#WHY AM I SO OBSESSED WITH YOU BREAK ME OUT OF THIS HELL IM LIVING
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y/n: hi
tae: 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
y/n: ?
tae: holy fuck ur so fucking funny😭☠️😭☠️😭☠️😭☠️😭☠️😭☠️😭☠️😭☠️😭☠️😭☠️😭☠️😭
jimin: i BEG you let that man hit
at this point it’s embarrassing
tae: pls
jk: i think ur funny too
namjoon: shame is free
tae: idk what that’s supposed to mean
jk: it means shame is free i think
y/n: is that why you’ve been at my house for the last 2 weeks??
cuz you wanna hit??
yoongi: 2 weeks??
jin: down so fucking bad
jk: i thought tae was here cuz he missed us?
tae: I AM I SWAER
but if y/n let me hit in the time i was here i wouldn’t be mad
y/n: ur sick
hobi: why have you let tae stay in ur house for 2 weeks?
y/n: he FORCED his way in here
tae: not true jungkook willingly let me in
jin: jungkooks not even a real person so that doesn’t count
jk: i’m real
i think
jimin: i’m telling you he needed that 100k for rent
yoongi: taehyung homeless era
tae: I HAVE A HOME
y/n: ur not acting like it
tae: home is where the heart is
and my hearts with you bbg
y/n: leave
jk: am i real?
tae: are you a construction worker?
jk: no
tae: cuz ur a building
namjoon: what?
tae: 😉
@y/n
not you namjoon or jungkook
y/n: it’s hard
the life i live
hobi: hard like a criminal hard like the beat
tae: my rizz is out of this world it’s actually insane
jimin: do you know what rizz means?
bcs you can’t be fr
jk: isn’t rizz a type of cheese?
yoongi: this is my competition…
y/n: ur thinking of swiss cheese kook
jk: I AM
how did you know that??
y/n: can one of you guys come a get tae from us pls im begging you
jimin: i can’t read sorry
jin: i’m literally blind
hobi: 🫣
y/n: i fear his stupidness is rubbing off on jungkook
yoongi: i think he’s just naturally dumb as hell
jk: who
yoongi: see
y/n: plS my biggest fear in this life is waking up to furry jk
tae: ummm
that would have nothing to do with my influence
yoongi: call animal control maybe they’ll help you with tae?
tae: ??????
y/n: NAMJOON PLS UR MY ONLY HOPE PLS PLS PLS
namjoon: i’m not here
tae: CAN SOMONE DEFEND ME LIKE OMG???
jUNGKOOK TELL HER HER GREAT I AM
jk: he’s great
tae: UR NO HELP FUCK U
i’m gonna kill myself in front of you all in the most horrific way and change ur lives forever and NO amount of therapy will help you forget or move on
jk: ok i’m ready
tae: i’m leaving
y/n: god bless 🙏🏽
tae: ur obsessed with me get help
i hate you all
losers
gosh
fucking bitches the LOT of you
L
AWOOOOOOO
lone wolf era
jimin: what the fuck
namjoon: are you done?
tae: yeah :/
y/n: do you feel better now??
tae: as better as i can be in a situation like this :/
hobi: what situation?
tae: wdym?
jin: he has to be brain dead or something
tae: right hoseok stupid as hell
jk: i think jimin is talking about you bro
tae: jungkook ur young i wouldn’t expect you to understand
jk: ur right
y/n: they changed the korean age system isnt that crazy
jin: DON’T TALK ABOUT AGE
jimin: it’s a sensitive topic for him cuz he’s still old no matter what
namjoon: please
jk: i’m 25
jin: IDC SHUT UP
y/n: yikes
hobi: jungkook has been 25 for like 10 years
jk: that’s not true that makes no sense
hobi are you bad at maths?
hobi: don’t speak to me
tae: jimin you smell the best in the group
y/n: why are you smelling people?
hobi: furry
tae: after the loml ofc
jk: jennie?
tae: SHUT UP
jk: did you break up again???
tae: KICK HIM KICK HIMMM
jimin: what do i smell like?
tae: like vanilla i love it soOOOO much
it’s like a sweet vanilla but not so strong it overpowers ur senses it’s just right
i could eat you
jimin: i wish bitches i wanted said shit like this
but it’s just you
thx ig
tae: ???????
jin: that’s frfr creepy as hell tbh
why is he actually sniffing people is that not insane
jimin: don’t be mad you don’t smell like sweet vanilla
jin: i’m actually glad
look at what ur attracting
hobi: furries
jin: right
tae: 𝖘𝖍𝖚𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖋𝖚𝖈𝖐 𝖚𝖕
jk: WOAH
CALM DOWN TAE CALM DOWN TAE ITS OKAY ITS JUST US 😰😨😭
jimin: again what the actual fuck
tae: ur right i’m sorry i didn’t mean to get like that guys
jk: it’s okay
namjoon: they’re actually insane oh my god
y/n: i have seen a real decline in jungkooks mental state since the arrival of tae at our home
yoongi: again i think that’s just jungkook
y/n: no i know jungkook
jk: yeah she knows me
i know her
we have a connection you wouldn’t understand yoongi
y/n: and i know for a FACT he’s not that dumb
hobi: dumb dumb
jk: right i’m not that dumb
tae: WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY RN???
jk: wait
namjoon: tae go back to therapy
jimim: begging you
jin: awoman🙏🏻
tae: NO
I TOLD YOU LAST TIME
SHE LAUGHED AT ME
THE THERAPIST
I WONT I WONT I WONT
you can’t make me
it’s a free world
jk: you can buy the world??
yoongi: what do people see in you?
jk: whom?
y/n: LMAOOOO
namjoon: jungkook are you high rn?
jk: am i what?
namjoon: high
jk: hello
work on ur spelling joon
jimin: who tf is supplying him with this shit
jin: bet it was tae
tae: NO LOL
LOL
LOL
yoongi: so it was tae
y/n: HAVE YOU BEEN GETTING JUNGKOOK HIGH THESE LAST 2 WEEKS TAE???????
namjoon: this explains a lot
hobi: this is why he’s been messaging shit to my phone at like 2 in the morning
crazy
jk: who
tae: NO
LOL
y/n: HOW HAVE I NOT NOTICED???
jimin: right you dumb as hell tbh
namjoon: does it not smell??
jin: namjoon drug expert
tae: MAYBE HES BEEN TAKING EDIBLES
FROM SOMEONE WHEN YOU GO TO SLEEP???
LOL
yoongi: why are you giving ur self away like that
you really are stupid
jk: yeah stupid
yoongi: don’t ever agree with me again
jk: in y/ns bed rn
hobi: fight fight fight
yoongi: been there multiple times
jk: um ur lying
im here every night
i haven’t run into you in the last 4 months
tae: DONR TELL ME YOU LET JUNGKOOK HIT BEFOR ME OH MY GOD I CANT BREATHE RNNNNNNNNNNN
LIKE JUNGKOOK
ARE YOU FR .:’sk
omGGGH
NOOOSODODOD
jk: i’ve never hit a woman in my life
it’s not right pls don’t hit y/n
y/n: he comes to cuddle sometimes
yoongi: he does?
jk: everyday actually
she’s lying
jin: i’m gonna kill 14 puppies in-front of taehyung and see what happens
tae: why me
jin: you’re n need of a personality change
tae: i’m fine the way i am??
love urself and others will love you for you
we made a whole album about it?
jin: i’m not loving you for you tbh
and a LOT of people would say the same
tae: you guys are lucky i’m not sensitive
y/n: i’ve always been a lucky girly
hobi: you literally live with jungkook?
jk: yes?
hobi: nothing
jk: if you remember lmk ^^
tae: y/n do you have ugly man syndrome or something?
y/n: ??
tae: idk you just seem to enjoy being friendly with ugly men
y/n: never once have i said i’ve enjoyed ur company
tae: ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY IM THE UGLY MAN??
y/n: you said it not me…
tae: anything jungkook can do i 110% do it better
unless it’s lack common sense
i’m pretty full of common sense
jimin: that’s actually not true
y/n: maybe that’s what gets jungkook cuddles?
jk: when?
yoongi: being stupid?
y/n: yeah maybe he’s a loser and i find it endearing
yoongi: lol
hobi: me when i’m jealous
tae: IM ACTUALLY THE BIGGESt LOSER AROUND
TELL HER GUYS
namjoon: the biggest!
jimin: HE SOOOOOO DUMB ITS CRAZY
hobi: i feel the need to kick him every time i see him type of loser
jin: he’s such a loser actually i still bully him to this day
tae: not too much now
hobi: okay i can’t do this anymore let’s address the elephant in the room
jimin: namjoon…
namjoon: wtf?
y/n: don’t be mean
jk: are you guys in all in a room without me?
tae: u-um >.<
jin: did he just stutter through text?
y/n: pls stop
jk: where is the elephant??
jin: jungkook go to bed or something ur pissing me off now
jk: sleep well jin
namjoon: gn jin
jin: don’t feed into his shit namjoon
jk: y/n are you with the elephant?
yoongi: y/N aRe yOu wItH tHE eLepHaNt
jimin: what the beef omg?
tae: what is this elephant hobi-senpai ?!!!
i’m sitting on the edge of my seat
♡ (⇀ 3 ↼)
jk: me 2
hobi: tae you need to learn how to get a fucking grip and shut the fuck up
…
FYI JK AND Y/N ARE LIVING TOGETHER FOR THE FUNZIES OKAY? FOR THE GIRLIES THAT DO NOT KNOW
the rest of the members have their own houses and are lonely losers
#bts crack#bts fanfic#bts fic#bts fluff#bts text#bts x reader#bts imagines#bts x y/n#bts x you#namjoon x reader#jin x reader#suga x reader#jhope x reader#jimin x reader#v x reader#jungkook x reader#hobi x reader#taehyung x reader#bts fake chats#bts incorrect texts#ot7 x reader
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I’ll die before I let you get harm! PT.2
Summary: Y/N has deeply missed their friends oh so much but their all busy with their own lives so they cannot say much. Soon Y/N meets Miles again but he seems terrified and scared which breaks their heart, they make sure that miles is safe from everyone…even if those people are obsessed with them.
