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mapofthesea · 2 years

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implied ot7 x reader, hoseok x reader, namjoon x reader, dem reader

genre: smut with a bit of plot

warnings: smuuuut, big dick namjoon n hobi, dom!namjoon x dom!hoseok x sub!reader, f!fingering, oral (male receiving), deepthroating, hair pulling, dirty talk, swearing, praise, edging, multiple orgasms, unprotected sex, namjoon is wearing a necklace (definitely a warning), hobi expects verbal responses (I find this hot. maybe im alone), mentions of a wet dream, spanking, aftercare n feelings

an: if we’re considering all of my poly fics to be existing in the same timeline, this one is placed more toward the beginning! It gives a bit more context to their relationship and how it began to evolve. As always this has not been proofread or edited so sorry for any mistakes. Please do not read this if you’re under 18 or uncomfortable with the content :)

Everything about your relationship with Namjoon was unconventional.

Your first date only happened because you were stuck working the front desk at an art museum where he had lost a pair of reading glasses. He had stumbled in as you were sweeping, the last of your closing duties, and flushed beyond belief as he realized you were the only one left in the place. Once you returned his glasses he stuttered around a request to take you to dinner, and the next day you were infatuated.

By your third date Namjoon told you about his unusual living arrangements. You weren’t scared by the fact that he lived with his six closest friends, honestly more intrigued by how in the world that much personality fit inside one house. You had reassured him it was no problem.

On your fifth date, you met one of those friends. Hoseok, who happened to be grabbing coffee at the same cafe you and Namjoon picked for your cozy rainy day date. Hoseok didn’t stay for long, insisting he didn’t want to intrude on your date, but you didn’t miss the way his eyes lingered on Namjoon longer than a friends’ would.

“What was that about?” You chuckle once the man leaves. Namjoon’s face flushes as he takes a sip of his coffee.

“Ah, he- I just…we…” you find him unbearably cute when he’s flustered.

“It’s okay, Joon, you can tell me!” A grin sprouts on his face at the nickname you’d newly employed.

“Okay, fine. I’m only telling you this because I like you a lot. So much more than I ever expected to.” Namjoon unloads his truth, spilling all the details about his relationship with his roommates, who you now know are much more than that to him. Although it’s not what you were expecting to hear, it doesn’t deter you. The taste you got of Hoseok was enough to convince you the rest of the men must be just as kind, handsome and charming as he and Namjoon.

By your tenth date, you were sleeping over in his room, sharing bites of ramen with his roommates, catching their lingering touches and stares. By the time Namjoon asked you to be his girlfriend, you were so enamored by them all that you would never consider saying no.

By now, you’d lost track of the amount of dates you had with Namjoon. You had also lost track of the amount of times he had whispered filthy promises into your ear.

“Sweet girl, look at you falling apart under my hands. Only takes a few fingers to turn you into mush, huh?” His words would have made you roll your eyes if he wasn’t knuckle deep in your pussy, three of his long fingers stretching your silky walls around him. Instead of being snarky you nod, the hairs at the nape of your neck sticky with sweat. Namjoon practically glows at your reaction, fingers working with increased vigor as you feel the familiar pull of an orgasm tickling at your stomach.

“Joon, please-” a shuddering gasp rocks through you as he licks a deft line up your neck. “Please let me cum.” A long, loud whine slips out of you.

“Hmmm, do you think you’ve earned it? Do you deserve to cum, pretty girl?” His voice vibrates against your neck, deep and frayed with the familiar edge of lust that always clouds your brain.

“Yes, yes, Namjoon, I do! I do-I,” Your eyes roll to the back of your head, the peak of desire making you feel as if you're underwater. He hums an affirmative but you know better, willing your body to cling on to its last bits of control until Namjoon utters the words you long to hear.

“Come on, pretty girl, need you to come on my fingers now, stretch you out so you can take my cock.” The knot in your stomach tightens, seconds away from snapping when Namjoon swipes the flat of his thumb against your clit. Your hand latches around his wrist in a poor attempt to anchor yourself. He groans at your grip, the tangible reminder that you have latched onto him, trusting him to throw you over the edge of pleasure.

“That’s it, baby, I’m right here. C’mon pretty, got a surprise waiting for you but not till you soak my fingers for me.” The growl of his voice tips you over in seconds, orgasm washing over you in seconds. Your thighs twitch around his hand, vision blurring with tears as a rush of wetness leaves you, slicking Namjoon’s fingers. He talks you through it all the way, muttering praise into your shoulder.

The world comes back to you, feeling thrumming through your body all at once. Sweat beads between your breasts, slightly uncomfortable now that you’re more aware of Namjoon’s body atop of yours.

“Shit,” you sigh, pushing errant strands of Namjoon’s hair out of his face. His eyes are sparkling, an almost innocent look on his flushed cheeks as he admires you. He captures your lips without hesitation, biting at your bottom lip until you taste the metallic tang of your blood. Namjoon’s hips, still covered in the cotton of his boxers, grind down to you, uncaring that his hand is still between your legs.

“Fuck, baby. Can't wait anymore. Are you ready?” He finally retracts his hand, sitting up on his knees. The tan expanse of his chest makes your mouth water, his delicate silver chain dangling over you. No matter how many times it had dangled over your face while he fucked you, the tantalizing metal drives a shiver through your body, mind empty at the idea of having the chain bumping into you as Namjoon uses you however he pleases.

“Baby?” The teasing lilt to his voice tells you that you’d been zoned for quite a bit, and you blush at being caught despite the situation. Namjoon takes it in stride, a wide smile splitting his face as he palms himself through his boxers.

“Making you dumb, pretty? Can’t think of anything but me, huh? So selfish, sweet girl.” He traces a gentle hand down your cheek, squeezing the flesh of your cheeks in a teasing manner. You nod, squirming, much more turned on than embarrassed at his treatment of you.

“Always you, Joon.” You affirm. Namjoon cracks another grin, this one smaller and more secretive.

“Well, pretty. Might wanna rethink that one.” Abruptly he leaves the bed, the loss of warmth making you whine.

“Joon!” You call, uncaring to turn your head and see where he’s going. He had promised a surprise, and you were fairly sure he was probably rummaging through a desk drawer, trying tot find something he may or may not have lost. Although you missed his presence, you appreciate the moment to recuperate, get your mind back into your body before you lose it completely under whatever he had planned. Eyes slipped shut, you allow yourself to enjoy the steady beat of your heart, the soft sheets under you that didn’t quite smell like sex and sweat.

A hand ghosts over your face, tracing the line down your nose, over each of your eyes. The touch feels so nice you don’t rush to open your eyes and instead just lean into the hand, relishing in the cool push of metal rings against your full cheeks.

Fuck. Rings?

You eyes shoot open, heartbeat suddenly pounding. Namjoon was not wearing rings today. He had specifically made a show of taking his few off before he fingered you, enjoying the way your eyes widened as he flexed his fingers and pulled them off one by one.

Hoseok. The air stuttered out of your lungs as you register the handsome face above you. The surprise. Your relationship with the boys had become more robust in the last few weeks, kisses becoming more heated, giving Jimin or Taehyung a hand when they get too pent up after work, but Hoseok.

Hoseok, who had done nothing more than cuddle with you and give you sweet sneaky kisses on the cheeks. Hoseok, who you had had a nasty, realistic wet dream about. One that had woke you up in the middle of the night, so desperate for relief that you shook Namjoon awake and rode him until you cried.

Your insides turn to liquid as he smirks, clearly enjoying the shock on your face.

“Hi, love. Good surprise?” You nod dumbly, lost in disbelief. Hoseok tuts, smirk falling briefly. His eyes leave your face, shooting up to where you assume Namjoon is standing.

“Didn’t teach her to use her words, huh? We can work on that.” Namjoon says nothing but you can imagine the way he rolls his eyes. Hobi’s hand grips under the bone of your jaw, thumb resting right over your thrumming pulse.

