#hardest lesson

[noname-404s-blog]

Sad Monday 😢

#hardest lesson #to be alone #i dont want to be alone #im alone #tw depressing stuff #heartbreak #sadcore #start again start again start again #start over #sadmonday #depressing quotes #depressing shit #and heartbreak image #depressing life #sad thoughts #im crying #sad quotes #im cryign #im cryin #sadness #kinda depressing #depression #depresion #depresión #depressiv #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing thoughts #this is depressing #tw depressive #drown in my mind

[mycptsdstory]

The hardest lesson to learn, is to ACCEPT your mental health and your diagnosis (whatever that maybe) and ACCEPT the reality of it.

That's when you start to heal and start to love yourself.

#accepting mental health #accepting yourself #loving yourself #loving you #hardest lesson #cptsd #diganosis #accepting your diagnosis #hard lessons #life advice #adult advice #advice #healing hurts #healing is a process #healing from trauma #healing from mental health #mental health awareness #mental heath support

[molinaesque]

Cooper and Lucy mercy killing turning ghouls

#cooper howard #lucy maclean #fallout #fallout prime #walter goggins #ella purnell #fallouttvgifs #mirros & foils etc etc #this episode is probs my fave #lucy having to learn the hardest way possible that her mercy can not just be a danger to her but to others #but then rather than taking that lesson and just applying it to cooper... she gives him mercy still #and then cooper reflects upon his old self- a reflection of lucy- paralleling the intro to the previous episode #which is honestly just the first half to this episode #GOD it's so good

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Thank you. I'm sorry.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #jin guangyao #lan wangij #jin ling #LWJ shifting into fight mode was so damn cool. He is always ready to start throwing hands. #It's in a way that befits someone with a bit more bloodlust that his calm demeanor lets on - but nearly always in defense of someone. #What a great synergy with his personal philosophies! see that he is a Genuinely Noble Guy time and time again! #Is is also way more hilarious and unhinged than most people give him credit for? Also yes. #Nothing and no one ever said he did not or would not rip off JGY's hat mid-fight. I think LWJ needs to snatch more wigs LITERALLY. #Yes I'm delaying the part where I have to address the emotional turmoil of Jin Ling stabbing wwx. It gutted me terribly. #What is worse that realizing that someone you respected has done horrible things #than discovering someone who did horrible things being a kind and trustworthy person? #What is more horrifying that realizing other people are extremely complex and cannot be categorized into black and white? #When people hurt us or our loved ones we very much want to make them out to be irredeemable monsters. But they are not. #It is not actually such a terrible fate to just be a person. To be forgiven and forgive is possible. To change is possible. #This lesson is hard. It is something you have to actively challenge yourself to do. Black and white is the innate path to go down. #And its *why* I love Jin Ling so much. He is the character who fights the longest and hardest to challenge social and personal beliefs #He gets a pass for stabbing wwx for being so deliciously conflicted and tormented by it. #And with wrists THAT limp I can't imagine the wound was particularly deep

[bardicblast]

#dnd #curse of strahd #rahadin #dnd rahadin #dnd art #artists on tumblr #dnd character #dungeons and dragons #drow elf #dnd drow #i am goncharoving my way out here guys #wanting to do art featuring our rahadin but we dont know anything about him so im filling out the gaps vaguely #peeking just a little into his wiki page with half my eye so i can confirm One Thing #i am fighting the hardest battle over here trying to not spoil anything from how the original lore went down #i learned my lesson not to search for anything bc the guys on reddit wont bother hiding imortant details from the title #i am still laughing..when i was like collecting and writing names together i stumbled upon the name vasili which i did not remember where #that came up so i went okay imma just search it and a piano dropped on me immediately #i am still torn between: this detail fucks im glad i know vs it would have been bonkers if i experienced the piano drop during session #plus the amount im on the cos tag this info is everywhere so there is no way around it anyway

[ducktracy]

More storyboards to come from tonight's premiere of Chum Bucket List, but I NEEEEEEED to share this ASAP because it's one of my favorite sequences I've ever had the honor of working on in all my time on the show(s) for one of my favorite episodes!! I LOVE over the top cheesiness like this (and love old sitcom pastiches even moreso) so this was a really special assignment to work on!

Tim Prendergast thumbed out the section from scratch (and did some revisions, such as the ice cream mess and the .....ship explosion) and is a HUGE reason as to why this moves as great as it does! So many episodes on this show have been a formative experience, but this one especially really got me to think about how the drawings will translate into motion!

I'm also especially ecstatic that we got to sneak those S1 era designs--I tried to channel a little bit of the Help Wanted-style wonkiness with SpongeBob there!--as someone who lives and breathes that era! The S1 style was my default art style when drawing SB fanart before getting scooped up onto the real deal and remains my favorite season to date, so it was really special being able to indulge in that!!

