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#I love Tiller so so so much she is everything to me :')))
ramblerogue · 1 year
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I wanna know more about tiller she’s amazing
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AW! Thank you so much! :') I'm so happy others get a kick out of my sweet pirate girl! I'll put a general summary of her under a read more because I tend to ramble about her hehe! If you have more specific questions after reading, feel free to send those along!! I love talking about her!!! <3
SO! Tiller Jakobie is my character from a DnD 5e pirate-themed campaign I play with my friends, called "Cape Curiosity"! She is a druid, navigator, and, of course, a pirate! She travels with the main party as apart of the crew for The Triumph, captained by Jacques Calico, and accompanied by her new best friends; Aveline Blackwood, Frath Hornraven, and Patrick E'Choux! (And many others!! But those are the DMPC and the other PCs respectively).
Tiller is 23, so young in her pirate career but already excited by all the things ahead of her! She is extremely extroverted, and quick to make friends (both of the human and animal variety). She has a curious and humorous view of the world, and loves exploring and spending time with those she cares about more than anything.
For a little history: Tiller was adopted by her two dads, Jimmy and John (lol). Her dads own a restaurant on Nassau (just guess the name), and Tiller grew up there and helped them with the family business. After taking an interest in sailing and navigation, Tiller joined the Royal British Navy to get out on the open seas and help finance her dads business. Fast forward 3 years, Tiller realizes the Navy fuckin sucks, and mutiny's with the help of some pirate prisoners on her ship!
Those pirate prisoners turn out to be her first pirate crew!!! A crew called The Sea Dragons. Now would be a good time to mention that Tiller has had a ~ mysterious ~ tattoo of a sea dragon on her arm since birth, and her dads claim that it was there when they adopted her. So Tiller joins immediately in hopes of solving this tattoo mystery. (And also The Sea Dragons rule, and are nice to her! And they become her second family! Yay!!!)
Tiller eventually links up with The Triumph crew in hopes of deceiving them into trusting her, and then robbing their ship under Sea Dragon orders. However, she has a change of heart a couple weeks into the mission, as these Triumph people are really cool! AND The Sea Dragon crew has gone MISSING! :0 *gasp* Cue 4 arcs of trying to find them and rescue them from a fate most foul.
SO! That's a VERY quick spark notes version of Miss Tiller! Turns out when you play someone for like 4 years, you... add a lot to their story PSDJGLH:SGKSHGSG cause we didn't even scratch the surface on a couple things, like:
Tiller has a girlfriend named Mayday that she met on a similar deceitful Triumph-like mission. They did the whole friends > enemies > friends > lovers song and dance, and Mayday is staying with The Triumph crew at the time while we search for HER crew which is ALSO MISSING.
ALSO ALSO! Remember how I said Tiller was adopted and had that sea dragon tattoo since birth? Well it turns out there is an ocean deity that is a REAL sea dragon, and created Tiller from the ocean (per request from her dads who wanted a daughter :') So Tiller is more of a water spirit rather than a human, and that's the source of her druid magic as well. AND her mom is a dragon.
And there’s so much juicy story outside of Tiller! The main story arc with the Triumph crew is traveling across the seas in search of 7 keys which will unlock a map that leads to the reader’s greatest treasure.... And I’m sure all of the crew members have different ideas for what they would use that power for.
That's all I got for now! Here's some speedy Tiller fun facts to tide y'all over: - Her birthday is June 8th (she's a gemini) - She was the first to drop to 0 hit points in the party (don't worry she got better) - She is slowly making friendship bracelets for the party - She has a pet jellyfish named Snapchat - Her middle name is Kickflip and she invented skateboarding - Her favorite ice cream flavor is cookies and cream - She is a HUGE gossip - She speaks English and Spanish - She loves singing shanties and having karaoke night with her crewmates
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princessbrunette · 12 days
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the first time deer!reader introduced pope to her parents, she almost couldn’t control herself.
you had no idea what you’d been so nervous about, everything had been perfect. as much as you loved the other pogues, you couldn’t imagine them behaving themselves the way pope did. he was big on etiquette, even bigger on respect — having ‘meeting the parents’ nailed down to an art. he was well educated, polite, loveable — the exact type of guy you want to bring home. you couldn’t be happier.
but something about watching him interact with your family, so eager to please them in order to keep you happy — made you eager to please him, watching him chat away with your folks over the table with your chin in your palm, barely touching your food. as soon as the meal was up, you couldn’t wait to drag him away.
“i think we’re going to go hang out upstairs for a while.” he feels your hand shyly tugging at his pinkie finger and his head whips round to him.
“after that meal i think i gotta do the dishes, atleast. please, sit.” pope whips back round to your mother with a charming smile, making her fawn over his politeness.
“i can’t ask that of you pope, it’s fine i swear — i’m sticking it all in the dishwasher anyway.” your mother refuses as you sway impatiently on your feet behind your boyfriend.
“oh, then i’ll help clear the table.” he shrugs, beginning to pile up plates. “the food was fantastic.” he compliments, following her through to the kitchen. you slump down in the dining seat once more, awaiting his eventual release.
once you finally got your hands on him, you were tripping up the stairs trying to get him to your bedroom faster. “woah, careful.” he catches your waist and it only makes your need worse, shutting the door firmly behind him once he was in. he takes a few steps into the room following you to stand near your dresser, the ghost of an amused and confused smile on his face as he watches you hurry to your speaker, tapping on the first playlist to come up on your spotify — that being his playlist.
as soon as the first note plays, you’re back infront of him, practically diving on him pressing your mouth to his. he lets out a quiet grunt of surprise and confusion as you pant against him, the first song off his playlist loudly obstructing anyone outside the four walls from hearing anything inside them.
“talk to me, what’s going on? brought me up here to kiss?” he pulls away, leaning back making a tiny whine escape the back of your throat. you would have thought you were on borrowed time from the way you gripped his shirt urgently.
“more th’n kiss.” you slur needily, leaning in trying to catch his lips once more. “you were perfect. they love you. you’re perfect.” you whisper and his brows jump up, leaning back once more.
“woahwoahwait— me impressing your parents is what’s turning you on? like actually?” you watch his eyes dance between yours. you pause for a second, catching your breath before nodding violently.
“uh-huh, yes.” you border on a whimper. his face flattens in thought, nodding his head once as it’s clear he’s taking mental note.
“interesting.”
“shh.” you silence him once more with another jump, hands all over him and lips successfully back on his. he melts more into the kiss this time, but before he even has the chance to fully get into it, you’re unlatching — choosing to kiss through his clothes instead, down his chest, down his tummy, sinking to your knees.
he puffs out an exhale through his cheeks, leaning on the wall and bracing his hand on your shelf clumsily, causing a blythe doll to fall from her stand but he effortlessly catches her in his palm, carefully placing her back on the shelf. this somehow made him ten times more attractive and you bite your lip, violently working his belt off as bryson tiller sings, covering all heaving breathing from room.
i say you don’t need nobody else, feels like you don’t got me so you feel like you’ve been by yourself —
you start to mouth at him through his pants, and he’s suddenly bending down to pull you back by the shoulders, wide eyes — like he’d been snapped out of a trance. “holdupholdup— your parents are just downstairs. are you sure this is a good idea?” he stresses, and you combat this by massaging the stress out of his cock through the fabric of his pants, squeezing him with those big bambi eyes that got him so weak.
“just need to suck it, popey.” you plead and he tilts his head back for a second, eyes rolling back.
“oh jesus.” he returns his gaze, brows still knitted in worry. “wait — your mom said dessert would be ready soon.”
“well, i want mine.” you pout your lips, undoing his zipper more to kiss through his boxers. he looks in pain, holding back. “i don’t want anything in return. it’ll be quick.”
he tilts his head with a knowing smirk. “well you already know i have to return the favour. i got manners.”
“we’ll figure it out. stop talkin’ P.” you whine, pulling him out his boxers and drooling on his tip, beginning to massage it down his shaft. he leans against the wall once more, letting out a shaky breath and squeezing his eyes shut.
“i’m dreaming.” he states in disbelief as you get to work, trying to ignore the time ticking away before the two of you would be called back downstairs. you took this as a challenge. you don’t get to be an ex-academic weapon and not enjoy a little time restricted fun.
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harlowcomehome · 1 month
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CALYPSO:
Warning: Smut.
A/N: Inspired by Bryson Tiller’s new song Calypso. I never write smut on my own page(only collaborations with other writers) so I’m nervous about this one.
Everything written is a work of fiction (AKA: not real in any way, shape or form.) Fan fiction is purely for entertainment purposes and not intended to offend/misrepresent anyone or be disrespectful in any way.
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Jack scanned the room, peeking behind the curtain as he hoped to see your familiar face in the crowd. He knew you two hadn’t been on speaking terms for over a month but if he knew you, he knew you’d still show up and show him what he was missing.
“Fifty bucks says she’s not coming” Neelam whispered to Urban as they both watched Jack nervously pace around backstage.
“She’s on the guest list. She’ll be here” Urban smirked, knowing the routine like clockwork, and shaking Neelam's hand. You and Jack would be at each other's throats, fall off and then fuck out your aggressions before acting like nothing had ever happened. You were the reason he even agreed to a residency in California, he hated Pacific time zones but for you, he’d do just about anything.
Jack was anxious, as the time to take the stage was growing closer. You however were waiting in the parking lot with your friend Bria, knowing just how to play it.
“He starts here in like five minutes” Bria checked her phone for the third time. She was trying to follow your lead, but the heels she chose for the night were already killing her.
“I know, that’s why we aren’t going in there for another twenty” you giggled, knowing that your lack of time management would drive him crazy. You had a habit of pushing his buttons, knowing it would only benefit you once he took you to his hotel tonight.
“I have an extra pair of heels in my trunk” You opened the trunk of your car as she eagerly hopped out of the passenger seat.
“You have extra everything in here” Bria giggled essentially finding your second wardrobe, as she changed into your shoes.
“Have to be prepared for anything” you smirked as you applied your lip gloss a final time, the sounds of Jack's second song ringing in your eardrums. “Ready?”
As soon as you entered the club you checked your silenced notifications from Jack, he had text you three times since he had gotten to California early this morning and he hated being ignored, clicking notify anyway with no shame.
His eyes were on the entrance of the club as he performed, eagerly still searching for you. A smile he was unable to hide spread across his face once he saw you enter the room. You got butterflies as soon as you heard his voice coming through the speakers, as much as you tried to deny it you were captivated by him and absolutely in love with him.
He wanted nothing more than to jump off that stage and make his way over to you, his desperation obvious as sweat rolled down the side of his face. He was only a few songs in and promised to do a 45-minute set.
You and Bria ordered espresso martinis and made your way to the VIP lounge that Jack had set up for you both. You kept your eyes on him as you took off your blazer jacket, showing him the navy blue sequined dress you had on.
Jack sang one of his lyrics incorrectly, only you had noticed though as the club was loud and roaring the lyrics back at him. You sat down as Neelam, Urban and some of Jack's other friends joined you.
“Where’d you get that?” Neelam hugged you as you babied your martini glass, tapping your fresh acrylics against it.
“The bar! Do you want me to order you one?” You smiled as you noticed there were only champagne bottles in your section.
“I got it, I’ll order some for everyone” Neelam smiled at you and Bria as Urban sat down beside you with a smile on his face.
“What’s that about?” You hummed between sips.
“I just earned fifty bucks” Urban leaned over to talk in your ear as the music was increasingly louder.
“She never thinks I’ll show” You shook your head, before asking Urban if he wanted to try your drink.
He took the glass from you and took a sip. “To be fair, you were later than usual this time.”
“He made me madder than usual this time” You stole the drink back playfully before he finished the last gulp of it.
When Jack was finished with his set he went backstage and showered, he wanted to make you wait but was worried he’d miss you if he did. So he rushed, throwing on an extra set of clothes and making his way to the section but not before stopping and making a special song request to the DJ that was on after him.
Bria and Urban sat together as you watched him take long strides toward you, you did hate the toxicity but loved the way he wore a look of annoyance. His jaw was always tight, the crease between his eyebrows prominent as he made his emotions evident to you.
“You’re late” he spoke to you through gritted teeth, before swiftly pulling you in for a front-facing hug. His chest always felt like home to you, but you didn’t want to give in so easily, pulling back instinctively.
“Nice to see you too” You rolled your eyes, turning to the couch to grab your blazer, a power move as he held his arm out to stop you.
“Please” he begged, not too proud to. “Please, stay.” The lights in the club hit his baby blues perfectly.
You eyed him up and down as you gave in, moving closer to him. You saw the emotions in his face, knowing you had a lot to apologize for even if he wasn’t completely innocent.
“I’m sorry” you spoke loud enough for him to hear over the music.
With perfect timing, your song started playing, and a giggle escaped you. “You did this?”
