#Yoosung can be so damn relatable sometimes

[kira-fluff]

Hello! Have you done headcanons for a MC that is a really good artist? Like, that's what she loves and hopes to make a career out of it? (For the RFA, V, And Saeran?) thankyou! Bye bye! \ ^-^ /

a/n: I LOOOVEE this idea! As a passionate artist myself, this one hits home :) As you probably know, I’ve updated my rules, since you specified 2, I will pick 2 from the RFA :) Again, let me know if you’d like to have different characters than the ones I picked! I went for MC instead of Y/n this time. Let me know what you think. Thanks! 

Also, this is pre-relationship and it may or may not have turned into a confession headcanon oh gosh 

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MC is an Artist +Confession bonus 

V +bonus confession 

As a fellow artist, V would be incredibly proud of you 

Even though he might sometimes have trouble saying it 

V has always showed actions above his words 

You’d quickly gathered this from his lack of communication with the RFA chat and text messages between the two of you in general 

But you understood him, in a way 

You related to the freedom he felt whenever he expressed himself through his photography 

Because you felt that same feelings when you painted 

You were incredibly inspired by Beatrix Potter, your memories of her various artworks inspiring you to do the same 

You adored nature just as much as V did 

Together, you both made a beautiful pair 

You wore an adorable flower-patterned, yellow sun dress

A beige sunhat you held to your head with a hand, carrying your brushes and paint palette

Him, dressed smartly in a sweater with khaki pants 

 V could carry your easel for you, his professional photography bag slung around his shoulder. 

You’d laugh, turning around to look at him, the wind blowing in your face, urging him to “Come on!” 

V had never thought you more beautiful than the time you’d accidentally tripped into a meadow of freesias, scattering them every which way 

You gasped, whipping out your pocket book, etching down the scene before you 

After a measurable silence, you looked over at V who had been quiet in taking pictures of you 

He keeps many copies of the pictures, putting one in his wallet and other places he’d look frequently just to make him smile 

He’d never let others besides himself see them, but they were the most beautiful photos he’d ever taken, and this not just by his standards of your beauty 

You sometimes would catch yourself sketching him during your time outside with him, sitting in a quiet pasture 

The world’s creatures were your muse, but you couldn’t help yourself from taking every opportunity to capture V’s every expression

And maybe that’s when you realized you were completely and utterly in love with him. 

In those quiet times in the meadows, all along you were in love with him. 

When you’d caught V taking candids of you, you always would beg him to delete them, which he begrudgingly would, if you really begged him 

But.. other than that, you were positive V had no real feelings for you outside of a deep friendship. 

That must’ve done it. He knows.  

Because suddenly, V had become incredibly distant, flaking out of your naturalist escapades, becoming increasingly difficult to come in contact at all..

it was all pointing to the fact that he had realized how deeply you loved him. 

You in turn, pushed away everyone around you. 

Rejection hurt. So much. One does not truly understand it until they’ve felt it themselves. 

It came to a point where you had no more tears left to cry, you knew he was gone forever. 

Your love, your inspiration. 

All was gone. 

You hadn’t touched a paint brush in months 

You’d been skipping meals for a while, beginning to feel more and more fatigue because of it. 

It came to the point where all in the RFA (except V) had become so worried about you that they’d sent Jaehee and Yoosung over to check on you 

You couldn’t remember the last time you’d checked your phone 

Your blinds and curtains had been shut for a subsequent amount of time. 

It had been weeks since you’d last changed your clothes, your hair was unkept. 

You stopped taking care of yourself completely, emptiness overtaking you. 

You had always had a dream of making artwork your career.. but just when your freelance career had begun to take off.. you lost everything. 

You couldn’t bring yourself to touch your paints or pocket book. It reminded you too much of him. 

You weren’t concerned about money, Rika’s apartment was already paid for and… well, with no real meal expenses, you didn’t feel any real purpose to continue. 

You heard a soft knock on the door. 

Instead of answering, you groaned, rolling over in your sheets – hoping if you ignored the knocking they’d assumed you weren’t home.

Any last grain of hope you’d had left you a long time ago. 

“….MC?” 

You slowly sat up in your bed. It was Yoosung. 

You instantly felt shame for ignoring them.. and looking, well, like this. 

“I’m coming in!” Came a loud shout, causing you to panic. 

Damn. Seven must’ve opened the apartment.  

Seven was concerned for you, given the surveillance footage, he couldn’t find almost any instances when you’d left your apartment. 

Given your apparent closeness, Seven shot a text to Yoosung, Jaehee, and of course, V. 

Yoosung and Jaehee replied in agreement and concern, V, however, said something very different. 

// V:  I’m sorry. I can’t go. >> [sent, 6:08am]

707: I thot the 2 of u were rly close. Did sth happen? >> [sent, 6:09am]

V: I’m selfish. I can’t see her anymore. >> [sent, 6:29am] 

707: ? >> 

707: > [sent, 6:29am]

read, 6:32am. //

You began to cry, embarrassed and ashamed, as Jaehee and Yoosung called your name throughout your hollow feeling apartment. 

Immediate concern covered their faces when they saw you teary eyed in your bed. 

“Oh, MC, hey, it’s going to be okay.”, Jaehee immediately held your head in her arms. 

She ordered Yoosung to get some food from your local convenience store

From there, she opted to begin cleaning you up. 

Jaehee didn’t want to force you to do or say anything, so she never asked questions – unless to ask whether you were comfortable taking a shower or perhaps, eating something later. 

You were not opposed to the help, rather, you felt indebted to them, feeling guilty for causing Jaehee, Yoosung, and likely Seven a great amount of trouble. 

Jaehee made quick work of stripping your bed sheets, stuffing in the laundry and opening the blinds, cleaning your room and dusting where necessary 

A part of her chastised herself for not doing so sooner, but she and the others were afraid that they’d be intruding on your right to take a social media break or something of the sort. 

Yoosung came back relatively quickly, a meal in hand, per Jaehee’s request. 

He made quick work of making his specialty – an omurice omelette. 

Jaehee continued to tidy up, checking up with you when she’d realized the apartment had gotten too silent

You at last stepped out of the shower, your hair taking on a glimmer, as if thanking you for taking care of it at last. 

You washed your face, trying to gather your thoughts as your shoved a crew-neck shirt over your head, opting for jeans and slippers as well. 

At last coming out of the bathroom, you at last made eye contact with Yoosung and Jaehee you began to cry again. 

Without hesitation, they rushed toward you for a hug, hushing you when you’d blubbered, “I’m sorry, thank you, I’m so sorry” in between dry heaves. 

After a quick call to Seven from Jaehee, Zen, Jumin and Saeyoung had made their way to your apartment as well. 

They each had their piece to share, kind words of encouragement and love. 

You were happy by their words, but… 

V wasn’t here. 

At last gaining confidence through their encouraging words, you ushered them to the large sofas that laid beneath your TV. 

Looking down, you said, “I-I’m sure you’re all wondering about V and I..” 

You didn’t dare look up when your sniffles began. 

You took a deep breath before beginning, “This is nothing to his fault, but….” your lip wobbled, “I believe.. I think he realized that I had completely fallen for him,” you laughed pathetically, “Still am”

Seven began, “MC–” 

“I don’t blame him, really, I never intended to tell him… it’s awkward.” 

Zen clenched his fist, “That asshole…” 

“And my friend” Jumin quickly rebutted. 

“P-please! I didn’t tell you this to make you dislike him or anything! I just felt like I owed you all an explanation…”, you begged.

Seven stared at you for a while before saying, “MC… V he’s– I think you should tell him properly.” 

Zen, ever the hot-head, stood up shouting, “And get her heart broken all over again?! How heartless can you be!” 

You smiled ingenuinely, “He’s right, Zen.” 

Before you could change your mind, you picked up your phone, and for what felt like years, you at last dialed V’s number. 

On the last ring, you heard sound that the caller had, picked up though there was no sound on the other line. 

Jumin and Yoosung ushered everyone out of the room, deciding to take a little stroll outside the apartment complex. 

After a moment of silence you started, “…..V?” 

You now heard him breathing on the other line.

“V, I know you’re there. Please…” You felt your voice wavering, “P-please… come to my apartment.”, you whispered a final, “please.” 

V was silent for what felt like hours before saying, “……..okay.” 

You hung up, attempting to mentally prepare yourself for the world of hurt you were about to endure again. 

After a long silence in which you’d zoned out, you suddenly heard the door bell ring. 

You glanced up. Only V ever used the doorbell.. always had. 

You slowly crept toward the door, taking deep breaths to calm your nerves. 

Gently opening the door a crack, you took in V. 

It had been a few months, but he looked so different. So…hollow. 

You moved for him to come inside, closing the door behind you. 

“Um, V, there’s something I need to tell you.” 

“You already know my answer.” 

You looked up, tears welling in your eyes, doing your best to ignore his statement. 

“V… I love you.” 

You’d never seen V so taken aback, his whole face grew pale. 

“Y-you love me?” 

“Have. For a long time.” 

You looked down, “You can go now.” 

Yet you didn’t hear a sound of movement. 

Looking up, V was still standing there, shocked. 

At last, you managed to hear the softest whisper, “All this time….”

You leaned in closer, “What?” 

“I- I loved you.. I love you. Since we’d first met. I-I thought you didn’t want a thing to do with me. Thought you’d figured out I’d fallen in love, so I distanced myself.. selfishly to try not to get hurt, but I still did. And all this time you felt the same.” 

You were now the stunned one. 

“Really?” 

V gently smiled at you, enveloping you in a tight hug, “Really.” 

Jumin +bonus confession 

You loved to create stories 

Various areas of fiction, watercolor splashing against crisp, white pages 

Telling a beautiful story in color 

And Jumin adored it. 

He adored you. 

He admired your deep passion to create and your love for everything. 

He couldn’t understand how you could see the beauty in everything around you… for Jumin, he tended to consider things in their degree of usefulness. 

For the longest time, his father and those around him had encouraged this mentality 

And so, Jumin rarely sought for things that would have no real purpose – his penthouse proved this point by its bare walls – void of artistic charm

It wasn’t until you’d met him through the RFA that you’d immediately brought a force of color into his life 

He remembered well the first time you’d come to his apartment 

You gently ran your soft fingers against the walls of his penthouse saying, “Mr. Han, I think you need some more color in your house. It looks like a hospital in here!” You turned to him, a playful smile on your face. 

The breath was knocked out of him. 

God, he could never say no to you. If you’d ask, he’d get you anything you’d ever need. 

But he loved that you didn’t appreciate that kind of affection. Jumin knew he immediately ran to gift giving for love because it was the only way he had been shown love throughout his life…. and, it didn’t really mean anything to him. 

Still, he desperately wanted to be helpful, so if you were ever in a financial struggle, he’d offer to assist you. 

You’d proudly decline, declaring you could do it all yourself. He liked that about you too. Your independence, your kindness. 

It didn’t take long for him to realize he had taken to you greatly. 

One day when you’d come over for a visit, while petting Elizabeth III, you said, “Hey, Jumin.. have you ever fallen in love before?” 

Tension filled the air while Jumin stared at you. 

How could MC be so blind. 

When it had been a few moments he’d not answered, you awkwardly said, “J-just kidding! I figured you’re probably engaged – that was a stupid question, sorry..” 

Jumin was stricken by your sudden uncertainty, but didn’t make anything of it. 

“I’m not engaged. Don’t listen to anything my father says regarding that. And to answer your question, I think I might have an idea of what that feels like.” 

His eyes bore into yours, but he of course missed the look of sorrow that’d taken over your eyes.  

He’d watch you paint all day if he had the time. 

He couldn’t understand how you could look at a blank sheet of paper and write something so poetically beautiful and paint a lovely picture to match 

It was all a part of his amazement of you. 

He could watch you for hours, humming to yourself while you played around with contrast colors for your watercolor pieces 

No other art had value quite like your own 

He encouraged you at every chance he got, “MC, you should go into the arts.” 

“That’s what I want to do! But, Dad says the arts aren’t a realistic job.”, you frowned. 

“That may have been true in some outdated decade, but in our world today people are always looking for something hand-made and authentic. When we research our products, we look for items that have a ‘signature’ to them. Trust me, people want your art not only because it is breath-taking.. but because you made it.” 

You smiled at that, Jumin was always one to put a rational thought forward for your consideration, something you’d cherished. 

“Besides, I think you’d be happy anywhere you can create.” 

You grinned, pulling him into a tight hug, “Thank you, Ju Ju.”

Staying close friends became increasingly difficult, but Jumin wasn’t going to risk losing his friendship with you because of feelings. 

So you surprised him when you began randomly, “Jumin, I think I’m in love with you, okay?” 

You made eye contact, doing your best to show you were serious. 

As soon as he realized you were authentic in your confession, you turned around and began sprinting, flying open the door to his penthouse 

Jumin immediately chased after you, both in a full sprint 

You screamed when you heard his breathing and steps behind you and so increased your speed 

You had at last reached a dead end, but Jumin was a ways behind you. 

You reached for the elevator button, furiously clicking it – thankfully it came on the first ding. 

You rushed inside, repeatedly tapping the door-closing button. 

You sighed at last when you felt the elevator moving up, gasping for air. 

You attempted to continue going up to the highest story, which happened to be 320, grateful that this damn skyscraper had a ton of floors. 

You froze when the door came to a stop at floor 13. You panicked, trying to force the doors not to open. 

In front of you was a random businessmen, looked slightly peeved at the long wait he must’ve had for the elegant glass elevator. 

You apologized, allowing him into the elevator along with a crowd of impatient people, some gorgeous women with a smart suit and long hair, their phone resting on their cheek next to their ear, some more businessmen, glancing anxiously at their watches. 

As the elevator climbed to floor 21, a heap of people acknowledged their stop, pressing out of the elevator shaft and onto the busy hallways of what appeared to be the finance department. 

You sighed, pressing more buttons to go up higher. 

You screeched when you felt a hand on both of your wrists, slamming you into the wall behind you. 

Jumin’s eyes were glowing from the slight sweat that was beginning to form on his brow 

He looked pissed. 

“Don’t. Ever. Run. Away. From me. Again.” 

You gazed up at him, a guilty expression clouding your face 

“S-sorry..”, you quickly looked away, not bearing to look at the anger in his expression, the way he clenched his jaw and his eyes took on a darker hue… brows knit together. He was really mad. 

“You didn’t let me answer.” He said, his voice deep. 

He leaned in closer.. you closed your eyes in anticipation. 

He breathed a laugh through his nose, resting his forehead on your collarbone and shoulder. 

You blushed in embarrassment. 

Suddenly, Jumin hugged you tightly, “I love you too, MC.” 

Zen

As a fellow artist, Zen was overjoyed to say the least when he found out about your love for singing 

Your social media accounts were growing rapidly from your posts of music covers and original songs 

You also had a deep love to playing the harp. 

It had taken a lot of coaxing to convince your father to let you pay half and he pay the other of the expense of a 200,000 Won pedal harp 

But you loved it so much 

And so does Zen 

He’d definitely insist on doing a collaboration with you 

After the recording session and upload, both your following counts grew rapidly 

Comments of all types flooded your posts: 

OMG!!! ZEN!! BEAUTIFUL ZEN!!

who’s the b*tch next to him? 

omg, right? 

ew lol 

AHHHH I LOVE YOU ZEN!!! 

MC looks so cute…

fyp!! 

ZEN AND MC WOULD MAKE SUCH A CUTE COUPLE AWEEEE 

I agree!! 귀엽다   (cute) 

Over the course of your social media endeavor, you’d learned to ignore the ruthless comments of jealous fans 

Zen was worried you’d taken them personally so he validated you a lot over the period that the video was a hit 

Zen wrote a song about you (which he definitely serenaded you with): 

“your passion, my passion one in the same this song – our communicator of my love to you. your smile each day this serenade a simple translator the time we have means so much i wouldn’t spend it any other way.” - radio wave COMMUNICATION by Zen 

The song overtook the song charts, making it’s way to the #1 spot in half a day 

You’d asked him, “Zen, are you going to make that a single? You are, aren’t you? Right?” 

“No, this is something for you and you only” 

You smiled at that, but said, “Zen, love like this deserves to be shared. This song will mean something so special to someone else, just like it means something to me. Music, what we do.. it was made to be shared.” 

Zen looked at you with stars in his eyes, taking you in a big hug. 

You truly were the kindest person he’d ever met.. and he loved you so, so much. 

Even though you may not have realized yet what the truth of his feelings were in his serenade, he knew he’d wait for the day in anticipation when he’d finally ask you to be his. 

Saeran

Saeran wasn’t personally one for dramatics, but he loved watching you perform  

You’d sing for all kinds of musicals – you’d act for a series of plays 

He loved it when you’d act in classics like Macbeth or The Phantom of the Opera

It felt like a safe place to forget everything in his life and just watch you 

But he hadn’t fallen for you for who you pretended to be, but for who you really are. 

You were shy – something he found surprising (but unbelievably adorable) because you were a well-known actress 

When you’d first met him, you were walking outside the entrance way of the theater a few hours before your showtime. 

You had accidentally tripped and spilled coffee all over some tax forms you had to fill out

You let out a soft, “oh no!” 

