#This is that rare type of person who sleeps with everyone left and right but as soon as they gets married

[mobblespsycho100]

which one’s toshiro and whys he autistic?

[ID: full body colored illustration of toshiro from the dungeon meshi manga. /End ID]

THIS FREAKIN GUY!!!! anyway

[ID: anonymous tumblr ask: "would def love to hear ur autistic shuro thoughts". /End ID]

awesome. rant under the cut because it will be long

So before we understand why Toshiro is the way he is we must first understand two things abt him:

1. his household situation is a very traditional clan of warriors type situation. his father is very strict and he left his homeland to go to the Island and explore the dungeon to train and become a warrior to be someone suited as the family head

2. Eastern and Western cultures of respect/propriety are different, and Ryoko Kui highlights it well even in her fantasy world.

With that in mind, heres some bullet point rapid fire thoughts that consume my current state of dunmeshi brain:

Toshiro has an avoidant personality. He fears upsetting others due to his upbringing, and rarely tells others how he feels not because he thinks they would simply understand him but because he doesn't want to seem rude and imposing / cause offense to others especially since he's not in his own homeland / hes a foreigner that should respect the land's customs, not his own wishes.

Setting boundaries is hard for everyone, but especially autistic (and some other ND, like those with Avoidant Personality Disorder) people. Those with ASD, at least in my experience, don't want to be isolated from others. So they mask.

They mask what? their desires. their true selves. their opinions. their discomfort. all for the sake of pleasing others (who are often neurotypical)

With that in mind, suddenly, what Maizuru said abt him as a child makes sense. Due to his strict upbringing, Toshiro had to more or less hide his preferences and force himself to adapt to the rigid constraints of his culture and the pressure to be the next family head, this responsibility is his burden to bear and he cannot be someone who expresses his selfish desires instead of focusing on being a strong warrior and leader

"Why did he say he hate Laios and that it should've been obvious that he disliked/found Laios' treatment of him uncomfortable??" BECAUSE IT SHOULD BE OBVIOUS. I'm not going to write off Laios' autism/autistic coding, but its baffling (note: definitely racism and bias for white autistic ppl) to me that a lot of ppl don't see Toshiro's perspective and straight up ignores it. This is a lack of wanting to be rude by speaking up that is based on culture difference on Toshiro's part, and straight up ignorant of his microagressions/racism and lack of self awareness on Laios' end. They were both right, they were both wrong too. This is a complicated conflict that cannot be boiled down to simple ableist/the NT vs ND divide. There's something called . intersectionality. Which brings me to the next point

Toshiro never actually hated Laios. He found him uncomfortable, yes. But he didn't /hate/ him, he was speaking out because he's had enough!!! he's done tolerating Laios' racist bullshit, and he's done following the arbitrary Eastern rules of respecting others and not being rude!!! He. Wants. Laios. To Understand. What. He. Was. Feeling. Because he just had enough!!!!! alright!!! he's at his limit hes at his breaking point, the one he loves is now probably beyond saving, and this is a good time as any to break the news to Laios that he thinks that Laios is impulsive and doesn't fully understand how his actions have consequences!!! Hes right abt this. His feelings on this is valid, just as valid as Laios'

General autistic traits I find from Toshiro: his admiration of Falin's indifference towards insects ("woah shes so brave and gentle!! just like me, fr!!!"), His lack of regard for his own needs and wants (needing to sleep and eat and drink) because he was super focused on saving Falin, His lack of like drastic expression changes, his discomfort with physical touch when it's initiated without consent (see: Laios hugging ppl extra bonus art by Ryoko Kui), his manner of like speaking short and concise, people pleasing tendencies, his like quick way of combat, rule upholder/routine following enjoyer, he seems distant from others even those he consider family not cuz of like any terrible reason but hes just. someone who enjoys his own time alone like. yeah

aannnnndd. thats abt it? i think.

Big part of this is definitely me relating to Shiro as an Asian (specifically chinese indonesian) person who is probably Autistic lmao. I hope this brings more insight on why Toshiro is actually one of the silliest and epiccest dunmeshi characters ever I love him

#asks #dungeon meshi #toshiro nakamoto #dunmeshi #L 👁️‍🗨️🌫️ ! #shuro dunmeshi #(help) #idk if he has tags. does he have fans here. pls say he does

[unhonestlymirror]

This manga is full of sex jokes, but I can see love only in one frame

#🥺🥺🥺 #city hunter #ryo saeba #kaori makimura #bro u can brag about being alfonso as much as u want - i know what u are #This is that rare type of person who sleeps with everyone left and right but as soon as they gets married #they becomes an exemplary familyman and won’t even think about cheating as if they have always been like this

[lady-ashfade]

Hello Darling, I was wondering if I could get Kaz thing were him and reader have know each other for ages and like with Jordie and she is the old person Kaz is kinds ok with touching, so one day when a heist goes wrong and Y/N gets hurt and Kaz is like freaking out thinking she's going to die and stuff and its like super fluffy and and like Y/N heals and Kazoo like doesn't leave her side

If you could do this it would be amazing

I’m right here.

Kaz Brekker x Fem!Reader

Hope I did this okay! Thanks for the request 🌸

Notes: This is short and fluffy. I also can’t do good aid or this type of thing so I hope it’s okay!

Warning: Pain to comfort, a little angst, blood, crying in pain, bad writing for sure, spelling mistakes probably.

The group rushed through the door almost breaking it off the hinges. “Get her upstairs.” Kaz shouted as Matthias held you in his arms, Nina by his side focusing on your heartbeat. Inej went to the kitchen where you kept your towels and collected everything.

You blood stained Matthias shirt and your eyes flutter, a groan or a whimper leaving your lips a few times. As soon as they got to the top floor of your home they rushed to the bedroom. “On the bed.” Nina fixed the pillows and the sheets, then patted the mattress. Matthias nodded his head and put you down carefully and tried not to give your extra pain.

Wylan almost sobbed at the sight of your arm falling and going limp. You knew who he was, who was his father and you never shamed him for it. He loved you and cared deeply, you were his best friend. Wylan turned away and into Jesper arms, who took him into his arms quickly. “Is she going to be okay?” He asked and kaz shot him a glare that he couldn’t see.

“Yes, now everyone out except Inej.” Nina’s hand tugged at your bloody shirt and they all went out quickly. Kaz stood still and looked at you, “Kaz, she’ll be fine.” Inej rushed passed passed him with her arms full and went by Nini. “I’m staying.” They didn’t have time to fight with him, but they knew even if they did he would stay.

They had no choice but pull your shirt off and leaving you in the thin layer on your chest. Kaz hated seeing your face curl into pain as they cleaned the wound. “Jordie” he remembered the small boy with a body underneath him, shaking it as he cried for his brother. He got light headed and sat down in the chair. Was he going to lose you too? Shaking his head at the thought because he wouldn’t allow that.

A scream cut him out of his thoughts, you opening your eyes as the needle pressed into your skin. “Stop! Please.” You cried at the pain in your side. Nina apologized as she teared up and Inej looked up at you guilty. “Kaz!” You looked up at him and he felt his entire body move on its own and he was by your side within seconds. “Make it stop!” You cried.

He took your hand in his and gave it a small squeeze, “You can handle it.” He stated and you shook your head. A whimper came out as the needle went back, “Can’t.” He leaned closer and rubbed circles on your hand. “You can, I’m right here.” You looked back at him and the pain became too much for you to handle, along with the blood that you lost, or the shock you felt.

Kaz watched your eyes fell closed and your hand losing its grip. He panicked and looked back at your chest and saw it go up and down. “I’m right here.” He whispered. Kaz held your hand the whole time and stayed by your side, even when it was all done. He refused to leave your side, if something happened while he was away he couldn’t live with himself.

Everyone came and stayed for a while, he was there. When everyone left to sleep he stayed there, Nina and Matthias stayed in the other room. Days passed and he was still in the room by your side. He hated the feelings of lose as if the old friend visited him again to take someone else. You couldn’t leave him, he needed you in his life. The light of his life and the feeling of comfort he so rarely felt was only with you.

Kaz sat in the chair beside your bed and his head leaned on the wall behind him with his eyes closed. You stirred yourself awake and took a moment to remember everything. You look around the familiar room and then down at the pain in your side. A bandage wrapped around your side and only in a bra. “Damn.” You cursed and put your head back.

A small snore caught you by surprise and you looked to the side and saw Kaz asleep. He looked calmer then normal but he still had a snarl on his face, it made you laugh a bit. As much as you could without hurting your side. “Kazzel.” You poked his leg. It took a moment and then shot up and it startled you a bit. He looked panicked and then looked down at you, he looked terrified.

“I’m okay.” You whispered with smiled. Kaz blinked as he saw you up and talking. “Y/n.” He pushed up and moved closer to and leaned down the bed. “Kaz, how long have you been here?” He swallowed. “As long as you have been out, you scared the others.” His hand came up to your cheek and softly moved his fingers on the skin.

