#and get overwhelmed or bored and just

[ccircusclwn]

I havent read nightbringers lore past chapter 13 but im still going to make silly things bc im insane

#obey me #obey me satan #om! luke #obey me luke #om! satan #obey me nightbringer #my art #i love the sillies #reference: a picture of a my little pony dont swear pamphlet that i found on pinterest #it was funny ok and i need to draw so bad i cannot finish ANYTHING!! #if i posted wips would you accept them with your heart and soul :( #ALSO IF YOU DONT KNOW THESE ARE MY NIGHTBRINGER HEADCANONS FOR SATAN AND LUKE (theyre 10 and 6 respectively) #also i cant bring myself to read nightbringers lore #its not bc i think its boring its just i think i get overwhelmed and just immediately switch apps??? #im kinda insane so that checks out

[lit-in-thy-heart]

been trying out a new writing technique recently and it's called chilling tf out and reminding myself that fic is written for fun.

#making a little joke but also being genuinely serious #with my merwaincelot wip i've embraced having little overviews in brackets for what i want to happen #but idk how to write it just yet #if i'm feeling stuck or bored #and if i'm getting tired or the idea of writing an ending is getting overwhelming then i just call it a day and do something else #and yeah it's taking longer to write things (perhaps gone are the days when i wrote and posted a fic in the same night) #but it's working wonders with my brain #and it's amazing how as soon as i relax i get hit with several new ideas #just trying to adjust my thinking in that projects over a long period of time are not something to worry about #like i'm also planning a knitting project that i'll be doing well into september #(mainly bc yarn is expensive and my needs are hella specific) #but that's okay! #not everything has to be done and dusted immediately! #i'm glad i took a break from writing and i think it did do me good but damn i'm happy to be back #and enjoy still learning how to get even more out of my hobby #but anyway i'm just feeling a lil proud of myself today so #lit talks #personal

[aropride]

i shouldnt have to go to classes in college i should just get to lie in bed all day and they should pay me $7,000 per semester. To do this.

#text #im so exhausted not physically just. brain #dont wanna get out of bed dony wanna go to classes. but i have to #might wntirely rewrite creative writing pronect. not sure what about #maybe i should email heather. say hi heather i need my paper work. also this school stuff is very overwhelming #see the thing is when im not in school i get depressed bc im bored #but when i am i get depressed bc im overwhelmed

[thosedamnlemmings]

Song quiz i made

#I don’t hate taylor swift it’s just that every quiz i take has an overwhelming amount of tayloy and olivia rodrigo on it and i was getting #Bored #uquiz #uquizzes #uquiz quiz #uquiz link #music quiz #song quiz #Most of the songs is my actual music taste except for one or two traps #🪤 THIS FUCKING EMOJI AHAHAH #lemmrambles

[polaroidcats]

oh my fun saturday night plans? organising my embroidery threads!

#that box is like maybe 1/3 of all my embroidery thread i have 2 more boxes that look similarly chaotiv #chaotic #but ahhhh once i have all of them on the little thingies i cut out it will be so nice and neat i cant wait!!!! #i cut them out of old pasta boxes and other cardboard stuff i found in my recycling trash 😅😅 #but yeah in every one of my three embroidery thread boxes there are somewhat neat pieces of thread with the label still on etc #and then there is a giant ball of chaos #not looking forward to untangling those but ahhh it will be so good once it's done!!!! #anywayssss i am genuinely excited abt tackling this pls wish me luck that i dont get bored before i'm done lol #maybe my goal for today is just the first box so i dont get overwhelmed lol #ramblings #embroidery

[bootyful-seventeen]

I am heavily contemplating on buying myself a dvd player soon and buying all the DVDs for a ton of movies and tv shows I grew up watching cuz I miss the magic of dvds

