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Film Friday: Pacific Rim

My last Film Friday got devoured by the Needs To Finish Editing beast. I figure it's time to get back on it or the Can't-Be-Arsedosaurus is going to devour this habit entirely. Today I have my mind on my monsters and my monsters on my mind, so let's talk a bit about monsters, Kaiju to be more precise, and the giant robots that fight them in Pacific Rim

So earth is being invaded by giant semiaquatic lizard monsters called Kaiju, which is a bad time for all involved except possibly the Kaiju . Instead of devolving into secterian violence and short-sighted ass covering, however, humanity takes the NERV approach to the problem and builds some goddamn giant robots called Jaegers to show the aliens that humanity is not going down without a fight. It is, however, not easy for a regular-sized human being to pilot one of those darn things, and to lessen the load of the body-melding technology that makes it all work, each giant robot has not one, but two pilots, working in hopefully perfect tandem.

The most interesting part about Pacific Rim for my money is how absolutely confidently the movie establishes and delivers its world building. The entire setup in the above paragraph is delivered in the start of the movie, and there's very little dwelling on any of it. Other stories would've had ponderous origin stories or lengthy exposition that they desperately try to justify by having characters walking, or ideally running, and talking, or having a character that just don't know anything about anything.

Not pacific rim though, it sits you down and goes "Ok, here's the shit you need to know and some symbolism to boot, now things gone screwy and Our Guy needs to do some hero stuff." It's perhaps not the Saving The Cat-approved approach, but you know what? I admire how TCB it is, it seems like Guilermo Del Toro really wanted to get to his giant robot story, and didn't want to waste any time to get there.

In general, the movie is full of efficient storytelling like this. The Drift, which is to say the shared mind state that the pilots enter to control the Jaegers is an instant character backstory revealer, allowing both the characters and the movie as a whole to spend less time on it. No need to wonder what the hell Mako's problem is, we saw a montage about it just a few seconds ago, and both the characters and we know that there is a difference between knowing what a problem is and knowing how to deal with it, so there's no real drop in the interpersonal drama because of it either.

Anyway, I have gone WAY too long in this here essay about the Giant Robots Fighting Godzilla-movie without talking about either at any length. So, let's get nerdy on it why don't we. The Kaiju vs Jaeger scenes are spectacular, the Kaiju designs are all fun and unique but visually unified enough that they very much read like a united force. It does, admittedly, stretch the suspension of disbelief that these monsters are all unique and yet get custom names mere seconds after being spotted, but I like to believe there's one Kaiju nerd in the cellar of the Shatterdome whose sole job is coming up with code names for the monsters.

As for the Jaegers, I will say this is the closest a bipedal combat robot big enough to use a cargo ship as a wooden sword has come to making sense. The VFX and especially compositing is excellent for the time it was made, and there's some very real-feeling weight to how they move and some close-enough-to-real physics to their abilities and weapons that makes them feel very present. The same is true for the Kaiju, but we've seen giant godzilla monsters pull that trick off before, so it's not so impressive although I will admit the fight scenes do benefit from both parties feeling like they belong.

If I may diverge from my usual formula here, I feel I must say this, and this seems like as good a place as any. Holy fuck is this movie a blessing for the bisexuals in the audience. Charlie Hunnam and Rinko Kikuchi, playing protagonists Raleigh and Mako respectively, are attractive people, hope I'm not blowing anyone's minds there, but their chemistry in this movie is just Something Else, and it's honestly developed in a way that I see way too seldom.

It isn't just that they're good actors doing good work either, although I'd argue they are, but a question of being given good material. There is a relationship between these two, this, I would claim, is unambigious. That said, exactly what these two are to each other can be curiously hard to pin down. I still can't tell if it's romantic, sexual or platonic in nature after many re-watches, but whatever it is, it's great and intense in a way that's hard to describe. In some ways they even seem a bit like rivals, like how Raleigh sasses Mako for disproving of his sparring partners and Mako shooting back that it's Raleigh's bs she's disapproving of. In a lesser movie, this would've been awkward or played out with a joke. In this movie, which is great, our two heroes duke it out in a sparring match that is charged with some kind of energy that, if nothing else, tells us that these two will either make each other better or way way WAY worse

Actually, while we are talking about queerness, let's keep it up for a spell. It isn't explicit, but I personally find the relationship between excitable Kaiju Nerd biologist Dr. Geiszler and choleric stick-in-the mud mathematician Dr. Gottlieb deliciously queer. It could be their impeccable Bernt & Ernie-vibes, as expertly portrayed by Charlie Day and Burn Gorman, respectively, or how they both realize that their goals of understanding the Kaiju requires that they each cede grounds to each other and their respective fields and risk life and limb for each other in an experience that changes them forever. It's not an open-and-shut case as far as I'm concerned, but I like it better when read to be queer, so it's worth a mention.

Before I close, I will indulge in another thing I don't do often. In general I try to avoid arguing with the nitpickers and the plothole brigade of the world because that's an endless drain on my limited mental resources, but there is one particular such plothole that have been bothering me for a while. At a particularly dramatic point in the movie Mako and Raleigh deploys a retractable sword to deal with a flying Kaiju, which, apparently, has the CinemaSins wannabes of the world pipe up shrilly to ask why they didn't use the sword before in the prolonged Kaiju battle that this exceedingly anime move ends.

The interesting part about this plothole is that there are two good answers to it that coexist in my mind. For one, they didn't need it, as the Jaeger's other weapons did just fine, arguably better than a sword would, and in the time before Kaijus coming out two at a time, running out of ammo for the Big Very Sufficient Plasma Cannon just wasn't a problem. For the other, the world building actually explains this one, as the opening exposition montage mentions that the blood of the kaiju is hazardous and the source of some sort of malady nicknamed Kaiju Blue. Now since this is a movie, punching and kicking yields only small amounts of blood, while swords all but exsanguinate people on the first stroke, so better to stick with punches and kicks and the occasional self-cauterizing plasma burn. Now, as to why our heroes didn't deploy The Anime Weapon a bit earlier in the process of being dragged into the stratosphere, I couldn't tell you. I could argue that the added altitude could make the kaiju blood disappate over a wider area and thus prove less of a problem, but odds are good this one's just for dramatic effect, which I'm honestly fine with.

