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maerenee930 · 2 years

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I'm sorry you're having a rough night, Mae T^T sending you all the hugs!

What's your zodiac sign and do you believe in astrology/magic?

Also, do you have anything you want to vent about?

aww, it’s okay 🥺 thank you so so much, joz 😭🫂🫂 and thank you so much for asking these!! i seriously cannot tell you how much i honestly appreciate it and all of the hugs and how much i genuinely appreciate you! 🥺😭💙💖

- my sun sign is Libra ✌️ party!! (sorry, i feel like i have to say it everytime i say i’m a libra thanks to adore delano 😂🖤) and my moon is Leo and my rising is also Libra 😄 so basically, i’m an indecisive, sensitive, emotional, artistic/creative and very theatrical human lol. and i absolutely love it! 😂 ♎️♌️♎️

- and i do believe in both astrology and magic ☺️ i’m not saying astrology is like always completely spot on or that i take everything to heart/super seriously 😅 but it all is super interesting to me! and i think it’s so interesting how accurate it can be for certain people and situations. or how it really can play a part in who we are on an emotional level, how we present ourselves to the world, how we’re perceived by other people because of our sun sign or moon and rising and how those signs and their traits can match our personalities. and as for magic, i think to a degree, it absolutely exists! i mean, i’m not saying people need wands to do magic or that what we see in shows, movies and in books is the only way to view magic 😅 but i think magic exists in many different ways. at the moment, i’m having a hard time finding the right words to give examples 🤦‍♀️ but i do believe there are so many types of magic in the world 🖤

- and yeah i do kinda need to vent about some stuff 🥺 thank you for letting me 😭🫂🫂 tomorrow i go back to work after being home for about a week and a half and i’m reeeeally glad to be going back because being home this much because of covid has made me feel like i’m going crazy! my dad has been driving me nuts! he’s been (as always anymore) in such a weird mood and just really annoying and rude! or like tonight, we had people over and he gets all weird and acts like such an ass to my mom and i when he’s around people he doesn’t live with 😑

(there’s a lot more under the cut so no one has to sit there and scroll through all my rambling nonsense 😅 apologize in advance for how much i ramble, for any spelling and grammar errors and if all of this doesn’t make much sense 🖤)

and with having a tough time mentally and emotionally right now, he just isn’t helping anything. and it’s one of his childhood friends who is over right now too and i’m just not a fan of him and i really can’t stand how my dad is around him cause he some how is even more annoying than he normally is when he’s around this friend and uuugh! he’s just the worst and i can’t stand him! he makes me wanna pack up all of my stuff right now and just leave. idek where i would go but i just can’t stand living with him anymore! 😤

and my poor mom 😣 she had another rough moment with my brother (the same kind of situation that happened today, happened the day after his wedding in april) and he’s really hurting my mom’s feelings. she just feels used by him and my sister-in-law (my parents have done A LOT for them over the past 9 almost 10 years. like more than my sister-in-law’s parents have ever done for them and more than most people would do for them in their situation) and yet, my brother chooses to give his energy and attention and time to people who are actual garbage over our family/the people who are truly there for him and have proven time and time again that they will always be there for him/them. like he chooses to spend time with them and give back to them when they don’t even truly do anything for him/them in the first place.

and both today and in april, my mom just wanted to spend time with him today so bad. (like yes, he works at the bakery again so they do work together. but it’s not like they’re spending quality time together at work. you know?) especially after letting him use her van for the past week because they only have one working car at the moment and my sister-in-law needed their car for work and maybe other things. and after my parents gave them a chair and a couch (i mean, yes we were getting rid of them anyway but my parents didn’t have to offer the furniture to them. especially after the way the treated our basement when the lived here. and just after all the stuff they did for them for the wedding, when her parents didn’t even offer to help pay for anything for the wedding. at all. the countless times my parents have done stuff for them or let them use one of their cars because they usually only have one working car and they needed another to get to work. just- my parents have done a lot for them, more than most people or parents would, to be honest.)

but they were hanging out with actual garbage. (they were also hanging out with that same person the day after the wedding and that friend does absolutely nothing for them! they buy them shit but tbh, buying material things does not a good friend make. and they were a shit friend to me when i was friends with them and they both knew that! uuuugh!! i’m getting off topic and this isn’t relevant to anything 🤦‍♀️) but yeah, my mom was hurt that once again, my brother was choosing to spend time with someone who we know very well wouldn’t be there for him or my sister-in-law the way we are and other and better friends would be and have been there for him/them. and it really hurt her. she broke down and i held her for about 10 minutes while she cried 😭

my mom does so much stuff for everyone and just deserves so much more and better than she gets 😭 and i’m just so mad at my brother of all people for being like this and for being like this with her! i’ve gotten used to him doing shit like that to me. (i mean it started way before they decided to stay friends with that piece of trash after knowing how they treated me the entire time we were friends and were angry for me when they were being a shit friend to me.) but i’m not okay at all with him hurting our mom! he’s been making all the choices 😑 the past few years and- uuugh! he needs to wake up and see that if he’s not careful, he’s going to lose the people who actually, truly and genuinely care about him and who will actually be there for him when he needs them.

and then there’s my stupid pms 😭 i’ve been so exhausted physically getting over covid and then my pms kicks in on top of it and is making me even more tired and it’s soo annoying! i hate this so much because all i want to do is sleep! i feel like there’s a magnet or something weighing and pulling me down and i have practically no energy and i go back to work tomorrow and i don’t want to be and can’t be this tired when i’m with the kids! and then my pms is messing with my hormones and emotions. i’m feeling really low mentally and emotionally. i’ve been feeling worthless and like i’m in everyone’s way and everyone would be better off if i either disappeared or just stay in my room, hide and never come out so i can leave them alone.

i feel like i’m annoying everyone all the time. i need a break from myself but can’t get one. and i feel like crying so hard but can’t. (i’ve felt that way like all day today) like i physically can’t even though i can feel it and really feel like i have to. (i understand that doesn’t make much sense. but it’s honestly how i’m feeling/the only way i can describe it atm 😓) my anxiety is through the roof. not cause i have to go back to work but because of my pms. i’ve been irritable, angry, firstly and annoying at the most random, stupidest and smallest things because of my damn pms. and i’m getting annoyed with myself for feeling/being like this.

i’m having cramps but haven’t actually started that time yet 🙃 those cramps are so annoying! and yet, at the same time because my logic and rationality wants to kick in when i’m feeling low, i still love myself so much, who i am/who i’ve become and know my worth and value. but still feel so low. and i’m feeling like i’m too much and not enough for anyone/everyone. my touch starvation is really bad right now 😭 (it usually gets bad when i’m pmsing)

i’m seriously craving physical touch and affection so bad 😭 and i feel like i’m never gonna be in a relationship and o would really really like to be in one 😭 i want a partner so bad because i have so much love to give someone and know i’m worth being loved and deserve to have so much love given to me! and honestly, i don’t want it just for the sake of being able to say i’m in a relationship/because i want a relationship with just anyone. i want a relationship with someone i really like and someone who really likes me back/feels the same way about me that i do them. like my reasons are more than just me being lonely and wanting someone/anyone. i want companionship but in a romantic way and in a genuine way.