TW/CW:Yandere behavior, unhealthy behavior, unhealthy relationship,abusive behavior,abusive relationship,Reader is Spider-Noir,Reader is hinted to be in a relationship with Miguel(bc im simping for him) but it’s never really said out loud,Reader talks to themselves,very out of character characters,this is a series,Reader knows about colors now,Reader doesn’t really like the spider society,people might be out of character,tell me if I need to add more
Currently you stole a watch for Miles’s as you two hid out in your universe. You lend him some clothes but they ended up being to big but he didn’t mind, as long as he was safe. “I’m so sorry this is happening to you kiddo…you don’t deserve it, your a good person and your one hell of a spider-man. The fact Miguel, a grown ass man, is coming after you a teenager who didn’t ask to be Spider-Man is fucking insane” you sighed as you ran a hand down your face, you knew Miguel can be extreme but not to this point..you’ve never seen it get this bad.
“Hey it’s not your fault Y/N, no need to apologize. It’s Miguel’s fault, he’s the one fucking scarring me” You chuckle a bit, Miles smiled hearing you chuckled. He loved hearing you chuckle as it made him very happy to know your happy as you were another parental figure to him. “Miles I want you to stay on guard at all time, we’re going back to HQ because there’s a machine to send you home” Miles nodded his head as you two went to HQ. You both were very stealthy as you walked.
“Y/N What are you doing with the anomaly!?” You turned around while putting Miles behind you, Miguel will have to fucking kill You to get Miles. “First of all, this ‘anomaly’ is Miles morales aka the toughest Spider-Man I know, two I’m sending him home. I’m not letting you harm him Miguel, his universe needs him” “HE WASNT SUPPOSED TO BE SPIDER-MAN! HE’S A MISTAKE!” “SO AM I! I WASNT SUPPOSED TO HE SPIDER-MAN/WOMEN! IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MY BEST FRIEND BUT YOUR NOT CALLING ME A MISTAKE! SO SHUT THE FUCK UP!” Miles has never seen you this pissed off.
Miguel knew that you were right, originally you were never supposed to be the vigilante but yet you became it…he wishes you weren’t right or protecting Miles. “So why is it you hate him Miguel? Why?” You held Miles as you tried calming down. Miles was nervous as Miguel’s anger and rage was very visible but his fangs added more terror to him. “Y/N…your not involved so move befor-“ “No. I’m not moving, Miles is MY responsibility while he’s here and I’m responsible of making sure he stays alive. He’s going to save his dad”
All of a sudden a hammer hit Miguel’s head and you two ran, Miles was holding in a chuckle but you were laughing as Porker joined you two. “Nice hit!” “Aye you know me! Can’t let my friends be hurt, now let’s get you home Miles!” “Just like old times?” You and Porker nodded as you both remember when Miles got you all home safely…now it’s time to repay the favor. “Just like old times…NOW RUN FASTER! FUCKERS ON ALL FOURS!” “SHIT THATS TERRIFYING!” You took out a something that wasn’t of any use to you and threw it at Miguel which hit square in his face making you three chuckle.
Who knew running away from danger could be this much fun! It felt so amazing! You felt alive! You felt everything before leaving Miles! You felt at home! You were home or with people you can call home now!
#yandere#please don’t do this#obession#unhealthy#yandere platonic#gn reader#platonic yandere#x gn reader#yandere x gn reader#yandere x gender neutral reader#gender neutral y/n#gender neutral reader#yandere spider man across the spider verse#yandere spiderman#romantic yandere#I’ll die before I let you get harm series#part 2 of many
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Now that you are no longer avoiding miraculous ladybug spoilers, can I say that it is absolutely bonkers the way the sentimonster theory started out with just Adrien, but then spread to Felix, and now apparently kagami??? And I've heard there might be another person who is one as well?? Like at this point I think we might as well say that every rich kid in paris (or vaguely related to paris) is probably a sentimonster. I bet it was a top secret Agreste collection back in the day, and all of Paris' wealthiest got a slice of it
OHOOEHEHEHE YES AND IM LIVING FOR IT!! honestly I never thought we would get confirmation of the senti theory that is this clear—like I thought it would be hinted but left open enough for the average child viewer to totally miss and for deniers to be able to deny if they want to. And I guess they could still deny? But man I didn’t expect it to become so central!! the felix eps were insane i was yelling !!
A while back I saw this theory that was basically what you said—that all the rich kids in Paris were sentis. Because of that fancy weird cult party from the episode Gabriel Agreste. Which was so fascinating to me back then and now it feels not unlikely?
It’s so interesting bc we know sentis are created from a specific emotion. It would seem appropriate that Emily created adrien out of love, and that’s why he’s such a kind boy who gives undeserving people second chances and who loves people with all his heart. Im not sure what emotion felix would be?? he’s a pretty complex character but his sense of personal justice is strong, wanting to free himself first and then the other sentikids, and using morally questionable means to reach his mission. So maybe something along those lines. And for kagami, idk, is perfection an emotion? Desire for perfection? That idea is brought up more and more surrounding her and her mother is very concerned with kagami’s perfection.
This gets even more interesting to me when you consider Chloe. Admittedly, she makes less sense as a senti bc the other sentikids have a missing parent (presumably the one who wielded the broken peacock and then eventually died from it??). But im just considering the concept of Audrey making Chloe from her own emotions….which seem to consist solely of selfishness and superiority. So if Chloe was made with such ugly emotions, no wonder she is the way she is. And no wonder that every time she seemed to make a little progress, she backslid into her old behavior. Bc any display of self-awareness and kindness and genuine care for someone else goes against her emotional core—her very essence. Is it even possible for a senti to change their emotional core? that would be an insane display of self-control and sheer force of will that would challenge the very concept of sentis as creatures who are made to be commanded. if it’s possible for a senti to break the bounds of their emotional core, is it also possible to break the bond between them and their amok holder and disobey a direct order? Could they even break their link to their amok entirely? This is all crazy talk bc it doesn’t even make sense in context and I doubt Chloe would end up having that big of a role anyway lol but the implications are interesting to think about! It’s even interesting to think about XY and the possibility of him being a senti—emotional core of greed, maybe? or, like, shallowness? lol. his dad definitely controls him and his image pretty carefully so. Hmm!
anyway insane musings aside I am really enjoying this arc with the senti focus!! felix’s Argo fit is so cool. his villain song. Girl help!!! when he had to kill his sentimoon and cried…oh that got me. That was his SISTER !! and FELIGAMI HELLO???? FELIGAMI PRACTICALLY CANON AFTER 2 EPISODES??? i did NOT have that on my bingo card lol but you know what?? Hell yeah!!!!!! Kagami said if Adrien doesn’t love me I’ll simply fall for his more intense and moody twin who rapidly and rightfully became obsessed with me
#ask#therealslimshady#ml spoilers#ml emotion#ml pretension#i hope im getting these tags right it is SO hard to remember these ep names lol#ml
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100 Prompts #4
im so obsessed with seeing my other hundred prompt list being used so much, seeing what different people do with the same sentences is so cool! so, here’s another one! please send me a number + ship (au/trope where applicable)
“There is something profoundly wrong with you. I like it.”
“It’s okay to be wrong sometimes.”
“Pretty sure that’s illegal.”
“A candlelit dinner? Okay, what did you do?”
“Don’t fucking start with me.”
“Well, I’m pretty sure I’m not dying, at least.”
“I chose you. I’ll always choose you.”
“That kid is too cute to be yours.”
“What the hell happened here?”
“It doesn’t have to be like this.”
“I don’t need to be saved.”
“Just shut up and listen.”
“It’s nice to feel wanted for once.”
“I could be perfect for you.”
“You have to stop working so hard.”
“I’m on the verge of breaking down!”
“Only you could make me swoon at something so corny.”
“I just wanna sleep.”
“Can you ever forgive me?”
“Things are gonna get better, I promise.”
“You’re such a lightweight, it’s adorable.”
“This thing has been following me everywhere.”
“That can’t be healthy.”
“Where am I? Why are we naked?”
“I made this for you.”
“Oh my god, I’ve been so stupid.”
“That shouldn’t be arousing, and yet…”
“You didn’t really think I’d forget, did you?”
“Please don’t leave.”
“I can’t believe you actually did that.”
“Oh, you’re drunk drunk.”
“I wasn’t staring at your ass! I mean… I was, but I was trying to be subtle.”
“You don’t know me as well as you think you do.”
“At least you’re pretty.”
“When did that happen?”
“You sure know how to keep me on my toes.”
“There’s something I should’ve told you.”
“You’re too good to be in a place like this.”
“I don’t know who I am anymore.”
“That face won’t work on me, babe.”
“You did all of this for me?”
“I’m not saying making out would help, but it couldn’t hurt.”
“You are exhausting sometimes.”
“You little brat.”
“I want to be there so you don’t have to be brave.”
“What’s in it for me?”
“I am giving you one chance to explain yourself.”
“Wow, I’ve never been anywhere so fancy.”
“C’mon, live a little.”
“I have to go.”
“I can’t look at you, it’s like staring into the sun.”
“Don’t touch me!”
“Pack a bag, let’s get out of here.”
“I don’t belong here.”
“Sorry, I think I’m lost.”
“I’m in love with you.”
“Damn, when did you get hot?”
“I miss what we used to be.”
“You don’t have to say you love me.”
“I didn’t know where else to go.”
“No one's gonna hurt you while I’m around.”
“You’re a mess, come inside.”
“I thought I knew what falling in love felt like before I met you.”
“It’s all coming back to me now.”
“I just… I couldn’t do it.”
“Listen, I love Britney Spears as much as the next person, but we have to put a curfew on your singing along.”
“I don’t have anything figured out.”
“Take a chance on me.”
“How long have you been there?”
“I think I’m finally ready for love.”
“Maybe in another life, we would’ve been perfect together.”
“I can’t explain all the things you make me feel.”
“You look familiar.”
“I hate how lonely I’ve become.”
“Come a little closer, baby.”
“I’ll wait for you, I always do.”
“There is a completely normal explanation for this, I swear.”
“It’s too early for this shit.”
“I don’t wanna talk.”
“You’re the most important thing in my life.”
“What are you staring at?”
“By the way, you were my first.”
“You knew I loved you.”
“I realized I was trying to make my life into a movie, but the story continues after the happy ending.”
“So all of this meant nothing to you?”
“I plead the fifth.”
“You have no idea how badly I need you.”
“I didn’t think it would get this bad.”
“Hey. Turn around.”
“Um, sorry about your friend.”
“Can I make it up to you?”
“This just doesn’t feel right.”
“I just want a fairytale ending after everything I’ve been through.”
“Take care of yourself.”
“Could you relax for like, five minutes? For once?”
“I… wow, you look incredible.”
“Let’s go back to my place.”
“I’m not high enough for this.”
“Why do you hate me?”
“Fuck this, I’m out.”
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Hey i hope your having a good day :) i love your content.