Anyway, to try to wrap this up. If my gushy, infodumping tone wasn't a clear indication, I love Pacific Rim. It's a movie that doesn't try to self-consciously excuse its genre trappings, it goes "yeah, kaiju, you know those, giant robots you know those, let's have some fun with it." Despite being made out of many familiar parts, it's arranged in a fresh and exciting way, and the joyous love the filmmakers show for the source material goes a long way to making it approachable. This is the greatest translation of old nerdy interests into a fresh new IP since Star Wars, and it makes me sad that it didn't transform the industry in a similar way. It's what nerd cinema should have become in the time of global streaming, but alas, the passionless nerd pandering turned out to be easier to make and, probably, more profitable. Alas, what could have been, I suppose. At least we'll always have that kickass Ramin Djawadi soundtrack.

#peebs recommends #pacific rim #cinema #movie

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particularly-pyral · 6 days

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I got fed up with using a side blog so I copied all my old stuff over to here and im starting again! This is the same pinned post though so you know the drill.

Ok so im a little thrown off bc my browser switched to dark mode halfway through typing that incredibly short title, but here goes nothing! A little bit about me!

Name: You can call me Pyral! But if we're being honest I'm a fan of nicknames so if you have ideas youre welcome to try it out.

Tell us about yourself: I'm a 24 year old boy (after much debate I've decided to stick with that) with a laundry list of kinks that I'll get to later ( feels rude to start off with that) who loves Baseball, Godzilla, Legos, Video games, DnD, and Dropout, which is a fairly new obsession as far as things go. I love music and can play the guitar well enough to learn songs but too poorly to want to perform them.

There's probably several more heavy interests I could get into but thats a pretty good starting point I think. And yes, I'm aware that this is a fairly stereotypical list of things for a kinky 24 year old bisexual nerd to be into, but I hope you can find it in your hearts to forgive me.

I'm polyamorous, and am currently in a committed long term relationship with a wonderful partner!

Ok. Now that we know each other a little bit we can get to the good stuff. This is a fetish/ kink blog, and I'm here to post about/explore/brag about all the things that interest me in that realm. What things are they? Well, Find out under the cut.

To those of you interested enough to be here, welcome, please don't mind the clutter. This blog is mainly to explore my interests in ageplay, abdl, diapers, and other kinks I don't want/ am too embarrassed to talk about on my main blog @subby-siren. If you know me from that blog no you dont.

HOWEVER! Those are not the only things I'm into. Some other favorites include: Bondage, chastity, orgasm denial, edging, petplay, gags ( more of an accoutrement but man does it get me), training, sensory deprivation, bondage again but more intense this time, and probably some light humiliation. Honestly, there isn't much I wouldn't be willing to try at least once. Those things that I wouldn't try once are listed below!

Hard limits include scat, messing, vomit, gore, and permanent bodily harm.

So! you've made it to the end of this post. I hope it was interesting enough that you'll stick around. I love making friends, and really the main reason I made this blog is to try and get more comfortable with a side of me that I deny more often than not. I think talking to like minded people would be helpful! But on another, more realistic note. Its hot as fuck and I want to compile a database. for personal use. Anyway! Good luck out there. See you space cowboys.

#Seriously why are sideblogs so fucking bad #sorry if youve gotten a ton of notifications recently lol #its bc i was annoyed with tumblr

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particularlypyral · 9 days

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Ok so im a little thrown off bc my browser switched to dark mode halfway through typing that incredibly short title, but here goes nothing! A little bit about me!

Name: You can call me Pyral! But if we're being honest I'm a fan of nicknames so if you have ideas youre welcome to try it out.

I'm polyamorous, and am currently in a committed long term relationship with a wonderful partner!

Hard limits include scat, messing, vomit, gore, and permanent bodily harm.

#jesus being known is mortifying #but i guess thats the gig!#agepl@y #i actually dont know what tags get blocked on tumblr anymore #it just recommended that one instead so i assume its fine #ANYWAY #its probably time to hit post now #ive stalled long enough

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pegasusbl0od · 24 days

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This is my introduction post, a proper one

My name is Drew/SigH [Redacted] and I am clinging onto my teenagedhood as we speak. I'm a sad sad little jewish furry residing in ButtSex, Oklahoma. The zip code is 76969 for anyone wanting to send in fan mail.

I don't know a lot about the world, as you can tell by my old posts involving my interest in being eaten by giant anime boys. May my lord god benard wilson forgive me.

I am no longer under the identity of a man. I am a demi-girl with the pronouns he/she. I am also no longer an "abro-asexual" whatever that means. Fully, I am bisexual.

I am currently in school for digital media production at a tech school and I plan on adding a entomology degree at osu once I'm done here in order to become a nature filmmaker.

My more intense interests consist of obscure horror media, godzilla (Heisei era is my fav), disturbing films (usually of indie variety), anything anthro (holy shit the furry likes anthro shit shocking), fallout, and my little pony (holy shit the furry likes my litt-). My more mild interests are Undertale (was obsessed, now i'm just kinda meh), Rhythm games (OSU mainly), and Wings of Fire.

I am also something of a writer, or a poet. I'm quite philosophically and politically charged, which brings me to why I've come back to this account.

I need a space to scream about fascists and liberals, and so I have come back to my favorite blogging website full of horny 19 year olds to yet again prowl like the mighty gay-ass I am.

#intro post #introduction

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droogiesanddiscourse · 3 years

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“The Adults are Talking”

Paring: Jon Rubin x Reader [Hi, Mom!]

Word Count: 3.7k

Summary: You and your best friends from childhood have a sleepover. As the night progresses, and the whiskey bottle gets passed around, secrets come out.

A/N: This is cute, the girls in this fic are a little wild and crazy, but other than that this feels pretty sfw with me! Alcohol, bisexual Jon Rubin rights, Anyways, enjoy :)

“Jon, have you even kissed a girl before?” Your friend Shelly talks around the tip of the Whiskey bottle wrapped around her lips. She takes another swig, wincing as the burning amber liquid slides down her throat.

You and your five closest friends sit in an almost perfect circle, passing the bottle around in a counterclockwise motion. The bottle ends up in your hands next, as you throw back a shotfull into your mouth. Having enough sleepovers like this, you’ve adjusted your tastebuds to enjoy the flavor of the rather strong alcohol. After you swallow without barely a wince, you hand the bottle next to your close friend—Jon.

He takes it from your hand, just holding it for a moment, letting his short nails tap against the glass. They were painted a light pink shade, similar to the rest of the group after being forced through a mani-pedi amidst fits of giggles; if he wanted to hang with the girls, he had to be one of the girls.

It’s funny, seeing you all together like this again. In the hazy summer months after graduation from college and one’s return from the war, all of you returning to your hometown; the next journey you all will be embarking on uniquely different. But yet, you all looked the same. You looked like exactly how you were supposed to end up.

