#cocaine addict

[hightodaybyetomorrow]

how do i say

they say sobriety

will give me freedom

to have any life I dream of

but how do i say

the drugs give me the freedom

to feel anything I dream of

#drug #drug addiction #addict #cocaine #cocaine addict #addiction #addiction quotes #addiction poetry #poetry #skilled poetry #drug addict #heroin addict #drugs

[kenzie-ann27]

15 year old stewy staying over at kendall's house only to watch him cry in front of a mirror after getting his ass beat by his dad for misspelling the capital of sri lanka (he will be back next week)

#then stewy said 'you know what will fix this? a cocaine addiction' #and a 30 year homoerotic friendship but that's a given #succession #stewy hosseini #kendall roy #kenstewy #do you guys think boar on the floor was a game logan made the kids play before turning it into a company thing

[thejakeformerlyknownasprince]

Do you think if a controller gets high does the yeerk also get to enjoy the high

I'm going to say yes, if for no other reason than Edriss's smug confidence that (it's implied) she's keeping Jenny Lines quiet with cocaine, and the contrast to her being way too invested in humanity. I don't think we see yeerks drunk, but we do see that poisoning a host will at least temporarily poison the yeerk (e.g. #21). So I think that yeerks can get high, and tbh I don't think they're protected by the blood-brain barrier.

That said, I love the headcanon that yeerks are confidently wrong about that. Sort of the way that for decades psychiatrists were like "of course I am just a neutral observer, I do nothing whatsoever to influence my clients" until ginormous heaps of evidence started piling up that psychiatrists can accidentally give clients memories or even entire mental illnesses. It's easy to assume that you're superior and just an observer, even in the face of contradictory evidence, and I think the yeerks would have that assumption.

#animorphs #yeerks #controllers #animorphs headcanons #drug addiction #cocaine

[forevercloudnine]

Bruce’s expression in the third panel really truly captures the look of a child whose parent is known to be extremely sarcastic but also is entirely capable of the insane thing they just said, so you’re not sure whether they’re being genuine or not.

#alfred pennyworth #bruce wayne #still the batman's grave no. 3 #if it makes you feel better i'm only posting every third set of panels that i actually feel the urge to post #but i really couldn't resist alfred casting judgement on bruce for not being a cocaine addict #relying on modafinil to not sleep. like some kind of AMATEUR. #i love it when they're both freaks. they're so related <3 #i mean not really related. since as we all know alfred has less than no interest in his biological children #his influence is palpable. is my point

[anaaxiety]

I present to you: my stash safe 💜

It contains everything I need to snort or smoke drugs 🍃

Pretty much the only thing I need to get my hands on is narcan and then it's pretty much all done!

I'm so fucking broke now lmao, but at least I have a stash now and don't have to worry that much about bad withdrawals for now. (And yes that's about a years supply of fentanyl for someone like me with a low opioid tolerance lmao, got a good deal through my plug cause someone he knows buys from the dark web apparently and fent is dirt cheap, same with the coke, got a deal but as you might know coke is fucking overpriced)

#drugblr #drug blog #drugs #drug addict #addiction #addict #junkie #girls who do hard drugs #girls who do lines #girls who snort #drug abuse #nod squad #nodsquad #opiodaddiction #opiaddict #opiates #opiods #cocaine #stimulants #speed #4mmc #mephedrone #morphine #fent #benzos #pillhead #weed nugs #snorting drugs #hard drugs #drugs stash

[laniidae-passerine]

what I love about the Ushers is, yes, some of them didn’t deserve it. Leo was just any drug addicted asshole who treats the people around him like shit but he clearly cared about his family even when they hated him and he grew up around drugs and addiction. Tammy was emotionally and verbally cruel to Bill and coerced him into a life he didn’t want but she did love him no matter how hard she tried to hide it and she wanted to be a better person. Lenore was just a girl who hoped for a kinder world for her mother and herself, who did nothing wrong but trust in her grandfather. That’s the point. Some of the children are horrible and violent and unkind and some of them are just people, messy, disturbed people. They deserved a chance just like anyone else. But they don’t get one. When somebody gambles your life before it begins, before you’re even conceived, you lose. When we let the rich and the powerful play God and do awful things, the poison seeps all the way down. Even to the good ones. Even to ones who could have been good. Nobody ever wins.