“I’m not going that easy.” Smirked up at him. He looked at you and his eyes softened. Leaning himself down he pressed his lips against yours and kissed you softly. He was so afraid he would never get to do that again, or to have you in his arms or seen you smile. You took your hand and put it on his chest to remind him that you were still here.

“Good, because I don’t plan on losing you. You’ll stay with me, even if I have to bring you back to life myself.” He whispered against your lips and put his forehead on yours. And he was true, if he had to drag you out of deaths claws he would do it. He’d fight the saints himself to have you stay with him.

“You’re stuck with me, Kaz Brekker.” You teased and connected your lips with his again.

#kaz brekker #kaz brekker x reader #kaz brekker x y/n #kaz brekker x fem!reader #Jesper fahey #wylan van eck #inej ghana #Nina zenik #matthais helvar #six of crows #six of crows x reader #shadow and bone #shadow and bone x reader #kaz brekker angst #kaz brekker fluff

[actiniumwrites]

Hi, saw that your requests were open. Would you be open to writing headcanons for how the sumeru's s/o would comfort them?

*inserts yummy food as payment *

𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑

synopsis: comforting the sumeru cast

characters: tighnari, cyno, dehya, alhaitham, kaveh

warnings: reverse hurt/comfort, fluff, pinch of angst, exhaustion, injuries, mentions of alcohol, self doubt, and overworking

notes: thank you for the yummy food, anon 😋 hope you enjoy this! sidenote: i left dottore out because, well, i think that’s obvious. also i wrote this so long ago like i completely forgot i even finished it 😭

tighnari:

tighnari is very independent and likes to do things on his own if he can, so he very rarely needs comfort

but when he gets stressed, it’s BAD

works all day out in the forest and late into the night on his studies to keep his mind off things, but usually ends up making it worse

has a hard time sleeping and just gets so exhausted :(

one night you find him up and just hug him silently from behind

in times like these, he just melts and gives into the comfort, surrendering to dependency

loves it when you just take care of him and can finally rest

like helping him change into a more comfortable set of clothes, playing with his hair until he falls asleep, and making him his favorite meals

and it’s difficult, but you always find a way to convince him to take a day off of work

you even help him with his work since you guys frequently work together in the forest

he’s super appreciative too, thanking you left and right for catching him before he falls into a bad mental space

and you promise that, no matter what, you’ll always be there for him

cyno:

cyno is like tighnari in the sense that he rarely finds himself in need of comfort

until one day, he gets injured badly during a fight while out investigating some criminals in the desert

of course, he took them out with ease, but somehow managed to get a few deep scratches that were particularly painful

he’s definitely the type to try to hide that he needs help

but you always see right through him

he acts like he hates it, but he really does love it when you help him sit down and clean up his wounds

and the fact that you’re so worried about him helps take his mind off the throbbing pain from his injuries

whispering little things like “it’s okay,” and “you’re okay,” even though he is okay because no matter what, he would never let himself die or get severely injured as long as he’s with you

but on the days when he does get scratched up like this, he can’t help but exaggerate a little bit and relish within your love for him

and when he does truly get upset about the fact that he has to take a few days off from work, he can’t help but feel at peace with the fact that you’ll be by his side the entire time

dehya:

dehya completely hides her feelings when she needs comforting, at least, most of the time

usually it comes out as some form of anger, directed at a person who just happened to be at the wrong place at the wrong time

but when it happens, you’re by her side quickly. and if you’re not, everyone knows to go get you, the one person who always seems to quell her worries and calm her emotions no matter what

truly like water and fire

she loves it when you put your hand in hers as it gives her a sense of familiarity and home

or the way you whisper sweet nothings in her ear and bring her to a calm place where the wind blows gently in her hair and all she can focus on is you

getting a nice meal together? her favorite thing in the whole world

she isn’t a fan of talking about her feelings, but something about just sitting down in her favorite tavern with her favorite person enjoying her favorite food and drinks as she lets everything out is incredibly heart warming and satisfying

seeing the way you never judge her for how she feels or what she’s thinking will never fail to make her fall in love with you all over again

alhaitham:

it’s simple, alhaitham doesn’t need comfort

at least, that’s what he tells himself

but everyone as their bad days, even him. does he show it? of course not

you’d have to be pretty damn lucky to witness alhaitham, the most stoic and apathetic person in all of teyvat, let his emotions out

he’s definitely the type of person to bottle it all up for months on end until it all explodes one day

one little thing goes wrong: someone says the wrong thing, hands him the wrong paper, he forgets his keys…and he blows up like a firework

but only in private. he’d never let anyone see that type of thing happen, not even you, his lover

until one day, you do

he fumes with anger, the type of person to throw everything off their desk when they’re pissed off

you walk in and he just collapses into his chair, even more upset that you even had to witness any of that

you just drag him out of his office with a gentle hand in his rough one and guide him to your shared bed where you have him lie down

he enjoys sleeping with you, arms around your waist with you against his abdomen in a nice dark and cold room

but you clean up his mess and join him in bed

and you never say a word about any of it, just as he prefers it

alhaitham understands his emotions, so he doesn’t need you to talk him through it

resting with you is enough time for him to recharge, reflect on his emotions, and relax with perhaps the only person he’s ever loved next to him

kaveh:

he frequently needs comforting from you, and it’s pretty obvious why

there’s no specific situations like the others. kaveh is just generally an emotional and sensitive guy who needs a little more support

it’s not a bad thing, and you make sure he always knows that

he’s open about his struggles with you and it’s usually in the form of laying in each others’ arms while you two talk things out

it even helps him to avoid the alcohol, something he’s eternally grateful for

he loves it when you speak softly or even in a whisper, it’s very calming to him and makes him not feel like he has to be loud to get people to understand him

needs to be reminded he’s loved by you or else he begins to doubt himself

he really enjoys when you put your hands in his hair and massage his head for him. it allows him to close his eyes and find a moment of peace

if you’re in public and he starts to feel uncomfortable, holding his hand seems to calm him down immensely

overall just needs a bit of reassurance and some physical contact and he feels safe again <3

#genshin #genshin impact #genshin impact x reader #genshin x reader #genshin impact fanfiction #tighnari #cyno #dehya #alhaitham #kaveh #sumeru x reader #tighnari x y/n #tighnari x you #tighnari x reader #cyno x y/n #cyno x you #cyno x reader #dehya x you #dehya x y/n #dehya x reader #alhaitham x reader #alhaitham x you #alhaitham x y/n #kaveh x reader #kaveh x you #kaveh x y/n

[avatarmerida]

New brain rot? No, just Huntlow in a different font. It’s a Willina (?) HC/ if I wrote a fic this would be it but also I dunno if I will get so here are some crumbs under the cut if you care:

William gives me the vibes of like he is a grimwalker that Belos made but he’s the only one he’s gotten right so he has to “preserve” him until he’s needed because making a grimwalker is hard let alone a sustainable one. So that’s why he’s doing the classic sleeping thing and in his mind he’s under a curse which is why he can’t like remember a lot about his past or who he is and that’s where his arc stems from like he believes stopping by wild magic will restore his memories or something.

Also I feel like a fun little twist since this version of Hunter is very Disney-esque and I think he’d still be made of palistrom trees if they did like a Pinocchio type thing where he can’t lie (or at least can’t lie to Belos) without it causing him pain or like branches grow from him and he just chalks it up to the curse not to the clone thing. I also picture him like that frog from the Swan Princess movie where he’s convinced a kiss from a princess will save him but since he’s been asleep for who knows how long there are no royalty left.

And then okay also his is instantly charmed by Paulina. Like he just thinks she is so cute right away and she’s the only person who isn’t annoyed with his speeches of his backstory and mission and is genuinely nice to him. And they meet sooner in this version and Paulina takes longer than Willow to migrate to the plant track and maybe practices in secret and confides this to William in exchange for his secret about the lying thing. And she’s like “That’s awful, I wish I could help you.” And he’s like “I appreciate it, but only a princess can.”

And I fully subscribe to the HC that he calls her princess as a nickname and so she says “I’d like the try anyway.” And she’s not great at magic but she tries anyway and there’s a montage of them trying different spells and potions and stuff and then either they discover or William finally mentions that a kiss from a princess is how the spell was broken (according to the stories which are not factual but we’re brought over by Belos to like help manipulate people somehow) and Paulina plant girl is like “OMT there is a flower called Princess kiss and it’s rare but maybe that’s it.” And they go on a little quest where they get to know each other better and they find the flower and all it does is make him sneeze a bunch. It’s clear the books mean a literal kiss.

So William is so grateful but poor Paulina is like “If only I was a real princess, and not just a half a witch then I’d actually be able to help you.” And William blushes as he little brain process the fact that she basically said she would kiss him if it would help him and he’s like “Well, it couldn’t hurt to try.” And then they get very close to kissing before being interrupted (of course).