but i feel like that never gonna happen for me. i feel like i’m too much for anyone/everyone and even though i know my worth, i really and genuinely love/like myself, who i am, who i’ve become and what i look like, i don’t think anyone will feel the same way about me 😣 but i just want kisses and cuddles and love and affection and attention and forehead kisses and someone to hold me and make me feel loved and i want to give all of the and so all of that with someone and make them feel loved, too 🥺 i’ve said it before and i’ll say it again. i want someone to look at me the way dave looks at klaus. and i want to look at someone the way klaus looks at dave. i want to love someone the way klaus loves dave. and i want someone to love me the way dave loves klaus. i know we didn’t get much screen time or content of them but i think we all can guess that they genuinely and truly loved each other. but just the way they loves each other and how much/how deeply they cared about and for each other and loved each other, is what i want, too. i don’t want a “perfect” relationship. i want a real, imperfect and loving one.

but my head is all over the place and don’t feel like i’m worth being loved like that by someone because of my stupid pms. even though rationally and logically, i know that’s not true. i just feel so lonely and low 😣 and being home the past week because of self isolating (thank you covid 🙃) i feel even more alone 😭 i just- idek 😭 i want people and i want to be with someone and i want to be wanted and needed and i want someone to love me and to love them back just as much as they love me. i want to not be alone or so lonely anymore.

i know i’m not perfect (i mean i know i’m anything but/very and really far from perfect) but i would be a good partner 🥺 (hell, the person could call me their boyfriend, girlfriend, their themfriend or their partner or whatever cute name they wanted!) i just want to be someone’s and i want someone to be mine 🥺😭

and i want to move out and be on my own, and i want money so i can afford to live on my own, and i want to move to california or ireland or somewhere in england and i’m just tired of not only living at home but living in michigan! (i’m not saying everything would suddenly be perfect or i wouldn’t have any problems where ever i move to, because i know i will have problems/there will be a new and different set of issues. but i’m just so tired of these ones lol.)

i’m tired of being a uterus owner! i’m tired of it messing with my hormones, emotions my mental health/messing with me mentally, i’m tired of it messing with me physically. i’m just tired of so many things from it and just tired of so many things in general!

there’s honestly so many other things i wanna vent about, but i don’t want this to be any longer than it already is 😣 i know it’s not that all that interesting and i understand it gets annoying and boring after a while.

i’m sorry all of this/my thoughts were all over the place. like i said, i have a lot going on in my head right now. it’s all just a jumbled mess 😣🤦‍♀️😓

#thank you so much again joz 💖#joz-stankovich #anon/honesty hour #please send as many as you want!#send me questions #i need a distraction from my brain 😓#venting/rambling #astology #magic #ask game #ask mae #libra sun #leo moon #libra rising #i’m a f*cking libra #adore delano

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charlywrites · 2 years

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Hi, lovely! Can I please request for either Pierre, Charles, or Carlos (please choose for me because I’m a simp for all three of them and just way too indecisive to make the decision for myself 😭😂) where he is secretly dating Reader for privacy and safety purposes because he doesn’t want the media and his lifestyle to overwhelm her, but she ends up getting jealous and hurt at all the times she sees photos of him having fun and being surrounded by plenty of beautiful women at parties and events? The last straw is when she hears (obviously false) rumors saying he’s gotten back with an old fling. He tries to brush it off and say this is what’s best for both of them, but she claims it’s only best for him and she’s done. She’s done being kept in the shadow as his “dirty little secret” and made to feel unimportant since he seems to spend more time going out than with her. It leads into an argument and them walking away from each other? Soon enough though, they come to realize they can’t ever fully walk away from the love they have for each other? But just as Reader reaches where he is with the intention of apologizing and making things right, she already finds him in the middle of a live broadcasting where he is publicizing his love for her because he wants the whole world to know he’s shamelessly in love with her (and they have an emotional and fluffy reunion afterwards and it’s a happy ending for them 🤧🥹💕)

bestie,,, i’m the most indecisive person on the planet and you ask me to choose 😭😭😭 I guess I’ll go with Charles because I feel like he’s the one most likely to do that???

#charles leclerc request

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alyjojo · 2 years

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Love Reading 🧝🏼‍♀️🧝🏼- May 2022 - Aquarius

Singles:

Overall energy: The Moon

How you will meet: The Hermit

How they will treat you: Ace of Wands

Long-term Potential: 8 Cups

Your message is confusion, these cards are confusion, and I’m right here with them, wtf is going on in this connection? I’m going to assume you know this person, based on their message, they’ve already let you go. You’re still confused over this whole thing, and The Moon is clarified by Queen of Swords, you want the truth and transparency, not whatever this mess is. It looks like you’re the one severing this connection too, the second time around I guess, this person is one big mindfk. One of you left initially, and it left you in 2 Swords, not knowing what move to make or what to go, whether to move on or not I guess. You could’ve stayed alone for awhile. With you being The Hermit, they’re the one coming to you. They treat you like they want to have a romp in the hay, you turn them on, they want an affair and you’re like...hmm, pass. Future potential is leaving this behind because they just keep on leaving you waiting on them but love the attention, and eventually you’re going to have enough. Now that you know that, don’t wait at all ❤️

Messages -

Your side:

- Confusion 😵

- Wise Spirit (both together made me 😂, mfer I’m both wise and confused, get out)

Their side:

- I didn’t realize how special you are until I let you go.

- I regret what I’ve done to you.

Signs you may be dealing with:

Scorpio & Libra 💯 Aries, Virgo & Pisces

Couples:

Overall energy: The Star

Current: 4 Pentacles

Challenge: Ace of Swords

Potential: The Lovers

You two are definitely at a make or break point in this relationship. Your main focus is healing a missed opportunity, probably with each other, or there is just a major lack of emotions in this connection. You’re both hanging on, to what I can’t understand. Each other? Stubbornness? Dissatisfaction? Apathy? There’s no equal give and take or teamwork in this relationship, could be a marriage or a committed partnership, it’s not a new thing. The challenge is clarity, truth, communication. You’re disappointed by how things have been and how they’re going, but there’s no clarity here. The potential is The Lovers, which is my least favorite card when describing love. Yes it could mean soulmate, but more often it’s love with a choice, and that seems to be what’s here for you in May. A choice. Either way you’re healing, that’s been decided, but are you going to take a break from this connection altogether, or can this turn into the 10 Pentacles you want? 2 Swords, you have no idea, and because of this, there’s no action. The only advice Spirit is giving is that you’re right, they do play mind games, and that they’re a lesson for you. The outcome is free will, not even Spirit is taking part in this.

Messages -

Your side:

- I wish I knew then what I know now.