#hear me out on this one okay. but the Barbie movies were magic on dvd back in the day #and I do wanna see if stores are still selling the old strawberry shortcake dvds before I go online for those #I wanna snort that nostalgia so bad #and of course I’ll need to get the dcau on dvd #like all of it cuz I’m so bored with the dccu since we don’t get as much new stuff #it’s always Batman or superman and love them but I’m kinda bored from always seeing a new bman or sups movie #Wonder Woman I wouldn’t mind a new actor for her but I know she’s not gonna be a muscle mommy which I’ll be sad about #give me a Wonder Woman that is built like rhea ripely god damnit #the flash is eh cuz I found out this whole time I’ve been watching the Wally west flash #but yeah Wally is who I want and then there’s the green lantern like dude is so cool iams all we have is the 1 from 2011 I think #sure I could watch some of the tv series they have but I have too many shows on my watch list it’s overwhelming at times so I skip over lots #tho I will have to pray like crazy cuz some of the things I know I want are probably gonna be expensive as fuck even as second hand #saw a class of the titans season 1 dvd going for $81 cad 💀💀💀 #the world is not kind to those who don’t love the digital age #I prefers my dvds cuz I own it and no one can take it away from me unless they physically steal it #omg I’m turning into my grandma cuz she still had the vhs player with some tapes too #just wish she never donated the tapes for swan princess 1-3 and Anastasia and ferngully and basically all my faves that she owned #like Ngl a part of me wants to hit up value village just to see if maybe they’re still there or if I’ll find other copies of the same things #cuz a perk about cities with older people is that you get so much older tech and other items it’s insane

[heythereimbodie]

why don't I have legos!! there are so many in the whole wide world and I have none!! zero!! none at all and it is terrible!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!! exclamation points!!!!

#I simply wish to put things togetherand follow instructions #like the autistic child I am #and coloring books are great and all but sometimes they're overwhelming and you have to pick colors and sometimes it gets too messy and gro #legos are not only colorful and engaging #but also putty togethery and have instructions!! #and have smaller stuff #that's not so overwhelming and scary when small and bored #anyways apologies I just realized today that I absolutely am not stocked for a child and older than like 3 #and it is such an issue. #bo says hello <3 #bo babbles 🐑 #sfw interaction only #agere blog #agere #sfw agere #age regressor #age regression #agere community #involuntary age regression #autistic agere #sfw age regression #age regression blog #agere sfw #agere activities #agere post #safe agere #sfw agere blog #sfw regression #age re safe space #age regression sfw

[compacflt]

no, no, nooo!!! Compacflt, please, you can’t just tell us that Slider marries Sarah in 2022, and leave us hanging like this with no other info… 😭💔 For some reason (maybe, ‘cause I’ve placed EDTS Sarah on a nice little pedestal in my mind), when Slider was all Ooo, Tom’s sister is pretty, I thought: Nah, son. She ain’t falling for you. She’s ✨Sarah✨. And here we are!!! 🙀🤧 I love Slider with my whole heart, I do, but for Sarah?… I don’t know why I thought that maybe it’s a long shot? 🤡🤯 I guess, like me, Tom’s gonna be a teeny-tiny bit surprised and then, enormously pleased?

see this post for why my vision of sarah is just an author self-insert… she’s not antimilitary she just ends up a normie lib like me (so slider is not an immediate no-go for her & she gives him a chance)

the actress who plays her is unreasonably pretty imo (and yes ik she’s supposed to be ices wife, who gives a shit, she’s out of his league by several timezones)

there was a reason i cut the “slider marries Sarah” plot point lmfao it was too cheesy even for me (even if in my own heart of hearts that’s what ends up happening, and, yes, ice is like what? And then he’s like omfg no way [overjoyed])

i just want them to be Family okay

#i have been 19-20 while writing this series? #you all are literally watching in Real Time as a young person explores their own political beliefs & settles on actual ones #instead of just political beliefs that are en vogue #went from antimil socialist adjacent to just regular boring lib real quick. i feel like that’s not cool. But it is just kinda the truth lol #got tired of crushing overwhelming defeat all the time and learned to love the little lib victories lol #sorry who gives a shit this is a top gun blog fuck #a lot of leftism/liberalism is having guilt; it’s a religion replacement sometimes; i feel a lot of guilt about being interested in USMIL #so that comes out in my writing a lot #sarah is that outlet #it’s like when Catholics get weird about writing about sex. that’s me and the military. #thx for the ask anon <3 sorry I cannot deliver sarahslider it was too cheesy even for me even though i still love that idea so much #sarah kazansky #tom iceman kazansky #ron slider kerner