I'm SO happy to see all of the positive buzz this has generated!! As always, the entire team put their all into this episode and, as always, it really shows! More storyboards to come, but I NEEDED to post this as soon as the coast was clear because I still love this so much. And I hope you do, too!

#this has been the single storyboard hardest to keep secret especially when the episode LEAKED #SO PARDON MY HASTE IN BLABBING ABOUT IT BUT IVE BEEN WAITINNG A LONG TIME HAHA #the patrick star show #spongebob squarepants #sb #pat #not bad for a guy that never took a lesson in his life!

[m-a-salter]

The Husbands of River Song (2015)

#twelfth doctor #peter capaldi #doctor who #the husbands of river song #river song #alex kingston #i really thought heaven sent would be the hardest of these to narrow down #but no #he makes so many amazing faces in this one #gif #my edit #with every lesson learned a line upon your beautiful face

[arowitharrows]

I'm having horrible "laying awake at night with a racing heart" anxiety over my current roommate situation. We gave this person three months to move out, which was generous considering the shit she pulled, and now her deadline is in a week and she hasn't found a place and she hasn't payed the last rent (meaning she owes me 550€!!) and I feel so stupid for even believing her when she said her job was paying her later this month. She is once again lying about everything and avoiding us. plus there was a disagreement between me and another roommate on how to handle this situation and he basically gave an ultimatum "my way or I'm not involved anymore", like thanks for the support. I'm just so done with it all.

#i think one of the hardest life lessons I've been struggling with #is finding the balance between wanted to trust and help people and having to mistrust them to keep yourself safe #I'm so bad at learning this #personal

[iwasbored777]

Me watching Nancy being so happy to announce to her husband that she's pregnant knowing full well that she's about to die at the end of the episode:

#her death is the hardest one to watch there is only one character who's death is going to be even harder #i know from history lessons who's gonna die if they film the fourth season #Victoria series #queen victoria

[typewriter-worries]

Peanuts, April 6, 1963

#one of life’s hardest lessons; you can be your best you and still lose #charles schulz #peanuts #charlie brown #my upload

[thisis-elijah]

thirty. man. am i officially old yet? that was a rhetorical question because, no i'm not officially old yet, my diagnosed god-complex by an anonymous "therapist" is well and thriving, thank you. thank you to everyone who attended the secret surprise party alexia organized yesterday. even though i hate surprises, hate birthday parties and hate being the center of attention, i am insanely grateful for each and every one of you and can proudly say this was the best birthday i've had in a long time. thank you guys for getting this party started in a somewhat vanilla way and for letting it end like we're hedonists (and as if it was my super sweet sixteen, cough). without sounding sappy and all, i never would've dreamed of finding not just one, but seven people close to me. seven people that aren't just friends but a chosen family i'm proud to be a part of. i love all of you and i love how we are with one another; with cringy jokes, with being there for one another, with sharing art that inspires (or scars) us and with acceptance i wish i had experienced earlier.

with @phasmophobie and @caughtbetweenworlds being the mom and dad of "die truppe" (if they want to or not), @a-neverending-story being the best dj (and drinking companion), @ertraeumte and @trauma-report being the best conversation partners imaginable, the literal angel that is @emissary-of-autocracy and, of course, alexia, the one without all of that wouldn't have been possible in the first place. i love you.

#chapter v ⸻ »it’s not what you look at that matters; it’s what you see.« / * 𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐬 #amor vincit omnia ⸻ »the villain in everybody's story but theirs.« / * 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 #chapter i ⸻ »wake. heavy pulse. bloody eyes. sweaty clothes.« / * 𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐣𝐚𝐡 #amor vincit omnia ⸻ »you were the hardest lesson i ever had to learn.« / * 𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐱𝐢𝐚 #amor vincit omnia ⸻ »this week a hot new bombshell enters the villa.« / * 𝐝𝐢𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐩𝐩𝐞 #amor vincit omnia ⸻ »i'm exactly where i wanna be; but i'm a long way from home.« / * 𝐩𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐥 #amor vincit omnia ⸻ »tonight we're golden. we fall towards each other.« / * 𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐲𝐚 #brb hungover as shit i feel like i'm dying; is this what thirty actually looks like? #chapter X ⸻ »hoping i'll find a glimpse of us.« / * 𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐢𝐝𝐬

[kyeterna]

OC-tober day 1 prompt: fave oc

Choosing one favourite oc is near impossible, but I narrowed it down to two.