Shelly’s unmistakably blue eyes and blonde hair, and her take-no-prisoners attitude. The boys flocked to her like bees to honey, and she has proudly boasted this since Kindergarten.

And there’s Dawn’s trendy fashion sense and hair, constantly changing with the season. But ever since childhood, she’s always been wearing those signature coke-bottle glasses. Contacts be damned, she thought her glasses made her look intelligent.

The kindness of Christine, the “mom friend” of the group, always clad in comfortable hand-knit sweaters that always felt like home when you hugged her. You remember her always bringing extra food in her lunchbox in case someone was hungry.

The comfortable silence of Carrie, her cute button nose always just twinged with the smallest amount of red. Her social skills have always struggled a bit to keep up with the rest of the group, but she always remained one of your favorites. You’re glad she never changed for anyone.

Finally, there's the token boy of the group. Jon. Your best friend since grade school.

The one you’d walk hand in hand with home after school.

The one who ran to you after you fell off the monkeybars, scraping your knees. He threw himself from the monkey-bars right then and there too, so you didn't have to cry alone.

The one you caught slipping notes to each other in class, crude doodles of Godzilla destroying Tokyo between simple addition questions.

The one who accompanied you to Prom when your date stood you up.

The one who called from across the world just to make sure you’re doing okay with your studies in College. It didn’t matter how much he had to pay, he just wanted to hear your voice.

The one who never forgot you.

The one who’s been there. For everything.

He’s grown a bit since the last time you saw him, his messy brown locks covered partially by a beanie. He's an artist now, you reminded yourself, and he sure looked like one with his loose fitting clothing and jacket.

“Yeah, of course I have!” Jon stutters out, choking a bit on the liquid. “But hey, if you’re offering....” Jon leans forward, pursing his lips at Shelly in a kissy-face, as she squeals. She playfully swats his face away, both of them reducing into a fit of giggles.

She leans forward again, squishing his face between her fingers, scrunching Jon’s mouth up into a puckered expression. Her long, red nails gently sink into his cheeks as Jon’s complexion takes on a similar ruby red shade itself.

“You’re so cute,” she slurs out, the whiskey taking an obvious impact. Her actions and speech were currently functioning in slowmotion. “He’s so cute, isn’t he?”

Murmurs of agreement echo throughout the room, as your friends all nod in agreement. While you’ve all been Jon’s closest friends since childhood, he’s always seemed like a brother to you—someone you knew you could always turn to. But you couldn’t dismiss the thoughts that sometimes plagued you.

What if, there could be more to us than this?

You shake your head from your intrusive thought, listening back into the conversation.

“When you gonna find yourself a pretty girl, Jon?” Shelly continues to tease him. “Ever since you returned from Vietnam, you haven't even looked in the direction of another girl outside of us. Thought that would be one of the first things you’d do when ya got back. What gives huh?”

She gives him a sly smirk, her eyes crinkling up mischievously as she offers an alternative. “Or you’re sneaking behind our backs and seeing another girl without us knowing, huh? Thinkin’ we wouldn’t find out?” She shakes his head a little bit, still within the iron grip of her ruby talons.

Your heart leaps into your throat as you ponder the possibility. It could be true, why couldn’t it? You convinced yourself it had to be, there was no way someone as sweet and handsome as Jon wouldn't be attracting every lady within the New York City area.

“Aw, come off it,” Jon smiles, pushing Shelly’s hand away from his face. Tiny marks are noticeable in his cheeks where her nails were pressed in, leaving minuscule divots. You wonder if they were going to bruise over, Shelly not understanding her own drunken strength. “What are you, my mother now? It will happen when it happens, I ain’t really lookin’ to rush into anything right now.”

“AND! And! Hey, maybe he doesn’t even like girls!” Dawn chimes in, leaning forward from her crosslegged seating position. Her limp, black bob hung plainly around her face as she brushed it behind her ear. “Maybe Jon wants to find himself a nice man! You ever think about that! Hey, it’s the 70s, anything can happen!”

“Oh, shut up Dawn!” Shelly whines back, “He ain’t no queer, I’ve got queer friends down in the Bronx, and none of them act like Jon! I think I know one when I see one.”

“Oh my god, Shelly you can’t say that,” Christine mumbles, directly sitting across from her. Her long, chocolate brown hair was swirled up in a high ponytail, her blunt bangs framing her adorably freckled face. She was as sweet on the inside as she was on the outside. “Shelly that’s offensive.”

“Huh? What do you know? I know all about the queer experience, studied it in university even, took classes on it and everything!”

“Well just because someone doesn’t act like a stereotypical queer don’t mean they aren’t one, huh!?”

“Oh that’s REAL rich coming from you, Dawn!”

“WHAT’S THAT SUPPOSED TO EVEN MEAN?”

Jon, smiling at the chaos unfolding before him, leans himself over to you. You can feel his breath tickle agains the shell of your ear, and it sends a shiver down your spine. You could smell the whiskey emanating off his breath, as the same substance threatens to make your brain fuzzy.

“What do you think they’d do if I said I like both boys and girls, huh?” He chuckles lowly before pulling back away from you. You turn to him, locking eyes for a brief moment. Something’s there, you can feel the butterflies swirl around in the pit of your stomach, threatening to burst out of your chest. Jon smiles at you, sneaking another swig of whiskey before passing the bottle to Christine. But not before he gives you a little wink.

The girls finally settled down from their hysterical screaming match, now reduced to a fit of drunken “I love you’s” and “you’re my best friend, you know that? You’re my best friend’s.” They clamor overtop each other, hugging and kissing each other’s cheeks between tears.

That's the one good thing about being inebriated, the drama quickly dissipates as fast as it comes on.

“I dunno,” Jon speaks up again, an unfamiliar twinge of fragility lacing his voice. It shocks you at first, a tone that you don’t recall ever coming from the rather humorous and sarcastic man. “Sometimes it’s like, you guys ever think that you’ve already met the love of your life?”

Nobody answers, a herd of deer caught in Jon’s headlights. It wasn’t late enough for sharing deep thoughts.

Jon shifts uncomfortably, wondering if opening himself up like this is actually a good idea right now. Surveying the room, he realizes that most of these girls won’t remember a single thing he says tomorrow from the state they were in. He decides to continue.

“Like it’s someone you’ve known for a long time that’s just always been right there by your side. Someone who, maybe ya overlooked at first and now have some feelings for.”

