#and i’m still here

[maygrcnt]

turning 20 next month and realizing i spent almost my entire teen years thinking about buddie … cool

#911 abc #started this fuckass show when i was 15 #and i’m STILL HERE

[crybaby-bkg]

it was three years on the third of this month since I started writing fics for bnha 🥲 and to think I started writing fics again bc of a bkdk dream that I couldn’t stop thinking about :))))

#and I’m still here #who woulda thunk #(me. my hyper fixations can last for years when uninterrupted by outside stimuli) #(and being in a pandemic and not going in person for school is outside stimuli if that wasn’t obvious btw) #but that’s crazy omg three years and almost a hundred fics 🥲 #my brain just won’t shut up huh #also the dream was actually my first *** dream ALSJDDKDJ #I didn’t think I could have them but. that night proved me wrong I fear. #—in store chit chat! 🍫

[dinitride-art]

Will really said, “and us?”

And Mike really said, “we’re friends, we’re friends.”

And what Will, the canonically gay character who’s in love with Mike said next was, “we used to be best friends!”

Like Will is concerned about his and Mike’s friendship. And Mike’s spiralling. And then the two of them are like this for the rest of season four.

Love this timeline, guys.

#byler #it’s been like half a year almost since season four dropped? #and I’m still here #rink o mania and vol.1 we’re insane for this #and then vol.2 just. did THAT and was even more insane #I’m not used to being this fond of canon and yes it’s got flaws #like a lot of flaws #but it’s got redeeming qualities and wow #I’m still stuck on the fact that they had an entire plot line in season four that was just to develop mike and Will’s relationship further #and build up to a conclusion #like #wow

[crewfu]

This guy fuckin’ stinks!

#steven suptic #dumbdog #supdog appreciation #vgumiho #this is what i went on twitch to get today and then go to sleep #and i’m still here #this clip has all my favorite things :)

[jiangchengsjawline]

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#hmmm it’s very strange scrolling through my dash now and seeing meta from people who got into this fandom at the same time i did #who have now moved on or deactivated #and i’m still here #very strange. very melancholy

[suoulfillem]

i’m so tired of being me. i’m so tired of feeling depressed and like nothing is ever going to work out and it won’t work out because i can’t even push myself to try. i wish i could just try. i wish i had the motivation and drive and enough want to just. do anything

#b.txt #I get out of bed and eat and that’s all I can ever get myself to do #I don’t know how to do anything else anymore #I’m so tired of it #but I don’t know how to stop it #I’m so tired of being this way #why am I like this #I’m so tired of being like this #i dont even think I’m worthy of getting help #I’ve tried so many times to ask for help and I’ve never been given it #and I’ve gotten to the point where I don’t even want to give it to myself #I’m tired #idk where this has come from I just suddenly feel very. helpless #like it can’t get better #I’ve been in this cycle for months #and I’m still here #what’s the point #I’ve never seemed to see the point in trying

[eggsdoodz]

somehow…💗

#doodle #sketchbook #cute art #doodles #eggsdoodz #illustrators on tumblr #pencil drawing #art #pencil doodles #healingjourney #despite it all #i’m still here

[tariah23]

The manga industry, especially JUMP, needs to hurry up and do away with weekly scheduling for mangaka. There needs to better regulations put into place for their health and safety because this is pitiful. Two weeks - monthly updates should’ve already been the standard for the manga industry at this point. These money grabbers will only continue to put the lives of these artists at stake for the sake of capitalism unless some serious changes are implemented.

#it’s just??? #at the end of the day all these people want to do is draw and write their stories and share them with the world #why is death from stress the end game for so many of them #this should not be part of the package when finally deciding that this is what you want to do with your life #rambling #I still never got over miura’s passing man #and Togashi is still here but he’s been suffering from the consequences of overwork #it’s just… all so bleak #fans just need to learn to be patient if these changes are ever made and to be respectful #your fav series is not gonna die just because you can’t get it right now #I’m glad that gege does this now like he takes a break every 2-3 chapters and that’s good #this should be normalized

[sittingdiastolic]

“it’s so over” “there’s no coming back from this” well that’s not true actually. you can come back from this. in fact you don’t have a choice. it’s never over. you may have to fight and thrash and claw and bite and things may never be the same again but you will come back from this. you will build a new life for yourself whether you like it or not