I was wandering if you could do something like this. Like my family has a "course" that all the woman (in my family) have twins but after some day the twins die😦
So if you could do that. That would be the best🤗
Yes, so here is my first story after my lil hiatus, i as sick for a while and i felt bad so ya, and even when i was better i got sick all over again soooo, im going through all me requests 1 by 1, so bucke up yall.
Playing House
Rengokou x reader
This story is recommended for disrespectful teens like me..so yeah keep that in mind, my adult readers are welcome too
Rated: T+
TW: kidnapped, forced life, depression
"Mommy!" My son yelled at me from across the field. I was hanging clothes out to dry after i had washed them and my twins wanted to help.
As they ran around and played tag i took a break, sat down and thought, what would life be wothout them?
I imagine it would be pretty sad. After all i love my kids.....i hate my husband. My kids wanna be just like him, a demon hunter, i have no problem with that, but why look up to him.
As of now life is as peaceful as it can be, but before i had these little joys, life was absolutely hell. Screaming, yelling, crying, vomiting, and even bleeding.
All thoes were results of when i was "courted" by Rengoku. I was a sweet little village girl, nothing more nothing less. I wanted to be a house wife like my mother, so i dedicated my life to learning her ways.
When i got older i gained an interest in a boy, his name was Giyuu Tomioka and he was so handome and cute, i was shy and flusterd around him, he seemed to be fond of me too. To made me smile when he would come to town.
After a whil of talking and getting to know eachother, he wanted to introduce me to his friends, they were all so kind and passionate about what they do, i never was told what there profession was though.
Then he saw me, his firey eyes looked at my form, and he smiled, and greeted me wth nothing but manners. I felt respected.
As the days went on i got an unexpected and unknown visitor, a stalker. They knew what i was doing 24/7 i was never safe from their gaze. I felt weak and scared.
One day i fell ill to a sickness going around. As i fell asleepnin bed i dreamed of the day i will become a wife and take care of my kids when they get sick.
When i had awaoken i was met with The famle hashira's gaze as he looked upon my sleeping form. The look of obsession in his eyes made me go into tears.
Now, fast forward a few years later, im married to him and have kids, but, i lost will to live, i only live for my kids and hooe for freedom one day.
I want my kids to taste REAL freedom, not this bullshit Rengoku has planned, before they pass. You see, my family was cursed by a demon who was spiteful and horribly sadistic. We don't even know our sins.
But now, when my twins hit age 13, they will die, no matter what. It all will start off with the mom of he house getting nightmares about how they die, then a few years later they meet their fate...
Please, oh great [what u worship] please let me keep my babies don't take them away from me. I don't want them to leave, if they go, I go.
"I have returned!" Boomed a familiar voice, i wipe away my tears to greet my husband. My kids beat me too it, they embraced thir farther and gave him praise. It was time for dinner and we were heading inside.
I was deep in thought at the table all i had on my min was my kids. " Are you alright sunshine?"asked my husband he was gi ing me the eyes, the don't do or say anything stupid eyes. So i just nod "Yes, I am just tired is all." As we finishes our meals.
Later that night i was laying down on our futon with my husband getting ready to sleep, but he does not see satisfied. "I would appreciate it if you didn't throw your little tantrums around the children." He stated calmly "I did no such thing." I responded "Then why were you crying?" He noticed the tear marks on my face from when i was criying before. Shit.
He embraesd me and wisperd" I refuse to let my children die because of a silly demon curse, they will live." He said to me in a calm but menacing voice, before emding hus scentince with a "ill be going out soon, don't try anything unintelligent". Then kissed me on the forhead, this is gonna be a long life...
💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
Yayy, i finally have mo more writer block. Hope you guys really enjoyed it.
Request: OPEN
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princess and nolan as taylor songs :
my qualifications: femme lesbian who loves nolan. at the age of 8 i had brain surgery, now i only make decisions with my tayfrontal cortex.
-Picture to Burn. she sings this at every minor inconvenience
-I’m Only Me When I’m With You.
-Tell Me Why.
-The Way I Loved You.
-Mr Perfectly Fine. she sings this to him all the time.
-Mine.
-Story of Us.
-Stay Stay Stay.
-The Moment I Knew. he missed their dogs bday party. by party it was her the dog, doggie treats and doggie movie marathon.
-Come Back…Be Here. missing her man on a roadie :(
-Blank Space boys only want love if it’s torture. don’t say i didn’t warn ya.
-Wildest Dreams. their song. period. this is playing her her head at all times.
-I Know Places. his fans are taylor swift level stalker.
-Ready for it…? KNEW HE WAS A KILLER FORST TIME THAT I SAW HIM WONDER HOW MANY GIRLS HE HAD LOVED AND LEFT HAUNTED. all of us princes. every girl gay they them on tumblr wondered this when they saw this man.
-End Game. every wag claims end game is theirs because it’s about wanting to be on the first roster. so many sports references.
-Gorgeous.
-King of My Heart. their story.
-Dress. contrary to the rumours it’s not black, it’s pink.
-Call It What You Want. MY BABYS FIT LIKE A DAYDREAM WALKING WITH HIS HEAD DOWN IM THE ONE HES WALKING TOOOOOOOOO.
-I Forgot That You Existed. not them, just nolan. @ Ron Hextall @ Bobby Clarke @ the entire flyers organization.
-Miss Americana and the Heartbreak Prince. need i say more.
-NO THEY ARE NOT PAPER RINGS. it is a very cute sentiment but not for them. she’s not asking for the most expensive, but defs good quality. her ring is solid and no chance of their union breaking.
-False God. idk if they’re religious but if they are they’re going to hell cause they might as well set up deity alters for one another since they’re obsssssessssed obsessed. like it’s sacrilegious and we should call the Vatican.
-Afterglow.
-peace.
-the lakes.
-gold rush.
-no body no crime. they are criminals in love. these two are defs hiding a body together then fucking in the bed of his truck under the stars.
-ivy.
-Midnight Rain. nolan vibing to this one. she is sunshine i am midnight RAIN.
-Bejeweled. her. he lets her be bejeweled.
-Karma.
-Mastermind.
allow me to elaborate?
picture to burn - "there's nothing stopping me from going out with all of your best friends" she screams that line whenever they have the tiniest of fights. like she just puts in her airpods and blasts this song. he looks on spotify and sees what she's playing and he's like "dear fucking god it was a joke"
i'm only me when i'm with you - "and i know everything about you" yeah nolan knows everything about her and she knows everything about him. to everyone else it's kind of creepy how well they know each other, it's like they can read each others minds. and they're not afraid to be themselves around each other, no matter how opposite they are of each other.
tell me why - "and i need you like a heartbeat, but you know you got a mean streak" is so them cause like they literally need each other, can't live without each other, but both of them have the biggest attitudes in their own way. they'll snap and pop off on each other, but they just can't seem to live without each other.
the way i loved you - needs no explanation. this is them.
mr. perfectly fine - no comment, she just sings this very loud and nolan likes it when she sings
mine - "you are the best thing, that's ever been mine" nolan puts that in his wedding vows cause he KNOWS how much she likes that song :,)
the story of us - "i would lay the armor down if you say you'd rather love than fight" cause at the end of the day, both of them hate picking at each other and getting on their nerves, and all they wanna do is just love each other.
stay stay stay - "nobody else is gonna love me when i get mad mad mad" it's true. even when she's mad, even when he's been ignoring her all day, they still love each other even at their worst.
the moment i knew - this is her song when he is on a road game during her birthday early on in their relationship and she realizes that if she's gonna stick with this relationship, she is gonna have to realize he can't be there for her during every single thing, and that sucks.
come back...be here - "i don't want to need you this way" if you've heard the story behind this song, the way taylor wrote it, you KNOW this is so them. she didn't want to get attached to him right away, she didn't want to get so invested when he was gone five days out of seven.
blank space - "i get drunk on jealousy" she hates when other girls slip into his dm's, approach him in public, try and flirt with him. she cannot stand another woman even looking in his direction. she doesn't intend on getting mad at him, but it comes out that way. if he wasn't just so......hot this wouldn't happen.
wildest dreams - "he's so bad but he does it so well" she knows about hockey players, the stereotype's about them cause after all she is cousins with nate isn't she? she knows what she is about to get herself into, but she can't help it. she falls deeply in love with a bad boy.
i know places - she hates that everyone is always trying to see what he's up to, seeing if he's active, so she loves and appreciates that he always keeps things so private, only posting once in a blue moon.
ready for it - "every lover known in comparison is a failure" nothing compares to their love; their raw, angsty, dirty, gritty, incredible love. past relationships combined are all specs of dirt compared to him, for her.
end game - "i don't wanna miss you like the other girls do" she knows that his exes miss him, and she doesn't ever want to experience that. she'll do anything in her power to make sure she never misses him like anyone else does.
gorgeous - "you've ruined my life, by not being mine" is her thoughts when she is forced to go home alone after seeing him for the fifth time at the suit store she worked at, and not even getting his number. she's forced to think about him day and night...until he comes in the store...not for a suit, but for her number.
king of my heart - "your love is a secret i'm hoping, dreaming, dying to keep" she wants to keep his love, his words, his touch, his everything to herself for the rest of her life. the moment they first kiss she owns him, she's his forever from the very first touch.
dress - "i only bought this dress so you could take it off" is actually true for her. when they're first dating, like only a couple of months in, she wears the hottest dress he's ever seen in his life in hopes that he takes it off of her later that night...which he does.
call it what you want - "i want to wear his initial on a chain round my neck" the first gift he ever got her was a necklace with the letter N on it, and she wore it until it literally fell apart. which she got very emotional over.
i forgot that you existed - she gets with him once he moves to vegas, obv, and as he starts to open about how he was hurt by philly she listens to everything he says.
miss americana & the heartbreak prince - he is her heartbreak prince, her handsome, her loving, her angsty, her mysterious heartbreak prince that she'll do anything to keep to herself.
false god - "hell is when i fight with you" she hates fighting with him. even though she is so stubborn, even though he is so hard headed, she hates fighting and arguing with him. and even in the middle of it, she would still worship the love they have for each other.
afterglow - "tell me that i'm all you want, even when i break your heart" when she overreacts, when she gets mad over the littlest things, when she gets frustrated, she still needs to know that he still loves her. and he does, he's convinced that there is nothing she can do that will make him stop loving her.
peace - "give you my wild, give you a child" even though it's a big debate for years between the two, she wants to give him a child, but until then, she'll give him the wildest days of his life.
the lakes - she just wants to escape with him, and every summer they do. each summer they escape to manitoba for the time being, just being by one anothers side and not being bothered by anybody else.
gold rush - they love going around their families and hometowns together, because they are such polar opposites everyone is so shocked. the hippie, mountain man that nolan is with real life barbie hanging on his arm, nobody believes it.
no body no crime - listen....if it really came down to it....they would kill for each other. but she also knows that if she were to ever catch him with another woman, both him and the woman would be killed dead.
ivy - "my house of stone, your ivy grows, and now i'm covered in you" nolan was a cold, frozen up, shut-off to the world man, and now he's covered in the warm life of his princess that he's so incapsulated to be in.
midnight rain - except, she is sunshine and he is midnight rain
karma - he knew, when he had the listening party with her (he wanted to sleep, but she forced him to stay up and listen) that when this song came on it was gonna be her song for a very long time. and he was right.
mastermind - "the first night that you saw me i knew i wanted your body" this goes both ways; the first time she saw him, made eye contact with his crystal blues, she knew that she was going to be screwed for a while. he knew that from the very first time he saw her, he knew that he had to have her.
hits different - "each bar plays our song, nothin has ever felt so wrong" that first time they break up/take a break they both know that they're meant from each other. the first couple of days they spend away from each other and not because he's across the country, they know that they're meant for each other. the first time he hears their song, he is using the only pink key that he has on his keychain to go over to her place, to make it right.
