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#Oceanside Wellness
pinkyringprvnce · 1 year
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Chapters: 38/?
Fandom: Grey's Anatomy, Private Practice
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Addison Montgomery/Derek Shepherd, Meredith Grey/Derek Shepherd, Addison Montgomery/Mark Sloan, Lexie Grey/Mark Sloan, Arizona Robbins/Callie Torres, Violet Turner/Pete Wilder, Cooper Freedman/Charlotte King
Characters: Addison Montgomery, Meredith Grey, Finn Dandridge, Derek Shepherd, Richard Webber, Adele Webber, Mark Sloan, Naomi Bennett, Sam Bennett, Cristina Yang, George O'Malley, Alex Karev, Izzie Stevens, Preston Burke, Dell Parker, Pete Wilder, Violet Turner, Cooper Freedman, Charlotte King, Carolyn Shepherd, Archer Montgomery, Lizzie Shepherd, Nancy Shepherd, Amelia Shepherd, Kevin Nelson, Kathleen Shepherd, Arizona Robbins, Callie Torres, Sloan Riley, Geraldine Ginsberg, William White, Gabriel Fife, Lexie Grey, Sheldon Wallace, Denny Duquette, Rebecca Pope, Vanessa Hoyt, Amy Gray, Judge Amy Gray, Rebecca Wright, Gary Boyd, Tedward, Erica Warner, Mason Warner, Eric Rodriguez
Additional Tags: addek, maddison - Freeform, MerDer, charcoop, Calzona, slexie - Freeform
Summary:
We skip forward two months to Cooper and Charlotte’s wedding and right after Mason’s introduction, Mark shows up to give Addison some personal news. And we all learn more about where Derek and Addison’s relationship stands. Meanwhile, Dr. Kai Bartley arrives after Charlotte recruits some outside help for Derek and Amelia’s Huntington’s research. 
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nebulaleaf · 1 year
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three people have rb'd that indulgent au post with various of prev?? curiosity . and . a) thank you! b) aaauuuug i dont even know where to begin man
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cultofdixon · 26 days
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Within Your Warmth
Daryl Dixon • She/Her Pronouns • Y/N finally found a place to sleep and Daryl was going to hit anybody that disturbs her • SFW • TW: Sleep Deprivation
Requested by: Anon
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“You coming to the bonfire Rick has going on later?” Rosita asks Y/N while she was in the middle of her fifth task of the day, pantry restock.
“Yeah, if I’m not too exhausted”
“Well there will be alcohol. The new dude Greyson found a case of beers on his run the other day with Eugene.” Rosita hopped up on the only stool in the pantry watching her best friend work. “Even Eugene found a good scotch”
“Now that’s what I’m here for” Y/N laughs lightly finishing the canned goods and about to start putting away the new jarred stuff from Oceanside. “Do you know if Daryl is gonna be there?”
Y/N could sense the smirk on her face resulting in a groan as Rosita quickly popped off the stool bringing herself up behind her bestie.
“The Daryl Dixon? The one you’ve been crushing on since longer before I came along?”
“Yes. That Daryl Dixon”
“So…if Daryl were to come then you’d for sure come?”
“I guess—“ and with that Rosita left the pantry, leaving a confused Y/N to continue doing what she was doing before heading onto the next task.
The bonfire was happening at Alexandria. They rotate through the communities every couple days to keep the connection between their families…even if Maggie doesn’t want to step foot in Alexandria as long as he lives. Daryl was currently residing in the Sanctuary after being tasked to keep an eye on the community which felt more like a punishment and only two people understood that. Carol and Y/N. When Rosita left to find him, she half expected him to be inside yelling at someone. Instead he was working on the gardening plots with a green thumb from the Kingdom and a few Saviors that turned for good.
“Dixon” Rosita brought on her tough exterior when talking to the man in hopes that her asks would be given a positive answer. “I have to ask you something”
“If it’s about the bonfire bullshit, I’m going”
“It’s about——“ Rosita paused, relaxing her shoulders. “Wait. Seriously?”
“Rick asked, so did Aaron. You just missed them” Daryl handed the hoe off to one of the Saviors so he could get close to Rosita. “Why are you askin’?”
“It’s more so trying to get another to go tonight.”
“Huh?”
“Y/N said she’d go if you do…so does that confirm the mutual feeling that brews between the two of you?” Rosita smirks trying to get more out of the archer but he continued to have the same deadpan look from before. Her shoulders instantly slumped and the smirk faded. “Alright, loverboy…I’ll see you tonight”
“Mhm” Daryl let out a small chuckle before returning to work while Rosita headed off.
As the night came and the bonfire was starting, Daryl leaned against the picnic table holding all the goodies they brought out scanning around the intimate event in search for Y/N. Who so happened to be the last to arrive even if she lives in the vicinity.
“Where the hell have you been?” Rosita pulled Y/N aside when she was about to make small talk with someone.
“Uh. My watch shift? I just got relieved”
“What the hell?”
“What? I wasn’t gonna halt my work load for the day to doll myself up for a man who’s probably equally as tired as I am”
“Well hate to disappoint but the man is question” Rosita gently took a hold of her chin, directing her to look at Daryl while he was in the middle of a conversation with Gabriel. “Seems to have showered and dressed nicer than usual. I wonder who it’s for”
Y/N can’t deny that Daryl did indeed look extremely well put together. Did everything they used to beg him to do when they first arrived to Alexandria.
“I’m gonna go see how he’s doing” Y/N shot a smile his way which definitely caught his attention, but when she parted from Rosita to make her way over…she got stopped by Ezekiel and couldn’t just cut her friend off.
Daryl felt his small smile falter when she got pulled away not just once, but a handful of times throughout the night. He hasn’t even seen her eat or drink anything. Y/N was very popular that night and everybody wanted to talk to her, he wanted too as well but no window opened.
Until she was sat in one of the outdoor chairs by the fire, Daryl instantly took the empty one beside her and watched her tiredly look at him.
“Sorry was this—-“
“I’ve been trying to talk to you all night…” Y/N sighs, finally relaxing and keeping her attention on him. “I miss you”
The heat instantly made itself present on the tips of his ears as he tried to fight back a smile.
“Missed yea too sunshine”
The two caught up on what the other has missed regarding their community, ending with Y/N talking about how much Rick is an idiot for having Daryl watch the Sanctuary. A few share that same thought but hers had a whole other meaning.
“You staying the night here?”
“Yeah, figured they’d survive a night without me” Daryl scoffs finishing his beer as Y/N curled up slightly in her chair to get more comfortable.
“Well…I still stay at Rick and Michonne’s. No one touched your room if you’d like to stay there”
“I was actually planning on it…”
“Good” Y/N continues to hold her smile that he will always take a mental picture of. Before she could get another word, Rick quickly cut in to ask Daryl himself about any updates for the Sanctuary.
Which lead the exhaustion to finally hit Y/N after a long day.
When his conversation ended by Rick running off to catch up with Ezekiel, Daryl was going to return to his with Y/N but noticed she fell asleep in her chair. So instead of waking her, he sat with her and made sure no one disturbed her.
Daryl shooed away people, even tossed his empty beer bottle at Aaron who tried to start a conversation (thankfully he caught it)…eventually he got up from his spot and carefully picked up Y/N bridal style which led her to stir awake enough to realize what was happening.
“Oh…”
“You’re alright, imma take yea home”
“Okay, long day” Y/N mumbles resting her head against his chest closing her eyes once more.
On the way to the Grimes residence, Rosita and Michonne went up to make sure Y/N was okay but Daryl quickly gave them a look to back off gently. Nothing was wrong. Thankfully they both understood.
“Who woulda thought it took having Y/N do a lot of shit today to have this tonight” Michonne stated, taking a sip of her scotch as Rosita choked on her beer.
“You’re also trying to get them together?”
“Please. I’ve been trying since our prison days. At least she can finally rest easy tonight…it’s been hard for her with Daryl at the Sanctuary”
“I bet…” Rosita continued to watch the two walk off before leaning close to Michonne with a smirk. “What’d yea win in the bet with Carol?”
“Three night shifts for the bridge camp”
“Nice”
Once they got inside the house and upstairs to Y/N’s room, Daryl gently laid her in the bed before grabbing a blanket draping it over her carefully. What he least expected, Y/N gently took his wrist tugging him back to the bed as he caught the hint or so he thought by bringing him low enough for her to wrap his arms around him.
“Lay with me…”
“Are you su—-“
“I’ve missed you so much Daryl, I’m not letting go of you that easily”
The archer didn’t wait another moment and quickly kicked off his shoes before climbing into the bed laying on top of her. Y/N let him adjust to where his head rested comfortably on her chest letting her run her fingers through his hair.
A satisfied sigh left Daryl’s lips holding her as she held him in a way where she wasn’t going to let go easily.
And he’s thankful for that
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daryl-dixon-daydreams · 3 months
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"Ya did good out there today," Daryl said, striding beside you.
"Yeah?" you asked, glancing over at him. It'd been another cooperative training day between the communities, and Daryl was happy and impressed to see how far you'd come since he met you.
"Yeah," he nodded. "Real good."
You felt your cheeks flush with heat. "Thanks," you said. "I—I've been thinking about you a lot lately," you said suddenly.
Now it was Daryl's turn to look over at you, his face painted with surprise. He gulped nervously and waited for you to go on. You'd been thinking about him? Don't read into it, dumbass. "'Bout me?" he somehow managed.
"Yeah. About you... and coming back to Alexandria. And what you said last time you were here..."
Flutters erupted in Daryl's chest. "Mmm," he hummed. The last time he had come to Oceanside, he'd mentioned that they could use more people around Alexandria to keep things moving in the right direction. You were smart and a good fighter and... well, perhaps he had selfish reasons for hoping you'd come back with him... "So, what about it?" he drawled, hazarding a nervous glance over at you.
You smiled broadly at him and his heart jumped and then started to race. "I'm in," you said.
"Yeah? Really?" Daryl couldn't help the smile that grew on his face to match yours.
"On one condition!" you continued.
"What's that?"
"I get to ride back with you on your bike," you said with a laugh.
Daryl thought of having your arms around him the whole ride, your body up against his, and he ducked his head as his face flushed with heat out to his ears. "Yeah, alrigh'," he drawled, nodding. "But yer wearin' a helmet."
"Deal."
Prompt: "I've been thinking about you a lot lately."
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woso-dreamzzz · 3 months
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Breakfast IV
Ellie Carpenter x Daniëlle van de Donk x Child!Reader
Summary: The trip to the Maldives
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"You can smile, you know," Mamma says," It won't hurt."
You don't give her the satisfaction, shovelling more food into your mouth.
"Oh? Giving me the silent treatment but now smile? Come on. Smile." Mamma pokes at your cheeks until the corners of your mouth lift up begrudgingly. "There's my beautiful girl. What's got you so grumpy?"
"It's hot," You complain.
Mamma laughs. "Well, maybe you would be less hot if you didn't insist on sleeping with me and Ellie last night."
"Should have kicked Ellie out. You've had me longer," You mutter but Mamma keeps laughing and presses a soft kiss to your hairline. You look behind you. "Is Ellie up yet? I'm bored."
"I thought you were hot."
"Mamma! I can be both!"
"Ellie's still sleeping," Mamma says," How about we head out and grab some ice cream if you're so hot?"
You look at Mamma suspiciously for a moment but then run to get your shoes before she changes her mind.
It's Christmas break and you're in the Maldives with Mamma and Ellie. You don't really like it much. It's too hot and the ocean makes your hair go all weird and Ellie's being extra annoying.
You made your truce in France so you don't really think it applies here.
Ellie's being extra annoying because of the heat, you think, because she threw you in the sea yesterday when you weren't ready all because you ate some of the snacks from Australia she'd brought with her.
You thought that was kind of mean because Ellie's an adult and you're only little and Mamma always says sharing is caring. Ellie should have acted like an adult and not thrown you in the sea.
You're good at swimming though so it didn't matter and you kicked her in the shin when you got back to shore and Mamma didn't even tell you off for it.
You get ice cream with Mamma and immediately beeline to her bedroom as soon as you're back.
"Ew! Why are your fingers sticky?!" Ellie demands as she wakes up.
You shovel more ice cream into your mouth, wiping off your hands against her arm.
"You got ice cream without me? Daan, how could you?!"
You knew she's joking around now and you've sufficiently annoyed her for today so you skip back to the lounge to watch some tv.
You know that Mamma and Ellie are kissing and being gross because you can hear them giggling and you know that's what they do when they kiss because you walked in on them once.
"Mamma! Ellie's being mean again!" You exclaim when they finally come back in and Ellie gives you a noogie on your head.
"Ellie! Leave her alone!"
"Daan! Your pipsqueak is trying to bite me again!"
"Y/N! Be nice!"
You stick your tongue out but keep your teeth to yourself as Ellie laces up her shoes and throws your own at you.
There's something about you that Ellie can admit that she'll never get. You're slightly feral at times. It shouldn't be endearing but it is and Ellie hopes that never changes even as you try to shove her off the boardwalk and into the ocean.
You're pushing with all your miniscule might but Ellie's refusing to budge. In an impressive show of strength, she picks you up and throws you over her shoulder as she walks to the oceanside bar that's nearby.
"If you're going to give me alcohol, Mamma will be mad," You say as she comes back from ordering drinks, having dropped you off at an empty table.
"I'm not giving you alcohol," Ellie says, dipping her hand into her purse a bit nervously.
"Unless it's in ice cream," You reply," Mamma lets me have ice cream that's got champagne in it when we go to the theatre. Can we get ice cream?"
"You've already had ice cream today, pipsqueak," Ellie reminds you, rolling something around her fingers.
"But you wanted ice cream earlier. I won't tell Mamma if you let me have some."
Ellie rolls her eyes fondly at you before suddenly turning serious.
You notice the switch instantly and it's like you immediately put your walls back up. You go stiff and rigid and look at her as suspiciously as the first time she slept around. One of her hands comes up to take yours but you pull away.
"Pipsqueak," She says gently," It's okay."
You shake your head. "Is something bad happening?" You ask, eyes darting around," Ellie, you're being weird. Stop it."
It's clear that you're panicking now but still rooted to your seat. You look like you're going to bolt at any moment and Ellie doesn't know if she has the wherewithal to catch you before you disappear.
It's now or never.
She slides you what she had hidden in one of her hands.
You stop breathing and suddenly it's Ellie's turn to panic now.
"I..." You say, staring down at what is now cradled in your palm," I...I don't understand."