The group sits in a stunned silence, not used to this rather verbose types of responses from Jon of all people. The tone shifts, his words lingering in the air. Jon shifts a bit uncomfortably, bringing one of his knees up to his chest. All the attention was on him right now, pairs of eyes surrounding him.

“I dunno, I dunno. I just wanted to share that, I guess. You guys have been my best friends for a while now, hate havin’ to bottle stuff up like that sometimes.”

While not staring at him directly, you gaze at him through the corner of your eyes. Jon started to pick at the misshapen cuticles on his fingers--a nervous habit you've noticed he’s gained since his return from Vietnam. He might have been here physically, but his brain was far off in another time and place.

Something was on his mind, and you could not help but wonder if it was the same thing on yours.

Jon clears his throat, finally thinking of a diversion to get him out of this conversation topic. “Anyways, did you guys get to the theatre to check out that new flick Beyond the Valley of the Dolls? Not sure how they’re going top the original you know sequels never compare to the original movie but I’ve heard some---”

“Don’t think you're getting off that easily,” Shelly slurs out, interrupting him mercilessly. She puts her arm around Jon, holding him closer to her in a vice grip. “So, you gotta crush now Jon, hmm?”

“I-I didn’t say that,” Jon stutters out, holding his hands up in a sign of surrender. “You’re putting words into my mouth now!”

“Aw come awwwnnn, cut the bullshit Jon, you don't just drop a huge hint like that an expect us to move on and forget all about it! I’m drunk. But I’m not that drunk! You have a crush, you think you met your soulmate already. That’s, yaknow, kinda a big deal and all!”

Shelly cuts the formalities, and jumps right into the meaty question everyone in the room was waiting for.

“So who is it?”

“Shelly, please.”

“Cmoooon Jon! We’re your bestest friends in the whole wide world! Who is it?”

“Shelly this is stupid!”

“Is it me?”

He shakes his head no. Shelly scoffs and rolls her eyes, as if genuinely hurt by this insinuation even though she’s never given him a second glance.

“Is it Dawn?”

Again, another shake of his head no.

Is it...Christine?”

“No.”

“Carrie?”

“No.”

“Is it [Y/N]?”

Jon eyes shift, averting his gaze from Shelly. Her eyebrows furrow in confusion at first, trying get Jon to look at her again; Shelly’s face following his movements. Her drunken state forces her brain to work overtime, putting the very obvious clues together at a snails pace. But when she finally got it, it was light a lightbulb appeared overtop her head. Shelly’s eyes widened, as her lips parted in an overly-ridiculous expression of shock.

“[Y/N]?” she repeats again, this time louder with an air of confidence. She knew the answer already, Shelly just wanted the admittance to come out of Jon’s mouth. But she doesn't get that satisfaction. However, his embarrassed silence is telling, as a red blush covers your entire face. Your friends start “ooooing” and “awwwwing” as Dawn grabs your shoulders, giving you an excited shake.

“[Y/N]!” Carrie speaks up for the first time that night on her own. The more demure type, you’re shocked to see her get swept up in the contagious dramatic energy in the room. She scoots herself over, sitting herself right in front of you, your noses practically touching.

“[Y/N]! What did I tell you, I knew Jon liked you! And you were always so scared to ask him out, even though you love him!! It’s been what. Years? Now you don’t have to be scared!! eeOH-” Her words tumbled out of her mouth like waterfalls, as she slapped her hand over it in a desperate attempt to stop the flow. But it was already out there.

“I’m sorry, [Y/N],” Carrie sheepishly whispers, lowering her hand. But there was no going back now. The poor girl, her heart was in the right place, you weren’t upset. You could never be upset with Carrie, but the embarrassed flush on your face reached the tips of your ears in no time.

Shelly’s attention was now off of Jon as she turns to you, the same incredulously dumbfounded expression on her face.

“[Y/N] likes JON?” she practically screamed into your face, as you couldn’t help but back away slightly. “And none of us knew this whole time?”

“I knew...” Carrie quietly murmured.

“Oh shit, right. My bad.” Shelly quietly responds, a tonal whiplash. She takes a deep breath in, starting again with her large, booming voice. “So none of us but Carrie knew you had a crush on JON? And Jon has a crush on YOU? Oh. My. God. [Y/N]!” She smiles, clasping her hands together in excitement. “This is so cute, I always knew you were going to end up together I knew it I knew it I knew it!”

Everything became too overwhelming too fast. Your senses felt heightened as each piercing, high pitched feminine shriek stabbed through your eardrums. The overbearing scent of disgustingly sweet cheap strawberry perfume and the chemical scent of nail-polish invaded your nostrils; it made you feel sick to your stomach.

You looked to Jon for comfort, but you couldn’t find it right now. Your heart flutters a bit, realizing that he never admitted anything. Silence was telling, but it wasn’t the answer you were looking for. The embarrassment of your secret coming out left you with a sudden burst of energy, feeling as if you needed to run. Or just go somewhere. Anywhere. Something to get rid of this claustrophobic feeling reverberating within your chest.

Jumping to your feet, you make your exit.

“Excuse me, I just, I’ll be right back,” you weakly call out.

The liquor affects your legs, making it hard to keep yourself balanced. Your legs carry you forward, not certainly understanding where you even wanted to go. You head your way towards the bathroom, walking down the dimly lit hallway.

Trembling, you push the door to the washroom open, quickly shutting it immediately behind you. You let out a breath you didn’t even know you were holding, letting your chest fall. Hands trembling, you crawl across the floor to the empty bathtub, climbing in. No one would bother you here.

Leaning back against the cool tile of the wall, you push yourself into it; almost as if secretly wishing it would absorb you. Pulling your knees up to your chest, you wrap your arms around them. You revel in this small respite away from what was unfolding in the living room.

Tears threaten to prickle in your [e/c] orbs, ready to start spilling down your cheeks at any moment as your chest heaved up and down. One of your hands clutched at your chest, as your heartrate increased. If you weren’t privy to these feelings before, you would assume you were having a heart attack. But you knew this was just a panic attack.

A gentle knock comes at the door, as you frantically wipe the tears away from your face with the backside of your hand. The doorknob opens, as the tiniest crack of light emerges into the dark washroom. Looking up, Jon is encased in a soft glow of yellow. He looked so heavenly, it was almost ridiculous.

“You okay?” He asks in the tiniest voice, his eyes searching for you, before finding you curled up in the bathtub. “Oh, well. That’s an odd place to hide,” he chuckles. But he notices you’re not in the mood to joke right now.

“It’s just, too much going on outside right now.”