“Good surprise?” He asks again, and now you clearly know what he expects.

“Yes, Hobi. Very good.” Your voice comes out whiny, an embarrassing pitch considering you just had time to collect yourself. A warm smile graces his features, much closer to the one you’re used to seeing. He releases your jaw just as Namjoon’s weight dips the end of the bed. When you finally see him again your chest fills with admiration.

“Joon,” you coo, reaching for him with grabby hands. He’s still straining against his boxers when he helps you sit up and you palm him immediately, feeling your insides twist with anticipation at the feeling of his cock. His chest shudders at your touch, clearly still pent up from before.

“Thank you,” the words punch from your lungs, feeling almost embarrassed that you’re thanking your boyfriend for this, given the nature of your relationship. Namjoon still glows under your praise, a genuine smile gracing his lips when he realizes how genuinely thankful you are to him for getting Hoseok involved.

A chuckle sounds from behind you, a reminder that Hoseok is very much in the room, and you glance over your shoulder to see the man in all his glory. He’s wearing just a loose white shirt and a pair of athletic shorts, but you can make out the lithe lines of his muscles under the fabric, the bulge of his cock straining against his shorts. If you were standing, your knees would have buckled at the combined sight and the feeling of Namjoon peppering kisses along the back of your neck. Your head lolls, rolling to rest in the crook of his shoulder as his hands grab greedily at your breasts. Pleasure spikes through your body when Namjoon pinches both your nipples, and you have the distinct idea that he’s showing off.

Hobi’s gaze is unwavering, focused on your chest as Namjoon continues to suck the skin of your neck between his teeth. Your hips move of their own accord, canting pathetically forwards into the empty air.

“Oh, poor thing,” Hobi coos, shuffling closer until he’s kneeled in front of you on the bed, the scent of his cologne clogging your nostrils. His hand snakes between your bodies, thrumming directly across your slit. Your wetness collects on his fingertips and you let out a heady moan.

“Fuck, you're so wet. Pretty little pussy all wet for us?” The tone of his voice is low, teasing as he pulls his hand away from you, his fingers glistening with your arousal.

“Yes, Hobi, for you, an-an Joon,” you affirm, shaking your head as much as possible while wedged between the two men. Namjoon’s hands have abandoned the mounds of your breasts, traveling down the planes of your sides, fingertips dancing along the sensitive skin of your hips.

“Please,” you keen, not sure anymore which man you’re begging, “touch me.” The words stutter out but heed successful, as you feel Namjoon moving to strip himself of his boxers. In his slight absence, Hoseok captures your lips, slipping his tongue inside your mouth, exploring every inch he could reach. Your hands grasp around his neck for support as he kisses you fiercer, spit slicking both of your mouths as he tastes you. A moan bubbles out of your chest, the vibration zinging between your mouths. He shifts his lips away, the loss making you whine until he attaches himself back to your neck, mapping over the marks left there by Namjoon seconds before. The idea of both of them staking their visible claim sends a shiver down your spine. Namjoon’s hands return to your hips, ghosting over the skin.

He grabs ahold of the supple flesh of your asscheeks, spreading you open. On instinct you lean forward, pushing your chest into Hobi’s as Namjoon groans heartily upon seeing you spread out underneath him.

“Pretty little ass...” you recognize the sting of the slap before the sound and double over, relying fully on Hoseok to hold you up. “Even prettier little pussy, so wet and cute for us.” The low timbre of Namjoonb’s voice makes you shake, anticipating the next slap. It doesn’t come, and instead, Namjoon cups your heat, grinding the heel of his hand into your clit. Hoseok gathers your hair in a grip at the base of your neck, using his pure strength to maneuver your body upwards. Upon seeing the bliss written on your face he grins, unable to hide the streak of fondness he has for you.

“Feel good, love? Like having’ Namjoon’s hands all over you? Filthy little thing, letting us both touch you like this.” All of your decorum goes out the window with his words, body spasming against Namjoon’s touch. Hot puffs of breath stutter out of you, feeling lightheaded with pleasure but craving more than just Namjoon’s hand on you.

“Please, please, need more- I need more!” Hobi gives you no warnings as he lets go of your hair, allowing your body to slump forward, hips grinding uselessly against Namjoon as the familiar feeling mounts in your stomach.

“Gonna cum just like this, baby? Getting yourself off on my hand? So desperate that you can’t even wait for my cock?” Namjoon taunts, pressing the warm weight of his body over your back, crowding your senses with him.

You can feel the drag of his cock on your lower back, just inches away from sliding over your ass. Namjoon’s lips find your earlobe, nipping at your earring.

“Look up, baby” He gently instructs, a great contrast to the harsh movement of his teasing hand on your pussy. When you finally get the strength to lift your head, you’re met with the sight of Hobi, naked, watching with rapt attention as Namjoon crowds you. A moan punches out of your lungs as you see his cock; thick, with the pretty pink head leaking translucent arousal. “Wanna suck Hobi’s cock while I fuck this pretty pussy, baby?” You’re nodding before he even finishes his sentence, his body retracting and leaving you cold. Hoseok has his eyes locked to your face, an intense gaze that would have made you shrink if you didn't know any better.

Namjoon finally takes pity on you, or perhaps he couldn’t handle holding himself off any longer, as he runs the head of his cock against your entrance to warn you of the intrusion. You keen, back arching as Hoseok comes close, kneeling so that his cock is in your direct line of sight. He keeps one tight hand on the base, squeezing himself rhythmically.

“Hobi,” you intend to say more, but Namjoon begins pushing into you, your walls stretching around the intrusion in such a deliciously familiar way. Hobi’s hand falls to your hair, stroking it gently as you adjust to Namjoon splitting you open. “Joon, feels so good!” No matter how many times he had fucked you, there was no getting enough of the way he reaches so far inside of you, hitting all the right spots inside you. Hoseok’s hands turn harsh again as Namjoon sets a steady pace.

Your mouth drops open without hesitation, eyes drifting up to stare at Hoseok as he guides his cock into your mouth. For a moment you worry about the pure thickness of him, wondering if you would even be able to get your mouth around him. But you lick a bold stripe across the head and he whimpers, the sound music to your ears that encourages you to hollow your cheeks. Keeping your eyes on the man above you is all the motivation you need to loosen your throat, allowing Hoseok to push forward, eyes rolling to the back of his head when your nose pushes against his pelvis. A gag rolls through you, eyes watering at the intrusion, but you harness all of your energy into just enjoying: Namjoon’s grunts and whines as he sets a harsher pace in your pussy, Hoseok’s ringed hands twisting into the locks of your hair and tugging as he takes the liberty to fuck your face.

Thankfully you hadn’t bothered with makeup today, as the combination of spit and tears that spills over your face would have erased it all anyway.

“God, fuck, you’re so good at this. Slobbering all over my cock. But you look so pretty, what a good girl.” Hoseok never stops peppering you with praises, a wild contrast to the small pants from Namjoon that lights a raging fire in your stomach.

Namjoon’s hips speed up, the force sending you forward further onto Hobi. The feeling makes his cock twitch, a whine rattling through you at the feeling. Your mind goes hazy, consumed by the pleasure blooming by being between the both of them. Your clit is aching for attention, unable to be reached as your arms are already struggling to hold you up. Hoseok must notice something change, as he pulls back, cocking an eyebrow at you as he traces your bottom lip with his thumb.

A moan stutters out of you, unbidden as Namjoon gives you an extra hard thrust, almost collapsing you into the sheets as pleasure wracks your body.

“What do you need, love?” Hoseok calls to you, an edge of concern in his voice as you pant.

“M-my clit, Hobi, please! ‘M close but I can-” Namjoon groans at the words, how fucked out you sound from having Hoseok’s cock down your throat. Hoseok’s face morphs into something like pity but it’s laced with dangerous dominance.