"I want to marry your Mamma," Ellie says to you. She reaches out for you again.
You let her.
"I don't want to be temporary in your or her lives. I really want to marry your Mamma."
You pop open the box to look at the ring.
"And I know we have a truce but I don't think it covers this. So, I need to ask. Are you okay with this? Is this alright with you?"
You're still not looking at her. "But...But why? I'm mean to you all the time. I get you all sticky with ice cream and I know you don't like walking to school with me when we can just drive. Why are you staying?"
"I love your Mamma, pipsqueak," Ellie says," Can I tell you a secret?"
She moves to sit on your side of the table, gently bringing you closer in case any sudden move will startle you.
"I love you too."
Your eyes starting stinging with tears.
"And I promise that I don't actually care if you put your sticky ice cream hands on my skin or make me walk half an hour in the rain when the car journey is basically ten minutes. I want all of that with you and your Mamma but only if you want that too."
You look up at Ellie and clamber onto her lap, curling up so you can press your ear against her chest and listen to the beating of her heart.
When you come back to the villa, Daan knows that you're acting weird. You're a little jumpy and you can't seem to make eye contact.
Ellie's no help, telling her nothing of what you've done to waste almost three hours together. She just shrugs and shepherds you into their room for your usual afternoon nap.
"You know how she is," Ellie says after getting you settled," The heat's getting to her a bit." She offers up no other explanation but that one before heading out again.
Daan's left to stew in her own worries for a few hours before familiar feet draw her attention.
"Did you have a good nap?"
She cranes her head back to look at you, brow furrowing as she does so.
You've changed out of what you were wearing earlier, with your shoes already on and holding hers in your hand.
"Have we got plans?" She teases when you force her into her shoes and drag her out the door.
You don't answer, holding your Mamma's hand tightly. You pull her along the walkway to the beach, weaving through the sparse trees to where Ellie's waiting for you both.
"What are you two troublemakers doing?" Daan asks," Wearing the same clothes now? What have you planned?"
You drop her hand to stand next to Ellie, who leans down to whisper something in your ear. You giggle before going to grab something out of Ellie's bag.
Ellie smiles.
She steps closer.
She gets on one knee.
Daan says yes before she even asks.
You throw confetti into the air.
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roosterforme · 11 months
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The Younger Kind Part 14 | Rooster x Reader
Summary: Despite his best efforts, Bradley's mind is flooded with thoughts of you. After receiving a lecture from his best friend and making Noah cry, Bradley makes the decision to reach out to you. But perhaps it's already too late.
Warnings: Angst, swearing, and age gap (18+)
Length: 3800 words
Pairing: Single dad!Bradley "Rooster" Bradshaw x babysitter!female reader
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As soon as Bradley woke to the soft sunlight filtering in through his bedroom windows, his eyes settled on your purple crown. He tilted his head and examined it with a frown. He hadn't moved it since the night you wore it while he fucked you on the couch during your anatomy lesson. And now it seemed too precious to touch. 
He had been hoping to spend some time in here with you yesterday, but instead he had shut things down with you completely. He stared at the ceiling trying to convince himself he'd done the right thing by trying to protect you. But all he could think about was how he made you cry.
And then Bradley spent the entirety of Sunday wallowing around in his underwear. He meant to do something productive. He planned on taking Noah grocery shopping. But as soon as Noah woke up and walked into the kitchen, Bradley lost the energy to do anything else at all.
"Is she here?" Noah asked, holding up some coloring books and a bag of Skittles. Bradley's heart sank. You must have left those on Noah's dresser last night.
"No, bub. She's not here."
He watched Noah's face fall as he sat at the kitchen table with the coloring books. "Can I eat them?" he asked, shaking the candy.
Bradley swallowed hard. "Yeah," he croaked, tearing the bag open for his child to eat Skittles for breakfast. Maybe Meredith had a point about his lack of stability.
"Share?" Noah asked, holding out the bag, but Bradley shook his head.
"I never deserved them."
The next day, Bradley started a week of work during which he promised himself he would get into a normal routine. But it was hard to make plans that didn't involve you when all he could do was think about you. 
When he got to the coffee shop, the barista made him his coffee along with yours as soon as she saw him. "Thanks," he muttered, accepting both cups and a sharpie. He scrawled peasant across both cups and forced the drinks down on his drive to work.
To make matters worse, Noah asked for you constantly, and Bradley didn't know how to tell him that his beloved babysitter wouldn't be coming around anymore because his dad lied to her. So he didn't really say anything at all. Instead he watched his son look as dejected as he felt.
Tuesday after work, Bradley picked Noah up and they both headed over to meet with Tracy, his lawyer.
Once Bradley was seated across a small conference table from her while Noah colored on copy paper, Tracy sighed and shook her head.
"Bradley. I told you months ago that you needed to work on getting a custody agreement into place with Noah's mom." She was flipping through the papers in the manila folder that Meredith had left with him. 
"Yeah," Bradley grunted. "Well, am I too late?"
She didn't answer him for a long time. Rather she added notes and marked things up with a purple highlighter. He thought of your purple crown hanging from his bed. He thought of your purple Skittles and nail polish and all the purple crayons. Who the fuck used a purple highlighter anyway?
"There's no way to prove she abandoned Noah," Tracy told him firmly, and Bradley already felt defeated. 
"But she did!" he growled, already feeling bad for getting snippy with his lawyer, but at least he was paying someone to deal with his shitty attitude right now.
Tracy looked him calmly in the eye. "It doesn't matter if she did, Bradley. She would have access to the same phone records you do. She would be able to show that she tried to contact you fairly regularly. Furthermore, she lives in Oceanside, so she could claim she stayed nearby in an effort to be more involved. I can almost guarantee her lawyer will to try to push this back on you."
Bradley scoffed. "Can they do that?"
"Absolutely," Tracy confirmed. "They will try, and they will probably succeed. Judges usually like to side with mothers. And Meredith will be able to play the victim in this scenario pretty easily, I would imagine. How is a mother expected to help provide for her son if the child's horrible father won't let her spend time with him? How is Meredith expected to do anything for him when you have been keeping Noah from her?"
"He's almost four!" Bradley said, gesturing toward Noah as he colored quietly. "She's just acting on this now. Doesn't that look bad?"
Tracy shook her head sadly at him and listed off so many plausible sounding excuses that Bradley's stomach churned. "She tried to work it out with you, but you snubbed her. She didn't have the monetary resources until recently. You made her feel uncomfortable. She got bad legal advice previously which set her back. She wanted to make sure she was in a good place mentally to be a parent. The list of excuses could go on and on. She and her lawyer will find one that fits her nicely."
Bradley felt sick. "I can't lose him, Tracy. And you know as well as I do that none of that is true."
She nodded, reached across the table and patted his hand, and then said, "This is why I advised you to fix this before."
Bradley took some deep breaths while she shuffled the papers in front of her. "What can I do now?"
Then Tracy was looking at him with sharp eyes. "Did you tie up your loose ends?"
Bradley was uncomfortable. He undid the top two buttons of his khaki uniform shirt and took a deep breath. "If you're asking me if I broke my own heart and Noah's by telling the first girl I've had feelings for in years that I can't see her anymore, then yes, Tracy, I tied up my loose ends."
"Bradley. You're the one who asked me to advise you. From this point on, you need to look flawless. Do you understand me? You can see her again after we complete litigation."
He ran his hands over his face, suddenly exhausted even though he'd gone to bed at eight last night. "This is all going to be very confusing for him," Bradley said, nodding toward his son who had already used up half of Tracy's stack of paper. "And I can't ask someone to wait for me when we don't even know how long this is going to take. When I don't even know why this is happening."
Tracy handed some papers to him. "Since I believe you can't win the argument that Meredith abandoned Noah, we need to look at custody options. If you don't want to ask for any child support from Meredith, and you're willing to work with her for visitation rights, I'm nearly certain you can win full custody."
Win. Bradley didn't like thinking about Noah as an object. One that could be shared, passed from one parent to the other, and awarded ownership of. But he had to in this case. 
He grunted, "No. No visitation. I want her out of the picture completely. I don't want her money. I don't want anything from her. I want full, sole custody. Do you think we can settle out of court?"
"With that list of demands? Doubtful. I don't think she will settle."
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You only left your bed on Sunday to go to the bathroom. You were sad, about Bradley and what you thought you meant to him, but you were especially distraught about how much you were going to miss Noah. And you were so upset with yourself, too. You were angry. You had grown so attached to that little boy and his father. Bradley was a walking, talking red flag, but you just couldn't seem to help yourself. 
He didn't want you. He was more than willing to mess around with you, sure. But you were beginning to see that Bradley only saw you as an easy piece of ass. One that would melt when he pretended to beg. One that he could butter up with vanilla lattes. One that would let him have a quickie before work. All while going out with other women. All while planning to sort things out with Meredith. 
You wondered how much of what he'd told you that night on his living room floor was actually accurate. If she really left them, why was he willing to discuss getting back together with her now? Why was Bradley going to let her have a chance to be a real mom to Noah?
Every time you thought about how you ran away from Meredith at the park, you rolled over and buried your head under your pillow. She had more rights to be around her son than you did, and you ran away from her. Mortifying. And your arm still hurt and would take weeks to heal.
Thursday was Noah's birthday. You really wanted to see him. You already had birthday presents for him. You had been planning on baking him a dinosaur cake for the past week. It was all you could think about.
You needed a distraction. That's how you ended up drunk at Greyson's place on Wednesday night. It was a stupid decision. You had class in the morning. You had interviews for jobs coming up, and you needed to get good recommendation letters from your instructors. But Greyson had cheap vodka, and he was paying attention to you.
"I feel like I haven't seen you in weeks," he said, refilling your drink with a huge pour of alcohol. 
"I've been busy," you replied, laying down on his couch as his living room started to spin. "Babysitting. But not anymore."
Somehow you felt a little less sad now as the music playing from Greyson's phone made everything sound fuzzy. And when he set the drink down and climbed on top of you, there was no initial hesitation in your body as he kissed you. He didn't have a mustache, and he wasn't as big and substantial as Bradley, but his kisses felt okay. You knew him. You were used to this.
You arched your back for him to remove your shirt and your bra. He was hard and rubbing you through his jeans as he sucked on your breasts. You moaned softly. He lacked the same finesse that Bradley had, but it still felt good. You could do this.
Greyson unzipped his jeans and guided your hand inside his underwear. You opened your eyes and looked up at his handsome face as you stroked him. "Will you go down on me?" you asked before you really processed your words. 
"What?" he grunted, thrusting into your palm. "How drunk are you?"
Your hand paused on his length. What the fuck were you doing? You didn't even want this. "It was just a question, Grey," you mumbled, shifting underneath him.
"Come on, babe. Guys don't like doing that."
But that wasn't true. You closed your eyes, and you could still hear Bradley desperately asking to taste you there. I want to know if you taste sweet all over, Princess. Will you let me find out?
You sat up, startled by the thought, and now the room was really spinning. Bradley liked going down on you. Maybe he was a liar and a manipulator, but he had really enjoyed that. He had made you feel so good. And he hadn't expected anything in return from you afterwards.
"Let's just fuck," Greyson said, reaching for your leggings and yanking them down your thighs. "That's what you need. I'll get a condom."
You watched him stand up and walk away. You were going to cry, you could already tell. And when he returned, you must have had tears in your eyes, because he tossed the condom onto the couch next to you and said, "I knew I shouldn't have given you that much to drink. You probably can't even give me head now."
"I just want to go home," you replied, hating the angry look on his face as he stood above you. 
"Fine," he agreed, and he called you a ride. You went to his bathroom, wishing you could go to Bradley's house instead of your empty little rental. And then you cried more. Even splashing cold water on your face seemed to do nothing. 
Ten minutes later, Greyson was closing his door behind you as you stumbled outside to find your Uber. The cool night air cleared your head a little bit, and when you got home, you went to your couch with a bag of Skittles. 
It was midnight now. It was Noah's birthday. You sucked on a green Skittle and typed up a text to Bradley. Just this one. You'd let yourself send this one text, and then that would be it.
Will you tell Noah I hope he has a wonderful fourth birthday? And tell him I hope he keeps singing the dinosaur song. Please let me know if I can drop off his birthday presents. 
You hit send after rereading the message at least ten times. Bradley probably wouldn't respond, and that was fine. You could always just leave the birthday gifts on their front porch. And then you'd never see them again.
Next thing you knew, you were waking up the next morning thirty minutes before your first class started, and you had a handful of Skittles stuck to your palm along with a raging hangover. And you had worn Greyson's hoodie home again even though you meant to leave it at his place last night. 
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When Bradley woke up on Noah's birthday to a text from you, he sat up to read it immediately. He couldn't believe you texted him nearly seven hours ago and he was just seeing it now. 
You had birthday presents for his son. Bradley cradled his face in his hand and read the message a second time. You were so sweet. So good to Noah. And Bradley had insinuated that you were everything but that when you had been here on Saturday night. Yet you still wanted to give Noah something for his birthday. 
And then he let his imagination run away. He was getting hard as he pictured you in his kitchen, wearing your crown. But he couldn't let himself get off to the thought of you. He didn't even deserve that much. So he just got dressed and started getting some cereal ready for Noah. 
Once again, he had no groceries, so he made himself coffee and ate a carrot for breakfast before waking up Noah.
"Happy birthday, bub! You're four now!" he said, scooping Noah up into his arms and holding him tight. 
He couldn't lose this feeling. He just couldn't. His lawyer had all but assured him Meredith wouldn't be able to win full custody without visitation. So no matter what, Bradley would still get to feel this, at least on occasion. But as Noah rubbed his sleepy eyes and smiled at him, Bradley knew that he wouldn't be happy with anything except full, sole custody of his kid. He wanted to keep doing exactly what he had been doing for the past four years. "Let's have some cereal, and then I'll take you to daycare."
"Okay," he replied, wrapping his arms around Bradley's neck on the way to the kitchen.
"Aunt Nat is gonna bring you cupcakes later, and then we can have a big party on Saturday."
"Can my babysitter come to my party?"
Bradley set him down and knelt next to the chair. He brushed Noah's hair back from his face and watched him eat Cheerios. "I don't know," he muttered. "I don't think so." 
Would you even want to come? Would it be a good idea? Bradley had already lied to you about so many things to get you away from the two of them. But now Noah was crying. Fat tears rolled down his rosy cheeks as his face scrunched up. Great. He made his son cry on his own birthday.
"I miss her, too," Bradley promised, wiping away each tear as it fell.