And then later on, William is like on to Belos and done with him and goes to tell everyone but Belos doesn’t wanna destroy him because he worked hard to make him so he turns him into a frog while he makes up another sleeping potion to try again later. And frog William tries to warn everyone but he is not a talking frog so he can’t communicate with them but he brings Paulina the princess kiss flowers and starts sneezing and Luz is like “I didn’t know frogs could sneeze?” (And idk if they do let’s pretend they don’t, Amphibia fans don’t come for me) and Paulina is like that’s weird and she puts two and two together and realizes it him and while they’re trying to figure out how to reverse it, she’s holding him tightly and assures him it’s gonna be okay and gives him a gentle kiss atop his head and he transforms back.

He’s so overjoyed and he picks her up and spins her around and he’s like “I told you being a princess was about more than a shiny crown.” Or something which is a callback to a conversation they had before. It doesn’t cure the grimwalker thing because that’s not a curse it’s what he is but then every time something goes wrong he’s like “Paulina can just kiss me and it’ll be okay.” And everyone is like “Dude you cannot just think you’re invincible because her kiss undid one super outdated curse.” And he’s like “Well it can’t hurt to try.” (It still can, btw) And Paulina is just a blushing smitten mess about how her scrawny little prince truly thinks there is nothing she can’t do.

Idk I feel like it would be a longer fix to explain all the differences but it’s an AU that I would get messy with and a little confused but that’s the vibe I got from th like 10 second clip.

#huntlow #winter toh #toh #the owl house #willow park #Hunter toh #idk how to tag the beta ship so let’s hope huntlow is enough lol

[ivyprism]

OG Guys (Info Dump: Revamp)

Warnings: Violence! Underfell, Horrortale, famine, rebellion, etc.

Classic - Undertale Sans

Personality: He is a very funny guy, a punny man if you will. He makes a lot of jokes and has struggled with his own apathy, but he is devoted and loyal. He gets along with almost everyone and is a bit of a smart-ass. When he confuses you, he’ll wink at you and then vanish. He can get a bit hostile and rude to anyone he thinks would be a threat to the immediate safety of his family. He is very laid back and enjoys a good prank or two. He also is very flirty when the right conditions are met. He is incredibly lazy and can be very apathetic, but he really cares a lot.

Appearance: It's Sans, Sans the skeleton.

Vanilla - Undertale Papyrus

Personality: He could probably beat your ass and you'd still love him for it. He believes in people and is an optimist, but he is not naive. He loves puzzles. He is a very kind and considerate skeleton. He is incredibly brave, gentle, and smart. He is very clever and knows a lot of things he doesn't actually tell anyone. He’s simply too good for this world, and everyone eventually falls in love with him. It’s difficult to dislike this lovely skeleton. He is, however, tougher than he seems and can get snarky with people who mistreat those he loves. He also isn't afraid of a fight.

Appearance: It's the Great Papyrus!

Cardinal - Underfell Sans

Personality: He's a funny man, a punny man, but he has a temper.  Hes very straightforward and a bit flirty. He’s like a feral angry cat; once you become his friend and demonstrate that you’re not a threat, he’ll be all over you. He is a flirtatious boneman who loves to help others. He's extremely fond of animals and isn't afraid to get his hands dirty when it comes to fighting and helping animals. He is a very passionate and hands-on type of person. He is able to keep calm in dangerous situations and makes sure everyone is calm when danger is coming.

Appearance: He is a skeleton with a scar on his left eye and two golden teeth. His jacket is red and black.

Captain - Underfell Papyrus

Personality: The living embodiment of a feral cat energy bone man. He is easier to befriend compared to his older brother. He is hostile and harsh, but if you work hard enough, you can befriend him. He’s protective of his friends and will show hostility to protect them, but once you’ve fully befriended him, he’s really loving and sweet. He will also gladly carry you if you ask. He is harsh and cold otherwise. He can be very flirty on accident and he is very protective over his loved ones.

Appearance: He has a large scar on his right eye.

Navy - Underswap Sans

Personality: He is similar to Papyrus, but he takes advantage of his cutesy nature. He is very charismatic, bright, and intelligent. He knows how cute he is and uses it to his advantage like no other. He will befriend you and he actually can cook. He is loving and sweet af. He is incredibly stressed a lot and has a bad habit of not taking breaks, but he tries to take care of himself! He is an incredible workaholic and often needs to practice a lot of self-care when he can, which is usually a rare occurrence. He is trying, he swears.

Appearance: He has a small scar on the edge of his left eye.

Syrup - Underswap Papyrus

Personality: He’s definitely something. He is a very funny man, but he has his limits. He’s an introvert who also happens to be a social butterfly. He cracks a lot of jokes and is fiercely protective of his family. He works hard and often worries about his brother. He sometimes struggles to focus and work. He sleeps a lot and often is weighed by a lot of things. He is very flirty too and he is incredibly affectionate and will love and console you if you are in need. He adores physical touch.

Appearance: He has two small scars on the edge of his left eye. His jacket is orange.

Clove - Horrortale Sans

Personality: He's a sweet man wi with PTSD. When you first meet him, he’s a little hostile, but once you get to know him, he’s really sweet. He is very quiet and often uses his knowledge to find things out. He is very affectionate and enjoys cuddles. He has memory lapses, but nothing major; just minor details that are easily forgotten. He loves to cook and take care of animals. He likes to farm as well. He will also never let you go if you hug him when he is in a good mood. He is incredibly soft and he is also very warm.

Appearance: He has a large crack on the top of his skull. He also has a red eye light and a white eye light.

Cinnamon - Horrortale Papyrus

Personality: He's a sweet and gentle skeleton. When you meet him, he is a sugary sweet bone man. He is very strategic. He’s a little nervous and untrusting, but he’s an angel, and he’ll love you to death. He will take you in his arms, hold you tight, and never let you go. He is also concerned about your health and is a doctor, so he often checks on his loved ones. He is a rebel at heart and does not stand for injustice. He cares a lot for people and loves to help.

Appearance: Cinnamon has a slight scar on his eye and his teeth have been long fixed. So they look almost normal, but his canines are sharper. He has a cane!

Hip Hop - Dancetale Sans

Personality: Ever heard of a “lazy” Sans with confidence? Well, now ya have. He is very confident in his ability, but he's quiet and often keeps to himself. He adores dancing and, while he does not dance frequently, he still enjoys it. He doesn’t dance in public very often, but that doesn’t stop him from doing it. He’s a witty, outgoing, and laid-back dude. He is very quick on his feet and can get anyone out of a sticky situation. He has a strong sense of justice and hates to lie to people.

Appearance: He is a Sans! He wears blue.

Latin - Dancetale Papyrus

Personality: He is a cheerful and upbeat skeleton. He is outgoing, self-assured, and courageous. He enjoys being a public figure, but he is not arrogant or overconfident. He will offer to dance with someone he believes is lonely and is extremely difficult to despise. He is an extrovert who saves his brother when he is in need. If necessary, he will also carry you. He is very cautious and very gentle, he loves to teach and his students. He is very fast on his feet.

Appearance: He's definitely a Papyrus!

Rhythm - Dancefell Sans

Personality: He is very fierce and angry, but also loving. He’s a feral cat who enjoys the attention he and his brother receive. If you require it, he will dance with you. He enjoys dancing, and everyone can tell by the way he moves. He’s a hilarious flirtatious asshat, but once you get close to him, he’ll be so sweet and cuddly. He is very passionate about what he does and loves to teach others. He is very fast on his feet.

Appearance: Rhythm has a single golden tooth in comparison to Cardinal. His hoodie is red and black. He has a large nasty scar on his right eye.

Tango - Dancefell Papyrus

Personality: He is very nice and understanding. On the surface, he appears to be at ease and warm-hearted. He can be harsh and stoic at times, but he means well. He is a dancer, and he never leaves anyone sad or alone for an extended period of time. He is a sweet man who enjoys making new friends and has done so frequently. Because he is well-known, he has saved many people from situations. He is very fond of teaching and adores teaching. He is very quiet, but understanding.

Appearance: Tango has two scars on his eyes.

Ebony - Fellswap Carnelian Sans

Personality: He is a major tsundere. He’s an angry, feral cat, but he’s very approachable. He’s a little rude and harsh, but he’s sincere. He's passionate about everything. He is extremely protective of his friends and will growl at anyone who gets too close to them if he believes they are a threat. He will throw hands and pick fights frequently, but he is also stern and serious about following rules and laws. He’s a jerk to his brother, but Hound bites back, and they adore each other. He is very protective and will fight anyone who harms his loved ones.

Appearance: Ebony has three scars on his left eye. He has more red in place of the purple.

Hound - Fellswap Carnelian Papyrus

Personality: He is definitely something. He's a joker and a person who enjoys a good prank. He’s a shameless flirt and lover, and it shows. He enjoys playing practical jokes, and he and Syrup are best friends. When he’s with someone he considers a threat, he acts like a feral cat, but he’s a good guy, believe me. He can be a jerk to his brother, but he adores and admires him. He goes for the throat when someone harms his loved ones. He enjoys being close and loves to be able to hold and comfort his loved ones.

