#aka memories

[little-eye-guy]

"this is too raw of a line to come from—" shut up. beauty and meaning is everywhere

#eye guy speaks #i need that phrase to be removed from everyone's vocabulary Please #why are you so convinced that such things cannot be discovered by or found in the mundane #1/1/23 edit: hope you all have enjoyed yourselves bc im ready for some peace and quiet *turns off reblogs* #1/4/23 edit: please don't comment about wanting to reblog. the experience itself may be fleeting but you will have your memory of it #(aka i turned them off for my health and you will be ok. it's just a post)

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

anyone else have multiple traumatic memories associated specifically with holidays/family vacations? because that is a topic I never see discussed in all the So You Had A Shitty Childhood, Now What? self-help books i've been reading. but for me, it was a significant thing. and the more i think about it the more it seems like this would be an (unfortunately) common experience. would be grateful to hear if this matches other peoples' experiences...

#not a shitpost #serious post #ask to tag #tw trauma #cptsd #c-ptsd #and if so we should TALK about it #because it means there are a whole group of survivors out there whose mental health regularly worsens during holidays #like i know i am most certainly not the only person who feels an undefined Dread hanging over christmas/my birthday/july 4 etc #bc too many shitty things happened during those times and now my brain is hypervigilant bc traditionally these are the Danger Times #and this seems like it would be particularly common for survivors of abusive/dysfunctional households (aka most people with c-ptsd) #because holidays/vacations typically mean 1) the whole family is together/being forced to interact #2) and undergoing external stressors e.g. travel/relatives aka 'outsiders' visiting/routines & coping mechanisms being interrupted etc #3) there is social pressure for this to be a Fun Family Bonding Experience which only highlights the cracks in the foundation #and exposes the common Everything Is Fine/We Are A Happy Family lie #4) the cognitive dissonance of feeling tired/anxious/stressed/afraid during a time when you are 'supposed' to be Making Good Memories #and then everyone is angry/tired/anxious/triggered and things boil over and something or someone goes Very Wrong #weird that i'm posting this in october when halloween is...sort of the ONLY holiday i have only good and happy feelings towards #i got lucky there #also i have positive feelings towards Labor Day but that's for socialist reasons

[taddymason]

And way down we go

#just thinking. about Jay not even wanting to get his memories back. Bc he knows there are painful things he'd rather not remember. #(aka Skybound/Seabound) #Ninjago #jay ninjago #jay walker #ninjago fanart #ninjago dragons rising #ninjago oc #dad jay au #kaida walker #ninjago jay #ninjago nya #nya ninjago #nya jiang #Kaida don't ask your father these questions he already has enough trauma #This happens when I have too much free time

[chidoroki]

"Unstoppable" by Donna Ashworth

#the promised neverland #tpn manga #tpn emma #tpn ray #rayemma #emma #ray #my edits #happy november 13th aka the day the kiddos crossed over to the human world and our fearless protagonist achieved her goal. #im so proud of her..& i didnt mean for this to turn into something so RE relatable but it just fits ya know? ray's been by her side the #entire journey so of course he would witness all her ups & downs. i dunno if he would indulge in poetry however but with all the #books in the GF & bunker library im sure he's at least come across his far share of poems over the years. so yeah. i sorta imagined him #writing all this down and sketching out his memories alongside it all. hopefully the panels convey that kind of look. who knows.

[thetwilightroadtonightfall]

“Even when we’re apart, our hearts are always connected. Don’t forget that.”

Finally fulfilling my years long dream of making a station of awakening for my best boy 🥹❤️

Thank you very much to @catraears for their template!

[ ✿ Please do not reupload/edit/use without proper credit or linking back ✿]

#ephemer #khux #station of awakening #dive to the heart #my art #player’s design is based off their appearance in khux’s original app icon #aka what I always use but like. I actually looked at it for reference this time instead of going by memory/headcanons lol #according to my timelapse this took me 13 hrs to complete 👁️👄👁️ #out of everything I’m SO proud of how eph looks here!!!! isn’t he handsome? 🥰 #my posts #dandy kids #timeless child

[yunamiudon]

Modern AU! Codywan👮‍♂️

I stole this design from my drawing last year lol

↑I drew this AU again...

https://archiveofourown.org/works/27588466/chapters/67488583

I haven't decided what Cody does for a living in this fic, but I'm starting to think Detective Cody might be a good idea... 🤔