"You said she was your favorite." Noah looked at him accusingly, as if he knew Bradley had already broken your trust in him. 
"She is," Bradley whispered, kissing Noah's forehead. "Eat your cereal."
Bradley stood and picked up his phone, reading your message one more time. He had been blaming Meredith for everything in his mind. But really, he was the villain here in so many ways. Just as he was about to respond to you, he got a call from his lawyer.
"Tracy. Please, give me some good news."
"Sorry it's so early. But I just got off the phone with Meredith's lawyer. She did not agree to our terms, and now we have a preliminary hearing scheduled for next week, just as long as the judge approves it for his docket."
Bradley's heart was pounding as he asked, "Is that good?" His eyes were on Noah as Tracy responded. 
"I think it's very good. You asked for sole custody. You tried to offer her visitation rights, at my urging. She rejected the offer. Now we can really dig in and fight. Because we aren't going to backpedal to this offer again when I think you can get exactly what you want."
Exactly what he wanted. Bradley pictured you and Noah napping on the couch with a movie on while he stroked your soft skin. He pictured the three of you eating pizza while you dumped dressing all over your salad. He pictured you underneath him on the living room floor feeding him Skittles while you laughed. He pictured himself eventually picking out a new car for you, as long as it wasn't burgundy. 
"Great. Thank you, Tracy. Just let me know when and where. I'm ready to fight."
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After work, Nat went ahead to his house with dinosaur balloons and some cupcakes while Bradley picked Noah up from daycare. He came out wearing a birthday crown that did not look as adorable on him as the construction paper crowns you and he made. 
"Let's go eat cupcakes and have a great night with Aunt Natasha," he said, kissing Noah all over his face while he laughed. 
When he carried Noah inside the house, Nat grabbed him up and said, "Happy birthday, sweetheart!" Then she turned to look back at Bradley and leaned to look past him, confused. "It's just the three of us?" 
"Yeah," he confirmed, wishing she would end the conversation there. But of course, Bradley wasn't getting anything to go his way right now.
"Is she coming later? Is she still in class?"
"No."
Nat eyed him up and down. "What did you do?"
"Can we talk about this later?"
"No."
Bradley sighed and led them into the kitchen, which Nat had decorated, and Noah climbed down from her arms trying to catch a balloon on his way.
"She's not coming," Bradley told her softly as she messed with his coffee maker.
"So she's coming to the party on Saturday instead?"
"I didn't invite her."
She turned to glare at him. "You've been about an inch away from telling me you're in love with her, and now you're telling me you didn't invite her to Noah's party? Oh," she gasped. "Does this have to do with Merebitch and the custody threat?"
Bradley grunted, not loving having this conversation in front of Noah. "I broke things off. Last Saturday night."
"What?" Nat gasped, getting in his face. "Why am I just hearing about it now? You liked her. You didn't like any of the women from the app, but you liked her. You were actually happy when you came to work after you saw her. What is wrong with you?"
Bradley leaned in closer. "Meredith threatened her. Threatened me and Noah through her. And she already got her arm all banged up trying to keep Noah safe. She's better off without me." His eyes drifted toward Noah who was poking his finger into the icing on one of the cupcakes. 
Nat grabbed him by his shirt and shook him. "Invite her right now. Invite her to come on Saturday. Meredith doesn't get to control everything you do just because she decided to show up and start a bunch of shit- I mean crap," she said apologetically as she winced toward Noah. 
"I can't, Nat... I was... not kind to her the other night. I told her she was too young and immature for me. I called her a kid. I told her it wouldn't work between us."
Nat looked disgusted. "Fix it. And while you're at it, give her a little credit, Bradley!"
He shook his head. "Meredith already has me by the balls, Nat," he whispered harshly. "I'm not going to let that happen to her, too."
"Look at your son. Does he love his babysitter?"
Bradley narrowed his eyes and glowered at Nat. Then he looked at Noah, and his irritation melted. "Yeah. He's very attached to her." Bradley knew you were attached to Noah as well. And he himself was aching inside without you around. 
"Then let him have everyone he loves at his birthday party this weekend. Or you will regret it." 
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You were in bed on Thursday night, trying to tire yourself out with a book so you could fall asleep. Greyson was texting you nonstop, trying to see if you were "feeling better" and "wanted to come over and try again". As if wanting a guy to make you feel good while hooking up was some sort of wild idea you came up with. Like asking him to go down on you was the most outlandish request he had ever heard. 
Your phone vibrated again. "Oh my god, Grey. I am not in the fucking mood!" You ripped the charger out of your phone and contemplated throwing it across the room. You were so angry and hurt, and you didn't feel like this was going to get better anytime soon. 
Then you saw that it was Bradley who had texted you, and you thought about taking your phone outside and running it over with your car instead. "Not interested in you, either," you muttered.
Like a dumbass, you had texted Bradley last night when you were drunk and sad that it was Noah's birthday and you wouldn't get to see them. And apparently now he was finally writing back. You wished you had the willpower to just delete his message, but that wasn't going to happen. 
Bradley Bradshaw: I'm having a small party for Noah on Saturday afternoon. I'm sure he would be thrilled if you could make it. Hopefully you can. 
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He invited Princess! Will she come? Did he only invite her for Noah? Or is he just as miserable as his child is without Princess? Hope you enjoy your fic, @beyondthesefourwalls And thank you @mak-32 !
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sinsandsweetness · 5 months
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hi my love <3
do you think you could do a rick grimes fluff where it’s an established relationship where he’s got a short fuse for everyone else but her and he’s super soft and gentle to her
or rick with a sleepy reader who he just lets fall asleep on his lap as he strokes her hair when he’s in the middle of discussing something important with someone else
ok I'm currently painting my toenails baby pink and got me thinking about rickyl with hyperfeminine!reader. (I know u said rick but this is what my brain said so...enjoy?)
It’s way too late but you can’t really help that you’re a night owl. And besides, the boys are still up, lights on in the living room, the two of them talking strategy for some hoard the group has been tracking for a few weeks. The conversation seems really important so you don’t want to interrupt but you also can’t see all that well since your glasses broke on that run last week and you’ve yet to find any new ones… so you were really hoping someone would help you out.
With your bottle of nail polish in hand, you stand in the doorway, fighting an internal battle of if you should go in or not. So in doubt, you hover, putting a few dishes away in the kitchen. Grabbing some water. Checking the fridge. All while the glass bottle of pink polish becomes warm in your hand. Bare feet padding against the cool hardwood as you finally decide to just go back to bed. The safety of the community is undoubtably more important than your damn toes.
“You alright, angel?” Ricks voice is soft as it travels to your spot on the stairs, swiveling around to see both men eyeing you down. Gaze travveling up your bare legs to your tiny little boy shorts and the oversized sweater with a stretched out collar and way too many holes in it.
“Mhm.” You quip, flashing a candy sweet smile.
“You’re pacin’. What’s up?” Daryl isn’t convinced as he looks you in the eyes, elbows leaned onto his knees. Still in his work clothes. Jacket, vest and jeans. Even his boots are still laced up.
“I just-" you look down at your bare toes. All prepped for paint, cut and filed and screaming at you to give them some colour. “Can one of you help me paint my toes?”
The way both of their faces soften at your answer gives you butterflies. They’re always way too worried. Too on edge. Especially when it comes to you. Wanting to protect you. Keep you safe and healthy and happy. So that’s why when they notice you pacing in the kitchen at half past midnight, they jump to their own little conclusions about what might be wrong. About what could possibly be going on in that beautiful mind of yours.
“C’mhere.” Rick pats a hand on the couch cushion next to him which you happily take. Practically skipping over and plopping down, ass on the cushion and feet in his lap.
He takes the bottle and gives it a little shake before continuing his conversation with Daryl, who doesn’t seem to be listening as attentively as he was before. With you laying on the couch, long legs sprawled out and a sleepy smile on your pretty face, you’ve become quite the distraction.
Ricks hands are warm as he holds your feet, carefully painting each nail, all while he stays talking. You hear snippets like, “- well if we do that, then they’ll just be headed for Oceanside. We need to find a route that makes sense for everyone, even if it means-” but you aren’t really listening. You’re more focused on making heart eyes with Daryl and playing with a loose string on the hem of your sweater. Eyes growing heavy with each coat of paint. The intoxicating, chemical smell that you've weirdly enough grown to love, fills the room and your feet tickle when rick blows cool air on them. Closing the bottle and popping it back into your hand while he leans back and asks Daryl something off topic about a run with Aaron. thumb running over your foot, hand traveling up your calf and gently massaging the muscle there. You sink even further into the couch, all warm and tired and cozier then ever. The combination of Ricks touch sending tingles up your spine, and the drawl of both their voices, act in accordance to lull you right to sleep.
You know that even if you do fall asleep here on the couch, it's no big deal. They'd carry you to bed in a heartbeat. They have before. So you let your eyes flutter shut under the comforting fact that you’re sure to wake up in clean, warm covers with a man on either side of you and two big arms wrapped around your waist.
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fandomnerd9602 · 19 days
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It all started when she was wounded in a firefight with the Brotherhood of Steel. Lucy McLean couldn’t stop the bleeding, no matter how many stimpaks she injected.
You ran to your companions aid with your own loyal canine Dogmeat by your side. "dammit Lucy" you muttered as you shot another brotherhood member before trying to stop the bleeding.
"go" she tried to beg, "I'm just dead weight"
"not an option, vault dweller" you say back as you carry her in your arms to a nearby vertibird. Good old Dogmeat jumps into the copilot's seat as you pilot the aircraft.
“Where are we going?” Lucy asked rather weakly.
“Haven” you answered back.
You met Lucy rather recently. You were kind enough and caring compared to most people in the Wasteland. All she knew was that you were a fellow survivor and that you had recently left your home in search of supplies. You never told her where you were from.
Lucy woke up to a sound she never thought she’d ever hear: the gentle lull of the ocean. This vault dweller found herself in a small oceanside open aired bungalow. The walls were adorned with old posters with a magnificent view of a crystal blue ocean. The bed she found herself in was clean and pristine. Dogmeat was laying next to her bed, wagging his tail at seeing Lucy recovering nicely.
“Glad you’re feeling better“ you give a small smile from a nearby chair. “It was touch and go for awhile but I’m glad you’re doing well”
“I’m dead”
You chuckle, “no you’re not.”
“What is this place? I mean it’s perfect and untouched by-“
“It’s sort of a bubble” you explained. “Completely safe from the fallout”
A little parrot landed on a nearby branch. Lucy was absolutely floored. Life has found a way thrive on this spec of land. The whole island was rich with floral and fauna, an untapped paradise. The island itself was roughly the size of Maui.
“How did you find this place?” Lucy looks around in amazement.
“I grew up here.” You bring her a pic of your own parents. “I head out to gather supplies and my parents…they didn’t make it”
Lucy looked at you, like she was looking in a mirror. Someone who lost a lot and yet was willing to keep going. It wasn’t just about the supplies. She saw you out there, protecting the innocent, stopping the Brotherhood and raiders when lever you could.
“Must get lonely here” she found herself musing.
“You interested in a timeshare?” You asked back with a little smirk.
Lucy couldn’t help but laugh. Maybe she could set down roots here. With you. With Dogmeat. But the world needed the two of you. Because sadly like the old saying goes:
War. War never changes.
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del-thetiredwriter · 1 year
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Mafia au/Good luck while running away from mafia part 0.5
intro , part 1, part 2 , part 3
Notes: Sorry for keeping you waiting. writing it was harder than I thought but I hope you like it.it’s something like before everything started, When they realized you left the mafia.
Warnings: not really mentioned yandere stuff, gn reader
Tags: @hrhqueenfox , @anonymous3spider6lily9 , @hasty-desert , @jokesterreality , @ayachansan , @mouchie , @oceanside-pixie , @paintbrushofanimeuniverse , @lianreine
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Door opened. A masked figure entered.
“Oh~ sorry I'm late. I was immersed in conversations with former executives.”
He apologized , however this apology was not enough to calm the five angry men who had been waiting for him for about half an hour, the person who was attending the meeting via a tablet, and the person sitting anxiously.
He quickly took his seat at the head of the long table.
“My dear executives wanted to meet of their own accord, and it has been a week since the monthly meeting. I'm really curious about why we're meeting”
“Tch, stop acting like you don't know. You know the reason very well.” Leona said, clenching his fist nervously.
“Leona-san, please control yourself.” Riddle said.
"The reason we're meeting tonight is 'Y/n'."
A tense atmosphere filled the room at the mention of your name.
“After the monthly meeting, I didn't get a chance to call them because of my schedule, but according to the news I got from you and my subordinates, no one could reach them.” Riddle continued.
“I cleared my schedule to spend this week privately with Y/n. However, when I called them,I could not reach . When I got their home, everything was in its place. Their car was also in front of the house.” Said Vil.
"They hasn't been to the Monstro lounge since the day they came to report the monthly meeting." said Azul, adjusting his glasses.
“Nothing happened to Y/n, right? This has never happened before.” Said Kalim worriedly.
“Idia? Do you have any information?" ' Azul asked.
“Y/n-shii normally visits me every day but they never showed up this week. Like you, I searched for them, but I could not reach . The phone line was turned off a week ago. The cameras I placed in their house suddenly broke down at the meeting night . Not only that, I can't access the footage of all the cameras around the house from the last week, they're all missing." Idia replied.
“Is there anything else? There must be something.” said Riddle.
“There is nothing at the moment. The bank account was likewise closed. Give me some time, I'll definitely find them ." Idia said.
Leona began glancing at Malleus.
“What is it, Kingscholar, is there something on my face?” said Malleus, sipping his tea.
"Nothing . It's just that Y/n last spoke to you before they disappeared. I thought of that.”
"Oh,so you suspect me"
Leona squinted his eyes suspiciously.
"I don't know what happened to dear Y/n or where are they right now either." said Malleus with a grin.
“But eventually I will find them. Besides, if you're going to be suspicious, you should suspect the head of the table first, right boss?"
All eyes were on the masked man sitting at the head of the press.
“Draconia-san is right. Y/n was your assistant and also your so-called right-hand man, so if anything happened to them , you would be the first to know.” said Azul.
“Where is Y/n, Boss?”
The room resounded with a burst of laughter.
“As expected of my executives,although it took a long time for you to arrange this meeting… anyway then I say it, I don’t know where Y/n is, but I do know what happened to them. My beloved bird Y/n left the mafia.”
Silence filled the room at Crowley's words. The silence was broken by Leona's fist hitting the table.