He shook his head, “No, must be a divine coincidence.” You knew he wasn’t being truthful, but appreciated the soft gesture.
“I’m sorry too” he leaned into you, the smell of his cologne enticing you. You looked up to locate the cameras but Jack didn’t hesitate, his lips latched to your neck as his hands explored your backside.
“Jack, there are a lot of people here” You tried to subtly push him off of you as his friends crowded the two of you, making a human shield. “The cameras are going to spot us” you moaned into his lips as he kissed you passionately, the kisses growing sloppier by the second.
“I don’t give a fuck, let’s give them a show” he rasped knowing that’s exactly what you were looking for to let loose. Your arms wrapped around his neck as his tongue slipped inside your mouth. The music was your guide as you danced together, your bodies grinding against one another’s.
Jack turned you around, your hips grinding against his lap, as he kissed your neck. The smell of your sweet perfume mixed with sweat was pushing him to the edge.
You knew the look on his face too well, finding yourself palming his hard-on, making his breath hitch against your lips as he mumbled into them.
“Let’s go” he pleaded, his blue pupils blown and desperate.
You nodded, taking his hand and following him as he guided you backstage to grab his car keys. “Hotels about ten minutes away” he swallowed hard as he shoved his keys into his pocket but you didn’t want to waste any time, locking the door behind you.
Jack heard the door lock, turning to you for verification. You wasted no time as you unzipped and unbuttoned his pants for him.
“Baby? Here?” His breath hitched, knowing he wasn’t going to last long at all.
“I can’t wait another minute” you whispered as you hiked up your dress.
“Take it off” he licked his lips, knowing you were so eager was making it hard to control himself and the kisses you teased up his thighs weren’t helping.
“Can you say please?” You knew he was at his limits his legs trembling already.
“Now” he rasped, impatiently helping you get undressed for him, he kissed you as his fingers made their way to your thong, pulling it off easily as you loudly moaned into his kisses.
“Louder princess” he commanded, loving the sounds you made.
It was then that a knock on the door interrupted you, causing you to freeze. “Jack” you whispered in a panic, lightly pushing his shoulder.
“Didn’t I say let’s give them a show?” He smirked sliding his fingers into you and kissing you sloppily knowing how vocal you’d become.
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chrollohearttags · 11 months
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because I’m in bed sick af and bored..the musician au (reverb series) characters and who I kin/model them after:
no warnings, just a fun lil list and drabble. (Feel free to headcanon them after whoever you feel, these are just MY personal muses) this is a lil something until the next chapter is done.
eren aka ej the don: I feel like I’ve already stated this but I hc him after Bones. From the music, the looks..everything. He favors him so much. I feel like his music videos have this dark, mysterious aesthetic just like his. In the same turn, he also sings and makes these R&B esque, love songs (just take a listen to Bones’ 2 Million Blunts album, it’s what inspired this whole AU). His musical style also ranges a lot. He may play a guitar on stage and sing for one and then start a mosh pit with the next song. Bones calls himself the ‘Underground God and The Reaper’ and if Eren wouldn’t do some shit like that, idk who would. Just like him, EJ produces and makes his own instrumentals. Like the Grammys or these awards shows don’t have to give him his flowers but he’s adored by the underground and independent scene. Super talented all the way around. Gives me heavy $uicideboys vibes too.
connie aka prince cee: I know a lot of ppl say Central Cee (who I personally don’t care for but I can see it way more for him than eren) but I actually modeled him after Yeat. I feel like Connie can rap his ass off but he never takes himself too seriously either. He’s a meme rapper but every last one of his songs is a hit. His soundbytes go viral alllll the time on Tiktok. His music is super fun and hype. But put him in a freestyle, he’s devouring every time.
onyakopon aka ony the god: now he reminds me so much of a mixture between Bryson Tiller and MO3 (🙏🏾). He definitely has bars but he has an INCREDIBLE singing voice so he combines the two and does it sound godly (no pun intended). I also think he’s a very talented piano player. He’s probably the 2nd most multi-faceted behind EJ. His style is so unique and so many try to mimic him. But they can never out do the doer. Him and EJ be having a ball in the studio; just bouncing verses off each other and singing they asses off! 😭 I also think all 3 have a few joints EP’s together.
jean aka j. kirschtein: my boy is the only non rapper in the mix. But he is the epitome of a rockstar. I mirror him making music heavily akin to Coldplay or James Arthur..alternative but still with a touch of soul in it..simply put, he’s amazing. Skilled on bass, electric and drums. Also writes for a LOT of people as well. He was Mikasa’s bassist when she performed but she took one listen and knew it wasted potential to not have him at the forefront. The first time she heard him sang, she actually cried! He has such a strong register and can do a variety of genres. He might be the most popular behind EJ signed to AMG.
mikasa aka mika ASH: even though her music career was short lived because she preferred being behind the scenes, she was cold as hell as a performer. I personally have a few I mused her after and that was Saphir, AshNikko and Thuy. Some of her music was soft and melodic but she was the epitome of a goth girl or rather, the label played on that whole aesthetic and branded her as such! She was so good though. Mixing heavy metal type music with light vocals. She had a large fanbase and of course, the alt girls LOVED her but she just couldn’t handle the pressure of fame and stepped back to be a talent scout/manager. She’s much happier with that.
armin aka arminhammer: now armin is more of a producer than artist himself. He sticks to making the beats and directing the music videos. I think of him as like a Cole Bennett or Kenny Beats. When he’s not chasing half the hoes in Miami, he’s behind the mixing board and contrary to belief, he’s the best to do it and the man you want working on your projects. He’s HIM for sure. When he DOES make music, he sounds like Chase Atlantic or The Neighborhood. (He just looks like a Chase Atlantic song, I can’t explain it!)
christa reiss aka HISTORIA: we haven’t talked about her much outside of being Eren’s ex but she’s one of the biggest pop stars in the entire verse. She’s very similar to Zara Larsson, Dua Lipa and Maggie Lindemann. Very much Top 40, bubble gum pop. She had this whole good girl gone bad vibe going on for a while and EJ still heavily influences her music and even helps her music but she gives basic white girl (but in a cute bubbly way! ☠️)
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malarkgirlypop · 4 months
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The Devil Wears a Suit and Tie
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YEEHAW AND HOWDY PARTNERS, ARE YA'LL ALL SADDLED UP?
This is the AU from the moodboard I created for Cowboy Malark. I have become completely obsessed with him and I have no idea who long this is going to be. But slay, if no one else likes it, that's fine I will have him all to my self ehehe.
This based on the characters from the HBO show and the actors who portray them. No hate to anyone involved.
Tag list: @deputy-buck, @ronald-speirs, @whollyjoly, @footprintsinthesxnd, @next-autopsy, (let me know if you want to be tagged in this series x)
Malarkey rose with the sun. The sound of the early birds chirping, the crisp morning air, Malarkey always liked to be the first one awake. He often pretended he was the only person alive in the world, during these times.
He sipped his coffee, sitting on the porch overlooking the ranch. They had hectares of land sprawling over the lush green mountains. On those mountains were their livestock, roaming freely on the land. Malarkey often dreamed of being one of them, no shackles holding them back, they were free to go where they pleased, unaware of the danger that surrounded them. 
Don finished the bitter drink, putting his mug in the sink. His gear was packed for today, and he was ready for it. 
Today they were mustering the livestock back to the main fields for health checks, shearing, deworming, breeding and the works. It was going to be a long ride; he first had to find the stock in the miles and miles of land, and then bring them back to the ranch in one piece. It wasn’t easy work, but Don was no stranger to this operation. In fact he looked forward to it. A whole day just him, the dogs and his horse. No one could ask for a better day. 
“Scout, Tiller! Let’s go!” Don called the collie and cattle dogs. They raised their heads from their slumber, slowly making their way out to Don. 
“Don’t look so sleepy you two, big day today.” He spoke to the dogs who stretched their long bodies. 
With the two dogs in tow, Don made his way to the barn.
“Hey, Lady!” Don spoke to the horse who nickered gently back at him. He pressed his hand into the bridge of her nose and she nuzzled against him. Him and Lady went way back. He had brought her up as a foal, when her mother died. Don had hand reared the newborn all by himself. Now they were as thick as thieves, Skip and Alex often said they were somehow so alike. 
Don prepped Lady for the ride. Since it was going to be a long day, he had ensured to bring water and snacks for the dogs and him. Don had also packed for an emergency stay as well, sometimes things went wrong up in the mountains, livestock could get lost or injured as he led them back down, or it could take longer for him to find them. So he ensured he packed warm gear, a tent, his sleeping bag and everything else he could need for if he was stuck for a couple nights up in the mountain. Lady could eat the greenery and drink from the river if she needed. 
Don checked all of her hooves, but he knew her shoes would be fine since he was the one who had fitted them. Along with being the musterer, he also was the ranch farrier. The men often said that Don enjoyed the company of the animals more than people. They weren’t wrong, Donald often preferred to speak to the animals quietly as he worked. He would tell them all his secrets and worries, even though they couldn’t speak back he knew they understood him. But there were some people he often preferred the company of better than the animals. His Easy men. The men who worked tirelessly alongside him on the ranch. Though they weren’t related by blood, they were his chosen family. They had come from all over the country to move into the ranch and start the business. It had been shaky at the start since they didn’t have much money but after a while it all came together. The men couldn’t be happier off in their own little paradise with their friends, doing the jobs they loved. They all had their roles and took them very seriously. 
Don loaded his rifle, ensuring the safety was on before slinging it over his back. Lady was all ready for the hike and so were the dogs, restlessly playing with each other in the hay. 
Don led Lady out into the field with Scout and Tiller on their heels. He glanced back at the ranch, seeing all the rooms still dark with curtains pulled. He mounted up into the worn saddle, nudging Lady in her side with a click of his tongue, she was off walking. 
The walk up the mountains was peaceful. The sounds of nature were calming as Don just quietly existed. These mountains were mostly untouched by human hands, only the men from Easy venturing out into the thick woods. The trees seemed to know the men. Don had been lucky, at how all the previous musterings had gone. He believed the mountains and nature knew he meant no harm and let him pass freely. Scout and Tiller didn’t go far from him, there were predators far greater and stronger than them in these woods. The dogs knew their limits of how far they would stray before it becomes too dangerous. Hence why Don carried a gun. Mountain lions, Wolves, Coyotes, and Bears were to name a few of the predators that called the forest home. Most of the livestock survived, they were smart and knew when to move. But with the mating season coming up, the birth of new animals would cause unwanted attention. That is why the mustering would be important, getting the stock down to the fields closer to the ranch for the men to keep a watchful eye on. It would cost the men a lot of stock if they weren’t to move them. 
Don breathed in letting the crisp air fill his lungs. Lady began to walk slower, stopping more frequently to try and eat. Malarkey knew the ques of his horse, she was getting tired. He dismounted with ease, putting the reigns behind her head so that she could walk around and graze in the meadow he had stopped in. He gathered the supplies he needed from Lady’s saddle bags. Sitting under the shade of the big oak tree that stood alone in the field. Scout and Tiller came to rest under the tree as well, tongues lolling from their mouths as they panted. Don poured water he had carried for them into a bowl, they lapped frantically at the water getting their fill. Don also put out the food he had brought them, Scout and Tiller almost finishing their food instantly. Don chuckled watching them scoff down the food as quickly as possible. 
“Gosh you act like we don’t feed you.” He teased, patting the dogs as they ate. Don soon got to his own meal once everyone else had been looked after. Pouring himself a hot drink from the flask he had brought, and chomping into the sandwich that Lipton had made him the previous night from him to take. After eating his fill, Don leaned back against the thick trunk of the tree. Resting his hat over his eyes to shield from the warm sun that filtered through the leaves. In his head he thought about where he saw the stock last. As they had walked he kept an eye out for tracks and scat to figure out how long ago the stock had moved through there. From his findings they hadn’t been at the edge of the woods where they had moved through in a while. Most likely finding shelter up in the higher mountain ranges. As most of the predators didn’t venture up that far, due to the cold and treacherous terrain. Don knew he would have to hike further up into the mountain out of the trees and into the rocky landscape if he wanted to find the stock. He sighed removing the hat from his face, they had rested long enough, it was time to move on again. 
It wasn’t long before they found the edge of the woods, the trees dispersed slowly, leaving them exposed to the cold wind. Donald zipped up the front of his thick wool lined jacket, it was worn but it did the job keeping out frigid gale. The signs of the stock were getting closer as well, Don knew he was on the right track. He had spotted fresh scat and tracks from the animals, they had been here recently. He followed his intuition, but the beasts were also predictable. Don knew all of their favorite spots up in the mountain. There were certain clearings that held fresh grass for them to graze and a couple of groups of trees for shelter. They would go where they felt most safe, Don knew exactly where that was. Scout and Tiller’s ears perked, whining lowly, they had heard the stock, so they were close. 