#like that’s the tragedy!!! leo could have had rehab. tammy could have seen a therapist. lenore had a whole life ahead of her. #it could have been so good! Frederick could have been a dentist and a father and a husband and a kind man #but in this world he’s a cocaine addict and a mutiliator and an abuser. because his father signed his life away #that’s the unforgivable bit about the tragedy. not what could have the usher siblings been. #but what could their bloodline have been. what could the world have been. how long would Lenore have lived and been loved. #it isn’t their fault the contract was signed. but it is their tragedy. #tfothou #the fall of the house of usher #the house of usher

[incorrect-hs-quotes]

KANKRI: D9 y9u have a license f9r that vehicle?

MITUNA: MN0 1’’M 1N54M3

CRONUS, desperate to save the situation: insane-ly normal, that is!

#submission #funny thing is i was staring at this for a while wondering who i should put in the car w tuna #bc latula would apsolutely make the situation worse (she would mention her cocaine addiction and it’d all be over) #so i was like hm. who should i put there. who would say this #i forgot #about cronus. #my stupid ass sat here stumped and cronus was right there #but it’s ok i’m not too torn up about it (i hate cronus) #anyway that’s the developer notes for this quote #// #homestuck #incorrect homestuck quotes #kankri vantas #mituna captor #cronus ampora #mod terezi #the dev notes make this post it's like sims patch notes to me

[coldskinneddoll]

High on cocaine & amphetamine, having visuals, but haven't slept and ate in 3 days. Putting on my make up, listening to fashion news & feeling like a rich spoiled aesthetic drug-girl.

#mine #speed drugs #drug blog #drug addict #drug #drugs #tw drugs #drugblr #speed drug #amph #amphetamine #coke lines #snorting cocaine #cocaine #girls who snort #snorting lines #drug abuse #drug aesthetic

[mindblowingscience]

Scientists in Brazil, the world's second-biggest consumer of cocaine, have announced the development of an innovative new treatment for addiction to the drug and its powerful derivative crack: a vaccine. Dubbed "Calixcoca," the test vaccine, which has shown promising results in trials on animals, triggers an immune response that blocks cocaine and crack from reaching the brain, which researchers hope will help users break the cycle of addiction. Put simply, addicts would no longer get high from the drug. ​If the treatment gets regulatory approval, it would be the first time cocaine addiction is treated using a vaccine, said psychiatrist Frederico Garcia, coordinator of the team that developed the treatment at the Federal University of Minas Gerais. ​The project won top prize last week – 500,000 euros ($530,000) – at the Euro Health Innovation awards for Latin American medicine, sponsored by pharmaceutical firm Eurofarma. ​The vaccine works by triggering patients' immune systems to produce antibodies that bind to cocaine molecules in the bloodstream, making them too large to pass into the brain's mesolimbic system, or "reward center," where the drug normally stimulates high levels of pleasure-inducing dopamine.

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#science #stem #medicine #health #drug addiction #cocaine #vaccine

[hightodaybyetomorrow]

Drug Dealer

I run to you

youre always there

and you know me too well

you see me, so weary and weak

and with no emotion

guide me through this hell

and with eyes so heavy

i speak of my sadness

wishing this all could end

youre the only one who truly

sees my struggle firsthand

with your eyes you tell me

you already know

as you give me a second

of comfort and ease

you'll never go

I'm angry I say

I keep letting Anna get away

and I can't stop destroying my life

further and further

all because of a drug

I've pushed everyone away

I'm so lonely it eats at me

and I'm angry at this

self infliction

I say all of this seeing if you'll ever leave

But you already know,

and you'll never go.

