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n1cholaswang · 1 year
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IF YOU CANT HANG — WH
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boyfriend!haruto x gn!reader
cw: established relationship, some fluff, cheating, angst, mentions of xg's cocona, cursing, idk lemme know if i missed something
a/n: been down in the dumps lately so i decided to write my very first angst fic for this account! btw i love cocona so don't come for me. i just used her cause she and haruto both trained at avex
wc: 1.1k
you and haruto have been dating for the past 2 years and you loved each other.
he always gave you forehead and crown kisses, played video games with you, cooked for you, slept in the same bed as you, bought you many gifts, sent you selfies of himself when he's away, made songs for you and so much more.
you especially loved when he's tired and cuddles you, his face tucked under your chin as you play with his hair and he snores softly.
but as of late, he's been so busy: never coming home until 2 or 3 in the morning, never paying you any attention, his texts became less frequent, hell you even stopped sleeping together.
most nights when he came home late, he'd sleep with his back turned to you and other nights, he'd be passed out on the couch.
how could you cherish each other when it seems like he doesn't even wanna be around you?
you stayed up one night, waiting for him to come home. the cartoons on tv was getting blurry as hours passed by and you felt sleepy. you checked the time which read 7:03 am.
7 in the morning and he's still not home. you began to get worried as he's never stayed out for this long.
yawning, you grabbed your phone and dialed his number. after a couple rings, it goes to voicemail. you try again but he still doesn't answer the phone.
you try one last time, but it goes straight to voicemail. you scoff, lying down on the couch with a snorlax plush against your chest. you pretended that snorlax was your boyfriend, holding it close and falling asleep.
an hour later, haruto sneaks in, carefully and quietly closing the door. he takes off his shoes, going into the kitchen and opening the fridge to open a coke.
you hear the can opening and the drink fizzing up, waking up from your slumber and rubbing your eyes to properly wake you up.
"haru?", you groaned
he was surprised to hear your voice so closely as he thought you were upstairs sleeping.
"is that you, haru?"
he sighs, "yes, now go back to sleep"
you groan, "sleep with me haru"
he sips more of his soda, heading to the stairs, "later, go to sleep"
you hear his heavy footsteps descending, your eyes feeling heavy and wet with tears.
why was he acting like this? did he not love you anymore?
you grab snorlax, holding it for comfort and head upstairs, treading softly as haruto begins changing out of his clothes.
the light coming from your shared room was the only light in the house as the sun was slowly rising. you walk into the room, haruto's back to you as he pulled his shirt off, and that's when it all makes sense as to why he was out all the time and never taking the time out of his day to spend with you.
because he was spending it with someone else.
you notice scratch marks on his back and some faint love bites on his neck.
your eyes well up with tears, holding snorlax closer to you.
haruto grabbed his shirt, turning around and buttoning it up before his head lifts up and notices you standing there.
you see more love bites on his chest and neck, tears falling from your eyes and down your cheeks, and he notices.
"[name]... i can explain"
"explain what?!", you snap, "explain why you're cheating on me?!"
"it's not what it looks like-"
"really?! 'cause it looks like to me that you found somebody else"
"baby-"
"don't call me that!", you walk backwards, "don't you ever call me that again"
you walk out of the room, sobbing into your plush and heading for the bathroom for some comfort.
how could he do this to you? a year of doing nothing but being a good partner and loving him unconditionally and this is how he repays you. whoever is keeping him occupied can keep him as a whole because there's no way he's coming back into your life.
haruto knocked on the bathroom door, "ba- [name]? can we talk about this?"
you don't answer him, just folding your knees into your chest and staring at snorlax.
"baby... i'm sorry, okay? i just-"
"how long has this been going on?"
he sighed, pressing his forehead against the door, "3 months..."
more tears fall and you cover your mouth, muffling the sounds of your crying.
"[name], please... let me explain"
"what is there to explain? if it was just once, i would let you explain how it happened but it's been 3 months!"
"she was my childhood friend, okay?!", he yells before taking a deep breath, "i never meant for this to continue but, she kept roping me in and-"
"and you couldn't not think for yourself for once"
"don't say that"
you scoff, "don't say what?! the truth?!"
"haruto, for the past 3 months, i've been feeling you distance yourself and i couldn't think of a reason why. but now that i know... i don't know if i even wanna be with you anymore"
haruto sat down, his head against the wooden door.
"can i at least know why?"
"why did you do this to me, to us ruto?"
he bit on his bottom lip, trying to come up with an excuse but he couldn't.
"i didn't think we'd last this long", he mumbles
"what?! you didn't think we'd last so you go and cheat?!"
"no! i-", he stops himself, sighing.
he puts his hands on his head, "i saw how close you and junghwan were getting so i thought you were gonna leave me for him. i was sad and angry and kokona was right there so i retaliated"
"i swear it was just gonna be that one time but, every time i seen you with him, i felt worse and worse. and kokona, she made me feel better"
haruto explaining himself had you silently crying all over again.
"so instead of coming to me with your concerns", you begin, "you go behind my back and do something like this? did you ever think about how this would effect me?"
"of course i did, but i thought-"
"stop thinking haruto! because when did that ever do you any fucking good?!"
he understood your anger so he took every shout.
"i changed everything about myself so i could fit in with your lifestyle-"
"i never asked for that"
"you didn't have to! i did it so you wouldn't feel ashamed to be with me!"
"i gave you my everything and what did i get in return? fucking cheated on", you huff.
you were hurt, and rightfully so. haruto has been lying to and hiding from you.
you two sat there in silence for hours, you stuck in your head and haruto waiting for a word to be said.
"haruto?"
"yeah baby?"
"i don't wanna be with you anymore"
and there it was. the 7 words he hoped you would never say.
"i sincerely hope that kokona was worth it"
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aettuddae · 6 months
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emotionally cheating IS a thing!!! that’s how CHEATING cheating starts😭first u think this person’s pretty funny, then u get attached n want to know them more, then u hang out w them them more, and next thing u know, u alr caught feelings
do what u do but plsplsPLS dont make haru actually cheat on kazuha, my poor heart cant take it🥲💔
- delulu anon
btw im also one who asked ab the whole yunjin x minjeong thing hehehe
i still don't think it's cheating guys, maybe i'm the issue 😭
because of you i gotta make minjeong and yunjin date i-
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taestefully-in-luv · 1 year
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me must looked so damn stupid when we just assuming the guys from market was seokjin, and i was literally calling him seokjin, and when i thought yn might had a thing with the guy from the market 🤣🫰🏻
i think yn never bother to find another man? and seokjin? idk maybe someone in the past 🤓 because i think yn must been focus on finding haru, cuz like the case is still not settled yet? or seokjin the one who might kidnapped haru?
nabi? i dont think jk cheating on yn with nabi cuz like jk really love yn? but i think ugh idk, i guess we shall wait this tuesday
the things is, our time (i mean our country time) basically so different, when you upload it (idk what time), (but i guess its on your tuesday night?) it always will be on thursday with my time i was like?? what 😭🤣 but yeah thats okay
lesssgaur chapter 6 i cant wait to unfold all the mistery 👻
:/ my grammar is sooooo bad, sorry 🤓
hehehe nope not seokjin🫣 and another hint, he’s not from the past either 😙 so take that how y’all want to lol
ah that’s actually my fault because if i post “late” tuesday it ends up really being wednesday morning so probably why it ends up being thursday for you.
your grammar is fine, don’t worry about it at all~
yes, let’s look forward to the next update together ❤️‍🔥
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roughentumble · 1 year
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i had the strangest dream last night, that i was playing persona 5 royal and there was suddenly a ladder that lead below the school, and you could go there to have secret conversations and trysts with a new male character that went to school with you. but the only way to do that is to also be romancing haru, and you have to tell her and break her heart in order to continue forward with the dude. apparently the developers had meant to make a poly ending, where you can either fuck things up and break haru's heart OR succeed and get both the boy and haru, but it was nixed by higher ups. but no matter what you cant start dating the dude without starting the haru romance, which is pretty messed up. he even had a coming out scene where he asks if she's heard of bisexuality, while he has a hand on akira's knee. which is. like. props to dream developers for using the word bi, negative points for the only way to date a bi person or be bi is to cheat and then come out by explaining that youre cheating. she was very heartbroken :( sorry haru :(
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ladylovesyou · 1 year
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Hi Zubi! It likes something cringe, but so sorry I can't talk to you in person, kalo ngomong langsung pasti kamu bakal cari pembelaan yang makin bikin blunder topic yang mau aku sampein dan you know i will angry and make you feel hurt.
