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zebulontheplanet · 3 months

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Worst thing about experiencing catatonia and late regression? Almost no one can relate. Can count the people I know who experience something similar to me or worse then me on one hand.

It’s really lonely. Can’t talk about it. When talk about it have to remind people that it’s rare and really complex. It’s more than just freezing sometimes and regressing in some simple skills. It’s regressing in everything, it’s slowly losing your speech, it’s your support needs changing and continuing to need more support, it’s so much.

Not fake claiming. But when I hear “I think I experience that” I have to question the person because burnout can look really similar. Executive functioning can look really similar to freezing and catatonia like symptoms. Catatonia not common. It’s pretty rare. People have to realize that.

Catatonia isn’t even my big symptom, yes it’s still a very big symptom for me and it’s a big struggle, but it’s everything that comes with it, the needing for prompting, the degradation in social skills, masking skills, self care, the self isolation. So much more.

I struggle to start and complete tasks, I struggle to talk, to not be in a constant state of feeling like I’m going through quicksand. To do anything. To even write this fucking post.

It’s hard, it’s isolating, it’s ridiculous. I just wish I had more people to talk to, to relate to, to understand me. I wish I had seniors to tell me how it gets, to tell me how it progresses or doesn’t progress, to guide me. Don’t have that. It’s lonely.

#zebrambles #autism #actually autism #actually autistic #autism regression #autism catatonia #kinda a vent #vent #kinda venty #tw vent

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x-crowmancer-x · 10 days

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I don't think I ever posted this

It was drawn in 2023 as kinda vent art? Frustration with how my brain deals with sensory things in a way I didn't understand and feeling manic all night, but not able to do anything.

The answer was ADHD and autism turns out!

#kinda venty #jade harley #sorry girl #hope it gets better for you #homestuck fanart #homestuck #bec harley #becquerel #crowmancerx

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emichevy · 9 months

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REPOST CAUSE THE QUALITY GOT SCREWED TO SHIT LMAO

This destroyed my hand

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mxboxlocks · 3 months

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our soldier fictive wanted me to put his thoughts into paper. he misses his husband, and his teammates, and i grieve for him.

#box's lockbox #tf2 #team fortress 2 #team fortress two #tf2 fanart #tf2 soldier #tf2 engineer #kinda venty #tf2 helmet party #helmet party #tf2 fictive #system #system art #🪽 angel cove sys #🪖 this is soldier btw!#🛼 box's lockbox

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mushroomnoodles · 1 month

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hope ur doing ok :(( sensing some negative energy dude

thank you for the well wishes <3

im not gonna really go into detail since im not a vent blog or anything but ive been feeling really self conscious of liking mpreg as of late (+had some upsetting dreams) and now everything i draw feels gross lol

im not gonna change or stop, im just having a rough time is all

#a #mushspeaks #kinda venty #nothin but words

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leoneedincorrectquotes · 8 months

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You know that feeling of loving a ship, finding it on ao3, and it's just full of angst/death/existing purely to set up more popular ships? yeah it sucks

#project sekai #not a quote #mizurui #any saki ship for death #please stop making mizurui ships where they just lead into mizuena or ruikasa #I just want them to date and be happy #also stop killing of saki for ichisaki honasaki or shihosaki #it just isn't fun #although angst is fine #I need sweet and fluffy ships #kinda venty #but it needed to be said

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aftonsparv-bugzz · 1 month

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:33 < "you walk funny/embarrassingly" "why are you walking that wa-" SHUT UP !! PLEASE !! ICANT HELP THE PAIN IM FEELINg IN MY LEGS !! :o(( ITS LIKE,, IF ONLY IWASNT IN CONSTANT PAIN, MAYBE ID BE ABLE TO WALK NORMALLY !! AND WHO CARES HOW I WALK ?? ITS NOT THAT DEEP THAT IM SUDDENLY NOT WALKING NORMALLY ?? maybe if ididnt need the support of literally clutching onto other people then iwould "walk normally" anywayyssss the way i walk is not that deep please get over it !!

#mew is raging !!#surprisingly not homestuck #kinda venty #cw kinda venty #tw kinda venty #idont know what to tag #this post will not have a buncha tags !!

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metalhead-maglor · 2 months

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Going thru a fat art blog and I get these ads. This is heinous, frankly.

I'm not fat, and neither is the artist. I'm going thru this blog because I wanna see fat people and body positivity, because I find fat people to be beautiful in a way that thin people will never be. I don't want to see how to lose weight. Not just because I don't have weight to lose, but because I see weight loss ads everywhere else and I'm very tired of seeing and hearing about it. I want places where I can appreciate fat people without hearing about how to remove that beauty for the hundredth time that week.