The dogs led the way, using their strong noses and keen senses to track the animals down. Don followed behind them, Lady working hard up the hill. She was an Australian stock horse, she could run fast but only for short bursts. Lady was known for her hardy breed, endurance, sure footedness, agility, and good temperament. She was the loveliest horse they had on the ranch. Well that’s what Don said but he was biased since he raised her. The men all had their own horse, they all had stories of how they came into possession of the horse that they owned. But the men all loved their animals fiercely, they were part of the family. 
The dogs Scout and Tiller were also Don’s. Scout’s mother, Winters’ dog, Poppy had given birth to the litter after Lew’s dog, Whiskey, had gotten her pregnant. They had a big litter of 10, Don had chosen the runt, which was Scout. She was a good dog, one of the best herders in the packs of mutts they had on the ranch. Don trained her tirelessly, but Collies were smart and keen herders, it was easy for her to pick up. Tiller, the cattle dog, was found on the side of the street. Some low life had dumped him on the side of the highway, left for dead. Don had made Skip turn all the way back around in a loop so he could pick him up. He had cared for all his animals with so much love, the men often teased that he had chosen all of the outcasts, the unlucky ones. Don didn't see them as that though, they were strong and resilient, fighting against all odds to survive.         
Don could now hear the stock, their low moo’s echoed around the mountain. They arrived just out of sight from the herd. 
“Tiller cast.” Don called to the dog, who immediately sprinited off to round up the herd. He ran around the stray cows from the group nipping at their heels to get them to move in the direction he wanted. 
“Scout hold!” Don told Scout, she stood her ground at the front of the herd stopping them from moving as Tiller rounded them into a neat group. Scout darted from side to side at the front, staring down the cows that tried to move without her permission. 
“Come bye, Tiller!” Don instructed the dog to go clockwise around the stock, to ensure all of the cows were in the group. 
With Tiller at the back and Scout at the front, they could usher the herd down the hill. The cows knew to follow, so the dogs didn’t have to work too hard. But they were there in case one of the cows tried to stray from the group. 
“Scout stand. Tiller speak up!” Don commanded the dogs. Scout eased up on her position, letting the stock move forward, as Tiller barked at the herd to get them moving. They were all experienced with this drill, even the cows knew it well. It wasn’t long before they were off down the mountains again. 
The dogs ensured the herd stayed together and Don followed up the rear. It was getting later in the evening, the sun was setting quickly. It wouldn’t be safe to move in the dark, as it was easy to get lost in the thick woods. Also the low visibility increased the risk of injury from all parties, and Don wasn’t going to risk the health of his animals to get back to the ranch in one day. 
There was an overflow field only about 10 minutes away from here, Don could get them all there in time in the fenced field so they could all rest safely for the night. 
Scout in the front of the herd started barking, Don looked to see what was going on. It wasn’t normal for her to bark since she was a silent herding dog. Don clicked his tongue getting Lady to move a bit faster as he made his way to the front of the group. Scout growled into the thick woods with her hackles raised. There was something out there. Don was quick pulling the gun from his back and flicking off the safety. He raised it, eyes scanning the dense trees, looking for a sign of movement. Scout still stood growling and snapping at the trees, she was disturbed by whatever was out there. It wasn’t often Don encountered the predators that lurked in the forest, but he knew what he had to do to keep himself and the rest of the group safe. 
Don’s ear perked as a twig snapped close by, a lot closer than he assumed the creature was. He cocked the gun, readying himself to fire.
“Please! Don’t shoot!”       
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1stupidrat · 7 months
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Learned Mortality | Day 6 | Artwork Thread
Hey everyone! Art posting time.
Usually I say this, but today I must stress this, SPOILERS ahead, read only if you've seen Day 6 of Learned Mortality. You can watch the episode here if you haven't, or check out the full playlist on Sequence Break's YouTube channel!
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Alright, starting things off we're going to go through ALL of the rejects. Most of them showed up at different times in the episode but they all have the same theming so I'm going to post them all here.
No one survived. Don't believe their lies. The butterfly is not what they seem.
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Each member of Eso-Tiller, stitched back together using whatever was available at the time...
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Drawing individual arts for each reject was not something I needed to do, but I wanted to. It made the impact of learning all the character's you've grown to love have been dead this whole time that much more powerful. While not everything has been revealed, the rejects are more accurately what has been hiding under Milli's illusion this entire time.
Following that up, we have Milli, or Millenium, and her stand [Extension of You]. She'll keep you all alive... she has to. It is her job.
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Milli is the protector who doesn't want to be, the child who wishes for a normal life yet must face reality. People die. People break. And yet, she must put them back together... she has to protect her family.
Her actual identity was ignored for so long that she doesn't know who she is at all. She's only 3 years old, but the weight of the world is on her shoulders.
Thankfully, everyone helped her create a new identity. One she can call her own.
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One that she can accept.
As the light fades, the separate thread simulating normal life back at Eso-Tiller must confront reality. Once Milli sees that this cold, uncaring, alien looking form is who she is, she accepts reality.
The illusion fades, and Milli's robotic form holds out one last time, hoping to hold on to any part of the happy life she once had. Even though she now knows it to have been fake.
In the aftermath, Elessar and Murphy explore the Dropoff, looking for any signs of the escapee. Instead, they find danger lurking in the 5th.
Narwhals, footsoldiers of some sort, with a penchant for acrobatic feats of strength.
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Finally, as Milli's [Extension of You] is what started this entire campaign, I want to spend some time sharing concept art of her and her stand. She's very important to me, and thusly so is her design. I worked on a lot of concepts before settling on what we have today!
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Some early Millis and the core of the Millenium AI.
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More early design ideas.
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Designing Extension of You.
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And some more test designs.
I'll post the rest of the art in a followup thread as I have reached the limit for posting here.
Anyways, thanks for reading!
~Tali
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Always Forever
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Bryson tiller x reader
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A/n: @harlowsbby
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You had met Bryson through Jack as they were good friends. When you first started to really hang around Bryson things were friendly, but you both quickly started to develop feelings for each other. You had a hard time trusting Bryson. His songs didn’t really give him the best reputation and you’d been hurt before and you never wanted to feel like that again. Bryson had this way of making you feel like you’re the only girl he’s ever been with. He made you feel like when he was looking at you, you were the only two in the room.
This summer he had to perform at a festival that you all were attending in Kentucky. It was supposed to be the biggest event of the summer for Kentucky and you were so excited.
Your whole party consisted of Jack, Urban, Neelam, Bryson, and you. You five really just stuck together the whole time unless others joined like The Homies. Bryson wasn’t set to perform till later that night around 6:30ish when the sun was starting to set, and you all had arrived there at around noon. Everyone decided that they were growing hungry and decided that you all should order some pizza. You and Bryson lay up with your head on his chest and his arm around your body. You two weren’t dating, but you guys, sure enough, acted like it subconsciously. Urban snapped a quick picture before Neelam announced that the pizza had arrived.
“Want me to grab you some?” You asked Bryson causing him to smile up at you.
“Please, ma.” He said holding your hand until he had to let go of you and walking away.
As you were getting pizza for the both of you, Neelam walked up next to you and smiled at you sweetly.
“So, you and Bryson?” She asked wiggling her eyebrows, causing you to chuckle.
“We’re not dating.” You said looking back at him and then back at Neelam.
“But, I’d be lying if I said I didn’t want to.” You smiled grabbing the last slice of pizza before returning to sit back next to Bryson.
After you guys ate it was finally time for Bryson to finally go on stage. Everyone else stayed in the back where they had a camera view of the stage, but you wanted to actually watch him perform so you walked right next to the stage still hidden from the crowd. After about three of Bryson’s most famous songs he only had one more left to perform.
“Y’all have been amazing to me tonight so I thank y’all for that! Now, if you keep up with me on the gram, you’ll know I have a friend. Her name is y/n. She has been such a vital part of me lately. I am constantly with her she inspires me to make the music y’all enjoy so much. Now, y/n is actually right here, and I wanna perform this song for her so y/n bring your ass out here, ma.” Bryson says smiling waving you to walk over to him.
You felt shy walking out in front of all those people, but Bryson had this spell on you where you swore he could give you the confidence to do anything.
Bryson started singing Always Forever, you told him you loved that song the second he sampled it for you, although you always wondered who it was about.
“Wish you had feelings like mine, baby. It feels like I’m still just a homie.” Bryson sang.
“I’m simply tryna forget everything. Since you don’t remember anything.” Bryson sang the closing of the song.
“Y/n, I don’t wanna be just a homie. I want you, I want to call you mine. You mean so much to me and impress me every time I’m with you. On your looks, your mindset, how hard you work, and how much you care about those around you. I could go on forever, but I just wanna ask you. Y/n. Will you be mine?” Bryson asks you as fireworks go off around you.
“Yes, Bryson. I’ll be yours.” You smile up at him as he pulls you in for a kiss.
Bryson definitely knew how to make a space with thousands of people, just feel like you two were the only ones in it.
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Mission Name: Get Everyone To Chill!
Seventeen was, for the first time ever in his life, bored.
If he was being completely honest, he hasn't been alive all that long. Even so, he's been spending nearly every conscious moment of his life in the art gallery anyways, it's not like he did much else..
Except agent work-
But he liked forgetting about agent work, and preferred his nights go uninterrupted by night terrors.
That still did not change the fact that he had nothing to do.
He had already swept ten times over and done his due diligence replacing the artworks again.
The artist stared up at the ceiling in confusion.
He never got bored, he always had an idea for a painting, or a sculpture, or busy with agent work, or being dragged into some crazy idea Sixteen or Eighteen had.
Or at least spending the day with Nineteen..
But today none of that was happening, none of the other teens had come over, there was no agent work due, and Nineteen had gone shopping..
Not even prime club had something going on.
And there was always something going on with prime club!
(I mean it has Three, Thirteen, Twenty-nine, and Five in it, there's definitely drama almost every day, you can't convince me otherwise.)
The artist was currently watering his now blossoming marigolds, Sixteen was a great gardener, and had lent him some of her plants when he had expressed his love for her garden by painting it. He was grateful for the gift and Nineteen had a field day coming up with names for each and every single one of them.
Seventeen sighed when he planted the last seed, "There. All done! How's your end, Nineteen?"
"Almost halfway there!"
"What? We started hours ago-"
He was cut off by Nineteen mumbling something.
"Huh?"
Turning fully to face the one-off, he was taken aback by her pressing kisses to every seed before sticking it in the ground, but not before whispering something.
"...and you're Junior, and you're Ronald, and you're Mia, and you're Susan, and you're Sam, and you're Iris, and you're Edward-"
"Nineteen?"
She stopped, "Hm?"
"What are you doing?"
"I'm planting." She stated, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.
"I know, but what are you doing with the seeds?"
"I'm naming them." Nineteen blinked.
"Naming them? All of them?" Seventeen dropped his tiller, "But that's a lot of seeds.."
"Yeah, it is. And I've still got a lot more to get through. What did you name the others?"
The artist rubbed his head, "I...didn't?"
"What?! Why not?" Nineteen's sunhat fell off her head with how fast she stood.
"...I'm not very good at names?" He shrugged.
"Then I'll name them! You finish my side and I'll go through your side, okay?"
"But Nineteen-"
"Ooh, this is a pretty seed, what should your name be?" She held it out to him, "Got any ideas?"
He blinked at the object a few times, before hopefully offering, "...Seed?"
Nineteen looked like she was ready to cry, "What? No, you can't name it Seed!"
"Why not?" He frowned, "That's what it is."
"You can't name everything after what they are!"
"But..that's what names are for. So you know what something is!" Seventeen pulled out his paintbrush, "If I asked someone to fetch my paintbrush everyone knows what I'm talking about. But if I name it something else and ask the same question, they won't know."
Nineteen sighed, "I never thought I'd have to teach an artist how to be creative."
"What do you mean?"
She chuckled, replanting the seed. She softly took the brush from him, bringing out her pencil, "Names are more than just labels, Seventeen."
"Isn't that the point of a name?" He asked, perplexed.
"No. Sometimes a name gives one thing more meaning than others of that same thing." She pointed to him, "It's more personalized, if I asked someone to go and help me find the artist, they won't know who. But if I asked for help finding Seventeen, they know who."
He fumbled with his words for a bit, "Well.. Then only certain things must be named, but why should-"
"Because you can personalize your plants! It's easier to talk to them with a name."
"I..suppose. But why would I be talking to them?"
"Who knows, but at least you'll have something to call them!"
"...Hm."
"It does make sense now, right?"
Seventeen hummed once more, taking his paintbrush back, "I guess."
Ah, that was a fun day..