first thing first, please take out your mind before you read this.
second, I will explain to you why I never posting you on socmed.
aku ga pernah membuka publik tau sama kehidupan private aku, apalagi posting something like bucin, aku sering nemuin orang-orang seperti kamu, posting how dreamy their relationshp but still flirty with other. And ya! you did it! Aku ga mau orang-orang yang lihat itu jadi kasian sama aku, kasian udah dibohongin sama partnernya sendiri. MALU! gila ya, aku udah 28 tahun masih bisa dibohongin! kebayang ga sih malunya aku di orang-orang yg udah seen story kamu yg ga cuma sekali, tapi udah dari 2 bulan yg lalu kamu sering share cewe lain dan orang-orang yg liat kita jalan bareng, makan bareng, mikirnya aku siapa? nyakitin banget lho bi. you cheated me!
terus soal cewe itu,
Di awal desember chat kamu udah ketawan sama aku, terus kamu berdalih she's your friedn who helping you pinjol. HAHAHAHA
DAMN! you broke up my feeling so nice.
aku mikirnya how could you? i ask you for done our relationship, but what you did that time? said NO and you said need me, and fucking you at that time kamu bilang kamu lagi ketakutan diteror DC, aku sampe speechless, stuck ga tau mau reposn kamu gimana. DAN LUCUNYA, KAMU MASIH BISA KOK CHAT CEWE LAIN? WHO IAM FOR YOU?
aku sampe feeling blue beberapa hari karena mikirin kamu, kamu ternyata sama cewe lain. dan bisa lho posting foto cewe lain. sekarang siapa yg ga dianggap? aku atau kamu? aku hold your hand lho waktu itu, aku kasih apa yang kamu butuh lho, aku kasih waktu aku, kamu spam aku call dan chat aku pagi2 bilang mau cari duit, ada aku ninggalin kamu? ada aku lari ke orang lain? ga ada lho bi, i tried hearfelt to you, lucunya kamu kamu malahn cheating.
dari awal kita ngobrol, aku udah sering cerita ke kamu, dari kecil aku terbiasa responsible sama diri aku sendiri. dan itu ngebentuk diri aku untuk ga menye, not over clingy, apa yg aku mau bisa aku lakuin sendiri tanpa reportin kamu, sebisa mungkin back up, ga minta ini itu ke kamu, i thought thats all enough for you, ternyata kamu merasa itu ga cukup. and i thought you accepted with love but what i get? cheated! so thank you nicely.
ketika kamu bilang kamu kejebak pinjol, aku udah ngerasa kita udah ada gap, kamu udah jarang hold my hand, dan kamu nyalahin aku yang bilangnya aku menghindar untuk clingy ke kamu, padahal kamu yang udah berubah, ternyata gap itu bukan di aku yg ga clingy, tapi gap itu ada karena kamu udah mulai deket sama orang lain.
aku kasih space buat kita biar aku ga luapin amarah aku ke kamu yg berlebihan dan akhirnya buat kita makin ga bisa perbaiki, buat kita sama-sama mikir hows our life without each other, itu maksudnya... bukan cari orang lain. tapi ya, kita emang pemahaman sama prinsip, makanya kita sering berantem dan i think we're not the same puzzle board.
dari cheatingnya kamu kali ini, aku semalem mikirin apa ya hal baik bisa aku ambil dari ini, dan aku ga nemu sama sekali, kepala aku pusing mikirnya, aku coba lupain pastinya ga bisa jadi aku cari hal yg bisa bikin aku baik, tapi ga nemu sama sekali, malah bikin aku makin pusing, kepala aku berat sampe maunya tidur aja biar lupa dan i wish its just dream. aku mau nangis sampe ga bisa, ga tau kenapa. aku pengennya nangis dari pagi kita ketemu, aku nyetir di jalan yg sering kita lewatin, tapi anehnya aku ga bisa nangis, top level of pain, I cant crying.
next step for us, aku ga tau aku bisa balikin percaya aku lagi sama kamu gimana, karena memang selama ini percaya aku ga pernah kamu appreciated. sampe kapan aku harus nyakitin diri aku sendiri karena bohong ini, aku harus jaga diri sendiri bi, kamu aku kasih kesempatan jalan beriringan sama aku tapi malah milih jalan baru. terusin aja apa yg udah kamu jalanin sebelumnya, aku ga mau kita makin lama makin ancur, kamu bisa perbaiki langsung nerima orang baru lagi, aku? mau ngizinin orang lagi ga segampang itu, aku ga mau nyakitin diri aku sendiri lagi karena jalan sama orang yg salah. mau jalan sama kamu pun aku ga tau masih bisa nerima atau engga, kamu yg ternyata create new memories with other girl, its enough.
thank you, for all trust issues, traumas. for your loves to me. so thank you..
I wish you can be happy without me!
kalo ditanya kenapa? ofkors i know you will deserve better than me!
kamu pantes dapetin orang yg bisa ungkapin sayangnya ke kamu seperti yang kamu mau.
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altincorrectquotes · 3 years
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Haru: Louis, are you dating Legosi?
Louis: No I'm not
haru: what does bees make?
louis: honey?
legosi, from another room: yes dear?
louis: ...
haru: dont ever lie to my face again.
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manjiroro · 3 years
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can i request a continuation of the last one-shot (sanzu cheating one) where the reader moves on or gets even or something 😭 it would put my soul to ease
love of my life
character: sanzu
content: angst, male reader, bonten sanzu, reader getting over sanzu
part 1
hello!! thank you for requesting~~ PLEASE- i'm sorry for the pain :,,) but i think i have replaced one pain with another IWJEJEJ IM SORRY I CANT HELP IT
i apologise for any mistakes and i hope you enjoy~~
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Moving on from Sanzu Haruchiyo was hard considering that you felt that he was the one for you. Dreadful weeks soon turned to months and to be honest, the only thing on your mind was Sanzu Haruchiyo, the scene of that night constantly replaying in your mind.
At the start, you were blaming yourself, was it because you didn’t show him enough love? Was it because you weren’t good enough for him? You ended up spiralling down the rabbit hole, wrecking your brain for reasons as to why he did it. He said he loved you didn’t he? He said he wanted to marry you didn’t he? So why, why on earth would he do such a thing?
But thankfully, as time went on, you slowly healed. You realised your self worth, you realised that this wasn’t your fault. You were definitely there for him at his worst and you definitely showed him you care. This was his loss, he lost the person who loved him the most. The confidence once lost slowly, but surely got back to you.
You were starting to become a better person now, feeling as if everything had turned for the better. The sky never looked brighter, you were happy and you’ve finally let go.
Until that fateful day, you stumbled upon the familiar bubblegum pink haired male, at the same spot, at the same time. It’s been a few months since you last saw him and you couldn’t deny it, but he still did look as attractive as when you first saw him.
Anxiously, you tried hurrying away, trying to avoid him at all costs but alas, he spotted you.
“Y...n..?”
His voice sounded different, it wasn’t the same cocky tone that you were so familiar with. No, instead, it was softer, timid, as if he was afraid.
“Yes..?”
You asked as you turned around to face him. He really didn’t look any different, only difference was his change of aura. When you first met him, he gave off an intimidating yet intriguing aura, but now, it felt.. empty.
“Uhm, hey..”
He was at a lost for words, which was quite unusual for Bonten’s number two.
“Hi? Do you.. need something from me..?”
You were being cautious, not knowing what this devious man has up his sleeve. He might try to kill you for all you know.
“Look y/n.. I.. haven’t really moved on from us.. I’ve been thinking about it all the time and I realised how much of a dick I was back then.”
Honestly, you were shocked to hear the Sanzu Haruchiyo apologise. He wasn’t the type to do that, normally, he would’ve just let it go but it seemed like he was actually hurt from what had happened.
“Haru..”
Sanzu visibly perks up at the nickname that you used to call him. Oh, how he misses the way it rolls off your tongue.