“What nonsense are you saying! Why would Y/n leave the mafia? There was no reason for that.” Leona said.
“R-right why would Y/n leave ? Y/n was very happy here with us.” Said Kalim while trying to not believe.
“Oh you are right. Y/n was happy here, or so we thought. I don't know why my beloved bird wanted to leave either, but who knows, maybe they felt like in danger or just wanted a new ,smoother, quieter life. I dont know ." ' said Crowley, taking a sip of his tea.
Riddle grit his teeth. He had to control himself. He stood up and began to speak.
“Still, although you are the boss, you cannot make such a decision without consulting us. I, Riddle Rosehearts demanding that Y/n L/n be brought back to the organization . My justification is that a former high-ranking person like them poses a great danger to all the secrets of the organization . Please vote on my request right now, boss. While all the executives are present."
“Well then, let's vote as you say. Those who accepts the request to bring the Y/n L/n’s back to the mafia?"
Everyone raised their hands. Crowley grinned.
“Okay, then the decision has been made. I leave the rest to you managers. Please don't go too hard when you bring back my little bird. You know, I love them as much as you do."
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mitchellpete · 9 months
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Dating Maverick (Headcanons)
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summary: What dating Mav is like. (In ‘86 and in TG:M)
pairing: pete “maverick” mitchell x gn!reader
genre: fluff, a bit of angst
word count: 1278
A/N: if anybody wants a drabble/one-shot or for me to expand on any one of these (or if you wanna just talk about or exchange hcs), drop me an inbox! 
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1986 (and a few years after-ish)
Maverick is a very gentle lover. It didn’t seem so at first, with how cocky and flirty he might’ve been to catch your attention, but after the second date? So vulnerable and soft with you.
He can sing! Like actually super well. You noticed one day and now you ask him to sing when you can’t sleep. He was kind of self-conscious at first, used to singing with Goose in a playful, rowdy manner, as opposed to softly to you. He grew more comfortable as time passed, and now he likes to sing you his mother’s favorite songs.
But also gets incredibly obnoxious sometimes and will loudly impersonate Elvis while you’re trying to get something done.
Spontaneous road trips on his motorcycle (when he’s able). Dinner in Oceanside. Lunch in Palm Springs. A pick up in Vegas. A day in Phoenix. When? Now! Now?!
Knows the Southwest like the back of his hand, actually. It’s not as fun as flying, but driving through the wide, open stretch of desert with you clinging behind him is one of his absolute favorite pastimes.
Is from somewhere in the Southwest, therefore he absolutely hates the cold. Will have the heater on in the winter time and is not opposed to getting wrapped up in blankets by you. You tease him on how easily cold he gets, and he’ll playfully go “Whatever.”
You frequently find random candid photos of you. Taped to his wall, to his fridge, suddenly framed on his bedside table. He almost never mentions them until you laugh and point them out, to which he responds, “I thought you looked pretty there.” (With a shit-eating grin.)
Definitely has one in his F-14, by the way.
Is very stubborn about his attire. Very insistent on dressing like a cowboy at all times. You had to buy him his first pair of beach shorts.
Loves seeing you in his clothes; he’s crazy about it, actually.
Very cute lunch dates. He knows the best diners.
He likes taking you out for ice cream. Sometimes you share a cone and watch the sunset and the planes soaring through the sky. 
He’s the best kisser. He prefers soft, sensual kissing and it definitely has its effect on you.
He has a habit of leaving paper planes everywhere. Some with love notes in them, others with funny doodles. Sometimes it’s just both of your names written, a little heart in between. 
He rambles a lot. He’s very, very passionate about flying, and about his plane. Though you might not know what he’s talking about, nodding along with a simple smile and asking him a few questions makes him so happy. “Well, no, you see..” And then he goes on and on again. 
At the same time, Maverick can be difficult sometimes. Especially after Goose. Sometimes he feels he needs to be alone, but don’t take it personally. He appreciates your support, but he’s been conditioned to “suck it up and move on.” It weighs on him to have to try, so expect him to be a bit quieter at times, a bit slower. You can sit around with him as he sulks, your head on his shoulder to let him know you need him, and that he’s loved. That he doesn’t have to isolate.
You get to watch him visibly becoming Bradley’s father figure. 
“Hey, about tomorrow’s date. Can I bring the kid?” 
Melting when he’s got Bradley in his lap in front of you, making airplane noises with a french fry to watch Bradley giggle and clap. Your heart swells at how good he is with him.
“Pete.. You can’t take him to watch that movie; it’s not for kids.” His signature grin. “Carole won’t mind.”
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TG:M
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Still sings to you. Or, in general, really. He likes to hum while making you breakfast.
He writes all your dates on his calendar. 
He’s very playful with you. Likes making you double over in laughter because it usually results in you wrapping your arms around him and kissing him.
But he also enjoys when you tease him. Tell him there’s something he can’t do as well as he used to and boy, he will prove you wrong. He insists he’s getting better with age.
He’s still as flirty as ever. Except, you’re already dating, so he does it to watch how flustered you get. He loves making you blush.
He likes pet names. Sweetheart and honey are the ones he calls you the most.
He still does not like proper beach attire. Will roll up his jeans and call it a day.
He loves beach days with you, though. He likes laying back on the sand and watching you sunbathe, or play in the water.
You’re almost scared of phone calls now, with the way you’ve been called and informed of the accidents he’s been in while testing his planes. Though most are minor, you can’t help but worry that the next one might not be.
You’ve cried to him a couple times, making him promise he’ll be careful.
He’s a bigger cuddler at his older age, with the habit of pulling you from where you stand, from whatever you’re doing, and tugging you into bed with him.
He likes it when you play with his hair. It’ll lull him to sleep sometimes. Especially when you gently massage at his scalp, and bonus if you’re giving him kisses too. The fastest way to get him asleep, truly.
Alternatively, he also likes playing with yours. He’ll randomly twirl a strand when you’re in front of him, will tuck another behind your ear, will softly intertwine his fingers in it while you lay on him. 
When he’s able, sleeping in together. As often as he can. 
He notices you so well. If something is bothering you, he’ll make sure to find out what it is. He’s also a very good problem solver (duh, but with mundane things too). You feel like he deals with a lot, so you don’t always take every single one of your problems to him, but boy, when he figures out something is wrong? Expect him to walk you through the simplest of things if that’s what you need. He has an unbelievable amount of patience with you. And if it’s something he can’t help with, he’ll at least want to be there with you as you deal with it. He can be the best listener if you need him to be.
Is a lot more domestic and able to settle down. Likes the idea of having a “home” with you. (Not that he didn’t when he was younger, but he feels more grounded now. More grown up. Able to breathe a bit better.)
He makes your coffee just the way you like it. If he’s up before you, he always wakes you up with it, and a kiss on the forehead.
The days spent in his hangar. 
Sometimes, in the summer, a late night thunderstorm will pass through, and there’s nothing more thrilling than cuddling up to him in the trailer, the both of you giggling at the sound of the rain pattering and the loud cracks of thunder. 
But also the days! Though he’ll be occupied with something, you’re always a mere 10 feet away, reading or sketching or entertaining yourself in whatever way you can. Other times you just watch him work. Other times you ask him to tell you his infamous stories, or about his dad. He’ll have sort of a sad smile as he talks, but you know that he loves talking about the past. You make sure to always make room for it in the tranquility of the desert.
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pinkyringprvnce · 1 year
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TW: Mentions of suicide/suicidal thoughts. It doesn’t come up until the very end of the chapter (the conversation between Amelia and Michelle), so if it’s too much for you, feel free to skip it. If you’ve seen Private Practice, you probably already know what it is just from the mention of Michelle. 
Chapters: 32/?
Fandom: Grey's Anatomy, Private Practice
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Addison Montgomery/Derek Shepherd, Meredith Grey/Derek Shepherd, Addison Montgomery/Mark Sloan, Lexie Grey/Mark Sloan, Arizona Robbins/Callie Torres, Violet Turner/Pete Wilder, Cooper Freedman/Charlotte King
Characters: Addison Montgomery, Meredith Grey, Finn Dandridge, Derek Shepherd, Richard Webber, Adele Webber, Mark Sloan, Naomi Bennett, Sam Bennett, Cristina Yang, George O'Malley, Alex Karev, Izzie Stevens, Preston Burke, Dell Parker, Pete Wilder, Violet Turner, Cooper Freedman, Charlotte King, Carolyn Shepherd, Archer Montgomery, Lizzie Shepherd, Nancy Shepherd, Amelia Shepherd, Kevin Nelson, Kathleen Shepherd, Arizona Robbins, Callie Torres, Sloan Riley, Geraldine Ginsberg, William White, Gabriel Fife, Lexie Grey, Sheldon Wallace, Denny Duquette, Rebecca Pope, Vanessa Hoyt Additional Tags: addek, maddison - Freeform, MerDer, charcoop, Calzona, slexie - Freeform
Summary:
Amelia starts casually sleeping with someone unexpected right as an old friend of hers shows up to visit. Meanwhile, Derek looks into possible research topics after hearing about Meredith’s clinical trial for Alzheimer’s in Seattle. After seeing how hard he’s been working, Addison decides to organize a friendly baseball game between St. Ambrose and Oceanside Wellness to help him destress.
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dianadeadwing · 7 months
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Inktober Day 5- Map
TLDR - Here’s a map of the shops on Bob’s Burgers Ocean Avenue as based on the Bob’s Burgers Movie and parts of season 13. Extensive Notes to follow.
This is the map I alluded to earlier in the week of the storefronts with visible names in the movie. The dimensions of the buildings are based on the aerial shot from the end of “The Plight Before Christmas”.
There are inconsistencies between the movie and the series (as well as within the movie itself) as far as the color and location of some of these buildings. I’ve defaulted to colors used in the series but names from the movie. Several of these shops have had different names earlier in the series so I’m working from the movie onward for consistency’s sake.
1. Hotel- Unsure if this hotel has a name.
2. Reflections
3. Spoke of the Devil (Bike Shop) - Shop is named “Spoke of the Devil” the words “bike shop” can be seen as part of a neon sign in the window.
4. First Oceanside Savings Bank
5. Yours Truly, Stationary
6. Jimmy Pesto’s Pizzeria
7. The Petalphile
8. Unknown store front - This building is usually depicted as blue with a large front window indicating that it’s some sort of storefront but I’ve been unable to find a name so far.
9. From Here To Maternity (Pregnancy Clothes) - The movie depicts this building as being brown but the series almost always shows it as green so I’ve made it green on the map.
10. Fresh Off The Presses (Cleaners) - Shop is named “Fresh Off The Presses” with “cleaners” in a neon sign in the window.
11. Unknown Store Front - This shop has a visible name in several shots from the movie but I can’t make it out.
* Some shots from the movie show an additional pink building at the end and others don’t. It does not have a awning or large front window and could therefore possibly residential or a service (such as a lawyer). This building does not appear in the aerial shot so I did not include it.
12. Ocean Market
13. Needles to Say - This shop as well as the following three also appear in season thirteen and are particularly visible in “What a (April) Fool Believes”.
14. Walk All Over Me (Flooring Showcase)
15. You Were Framed (Picture Framing)
16. For Pete’s Cake
17. It’s Your Funeral (Home and Crematorium)
18. Bob’s Burgers
19. Store Next Door - The often vacant orange store front next to Bob’s.
20. Red building- This building is very visible in several shots but isn’t shown to have a name. It has three front doors at the top of some stairs. Because of its layout it seems most likely to be residential. (As we know this neighborhood has mixed zoning, such as Mr. Huggins’ apartment building)
21. Blue Building - The positions of this building and the beige building are switched in the movie. In the series it’s fairly consistently blue so that’s what I’ve included. It seems similar in structure to the red building and could also be residential, but we don’t get many good shots of this part of the street so it’s hard to tell.
22. Beige Building - This part of the street is most often seen from the alley. It appears to have a loading dock. This where Alice parks her food truck in “As I Walk Through the Alley of the Shadow of Ramps” in season 8.
23. Liquor - This building has been depicted in different colors but has a prominent sign stating “Liquor”. I’ve seen it called “Oh La Liquor” but I’d like to see this in later season materials.
This is just what I’ve gathered as of ep 14.1. Please feel free to let me know if you have any additional information. (Or an official map) I’m absurdly invested in this.
There is also an aerial shot from the movie that shows Wagstaff in relation to Ocean Avenue (it’s also mentioned to be four blocks away) and I just wish I could take screen shots so I could study it better. I’ll make a map of this whole dang town.
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cultofdixon · 3 months
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Please don’t take my sunshine away
Daryl Dixon • She/Her Pronouns • Saviors War ended. Doesn’t mean vendettas don’t exist. The archer just wished those who hated him would fuck with him and not someone as important as you • ANGST/SFW • TW: Major injuries / Blood loss / Concussion / Discomfort
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“You are one impatient man when it comes to your other half”
Daryl brought his attention toward the front door where Maggie stood with a tired expression on her face with an equally tired infant in her arms.
“Sorry if me leavin’ woke you both”
“No no. Hershel was the one to wake me but that’s what you sign up for with babies” Maggie smiles at her son who finally relaxed in her embrace. “Now why are you up? Y/N is going to be here in the morning”
“That. That’s exactly why”
“Again, impatient” She laughs bringing herself to sit on the steps as Daryl pushes himself off the pillar to sit beside his friend. “She’ll get here when she’ll get here”
Nothing could go wrong.
It was starting to become unbearable. The waiting for his partner even if he was occupied for most of the day.
Daryl decided to take his bike out of the community for his break, thinking Y/N’s car must have run out of gas on the way over so he would bring one over. But before he even left, Siddiq stepped through the gates with Enid who’s shadowing him to become a medic. They were coming from Oceanside after doing check ups and the route from that community and Alexandra merge at a point when heading toward the Hilltop. So he could’ve seen anything on his way over.
“No, we didn’t see a car on the way over”
“There were a lot of walkers in a single spot that we took care of and it was just a dead deer.”
“So you really shouldn’t worry about Y/N” Siddiq instantly went to where Daryl was thinking as Enid nodded nervously.
“Yeah well she hasn’t turned up. I gotta head out there and see what’s happenin’.” Daryl got on his bike about to start it when Siddiq laid a hand on his shoulder giving him a worried look.
“I’ll get Maggie’s radio. Just in case”
Daryl nodded, gripping onto his radio subconsciously.
This isn’t right?
Eugene told me this car had its maintenance done. Why is it being like this?
Fuck—-FUCK, where are the breaks?!