He continued humming Ten's song, honestly, he quite liked the soft melody, it was similar to his own, "There you are Goldilocks.. That should be enough for now.."
He carefully watched the water dribble down the stem and seep into the soil below, it pleased him that his compost collection was working perfectly.
He may not be very strong or particularly skilled in something that actually matters, but he was definitely very big on recycling. He'd once had a run in with Rexie, Sixteen's dinosaur, having an issue with his stomach, after finding out the poor dino had consumed an insane amount of trash, he couldn't stand seeing plastic bottles or anything else that had a place anywhere but a recycling bin.
"That, and it just ruins the natural beauty of the planet.." He sighed, "I do hope Numberland can avoid being so cluttered."
It wasn't really anyone's fault, though.
Things randomly showed up on Numberland, it just happened, and it was nice to learn about something new, but the fact that some of it was falling from space was a more than a little concerning.
"I do wonder how a tennis racket got up there, though."
He really should go do something, he's starting to talk to nobody..
The front door opened, the small bell ringing as to get his attention.
His fear spiked, but he swiftly calmed down.
It's not Nineteen, she would've let me know, so it's someone else.
Interested that somebody had ventured their way to the art gallery, he finished watering the last of the plants and hurried to the shed.
"Hello? Who is it?" He placed the watering can back on the shelf and walked into the main gallery.
His immediately relief when he caught a glimpse of apricot and a purple hat.
"Oh, Twenty! How are you?"
Twenty didn't respond at first, he was admiring...something in the corner.
"Ah, Seventeen! Here you are!" Twenty beamed, "I was just about to look for you, friend!"
Seventeen was about to answer with nearly as much enthusiasm, but unfortunately looked down at where Twenty was watching, and froze at the sight of a spider scurry up the wall corner, "Um..y-yes..Right."
"So I came to fetch you because-"
There's a spider-
"Um, Twenty?"
"Yes? Is there something wrong?" Twenty seemed puzzled, as if he hadn't just released one of Seventeen's top ten fears into his home.
He gestured to the arachnid, "Uh, why is that there?"
"Oh, that's just Carl, I brought him here with me." Twenty nodded.
So it has a name..? Does he just not know how to name things, because spiders don't deserve names- Who would need to name it?
"You....you brought a spider into the art gallery?"
"Yes?" Twenty raised an eyebrow, he reached a hand out, seemingly ready to steady the artist should he fall, "Are you alright? Something wrong?"
Seventeen gestured to the spider now higher near the ceiling, where it could disappear into the cracks and never to be seen again until it was too late-, "Yes, you cannot bring spiders into the art gallery! They're going to scare everyone!"
"I only brought one.."
"For now, do you know how many minispiders it can make?!"
"..No?"
"Like- thousands!" Seventeen's hand reached out to the side for a broom that wasn't there.
"Oh, interesting."
"No, not interesting. Terrifying. Now please take it out.."
"But-"
"Besides, there's nothing here for it to eat, it'll starve." Seventeen pleaded, "Please take it back out."
Twenty sighed, "If you say so."
He stood tall and plucked the spider off of the wall, "Do you want to hold him?"
That was an absolute no, and he needed a different subject, now.
"No thank you, but what did you need?"
Twenty brightened up, eagerly tapping his cane against the ground, "I'm gathering everyone together! I have a fun thing for us to do!"
That got his attention, "Oh, really?!"
Twenty nodded enthusiastically, it was a wonder how his hat didn't fall off, "Indeed. You're gonna love it!"
"What is it?"
Twenty chuckled, waving his hand, "I can't let you know, It's a surprise! I haven't gotten everyone yet, and I don't want to keep repeating myself."
That was fair, Seventeen surmised, Twenty was all for efficiency. If it didn't make sense to do it, he wouldn't give it a second thought, he relied on this method for many situations, and it's often gotten him out unharmed.
"SEVENTEEN!"
Seventeen let out a slight huff when Sixteen practically glomped him, "Hello Sixteen!"
"Did Twenty tell 'ya what we're doing yet?"
"No, not yet."He shook his head.
"Aw man, I was hopin' he'd tell you." She pouted.
Twenty chuckled, "Not yet, my friends! It won't be a surprise if I tell you!"
Sixteen groaned, "Why does EVERYONE say that..?"
"Because it's true!" Twenty laughed, "Alright, let's go find Eighteen and Nineteen!"
Seventeen pointed to the doors, "Nineteen went shopping a while ago..she should've been home by now.."
Sixteen hummed, "Well, do we wait for her? 'Cuz I've got loads a' things for us to do while we wait!"
She brought out a rather impressive assortment of board games and other toys, tossing them to the floor of the art gallery, Twenty stepped back, mildly impressed, "I had no idea you carried so many things with you, Sixteen."
Sixteen snorted, "The more the merrier! Six let me have this one- Roly-poly, I think.."
"Monopoly?"
"Yeah! That's what she said! N' Thirty-six let me have Clue. Then I have these spare airhorns just in case!"
"In case what?"
"In case I need more airhorns! Duh!" She laughed, honking them, "Can't have too much noise!"
Seventeen, who already thought it was too much noise, winced, "I do hope she's alright.."
"Oh?" Twenty looked back at the doors, "Nineteen?"
"Last time she went to the store she ran into Octonaughty-"
"And escaped?"
"Well..yeah, but-"
"Then she's perfectly capable of taking care of herself. I'm sure she just took a detour of some kind. She'll join us again very soon, my friend, I'm certain!" Twenty placed his hand on his shoulder, giving an affirming nod, "We could go looking for her and meet her halfway!"
Sixteen, who was already setting out the Monopoly pieces, cheered, "Great! I'll get to putting these back! You guys go 'n get her, I'll catch up!"
"Are you sure?" Twenty blinked, a small frown playing on his lips, "I would hate to leave you behind."
"I'm fine! I gotta clean up anyways! Seventeen likes this place neat, and I don't wanna ruin his hard work."
Seventeen sighed, "I can clean up, Sixteen. It's alright."
Sixteen managed to shove everything back into it's place, "Well you guys oughta wait for me now! I'm almost done!"
Twenty nodded, "Do hurry."
As soon as silence began to flood back into the room, it was abruptly interrupted by the sound of Nineteen slamming open the door, completely out of breath.
"Nineteen! There you are! I was beginning to get worried-"
Nineteen let out what sounded like a strangled gasp, bringing Seventeen in for a hug, almost squishing the poor artist.
"You're safe.."
Seventeen held her at arms length, "I'm safe?? You're safe! You were taking so long!"
"Yeah, but at least you didn't come home to the door just left open! I thought someone broke in!"
He blinked, "It was?"
"Uh..yes!" Nineteen let go of him, still holding his left hand, "How did you not notice?"
"I..didn't check?" Seventeen glanced at the other two numbers in the room.
Sixteen chuckled, "That was me, sorry, I didn't mean to scare you."
The one-off sighed, "No...No, it's fine. I'm just glad you're okay. I've got the groceries outside, I'll bring them in."
"I'll get them, I have square power!" Sixteen jumped up, "I'm done cleaning, I can go put up the groceries then we can go!"
"Go?" Nineteen glanced at Twenty, "Where are you taking us this time?"
Twenty, mildly surprised, held a hand to his chest, fidgeting with his bow-tie, "Ah? How did you know I'd suggested that?"
"Seventeen doesn't get out unless I make him, Sixteen would've been gone already, I just got here and I haven't even suggested leaving again. So that left you, Twinkle Toes." She laughed.
"..Hm, rather logical." The tango choreographer glanced to the side, "I didn't know you were that quick with your mind."
"Are you calling me slow?" Nineteen uncrossed her arms, unsure if she should be offended.
"No, not at all!" Twenty waved his arms.
Nineteen laughed, "I'm just messing with you. So we're on our way to Eighteen's, then?"
"Right again." He tapped his cane on the ground, "As soon as Sixteen comes back we'll depart."
"So...what's the surprise?"
Twenty blinked, "I'm not even going to ask how you knew it was a surprise-.. I can't tell you!"
"Figured." She elbowed Seventeen, "Hey, can you help Sixteen find out where everything goes?"
"Will-do!" He bolted to the front door, helping Sixteen find her way to the upstairs area, "I'll show you where to put everything."
"Sure thing!"
Nineteen turned to Twenty, "Can I guess what it is?"
"Maybe." He grinned.
"Is it..another rescue mission?"
"No rescuing teddy bears from evil museum dungeons this time."
"...Hm, are we...dancing?"
"That's almost a better idea.." He stared at the ceiling, "I still have yet to show Carl how to dance."
"Carl?"
"The spider." Twenty held out his hand, the small critter balancing on his array display.
"EXCUSE ME- WHY DID YOU BRING A SPIDER INTO-"
"Do not worry, Nineteen. I'm not leaving him here."
"Why is he IN here?!"
"Are you and Seventeen both scared of spiders?"
"N-no! It's just- Why would you bring one in here?"
"Because he's my friend." Twenty blinked, ever the clueless.
"Please take it out." Nineteen facepalmed.
"...If you say so." Twenty nodded down at the spider, "Meet me at home, the window is open, you can crawl in through there."
He opened the front door and put it on the ground, and as if it didn't even happen, he turned back to Nineteen, grinning widely, "Anymore guesses?"
"Wh-..that's just.. random."
"Well, do you have any more?"
"..Can I have a hint?"
"No."
"...What about..walking?"
"Hm."
"A hike?"
"I guess we would be hiking there.."
"Aha!" Nineteen pumped her fist, "I guessed!"
"Not entirely, we'll be doing more than hiking."
"Just let me have this small victory.."
"Perhaps.."
Sixteen and Seventeen returned down the stairs, having finished their tasks.
"Alright, who's READY TO GET TO EIGHTEEN'S HOUSE?!"
"You, I surmise?"
Sixteen huffed and put her hands on her hips, "Don't act like you're not excited."
"If you say so."
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Twelve answered the door, "Oh! Hi, thank goodness you're here!"
Twenty glanced sideways at Nineteen, "What's wrong?"
"Nothing!...I hope." Twelve sighed, opening the door wider, "Come in."
Shrugging at each other, the group entered and found a seat in the livingroom.
"You're here for Eighteen, right?" Twelve had her hands clasped together.
"Yes?" Nineteen hesitantly replied, "Is he alright?"
"I'm sure he's fine.." Twelve looked around, "But he hasn't been himself lately, and locked himself in his room."
"Why didn't you say so?!" Sixteen jumped from the floor, "I can have him out faster than you can say 'Squares'!"
(Why did my mind go 'buncha munchy crunchy carrots' lol)
"No! No! He's not locked in! He locked it himself. He wants to be in there."
"Oh, then what's the problem?" She sat back down.
"That is the problem!" Twelve grabbed at the sides of her head, she couldn't find anything to hold onto, though, "Eighteen never stays in his room unless he's upset about something! And I can't get him to say anything as per usual!" Her voice cracked at the end of her sentence.
As Twelve struggled to keep herself from crying, the Teens looked at each other frightfully.
"...Dearie me..it's okay to cry, Twelve.." Seventeen got off the edge of the couch, making his way to the super rectangle, who had a slightly better handle on herself, and slowly touched her arm, "It's natural, and it's good to express yourself. I'm sure we can fix it."
"Why didn't you tell us before?" Nineteen also rose, her eyebrows angled with worry.
"I thought I could get him to talk to me..I don't know why he never tells me- It's like everyone can talk to him better than I can.. And I just want to be a good older sister.." She mumbled, wiping the few tears that did fall, "I did ask Fourteen to help, but Eighteen wouldn't even let him in. I had to force Fourteen to go home, and now I've worried him too.."
"...I'm very sorry. I'm sure he just doesn't want to worry you.." Seventeen stared back at them worriedly, "Can someone try to talk to him? I need to call Fifteen."
Nineteen rubbed Twelve on the back, the other hand taking her arm, "You go call her, I've got Twelve."
He nodded and pulled out his communicator, walking outside.
"Twenty, I'm going to make her some tea," Sixteen got up, "Do you have Eighteen, or do you want to wait?"
Twenty sullenly watched Twelve, "Go ahead, Sixteen. I'll go cheer him up."
She nodded.
Twenty slowly made his way upstairs, noting Eighteen's room was indeed closed.
Peering down at the crack of the door, he saw that it was a lot darker, implying Eighteen had the drapes closed.
"Hm." He knocked on the door briskly, "Eighteen? Are you in there?"
A small shuffle.
He used his cane to knock again, "Eighteen?"
"...what?"
Twenty smiled, "Ah, there you are. Are you feeling alright?"
"...Twenty?...Yeah, I'm fine. Whaddya' want?"
"I was just wondering if you wanted to come with us? I have a surprise planned, and I'm sure you'll like it!"
"...'mnot interested.."
Twenty blinked, "You don't even know what it is."
"I'm not interested."