#my asks#nolan x princess#princess reader#nolan patrick#j's hc#nhl imagine#idec if anyone reads this#this is TOP TIER#for ME AND MY PEOPLE
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TTPD LIVE REACTION
1. Fortnight
I AM SO SAD
THIS HURTS
POST MALONE YAYAYAYAY
bro fucking cheated
WTF HAPPENED IN FLORIDA
2. TTPD
oh my god he fucking cheated
is he insane
genuinely
NO-FUCKING-BODY LMAO
CHARLIE PUTH AWW
this is so awful
i’m drowning
YOU TOLD LUCY WHAT????
SHE TOLD JACK WHAT?!!!!!????
he would not marry her i hate him
who else decodes you is insane
3. my boy only breaks his favorite toy
oh?? this is hot??
ok lana del rey relax
OH MY LORD
PUT ME BACK ON MY SHELF???
SAND CASTLES
THIS IS SO PRETYY WHAT
HE SAW FOREVER SO HE SMASHED UP.
HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND.
not ken
HE TOLD ME IM BETTER OFF BUT IM NOT. OUCH OUCH
4. down bad
ooooooo pretty
cosmic love ok
I MIGHT JUST DIE IT WOULD MAKE DO DIFFERENCE
HEAVEN STRUCK
HOW DARE YOU THINK ITS ROMANTIC
FUCK YOU IF I CANT HAVE US OH MY GOD
jesus he’s gone
5. so long, london
already brutal bc it’s a track five
rip london boy
oh this is COOL
OH MY GOD HER VOICE
oh the tragedy
YOULL FIND SOMEONE
GAVE YOU ALL THAT YOUTH FOR FREE.
ILL FIND SOMEONE.
quiet resentment
not sure if he wants to be THERE
YOU SWORE YOU LOVED ME, WHERE WERE THE CLUES?
I DIED ON THE ALTER WAITING FOR THE PROOF. OH MY GOD OH MY GOD.
cause i loved this place for so long, london.
that was insane holy fuck
6. but daddy, i love him
wait
is this about
no way??
is this
i feel like im wrong
ok update i was wrong
oh my god this is ouch
BEDROOM EYES LIKE A REMEDY
this is strangely fearless coded?
like mature fearless
this feels like love story got punched in the face?
BITCHING AND MOANING YES
VIPERS DRESSED IN EMPATHS CLOTHING!!!!!!
this is so pretty wow
but brings lovers,,, closer
okay wait i might have been right earlier omg
TRAVIS?
WILD BOY
i’m having is baby is HILARIOUS i love her
i think that was the transition of joe to travis and i’m obsessed
7. fresh out the slammer
ok wild west
pretty baby
another summer, taking cover
he was with her in dreams OK JOLENE
for just one glimpse of his smile
swirled you into all of my poems omg
AMERICAN DREAMS
IMAGINARY RINGS
i did my time
wow.
jack is KILLING IT HOLY HELL
8. Florida!!!
im already scared from track 1
weed or little babies is crazy
is one hell of a drug
hey florence
CHEATING HUSBAND DISAPPEARED
NO ONE ASKS QUESTIONS HERE
is that a bad thing to say in a song? OH MY GOD
ok DRUMS
they have a fun mix woah
ok we like florida cool ok
ok
cool cool cool
ok
shitstorm in texas
that’s so cool omg
9. guilty as sin?
ok hey drums
i have a love song inkling?
oh this is so pretty
mine on my upper thigh omfg
ok this is gorgeous
romantic asf
hey bible
i keep recalling things we never DID
ouch
downtown lights 😭
10. who’s afraid of little old me?
why is bro killing her geez
ok SPOOKY
what scandal
i’m so invested
we could all laugh until i cry
real
oh you SHOULD BE BITCH
ASLYUM
DRUNK ON MY OWN TEARS
oh this is CAMP
ok blank space
her VOICE god
that did not feel like 5 minutes wow
wow.
11. i can fix him
i’m so scared omfg
hello FOLK
this is so pretty wow
ok we are talking’ TEXAS
this shit is SOUTHERN
he just hadn’t met me yet
my man
wow
her VOICE
oh this is HOT
hey jack missed you
WOAH? MAYBE I CANT?
oh my god that was so
wow
12. loml
i. am. scared.
the time i was away??????? rep????
i felt i was better safe than STARRY EYED. OUCH
ONE KISS TO GETTING MARRIED
THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE
A MILLION TIMES
you took me to hell too
cinephile
black and white
YOU SHIT TALKED ME UNDER THE TABLE
BRAIDS OF LIES
ILL BE NEVER LEAVE NEVER MIND
LOSS OF MY LIFE.
JESUS.
ARRON GOD DAMN YOU
13. I can do it with a broken heart
hey pool
ok mastermind
oh my god tour
this hurts
geez
BITCH SMILE
HE SAID HED LOVE ME ALL HIS LIFE
CROWD WAS CHANTING MORE
IM SO DEPRESSED I ACT LIKE ITS MY BIRTHDAY
IM OBSESSED WITH HIM BUT HE AVOIDS ME
SHE IS SO PRODUCTIVE
i love the voices in the background so much omg
i’m glad she’s proud of herself
CAUSE IM MISERABLE!
AND NOBODY EVEN KNOWS!
ok that was awesome
i laughed out loud
14. the smallest man who ever lived
i’m scared
again
oh god
Jehovah’s witness suit lmao
ha they ghosted him
oh damn.
RUSTING MY SPARKLING SUMMER
OH DAMN
the breath christ
NOT THE PUSH PENS
showed her off barely
this hurts actually
i’m scared for the bridge
oh hello bridge
WOW
A GUN UNDERNEATH OUR BED
WOW
WILL THIS ALL BE DECLASSIFIED
WOW
YOU CRASHED MY PARTY AND YOUR RENTAL CAR
NORMAL GIRLS ARE BORING BUT YOU WERE GONE BY THE MORNING
holy
actual
frick
wow
wow
wow
15. the alchemy
hey beat ok
touch down ha
ok comeback song
THESE BLOKES WARM THE BENCHES
THATS HILARIOUS
AW
hey LOVE SONG
she had her american revolution song
16. clara bow
i’m scared pt. 3927237
ok guitar
aww cute
hey taylor! pls don’t die, thanks!
DAZZLING
STEVIE NICKS
oh wow
this is stunning
demanding ‘more’
it’s hell on earth to be HEAVENLY
WOW
HEY TAYLOR SWIFT
you’ve got edge she never did
is crazy
ok that’s all bye (until 2 maybe?)
EDIT:
OKAY MAJOR UPDATE SHES INSANE
15 MORE
17. the black dog
oh my god
his location
it’s A BAR
i just don’t understand how you don’t miss me
she’s too young to know this song
do you hate me
was it hazing
six weeks of breathing clean air i miss the SMOKE
wow
wow
wow
18. imgonnagetyouback
ok skirt
you knew the price going in ohmygod
get him back olivia rodrigo??
this is so pretty
oh god the BRIDGE
ERAS FADING INTO GREY
19. The Albatross
ok hey FOLK
CROSS YOUR THOUGHTLESS HEART
oh my god this is GORGEOUS
this is so evermore???
idek
her voice wow
19. Chloe or Sam or Sophia or Marcus
this opens quick wow
just say “i loved you the way that you were” christ
jesus
this is so beautiful wow
THE GLINT IN MY EYE TRACED THE DEPTHS OF YOUR SIGH
WOW
SCARLET MAROON
this is wow
will i always wonder
20. how did it end
we herby conduct this post mortem!!!
southern accent maybe a little??
this is so pretty wow
oh my god OW
DIDNT YOU HEAR THEY CALLED IT ALL OFF
THE BRIDGE OUCH
d-y-i-n-g OK JUST STAB ME TAYLOR
wow wow wow
21. so high school
CUTE???
SMOKING YOUR JOKES ALL NIGHT
this is so 90s???!???!??!
YOU KNOW HOW TO BALL, I KNOW ARISTOTLE!!;!,!,!,$;$;
TOUCH ME WHILE YOUR BROS PLAY GRAND THEFT AUTO?,?,!:!,,$,’
ok this is so cranberries
AMERICAN PIE IS SO CUTE
WOW
this is like making me giddy
ok AWWW
22. i hate it here
QUICK QUICK
AHHH
i’m there most of the year cause i HATE IT HERE
the 1830s w/o the racists and bids real
electriciTEE
obsessed
23. thanK you aMIee
okay here we go
i’m fearing for kim’s life
hometown
OH
hey bully
fucK you aMIee is so funny
kim is shaking
this is kinda country
taylor is so sweet
DAMN ANDREA
that there wouldn’t be this if there hadn’t been you
wow
beat my spirit black and blue
wow
LMAO
AND SO I CHANGE YOUR NAME AND ANY REAL DEFINING CLUES
HA
NORTH LMAO
okay she’s bat shit crazy for that
24. i look in peoples windows
pretty
hey jack!! (found him)
down down down down
im addicted to the “if only”
GOD
one more time
25. the prophecy
oh, but it’s gone again
I GOT CURSED LIKE EVE GOT BITTEN
ok we are in our religious parallel era wow
god WOW
still dream of him
howl like a wolf at the moon
coven around a sorcerers table
NO SIGN OF SOULMATES
GREIGE
sweet lord
26. cassandra
wow wow
i have nothing else to say
just
WOW
do you believe me now?