- New perspective

Their side:

- Mind games 🤯

- Indecisive

- Lesson 💯

Oracles -

Your side: Be careful that negativity doesn’t lodge in your body. Visualize a green light around you for protection.

Their side: Light a candle, put on some music, and take a bath. Doing so will renew your body and soul.

Signs you may be dealing with:

Taurus, Libra, Gemini & Capricorn

#aquarius tarot reading #aquarius #tarot #love reading #couples reading #singles reading #may 2022

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monako-jinn-stories · 3 years

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Echo X Fem!Reader FanFic

A Returning Echo ~ Before the Citadel

Main Master List

Story Master List

Chapter Thirteen

Chapter Fifteen (PG), Chapter Fifteen (18+)

Chapter Fourteen

Shout out to @m-o-o-n-s-g-o-o-n-s and @megafrost4 for helping me with my indecisiveness😂 I ended up deciding to just let the reader chose their option, but you guys helped me come up with that! You both were very helpful and I thank you for it!! <3 everyone, go check out moony and Megafrost!

It was night when Mace arrived, gently waking you from your slumber. You had fallen asleep in Hex’s arms as you rested against him while he comforted you over the fallen soldiers. You had learned that half of the men you had made your escape with did not survive the race back, a good amount taken down by the cannon blast that had shaken the ground as you ran. It was disheartening, knowing that they were killed just because they were trying to escape. Hex had held you, providing the limited comfort he could, while you both mourned over his lost brothers. You slowly rose from your spot, holding a hand out to help up Hex. You nodded a thanks to Mace before walking tiredly to your starfighter. Once all your gunships were ready, you took off in your starfighter and led them back to the venator. Once back, you had a quick mission debrief before everyone was allowed go and rest up. The trip back to Coruscant wasn’t long, as you had fallen asleep as soon as you joined the cuddle pile you clones were having.

When you arrived back on Coruscant, you barely had time to step off the ship before a hand grabbed yours and started dragging you to the elevator.

“Thank the maker you’re back,” Ahsoka said as she dragged you along. “We have good news.”

“Good news? Please tell me the decorations arrived.”

“Not just that, but we found a new caterer that agreed to only charge us half their normal price! Oh, and we got some help from your friend, Senator Caree?” You smiled to yourself shaking your head as you imagined Ahnimaka taking one look at the mess that had been your planning, and deciding to fix it herself.

“Well, I’m glad it all came together,” you said as she led you to the room that had been allowed for the event. When you walked in, your breath caught in your lungs. It was better than you had expected. Tables lined the outside edge of the room, and a good size area for mingling and dancing was in the middle. There were tables for food set neatly all around, and a nice area for the live band to play. There was also a karaoke machine, which Ahsoka eagerly pointed out. Helpers were setting up the final decorations, checking to make sure everything was in place for the start in just a few hours.

“This is amazing, Ahsoka. You all did so well!”

“Don’t forget, you helped plan this too,” she said back, though she had a huge smile on her face.

“I’m going to go to my quarters and relax for before the event, but I’ll see you later,” you said while placing a hand on her shoulder. She nodded eagerly and watched you walk off before running over to where Anakin was currently arguing with Padmé over where the last of the decorations should go.

When you entered your room, you immediately kicked off your shoes and flopped onto your couch-only, it wasn’t just couch that you landed on. You jerked your head up to see a slightly startled Echo looking down at you. You held each other’s gaze silently, shock on both of your faces.

“Welcome back,” he said after a few seconds, smiling at you as you sat up.

“Not that I don’t want you here,” you began, “but what are you doing here?” His face went red before he responded, averting his eyes so you couldn’t read them.

“Well, you did say I could stay for a while, and I sorta wanted to wait for you to finish up with the event so I could ask you to go on a date, but then you went on your mission and I thought it might be nice to surprise you when you got back,” he explained.

“So you’ve been waiting here for almost three days?”

“N-no, I went back to the barracks to sleep and shower…but I did wait here quite a bit in my free time.”

“Well, it’s a lovely surprise,” you said before standing up and wandering over to the kitchen.

“What happened here?” You asked as you looked around at the mess. There were pots and bowls everywhere, some raw noodles and spilled powder.

“Oh-Uh…I tried cooking…it didn’t go as planned,” he said from the couch. “I meant to clean it up, but then I kind of fell asleep.”

“What did you try to make?”

“Ebruah…”

“What about the leftovers I had?” You questioned to which no response came.

“Echo, did you eat all that I had left over?” Echo remained silent, and you smiled as you shook your head.

“I tried to make more so you wouldn’t notice,” he finally spoke sheepishly when you walked back over to him.

“Well, let’s see if I would have.”

“No, trust me, you don’t want to try it,” he responded, looking up at you with a serious expression.

“Don’t worry, I’m sure it wasn’t that bad.”

“It was awful.”

“Is there any left over?”

“Yes, but I’m telling you-“ before Echo could finish his sentence, you ran back over to the kitchen and found the leftovers. You heated them up before grabbing a fork and sitting at the table. You motioned him to join you, and he sighed dramatically as he got off the couch, to which you rolled your eyes at.

When he was sitting in front of you, you took a bite. He watched as you kept your face neutral before swallowing and meeting his gaze.

“So?” He asked. You bit the inside of your cheek, eyes darting back to the bowl.

“Now, I would never lie to you-“

“You think it’s awful,” he said, slouching in his chair.

“I think this gives you an excuse to come over to my quarters a lot more,” you suggested. “Can’t get better at cooking without practice.”

“So, you want to have dates where you teach me to cook?”

“Yes! And maybe for a reward when you can make a whole dish by yourself, I’ll let you spend the night,” you said while winking at him. His face immediately went red and you saw him make the slightest shift in his chair.

“S-spend the night?” He questioned, as if he was confirming he heard you correctly.

“Yeah. I’ll even let you sleep in my bed instead of on the couch.”

“In y-your bed? But where would you sleep?”

“In the bed with you, unless you wouldn’t want me to-“

“No no,” he cut you off, “I’d love to sleep with you.” He was silent for a moment before he realized what he said. His eyes widened and his face went even darker.

“I-I mean, not l-like that…well not not like that, but t-that’s not what-“ You reached over the table and covered his mouth with your hand, giggling as you did.

“I know what you meant, Echo.” You assured as you pulled your hand back. “Now, I’m not trying to get rid of you, but the event is in a couple of hours. I was hoping to have some time for myself before.”

“Oh, of course,” he said, getting up from his seat. You walked with him over to your door, where he paused and turned to look at you.

“I’ll see you later?” He asked hopefully.

“Absolutely! And maybe I’ll even let you dance with me,” you teased before you opened the door for him. He waved a goodbye before you went back inside your room, going to clean up in the refresher as you hadn’t gotten the chance since arriving back on Coruscant.

A little while later, there was eager knocking on your door. You went to answer it, revealing an excited Shaak Ti and Aayla standing in the hall.

