box said red. im hoping and praying it fades and brings my red back out. i will be screaming crying and throwing up until further notice.

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disgustinggf · 1 year

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Do you ever think about how a man’s hand can sometimes grasp both your wrists at the same time? Been thinking about that a lot recently

that shit is so hot for no reason

#my wrists r tiny............ just so u know #who's tryna um who wants to grab them i mean me and who and when fml i hate it here #asks

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lotus-pear · 2 months

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guys stop asking me for bsd fic recs, i will tell u to go read the light novels

#“lotus do u have any angsty soukoku fi-” have you read stormbringer? what about fifteen? and dead apple?#“so i hear you ship knkdz have u stumbled across any good fi-” entrance exam. osamu dazai's entrance exam. Light Novel One. also 55mins #why read fics when the canon source is gayer than ANYTHING fic artists could dream of #yeah someone could write abt soukoku making out with tongue and fucking each other until they can't stand and the bed breaks #but is that rly as gay as saying “you used corruption because you trusted me? how beautiful.”#or “what a violent way to wake up snow white”#SHUT UPPPPPPPPPPPPP #i hate it here fml #bsd

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gendergeezer · 1 year

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teen wolfin

#scott mccall #stiles stilinski #allison argent #lydia martin #isaac lahey #kira yukimura #derek hale #roscoe the jeep #teen wolf #malia tate #my art #i hate how kira looks here #but i redrew her several times #and each time was worse and worse fml

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gay-----pisces2 · 19 days

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tw: rape, misgendering, ftm/trans fetishization

ok so basically I saw this degenerate ass post from Tumblr hell talking about how you should r@pe all trans men to get them pregnant so they'll detransition to save the baby and calling them women/wives and I'm just like... what the actual fuck is wrong with people?

sure, its a fetish, whatever- "you shouldn't k1nk shame" blah blah blah. well guess what? I am going to fucking shame that k1nk you degenerates.

"but I cant control it!" so keep it to your fucking self. there is no excuse to be spreading pro-r@pe bullshit.

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guntomylips · 7 months

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loosing you is a sickness i could never be medicated enough for

#web weaving #corecore #female hysteria #girlhood #hell is a teenage girl #poetry #girl blogger #sotce #fml #i hate it here #am i sick enough

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caracarnn · 3 months

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🐉 currently rewatching Game of Thrones and am ranting and raving about how much I HATE what they did to Daenerys in s7-8. fml it's the single worst thing I have ever seen and I won't relent on this. I COULD HANDLE ANYTHING BUT THE MASSACRE AND VILLAINZING OF DAENERYS. my daughter. she deserved better.

#.ooc #idc if this doesn't go here #not to mention what they do to grey worm nbd the unsullied and dothraki are just savages again nbd #fml i hate this #i hate the stupid looks sansa gives her for no reason evne tho they accept theon and jaime and tyrion and wildlings and they even #accepted ittle finger's army before executing him but w/e #i hate how for some reason she's so jealous of jon for no reason wtf #she didn't have to go out there and lose EVERYONE for their stupid asses #never has a show ever made me so mad than this #and then to get murdered and for them to flip everything she's ever done into villainy #wtfffff #i hate them #idk what she was supposed to do when they killed her dragon AND missandei wtf??? i'm so mad #ignore me #i'm so mad

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suburbanlegnd · 2 months

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my birthday is in exactly ten days

#i wish i could enjoy my bday #but i hate my bdays because my closest relatives insist that i shouldspend it with them #but i dont want to #they dont even care that's it's MY birthday because they all do whatever they want without caring about my opinion #even a fucking cake must be something they'd like #I'm just so sick of them as well as their toxic and fake behavior #that's why i want to spend this day away from them but idk how #also there’s nothing interesting at the movies rn #and I can't even go to a bar because I can't drink alcohol #going for a long ass walk sounds great BUT both my legs have been aching for a week now so can't even go for a shorter walk lmao #my trauma has made me realize how much I'd have enjoyed my birthday if it weren't for my family.#Maybe i should just go to a cat cafe or something idk #i live in a big city yet there's nothing interesting here! fml!!!!#rambles

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