Jon nods, himself feeling quite overwhelmed with the obnoxious behaviors happening outside as well. “I understand. Think they moved on now though, Dawn decided to see how many tissues she can shove in her bra.”

You crack the faintest smile at this, exhaling through your nose in some semblance of a chuckle. No matter what it was, Jon does smiles just a little bit too at this positive sign of life.

“If it makes you feel any better. I think they're pretty far gone, they won’t remember a thing in the morning.”

“I know they probably won't. But you will.”

He takes a deep breath in, and you follow suit. The silence is deafening.

He climbs in with you, squatting down as he takes a seat across from you in the tub. Noticing that you really didn’t seem in the mood to talk now, he extends a different olive branch. He reaches out a hand to you, and you take it, squeezing it as tightly as possible. Everything could change with just a few words, and there was no going back at this point. Jon knew how you felt about him. You didn’t know how Jon felt about you. Years of friendship could be challenged.

The both of you just sit in silence for a few moments as your hands squeezed his tighter. and tighter, putting all your fears and anxieties into your grip. It was the one thing you felt you could control right now. Tears threatened to come back again, your entire heart feeling as if it was on your sleeve.

Attempting to make you feel better, Jon takes his beanie of his head, placing it on yours. It slips off your head, a bit too big for you. And you both giggle at the ridiculousness of the situation. Eyes traveling down, it’s still so hard to look at him.

He lifts your chin up, rubbing his thumb across your cheek in a tender moment. “You’re beautiful, [Y/N].” He murmurs, getting closer to your face. “You look different from the last time I've seen you.”

“Is that good?”

“It’s more than good. You...grew up. You still have that same adorable face, but you look mature. It suits you.”

“We all grew up, didn’t we,” you smile. “Most people don’t stay friends this long huh. But we did. I think we all ended up who we were supposed to be, and where we were supposed to be.”

Jon nods at this, his fingers drumming on his knee. He had to say it now, or he’d regret it for the rest of his life.

“And you know, [Y/N], how I’ve felt about you for a long, long time. I’m just not good at talking about these kinda things; I’m sure you know that too.”

His hand cups your cheek, as you press your face into it; the warmth emanating from it bringing you comfort. “You like me too?”

“Of course. Since we were little kids.”

You bite your bottom lip to keep yourself from smiling, and playfully smack his chest. “You’re just pullin’ my leg now, don’t even start with me.”

“No! No I'm being serious.” He laughs, but it quickly dissipated. He really was serious, and he needed to act serious.

“Remember the time on the playground when you decked that kid who pushed me off the swing? In 1st grade outside the elementary school.”

The smile can’t be hidden anymore, as you let out a little laugh. “Yeah, yeah of course I remember that.”

“That’s when I realized I was in love with you.”

“You’re lying.”

“I’m serious. I loved you since then, and I thought, I sure think I’m gonna marry her one day. I didn’t know what it meant to be married, but I knew that’s what I wanted to do with you. Those feelings only got stronger as we got older.”

“And you never told me?”

“I never thought I had a chance with a girl like you. You must know how beautiful you are, how perfect you are. And every-time I was ready to confess to you I….I got scared.”

“Well...you did have a chance. You always had a chance.”

You pause, and rephrase yourself again.

“You still do.”

Using your hand still linked with his, Jon pulls you into his chest, wrapping his other arm around you. In this position, you feel his heart rate—warm, alive, fluttering from your close proximity. Pushing a piece of your hair back, he looks you in the eyes. You don’t shy away now. Not anymore. .

“So…” he starts. “So…do you. Do you want to see where this goes?”

“I do. Do you?”

“I’ve been waiting my entire life, of course I do.”

Giving you a chaste kiss to the top of your head, Jon smiles as he holds you even closer to you. As the girls outside moved to seeing how many tissues they could now shove down Christine’s bra, Jon and you share a quiet moment. Two individuals who have been mutually pining for each other for years finally meeting each other for what felt like the first time.

They could wait just for a little bit.

#jon rubin x reader #jon rubin imagine #robert de niro x reader #Robert De Niro imagine #hi mom imagine #Jon Rubin x you #robert de niro x you #this is filed under the there is no demand for this character yet here I am writing for him again

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neo-storm · 2 years

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My Pinned Post Of Info

This will be occasionally updated whenever I want to change or add something!

—> Name <—

Neo Storm

—> Age <—

—> Gender <—

Female

—> Pronouns <—

She/They Her/Them (not a Demigirl)

—> Sexuality <—

Settling on bisexual with a preference for women <33

—> Interests<—

Hotel Transylvania

Marvel

Monsterverse (Godzilla)

Pacific Rim

Tron

Helluva Boss/ Hazbin Hotel

The Owl House

Stranger Things

Percy Jackson

Pokémon

Current Projects

—> Writing<—

N/A

—> Drawing<—

Nothing set here, I’ve grown away from HT so I draw more furries from Comms now.

But yeah, whatever I draw usually just comes to mind or I see something and I say “I want to do that” and then I draw it.

—>Commissions<—

Almost always open! I do them for PayPal USD and Amino Coins on the app Amino!

Just PM for extra details! I mostly do animals/anthros, etc, and more rarely humans/humanoids. But I’m decent at both, but better at furries.

#pinned info #fan fiction #hotel transylvania

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(Just a reminder that this AU is canon divergent and heavily headcanon based, so don't expect too many things to be canon! ^^)

The Main Five:

"Look at that! You're now your true self!~"

Name: Beta Boyfriend ("Beta")

Age: 22 (19 at the start of this blog)

Birthday: October 5th

Gender/Pronouns: Transgender Male (He/Him, They/Them)

Height: 5'4

Sexuality: Bisexual, Polyamorous

Bio: The leader of the Boyfriend trio. Beta is described as happy-go-lucky and optimistic by just looking at him. Although, he can also be pretty reckless, sassy and a bit of a show-off at times and isn't really the best at solving some solutions. But he isn't afraid for a friendly rap battle!

"Talks like this"

"So what if I act like a kid? I can do what I want!"

Name: Blue Boyfriend ("Blue")

Age: 22 (19 at the start of this blog)

Birthday: December 17th

Gender/Pronouns: Bigender (Male and Non-binary) (He/Him, They/Them, Fae/Faer)

Height: 5'2

Sexuality: Bisexual, Polyamorous

Bio: The most precious bean you have ever seen from the Boyfriend trio! Blue is the friendliest and joyful one out of the three and loves to see smiles all around! He isn't really that bright out of the other two Boyfriends, but if you're up for a rap battle... He's always ready! But easy with him! This little guy can be pretty sensitive when things go a little too far.