“Are you ready to prepare for the event?” Shaak Ti asked in her lovely voice.

“Yes! Come in!” You responded, moving to the side to let them enter.

“Maker, I’m so excited!” Shaak Ti said as she laid out her dress.

“Oh my, Shaak Ti that’s gorgeous!” You gasped as you took in the outfit. It was golden with beads sewn into patterns and a mermaid style skirt that would definitely need held while walking to avoid dragging.

“Oh, thank you! I was hoping to have something that would reflect my personality. Strong but sweet and caring.”

“It definitely does just that,” Aayla said. “Fives will lose his mind when he sees you.”

“What does your dress look like, Aayla?” You asked. She smiled as she laid it out for you to see. It was an elegant pastel pink, a slit in the front around mid thigh. It had one strap that held it up and a small gap across the chest.

“Wow, you better be careful Bly doesn’t rip that off of you,” you joke.

“Please, my commander knows how to remove clothes quickly without ruining them.”

“Aayla!” Shaak Ti said, blushing slightly at the insinuation.

“Oh, please. Like you weren’t thinking the same about Fives,” Aayla joked back, causing Shaak Ti to go more red.

“I’m not going to discuss such things right now.” You laughed at her response before they both looked at you.

“Your turn to show us yours!” Aayla said excitedly.

“Okay, but I have two and I haven’t chosen which one yet. I want you to help me chose.” They both nodded, eagerly motioning you to go get the options.

You ran into your room to grab them, bringing them out and looking at their surprised faces.

“Oh, y/n, they’d both look amazing on you!” Shaak Ti praised.

“You’re going to stun everyone there no matter what you wear,” Aayla agreed. You smiled widely as you looked at them again. Having never been one for wearing dresses, you had been immensely thankful when Aleiah had been able to make your visions come to life, only, having both made it hard to chose. One was a purple, almost magenta, with off the shoulder straps, a thigh slit for your right leg. The sweetheart neckline fit right where you were comfortable with it, not too low while not hiding your whole chest. The other was a deep purple, with a mermaid fit that had a gap for your cleavage as it wrapped around your neck instead of having arm straps. It was also very sparkly, and like Shaak Ti’s, it would need picked up while walking.

They both studied the options for a minute, whispering to each other and nodding.

“Okay, we’ve decided,” Aayla spoke.

“We choose that one,” Shaak Ti said. A grin split your face as you looked at their choice. If you were being honest, it was the one you had been leaning towards, but still hadn’t been sure.

“Thank you so much!” You said as you put the other away.

“Sans won’t leave you alone once his eyes find you,” Aayla giggled. Shaak Ti looked at you confusedly before looking back at Aayla.

“Sans?” Shaak Ti questioned.

“Yes, you did say y/n was meeting someone there, didn’t you?”

“Yes, but it’s not Sans,” Shaak Ti said before looking at you.

“Maker, I haven’t told you about him yet, have I?” You said while meeting Aayla’s gaze.

“Told me about who?”

“Y/n’s gotten herself a clone to flirt with,” Shaak Ti teased.

You bit your lip, a grin forming as you shook your head.

“I’m guessing it’s not one of your men, so whose trooper is it?”

“Those 501st men are very charming,” you said while leading them to sit on the couch.

“Not one of Anakin’s troopers!” Aayla said in disbelief. “Y/n, I thought you had better taste. Like, maybe someone in the 212th, or the Wolffepack! But the 501st?”

“Well, I did, but Cody was incredibly resistant to my flirting. Trust me, someone in the 501st wasn’t my first choice, but this clone…” you trailed off, remembering how he was when you first met. He had drawn you in by being confident and flirty, but soon revealed his true, shy and sweet self that you found yourself falling for every time you were together.

“It’s Fives’s best friend,” Shaak Ti added.

“Well, he sounds like trouble then.”

“Oh, no. Echo is nowhere close to being trouble like Fives,” you laughed.

“Echo?” Aayla questioned.

“Yeah, he’s the other ARC-Trooper that survived the Rishi Moon attack alongside Fives.”

“I think Bly told me about him. Something about being a rule boy?”

You laughed slightly, remembering the story of how Echo got his name.

“Yeah, that’s my Echo,” you responded.

“Aww, you said your Echo!” Shaak Ti swooned.

“Shh, I didn’t mean to.”

“But he is yours,” she teased. “Just don’t let Anakin hear you say that.”

“Trust me, Anakin’s already tried to make it clear that Echo is his trooper.”

“He’s Anakin’s trooper, but he’s your lover,” Aayla said while winking at you.

“H-he’s not my lover,” you stuttered out as heat rose to your cheeks.

“Really? Because I’ve heard a lot about you, and you seem like lovers,” Shaak Ti added.

“Alright, enough! No more teasing me!” The Twi’lek and Togruta just laughed before you all began talking about other things, wasting time until you had to get dressed. You each took turns going into the refresher to change. You did your appearance how you thought would look best, and admired yourself in the mirror. You then put on your normal shoes, not being bothered to wear anything fancy and preferring comfort over glam.

“Oh! We need pictures before we leave!” Shaak Ti said before grabbing your cam. She set it up and you all stood next to each other in front of it, taking a serious picture before a funny one.

“Alright, it’s almost time. You guys ready?” You asked, though it wasn’t necessary. You could all feel the excitement in the room like electricity. They nodded eagerly, and you all walked out and headed to the elevators.

“Well, well, what do we have here?” You heard a man ask in a Nautolan accent when you exited the elevators.

“It appears there are three very well dressed ladies that need escorting,” a thick Kel Dorian accent responded. You all rolled your eyes jokingly as Kit and Plo approached you.

“We all know I could best you in a lightsaber duel,” Aayla said to Kit.

“Ahh, but that does not mean you don’t need my escorting,” he said as he smiled and stuck out his arm. She returned the smile and looped her arm through his. Shaak Ti took Plo’s and you were in the middle, taking the other arm of each of the men.

“You all look very lovely tonight,” Plo stated.

“And you two as well,” you added.

“Ah, you don’t need to mention it, y/n. I already know I’m incredibly handsome,” Kit joked as you walked.

“Watch yourself, you don’t want to start sounding like Fives,” Shaak Ti laughed.

“Fives is an honorable man. It would be a compliment to be compared to him.”

“Honorable man,” you snickered, earning a chuckle from Plo and Aayla.

“Are you saying that you disagree with my statement?”

“No, just that it’s not the first thing I would use to describe him.”

“Well, what would you use to describe him, then?”

“Mischievous. Very mischievous.”

“Hmm, I suppose you’re right about that,” Kit laughed.

You felt nerves and excitement bubbling in your stomach as you approached the wide open doors. Clones filled the room from what you could see, some looking more relaxed than others. There was casual mingling music playing that flooded into the halls. From the side of your eye, you caught a few clones doing double takes on your little group, though they were respectful about it. Plo and Kit slipped their arms from the three of you ladies, bowing to you before they walked in the room.