Who messed with the brea——
Y/N flinched awake after the initial crash as she slowly lifted her head off the steering wheel feeling the throbbing stiff pain in her chest. Her ribs were broken. The pain wasn’t only there. Her whole body ached and given the shaking from the shock, so much more happened. The blood loss was getting to her, how long has she been out? She went to reach for her pack in the passengers only to notice the glass shards embedded in her right arm. Staring at what caused pain on one side of her resulted in a realization that she couldn’t feel her other arm. Before she could even try and touch it, her lungs constricted causing her to cough into her hand noticing the blood and that’s when the tears started.
She’s going to die out here.
Then it clicked to her. Where she crashed and how far she was from the Hilltop, it shouldn’t go unnoticed if Y/N pressed down on the horn. She tested it at first to make sure that the horn was still connected but then she remembered it’s not the old world. Walkers littered the earth and just from testing it could’ve triggered one over.
But the smallest test caught the archer’s attention as he drove near the sound and took out walkers nearby.
The honk was only once, and then suddenly consistent.
Daryl followed and killed the walkers near the sound as it came clear what happened…or at least why she didn’t show up…
Fuck fuck fuck Daryl quickly ran to the driver’s door after dropping his bike. He forced the door open seeing the damage for himself as he struggled to keep his composure.
She felt him gently bring herself against the seat to check her pulse and thankfully it was there for him.
The sound of the radio buzz caught Enid’s attention from their inventory re-check as she quickly grabs it.
“Hello? Daryl?” She says watching Siddiq turn around to face her and eye the radio.
“It’s bad. It’s really fucking bad”
“We’ll see you soon” Enid stopped pressing their radio tossing it onto the counter and quickly cleaning up what they were doing.
“Once you put that box away, go inform Maggie and Jesus. Maybe someone can shorten the walk over here and drive Y/N the rest of the way back. Then come back and help me set up for anything” Siddiq states watching Enid not even wait another moment and sprint out of the infirmary.
They managed to connect to somebody who was on their way to the Sanctuary. The quick detour to pick up the two was the only easy part. The driving with a pretty much broken person in the vehicle was one of the first few difficult things to handle.
“Maybe drive fucking smoother?!” Daryl snaps at the driver who was already trying his best not to hit any bumps along the way but it is a dirt road to Hilltop compared to the others.
The gates opened the second they heard the car pulling up. Jesus accompanied Siddiq and Enid with helping Y/N get to the medical trailer but Jesus was mainly there to block Daryl the second the two medics got their patient.
“You seriously gonna keep me from her?!”
“Do you even see yourself? She’s going to feel worse seeing all of her blood on your person”
“How the fuck would you know that?! She’s not even awa—-“ Both Daryl and Jesus turned toward the shout coming from the medical trailer as the archer didn’t hesitate to shove the skilled fighter out of his way.
When he entered, Y/N was awake and trying to get Siddiq’s assessing hands away from touching her injuries. Her hands shook when trying to shove him away as he couldn’t stop paying attention to her left arm that was barely moving. He directed Enid to pin her as he gently—as best as he could, grab her shoulder watching her retract her entire body resulting in another shout of pain to escape her. Daryl noticed they cut her shirt to access the injured better and saw the deep blue and purple bruising from her ribs breaking. He was frozen in place, everyone expected him to try and intervene but how could he? He doesn’t know how to handle these things.
Siddiq noticed his presence after a while and glared at the man along with it directed to Jesus. “Get him out of here!” He barked as Jesus quickly grabbed Daryl.
“Come on. Let them work” He struggled to pull Daryl away as he instantly broke out of his grasp stepping over to the situation.
“Jesus I told you—-“
“If I grabbed him now, who knows what you’ll need to fix next” Jesus snaps back only to turn his attention to the doorway when Maggie called out for him needing his assistance.
Daryl gently rest his hand on Y/N’s head causing her to turn her attention onto him. Tears spilled from her bruised blooded face as she couldn’t think of anything to say but she instantly relaxed the best she could given her body ached when Daryl started to shush her in a calming manner. When her body finally relaxed, Siddiq gave Enid a nod for the okay to start working on her while he got an IV in her arm.
“You’re doing great, sunshine…you’re doing great” Daryl whispers brushing away the hair in her face. He glances up noticing Siddiq’s hesitation in popping her shoulder back in place, but once they agreed through the silence. Daryl stood up holding her carefully but also pinning her.
“It will only last a few seconds. I’ll be quick”
“It’s gonna be alright” Daryl reassures Y/N as she watches Siddiq get to work with fixing the dislocation.
After popping her shoulder back into place, she passed out. It scared the few working on her but Siddiq reassured that it was from the shock subsiding and the blood loss of course. Which led Daryl to reveal he’s a universal donor to Siddiq when Enid went to give Maggie an update.
“Are you sure she’ll be okay with this?”
“No, but she needs it” Daryl sat down in the offered seat as Siddiq went ahead with preparing his arm.
“I won’t tell anyone else. I know why you’re doing it now but again—“
“Yeah I get it, Siddiq. Just…yeah hurry up” The archer looked away when he put the needle in, not because he’s squeamish but because this brought weird memories.
After doing the blood transfusion, Daryl stepped out for a moment applying pressure to his arm giving them time to stitch the deep gashes and finish with cleaning and bandaging. He noticed the truck that Rick normally drives being by the Barrington house and when he brought himself into the vicinity there was more than just Rick in the building.
“Daryl, just…the man we needed right now” Rick clears his throat avoiding his eyes as Maggie and Michonne’s worried expressions caught the archer’s attention.
“What happened?”
“We investigated further on what happened to your partner” Jesus started the conversation but no one wanted to say it.
Which easily drove Daryl nuts.
“Spit it out”
“Someone cut the brake wires to the vehicle Y/N was driving” Michonne stated watching him tense. “then when we asked around Alexandria—more specifically the recent Saviors we took in. One of them threatened Y/N before she left”
“And the Saviors aren’t all too bright. They didn’t want her to crash the car” Rick finishes handing Daryl the list of Saviors they are shipping out of Alexandria.
“They did that…expecting me to fucking drive the car and crash?”
“Knowing you, you would’ve been able to crash…safely. Regardless. We are moving those Saviors back to the Sanctuary and—-“
“That’s all you’re ever gonna do. My fucking partner, my WIFE, almost died because some fucking Saviors are still out for me. Or hell they wanted her dead so I would finish the fucking job that y’all didn’t do that night on the hill” Daryl scoffs stepping away from the conversation as Maggie cut through the group letting them take care of the situation for themselves.
“Daryl—-“
“Mags I’m sorry for bringin’ it up again. But I can’t listen to—-“
“You’re right” Maggie grabbed his shoulder making him stop and turn to her. “You didn’t say it but you’re right that their decision for handling this situation is wrong. They should’ve exiled them or worse. But can we at least focus on right now? Y/N is alive. Doing alright. And I’m recommending you both to live here until she’s well enough or hell. Permanently.”
“Y/N wouldn’t agree to the permanently thing. She spent too much time rebuilding our house…it’s just gonna take a while”
“I know and you both can spend that while, here. Or the Kingdom with Carol and Ezekiel. Literally anywhere until she’s ready to go back.”
Daryl didn’t have anymore words on the matter while his anxiety had a chokehold on him. Unexpectedly, the tears spilled as his thoughts raced and while Maggie had too many thoughts herself on the matter…she pushed them aside and brought her arms around her friend keeping him close as he latched onto her.
“She could’ve died…and left me all alone”
“You know she’s a fighter…you’re going to be stuck with her forever” Maggie laughs softly holding him for as long as he wanted.
Soon Daryl found himself seated beside Y/N’s gurney staring at every bandage, every bruise, her swollen face, and her arm strapped to her chest. He next focused on the rise and fall of her chest, afraid of the possible stop. But that never came and she was going to be okay…
“Hey…” Daryl smiles warmly gently kissing Y/N’s forehead as she had been asleep for three days since the accident. He stuck by her side the entire time for the moment she opened her eyes.
“Hi…” Y/N gave him a tired smile even with the bit of pain coursing through her, thank god the drugs helped with it. “You’re dumb”
“For?” He scoffs feeling her hand touch the bruise he got from the IV. “Yeah well, I ain’t losing yea so”
“Mm. Would’ve been out longer if you didn’t.” Y/N kept her hold on him for him to get the hint to sit on the edge of the bed letting her non-strapped arm rest in his lap feeling his hand rub up and down her arm gently. “Gonna take a lot to keep me out”
“Good” Daryl leaned over kissing her lips before pulling away to get one good look at her. “I love you…so much”
“Mm getting sappy, Dixon” She teases patting his leg as he took her hand into his squeezing it and bringing it up to his lips. “I love you, and I’m here. I’m alive. So stop worrying for right now…”
“Okay…”
“Okay?”
“Yes. For now” Daryl mumbles to himself as Y/N gave him a certain look that lead him to lifting her up enough for him to slip in beside her bringing her into his embrace.
She’s okay
She’s alive
And they are going to pay.
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idlesana · 8 months
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oceanside
sana x fem reader ; angst
summary: you and sana, and your late night trips to the vacant beach
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the beach.
you didn’t like the beach, not typically. grainy hot sand, screams of joy that seemed deafening when combined with the sounds of the waves colliding with the shoreline, it all made your irate. however, the sensation of going to the beach at the dead of night was a comforting feeling. the screams no longer present, crashing of waves less persistent and more soft, sand cool and smooth beneath you.
more importantly, the way sana’s hands played with yours under the moonlight.
you weren’t too sure how it had come about, how you started missing sana during the days, only to find her at night, walking the shoreline, bending to let her fingers dip in the cool water.
she was a friend of a friend, someone you didn’t truly know, yet, her presence brought the strongest feeling over you. what feeling? you weren’t sure of that either.
“i love the ocean, despite the common fear associated with it.” her voice was low and gravely, far from the usual bubbly sana you’d see at group gatherings.
“i’m afraid of the ocean.” you replied, eyes lingering of her fingers gently tracing your own, heart caught in your throat.
you weren’t sure where sana came up with the things she said, but, you aren’t sure of a lot when it comes to the girl.
“and whys that?” she hums, you feel her eyes on you, you feel the weight of them as they track any move you make. you take in a breath, salty air filling your lungs as you look up at the girl, the girl who quickly took the breath out of your lungs.
the moonlight somehow made her prettier, highlighting the perfect nose, sharp jaw, plump lips. it glimmered in her eyes as she looked at you, and suddenly it felt impossible to speak.
“it’s, kinda the mystery of it. who really knows what’s out there.” you shrugged, averting your gaze to the ocean, sea foam and small waves crashing on the shore, illuminated by the moon, almost shining.
“funny, that’s what i find alluring about the ocean.” sana smiles, although you don’t see it. she uses her right arm to push closer to you, hand now atop yours, listening to how your breath catches. “then again, that’s what i like about you too, the mystery.”
-
the next time you see sana, you’re with your friends.
she almost ignores you when in groups, only acknowledging you in fleeting glances an occasional hums in response to what you say.
you think back to the first night you spent with her on the beach, exactly two weeks ago. she had messaged you, not giving much conversation, instead just an address and life guard tower number, as well as a small “come here xx”. why you decided to meet with this stranger almost? you weren’t sure.
you also didn’t know why she treated you in two polar opposite ways, during the day, sana brought the aura of night, cold and quiet, and during the night, sana brought the aura of day, so warm and bright.
“y/n?”
you look up, catching the eyes of all your friends, including sana, all concerned except for her, she was neutral, almost grinning as if she knew.
“are you alright? you spaced.” one friend, cho miyeon, asks. this friend was impossibly close to sana, always flirty and a blushing mess when she was around. it made you wonder about why sana treated you the way she did come night if she was seemingly into miyeon, as all your friends believed.
“yeah i’m good, just tired.” you smiled, raising hands above your head in a stretch.
“were you out last night?” you pause. the voice was undeniably sana, who you were undeniably out with last night. you meet her eyes, seeing the cheshire grin she wore, knowing well where you were.
“uh, yeah, i was meeting up with someone.” you respond, lowering your hands slowly, expression now unreadable to the other people beside you two. nevertheless, the two of you received curious looks, as if they could pick up on sana’s hints as well.
“sounds fun, is she pretty?” sana is now leaning further forward, elbows on the table and head in her hands. you feel yourself gulp, her gaze along with the other curious looks from your friends feeling suffocating.
“yeah, she is.” you shrug, shyly looking away to conceal the rosy color that was burning on your cheeks.
“aww, how sweet.” sana replies, only before looking back to miyeon to envelope her in some conversation about a drama, you think.
you look back up, in the clear from sana’s gaze, but your now being looked at suspiciously by park jihyo, your best friend. her gaze is ever knowing, and yet confusion is splayed on her features. you knew she knew something was up, she just couldn’t place what.
“something wrong?” you ask, tilting your head at her, opting to play dumb in the eyes of danger. then again, you didn’t know why you and sana’s meetings were private up until this point, but as all thoughts with sana end: you aren’t sure of any of her intentions.
-
“so, what’s up with you and sana?”
the group is now at some shopping complex, specifically in a cute clothing store, everyone split off to browse on their own time. sana and miyeon flirting somewhere in the store, you could tell by the giggles that settled wrong in your stomach, mina and dahyun somewhere picking out clothing for the other, and of course, jihyo.
“i don’t think i know what you’re talking about.” you say, jaw clenching as your fingers start to grip the clothing hangers a little tighter.
“yeah, right. we all saw whatever happened at lunch.” jihyo quipped back, looming closely behind you, making sure to keep her voice somewhat low. you could only scoff, frustrated at the persistence of your friend, especially when you know you’d get lectured if you gave into her theories. probably over what a danger it is to be involved with someone who acts in such spontaneous ways.
“i’m not sure either. maybe she saw me.” you said, trying to remain as calm in your lie, careful to not get caught.
“and then who were you with?” jihyo asked, uh oh. this was not good, not one bit.
“sana.”
-
sure enough, jihyo ended up explaining what a risky situation for your feelings this was, and you had simply agreed, nodding in embarrassment at every word she had said. and yet,
“you know i get jealous over jihyo, right?”
and yet, here you were, giving in to the temptation that is minatozaki sana yet again. the waves crashing on the shore yet again, crisp air lightly blowing your hair as you gazed off, letting sana’s hands trail to your waist.
“that’s not fair.” you murmured, eyes dropping to your lap, catching sana’s arm snake from behind you to pull you into her front. you heard sana let out a muffled chuckle, feeling her chin fall to the top of your shoulder.