Appearance: Hound has a single gold tooth compared to Cardinal. He has more red with his outfit. He has a scar on his left eye.

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@kioko-noodles / @kiokodoodles @miscneilleaneous @und3rwat3r-a5tr0naut @hearty-dose-of-ranch @underfell-crystal @rainbowut

#undertale #underswap #underfell #horrortale #dancetale #dancefell #Fellswap Carnelian #ut au headcanons #ut au imagines #undertale au headcanons #undertale imagines #undertale headcanons

[1000night]

Breakfast with Andy

pairing: Andy Barber /female reader

warnings: fluffy, implied smut (not guaranteed), pet names (little bird,

a/o: @elle14-blog1 ,your request is arrived~

Having breakfast with Andy is rare

You are not the type of person who can get up early, and as a busy prosecutor, Andy is from the moment you open your eyes, and the time to compete.

Despite all this, he still remembers to prepare an extra one for you every day, with a small note

Sometimes the note is just a simple "I love you"; sometimes it's a little thank you note or some outdated dad joke; sometimes it's a movie confession (which usually happens after your movie night)

From early on, you know Andy's "dad mode", he is used to worrying about everyone he loves, and you see his dedication to benefit others but paralyze yourself, to gradually overcome your fear of his tall appearance and serious and scary aura.

Even after you live together, Andy's attitude towards you is still the same, but you suddenly feel a little guilty. After all, Andy has been your haven for such a long time, and you don't seem to be able to do anything for him.

The morning after Andy finally took his vacation, you opened your eyes at the rare moment when the morning light came into the house. Andy was still in dreamland, with long eyelashes, a pretty nose, and full, red lips, and you were in a bit of a trance, lost in your lover's beauty. Your legs are between each other, and Andy's right hand is around your waist, his palm pressed against the back of your waist.

Your head is tilted forward, greedily drawing on each other's delicious scent.

The sound of clothes rubbing against your back, the big hand resting on your rear waist also rubbed your bare back upwards.

"Good morning, little bird. I didn't expect you to get up so early." Andy's voice is a little hoarse from his sleep and thirst, and he dips his head so he can drop a soft, feather-like kiss on your forehead

"Good morning, Papa Bear. I wanted to give you a surprise, but you're still up at this hour. ......"

You glance at the time, 7:13, close to his usual routine, you put on your most pitiful and innocent face, trying to convince him

"Are you sure you don't want to sleep again? I'll make breakfast today instead... Hmm? The breath is entwined.

Andy's left-hand clasps your head, his right hand gently presses against your back, and with one push, you are pinned down, blushing, and ashamed, feeling the ordinary and familiar heat between your legs.

The hot breath of your lover is now flowing over your sensitive neck and shoulder, the unconcealed laughter and lust echoing in your ears as the beast pounces on you.

"Since the little bird is so generous, how can I refuse?"

Long story short, you still haven't had breakfast with your beefy and needy boyfriend yet.

#1000drabble series #1000night masterlist #andy barber x reader

[weirdkpopgirl]

Connection | Jisung Fic #1 (p.t 1)

Title: Connection

Genre: Soulmate AU

Warnings: None

Word Count: 1793k

Author’s Note: Hi guys, this was requested by a lovely anon. I haven’t written a soulmate au in a few years, so I apologize if this one is kinda bad. There are so many types of soulmates, but I decided to just come up with my own thing. I hope you guys like it (especially the person who requested lol). There will be a part two if anyone is curious. ^ ^

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Soulmates? Destined love? Those were concepts you hadn’t given too much thought until recently. Supposedly, a person would only know about their soulmate at a certain point in their life. The earliest age was eighteen, but the timing varied for everyone.

How would they know, you may ask? Apparently, one could hear a single thought per day from their soulmate, and vice versa. Then once they met, soulmates could form a strong bond with each other.

Pretty weird, right? Unfortunately, soulmates were rare in this day and age. But that didn’t stop people from fantasizing about them anyway. After all, who didn’t like the idea of one true love?

Your eighteenth birthday had already passed, and there were no signs of a soulmate yet. Not that you expected anything at all. You had other priorities to focus on, like getting through your first year of college.

Then one day you were in your dorm room, pulling an all-nighter to get this research paper done. You sat at your desk, typing away on your laptop quietly, as to not wake up your roommate. It was late at night, and exhaustion was finally starting to seep through your brain. Just as your eyes began to feel heavy, a deep, male voice came out of nowhere.

I’m so hungry. I should ask Hyung if he can make some ramyeon.

Slightly startled, you glanced around. Of course, only you and your roommate were in the room. Why did a guy’s voice randomly appear—that’s when it hit you.

“No—no it can’t be,” You muttered, shaking your head in denial. It was one in the morning, and your lack of sleep was getting to you.

However, you heard the voice again and again as the days passed. Maybe I do have a soulmate, you thought to yourself. How was this even possible?

It took you a while to accept this new fate. Nonetheless, you tried your best to go on with your daily life. But it felt like you were going around with this big secret. Certainly, you hadn’t expected someone like yourself to have a soulmate.

Any consistency of when exactly you heard your soulmate’s thoughts didn’t seem to exist. You would be sitting through a class, or be at work when these instances occurred. What left you confused was that you had no idea of who your soulmate was or how to find him.

All you knew about this person were the random thoughts you heard every day. So far you learned that he liked dancing, playing video games, and listening to music. You had a feeling that he was around your age, possibly a bit older. He often thought about his schedule, which led you to think he must not be in college. But you weren’t sure what kind of job he had.

No matter how you tried to not dwell on it all too much, you couldn’t help but feel insecure. If you were able to hear your soulmate’s thoughts, that meant he was able to hear yours as well. Not that there was anything in particular that you intended to hide. But you were quite an overthinker and the fact that someone else could possibly hear your worries frightened you.

┈┈

Jisung instantly knew his soulmate had been confirmed when he started to hear a girl’s voice in his head. His members may think he was silly, but he had been strangely interested in soulmate bonds for some time. He used to wonder if there truly could be a person out there for him.

Yes, he was young and had his whole career planned out. But sometimes being a k-pop idol could get a little lonely, even though he was in a group with so many members. Jisung longed to have some sort of contact with the outside world, which he seemed to have left once he became a trainee.

So when he discovered his soulmate did indeed exist, Jisung felt both excited and nervous. He was so curious about who you were and what you were like.

“Did you hear anything today?” Jaemin asked him, after dance practice one day. All his members had gathered around him.

The maknae shook his head in response. “Nothing yet.”

“Have you gotten any clues of who she is exactly?” Renjun came over to sit next to him on the couch.

“It’s kinda hard because they come so randomly,” Jisung tried to explain. “And when I do hear them, it’s all so vague.”

Chenle, who stood behind him, leaned forward.“Well, what do you know already?”

Jisung scratched his head, trying to recall. “She seems to study a lot, so she’s probably in school. Oh and she likes going to bookstores or the library in her free time.”

“Ah, so she’s one of those people who actually read for fun,” Haechan joked.

The boy shrugged, “I guess so.”

“Interesting,” Jeno mumbled. “Do you think she knows who you are?”

“I honestly have no idea,” Jisung sighed in slight frustration. “This is all so weird.”

He wished he had more clues about his soulmate. From what he’s heard about her so far, she seemed like a nice person. But the longer time passed, the more discouraged Jisung felt about finding her.

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“(Y/n)-ah!” A friend approached your table, after entering the library. If you weren’t studying in your dorm, your friends were sure to find you there.

You tore your attention away from your textbook and took one of your earbuds out.

“Oh, Seoyeon-ah.”

“What song were you listening to?” She asked as she sat down in the empty chair beside you.

In response, you tapped on your phone to show her. The song was titled, “Dear DREAM.”

Seoyeon gasped, “I didn’t know you were into NCT Dream too!”

“Well, I only started listening to their music this month,” You chuckled.

Truthfully, you had to thank your soulmate for getting you into the group. Before, the only music you listened to was by smaller Korean artists, not too much k-pop. But one day your soulmate was singing a lyric to a song you haven’t heard before. Conveniently, you had looked it up and actually liked it. As a result, that took you down a whole rabbit hole of learning about the boy group.

“Who’s your bias? Mine is Chenle,” Seoyeon giggled.

You had to think about your friend’s question for a bit. You’ve barely entered the fandom, so you weren’t used to being asked about biases and stuff like that.

“I think I like Park Jisung,” You answered slowly.

Seoyeon’s head tilted slightly, “The maknae? Huh, I thought you’d go for someone like Jeno or Mark.”

“I don’t know,” You shrugged. “I just feel like...there’s this connection?”

“Ooh, does Kim (Y/n) finally have a crush on someone?” Your friend gave you a smug look. “Can’t blame you, Jisung is pretty cute.”

You blushed, wanting to defend yourself. But you weren’t sure what else to say. Glancing back down at your phone, you saw the album that was playing which featured all the members. They were all pretty good-looking, but Jisung just stood out to you for a reason you didn’t know.