When you walked in, you instantly started to look around at all the same-but-different faces. You recognized a few, but you didn’t keep your eyes on them for long. You were searching for someone in particular.

“Oh! I think I see the boys over there!” Shaak Ti said while pointing. You looked to where she was pointing, and sure enough Echo, Fives, and Bly we’re talking casually, each holding a glass in their hand. You let your eyes trail down Echo’s body from a distance, admiring how he looked in the suit. From where you stood, it looked like he was slightly nervous, holding his glass a little too tightly and not fully present in the conversation he, Fives, and Bly were having.

“Should we go to them or wait for them to find us?” Aayla questioned.

You were about to respond when you felt a hand wrap around your waist and pull you into the person it belonged to.

“My, my, General Jinn. You look absolutely stunning,” Sans said as he looked you up and down.

“Thanks, Sans. You don’t look too bad yourself,” you replied, taking a slight step back from him.

“I must say, you are by far the most beautiful person here,” he said, pulling you back into him.

Normally, you would brush off or play along with Sans’s advancements, but something in you tonight refused to go along. Past conversations of reassuring Echo to not worry about your flirty commander came to your mind before you spoke again.

“Okay, look, Sans,” you said, peeling his hand from your waist and taking a step back, earning a slightly shocked look from him. “Tonight, I’m going to have to ask you to stay in line. I don’t want Echo having any more of a reason to think that he’s not good enough for me, or that I like someone else. I don’t want him to feel like he has to worry about you.” Your face held a look that left no room for argument. What you had said was final, and nothing could change your mind.

“Ah, don’t worry, y/n,” he said, a smile on his lips. “I understand. I won’t stand in the way of you and Echo, but I will get to dance with you at least once tonight,” he said before stepping back.

“Thank you. I’ll see you later,” you said while turning to look and see Aayla and Shaak Ti had already left to meet up with Fives and Bly. You saw them standing with the boys, but noticed Echo was missing. You quickly made your way over, wondering where he had gone.

“Fives, do you know where Echo went?” You asked as you approached them. He looked at Shaak Ti for a second before looking at you, a slightly sympathetic look on his face.

“He saw Sans grab you,” he explained, “I guess he got upset and wandered off. All I know is he went in that direction.” Fives pointed to his side and you nodded, beginning to look around for Echo.

“I really hope she finds him,” Shaak Ti said. “She really does like him.”

“Yeah, but Sans is a very flirty person. I know Echo feels extremely inadequate compared to him.”

Shaak Ti shook her head softly, knowing just how much you admired Echo. She knew that no one, not even Sans, could make you feel the way Echo did. No one would ever steal your heart from him. She hoped that someday you would be able to confine him of that.

Echo talked casually with Fives and Bly, glancing at the entrance every few seconds to see if you had arrived yet. If he was being honest, he was nervous. He didn’t know why, because this wasn’t like a date or anything. You were meeting each other here, and sure, you planned to spend time with each other, and probably dance, but it wasn’t like it was just the two of you, so there was no reason to be nervous. Except maybe he wouldn’t be good at dancing, and maybe he wouldn’t be able to act casually in front of the other Jedi as to remain unsuspecting. He might trip or spill a drink on you, perhaps somehow tear your dress. Worry after worry filled his mind, and the glass in his hand was slightly shaking.

Echo’s thoughts were interrupted by the sound of a glass falling onto the floor, but it wasn’t his. He quickly turned to see Fives’s face, which was complete shock. His mouth hung open and his eyes were stuck ahead of him.

“Maker…” he mumbled, barely able to form the word. Echo looked to see where he was staring, and he almost dropped his own glass when he saw you. He didn’t even know if there were words to describe how incredible you looked. Bly was the only one who seemed to be able to form a thought, as he was the first to speak.

“Well, shall we go over there?” He asked his brothers.

“Yeah yeah, hold on a second,” Fives said, still mystified by Shaak Ti. “I need to just…look at her.”

“Is this what he was like the first time he saw her?” Bly asked Echo.

“Wha-huh?” Echo said, shaking his head out of his trance. “Oh, uh, yeah, he was pretty speechless.” Bly rolled his eyes at the two awestruck clones.

“It’s almost as if you two have never seen a woman before,” he said before beginning to walk over, Fives quickly snapping out of it and following him. Echo was about to join them as well until he saw what happened next.

His steps faltered and stopped as he saw Sans’s hand wrap around your waist and pull you into him. He saw Sans’s eyes as he let them roam over your body, how he was absolutely infatuated by you. He didn’t want to, but Echo couldn’t help but watch sadly as Sans seemingly began to charm you. Finally tearing his eyes away, he let his shoulders fall slightly as he turned away, heading towards a small exit that he knew led outside.

That was the one worry that had managed to evade his mind until it was too late. Sans would be here, and would be standing in his way. Sans would find you first, and hold onto you for the rest of the night. If you happened to leave with someone, it wouldn’t be Echo, it would be Sans. Sans was his biggest worry.

Once he was alone, Echo sat down on a bench and let out a sigh. All those times you had told him not to worry about Sans came flooding back to him. Was he ridiculous for leaving like he did? Did he truly have nothing to worry about? He looked up at the sky before noticing movement off to the side. He turned his head to see Sans walking towards him, a small smile on his face.

“Hey, Echo,” he said, hesitantly sitting next to him. “I’m guessing you saw what happened in there?” Echo nodded, silent as he kept his eyes trained to the ground in front of him.

“I want to apologize.”

“Apologize?” Echo asked, caught slightly off guard by this.

“Yeah, I’ve been kind of…well, overstepping it with y/n. I know what you mean to each other, and I’ve been very inconsiderate of it.” Sans turned his face away from Echo, taking a deep breath before he continued.

“I’ve never intended to hurt you, or seem like I’m getting in the way. It’s just…I fell for her the second I laid eyes on her, and I haven’t stopped loving her since. The more I’m with her, the more I fall. And I know you understand how I feel,” he said, looking back at Echo while he added the last part. It was Echo’s turn to look away, not wanting to see Sans’s conflicted expression.

“Now, I want you to know something. I’m going to try my hardest to give you and y/n the respect you deserve, but I need you to also understand something. I can’t stop loving her, and I don’t want to. I will respect your boundaries, but I will still have my feelings for her. I will never stop being by her side when she needs me, but I will let you be there first. I swear, I will not stop protecting her until the day I die, but I will let you be the one she needs most.”

Echo studied the look in Sans’s eyes, and he knew he was serious. He really did love you, but because he loved you, he was willing to let you be happy with someone else.

“Thank you, Sans. That means a lot,” Echo said while meeting his gaze. Sans smiled, nodding towards the door.

“I think there’s someone looking for you inside,” he said. Echo smiled as he stood up, waving goodbye to Sans as he left him outside on the bench.

You saw him slip back in the door and immediately began making your way to him. He hadn’t noticed you yet, so when you gently grabbed his hand, Echo jumped slightly before his eyes found you.