#I know #the letters are too small #it's hard to read #sorry about that! #I don't know why did I draw this AU this much #In the last panel Obi wrote in #Aurebesh #aka Star Wars alphabet #But no one understand that #Obi-Wan may have a few memories from a long time ago in a galaxy far far away. #But what if he is the only one in this world who retains the memories...? #🥺😢 #could someone write/draw #detective AU #and let me see them? #pleaseee #I mean it #😭🙏 #At first I was going to draw #Prodigal Son AU #but then I realized #that would make Qui-Gon a serial killer #lol #but I wanna draw that AU someday... #Codywan #commander cody #star wars #YunamiArt

[salamispots]

hi hi! :0 awwha thank you and yeah course! I'm pretty sure it's from Max Ulichney's brushes for procreate haha (I don't remember which set though unfortunately):

good luck with setting up your sketchbook and no probs/thank you! ^^

@mpreg-jesuschrist awh thANK

@ anon not at all haha thank you for the lovely message :'>

#art asks #sweet potatoes #was fun to try and draw Iris from memory/no ref haha; I left out the little mushroom pocket #and like side of the bag/strap details #-gASPS- oh my god I forgot her wrist things mdkfjghdfkgdfjg RIP #abruptly remembers why I started doing little doodles for asks in the first place hAHA aka I'm shit with words #so please enjoy this thank you doodle >:'D #also typing out the username to @ made me snort a little

[mystristages]

something about blaschko's lines and spiders that fluoresce under UV light

#miguel o'hara #spider-man 2099 #spiderman 2099 #condemnation of memory #sm2099 #and one with normal lighting aka what you see 99% of the time. unless u carry around a black light and shine it on him for fun

[thefreshprinceofjunes]

yall ever just

#kingdom hearts #soriku #kh3 spoilers #melody of memory spoilers #disney #disney princess #kh meta #ali's kh meta #this has already been pointed out numerous times #i just never realized they actually used the og dialogue from cinderella in khux #aka 'be gay' #fuckin wild #fairy godmother is also basically in the same position in both pics #while riku is where cindy was #more or less

[chirpsythismorning]

S5 opener REAL

#byler #will byers #stranger things #every season besides s4-5 opens with non main characters #for el we got a flashback of the lab followed by her perspective in the scene directly after #and I think for Will we will see something similar #with us getting the flashback of him in castle byers in the UD #followed by him in the present in the scene after #but what exactly would warrant that memory being brought up in association with Will in the present? #mayhaps his connection to the mindflayer and the UD run deeper than we realize… #it’s likely not something he could just rid himself of in s2 and now he’s all good #he literally still feels a connection to everything he is feeling #that means he is still technically at risk of being the spy in some capacity #the massacre at Hawkins lab also was a guiding force for El discovering the ‘truth’ in s4 #so it’s likely for Will this instance will operate in a way that re-contextualizes the events in the past up to now #like that time Will suggested they go to the hospital in s3 only for the flayed to be waiting for them #or how flayed Billy knew they were at the cabin… #all while Will was looking cryptic as hell in that scene watching over el #or the fact that he picked Billy in the first place the season after he focused on Will… #you know.. williams #I think the easiest way to introduce the castle Byers flashback is a dream honestly #specifically a dream within a dream #seeing that recent leak and Will looking like either he has a black or hasn’t slept in days #is giving very much ‘I am afraid to sleep bc I’m scared of what will happen’ #I think dude is not exactly possessed in the sense that we already saw in s2 with like the particicles #but he’s still vulnerable #the door is still ajar… #no but fr this idea of opening a door in your mind was so blatant in st2 AND s3b of teen wolf #I think a big part of it will be guilting Will over the fact that Will has helped him before without Will telling the others #hence his weird vibe in s3… like he’s already successfully fucked with Will post s2 potentially with us being none the wiser aka here we go

[hajihiko]

also a Tunesday sketch, song; Kids by MGMT

#Aka the music video that almost made me cry #Sdr2 #Super danganronpa 2 #God I need a survivors tag so bad. #An art #I guess #BARELY. #Also that song??? Insane teenager memories.

[slavicviking]

“Can you miss someone who never existed?”

It’s like Robin is determined to pry him open and apart and leave him destroyed. She looks ready to destroy herself along the way, too. 