Saeran had been early for a nice seat (hopefully away from other people) and noticed a woman in a cute over-sized sweater was muttering words under her breath, picking up what seemed to be endless amounts of papers 

He quietly walked over and just as softly said, “…need some help..?” 

You were surprised at the sudden presence of a stranger 

“o-oh! … yes please..” 

he smiled, leaning down and picking up stacks of coffee-stained paper

“would you like me to carry them for you?”, he said 

“are you– are you sure?” you looked up at him innocently in concern 

he answered by gently taking the stack of papers, “where to..?” 

“um… i’ll show you..” 

he nodded, following you to the backstage area where there was a mirror attached to a dresser, stage makeup covering the top of it. 

“you’re an actress?” 

you grinned shyly, “everyone’s surprised..” 

“n-no, i think it suits you. i was surprised because i’m watching the show tonight.” 

“r-really? you’ll watch me?” 

he nodded, blushing at your hopeful smile 

“i’ll do my best then, if you’ll watch me..” 

“good.” he looked away 

“i’ll be waiting” you said with a soft smile 

“so will i” 

yeah you two were literally so adorable.

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enjoy my beautifuls

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My Mystic Messenger Opinions

(That no one asked for)

Zen

Character: 8/10 I know a lot of people think Zens annoying but I find him endearing. One of the best things about this game is the complexity of the characters and I love that Zen’s cockiness is actually how he hides his insecurities. Even though he’s egotistical about himself, he’s never shallow with MC. He says multiple times that he doesn’t care about MC’s looks. He loves her for who she is and shows this in how he makes an effort to get to know her and be her cheerleader everyday. An underrated thing about Zen is how emotionally intelligent he is. He’s great at helping the RFA members when they need emotional support (Yoosung’s grief over loosing Rika, Jaehee crying from the stress of her job and MC’s shock at almost being kidnapped). 

Route: 2/10 Zen is a great character and he deserves a better route. The false rape accusation plot is horrible and offensive. Also, his route functions as an introduction to the game’s plot, so it’s exposition heavy and lacks action. The creators said that the lesson of his route is that when our insecurities are handled in a healthy way, they can push us to be better people. I love this message and I wish it had been highlighted more in his route.

Romantic Potential: 9/10 Zen is arguably the most dateable of all the characters. He’s a bad boy without being sketchy. He’s protective without being possessive. He’s kind without being a pushover and he’s smart without being pretentious. His biggest drawbacks are his overconfidence and and how busy he is with working. There aren’t any glaring red flags. 

~ More under the cut ~ 

Jeahee

Character: 7/10 I love this adorable theater nerd! She comes across as formal and stuffy at first, but reveals herself to be passionate and funny the more you get to know her. I gave her a lower score because she does have a strong personality that rubs me the wrong way sometimes (her jealousy of MC in Zen’s route, her lack of sympathy towards Jumin in her own route and her general rudeness towards Yoosung). She is the most mature of the RFA though, so her exasperation is warranted. Being mature and grounded also makes Jaehee the least complex Mysme character. I’ve got a lot of respect for her though!

Route: 5/10 Getting to engage in discourse about capitalism and the patriarchy? Amazing and hands down the best part of her route. It’s really inspiring to see Jaehee stand up for herself and choose to follow her dreams. I think it’s important for every young person to hear that they should have a positive work/life balance and demand that their employer supports that. Other highlights are Seven helping Jaehee by making the Power Point presentation for Jumin’s cat project, getting to fangirl with Jaehee over Zen and the creepy stalker plot. I thoroughly enjoy her route and the only reason the score is so low is because some of the other routes are seriously incredible.

Romantic Potential: 8/10 Jeahee doesn’t have any red flags either. I think she’s perfectly capable of having a healthy, romantic relationship with MC. The biggest issue standing in their way is Korea’s bias against lesbian relationships. As a fellow coffee lover and theater enthusiast though, I could definitely see myself or someone similar having a happy life with her, even if it might have to be in secret.

Yoosung

Character: 6/10 I can’t stand people who aren’t competent. Yoosung is a terrible cook, he barely cleans and he doesn’t pay attention to his studies. On top of that, 80% of his personality is that he’s a gamer AND he’s in love with his “dead” adopted cousin. Yuck. ~ But ~ I understand that he’s depressed and depression can seriously effect someone’s executive functioning. Taking all of those negatives away, we’re left with a young man who’s trying to his best to be taken seriously, which is something I can relate to. It’s nice to see imposter syndrome represented and I admire his loyalty to his friends. 

Route: 8/10 This route is sooo good! Who can forget the night when the RFA starts being aggressively stalked by Minty Eye? And the pic Zen takes of a believer looking at him through his apartment window...chills. His route only gets better from there when he infiltrates Mint Eye with Seven. This is the first time we get to see the twins interact and damn, is it confusing. But in a good way!!   The biggest drawback is that MC is stuck in Rika’s apartment and doesn’t play much of an active role in the story. 

Romantic Potential: 7/10 Despite all the negatives I listed about Yoosung, I do think he’s capable of have a healthy, romantic relationship with MC. Yoosung is also the only true sub of the RFA men, which is a definite plus for some players. Yoosung’s yandere side is a huge red flag though. MC better watch out if she doesn’t dote on him as much as he wants. Once he falls for her, he’s all in. 

Jumin

Character: 5/10 Unpopular opinion, but I hate Jumin. I understand that he’s some people’s guilty pleasure though. Jumin’s good aspects are that he’s intensely loyal, an animal lover and has a dry sense of humor. I appreciate how devoted he is to the RFA and it’s members. He offers to help Zen multiple times (albeit rejected), sends everyone body guards in his route and pays the hospital in the SE to keep Saeran’s identity top secret. What I’m not a fan of is the way he obsesses over MC and traps her in his house. This isn’t the first time he’s shown obsessive tendencies either. Seven explicitly states that Jumin acted this way with Rika in the past. Huuuge red flag.  

Route: 3/10 His entire route is fraught with rich people problems. I’m supposed to sympathize with him for an arranged marriage? All he had to do was say no. His father couldn’t force him. He’s possessive of MC because women have only ever wanted to be with him for his money? Not an excuse. Elizabeth going missing was a vaguely interesting story line, but Jumin’s relationship with his cat was cringey enough to overshadow the drama of it for me.

Romantic Potential: 3/10 Jumin has some serious issues. He’s never had a good female role model which has given him a deep seeded hatred of women. Remember when he tells MC that respecting women goes against his core beliefs? Yikes. Then, after meeting a woman who respects him and he actually likes, he locks her up and tries to change everything about her (cutting her hair, buying her a new wardrobe, teaching her the ‘proper’ way to walk, etc). We’re supposed to believe Jumin learns to be better by the end of his route, but he still proposes to MC after only a week of knowing her! I’m having a hard time picturing Jumin in a healthy relationship. 

Saeyoung

Character: 10/10 I’m not saying Saeyoung is a good person. Far from it actually. But he IS very well written and extremely interesting. In the other routes, Saeyoung is energetic and funny, bringing much needed humor to heavy moments. It’s always a joy being in a chatroom with him. Then you have the reveal that he actually hates his job and that he was faking his personality, all to a sad and slowed down version of his theme song. This plot twist shook me to my core. What makes him so well written is that the devs did a good job dropping hints to his real personality in the other routes that players might not notice during their first play through. 

Route: 9/10 This route is a wild ride from start to finish. This is when the plot threads from the other routes come together and start make sense. This route has secret agents, assassins, a deadly bomb, kidnapping, an evil twin, a powerful cult... It’s action heavy while still carrying enough emotional weight to make me cry every time. Saeyoung’s route is heavy and emotional and sooo worth playing. 

Romantic Potential: 6/10 Saeyoung has a shady job and a complicated past. Choosing to be with him means putting your life in danger every day. If you’re okay with that, he’d be a decent romantic partner. He’s a little rough around the edges, but I do think he has potential to become more like his ideal self (God Seven) after reading his AE. He’ll always have that mean and serious side to him, but I don’t think he’s hopeless. 

V

Character: 4/10 He’s low-key the worst. I sympathize with his trauma from being abused by Rika, but I don’t understand why he feels the need to fix everything by himself. Rika might be the source of most problems in this game, but V is partially responsible for standing by and letting her get away with everything. 

My first issue with him comes from encouraging Saeyoung to join the agency. I know Saeyoung didn’t have many options, but how was encouraging him to train to become a hacker and assassin the best option?! On top of that, he stalked Zen per Rika’s request and took creeper photos of him, failed miserably at protecting Saeran and don’t get me started on how he loves Rika unconditionally. V has some good characteristics but I really don’t care about those when he’s so terrible otherwise. 

Route: 10/10 This route is *chef’s kiss* the BEST. I wouldn’t call it a romance since Vs barely in it but damn is it riveting. Saeran is the perfect amount of loving and unhinged, MC get’s to know Rika on a personal level and V finally gets to be active instead of just reactive like he is in all the other routes. It’s also  satisfying to find out how much V has been keeping secret and to get a glimpse into Rika’s psyche. But what really makes V’s route stand out among the rest is that there are spy action scenes like in Saeyoung’s route, but the player also gets to spend time in Mint Eye.

Romantic Potential: 7/10 I’ll be honest. I don’t think V will ever be able to move on from Rika. He’ll always love her, as evidence in his AE. Besides that drawback, I do think he’d be a good romantic partner for MC. V was never the issue in his past relationship with Rika. She was the abusive one and he was 100% the victim. I think he would treat MC just as well in their relationship as he treated Rika. 

Saeran

Character: 7/10 I know I’m not the only one who loved the suave and cunning Saeran of the main routes who, after getting the therapy he needed, became an adorably shy and awkward man. Sadly, that’s not the character we got in AS. Instead, we met Ray, the split personality of Saeran’s psyche. Ray is charming and sweet as well as possessive and manipulative...which is something I’m into. But it’s not for everyone. Saeran’s real personality in AS is revealed to be angry and abusive and not at all similar to who he was in the main routes. I’ll give Cheritz props for writing a fairly accurate portrayal of disassociative identity disorder, but I think Saeran’s characterization is inconsistent. I get the impression Ray was an afterthought when creating AS. 

Route: 7/10 A mixed bag for me. I really enjoy any chatroom/scene with Ray. He’s undeniably creepy, but those scenes were entertaining in a dark romance kind of way. On the other hand, the Saeran scenes had a lot of unrealized potential. Abuse is never cool. All his route needed to fix this was a scene where Saeran explained to MC that he was pretending to hate her to appease Rika and the other believers. While this fake hatred is implied, I think it needed to be outright stated. It’s also hard to believe that Saeran overcame his DID in the course of one night. I know all routes are limited to 11 days, but this one needed more. Highlights of this route are Saeyoung being kidnapped by his father and of course, dark Yoosung with Elizabun. 

Romantic Potential: 7/10 I truly do believe that Saeran could go on and live a happy life in any of the endings where he escapes Mint Eye and receives therapy. While we only get a glimpse of what an emotionally stable Searan looks like, we know that he was kind and attentive with MC. Saeran is a giver and would do anything to make MC happy. Red flags are that Searan is still clingy at the end of his route. Yoosung makes a comment that he’s always holding MC’s hand when he sees them together. Also, his DID is something that will occasionally return and that’s something MC has to go into their relationship knowing. 

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Sliding in.... How about "Rfa + cbubby!reader"??😆😆 love u bb

Love you too, you nerd lol.

Jaehee

Jaehee knows what it’s like to go through an awkward phase with your body, especially as a fellow woman. Sure, guys have their own confidence issues, but Jaehee instantly relates to you when you tell her about your self-confidence issues in the past.

Sure, you’re getting a lot better! You actually love how you looked now, but every now and then, those thoughts resurface, like a dark and grim shadow from the past.

Ever since you moved in together, Jaehee has learned so much more about you, and vice versa. When she learned about your confidence issues, it was all she could do not to stare at your beautiful curves and exclaim, “But why!”

But she knows better than to be that blunt. She has curves of her own, and she knows how sometimes those irrational demons find a way back, even into her own mind. It took her a while to get used to her larger chest, so in a way, she knows exactly where you’re coming from.

You always tell her that she’s beautiful when she’s feeling down on her appearance, so Jaehee learns to make it a habit to do the same for you.

It takes her a little while to figure out the cues for your doubt. A little longer gaze at the mirror, going through several outfits before deciding on your staple “safe” ensemble, an extra quiet ride to your intended destination: those are among the ways she puts it together.

When she does, she wraps a gentle hand around yours and pulls your attention from your internal dialogue, one that is probably not too kind at the moment. Offering a smile, Jaehee leans in and presses a kiss to your temple.

“You know you’re beautiful, right? Every curve, every bit of you: all of it is beautiful. I wouldn’t change a single thing if I could, and neither should you.”

At that, your cheeks heat up like crazy because here is this gorgeous woman calling you beautiful! Who wouldn’t?

“I know you’re doubting yourself, and I know it’ll pass like it always does, but I just felt like I should tell you that anyway.”

You turn your head, catching her off guard by pressing your lips to hers before she can pull them from your temple.

“Holy hell, I love you.”

Jumin

If there ever was a man who did not give two shits about what you look like, it’s Jumin Han.

No, literally, this guy hardly even notices, let alone cares, that certain body types are seen as more beautiful in the media. You wanna know what body type he prefers? You. That’s it. Your body is his favorite body type.

Of course, the moment the media surrounding him starts to make comments about you and how you look, that’s when Jumin starts to care.

A lot.

Most people don’t consider him the over-protective type, but he definitely can be. He sees how some of those news articles and reporter’s insensitivity start to get to you over time. It starts out with rude comments about the physical differences between you two, and spirals out of control with outright blasphemy (at least, that’s what he calls it.)

He finally snaps when he catches you sitting on the sofa one morning, eyes glued to the news on the TV. The reporter is giving a review of last night’s RFA party, zoning in on Jumin and you. It was a party you’d planned for weeks, and you were so proud of the way it turned out. You were positively beaming, your smile making your cheeks rounder and lifted.

But that damned reporter is ruining an entire night of good memories. No, they couldn’t focus on all the good that happened, all the fun that was had, all the joy and laughter that filled the night.

No, they have to go and talk about the dress you wore, and how it was “too revealing for a woman of your size.”

Which Jumin considers absolutely ridiculous. You looked ravishing in that dress. He’d shown you just as much after the party had wrapped, if you get my meaning *wink wink nudge nudge*

And what’s more important, he knows how good you felt in that dress. Made and tailored especially for you, it hit you in all the right places. Every curve, every spectacular inch of you looked breathtaking.

But now the media has you down, and Jumin clenches his jaw when you tug his shirt, one you’d slipped into earlier that morning, further over your stomach and thighs.

That’s it.

Jumin retrieves the remote from the table and shuts down the television. You don’t even have the time to ask why before he’s on the sofa with you, arms perched on either side of your head, head leaning in close to yours.

“Don’t listen to those lies. They don’t matter at all. All that matters is that you looked wonderful last night.”

Your breath catches in your throat at his words, and his close proximity.

“You really think so? I mean, last night…I felt amazing in that dress. But now…”

Jumin’s gaze and voice refuse to waver.

“I know so, and if you need some convincing…Well, My Love, that can be arranged.”

And you can bet that later that day, there were heads rolling at the media outlets when Jumin Han called in a complaint about the fake news that was being spewed.

You never knew why they suddenly stopped nagging on your appearance, but every time you made a comment about it, Jumin had a smug look on his face.

“What’s that expression for? Did you do something, Jumin?”

“What, me? Oh, no. Certainly not, Darling. They must’ve just…came to their senses.”

Seven

Out of the entire RFA, Seven is both the most oblivious and least caring about what the “normal” body types are. He’s even worse than Jumin. He literally doesn’t give a shit. I mean, people come in all shapes and sizes, right? Why should he care if the love of his life doesn’t fit into society’s mold?

“Just think of it as the ultimate form of rebellion!”

He’s probably the easiest to be around, too. He loves you for who you are, not what you look like. What’s more important, he knows how much you love how you look! And honestly, as long as you love yourself, no one else’s opinion matters.

Even if you’re in a good place–hell, a great place–with your self-image most of the time, everyone has days when they just don’t feel like themselves.

Seven’s empathetic when it comes to body confidence issues. He’s been there himself. When you’re down, even if it takes him a while to notice because of his under-diagnosed ADHD, he’s right there beside you to cheer you up.

It’s not usually anything in particular that sets you off. Sometimes it’s something as simple as a mood swing caused by PMS or a little bit of bloating that your mind has distorted. Other times it’s the terrible habit of comparing yourself to other girls, even your friends who would never want you to think of yourself as anything but beautiful. When you’re in your deepest rut, you’ve even caught yourself comparing your body to Jaehee’s.

You know these feelings pass, but until they do, you can be uncharacteristically quiet and shut-in. I mean, you and Seven sometimes go days without leaving the house due to the nature of your jobs or recovering from an all-nighter. So, at first, Seven doesn’t notice when you stay in your room for the better part of a day.

However, when you don’t come out for dinner, he starts to worry. So much so that he puts his laptop down and tip-toes over to your bedroom door.

“Maybe she’s just asleep.”