“Hey,” you said, looking at him.

“Hello, darling,” he replied before pulling you into a hug.

“I’m sorry about Sans-“

“Don’t worry about it,” he said as he pulled back. You furrowed your brows as he had a smile on his lips. “He already apologized. He’s a good man, y/n. I’m glad you have someone like him to protect you in battle.”

“Please,” you said rolling your eyes, “I protect him more than he protects me.” Echo chuckled, taking a step back to look at you up close. You felt his eyes as they studied you, watching as different emotions danced in them. You swore you even saw a flash of hunger for a second.

“You look gorgeous tonight,” he said as he brought his eyes back up to yours.

“And you look incredibly handsome,” you responded. You took the opportunity to look at him as well, noting the pins and medals on his suit.

As you looked at Echo, you couldn’t help the hungry look that came to your own eyes.

“Do you want to grab something to eat?” He asked, drawing your eyes back to his.

“No, I’m not hungry right now.”

“Really? Because you look pretty hungry to me,” he said while smirking, his hand holding a little tighter on your waist.

“I could say the same about you,” you shot back teasingly.

“Hmmm, maybe I am…”

You watched as his eyes flicked to your lips before he licked his own. You felt a slight heat rush to your cheeks before your lips began to slightly part.

Echo leaned in, whispering softly in your ear.

“You do look ravishing tonight, darling,” Echo mumbled. You felt a wave of flutters in your core at the sound of his voice, deep and close to you. He pulled back only to look at you again, that smug look still plastered on his face. You began to reach up, wanting to pull him into you.

“Aunty y/n!” You heard two little voices call from off to your side. You turned your head and pulled your arms down as you watched Ringo and Tayah run over to you.

“My little twins! How’s Jedi training going?” You asked, bending to pick Tayah up while Ringo bounced excitedly next to you.

“It’s awesome! I can’t wait till I get a lightsaber of my own!” Ringo stated joyfully.

“I miss mama and papa,” Tayah said in your arms. You looked at her sympathetically, running your thumb down her cheek.

“It’s going to be hard, but you’ll be able to get by, I promise,” you said to her. “And as for you, young man, you won’t be getting a lightsaber for while.”

“Awww,” he said, slumping his shoulders in a pout. Echo chuckled while watching, enjoying seeing you interact with the kids.

“Who are you?” Tayah asked, pointing to him.

“My names Echo. I’m an ARC-Trooper under General Anakin Skywalker of the 501st,” he said while smiling softly at her.

“Anakin? Isn’t that Padmé’s husband?” Ringo questioned, to which your eyes widened.

“Shh! We don’t talk about that in public, remember?” You said quickly, checking to make sure no one around noticed the little slip.

He clamped his hand over his mouth, mumbling a “sorry,” from underneath it.

“It’s fine, just be careful.” You set Tayah down before she walked over to Echo.

“Are you going to be our uncle someday?” She asked, looking between you and Echo.

Your face flushed in embarrassment while Echo looked shocked, then smug.

“Well, that is the plan, little one,” he said while winking at you. Tayah giggled before she walked back over to her brother.

“Look! Aunty y/n’s blushing!” Ringo said.

“Okay, go on, you two. You’ve been nosy enough,” you said while shooing them away. They both giggled before waving and running across the room, finding someone else to pester, which happened to be an unsuspecting Ahsoka.

“Do you think you’d want kids someday?” Echo asked, watching as they left.

“I haven’t thought much about it, if I’m being honest. I don’t think I would mind having them, though.”

“Well, I think we would make a cute mix,” he said, smirking at you. You opened your mouth to respond but were interrupted by someone clearing their throat.

“Excuse me, you must be ARC-Trooper Echo,” an all too familiar voice said. Echo turned to looked at the person it had come from. His expression had some curiosity in it as he took in the Mon Calamari that had approached him.

“Yes, sir, I am.”

“I don’t believe we’ve met. My name is Codo Daawa, Jedi master,” he said while extending a hand. “I’ve heard a lot about you.”

“You have, sir?”

“Yes, indeed. Y/n here has told me many stories about you. She told me all about when she first met you as well.”

“Codo,” you warned, giving him a look.

“Ah, my child, don’t worry. I won’t say anything you don’t like.”

“You said you were Codo Daawa?” Echo questioned.

“Yes, I am. Have you heard about me as well?”

“I have, actually. Lots about you.”

“Then you know what I am like to y/n, I presume?”

Echo suddenly straightened a bit more, going slightly formal in front of your former master.

“U-uh, yes sir. You’re like a father, sir.”

“You didn’t tell me he says ‘sir’ so much,” Codo said to you.

“He usually doesn’t,” you say, resting a hand on Echo’s arm. “You can relax, Codo is less harmful to you than Anakin.”

“That’s a relief,” he joked.

“Yes, I’d much rather embarrass y/n than make you nervous around me,” Codo laughed.

“Oh, wow. Thanks,” you said while rolling your eyes.

“Well, if I am to be like a father to you, I have to play the part.”

“You can skip the embarrassing me part,” you shot back.

“Actually, I think I’d quite like to hear some embarrassing stories about you,” Echo laughed.

“Oh, I could tell you about the time on Onderon when she-“

“Enough!” You said, throwing eye daggers at Codo which only made him chuckle.

“I’ll leave you two alone to enjoy the night, I just thought it was about time I met you,�� Codo said while waving at you two.

“Think we’ll be interrupted again?” Echo asked after Codo was out of earshot.

“More than likely,” you laughed.

“You ever going to tell me what happened on Onderon?” He teased.

“Never,” you said while giving him a serious look, only making him laugh more.

You spent the rest of the night with each other, dancing and talking to friends. You watched as Fives sang a love song on the karaoke machine, not so subtly hinting that it was about Shaak Ti, but of course she didn’t mind. You saw Aayla quickly dragging Bly out of the room as it got late, Bly sending a cheeky grin to one of his squad mates on the way out. You ended up having a dance with Sans, and then Steele demanded that he got a turn, and of course Hex was the most polite when asking out of the three of them. At one point, Echo nudged you and gestured to Anakin and Padmé, who were attempting to have a sneaky kiss in a corner, to which you both laughed at. Ahsoka forced Rex to dance, although the poor clone had two left feet and kept stumbling everywhere. Echo ended up saving him many times, having to abandon you mid-dance to keep Rex from hitting the floor.

After a while, you began to feel exhausted, and Echo noticed quickly.

“Maybe I should take you back to your quarters now. You’re beginning to stumble around like Rex trying to dance,” he laughed, only slightly joking.

“Mmm but I’m having fun!” You said before stifling a yawn, causing him to laugh again.

“Come on, darling. You need to rest.”

“Fineeeeee,” you grumbled, letting him lead you out of the room. You walked quietly down the halls, just enjoying each other’s presence. You leaned into his shoulder in the elevator, only lifting your head when he began to move when you reached your floor. He opened your door for you when he reached your room, still holding you as you walked in. You turned to look at him and smiled drowsily, sleep attempting to take over.