"Talks like this"

"Ayo, what's up! Wanna drop in some beats?"

Name: Mean Boyfriend ("MB")

Age: 22 (19 at the start of this blog)

Birthday: November 1st

Gender/Pronouns: Boyflux (He/Him, They/Them, Ey/Em)

Height: 5'3

Sexuality: Asexual Biromantic, Polyamorous

Bio: MB could be described as the toughie of the Boyfriend trio. But despite having the word "mean" in his name, he's not actually that mean. In fact, he's actually pretty chill with everyone around! Although, he can have a bit of a temper, so watch out! Also, there is probably more to him than just being a tough guy!

"Talks like this"

"Left! Up! Down! Right! That's how you do it!~"

Name: Minus Girlfriend ("Girlfriend"/"GF"/"Gigi"/"Gee")

Age: 22 (19 at the start of this blog)

Birthday: November 24th

Gender/Pronouns: Genderfluid (She/Her, They/Them, He/Him)

Height: 6' (6'4 in heels)

Sexuality: Pansexual, Polyamorous

Bio: Half human, half demon! But Girlfriend is actually really sweet and kind for a demon! She really has a big heart for a lot of things and loves meeting new friends. She isn't really that bright either, but she tries to find a solution for some problems. Not to mention that she's tall! Like... really tall.

"Talks like this"

"Hey! Got something on your mind?"

Name: Minus Pico ("Pico"/"Dino Pico")

Age: 22 (20 at the start of this blog)

Birthday: May 1st

Gender/Pronouns: Demimale (He/Him, They/Them)

Height: 5'5 (394 in Godzilla size)

Sexuality: Gay, Polyamorous

Bio: This little dino may look small, but he has the power of growing up to the size of Godzilla! Pico is the oldest of the Minus gang and loves to keep a confident and friendly attitude towards others. But he can be quite feral and aggressive if you provoke him. Well, he is a dinosaur. Sharp claws and teeth and all.

"Talks like this"

The Spooky Kids:

"Look! They're having fun!~"

"Keep looking at the stars!~"

Name: Minus Skid and Pump ("Skid and Pump")

Age: 11 (both) (both 8 at the start of this blog)

Birthday: October 30th

Gender/Pronouns: Cis Male (both) (He/Him (both))

Height: 5'8 (Skid), 3'9 (Pump)

Sexuality: Asexual Aromantic (both)

Bio: The youngest and only kids of the Minus gang. Skid and Pump are absolutely inseparable and never leave each other's sides! These two just want to run around, have fun and, y'know, just be kids. Oh, they love anything spooky! And Spooky Month!

"Talks like this" (Skid)

"And this" (Pump)

The Mysterious One:

"Show me whit ye got!"

Name: Golden Boyfriend ("Golden"/"Gold"/"Goldie")

Age: 21

Birthday: December 3rd

Gender/Pronouns: Genderqueer (He/Him, It/Its, Ve/Vem)

Height: 5'3

Sexuality: Pansexual

Bio: No one knows too much about Golden, not even the Minus Gang themselves. He lives in the ocean for most of his life, so he doesn't get out much. Well... At least he used to, because it's time for him to finally get some air, along with a pair of feet! He still loves water, though.

"Talks like this"

Siblings In The Back:

"Oh, c'mon! I can take ya!"

Name: Minus Chris ("Christopher"/"Chris")

Age: 20

Birthday: February 5th

Gender/Pronouns: Cis Male (He/Him)

Height: 5'9

Sexuality: Asexual Hetromantic

Bio: Girlfriend's young brother and a self-proclaimed rapper! He tries his best to show off his courage, loyalty and toughness if you're up for a rap battle against him! And he's half demon, just like his older sister! Looks like it runs in the family!

"Talks like this"

"I'm ready whenever you are!~"

Name: Minus Kaity ("Sapphire"/"Saph"/"Kaity")

Age: 20

Birthday: February 18th

Gender/Pronouns: Demifemale (She/Her, They/Them)

Height: 5'

Sexuality: Pansexual

Bio: One of Blue's younger siblings and if you see her, you'll definitely say that she's definitely his sister, because she is just like him. Precious, not exactly bright, but she's ready to jam or sing whenever you're up for it! Wonder why her brother has a halo and wings and she doesn't...

"Talks like this"

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Age: 18 (still don't be weird-)

Birthday: May 4th

Gender: Nonbinary

Pronouns: They/Them (questioning neopronouns)

Sexuality: Pansexual Demiromantic, Polyamorous

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coffee-cupps · 3 years

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📜~𝕎𝕖𝕝𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕞𝕪 𝔹𝕝𝕠𝕘~📜

Here you can find many writings about a bunch of different topics! This post here will be my introduction, rules, and collections page! It’s a good way to keep things organized and tidy while I’m beginning to grow in popularity. And speaking of popularity, I want to thank all of you for the support over the last year, it means so much and now that we are coming close to 200 (almost 300 now) (Edit: Almost 400 now) followers, I have really found my passion for writing! Now, let’s get on with it, shall we?

Introduction!

Hallo! My name is Coffee_Cupps, or Coffee for short! I am a German/American studying Psychology, History, and Language! I go by They/Them/He/Him and I am bisexual. My birthday is November 2nd and I’m currently working towards a degree in acting and technology. I have been writing for about 8 years now and have just recently (in the past two years) found out have to do a decent job on writing, thanks to my teachers. I’m in many fandoms but my interest in them come-and-go very easily. My longest fandom I’ve been in is Transformers, starting at G1. I’ve seen G1, IDW/MTMTE (including Lost Light), TFA, TFP, Bayverse, The Bumblebee Movie, RiD, and Cyberverse (I’m pretty sure I’ve seen more but I can’t think of them right now). My favorite character (they change a lot) are, MTMTE Nickel, Shockwave (any one of them), Soundwave (any one of them), MTMTE Ravage, MTMTE Rung, and MTMTE Whirl.

Fandoms I will write for:

Transformers

MHA (rarely)

Godzilla (2014, KoM, G v.s K)

Pokemon (rarely)

Hetalia

Villanos

Doctor who

Arcane

Harry Potter

Ninjago

TMNT (Main rn)

Writing Rules!

Requests: OPEN!

Can do;

Heavy angst

Smut

Fluff

Limes

HC’s

Triggering topics

Can’t do;

Active rape

Incest

Ageplay

Anything that has to do with sexualizing bodily fluids

Vore

(More will be added later)

I love talking with other people and stuff so, if you need to talk about anything, you can send me a message or an ask and I’ll get to you right away!