[thejacketscloset]

Okay I'm having some thoughts abt the GOW cod au and im thinking instead of doing a full multichaper like play-by-play of the aus version of the story I'm just going to do a bunch of separate parts of whatever events or scenes I think would be fun to write/see the characters in

So basically after this first proper part/chapter is done I'll post it and upload it to ao3 and see where the wind takes me when it comes to writing more :3

#do nor fear tho im sure ill want to writeba bunch of scenws from it #this just gives me the freedom to skip the boring parts of the game /hj #or just oarts that i dont knownhow to translate into fic #bc that game is LONG and i would get overwhelmed trying to write all of it and itd never get finsihed #gow au #cod au

[radlegowaffle]

【please do not reupload!】 red string of fate redraw of this

#jibaku shounen hanako kun #toilet bound hanako kun #jshk #tbhk #地縛少年花子くん #hanako kun #yashiro nene #nene yashiro #dooblenauts #i didnt have internet for a week and decided to do this finally after 400 years #been 3 years and i still dont understand how to draw 😔 #also went for a darker 'water' cause i thought it looked nicer #idk im overwhelmed with everything cause ive been doing like. nothing for a week #and internets back and now i just want to sleep #ive been waking up at like. 6-7am!!!! cause i had nothing to look forward to doing!!!! #now the internet is back and i wake up at 10am!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK #its insane how much better it is for me to be offline but god im so insanely bored during the day #i can draw but i had nothing to watch or listen to or anything while i drew #i have music for speed drawings but that gets annoying after listening to the same songs over and over #i need to figure out a happy medium between productivity and being online #also lost like. 6 followers on twitter from being inactive (': #not that it matters i dont do much anyway #just kinda hurts. but whatcha gonna do

[lynaferns]

School is draining any small motivation I had for art

or creativity in general

(tw: I got pretty much depressive in the tags but I needed to dump this somewhere and this may not be the best place but is where I feel better talking about my problems or insecurities, so feel free to ignore)

#vent in the tags #tw vent #i'm tired #and I hate that I'm tired #everytime I try to finish education is worst than the last time. my head can't take any sort of information from the class #no matter how many times they try to explain me or how many times I read and reread the same text #I can't focus. I can't memorize anything. I'm just sitting there in the classroom waiting for the 4 hours to finish to go back home #and spend the rest of the night just doing nothing. staring at the walls or doomscrolling till I have to go to bed and wake up again #for another day of fighting against an stupid anxiety attack in class because I'm going to fail this again #I hate school. I fucking hate it. the most boring stressing overwhelming way of learning #having the teacher talk for 1-2 hours straight and the student listening the whole time not saying anything is stupid #it's so fucking stupid they only want them to be mindless sheeps that only listen #because if you say anything 'no. you're wrong. I'm the teacher and I know better' fucking bullshit #this system is bullshit #and how am I supposed to study a whole school year of history. biology. math etc in less than 4 months?? #everybody was like #'oh it's just 4 months and you'll be out of school!' 'in 4 months you'll get the education!' 'you can finish this in just 4 months!' #I fucking can't! I can't do this in such short time! I can't. focus. on 6. subjects at the same time. my brain can't! #and it's so fucking depressing. I have 4 opportunities to finish this. the longest it could take me is 2 years #I could just focus on 1 or 2 things each time but if I fail too many times I won't have another opportunity like this ever again #and I won't be able to finish highschool education and I. just. can't. #I'm tired of giving my biggest effort and not being enough. I'm tired of getting no satisfaction from any achievement I get #I hate so many things right now #and I have a lot more things in my head right now but I better shut up #you don't have to comfort me. it's ok. I'm not searching for confort. I just needed a place to dump my frustration or something #idk #you can ignore this #I might delete this later

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

#i just feel like they’re getting increasingly long #and i don’t want to bore or overwhelm people with like. 12000 word updates #especially as longer updates (funnily enough) take a little longer to write #(it’s also possible i’m overthinking this) #but this fic is the longest piece i’ve written in YEARS and i just want to make sure i’m getting it right #so yeah #any thoughts or preferences feel free to share! #milex #four walls #lulu posts

[nemo-of-house-hamartia]

gaaah.