The tango choreographer glared at the crack of the door, truly perplexed as to why Eighteen's drapes were closed, the super rectangle loved sunshine and open spaces almost as much as racing. "Why not?"
"....'m a little tired..okay? Can..can you come back some other time?"
"Unfortunately I cannot accept your request. Twelve is mighty worried, and I am as well."
"She'll be fine.."
"I believe you've underestimated how much she cares for you."
"...'m fine."
"Then please come with us."
"I don't feel like it.."
"It'll be worth it. I promise."
"...leave me alone."
"Not a chance friend." Twenty finally picked the lock on the door, opening it, "Sorry to intrude, Eighteen, but I do have to make sure you're truly unhurt."
Eighteen didn't even move, only turning over in his bed, "M'kay, jus leave everything where it is.."
Twenty glanced at the drapes, opening them, "Eighteen, please. I do need to talk to you."
"You already are..now close those.."
"No." Twenty pulled over a stool, "You need to discuss with me what is bothering you."
Eighteen finally sat up, surprising Twenty.
He looked...tired.
Really tired.
Burnt out tired.
"...Eighteen?"
"What?"
"Have you been getting sleep?"
"No! Because everyone keeps bothering me! I was trying to sleep, but then Twelve started asking what's wrong, then Fourteen, and now you- I'm just really tired.. and...Its as hard to fall asleep as it is.." Eighteen yawned, laying back down, "I'm so tired.."
"...My sincerest apologies.." Twenty fidgeted with his cane.
"T's fine..Tell sis that she's good too.. I'm just... I can't get comfy.. So I don't sleep, but finding a comfy spot is so hard.."
Twenty stared at the bed, "Will you come with us, Eighteen?"
"Really? Are you still on that- I just told you I'm tired.. And I'm getting cranky and stuff. I don't wanna snap at you guys.." Eighteen sighed.
"I promise you'll like it." Twenty nodded, "Please. I want to help you, friend."
The super rectangle blinked a few times, "You...fine."
"Fantastic."
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Eighteen stumbled down the stairs after Twenty, and Twelve was in a way better mood.
It still didn't stop her from nearly dropping her teacup upon seeing them though.
"Eighteen! I-"
"It's alright, Twelve. 'M fine..just really tired.."
Twenty nodded, "Sleeping here is stressing him out."
"What? Did I do something wrong?" Twelve gasped.
"No, no. It's not you, Twelve. Honest." Nineteen interjected.
Sixteen nodded, "Yeah, sometimes you get really stressed out, and your room isn't comfy enough to sleep in."
"That's when you know you need a vacation." Twenty finished, "So Eighteen is coming with us."
Twelve seemed, less on edge. She looked to her brother, "...Okay..then, have fun. And get lots of sleep."
Eighteen hugged her, "Mhm. Now calm down..You can't be panicking while I'm chill...That's wrong."
Tears welled in her eyes again and she nodded.
"Are you gonna be okay here by yourself?" Nineteen asked.
Before Twelve could answer, the door was flung open and the tweens rushed in, carrying various soft items and... a handful of lavender??
"Twelve! Apologies that it took us so long!" Fifteen started, placing her green tea bags on the coffee table.
"Are you okay, Twelve?!" Eleven almost knocked Nineteen over with how she shoved her aside, pulling Twelve in for a hug much like the one-off did Seventeen earlier, "Tell me you're okay!"
Fourteen threw his skateboard and a heated wooly blanket to the side, joining Eleven in her hug, "I'm so sorry I didn't check on you, dudette!"
"I BROUGHT YOU RELAXATION!" Thirteen tossed the lavender at her, also near tears as he also engaged with the group hug quickly forming, "I'm a terrible friend, I know! But I couldn't think of anything!"
Twelve was still processing the initial entrance, and slowly began to realize that she was surrounded by her friends, and burst into tears.
"Shh. It's alright, Twelve. We're here."
"We'll fight the sadness, don't worry!"
"S'okay dudetee.."
"Was it too much lavender?"
Seventeen slowly walked back in, gasping, "Hah! You got Eighteen?"
Twenty nodded, "He's tired. So he's coming with us by default. Ready, friends?"
"Sure thing!" Sixteen answered, being the only one not watching the Tweens slowly devolve into a cuddle pile.
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When they finished hiking up the mountain, all of them except Twenty gasped in amazement.
"Surprise friends!" Twenty spread his arms, "I've built us a treehouse!"
If the treehouse already didn't look magnificent, the scenery sure did, the house sat atop steady wooden poles attached to the mountainside, a thick canopy of trees below oozing the smell of evergreen and freshness. A calm mist hung over all of it, as the waterfall nearby made for the perfect background noise.
This would be the best place to relax, if Nineteen had to pick one.
"...You built this?" Seventeen piped up.
"Yes! I wanted to surprise you all, so I couldn't ask for help."
Sixteen squealed, "It's amazing! Can we stay? Pretty please?!"
"Of course, it's a vacation is it not?" Twenty grinned.
Eighteen smiled, "This..this is nice..and quiet.. but not too quiet.. And wide open.."
Nineteen laughed, "Right, go get some sleep, champ. You've earned it!"
The super rectangle yawned, slowly flying up to the treehouse and opening the door, "WOW THIS PLACE HAS EVERYTHING!"
"REALLY?" Sixteen activated her rays to join him, Twenty following them.
"Whelp. They forgot us." The one-off nudged Seventeen.
"Don't worry, I'll make a way up!" Seventeen began to paint some stairs, "This is the perfect spot for ideas! I'll come back out with my sketchbook!"
"Sure thing, buddy." Nineteen opened the door, feeling the warmth of the fire Twenty set, "Oh, it is nice in here.."
Eighteen was already knocked out on one of the nearby couches, snoring peacefully. It was clear he needed this more than all of them combined.
"Wanna play Clue with me, anyone?" Sixteen was already setting out the pieces, regardless of their answers.
Twenty chuckled, "Sure Sixteen, I'll play. What will you be doing, Nineteen?"
"...Hm. I'll read over there."
"Ah, fireplace reading, can't get better than that." Twenty nodded, "I'll be Mr. Green."
"I'll be Madame Rose, then." Sixteen laughed.
Seventeen was already out on the balcony, sketching the waterfall in his own unique inspiration.
Twenty smiled, "Well, I'd say mission accomplished."
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berniecranes · 1 year
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xvi. sailboat
It was almost as perfect of a day as you could get for a day out in the water. It wasn't too hot, but you weren't going to get cold from the water's cool breeze. John has been waiting for this day all week. He was eager to take Frances out to the water today, doing something slightly different than usual. It wasn't a day for swimming, that could happen later maybe, but not immediate. It wasn't quite a nice cruise on the water necessarily, it was bringing out a small sailboat. John was ecstatic, he can't really remember when he last used it. Though as soon as he checked the wind today, he knew that's what he wanted to do with his girlfriend. Frances was excited, but also a little nervous. She's been on boats with a motor and a place to sit, maybe even a larger sailboat, but never a single sail. She wasn't sure if she'd regret this, but she trusted John; she didn't even switch to a bathing suit. She wore a pastel sleevless button up and some small shorts. To keep her hair from getting completely rattled, she wore a silky scarf and her hair pinned up. John seemed just as confident in his ability to not send them overboard. He wore light button up, and some beige mid thigh length shorts, and of course a pair of sunglasses.
With his arm wrapped around Frances' waist he led her to where the boat was, he had just done the prep prior to bringing Frances out. Everything was coming together to be an easy day of sailing. He made sure to repeat this trying to remind her he has this under control. A couple nervous giggles escaped her lips, but she nodded along. She was excited but she just didn't want it to go wrong. He rolled the trolley holding the sailboat into the water, walking out with it, Frances followed. The water clashing into the edges of their shorts, just barely grazing the bottom. The water felt lovely on day like this.
"Just sort of hold the boat, I'll be right back." John said with a sweet charming smile.
Frances gave him an 'okay' and looked at the sail of the boat. It was moving quite a lot in the wind. The closer it got, the less worried she became. John came back not too long after, just needing to make sure the trolley was far enough away from the water. He returned, and slipped down the centerboard slightly, making it easier for the two to climb aboard, then he pushed the rudder down to make contact with the water. He firmly grabbed both sides of the boat.
"Climb aboard, but do it quickly, Frank. Don't be shaky about it, it'll make it harder. Hold onto the tiller," John pointed to the long stick looking thing, "if you need support. Just keep it straight and it'll be fine."
"Okay," Frances broke into another laugh at the end. John couldn't help but smile watching her. It was cute seeing her like this. She did as John instructed and it went well, she brought herself into the boat, seemingly happy with what she was able to do.
"I knew you'd do it." John praised. He let go of the boat after letting her steady herself, and brought himself onto the boat with a lot of ease compared to his girlfriend.
She made sure he had room by the tiller and he reached for the rope that controlled the main sheet. They were finally off! This felt amazing to be doing again. Just as John hoped it's like he did this only yesterday, everything just came to him. He didn't have to do much adjusting as they were able to take off with the wind at a smooth point. They could spot some boats in the distance, but nothing too crowded. They could share their moment really between just the two of them.
Frances smiles as she watched John control the sail, he seemed to be in his happy place. She placed her hand on his thigh and gave it a gentle rub.
"Thanks for bringing me out Johnny, this is nice. It is a beautiful day out." She rested her head on his shoulder. She wasn't sure if he could still work the boat, but he said nothing so she assumed all was well. He leaned into her and pressed a kiss on her head.
"I'm glad you agreed to come Frank, and trusting I wouldn't send us overboard."
She smiled, "We aren't back to shore yet."
"I think you're trying to jinx us." He grinned. They both laughed and continued to watch the waves around them, as they sailed through this perfect day.
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pascals-doll · 1 month
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meet muñeca
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>HOMEPAGE >MASTERLIST
—ⓘ unfiltered asf | social | work-driven
(thas the best way id describe my ass osrs)
thank you for clicking on my blog ! here's a little get to know me !
muñeca is what i go by on here but my real name is Melanie! but my people call me Mel ! i speak 3 languages (english, spanish, and Xocoa (my native language another form of NAHUATL ) !
i am mexican indigenous & born and raised in cali baby AKA xicana (chicana) 🩷 im 18 years old 彡 she/her and bisexual with a very very heavy preference for women !
my birthday is in late January BITCH IS A BIG AQUARIU$ ♒️ ☀️ | cancer 🌕 | virgo rising
i am a freshman in uni ! i have the cutest cat lol and currently employed full-time as i got my first big girl job not too long ago :) ! i often spend my weekends at my local tribal administration working with native youth its sm fun.
MY HOBBIES ARE— are danza (danza azteca is a practice for the indigenous people of mexico) its my meditation, besides writing. i try to go as much as possible to my practices i love it sm.
i love graffiti art, a little bit of spiritual practices, show-binger, embroidery, painting/sketching, cooking, i love music like i love all things music, scrapbooking, film/photography, shopping, and most of all video games !
i grew up with my dad having all types of video game consoles like the nintendo 64, gamecube, ps2 and 1, etc so i grew up with the love for games and was my biggest blessing growing up :)
i lately only been playing the sims and animal crossing cus of how busy i be ! one thing ill call myself is work-driven 😭.
i smoke my medicine and love of my life is that 💰my favorite color ? isn’t it obvious yet 💕 pink
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i had went to visit my dad and we hooked up our old ps3 and played OG TLOU tg and it got me nostalgic asff 🥲 when i first started THIS blog it was just a test-drive ? but not anymore teehee
i first started writing on tumblr in like late 2019 early 2020 😭 I WAS IN 8TH GRADE LOLLL it was about vampire diaries too, yeah that shit did not last long.
i thought ab it & i think its insane ppl trippin on minors for reading/writing smut when my ass was 13 logging onto wattpad soo IDGAF IDC IDGAF
my ass been 18+ since i was 12 i cant say shit LMFAO
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ks-dreams-fantasies · 3 years
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Rio smut? Where the couple argues over him sleeping with Beth during there break up and the reader then saying she slept with someone too and rio gets super mad
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“I said I couldn’t wait” - Rio (Good Girls) 
I feel like Rio would be such a “Do what I say, not what I do” type of boyfriend in this situation. 👀 We all know this man is possessive as f*ck, so of course he would get mad knowing his girlfriend slept with someone else (even if they were broken up). Anyways, thanks for your request, hope you like it 🥰
Warning : Angst, Smut (Teasing, Female receiving)
Word Count: 1.8k (Not proofread sorry)
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You walked fast, Rio following your every step from afar, as you were almost running towards the car. You had just gotten into an argument over his associate, at least that’s what she called her. You were at dinner, when you ran into her, Beth Boland. Well, she just found you and decided to join you, interrupting your date night
“I have to talk to you” she had said, batting her lashes at your boyfriend
“Whatever you have to say, you can say in front of my girl” he stated pointing towards you, already annoyed by her presence
“You sure you don’t want like a bathroom break, we had so much fun last time” she responded smirking lightly, trying to bug you. Of course, her comment had bothered you, but you didn’t want to let it show. Rio clenched his jaw, irritated by her remark.