He knocks on the door. You don’t answer. He tries the knob and finds it unlocked. Pushing inside the bedroom, he finds you curled up in a fetal position on the bed. Your eyes are open, staring at the wall, and you have a pillow clutched to your chest.

“Babe, are you okay? Are you feeling all right?”

Heaving a sigh, you don’t reply verbally. Seven closes the door behind him and patters over to the bed. He gently pokes your ribs, a huge grin on his face, trying to elicit the fit of giggles he usually gets from this action. When he doesn’t get that response, only a hand shoving his away, his laughter fades.

“Babe, what’s wrong?”

“Not in the mood, Sae.”

His brows furrow and his frown deepens as he runs a hand through your hair.

“Tell me?”

You lift your head from the pillow and gaze up at him.

“Just feeling a little like Error 400 right now.”

Seven perks up at the mention of one of your secret code words. Most of them had to do with computer error codes. This particular one, Error 400, was the code for a bad request. It was the code you two used when either of you was having bad thoughts about your appearance, using the “bad request” error to represent how terrible you were feeling.

Seven instantly knows how to help. He knows that your thoughts would pass and that there isn’t anything he can do to help, not really. He lays down and curls up against you. Pulling you into his arms, he presses kisses all over your face.

“I’ll stay with you until we can fix that error, okay? I wouldn’t be the great 707, Defender of Justice, if I didn’t help my 606 when she needed it.”

That causes you to smile a bit and let him hold you. You knew that the thoughts would pass, but having Seven stay with you made the process a little easier.

Yoosung

Yoosung, besides maybe Zen, is the person that will shower you with the most compliments. Every little thing you do, every little part of you, he adores. From your curves to your hair, from your eyes to your smile, from your style to your voice: this boy loves everything about you.

Seriously. He might get all flustered when you call him cute or adorable, but he’ll turn the compliment right back around on you.

“No, you’re the cute one! Like…wow! I must’ve won the lottery or something!”

It’s honestly ridiculous, the number of compliment wars you two get into. It’s borderline disgusting. If any of the other RFA members are around, you can count on Jumin rolling his eyes, Seven making hurling noises, Jaehee blushing like crazy, and Zen bursting into laughter.

It’s become the punch line of a lot of jokes, but the truth is that neither you nor Yoosung care.

At first, he might not know about your self-confidence issues. You carry yourself like you love how you look, and most days that’s the truth. Inside your head, you really love yourself, every little bit of you.

But those around you, certain friends and family members, don’t feel the same way. And they’re vocal about their disapproval of your body.

Which astounds Yoosung to his core. How can anyone as beautiful as you ever be thought of as anything but angelic?

It’s only when Yoosung overhears a conversation with your mother that it clicks into place for him.

“Mom…I’m not going to change how I look. I don’t care what Aunt Rose says. You both gossip too much about people and their lives, which are none of your business. Please don’t call me again if that’s all you’re going to say.”

When you hang up, Yoosung starts to turn away from the door, not wanting you to see that he listened in on a private conversation. However, when he hears your soft whimpers, that thought fades in an instant.

One second, he’s turning on his heel back towards the bedroom and the next you’re in his arms. With your face buried into his shoulder and arms wrapped tightly around his neck, Yoosung runs his hands down your back, letting them linger on your hips.

“Have they always been like this?”

You nod and cry into his shoulder, clinging to him like a lifeline.

“I’ve always had curves. Y'know, big hips and thighs, big boobs and arms. Everything about me is curvy, even my face. My parents thought it was unhealthy, but I swear to god Yoosung, that’s just the way I am!”

Yoosung holds you until you calm down a bit, after which he pulls away and gazes down at you. He brushes your tears away and holds your face tenderly between his palms.

“I wish we’d known each other when we were younger. Imagine how much grief I could have saved you from?”

“Would you have even been friends with me? I was the weird kid with no friends. No one wanted to be around me, Yoosung. I doubt you would’ve been different.”

Filled with passion and frustration–both from your words and from your mother’s cruelty, Yoosung pulls your face to his, pressing every feeling you already knew into a heart-stopping, spine-tingling kiss.

“Of course! And I bet you I’d have fallen in love with you all the sooner.”

Zen

Despite what most people think, Zen has a healthy blend of confidence and arrogance. He knows how good looking he is, and that attitude has rubbed off on you in all the right ways.

When you first met Zen, you were coming out of a dark depression, one that left you with questions about your worth and beauty. There were a lot of things that helped you gain confidence again–reading the right books, listening to the right people, getting rid of toxic “friends” that had nothing nice to say–but one thing that helped you more than most was befriending (and eventually dating) Zen.

He helped you see how beautiful you really were, not just on the outside but on the inside as well. It’s canon that Zen is totally into body worship. That goes for inside and outside the bedroom. He constantly compliments you on your appearance and personality, knowing that both are of value.

“You have to know that the very things you dislike are my favorite parts about you. Can you at least try to see them how I do, at least for a minute or two?”

But Zen’s mindset didn’t happen overnight. His entire childhood was filled with his mother telling him he was ugly. Do you know what that does to someone’s psyche? It took him most of his teenage years to get to a point where he truly loved himself, inside and out. What better gift could he give you than helping you get to that place, too?

While Zen had his family putting him down about his appearance, you have other sources of negativity. And while most of those have long been sifted out of your life, every now and then the memories of their harsh words come back to haunt you.

Which totally takes you off-guard. The past few months with Zen have been some of the best in your life. Your mental health has never been better. Between the changes you’d already started and the new habits you formed with Zen–mostly around working out together and eating a balanced diet–you were feeling the best you’d ever felt! Your weight hasn’t changed much, but both your mind and body are so much stronger.

So when Zen comes home from filming and sees that you’re still gone, a text telling him you’re still at the gym, he grows a little concerned. When he sees the salad (which you hate with a passion!) already prepped for your post-workout meal, right beside a bottle of appetite suppressant pills on the counter, he knows something is wrong.

Zen is extremely observant, especially when it comes to you. He knows that when you start to slip back into the spiral of self-hate, he has to stop you before it gets out of control.

When you return home from the gym, he approaches you with a gentle smile and a tight embrace. Not saying a word about what he saw on the counter, he tells you that he loves you, that he wouldn’t change you for the world, and that he doesn’t tell you that nearly enough.

At his sweet words, you burst into tears and cling to him. The sudden outburst surprises Zen, but he quickly collects himself and holds you close. The two of you sink to the floor in a pile of intertwined arms and legs, you practically sitting on his lap as you wipe your tears away.

“I wish you’d told me it was getting bad again, Jagiya. You know you can talk to me about this kind of stuff, right?”

You nod into his chest, trying to control your erratic breathing.

“I didn’t realize I was slipping, Zen. I swear I didn’t. I just thought, hey, I can get into better shape. I can cut down a little. I can go a little longer at the gym. I–I…”

The tears keep coming, and Zen holds you even closer, hands moving up and down your sides, fingers massaging your curves.

“Working out and eating healthy are good things, but overdoing them isn’t good for anyone, baby. You don’t have to cut down or change a thing. I love every part of you. As long as your healthy–and trust me, you are–then you have nothing to worry about.”

You lift your head and offer a watery smile to your lover.

“What did I do to deserve you?”

Zen leans forward, brushing his nose against yours.

“What can I say, Jagiya? I got really lucky.”

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RFA + V + Saeran + Vanderwood With Masochist MC (nSfW)

Yoosung Kim

he is intimidated and aROSED

we all know yoosung is a sub, but he will occasionally play dom or his MC

definitely not at first, but when you explain your kinks to him he’s a mess

spanking kink?

this is the biggest nosebleed he’s ever had...

his sexual preferences float around his partner, so he’ll definitely be down when it comes to that if you are

and as for masochist tendencies he’s got a few

Zen (Hyun Ryu)

h

he’s not gonna wanna be spanked

i mean ok wait like maybe on special occasion but most of the time he’ll want to be the one doing the spanking

but he’s gonna talk boundaries way before any of that happens

he’s got his fair share of masochistic tendencies though

at heart i think he’s a huge switch, and will definitely enjoy sensory overloads and light bondage but mostly on him

he likes to be playfully teased and playfully tease his partner too

Jaehee Kang

im sorry what

who what???

being teased she gets, the heavy masochist tendencies she can deal with and sometimes she actually enjoys

but

she doesn’t want to be spanked man, not regularly anyways

her doing the spanking?

maybe, if a special occasion comes up just for you

Jumin Han

try to tease him

do it

no balls you won’t

out of all charecter he’s definitely one of the more kinky ones

he likes to see his MC embarrassed and flustered

and he will definitely enjoy if you try to get him really flustered

is very onboard with your kinks and is open to experiencing new stuff with you and for you

you guys are that kinky couple

Seven (Saeyoung Choi)

f-

for him or you?

either way he can get behind the spanking, it’d be fun to try it out especially with you

he’s got his own tendencies so he really can’t complain

he enjoys his and your kinky sex life

Saeran Choi (Unknown/Ray)

oh wow

sameee

he can relate on the lowkey, he didn’t know that they where masochist tendencies but that’s probably what they are

once the both of you get into that part of the the relationship he’s open to kinky sex although he does like cute sloppy sex a lot more

V (Jihyun Kim)

a h

a l r i g h t

he’s such a passive person and just a squishy guy but like

he can deal with the tendencies, sometimes it’s just nice to be teased and tease your partner

lowkey he’s gonna be the one that wants to be spanked, but will trade roles

he’s a big old switch

Vanderwood

that’s,,,

hot damn

alright well guess he’ll get in there

look he’s not exactly into super into that vanilla shit so this is great

overall really into it, but he’s never going to let you spank him

Masterlist Here (x)

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[umbrella-kun]

A gift from me to you

What could be a good present? Something that wasn’t expensive of course, but also not too cheap. A bouquet of poinsettias? Boxes of chocolates? Maybe a new sweater for Saeyoung? (seriously though that boy probably has been wearing the same sweater for so long that it was probably stuck onto his body). As for Saeran maybe a sketchbook with a couple of booklets with puzzles in it. But what if he didn’t like it? What if the twins didn’t like the presents and instead were disappointed.

“ I never thought that finding a gift for those two would be so hard” Yoosung mumbled into his pillows.

“How about you just buy them christmas cards and a basket of goodies” Zen said as he took a sip from his beer.

“Aww come on Zen, I came to you so you could help me out! I want to give them something special. This is going to be their first actual Christmas.” Yoosung exclaimed causing Zen to sigh and finally give in

“Fine fine, hmmmmmm well first you need to figure out their interests. What do they like? What they enjoy, etc. For example, Saeyoung likes cars,cats, MC, junk food. As for Saeran he likes………...shit what does Saeran like?” Zen asked. Yoosung tilted his head to the side, placing his thumb and forefinger on his chin and started to think about Saeran’s interests. Yoosung knew a little bit about Saeran, he would talk to him but Saeran was still very isolated from everyone. Saeran was more open up to MC out of everyone (but that made sense since he known her the longest)

“That’s it!” Yoosung suddenly jumped startling Zen in the process

“That’s what?” Zen asked quickly

“I’ll ask MC she’ll probably know what I can give Saeran for Christmas! Thanks Zen for helping me out! I owe you one” Yoosung said happily before running out of Zen’s bedroom and out the door.

“No problem, even though I didn’t do anything”

*Yoosung’s place*

“Thanks for inviting me over Yoosung, but it seems to me that you need help with something?” MC giggled as she noticed Yoosung was eager about something

“Really is it that noticeable?” Yoosung said shyly

“Since I started living with the twins, they tend to get into trouble or cause havoc. They have tried to hide it from me but fail terribly. Like the other day I bought a toaster and it didn’t last 24 hours” MC said

“What happened to it?” Yoosung asked confused

“It ended up on the ceiling and they blamed it on a burglar that tried to attack them. Or the time I couldn’t find my makeup box and Saeyoung for some reason looked sexier than usual when it went missing” MC giggled at the memory, taking a bite of the cookie Yoosung had offered earlier

“To this day I can’t find my makeup box” MC sighed

“They seem like a handful” Yoosung commented

“Saeyoung for sure, but as for Saeran he’s calmer and quieter. Speaking of Saeran I’m meeting up with him later today if you want to come along” MC said

“Oh, where are you guys going?”

“We’re going for a walk at a garden he likes going to. He loves observing the flowers, it’s a type of therapy for him I guess you could say” MC said. Yoosung took a cookie from the plate and bit one of the corners. Flowers? Saeran liked flowers? He could definitely see Saeran admiring flowers, so what could Yoosung give Saeran that could be flower related? Bouquet of flowers? Nah most people do that. This had to be different.

“Its ok Yoosung. Doesn’t matter what the gift is. What matters is that you thought about the person when you bought it, it’s the thought that counts. Whatever you buy the twins I’m 100% sure they’ll love it. Especially Saeran” MC said as she stood up

“You’re really good at reading people” Yoosung chuckled as he walked her to the front door.

“I developed this super power ever since I started dating Saeyoung. Anyway if you need anything make sure to call me. Sadly I won’t be able to spend Christmas eve with you guys, I’ll be will my family but I’ll make sure to be here for Christmas day.” MC said before hugging Yoosung and making her way out of his apartment.

“It’s the thought that counts…..I guess you’re right.” Yoosung said before grabbing his wallet and keys. He had finally figured out what would be a prefect gift for Saeyoung and Saeran.

*Christmas Eve*

“Saeyoung, I’m pretty sure that MC said not to get a giant ass Christmas tree..and what did you do?” Saeran asked

“I got a giant ass Christmas tree…..” Saeyoung said sadly

“Exactly. Its so damn huge that we can’t even put the star on the top!” Saeran exclaimed

“Don’t worry my little brother I will figure this out. All I have to do it jump on the sofa and onto the tree to reach the top.” Saeyoung explained.

“Are you freaking kidding me?! You’re just copying the guy from Elf!”

“But it will work”

“No it won’t”

“Yes it will”

“No it won’t”

“How much you wanna bet?”

“Fine, if you can make it to the top without falling I will tell MC that I asked for a big Christmas tree even though she asked us not to buy one, but if you fail…..I’ll tell MC you took her makeup box-“ Saeyoung quickly cut off Saeran before he could finish his sentence

“You win.” Saeyoung pouted as crossed his arms in defeat.

“No fair, You always use MC against me. Wait till you fall for someone I’ll use them against you! Then you’ll know how that feels” Saeyoung mumbled, Saeran laughed at him before getting hit with a pillow.

“It seems my little brother believes that he has won this battle but little does he know that I Saeyoung Choi will win the war!” Saeyoung shouted as he stood on the sofa. Saeran was ready to shoot Saeyoung down with a pillow which was beside him but quickly stopped when he heard the doorbell.

“Guess we’ll continue our battle some other day. Yoosung is here! Yay!” Saeyoung shouted. Saeran got back on his feet as he followed behind Saeyoung who skipped toward the front door.

“Yoosung, you’re here! Hurry get inside, I need the warmth to stay inside!” Saeyoung chirped before pulling Yoosung inside.

“Alright alright. No need to be rough jeez.” Yoosung argued. Saeran gave a weak smile as he welcomed Yoosung inside. He was still getting used to seeing each of the Rfa members but it seem that he could get along with Yoosung. He watched as both Yoosung and Saeyoung made their way toward the living room to place the gifts under the tree but Yoosung came to a sudden stop.

“Whoa that is a huge tree, how the heck did you fit it through the door?” Yoosung asked shock at the size of the tree.

“I asked him the same question earlier” Saeran said before walking toward the kitchen.

“Yoosung, my boy, I don’t know if you realize but I’m the defender of justice. I always find a way to get things done.” Saeyoung said proudly

“You say that yet you can’t clean your room or bother going to the grocery to get food for the week” Saeran said from the kitchen.

“Saeran stop embarrassing me!” Saeyoung exclaimed. Yoosung watched as the twins went at it in a playful matter. Saeran saying that Saeyoung was a lazy bum who only cared about cats and honey butter chips. After around 20 mintues of auguring Saeran got close to Saeyoung with a serious look on his face.

“ Well guess what, you don’t look good with the new foundation you bought the other day”

Saeyoung gasped as he stumbled backwards shocked by his brother’s words

“How could you?! You said it looked great on me!”

“I lied, it doesn’t suit you. It never did”

“How could you?! I trusted you!”

“Sometimes you shouldn’t even trust your own family”

“Hmm guys..I bought you guys some gifts” Yoosung finally had built the courage to say something fearing that the tension between the two would grow. Saeyoung quickly turned his head and his expression completely changed.

“Gifts for us?! Aww Yoosung you shouldn’t have” Saeyoung chirped before taking a hold of his gift and sitting on the sofa to unwrap it. Both Saeran and Yoosung watch as Saeyoung unwrapped his gift. He ripped through the wrapping paper until he reached a beautiful frame. He stared at the picture but neither Yoosung and Saeran could read his expression. He didn’t seem sad but he didn’t look happy. The picture was of them going to an amusement park earlier in the year. It was Yoosung,Saeran, MC and Saeyoung. That day meant a lot to Saeyoung.

“Thanks Yoosung. I really love this gift. I will cherish it” He finally said before skipping toward his bedroom, probably to place it beside his bed.