“Awe, that little pussy can’t come unless someone is touching your clit?” Hoseok lifts you up from underneath your armpits, pressing a sweet kiss to your forehead.

“Never can get enough, even with two cocks for you. Greedy still, baby, hm?” Namjoon grits out, the grip on your hips hard enough to leave bruises as he switches his angle just a bit, driving the head of his cock right into your gspot. The shout that leaves you doesn't even sound like your own, mind blurring at his words and the implication.

“Mhmm, never enough, please-please touch me.”

Completely under Hoseok’s manipulation, you are lowered to the level of his cock once again as soon as he sees one of Namjoon’s hands snake down to your swollen clit, puffy and begging to be touched. The touch makes your body convulse, the visceral reaction making Namjoon groan in appreciation.

Hosoek pulls you back onto his cock, much less careful than he was the first time around now that he knows your ability. He loses himself in the way your eyes flutter, lips swollen around his cock as you let him do as he pleases, fucking your throat into abandon. A very small voice in the back of your head notes that you will probably need to get some lozenges, but the larger, animalistic part of your mind cares about nothing more than the fire burning in your core.

Namjoon works your clit expertly, loving the way you clench and flutter around his length with every circle of his fingers against. You try to warn him that you’re close, but the sound is muffled around Hoseok.

“Close, love?” Hobi asks, voice breathy and strung out as he delivers a particularly hard thrust into your throat. You nod wildly, glad that he got the message.

Namjoon speeds up, the lewd sound of your wetness leaking around his cock echoes the room, adding to the feeling building in your core. It's overwhelming, more tears springing to your eyes as your body gets wound up beyond belief, finally having a wild dream come true. Hoseok’s cock twitches violently in your throat as if he can ready your mind and you swallow around him, hoping to coax him to his orgasm. With tear stained lashes you peer up at him, marveling at the strong column of his neck, the corded muscles straining.

“Gonna cum in your mouth, pretty,” he warms, hips bucking in small, fast increments. “Oh fuck, fuck,” He cums with no further warnings, releasing ropes of thick cum that you swallow with no hesitation. Gasping, his finally frees your mouth as your pleasure mounts.

“Joon!” You squeak, voice absolutely wrecked. “Gonna cum, please let me cum, please J-joon please.” He chuckles darkly at your pleas and you wish you could see the stunned look he always gets on his face.

“You can cum, baby, come on, we’re right here.” His gentle coaxing tips you over the edge, white flashes of pleasure shining behind your eyes as you cum, dripping over his cock. Hoseok groans along with you, finding pleasure in the way your face scrunches and your back twists as if you were attached to a live wire.

“Right here baby, right behind you,” Namjoon leans down to press kisses into your back.

“Inside,” you gasp, orgasm making you dizzy with need to be filled up. No matter how many times you had fucked Namjoon, made this exact request, it still threw him into overdrive. His hips stutter and he cums immediately, filling you to the brim. Boneless, you fall forward onto the bed, chest heaving as Namjoon pulls out, admiring the mess of your cum between his legs.

You don’t realize that your thighs are shaking until Namjoon is cooing, massaging the supple skin of your legs in an attempt to soothe you.

“You did so good for us, baby.” His face comes into your view, a gentle smile on his reddened face. You melt instantly when he smothers you in a hug. Despite the layer of sweat on you both you feel a chill overtake you as your body adjusts to normal life again. Namjoon relinquishes his hold at your shiver and in seconds a shirt is being guided over your head. Hoseok’s, you note, and then immediately turn your head to look for him. A small headache surges through your brain but you ignore it when you see him hiking his shorts back up his legs.

A wide smile splits his face when he sees you and your heart flutters. You always hoped that this day would come, but now that its here you don’t quite now how to act. Namjoon’s hand skates gently up and down your back, a grounding and familiar touch.

“Glad we finally did that.” You speak to neither of them in particular, but Hoseok sprouts a huge smile.

“I couldn't wait any longer, I heard you had made your way to Jimin and Taehyung and...well,” he shrugs, cheeks flushing in what you think is embarrassment.

“Well, thank this one,” Namjoon points at you and you crinkle your brows at him. “She gave me the idea, moaning so loud for you in the middle of the night.” Your face flushes, whipping around to face him.

“You knew?” The memory of the night of your dream flashes in your mind. You had been sure he was asleep until you woke him, but apparently he had been pretending to sleep when you nudged him awake.

“You shithead.” The words have no real venom but make you feel better anyway as he crowds you into a hug, Hoseok close behind to squish your body in from the other side.

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rin-and-jade · 10 months

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Who am I.. : A post about being blurry

I got a few things to talk about here, while some of you are already aware of its struggles and have experiences around it, i’d love to add on more about this (it’s a long post) so don’t mind if i do;

To reiterate, being blurry means you’re in a moment where identifying who is out (at front) and who is currently talking (in co-con) takes huge effort or near to impossible in resolving this cloudy situation,, as well as having hazy + worser memory and lastly, bad internal communication that may occur.

There are some factors that are not limited to:

Exposed to stressors

Exhaustion

Lacking restful sleep

Dissociative mechanisms

Being overwhelmed

etc..

People may have different tolerance level and frequency that also could be out of natural reasons and lifestyles (as well as periods of alertness, yes, it shifts in different hours of the day), when having this once in a while its not a prob at all.. but what if it became more frequent than usual? Do you know what to do? If you do please reblog your own approach so it can help others. And for those who don’t i do have my own and i’ll give some of my approaches after i tell some potential effects that can happen when being blurry:

Having inconsistency in portraying outside

Dealing with confusion, can cause conflicts inside

Harder time in deciding or responding

Trouble around communicating with parts effectively and clearly

Memory gaps and losing track of time

These things aren't lovely, not even a bit.. so i have two ways to deal with it depending on context and situation,, Solve or Adapt. Solve is where you want to end the blurriness for good and Adapt is when Solve does not work or can’t be bothered to at first place.

Choosing Solve:

Using list of alters (especially pk bot) and go through each of them, seeing which one resonates.

Same thing but with music, make sure its the songs you know they (your other parts) listen to or from the provided playlist already.

Pay attention to a distinctive trait that pops out from all the meshed stuffs going on (specific way of talking or thinking or vibes, anything else)

Think of what clothing style you’d like to wear? Then check that with who would dress like that.

Choosing Adapt:

Give up with demanding tasks (unless if it’s important, just use your energy efficiently) and consider relaxing. This helps keeping mental load at bay.

Feeling unsure about who you are can be uncomfy, doing some comfort activities might do the trick.

Prepare a notes app and jot everything down to keep track of chores or work to do or remembering important things, don’t take it lightly because memory won’t be as helpful as usual.

Keep workload and stress at minimum, if it can be done later then put it aside, if not,, try breaking it to easier bits and commit to it with breaks if needed.

Last thing i want to tell is that I’ve seen my friends being blurry but not wanting to resolve it either due to not having enough mental capacity to deal with that, or having brain fog which makes it harder, or having way too much overlapping traits/identities that is beyond confusing which demotivated them, or not cut for it due to not enough understanding yourself/others to discern at the first place.. and thats okay, because im here if you need some help (or you can ask your trusted friend) and i hope this post is informative, stay slay guys.

