#getting more comfy with it lol

[stuckinapril]

friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

#It’s just so different #even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol #in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps #if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it #esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends #no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr #u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS #meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life #this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation #like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !! #& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers #who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them #and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends #it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me #I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc #like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this #so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works #p

[wzardjellies]

Fanart of @planetpanini ‘s gyaru designs ;P

#I loveddd searching for the backgrounds for these lol I must have saved like 50 different pngs of pink cheetah print #I was experimenting w perspective and a more angular style w/ the heather one #ok but also #gyaru lyler is especially cute bc Tyler gets embarrassed by anything fashion so u KNOW Lindsay had to hype him up for it and make him feel- #comfy lol #total drama #total drama island #td #gyaru #td lindsay #td tyler #td heather #lyler #td lyler #jelly art

[puppetmaster13u]

I love this Au so much and I love the idea of the league thinking that Alfred is the one who built/created the batfam thanks to misunderstandings.

Alfred is unimpressed with the time that Bruce has brought Dick back- and brought guests back!- on a school night.

Au belongs to my mutual @phoenixcatch7 and you deserve to check them out <3

#Internet friendship is word vomiting to each other via text and making art for each others AUs lol #possessed doll au #art #sketch #alfred pennyworth #bruce wayne #dick grayson #Bruce: Yeah you can Zeta to the Cave to get medical attention since the medbay is destroyed #Alfred standing at the door: My boy do you *realize* the time you have returned to me at #Dick gets sent to bed- aka settled into a comfy box so he can return to his human body #Bruce gets scolded and the JL are losing their mind because who tf is this??? #I would write this but my brain is blank lol #But just imagine the JL looking around the workshop of the cave & seeing more 'sleeping' dolls and maybe one mid-repair #It'd be hilarious if it's one of the kids they haven't met yet but honestly who knows

[mueritos]

quick lil post about coming back to art full-time while also being a full time MSW student….it can be possible 0.0

anyway ty to everyone who has supported me over the years i wouldnt be able to go back to art without you all

#muertodraws #also becoming a lil more comfy calling myself autistic even tho every autistic person i have ever me is like yea ur us lol #back in therapy and i finished my first sem of grad school off strong #next sem will be crazy but o well #hoping to volunteer at a cat shelter next yr too #i need a cat in my life or else i will explode #i would get one now as an esa but i just dont have the money #so heres to hoping #anyway i know my asks are off and thats cuz i just needed to focus on school #maybe theyll come back on next year but for now if u need to reach me feel free to pm or email me #dm me on instagram too if u gotta reach me #trying to balance being on here and also wanting to be invisible and blend in with the masses and work my 9-5 and act like i dont have like #intimate knowledge about online discourse lmfao #anyway #see u all soon

[chiiroptereh]

Went on a mushroom trip on New Years, saw this random image on my phone and it spoke to me. He is like a deep sea organism comb jelly copepod looking thing to me

Always so fascinated by my shroomy art, it's somehow even more colorful than usual and looks nothing like how it was supposed to, lol! Definitely going in my wallpapers folder

#digital art #digital painting #cats #idek how to tag this #meme #? #high art. get it lol #<- making this the tag in case you aren't comfy with that stuff #eyestrain #that too probably haha LOTS of rainbows #tempted to tag as marine biology #maybe someday i'll try to make it more like i was seeing it but i really dig the surrealism #i've always loved surrealist/conceptual art and have wanted to make some but never have any ideas #i did meet a surrealist artist once who gave me some good tips that I still haven't utilized yet LOL should really do that #rambling sorry that's what tags are for

[joyfuladorable]

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Surprise, @redstringraven!! Guess who watched a playthrough of Horizon Forbidden West AND the DLC Burning Shores and Then proceeded to reread Pretend that I Never Left and draw Four More DOODLE PAGES!!!! To all the 2k3 Mikey fans out there, this is the fic for you!