“I’m glad that you realised how much of an ass you were being but.. I don’t think we should get together again.. I’ve already moved on.”
You confessed while looking at him in the eyes. Sanzu lets out a sigh before his lips turned into a small smile.
“Well, I guess that’s for the best then. I’m sorry y/n, I wasn’t a good boyfriend to you.”
“It’s alright Haru, I enjoyed our time together.”
You smiled back at him and he wishes time would just stop at this moment. The same smile that he loved, the same smile that never fails to brighten his day, that was the last time he’s ever going to see it.
You bowed at him before turning on your heel and walking away. You felt relieved to have gotten some closure from him and now, you can finally move on without any regrets. But, behind you stood Sanzu, staring at your disappearing figure. His heart clenched as he watches you slowly walk further away from him, oh how he wishes he could turn back time, to tell you how much he really loved you.
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how sweet it is (to be loved by you) - Chapter 3/9
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Summary:
You are the head baker and owner of a struggling bakery. When pro hero Creati comes in for a wedding cake, of course you accept.
As a business owner, you are excited about the boom in profits resulting from the publicity of working a hero wedding.
As a baker, you are ecstatic to work on an extravagant cake - your most ambitious one to date.
As a woman, you are terrified as you begin to grow feelings for the one person you REALLY cant: the groom.
NOTES: NO infidelity, NO cheating, NO divorce!
Chapter One
MATURE : MINORS DO NOT INTERACT // 18+
3 Months Before the Wedding
The day is surprisingly warm for this time of year. The morning sky is clear and the air has that crisp type of cold that makes you want to curl up under a blanket. You leave your scarf undone as you walk back from the grocery store, swinging your items lightly in their bags. You have a pep in your step.
Well, you’ve had a pep in your step ever since the night of the cake tasting. And wow, what a night that had been.
Sitting under the winter night sky eating soba with Pro Hero Shouto at a small stand after bailing from a fancy restaurant is not how you ever planned your life to go. It’s something you know that you will remember fondly for years to come, and reminisce on after your life eventually goes back to normal.
The night itself was wonderful. Todoroki turned out to be not as serious as you initially thought, throwing the occasional joke into the conversation. The conversation itself flowed naturally, both of you keeping on relatively safe and easy topics. You actually have more in common with the rich hero than you had thought, such as your opinions on certain classic book series and films.
Honestly, when you had first suggested the small soba stand you didn’t know if the man would even eat there. Maybe he would take one look at its old but loved exterior and that princely outward appearance would sour with displeasure and superiority. Maybe Haru’s cheaper (yet still delicious) ingredients wouldn’t be up to his standards and he’d insult your old family friend by not finishing it. However, instead of any of that, the hero’s eyes had lit up immediately at seeing the stand in the distance. The man had seemed just as (or even more) excited to eat there and was beyond gracious to Haru.
Even Haru, a man who thought rich people were the root cause of every world problem, seemed to be won over by Todoroki. While he left you both to talk amongst yourselves for the meal, once the hero tried to pay, he waved him off and said the meal was on the house. Now, that wasn’t exactly out of place for Haru, but the look on Todoroki’s face had been hilarious. It was like he couldn't imagine not paying. It had resulted in an extremely amusing argument between the two, both insisting on getting their way. In the end, Haru won as he always did. The hero promised to return and bring others. It warmed your heart.
Afterward, Todoroki walked you back to the bakery, ignoring your initial protests. The conversation continued to flow naturally between you, only stopping for a few comfortable silence. If you were, to be honest, it was one of the best times you’ve had in a while. If it had been a date, you would say it was a perfect one.
But it wasn’t a date. It would never be, and you were a complete idiot for even letting the thought cross your mind.
The news segment playing on the giant billboard on your way home only cemented that fact. It was an interview with Pro Heroes Creati and Shouto. From what you can gather, the two had teamed up to take down a villain just outside of town. Creati was doing the most talking, comfortable in front of the cameras. Shouto seemed content to let her take the lead.
They compliment each other well. Personality-wise they seem perfectly compatible, and on the battlefield, their very different quirks work well together in most villain attacks. Both heroes are strong, with both long-distance and short-range attack capabilities and limited weaknesses. In all honesty, they are a near-perfect team.
Gossip magazines often wonder about their relationship, as they do for any of the top heroes. You wonder how they are going to react when the wedding happens. No announcement has been made yet, despite how close the date is getting. Maybe they will announce it last minute, or keep it secret entirely.
After a few moments, you look away and continue your walk. It’s a bit more solemn now, a weird feeling clawing up your throat. This is the first time you’ve seen either of them on tv since you accepted them as your clients. It has become a bit hard to coincide the image you have of the people you’ve spoken to on multiple occasions with the essential-celebrity Pro Heroes they are. Especially Todoroki, with his soft smiles and kind eyes.
You wonder when your perception of them began to change.
Walking back to the bakery, you once again go over your mental list of things you need to do to finish the cakes. The designs are complete by now (although you still want Todoroki’s approval for his groom's cake) and most of the non-edible and edible supplies have been ordered. You still need to work with the schedule a bit more to ensure you have enough time to complete the cakes. As it is, you can’t afford to hire another baker. You are looking into volunteer bakers and decorators from the local schools but it’s up in the air at the moment.
The air mists around your face as you sigh. You are already exhausted, and the actual cake baking hasn’t even begun yet. This has really better be worth it in the end.
A loud screech breaks you from your thoughts. You startle, mind coming back to the present as you pause in rolling the dough. Stretching upwards towards the ceiling, your back cracks in the most satisfying way. You can’t even care that flour rains down on you from your hands above.
Peeking at the clock (08:34 a.m) you finally turn towards the door to the kitchen, listening to hear if this is something you actually need to step out for. Kana can handle most things by now. After a moment, your name is called out. You take a cursory look around the kitchen to make sure you aren’t leaving anything dangerous, pull off your gloves, and head out to the back hallway.
Down the hall, Kana stands with her back to you. She is peering out the door to the front, back straight and tense. You frown, walking over. What could have this sort of reaction?
“What’s wrong?” You ask as you get closer. She looks back at your voice, eyes wide and mouth slightly open.
“Shouto Todoroki is in the bakery.” The girl breathes heavily.
You blink slowly. “Huh?” “PRO HERO SHOUTO IS IN THE BAKERY!”
You wince. Ouch, okay. That was loud. Kana looks a bit ashamed at the tone of her own voice, face reddening slightly. “Sorry.” She whispers.
“It’s okay.” You assure her. “Um, so is that all?” “Is that all?! ” She replies, voice high-pitched.
Ah, right. Kana had never been around when the two-tone hero came by, and when Yaoyorozu popped in she was in disguise. The girl has no idea that the bakery is dealing with heroes. She’s probably extremely confused as to why a Pro Hero would be in the bakery.
To be fair, you had reacted with a similar panic the first time too.
“Are you a fan?” You ask, a small knowing smile forming as her face goes even redder. Sliding past the fangirling woman, you peer your head out.
Amongst the regular setting of the bakery is the two-toned hero. Todoroki stands near the counter, looking around at one of the local paintings on the wall. He is lucky that there are no other customers around. It’s rare for the bakery to be this quiet at this time, although...if you’re honest with yourself, it’s been steadily getting even quieter around the shop for a few weeks now.
Heterochromatic eyes lock onto yours. “Hello.” His mouth curls up into a smile as he looks at you. You flush a bit as you realize you probably look a mess, covered in flour as you are. Still, it’s not like he hasn’t seen you like this before.
“Hey!” You return his smile. “I’ll be right out, just gotta grab something real quick.” He nods, looking down at the display case. You turn on your heel and head back into the hall, pausing briefly to speak with your employee. “It’s okay, go back out. Just think of him as a regular customer.”
Kana doesn’t seem to register your words at all. “Wait, do you know him?”
What can you even say, legally? “Kinda”
Somehow, the girl looks even more surprised. She opens his mouth to speak, but you stop her line of questioning by pushing her lightly towards the front. She stumbles a bit, looking back at you with a pout, but does continue walking to the front.
By the time you join her with your notebook in hand, Kana is speaking with the hero. It’s obvious that she is a fan by her shaky words and awkward smile but Todoroki seems to be handling it with grace. He is probably used to it.