- j

#did #actually did #did community #did system #did osdd #dissociative identity disorder #plural #system stuff #sysblr #Jeducates

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angelflungoutofspace · 4 months

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abbott elementary season 3 ep 1 & 2 REVEIWWWWW

idk why but I thought y'all might wanna hear what I thought about the season premierrrrrr!!!! it was so good and so chaotic. so many things going on at once.

when Janine walked out and revealed as district, I HAD A HEART ATTACK. but then the context helped. im just a little confused because didn't the Manny the district guy say Janine could go back into her class 1-2 days out of the week to teach?? or was it just to go around about hearing feedback?? it was so sad to see Janine's kids not caring about her presence and the super mean substitute. But, that one little boy, Alex, made my heart just warm!!!! It just reminded Janine why she's doing what she's doing!!!

omg and Janine and Gregory?? the way Janine HAD THE CONFIDENCE to go talk to Gregory about her feelings at the beginning of the school year??? like where did that bravery come out of, and she handled the rejection so well. like honey. I would have DIED. but also.... the way Gregory just... moved on???? well, I get why. bro has to protect himself, but like come on greggy boy, don't tell me YOU DONT just feel a little of love for Janine???? but I love the way writers handled it at the end. they didn't leave the awkwardness for the season and that is something I APPRECIATE. and at least we know that Gregory and Janine still want to be friends and still miss each other platonically.

am I being paranoid for being scared of Manny the district guy???? Like my boy Jacob had a point. Manny WAS giving me some crush vibes and it doesn't help how nice and genuine he is. LIKE IM LITERALLY FALLING FOR HIM. and his mom was a teacher??? I would love to see him more, but just not as another pawn in Janine and Gregory's relationship. but, I knowwwww better. and my girl QUINTAAAA will make us wait.

I think Janine is getting really confortable and friendly with the district crew and it's kind of scary me because if she gets TOO comfortable, she won't want to leave. I think when the fellowship ends, they'll offer her a permanent spot on the team and she'll want to take it but still teach at abbott.

Barbara was so cute this episode, with her makeup. and with how honest she was to the district. as some who works at a high school and has been dealing with a particularly horrible district and administration, Barbaras words hit too close to home. but she realized that the whole district team is essentially just 4 Janines with the power and position to make things happen. and I think she's really opening up to relying on the district more.

omg my girl Melissa. honey., I was so scared every time Gary made a marriage joke. and when he proposed I HAD A HEART ATTACK AND FOR A SPLIT SECOND I THOUGHT MELISSA WAS GONNA SAY YES and the rest of the season would be wedding planning. but as embarrassing and heartbreaking as it was for Melissa, she stayed true to herself and was mature to end the relationship. and my girl just crying made me cryyyyy omg. she looks so sad even though she was the one to break up with Gary, AND I KNOWWWWWW SHE'LL STILL BE HEALING. I don't think this is the last well see of Gary since he goes to the school every Thursday, but I think it'll be the end of their relationship permanently. but now that Melissa knows fs was wants to date and knows she doesn't wanna get married, I think she's gonna be in her exploration phase. HOEEEEE PHASSEEEE. god please send Melissa a gay awakening PLEASEEEEE. she needs a rebound and no better rebound than a woman. that would be so fun and so true to her.

but yeah thats all I think so far. and it was a great epsidose and a great start to an already unpredictable season!!!

#abbott elementary #janine teagues #gregory eddie #melissa schemmenti #barbara howard #jacob hill #ava coleman #episode review #kalies abbott reviews

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noellevanious · 10 months

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Alright. This is pissing me off now. More "drama" regarding my friend Avery and DemilyPyro below the cut.

Summary: Avery got harassed, Demily didnt apologize, blamed other things like her autism and memory issues, and other despicable things.

Context:

my friend Moira posted yesterday about local tumblr user Demilypyro being a shithead, after talking about how she had personally experienced her being shitty before. Because of this, she was getting harassed enough by Demily Fans that she relented and posted "Receipts" they were asking for (in quotes because.... she just said she was being shitty, no receipts should be needed)

The screenshots showed Demily clearly being shitty last year, talking rudely about a friend Moira had after the friend had posted a selfie in a channel they were both in.

Moira was told that Demily was apologizing, and considering the hatemail she was getting, I don't blame her for hearing that and going "Alright, awesome, I don't want or need to talk about that anymore! Leave me alone please and stop sending me hatemails/moving goalposts to prove that Demily is literally Worse than The Devil!"

I was looking through my blog, and, out of curiosity, I checked to see, and...

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.... blaming her autism, memory issues, and echoing fans levying suspicions about it being about her being trans, among other bad faith shit.

Doing this is despicable. Insulting trans women and mocking how they look and using questionable terms (they may or may not be dogwhistles, thats the nature of dogwhistles, and so I don't hold that against her, but still. questionable) and acknowledging that that actually happened is bad enough, especially when you're also trans. Infighting during a surge of transmisogyny, where straight women are being killed because people think they're trans, is nothing short of catastrophically stupid.

But to then, instead of just outright apologize, let your audience build it up as som witch-hunt and push the blame onto aspects of your life you can't control, is... something else.

I have autism, as do many of my friends. Not only is autism an obscenely variable mental health variable, but it also is not how South Park portrayed it once, where you impulsively shout out insults. Dulling your social senses is not the same as outright insulting trans women.

I also have friends with serious memory issues, as well as close relatives (my grandmother developed alzheimers in 2021 before she passed early this year). It's devastating in both directions.

To use those as scapegoats so you don't have to take responsbility for... being a shithead? Fucking despicable. No better word for it. Disrespectful, insulting to other people that have those issues and don't use them to excuse being shitty, apathetic at best.

Now, what is my point making this post? Besides this genuinely pissing me off an insane amount, I wanted to use it as a teaching opportunity -

You know how easy it would be to have made these "drama" not exist? Two magic words:

Take. Responsibility.

If you're ever in a situation where people are telling you you're being a shithead, and you know in the back of your head "Yeah, this stuff is really shitty, and it did come out of my mouth" - just fucking own up! Take responsibility for your shitty actions! "I'm sorry. I said shitty things. I'm going to strive to do and be better. I take full responsibility."

It's literally that simple - because it shows that - you know you made mistakes, but you have the capacity to learn from those mistakes! Like every fucking human being ever! Don't hide behind other things to avoid that responsbility!Don't passively promote your fans saying shit like "Hmmmm maybe other trans girls are calling you out because youre trans!" or "Hmm maybe they just hate you and want you to suffer!" Just fucking own up!

I don't know where this post is gonna end up. I fully expect more demily fans to harass me, I've already blocked Demily herself (because I don't want to even interact with somebody that badmouths other transgirls because they don't fit their beauty standards).

But, I do want to clarify and stress: I do not want, or care about, any more of this "drama" beyond her apologizing and owning up.

Seeing her fans mock and insult and harass my friend who already constantly deals with shit way more than anybody should, and then going on her blog and seeing her not only play the Woe is Me appeal to ethos bullshit, but also promote fans that are passing the blame around on boogeymen like her being trans, is dangerous, insulting, and made me furious, and I wanted to get it out of my system.

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Short little thoughts I just can't get out of my head they just won't go away I must share these things with the world

(badly formatted hcs bc I'm going insane; gn reader; romantic context; takes place after events of the manga -after ch 127-)

Aza Toma x reader

* He doesn't have time for a relationship >:(

He's off being a bandit with his brother, wreaking havoc wherever he goes!

* Ok maybe he does have a bit of time :<

~~you are very attractive~~

As long as you don't get in the way of their bandit, world-domination- and as long as you can protect yourself if you get caught in the crossfire, you're okie dokie!

* If you manage to get into a relationship with this gorgeous man, you get special privileges!!! >:D

He will let you comb his hair :3 and braid it, too. Or put it in whatever style you wish! Just be very careful! If you tug too hard or damage it, he is leaving you forever!!!! His hair is his pride and joy how could you >:O he will leave you to deal with the angry authorities after he and Chobe are done terrorizing them (haha jk. Unless...)