“”As for you Saeran this for you” Yoosung said with a smile. Saeran stumbled a bit backwards startled by the kind gesture. He slowly grabbed the neatly wrapped box and compared to his brother he carefully unwrapped his gift. He made sure he didn’t rip the wrapping paper and chuckled softly as he looked at his gift. A book based on the significant and usage of all different kinds of flowers.

“MC told me that you love observing flowers so I thought that maybe you would like to learn more about them. You know like the meaning behind all the flowers and as well as using them for house remedies.” Yoosung said happily

“Thanks Yoosung I’ve been wanting to get this book for a while now. But my anxiety got the best of me and I would just end up staying home. But now I feel bad because I didn’t get you anything for Christmas. How about I make you a nice warm cup of hot chocolate with whip cream and marshmallows on top” Saeran said, Yoosung nodded his head but before they could make their way toward the kitchen Saeyoung stormed into the living room and jumped onto the sofa.

“Stop! I have an important announcement to make” Saeyoung shouted. Both Saeran and Yoosung turned toward him wondering what on earth Saeyoung had to say

“I have a gift for all 4 of us!”

“4?”

“But there’s only 3 of us”

“Oh, you’re right! How could I forget about my beautiful future wife MC who was unable to attend our small Christmas party…..well that’s her lost. Anyway lets pretend this bag of honey butter chips is her.” Saeyoung said before drawing a smiley face with feminine features on the plastic bag of chips.

“Like I was saying, I have a gift for all 4 of us! Drum roll please!! Dududududududududududu! I got us tickets to a cruise ship around the world!” Saeyoung finally said. Both Yoosung and Saeran looked at Saeyoung dumbfound by the news

“You what?!”

“Cruise ship around the world?! Saeyoung you know I can’t miss school”

“Yoosung of course I know that. That’s why I schedule the trip for after graduation. We leave the following day after your graduation as well as MC’s.” Saeyoung said as he got down from the sofa.

“Think of it as a Christmas and graduation gift from me and Saeran”

“Wait but I didn’t-“ Saeyoung quickly hushed his brother by placing his entire hand against his brother’s face.

“Like I said a gift from Saeran and I” Saeyoung said with a smile. Yoosung thanked them both for the amazing gift and tried his best not to show how excited he was about the cruise ship.

“Now that we have given each other our gifts how about we eat and play some video games!” Saeyoung said excitedly

“Fine but first I owe Yoosung a cup of hot chocolate” Saeran said

“Ooooo can you make one for me too?!”

“You have hands, you’re perfectly capable to make one yourself”

“Come on Saeran! Everyone knows you make the best hot chocolate, pleasssssee!” Saeyoung whined.

“Absolutely not”

“Its like you have some sort of super power when it comes to sweets! I bet you eat so much candy that you’re able to communicate with sweets that explains why you’re so good at making cakes, cupcakes and hot chocolate!”

“What the hell is wrong with you?!”

Yoosung watched as the twins went at it again but he couldn’t help but laugh. It was pretty obvious that this Christmas was going to be different than any other Christmas he’s had before. Maybe he was thinking too much about the gifts, what truly matter to the twins was that he decided to spend this Christmas night with them, that was probably the best gift they had ever received

Epilogue

“Can someone please explain to me why there is a bag of honey butter chips with a face drawn on it” MC asked

“Yeah Saeyoung, why does this bag of chips have such feminine features…” Saeran taunted, which only caused Saeyoung to let out a nervous laugh.

“Well…..you see…..ummm it represents 2 of the things I love and cherish in the world!” Saeyoung finally said.

“Is that so?” MC asked

“But of course”

“Ok, so I’m guessing that you drew my face on a bag of chips. And if I’m correct you didn’t use a marker to draw my face.”

“What makes you think that?”

“Because this is eyeliner and the lips are a light pink…you use lipstick.” MC finally said bringing her gaze toward Saeyoung whose eyes grew wide.

“Gotcha” MC said before sprinting toward Saeyoung who made a run toward his bedroom. Saeran sighed as he continued to eat his ice cream as he listen to the rampage going on in his brother’s bedroom. He couldn’t believe his brother was dumb enough to use MC’s own makeup to draw on a bag of chips.

“You should of use a permanent marker stupid”

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[mystic-pen]

Hi! I'd like to make a request~ I was watching Yuuri on ice and was inspiredXD so MC1 used to be a professional figure skater, but had to quit due to a sever injury at the height of her career. She can skate now, but is scared to. At the RFA party, an old friend recruiter shows up and begs her to come back. Can you do a RFA+Minor Trio in helping the MC get back into the competitive world of ice skating? I love your writing! keep doing great, hon❤❤❤

 ok so this is a cool request because I actually used to train to be a figure skater and like I did research on the sport and the amount of injuries that could result from figure skating scared me out of it. So I know quite a few injuries that could work for this. Also I think I’ll just do RFA reactions for now and if it gets a lot of positivity, I’ll do V and Saeran because this boi is loooong. Thank you!

RFA Helping Ex Figure Skater MC Get Back On Ice

Yoosung

“Whaaaaaaaattt?? You used to be a figure skater? Can you spin? Can you JUMP???” When you told your boyfriend you used to figure skate you were bombarded with questions

“Yes. A can spin and jump” you smile before remembering your injury “But… not anymore.”

He looked at you sadly after you said this. From how happily you looked while talking about your career before you got hurt, he could tell you really loved figure skating.

“Let’s get you back on the ice” he says “There’s a rink near my college” he grabs your hand

You pull away “If I hurt my knee again, I can forget about walking let alone skating.”

Hearing this made him drop it. He didn’t want to see you so sad so he changed the subject. After that day neither of you didn’t talk about anything related to ice for months until the RFA party.

One of your old skating colleagues was interested in going to the party so of course, you invited her.

It didn’t take long for her to start begging you to come back on the ice at the party. Eventually, she persuaded both you and Yoosung into getting back on the ice.

“Yoosung, I think I’m ready to start competing again.” you finally say.

His eyes shone brighter than stars when you said that.

Zen

It wasn’t unusual for Zen to get hurt doing his job. Every time he hurt his leg you couldn’t help but bite you nails waiting for the test results to come in

“Jagi? You always get so afraid when I get hurt. Is there something wrong?” he could always see right through you

You told him everything. From how you started skated when you were a child to the leg injury that ruined your career.

“You’re alright now right? Why don’t you go back to competing?” He questions 

“Well yes I am alright but I’m just afraid. What if I get hurt again?”

Zen looks at you before reassuring you “Jagi, I get hurt all the time but I still go hard in my workouts and still dance. I do that because I love what I do. I think you feel the same way, too.”

It took a while of persuading for you to give in to inviting one of your old skating partner to the RFA party.

After a nice little pep talk from him, you decide to give figure skating another go.

Going back out on the ice was scary but exciting. 

You were a little rusty after your long break from the sport but you picked it up again quickly.

“Zen, what would you say if I asked you to help me train to get back in shape for skating?” He couldn’t have said yes faster

Jaehee

You and Jaehee were watching tv like you do every Saturday morning when an advertisement for a new ice rink came on the tv

You grab the remote “Wow this show was getting boring do you mind if I change the channel? Like right now?”

“I wasn’t particularly interested either; but this commercial reminded me that I love figure skaters! Their costumes are always so beautiful and they look like they’re having so much fun out on the ice! Oh! Why don’t we invite someone who works at that rink to the party?”

“You love figure skaters?” you say “Well I used to figure skate.”

She is completely dazzled. But soon her wonder stricken face turned into a puzzled expression

“Why do you look so sad? Don’t you have fun figure skating?” she asks tilting her head to show her confusion

“Yeah. I used to before I got hurt. After that, I don’t even drink iced coffee because I’m so afraid of the ice”

“Here. Let’s invite the owner of the rink so maybe he can convince you otherwise.”

You couldn’t argue with such a sweet face and soon you complied with her request.

At the party, the guy from the ice rink immediately recognized you from your career and begged you to come back to skating. You declined until he said “What if we sponsor you and your coffee shop.”

“Jaehee! We’re getting back on the ice!” you exclaim as she gasps in joy.

Jumin

Years ago, you had torn your ASL while competing in a figure skating competition but it was so bad that you needed surgery.

You couldn’t afford it off of a college student fund so you had to quit figure skating.

Jumin found this out when you got very drunk and emotional at a social event

Your drunken tears were not those of a person who was merely a sad drunk, but those of someone who genuinely missed being out on the ice rink.

He immediately pulled out his credit card and asked how much the surgery would cost.

You eventually got the surgery but you were still afraid of going out on the ice. What if you hurt yourself again. It hurt like hell and wasn’t cheap to fix.

“Jumin, I can’t do this. I can’t skate again. I’m sorry” You ran off but Jumin pulled out his phone and called up one of his colleagues. 

He couldn’t leave things like this so he invited the head of C&R’s Ice Skating Branch to come talk to you Jumin stop they have to work.

When his friend got there, he immediately remembered you and you remembered him. He was the one who scouted you before he started working for C&R.

“MC, sweetie, this man says you aren’t getting back on the ice even though you are all good now. Is this true?”

You started crying and told him everything that had happened since the injury.

“In the end, it’s all up to you” he finally says “but think of how your fans will react if you never come back. Now you’ve even got a boyfriend that wants nothing more than to see you happy and skating again”

That was enough to convince you. You were going back on the ice and no damn knee will stop you.

Saeyoung 

This stalker already knew about your figure skating career and your knee injury from his background check.

He always wanted to ask about it but never wanted to make you uncomfortable.

Until one day when Zen asked if he could invite one of his co-stars that also worked as a figure skater to the party.

He was like: 👀👀👀

You obviously said yes because you competed against her once and she was like the coolest person ever. You couldn’t wait to catch up with her!

The day of the party rolled around and you were a little nervous. The stress broke you down and you told your boyfriend about your concerns about going back on the ice.

He couldn’t really do anything himself to help you but he knew who could!

The first person to show up was the girl from the skating competition, and after hearing your story, she immediately was quiet.

She, too, had gotten hurt and was afraid of going out on the ice at one point

“Don’t worry MC, I was hurt once too but look at me now! I just won 1st in the Seoul Figure Skating Championships! Though I would have gotten my ass kicked by you.”

“Y-Yeah” your boyfriend chimes in “Sometimes when I don’t do my job right, Vanderwood tases me but I still keep going. It’s not really the same situation but-” you cut him off with a small giggle. 

Maybe you couldgive figure skating another shot.

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[arielle0808]

oh boy, oh boy, oH BOI. Alice is back at it again with the mysmes headcanons!! :00 Anyways, can I request a RFA + Saeran + V with College!Workaholic!MC who wants to practice self-care but she just can't since there's this overwhelming tide of anxiety that washes over her that revolves around the idea of; "If you fail this exam, you'll fail all semester, if you fail all semester, you'll fail at life. You wouldn't be able to support yourself much more your significant other." ? Thank you^^

Heyyy🙈 Sorry for taking so long to write this, but here it comes!!

That MC sounds sooo relatable xD The same thing happens to me, so here comes also a shoutout to those who feel identified by them: YOU ARE SO MUCH MORE THAN YOUR GRADES. Don’t stress over them, do it as best as you can, but don’t beat yourself down about it. Stay healthy and take care of yourself!! As my favourite singer and role model, Sierra Boggess, would say: you are so enough

Thank you for your request, lovely

Yoosung

He thought he got stressed over school. He had been so wrong.

“MC, why don’t you take a rest?” he asked them. They had been studying since they woke up, eating while re-reading their notes, and the only rests they had taken had been to go to the toilet.

“Yoosung, don’t you understand that I can’t fail this exam? That I can’t be a failure?! What would my professors, my parents, everyone say?! They’ve put so much faith in me! And if I fail I’ll be… nothing, no one, worth less.”

“That’s not…”

“Of course it’s true, Yoosung, not everyone has the luxury of being careless as you!” MC realised they had been unfair the moment they had uttered the words. It had been the stress talking for them. And Yoosung’s face made them feel even more repented and guilty. “I’m sorry, Yoosung, I didn’t mean that.”

MC stood up of their chair and embraced him just as he started sobbing.

“You’re not careless, Yoosung, I’m sorry. You’re amazing. It’s just… you have so many qualities. You are so much more than your grades.”

“And so are you!” Yoosung exclaimed, angry and hurt. “If only you realised.”

MC agreed at that moment that they had had enough studying that day. They would spend the day making it up to Yoosung for being cruel and when they finally showed how repented they were and that they really didn’t mean it, Yoosung soothed them.

“Your studies are important, I know it well, but you are so amazing! I don’t love you because of your grades! Besides, you already know what you’re studying, you should relax. What if I study some more and you study less, alright?”

“Deal.”

It would take sometime for them to be able to fulfil that promise, but they would manage. Yoosung would feel more proud of himself, and MC would be healthier

Zen

MC was locked up in the bathroom with a nervous breakdown.

“Babe, why don’t we talk about it?” he insisted, knocking softly on the door. 

When MC replied, ugly crying, it sounded as if she had thrusted a mop into their mouth, so he couldn’t really make out much of what they had said, but the words “failure,” “disappointment,” and “studies,” which told him pretty much everything about the situation.

He took his guitar, sat at the door of the bathroom and started singing Perfect by P!nk. MC eventually stopped crying and opened the door of the bathroom. Zen put aside his guitar and they sat on his lap. He put his arms around them and caressed their hair.

“I know people out there make it believe that our worth is measured by our grades,” he said. “Damn, that’s what I grew up to. That’s one of the reasons why I decided to drop my studies, to show them that’s not true. MC, you’re much more than your grades! You’re intelligent, supportive, sweet… you’re so many things! And you are doing really good. So stop stressing over your grades and studies. Let’s relax a little. I know you’ll get the perfect mark anyway.”

MC finally agreed and they spent the rest of the day playing songs on the guitar.

Jaehee

She understands MC better than anyone, since she was the same when she was in college.

MC was sobbing on the sofa, claiming she was never going to make it to the top of her class, that she was a failure, and Jaehee made a cup of coffee for herself and of their favourite drink and took it to the sofa. She cuddled MC and let them cry as much as they needed to.

“MC, you’re not a failure. You are going to make it to the top of your class, I know it. I’ve seen how much effort and interest you put in your studies, more than what you need to be on the top one. And even if you didn’t make it, that wouldn’t make you a failure. You love what you study, don’t you?”

MC nodded.

“Then enjoy it. Learn and enjoy of what you study. Even if there are some courses that you don’t like that much, learn and enjoy of the experience of being in college. You are not your grades, MC.”

“But my future…”

“Do you really think your grades define your future?” she asked with a low chuckle and MC nodded, puzzled. “Look at me. The best of my class, the model student, worked for C&R… and discovered that my dream was opening a café. And here I am. I would have been able to open it without stressing as much as I did.”

“Then the years and effort you spent in college were meaningless?”

“Not at all. I learned lots of important things, things that help me with the café now, and also helped me to find out what I didn’t want to do. I wouldn’t be who I am today if it weren’t for those years. But my point is that you are much more than your studies, and your grades don’t define your future. Alright?”

MC smiled and nodded, and Jaehee hugh them tight.

“Now, let’s relax for today. What would you say to watching some of Zen’s musicals?”

Jumin

MC had spent all day locked up in their room. Jumin had always been really encouraging about their attitude towards their studies, believing it was the right thing. Nevertheless, even he understood that was too much.

He knocked on their door and called them in a soft voice.

“Why don’t you take a break, MC?”

MC stormed out of the room in tears.

“Jumin, I’m so stupid!” they exclaimed. “I can’t memorise this paragraph! I can’t! I just can’t!!! I’m going to fail the exam tomorrow! I’m going to be a disappointment, a failure, and all that because I’m stupid!!”

It took a while to Jumin to compose after MC’s exclamations and tears, but he put his arms around them and lead them to the sofa. He served two glasses of wine and put Elizabeth on MC’s lap as they kept on crying.

“You are not stupid, MC,” Jumin said. “There are different kinds on intelligence,” he started saying. “Emotional, mathematical, linguistic, musical… I believe you excell in several of them. You taught me a lot about my own emotions,” he smiled and MC nodded, still pouting. “People are usually graded by their mathematical intelligence. The system is designed that way. The fact that you are not outsanding in school doesn’t mean you are not inteligent, but that you are not excellent in that field or that you should be evaluated other way. There is much more in you than what your grades or resumee says, MC,” he kissed their temple. “Moreover, a paragraph will not make you fail an exam.”

Suddenly, MC said the paragraph they were trying to memorise aloud.

“… excuse me, what was that?”

“That’s the paragraph, Jumin!! I did memorise it!!”

“You just needed some rest and calmness, then, to retrieve the information you had stored in your head,” he kissed their temple and they chuckled. “Now, why don’t you try to take more breaks and carry out a healthier routine?”

“I’ll try. Thank you, Jumin.”

707

Usually both of them locked themselves up, Seven doing some work and MC studying. They used to take breaks at the same time, and everything seemed to go healthily. That is, untill the exam weeks started.

“MC, baby boo, don’t you think it’s time to do a little restie rest?”

MC looked at him with narrowed eyes and a pissed off expression to say “no.”