(This blog in a W.I.P!)

More will be added ASAP!

NOTE: NOT ALL REQUESTS WILL BE DONE, I AM A VERY BUSY PERSON SURPRISINGLY LOL)

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Everyone talks about normal Kaiju AUs

Why not love AUs

In spite of Valentine's Day I can't want to post this so call me basically every store right now

~Kaiju Romance~

Showa Era

So obviously before everything Showa Goji fucks Minilla's unknown mom but he's actually gay and starts dating Showa Kong from December 1962 to February 1966

He starts dating Anguirus two years later in May 1968 and they're still together actually

There's also other scenarios where Kumonga hooked up with Kamacuras or Showa Ghidorah kissed Showa Gigan like once

Showa Mothra is seen with GMK Ghidorah at times

Heisei Era (Heisei G*mera included)

Based on canon or whatever, Heisei Godzilla dated Gojirin and they had Godzilla Junior but thet broke up like four years afterwards. They're still in contact for the sake of Junior although Heisei actually despises Gojirin cause she's really dramatic at times and is just a bit transphobic towards Heisei's trans brother SpaceGodzilla

But before that all of that he's had some romantic moments with Heisei Mothra but they never fully indulged

Same with Heisei Gamera cause Heisei Godzilla is actually a confused closeted bisexual but they have a bit of beef now

Gamera somehow pulled Gyaos and they made love to celebrate their competitive Heisei movie

Battra and Fire Rodan dated for a couple years

Destoroyah and Iris dated for like nearly a year but Iris thought they weren't compatible anymore after the stupidest argument. Destoroyah probably dates SpaceGodzilla now, but Iris comes back into their mind every now and then

America Zilla

Zilla and Komodithrax date that's all

Millennium

Orga and Megaguirus probably date but constantly make fun of each other

GMK Ghidorah dated another Ghidorah species and made MV Ghidorah with her

Kiryu loves FW Gigan but thinks he's either straight or secretly fucks Monster X

FW Godzilla and FW Anguirus are in love with each other but haven't even started a relationship

FW Rodan wants to kiss FW King Caesar or FW Manda

Monsterverse

((Hokmuto and Femuto actually don't date here and Hokmuto is more like Femuto's caregiver))

MV Godzilla dated Muto Prime for some time but she actually sucked towards him so he used MV Ghidorah as a sneaky link for some time until he broke up with with her. He dates Tiamat now

But before that he's hooked up with MV Rodan and almost Scylla

He wanted to kiss Behemoth as well

Behemoth also wanted him when he was finally fine, which was never so nah

Before Tiamat started dating Godzilla she almost dated Amhuluk but it wasn't for Amhuluk's life standards so they didn't

MV Godzilla has probably also kissed MV Kong before

Apex Mechagodzilla hooked up with a Skullcrawler to forget about all his mental problems once

Reiwa

Bro this era sucks what do you want me to say

#shitpost #godzilla #love #looooove looooove looooove loooooooove

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Destiel Chronicles

Vol. CII

It was a love story from the very beginning.

The Bad Joke and The Scoobynatural

(13x14/13x15)

Hello there!!! This time I'm gonna talk about one of the most OOC episodes ever and one of our favs episodes Scoobynatural. I put them together bc one was so bad I needed some fresh air. Hehehehe.

Let's start!

So OOC that hurts...

Episode 13x15 "A Most Holly Man" was written by Dabb but also by Robert Singer.

This episode was odd, with easy bad jokes, and OOC. It also had Wincest subtext, and it was very messy.

If you rewatch the entire season, this episode seems to be out of context. If they've wouldn't put the search for the element they needed for the spell, it could have been passed as an episode from another show.

I could write more criticism, but let's just talk about little pieces of dialogue that worked as clues, I'm very sure it were put by Dabb (even if I dislike his writing) more than Singer.

The three elements the gangsters wanted to get were:

Incense: Is used by christian rituals to elevate prayers and gifts from the parishioners to God. This could be speaking of Chuck coming in the next season.

Chalice: The chalice represents sacrifice for christianity. The Holt Blood of Jesus Christ that have his life for humanity. So, is talking about a future huge sacrifice. It could be taken for Dean and his Mal'ak box or Castiel in 15x18.

Skull: it's related to death, and it could be speaking of Mary Winchester death in season 14.

Another little take from this episode was this little piece of dialogue:

MARGARET: Oh, don’t thank me yet. Greenstreet has all the trappings of a gentleman, but… I would advise caution.

Okay subtle, but not that much. The last name is a combination of two words GREEN and STREET, it's obviously related to Dean, and the quote after this 'has all the trappings is a gentleman, but... I would advise caution." It's obviously talking about AUMichael!Dean.

A brief comment about the Wincest subtext... We had Sam flirting with Margaret and Dean showing signs of jealousy, it could be taken as annoyance, but, because is Singer involved, I would say it was intentionally written to be Wincest subtext. And after this we had Dean flirting... Super out of character, with a brunette... With a lame excuse... Unnecessary. But it worked to make this time Sam the jealous one. Connecting the drops, my dears...

Dean has faith again and the distracting rubbing lips...

In this episode we can also rescue another good points as Dean declaring he has faith. Remember at the beginning of the season he was lost and faithless, I ask myself what could happen to make Dean to recover his faith???

Oh yes, Cas is back.

Then the rubbing lips... We had the same gesture from Cas in the previous episode, so, I wrote two entire metas about how Dabb team used the hands to show foreshadow. So I truly thought Dean and Cas would kiss... Hehehehe. It could fit perfectly, but nah.

This episode also talked about how a priest, a righteous, a saint man, was trying to get the most precious thing for his community.

Trying to get back the most important thing he had, willing to make any sacrifice for it, it's the same would lead Dean to say 'yes' to Michael. When Lucifer kidnaps Sam and Jack.

(This could be just nice because family, and because Dean raised Sam, so Sam represents a son and such, but, because is Singer... Wincest again.)

Another piece of dialogue I found is the following...

FATHER LUCCA: (...)And what your brother’s doing, it’s a good thing.

DEAN: Yeah, or a stupid thing.

FATHER LUCCA: Or both. Many times, they can be the same.

This is telling Castiel's name, Because Dean is always asking him not to do stupid things.

Another foreshadow was Father Lucca talking about Lying is wrong, is a sin. This was the preamble to one of the most revealing episode that will bring Chuck back. The episode in which Jack erase the ability of telling lies in the whole world population.

Dean's cave meaning and visual narrative.