THE CHRISTIAN CHORUS LINE
not a single word was heard
27. peter
is it something i did?
god
promises oceans deep, but never to keep
this is beautifully tragic
you said you were gonna grow up
28. the bolter
oh my god.
town car speeding!
slam of a door, then he’ll call her a WHORE!!!!
ouch
this is so different
there’s escape in escaping
then came out alive
29. robin
you have no idEA
this is so bittersweet
wilder and lighter. for you.
30. the manuscript
hey piano
i’d give you my heart if you needed it
but soon it was over
and couldn’t sleep unless it was in her mothers bed
wow
ouch
all that’s left is the manuscript
ok i’m done that’s a perfect album
#taylor swift#the tortured poets department#ttpd#the tortured poets department the anthology#double album#taylor’s version
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ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ 𝐒𝐄𝐓 𝐈𝐓 𝐎𝐅𝐅 . [ many sentence starters from the duality album of 𝗦𝗘𝗧 𝗜𝗧 𝗢𝗙𝗙 . edit if necessary . please credit if using . ]
no sir, by the way, what the hell are morals?
but a wolf in sheep's clothing is more than a warning.
tell me how you're sleeping easy.
show me how you justify telling all your lies like second nature.
listen, mark my words, one day, you will pay.
you sink your teeth into everyone you depend on.
i smell the blood of a petty little coward.
maybe you'll change, abandon all your wicked ways.
make amends and start anew again.
maybe you'll see all the wrongs you did to me and start all over, start all over again.
who am I kidding?
now, let's not get overzealous here.
you've always been a huge piece of shit.
having said that, burn in hell.
dirty secrets, empty memories, and broken hearts across the floor.
i was knocked out, heels over head.
no wonder no one heard my screams.
and now that it's dead, I live in your head and I will haunt your fucking dreams.
no one will love you like i did, will treat you like i did.
no one will love you like i did, will touch you like i did.
no one will love you like i did, will fuck you like i did.
so good luck finding someone better.
run away, boy, if you couldn't tell, baby's got a thirst for blood.
someday, you may find that picture perfect guy.
and ill chase my words with poison.
remove the gag and step away, he's suffocating.
you pull the strings day after day.
that's why he needs a break from you.
oh, I hope he hears these words, maybe this time he will learn.
you should escape, skip town.
no more excuses.
you're better on your own.
why else go through the trouble?
and they ask who dares defy, I'll be raising my hand high.
do you even have a plan of attack?
i cant help it, i cant stop it.
im living fast until im dead.
and i dont owe you an explanation.
getting greedy, get it in my veins.
it feels just like a hole in your chest.
you're feeling like you're trapped.
you're the only one standing in your way.
just take a breath, relax, and tell me.
are you sick of feeling sorry? and people saying not to worry?
look around and count your blessings.
chin up, quit actin' like you're half dead.
tears can only half fill how you’re feelin'.
no, there's no denying chemistry this strong.
yes, pretend it's right but we both know it's wrong.
but i cant shake these memories that rain inside.
i know how to drive you wild.
you know how to make me smile.
we play with fire because we like the way it burns.
you're addicted to the lust, the imaginary trust.
give me the truth now.
i promise I can handle it if you can.
so give me any reason not to cut you out.
you're far too gone.
watch you pretend, you know it all.
i really wanna know you.
you're not fooling anyone, not you, not me.
so I wonder how you stay alive, when all I do is freeze.
i can't quite contain or explain my evil ways, or explain why I'm not sane.
all i can say is this is your warning.
i have a confession that you will not believe.
i have a confession of a side that i hide.
i have an impression, in the back of my mind.
make me an obsession, when you lock me inside.
i am good, I am evil.
i am solace, I am chaos.
i am human, and that's all I've ever wanted to be.
they're gonna try to clip your wings.
theres always another day, another night.
a bittersweet blessing in disguise.
i stole the moon.
i made the stars align.
and I showed you how to fly.
and you made me the bad guy.
out of sight and out of reach.
i fought for you.
i kept you safe at night.
i would have risked my life.
just show me how the villain was me.
miss mysterious, who are you?
who's the girl behind those eyes?
just a stranger in disguise.
miss mysterious, who could you be?
was the ghost of what we had?
did you erase it from your past?
is your sunshine like my rain?
is your pleasure like my pain?
#sentence starters#sentence starter prompts#sentence starter#rp prompts#inbox prompts#set it off#i worked so hard on this#have mercy
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TGCF SPOILERS
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ok, ok Ok OK
OK I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY FOR TODAY'S READ OH MY GOD WHAT IN THE ABSOLUTE HELL WHAT EVEN
ok no, let's get through this calmly EFNOENFOEINF I DUNNO HOW I"LL DO THAT BUT OK
YALL NO WAY NO WAY
NO FREAKING WAY
HE DID IT!!! THE RED STEING OF FATE!! MY MAN'S NOT ONLY PULLED UP THE STRING, BUT TIED IT HIMSELF AROUND XIE LIAN'S FINGER
I AM SKREICHING RJFNFJF UGH I CANT EVEN SPELL IM LOSING MY MIND RN
On the third finger of his left hand was a very thin red string, and it was Hua Cheng who had personally tied it on him. This red string also extended out, long and ceaselessly connecting with the red string knotted around Hua Cheng’s finger.
Hua Cheng raised his own hand and showed him the tiny red butterfly knot that was now identical on both their fingers. He smiled.
“Now we’re joined together.
HE TOOK FATE IN HIS OWN HANDS AND CHOSE HIS OWN SOULMATE OH MY GOD DJXJXJCJXJNC
But then, to crush my spirits....
This string won’t break, and won’t grow shorter. If the string doesn’t break, then it means the person on the other end is alright. Unless the person is no more, otherwise, this string will for sure lead to the other.”
“What do you mean ‘no more’?” Xie Lian asked.
“Dead, or dissipated,” Hua Cheng explained
I dunno why but I don't like the implications of this....Hua Cheng MY BOI MY PAL I SAW FANART OF YOU BECOMING A LITTLE GHOST OR SMT I DUNNO U BETTER NOT BREAK THIS STRING DONT U DARE MAKE THIS FORSHADOWING
Heheheh live reaction of me reading this section:
Just then, a hand suddenly stretched out, seizing his wrist without fault. Xie Lian was alarmed.
“WHO?!”
The moment he opened his mouth it was filled with a mouthful of mud, and he spat it out miserably. As for that hand, it clutched him and pulled, pulling him into someone’s arms, a familiar voice coming from above his head.
“Gege, it’s me!”
Hearing that voice, Xie Lian’s entire person relaxed. He hugged the other tightly, blurting,
“…Thank goodness, the red string didn’t break. I really did find you!”
Hua Cheng also embraced him back tightly, speaking with conviction, “It didn’t break! I’ve found you too.”
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Ok FUN TIMES ARE OVER NOW GOODBYE CUTESY STUFF WELCOME DREADFUL AND TRAGIC STUFF
Me reading Yin Yu and Qi Ying's story:
So first of all, BABY QI YING IS SO DAMN CUTE?? AND FOR WHAT????? all like YA LETS FIGHT!! and he's raising his itty bitty cutie patootie little fists and he's acc so adorable oh my god
Yin Yu took a look at the child sitting on the ground, and he crouched down. Before he even opened his mouth, this little child scooped a handful of mud and threw it at his face, his expression still excited.
Ok, this line deserves a whole essay
There must be “fanaticism” towards something before one can achieve a state of “godly”.
Like that absolute truth of the matter?? The obsession one has with anything makes them go into such nitty gritty details and observe patterns that others would overlook simply on account of FANATICISM, yknow? And it's so explicitly seen in everything from master chefs to world renowned artists to the most brilliant of scientists. Truly to be a master, you must have a madness and obsession for the craft first.
Truly one of my favorite lines in the book so far
Haha when I read this part, I had a mental image of Xie Lian and Hua Cheng sitting in a theater eating popcorn and Xie Lian is like ohhhhhh can we watch this part too lmao
Watching up to this point, Xie Lian commented, “People really shouldn’t joke lightly.”
“Indeed,” Hua Cheng said. “Half a year later when Quan Yizhen actually ascends, he won’t find it so funny anymore.”
“Can we watch that part too?” Xie Lian asked.
“We can. Hold on,” Hua Cheng replied.
This was kinda cute but I guess knowing everything now, just kinda sad...
Xie Lian had also heard that Yin Yu, as shixiong, would always gift Quan Yizhen a present on his birthdays.
ABSOLUTE MOOD JIAN YU LMAOOOOO
He called out to Jian Yu, “Help me find something, quick, something that can temporarily be used as a gift.”
Jian Yu grabbed a rag cloth and threw it onto the ground. He stomped at it twice before saying hatefully, “Give this to him."
Ok but I'm seeing such a contrasting yet parallel relationship between beefleaf and Qi Ying and Yin Yu. I will probably talk about that more next time because it's a lot lol but like this is such an excellent example of it (that I will explain later lmao)
Yin Yu’s smile became stiffer. What he couldn’t take on, Quan Yizhen took on so effortlessly.
This was very much like a situation where you just couldn’t win over a girl you loved, and she ignored you completely, but when she ran into the arms of someone else in tears, this someone else couldn’t even be bothered to spare her a look and instead turned around to tell you how she was only average, nothing to be amazed by. Truly, what a bitter feeling.
God yes I truly understood exactly how Xie Lian felt because it was so agonizing and awkward to watch everything go down between the oblivious Qi Ying and the slowly maddening Yin Yu....
And like the part where he tells him GO DIE and everything that happened after and the instant regret and broken feeling Yin Yu went through and just he gave and gave and gave and gave and got nothing while Qi Ying got everything and more and frustration of watching him act like nothing happened because suddenly it makes YOU look like you're the jerk and that youre just being over dramatic and the absolute hate that started festering simply on account of outside influence from the other disciples and later on, the heavenly court (or maybe outside influence was just an excuse and the problem lay dormant within) and to have your hubris and jealousy and pride ruin what was good or so you thought and suddenly you go back and think about all the past memories and it's like wait, was it ever good a-
Ok I'll stop lol
Quan Yizhen was still very confused. He looked back and saw Yin Yu sitting on the ground, so he crawled to stand up, seeming to want to help him up. Seeing that completely oblivious face matched with a background of his smashed divine palace, Yin Yu was still silent but his face was slowly contorting.