“and whys that?” sana giggled, you could feel the smile in her voice, which only left more unease in your stomach.
“you seem to be pretty infatuated with miyeon.” your voice was gruff, trying to restrict whatever bubbling feelings of jealousy from imploding inside you. it all felt wrong, like you shouldn’t be feeling this way. sana only laughed, grinning into your neck, hot breath tickling your skin. her response only heightened whatever pent up feelings were brewing within you.
“that’s silly. miyeon-ie and are are just real close.” sana dragged out the real, voice airy and light, giggles still lingering in her tone. you only sighed, trying so hard to keep it all in, to not let any of the strange emotions sana gave you seep.
“what? something wrong?” sana asks, voice so very knowing.
“no. i’m okay.”
-
the next time you see sana, it’s at some house party.
more importantly, miyeon’s house party. full friendgroup and then some in attendance. it’s actually quite the large crowd, and yet, it seems sana is the only girl you can see.
she’s all up on miyeon, and you can’t help the disgusting jealousy that rises in you, followed by the guilt of being jealous of one of your own friends.
sana knows. she knows your jealous. her eyes keep finding yours through the sea of people, watching as you lean on the wall, sipping some punch concoction and moping. she only grins at you, continuing to lay the moves on miyeon, much to the others delight.
you wonder if sana’s playing with you or playing with miyeon, or maybe both, you aren’t sure, really.
you huff, eyes grazing around to the other occupants in the building, hoping to find someone you can talk too, anything to distract yourself from the older girl.
and that’s when you feel it.
a light tap on your shoulder, then another, and then one more, making you turn on your heel to face whoever was trying to rope in your attention.
it’s im nayeon. and wow, she is stunning.
you’d known her as a friend of sana’s, but further than that, you had not a clue anything about the older girl.
she was taller than you, looking down to meet your gaze with a bright smile on her face.
“hey, you’re y/n, right?” she asks, leaning down to your ear, ensuring you hear her voice, deep and a little gravely. her breath is hot in your ear, sending a sudden chill down your spine despite the heat of the room. she pulls away, dopey grin still on her face, succeeding in making you smile for what feels like the first time tonight.
you place a hand on her shoulder, leaning up to respond, “yeah, you’re nayeon.” you hum, leaning back and letting your smile grow as you note her flushed cheeks.
she leans back once more, “do you wanna go outside? it’s a little loud in here.”. you only nod, letting her large hand grip yours as she leads you along to the back door, missing the grimace sana sends the both of your ways.
-
“what’s up with you and nayeon?”
you don’t know how sana keeps you wrapped around her finger, keeps you at the edge, knowing at any point you’d drop whatever you were doing to assist her, entertain her.
the warmth she gives you is almost too hot now, not as comforting as it once was, instead, her touch burns against your skin, searing anything in her path.
“i don’t know, she’s nice.” you shrug, eyes transfixed on the dainty fingers she runs along your thigh, other hand snaked around your body and drawing you into her front.
“yeah, sure. are you two talking?” she asks, voice twinged with annoyance and frustration. you take in a deep breath, salty air filling your lungs.
“i don’t know.”
it’s all you can say, tip toeing around sana as to not hurt her, ironic. almost all her actions hurt you, and it’s a suffocating pain.
you only realized recently that you were in love with sana. maybe you brushed it aside as it was far too soon to feel so strongly, but this pain and comfort could only draw back to one thing. and the cruel reality of being in love was playing out now, the way you craved for sana, no matter how bad it hurt you.
there’s a beat of silence, a deep breath from sana, until that stinging pain leaves you, her body fully removed. you hear her stand behind you, ready to walk off as she always does.
“i don’t get you.” you say, it’s uncontrollable, and it’s nearly a whisper. but surely, it catches sana attention, steps pausing, her turning back to you, although you can’t see that.
“what don’t you get about me?” sana asks, voice gentle, contrasting with her almost aggressive tone from earlier. it compliments the crashing waves, and it drives you to stand and face her, for better or for worse.
“sana, do you understand what you’re doing? running off with me at night just to be all over miyeon every hour of the day? do you know how hurt i am?” you can’t control it now, the warm tears finally falling, and all that pent up emotion finally breaching.
sana stares at you, eyes blank and arms hung at her sides, baggy top flowing with the wind.
“it’s so hard for me sana, and it’s just a game to you.”
you’re sobbing now, body shaking and vision blurring, head starting to ring and the sound of the ocean deafening, only worsening the pain settling within you.
she’s still, so still it can only make you hurt worse, it almost makes her look careless.
“y/n.” she mutters, taking a careful step forward, looking down at the sand beneath her.
you can only cry harder, hands moving to wipe some of the wetness from your eyes and nose, the feeling so gross, and yet again only enhancing your emotions for worse.
she moves closer again, now an arms length away from you. her eyes are still emotionless, but her brows are furrowed, but you can’t really make that out.
you can’t control your body from throwing itself into sana, head nuzzling to her neck in an attempt to suppress all of whatever was coming out. her arms wrap around you, hurting you worse and worse. her shirt begins to stick to her skin from the tears you unleash onto it, and she cringes a little, heart twinging with an unexplainable guilt.
she pulls away, holding you by your shoulders, looking at your face, looking at how tired you looked. she pouts at you, you who is hastily breathing out, nearing a panic attack unbeknownst to sana. sana who is now leaning in, she’s fluttering closed once close enough. and surely, her lips press against yours.
she ignores the salty taste of your lips, and you ignore your shock and fatigue, barely kissing her back, but still putting in an attempt. one of her hands goes to cup your cheek, other resting on your neck, pulling you in closer. she hums, fulfilled and happy, despite the melancholy atmosphere surrounding the two of you.
she draws away, frown on her face at your obvious exhaustion. she can only sigh, hand grabbing yours with a tug.
“let me walk you home.”
-
the walk is quiet, more peaceful then the events from the beach, but there’s something left unsaid, and that’s all you can place.
but soon enough, you’re at your doorstep, sana’s hand still in yours.
you feel ready to give out, tired of everything, ready to go sleep for too long and then wake up and do nothing for a couple days, you’d figured you’d be too exhausted anyway. but there’s another tug, light at your hand, and you almost want to ignore it. but, when have you ever ignored sana?
you turned, begrudgingly, facing the girl, who only wore a somber smile, a glint of pain noticeable in her eyes.
“y/n,” she trails, looking away from you. uh oh.
“listen, i care about you, and a lot.” uh oh. the burning of tears pricks back at your eyes, and you feel everything repeating again.
“but, i’m not in love with you, i do like you, but, i really can’t give you what you want.” she says, smile still on her face, however more pitiful than before.
a sinking pain falls within you. one only describable as heartbreak. it feels as if your breath is stuck in your throat, choking you as your heart squeezes. you grit your teeth, only realizing your tears once they pool at your chin.
“i,” your voice gives out, too shaken and far too wobbly. you breath in, deep and low in your lungs, “i understand.”
and your last memory of that night is the hug sana gives you, that and the gentle kiss pressed to your lips, almost a conciliatory gesture.
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days go by, almost weeks, but it’s just under 2 when you see sana again. a whole 13 days of moping in your home not bothering to leave or get up, only doing so when jihyo comes over, which is more frequent than usual since the whole, well situation, happened.
it’s a small gathering in jihyo’s apartment, and nayeon had been occupying most of your attention the whole time, sillily flirting with you, and easing the lingering pain inside you.
the time you do see sana is short, and it’s in the form of a glance, one that lingers, and one that almost, almost, draws pain out from within you, but you decide on saving that for when you get home.
she’s in the corner of the room, nayeon having had blocked her the whole night until she had gotten up to grab the both of you drinks. her lips are locked with miyeon’s and the pain burns inside you. she pulls away, glancing over to you, smile falling and frown growing as she looks at you, regret staining her features in an instant. she tries to pull from miyeon, but it’s hopeless, the girl latched onto her too tight, so sana can only stare. you swear you catch tears pooling at her own eyes, but nayeon is back in front of you in an instant. blocking your view of the other girl.
nayeon immediately catches somethings up, head tilting. “something wrong?” she asks, voice soft and careful as she rests a hand on your thigh, an all too familiar gesture.
you can only shake your head, sad smile playing on your face, but going overlooked by nayeon.
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you find yourself at the beach that night, not due to sana’s persuasion, but instead by your own self.
it’s melancholy and so so peaceful, the waves quiet, moonlight soft in highlighting the waves. the moment is perfect, undisturbed. well, almost.
“i guess we think alike.” a voice giggles, bittersweet and hitting you like cold water. you don’t dare turn around, knowing all too well who it is.
“yeah, we do.” you mumble, letting your fingers sink into the cool sand, swirling them around in it as to distract yourself from whatever’s happening right now, or rather the presence looking behind you.
“i messed up, you know.”
you don’t want to acknowledge it, you try not too, for your own well-being, but of course,
“how?”
all you can hear is a light and low laugh, and the movement of fabric behind you.
“i think i am in love with you.”.
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specialagentlokitty · 2 months
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Daryl x reader - our past lives bleed into the present
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A/N: this is a criminal minds and TWD crossover
Sitting on the porch of your house, you looked at the little boy who was running around with the dog chasing him.
“Is this why I can’t have my dog?”
You chuckled a little bit, looking to the side as you watched the man sitting down next to you, and he held out a plate of pasta out for you.
“Aw you made me food? That’s cute.”
“Shut up.”
You took the plate and grinned at him, turning back to the boy who was running in the street.
“AJ come get your lunch.” Daryl called.
“I’m playing!”
“Aaron Junior come eat your lunch! I’m sure dog can wait!” You scolded lightly.
The boy grinned sheepishly, and you made his way over to you, sitting down on the step in front of him as Daryl passed him a plate.
You picked up your fork, taking a few bites of your pasta and you looked at Daryl.
“Are you not having any?”
“Not hungry.”
You ate half of the food he had brought out for you, then passed him the plate back.
Standing up, you kissed the side of his head.
“You need to eat, I know you don’t want to but until your back is better you can’t go out on runs.”
“It’s fine…” he grumbled.
You sighed, crouching behind him and lifted his shirt, looking at the badly bruised skin, and you ran your fingers along the raised skin of his scars.
Lowering his shirt, you kissed the back of his head.
“I need you to take care of yourself my love, okay?” You whispered.
Daryl sighed, looking up at you as you walked down the steps, and you crouched down in front of AJ, smiling softly at him.
“I’ve got some work to do, will you make sure Daryl behaves?”
“Yup! I’ll ground him if he doesn’t!”
You laughed a little.
“You’re gonna ground him huh?”
“Yeah! Then he can’t leave the house cause you can’t go outside if you’re grounded.” He beamed.
“You ain’t gonna ground me kid.”
AJ leant backwards a little bit, beaming brightly at Daryl.
“I’m gonna ground you forever! Then you can’t go anywhere!”
“Yeah? Well amma ground you too then.”
“Well, now that both my boys are grounded, I need to go do some work, but I’ll be back. And AJ?”
Your son looked at you with a bright grin.
“Eat all your lunch okay? You need to grow big and strong.”
He nodded his head.
You smiled, kissing the top of his head, and you leant forward, kissing Daryl’s cheek.
“I’ll catch you guys later, I love you both!”
“Love you mama!”
Daryl offered you a small salute as you jogged away to go help with some of the tasks around Alexandria.
Heading to the gate first, you met Aaron and Gabriel to help them set some more traps along the front and make it more secure.
Then you went to help Rosita clear the nearby area, then with some repairs, and finally you had a meeting with the council where you met back up with Daryl and AJ.
Your son ran over to you, jumping into your arms and you picked him up, standing next to Daryl, his shoulder brushing against yours.
“Are we ready for tomorrow?” Rick asked.
“We’ve got everything set up, horses, the lot.” You said.
He nodded his head, sitting down on the table.
“We’ll go to The Hilltop first, then Oceanside, then the Kingdom then make our way back.”
“Mama?”
You turned your attention to AJ, knowing that Daryl would fill you in on anything you were missing after.
Setting AJ down, you knelt in front of him, resting your arm on your knee.
“What’s up sweetheart?” You asked quietly.
He glanced around before turning back to you.
“Will you get aunt Carol to come? I want to see her again…” he whispered.
“Yeah? I want to see her again too.” You smiled.
“Will she come for a little while?” He asked.
“I’m not sure buddy, she might. I’ll ask her alright? If not maybe we can take you to the kingdom when Daryl is all better.”
AJ’s face lit up at the thought of this.
At the mention of his name Daryl crouched down, resting his arms on his knees.
“What are you dragging me into?” He asked.
AJ grinned brightly.
“Mama says we can go to the kingdom and see aunt Carol again!” He cheered quietly.
“So am gonna be dragged along?”
“Not if you’re still grounded.” AJ huffed.
“Well, maybe you’ll still be grounded too.” Daryl smirked.
“No! Mama don’t let him ground me!”
You chuckled a little, raising your hands.
“You grounded him first AJ.”
You stood up, ruffling his hair, placing a hand on his and Daryl’s head.
AJ placed his hands on yours, and Daryl poked his forehead.
“When we’re sure it’s all clear we can go to the kingdom.” Daryl said.
While they spoke, you walked away to speak to everybody about the plan for the next week.
It was going to be a week long round trip to all the other communities, do what had to be done, then get back to Alexandria.
“I don’t like the thought of leaving the place so defenceless.” You said.
“That’s why you, Gabriel and I are going with some others, everybody else on the council will stay here.” Rick said.
You nodded your head.
“Gabriel will be in have the carriage, we’ll have our own horses, one in front and one behind to make sure the path stays safe.”
“There’s been a lot more walkers around Rick, do you think Maggie will be okay to spare us some weapons when we get there?”
“I don’t think so, not if I speak to her anyway.”
“She has a right to be pissed off about your choice with Negan, I’ll speak to her, she’ll listen to me. I know what it’s like to lose the man you love.”
Rick glanced behind you, looking at Daryl and AJ.
You turned around as well, standing next to him, arms crossed over your chest as you listened to the two of them bicker.
“You still think about them don’t you?”
“Hard not to you know? But it’s been years now, AJ sometimes still asks about his dad, but he understands better now.”
Rick nodded his head.
“I mean you’ve got Daryl now.”
“It’s like having two toddlers Rick, like seriously, you leave these two in a room alone and someone’s either been grounded by the other or they’re trying to prove who’s the better man. You know what I walked into last night?”
“What?”
You turned to your friend.
“They were throwing acorns into the sink Rick, and that would’ve been fine except you know what was in the sink?”