After some pouting and whining and complaints because the love of his life didn’t want to spend time with him, MC turned to Seven with an angry:

“Stop that! You don’t understand!!! You are so clever and intelligent, and you didn’t need to spend as much time as I do studying, I get it, but normal people like me do! I don’t want to be a failure!” MC’s angry voice started turning into a crying one. “I want to help supporting our family too, you know? I don’t want to be a disappointment to my parents, you… or myself.”

Seven looked at them, puzzled, and when they started sobbing, he embraced them and took them to bed to cuddle.

“MC, you are doing so much for me already. Maybe you are not supporting our family economically yet, but one day you will, and I can always count of you for more important stuff. You are always there when I need it, and that’s something much more important than your grades, MC. You don’t need to be the best in school not to be a failure. You just have to be you.”

He tightened his embrace and kissed their forehead.

“Besides, I’m sure you’ll be on the top ten of your class at the very least! You are inteligent, MC, and you’ve put so much effort in this. I know you’ll make it. For now, how about a rest. We can take a nap together or, even better, go for a ride in one of my babies~ What do you say?”

“A nap sounds great,” MC nuzzled his neck and he chuckled.

“Whatever my precious wishes~”

V

As Jumin, V was always very supportive and encouraging with MC’s studying routine. He usually brought them snacks and drinks during their studying sessions and reminded them of taking breaks. Everything run smoothly until the day before one of MC’s exam.

MC had spent all morning locked up in their room, as usual, but when V opened the door to bring them food, he found them curled up in their bed, crying.

He left the tray on the table and approached them, cuddling them.

“MC, what’s wrong? You know you can tell me anything.”

“It’s the exam, V. I’m going to fail and then I’ll be worthless. All I’ve done until now will be meaningless.”

“You’re not going to fail, MC,” V tightened his embrace. “You’re going to have excellent grades, as usual, and even if you failed, you wouldn’t be worthless and your effort wouldn’t have been meaningless.”

“How can you be so sure?”

“You are much more than the result of an exam. I know you don’t believe this now because we’ve been educated to believe college and out grades are everything, but that’s not true. I used to believe the same thing, but you made me see I’m much more than that. I’m not my grades in school, I’m not my career in photography. I’m an artist, I’m your love,” he kissed their temple and MC chuckled and nodded in agreement. “And so are you. You are my love, my muse. You are considerate, clever, sweet, and there’s so much light in you.”

“Thank you, V. I love you.”

“I love you too. Do you want to go for a walk? To breathe fresh air, put your mind on other things…”

“I’d love that.”

Saeran

As MC usually did for him when he had a nervous breakdown, Saeran held them while they cried, saying nothing, caressing their head and waiting for them to calm down.

“What happened, MC?” he asked them, his own anxiety about to overtake him.

“It’s my exam. I’m going to fail it. And if I do, I’ll fail in life, Saeran. I’ll be a failure.”

He considered his words carefully before speaking up.

“I thought so too once. Well, not about college, but about studying hacking and disappointing the Sa… Rika,” he said, talking about Mint Eye still being difficult for him. “But you showed me that I was not my results. I want you to know that too. You’re not a machine which has to be productive. You are a person. The best person I know.”

“But my future is decided by my grades, Saeran” MC said. “I won’t be able to find a job or do anything for you if I don’t have the best grades.”

Saeran thought about what MC had said for a while. He still wasn’t very sure about how the world out of Mint Eye worked.

“Well, I don’t know if you’ll get a job or not if you fail your exam,” he honestly replied. “But I do know that you do so much for me already. Sometimes, I think it’s unfair,” he chuckled and MC looked at him puzzled. “I feel I’m not able to give back what you do for me. I’m only able to love you with all that I have.”

“That’s all that I want.”

“That’s all that I want for you too,” Saeran kissed them. “Another thing I learnt in that place was that you can’t do your best under situations of stress. Why don’t we go for a walk, eat some ice cream and you resume your studying when you feel better. I don’t know if I’ll be of help, but if you can think of a way I can lend you a hand, I’ll do it.”

“Thank you, MC,” smiled.

When Saeran asked them about the content of their exam, they knew it perfectly

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[mysticmikalla]

hello !! i was wondering if i could request something? how would the rfa + minor trio react to an mc whose an introvert? like shes only rlly outgoing when shes comfortable nd hates public speaking nd if shes around a crowd for too long then she needs to be by herself for some time. like she’ll just lay on the bed and stare at the wall for a little while or take a nap and rest until she feels like she can be around people again. and sometimes she’ll get rlly iffy abt romantic touching

Oooh i relate heavily to this MC!! Introverts unite!

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Yoosung

“Zen invited us to a party this friday” your boyfriend mentioned

Ah, damn, there goes your friday night of rest and movies

The week had been so tiring and you couldn’t wait to just stay in all weekend

“Oh, really?”

“Yup” he nodded

“Are we going?”

“Yeah I guess…”

“Ok, cool.”

He puffed out air from his cheeks

“…”

“…”

“Do yo actually want to go?” He eyed you

“Uh, no..”

“Oh, thank God! I don’t want to either!” he let out a sigh of relief, “What excuse should we use this time? That I’m sick or you’re sick?”

“I was already sick last time, its your turn”

“Okay. Movie marathon, then?”

“Movie marathon.” You smiled

God bless your equally introverted boyfriend

Zen

See, you loved your boyfriend, you really did

From the moment you joined the RFA, he was all that filled your mind

But sometimes he could be a little….touchy

Don’t get me wrong, you loved it when he cupped your cheek before he kissed you, or absentmindedly drew circles on the skin of your shoulder when he had his arms around you

But it got a little too much sometimes

I mean

Did he have to have his hands on your thighs…all the time? 

Sometimes you wanted to talk with your hands or grab something but he was always holding it

It felt a little restraining sometimes

And you felt guilty about having these thoughts!!

He was the perfect boyfriend!! What were you whining about!!

You felt ungrateful, and your friends told you as much

But you couldn’t help it, it was the way you always were

And it wasn’t with just him, either

He must have eventually caught on

“You don’t really like it when I touch you like this, do you?” he asked you out of the blue one day

“Why do you say that?”

“C’mon, MC, you grow stiff when I touch you sometimes”

You felt awful. Had you hurt his feelings?

“I’m sorry, Zen…I really like it when you touch me, its just…I like some space for myself sometimes…” You attempted to explain, avoiding his gaze

You expected him to be angry, but he just?? laughed??

“I understand, MC. It’s hard to keep my hands off you, but I’ll try to keep it to a minimum”

Jaehee

You were fretting all night long

It was the first RFA party you hosted, and the members insisted you gave a speech at the end of the night

You know, to thank everyone for coming and whatnot

There were so many people, all kinds of people

It terrified you

You practiced your speech all night, but still felt like you would choke up on your words

It was worse when Yoosung went on and on about how Rika gave the most amazing speeches ever and was super charismatic, and you couldn’t help but feeling like you had to live up to her 

Jaehee was the first to notice how quiet and anxious you seemed

When it was time, Jumin took the stage and gave an opening speech

You envied his confidence, and dearly wished you had a silver tongue like his

“And now, I’d like to introduce the person who made this party possible-”

Before you could make your way up the stage, a certain other someone had taken your place

Jumin was confused lol

“Assistant Kang, what you are you-”

You watched in awe at how Jaehee improvised an entire speech, acting as natural as if she were talking to a close friend

What kind of dark magic is this,,,

She would smile reassuringly in your direction

“I could tell this was troubling you,” She simply stated once you asked why she went up there instead of you, “I couldn’t let you go up there if you didn’t feel good about it.”

Rika who?? Jaehee is the true savior tbh

Jumin

He was…rather shocked when he first met you in person

You were always so bubbly in the chatroom, hyping up Zen’s selfies and going along with Seven’s jokes

But when you all got together for the first time, you were… shy?

Not shy, he noted, just reserved

And honestly, he really  liked it

He especially liked it when you two got closer, and the only one who got to see your outgoing, passionate, intense side was him

It made him feel special

He’d do most of the talking whenever you two went out to eat on company dinners

Being the charismatic man he is, it was no problem for him to carry most of the conversation

The only thing he was confused about was your need to be alone at times

You told him that it you were similar to Elizabeth the 3rd

She loved receiving attention from him and being pet, but she also needed time alone to do…you know, what cats do

He understood it after that

“Does that mean I can keep you in a cage sometimes?”

Jumin nO

Seven

You couldn’t wait. You could not wait to get home after the party

Take off those uncomfortable heels, slip into your PJs, watch your favorite show and just relax

You were daydreaming about it at the party

The RFA parties were always really fun, but draining

Greeting and making small talk with all the guests absolutely exhausted you

You were nearly bouncing up and down with excitement when the last guest left, ready to go home

“MC!” Seven beamed, “Are you ready?”

“?? For??

“The RFA after-party, of course! We’re are all going to Jumin’s for a drink right now.”

Your heart sunk

You loved hanging out with them, you did

But you were just…so tired, and needed some You time

Unable to say no, you ended up going along

While at Jumin’s, you remained quieter than the rest, mainly sitting on the couch and playing with your phone

Yoosung and Zen were already drunk and loud, and you really just longed for the quiet of your home

You felt your boyfriend grab your hand

“Come on, I’m driving you home.”

“But we just got here-”

“MC, I know you. I can tell you’re not fully into this right now. It’s okay. Let’s go home, yeah?”

Bless him

V

He’s an artist

So out of everyone, he’s the one who understands your need to take some time to be alone and think the best

For you two, a lot of quality time together was spent with your backs to each other, you with headphones on and him drawing or painting

While he didn’t have a big problem with crowds and socializing quickly with new people, but he started to avoid them because he knew it made you uncomfortable

What a cutie

And honestly, he also preferred to hang out with just you or a smaller group of friends than a lot of people

Not the biggest party animal anyway, so your weekend plans were quiet and easygoing

Napping together is also a part of your routines

Not necessarily cuddling and touching, just…

Knowing that the other is there is enough 

Saeran

He would sulk at first when you dint text him back right away

Or when you kept your phone calls short, and rarely called him first

Or when you said you’d rather stay home that night instead of going out with him sometimes

Being the insecure lil bean he is, he’d think he had done something wrong, or that you didn’t love him enough

And thinking he did something wrong, he wouldn’t contact you for days

And because you were recharging, you wouldn’t contact him either

Someone help these two!!

It wasn’t until you showed up at his house a few days later, acting casual that he would get it

“Wait…you’re not mad at me?”

“?? No?? Why would you think that?”

“You weren’t really speaking to me so I thought…”

You apologized, and explained the whole introvert/extrovert thing, and how sometimes you needed some time to yourself

He later took a quiz on Buzzfeed and found out he’s an ambivert

nerd

#mystic messenger #mystic #messenger #mystic messenger headcanons #mystic messenger scenarios #mystic messenger imagines #yoosung kim #Hyun ryu #mm zen #jaehee kang #jumin han #saeyoung choi #luciel choi #707 #jihyun kim #mm v #saeran choi #mm ray #otome

[jaeheekangisimportant]

hey why do u hate v?

I knew I was going to get this question again eventually and I guess I can’t put it off a second time so, let’s do this

I’m putting it under a read more for a few reasons. One, it got very long. When I rant I really rant, and I wanted to be thorough because if possible I don’t want to have to discuss this any more after posting this, but knowing this fandom that won’t be possible. Two, while I think it’s safe to assume that most people have played his route already, there may be some who haven’t and there are spoilers in this. Three, there is mention of abuse in this so heads up

All right, so there are quite a few reason why I don’t likeV as a person

He convinced a scared teenager (Saeyoung) to join a reallysketchy intelligence agency that destroyed any chance he might have had athaving a normal life, and also required him to abandon his very vulnerable anddependent brother that he loved more than anything. You can say that V wastrying to protect Seven, but honestly I can’t believe that there wasn’t abetter option here. The whole scene where V is convincing him that this is notonly the right decision but the only one to be made just… it’s honestly socreepy and manipulative and it doesn’t sit well with me

The only reason Seven was okay with leaving Saeran in theend was because V promised to take care of him. Well, V couldn’t be bothered todo his job apparently, because WOW. There are two ways of looking at this

V knew that Saeran was being drugged,brainwashed, abused and manipulated for literal years and did/said nothing about it, which is disgusting

V didn’t know that Saeran was at Mint Eye, whichis better but not by much, because it still proves that V was negligent enoughthat he lost track of where Saeran was for years, despite his promise to Sevento look after him. If V was actually taking his promise to Seven seriously,Rika shouldn’t have been able to do anything without V finding out and puttinga stop to it

I was always inclined to think that the first one was whathappened, and the V route confirms that yeah, V did know that Saeran was atMint Eye. And once again, V says nothing.Seven asks him about Saeran directly at one point, and V lies to his face. That part was so appalling to me I don’t knowhow anyone can just be okay with it. V was not protecting anyone but himself bylying to Seven. He knew that if Seven found out about Saeran, Seven would neverforgive V, and V wouldn’t deserve his forgiveness honestly

Even if it was about protecting Seven, there were stillbetter ways of handling this than lying and covering it all up. Like, how aboutcalling the police and saying “hey, my ex fiancée started a fucking cult,please help”?? What was V’s long-term plan for dealing with Mint Eye exactly??Things did not have to get as fucked up as they ended up being if only V hadsaid something to literally anyone!! Saeran could have been saved years earlierthan he was, and not only Saeran but all of the other people who got suckedinto Mint Eye!!

V’s route is supposedly about him fixing his mistakes, butlike, that wouldn’t have counted for much for me anyway, because there’salready a canon story. V fucked up in the canon story, there’s no fixing itnow. It is what it is, I don’t know why I’m expected to be less mad at himbecause there’s an in-game au now where he makes up for it. And the other thingis, he doesn’t actually make up for any of his mistakes in his route! He keepslying about Rika and the cult until he’s forced to stop, and he keeps lyingabout Saeran throughout the whole thing. He doesn’t even seem to care that muchabout Saeran, he cares more about the girl he’s been talking to for like a weekthan about the abused and vulnerable kid that was left in his care. He says toRika once or twice something like “don’t hurt that boy” (can’t even say his name ffs), but it’s always tacked on as like an afterthought. Everything gets taken care of without V really doing anything so like, what exactly did he fix??

I stopped playing the route after Saeran died on day 10.It upset me so much that, even though I was like two chats away from theending, I couldn’t keep going. I was struggling to get through the route to begin with and Idefinitely should have quit earlier and saved myself a lot time and salt, butSaeran’s death confirmed a big problem that I had with the V route, and itconfirmed that Cheritz was aware of that problem but put the route out anywaybecause fans insisted. V and Saeran’s happy endings are not compatible. Becauseagain, if Seven knew about Saeran he would never forgive V, and therefore Vcould not have his truly happy ending. I see fan art sometimes of post-secretendings au with both V and Saeran happy and alive and in the RFA and um, yeahguys that would never happen. Even if V lived, he would not be able to live inharmony with Saeyoung and Saeran. For V’s happy ending to happen, Saeran has tobe out of the way and Cheritz knew that, and that’s why they had to kill himoff in this route. And I say fuck that, because if I have to choose betweensaving V and saving Saeran I’m always going to pick Saeran without hesitation

So okay, there’s another thing I dislike about V and um. Iknow I’m treading on thin ice here but listen, I really never liked the way Vtreated Rika. Please, do not take this as me defending Rika!  I think both she and V are awful people andmutually unhealthy partners for each other, and I think both of them would havebeen better off if they had never met. Rika ultimately ended up doing worse andI would never say otherwise, but!! this rant is not about Rika it’s about V(and really no one needs it pointed out to them what Rika did wrong) and I’mstill allowed to think that the way V treated Rika was all kinds of fucked up

I don’t like how V treated Rika, because he never treatedher like a person. He treated her like she was this beautiful tragic angel thathe could fix and make into an art piece. He romanticized her suffering and hermental illnesses and basically encouraged her to be her worst. I’m not sayingthat makes what Rika did V’s fault, of course Rika is ultimately to blame for her own terrible actions, butI’m also not going to pretend like I don’t think the way V treated her wasgross and like I don’t think it contributed at all to Rika’s state in the end.He literally says at one point that when he met her he saw her as a blankcanvas that he could paint and make beautiful I mean?? How do talk about aperson that way?? Honestly if anyone ever spoke to me about my mental illnessthe way V spoke to Rika about hers, that would be so poisonous to me and itscares me just imagining it

Again, Rika’s certainly no saint and I hope none of this comes off asme defending her or saying V is to blame for what she did because that’s reallynot what I want to do. But, Rika was not the only thing wrong with theirrelationship. I always bristle at the way people make Rika out to be thishorrible she-devil and V this innocent cinnamon roll because that’s really notwhat was happening there. V did and said some awful thing to her as well. Theyboth brought out the worst in each other and they’re both at fault, to varyingdegrees

Oh yeah, and lying to Rika’s friends that she committedsuicide was really fucked up too, whatever his reasons were for doing so. Noone seems to want to talk about that but um… seriously dude wtf

And yes I understand that V was going through somethingterrible and that he is a victim of Rika’s abuse as well, please don’t @ meabout this. I’m not saying that I don’t feel any sympathy for V at all, or thatI don’t understand him at all. But I’m sorry, I just can’t see it as an excuse.It’s not an excuse. V dragged down multiple people with him and I don’t have tobe okay with that, and I also don’t have to go into my own personal historywith abuse to prove I’m qualified to have this opinion so don’t @ me about thateither, please

So!! All of that is why I hate V as person, but here’s why Iwound up hating him as a character

While I was suspicious of V from the moment I startedplaying (Yoosung Kim was RIGHT he was always right damn it… he was very wrong about Rika but he was so right about V so jot that down), and I later cameto think of him as a bad person, I was completely ambivalent to him as acharacter for a long time. I could never understand why people were so enamoredwith him because as far as I could see he had no discernible personality asidefrom being cryptic and loving Rika. Even after playing his route, I still don’tthink I could give someone a description of his personality that was longerthan like, three sentences. The only time I ever take interest in V is when it’sin relation to other characters, but V on his own just doesn’t interest me atall. I think he’s boring

What got me to hate him as much as I do now, though, ishonestly the fandom itself. I couldn’t stand that unironic “V did nothing wrong”attitude because he did so much wrong!! So much!! And I couldn’t stand thatpointing out anything wrong that V did resulted in huge arguments and peoplecalling you a bad person and I just!!! Ugh why is the fandom like this!! So myambivalence slowly turned to bitterness and spite over time and now here we arewith V being my most hated character in the game. I wouldn’t mind V so much ifpeople were more open to accepting criticism of him. I wouldn’t mind V somuch if people could like him without acting like he’s never done a thing wrong

#ask #anon

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Yoosung

Yoosung protects

Seriously though, all he wants to do is make sure you’re safe and happy, so having superhuman strength and speed gives him the ability to do just that!