Over the past few days, you watched some of their content videos. The guys were so funny and charismatic, that you found yourself laughing along with them at times. You would have to thank your soulmate for getting you into their music if you ever met him. Surely he must also be a fan if one of their songs was playing in his head.

Seoyeon gave you a nudge. “(Y/n)-ah, did you hear me?”

“Sorry, I must’ve been zoning out,” You said with a sheepish smile. “What were you saying?”

“I have two tickets to NCT Dream’s fan meeting next week. We should go together!”

Wow, that sounded like such a great opportunity. But you’ve never been to an event like that before. There would probably be crowds of fans, including screaming girls. You weren’t sure if you were up for that.

“I don’t know. Don’t we have midterms next week?” You crossed your arms.

“Yeah, but the fan meeting is on a Friday. We’d be done with our exams by then,” Seoyeon reasoned. “Come on (Y/n)-ah, you should do something fun instead of studying all day.”

Well if she kept insisting, you didn’t think it would be too bad if you went just once. Seoyeon squealed and hugged you when you finally gave in.

Next week couldn’t come any faster. You were relieved to be over with mid-terms and looked forward to going to see NCT Dream with Seoyeon. Weirdly, you were a bit nervous about going. There was no explanation for it, maybe that’s how most fans felt about meeting their favorite artists.

Luckily, Seoyeon talked most of the way there and told you what to expect. The feeling of being overwhelmed was quick to consume you when you guys entered the venue filled with so many other fans. Seoyeon had gotten pretty decent seats, where you were close to the stage. Just as you were trying to calm your nerves, several screams flooded your ears when the seven boys appeared.

Almost out of what seemed to be instinct, you looked to see your bias. Of course, it didn’t take you too long to find him. You spotted the shy smile he often wore on camera, he was standing beside Jaemin. Unexpectedly, the boy’s smile dropped when he looked at you.

You gasped when you felt a sudden jolt in your heart. It was almost as if you were struck by an arrow or something. Bewildered by this feeling, you placed a hand on your chest. But once the pain started, it quickly faded away.

“Are you okay, (Y/n)-ah?” Seoyeon put her hand on your shoulder.

“I—I’m fine,” You huffed, feeling out of breath even though you hadn’t done anything.

What is going on? Why does my heart feel so weird?

Startled by your soulmate’s thoughts appearing out of nowhere, your eyes scattered among the crowd. Maybe you were in the same place and could feel each other’s presence somehow. But there were mostly girls here and—

A mix of comprehension and fear filled inside of you. Jisung. You started to feel like this immediately after you saw each other.

That was when you dared to look back at him. His right hand was placed on his chest just as you were. He was staring at you intently, with the same look of disbelief.

“No way,” You whispered, so only you could hear. This couldn’t be possible…

Park Jisung was your soulmate?!

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part two

#nct #nct dream #jisung #park jisung #nczten #nct dream fluff #nct soulmate au #kpop #soulmate au #czennie #soulmate fic

[ravenous-magician]

Marcille had many sleepless nights while exploring various dungeons, usually due to fear or it being too cold, but thankfully she had developed a spell that could ease those feelings and induce sleep. This spell has worked just fine, as it instantly knocked her out and made sure she would stay out without waking up due to these factors, but this is the first time she had restlessness due to a stomach ache.

The party had vanguished a lobster type monster just in time for dinner, which led Senshi to decide on a lobster alfredo for their meal using some cockatrice eggs they had in reserve. Marcille was ecstatic at this. Sure, she still hated the idea of eating monsters, but this creature they had defeated looks almost exactly like a lobster! Y'know, besides it being the size of laios and the extra face feelers. And besides, she had grown up with pasta dishes and was ready to help out with the cooking! Marcille had never made pasta from scratch before, but before she knew it she was making plenty of dough from the basilisk eggs. Too much, in fact, as the size of the eggs plus the size of the lobster left them with Senshi's pot to be completely filled with the pasta, even after the party had taken their dent out of it.

After such a heavy meal, Laios had wrapped up all the left overs into seperate, meal sized portions using medicinal leaves he had found early. The party then said their goodnights before turning in, with the chosen person to take first shift of guard duty being... Marcille? She rarely ever offers to take any guard shift, much less the first of the night, and yet something was shifting inside of her alongside the alfredo. This had been one of the best meals she had ever had period. The rich lobster meat, the creamy sauce, the noodles that gave a bit of chew, it was all so perfect that when eating it she had to stop herself from practically inhaling it all down, and left her wanting for more.

She had to do this in the night. Marcille is a classy lady who never over indulges, is the appearance she would like to maintain. That, and if she showed how much this meal had a hold over her it would just make Laios and Senshi more embolded to try and feed her more awful monsters, which made her stomach churn just thinking about it. After making sure everyone was asleep, she had taken one of the wrapped meals and started to dig in again, this time caring a little less for appearance as she quite literally inhaled some of it down, not even caring to chew. Despite being left overs, each serving was still huge, with the wrapped meal that Marcille took being just a bit smaller than her head. None of this mattered of course, as the mage just enjoyed her second wind.

Marcille had slowed down a bit after her initial feasting, as her current meal was still having to contest with her dinner. Her taut stomach was rounding out from all the food, giving her a little pot belly that was fairly noticeable due to her robe being fairly fitting. The deep grumbles of her overworked stomach had become fairly audible, a hand on her gut letting you feel it all churn and get mulched down. The mage had stopped to let out a few burps here and there, not wanting to wake anybody up while she continues her feast. Once she had gotten to the point where the wrapped pasta was only slightly bigger than her fist, Marcille heard shifting coming from Chilchucks sleeping bag.

"Crap! I spent too much time eating!!" Marcille couldn't just be caught like this, the embarressment would kill her! So, without hesistation, or really any forethought, she had used both hands to stuff the remaining leaf wrapped pasta into her mouth and down her throat.

"Hey Marcille, it's my shift now. Get some rest."

Chilchuck saw Marcilles backside from where he was, only seeing her left hand in front of her as her right came up in a thumbs up, all while not looking at him. The reason Marcille didn't turn at all from her knealing position was due to the fact that she could hardly move. Her face was scrunched in pain as the fist sized rock slowly moved down her throat while her hand was preemptively calming her gut, until evenetually...

guluuuoarrn....

The package had been delivered, her stomach visibly increasing in size as the wrapped meal joins the sludge already being worked on. Her stomach groaning as an airy belch comes out of Marcilles mouth.

"Uh, yeah, good night then. And if you throw up, please do it away from the camp this tike okay?" Chilchuck, who had been non the wiser as to what just happened, turned his back and began carving wood into nothing while sitting at the fire. This left Marcille to be able to carefully move her sleeping bag farther away than it was originally, and get into bed as her stomach sloshed and moaned. This all leading into Marcilles restless night, drool coming out of her mouth as she rubbed her taut stomach, realizing that the edible wrapping Laios found was only digestable after being cooked. It's unfortunate that she knew very little gastronomy magic, as that was more of Falins deal. All Marcille could do now was try her best to sleep and digest it all before morning. As well as try and push down this strange feeling she felt in the pit of her gut, that seemed to crave more.

#Marcille #Hand Fed #Glutted #Roared

[soupforsoup]

Alright here's my hc's about the hargreeves sleeping habits that no-one asked for

Going in numerical order:

Luther

-sleeps like a dad/grandpa

-like seriously he does the whole laying on his back, hands folded on his stomach, snoring like he's on an active mission to bring the house down w the vibrations

-definitely the type of person that falls asleep and then doesn't move. At all. For the rest of the night.

-has snored so hard he's woken himself up before (it's happened more than once around his siblings, and it's always just as they're finally stopping teasing him about it)

-one of the only morning people in the family and always attempts making breakfast for everyone if grace isn't there (it never goes at all well)

-one of the best people to fall asleep on but suprisingly not because of his size (the gorilla body is like super rigid and hyper muscled in places where the skin has stretched), it's because he's just so gentle w you and he's super warm and pretty much always wearing a soft sweater

Diego

-that mf sleeps face down in corpse position I just know it

-one of the first to fall asleep in situations he deems "safe" (resulting in him being the unlucky victim of being drawn on in his sleep on the rare occasions he falls asleep before klaus)

-however, mans will immediately wake up and be fully aware in a second if people make noise (like his alarm clock is set to a talk station so he can wake up)

-one of the only hargreeves that's a morning person

-also super nice to cuddle w/fall asleep on because his limbs just, stop, you from moving (but in a grounding and comfortable way) and/or he will immediately start playing w your hair and you will just conk out within seconds (everyone of the siblings has fallen victim to this, it's actually one of the groups main tactics when getting a stressed out sibling to just chill for a goddamn second to just, throw them at diegos magic hair-playing hands)

Allison

-one of the only siblings who sleeps in a normal position (very loose, on her side, one arm always under the pillow)

-However, she drools in her sleep.