#byz thinks #i hope i got my point across correctly #idk this started swimming in my brain and i had to attempt to get it out #i experienced THE social worst case scenario and lost the people i loved the most #and i’m still here #i survived and things aren’t great but i came back #whether i wanted to or not

[jerry-for-the-win]

Knives have been twisted baby

#this is just like right where you left me by Taylor swift #everyone moved on but i stayed here #I’m still alone not knowing how to make friends thinking that the people around me feel the same #but my sisters got married/boyfriends #my only friends got friends that live close to them #my only local friend went to college #my dad got married and has a new family #and I’m still here #in my mothers house #crying to the same music #everything is different but nothing has changed #it’s sad to know though how much everyone else has moved on though #I wish they were still here with me

[mangozic]

archivist be upon ye

#relistening to tma again #i think the last time i’ve drawn anything related to it was like may 2020 #god it’s been a while #have been listening to the magnus protocol and my god it’s so good #but heres good old jonathan as a treat #the interest has been in deep slumber for the past 4/5 years only periodically coming back to life #i’m very normal about this podcast actually #on other note i also started a taz balance relisten #what’s up with me and revisiting my middle school fixations lately #anyways #if you’re still reading these tags i’m impressed i could never with my abysmal attention span #tma #the magnus archives #the magnus pod #jonathan sims #the archivist #tma jon #fanart #my art #digital art #illustration #doodle

[amnestyliketaz]

in honor of the nimona movie (it’s so good i’m gonna scream and cry for the next million years) i must share my favorite nimona art ever

drawn by ND stevenson ofc and posted on twitter a few years ago i believe

do i even have to SAY anything? the shark, it’s not rocket surgery, baby nimona, the DOMESTICITY of it all im gonna explode

UPDATE!!!! GAY DADS AU THREAD https://twitter.com/gingerhazing/status/1676058949504892928?s=46

#anyways stream nimona #and buy the book #and read it #god. #i’ve been here for a year and a half welcome everyone #so glad i’m finally getting some nimona CONTENT #nimona #nimona movie #nd stevenson #ballister blackheart #ballister boldheart #my only question is why did they change his last name #i mean i get it #but still #ambrosius goldenloin #just found out this is called the gay dads au by nd #what if i scream and cry #amnesty original #gay dads au

[chloesimaginationthings]

FNAF Circus baby or not, she’s still Michael’s little sister,,

#myart #chloesimagination #comic #circus baby #elizabeth afton #michael afton #afton family #fnaf #sister location #fnaf fanart #five nights at freddy's #I’m so sorry to Michael for the 50th time 😔 #I like to believe Michael still loves his siblings #even if baby did try to kill him snd succeed even #I think he knows that isn’t fully Elizabeth #Baby was just TRYING to be evil here but was taken down by Michael being mushy #and wanting to hug her just one more time #The Afton kids deserved so much better god

[the-phantom-peach]

skyward sword… yeah <3

Crimson Loftwing

↻ ◁ || ▷ ↺

#exploding the entire Skyward Sword ost with my mind #thinking a lot about SS lately #I could fill your dash with how much art I make of this game I’m so so obsessed with it #I did some character design stuff and misc doodles for funsies so I post here #feels so nice to make art for a game I loved so much as a kid #still top 3 loz games idc #I hope younger me is happy haha #okay please stop rambling #the legend of zelda #legend of zelda #skyward sword #tloz #loz #loz ss #skord #ss link #ss zelda #ss zelink #link #zelda #zelink #groose #fi #fledge #pipit #zelda art #nintendo #art #artists on tumblr #my art

[stuckinapril]

friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

#It’s just so different #even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol #in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps #if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it #esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends #no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr #u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS #meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life #this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation #like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !! #& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers #who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them #and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends #it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me #I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc #like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this #so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works #p

[9474s0ul]

prime time

#can’t believe they brought back shard lmfao #my art #fanart #sonic #rusty rose #chaos sonic #sonic prime #sonic prime season 2 #sonic the hedgehog #yk what I’m tagging them here too cuz it’s still them anyways #Amy rose #Metal sonic #sth