And with the amount of data that they collect, I'm sure these advertisers are fully capable of avoiding fat positivity blogs with their targeting. They're either ignorant or don't care to.

I know fat people have complained about this targeted advertising before, but as a thin person, I'm fed up too.

#kinda venty #cw fatphobia #cw weight loss #sure hope no assholes try to “uhm achually thin people are beautiful too” this post cuz you know that's not the fucking point

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h0t-p1nk-ch33tah-pr1nt · 3 days

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Gen getting so happy to leave and graduate this school

#kat text #finally getting away from my ex friend/abuser #still dont know what to label them as but u get the idea #gonna do my homeworo when i get home and watch spiderverse #i need him in these trying times #kinda venty

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elipapayo · 2 months

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Not me encouraging my anon to talk to my family and immediately getting mildly jealous when they do lmao-- I'm just a tiny bit clingy I swear /silly

#ayo speaks #🍼 anon #not saying you cant talk to them!!#im just complaining #im a little guy #yandere #beloved #fantasies #kinda venty #maybe?#actually yandere #yanblr #irl yandere #yancore #obsessive thoughts #obsessive #obsession #actually obsessive #obsessive love

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tem-tem-timmy · 5 days

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do i scare you?

#edgy #cw scary face #kinda venty #clive handforth #lbp #little big planet #littlebigplanet #art #lbp2 #lbp fanart #artwork #little big planet 2 #doodle

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zebulontheplanet · 6 months

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I think as an AAC user, I get jealous. I get jealous of those who can chose to use it or don’t use it (I have the choice to not use it, but then I just won’t communicate). I use AAC basically full time in public, and use it sorta at home. I prefer mouth words at home but I usually use It throughout the day.

I know this is probably horrible, but I can’t help but feel jealous of those who don’t need it to just get words out. For their mouth to work. It’s hard to be someone that feels like they have a brain and mouth disconnect. To have words that won’t come out so you HAD to get AAC.

I don’t know, I just feel very jealous of those who don’t constantly struggle with words. Who don’t stutter over their words, who are able to get their words out, who aren’t declining in speech. My speech just continues to get worse and it’s hard to go through that. It’s all just hard.

#zebrambles #autism #medium support needs #semiverbal #aac user #aac device #AAC #aac vent #kinda venty #tw vent #speech struggles #I don’t know. some people might disagree with me. I know I’m very privileged to still even be able to use mouth words still #I’m just still jealous.

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emichevy · 8 months

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“You’re on your way”

Comfort character moment.

Running from the consequences of these actions I’m so sorry. For legal reasons this is just experimental they are fine everything’s fine nothing bad happens to them 😀😀

This started out very venty and personal but I ended up liking it a lot lmao. But it is very personal to me. Sometimes I need to tell myself I’ll be alright because I don’t hear it from anyone else. Going through a rough patch right now so I did this for my own comfort

Tala and Noir are my babies, the blood in my body, my soul and the breath in my lungs. They mean so much to me

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romanomen · 27 days

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Wonderful mood

I don't know

Things will get better

#romanomen #kinda venty #it'll pass

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vurtuaghost · 1 year

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#the stanley parable #tsp #tspud #tsp stanley #eyestrain #kinda venty #okay goodnight

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cherry-pop-elf · 5 months

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SPOILERS FOR CHAPTER FOUR OF THE DRAGON EVENT IN HPMA ALSO VENT BECAUSE MY DISABLED ASS IS HAVING A MENTAL BREAK DOWN OVER A DIGITAL DRAGON

Im not ok I’m not ok I’m not I’m not ok I’m not ok I’m not ok I’m not ok I’m not ok I’m not ok I’m not ok I’m not ok I’m not ok I’m not ok I’m not ok I’m not ok I’m not ok I’m not ok I’m not ok

I hate how much I’m crying and sobbing right not over this. My life has been so horrible right now and this felt like the one thing I actually had control over. The one thing I could handle. The one thing I could be proud of and enjoy. Like a real life pet or something. Something that my disabled body could enjoy. That can actually DO. I’m not even sure if I’m making sense anymore. I just know my stupid emotions are making me sob my eyes out I DONT WANT VICTORIA TO GO AWAY! THIS ISNT FAIR! WHAT CAN I DO TO STOP THIS?! I HATE THIS STUPID GAME FOR MAKING ME SO ATTACHED THIS INSNT FAIR! PLEASE DONT GO VICTORIA PLEASE STAY HERE!

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