-it's one of her few visible "flaws" and the rest of the family do not ever let it go (it only happens if she's super tired or stressed, so it doubles up in helping lighten the atmosphere if she's been upset)

-she favours sleeping on her right side because in the sixties she slept on the left side of the bed facing in towards Raymond

-whoever she's sleeping next to, she will always unconsiously reach out and hold onto a part of them as she falls asleep (it's super cute but god help you if she chooses you because she now has you in a death grip and you cannot escape.)

-decidedly Not a morning person, will not engage in conversation until she's had at least three (haha) gulps of coffee

-the only person trusted w the coffee machine (everyone else has managed to blow it up in some way, and while five can use one, his coffee tastes like putting a battery and pure coffee beans in a mug, throwing the milk and sugar out the window, and smacking the mug in your face. He insists it tastes fine.)

Klaus

-enter the starfish of the family

-unsurprisingly is a total octopus as well, and somehow knows which sibling to attach himself to by which one it will annoy the most

-moves around constantly. The entire night.

-actually is a morning person, and can make a mean breakfast omlette

-vascillates between being the first and last person to fall asleep and often has nights where his body's just like 'nah tonights a no sleep night' (when this happens he either goes on a walk or watches random documentaries in the living room), he makes up the sleep deficit in naps the next day

-while suuuuper cuddly, you do not want this man to choose you to sleep next two, he is pointy joints central and you will be elbowed somewhere undesirable at least twice

-will sing you a lullaby to help you sleep, though he usually forgets the words and ends up making his own tune that always works better than a traditional lullaby

Five

-does not sleep

-like seriously, he is renowned as being the reason they discovered Diego's hair-playing magic because of his lack of good sleeping habits, and holds the record for being the sibling it has had to be used on the most (they keep a tally sheet in the kitchen, everytime five makes a fuss and throws it out, it mysteriously reappears the next day)

-talks in his sleep

-has two main sleeping positions:

-the first is when he's faking sleep (he's really bad at it, poker straight and perfectly still, no-one says anything about it tho, they've guessed it's a self-defence tactic from his comission days)

-the second is when actually falls asleep (a loose fetal position basically, he always has one hand touching his face or another body part as self soothing, he will also always eventually turn and curl in towards his family when they're together, it's the most adorable thing and the rest of the siblings make a pact to never tell him in case he stops)

-a notoriously light sleeper but can go back to sleep pretty easily if you reassure him that everyone's okay

-also extremely not a morning person, an offshoot of allison's attitude but w the added bonus of you get physically growled at if you try to talk to him before he's ingested a full mug of coffee

-has even resorted to stealing other people's cups if he cannot get his morning joe immediately

-something that the other siblings have noticed and went so far as to use the scientific method in testing is that whenever Five teleports in the morning, for a couple hours after waking up, is his landings are always a couple inches to the left of where they're meant to be (resulting in incidents of Five trying to blink onto a chair and instantly falling off because he ended up sat on the very edge of it)

Ben

-will start off curled up but loosens out as the night goes on

-depending on how comforting or distressing the feeling of the horror is, he either holds his arms around his stomach, or lays them straight out in front him (the second instance always results in someone worming their way into a cuddle, usually Klaus but everyone has done it least once and it always makes Ben feel more grounded in real life)

-Will wake other people up in the morning and then fall back asleep to spite them

-Will punch you if you're waking him up before he's ready (he has unsettlingly good aim)

-always has a cut up apple along w the rest of his breakfast (he eats the flesh bit and leaves the skins on the table, the rest of the family has a complex "not-it" system to decide who has to clean them up)

-also very nice to cuddle with, will make soft conversation as you drift off but then he's happy to be quiet and read whatever he's in the middle of

Viktor

-sleeps like a dead person, goes to sleep and passes out for eight straight hours without waking up

-his whole sleeping position is kinda messy and is a 'I'm gonna smush my face into this pillow like I'm trying to suffocate myself' kinda guy (sleeps like he just crawled into bed and passed out before he could get comfy, leftover from the constant fatigue his drugs gave him)

-another clingy sleeper and one of the only ones who can snuggle up to Five without being immediately hit w a pillow

-very much not a morning person and is just in pure zombie mode while he slowly wakes up fully (they don't like coffee in the mornings though, if offered he will have a tea)

-unsurprisingly, has to listen to music to fall asleep (classical is the top choice but no violin solos because it makes him want to get up and play instead of sleeping)

Group Hc's

-All of the siblings will puppy pile if given the chance, give them any excuse and they're like 'ohp guess we have to all sleep in the same place again oh what a shame' (as they're dragging every blanket and cushion in sight together)

-it's super jarring to watch the entire family go from picking on each other and instigating wrestling matches during family nights where they're screaming insults at each other, to all curling into each other in an undefinably wholesome pile of sleeping siblings where you can't tell where one person ends and another begins

-communal breakfast are always either super peaceful and nice as everyone quietly enjoys each others company, or the most chaotic thing you've ever seen w the smoke alarm going off multiple times and someone trying to start a food fight (guess which happens most often)

#this one's been sitting in the drafts since the dawn of time because I couldn't figure out the 'read more' feature #you're welcome for my new level of parasocialism with fictional characters! #they routinely give me brainrot these idiots (affectionate) #I'm curious if people can guess my most favoured blorbo from this list (probably) #the umbrella academy #the hargreeves

[bunnysdaydreams]

My Personal Head Canons for these Characters

Part 1: Apex Legends 1/2

Mirage

I personally believe that Mirage would sport some piercings

Two lobe piercings on his right ear and one on his left

He would also have one eyebrow piercing on his right eyebrow

He would have a tattoo, but he doesn’t really like flaunting it

It’s a dedication to him and his family

It would be five moons going up on the inside of his forearm

A Full Moon to represent his oldest brother Rodger, a Waning Crescent moon to represent Elon, a First Quarter moon to represent himself, a Waxing Gibbous moon to represent Ricky, and a New Moon to represent Evelyn

He likes to wear baggy hoodies with cool graphic designs on them and a nice pair of jeans

When times get hard and he needs a little break..or just to slow down his racing thoughts, he does an edible

He hates the idea of smoking but he likes the effect of marijuana

Mirage may be a goof ball, but he hates when women get beat

Holds a lot of respect for women because he was raised by an amazing woman

The only time he’d get really angry is if someone deliberately destroyed his bar

It’s a real family heirloom that he will protect with the rest of his life

Even though he and Crypto can get into minor arguments he goes to Crypto for a listening ear

He also has a very special Nessie that Wattson gave to him in case he has a panic attack

Panic attacks are a rare occurrence that plagues Elliotts mind

The only one who truly knows about Elliott’s attacks is Gibraltar

Crypto

So our lovely hacker has a tongue piercing, it’s purple and has soft spikes

That’s the only piercing he wanted

He usually wears thick hipster glasses when he’s completely alone in his room

He, like Elliott, loves baggy hoodies

Especially when it covers his hands…he likes to have paws

His favorite bottoms are basketball shorts or cargo shorts…and skinny jeans

He has a tuxedo cat named Bond, after James Bond

Technically Mila is the one who found the cat, but Taejoon fell in love with the cat

He’s an insomniac, his normal hours of sleep is 5 hours, but when his insomnia is bad he only gets 2.5 hours of sleep

He secretly likes when Mirage comes to him when he needs a shoulder to lean on

He knows certain legends secrets that he would never speak about

Like how Wraith likes to steal a certain soldiers jacket or how he always manages to hear lifeline grabbing a slice of New Castles red velvet cake

The only person he likes talking to besides Natalie and Elliott is Seer

He likes to sit in Obi’s room and sketch in his sketch pad while the other dances to calming music

Taejoon can get sensory overloaded to the point where he pushes everyone away a hides under his blankets

Even though he pushes everyone away there is one person who cuddles him and helps him with his overload

Dr. Mary Sommers has a soft spot for the younger Korean man

She’s the only one that he could never truly get upset at

Octane

This man has major ADHD

If he has to listen to something that he is not interested in his mind wonders to his next stunt

He has a bunch of fidget toys that he keeps on him if he has to slow down

His favorite type of fidget toy is an infinity cube, he likes to flip the pieces

All of his wardrobe consists of shorts and crop tops

He does have a couple of jackets that have the sleeves ripped off

He has a pair dragon wings that rest on his upper pecs and even though his favorite color is green he chose to get them purple

The purple is for Ajay

At times he gets phantom pains where his legs used to be, on those days he tends to get quieter and less energetic

He has a major crush on Seer but doesn’t have the guts to tell him

Rampart likes to tease Octavio about his “man crush” and loves making inappropriate jokes about both of them

Octane has a giant sweet tooth and has a knack for caramel candies

50 percent of the time Octane will be in the kitchen making delicious treats with Gibraltar

When Octane gets impatient waiting for the desserts to finish baking Gibraltar gives him a task

Which is to find the chocolate candy bar that is hidden in the pantry

When in reality Gibraltar has the candy bar in his pocket, by the time Octane is done looking for the candy the dessert is done baking