Quan Yizhen didn’t know what transpired at all, and asked, “Shixiong, what are you doing?”
“…”
It was like Yin Yu suddenly lost all sanity. He puffed an abrupt laugh, then shouted with eyes brimming red:
“GO DIE!”
I just... really feel for both parties, yknow? And back to classic statement I keep saying, who can u even blame? Whose at fault? Nothing is black and white here, it never was and never will be....
ALSO
I called it
I CALLED IT
I CALLED IT AND I FINALLY GOT SMT RIGHT FOR ONCE AND IM SO HAPPY BUT SO CONFUSED BUT SO HAPPY CUZ I GOT IT RIGHT HAHA I KNEW WE WOULD SEE MORE XIANLE PEEPS DJJXJC
He twitched his lips and muttered without a sound, “Guoshi?!”
The person on the other side of the stone wall had the exact same voice as the esteemed master who once taught him in the Kingdom of Xianle.
But also....WTF???? UMMM WHY IS HE HERE??? WHATS GOING ON???? IS MY WUYONG THEORY CORRECT??? I DONT EVEN KNOW WHICH ONE BUT IS IT CORRECT??? CUZ LIKE JUN W-
(Fineeee i won't speak of Jun Wu again, but like alsooooo he's sooooo a part of something I can't help it and I just don't know what it is AND ITS BOTHERING ME BEYOND WORDS)
#tian guan ci fu#tgcf spoilers#tgcf#heaven's official blessings spoilers#hua cheng#xie lian#heaven’s official blessings#tgcf journey#yin yu#quan yizhen#ch 158-162
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the main reason i liked cheers already was because of the lyrics 🥺 so so proud of them i've been waiting for them to release something like this, tbh the chorus where song goes in continuous "cheers cheers cheers cheers cheers" mode, the autotune got to me a little on there hdjdkd maybe if they tuned it down a little bit on that specific part, song would've been a complete 10 for me. it's 8/10 for me hdhdjd. there was this reaction i watched after few days of cheers release it made me appreciate it even more. i do get why this one isn't easy to like, on first listen i was also like 🧍🏾♀️ what. by 2nd, 3rd listen i was like yess this is my jam 😭 idk how that happened
speaking of song which are a grower,, im v v happy to inform you, i do like ash now 😋 idk what it was on face the sun medley video i listened to first few seconds and closed it dhdhdjbdjd and even while listening to the album i didn't pay much attention the one/two times i gave it listen. i only now listened to it with my undivided attention while i was listening to the repackage album dhhddjdk. it shocked me sm i was like "did they change something? " i was questioning the song arrangement 😭. anyway she's fire. maybe not my most favorite but definitely up there with shadow and march. something i will enjoy listening to.
yes shadow was the one which they choreographed/practiced in two days or something. i love it sm both song and choreo are banger they're so sexy for this. and noo i only watched ( will be watching hdjdkd ) through live streams, not irl dhjddk.
SAUR TRU you're so real for putting songs from don quixote till 'bout you on equal rank.!
i think after repackage it's circles > if you leave me. i love both equally but on listening regular basis circles is little uplifting in mood 🥺 while iylm makes me sad hdjdkdks it needs a certain vibe ykwim
also it's really fascinating how if you leave me and cheers are in same album. like these two songs came from same three people dhdhdj and same composer i love woozi sm. if you leave me having lyrics written leaderline makes it more emo for me 😭 lol
WHAT? they did don quixote during soundcheck?? i didn't see 🥺 i also don't remember much. i have zero memory of watching them perform don quixote 😭😭😭 maybe my memory is lying dhdjjd which one of ours is playing imposter 👁️
I DO!!!! woosung and woodz songs cater to my taste so much <3 also so happy to know the rose is back, it will be my first cb as their fan ( whenever they decide to do comeback that is, they're resting rn) i stanned them and everything went wrong for them 😭😭😭😭 ( half joking hdjdjs) felt so sad i was like new music when and 😭. the rose is the only band which serves songs according to my taste.
this reminds me i have to let you know bc last time i forgot, i am so obsessed with sunmi's heartburn song. the way she serves everytime. i am not even a fan (might as well be atp) i don't keep up with her releases but they somehow end up making their way to me and im like wow i like this song. same happened with you can't sit with us.
is your summer break still going on? hope you had fun and relaxing time :3 so happy to know you had good sleep during break! ive been having dreams which are breaking my sleep lmao so i just wake up at 3-4 am and just exist 🧍🏾♀️ i hope weather and month both are treating you kindly (even if it's summer 💔) it's monsoon here and everyday i am like "i hate monsoon send tweet" 😭 thank YOU for always hanging out with me <333 hope you get to enjoy your birthday to fullest and eat lots of good food 🥺🤍
i love you 🥺🤍, take care yza
you're SOOOOOO valid <3
it's giving old svt mixtapes and diss tracks tbh 😋 also worm omg a LOT of carats have been watching that one, maybe i should watch it now too 👁 aLSO ME TOOO!!!! didn't hate it in the first listen but i wasn't obsessed w her, but look at me now……. i'm a big Cheers enthusiast 😋
HELL YEA??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? all my homies love ash <3 i already was intrigued by it during the medley but hearing the full song with ww's chorus just made my soul leave my body tbh 😭 ALSO UP THERE W SHADOW AND MARCH HELLAUR??????????????? that is an HONOR tbh
love that for u!! the streams are also very fun and u get no covid risk so u also win JFJKJDS
ALSO YES DEF GET U????????????????????? circles really is that girl </3
AND I KNOW FJDSJKDFS the svteenie range truly is so fascinating 👁
found out where we were getting confused they DID sing don q during soundcheck but i cant find one from the con itself so im guessing they DIDNT perform it at the con 😭
woosung and woodz u are SOOOOOOOOOO <3 also did not know sumn happened to the rose 😭 pls u are so funny JKFDSJKDSJKF
IM SO GLAD?????????????????????????????? sunmi really has been consistently serving us Real Good Songs over the past decade <3 i enjoy her music sm
i still have a month left of summer break apparently 😋 ALSO NOOOOOOOO OMG WHAT IS GOING ON LATELY 😭😭 my friend has also been having nightmares… leo season is kind of ominous lmao 😭😭 ALSO NAURRRRRRRRR </3 hoping u get better weather :/ i'd gladly exchange w u tbh <3 i love the rain but i get how inconvenient it is especially when u have to go out on the daily 😭😭
AND U REMEMBERED?????????????? PLEASE 🥺😭 thank u that is so sweet of u </3 think we will be going out, i initally wanted to go skydiving/bungee jumping but my mom is SCARED of me going (not even her ksjdjkjsdf) so 🤡 thank u for even thinking of me and for always being SOOOOOO outrageously kind </3 i love u even more <33 hope the days are also always kind to u <3 MWAH
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im not finished with downloading my laptop yet so i'll just ramble a bit with certain ships I like. I'm not fixed with their positions but I always prefer service top/power bottom type of coupling. Some are just for trashy drama sucker reasons...... because i love it.. Also some pretty weird ones.
Jackie/Ray reverham - They are sooo cute hehe. I dont really think about this ship a lot, i think about jackie sometimes but yeah. When i think of this one, I like jackie being more patient and stuff with Ray's help. but besides that I like the idea of jackie topping ray ( kinda hard imagining a sports car dicking a pickup but in their humanized vers, they're very cute)
cruz/lmq - this one i like if doc and lmq are also girls. lmq and sally date first then break-up. lmq then dates doc but she dies THEN her and sal reconcile but she cheats on sal for some reason. Cruz in my ship here is Very ooc LOL but whatever
finn/finn - long story, i just REALLLLLLLLly like it
dusty/rip - AGAIN,,, ugh ughghgughugughguhhguguhgughgug omg. this one, I had rambled about this a lot in the past but fuck man. I am a big fan of corruption arcs and shit and just watching dusty slowly descend and hate himself but also becomes comfortable of letting out This particular side of him is, so good for me. Also I loveee angsty stuff. their dynamic is very typical rivalry shit but yeah aw i love
finn/leland - goddamit, again, i just keep remembering that part of that fic of this girl wherein it describes holly looking at a bnw photograph of leland on a beach standing from afar with his hands clasped behind his back, wearing a Hawaiian shirt, smiling to the camera, with finn taking the picture. It's just so them. IM JUST SO APPALLED that i FEEL this much about them but fuckng WHATEVER, they're so,, in love its so SAD grr
fillmore/sarge - these guys.. my thoughts feed from g's fics.. BUT besides that version, this one person's version of this pairing is sooo interesting to me because they set up that fillmore and ramone had escaped a cult and sarge wants to know the bottom of it. AND also one fic i like from them ( unrelated) is a fic that they wrote about how lmq lives with the townies, but the townies are religious christians i think. I like the premises.. so interesting.. About g's version, I always imagine very warm vivid coloring whenever i think of a piece to do for it. like in un letto, the sunset is a really vibrant yellow orange that matches the fairy lights within the street then the imagery of fillmore leaning on the wall looking with Intent. I think it's #sexy but besides that it's so good.......................... ANYWAY
nick/blade - fucking HELL, also yeah i like it when nick dicks blade. so cute........... I hate saying WHy are you fucking DEAD but argh.. my heart.. nick.. so cute smile I MISSED RAMBLING ABOUT THIS
CHICK/STRIP - omg,, I JUST REMEMBERED HE EXISTED... SHOE BOX GREEN.............. god i like this a lot because it's so fucking INSANE to me. my ship is TRASHY but fuck it's the best... love the cheating, hiding it aspect... sexy also chick is insane, i LIKE the supposed obsession. also in my humanized vers, I made my human chick hot so, i LOV EHIM
That's all i could remember.
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Hiya! Uhh, can i get a matchup? Sorry if I get anything wrong I'm new to matchup blogs that have mods.
⚔️ — MATCHUP FOR: DDLC, Helltaker, BNHA (If one of them you can't match for me try genshin impact! ^^ those are basically the only fandoms i reside in)
⚔️ — APPEARANCE && STUFF : My big three is Virgo, my MBTI is ENFJ. I am quite tall about 6'8, though my face doesn't match my body i have a case of chronic babyface, im very pale. I have curly hair with heterochromia (yes heterochromia on the hair exists) my hair is black with lightish brown strands, i wear glasses and cannot see a damn thing without them i have to get uncomfortably close to see someone's face, I have two genetically pointy ears that make look like an elf.