“Hey, Todoroki.” You interrupt when their conversation lulls a bit, letting the two-toned eyes shift to you. Kana looks relieved. “Here for some snacks?”
“Yes. I have a meeting in an hour.” “Of course.” You glance over at the display case, happy to see that you have quite a selection for him today. “What can I get you?”
“Whatever ones you think are best.”  
You pause, humming. “You know, I think Kana should pick.”
“What.” The girl looks at you with widening eyes.
“Yeah.” You say, looking back over to Todoroki for his assent. “I have something I want to show you anyways.” The hero tilts his head to the side in confusion, but nods.
As Kana struggles to decide what to give to a group of heroes, you motion the man over to the far end of the counter. You bring out the notebook and flip to the desired page before placing it on the counter.
It’s the final design of the groom's cake. Honestly, you think it looks pretty cool. It’s manageable, but still fun enough to be welcome at a hero's wedding. Todoroki looks down at the page but doesn’t say anything.
Eventually, a slight panic starts to rise in your chest. “Um, is it okay?” “It looks good.” That is his only response?
Okay. You were kind of hoping for more of a reaction. The cake is for him, after all. You look down at the cake design and wonder if maybe he is disappointed. Did he expect more from you? Maybe it is simply not flashy enough for such a huge fan of a hero like All Might. Although, that fact about the hero still confuses the hell out of you-
“You are really talented.”
Your head snaps back up to meet those eyes. Quickly you look away, not able to look any longer as you feel your face warm a bit at his compliment. It just sounds so sincere coming from that soft, deep voice.  “I-uh, I mean-” You stammer. “Are you sure it’s okay? Is there anything you want to change?”
“No.” He responds. You glance back at the hero, who looks vaguely amused. “It’s perfect.” The two of you look at each other, neither saying anything. Something flutters in your stomach. “Done!” Kana’s voice breaks the odd tension surrounding you. Quickly you reach over to close the notebook, ensuring that your workers wandering eyes won’t catch a peek. You place it in the crook of your arm and turn back to her.
“Uhh...Kana.” You look at the two large take-out bags that she seems to have stuffed with pastries and desserts. “That might be a little...much for a meeting.”
Kana looks between the bags and the hero with obvious concern in her eyes.  “I mean you didn’t tell me how much to put!” She accuses, embarrassed at being called out in front of the hero.
“It’s okay,” Todoroki speaks up, shaking his head as he heads over to her. “I’ll take it.” The young girl looks ecstatic at his response, perking back up instantly. You can’t help but chuckle as you make your way towards the till. “Are you sure?” You ask, just to be responsible in this situation. “It’s a lot of food.”
The hero nods, and that’s it. You really can’t afford to fight him on a sale. Luckily Kana kept track of the items in the bags, so you’re able to ring him up efficiently. The price is hefty, but the hero doesn’t flinch as he hands over a black card. Just the card feels more expensive than most things you own.
After a few minutes, the hero leaves, plunging the bakery back into silence. The only sound comes from the light copyright-free music coming over the speaker. Your heart calms a bit, and you take a breath. Why does that man always catch you so off-guard?
“Shit!” The sudden screech makes you jump, turning to face the only other occupant in the building.
“What?!’
Kana looks over to you with a horrified expression. “I didn’t ask him for an autograph!” She groans, bending over to place her head in her hands.
You let out a laugh and head into the back. It’s still early in the day, and Todoroki has depleted a good portion of your stock. Sure, it’s been quieter in the bakery recently, but you can’t afford to have your key items not available. It’s time to get back to the kitchen.
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Somehow, after that day Todoroki becomes almost like a staple in your bakery. He comes on your quietest days of the week, and occasionally in disguise on your busier ones. It surprises you that none of your other customers recognize him, you know who he is the second he walks through the door no matter the disguise. He asks for a large random assortment of pastries and desserts every time he comes in, taking time to chat with you as your workers pack them up.
To their credit, your workers seem to be taking this odd development in stride. After Todoroki’s second appearance at the bakery, you got the feeling that he might return sometime. So you dragged both Kana and Tanaka aside when you had the chance and told them not to mention the heroes' visits to anyone. Kana, who really wanted to tell her friends, agreed when you said the hero might stop coming if he was mobbed. Tanaka had argued that the publicity would be good for the bakery (which he wasn’t wrong about) but still agreed not to say anything.
Both of your workers have now met the hero a few times, and you’re proud to say that they have exceeded your expectations in regards to the celebrity. While Kana always looks incredibly starstruck when he first comes in, she manages to act relatively normal around him. She actually managed to ask for an autograph, and practically squealed when he agreed. Tanaka spends his time making corny jokes, laughing as they go completely over the hero's head.
You are extremely happy that this is working out since you are usually in the back when the hero walks in. Normally, whoever is working will call you out right away. You’ll grab your notes and head out to talk to the hero as your worker packs up his treats, always subtly trying to get his opinions on both cakes. So far, your attempts have been futile. It’s like he honestly does not care. You usually end up ringing in his order, chatting with him until he has to head out.
It’s sort of a nice -if unexpected- ritual, honestly. You find yourself a bit more excited to start the day when you think he will appear.
So you’re kind of surprised one day when he doesn’t show up.
At first, you don’t notice. You’re in your own little baking world. Eventually, though, you glance at the clock and realize it’s an hour later than he usually comes in. Checking in with Kana confirms that he hasn’t shown up. You try to push away the feeling of disappointment that threatens to claw up your throat. What exactly do you have to be disappointed about? Todoroki doesn’t owe you anything. He’s a busy hero.
You busy yourself with your work for the day. With Todoroki buying so much of your supply recently, this is the first time you’ve actually had to cut down on your batch sizes in a while. Still, you have a large number of leftovers at the end of the day.
Kana had been sent home early due to the worsening weather. You finish up your closing tasks as quickly as possible, glancing at the relatively full display case a few times. They won’t sell tomorrow. Not with how slow it has been recently.
You look out the large window at the front of your store. The weather has definitely gotten worse, you see the tree across the way move roughly in the wind. The only small blessing is that the white dots hitting the window seem to be snow, not hail.
Do you risk it?
You haven’t had enough leftovers to warrant a run to the shelter in a while. Today though, you definitely could help a good amount of people. You don’t want to throw all of that in the trash. With a small huff, you start to carefully pack your creations away in your to-go bags. Once complete, you throw on your thin jacket and old boots, exiting the store.
Immediately, you sort of regret your choice. The wind rips roughly around you, sending freezing snow particles flying into your face. Ugh. You turn around and lock the door to the bakery, pocketing the key. Tucking your chin as much into your jacket collar as possible, you head down the street. Your only saving grace is that the wind seems to be blowing the same way as you. Sure, you can’t see as well with your hair blowing in your face, but at least it’s not that painful.
You hear a loud sound behind you, muffled a bit through the wind. Not really feeling up to dealing with whatever it is, you look down and shuffle your feet a bit faster.
“....!”
Oh, it's a voice, and it sounds much louder than before. Is someone following you? Heart jumping a bit, you pause in your steps and turn around. The wind and snow hit you immediately in your face, causing you to squint reflexively. You swap all of your bags to one hand and use the other to rub at your eyes.
Is that... “Todoroki?”
The red and white hero walks towards you, hair blowing roughly in the wind. You squint against the wind as he gets closer. He is wearing the same beautiful navy coat as before. The man is quick on his feet and covers the distance between you quickly to come to a stop in front of you. His tall frame mercifully blocks most of the wind and snow from reaching you, so you finally lower your hand and open your eyes fully.
“I’m sorry I’m late.” He actually looks contrite.
“It’s fine.” You reply instinctively, not liking that look on him. It takes you a moment to fully process that he is here. When you do, your hands move to wave in front of you, paper bags clashing against each other. “Ah, no no! It’s okay! You were probably busy.”
“Yes.” He nods. “There was a villain attack in Tokyo."
“That far?” You ask, surprised. How did he get back so quickly? “Well, I’m glad you are okay.”
A smile curls at his lips. “Thank you for being concerned about me.” His eyes flicker down to the bags in your hands. “Where are you going?” “Ah, these?” You lift them up a bit. “I’m taking the leftovers to the shelter.”