Rick shrugged a little.
“Stones! My whole sink was full of stones!”
Rick laughed, patting your shoulder a few times.
“Come on, they’re best friends. Look at them.”
You turned back to Daryl and AJ, who was being held upside down by Daryl.
You smiled softly as AJ beamed brightly at you and Daryl smirked a little bit.
Daryl walked over, holding AJ a little higher.
“Take your creature back.” He said.
“No, that’s your creature now. He belongs to you for the next week.”
“Not until tomorrow, have the creature.”
AJ swung himself up, and you wrapped your arms under his, letting Daryl let go then you set AJ down on the floor next to you and he held your hand tightly.
“I’ll meet you at the gate at sunrise.”
You left the church, making your way back home, letting AJ run inside and you walked into the kitchen to start making dinner.
Daryl wondered in not long after, and he sat on the counter watching you.
“Fish in the fridge.”
“I don’t know how to cook fish.”
“It’s easy as fuck, I’ll tell you what to do, I ain’t cooking though.”
“No Daryl please? Fish is gross.”
“You eat fish!” He huffed.
“But I don’t know how to cook it! Please!”
You walked over, standing between his knees, bringing your hand up to brush some hair away from his face.
Daryl looked at you, leaning into your touch slightly.
“I’ll even offer to help?”
Daryl leant down, pressing a kiss to your lips, then to your forehead.
“Get outta here.”
You grinned, hugging him gently.
“You’re the best!”
With that, you jogged away going to spend some time with AJ.
You did this every you were going to be leaving the community, you would spend as much time as possible with him.
You and Daryl never left at the same time, so that way if something happened to one of you then AJ would still have the other one.
You helped AJ with his reading and writing while you were waiting for Daryl to finish making dinner.
“Mama?”
You looked to AJ.
“You’ll come home right?”
You smiled softly, holding out your arms and he shuffled over, letting you hug him.
“I’ll try my best sweetheart, but you remember what I said, right?”
“Sometimes we don’t know if we’re going to come home…”
“Yeah… but if I don’t come home you’ll have Daryl, and he’ll love you and take care of you and make sure nothing ever happens to you. Okay? He’s going to teach you everything you know…”
AJ nodded a little.
“I don’t like when you go away…”
“I know you don’t, but sometimes we have to go to keep you and everybody else safe. You remember what’s out there right?”
“The sick people…”
You nodded your head.
“Yeah, they sick people are out there. We have to make sure the sick people stay away.”
He nodded, resting his head against your side.
You carried on talking for a while until Daryl came to get you for dinner, and you listened to AJ tell Daryl about everything they were going to do while you were away.
When you were done eating, AJ went back to his room while you washed up the dishes.
“You’ll keep helping with his reading and writing right?” You asked.
“Yeah.”
You nodded, drying your hand on the dish cloth, turning around to look at him.
Walking over, you tucked your head under his chin, wrapping your arms around his waist.
Daryl wrapped an arm around you, placing his other hand on the back of your head.
“If you don’t come back am gonna kick your ass.”
You laughed a little bit, leaning back so you could look at him.
“I’m going to come back Daryl, I always do. I did when I was chasing psychotic killers, a few walkers won’t stop me.”
He hummed a little bit.
“Better not, didn’t marry you just for you to vanish and stick me with that creature.”
“That creature is your kid now, so suck it up.”
There was a loud thud from upstairs and you rested your head on his chest, trying not to laugh.
“I think he found your crossbow again.”
“I swear to god I don’t know how he does it…”
Daryl moved away from you, heading upstairs and you trailed after him.
You walked into your bedroom to find AJ sitting with your sword on his lap, a few of the books from the shelves scattered on the floor.
“Not my bow, not my problem.”
Daryl walked over to the bed and laid down with a small groan of pain.
“AJ, that’s not a toy.”
“But it’s so cool!” He whispered.
Laughing a little bit, you took the sword from him and put it back on its shelf, picking the books up to put them back.
“Uh huh, and who taught you to climb like that?”
You turned around to see AJ glanced at Daryl and they both looked at you quietly.
“Rick?” AJ grinned.
You hummed a little bit.
“I’ll have to have words with Rick.”
AJ climbed on the bed with a different book, tucking himself into Daryl’s side, and you laid with them, taking the book so you could help him read.
He fell asleep there, and you didn’t move him, Daryl fell asleep with his head on your chest, and you fell asleep not long later.
What woke you up was the sun coming through the blinds, and you got up to get ready.
Grabbing your sword, you put it on your back and took your gun, tucking it into the holster on your hip.
“Here.”
Daryl handed you his knife and you put it in your boot like he taught you too.
“I’ll meet you downstairs.”
He left, and you woke AJ up to say goodbye to him, kissing his head and reminding him you’ll come back as soon as you could.
AJ was that tired he went back to sleep not long after, and you went back downstairs to meet Daryl by the open door.
You ruffled the head of dog as he walked over and turned to Daryl.
“You gonna talk to Carol?”
“Yeah, I will. See if she’ll come back for a bit, we’ve got a lot to do though.”
Daryl nodded his head.
Bringing his hand up, he brushed his knuckles your cheek, and you leant into his touch, closing your eyes.
“I’ll look after him, he’ll be fine.”
“I know love, I know you will. I trust you.”
He leant down, softly brushing his lips against yours, and you leant up to kiss him again, moving your hands around his neck.
Daryl pulled away, pressing his forehead to yours, brushing his hand along the bandage on your face.
“I love you Daryl…” you whispered.
He let out a small grunt, and pulled away.
“Love you too.” He mumbled.
He gestured for you to go down the street.
“Get gone.”
You laughed, patting his chest a couple of times as you went towards the gate.
Rick was stood there holding the reins to two horses, and you took the brown and white horse, jumping into the saddle.
“You take back I’ll take front.” Rick said.
“Sounds good to me.”
“Remember the plan if we get split up?”
“Head to the nearest community, wait a few days then come back.”
He nodded and you set off, keeping a close watch on the surroundings.
The sun was blazing hot, you were sure you were going to have a horrible sunburn at some point.
You saw Rick hold hand up, and you rode past the others, making your way over to him, turning your horse around to keep an eye on the ground from behind.
“We’re not making it through those walkers.” Rick said.
“Can we get around do you know?”
He shook his head.
“Not with the cart, too heavy, too much noise.”
You nodded your head, looking behind you.
“One horse could make its way around though, I think I have an idea.”
Rick furrowed his brows a little bit.
“Well, if one of us can get ahead of them, lead them to the side just far enough away for the others to get through before regrouping at the hilltop.”
“What if they don’t show up?”
“Carry on, we stick to the plan.”
“It’s too risky, there’s too many of them for one person.”
You sighed a bit.
“Then we wait it out for now, but if nothing changes so we have to move Rick.”
“I know, I know. We’ll slowly move closer until we’re still in a safe distance and can watch better.”
You nodded in agreement and that’s what you did, you got a little closer, and you circled the group, making sure to keep an eye out.
You guys made it through and carried on the round trip.
It took a little longer than expected but when you saw the gates of Alexandria you were relieved.
The gates were opened and you rode through, jumping down from your horse and you handed the reins to someone.
“Hey Michonne?” You called.
She turned around.
“Where’s my dumbass husband?”
“Behind you. Seriously, a dumbass?”
You spun around, picking up AJ as he ran at you, holding him in your arms, and Daryl walked over, kissing your forehead.
He wrapped an arm around your shoulders, turning to the gate.
“Where’s the rest?” He asked.
“Not fair behind, stopped by The hilltop to pick up some people that stumbled their way across there, going to bring them back here soon.”
He nodded.
You turned around to Michonne.
“Rick asked if we can get a space ready for them, it’s a pretty big group.”
“I’ll see what we can spare.”
You, AJ and Daryl wondered away from the gate, taking a small walk around until Daryl got called away to help with some preparations.
You held AJ’s hand.
“Hey, they’re here. And little AJ had a guest.” Aaron smiled.
AJ gasped, tugging you back towards the gate and you jogged with him, and the moment he saw Carol he ran over to her.
She swept him up into a hug, and you smiled, turning to Michonne.
“We’ve got some space in the church for now, we’re still rebuilding some of the houses, so they’ll have to stay there for now.”
You nodded your head.
“Any idea why Maggie passed them along?”
“Something about looking for somebody, said they’d find them here, that’s what Rick told me.”
“Makes sense, do we know who they’re looking for at least?”
“No idea, maybe he’d know.”
Carol walked over, and you pulled her in for a hug, smiling softly.
“It’s been a while…”
“I know I’m sorry, we’ve been so busy.” She sighed.
You nodded, grinning a little at AJ.
Daryl stood next to you, crossbow in his hand, over his shoulder.
“Getting them sorted now, found a few guns on them, no ammo though.”
You nodded.
“Hey (Y/N)?” Rick called.
You turned around, looking at him and he walked over.
Before he could speak, you heard someone shout your name and you furrowed your brows, turning to the new voice.
“Oh my god it’s really you!” A woman squealed.
She went to run forward and Daryl stood in front of you, holding his crossbow out and she immediately stopped.
You stared at the faces who stared back at you in just as much shock.
“They’re looking for you.” Rick whispered.
You reached out, placing a hand on Daryl’s arm, and he looked at you, lowering his crossbow, but keeping you slightly behind him.
“We thought you died…”
You turned to the man.
“Hey Rossi…” you whispered.
The BAU team stared at you in a mixture of shock and amazement, with worry in their eyes as they saw how much your appearance had changed
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hyunfilms · 9 months
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blue side of the sky (lmh) | seven.
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♡ spotify playlist | series masterlist
—summary: waking up after 3 months with no recollection of your past, your friends do what they can to help you remember. except, they omit an important piece to the puzzle - afraid you would remember the heartbreak and hurt all over again.
—pairing: lee know x f. reader
—genre: (18+) exes to lovers, bestfriends to lovers au | fluff, angst, (eventual) smut
—word count: 3.8k
—chapter warnings: cussing/mature language, wedding time for yuna!! aka weekend getaway for the group!, overthinking/some insecurities, alcohol consumption (not by oc), playful moments between chan, jisung and seungmin, oc has a cute, mini heart-to-heart with seungmin, flashback at the end - crying, another core memory for minho
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♡ a/n: more happens btwn oc and minho next chapter (and beyond), i promise! lol and i know everyone is dying for someone to tell the truth!! i also promise that will happen.. soon... in time. 😬 hehe ty for sticking along on this ride 🥺
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"Everything okay?" Seungmin looks at you as you stand and study the hotel in front of you. You look at him as he gently smiles, Chan and Jisung taking care of all the belongings in the background.
"Mhm." You respond. Your eyes shift down to the arm he props out, signaling for you to hold onto it before following Chan and Jisung inside. You softly chuckle and grab onto his arm, letting him lead you into the lobby.
As Jisung mentioned, both the wedding and reception were going to take place in the garden area of the oceanside hotel. Jisung, of course, needed to be here a day before the wedding for the rehearsal. Upon entering the lobby, you see him and Chan greeting his parents, with Yuna and Yeong-Su following behind. Their eyes all shift to you and Seungmin as you get closer, Jisung's mom the first to approach you and gently take you into her arms.
"My babygirl." She says. You embrace her and hug her tightly, being that Jisung's parents were just like your own. They've popped in to check on you at the hospital and a few times post-release. You can tell they're also trying to keep it safe around you, almost like you're fragile— need to be handled with care. "I'm so happy you're here." She pulls away, cupping your cheek. "Are you doing okay?" You nod.
"I'm okay." You verbally respond just as Jisung's father is pulling you in for a hug.
"Your uncle couldn't make it?" You shake your head.
"No, he's working on a big project right now. He sends his regards, though." You make a mental note to call your Uncle Adrian later just to let him know you've made it safely. Being that he owned his own construction company, he was always on the go and working on projects around town. He was reliable, someone known for his kindness and trustworthiness. People always wanted him to be handling their projects or needs. You don't blame them— he was your mom's brother and he reminded you of her in so, so many ways. You were grateful for him and for the many ways he has provided and kept you safe, protected. You're especially grateful to have him because if you weren't going to have mom here, you at least had him— a piece of her. They shared the same attitude, values, the same gracefulness.
Both angelic and gentle.
"Well, you let us know if you need anything. Especially if he starts working up your nerves." Jisung's dad nods towards him.
"I will." You chuckle.
"Y/N." Yuna pokes out her bottom lip as she comes to embrace you. "God, it's so nice to see you and hug you. I missed you so much."
"I missed you, too."
"Thank you for coming. Seriously. I know it's a lot, but it means so much to me that you're here." She looks at you.
"I'm glad I'm here." You smile at Yeong-Su and greet him. "How can I help right now?"
"No, no. Don't you dare lift a finger. We have people taking care of everything. I just want you to relax and enjoy yourself while you're here, okay?" Yuna hangs onto your arm. "I can't believe it's here already."
"Time flies by."
"Sure does." Yuna leans her head against your shoulder. "I hope it all goes to plan."
"Don't worry. Everything will be fine, and it'll all be amazing. You'll look so, so beautiful walking down that aisle and I can't wait to witness that moment." Yuna smiles at you. Although you can't recall the moments you've spent with Jisung's family or Yuna in general, her aura is comforting. She's special to you, and you to her— that seeing her only confirms that fact that she has been someone dear and close to you. It's easy to talk to her like this, as if your body was working with its muscle memory. Though, you wish you could look back at those moments and cherish them instead.
"Thank you." There's a slight hint of worry in her eyes when she looks at you, when they all look at you, and it's a clear sign that they too, are walking on eggshells around you. Fragile, sensitive, afraid you'd crack and break into pieces any moment.
These times were trying, and you hated it when people looked at you that way. You have to constantly reassure yourself that people cared. Maybe even a bit too much, but they cared.
They believe in you, Y/N.
You aren't lost, Y/N.
That's not what this is.
"If you need me or anything at all, don't you ever hesitate to let me know. Okay?"
"Okay. Don't worry Yuna. This weekend is all about you and Yeong-Su, alright? It'll be great." She nods happily.
"Sorry to bother. Need to borrow my bestfriend so I can show her to the room?" Jisung steps in and Yuna rolls her eyes.
"You're always so selfish with her, you know that?" He scoffs.
"Woah, I'm literally just taking her to the room!"
"Share sometimes." She continues to playfully argue with him before returning her attention to you. "Get some rest. Enjoy yourself. I'll see you tonight for dinner." She squeezes your hand before reuniting with Yeong-Su and Jisung's parents.