“Na, I’m good” he shrugged his shoulders “Now, let us enjoy the rest of our evening and leave” he continued, looking her straight in the eyes. She stood there, annoyed by the fact he was choosing you over her. Ever since she had slept with him, she didn’t want to admit it, but she always wanted to be around him in a way and the fact that he was now back with his girl and not paying attention to her, drove her somewhat crazy. He stopped paying attention to her and proceeded to cut a piece a steak, his focus now on the piece of meat in front of him. She huffed loudly, stomping her feet before leaving the two of you alone as your eyes focused on your boyfriend’s figure. You couldn’t believe what had just happened.
“So, what was that about?” You asked, trying to get him to talk, although you knew exactly what it was about. He took one last bite, clearing out his plate, while you pushed yours aside, not being hungry anymore
“Nothing” he said taking a sip of his drink, dodging your question
“Didn’t seem like nothing to me” you muttered under your breath before finishing your glass of wine
“What was that?” he said looking right at you, the waiter interrupting you. Rio knew well enough what you had said, and it was clear to him that you were bothered by the situation
“May I get you anything else?” He said smiling softly at the both of you,
“The check, please” you demanded, before Rio could say anything. The waiter nodded before leaving quickly, feeling the tension between the two of you. He came back shortly after, Rio handing him a hundred-dollar bill, thanking him, as you both stood up to leave. You walked rapidly in front of your boyfriend, wanting to get away from him. Rio couldn’t help but noticed the different pairs of eyes looking at your beautiful figure as you moved towards the front of the restaurant. All he wanted was to put these guys in their place, showing them what was his, but he knew he didn’t have time for that, following you as you exited the building.
You walked at a fast pace, Rio following your trail closely, a small grin on his face, almost amused by your behavior. As you got to the vehicle, you waited for him to unlock the door, but much to your dismay, he didn’t.
“Lose the attitude baby” he said approaching you, as you stood near the passenger side of the car.
“I have every right to have one” you replied “And don’t call me baby” you sighed, annoyed
“Why? Because of what she said? Come on ma, I told you already, we weren’t even together when that shit happened” he stated, rolling his eyes, something you hated for him to do when you were mad.
“I know we weren’t together when you slept with that woman, I did the same” you said nonchalantly “But it’s the fact that you’re still in contact, hell your still in business with her” you through your hands in the air “That’s what annoys me”
“You slept with someone else?” he asked through gritted teeth, not finding the situation amusing anymore.
“You said it yourself, we weren’t in a relationship anymore. And what if we had never gotten back together, what was I supposed to do? Never have sex again?” you asked your voice getting slightly louder, fully irritated by his reaction
“Who is he?” he questioned, taking a step towards you, as you took a step back leaning against the car door
“It doesn’t matter Rio, I don’t even talk to the guy anymore. But you on the other hand, you’re still in contact with her.” You replied getting frustrated “I saw how she was looking at you, the bitch wants more than to just be your business associate” you stated
“I’m going to ask again and you better answer. Who is he?” he asked, pushing his body to yours, grabbing your neck with his hand, squeezing it slightly, taking you by surprise.
“And I’ll repeat, it doesn’t matter” you said, emphasizing every word “Don’t turn this on me” you continued, as he groaned before pushing you against the car as you gasped, trapping your body between his and the vehicle, his aggressiveness arousing you.
“You better not think about him again or worse, be in contact with him anymore, or else I’m-“
“You’re going to what, huh? So, you’re telling me this thing works for you, but not for me, is that it?”you asked, your tone laced with attitude.
Rio looked you up and down, breathing through his nose, trying to calm himself. The thought of another man touching you was enough to get his blood boiling.
“Is that it?” you repeated, getting to him as he crashed his lips hungrily onto yours, biting your bottom lip, earning a muffled moan from your throat. Your hand found its way into the waistband of his black jeans, pulling his hips to meet yours. He groaned at the friction of his pelvic bone, against your crotch before you decided to push him away to get some air. He looked at you, panting, detaching himself from your body.
“Get in the car” he demanded sternly. You could already feel yourself pooling into your underwear
“Don’t tell me what to do” you responded, opening the car door, hopping inside as Rio walked around to the driver seat, getting in as well, shaking his head lightly at your comment.
“Just wait till we get home (Y/N)” he noted, putting the keys in the ignition, turning it on, as Bryson Tiller’s voice filled the inside of the car.
“And what if I don’t want to wait” you said, challenging him. Something you both had in comment was your love to provoke the other. His head turned to look at you, his brown eyes getting darker with every word leaving your mouth. You bit your lower lip in anticipation of what was coming next.
“In the back. Now!” You obliged quickly, scared that the two of you would get caught, but turned on at the same time. Rio always got what he wanted and once again, even if he was in the wrong, you gave in, wanting him to please you like he knew how to do perfectly. He looked at you, still sitting in the driver seat, as you pulled your hips up, allowing you to remove your panties, throwing them onto his lap with a smirk. He didn’t say a word, as he continued to stare at your every move, licking his lips slowly. You decided you wanted to tease him so, you proceeded to pull up your dress slightly, opening your legs slowly, giving him a view of your dripping core. He grunted loudly at the sight of you, your finger making their way to your slit, spreading your warm fluid, a soft moan leaving your lips.
“Rio” you whimpered, toying with the small bundle of joy sitting in between your legs. It felt good, but you couldn’t wait for him to replace your fingers with his.
“I love hearing you moan out my name” he said, his voice deep and filled with lust. He couldn’t wait any longer, joining you on the back seat, placing his head to your neck, leaving an overwhelming amount of open mouth kisses. His left hand traveled to your needy core, while his right hand massaged your breast, making you let out a sight, pleased by his actions.
“Rio, please” you whimpered, gripping his bicep tightly, wanting to feel him where you needed him the most. He inserted two of his fingers inside of you, smirking at the wetness leaking from your warm fold.
“Did he made you this wet baby?” he asked you, enjoying the sight of your pleasured face, only getting a moan as a response to his question.
“I asked you a question (Y/N)” he stated, his voice harsh, adding a third finger still waiting for your reply.
“N-no, only you can make me feel this good” you panted heavily as he fastened his pace, making you moan louder, his name leaving your lips over and over again. Hi touch was magic and all you wanted was to feel him hitting your deepest spot. You whimpered, asking for more, as he moved his thumb to your swollen clit, making you shriek in pleasure, the feeling already overpowering your body. Rio loved to hear you beg, and listening to your every moan, indicating that he did everything he was asked to do to please you perfectly. You grabbed the back of his neck, pulling him closer, your lips meeting his, your tongue dancing together, feeling Rio, hard as a rock beside you. You let out a loud gasp against his mouth, as he curled his fingers inside of you, tickling your special spot.
“I’m so close baby” you mumbled, your head now down his neck, digging your fingers into the leather seat of his G-Wagon, trying to contain yourself.
“Cum for me mama” he whispered into your ear, the sound alone being just enough to throw you over the edge, moaning loudly as you came all around his fingers. He smiled at you, once you had calm down from your high, removing his fingers and placing them in his mouth, sucking slowly, enjoying the taste of your cum on his tongue. He moved his hand down his belt before you stopped him.
“I said I couldn’t wait” looking at him entertained by his not so amused expression.
“Wha-“ you cut him off, leaving a small peck on his lips, moving to the front of the car, buckling your seatbelt, waiting for him to move to the front of the vehicle for the both of you to get home.
“I didn’t say you couldn’t wait though” you smirked, feeling accomplished, seeing the astonished look on Rio’s face.
Let’s just say that he didn’t go easy on you when the both of you got home.
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ceescedasticity · 2 years
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perspectives on the first kinslaying, iv
Luinél Glavariel:
Many people had to sail a particular swan-ship before really properly hearing their song, and most had to at least be out at sea aboard them. I could do it after boarding once, usually. Some of the louder ones I could hear after seeing. It was sometimes a bit of a headache since they weren't always singing in harmony, but I loved it. I loved them.
I wasn't actually much of a, a boatperson — we did have other vessels then. Most of them weren't very big, little skiffs and coracles and canoes and kayaks, some rafts, but there were some knarrs and a cog. I had no interest in any of them, though I could manage if someone made me. —'Someone' being Duimiwen or Duinipen, usually. It was the swan-ships for me.
There are sixteen swan-ships still in existence.
Swan-anemone had gotten stuck on a sandbar off Tol Eressëa when the Trees died and the pilots panicked. They had to make repairs before they came back, and get up the nerve to navigate in the dark. Swan-child — the first swan-ship and one of the smallest — had been carried into Grandfather's banquet hall to be an honored guest at the festival, as was traditional, and then everything was so crazy in the Darkening no one thought to bring him back out to the harbor. Swan-agate was in the third Song Hall, placed there months before the Darkening in what was apparently a sudden escalation in a contest of pranks between the apprentice flautists and the apprentice weavers — no one would admit to having done it or explain how they had gotten her through the door, so she was stuck there while people argued over taking off the roof.
Swan-nautilus, Swan-dance, Swan-salt, Swan-birch, Swan-friend, Swan-mame, Swan-pearl, Swan-warp, Swan-weft, Swan-holly, Swan-lyre, Swan-rain, and Swan-wisdom were recovered and repaired after the Fëanorians managed to sink them before they got out of the harbor. Most of them they accidentally ran into the quays and holed, but Swan-warp and Swan-weft rammed into each other, and Swan-wisdom apparently spontaneously capsized and sank. Fëanáro himself was likely not aboard Swan-wisdom at the time, but all the songs put him there anyway.
The other four hundred and ninety-six are gone.
I couldn't name a favorite. I think most people had a favorite — just not to Uncle Volue's level — but I don't think I did. I loved them all. But I'm angriest about Swan-bubble, because he was, honestly, a very pretty canoe, and carried at most five adults, and I can't understand why they didn't just leave him behind. They can't possibly have thought he was suitable for a sea crossing! No one ever wanted to take him even as far as Tol Eressëa!
Calarue Glavarion:
A favorite — Swan-hope.
I'd been on swan-ships since I was an infant, obviously. But when I was tall enough not to get pulled off my feet, Nettë and Findaráto took me and Angaráto to the Pearl Quay, to Swan-hope, and asked us to help them sail her. They let us climb in by ourselves, and showed us how to untie from the quay and push off — Angaráto almost stabbed himself in the foot with the sharp end of a boat hook. Once we were out of the harbor they had us take turns on the tiller.
We didn't go very far, just a big loop down towards the Calacirya and back, but by halfway through we could hear Swan-hope's song. She had a soft voice, low-pitched, and she sang about flowers on the shore and children's hands. She was very patient with us. It was very… not peaceful, because Angaráto and I were highly overexcited, but… it felt very much that all was right. Then we came back, and all our parents and our grandparents were waiting on the Pearl Quay, and we went back to the royal mansions and had a feast.
Later Angaráto and I took Luinél and Aikanáro out — which was even less peaceful since Aikanáro managed to fall overboard, but still very right — and later yet Luinél and Aikanáro took Telperin and Artanis. Aikanáro somehow went overboard on that trip, too. Telperin and Artanis took my daughter Málawen, and Málawen took Angaráto's son Orotrátho.
Cousin Duinipen took Nettë and Findaráto out in Swan-hope, when they were small. (No one went overboard but there was some unauthorized mast-climbing.) Duinipen's sisters took him. Aunt Eärwen took them. Uncle Elulindo took Aunt Eärwen and my father — not at the same time — and my father took Uncle Volue.
Uncle Elulindo was a child when he and Grandfather and Grandmother sailed from Tol Eressëa to Aman aboard her.
Every child and grandchild of Olwë learned to sail with Swan-hope, and you could feel it. She doted on us, and teased us, and if we'd sent the young children out alone they wouldn't have learned to sail but they'd have come back safely. (Well, apart from Aikanáro. Hence not sending the young children out alone.)
It breaks my heart that Ciurwen and Nimbue never knew Swan-hope, and future children won't, either.
(yet more favorites after the cut)
Málawen Calariel:
When I was very little I thought Swan-laugh was named after my mother.
Dammiwen Elulindiel:
Swan-salt carried Duimë and I on our adventure when we weren't quite as grown-up as we thought we were — we went up the coast, putting in to get water or food and explore. We were in sight of the Helcaraxë when Grandfather got Lady Uinen to come and tell us to go home. We were very disappointed, but it was for the best. If we'd gotten to the Ice itself one of us would have done something unwise. I say Duimë would have tried to fight an ice bear; she says I would have tried to kidnap a walrus pup from its parents. (Duino says we would have fallen off the Ice and drowned, but we ignore him.)