⚔️ — PERSONALITY : My personality is extremely loud and chaotic, my laugh is very loud plus it sounds like a villain who defeated the hero or a complete maniac, everything i say comes off in a loud tone. I am quite literally loud in everything i do EVEN IN WHISPERS SOMETIMES, I am very random and will absolutely try to make you laugh, i literally never shut up. I will most definitely say the most out of pocket things like "exotic cricket" i spend most of my time sleeping and I'm a very heavy sleeper, I have to wake up by myself because no one else can wake me up not even sounds or water people genuinely think i died. I have Aichmomania (obsession with sharp objects) and collect sharp swords, i am touch averse despite what others think, i mostly read romcom and mythology books not 100% a bookworm. i will find a pokemon that matches with you if you are my friend, most of my friends have been introverts that i adopted as friends.
⚔️ — HOBBIES : My hobbies include: drawing, dancing (in my cultural dance only) collecting pokemon cards, acting like a knight at random, collecting swords.
⚔️ — MORE ABOUT : I also have solar urticaria that's why I'm so pale, thus i can only go out at night. People compare me to a bat for this because well, 1. Poor eyesight 2. I go out at night only.
;; aaaaaa I'm sorry if I did anything wrong — 🗡️ Anon
I match you up with:
Denki Kaminari!
I feel like he'd enjoy your randomness and loudness, also making both of you probably the loudest pair possible. You guys would be an adorable couple that makes everyone around light up with joy on sight. He would have to remind himself not to be too pushy about physical affection and to go on dates at night, but I'm sure he'd get used to it quickly. He's just a sweet boy!
Himiko Toga!
An obvious choice, I know, I know. But hear me out. Loud knife duo??? On the rooftop?? Watching the stars and people below as you laugh away into the night?? Hell yeah. She'd love you unconditionally, but again, would have to be reminded about your touch aversion. She would kick ass of anyone that dares to make you uncomfortable. Her friend group (aka the league of villains) is mostly made out of introverts so I have a feeling you're gonna have to adopt a lot of quiet rats while being with her :D
Xiao!
That is admittedly a very far jump from the other matches, but I just feel like it would be a perfect opposites attract kind of scenario. He's quiet and HIGHLY introverted. I do feel like he needs a little light in his life, one that wouldn't cross his boundaries. I headcanon him to be touch repulsed, at least in case of people he doesn't know very well. You'd meet up in the inn, the cool wind of the night surrounding you as you talk his ears off. And, for the first time in a very long time, Xiao would feel at home. If you can break down his walls and survive living with an aries, then you'd have a sweet relationship full of mutual understanding.
Jean!!
Please take her out of her office. Adopt this workaholic introvert I am begging you. Talk her into going out and having some fun, take her to a tavern or on a walk, she needs it. Fall asleep on her so she has no choice but stay in bed and rest. Make her laugh by pretending to be her Knight in shining armour that saves her from an endless pile of paperwork.
I hope those matches are to your liking. Lmk if you'd like me to change it to someone else!
-Mod Nagito
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i finished my reread of turtles all the way down, and i highlighted things that tugged at my heartstrings, yk?
“[In childhood] all emotions felt like play, like I was experimenting with feeling rather than stuck with it. True terror isn’t being scared, it’s having no choice in the matter.”
in childhood you have no context for anything, like, you’ll fall down and it’s the biggest pain you’ve ever felt, but then people around you show you that you’re okay. it’s not like that when you grow up.
“I remember digging until my blade hit the treasure chest, and allowing myself to feel like it was real treasure, even though I knew it wasn’t. I was so good at being a kid, and so terrible at being whatever I was now.”
i can’t even articulate why this hits home but it does! i remember doing the exact same thing!
“But the things that make other people nervous have never scared me. I’m not afraid of men in golf carts or horror movies or roller coasters. I didn’t know precisely what I was afraid of, but it wasn’t this.”
anxiety is irrational and annoying
“Since you’ve had a reasonable amount of cognitive behavioral therapy, you tell yourself, I am not my thoughts, even though deep down you’re not exactly sure what that makes you.”
a big theme of this book is all of the things “sort of” help. yup. knowing im not my thoughts sort of helps, but also, i still have them. and it feels like they’re me. doesn’t that make them me?
“So often, nothing could deliver me from fear, but then sometimes, just listening to Daisy did the trick.”
THIS ONE GETS ME because it is so true and surprising how another person can unknowingly give you a break you haven’t been able to find anywhere else.
“I wanted to tell her that I was getting better, because that was supposed to be the narrative of illness.”
its exhausting when you don’t get to tell people what they want to hear
“[Exposure therapy] had sort of worked for a while, but now all I could remember was how scared it had made me, and I couldn’t bear the thought of being that scared again.”
and how could anyone blame you aza? that terror is hell. it takes SO MUCH to go though it willingly. and it’s not fair that you have to sometimes in order to live with it
“…and you know it’s real once you can physically feel it, because the senses can’t lie. Or can they? It’s happening, I thought, the it too terrifying and vast to name with anything but a pronoun.”
oh they can lie. they are the most convincing liars. “it’s happening” is a feeling i am so familiar with
“I felt certain something was going to kill me, and of course, I was right: Something is going to kill you someday, and you can’t know if this is the day.”
sometimes you just can’t logic your way out of anxiety. if it was logical we wouldn’t have a problem. yup, i might die at any second, and i do just have to live with that face
just being scared…no explanation….nothing anyone can do to help… feeling terrible that they feel terrible for you and wishing they could make it stop but they can’t any more than you can
“I guess at some point, you realize that whoever takes care of you is just a person, and that they have no super powers and can’t actually protect you from getting hurt.”
it’d be way easier if we could go on believing that forever
yeah! why is obsession romantic? it should not be
hold on let me just cry
HOLD ON LET ME JUST CRY platonic love
stop stop stop crying stop everything turns out okay but also it doesn’t but also life goes on and it is good and bad and it is both and you can’t possibly imagine the future
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PLOT: shelby/lucy. anastasia/nero. elena/nero. raven/verity >:^)
shelby/lucy: doesn't make sense, compels me. i have no idea why i latched onto them as a couple bc they hardly interact one on one (other than shelby technically being the one who introduced her to the others?) and realistically shelby/laura or lucy/laura makes more sense if we're talking abt ships that have any kind of foundation in canon. However this is maybe exactly WHY it compels me. i think they have a lot in common tbh (difficult family relationships, attempted concealed identities). and while i find shelby super shippable with every core four member i can never really see any of those relationships working out in the long run for her (shelby/laura i always see as one sided/laura choosing otto, shelby/otto is a short lived teenage fling that has tons of chemistry but is also super tosxic for them both, and bloodline epilogue kind of confirmed my 'shelby and wing go on a 'break' post graduation and just never get back together' headcanon), whereas with lucy i think i can? like they have a good enough balance of similarities and differences (whereas shelby/otto are too similar and shelby/wing are too different for me). idk obviously in canon it could never work because lucy fucking DIED but it's fun to imagine aus where she didn't!
anastasia/nero: makes sense kinda, compels me. im so sorry mark walden i say this w all the love and respect in the world you CANNOT tell me you wrote those books not intending us to believe anastasia and nero hatefucked nasty. the whole bucharest thing is so deliciously vague like...idk what else couldve gone on. my more 'fun' nerostasia headcanons (eg that anastasia and elena were the twins, that anastasia/nero had some overlap with elena/nero) are definitely way out of the realm of canon though so i think i can't say it fully makes sense. anyway yes it compels the hell out of me they are my ants in a lab!!! i think i don't enjoy them on their own so much as i enjoy them as part of the rich tapestry of Fucked Up Furan Dynamics like the two are inextricable for me. but anyway yeah i think one of my fave fics ive ever written was that bucharest nerostasia fic. they really get my brain goin
elena/nero: makes sense, doesn't really compel me. makes sense because the whole romeo and juliet thing and also in the wider fanon saga of nero vs the furans it is objectively funny and very in character for nero to turn around and make his nemeses' baby sister into a teen mom. however while i am incredibly compelled by nero and the furans as a family, and am SUPER SUPER obsessed w elena on her own, them together specifically is not something i'm super interested in. elena is so so fascinating to me and always has been, but not because of her relationship w nero. i think it's fun to reflect on how nero perceives and elevates elena after her death, and it's fun to talk abt the consequences of their relationship, but the actual relationship itself devoid of any of the furan Drama? eh. just not something that particularly inspires me i don't think
raven/verity: makes sense, UNFORTUNATELY DOESNT COMPEL ME. to be clear when i say makes sense i mean in a hatefuck-y way. they were definitely homoerotically obsessed with each other even before raven murdered verity's sister. i wish wish WISH this was something that got my brain chugging because on paper it ticks all my boxes (messy hatesex, lesbians, assassins) but in practice it's just never been something i've gone 'wow i need to write/think abt this'. DONT GET ME WRONG I LOVE READING IT HINT HINT but i dont think i'll ever write for it
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SAM MY LOVE I MISSED YOU SO MUCHHHHH!!!!😭 it felt so weird not being able to talk to you😭 how are you my love?!? How was your break?!?
AHHHH SO MUCH TO CATCH UP ON BESTIE!!!
And you’re right we really are so similar that I honestly did not take it in a bad way! If anything I always appreciate your insight! Exams were hell but like it’s whatever at this point lol I have one last round of midterms in two weeks before my finals so I will be ✨suppressing✨ my feelings on that until I’m done bahaha BUT OMG I QUESTION MY FRIENDS CHOICES TOO BAHAHA I have had a history girl…. It’s a lot for sure for another day lol AND OMG SAM HOT PROFESSOR 😵💫 he’s sooooo omg I could cry bc he’s so hot and I seriously always spiral in class lol he puts effort in his fits but like still does not look exaggerated anyways idk if I mentioned before but HES A BIKER!!! And he’s so sweet and he always ends class with “see ya later gang” like 😭 THE DILF VIBES THAT HE EMITTS ARE CRAZY😭
Yeah I can totally agree with obsessions and the TOLL that it is lol like I feel so bad for my parents that they wasted so much money on me shopping at hot topic 😭 anyways still was fun though lol I definitely wish I had that energy again bc I simply cannot keep up anymore lol
Bestie I read part 3 and IT WAS SO GOOD !! SO MANY THOUGHTS HONESTLY oh and I read the sun kissed extra!!! So many thoughts!!! I will try to get my main points and reactions bc I feel like I wrote already too much lol
I LITERALLY WAS SO EXCITED FOR SUN KISSED EXTRA!!! I voted for that one and was surprised that it wasn’t voted on too much :( BUT IT WAS DIFFICULT TO CHOOSE BC I LOVE ALL OF THEM! Anyways I MISSED THEM SO MUCH I LITERALLY LOVE THAT STORY SOLEY BC WHERE IM FROM THE BEACH IS A BIG DEAL! Anyways I can’t believe they are moving together and Harry literally transferred to her district 😭😭😭 CRYYYYYYYY I HOPE WE CAN GET MORE OF THEM!