"Ready? We're on the fourth floor." He has his duffle bag strap over one shoulder, while carrying your weekender bag by the hand. He gives you a small smile, eyes darting back to Chan and Seungmin walking ahead towards the elevator. "We're sharing a room with two beds, and Chan and Seungmin are in the connecting room. Is that okay?"
"Mhm, that's fine." You follow the three boys into the elevator. "Where's Minho going to be?" Chan and Seungmin look at you before looking at Jisung.
"Oh, he's not coming tonight. He's just gonna show up for the wedding tomorrow and stay after."
"I see."
"We should check out the bar and stuff before the dinner." Chan chimes in as he continues to scroll through his phone. "Wanna come, Y/N? No pressure."
"Hm, sure. It'll be nice to explore." Chan smiles at you. Once you hit the fourth floor, the four of you walk over to the rooms silently, Jisung dropping your bags to the floor before opening the door that joins the two rooms together. You immediately walk towards the window to look out at the view, arms crossed at your chest as you take in the way the sun bounces off of the water's surface.
"Pretty isn't it? I suggested for Yuna and Yeong-Su to get married here." You chuckle at Jisung.
"Nice choice."
"Did you get to call your uncle yet?"
"No, not yet. I'll call him in a bit." He nods.
"Want this bed?" Jisung points to the bed closest to the window and you smile at him.
"You'd give up the bed with a view?"
"Why not? All that matters to me is that you're comfortable." He shrugs. "I know all of this happened kinda last minute for you."
"It's not like that." You chuckle. "I'm glad I came along. It already feels nice to be away for a weekend."
"Good." He looks at Chan and Seungmin. "I can use their bathroom so that you have this one to yourself."
"It's fine, pachi. It's not like we haven't done this before with our families." You look at him with a certain look in your eyes, and he feels like he can relax. Jisung does worry about you, probably way more than he should, but at the end of the day, he just wants to make sure you're taken care of. It's his duty as your bestfriend, and he feels especially protective after everything you've been through. You've done so much for Jisung while growing up that he can't help but feel like he didn't do enough to keep you safe, to keep you from getting hurt, to protect you. He knows it's not his fault, but he can't help but blame himself. 
He feels like he could have done more.
And with you being here—being awake, being you— he feels like he's gotten a second chance to do better. He's gotten a second chance to make up for the things he didn't do before. He'll never take that for granted ever again.
"Mmkay." He chuckles. "Well, I'm gonna go wash up before we head down." You nod before unzipping your weekender bag and gently pulling out your wedding gift. Thankfully, after some days of rest and taking it easy, you were able to finish off the vase you started for Yuna. On top of that, you were able to grab other useful items to gift the couple as well. You set the things aside before hanging up your dress and setting your heels aside for tomorrow. While Jisung is still in the bathroom, you grab your phone out of your pocket and press your uncle's number under your Favorites list. It rings for 3 times before he picks up on the other line, the construction sounds blaring in the background.
"Hey Y/N, sorry it's so loud." You can tell he's trying to walk towards a quieter place with the way the background slowly fades out. "Did you and the boys make it okay?"
"Mhm, it was a smooth ride."
"Good, that's good to hear. How is the hotel? I heard it's really nice."
"It is super nice. I saw Yuna, Yeong-Su and Jisungie's parents as soon as we got here. I told them you send your regards."
"Thank you. Yeah, I wish I could come, but this project is taking up so much of my time. We're still behind." He chuckles a bit. "You have fun and enjoy yourself, okay?"
"I will. I just wanted to let you know that we were here."
"Okay, call me later when you're free. Hopefully I'll be home and resting by then." You laugh.
"You should. Don't work too hard."
"I'll try not to. Tell Jisung and the boys I said hi."
"I will. I love you."
"I love you too." And with that, the call ends. You set your phone aside and dig through your bag again, checking to see which clothes you could change into that are more fitting for the warm weather. You pull out a simple black mini skirt and a crop top, hugging it against your chest as you wait for Jisung to finish up in the bathroom. You peek into Seungmin and Chan's room to see them lazily lying on their beds, with Seungmin the first to look up from his phone when he sees you looking in.
"Need something, Y/N?" He sits up and you shake your head.
"Do you mind if I change in your bathroom? Jisungie's taking forever."
"Go for it."
"Dude, tell him to hurry up." Chan looks at Seungmin. "I wanna grab a drink."
"Han Jisung, hurry up!" Seungmin yells from the bed as he crashes back onto it. You slip into their bathroom and shut the door behind you, hearing Chan and Seugmin constantly yelling at Jisung to hurry. You giggle to yourself as you change into your clothes, already feeling better being out of those leggings and the thick hoodie you had on.
"Where's Y/N?" You hear Jisung ask.
"She's changing in our bathroom cause you took too long."
"Oh." You hear footsteps approaching the bathroom door. "I'm sorry, cielo. You should've knocked."
"It's alright." You swing the door open, which causes Jisung to step back and quickly eye you from head to toe. "I'm ready now, we can head down."
"You look nice." You smile at Jisung.
"Thanks." You walk past him to get back to your room and drop your clothes.
"You always look nice, Y/N." Seungmin adds.
"Even in your pajamas, Y/N." Chan playfully chimes in causing Jisung to roll his eyes.
"Back off." You giggle to yourself when you hear Chan and Seungmin laughing at Jisung’s remark. They stand up to their feet when you walk back into their room, and the four of you start heading back down to the hotel lobby to explore around. On the way down, Chan and Seungmin are cracking jokes between each other that make you laugh, while Jisung picks up a call that comes through on his phone.
"Minho, yo." He picks up the call. "Yo?" He repeats. "What do you want?" You obviously can't hear Minho on the other line, but Jisung furrows his brows while listening to him. "What do you mean you don't know what to buy as a present? They have a registry. Just buy something from there or give them money so they can use it towards whatever they please." Jisung sighs. "Uh no, absolutely not a good idea to give them sex toys as a present." You chuckle, making Jisung look down at you before looking back ahead. "Dude, you're fucking gross. Do what you want. I'm telling Yuna and Yeong-Su that I had nothing to do with it." He lets out another breath. "Yeah, okay. I'm hanging up now." He lets out a laugh. "You're full of shit. Bye."
"Productive conversation, I see." Jisung shrugs.
"Dude is out of his mind. He's terrible when it comes to giving gifts."
"I'm sure he'll figure it out." It falls quiet as you continue walking towards the bar near the lobby. But for you, you're mainly wondering why you haven't talked to Minho as much as you expected to. He was your bestfriend, right?
Why didn't he say hi?
Does he ask about you as much as you do with him?
Why does it feel like Jisung is a wall between you two?
"Yo, look at this." Chan picks up the flyer at the front of the bar. "Tequila shots are only a dollar from now until 8PM."
"You're out of your mind." Seungmin laughs. "That shit is probably poison, and I'm not taking care of your asses."
"I can handle myself!" He nudges Jisung. "Let's go."
"I'm only gonna take like.. 3, my guy. I still have to rehearse, you know?"
"What better way to rehearse than tipsy?"
"Fuck you." Jisung shakes his head as he gives in to Chan. "You're really not gonna join in?"
"No, hell no. I'll stay here with Y/N and keep her safe from you two weirdos." Seungmin stands closer to you and you smile at the two. "We'll just help ourselves to some family-friendly drinks and people-watch outside." He looks down at you and you nod.
"Sounds fun to me." The boys know you aren't fond of drinking, especially after the accident. It's not like they've ever pressured you, but it's nice to have Seungmin swoop you away from Chan and Jisung's chaos just so you two could chill. Which, he does by asking the bartender for virgin pina coladas, taking the glasses over to two seats near the edge of the dining area that overlook the beach. You sit onto the stool while Seungmin doesn't waste any time with his drink. After quenching his thirst, he looks at you and gives you a toothless smile.
"Is it okay?" You nod while sipping your drink.
"It's really good!" You look at the drink in surprise. "Thanks. How much do I owe you?"
"What?" He chuckles. "Don't worry about it, Y/N. It's on me."
"Thank you, Seungmin."
"Of course." Silence. The two of you appreciate the view ahead before Seungmin breaks the silence again. "I didn't expect it to be so hot this weekend."
"Didn't pack the right clothes?" He does a head tilt while letting out a soft laugh.
"Not really, but I'll make it work. Like I always do." You chuckle before there's another pause. Seungmin feels safe. He always radiates a warm aura; someone who won't ever judge you, or make you feel stupid. Especially for what you're about to ask—
"Seungmin?" You slightly turn in your seat to look at him. "Can I ask you something?" He returns the favor by turning in his seat to face you.
"Anything."
"Is Minho really that busy?" His eyes widen at the random question, but he answers anyway.
"Um, yeah. He kinda is." He laughs a bit. "He's my roommate but I see him come and go pretty often, and I've gotten used to it. I'm sure the café is hard to manage. Why?"
"I don't know. I just.. feel the need to ask." You tilt your head and look at him. "Can I tell you something else?"
"Of course." His voice softens.
"I'm having a hard time figuring out why I feel a certain way when it comes to Minho. We were close at one point, right? So, why doesn't it feel like it? Why do I feel like I'm missing something?" You look out at the view, then back at him. "Why do I feel like he's purposefully avoiding me?" He lets out a breath. You can tell he's hesitating but he covers it up well. 
He recovers well.
"I think Minho is still trying to process everything." Is all he says. "It's not anything against you, this entire thing is just hard for him. Give it some time. He'll come around." This is all he gives you. 
"Sorry, I must sound stupid. I don't really know how to explain it."
"You're not stupid, Y/N. I know you are just trying to understand. And, I understand you. Don't worry." You also feel like Seungmin wants to say something else, but he doesn't. And that's because Jisung chose this very moment to rush over towards you two, arguing with Chan about their choices.
"I hate his ass." Jisung comes rushing over, pointing at a laughing Chan behind him. "He made us do five tequila shots."
"You're both glowing." Seungmin laughs. "Sure you can do it for the rehearsal?" The two of you watch as Jisung playfully pushes Chan and continues to put the blame on him and whine.
While you and Seungmin finish up your drinks, Yuna, Yeong-Su, their parents and Jisung's parents eventually come down and meet your group right before the rehearsal is scheduled to start. You laugh at Jisung's parents scolding him for getting tipsy before rehearsals— Jisung's mom clinging onto you as you all walk towards the garden area where things are set up for tomorrow's festivities.
As you sit alongside of Chan and Seungmin while watching the wedding rehearsal, you can't help but think of your quick conversation with Seungmin. With the gentle way he spoke with you earlier, you can't help but feel like you've been overthinking the entire thing and that's what you wanted to avoid while being here. It was hard for everyone to process what had happened, knowing that everyone was on the brink of letting you go, of giving you peace.
Then, to come back and change everything— to change their feelings, their mind, their decisions.
Maybe it was just you, after all.
☁︎ FLASHBACK | A COUPLE OF DAYS AFTER YOU WOKE UP
Minho doesn't even know where he's going.
He finds himself running, and running, and running— in hopes he can finally escape the repeating sounds of your cries and screams.
"Fuck." He groans as he leans over onto his knees, squinting his eyes at the dull headache that is suddenly coming onto him early this morning. The sun is barely rising, the air is still cold, sharp. He drags himself over to the rail before sitting on the step— chest beginning to ache at the shortness of breath. His head falls and his breathing is the only thing he hears besides the occasional early morning chirping, cars passing by, geese dipping into the lake ahead of him.
"Knew I'd find you here." He looks up to the familiar voice, surprised at seeing his roommate standing in front of him in a hoodie and sweats.
"What are you doing here?" Seungmin shrugs and sits next to him on the step.
"Think I don't wanna get a run this morning, too?"
"Right." Minho looks straight ahead at the lake again. "Sleep is everything to you."
"Damn right. This is so fucking early."
"So, why are you here?"
"To make sure you're okay."
"Why wouldn't I be?" He's avoiding eye contact, again. Seungmin may not say much, but he notices these things. He always notices the small things.
"You haven't said much to anyone since Y/N woke up. Think it's safe for me to be worried about you." Seungmin says softly, arms lazily hanging over his knees while he joins Minho and looks out to the lake. It's quiet for awhile before Minho finally speaks up and lets out a soft sigh.
"Nothing to be worried about."
"You don't have to do that. We can talk about it." Seungmin looks at him before shifting back to the lake. "It's hard, I know it is. I say that as her friend, so I can only imagine what you're feeling right now. So let me be your friend, and let me be there for you." And honestly, that's all it takes for Minho to crack. Because he's not okay. This is hard. He doesn't know what to do.
You saw them, and there was nothing.
You saw him, and there was nothing.
Minho's head falls, and Seungmin hears the harsh crying next to him even if Minho is trying his hardest to mask it. He can hear Minho whimpering in between sobs, Seungmin's heart breaking at the sound. He gently pats his back, giving him some time to let it all out.
"I didn't think it'd be this fucking hard." He mumbles and Seungmin barely catches on. "She doesn't know any of us, she doesn't know me."
"She's scared. Give her some time, okay? We'll get her back to where she needs to be."
"No, no." Minho shakes his head as he continues to cry. "No. She's different, she doesn't know me." He repeats. "I'm so stupid. Why did I let her go that night?"
"You're not stupid."
"I am. I am." He repeats. "None of this would've happened." His crying finally slows down but he still can't bring himself to look at Seungmin yet. He lets himself calm down, crying finally subsiding as he lets out a breath and wipes away at the straggling tears. "I was getting ready to accept it. I think I did. I was ready for whatever was gonna happen next. I was at peace with it. He pauses. "Then she came back. And I'm supposed to feel relief, right?" He finally turns to Seungmin again, eyes red from all the crying.
"You don't have to feel that way right now. Understandably, it's a lot at once." Is the best Seungmin can do.
"Yeah. Because truthfully, I don't feel relieved." Seungmin sees the tears building up on Minho's bottom lids again, his lip slightly trembling. "I'm not relieved because it feels like I still lost her either way. That's the hardest part about all of this." He starts to softly cry again, and he remains silent. Quite frankly, he doesn't know what else to say to Seungmin. He's overwhelmed with emotion, but at the same time he feels so fucking empty inside. Your cries and screams are still ringing in his head, the fear in your eyes when it quickly landed on him, the boys.
He shouldn't have let you go that night.
He's so stupid.
Nothing could have prepared him for how difficult this was going to be. He feels a selfish, feels kinda like an asshole for this. But, he truthfully cannot say he feels relieved after these past few days—
In the end, he still loses you.
☁︎ END
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