Another special privilege! On his own, he would never wear a dress! He does not like to, finds it embarrassing. But you've seen the way he goes soft when talking to those he cares about. He drops that distant and aloof personality almost entirely! I'm sure if you plead hard enough, he'd wear a dress for you. An extra pretty one, probably very expensive. He'll only wear one in private, and not often, so don't go bugging him about it. If you pester him to wear a dress for you too much, he'll hit you with the blunt edge of his katana (very gently)

* Even if you were not his lover, and only a close friend, he'd still worry and fuss over you. Always asking if you're hurt after you/you all go on a mission or "errand", or reminding you to be careful in your travels. If he sees a particularly nasty injury on you, he will cry. Please be extra cautious, if only for his sake. (After he is done crying, if you have not slain the foe who had caused you harm, rest assured he will not rest until it has died a painful death o7)

* When it comes to sleeping together (literally) he will always take the big spoon position. It's easier to keep you safe that way! But also... It feels really nice to be in your embrace--very comforting, warm. It makes him feel loved <3 BUT HE WILL NEVER TELL YOU THAT! So you best take initiative! (Toma small spoon real)

* Even if not in a romantic relationship with him, he will still seek your approval if you're close! It just gets amplified in a different way when you're lovers. He'll work extra hard to impress you and show you how good a boyfriend he is!

Ha! See how quick it was for him to slay those guys? And with such clean bladework too! You must think he's really cool now, yeah? :3

Oh, dear. Isn't he just such an amazing strategist dude, playing such a big role in helping his brother taking down that one powerful dude who was getting in the way of their bandit activities (idk what bandits do)

(see this makes him a good partner bc good partners are very skilled in battle and very awesome and smart, ofc. He does not know exactly how romantic relationships are supposed to work, he never desired one before you, so pls understand he is just very silly)

~~praise him for his accomplishments and efforts, he'll love you forever~~

* He often wears his heart on his sleeve. When he gets excited or very happy, even if he tries to suppress it, his lips quirk up a bit, and his voice takes on a different tone. And if you shock him with praise or affection or gifts and like, he won't be able to stop his eyes from going wide and his face red. It's very easy to fluster him, and he makes very pretty faces when that happens, so take advantage of that, I suppose.

And that's all the thoughts I had. If only I could see more of him, then I'd have much thought. So much quantity of idea! But alas, I do not even know his favorite color 😔 nor even whether he can cook or not, which is very important for reasons.

And if there's anything I'd like to impart to you readers today. It's that Toma is very much wife material, he'd make a lovely wife. That is all. Good day to you, sir o7 (gn)

#ram rambles #aza toma #aza toma x reader #jigokuraku #jigokuraku x reader #hell's paradise #hell's paradise x reader

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i'm pressing u, please elaborate if u haven't already. like i'm 90% sure i know what u mean and agree w u but i wanna hear ur thoughts

OK so like i was talking w my friends about this but like. i used sonic 2 as an example. there are a lot of deleted scenes in sonic 2 where adding them to the movie does not change the canon of the movie. ie there's a character (wade) who gets his car stolen and we hard-cut to him in his garage with a bike. it's always going to be implied that wade is using his bike for the weekend, but there's a deleted scene that actually tells us he is fixing his broken bike, he lives with his mom, and likes ants on a log. so accepting that deleted scene as canon doesnt actually change the game. its dubiously canon because its not in the final product but still exists in the same universe and doesnt contradict canon.

look at like, kingdom of the sun vs emperor's new groove though. none of the deleted songs in kingdom of the sun were able to get into emperors new groove because that would destroy the tone and lore of the movie. snuff out the light is about yzma wanting to bring about an eternal night, but it can't be added to the movie because in emperor's new groove, yzma doesn't WANT to do that

so like. two types of deleted scenes. ones that you can add to canon without meddling with them, and ones where they cant be canon or else things would be worse or itd meddle with canon

and thats why i take the full streams as having a deleted scenes esque canonicity, because there is information in them thats just like. basic gags. bubby has an ipod. tommy says they fucked up the billboards. gordon's suit j- uh- nevermind.

but then you see in stuff like the commentaries that, like, some stuff was consciously LEFT OUT because it made canon worse or make less sense. like wayne cutting out his actual response to dr coomers 'what if it was fake' question, and wayne having to cut moments where he talks directly to chat and the science team responds to the chat dialogue (ie. cutting out the context of 'gordon, i need spices')

tldr i dont automatically accept the full streams as canon specifically because there's a 'final product' that exists in the edited videos, so im more inclined to not pay attention to full streams information because a lot of them had a very good reason for not being included. but also a lot of them were cut for scene so id be willing to slot them into my belief system

#mothra answers

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The Frenemy

C!sapnap x AFAB!reader

smut

warnings: pet names, degrading, breeding

a/n: this doesn’t go with lore characters but had the nations/kingdoms in it! (mentions of las Nevadas)

You and dream had been “enemies” ONLY because dream is a sore loser.

For context: you and dream were gambling at las nevadas after hours because quackity let you guys occasionally. Dream ran out of diamonds so instead of diamonds he offered his sword. Nightmare. Obviously like every other round won and took his sword home.

Ever since then he wouldn't let sapnap or george talk to you and he himself wouldn't talk to you.

Which is why you're sitting here looking at the text from sapnap.

Sapnap: y/n please come over. I need a favor

Why was this man texting YOU behind his bestfriends back for one little favor-

You were thinking of so many things he would ask you to do for him you zoned out.

Apparently you're not allowed to think for a moment because a couple seconds later you got another notification.

Sapnap: y/n hurry tf up- its important!

While you were walking to the best friend's shared house you started wondering if it was a trap.

your mind was racing with the possibilities of what's gonna happen when you arrive, some possibilities were even dirty…

When you got to the house you noticed only sapnaps horse was there which made you less terrified.

You walked in the house since it was just sapnap but when you looked up nobody was there.

“Sapnap?” you called out.

The minute you yelled his name you heard a thud come from his room.

Sapnap suddenly appeared in front of you; he seemed to be in some sort of pain.

“y/n i really trust you please promise me you wont judge what i'm about to say.” the texan said it surprised you that he let his guard down for a favor- he's usually “tough” and “masculine” but he's here right now asking, no. begging you not to judge him for a favor.

“I won't sapnap what was so urgent?” you said hoping it was important enough to interrupt your time off from being security at quackity’s casino.

“I can't…undo something” he said looking down which made you look down but you didn't make it to the floor, you found something more interesting in sapnaps shorts.

“Sapnap-” you didn't mean to come off as scared but the look on sapnaps face made you realize that you looked scared-

Sapnap looked like he had just seen a ghost. He looked more scared than i could possibly look-

“Im sorry” he kept repeating after the 3rd one i cut him off.

“It's ok sap- Calm down-” you said, getting closer to the man freaking out in front of you.

He looked at you, also taking a step closer, looking down at you. you guys were now close enough you could feel his breath against your cheeks.

“y/n can i-” he was cut off by you pressing your lips against his.

He put his hands on your hips pulling you closer to the point you could feel his boner through his pants and your skirt.

“You look like such a whore” he said after pulling away from the kiss

“Says the one who texted me bc he didnt wanna jerk himself off” you said rolling your eyes and looking up at the taller man.

The man caught you by surprise when he went after your neck. You could feel the heat from the blaze hybrids lips.

Getting lost in the feeling of his lips on your neck made you let out a moan immediately covering your mouth right after.

“No sweetheart i wanna hear you scream my name” he said dragging you over to the kitchen and bending you over the counter pulling up your skirt.

You heard the hybrid's pants drop to the floor and you arched your back to tease the man behind you.

Your lighthearted teasing was interrupted when you felt a sting on your ass. He just SPANKED you. You didn't mind tho it felt good. Too good, you accidentally let out another moan.

“Yeah i bet you like that you fucking slut.” his dick entered your pussy without any prep or warning.

“Fuck! Sapnap-” you moaned and continued making lewd sounds while the male fucked you.

“That's right scream my name baby” his thrusts got faster and deeper making more lewd sounds come out of you.

“f-f-f-!” you couldn't ask him to go faster you could only moan, you were unable to talk.