Episode 13x16 was full of symbolism, and is one of my fav episodes.

At first, we had Dean fighting against a huge green dinosaur, practically a monster in green. Just like the Squirrel/Godzilla in one t-shirt we'll see in episode 14x04, is representing DEAN, his inner photography of himself. He sees himself as a monster.

Everytime we see SCOOBY-DOO in Supernatural, it's related to Dean's innocence and purity. Those qualities on him will be the key to release him from his emotional prison in season 14.

Visual Narrative in Dean's cave

Let's talk about the Dean's cave. When Dean says to Sam "Be like Elsa, let it be," he's referring here to the most deepest feelings and fears. Elsa released what she had tried to repress her entire life, her powers. And once she accepted what she really was, she was really free.

This will happen to Dean too, the process had just started. Now that he got Cas back, and now that deep inside he had accepted he can't live without the angel, he will slowly be able to embrace his bisexuality, to accept who he really is. The climax of this metamorphosis it's gonna be describer through the whole season 14. It's the birth of Healing!Dean.

Dean's cave represents that. First of all I want you to know that the Dean's cave had been made to watch movies with Castiel. It's subtextually displayed by the location of the two couches and the color of the lights in front of them: RED AND BLUE. Those are Dean and Castiel's places. That place had been built to share time with his angel.

Gif credit @out-in-the-open

Fred and Daphne were Dean's bisexuality representation.

Mostly than Dean having a crush over the two characters (openly with Daphne and repressed over Fred) both characters were representing Dean's bisexuality (just like Pamela and himself in Rocky's bar and his friend and the waitress in 15x07).

When they had to team up (just like in 14x04) we had Sam and Vilma represented the insight, the intelligence. (Just like Sam and Sam). Castiel pairing up with Yaggy and Scooby, the innocence and the talking dog, the most precious thing for Dean. (Remember Dean would take a bullet for that dog, that's why Cas was compared several times in season 12 with a dog, and that's why Dean follows him anywhere to keep him safe after suffering his lost).

Gif set credit @gentleman-demon

Finally, the bisexual team Dean with Fred and Daphne. In one opportunity Dean asks Daphne what does she sees in a man. Without mentioning she loves ascots, what this symbolically represents is Dean asking to his female side what she really likes to see in man. And we have Fred related to blue color, as a switch mirror with Castiel. Also because Daphne describes the perfect man as STRONG AND HONEST. Which are characteristics related to Castiel.

Castiel's entrance a la 4x01 and the dinosaur in love

Castiel enters in the mansion the same way he did in 4x01, stormy, mysteriously, and bright.

Immediately after his entrance, we had this weird dialogue...

DEAN: It's a book we're writing. Yeah, about...killer stuffed dinosaurs. It's called...

CASTIEL: "The Killer Stuffed Dinosaur in Love."

FRED: Huh. Great title.

SCOOBY: Yeah. Great title.

"It's a book we are writing " this is very meaningful Because, the book they're writing despite the one Chuck is writing, is Team Free Will, but... We are talking about DESTIEL. Dean and Cas are writing their own story... Why? Because when they mention the title of that book is... The KILLER (Do you remember REGARDING DEAN? another brief appearence of Scooby Doo and Dean's innocence? In which Rowena told him he was a killer? So yes, Dean sees himself as a killer, that's why the image of a monster, a green DINOSAUR, and huge Godzilla Squirrel... But this KILLER GREEN DINOSAUR has a very important characteristic HE IS IN LOVE. DEAN IS IN LOVE, as he confessed in 14x12.

Do I have to explain how writers connect d Castiel's first entrance in 4x01 with this book they're writing as they go? The book is named DESTIEL.

Jealous!Castiel and the little scared ghost boy

I loved the scene in which Daphne freshly confesses Dean grabbed the ghost by the thigh and immediately Cas shows his jealousy over that.

Gif set credit @tearsofgrace

But There's another almost at the end of the episode in which Dean mentions his affair with the Cartwright Twins and Cas asks about that, and Dean's face is priceless. Because if CAS would just represent a friend to him, he were absolutely explaining to him what happened with those twins, but he didn't. Why? Because Castiel is not just a friend. Castiel is Dean's love interest. So... Better not to talk about it.

Gif set credit @sssssssim

But let's jump over the symbolism of the trapped child ghost.

BOY: I'm not. I never wanted to hurt anyone. But the bad man, he makes me.

CASTIEL: The bad man?

BOY: His name is Jay.

I want to point here we are inside of Dean's head as you've noticed so far, so... Velma is Dean's intelligence and reason, and is linked with Sam (just like in episode 14x04 in which we had the scooby-doo box opening the locked door). Yaggy and Scooby are the innocence and love, part of Dean and linked to Castiel. And Daphne and Fred are Dean's bisexuality. But There's another huge character inside of him THE MONSTER. The monster, the one he has to defeat, is represented by JOHN WINCHESTER'S TOXIC HERITAGE AND AUMICHAEL, they're part of his toxicity, his rage, his violence. The little ghost here is all the good inside of Dean, his childhood, his innocence, but the bad man who obligates him to kill, it's his inner monster. So this is a war between TOXIC!DEAN and HEALING!DEAN as we will see in season 14.

BOY: When I died, my soul was tied to a pocketknife. My dad gave it to me. It meant everything. When Jay found me, he used me to...Sometimes, I get so angry I break things, hurt people.

John Winchester's toxic heritage implies the GUILT. So, Dean's soul is tied to that GUILT. Jay represents AUMichael here, when AUMichael finds this tool, the guilt, he uses it against Dean to control him. The boy says he gets angry, he breaks things and hurts people. He's describing perfectly Dean's toxicity. His violence. We will see it in this season but also, at the end of season 14.

To Conclude:

In episode 13x15 we had a very OOC bad episode, but with a few clues for foreshadows.

Episode 13x16 was a travel through Dean's innocence, inner thoughts and repressed feelings. It's a preamble to Healing!Dean season and how Dean will be able to break free from his emotional prison, defeating his inner monster.

Hope you liked this meta, see you in the next one!

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If you want to be added or removed from this list just let me know.

If you wanna read the previous metas from season 13 here you have the links...

Vol. XCIII, XCIV, XCV, XCVI, XCVII, XCVIII, XCIX, C, CI.

Buenos Aires, February 28 2020, 2:23 PM

#destiel chronicles #destiel #destiel meta #Supernatural meta #season 13 meta #13x15 meta #13x16 meta #Scoobynatural #Scoobynatural meta #Castiel #Dean is bi #Dean Winchester #Sam Winchester

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