Duimiwen Elulindiel:
I know how and why Dammë was particularly fond of Swan-salt, but for me it was Swan-pelican. A lot of the swan-ships weren't even fond of serious high-volume fishing, but Swan-pelican was a hunter. They were my choice for the ritual hunts, always. They had a special song when we started loading the kayaks…
Elulindo Olwion:
Swan-pearl was built to my design, though only partly by my hands. He was always happy to see me for a trip out to Tol Eressëa or along the coast. —He was one of the most finicky about fishing, though. Most of them didn't mind you fishing as long as you didn't bring in more than your own weight in catch, but Swan-pearl started grumbling immediately. And no exception made for pearl-oysters! Swan-pearl would have been happy being the only pearl around.
I shouldn't use past tense — he's still around. He was just so finicky that bloody swords on board sent him straight into the corner of the quay… But there are so few of them left now it's not really done to say one is yours.
Bellewen:
Swan-oak was very good with heavy cargo and just slightly smug about it. I am also good at moving heavy objects and slightly smug about it. We enjoyed impressing everyone during construction of the Coral Quay and the Shell Quay.
Gladalla:
Oh, Swan-gold, probably. Not for any profound reason. She just had a lovely song.
Néthalinda:
These days for a proper singing-by-starlight you need to wait for a new moon, but in those days— It was nowhere near as bad in Alqualondë as in Tirion or on the shore directly across from the Calacirya, obviously, but we still got Treelight all the time. You had to go a fair ways up or down the coast.
The best ship for a starlit concert was Swan-dance, because he was broad enough you could have both musicians and an audience without having them strung out in lines. However, you had to be careful, because if the crew wasn't paying enough attention, the musicians would get splashed with seawater. This is annoying and distracting if you are a vocalist, but if you have an instrument—
Really it's amazing I liked Swan-dance as much as I did.
Nettë Glavariel:
Mother could like Swan-dance because when they were actually performing she could leave me on the tiller, trying to hum the Swan-dance-steadying-tune loudly enough that he'd stay even and quietly enough not to disrupt the actual concert. Swan-dance and I were not good friends. I would have rather taken out a music party on one of the experimental rafts. No, I'll be boring and say Swan-hope.
Telperin Glavarion:
I adored Swan-gloom, mainly because she was the only swan-ship who wasn't white and I was the only grandchild of Olwë with dark hair. She could be very aloof, but she almost always let me hear her.
Glavarë Olwion:
I couldn't really name a favorite on their own merits, but I met Néthalinda while helping build Swan-flight.
Eärwen's favorite was Swan-wisdom, which gave rise to more than a few jokes later on. Her kids all claimed that was their favorite, too, though they may just not have felt comfortable saying anything else.
Volue Olwion:
Swan-wave's keel was laid the day I was begotten, and on her first trip around the harbor my father carried me newborn in his arms. I loved him immediately. We grew up together, closer than brothers…
I can't speak of it.
Duinipen Elulindion:
Despite being sorely tempted, I never tried to convince any of my younger cousins that Uncle Volue wanted to marry a swan-ship. I'm fairly sure they each came up with the theory independently.
Swan-salt, for me. Swan-salt would've gone to Middle-earth, with a crew she liked.
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☆ℜ𝔢𝔩𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫𝔰𝔥𝔦𝔭 : Venti x gn!Reader
☆𝔚𝔞𝔯𝔫𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰 : near death experience, you’re confused asf about everything, bad writing cause i suck, spoilers for the we will be reunited quest!! And also for venti’s backstory, venti is serious for once (yes it’s a legitimate warning🤚)
☆𝔊𝔢𝔫𝔯𝔢 : Some angst, some fluff? Idk bye🤨
☆𝔖𝔲𝔪𝔪𝔞𝔯𝔶 : "It's okay, it's over now" he kneeled to be at your level, his arms still wrapped around you, and you didn't have the energy to fight your urge of nuzzling into him. "I'll always be here for you, wherever there is wind, remember I'm here too. You only need to ask." (2.8k words)
♪𝔑𝔬𝔱𝔢𝔰 : i’m an idiot simp, i did this in one sitting and half asleep, english isnt my first language BLA BLA IM SORRY FOR MY POOR WRITING BUT HAVE THIS
basically you don’t know if you can trust venti or not, head says no, heart screams yes
Also, I was listening to stormterror’s lair ost while writing it, just because its fucking amazing, you might wanna listen to it too
I’m nervous to post this?/&:! This is the second fic i’ve ever finished in my whole life
i love venti and he’s hot in his god outfit i don’t make the rules
KAY ENJOY <3
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"Please, anybody... Just help me."
Saying you were exhausted would have been an understatement. After reuniting with your sibling, you had been frantically searching for clues about khaenri'ah and ways to Inazuma. With no luck, you couldn't find any traces of Dainsleif or of your twin. The ruins had been sealed and you had no idea what happened to the inverted statue or the corpse you had found there. Desperately, you clung into every little information you had, you would have turned every rock on this archon damned continent if you had to, which is what led you into those ruins near Guilli plains.
Walking along the destroyed buildings your eyes caught sight of a dandelion and you froze. You missed them so much, why couldn't they go back home with you? All you ever wanted was to be by their side why, why were they running away from you?
You remembered your travels, the moments you shared together, their protectiveness over you, the fondness in their eyes when you smiled at them. You remember the times you got hurt and healed one another with your now missing powers. You remember sleeping by their side and being grateful to the universe to let you keep your ray of sunshine everywhere with you. How ironic.
What had they meant 'once you reach the end of your journey' ? What does that even mean? Stupid twin, if they knew you were here the whole time, why hadn't they come to you? Why were they always leaving just when they were within your grasp? Why? Did they know how much you missed them and how much your heart broke when you finally saw them? Did they?
You only realized you were crying when a small gust of wind had your wet cheek react to the cold, breaking your train of thought. Wind.
The wind is everywhere, you think, free as a bird, always accompanying every citizen of this world, never truly alone. With this in mind, you resumed your exploring, slower this time.
A sigh escaped your mouth. You didn't want to admit it, but the wind did comfort you a little. Almost as if he was here. God of freedom and of the breeze, he was more a singer than a protector and you couldn't bear to think about him. Was it true? What Dain said... Did he destroy this nation? Was he the cause of the scenery that still haunted your nightmares up until 500 years later? Your brain simply couldn't accept that Venti, your Venti, you catch yourself thinking, could have made such an act of wrath. He was the epitome of freedom, why would he take the very thing he based all of his existence on from mere mortals? Barbatos simply couldn't be afraid of being overpowered, he didn't even care about power. All he wanted was freedom and happiness for his people. Surley this couldn't be right?
But then again, who were you to deny the wipe out of an entire nation? The gods did it. They were afraid that Celestia would be overthrown by the pride of humankind, the destruction of khaenri'ah by divine beings was a fact. There was no misunderstanding about this. That was the one thing you were sure of. So why did you feel like crying even more now?
The mere thought of a gentle soul such as Venti committing innocent people to an eternity of suffering didn't sit right with you. Even when his dearest friend Dvalin had turned against him, he didn't try to stop him, didn't even ask the dragon to save him. He healed and helped him, gave him a choice.
'What is freedom if demanded of you by a god?' was the same person that asked this question the same one who committed mass murder? Genocide?
Did the little wine-lover bard you had grown fond of destroy all hopes and light your kin had?
You remember that night when he freed Stanley from his burden, freed his and his friends' spirits. You had marveled at his action, in that instant he was a god, and he definitely hadn't struck you as a murderer. You remember that look of silent pain and grief in his eyes when he sang the tales of the nameless bard he had taken the appearance of. You knew he trusted you enough to share his story, something so personal, you could almost feel the war that took down the tyrant of Mond. Oh how much you cherished that evening, treating him to some well deserved dandelion wine afterwards, his favorite, and asking him to sing you more about the time where was nothing but the spirit of a breeze.
Your heart broke a little, remembering his rosy cheeks and drunk smile, you wish you could talk to him, ask him what happened. What did he do, was he really as dangerous as you had been told? If so, then why did you feel so good around him? Why did you feel like you could give hi-
You stopped walking upon seeing a ruin guard up ahead in the distance. You're so stupid, you think. Feeling this way is not gonna get you anywhere, especially with how the bard had been missing for a few weeks now. Ever since you had last seen your sibling.
Where was he, where was he wandering off to? You walk towards the disabled ruin guard, not really paying any mind to it, still thinking about the god you longed to meet with. If you could see him, what would you even say? Would he even answer your questions? Why did your stomach feel so light and funny when you thought about seeing him, why aren't you angrier?
You're almost at the killing machine's level now, so lost in your thought you don't notice the five other similar robots hidden behind a wall next to it. You notice them only when it's too late and you've already turned them on while thinking about examining them and collecting their serial numbers. When you hear the familiar tick of the mechanism turning on, you internally panic and think about running away only to calm down moments later and think to yourself that you can simply beat it and take what you came here for. Even if you are emotionally and physically tired, you can manage, you think.
That was before hearing five other consecutive ticks right after it, and all around you.
Turning around, your gaze falls upon the small army of field tillers. Fuck.
Paimon wasn't with you today, you had asked for some time alone which she hesitantly accepted, so you couldn't ask her to go fetch help. You would have been worried if you had all your capacities but with the state you were in, you were wondering how you were going to survive this fight. You were alone, none of your companions with you, and deeply weakened by the busy day you had and the few hours of sleep you had managed to steal away from the night. Was it today you would meet your doom, with all your questions and uncertainties unanswered?
You tried your best to fight with the strength you had left, but quickly grew desperate after what felt like hours of efforts to swing your blade and being able to only take one monster down out of the six. It didn't help that you got injured along the way, their blows becoming harder and harder to dodge. After being thrown on the grown for the third time, you understood you had at least two broken ribs and that your shaking legs would soon fail you as well.
Fear crept upon you, you would die here today, alone. Alone. You couldn't talk to your sibling after all, couldn't understand. You didn't even get to talk to him one last time. Him... You would die without the knowledge of the truth about your bard. You would die alone. You didn't want that, you couldn't look death straight in the eye.
"Please, anybody... Just help me."
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In Mondstadt, there was a musician, a weird singer everyone had heard about at least once. He lived off of his songs and was mostly known for having a great story-telling and being an alcoholic.
The number of people who knew the true nature of his identity were few and he was perfectly content with that. He didn't wish to be a god anymore, his gnosis had been taken away anyway and it's not like he had any power over the city of wind nowadays. Even if his people still worshipped him as Barbatos, it didn't sit right with him to be called a god anymore. It actually never did, he thinks to himself with a smile, he never really took any responsibilities that came with the divine title which is why he was so weak today. But it didn't matter to him, his smile turns into a soft giggle.
Sitting on a mill that was once born from his steps he looks fondly over the city he founded. Even if they were godless, the citizens were still thriving and free. He cared oh so very deeply about the place even if he rarely, if not never, showed the affection within his heart. He remembers the day he grew strong enough to dispel the storms over his actual Mondstadt, and made the weather gentle enough so that there was no need for fireplaces. Nowadays, he loves watching birds nest into the chimney tops and seeing them found their own home. It gave him a sense of belonging like no other, not above his people, but walking among them and watching them nest into this cocoon he created. He was proud of what happened to his land and would do it all over again if he had to.
Especially since it led to him meeting you. This thought doesn't catch him off guard, you often roamed around in his mind after all, and it's not like he didn't write at least three songs about you and your feat, your smile, your courage...
Ah there he goes again, rambling about you in a whisper. He turns around to the statue of him his people erected in his honor, chuckling at how they never made the connection with his signature braids. His, but not really his, since he had stolen this form from someone who was much more deserving of this power than him. Seeing his friend being honored with the statues of the seven around the land made him happy, he hoped that it was a good enough thank you gift in return for everything that the bard whom he couldn't even remember the name of anymore did for him.
Upon gazing at the statue, he remembered telling you of his long gone friend. It was the first time he had talked about him to someone else, he didn't even mention it to Venessa, she who made him believe in himself again. He could ask himself why, but he simply knew that you had something different, more than meets the eye. Perhaps it was because you weren't from Teyvat, or perhaps it was just you being as simple as your natural self but he was simply and utterly captivated by your being. You inspired him to no end, at first he thought it was because he had never met someone like you and he loved new things! But as time grew and he got to know you, he understood quickly the meaning and depth of his passions. He thought of it with a light chuckle, content with your presence alone. He really did need and want you around.
So why did he purposely avoid you like the plague?
The wind had brought to his ears that you had met with Dainsleif.
And your twin.
His first reaction was to search for you, talk to you, he wanted to be here to know what happened! You had searched so long, he couldn't contain himself, still listening to what the wind told him, he started running with excitement but... But wait, Dainsleif was... He told you what?