“I’ll come with you.”
Huh? “Oh, you don’t have to! It’s not that far.”
It’s almost as if he didn’t hear you. Todoroki reaches forward, hands gracefully taking half of the bags from your grasp. “Lead the way.”
So, once again you find yourself walking beside the hero down the street. In a weird way, you’re a bit thankful for the worsening weather. There are not many people outside, and those that are out are too focused on getting inside to notice the obvious hero in their midst.
“Are you cold?” Todoroki asks, after a few blocks. You glance over to him, catching his eyes.
Shaking your head, you reply. “I’m okay.”
“You should put on a warmer jacket.” He continues. “It would be bad to get sick.”
You look forward, unable to keep that eye contact. Of course, you should have put on a warmer jacket. If you had a warmer jacket, there is no way you would have left the bakery in this one. But, well, jackets are expensive, and the worst part of winter is almost done. You can make it another year. “Ah, yes. I must have grabbed the wrong one.” A horrible attempt at a lie.
The hero makes a thoughtful sound but doesn’t say anything else. For a moment you both walk in silence. Then you feel something on your shoulders. You startle a bit, glancing over at the warmth suddenly surrounding you. You are covered in something navy coloured-
Wait.
Your feet stop moving and your face heats up. “Wait.” You turn to look at the hero with wide eyes. “You can't- I mean, what about you?”
Todoroki paused just a step ahead of you, looking back at you with an odd expression. His cheeks are a bit red, from the cold? You reach up to slide the coat off, pausing when one of his hands comes to cover yours. “I’m pretty good with cold temperatures.”
The hand that covers yours is warm, but the other comes up into view covered in ice. Oh.
Right.
“Still-”
You’re forced to stop mid-argument as Todoroki begins walking again, legs rushing to catch up with him. The coat is extremely warm. You can’t help but reach up to pull it more around you as you walk.
The hero glances over at you as you catch up, a surprisingly satisfied look on his face. You stick out your tongue at him (briefly, it’s too cold out) as a response for him just walking away. The look on his face softens a bit, and he chuckles.
The weather continues to get worse as you walk, but luckily you are nearing the shelter. It looms up ahead, a small building nestled amongst others. Todoroki comes in with you, quietly following as you drop off the bags. The normal worker that you deal with is in. The man doesn’t seem to even recognize the hero behind you, simply taking your items with a genuine thank you. You assume he’s extremely busy, given the weather.
By the time you head out, the world around you is almost completely white. It’s a blizzard. Even Todoroki’s coat around you won’t keep you warm for long out there. You frown as you look around, trying to think of a potentially faster route home.
“There’s a cafe open over there.” Todoroki’s deep voice rings out through the wind.
“Hm?” You look over at the lit-up cafe a few stores down, recognizing the name. “Yea, I’ve heard they have good coffee.”
“Do you want to go?”
“What? Now?” “You don’t want to?” He looks over.
“Ah, sorry.” You shake your head. "I was a bit lost in my own thoughts. That’s a good idea to wait out the storm.” At least, you hope the storm will lessen at some point. You really do have to head home eventually. The two of you start towards the little cafe.
The cafe is nice and warm and empty. There seem to be two baristas working, one wiping down tables while the other stands behind the cafe. Both are looking out various windows, probably wondering if the snow will lighten up sometime before their shifts are over.
A surprising pressure on your lower back forces you further into the cafe. You look over, eyes wide as you realize that Todoroki's arm disappears behind you. You flush a bit as he leads you gently towards the till. The barista there startles as you both walk up, eyes staring widely at the hero. How does he deal with this every day? Still, the girl masks her surprise relatively well and a customer service smile forms on her face.
“Good evening, how can I help you today?” You glance up at the menu for a moment. “Hojicha tea please.” Todoroki looks down at you, an eyebrow raised. “I eat too many sweets at work, sometimes I need something different."
“And anything for you...sir?” The barista continues.
“Same for me, please.” He orders. The girl taps away at the cash register, the total appearing on a little screen above it. You reach for your pocket, only to come up empty. Right, you didn’t bring any money with you. It’s not like you expected to be going anywhere. The hand behind you moves, slipping into the pocket of the navy coat you are wearing. It's a weird feeling. Todoroki grabs his wallet, opening it up to present a black card to the barista.
“I’ll get the next one.” You mutter.
“Alright.” He replies smoothly, taking the card back and pocketing the wallet in his pants pocket. It's only then that you realize you essentially just demanded another outing with the man. You suck in a breath, holding it. What the hell are you doing?
“Please take a seat, I will bring the tea over when it’s ready.” The barista nods over to the tables.
Todoroki goes to head over, but you pause. “If you want to close down please just tell us and we’ll leave.” You smile kindly. “I own a shop, I understand.” The barista’s eyes you oddly. “Thank you.” She whispers, and you nod before head over to the table.
You sit opposite Todoroki, close your eyes, and feel yourself relax immediately into the chair. The warm, welcoming cafe atmosphere has already done wonders for your stress levels. “You are very cautious around workers.”
Opening your eyes a slit, you see him staring straight at you with interest. You smile softly. “Have you...ever worked in customer service?”
“I haven’t.” He shakes his head. You're not surprised by his answer.
“It...can be tough.” You admit. “Customers can be extremely demanding, rude, and demeaning. I once had someone pick up and throw the cash register at me for not having an item in stock.”
Todoroki’s eyes are wide. “Really?”
“Really.” You chuckle. “And managers can be even worse. They focus on profits, and don’t care about their workers.” You glance over at the barista making your tea. “Some would insist the baristas keep the store open even in dangerous weather, on the off chance that a customer would come in.”
Todoroki follows your gaze to the baristas. After a moment, he looks back at you. His eyes shine with understanding. “You are a very kind person.” That makes you sit up straight.  “Ah, not really.” You insist. “I’m just normal.”
The barista picks that moment to deliver your tea. She has the teapot in hand, with some mugs for both of you to drink out of. Placing it down carefully, she warns you of the high temperature and head back to her work. Todoroki pours for both of you, and you sit in comfortable silence as you sip your drinks while the blizzard rages outside.
It takes a while, but eventually the storm does begin to lighten up. The tea doesn't last much longer, but neither of you is in a rush to move. The conversation begins easily between you, and continues to flow just as it had the night of the soba stand.
It’s only when you happen to catch the clock on the wall when you realize you’ve been sitting here for hours. You decide to leave, for the sake of the workers. The two of you pack up and head outside. When you step out, you remember that you are still wearing the hero's coat. You try to give it back, honestly, but he insists you wear it until you get home.
The walk back to the bakery is filled with comfortable silence, both of you lost in thought. You can’t help but feel a bit relieved as your home comes into view, an anchor of reality in this weird, yet nice night. Todoroki stands behind you as you unlock your door, a silent guardian against any villains that might be stalking around the area.
Once the door is unlocked, you turn back to the man to say goodnight and hand back his coat. You pause. The hero suddenly looks a bit awkward, heterochromatic eyes flickering between you and the wall beside you. You open your mouth to ask if he is okay when he blurts out. “Can I give you my phone number?”
What? He looks up at you, eyes wide with an unreadable glint in that two-toned gaze. Your heart clenches painfully at the expression on his face. “Yeah, sure.”
A soft smile pulled at the edge of his lips. You reach into your pants pocket and grab your phone, tossing it to him. He catches it gratefully. You watch as he fiddles with it to find your contact list, a brief moment of panic running through you as you wonder about what the last thing you were looking at. But whatever it was, he doesn't seem fazed. After about a minute he hands back your phone.
The light from it is bright in the dark. You look down at the screen. It displays your new contact information.
[ Contact: Shouto Todoroki ]
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ALL I COULD EVER WANT
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Paring: Taehyung x reader
Warnings: angst like a mf (im sorry :( ), mentions of alcohol, fluff ( bc tae cares about y/n) mention of cheating, literally y/n becoming a mess, soft kisses, groping, breast worship, dry humping and yeahhh-
( welp...the first actual smutty chapter..so soon? and this is unedited asf i’m sorry)
chapter 4. Things change..and sometimes it’s nice.
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Once again the you feel the car stop and the light goes on in the car. Opening your eyes you find everyone getting out, jimin wraps you in a blanket with him to fight off the cold.
