#and i needed to release

[talvn]

i think a very important thing to recognize about the person penelope is, both for yourself, and for your muse to experience  ---  is that penelope never has, and never will, see herself as a person who solely leans on a gradient of good or bad, but as a person who can exist at all points.

trauma is not something that exists in penelope’s mindset. to visualize trauma is to value the thought of morality, and morality does not exist in being a created asset of the court of owls. the only morality is being living and being dead  -  those two things aren’t inherently traumatic, they can be good, they can be bad, they can exist,    but they aren’t traumatic  -  so penny has only ever known a baseline morality for all of existence. she’s killed, she’s lived, both have been depicted as beneficial, both have been depicted as detrimental, and thus she is capable of everything.

penny believes death can be a measure of everything, good, bad, minute, dramatic, and she believes life can be the very same thing.  they mean all the same  ---  but the only thing, the thing she has to learn, is her own personal morality, because it hinges greatly on a savior figure  ;  a healing from a trauma that she cannot name but clearly exists. this is why, her seeming naivety, isn’t naivety  -  but a perspective on her own trauma.    she doesn’t tolerate the pain, death, and cruelty,   but she understands how one may reach that point  -  because she can reach it. because she is fully capable of doing so, because if she too could she would as well.  but she hasn’t  -  because, as she learns, is that she cannot imagine a world where one would become a person who would see a corpse and would simply blink,  so she will take every measure to ensure those who want that don’t persist.   because if a world exists where the death of a life means nothing more than a sigh,  then they would be just like her.

#talvn #( CHARACTER MUSING. ) #this is sorta just #a big perspective on penelope that was in my brain #and i needed to release #a ramble on regarding turning ones trauma into preventative optimism #penny is very very traumatized. #incredibly so. #her entire 16 years of existence are all a traumatic event #so it's become a neutral state #but she's come to learn #over years that it. it isn't a normal view #but she'll never be able to see anything but #but she can make it so it isn't what anyone else ever has to see

[justalittlebluetiefling]

#i don't believe that people for serious reasons sort their books any way but by author #and then obviously by release date/series within that #i am being told that i am being JUDGY #also if you sort your books any other way HOW DO YOU FIND THEM #i really need to know #polls #can't believe i forgot to include genre in here

[sexhaver]

cannot even begin to imagine the Blade Runner cyberpunk shit this ladybug i found on my RGB keyboard was going through

#it was alive! i herded it onto a magic card and released it outside #yes i know i need to dust

[catharsistine]

The scene in the Barbie trailer when Barbie is skating around with Ken and asks "Why is everyone staring at me?"

THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE AN ADOLESCENT GIRL.

Living in Barbieland (childhood girlhood) but then suddenly you're all grown up in the real world subject to scrutiny and sexualisation (the guy slapping Barbie's ass) and feeling like existing is a crime?

Being forced by adult men into a box (which leads to the not like other girls syndrome) and exploring the 'real world' (being forced to grow up too quickly) while fighting the realisation that maybe the world sucks and being a woman is so difficult while hoping with all your heart that it's not always going to be this way.

Losing touch with the very things that made you happy because they're considered immature and girly? (The group of teens that said they hadn't played with Barbies since they were five.)

Older women telling you that you have to learn the truth about the world and that you can never have your old life back (Kate Mckinnon's Barbie) despite it being the only thing you yearn for, but also older women being a bright spot and support (the old woman on the bench) in the endless slough of life.

And this is just the trailer!!! I'm so excited for this movie I can't breathe, Greta Gerwig the woman that you are 😭

#barbie #more thoughts on this when my mental coherence returns #but ahhh! #im also really excited to see america ferrera's role because I have a feeling it's gonna be pivotal #Barbie meta #the barbie movie #barbie (2023) #shut up im so excited #ken is the emotional support pet every adolescent girl needs #THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE A TEENAGE GIRL #i already love this movie so much #and it hasnt even released #thoughts r scattered cuz the trailer is that good

[fleshdyke]

list of things that i think medieval peasants would love

cirque du soleil

redbull

shark week

the mythbusters

that guy on tiktok that makes those absolutely insane cocktails

sex gifs

doing whippets

microwaves

nuclear bomb test videos

those skydiving wind tunnels

#this has been in my drafts so long i need to release it into the wild #rambles #100 #1k #10k

[ot3]

guys its still not too late for silksong to come out in 2023 don't lose hope

#please team cherry just a CRUMB of news. i dont even need a release date #just show me one (1) new png of hornet

[kaban-bang]

Do you have a website where you read “she loves to cook she loves to eat”?

I do but I'm gonna urge you to buy the volumes.

I got mine recently but a moot was posting about it so I read the rest online to not get spoiled.

#I know it's selfish of me but this shit's so good I need y'all to support the official release #she loves to cook and she loves to eat

[egophiliac]

WOOO we're finally getting some Ride Kamens story content! ...and it's mostly Leon getting REALLY into being a small business owner! this is (unironically) an excellent sign for the future.

(what do you mean the Agent isn't wearing cat ears 24/7 in every outfit) (can't hear you la la laaaaa)

#art #ride kamens #look i need to differentiate between my agent and my yuu somehow and it might as well be the cat ears #anyway leon is precious. i love him already. he's SO excited about running a cafe! #sasuga super shitsuji... #other highlights include: saigo being weird about water and mad guys continuing to be the 'agata and his two horrible children' show #(i mean this affectionately i love these gremlins) #late may release let's GOOOOO #between this and more episode 7 in twst i'm gonna be eating SO well this month #get in the car lads we're getting happy meals with BOTH sides

[go-see-a-starwar]

Did I get the Obi-Wan Kenobi Blu-Ray solely for Hayden lightsaber training crumbs? Maaaaybe.