“You’re cute when you’re tired,” he mumbled, watching your eyes attempt to roll but closing halfway through. “I’ll let you get to bed, darling.” He slowly let go of you before turning, but he stopped when he felt you grab his arm. He looked back to meet your gaze, now shy and cautious.

“Stay with me?” You whispered, looking up at him through your lashes. He couldn’t help how he was completely entranced by you right now. Your sleepy state, the slightly pleading look in your eyes, it was all too much to resist.

“I don’t have anything to sleep in,” he tried as an excuse to leave, though he didn’t really want one.

“Don’t worry, I have some clothes you could wear. I-if you want. You don’t have to stay, though.” You looked down, slight color coming to your cheeks.

“That would be wonderful. I’ll change in the refresher?” His response made you snap your head back up, not quite believing you had heard him right.

“O-okay! I’ll go get them!” You quickly ran into your room, pulling out the spare clothes you always kept in case one of your troopers came to visit. You walked back out and handed them to Echo, who smiled at you before going to change. You shut your bedroom door and changed into your own pjs as well, and when you opened your door, you saw Echo laying on the couch.

“No no, you’re not sleeping there,” you said, walking over and pulling him up.

“A-are you sure?” He said, this time him being nervous.

“Yes, I want cuddles,” you said, pulling him into your bedroom. You closed the door behind you out of habit, and sat on your bed. He stood awkwardly before you patted the spot beside you. He slowly made his way over and sat down, internally gushing over how comfortable a real bed was. You reached over and grabbed Marvin, showing him to Echo. He chuckled and took the stuffed porg from you before watching you lay down. He hesitantly joined you, putting Marvin to the side. You scooted closer to him, and he slipped his arms around you. It was as if you two had held each other like this a million times before, the way your bodies molded together effortlessly. He leaned his cheek on the top of your head and you nuzzled into him, taking in his familiar scent. His warmth flooded your body, making you the perfect temperature to fall into a deep sleep. Before you completely crashed, you muttered out one last thing.

“Goodnight, Echo.”

“Goodnight, darling,” he responded, pressing a kiss to your head.

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m4tthewmurd0ck · 2 years

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upcoming matt x reader one-shots or mini-series! (i’ll keep coming back to / editing this)

ALSO i do have the general plots mapped out for all of these but have no idea what order to actually write them in. i’m still new and know i don’t have much of a following but if anyone sees this and one catches your eye, feel free to let me know! might help my indecisiveness 😂🤷🏻‍♀️ will put them below the cut because there are quite a few.

If it’s in bold and crossed out, that means it’s written and you can find it in my masterlist!

before you go - lewis capaldi

matt has been acting distant for weeks. he won’t tell you what’s wrong, and he’s lying about where he goes when he sneaks out at night. one evening, you’ve finally had enough, and matt returns home from work to find you packing up what little you have in his apartment.

i hear a symphony - cody fry

josie’s was having a theme night, and a song had just started playing when matt felt a change in the atmosphere. now, he hears the song whenever he thinks of you.

halley’s comet - billie eilish

will be split into 3 parts.

part 1: “i don’t want to want you, but in my dreams i seem to be more honest, and i must admit you’ve been in quite a few”

part 2: “my sleepless nights are better with you than nights could ever be alone”

part 3: “i’ve been loved before but right now in this moment, i feel more and more like i was made for you”

ghost - justin bieber

matt x avenger! reader

it was your idea to have earpieces in whenever you went away on missions. you knew the panicked thoughts that ran through matt’s mind whenever you were out there fighting god knows what. you assured him that this way you’d be in constant communication. he still remembers the panic in your voice from that day. you were all the way in wakanda, trying to stop thanos’ army. the fear in your voice when bucky turned to dust right in front of you. and the deafening silence when just a few seconds later, you stopped talking. now all he has left is the ghost of you.

fingers crossed - lauren spencer-smith

matt cancelled plans with you not once, but twice. both times, to help elektra. he wouldn’t tell you what she needed help with, and you knew you didn’t deserve to put up with always being second to her, so you left. you now find yourself going over old moments, wondering if he was lying every time he said you were the love of his life.

i lied - avery lynch

part 2 to “fingers crossed”

it wasn’t until you were gone, it wasn’t until the first night matt came home to an empty apartment, was alone in his bed, that he realized how badly he fucked up and realized how much he took you for granted. but you’re not one to forgive so easily, especially over something like this. you’ve tried to convince him that you don’t love him anymore, for the sake of protecting your own heart. but he knows that isn’t true, he can hear it in your voice. can he convince you to give him another chance?

memory lane - haley joelle

distancing yourself from matt was the hardest thing you’d ever done. but you knew it was what had to happen, for your own well-being. the past is all you have left of him, but what happens when a trip down memory lane ends up putting you in harms way?

she’s mine - lauren weintraub

you finally agree to have dinner with matt. the next day, foggy accidentally lets it slip that elektra was back in the picture. not only that, but she and matt had spent time together. you find yourself back in that constant state of self-doubt, anxiousness, and worry. why wouldn’t matt have just told you?

wyd now? - sadie jean

it’s been two years since the day you graduated from college, and you and matt agreed to go your separate ways. you were off to a prestigious firm in california, and matt was headed back to new york. now, you’re in new york. landman and zack want to see if they can convince you to come to their firm. even after all this time, you can’t help but think of the man that helped you through the hardest part of your life.

feel like shit - tate mcrae

it was a terrible idea to go to josie’s. you don’t know why you let your roommate talk you into it. and of course, you run into matt. he was the love of your life, but also the one who broke your heart only a few nights ago. he knows you’re there the second you enter the room, and all it takes is a comment from foggy for him to realize that the worst thing he ever did, was let you go.

sos - james arthur

two parts

part 1: “i’m calling for an sos to save my soul tonight”

part 2: “it’s you i’m forever in debt to, never been the same since the day that i met you”

medicine - james arthur

matt’s feeling a little sentimental, and wants you to hear how much he loves you, and how much you mean to him.

that way - tate mcrae

things have been tense around the office lately, even foggy and karen have noticed that you and matt don’t speak to each other unless it’s about a case. one evening when you thought he’d already left, matt overheard you talking to foggy about a job offer you received

#daredevil #matt murdock #charlie cox #charliecox #mattmurdock #foggy nelson #foggynelson #matt murdock x you #matt murdock x reader #matt murdock x oc #mcu #marvel #daredevil x reader #daredevil x you

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phoenixtakaramono · 3 years

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Hi Phoenix!! This is Comsic from AO3 🤗💕 First off, I hope things have been okay with you, and the writing process has been going well (I mean, as well as writing can go, anyway 😅) I saw your tweets regarding Ep 6 of HB (not to mention that lovely fanart!!!) and I hope you don’t mind if I share some of my own thoughts, because hoooo boy, is there a lot to unpack.

