#but I’m ill

[applesandpavenders]

Been relistening to How to Train Your Dragon, and something I’ve noticed is:

Hiccup chooses his fate.

Like, I absolutely love the whole fate is ruling Hiccup’s life - playing games with him - I mean he is a walking “lost things magnet” to quote the witch. He seems destined to be king because there are so many signs - the blue snow, the swimming race, speaking dragonese, the dragon mark, the list goes on.

But. (And I only spotted this now) In the very beginning, when Gobber sends the boys in to steal a baby hunting dragon, the first dragon Hiccup ever has to train, he picks out one. He gets a nice easy basic brown (Horracow) and he probably would have been very happy with her. She’s obedient, holds similar non-violent beliefs as him, and would have been easy to train. He could have had a fairly ordinary life with her, nothing impressive but he’d have lived.

But Fishlegs didn’t get a dragon.

Fishlegs would have been banished from the tribe had Hiccup not decided to disobey the ‘only the strong can belong’ mentality and given up his dragon. Because he gives Fishlegs his dragon, Hiccup chooses Toothless. And Toothless. Toothless is the key to everything. Literally. *Looks hard at the lobster claw*

The point is, that because Hiccup chooses compassion over self preservation, he chooses to become king the wilderwest. He would rather do a hard thing, like find another dragon, than let his friend suffer. He would rather pick a dangerous adventure over those he’s responsible for, who he cares about, getting hurt. And that’s why, again and again, he always pick the path toward being king.

It’s the same when he saves Fishlegs by claiming he wrote the letter to Tantrum, and in the quest for the potato, and, finally, in how he defeats his father in the flashburn duel. Because dragons are people he cares about.

Yes, Fate chooses Hiccup, but only because Hiccup chose Fate first.

#hope this makes sense #it made sense in my head #but I’m ill #so... #nervous laughter #I just love this kid okay #I also need to do a post of toothless #hiccup is literally trying to compete with adolescents dragons #while toothless is a toddler #that’s like two year old trying to do high school classes #no wonder he struggled #hiccup #book hiccup #book toothless #How to Train Your Dragon #httyd book fandom #httyd book spoilers #httyd spoilers

[loverkasp]

fever is back and i had to pull out of my gig tomorrow night ;(

#i’m so upset it was my first show of the semester w my band #but i’m ill #methinks

[spiderversegf]

“what have you been up to lately?” i don’t leave the house

#🍜 #this is ab being chronically ill & housebound but i’m sure this applies to lotsa ppl #ok to rb #🦠

[phosphorus-noodles]

Reblog to let your followers know that despite your current obsession your previous obsessions still exist and are simply lying dormant until they awaken and strike again

#head in haAAANDS #pho.posts #I’m sure the mentally ill tumblr community can relate? #1k #5k #10k #20k

[fanby-fckry]

I’m coping <2

#it’s me #i’m the mentally ill asexual #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel incorrect quotes #incorrect hazbin quotes #incorrect hazbin hotel quotes #alastor #asexual alastor #alastor hazbin hotel #fanby’s fuckery #asexual #a-spec

[bixels]

Wish regular folks on the internet would stop towing the line and continuing to act like furries are some weird, deviant thing nowadays. I’ll be watching Vinny Vinesauce and a hot male furry design will show up in a game and he’ll go ‘oh. Oh god. Oh god chat no. OH GODD WHY. EUGH CHAT STOP. (makes an inhuman noise) WHY ARE HIS TITS SO.’ Like, man, relax. His tits are so because it’s hot, get horny like the rest of us, next question.

#delete later #personal #I have to be reminded sometimes that non internet people actually believe being a furry is a dsm5 mental illness #and I’m not exaggerating a friend was in a psych class on mental illnesses and they used images of mlp ponies and bronies in fursuits #as an example of paraphilia

[beesinmymoth]

Forgive me, lord, for I have sinned

#someone save me I’m so ill #yeah it’s that one journey to Bethlehem song so what #Narilamb #my art #art #cotl #cult of the lamb #narinder #the one who waits #cult of the lamb lambert #lamb x narinder #lambert #long post #video #cult of the lamb narinder #cotl lambert #cotl toww #cotl narinder #fanart

[blended-ice]

One more kiss

#peas n guac #been listening to whatever it takes and having so many feelings about vaggie #DO WHATEVER IT TAKES ILL MAKE THE MISTAKES ILL SPEND MY LIFE BEING YOUR PARTNER #and the reprise of more than anything #so many lives you’ve changed so many souls you’ve touched #vaggie believes in her so wholly I CANT #i’m in love with their love #vaggie #charlie morningstar #hazbin hotel #chaggie #id in alt text #fanart

[miilkybnn]

y’all know that one audition tape Neil did? Yeah, so anyways make it Soap

#john soap mactavish #cod soap #cod art #soap art #john mactavish #cod fanart #call of duty #cod modern warfare #my art #milky art #cod #sorry for falling off the face of the earth it will happen again #HES SOOO #BTW IF YALL DONT KNOW WHAT IM REFERING TO JUST ASK ILL TELL YALL #my discord friends have just been hearing me talk about this man non stop for the past 3 to 4 days because of his smug fucking grin #i’m going to choke him with my bare hands (affectionately) #neil ellice #bc technically #bubbles the beloved

[fidisart]

"I love you... I love you." "I know... I know that."