Oh.
So you heard about Khaenri'ah. He had stopped dead in his tracks and turned back, only sending a warm current of wind your way, hugging you from afar.
He wasn't ready to talk about this yet, not ready to face you and absolutely not ready to answer your questions. He was a coward, he thought, running away like that but what else could he do, really. It was only natural for him to be as uncatchable as air.
A sorry excuse to avoid the fact that even if his past had marvelous story like the one of the nameless bard, it also had its share of darkness, something he wasn't ready to dive back into. Especially not now when your arrival has been shaking this world up like it hasn't been since at least 500 years.
But oh, how he longed to see your face or to hear your voice. So he asked a breeze to report to him what you were up to, and where you were. Just in case! he tells himself, what if you needed help ehe? But he knows you're competent and you won't need the help of a weakling coward like him anytime soon. Or so he thought.
Because when the breeze only gives him a few words back, his blood runs cold.
"Please, anybody... Just help me."
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As you murmured these words in your desperate state, not really for anyone but yourself as a last resort, a prayer of some sort, you tried to stand by leaning yourself on your sword and failing miserably. You didn't dare look up as you heard the loud footsteps of the metal giants coming your way. It was over, and you barely managed to accept it.
As you rested your forehead against the cold handle of your sword, you closed your eyes, tears starting to make their ways out of your closed eyelids. All you could feel was remorse.
A soft breeze moved your hair slightly and your chest felt like a black hole had taken place where your heart used to be, regretting to not have been able to meet him under the tree at Windrise one last time.
The breeze quickly grew stronger, until it felt unnatural and you looked up from the ground, only to close your eyes again immediately when you realized the wind was too powerful for you to keep them open. If you had struggled to see though, you would have been blinded by the white light that soon illuminated the whole ruins. You didn't have enough time to register the situation when you felt a hand being laid atop your shoulder, snaking around your collarbones and pulling you back into... nothing? Another arm circled your weak form and a voice you immediately recognized said
"I've dealt with things worse than you, now crumble."
You realized that if you couldn't feel a chest behind you while still being embraced by his arms, it was because he was floating above you, and not standing behind you. A look in his direction confirmed your suspicions but what stunned you wasn't the fact that he was flying, but the attire he wore. Barely covering his body, a white set made of materials that seemed like clouds and liquid gold contrasted perfectly with his regular green clothes. His hair was glowing green and his eyes that were focused on the ruin guards up ahead had a marvelous shine that you had never seen before. He had that same aura he did the night he freed Stanley, but there was also something different about the way his hands gripped you a little too tightly or the way his voice sounded.
"Venti.." You muttered his name, relief and affection flooding you all at once, in his presence you felt as if nothing bad could happen to you. How foolish could you be, just a few hours ago you were speculating wether or not he had wiped out an entire civilisation and now here you were, being saved by him and feeling safer than you had in months.
"Close your eyes, I don't want give you a headache" he said, slowly floating legs first towards the ground. His unusually serious voice surprised you (and him) but you did as he told you. Letting go of your sword and leaning back into him, you let him deal with the monsters ahead of you.
"It's okay, it's over now" he kneeled to be at your level, his arms still wrapped around you, and you didn't have the energy to fight your urge of nuzzling into him. "I'll always be here for you, wherever there is wind, remember I'm here too. You only need to ask."
Being protected by a god really didn't feel that bad. Especially when you were in love with said god.
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Thank you so much for reading whatever this is until the end :’)
Don’t hesitate to comment or reblog, tysm <3
Ps: venti loves u and so do i do pls take care of urself mwah
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cqtlatte · 2 years
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How are you feeling after chasm quest? I really have to say, I liked dain before but its your fanart that really made me fall in love with him. The mood is just so evocative it makes me want to write a story like that
Gosh, I'm really flattered to hear that, thank you so much 😭😭
Obviously (but just in case) this contains spoilers from the quest and some extras from the Chasm exploration itself!!
For me, the Chasm quest was amazing tbh, although I felt like I had to strain my eyes and keep my computer brightness super high to navigate all the areas we had to explore before reaching the main archon quest, it was well worth the trouble LMAO. Wasn't it incredible how seamless the progression of the story felt, from something as simple as stumbling into Dain after sending Zhiqiong to rest, to each layer's music blends into its respective combat ost?
Hoyoverse possesses this art of answering most of my questions, and leaving me with 10 more, though. I used to be on my toes, a bit paranoid that Dain sided with the Abyss Order all along, but as it turns out, that was debunked since he doesn't understand how to navigate the Abyss's portals! It was a relief to know he wasn't beat up by our abyss sibling and got the field tiller's eye stolen from him as soon as he got it lol.
We still haven't discovered why Dain and our abyss sibling were travelling together as we slept, with 'fate' being a recurring theme. How does one 'find their fate'? Isn't that supposed to happen as you live?
"The keeper is fading away" line was cleared up, when Dain mentioned that all of the Khaenri'ahns were faced with erosion from their curse, but what is THIS
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what is 'It?!?' does this have to do with why Kaeya and Dainsleif hadn't been turned into monsters like the rest of Khaenri'ah? Am I reading too much into this?
I mentioned this on twitter back when the trailer released, but I'm also intrigued by how the Black Serpent Knights and hilichurls were affected by the amplification device, but those loyal to Abyss Order itself seemed to be fine. Dainsleif said everyone in Khaenri'ah were affected by the curse in some way, but does the Abyss Order's contradicting will keep them from feeling the effects of those devices? And on an unrelated note, those in the abyss order are different types of intellectual beings. Who ranks higher than our abyss sibling who is a prince(ss)? Is there a queen or king above them?
It's interesting how Enkanomiya and the underground city have similar architecture as well, particularly the statues of the robed people carrying bowls (in front of the Dainichi Mikoshi and in the fountain room). It would've been nice to get some literature similar to the Byakuyakoku collection in there, but I suppose it'd be too easy, since the Chasm is so close to the surface of Teyvat and susceptible to prying eyes, unlike Enkanomiya.
And lastly, is Zhiqiong okay?
"If the interaction of these forces alone could twist stone and metal thus, if that ordinary heroine was truly able to witness the end of the pitch-dark path, how would she have faced the discovery she would make?" - Frostglaze crystal dialogue
A lot of people are mentioning that the path she took to get deeper in the chasm hinted we'd probably see her again in another patch, but I wonder if this was like a Vanessa ascending to Celestia situation.
As a small bonus, (completely off on another tangent I know), I'm curious about the 'Deathly statuette'. It immediately made me think of the bp icon, and the mural we see in artifact/talent domains, and has an interesting item description as well. Why is it red, rather than the dark blue/purplish colors of the abyss I wonder~ cough cough gnostic chorus and the Sustainer?? ...ahem. Time will reveal everything I suppose.
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Thanks for reading if you made it to the end LOL.. it turned out to be a lot of speculation and questions, and I could go on because I also wonder about the Black Serpent Knights' dialogue scattered throughout the Chasm, but I think I'd get too spammy at that point!! Hopefully Dain will have a nice vacation, narrating more collected miscellany as he recovers 😔
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Heaux Tales | Jazmine Sullivan
Jazmine sat down with The Breakfast Club just a month before the EP came out. She disclosed that during her most recent hiatus, since her release of Reality Check in 2015, that her mom had been diagnosed with breast cancer so the majority of her time had been spent “loving on” her mom and her immediate family. She hasn’t been totally silent though. Back in 2017, Jazmine Sullivan released the song “Insecure” for the 2nd season of the hit HBO show of the same name. It features labelmate and R&B newcomer Bryson Tiller. The buzz that was created off the single alone brought on talk of a new album, yet another 4 years went by before we were blessed with Heaux Tales.
A hoe is a slang term for the word whore, which Merriam-Webster defines as “somewhat old-fashioned: a person who engages in sexual intercourse for pay”. The word has evolved so much overtime that now a “hoe” can be commonly known as someone who is promiscuous or simply doesn’t have the same outlook on life as you might. Jazmine uses French pluralization of -eaux to describe multiple women sharing their stories in Heaux Tales.
Bodies ( Intro) “bitch, get it together bitch”, a form of tough love or an affirmation if you look at it as such. Our main character in this album is obviously having a tough time, aided by her drinking and promiscuity. Jazmine describes her as lucky but pressing said luck by testing fate each day. At this point, she is getting so “sloppy” that she doesn't even know who she's sleeping with or where she is exactly. While this seemingly dangerous activity seems jarring it is actually the very reality of 20s and 30s somethings in our current society. I know all too well the ease of access the InterWebs provides to singletons looking for something/someone that's real. The harsh reality lies in the fact that these sites forget the obvious warning popup that reads “THEY JUST WANT TO SCREW!” But the introduction of Heaux Tales lays it right out for us. If you allow yourself to be an easy lick, the streets will treat you as such. Stay weary, careful and dangerous.
Pick Up Your Feelings Projection from the antagonist cheater in the very first line, “Said that I’ve been acting different, yeah”, Psychologist Sigmund Freud believed that “we make other people the carrier of our flaws by projecting these perceived emotional deficiencies onto them.” (Brown, 2019) Meaning, we as people tend to project our BS unto others and will sometimes blame others of doing the fucked up things we actually do to people. Here the protagonist is feeling the short end of the stick in their relationship and is expressing that to their mate by telling them to pick up their feelings and go. If only it was as simple as that. The pain in her voice causes some dissonance to that of the tone of the lyrics. The lyrics are harsh, tough while the tone of voice and rasp gives the impression that this isn't an easy decision but a necessary one.
Price Tags (feat Anderson .Paak) “That money keeps that pussy wet”
“Nothing in this world is free '' said every elder ever. I feel like they were secretly trying to morsecode their way into a conservation about sex. A reach maybe but hear me out. The tale that introduces Price Tags is Donna’s Tale; she explains how everything is transactional and how it manifests in marriages. According to Donna, the transactions in marriages will mimmick thoes of a prostitute and john. The wife knows her husbands weakness is sex therefore she can use her Yoni as a bargaining tool for things her husband can provide. This is also a common mindset amongst some people. Looking for men for the sole purpose of taking care of them. I have even fallen into this mindset from time to time based on what I consume media-wise and when I lose sight of my true purpose of working a 9-5. I've had to accept that an easy-going good-looking sugar daddy isn’t in the cards for everyone and that it's okay to acquire wealth and things by my own hands. But there is some truth and reason to Donna’s point. If you are lying with a man, giving him your most intimate and sacred of places, the LEAST he can do is spoil you and treat you as a woman should be treated.
The track features Anderson.Paak, one of the Midas’ of the music industry right now, he supplies Price Tags with a complimentary vibe to that of Jazmine’s. He starts his verse with “tricking off regardless spendin’ my hard-earned” which confirms that he’s very much aware of the exchanges being made whilst dating. But he does follow up with “I’d rather buy a purse then deal with the heartburn”, seemingly to me meaning he would rather fork up the dough and get her what she wants rather than not having anyone at all.
The Other Side Here we continue the theme of our previous song Price Tags, Jazmine considers the “other side” is life with a millionaire who buys her expensive things and takes care of her, she describes it as something she feels she deserves. And I feel her. As black women we are seen as bottom of the totem pole in the dating scene, workforce and American history for that matter. Is aspiring to be taken care of in all the best ways such a horrid thing to want after a lineage of suffering and struggle ? I think not. The lengths people go to for a certain lifestyle is unappealing to me. It seems like added stress to achieve some fallacy that's not 100% guaranteed. The somber energy of the song is some insight to our main character's luck with finding her loaded suitor. It forces us as the audience to consider if this reality she so desperately wants is even what will make her ultimately happy. The grass isn’t always greener on the other side. I was always told it is only greener where you water it.
On It (w| Ari Lennox) Sultry and raunchy at the same time, only a song written by two bodacious black women can give the duality they've displayed here. It is for sure on the sexier side of the EP. Switching it up in the dead center of the tracklist, On It, gives us the same appeal to that of the gives and throws of any situationship. Sex is sandwhiched between money woes and heartbreak. Ari and Jazmine’s voices are alluring to say the least. They have a way of making lyrics like “I’ll spit on it” and “lil bow-legged hood nigga with a nine inch” sound like a soft, warm blanket to the ears. I could stand an entire EP of these two singing the phone book.
All and all, this ode to the different facets and phases of Heauxdom, as told by many black women, is exquisite and has been celebrated by so many. So much so it has sparked an outpouring and overdue lovefest for Jazmine Sullivan. A flower-giving that has motivated a tour from this queen that is already sold out in most cities on its roster. 5+ years in between albums and Jazmine did not disappoint. She still exceeded expectations as she spinned the concept on our heads and made us appreciate ourselves and our sexy at the same time. Cheers to you !
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