#tmnt #tmnt 2003 #tmnt 2k3 #tmnt mikey #hzd aloy #hfw beta #should I tag Donnie and Erend and Varl and... Nah #my art #fic fanart #in which Mikey showcases all his badassery while becoming fast friends *cough*siblings*cough* with Aloy #correction: ALL 2k3 fans should read this #as I've stated before this fic does Not Need any prior knowledge of HZD #hzd fans who see this you might have a little more trouble reading this if you don't know anything about TMNT 2k3 lol #hey to all who know HFW do you think it's weird as hell that Beta didn't get new clothes??? #like Damn Aloy you have a whole walk in closet and a kitchen sink's worth of clothes and you don't share any of them with your sister???? #anyways fixing that lol #also can you tell I've slipped from trying to draw Aloy and the rest in 2k3 style to just doing whatever's most comfy for me #also ALSO Hannah if you're reading this Apologies if I've somehow predicted more of the Epilogue #my brain would Not Stop thinking about What IFs lmaooooo #anyways no matter how many times I reread PtINL I will Never be over how well it's written #nor will I ever be over Aloy and Mikey being found siblings and what a blessing it is on my entire soul #straight up could not stop thinking about PtINL while watching HFW #anyways anyways lol back to work on other stuff! #I've got less than a week left of vacation let's see how much I can get done *cracks knuckles*

[hydenine]

My new leopard gecko Laura Dern is hoooome now

#don't judge my enclosure's humidity level I'm dealing with it ahdhdjjd #leopard gecko #hydenine rambles #I need to get more rocks for the enclosure and a better feeding dish #I think I've gotten the temperature at a comfy level for her though #and it's probably a lot more chill than being carted around in a glass carrier all over SoCal yesterday lol

[samarecharm]

Ryuji my boyyyyyyy……..

#chattin #strikers liveblog #he is just so cute in strikers #i mean i loved him already but hes way more of a good boy here #hes less ‘dumb’ and more loud about things which fits him way better #making more suggestions to the team thats good? #im really appreciating him being treated as less of a shit comic relief #cause now its split between him futaba and yusuke lol #its not laid on as thick u know? theyre treated as serious characters…..i miss it…. #also not related to the comic relief but like #sophia doing the WHOOOOOSH and WOWOWOWOOWOWOWOWWOWOOOOOOW sounds #w ryuji going ???? at first #and now he makes the sounds too LOL….it is so easy for him to get used to the weirdness and get along #ALSO #im in the snow city; thinking of his cute comment about sitting next to the heater- #cause its so toasty….. comfy lil mans….

[thebramblewood]

One of Helena's hobbies is photography, so I thought this would be a cool way to showcase that and also get to makeover some townies! I tried to reference their interests for the most part, though some had less to go on than others.

#ts4 #ts4 gameplay #sims 4 #sims 4 gameplay #simblr #the sims 4 #s4 #ts4 screenshots #ts4 screencaps #the zhaoverse #it's STUPID how much time & effort i put into this #but it was a fun way to get more comfy with both reshade & posing #i know i left out a few more recognizable townies #but these were the ones who showed up most consistently #(obviously we are ignoring actual world residency lol) #(and yes wolfgang & morgan are the only ones who can somehow get away with only barely adhering to the school uniform) #(chess would've been the obvious choice for molly but i just KNOW she's a band geek too) #helena zhao #kaori nishidake #ash harjo #molly prescott #darling walsh #yuki behr

[holdinbacksecrets]

back to manifesting a move to chicago

#all i know is i need to be closer to a city that’s ALIVE #with access to thinks that spark joy + more diversity than i can get in kansas #things* #i feel like i’m chomping at the bits #i thought i’d be gone once i graduated but shit happens lol #and i’m super fucking grateful to be able to live in my own space that nice and comfy but also i want things to do #that’s* #and i want to meet people in ways that align with my interests #and fucking concerts!!! so many people go to chicago and i want to see them all but i can’t be flying out there on the regular 😭😭 #honestly i need a friend in chicago who can show around all the neighborhoods so i can really figure out if it’s the right place for me #i still think i’m meant to be outside of the US but reality lol #rambles into the void

[cha1cedony]

I love that Discord has the ability to be so cozy and close-knit, but I hate that it’s so blocked off from the rest of the internet. And you can’t lurk; you HAVE to be active (or at least active enough to get in in the first place). Ahem anyway. you should invite me to your Discord servers.