So?? Adorable???

Uses his powers to save cats from trees

SLEEP IS FOR THE WEAK

Lol ask him to bite you and watch him have a crisis

Super speed helps him with his studies and gives him more time to play LOLOL

Maybe if he makes you immortal you won’t leave him like Rika did welp

He can see well in the dark, so no need to be afraid of the dark anymore!

Still checks under the bed for monsters though this cutie

Shapeshifts into a bat when you’re mad at him because damn it he’s just so cute you can’t yell at a little bat

With the wrong type of encouragement, you’ll have yourself a full-blown possessive vampire boyfriend, which is someone you will never be able to leave, so make this choice wisely~

If you make the decision to be with him forever

He would be so!!! Excited!!!

It’ll be like an eternal sleepover with your best friend!

Zen

Stereotypical gorgeous vampire much?

He was already handsome as a mortal, now it’s 100x harder to keep people away from him ;;;

Guess this explains the red eyes

Still an absolute theater nerd

“Careful, babe,” he’ll say with a fanged smile, “you wouldn’t want to release the Beast.”

Hates to be hungry in front of you, it makes him...hungry ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) you know exactly what we’re talking about

What if he hurts you? Or what if he frightens you? What if you find him revolting?

“Hyun, let’s be honest...you’re not revolting. You’re THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PERSON ON THIS PLANET.”

Oh God he’d be shedding tears of joy

He doesn’t feel cold anymore, but when you guys go to the rooftop to gaze at stars he always makes sure to bring a jacket and blankets for you

Would definitely ask you to consider living an immortal life with him and he’d be elated if you agree

Of course after you’ve turned he wouldn’t be afraid of hurting you anymore and omg imagine all the broken furniture after he unleashes the beast  

Jaehee

You’d have to be nothing less than superhuman to be Jumin’s assistant

So efficient in everything she does, so graceful, so breathtaking!

But you do not want to get on her bad side

Her glares alone are enough to curdle blood, but threaten the RFA and she will dispose of them without a trace

Jumin recieves a fresh bottle of red wine

When you come into her life she is shook

For so long she’s suppressed her human side to be the perfect assistant, but then here you are, supporting her and making her laugh and she’s experiencing feelings she hasn’t felt in a long time???

She gets so flustered and slightly clumsy around you especially when you compliment her it’s so cute

Going to midnight showings of Zen’s works together!!!

Is unimpressed with vampire jokes, if only because Mr. Han and Seven use them all the time

But if they make you laugh she’ll begrudgingly allow them

She’s so grateful to have you in her unlife, she will always make sure to tell you so

Teaches you all about vampire strengths and weaknesses, including ways to deter them just in case

“Feel free to use pepper spray on Seven if he bothers you too much.”

Any amount of time she spends with you is a blessing

If you bring up wanting to stay at her side forever, she’ll sit you down for a ~serious discussion~

Giving up mortality is a big decision! What if you grow tired of her? Or can’t handle outliving the world around you?

But you want to stay by her side! There’s no changing your mind! You want to protect her as she protects you!

She’s not crying, you’re crying

Okay you’re both crying

Jumin

Tells the most vampire puns, in a totally flat voice and with a totally straight face

“MC, who do you think should be my...necks victim?”

-____________________- Jumin no.

Loves hearing your heart beat faster when he’s close to you

So classy, he drinks blood from wine glasses

It makes sense that’s he’s so rich, he’s had a century to accumulate his wealth

Neck fetish

Jaehee gets a heart attack everytime she enters his office because it’s always so dark

You once visited him in the office and when you came in it was dark

And Jumin whirls around in his chair, stroking Elizabeth the 3rd in his lap with a sinister smile on his face

“Velcome to my lair, MC.”

*facepalm* *roflmao*

But you love this man so much

His staff would be afraid of him but they’re so jealous at how he seems to look effortlessly young and handsome all the time

Regarding immortality, he would want to spend the rest of his life with you but of course he would ask for your consent first

And maybe ask you to sign an agreement contract or two ;;;

Saeyoung

Can be goddamn brooding if he’s alone with his thoughts for too long

Mixes lingo from different eras on purpose

Abuses his godlike strength by constantly sweeping you off your feet

Ask him if he sparkles like the vampires in Twilight

He’ll roll around in glitters and take you to the park, where everyone can marvel at his sparkly skin put your shirt back on you’ve made your point Saeyoung

LOVES cosplaying as Edward Cullen

“And so the lion fell in love with the lamb” *eyebrow wiggle*

Saeyoung stahp

He will have his broody moments though and he’ll try to push you away because he’s dangerous

An immortal hacker/secret agent,you sure know how to pick ‘em MC

Drives Vanderwood insane because he can make a dozen dog robots in two hours but not finish his work???

If you try to ask him any vampire-related questions, you will never get a straight answer

“Are you afraid of garlic?”

“GAELIC??? MC I KNOW HOW TO SPEAK GAELIC WHY WOULD I BE AFRAID OF IT??? GOD SEVEN FEARS NO LANGUAGES!!!!”

Sigh. “What about running water?”

“Jeez, MC, if you think I stink just tell me. No need to be rude.”

You give up

On a more serious note, he’d go back and forth between wanting you to be with him forever and wanting you to live an actual life

Contents himself with just being around you for a short while, he’ll bow out at soon as you seem to grow tired of him

To prove your love for him, you make him turn you into a vampire, that way you’re also indestructible and you can live out the rest of your life with him

V

There’s something poetic about someone who can’t show up in pictures and old mirrors putting his heart and soul into recreating the world around him through art

With immortality in play, he wants to catch as many moments as he can before they pass by

If you sketch him, he will be so moved because A. he hasn’t seen his own face since becoming a vampire and B. he’s never been the model

Omg V if only you knew you’re as beautiful as your photographs

Have you ever wondered why V is his nickname?

He has to change aliases every few decades and he decided to use the letters of the alphabet; he’s on V now lololol

Knows all the best places and he’ll take you around the world with him

His vampire abilities will only be used for good and for helping others

And also taking photos

“V, please don’t lean so far off the edge” ;;;

“I’m fine, MC. You don’t have to--”

Falls off the cliff

It’s a good thing he doesn’t bleed. Or die.

Would love to spend forever with you but he would never pressure you; would also feel guilty for even thinking that ;;;

But when you reassure him for the millionth time that you love him and want to spend an immortal life with him he finally turns you into a vampire

He spends eternity marveling at the beauty of the world with you and he will do whatever it takes to make you happy and keep you by his side

Saeran

Typical secluded vampire, prefers to venture out in the dead of night

Embraces dark aesthetics

Death toll rises when he’s in a bad mood/thirsty

So intimidating, nobody will ever dare messing with you even when he’s not around

They learned the hard way

He loves looking at the sky so being under the sun doesn’t bother him

He loves looking at you more though

And he’s so stiff and awkward around you because he doesn’t want to accidentally hurt you

Like that time when he held your hand and you ended up at the hospital coz he broke your fingers ;;;

He’s cold to the touch so he doesn’t know what to do when you’re shivering

Will wrap you in a blanket as slowly and gently as he possibly could

By the time he’s done you probably have icicles hanging down your nose lololol

Or he would wear a jacket or a coat when you guys go out so he could offer them to you if ever you get cold

He wants you to stay with him forever and will probably be the least shy or guilty about it

You’re the only person who understands him and accepts him and he’s head over heels in love with you

The thought of living forever without you seems lonely and desolate

He doesn’t even remember how he spent all those centuries without you

Your becoming a vampire would mean the world to him

And omg get ready to experience Saeran in all his glory ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

No more holding back! He’s been dying lol no jk he can’t die to hug you and now he holds you every chance he can

Saeran smiles more now and he sincerely looks forward to your future together

Vanderwood

Super speed is used to clean Saeyoung’s room faster

Super senses to track down Saeyoung when he’s avoiding work yet again

Will probably compel Saeyoung to finish his work when he’s desperate ;;;

He’s equivalent to ten bodyguards so you’re always safe

He has a lot of enemies thanks to his job though, so Vandy prefers having you in his line of sight at all times

Even if it means stalking you sometimes ;;;

He gives you his favorite taser so you can defend yourself

Pfft you wouldn’t have to though, Mary Vanderwood the 3rd has you covered

He’ll be like Saeyoung sometimes, trying to act detached and say mean things to get you to stay away from him

But he’s the one who can’t stay away from you

Won’t encourage you to become immortal like him because he doesn’t want you to regret it after a century

But if you choose to be with him, Vanderwood will be so happy and he will love you and protect you for all eternity

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[serensama]

Green Eyed Han

Jumin x MC day 4: Jealousy/Insecurities!!!

Awwww bless this little poppet, he’s a jealous bastard isn’t he??

For the umpteenth time, he rolled over. It seemed no matter what he did, how he positioned his limbs or counted imaginary farmyard animals- Jumin could not get comfortable, could not get to sleep. His mind kept turning, over and over, one face after another tumbling in his mind on a successive loop driving him mad. He knew he was being irrational, he was not yet so lost or fatigued to know that the thoughts inside his head were useless and only served to irritate him. There was no merit in thinking about these sorts of things, and yet, he couldn’t help it. He hated it, despised it, but still he could not stop.

“Jumin… what’s wrong?”

Sweet, kind, beautiful MC. His love. His wife. His life, his absolute everything.

“Jumin?”

Oh, how he loved her…

“I think…” he began, licking his lips to give him time to consider his words carefully, “I think that I am jealous of Yoosung.”

A thick, heavy silence came over them as only their breathing could be heard in their bedroom. He felt MC roll over in order to face him, her warm body inching closer to him. Jumin let his head fall to look upon his darling wife and tried to smile away the deep creases between her brows. It didn’t work.

“Care to… elaborate?” she asked, a concerned look flashing across her pretty face, the shadows playing against the contours as the moonlight kissed her skin- such perfection within his grasp and still, he felt jealousy. Jumin breathed in as he closed his eyes, trying his best to articulate exactly what he was feeling.

“I hate Yoosung.”

“What?”

“I hate the way you coddle him,” he said as if he didn’t hear the alarm in her voice, “the way you baby him as if he were your little brother and you are the only thing keeping him safe. That you seem ready to fight the world for him one second and in the next, bake him cookies and help him study. I hate that.”

MC lay beside him as she pondered over his words, unsure of where the sudden feelings came from and what she could do to help her husband work through these emotions. Yoosung was no threat to them, to him, if only she could-

“I hate Jaehee.”

“Now, come on Jumin, she’s your assistant and one of my best friends-”

“Exactly. She’s one of your best friends. I hate that. I hate that I can never see that part of you that she shares with you. What it would be like to call myself your best friend? I think about it all the time because I’m not your best friend, am I? What do you talk about I wonder? What do you share with her that you can’t share with me or anyone else for that matter? I hate that there are parts of you- that I can’t have. Because I want all of you.”

Jumin ran a hand through his hair as the burden that filled him up slowly began to lighten, the constriction in his chest and the pressure against his stomach starting to ease. He peered back down to his wife who still looked at him, waiting patiently for him to continue.

He did not deserve her.

“I hate Saeyoung. How he makes you laugh- I can’t do that. The way he seems to be able to say the exact thing at the right time to have you in stitches without even meaning to. The way he runs around in ridiculous costumes that has you praising him like he accomplished something grand. I hate that he can relate to you with… what are they called… memes? Stupid pictures with nonsensical words and they have you amused for hours. I hate that.”

Barely a second went by before he continued, his tirade on a roll and uncontrollable.

“I hate Saeran. I don’t know the boy and I hate him because he barely knows you and already you have a special smile reserved just for him. A special way you hold him when you both embrace hello. He barely knows you and he’s already carved out a piece of your life for him when it took me what felt like forever to convince myself that I could ever belong in yours.”

“I hate V- yes… I do. My best friend with all the charm and warmth and debonair good looks- he makes it seem so easy to talk to you. About art, about the weather… it doesn’t matter! He makes it look like breathing the way he can captivate you in discussion and sometimes I feel like I’m scraping at the bottom of the barrel of interesting topics to talk to you about and I’m petrified you’ll wake up bored of me.”

“Oh… Jumin- no-”

“I hate Zen. I do. I hate him the most.”

“Zen? Please love, he’s just a friend, like a big brother-”

“Don’t you think I know that?” he said almost desperately. “I do. I know that. He’s like your guard dog, your very own protector. I hate that he treats me like I’m still some letch that taints you with my very presence in your life. That us being together is wrong because I’m me and you’re his precious MC. I hate that it almost makes sense to me... and that... I would let him take you away from me- because I’m not worthy to have you in my life. I’m too convoluted and emotionless to have such love and loyalty- I’m sure he’s probably in love with you and I’ve stolen you away from someone much better for you-”

“Shut up.”

“And that he would never dream to hurt you-”

“I said, shut up!” she snapped as she grabbed Jumin’s arm, her small fingers digging into the flesh on his bicep hard enough to get his attention. “Shut up. Stop right there. I don’t want to hear another damn word Jumin.”

He had made her upset. It was not his intention. He just couldn’t stop the words from coming out of his mouth. Jumin searched her face, the stricken expression of her features plucking at his heart.

My love… I am sorry…

“How long have you felt this way?” she whispered, her grip loosening, her fingers caressing.

“For as long as we have been together,” he admitted as he willed his body to turn towards her, his arm automatically draping over her waist to draw her even closer to him.

He felt her soften against him, her breath tickling at his bare chest as her arms wound about him. And just like that, with her in his arms; the quiet of their room, became the quiet in his heart. The voices in his head, his own voice, was silenced. She always did that. She was the peace in a world filled with noise. She was his calm.

“Jumin- you know, it’s always been you. I chose you. I love you. There may be parts of me that you think you don’t see but you, more than anyone, see who I am- entirely. No one knows me better than you. No one sees the good and the bad that you do, no one else knows what I’m thinking before I do- but you do. You know me Jumin. You don’t need to be jealous of anyone, for anything- especially not about me. You have me. All of me.”

He sighed happily at hearing her words, nuzzling into her hair to bury his face in the crook of her neck and inhaled deeply. She was right, of course she was, he didn’t need to feel jealous of anyone or anything, not when she chose him. He loved her, he trusted her and would rather die than put a wedge in between them.

“I love you Jumin, so much. I knew from the moment I met you that you were meant to be the one I spent my life with. To grow old and share everything with. I love you.”

Jumin pressed a soft kiss against her pulse, on her cheek and then on her forehead. He would kiss every inch of her if she would let him, but for that moment, he just needed to look upon her.

“I think… above all… I am envious of you, MC,” he smiled as she looked up at him with such shock in her eyes he almost found it funny.

“M-me? I don’t… me? Why?” she stammered as she tried to pull away from him to no avail with Jumin’s stronger grip keeping her close. His grin widened, as he brushed his lips against her hair and shushed her, his hands running up and down her back soothingly until she relaxed beside him once more.

“I am envious of you because once, just once, I would love to see me how you see me. To see what it is about me that you love.”

MC couldn’t help but smile at her husband’s revelations. She stretched up so she could place an innocent peck on his lips, her fingers dancing amongst his wayward ebony strands. After all the time that had passed, he was still capable of surprising her, still able to make the butterflies in her stomach soar.  

“You don’t need to be envious of me or be me to know all of that- I love it all. I see you, and I love all of you.”

