I made this animation a year ago but I'm still very happy with it so I'm gonna give it some new life! I'd love to remake this sometime, but that's gonna be a far away future project I think.
sure, his eyes sometimes drift to your neck when he’s fucking you. the glistening skin and the gentle curve—sometimes marked by his own lips and teeth—entices him. but he’s afraid of hurting you; he knows he’s strong, and the idea of obstructing your breath feels wrong.
until, that is, you mention it to him. maybe it’s while you watch a movie and make an offhanded joke, or while you trace the veins on the back of his hand and playfully place his palm against your throat. or maybe it’s while he’s fucking you deep and hard. you’re so close to release, but you need a little extra something to push you over the edge.
“please ken,” you whine, “ch—choke me.” you say the words so breathlessly that he nearly misses them. and his instinct is to utter a firm no. but he sees the wild desire in your eyes.
when his hand reaches up to your neck, your warbled moan is all the encouragement he needs. he’s careful to position his hand so that he doesn’t hurt you, and lightly applies pressure to test your reaction. the way your eyes roll and your hips stutter as you orgasm is unexpected—so unexpected that it pushes him over the edge.
now, nanami kento will choke you. but only when you ask him oh so sweetly.
in a world filled with books written by male authors that make me go "uhhhhh this writer does Not have a good outlook on masculinity and women, this was definitely written by a man", the Chaos Walking trilogy stands as a complete opposite where I spent the entire series being like "WOW I never really thought about masculinity in this way, WOW this is painting a really interesting picture of gender dynamics and generational relationships, this was definitely written by a man"