“ jiminnn it’s so cold why did we stop driving?” you shiver and whine at the same time. “ remember? ryujii needed to get off at the next town so here we are” he said stretching his arms around you attempting to keep you warm. Jungkook finally gets out of the driver seat making his way towards you his sleepy sister and manages to keep you and jimin warm.
Haru and Jin finally emerge out of the car, flashing a wink at you. “ hello sleeping beauty..boy do i have news for you.” she says giggling. Pulling you to the front of namjoons car... “well what is it..?” you looked at her while you yawned.
“ Well first off to start off the drive ryujii was whiney the entire time because tae made her sit up front...and he just kept babbaling about some amazing girl that he likes.” oh that made your heart flutter for sure but as yourself you deny any connection to you and laughed. “ okay good joke...” you scanned her face trying to find out if she was lying or not.
“ y/n...i’m not kidding.” she smiled.. “ but you on the other hand you look like a mess what happened?” she chuckled “ jhope drooled on pants so i have to change them but like i’m surrounded by guys.” she looked down at your pants to find out jhope really did drool on you-
“ come on sleepy bug change in our car..taes in there but he’s passed the fuck out.” she laughed. You hesitatly went into the car poking tae..
“ tae...psttt” you poked his cheek. “ hmm?” he opened his eyes slowly shocked to see you in the car. “ can you hand me a pair of sweats jhope drooled on mine” you pouted. chuckling he nodded “ yeah i can’t find your bag so you can borrow mine only if you come back in here so i can sleep good.” he pulled a pair of his sweats out and handed them to you. “ okay now no peeking.” you scolded him.
pulling the hoodie down to cover your ass, you slid off your jhope drooled sweats and replaced them with taes. “ okay i’m done...” tieing the sweats and slipping your vans back on... “ okay well i have pee y/n so let me get out.” nodding you both hopped out of the car letting tae go to bathroom and joining the others.
“ hobi you drooled on my pants so i had to change.” you whined again. “ oh my i’m sorry y/n...but haha were putting you back into jins car there more room. we were crowded although you were quite a nice pillow” he laughed. Taehyung coming back noticed how much you were shivering so he threw his arms around you so you’d stay warm. Haru and everyone else took note of that smiling there cheesy ass smiles.
“ so where the fuck did ryujii go..?” haru spoke up. “ she went home i guess i don’t fucking know” tae laugh. “ how many hours are we away id much rather sleep in a bed than sleep in a car.” you closed your eyes for a second as taehyung a head fell on your shoulder.
“you look so cute in my pants...” he whispered in a low voice. “ shhh don’t want to kiss you again t.” you whispered back.
“ alright everyone. it’s like 2 hours left let’s get back on the road.” Jimin said. “ jungkook sleep i’ll drive. you get the whole middle seat to yourself” jin said smiling opening the door to let haru in and getting in the driver seat. sitting in the back of the car again with taehyung his hand pooling over your shoulder... “ kiss me again..” he looked at you.
“ tell me about ryujii first than maybe i’ll kiss you again.” you smiled sleepily. “ you’ve met her you know how she is...i found her sleeping hooking up with a guy outside of our apartment.” he said pushing a few strands out of your hair behind your ear.
“ why didn’t you tell me that part?” you pouted at him. “ because you were so busy barking up my ass about flirting with you.” you giggled “ that cannot be true...i don’t always yell at you..” you smiled at him. “ that’s not a true statement either love..now where’s my kiss?” he cooed at you.
“ oh no that’s not how this works...” you layed your head on his shoulder closing your eye lids finally drifting back to sleep. As soon as he knew you were asleep he kissed the crown of your head smiled and fell asleep as well.
꧁꧂
Finally arriving at your vacation home which by now it’s around 6 o’clock in the morning everyone piling there bags into the house and picking out rooms...there was just one teeny problem...stepping into your room that you had just found out tae was in as well there was only one bed. and there was only one person to blame for that. haru.
“ i’m going to take a nap no one please disturb me thank you” you smiled plopping yourself on the bed.
Haru walked in and looked at you. “ hey y/n how about a little bet” she smirked and boy did this cause trouble. “what” you yawned looking at her with half lidded eyes. “so we’re going out and seeing as someone is a little sleepy tae decided to stay here with you...so i’m giving you until the end of the trip to confess for aroundddd i dunno whatever you want me to buy for you” she smiled at you.
“bet easy as pie you know” you giggled back at her. “ alrighty night night princess” she turns off the light and you finally toss over pull your hoodie off and roll over to sleep on your stomach.
About 2 hours later Taehyung comes to check on you..only to find you shirtless...curled up in a ball and lightly tossing and turning..he chuckled and kisses your cheek repeatedly.. “ y/nnn wake up watch a movie with meee” he whines.
“okay okay i’m coming..give me like 2 minutes.” you rubbed your eyes and jumped out of bed. “my goodness you made you so needy tae, i thought i told everyone to not disturb me..” you went into the closet to grab another hoodie. Taehyung noticed how you were still in his sweats, they looked a little baggie on you but you still remained the cutest short girl that he undoubtedly had feelings for.
Running into the living room tae was settled on the couch laying across it, while you came and sat on the floor. About half way into the movie you heard tae whine. “well what’s wrong?” You set your head on the couch peering at him like a little three year old. “I absolutely don’t get this movie it’s tragic.” he starred back at you. “Of course you don’t get it” you laughed throwing your hands to hit his hand lightly.
Taehyungs phone rang, he got up and answered.
“hello?” he looked at you watching the movie in awe as he continued the listening to his phone call.
“what. you still love me?” he walked back and forth.
“listen you know what happened so please don’t try and save yourself...you fucked up.And Do Not, i repeat do not bring her name into this shit thank you but you do indeed still have these so called feelings sort your shit out thank you and goodbye.” he hung up and made his way back to the couch sighing in frustration.
“so that was ryujii i take it?” you turned around to look at him. “No okay don’t worry about it okay?” eyeing him you ask him again.... “then who was it.”
“Didn’t i tell you not worry about...jesus christ y/n can you back off my shit for once?” you paused. What the fuck...frustrated you stood up and walked back into your room “you know tae..for once in my life i tried to be nice and let you in, especially after kissing you for crying out loud, I thought i really actually liked you..but turns out i know your still whipped for that ryujii bitch huh..” You spat that out and closed your room door.
You sank to the floor trying to calm yourself down, half of you wanted to just get up and leave but...you on the other hand had other plans. Getting off the floor you change your clothes into a hoodie and a pair of jeans and walked out of the room.
“y/n where are you going it’s the middle of the god damn day..” he looked at you eyebrow cocked as if he was testing you. “out i’m going for a walk.” you walked out of the house and somehow manage to climb the tree and neared the waters edge. The branch was stable as far you could tell, you just needed to think things out before turning back and slapping taehyung in his god damn perfect face. You didn’t even know how you liked him, you knew him all to well, he was the kind to get drunk on his off days and pull the prettiest girl at the bar while you sat in the apartment along with everyone else managing to block all the whines and crying of the girls he brought over.
Meanwhile in the house taehyung replayed that last part... ‘i thought i actual liked you but your still whipped for that bitch ryujii’ He had to admit that was the harshes you ever gotten with him especially for such a sensitive subject for him..
Returning home everyone came back and haru went to check on you only to find that every room you would have been was empty or filled with everyone else. “where the fuck is y/n” she perched up and asked taehyung. “she went for a walk she yelled at me because of ryujii and left. Jungkook waltz in and noticed that a bottle of soju was missing and he began to frantically search for his you everywhere.
Everyone rushed outside looking for you...
“y/n?!” “where the fuck are you!” jungkook yelled out fearing that maybe a fucked up person actually kidnapped you until he noticed your dangling figure up in a tree, bottle of soju in your hand and it seemed that you were just fine.
“i’m fine jk...expect...i cant get down.” you laughed. “Why on earth are you up there in the first place. you know your afraid of heights jesus.” he worriedly looked up at you trying to figure out why the fuck you were up there in the first place.