“Words darling” he slowed down his pace letting you speak.

“Faster please sir.” you finally were able to say.

“Anything for my pretty little slut” the man sped up his pace again going faster than before.

You were lost in pleasure until you felt the male pull your hair making your back hit his chest.

“Open your mouth darling” he looked into your eyes with nothing but lust.

You did as you were told in fear of being denied an orgasm later on. So you opened your mouth and he spit in your mouth.

“Swallow.” he told you and you did so smiling after.

“breed me please” you mumbled not meaning to.

“What was that sweetheart?” he cooed knowing exactly what you said.

“Breed me!” you screamed out, the entire smp could probably hear.

Sapnap went feral after those 2 words left your mouth.

He fucked you faster and deeper than you could’ve imagined then you felt it. A knot in yout stomach ready to come undone.

“C-cum” you moaned, closing your eyes.

“Do it princess” he whispered in your ear

You came undone on his cock babbling random things even you didn't understand.

Quickly after sapnap came inside of you with one last thrust he pulled out.

All of you and sapnaps thoughts were interrupted when the front door opened and there dream stood.

#dream smp #dream smp smut #sapnap smut #sapnap #dsmp #dsmp smut #afab #blaze sapnap #lovecore-fics #sapnap x reader #sapnap x you #sapnap x y/n #smut

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Malevolent Part 40

ahhhh im so hyped. ok lets do this. oh this is going to be so long

plans going pretty well so far, the masks all being unique probably isn't great if someone figures out that arthur and noel aren't the people who are meant to have those masks

arthur showing off his genius smart brain! go arthur! and noel gets to be a little clever too i suppose

you're putting in "getting to know oscar" as a whole??? thats way too big! what if you completely forget he exists?! ohhhh and it makes john realize just how much oscar means to arthur :((((((

damn this is a really big organization. and this leader guy really sucks. why is his voice so annoying? I don't know what i expected but of course this organization is fully of generally shitty people

new leader is definitely larson. yep.

YELLOW!!!! :DDDDD MY GUY! Murder that random shithead who i almost thought was oscar for a split second! you can act as high and mighty as you please, i know what you're really like

at least channeling yellow wears larson out, that's a weakness

i really don't want to know where larson intends to take the order

Arthur, John doesn't want to kill Yellow! that's another version of him!

"I wonder who is playing who?" larson's almost certainly playing yellow

John :(((((( come one buddy

omg is yellow stealing john's memories?????? uh oh. that's...bad.

"a large bizarre looking object" very helpful John. Automobile sized??? damn that is big. fucked up space machine???

uh guys? have you forgotten that the vizser can HEAR john??? Ok direct confrontation. let's hope this goes well.

OH NO. he's about to reveal john's identity to noel oh shit.

oh boy super smart brain helmet. ok. elder? ...and they serve the great old ones. ohhhh they're going to release yellow. hmm. but does this mean that this could give john his own body?!?!??

...dying? is...that happening to arthur and john? oh no.

actually that's a good point, they might be able to get the cult members on their side.

oh no reckoning time. ok i can't decide if they've been saved or doomed.

larson being awful awful larson as usual. oh hi butcher. fancy seeing you here.

...why do he want to separate John and arthur?...maybe Yellow would absorb the rest of john

mutual friend??? Larson you never fucking met him.

ahhhh repeating the words from part 12. fuck.

can't delay him finding out any longer. echoing part 12 once again.

oh ok, multiple fallen stars, this group has the gray one, so the black one is probably another one somewhere else. so the grey one is an artifact of the Beholding then.

"...or it can show you where you left your keys." PFFFFFFF

"allow" them to return to the dreamlands, please. we know you have no intentions of letting that power go. yeah me and john on the exact same wavelength

arthur you're kinda the last person who Yellow would be convinced by.

"a pet" OH DAMN! YEAH YELLOW COME OUT HERE AND SPEAK YOUR PIECE. arthur buddy if you want to get him on your side, insults are not the way to do this.

poor noel has about 10% of the context to understand what is happening right now.

the truth is that arthur's sorry. come on arthur say it say you're sorry. come on. YESSSSS yep that it that's it arthur! he actually did it he actually apologized :,)

come on noel come in clutch. ive been pretty sus of you but if you can save us now. aw damn noel taking this leages better than i expected but he's also absolutely about to sacrifice himself, this is a death speech for sure

noel im sorry but this is not the king who tortured you. he has no clue who you are

WHAT. Butcher???? OMG twist of the century!!! what the fuck! no way! fuck yeha!

"Till the end" yepppp

arthur it really really might kill john tho. you don't know how this works, john's the one feeling it.

shut the fuck up larson. and this fight is bringing back some s3 arthur energy oh boy

oh no john oh no john he's lost again. no no no no his name!

noel... is this it?

omg john projected!!!!!! john projected!!!! they're fighting!!!!! they can talk face to face oh my gosh he sounds so cool.

yellow baby :(((((

the undefeated :,)))))))))

...and there it is. goodbye noel. rest in peace

you have to let this thing with larson go arthur. its the only way to forgive yourself.

one part of me is saying that if they leave larson alone to get the stone he's going to do something bad, but the other part is saying arthurs needs to leave larson be for character development

now time to see if my theory about why john cares about the stone is correct. i think i am. he's desperate to get it. i have a bad feeling about this. touch it???? that seems bad.

arthur? did kayne freeze time again? yep. yep yep yep. did they run out a time limit?

oh interesting. ha john's grown beyond his beginnings! yes! he can't fit anymore! ohhhhh shit. he sent him back to the dark world????? oh shit.

choices choices choices. it all comes back to choices.

i don't trust how happily ever after Kayne is making this sound.

john you've got to tell him right away. you can't put it off. he'll be mad but you'll get past it like you always do.

ohhhhhhhhh. oh boy. damn Kayne. i mean arthur you obviously knew he was hiding something, i he wasn't at all subtle about it. this is honestly probably better than the alternative of John trying to get up the courage to confess for ages.

pointing a gun at Kayne is a terrible idea. OH GOSH. welp. ok then.

excuse me are we getting kayne lore???? the crawling chaos? a spawn of Azathoth? Damn i don't know how to spell that but people called it???

ok apparently i can agree with Kayne on one thing and that is that larson sucks. and i can agree with larson on one thing and that is that i do not get what kayne's saying either.

ok than blind him! go for it! yellow and larson trip to the dreamlands? What did he do to noel? "Maybe Spain"????

yep a test, of course. uh oh. what is this?

damn. I have no idea what this means. where are they going? what will next season bring?

#malevolent liveblog #malevolent #malevolent part 40 #malevolent spoilers

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im so sorry but i can't with the pedo callout post and then the posts right next to it for daddy to do stuff to you on your blog djksgehrk. like -- i might be wrong here -- but is it possible faggotrocious and you both have..... kink related fantasies? of ageplay? with no actual evidence that you're fr acting on them outside of kink contexts? there's no actual evidence either u or faggotrocious is sexually abusing underage people or being sexually abused; that'd be a different thing. what you screenshotted are some edgy posts where it's unclear how much fantasy it is, sure, but given the context of horny posting can we assume it's a kink? i swearrrrr to god ppl take any chance to cancel trans fems w "gross" kinks at any moment lmao

I understand what you mean. but you’re saying like I made that post to ‘cancel trans fems w gross kinks’ which I don’t appreciate btw. this has nothing to do with cancelling trans fems with gross kinks. I’m an avid supporter or gross kinks, very clearly. lots of my mutuals are gross trans fems and I love them with all of my heart and I was in a relationship with one for 3.5 years and my best friend is a trans masc with gross kinks.