So. Blitzo has a MASSIVE inferiority complex. I figured as much from the previous episodes, but this really hammered home for me that he has huge issues regarding his sense of self-esteem/self-worth. I definitely think he feels unworthy of Stolas and fears he means nothing to Stolas in the long run/is seen only as a plaything—this was made especially evident this episode by those two silhouettes of him fanning Stolas during the vision sequence: he quite literally faded into the background. And not to mention that he crawled up the stairs, as opposed to walking upright on his own two feet. Don’t get me wrong, I absolutely think that he feels SOMETHING for Stolas (there’s surely a reason that the bit with Stolas is the only one that isn’t visually dark during his vision) but like, yeah… our boys have a LOT of work to do.

Now, this may be an unpopular opinion, but when I first watched the episode, I thought the kiss between Blitzo and Stolas was very… sudden??? I mean, I’m sure they’ve made out a lot offscreen, but I suppose I was caught off-guard by how quickly they shared a kiss together onscreen: I suppose I just wasn’t expecting that to actually happen until some of their personal issues were resolved, i.e. I had it in my head Blitzo had a “no kissing outside the bedroom” rule on account of that being too “intimate”. But the more I thought about it, the more it seemed like maybe it wasn’t so sudden.

Like, I don’t think this was their Big Damn Kiss; it wasn’t really the “focus” of the scene, if you catch my meaning. They seem to be shaping up to be the main couple of the show (will they/won’t they), and I feel that The Kiss between them will have a whole scene/episode building up to that moment, rather than it being almost… downplayed???? That kiss, I think, will come after a couple seasons’ worth of character development ☺️☺️

Not to get Angsty on you, but that whole vision fucked with Blitzo’s psyche, I have no doubt about that, and I think that he’s going to freak out about the fact his feelings for Stolas aren’t as straightforward as he may have been trying to convince himself they were, and he’ll call their relationship off/self-sabotage/do something to Stolas that may or may not be related to THAT scene from the teaser trailer :( I don’t think the photos exposing them are going to bite them in the ass just yet, it’s way too soon, but the fact that Stolas’ image was shown onscreen the longest at the very tail end of the episode suggests he’s going to be the one hit the hardest by whatever punishment awaits.

I’m this was so ridiculously long, but I just have a lot of Thoughts about this episode, and I figured you would understand 😂😂 take care!! 💕

Hi there, Comsic! 🤗💕 On the writing side, I'm in a bit of a transitional phase right now deciding between working on either TUT ch5 or P&B ch4, especially since both of them have such different atmospheres—and I'd just seen ep6 of 'Helluva Boss,' so that's fresh in my mind—and writing styles. Eventually I'll make up my mind but I'm stuck in indecisive limbo right now, ha.

(This is me^ with my two WIPs, and having to decide which one.)

I love your analysis. I totally understand. I'm flattered that you had a lot to say and went to my Ask to unload THE FEELS from ep6. Because I, too, was hit with THE FEELS. (Ah, the pain train especially. I anticipate we're in for a bumpy rollercoaster ride of suffering in the later episodes, but from a writer's perspective, it's necessary because in order to get the deserved Happy Ending, the main characters have to experience character growth and development. The mutual pining is a staple, as well as establishing character flaws and things that'll need to be resolved between them as well as the context of the hurdles they'll have to face, before we get to the well-deserved "actualized" relationship. I fully hope we get something close to what we saw in the Instas as we progress, with the fluffier times between them.) If we don't see "Stepdad Blitzo" in the show canon, I hope for a "Boyfriend Blitzo" with him officially and openly with Stolas in a relationship in a later season, with him shown to somewhat mesh well with Octavia eventually and maybe the two girls getting along too. I want to continue seeing the chemistry between Blitzo and Stolas, even if there needs to be a brief period of separation to get their sh*t together. I'm putting my expectations low, so that if HB exceeds any of it, I can happily lose my mind and scream.

Blitzo's inferiority complex will have to be addressed in canon eventually. Right now, we see it being set up. The kernels should eventually lead to a situation where Blitzo can't take it anymore (possibly leading to an emotional eruption) and there should be an episode that serves as the "healing episode" where he'll need to learn how to deal with it. It's ok if you got angsty on me, haha. Oh gawd, I'm not ready but I wouldn't be surprised if we see Blitzo self-sabotaging himself in the show. Or it could be a moment where Stolas is forced to stop "their arrangement" (leading to an unhappy owl) and Blitzo can have that time to himself to realize that he's being a dumb-dumb. Personal issues take time to be resolved, and I hope the show shows that growth before awarding us (so that it feels EVEN MORE SATISFACTORY).

I'd liked how the Vivziepop crew went for the open-to-interpretation symbolism in ep6. It makes the writer in me salivate. Of course, I see some takes that jumped the shark a bit too much in the speculation imo, but I think most of us saw what the crew was trying to convey. I can see the foreshadowing and the building blocks that the show is trying to set up for future confrontation(s)/ episodes. It will be painful, but what's a little pain and suffering when we get to the promiseland (hopefully; crossing my fingers and knocking on wood)?

Ah, the kiss. Haha, tbh, I get it. On my side of things, I'm rather desensitized to it as a slowburn writer myself who has to write about people kissing and leading up to them doing the horizontal tango. I didn't expect to see a heavy tongue makeout session in ep6, but I could tell the animators—and especially the storyboard artist who'd worked on those frames and tweeted it—really wanted to give the fans some food. I like the hc myself of Blitzo being uncomfortable with kissing outside of their arrangement in bed, with him slowly growing comfortable reciprocating gestures of affection and even initiating a kiss himself once he gets to a certain point. But it's ok. I don't see it as their "Big Damn Kiss" moment personally as well; I took it as a fanservice gift which I appreciated. I hope in a future season and episode though, when they lay their emotions bare, it's an over-the-top dramatic or touching moment where they actually kiss and it's a point of the story where it means something emotionally (like, yes, this is their happy moment, so they deserve this kiss and it's worth celebrating and losing our minds over).

The last few minutes where we see them recorded on footage...hahaha. The conflict has been established. This is indeed gonna come bite them in the ass. It was a nice touch for the crew to have Stolas say about not wanting to get in trouble, and like a self-prophecy, at the end of the episode we see that he will indeed most likely get in trouble (either with the higher-ups or humans, or what have you). It was a nice cliffhanger to establish a future conflict. (Gotta keep us on the edge of our toes and make the story interesting.)

Take care as well! Stay safe and healthy! 💕💕

#spoilers #helluva boss episode 6 #stolitz #helluva boss #anon #ask #phoenix talks #this is coming from the POV of a writer so I'm a little more open to a lot of things the show could throw at us #I see many directions they could go in and hope that whichever ones they choose can deliver that satisfactory feeling #I didn't edit this whole reply it was written in one go so hopefully it makes sense #comsic #or is it cosmic

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