Eddie swallows. His eyes wander but never hit the target. There’s a crack on the table’s surface that he finds more interesting. ”What do you mean?”

“I- don’t know,” Robin admits and sighs. He hears the familiar clink of her bracelets, her chair squeaking when she shifts her weight. “I just- I don’t know.”

There’s pressure building behind his eyes and inside his skull. Part of him is angry, furious with Robin - why did she ask? Why are they talking about it at all? There’s a part of him that wants to bite and thrash like a wounded dog. 

“Have you been seeing any clocks recently?” He indulges, for a second, that petty part of him, mock concern bleeding into his voice, and regrets it immediately, wishes the happy tunes from the dancefloor could drown it and erase it from existence. 

“That’s not funny,” Robin snaps. 

It’s not. It’s really not.

read the rest here

read from the beginning

huge thanks to @readerofportrait and @vthx for beta-reading!!

#in the memory of aka steve disappears but no one remembers him au #steddie #stobin #steve harrington #eddie munson #robin buckley #st #my writing

[givehimthemedicine]

free miracle cure for some of the takes & winning poll options that've been on my dash lately. get well soon

#some of you are basing strong opinions off of inaccurate 18+ month old memories of your last watch and it shows #like if your ship is the main/only part of a show that you care about great. you do you. Ive had shows like that. have fun however it's fun #just. if that's you why are you jumping into arguments about the other stuff #if your perception of the show is built on yt scene packs of your ship spliced together with frog dna to fill in the boring parts #(aka The Actual Plot) where are you getting the confidence to argue dickishly about characters and themes you clearly pay no attention to? #also gesturing vaguely to that post about periodically renewing your license by rewatching the source material #anyway. #don't mind me I'm just an old man grumbling on my porch as I see tourists start to filter back into town as the weather warms up #(resumes whittling) #shitposts

[merriclo]

i see and respect your “Wild is an arsonist who burns forests down” joke, but i raise you the ever funnier “Wild is a huge wildlife conservationist and will personally fight anyone who dares to set it ablaze (aka almost every single other Link)” joke

#this post is sponsored by the immense amount of guilt i experience whenever i accidentally light the forests on fire in botw #wild in his smokey the best arc #guys who else are wildlife conservationists #maybe time bc he grew up kokiric? he’d have lots of respect for the forest #sky? maybe that’s just for the birds tho lmao #definitely not twilight aka ‘let me burn down a bomb storage building’ #anywho i think it’s just so funny to have the link with the easiest access to fire be completely again using it regularly #like yeah he’ll use it for a puzzle and to get places #but he’ll do his due diligence in making sure it’s contained and won’t harm anything #obviously this is just a headcanon and i don’t mind any fire loving characterizations of wild #i just think wild tackling legend bc he was going to light something on fire is funny as shit #linked universe #lu #wild lu #lu wild #wild linked universe #linked universe wild #is there anything in canon that says wild burns down forests or something #idk i have a bad memory

[zxal]

boychild of destiny

#kingdom hearts #kh #kingdom hearts dark road #khdr #xehanort #young xehanort #player kh #casts beam of transgenderification on your tragic villain #aka xehanort goes to scala and learns about gender roles. what do you mean not everyone is like my parent what do you mean by Boy #when you grow up in total isolation and your only context is secondhand memories - #- from someone who doesnt really ascribe to that stuff to begin with #and then you meet other people for the first time and realize that they see you a certain way that you have no control over #and you don't even know if it's what you want or not. you didn't know you had to choose #playernort may be gone but genderfluid xehanort is forever. FOREVER #also not to be the 'loki was genderfluid' guy but--- (i am taken out by a sniper) #my art #kh art

[mitamicah]

As a birthday gift to myself I am on my way redrawing memorable Bojan moments from the Malmö gig and this is what I got so far (still wip hence no signature yet :'D)

If you guys have any suggestions for moments I can draw (it has to be Bojan and has to be from Malmö) feel free to tap in ^V^ otherwise I'll probably continue tonight with more and more self indulgent sketches x'D

#you can already see me going self indulgent with the purple one aka him writing me a tattoo at suondcheck x'D #all these are from reference #the next ones I want to draw will be from memory so I can curious to see how that changes things xD #bojan cvjetićanin #joker out #jo see you soon tour 2024 #joker out spring tour 2024 #sys tour 2024 #my gig #malmö gig #mine #my own art #wip