“well..” you laughed “i came out here to figure shit out...i just told taehyung that i liked him and he doesn’t even want me jk...he so focused on ryujii so i left the house and came up here because...” you started to sniffle. Yoongi took matters into his own hands climbing up the tree to fetch you off. “jesus y/n...you scared all of us to death no more tree climbing for you okay” he said in a monotone voice to make it seem like he was panicking either.
Once you were safely on the ground jungkook rushed to you and searched for any cuts that tree would have gave you. “i’m fine jk honestly” you handed him the bottle of soju and started stumbling into the house. You spotted haru and she ran up to you. there was a knock on the door...
“I’ll get it” you giggled and wobbled to the front door opening it. There she was..and how the fuck did she know where you guys were. “taehyung it’s for you” you walked back into the room as haru ushered to sit on the counter and watch what happened outside. It seemed like they were arguing...until she kissed him. For the first time you were honestly hurt.. “Shit” haru tried grabbing you before you could open the sliding door to the backyard. Taehyung looked a little taken back...dazed on what the fuck just happened.
“Is there a reason your here or what the fuck are you doing” haru went to look for jungkook before you broke something. “Is there a reason why the fuck you aren’t inside?” ryujii peered at you “I came here to have a nice time with my brother and my family and here you are. It’s like you can never leave ryujii. I honestly don’t know why the fuck you are here.” you spat out at her.
“please tend to your brother and stay out of my shit y/n...god you always ogled over taehyung and now your pissed because of what? Because i’m here?” she scoffed. Now everyone was outside listening to the conversation.
Jungkook finally rushed out to your side. “ you what’s fucked up? You wanna know why i’m pissed ryujii.?” she nodded smiling but soon that smile was gonna disappear in about 0.22 seconds.
“I was there when I saw you kissing that other guy while you were dating taehyung. I’ve kept it to myself for the longest time..he lost his smile because of you hell i was the one that came over in the middle of the night because jk rushed me over because god he was so drunk and was weeping over a stuck up bitch like you. He didn’t do anything but while you sat there and toyed with his heart for no god damn reason ryujii, and here you are back again for no god damn reason. You act like showing here is gonna give you another chance with taehyung but it’s probably never gonna happen. is that hard to figure out he doesn’t want a cheating whore like you.” Your eyes glanced towards taes. and there it was...the eyes half closed trying to forbid the memory. Everyone went silent hearing you ramble on but in the inside jk was screaming along with haru because your actually protecting the ones you love.
“God i’m so touched y/n after all these years you finally got passed the stage of annoyance from taehyung and your actually in love with him aren’t you?” you laughe booming the outside and you had to admit that it was starting to hurt your ears.
“Now to protect you from getting hurt I suggest you to leave now.” Your eyes starting to get a little misty from all the pent up rage that settled in the pit of your stomach. “Oh well...you wanna know something too y/n...while your heart ached for taehyung..i was still the bitch blowing his brains out he even told me how much he missed me...you can pile those feelings down-” Her sentence was cutoff due to taehyung pulling her through the house and kicking her out through the front door followed by you almost punting the chick thank god jungkook had a hand on you because woozy y/n is strong y/n... “please refrain from ever contacting me again ryujii and i mean it and yeah...everything y/n said is correct please stay out of my life and i mean that, goodbye.” he slammed the door in her face and walked into the bathroom.
Haru looked at you. “ god since when is drunk y/n such a bold bitch?” she giggled and pulled you into a hug. “ i’m proud of you especially from refraining to any violence acts you know.” for the first time in a long time you cried...you cried because you could finally let everything go the hiding your feelings and the guilt that built upside you, it felt like the monster that was sucking the life out of you was finally gone. or so you hoped she would never return..
Everyone surrounded you and made sure your okay. “hey goober.” jungkook looked at you. “if this means your fucking tae...gross” he laughed. “ew gross..” you scoffed. “anyways i’m still tired and i’m going to lay down okay..” you smiled at him. “go shower first..we still have a week here before we have to go back to the company i just want to enjoy my time here with you and everyone else okay.?”
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Around 10 o’clock is when everyone settled down getting ready to go to sleep..tae peered in at your sleeping figure. “you know how hard it was for me to not beat the shit out of your ex girlfriend.” you sat up “you know how long it took you to figure shit out” he laughed a little. “tae i’m sorry about yelling at you-” he cut you off.. “ it’s fine i just wanna take things slow..i’m sorry for being a dick i should have kicked her out when she showed up.” his face inched out closer to yours.. “ i do believe you owe me a kiss still..” his lips ghosting your ever so slightly.
“you want it now or a few more months later.?” you looked up at him admiring his face once again. he layed down next to you rolled over..
“heyyyyy what are you doing” you whined “ giving you a taste of your own medicine” he chuckled. turning over you climb into his lap. You put all your weight on him “stop teasinggg i’ll give your god damn kiss tae-” His lips pressed against yours, you sighed at the feeling him tugging against your bottom lip. “is there any other girls i should worry about orrr” his hands wrapped around your waist. “ will you just shush and enjoy this moment please.” he placed his lips on yours again tongues intertwined as he rocked your hips back and forth on him..
The feeling was erotic...and somehow you never thought that all this time here you were on top of tae doing gods knows what. A tiny whine came from your lips as he pulled your hoodie off to admire your top half of your body.
“beautiful..” he whispered out and there was his boxy smile again. “god your so weird..” you giggled at him as his lips attacked your collarbone pouring down until it reach the valley of your breasts. God this image of you eyes rolled back as his hands dug into your hips to attempt to get you off. Placing one hand on your soft skin he told his mouth and kitten licked your nipple rolling it his mouth back and forth.
“tae” you whined, “come here i just want to get you off you deserve it after all.” he looked up at you gnawing on his bottom lip. Placing you off his lap and pulling you underneath the soft comfort of the blankets, he slid off your shorts. “open your mouth” he told you softly and doing so he placed two fingers in your mouth for lubricant. “sorry to ask this haha but do you want to do this?” smiling and nodding you guided his hands down to your aching core.
Sliding your underwear to the side he came back for another kiss as he lightly pushed his fingers inside. “god your so wet baby..” he huffed out. “your lucky..i- fuck” pulling his face back to you his hand movements sped up whimpering at the pace he was thrusting his fingers into you. “Tell me how it feels baby” he placed his forehead on yours.
“so good...so fucking good” eyes rolling back as the spring in your stomach was about to pop your hand locked on his wrist as you continue to tell him how good it feels. He knew you were close when your whines got a little louder and your need to kiss him so you kept quite.
“let go y/n...it’s okay baby” he murmured in your ear. with a soft whine and your muscles tightening around his fingers, arm tugging at tae hoodie sleeve you relaxed. He slid his fingers out and placed them in his mouth tasting you. “sweet here taste come here” sticking out his tongue you placed it in your mouth and twisted your tongue with his tasting the juices that came from you, it tasted sweeter maybe because of the hint of strawberry’s taehyung ate earlier.
Finally in a sleepy state you pull your pants back on and curled up against tae. “so..you wanna tell me what that was about?” he kissed the top of your head intertwining his fingers with yours. “oh about the whole feeling thing” he nodded pulling you closer. “Hm...Let’s just put it as...i know i’ve been a dick to you only because i know how you are with girls tae, i’m sorry to say this but your kind of a hoe” you chuckle out.
“well that’s a bad way to put it y/n...lucky i don’t think i remember the last guy you dated, until jk knocked him out remember?” he laughed quietly. “ Yeah yeah i know...he was an ass, but anyways back to the topic...i guess you could say i don’t find you annoying all the time.” you gaze into his eyes seeing warmth and happiness that bounced off of him.
“hey i know that plus i know you enjoy my little pick up lines” he whispered slowly closing his eyes. “ your right i do sometimes...just promise me one thing?” you divert your attention to his hand on yours. “hmm?” he hummed out. “i swear to god you find another one of your ex’s gf show up...i swear i’ll kick you out with her so no more okay?” he chuckled sleepily. “as of now my little pipsqueak your the apple of my eye and i don’t think that’ll change anytime soon okay?” nodding your head you closed your eyes and drifted into a deep sleep wondering how this whole thing would go.