One glance and my eyes

tell you im sick

shaky hands and eyes exhausted

from lack of rest

i cant eat or drink

without getting nauseous

creating moments too shameful

I threw up on myself earlier

in the shower 

but you dont ask questions

and i cant say it out loud

but you already know 

and as you give me relief

i know youll never go

#drug addiction #drugs #drug #addiction #addiction quotes #addiction poetry #addict #relapse #poetry #spilled poetry #cocaine #cocaine addict #coke lines #rehab

[telekinesis-mind-control-comics]

#drugs #cocaine #marijuana #ecstasy #mdma #drug usage #drug use #drug users #molly #heroin #up #down #stimulants #benzodiazepine #benzo addiction #benzodiazeplease #benzo baby #cocaine addiction #heroin addict #gif #gifs #drug gif #drug gifs #smoking weed #snorting cocaine #injecting drugs #crystal methamphetamine #meth and fuck #meth and spun #meth friends

[luminarai]

I often think about all the people who were forced to go through their periods before reliable painkillers were invented. I just had period cramps so bad, I was frantically googling ‘how to tell the difference between period cramps, ovarian cysts, and a cute appendicitis’ while waiting for the painkillers to kick in and trying not to throw up from the pain. And how period cramps were probably the least of their problems. Absolutely insane. How did we survive as a species.

#cecil blogs her life #period mention #period mention tw #like I was genuinely trying to do the pressure test for appendicitis but I was in so much pain I couldn’t tell the difference #I know that morphine and so on has existed for ages but like. imagine you’re a Victorian trying to get thru your cramps bc you already have #11 kids to manage by taking Ye Olde Totally Safe Concoction (70% morphine 20%alcohol 10%cocaine) #and oops now you’re addicted to morphine #if you don’t accidentally overdose #or you’re a hunter gatherer without running water and your options are ‘try these berries/mushroom/bark’ #‘you’ll either forget you have a body or die instantly problem solved in either case’ #and you’re sitting there try to remember if those were the berries/mushrooms/bark that killed Kenneth last week #and so on and so forth

[compassionatereminders]

No but I think it's both problematic and dangerous how many people seem to think that certain substances don't "count" either because they're legal or very common. Like the amount of people who smoke cigarettes, frequently get black out drunk or smoke weed several times a day or a combo of all three who have confidently looked down on me for occasionally doing coke like their substance use is inherently less problematic is wild and worrying

#kat gets personal #addiction tw #smoking tw #drugs tw #alcohol tw #weed tw #cocaine tw

[dragonsisterofthemanyfandoms]

I think we as a society aren't paying attention enough to exactly how FUCKING TOUCH-STARVED Aaravos must be. That man hasn't been touched in over 300 years, probably more. If you hugged him he'd probably melt. Where are all my clingy!Aaravos fics? Huh? He should be constantly trying to either touch or manipulate his partner into touching him in some way. Pulling every trick he knows just to get some cuddles. Or just straight up demanding it because he's the boss or whatever makes it seem more in character. Give me an incredibly touch-starved Aaravos who cannot get enough physical affection after some poor fool gives it to him a singular time! Make him desperate after so many years being lonely in solitary confinement for high crimes and misdemeanors!

Thank you for coming to my TED talk.

#the dragon prince #tdp #aaravos #tdp aaravos #the dragon prince aaravos #for real tho once he gets the happy chemicals from a hug or some cuddles #he should be hooked like a cocaine addict #this is coming from someone who is probably also a little touch-starved #and likes physical affection way too much

[sunkenlonely]

"Rosie. You may go."

#pumped out another quick doodle before bed #tma is like crack cocaine andim hopelessly addicted #tma #tma fanart #magpod #the magnus archives #jonathon sims #the archivist #jarchivist #jon sims #jonathon sims fanart #ep 200 spoilers #tma spoilers #the magnus archives fanart