Jumin smiled and lay on his back with MC still tucked at his side, her fingers drawing random patterns along his sternum. She loved him. He knew that. He was Jumin Han, he was jealous of no one, he was rich, successful and so in love that it almost made his heart hurt. He was not jealous. He was not jealous. He was not-

He yawned as his body began to submit to the call of sleep. Jumin placed one last kiss against the crown of her head before closing his eyes. One by one, the faces disappeared, until only hers remained, and he smiled.

#mystic messenger #juminmcweek #mystic messenger fanfic #mysme #jumin x mc #juminmcweek day 4 #some angst #generally fluff #jealousy #insecurities

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RFA Reacts to “MC wants a sugar daddy”

Come on guys... There will always be that point of our life where we would want to get a sugar daddy (but can’t well... couldn’t)

By the way, in this scene, MC and the RFA gangs are just friends (perhaps more) but they are not dating yet. Especially with Jumin, why get a sugar daddy when you have daddy jumin?

Indulge it.

YOOSUNG

You scroll through your social media as you took a break from the assignment session with Yoosung

Yoosung was still writing up his report, his eyebrows furrowed in concentration

Scrolling through, you saw one of your friends posted a picture of themselves on another vacation overseas

You knew it wasn’t good to envy others but it is after all apart of the human’s nature and you knew you couldn’t afford to go to those places 

at least not yet.

Yoosung took a sip of his Starbucks, at the same time, you sighed

“I want a sugar daddy”

The poor boy chocked on his frappucino

“MC- what?!”

“What?”

“MC! A sugar daddy?”

“Oh come on Yoosung! You get someone to pay all your bills and you can go on vacations and shop till you drop! Well till he drops” you giggled

“MC! Those old people are just perverts who can get off and lure innocent girls with money! You can’t MC! Who knows what kind of illness or twisted scenes they have! YOU CAN’T”

Yoosung slammed his drink on the table

Seeing him worked up, you tried to stop a cheeky smile forming with biting your lower lip

The urge to prank the boy in front of you was intense

“I’m joking! But Yoosung... Do you think I can pull off being a sugar baby well?”

“Su-sugar baby?”

Yoosung knew what it meant to be a sugar baby and he couldn’t stop imagining you laying on the bed- face flushed, skin glistening with sweat, lips parted, eyes looking at him with full lust-

STOP IT YOOSUNG

His face flushed as he took big gulps of his frappucino

“Well Yoosung?”

“I can’t possibly answer that MC, I’m not a sugar daddy”

“So you think I can’t pulled it off?”

“aaa...MC! Do you know another word for uhhh... tender?”

ZEN

You were hanging out with Zen at his rooftop to drink, you were having a stressful week and needing to get some alcohol into your system and Zen was free for the evening

After a few shots, you were spilling out your thoughts to Zen who listened thoughtfully and giving his own piece of mind

“URGH! That’s it! I’m getting a Sugar Daddy!”

“Yea- WHAT?!”

“A. Sugar. Daddy. You know! Those people who lavish you with millions in a snap of fingers?”

“For your body! MC! How- What- NO!” 

Cue rambling nagging Zen

You stared at Zen who was red in the face, going off about how Sugar Daddies are worser than wolves

Your mind was slightly numb so you didn’t focus entirely on his long speech that was never ending especially in your tipsy state 

actually it’s been 10 minutes but that’s long enough

Cupping his face with both of your hands, he immediately stopped as you hush him

“Shhhh Zen shhh~ It’s just a thought, I don’t have the balls to actually get one! Or do I?”

You giggled and Zen pouted

“No more drinks for you MC!”

“NOOO ZENNY~!”

JAEHEE

You were having a day out with Jaehee, the girl finally had a day off and she wanted to spend her hard earn money that she never got to spend

Walking passed a Christian Louboutin boutique store, you couldn’t help but to admire the shoes with red base coating

“At times like this, I wish I have a sugar daddy”

Jaehee looked over at the heels that caught your stare with a hummed

“I understand what you mean”

“You thought of getting a sugar daddy before?”

“Of course I do! I’m a girl after all. Sometimes, I feel like quitting my job and get a sugar daddy so I can just stay at home. But between you and me, when you work in the business industry, you can meet lots of these ‘sugar daddies’ and they are more disgusting when you meet them”

“Are they that bad?”

“Let’s just say, they are like those old perverts you see in dramas but the only perks they have is money. It’s not worth it”

“I can only dream of it”

“Let that stay a dream MC” 

“But I want those shoes to become reality though” 

“Same”

JUMIN

You were having dinner with Jumin to talk about the upcoming party

As the dessert was placed on the table, you took a bite as you looked at the other guests in the restaurant

They were high class that’s for sure but a table of two that consists a man in his 60′s and a lady in her 20′s struck your attention

You knew they were definitely not father and daughter with the suggestive eyes and lingering touch of the man and definitely not married either as there were absence of a wedding band on the lady’s finger

Not to mention, the fact they were dining in the most secluded corner of the room as if they do not wish to get caught by anyone

You let out an amusing scoff as you sipped on your wine, the wheels of your thoughts began to turn

“Hey Jumin”

Jumin hummed as he set down his glass

“Is there any young sugar daddies?”

The man paused his movements as he glanced at you 

“Why do you ask MC?”

“Just wondering~ Sugar daddies are usually old men so I wonder if there are any young ones. Who knows? Maybe I can get one”

“Excuse me?”

“Well~ I’m just saying~ I mean who doesn’t want someone to spend their money on you. Despite that part urgh”

“MC, I am disappointed that you could even thought about that. I do not wish to regard you as those kind of girls, please stop”

You wanted to say more but you saw how Jumin’s face had turned red with anger especially how he clench his teeth and the glare on his eyes

You knew which girls he was talking about and who they were related to

“I’m joking Jumin... It’s a commoner’s joke you know”

“I don’t like this commoner’s joke, how could you think of these kind of things? I do not approve of you getting a sugar daddy”

“Well... As bad as it sounds sometimes when it gets hard, a sugar daddy is one of the options. I mean you get your bills paid and you don’t have to worry about your financial situation”

“MC... Are you in trouble? Do you need money? You can tell me, I can provide you some”

With that sentence, you couldn’t help but to laugh leaving confused Jumin who couldn’t understand what amuses you

“No Jumin! I’m good! But Jumin, you told me that you won’t approve of me getting a sugar daddy but you sound like one for a moment there”

“I...did?”

“Yes! Oh dear Jumin... Now I just imagined you as my sugar daddy, I’m sorry if the thought offends you, but I couldn’t help it”

Jumin paused and looked at you with wonder.

Him as your sugar daddy? He gives you money and you returning the favour with bed related benefits?

Somehow, the thought doesn’t irk him

“By the way Jumin, since it’s nearing the season, should we use the season’s colour as the theme colour?”

“I don’t mind” not at all

707

Seven had came over to the apartment to install the new alarms 

While waiting, you turned on the television and ended on a channel with one of the Hollywood celebrity lifestyles

Your eyes literally sparkled from the clothes they wore to the car they drive and damn those hot bodyguards

A life that would never happen even if you lived over 100 years

“I want a sugar daddy”

Seven paused his movements as he glanced at you

“Want me to hook you up MC?”

You frowned as you turned to look at him, meeting his nonchalant eyes

“Hook me up... with a sugar daddy?”

“Yep! In my field of job, I run into them a lot... Too much that I can’t even count”

“Are you serious?”

“If you want to though I suggest otherwise” 

Seven leaned in as if he was going to spill a major big secret to you

“As much as it is disgusting to sleep with a male who is older than your father, they won’t even last 10 seconds so you got nothing to lose”

You guffawed at his sentence making him laugh too

“I’m not joking!” 

“Oh god Seven! I can’t!”

“You get paid thousands for 10 seconds MC, it’s worth it”

“But I- Oh gosh!” 

The topic was dropped because you fell off from the sofa from laughing too much and Seven had to rubbed your back to ease the pain from the fall and laughter

#mystic messenger #mystic messenger imagines #mystic messenger 707 #mystic messenger yoosung #mystic messenger zen #mystic messenger jumin #mystic messenger jaehee #jaehee #zen #jumin han #han jumin #707 #choi saeyoung #luciel choi #yoosung kim #kim yoosung #Kang jaehee

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RFA + Minor Trio React to MC Getting That Kitten From Yoosung’s Route

In case someone has not played Yoosung’s route (minor unimportant sub-plot spoilers ahead): Jumin finds this kitten and is trying to find it an owner from the RFA because it is too small to go to a cat shelter. 

I’m trying to get all of the endings for Yoosung’s route right now, so I’ve been denied getting the kitten more times than I ever wanted to. Thus, the self-indulgent headcanons

Requests are open

Yoosung 

 Honestly, he should have expected it...but he didn’t

seriously, you tried to convince him to take the cat in your place when Jumin said you couldn’t have it

He’s still surprised when he first sees you posting selfies with the cat in the chatroom

drops EVERYTHING and calls you

“MC, you got the kitten!?” 

He’s so shocked, you think he might be angry

“That’s so great! When can I meet them!?”

Yoosung is at your place later that afternoon

They bond almost immediately

The kitten follows him around the house and meows insistently until it gets attention

As excited as he is to see you, the cat almost always gets attention first when he comes over

You accidentally created another Jumin

That all changes a couple years later when Yoosung gets into veterinary school

He keeps trying to use the cat for practice exams

The cat does not appreciate it

Zen

Hates everything about this

hated watching you try to get the cat the first time, we all know how he feels about cats

He almost wanted to agree with Jumin 

But his ego loyalty and affection toward you won out

PANICS!! when, after the party, you and Jumin make plans to meet up at his penthouse in the chatroom

Keeps trying to tell Jumin that you’re not available after six for the rest of your life

Zen pls stop

Is particularly horrified when you tell him, after the visit, that you went to pick up the cat and bring it to your place

“Babe you know I’m allergic!”

You point out he could take some Claritin 

Cue the most indignant huff you have ever heard

He sucks it up and buys some much-needed allergy medication eventually so he can come over to your place

The kitten takes a liking to him immediately, much to his dismay

Likes to sit on the back rest of the couch and nuzzle into Zen’s ponytail

Rubs on his legs the moment he comes in

Zen makes a lot of guffawing noises, but he secretly likes it

You even catch him cooing at the cat in the hall once

Jumin

This...is a problem

You see, he wanted to give the kitten to someone else because Elizabeth the 3rd did not seem fond of having to share her space with another cat

However, if you, his love who he plans to marry in the future and share a life, with take care of the kitten it will inevitably end up in Elizabeth the 3rd’s space again

He denies you on the basis of your dangerous location and confidential address

But once you go over to his place for those few days, you only show more interest in the kitten

He finds you playing with it every day when he comes home from work

Once he forgot to tell you he had come home, and ended up standing in the doorway watching you dote over it for a full minute before you looked back and saw him

After the party, you suggest you could take it back to the apartment with you from his penthouse

He still tries to deny you on the basis of the live bomb in the building

Is quickly shut down when you point out he trusts you to live with it

Shots fired

He gives in and lets you take the kitten home when you leave. Clearly, you will take good care of it

even keeps his promise and gives you that bottle of wine he promised to the new owner

The two of you share it together and have a nice evening

He tipsy texts Jaehee and makes her schedule regular play-dates for Elizabeth the 3rd and the kitten 

to give her the opportunity to adjust slowly to the other cat so by the time you two are married she will be comfortable sharing her space, of course

Jaehee

She doesn’t particularly like animals, but she doesn’t dislike them either

Mostly, she just dislikes the fur that gets everywhere

It looks unprofessional 

Is a little disappointed that you chose to take the kitten rather than Yoosung

Not that she expected anything else from you

Of course you would take the kitten in, it needed a home and you were one of the most caring people she had ever met. It would be a good place for the kitten

Unfortunately for her, that meant your place was less good for her

Especially since the cat seemed drawn to Jaehee, despite her disinterest

it rubbed up against her legs and bit at her socks and by the time she left her legs would be covered in fur

Usually, if you guys are together after work you go to her apartment

Moving in together is a struggle, but you’re always very considerate and have tape and lint rollers in nearly every room in the house. You even take up brushing the cat regularly so it will shed less

She appreciates the effort and tries to be more affectionate toward the cat

Saeyoung/707

He loves cats a whole lot, but has no idea how to treat one kindly

Jumin even tries to use that as yet another reason you cannot have the cat

Your address is confidential

What if we met up at a Stardollar? Or your office? Or a park?

A live bomb is in your apartment, that is not a suitable environment for a cat

I can always go back to my place after the party, can I have it then?

You have feelings for a cat abuser. I cannot trust you to take care of the kitten.

Thankfully, by this point Jaehee, Yoosung, and Zen (who wasn’t even in the cat-ownership running) had enough and came to your defense

You do move out of Rika’s apartment, though

Saeyoung comes by a lot to play with the cat

Sometimes doesn’t even know if you’ll be home

When you are home though its a constant chorus of “Gentle!” like he is some sort of toddler. He’s always disappointed by how little cats like to be thrown around. 

You keep a spray bottle filled with diluted vinegar

...for Saeyoung, not the cat

V/Jihyun (spoilers for Another Story)

He thinks it is very sweet that you want to provide a lost kitten with a home

Is also VERY CONCERNED that you do not seem worried for your own safety

Soon after though things get pretty intense, and the kitten’s need of a home is temporarily forgotten among the kidnappings, running, drugging, and stabbing 

It’s not until after the party when Jihyun is feeling a little better that you ask how the kitten is doing

Both Jumin and Jihyun are surprised, Jihyun’s heart melts a little more over how kind you are. It had been several very intense days, most of which you had spent taking care of him. No one would have faulted you for forgetting all about the kitten. You not only remembered but asked to make sure it was doing well, more concerned about it than you seemed about yourself

Jumin immediately offers the kitten to you, commenting on the therapeutic benefits of cats 

Jihyun is more than happy to have you and the cat in his life

Genuinely loves all of the cat photos and stories you send him, even if he can’t see very well 

Dotes over the kitten as much as you do

You two often play with it together, and have taken to growing a catnip plant on the windowsill

The kitten likes to nurse in Jihyun’s hair while he relaxes on the couch at night

He only winces a little bit when the cat accidentally claws him

Saeran

He’s in the hospital for a long time after you get the kitten

You show him pictures to help him feel better while he’s there, and tell him stories of all the strange stuff it does

He relates a lot to the kitten

It has all sorts of little quirks from being abandoned so young

He doesn’t think he’s worthy of people, or of living, but there was one time he murmured softly “It might be nice to meet them.”

You wanted to bring Saeran over to your place to have him meet the kitten once he was released

...his suicide attempt soon after put a damper on that plan

Saeyoung panics

Won’t let Saeran out of the bunker, not fond of the idea of bringing him to your place, decides he is too unstable to have you over

You understand, of course, how scary this all must be for him but you also know it’s not helping Saeran any

After a few days with no progress, you put the kitten in a cat carrier, get the address from Yoosung, and make your way to the bunker

707 be damned, Saeran was going to get his wish

After ten minutes of banging on the door, calling Saeyoung, and complaining in the chat room, Saeran comes to open the door instead

He looks surprised to see you and a little worse for wear

You hold up the carrier with a bright smile, and the cat mewls with displeasure

“I heard you might want to meet the kitten.”

They love each other instantly

Saeran is hesitant and surprisingly gentle

He isn’t up for playing with it, but that doesn’t stop the kitten from trying

By the time you head home, he’s got a small smile on his face and a little more light in his eyes

You bring the kitten over whenever Saeran is having a bad day

Saeyoung even gave in and bought his own cat supplies after a few visits, desperate for anything that might help his twin brother

Sometimes all he can do is stare listlessly while the cat plays

But eventually it comes and curls up on his chest to take a nap

He grumbles a complaint, but always pets it affectionately

Spending time with the cat helps ease him back into being affectionate with other people

Vanderwood

Could not care less

His partner has a cat?

Okay

Sometimes he’s nice and tries to humor you when you show him cat photos  (mostly, he is not)

Eventually they meet each other

They seem to like each other?? You think??

they never acknowledge each other

but sometimes if Vanderwood sits still for a long time the cat curls up nearby and they both seem more relaxed

#mystic messenger #mystic messenger headcanon #mysme headcanon #vanderwood #jaehee #saeran #jihyun #jumin #mm v #mm jihyun #mm saeran #mm jaehee #mm saeyoung #707 #mm 707 #mine #my writing #mystic messenger headcanons #mysme headcanons

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Can we see a softspoken MC that doesnt curse, suddenly angrily yelling some violent curse word and RFA reacting to it?

I like this request a lot because I can relate to it! I don’t usually curse so I apologize if the parts where MC swears don’t make sense. But thank you for the request and I hope that you enjoy!! ^^

Yoosung

Yoosung adored how sweet and innocent you always acted around him

He thought that you were like an angel sent from above, you were the purest person he’s ever met

That is until one day he was showing you how to cook a certain meal

You carefully stirred the sauce that was simmering on the stove with concentration until Yoosung called your name, startling you

Your hand hit off of the hot stove, causing you to clutch your tender hand as you shouted

“Stupid ass stove! I burned my damned hand owww make this shit feel better Yoosung!”

Instead of helping, Yoosung stood with his mouth open, shocked at your violent outburst

“What happened to my innocent little MC?!”