but this person I posted about literally reblogs things like “you hate pedos for loving children more than you ever will” that is Not normal horny posting btw. and them saying how “pedos are silly haha :3 ^_^” is Not normal horny posting btw. and literally nowhere on there blog is stated that this is all fantasy. but it is on mine. so please don’t compare my posts with theirs lol. and they rbed a photo of literal teenagers and made a weird tag that said something like “I need to be them. and I need to [redacted]” which I can only speculate means something sexual towards the kids in the picture. which is Not normal horny posting when you’re involving actual kids. like we aren’t even on the hypothetical side anymore, that is a photo of actual teenagers they reblogged on a blog where they talk about being a pedo, supporting pedos etc… is that not a little weird to you ? and not like. oh weird kinks, whatever. but like. weird, on the illegal territory ? weird, like this isn’t a kink anymore because you are involving not only hypothetical but also literal kids ? it’s not like they post ageplay like I do where I, an adult, want to pretend to be little with a consenting partner and I post about my fantasies. they post things like “pedos are silly ^_^ x3” which is weird in my opinion, because you are lumping all pedos in one positive group. like why would you do that unless you were a pedo or supported them ? like talking about pedos in any light that isn’t “I hate them” on nsfw tumblr is weird to me. cause even ageplay accounts on here are like “dni if you’re an actual pedo” but this person has never written anything like that, but instead reblogs what clearly seems like pro-pedo posts. which is WEIRD to me and no longer considered a kink and many others agreed with me

like I’m all for kink positivity. I think people using the ‘p3do bait’ tag is weird as hell but if I check their profile and see that they are over 18, not much I can do. but that person I called out has no age in their bio which is immediately a red flag. and the pedo joking, calling themselves a pedo and how they support pedos etc… is not normal horny posting. and even if they thought it was and they weren’t an actual pedo, they are making a community for pedos to interact with. I make it avidly clear on my blog that I despise actual pedos and I constantly make sure to out them so when I saw this, I did so. without ever thinking about their gender or if they’re trans cause that’s the least that matters in this situation. like if one of my mutuals rbed something like this, I’d immediately have the same problem with them. and you don’t need to “actually sexually abuse anyone underage” like you say there is no proof they are doing so. yes,,,,, but if you’re a pedo who has sexual thoughts about kids and posts about it, you’re a bad person. no actual inappropriate contact with a child is needed for you to be considered a bad person in that case

#my asks

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hello! this is my first order so it may be incorrect (sorry if it is!), but may I get pancakes with milk chocolate, black coffee, a frappuccino, and whole wheat bread? (more context: reader is suicidal and on akito's way home from a concert he finds them and talks them away from killing themselves?)

sorry if this is incorrect! if it is, please tell me what I did wrong for the future!

♥︎ • A Reason to Live • ♥︎ Akito x fem! reader

Dish: Pancake

Drink: Frappuccino (strangers to lovers)

Side: Whole wheat bread (depressed reader)

Ingredients: Milk chocolate (hurt/comfort), TW: Black coffee (mentions of suicide and suicidal thoughts!) Scroll past this now if you are uncomfortable with this! ⚠⚠

Notifying: @akitosheart, @hpd--ena, a pancake has been made!

C/N: II think i kinda screwed up fsr i was thinking milk chocolate was still romance and not hurt/comfort- IM SORRY I SHOULD KNOW MY OWN MENU- ALSO I ACCIDENTLY SHEDULED THIS AN HOUR LATER THAN IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE- anyway, Hi anon! Just wanna say, if you, or anyone who's reading this is dealing with black coffee, dont do it! Killing yourself wont make things better, but worse! Not just for you, but for the people who love you! And dont ever say no one loves you, because Jesus loves you! Everyone is equal it worth, no matter how many mistakes we may have made! And guess what? There's light at the end of the tunnel! Alsp thanks for requesting :p btw i was super motivated to write this after seeing all the order syou guys gave me today so it might be higher quality. I mean like FIVE ORDERS IN ONE DAY??? SRSLY??? OMG ILYG SO MUCH😭😭😭

As my feet form a light tapping sound by hitting the concrete, my mind wanders across my brain before I hear a sorrowful sigh in the distance.

My curiosity piqued, I raise my head from my phone as I spot a dejected girl standing under a big maple tree, its leaves casting a shadow on her face.

My first thought is to go back to scrolling mindlessly on my phone, but another thought tells me to approach the lonely girl for some unknown reason.

Standing awkwardly in my spot, I ponder on a decision, when I see a shiny pocket knife being drawn from the girl's pocket by no one else but herself.

Suddenly, my stomach churns, and an immediate frown tugs on my lips as I hastily approach the female.

My feet only quicken the moment I watch her raise the knife to her throat.

“H-Hey.. Excuse me.”

I watch as the girl glances at me, her eyes dull and lifeless like that of a dead person's. Someone who's given up on life..

“U-Um... Could I see that knife for a second?”

“...”

She hands me the knife, uncaring of what I was going to do with such a sharp object being held tightly in my hand.

I take the knife away from her gently, making sure it's nowhere near any part of her in fear of hurting her.

Taking a deep breath, I finally muster up the courage to address her previous actions.

“Hey, um... People love you, yknow?”

I stand there awkwardly as I watch her deadpan expression change not even in the slightest at my words.

“... What?”

“So don't kill yourself.. Um... I'm sorry if you are going through things that make you want to end your life... But... But it all stops now. If you need a friend, I'll be your friend, okay?”

Gosh I hope she actually was trying to end her life or I'd be making of fool out of myself thinking she was. Wait no, I shouldn't say that. It's better for me to make a fool out my self then for her to try to end her life—

“Are you serious?”

“... Huh? Serious about what? ..... Oh yeah, I'll be your friend if you need me to. It.. Uhh makes me sad to see people so depressed to such an extent is... Sad.”

“So you just wanna be my friend because you pity me.”

“N-No... Not pity... Sympathy.”

“Why would you sympathize for me?”

“Because.. It sad that people feel so bad that they want to end their own lives. I.... I want to prevent that from happening.”

Hesitantly, I place a hand on her shoulder and offer her a awkward but friendly smile.

“I know it seems weird since I'm just a stranger... But I.. Can't just watch someone about to kill themself and do nothing. So.. What do ya say? Wanna be my friend? You don't have anything to lose, right?”

“......”

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A few months later..

“Hey, you called?”

“Yeah.”

....

“So what did you call for?”

“I wanted to tell you something.”

“Okay.”

“... I like you.”

“.... ?!”

I blink in shock, the phone almost falling to its doom before I manage to catch it.

“You... What?”

“Do you like me back?”

“I-I....”

“If you don't answer within ten seconds I'm hanging up.”

“W-Wait! I-I like you too!”

“.... You do?”

“..... Yeah.”

Silence roams through our ears before a sound catches my attention. The small, tiny sound of the corners of her mouth slightly going upwards.

#project sekai x reader #` • . ° your dish has been served! ° . • `#project sekai akito shinonome #akito shinonome x reader #akito shinonome #shinonome akito #akito x reader #suicidal comfort

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fffiii · 7 months

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List your friends muses out of context (I might’ve sent this before but I forgot)

You did lol, dw bout it im just studying n posted this as a break opp

if there was a world record for highest concentration of menace to body size, she’d get it. Also stairwell moment

Do sonas count? You have a world record for the longest… well, lots of things (also come back -grabs straitjacket-)

HUSBAND /p /pos

the cutest bakery girl pls hold me in your strong arms

purple devil

best sop sorry i like him mean /j also hi frenchie with wrinkles

I NEED MORE STRONG WOMEN TO CARRYME PLEASE I NEEEEEED IT /ref also i have mochi pspsps

A God. Do you know how little that narrows it down/j oh wait nevermind he killed the auntie.

cereal. Cereal. CEREAL.