But being the gentle giant Gibraltar is he still gives Octavio the candy bar

#apex legends #headcanon #apex mirage #elliott witt #apex crypto #tae joon park #apex octane #octavio silva #apex fanfic #writing on tumblr

[adelle-ein]

the state of disability activism online atm is so depressing to me; it feels so motivated by hatred and superiority and not compassion or kindness or anything but a desire to be Better than other people

i'm not talking about posts like "hey guys it really does help depression if you take your meds on time and get some sunlight!" i'm talking about "if you don't have friends and don't go outside every day then you're a pathetic disgusting lump who's making yourself disabled on purpose" type shit. which i see. every day. on every site. Constantly. who is this strawman that stays home for weeks at a time and enjoys it and doesn't know that it's bad for them and is happily making themselves sicker on purpose?? who is this person?? oh right. they don't exist. you just hate anyone who's less functional than you.

and it is a constant thing. for example "intrusive thoughts discourse" where everyone talks about "intrusive thoughts are not Eat Crunchy Leaf it's thinking horrible violent sexual things you don't want to think! and if yours aren't that bad then you're a faker!" i have ocd (yes, diagnosed) and yeah i do have intrusive thoughts like that, often, and they're very distressing, etc etc. but like. i also have intrusive thoughts where i just fixate on something completely benign and physically can't stop thinking about it (ie something getting dirty, my neighbor making a weird noise) to the point of intense distress and even panic attacks. is that lol quirky weirdgirl faker because it doesn't involve anything violent or sexual? even though this is a serious and debilitating part of my illness where i don't sleep because i'm lying awake worried that the toilet might get dirty tomorrow??

and why are the go-to insults from these people always "bet you can't drive! bet you haven't left the house in weeks! bet you don't tell a waiter your order's wrong! bet you can't order a pizza without shaking!!" (i see that last one SO OFTEN don't fucking know why.) like yes. punch up at those nasties with agoraphobia and avpd and social anxiety. definitely anyone who doesn't drive is doing so out of sheer laziness and there is no reason to be scared of people other than just being pathetic. you sure are showing them. what a good little activist you are!

the mentally ill vs physically ill "discourse" is a huge source of this. as someone who is Both i can tell you that both are horrible and significantly impeding my life and the physically ill people talking about how depression doesn't count and the mentally ill people talking about how you just have to go outside more to Cure Everything and both of them fighting each other and infighting and whatever are just. a vortex of exhausting bullshit. not that every struggle on every "side" is the same but i so rarely see nuanced discussions of this just "ew, [insert disability the person in question thinks is for babies here]"

just a lot of nasty hate and gatekeeping and yes ableism from people who should really know better but they don't care. again i'm not saying that "get more fresh air!" is ableist or whatever but oh my god you people are so sick and hateful. the really sad part is i have seen people who used to be genuinely kind and helpful sink into this horrible us vs them mentality, where the only way to Win is to be the Least Visibly Disabled but simultaneously the one who has a dx list as long as their arm, so when someone says "my agoraphobia makes it hard to leave the house and i haven't been out in two weeks" they can turn around and go "well I have agoraphobia AND fibromyalgia and *I* leave the house every day so what's your excuse you disgusting tumblr virgin??" as if that isn't just straight up ableism and bullying somehow. not that there aren't people who act cruel and then go "i'm disabled so this is okay!!" or reply to innocent posts with "i'm disabled how dare you imply that i try to shower regularly??" but the people who go "i'm disabled but i'm Normal not like those other gross cripples" are even worse tbh

this is again on every website. twitter tumblr all of 'em. it's not just a tumblr thing. i don't want to talk about the poor chili lady and the reaction to her but the "ironic" and/or "morally just" internet bullying has gotten completely insane.

like i said it feels like the goal from this particular breed of people is to have a ton of disabilities but act completely "normal" and symptom free so that you can brag about your superiority to the Other Disableds while pointing at your dx to go "but, look, see, I'M normal!!! and you're not!!! meaning you're inferior to me!!! freak!!! disability rights tho :)"

anyway yeah i would love to have a ~disability community~ but i don't bc this vortex of being The Most Superior Disabled Person is disgusting and exhausting and i see so many people participating it for no goddamn discernible reason other than a desire to hurt others which. sucks.

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[chqnified]

Thank you for the tag @abiaswreck <33

Sorry it took me so long to do. Tagging @niche-bitch @anautumncarol if you both want to do it, no pressure though <3

1. Birthday?

24/7 ... I love using it as a pun.

2. Favorite color?

Black would be the overall agreed colour. But here are a few parts favourite colours: Felix is blue, Isla is lilac, Echo is blue, Avi is black, Celia is blue, Dani is red.

Mine is red and black.

3. How tall are you?

5"7 irl.

4. How many pair of shoes to you own?

2, one pair of regular black converse and a pair of Dr martens max platforms. I also have a pair of cheer shoes, but it'd break my brain to wear them outside after being conditioned to never step foot outside of the gym of competitions with them lol

5. Favorite song?

Favourite song of all time, Side effects by skz.

6. Favorite movie?

The Call

7. Who would be your ideal partner?

My current partner. Caring, understanding, funny and attentive. They literally remember the tiniest of things I would have randomly told them about months ago and I find that endearing tbh.

8. Do you want children?

Yes. I'd adopt 3 children I think. Definitely at least one child. Sounds cringey, but I want to give them the world yk...

9. Have you gotten in trouble with the law?

Nope.

10. What color socks are you wearing?

Black. I only own black long socks, or black / white sports socks.

11. Favorite type of music?

K-pop and Alternative. But, tbh, as a system, our music taste is very varied.

12. How many pillows do you sleep with?

3.... But..... I was supposed to get rid of the third as I was bought a replacement pillow for one of my old ones..... But I'm hoping nobody will notice I kept it.

13. What position do you sleep in?

On my side or stomach

14. What don’t you like when you’re sleeping?

Any lights on. The glow in the dark stars on our wall are fine, but light as in sunlight, lights, screen light, lamp light or even you know the tiny lil lights on machines that signals they're on standby or whatever. Really annoys me. Oh, also noise, that isn't my music from earpods.

15. Have you tried archery?

Yes. I wasn't too bad at it actually.

16. Favorite fruit?

Lychees ? Mango is great too.

17. Are you a good liar?

Yes. Now see, most people would say I'm a bad liar, but being brutally honest, if I didn't want you to know truly, you wouldn't. I pick and choose. Also.... If you're labelled a bad liar, it makes it all the more easier lol.

I'd like to add, I don't go out of my way to deceive people to harm them or be shitty, I would do so to keep myself and the system safe. If you have to loose battles to win others in more important circumstances, that's what I'll do. I think tbh, it'd only make sense if you lived my life

18. What’s your personality type?

Istp apparently

19. Innie or outie?

20. Left or right handed?

Right handed, left footed.

21. Favorite food?

Hash brown with ketchup

22. Favorite foreign food?

Idk, I love pretty much most Chinese and Greek food ig. It's so good 🤨

23. Are you clean or messy?

I'm very pedantic, everything has its place, shelves have to be dusted as well as skirtings, picture rail etc. So yeah clean. Tidying is also my way of taking my mind off things.

24. Most used phrase?

'your mum' 'bestie' 'slay' 'so anyways'

.... I don't have any justifications.

25. How long does it take you to get ready?

Depends if I need a shower or to wash my hair. If I've showered the night before already, 30mins (including getting out of bed). If I need to shower and maybe wash my hair, 1h.

26. Do you talk to yourself?

Well. Yeah. But I mean, as parts, we're usually always around one another, so, I don't talk to myself often.

27. Do you sing to yourself?

Rarely.

28. Are you a good singer?

Ask the neighbors.

29. Biggest fear?

Being hated. Loosing everyone.

30. Are you a gossip?

No. I don't have the energy. Our only gossips are Aris, Echo and potentially Erin.

31. Long or short hair?

Long for a boy, short for a girl. Depends on what stereotypes you're basing it on.

32. Favorite school subject?

Biology and stats.

33. Extrovert or introvert?

Introvert

34. What make you nervous?

Depends on the day. But loud noises, especially loud unexpected noises are anxiety inducing for me

35. Who was your first crush?

Uhmmmmm I think it was one of my 'boyfriend''s older sister.... I was 6 or 7 at the time, leave me alone.

36. How many piercings do you have?

Only 2 currently but will be getting some more between now and the end of summer.

37. How many tattoos do you have?

None, but I really want to get some

38. How fast can you run?

Faster than an ostrich. Definitely.

39. What color is your hair?

Light brown

40. What color are your eyes?

Blue

41. What makes you angry?

Really random things. Probably big hypocrites the most though. oh and when people have opinions on something they have no knowledge about/ done no research on.... And refuse to listen to someone who knows about it more than them

42. Do you like your name?

Birth name no. Collective name (Charlie) all of us don't mind/like the name. The system name (Eleutheria) we all chose it out together, so definitely love the name, it has a lot of meaning for us. Our individual names, most of us picked out our own name so again yes.