First, Charis from Impossible Wish, chosen as the oc with my favourite desing:

Before us stood an eleganty dressed man. Though of average height, unlike his companion, he brought this air of importance with him that made those around him feel small. And this hair, his golden eyes- there was no mistaking it. Iliana stepped back, assessing the man. Noticing her aprehension, he smiled, with a hint of mischief, "I'm honoured to finally meet you in person. I am Charis. I hope my friend hasn't caused you too much trouble- he's never been the approachable type"

Impossible Wish as a story is still pretty early in development so no matter what I saw here might end up being inaccurate in the final story but while there are a lot of cool things I like about him, his design just has to be my favourite :>. [Don't pay attention to whoever is behind him, he is just a friend]

Lastly, Rena (Irene) Chronidi from Star Team, chosen as the oc with my favourite character writing:

Rena stumbled. She glared at [----] with so much fury. Neither of them could tell whether Rena's arms were shaking from fatigue or pure anger. She slowly raised her hands into fists in front of her face. [----] braced herself. "Since you won't get it, I'll spell it out for you. Here's my final lesson to you. Lesson five". She launched forward. "Know your place".

I would say every single character from Star Team is my favourite but Rena is the only character I am fully responsible for creating (both design and story wise, unlike most other characters for whom I am only responsible for the story) so i have to choose her as the nominee. I am very normal whenever I think about her after all.

From bweirdart's OC-tober prompt:

#oc-tober #bweirdOCtober #impossible wish #impwi Charis #starteam comic #st: rena #kyeterna oc #me trying my hardest to resist the urge to talk about Rena so that i dont spoil the story any further #my day be so fine then BOOM Rena's fifth lesson #as for Charis- like Iliana- he is a phoenix. In impossible wish this species works a little different from usual phoenices #i wanna do an impossible wish masterpost but while I do have the main characters down and the overall plot it's so early #in development so I am kinda hesitant to make it #also i hope i can actually do this challenge all the way through because i never draw my ocs sobbb

[spacedlexi]

i may still be recovering from the psychic damage done to me by my high school art teacher but at least it taught me early that art teachers dont always know wtf theyre talking about

#makes navigating college level art courses a little easier and less frightening #esp now that ive had some profs telling me to do things my hs art teacher said were bad #like fanart :') #my 2d prof telling me putting some fanart in my portfolio is good bc it shows i can adapt styles: :0 #still trying to unlearn the 'hyper realism is the be all end all of good art' #my hs art teacher beat all the shapes out of me and like i still love shapes but i dont utilize them like i used to #art profs need to learn how to say 'studying fundamentals will help you become a stronger artist' #without saying 'anything stylized is bad and you should focus on something else' #and i dont even need to tell u that she hated anime but she did and nobody is surprised #led to me having an art crisis and severe burn out but like i said at least i learned all these lessons early #just thinking about this again as im trying to let that more cartoony aspect back into my work #and embracing cleaning my sketches bc line work really just makes my art Lose something (mainly line weight but other aspects as well) #i need to have 234578347 different styles or i'll die #but yeah that hyper realism thing really got to me its been the hardest thing to unlearn #i love my little toons but i cant help but still hear that 'it wont be good/finished until its hyper rendered' devil on my shoulder #making the effort to finally unlearn this stuff this year im kicking it to the curb and embracing having multiple styles #it speaks

[aggressive-almond-cookie]

There are days when I wish my memory would be wiped just so I could play octo expansion for the first time again.

#splatoon #aiko plays squid games #it just gave me so many hyper specific emotions I cannot begin to articulate #though I guess also if my memory was wiped I wouldn't have all the emotional background prefacing it #how much it meant for me to tackle that challenge and come out on top #how so much of it was peppered with corrupted pieces of my childhood #an echoed atmosphere of what I was pursuing #by some standards #so much later in life than most people do #it meant something to me I can't even grasp it to explain it #this time my persistence meant something #my pain meant something #I am clever but I am stubborn and insatiably curious and that means I will learn a lot of lessons in the hardest way #and that's not something that makes me lesser. It's something that gives me an incredibly rich array of life experiences. #I am capable and I am resilient and I'm always growing #sorry I think I had too much coffee my mind is racing lol

[asteria-argo]

“If a baby hits you hit them back so they know that it hurts” is an absolute wild take from my mother who works in childcare and also explains a lot about why I used to get into so many fights in school

#if a baby hits you and you hit them back all that teaches them is that hitting is okay as long as you hit the hardest #like I’ve always been of the opinion that if you start a fight you better know how to finish it #and if you get hit hit them back harder #and I just had the lightbulb moment of why I think like that #and that’s not the cool badass lesson I thought it was #the actual lesson is that violence begets violence #and teach your kids not to fucking hit people #because otherwise they’ll end up like me and be in the principals office every other week for throwing their shoes at someone’s head #and they won’t know how to respond to negative emotions with anything but violence

[m-a-salter]

Series 9, Episode 12: Hell Bent

Part of Twelve's Beautiful Face: Series 9

#twelfth doctor #peter capaldi #hell bent #doctor who #this is the hardest edit i've yet done #he does so much with his face in this ep #gif #my edit #with every lesson learned a line upon your beautiful face