Omg they were co-captains 🥹

#fidisart #artists on tumblr #my art #fanart #ofmd fan art #our flag means death #ofmd season 2 #ofmd spoilers #ed teach #stede bonnet #gentlebeard #edward x stede #blackbonnet #🥹🥹🥹 #my dads are so in love #they’re so disney-coded #I’m terminally ill with the pirate disease

[diedoverahat]

five nights in 5,000 different positions

#i can’t stop guys #down astronomically bad #he’s all i think about seriously #he’s too hot #I NEED HIM #i’m mentally ill #crying screaming yelling #josh hutcherson #josh hutcherson renaissance #jhutch #fnaf #fnaf movie #five nights at freddy's #mike schmidt #micheal schmidt #mike schmidt x reader #micheal schmidt x you #mike afton #micheal afton #micheal schmidt x reader

[dryya-doesnt]

Father-daughter dance ‼️‼️

#wilbur soot #tallulah #tallulah my beloved #qsmp #qsmp fanart #wilbur soot fanart #im not okay #im very ill mentally #something about parent and child dynamic makes me feel things (I’m crying) #procrastinating finals work

[annabethpursuit]

one thing that drives me absolutely insane is that ive seen so many comments talking about how tvpjo!annabeth isnt their annabeth bc shes not tan and blonde but i dont see people complaining about literally anyone else!! there are SO FEW characters if at all that stay faithful to their book descriptions! luke isnt a blonde guy, percy doesnt have black hair and green eyes, grover doesnt have a rasta cap on, chirons horse end is black not white, echidna is NOTTT supposed to be a conventionally attractive older woman i could keep GOING.

at the end of the day these people are portraying these characters essences incredibly, and this tv series is by far one of the best adaptations ive ever seen of any popular book. to take that for granted and complain because of different hair and skin, especially singling out ONE twelve year old girl is so childish and frankly! disgusting.

#so i guess what I’m saying is GET WRECKED #ill protect these kids with my life theyre KIDS #also theyre fantastic and i love their portrayals #theyre the trio brought to life its so COOL #pjo #percy jackson #annabeth chase #percy jackson and the olympians #pjo tv series #luke castellan #grover underwood #pjo tv show

[hotdogmchiggin]

I guess DARE wasn’t a thing in Goron City

#saw someone call zelda the gorons drug dealer and I couldnt get the image of her in a trenchcoat peddling marbled rock roast to children #like one of those shady guys selling wristwatches in cartoons out of my head #anyway that’s where this came from #trying to figure out comics and shit. not my strong suit so sorry if its rough. #figuring out an optimal level of detail is hard :( first I’m like oh i’ll just leave it black and white and then i’m like maybe ill add #color and then i’m like well now it needs shading and THEN it needs lighting and THEN IT NEEDS A BACKGROUND AND THEN IT NEE #anyway i should. probably stop rambling bye #loz #tears of the kingdom #totk #totk spoilers #i mean sorta. not huge spoilers. slight spoilers for goron arc I guess #zelda #myart

[im-nothing-and-n0body]

I’m fucking miserable and I have no fucking idea how to fix it cause everything feels impossible

#mentally fucked #tw depressing stuff #mental illness #sorry for being depressing #i’m so tired

[ash-and-starlight]

one day, in a thousand years

#I THINK I HAUVE COVID #oh to meet your love after a thousand years at a museum exhibit of your past lives #thinking about them makes me so sick so ILL DISEASED #I AM NOT IMMUNE #spc i’m cursing u forever for this wtf. WTF bro wtf #ouyang’s last thoughts were a desperate plea for esen to wait for him. #he has NEVER called him by first name he has NEVER asked him anything #and his last thought is asking him to wait #and esen does. bc he would have given ouyang anything he asked for #god i hope u get rawed so good it makes up for all the lost lifetimes u earned it #he who drowned the world #she who became the sun #the radiant emperor #general ouyang #esen-temur #(zhu also present in the golden imperial dragon and the golden light of gayness that brought them together again) #my art #not super proud of how it turned out tbh tbh it looks better in my head 😔😔 #would’ve stayed in the drafts if not for my need to feed this 4 ppl fandom #and if not for robin motivation nfngdjfb ty kissa you forever #id in alt text