44. What are your strengths?

I can accurately adjust myself according to my surroundings/environment/people I'm with to fit in without thinking.

45. What are your weaknesses?

I get too attached to people. I'm also extremely emotionally erratic

46. What’s the color of your bedspread?

Grey

47. What’s the color of your room?

My room carpet is aqua blue, my walls are light grey and white, my curtains are dark grey. My bedsheets vary, blu, grey or lilac. So overall. Blue / grey

[bisexualbumblebee-writes]

Dwarrowtober 2022 Day 13: Prayer- Fili Durin x OC

Fili Durin x Aurora Goodchild

Description: Aurora has only ever prayed three times in her life. Once when she was eight, another when her father passed and one more time when Fili’s life was hanging by a thread.

Word Count: 1.2k

Hobbits didn’t really believe in deities. Gods and things like that were never really on their mind and they most definitely weren’t the religious type. Aurora, despite the fact that she’d grown up around Dwarves, had grown up the same way as every other one.

That, however, didn’t mean she didn’t pray. Now, it was very rare, but that didn’t mean that it didn’t happen. In her life, Aurora had really only prayed three times.

The first time was when she’d broken her arm and hit her head after falling from a high tree. She was out in an instant but she could remember being in incredible pain, borderline excruciating to an eight year old. Her mother took her to Oin, who she knew to be a healer. The old Dwarf healed her to the best of his abilities but because she was so young, the hit to her head put her in a coma that would likely last for at least a few days.

Mentally, she’d woken up, and yet she couldn’t physically move. But she could still hear everything. Based on the sound of water running she could tell that she was back home, which sat by a river. She could also hear her mother Lavina talking, though she didn’t know who she was talking to as the other person never answered her. It sounded like she was begging whoever it was she spoke to. It was a mumble, but she could make out a few words.

“Oh Aule…”

“Merciful Aule…”

“Please just heal her…”

“I humbly beg of you…”

“Please Aule…”

Aurora didn’t fully understand until her father walked into the room asking her if she was praying again. Praying? She didn’t even know the word, let alone understood what it meant. It wouldn’t be until she woke up that she understood, but in that moment of unsureness she decided to follow her mother’s words. She didn’t add anything, just repeated them. And then just a day later she was able to move. After that she’d mostly forgotten about it, only remembering long enough to ask her mother about it before she moved on.

Aurora was a bit older the next time she prayed. It was when her father was on his deathbed. There wasn’t much anyone could do as he was just old and suffering several complications that came with aging. The best they could do was ease his passing as much as he could. As she sat by her father’s bedside she remembered her mother praying and decided to give it a shot.

It felt odd seemingly talking to no one. It felt much different than saying it in her head, and she still talked to Aule as if she were an old friend rather than a deity just to make it more comfortable. She spoke about what she hoped for out of this exchange: peace for her father. She all but begged for it. Leuda Goodchild was a good person throughout his life, he deserved that much.

And it worked. Leuda passed peacefully in his sleep with his wife and daughter by his bedside wishing him a goodbye. Words couldn’t describe how relieved she felt to know that he wasn’t in pain at all before he passed. It helped her heal.

The last time she prayed was around the Battle of the Five Armies. Well, technically it was two separate times so it was her third and fourth. She ended up praying twice in a span of a few hours, but it was about the same thing so she just counted it.

The first time she prayed was right at the end of the battle. Everyone left alive was trying to catch their breath and process all that they’d just seen and done. Aurora, meanwhile, was scouring the battlefield for Fili. She had absolutely no idea where she was, and the last time she saw him was right after the Company burst out of Erebor ready to fight. According to Dain he had followed his brother, uncle, Dwalin and Bellarose up to the hilltop where Azog’s wooden machine was but that was the last that the Ironhills King had seen of any of them.

Aurora felt helpless. She debated on going after them to find him, but she logically understood that it’d be no use, especially if they end up coming back down here anyway. If they were still alive, that is. Oh, how she hoped they were still alive. She had no idea what she’d do if she lost any of them.

She felt her knees give out at the mere thought. Having no idea what to do, she eventually did the first thing that came to mind: she prayed. Once again she found herself begging Aule that they would all still be alive.

And, once again, her prayers came to fruition. Just as she finished her prayer she heard fapping from above. Three of the Great Eagles, who’d come to aid them in battle, flew down and landed in front of Erebor. She couldn’t see anything until the Eagles took flight again. Thorin, Fili, Kili and Bellarose laid on the ground, all looking lifeless and pale, while Dwalin and Bilbo were crouched beside them. A sinking feeling settled in the pit of her stomach as she ran over to them with the rest of the Company behind her. Thankfully, any thoughts of the worst vanished when Rosemary uttered two words.

“They’re alive!”

Bellarose’s injuries ended up being the least serious as she’d just received a head injury aside from a slice to the back, and she was okay after two days. Thorin, Fili and Kili were a different story unfortunately. Fili had likely been beaten into submission by Azog so it would be easier to hold him still then was stabbed through the abdomen. Kili, aside from the usual injuries that came with fighting, had been stabbed through the chest, which punctured his lung and filled it with blood. Thorin had the most difficult injuries by far; he had been stabbed through the heart by Azog before he managed to finally kill the Orc.

Rosemary did the best she could in healing them, pulling out all the stops her magic could offer. Yet, it was still a fifty/fifty shot on whether any of them would pull through. Was this how her mother felt when she’d hit her head? If that was the case Aurora would have to apologize to her with a big bottle of wine and a massage. That’s when Aurora ended up praying again. This time around she prayed to Aule, Eru, and any other deity and/or go out there that would listen to her. She prayed with any strength and passion that she had, begging and even crying to them to let all three of them live.

And, just like every time she’d prayed before, it happened. Kili awoke first, which both made her happy and gave her hope for Fili and Thorin. The day that Fili woke up had been the best day of her life. She couldn’t believe that just speaking to someone who wasn’t physically there could give so many miracles. Aurora was never really religious and had only prayed a few times in her life, but she was happy that she did because it meant that her Fili was still alive.

#the hobbit #the hobbit imagine #fili durin #fili durin imagine #fili x oc

[outmychest]

Daydreaming

November 18, 2023

Daydreaming

            Daydreaming is the stream of consciousness that detaches from current, external tasks when attention drifts to a more personal and internal direction. Is too much daydreaming a problem? Yeah, it most likely is. It is like a drug, a way for you to escape reality and be stuck in the fantasy world where you feel like you belong. A place in your mind that you have crafted and created to make you the main character for once, the focus of attention or purely a place you made just to feel some sort of belongingness. Like I said earlier it is like a drug, and unfortunately I’m a victim of being addicted to it.

            Ever since I was a kid, I always felt like I didn’t belong. That I was different. I know it sounds like I’m some teenager going through a phase where I felt like I was better or different but, it really felt like I was an alien. I was social, I tried to converse and interact with those my age but I never was able to connect with them at a deep level. I can say I have a lot of friends but close ones? Not really. I’d be the type of kid that would be left behind. Like when walking with the group, I’d be the one at the very end. I kept moving from place to place though, school to school, and it may be one of the reasons I wasn’t able to have close friends but how sure can I be? What if it’s just me? Because if that was one of the main reasons, then why do I see best friends that even if they attend different schools or even away in other countries, they still seem to have each other.

            You know, I envy those with “best friends”. Whenever I see those with a “BFF”, I can’t lie, I get jealous. It must be so nice to always have someone have your back. A person you can always trust and be with. I never had a best friend you know, maybe before but they rarely last. So a way for me to cope with this was daydreaming. At first it doesn’t sound too bad, it’s daydreaming. How bad can it be? I was wrong, it can be bad. Or worse than bad honestly.

            I knew as a kid how much I didn’t belong. But I was a social kid, being alone was never an option for me. So, I tried hard to fit in. I like the things they like, I spoke the way they do, I dressed the way they do, and basically morphing myself to another person just to fit in because if I was ever myself, I would be “too serious” or “a killjoy”. I knew that who I am would never fit in and being a loner was something I couldn’t allow. But there’s this one place where I felt loved and liked, my mind. Every night when I go to sleep, I always daydream stories where the person I like would like me back or I’d win competitions and everyone would cheer for me or being so good at something that I would get applauded for it. It was a dream world. It soon became a habit then a necessity. I couldn’t sleep unless I was daydreaming. But it evolved into something more, instead of daydreaming at night. I couldn’t go on with my day without daydreaming to the point that I would daydream just to make myself feel better. It’s a daily escape, it fills my head with delusions and I am a mess right now because of it. In daydreaming, I find company, I find love and friends in my mind and the mere thought of it is driving me fucking insane.

            It makes me ask questions about myself such as “Is the place in my mind really the only place I belong?” If no, then where? “Will I ever find company in life?” “Is there an escape to this constant daydream?” I don’t know.

#books #writing #literature #thoughts