🌀 Oooooo you want to invite me to your extremely niche DnDads Discord servers so bad ooooooooooooooooooooo 🌀

…or send me an anonymous ask about my favorite uhhhhhhh? mustelid or something. Ask me for good Lieder on a specific theme.. I’ve been listening to them all day. Maybe this shouldn’t be on my fandom blog???? It has been derailed ANYWAY idk I’m just feeling antsy and rambly hi 😁 How are you HAHA

#theoretically I could make my own #however. too shy #but also #want friends #hueurggh. truly Herculean #I am in one server and I love the people in there :) shout out #😁😁❤️ #but I am simply too shy to talk most of the time #and I’m in the Patreon server but it’s TOO scary I will NEVER speak in there 😭 #my problem is that I LOVE talking over the phone and in person #I am soooo talkative. love 2 yap #but when I have to TYPE I have more time to overthink #maybe I just need to get into. other bigger fandoms (lol) that have multiple big public servers #usually I like to send long voice memos (the Chalcy Podcast….) but I feel like that’s weird to do with strangers idk #OKAY SORRY WHEW LONG RAMBLE #HI #don’t take this seriously I am just antsy and feel the Urge To Post #also my only human contact for the past semester has been choir 3x a week aaaaand occasionally dnd #🥲 might be going a lil stir crazy #I would get out more but. home cozy comfy and I can pace all I want and not pay for gas #can’t wait to have public transit when I move next semester. rural girl moves to the big city yeehaw 🤠 #chalcy stuff

[foxxxyana]

Went on a date with my gf to get her tits pierced. Can’t wait to suck on them Nik-L-Nips got damn.

#it me #lesbian #butch #soft butch #Really loving the floral shirt lesbian aesthetic life #like it’s so damn breathable and comfy like I gotta get 40 more asap #also ignore the dead expression on my face I have no idea what to do with my face when I take these pics lol #I hope you enjoy these soft butch style pics friends 🥰

[meavitamin-notes]

in which i finally try to learn how to draw other khr characters besides tsuna pt.1 ft (tyl)hibari

#Oh look it's ___ #hibari kyoya #khr #sketches #sketch #sorry if u can't see lolol #lowkey didn't want to show the first iteration because it's not that great LOL #but it's interesting to see the progression of both me figuring out a character and my hand warming up LOLOL #hng i made this account my side/sketch account so i AM ALLOWED TO POST THINGS LIKE THIS!!!! self conscious brain pls stop questioning aaaaa #anyway i def need to draw him (and the others) as much as i do tsuna #i wanna make khr merch !!!! and art !!! but it can't just be tsuna all the time LOL #gotta get comfy with them to be more confident in the things i create hahahaaaaa

[manymoansago]

she’s a golden (hour) girl

#i neverrr take selfies bc i feel cringy #but i’m trying to get more comfy doing it #and these look cute i think #pic 2 is the only one that didn’t make me feel weird LOL #like idk if these faces i’m making are dumb #fhsjdjsk #overthinking #but i posted pic 4 to my ig story and my friends loved it so #anyways #p #me #my face #lemme know if i do/don’t look cringy LOL

[asexualbookbird]

love when book club agrees with me tbh everyone said yeah it was fun but if you look too hard at it things fall apart which is FINE but you have to know what youre getting into beforehand

also scalzi, if youre listening, sequel, spin off, same book from different POV, but just the cats. are you listening scalzi. hera pov when

#bookbird babbles #ezra reads starter villain #next book is chakrabortys new one! the pirate one! so thats fun! #also carrie all but said everyone wants me back as a volunteer which 🥺 #im thinking about it tbh #i DO miss is and it would give me a reason to go get a silly little boba #and yknow get me out of the house lmaaoook #i do feel more comfy at the library than most indoor places #they recently redid the entire ventilation system with the UV lights that kill germs lol #i know lights arent ventilation but theyre tied somehow idk im ot an hvac guy

[sweetsweetbumblebee]

unrelated but i DO kinda feel guilty for my little crush for reasons i will not explain. but. yeah its wild over here tonight

#🍯 #sfw #like he casually mentioned being glad he can have friends who dont expect it to become anything more and i felt ill #so. ill stop having THOSE feelings immediately lol #but i genuinely DO love him as a friend #n he said i was one of the first ppl he felt comfy writing with #and i. am soooo emotional 2night #my friends r so important 2 me and im never gonna say SHIT bc i love him as my friend wayyy 2 much #sorry im saying this here we r just mutuals on my main so. akdhsk #also we were talking abt potential meet ups the other day and i HATE living where i live. everyone else is soo far away #one of my friends is coming 2 the states soon n i will be a 10 hr drive away. thats fuckign miserable #the guy this post was originally abt and 2 of our other friends live close enough that he could drive 2 them. and its the opposite side of #the country #i wanna get 2 meet my friends so fucking BAD #like. i cant put it into words but i wanna give them hugs and see their faces when they smile and akdbdn #when is it MY turn to meet my friends irl #my shark