LEAVE SHILOH ALONE YOU FLUFFY CRITTER WITH DRAWING SKILLS /j /lh

hackerman with a beanie and trauma. Then again he’s not the only one with trauma, get in line.

most normal mun. have a easter egg

Liam harem starter, ft the frenchies

His hair is a lightshow. I love it tho

ma’am GET OF THE TRAIN FLOOR ITS DIRTY

Man has infinite rizz except with this one lady. Proceeds to pull the most crazy shit.

Elsa but male and daughterless

pinkest pink im so sorry for you /gen /lh

imagine having a whole AXE and STILL dying. Sorry ma’am but L.

Woman has an eye addiction and whipping addiction but she got no one to take the pE e pE rs eyes from

rizzman with a harem and an american dream

fatherless. Motherless. Parentless. FAMILYLESS.

Do you think he weighs as much as an otter or…

evil watermelon.

british so girlfailure she has to fight with the irish guyfailure

i want her shoes to stomp on karens.

cutie but she called your friend dying a canon event

russian’th? Woman where is yo id. No woman, I’m not afraid of magic spider webs.

smol. elaine jr

pink jesus

I remember I remember I am trapped help me save me help me. . Do i look cute?

samurai man with three arms

we do not talk about your neon pink partner, mister bartender

doggie man we lov

(edit: IT FUCKING CUT FOR SOME REAODN RATTLES)

#ask #i love all you crazy lil ocs

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hornsketch · 8 months

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hey there! ive finally made an art blog! im going to try post more just… stuff, as usually i reserve my art posts for either special occaisions or specifically public-oriented works, and it kinda bums me out to not just have a place to dump my art anymore, so here you go!

(more details and helpful info below!)

who are you?

in hopes of providing some relevant lenses to view my work through, ill give some personal details here. if these lenses dont suit your interpretation of the work, thats alright! view as you please, though i do still think these will always be important context in said viewings.

my name is zelda (she/her) and im a queer jewish 20something who struggles quite a bit with illness both physical and mental.

ive always been kind of enthralled by impressionism and what it really means to use suggestion and spirit as a stronger tool than portrayal and form.

i have a particular draw to fantasy and magical aesthetics, especially the world-building within.

i am a serial overthinker, and tend to see alot of meaning and symbolism in things that plainly do not have them.

while yes i am jewish, my relation to faith is complicated. if you see me type “god” im using it in a turn of phrase with no meaning. if you see me type out “g-d” i am being religious. yes i know thats not how its supposed to work. its meaningful to me.

what will you post?

as previously mentioned, here im trying to make a concerted effort to post a broader variety of things with a wide selection in quality and topic, so unfortunately here the only real uniting theme is going to have to be that i made it. still! to help navigate the space, listed below will be a list of tags i will try to keep to, all of which this post will also be tagged as, since i know tumblr search can be finicky.

#the self and the other

these will be about me, my friends and loved ones, or possibly both

#differing mediums

these pertain to other works or universes, as well as fan content

#harsh tones

this is gonna be the rough stuff. topics will be tagged as needed.

#jaunty doodles

funny business. shenanigans, even.

#lesssfw

listen this blog is for a wide breadth of content, so please if you do not want to, or otherwise should not be seeing mild to moderate nsfw content (i dont rlly plan on posting straight up porn here) block this tag.

do you take commissions?

yeah, usually. im not really at the point where i have to close and open them for availability reasons, so shoot me a dm and ill usually be able to give you a response pretty quick on.

price tends to vary by project, and i always set $20 per hour of canvas time as my baseline, but generally simpler stuff like limited detail icons and emojis run in the $20-$30 range, while fully detailed halfbodies tend to run in the $40-$50 range, and fully done fullbodies range more $70-$80. aside from that, backgrounds are a little too context dependent to put a full price estimate on and extra characters can and will cost extra.

usually whatll happen is after laying out the basic price range we’ll talk, and ill thumbnail until we have smth we can agree on, and once weve got an idea of what were going for ill give an estimate that ill try to stick close to, barring any major changes or complications. from then on ill try to send updates whenever i work, and then when im relatively close to finished ill ask for the payment either through paypal or cashapp, after which ill send on the finished piece and any expected variations. in some cases, this may be changed, and payment may be done half at the start, and half when relatively close to completion.

#the self and the other #differing mediums #harsh tones #jaunty doodles #lesssfw #the amazing moving picture

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pumpkzsafeplace · 9 months

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For you and/or your daddy

(Vent, tw- mentions of depression, aniexty, ed, and unintentional sh)

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It's getting bad again... I've lost interest in pretty much everything. I only really feel happy when I'm small. Lately everything just seems kinda pointless. Everyday I wakeup, lay in bed for awhile, get up, and so sit on the couch all day. Eventually my mom will text me and give me some chores. I don't know why but everytime she texts me it just makes me mad. I know I don't have anything better to do but it just kinda makes me mad that all I do is chores. I've hardly left the house all summer, maybe 12 times. And 3 of those times were to go to school. I've also noticed that I've been eating less. I know it's not good for me but I don't know what to do. I've never really talked to any of my friends about my ed and even if I wanted to talk to one of them about it I don't really know how to bring it up. I've been shakey recently and I don't know if it's from aniexty or from a lack of me eating. I just feel kinda spaced out most of the time and I don't like it. I use to go to therapy back when I was in 6th grade (for context im going into 9th grade) and I've thought about going back. I didn't really like therapy, it might of just been my therapist, but the whole experience just wasn't very good. Anyways, the other day I accidentally did something and it really hurt. I have a bad habit of digging my nails into my skin. When we were driving back home my baby sister started crying and I didn't even realize that I was digging my nails into my hand until after it was too late. It's still healing, but it hurts really bad :(

A lil' cg update: I still have a cg, the only time we talk is when I message her first. We barley talk and I honestly keep forgetting that I even have a cg. I know that she's really busy but I kinda feel like she doesn't even wanna be my cg. She doesn't really baby me at all, or talk to me very much and it makes me sad..

I'm really sorry for rambling so much.. I just really don't know what to do anymore. I just know I needed to talk to someone before it got too bad....

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hihi lil bug’ 🌼

💼: Hello little one, I decided to take this one if you don’t mind- due to the sensitive topics.

I’m sorry it’s gotten bad again- our minds can be dangerous things sometimes. Especially if we fuel them with things going wrong, then can spin it and almost make us feel out of control of our own bodies.

The same happened with Pumpkin- well still does from time to time. Have you tried to make any friends? That helped Pumpkin a lot. I know you can do something on here- like an application of some sort to help? But i’m not to sure I’m sorry.

Also, not leaving the house doesn’t equal to you being bad/ or you being worthless. Sometimes time passes by us so quickly, you can simply blink and it’s the end of summer. And just because you didn’t go out and do this wonderful and spontaneous plans, doesn’t mean that your summer was a waste. You looked after your body, you rested and let your mind heal after school- that’s more important than anything.

I do think therapy is a good choice though love, especially regarding the eating disorder. Pumpkin never went and she still struggles so much now- so please- if you see the signs early, go and get some help with how to cope. You should never have to feel like you’re unworthy of food, or that food is a chore.

If it’s due to the depression- then use quick meals. Noodles, Ready Meals- they’re all accessible and can be made quickly. Please just make sure to have something in your tummy, okay?

Pumpkin used to dig her nails into her palms when she was stressed before things progressed & got worse- I know that sometimes it can’t be helped but maybe a fidget toy can be used instead? Just something to play with to distract your hands whilst your mind is going through this.

Regarding your CG- maybe it’s time to look for another. If you’re not feeling looked after then maybe you need to speak to them and explain how your needs aren’t being matched. If they’re going through something themselves then it’s understandable- but communication is a key thing & stuff can’t be solved without it.

I’d have a talk to them and see what’s going on. If they’re still refusing to talk or take action, then maybe look for another. Like i said earlier- applications and such could be a good help.

I hope I have helped- I know you wanted Pumpkin but this hit a little too close to home as one would say.

Big hugs from her though, and Me and Good luck.

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