NOW PART 3 WAS SOOOO GOOD!!! You know I love when Harry gets jealous and possessive😵💫 and omg TELL ME WHY I HAVE A KYLE IN KY LIFE BAHAHAH but Kyle was so cute and honestly kinda loved he stood up for the MC and essentially was ready to go to war for her🥰 bahah anyways THEY ARE OFFICIAL NOW WHICH IS SO CUTE!!! I LOVE THEM QND IM LIVING THEOUGH THEM RN!!! I have a Kyle and all I need is a Harry 😩
Missed you so much Sam! Thank you for constantly putting out such lovely content❤️-💜
HIIIIII I've missed you SOOOOO much. I hope your exams went well, I'm sure you aced them! That seems so crazy you have midterms and you're already thinking about finals! I feel like the semester just started! I knew you were busy all week but by Friday I literally was like "Ughhh where is she!?" My break was good! Very boring, nothing to really chat about. I finished a book last week and I'm about half way through this one--it's very good. I actually think YOU would like the book I finished because I did not hahahahahahahaha don't get me wrong it was VERY well written and I did like it, but it was so stressful and not what I usually read. The Lost Girls of Willowbrook. Very creepy in my opinion.
ANYWAY.
YOU DID MENTION HE WAS A BIKER BUT I ALWAYS APPRECIATE THE REMINDER. We love a well-dressed DILF. I'm so glad you're able to learn in that environment. I would be a stuttering mess and would probs do something embarrassing like tell him I loved him or write our names together in a notebook. Did you see the pics of Harry at Manchester soccer game? He looked very DILF-y too🤤😍 I was spiraling myself.
HOT TOPIC I'M SCREAMING. I got my Edward shirt from Hot Topic and I wore it every night to bed like a a LUNATIC. (Now much more appropriately, I wear my Harry's House to bed and do NOT feel like a lunatic). But you're right I do not have the energy anymore. The CONSPIRACIES and THEORIES people have I am so overwhelmed, I don't know what to say. I'm not a Swiftie (not an anti-Swiftie either) but HOLY COW. "She wore purple so that means--" "The date adds up to the number 13" "In 2010 on this date she posted this so in 2024 that means this" ?????? THAT'S CRAZY, but like good for them. I'm in awe tbh.
Aw! I'm so glad you voted for them! I have another round of voting coming this week and I feel like it will be VERY split five different ways hahahaha I'm a beach girl as well! I feel like it's one of the only things I have a good grasp on writing about because it was so entrenched in my childhood. I don't know if I have any other ideas for them at the moment (I feel like all the couples I've been writing about lately/voted on are getting engaged this week and next week 🤭 --spoiler/not spoiler: not MFT they're just babies). But I can try and come up with something eventually. I gotta reshare my draft list so everyone can see inside my head, it's getting wilder by the minute.
I'm currently writing the 4th part to MFT and I feel like the first two parts were really good and parts 3 and 4 are very 🤷♀️ I'm so glad you liked Kyle! (I wanted to name him Noah actually but I think I mentioned I'm a big Noah Kahan fan right now and it was too coincidental; I noticed when I had his character say "that makes a lot of sense" and I was like "okay, Samantha, that's a literal song lyric, make it more obvious." So I renamed him Kyle). Idk if you read Icebreaker (it was very big on TikTok for a while) Kyle is modeled after Henry a bit. He's a cutie pie 😊
TELL ME MORE ABOUT YOUR KYLE!?!?!?!?! 😍
SO happy to hear from you, hope you had a relaxing weekend after a busy week, sorry for the novel rambling in response but you should not feel bad about writing too much. It's always the highlight of my day when I get a message from you! 💕
xoxo
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Just so you know, he once again made me promise the brian/ben thing is done. He officially has trust issues. Anyway here i am with 2x15.
‘Are we finally getting some Justin and Michael content? Where Michael isn’t being a little bitch? I like this! I think i said it before that this *flaps his hands around* has potential. Michael just has to stop being Mr Annoying for 2 seconds’ He is very happy about this potential friendship. So i think he’s gonna love Rage. ‘Let Emmett be said over Mr Pickle! I can’t believe they killed him off!’ ‘MICHAEL CALLED JUSTIN BRIAN’S BOYFRIEND AND LOOK! BRI BRI IS SILENT! Glad that we all finally agree Bri Bri. They’re gonna make a comic book?! WAIT THIS IS COOL! Is this how i get them to start being friends? I fuck with this!’ He wanted to google if their comic book actually exists but then remembered spoilers and now he’s upset about that. ‘Look at them hanging out in Bri Bri’s loft and hanging out. This is adorable *points to the tv* i like this shit. Keep this shit going please and thank you. Oh Justin is 2 seconds away from fucking Brian in front of Mike..(rage starts existing)…are they going to base the hero off of Brian? Why doesn’t that surprise me? That man can’t catch a break *brian throws his walkman* HEY! As someone who still owns one that was rude!..Rage? I kind of fuck with that.’ He was so pissed off at George’s ex wife that he crossed his fingers and kept saying to himself ‘please trip on the stairs’, i think the funeral scene might piss him off even more. ‘Oh shit, he’s gonna make the comic about the bashing? How is Bri Bri gonna feel about this? I mean i get its Justins story but Bri Bri was also affected.’ Now one of my favorite scenes in this ep is up even if Justin falls asleep. ‘Of course he’ waited for him!!! I say this in a completely normal way but that “come over here” was very hot. I see why everyone is obsessed with this man. Oh. THINGS ARE GETTING HOT! I know he’s been soft with Justin before but this is-MICHAEL WHY DO YOU ALWAYS INTERRUPT GOOD STUFF?!?! Okay back to hot! justin, wake up. Justin! Justin! Wake your ass up my dude!! I get he’s tired but things were about to be fun!’
He is now having a meltdown over Linds and Mel trying to do whatever already.‘Okay first of, i like that Brian is just there. That’s cute. But as someone who did carpentry for a living (I mention that he did it for 1 month while he was 20 until he fell off the roof) *looks at me offended* it still COUNTS, i learned a lot that month. How to read plans for houses, how to build shit, to always look if the ladder is under you before stepping off the roof…anyway look at them hanging out, you can’t tell me that Bri Bri and Melly can’t find a way to get along. They got along when she cheated. Not that i support it but if it would make things easier for me with these two, can she cheat again? What do i have to do for that enemy to friends thing to happen?’ He is now very intrigued that Brian pointed out Linds being jealous because he thinks Brian won’t like the comic book but he thinks the reason will be the bashing story. He is very, and i mean very upset about the whole Emmett at the funeral thing. He kept saying that nobody knows Mr Pickle like Emmett. I think Iron Man just got some company when it comes to mourning the loss of a character. ‘Okay Brian is clearly jealous. It’s kinda funny how both Bri and Mike have jealous moments that involve Justin’ ‘Ben, my man..Mr Boring, why in the hell would you say that to Brian, oh my god even his turn ons are boring. DUDE STOP TALKING HES ALREADY A BIT JEALOUS NO NEED TO THROW HIM OFF THE EDGE…im pretty sure brian and justin fucking can compete with some comic book’ He just physically groaned at what Mel and Lindsay did. Again this dude is actually not handy at all. ‘Even when he’s drunk he’s making sure these two hotties don’t step on Justins work. What in the fuck are Brian and I seeing now? Oh he is losing his shit. Oh no, he just pissed on it. I mean it fits his jealousy and anger but bro, my man, my dude, that’s gross….*pauses the tv and looks at me* does this technically mean that he just gave himself a golden shower?’ *continues watching without even waiting for an answer* ‘Why is this *waves his hands towards Mikey and Justin sleeping* so awkward. Oh no! EW STOP THIS! GROSS! See! Even Justin thought that was absurd which is why he barely got through this scene, never again show me this shit. Oh no blondie’s feelings are about to be hurt. Oh no. Baby it’s okay, i mean it’s not but we will fix this shit!’ ‘Oh no, Brian you are unfortunately on your own here, i know you’re hurt and jealous but I’m sitting this one out. OH ONCE AGAIN DEBBIE CALLED HIM OUT ON BEING IN LOVE WITH JUSTIN! And he is quiet!! We are getting that love confession!! *pauses the tv on Brian* okay he fucked up, but he looks very pretty here’ ‘OH MY GOD MIKE SAID THAT BRIAN LOVES JUSTIN! I AM WINNING! THAT CONFESSION IS GONNA HAPPEN I CAN FEEL IT IN MY BONES! What happens next episode?!?! Tell me! (He picks up the dvd cover but i take it away) OH IT SAID SOMETHING ABOUT A BIRTHDAY! Is it gonna be Brian telling him he loves him for his bday present? IT IS ISNT IT? Otherwise why would you hide it from me? Oh i am so ready. Wait start the episode again i need Brian to apologize with a blowjob or something’ my heart actually breaks for what he is going to witness in the next episode, he is so excited for his version of the ep. He is now once again on the verge of tears ‘that is such a beautiful eulogy about Pickle guy. I’m going to miss him so much..i love you too Pickle guy’ ‘OH MY GOD BRIAN PUT EVERYTHING BACK IN ORDER! Im not used of him saying sorry, i like it, feels strange though. He’s going to throw them a party!!! See having a boyfriend in marketing pays off, that was adorable! I am so ready for the next episode!’ He is now fully sure that Brian might tell Justin he loves him with the help of a comic book or something. And he immediately went to play 2x16 without any type of breaks. I am not ready for this.
You got to Rage and all the storylines that come from that. Yes, finally Michael is a reasonable character and we get to see Brian's jealousy pop out. It's so cute.
HE FELL OFF A ROOF!? Yeah maybe he doesn't have a leg (ladder?) to stand on regarding Mel and Linds' remodel.
Did he just give himself a golden shower? I die.
Everyone is saying Brian loves Justin, but Brother is going to be so disappointed that the actual words don't happen for so long. And it definitely doesn't happen for a birthday present...
He loves Pickle Guy and I love that for us.
I am so sorry about what you're going to have to endure for the next episode...
#ask winderlylandchime#dear sweet anon#queer as folk#a straight man watches qaf us 2000 in the year of our lord 2023
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