#hopefully this will pop up in HD soon #until then enjoy this terrible iPad recording 😆 #hayden christensen #him ❤️ #need disney Lucasfilms to stop being cowards and release all hayden/ewan sparing footage #I would watch 4 hours of it for real #anakin skywalker #obi wan kenobi #Kenobi series #behind the scenes #video #Kenobi bts #Kenobi blu ray

[tartppola]

my full piece for @culinarycrucible !! they have leftover sales open now!!

#for anyone asking : “where's ( insert chara )?!” their masterchef id was not released yet when i drew this lmao #i remember whren i was workin on this #cater & rook were literally announced during production & i was like #WAGHH ... I NEED.. TO PUT THIS IN.... #and look at us now....only 1 masterchef event left til the whole cast is complete.... #wipes tears. time flies so fast... #twst #twisted wonderland #deuce spade #riddle rosehearts #malleus draconia #jade leech #lilia vanrouge #twst silver #ruggie bucchi #cater diamond #jamil viper #kalim al asim #rook hunt #trey clover

[fruitface]

HAVANA ROSE LIU plays Isabel in Bottoms (2023)

#havana rose liu #bottoms cast #bottoms 2023 #bottoms movie #bottoms spoiler #ayo edebiri #josie x isabel #bottomsedit #wlwgif #femalegifs #wlwedit #femaleedit #havanaroseliuedit #* #it is sooo bad for me (cant watch bottoms in theaters) #i literally only have the youtube content until they release it on prime *eye twitch* #NEED TO SEE ISABEL AND JOSIEBEL SO BAD #havana i dedicate lacy to you

[dozydawn]

Mayerling.

Melissa Hamilton and Rupert Pennefather.

Lauren Cuthbertson and Thiago Soares.

Natalia Osipova and Edward Watson.

Melissa Hamilton and Rupert Pennefather.

Natalia Osipova and Edward Watson.

Sarah Lamb and Steven McRae.

#obsessed #mayerling #ballet #kiss #couple #fave pics #lifts #i’m so glad this is hitting w folks bc this sat in my drafts for months cause i thought this is a post Just For Me and it’ll flop #mostly it sat in my drafts bc i was like what the fuck do i write as a header ‘this one hot kiss lift from mayerling’ #in the end i just settled for the ballet title ok everyone knows what this is #you guys are conditioning me to release more pose compilations from my hellish drafts #oh and ​one more thing... ice dance interpretation of this lift WHEN? i need a mayerling ice dance program stat please #1k #kenneth macmillan #pose compilation

[brunettebabbydoll]

I either feel things so deeply they paralyse me or I just can’t seem to feel a damn thing

[wisteriagoesvroom]

0 days since i last suffered from a papaya pookie-based attack

#Oscar Piastri #Lando Norris #landoscar #op81 #ln4 #mctwinks #twinklaren #they need to release their gorilla grip on my mental health please #it’s only mclaren accounts + delusion + race footage keeping me together at this point #I jest #but also…

[spicypopsicleng]

Minus one Goji! (Minus one was amazing)

#artwork #art #digital drawing #fanart #kaiju #godzilla #godzilla art #daikaiju #toho #godzilla minus one #minus one #Gojira #godzilla minus 1 #Reiwa #minusgoji #doodle #godzilla toho #minus one Godzilla #I need it to release in Venezuela PLEASE

[strangerstilinski]

♡ just thinking

about eddie coming home, ranting and raving about how incredible his new campaign went. he’s gesturing wildly with his hands and his cheeks are flushed and his mouth is running a mile a minute. and you want to pay attention, you really do — you love when he gets like this, all childlike joy and wide brown eyes and rambling sentences — but you’ve been waiting for him since your shift ended five hours ago and you’ve been thinking about getting his cock in your mouth for at least the last two-

and he’s trying to tell you about the twist that really threw the hellfire crew for a loop but you can’t help but push him back until his legs hit the couch. you’re dropping to your knees and pushing between his thighs before he’s even regained is balance enough to straighten up. his dark jeans are yanked down his thighs, cute little patterned boxer shorts pushed down only a moment later.

you get his cock in your mouth, still soft but so warm and his skin so silky on your tongue. eddie’s words cut off and you pull away to give him a sweet doe-eyed look of confusion.

“why’d you stop talking?”

“i- what?” he babbles dumbly.

“wanna hear about your campaign.” you urge, soft and earnest. you lick a long, fat stripe up the length of his slowly thickening cock, puckering your lips and giving a couple of soft, suckling kisses to the silky skin.

“but, baby- shit. baby.. sweetheart, i can’t think when you’re-”

you give the warm skin of his cock another sweet kiss before murmuring into the soft pudge of his tummy and happy trail.

“please?”

and so the next several minutes are filled with his breathy recount of the evenings campaign, through the sounds of his gasps and groans and the quiet slurps and gags of your mouth around him.

#this is trash and i spit it out in 5 minutes i KNOW but i needed to release the thoughts #but it doesn’t stop me from #GAGGING. CRYING. SHAKING. #eddie munson #txt #eddie munson x reader smut #eddie munson smut #eddie munson imagine #eddie munson x reader #eddie munson x y/n #eddie munson x you #eddie munson stranger things #*