You shushed Yoosung and made him grab you some medicine and bandages, this poor boy was still so confused

Once all bandaged up, you apologized to Yoosung for your outburst and he apologized for being so shocked

The two of you continued to apologize back and forth all night long until Yoosung finally accepted your apology

Yoosung started to make sure that he kept his precious girlfriend as happy as possible because you were scary when you swore and he rather have you happy anyways

Zen

Zen had always thought of you as his perfect angel of a girlfriend

You were always so sweet, considerate, and sometimes even a little shy and he loved every part of you

One day you were meeting up with Zen after his rehearsals when you saw your perfect man strut over to you

A small crowd had formed, you assumed they were his fans, but one of them called Zen a horrible actor and that he should quit acting

Zen has dealt with plenty of hateful comments in the past so he just brushed it off but you weren’t having it

You glared at the rude person and went to Zen’s side as you told the person off

“What the hell gives you any right to talk about Zen that way? You’re just a stupid jackass who doesn’t know shit about acting!”

Everyone, including Zen, stared at you in shock as you spat in the direction of the rude person and dragged Zen to the car

You started to apologize for your sudden outburst but Zen stopped you with a kiss

“I love seeing my little MC swearing sometimes, you were so cute!”

You didn’t really understand how you could be cute while swearing but you thanked Zen anyway

Zen meanwhile made a mental note to try and get you to swear more because it became a huge turn-on for him

Jaehee

Jaehee always found your shy and soft spoken side adorable and pleasing

She loved seeing how calm and almost pure you acted, it was relaxing for her to see you so relaxed

One day you were driving the two of you to the mall for a much needed girl’s day

Traffic was awful and you felt yourself starting to get frustrated but Jaehee calmed you down

Until one driver swerved in front of you, almost causing an accident as he sped away

You threw your hands up and ran them through your hair as you continued to stay stuck in traffic

“That stupid asshat thinks that he can do whatever he wants! This traffic is shit and that bastard had to make it even worse!”

Your sudden outburst startled Jaehee, she didn’t say anything to you for a while but when she did, she admired you

“MC… that was so cool. Your always able to control your temper for so long but your outburst showed me that even someone as calm as you can be angry.”

You didn’t really understand what made Jaehee so impressed by your anger but you went with it

That day you stood a little bit taller because praise from Jaehee is basically the best thing ever

Jumin

Jumin was surprised to see you so soft spoken when he first met you

But he didn’t mind, he fell in love with you over the messenger and nothing would change that

One day Jumin decided to take you to his office building to show you where he worked

You couldn’t help but notice the employees stare and whisper to each other, you had a feeling that they thought that Jumin was like his father bringing a new woman in

Jumin didn’t seem to notice, he kept his arm around your shoulder and happily guided you to his office

He instructed you to wait while he talked to one of his employees and you stood quietly by his office door

A couple of employees passed by you, loudly saying that you were just another gold digger except this time, Jumin brought you in instead of his father

You sweetly smiled at the employees before you let all hell break loose

“Listen here bitches, I’m not a damn gold digger so shut the hell up and leave me alone.”

Jumin walked back just in time to hear you and fire his employees who dared to call you names

“I’m so incredibly sorry for my employees, MC. But I’m more surprised about your outburst, it was quite uncharacteristic if you but I liked it.”

You were grateful that he didn’t judge you for your vulgar words and apologized for your sudden outburst

With an understanding nod, Jumin reassured you that he wanted you to always be yourself around him because he loved every part about you, angry or happy

Seven

Seven enjoyed having someone quiet and calm like you to counter his crazy personality

Your gentleness helped him calm down but he wanted you to be able to express yourself

One day, Seven was tired of working so he pushed himself away from his work desk and grabbed two pillows

You yelped as Seven smacked your chest with a pillow, declaring a pillow fight

The two of you chased each other around the house, laughing and being carefree

All was going well until you were chasing Seven and ended up stubbing your toe on the kitchen table

You dropped your pillow and grabbed your throbbing toe, whining in pain

“Owww this stupid ass table! Shit, shit, shit Seven why do you own such a hard table?!”

Instead of coming to your aid, Seven laughed, he couldn’t believe that his innocent girlfriend could use such vulgar language

“I’ll make sure to buy a softer table, MC. But I like hearing you curse, swear some more!”

You groaned in annoyance as Seven kept bugging you and trying to get you to swear more

It was a new side of you that Seven loved, plus he just found the whole idea of you cursing hilarious

#mystic messenger #mystic messenger headcanon #mystic messenger imagines #mystic messenger Yoosung #mystic messenger Zen #mystic messenger Jaehee #mystic messenger Jumin #mystic messenger Seven

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Reasons why the RFA is Shitty

I’m seeing a lot of discourse about the characters (Particularly Jumin and Seven) and I would just like to clarify that all of them have done pretty shitty things, or are capable of doing shitty things (Examples being Bad Endings) and here are the reasons why

Yoosung: First of all. his Rika dealios. Grieving is difficult, and honestly I never understood the reason for anger about Yoosung mentioning Rika so much, but as the new route shows, while they are not related by blood, they do share one thing in common, and that is they do not get the help they need, to the POINT that it HURTS their friends and loved ones. Yoosung’s refusal to get help damages his relationship with everyone, but especially Seven. I don’t think they are all that good of friends to begin with, but his inability to accept Rika’s death, is unhealthy, kind of annoying, and most of all, damaging, to both himself and his loved ones. Also, he’s reckless. Like, to the point of toxicity. 3/5 of his bad endings are him either dying or getting hurt because of his lack of patience, and that is at the expense of his life, your life, and Seven’s life. Usually for selfish reasons. Another thing, he’s still a child. Like, in the after ending he does grow up, but that’s only after his sacrifice for you. In every other child he shows no signs of growing up. And that’s if he isn’t working for Jumin (And even then he’s still pretty child like) And also, like, he switches personalities on you fast if he thinks you like someone else. Yandere Yoosung is basically canon and that is unhealthy AF

Zen: Let’s not talk about the narcissism, because that’s explained away and honestly we could all afford to love ourselves like that. Let’s talk about his terrible habits, like riding motorcycles in places where he could easily die. Or maybe his referral to his sexual drive as the beast, and that he openly admits that some men, including himself if enticed enough, can’t control themselves. In one of his bad ends, he literally peruses and hunts an uninterested MC. Like, he does not take no for an answer, and he admits that. And his rude relations with Jumin? Uncalled for and unacceptable. I get that Jumin reminds him what he should have been, but the game says Jumin was never once mean to Zen when he wasn’t mean first. Zen just refuses to get along with people he doesn’t like. What if he didn’t like Mc’s brother or dad or sister or friends, how would he treat them? Also, the whole princess and prince thing edges of sexist, but I would be willing to let that slide because of how often he sometimes flips the trope on it’s head, but he literally treats MC like a maiden in distress in almost all the routes. He’s much better about it in the V route but in the canon one’s he is possessive and demanding of MC even when he’s not the love interest (and probably especially because he is not the love interest) And this is a problem with all Zen and Yoosung, but they are super anti-gay. Like, the smallest of suggestions make them defensive. Again, this one is nit picky, but at least Jumin simply refuses such accusations.

Jaehee: (I’m not gonna lie, this one took me a while) She burns herself out on work so much that while it’s unhealthy for her, it would strain a relationship to the point where it wouldn’t work out at all. Her aggression towards MC in Zen’s route is pretty uncalled for. It even happens if you aren’t pursuing his route. She knows she can’t control Zen so she immediately jumps to going after you to try and intimidate you, which is pretty messed up. (If you have more problematic Jaehee things please share! I need my wife exploited.)

Jumin: He’s possessive, and while there is an explanation for it, there’s no excuse. He practically pushes MC to her death in his bad routes, and while you can argue and say that that wouldn’t really happen because it was the bad route, you have to take into consideration good route doesn’t mean most accurate. I probably would freak out and try and flee from the crazy almost stranger who was keeping me in his house under the word of ‘protection’. And also being kinky is okay, but his tying up of MC and picking out her clothes and the complete domination of one is not. That can be what both partners want, but the game doesn’t exactly make it clear that this is just some sort of sex thing. It could be MC’s whole new life, with no real say because of fear of Jumin. And why might MC fear Jumin? Maybe because he presses her into walls when he gets frustrated, and then half asses an apology, again under the ruse of protection. Even his good ending seems pretty damn controlling. 

Seven: Seven is a fucking douchebag, in all routes, in every stage of his route, and people who deny that are probably being hypocrites. If you can give Seven an excuse for all the shit he does, then literally everyone else gets one too. How is seven a douchebag? Ignoring the big things to start, he’s a dick to his so called friends. He tricks Yoosung constantly. And while they aren’t Sam Pepper level pranks, they are unjustly cruel, and constant, and he only does it to Yoosung because Yoosung is the only one openly intimidated by Seven. (Seven would probably go after Zen as well, since Zen has expressed his fear of Seven, but Seven knows if he did, he’d have Jaehee up his ass). He like, practically tortures Vanderwood, who literally babysits him when he’s being super fun Seven, and then has to try and control him when he goes serious Saeyoung. And, hes fucking mean as shit to MC when he does to the apartment. I totally understand the whole, have to push her away deal. But jesus he takes it too far sometimes. Remember when I said good end isn’t realistic end? Realistically, if someone did that to someone, they would turn the other direction immediately and nope out of there. He is a prick, and we’re expected to forgive him because... we want his good ending. 

V: He’s a liar, first and foremost. Even if it’s for the ‘protection’ of everyone, in the end it was because he didn’t want to out Rika to the others. The people who would have been most vulnerable to her. He did a pretty shitty job at protecting them too, because they die, like, a lot. I think Jaehee and Jumin are the only one’s who don’t have bad endings were they aren’t killed or controlled by Mint Eye. V knows the whole time she plans to drag them down and he just...does nothing? Like, at all. He doesn’t really ever try and stop Rika until Seven’s route. And he never really warns the RFA except through cryptic pleas, that like, make you want to just find out more. And also, he does not hide that he is in contact with Seven more than he is with the other members, which, must make everyone feel pretty fucking awful, especially Jumin, who is supposed to be V’s best friend, and V never really gives Jumin a break with that. And he’s just super self destructive. Like, if you are not a perfect goddess, he’s probably either going to lie to you, or become obsessed with you, or leave you to go right back to Rika. 

Saeran: Thought I was just gonna do to the RFA? YOU FOOL. Saeran I feel, legitimately has an excuse for his behavior, so I excuse a lot of it, He’s cruel and torturous and doesn’t give a damn about the innocent if they get in his way, but he’s literally under the mind control of drugs, and feels he relies on them. One of the only things I don’t think is excusable is his involving MC in all of this. Of course, without that there would be no game, but it’s one of the one things he pretty much had control over. Rika wanted to distract the RFA so she could get her files in the canon routes, and in V route MC is used to try and get secrets from the RFA. Literally, all of that could have been done without an outsider. They have plenty of followers that would have worked, who would have willingly lied for Rika and the cause without question. Like, this is less a fault in him and more a fault in the whole plan, it was just shitty to involve an outsider in the first place. 

Rika: I am actually not going to type one out for her because I know her actions speak mountains to all the bad shit she has done. One thing I would like to bring to attention though is that, she literally does to Saeran what her parents did to her, and while that’s common amongst the abused, my love for her won’t even erase that. 

I know probably no one read through all this, but I wanted to add this here: They are all bad people. It’s what makes them so human. One of the worst things about dating sims is the characters are near flawless, or their flaws make them more endearing such as fear of rejection. Dream Daddy is a big victim of that, one of the exceptions being Joseph. But it’s so important to recognize and accept these flaws. Because none of them are as extreme as I make them. If there was an option to just be friends with the RFA, that would resolve almost all of the flaws I mentioned above. They all have something bad inside them, but when they are at their best, what makes them so great shines through. Somethings are bad, Zen and Jumin’s bad endings being one, but that isn’t who the character is. That is who they are when they get pushed over the edge. Rika, is an extreme example of that. So stop this nonsense about pointing out flaws in other characters, because those flaws don’t make up the character, and they don’t mean shit in the end.

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[in-mysme-hell]

Um... I know you said NSFW requests but I dont really have any on my mind ehehe... BUT! Do you think you could do the RFA and an MC who loves housecleaning and house-work? If not thats okay I just thought it would be nice >w

This is so friggin cute! Thanks for sending this one in, I had so much fun writing it. Honestly, I love washing dishes (mindless work so I can think over plot lines) and vacuuming carpet flooring. Something about a spotless, clear carpet and those light/dark patterns that the vacuum makes going back and forth…mostly its just an illusion of productivity lol wow I’m such a weirdo ok lets move on

Pupper Yoosung:

If he’s not raging at LOLOL, then he’s busy dealing everything university has to throw at him or at least he should be

As a uni student, the poor boy has little to no time to keep his dorm room clean I relate so hard pls help so isn’t he damn lucky to have you

Poor baby didn’t even realize how much of a mess he made until he looked away from the computer screen and saw how different it all looked wait is that the actual colour of the kitchen counter??

He’ll protest when he sees you picking up after him or cooking him dinner

“MC, no you can’t clean my mess I’m a big boy”

But low-key he loves being pampered. It just makes him feel all warm inside that you love him enough to want to take care of him

Baehee Jaehee:

She’s a pretty clean woman to begin with - a clean environment makes for a productive mind and all that - which is surprising given how busy she always is

Poor baby doesn’t even have time to eat decent meals or catch her breath I’m lookin’ at you mista trustfund kid

So can you imagine the utter relief on her face when she finally drags her ass home from work late at night only to find a hot homemade meal prepared just for her!?

She feels kind of bad that you’re alway fussing over her health and making sure she doesn’t need to worry about housework after spending obscene hours at work

Ofc you reassure her that you actually like cooking and keeping your shared apartment clean - it makes you feel useful and honestly a clean living space just makes you feel 10x less stressed

And it hasn’t escaped your notice how OCDish Jaehee is about cleanliness and the kind

The cute coffee bean that she is she’s always giving you handy lil tips just like that whole duct tape and cat hair thing - tbh it probably comes in handy when you shed a ton of hair around the house

Lovely Zen:

Ok this idiot - the workaholic with only beer and water in his fridge - probs isn’t a clean guy lets be honest

Dating you doesn’t change his crazy work schedule (and multiple workouts per day -_-) so he makes it home barely in time for dinner, if at all

At first, he isn’t used to eating such wholesome meals but after a stern glare on your part and a “aww, Jagi, you’re so cute when you’re trying to act all tough” from him (that got him a night on the couch for sure) he quietly adheres to your domestic side

His fav part is coming home early sometimes and just leaning against the doorway to watch as you vacuum the living room, your iPod blasting, and singing at the top of your lungs

Honestly, these little wifey quirks of yours turn him the hell on u n l e a s h  t h e b e a s t

Since he ran away from home, its been entirely too long since he’s really been a part of the family home lifestyle and so he really cherishes this side of you that allows him to have that in his life again

Daddy Jumin:

Wanting to cook him homemade meals instead of the chef? He can understand that. In fact, he loves it. Loves coming home to the smell of something you’ve made with your own hands, just for him. It’s just another piece of you that ties you to him as his wife possessive fucker

Getting down and dirty on the roof top garden to grow your fav flowers and herbs? He can deal with that. What Mrs. Jumin Han wants, Mrs. Jumin Han gets, yeah?

But then he came home to surprise you for lunch and found you washing the dishes….um what?

this poor little confused cinnamon roll

“But MC, what about the maid? You don’t need to be doing this. You’ll damage your soft skin and….”

You tried to explain to him how therapeutic it was for you to clean the penthouse. Things like washing dishes allowed you to just let your mind wander and it made you feel productive. Besides, being cooped up in the penthouse was boring AF. I mean, there’s only so much time you can spend being pampered and laying around on every piece of furniture before you start going bonkers

He was annoyed that you would do this when he was at work so he wouldn’t know about it and really wanted to put his foot down on this no wife of Jumin Han would be getting her hands dirty with manual labour but you wouldn’t hear of it. You sort of came to a compromise where you could clean the kitchen after using it, but the maid would most def be cleaning the rest of the penthouse. 

GOD Seven:

Oh lord this hot mess lives in an even bigger mess

Like it gives you actual anxiety seeing the state of the bunker Vanderwood relates so hard omfg

So while your precious little tomato head is working obsessively, you’re tackling the Loch Ness monster that is the dirty laundry and chip bags amassing on the dirty floor.

His jaw actually hit the ground when he finally crawled out of his office that he’d been holed in for hours on end

“MC, when did we get a new carpet in the bedroom?”

h o l y f u c k b o i

“no, Saeyoung, that’s the actual colour of your floor”

That was actually your first task when you came to the bunker and you kept it up ever since, all the while slowly training your husband to stop being such a piece of shit Vanderwood’s words not urs

Like Saeyoung felt guilty enough to make a conscious effort to clean up after himself. He felt like enough of a failure already and hating himself for making his wife clean up after his stupid ass was wholly unnecessary

But he also loved that he had someone by his side who loved him and stuck by him despite all his messy habits cut the bby some slack he deserves to be shown all the love in the universe so he took all your scoldings quietly and just gazed at you with hearts in his eyes, still having a hard time believing you were real

- admin Shay

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