I woke up romantic this morning and between all the last-minute packing and whatnot, I so want to draw a kiss (┬┬﹏┬┬).

I WANT TO DRAW A SMOOCH.

#Nemo babbles #I have been listening to Josh Groban all morning and I found that he sang one of my most favourite Italian Songs #and omg I just got overwhelmed by feelings #sorry I am still very much in block when it comes to this kind of artworks #I am very self conscious about the fact that I know that I draw always the same thing #lovey dovey couples #hugs #smooches #but it's what makes me happy #but at the same time I feel like my mutuals can get bored because I always draw the same things over and over again #and then I start overthinking #and get blocked by my own brain #ehh #I am sorry for being the way I am

[ferberus-skull]

pixel cat's end i love you.

flight rising.... you're okay (joking, i love you too)

#gremlin blabs #i do love pce a little bit more tho #fr is... more stressful than pce #there's a lot of things you pretty much HAVE to do #where pce.... you don't really HAVE to do anything #you could go two weeks doing literally nothing at All on there and it'd be Fine. #no penalties. nothing you'd really miss unless snowmelt or leaf day was going on #you can take everything at your own pace and there is no punishment for taking as long as you need #but fr... you have to feed your dragons (i mean you don't HAVE to but. y'know.) #you have to refill your food stocks when they get low/run out #you have to gather so that you don't run out of food #if you don't feed your dragons... you lose out on the bonuses. which ultimately feels like a punishment #but at the end of the day i still love fr #i wouldn't still be here if i didn't/if it was too much #i've never been one to stick with petsites for long #before i joined fr i'd last... maybe a year or so on a petsite #then i'd always end up abandoning it #bc it'd be too much or i'd get too bored #i've been on fr for 7 and a half years. #and pce has been the only other one i've been able to stick with #especially since i have fr to worry about #i kept trying to add another one on but i would end up getting so overwhelmed and stressed #mostly because of the other petsite and not fr #because so many petsites are just.... so stressful tbh. even fr is pretty lax all things considered #compared to like. wolvden or wolfplay... it's so much easier. #with those petsites i never even made it to a year. #but pce is SO chill that i was able to add it no problem #and i have yet to drop it and i don't think i will #ofc it's only been like a year and a half #but still. that's generally longer than most petsites last

[pinknatural]

i think ttpd's biggest problem is that it's too long

#like it's too much. it's a slog to get though #i feel like some songs are ok some are so boring and it's just too much #it's overwhelming

[seaofsplitpeace]

Every fucking queer love story I consume completely ruins me

#FUCK #probably bc I never imagined to be able to experience actual queer love stories in media bc growing up it was always a joke #but jfc even the tiniest queer plot #doesn’t matter if it’s happy or sad or boring or anything #it reduces me to a crying mess for weeks #most recently it’s tlou obviously #the last of us #bill and frank #but like San junipero on black mirror did it #or the haunting of bly manor #or… others but I’m drunk and crying rn I can’t handle it #lgbt #lgbtq #queer #tlou #fuck man even listening to abba and assigning my own gay story to a song makes me sob like a baby #or like maybe bc my first ever relationship was with a girl when I was 17 and I thought we were going to get married #and she was the love of my life before I even really knew what love was or what the queer experience is like I was just so overcome by love #and I WISH I could feel that way about someone again lmao #even though we were toxic and awful just I’ve never felt that overwhelming infatuation/immediate love for someone