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a/n: woooooo the first smutty chapter is done. and tae isn’t that bad i guess but ryujii can suck y/ns toes :) anyways lmk what you think or if you wanna be on the taglist :) ♡︎𑁍
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kareofbears · 3 years
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finished my task early and realized that as a byproduct of our capitalist society, im unfortunately happier when i do tasks. here are my rankings of persona 5 awakenings spanning from vanilla to strikers. and i watched all of them again just so i wasn’t biased. i will also be attaching the splash pages they have of the group during awakening scenes because theyre fucking awesome 
excluded: 
morgana - no awakening, very sad
akechi - just a reveal, but an awesome reveal 
10. okumura haru  
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it feels like a lie to even say she got an awakening, because they didnt even let her rip off her mask. they gave her a half awakening like it was on clearance. sad stuff, couldve been amazing, instead felt underwhelming since there was no lethargic high point where you feel her anger. i liked the gun reveal though 
9. sakura futaba 
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same deal as haru, no mask ripping part :( that part of awakenings are very important to me, since its like, the whole deal with awakening your persona. its supposed to hurt, cause it hurts to throw away your facade and be who you really are!! also it just felt long and drawn out, making the tension feel...untensed. pliable, if you will. ranks higher than haru cause it still made me cry--futaba truly has one of the toughest and heart-wrenching motivations to persona awakenings, truly. 
8. niijima Makoto 
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no splash page for her which makes me sad. love how gritty her mask + scream were afterwards, you can really feel the impact of it. also, editing was great during this scene. ranks low (high?) on the list though because it was pretty unremarkable overall--thats because makoto’s awakening/arc is pretty detached from who she is. its not very personal, since the conflict isn’t specifically about her you know? 
7. Kitagawa Yusuke 
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a fan favorite and im sorry i couldnt rank it in a better spot. loved the camera work, loved the dialogue and his speech afterwards. it really is poetry infused with pissed-off and ready for revenge. if only the mask removal scene was grittier!! i like seeing them in pain!! it shouldnt be easy to take off the mask!!
6. takamaki ann
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beautiful spectacular awakening that always makes me cry, but docked many points off because of how sexual it is. why are they focusing on her torso when shes crying. enough with the jiggle physics. stop that!!
her rage and swearing is so on point, and i am in love with how she mows down her shadow self in one go. so cool. love ann.
5. Hasegawa Zenkichi 
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another fan favorite and its also one of mine as well. yall im just so emotional that an adult actually got a persona awakening. like, an adult who wants change just as desperately as the young people do? that means so much to me. dialogue is great, shadows are great. his mask ripping scene was so fucking intense that he snapped his mask in half like thats so rad 
4. yoshizawa sumire 
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yeah yeah whatever i love her awakening ok. its big cheating that she got two on camera awakenings, but the first one sucked so its fine. the second one is just so great and i love how quiet the music is . where some awakenings feel very disjointed and impersonal, hers was arguably the most personal out of all of them. like she saw her sister?? and that was what made her awaken for real this time?? fantastic. also her mask removal scene was so intense and i loved that nothing happened at first because it makes you think that something is still wrong. hated the first awakening though--why the magical girl sequence?? what the fuck 
3. Sophia 
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hehe her awakening is so fucking good. from the line read to the dialogue. this was the only awakening (besides jokers but ill get to that) that truly caught me off guard. i didnt expect that, even though it was the only logical conclusion to her character arc. brillaint. and i cant stress this enough--the line reads. the line reads. are so good.  thank you VA from puyo puyo tetris lmfao 
2. Kurusu Akira 
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no splash page for him either but i will forgive it since hes the first. this one fucked me over because one: the animation was amazing, two, he awakened for ryuji, and three, his mask removal scene is the best of them all. you can feel every centimeter of his mask forcibly peeling away from his skin and i love it. also, this one scared the fuck out of me because when i bought p5, i didnt know what a fucking persona was. i thought this was like, a high school adventure. so yeah, this had a big impact on me
1. sakamoto Ryuji 
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look man. this boy is just so angry. so fucking angry, and so intense about his feelings, and so desperate to help, and all of that accumulates to being the best awakening. where akira has the best mask ripping scene, he has the best scream after he rips his mask--you could feel that shit in your throat, in your lungs, the vibrations in your head. not to mention, he was the only one who was allowed to look fucking insane--rolling on the carpet and shit, sweating his heart out. i love how gritty it is. 
Those are my opnions thanks for coming to my ted talk 
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papers4me · 3 years
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Hi, I have always read your furuba reviews and I'm very curious about which are your favorite characters and why?
HI!
Thank you for reading my posts<3. I know I've been slow lately, but I'm not in a right emotional place right now, but I'll be back to posting soon. Actually talking abt furuba & story-telling here in tumblr is such a peaceful outlet that I'm thankful for.
While I love 97% of furuba characters, my faves kept changing while I watched the anime. I decided to have 5 top characters as faves & number one kept changing as the anime progressed.
Since I'm all abt story-telling, I think I need to separate the anime from the manga cuz no way in the anime that tohru would be on my top 5, heck not even top 10! I really don't like how her character was reduced to yuki's mommy-tohru, then angel-tohru, then villain-fixer tohru. The real individual tohru with her own personal story is just two eps long, so meh~. Also, while yuki is in my top 5 in the anime, I don't like how he's too perfect & prince in the anime while his own theme is the imperfect non-prince. Kyo's, too in my top 5 but I dont like how his own story is intentionally messed up by the anime with the stupid "I forgot" that contradicts the anime's own canon plot...
So, I'll tell you my top 5 fave character in the manga so fat with no particular order.
Tohru, while I'm yet to uncover her own plot in the manga, so far she has way more character exploration & depth!! She really feels like a different character from the anime! I'm shocked! The facial expressions, the occasional doubtful self-talk, even the "fake-smile"mask she puts is so expressive. She is treated as a character with a personal plot , regardless of being the protagonist. Her own plot is not reliant on being yuki's mommy, or the sohma's shrink, or a fixer. Her own plot line is abt grief & being lonely. It's the most common struggle that we all share regardless of our gender, race, financial status. Death is the ultimate fact & we'll face loosing a loved one & feeling lonely is not related to social skills nor being loved. I'll forever hate the anime for passing on such unique universal theme in favor of emphasizing the most popular shonen-themed coming of age story ( a boy becoming a man) "yuki" or the over-exaggerated drama in "kyo's". Like I dont want them to pass any of the 3 characters plotlines, but the anime made a choice & forever cemented anime tohru as the most "fixer"character in anime history like 98765678 of other female protagonists.
Yuki has way more character & realness in the manga. He doesnt come off as narrator-y as he does in the anime simply cuz the anime only chose the parts where yuki narrates as a voice-over & told us how to feel & dropped all the parts where he's interacting & actually talking to other characters not just the audience. His own personal story is abt "observing, learning & having the guts to make a move & embracing his own imperfection". I love this! Anime yuki is not imperfect. no. he's the icon of perfect prince, he even initiates a set of fanclub girls into the world that they float! He's so perfect, he "heals" a girl simply by talking to her once. That's all it takes him to fall in love & find his soulmate. While in the manga, I'm starting to see yuki display signs of "kind jerk" in the making, that's refreshing!
I admit that I didn't include kyo into my top 5 until se02. Don't get me wrong, he's so endearing since ep1, but didnt seem to be complex nor refreshing as the others. but se02, ep 9 was the first glimpse into his own character depth & I got hooked! I'm so in love with the theme of "repeated mistakes & guilt". it's such a mature theme & speaks to a much wider audience. The more we repeat the same mistakes, the more we self-sabotage our lives. Also, I love the love isn't a magic healing element in his story. He's the most loved character by tohru, yet her love only hurt him more due to his guilt. Moreover, the romantic element itself wasnt a cliche "love at 1st sight, nor lovers since childhood, nor girl fixes a guy, nor guy protects the girl from danger". Not at all. It was "love blooming subtly, little by little by mundane daily life". I cant express how much I applaud Takaya-san for such complex writing. In the anime, kyo only comes when it's his ep, other than that, he's absent or characterless. I hated that. So far in the manga, kyo has an existence even in other plotlines & has different aspects of his character. Also, I'm shocked at how much inner dialogue he has! like no too much that it involves other character nor too little that you dont understand him. It's just the right amount.
Momiji. He's the most balanced character. He isnt fixed by tohru, but isnt perfectly fine either. He's the definition of the right amount of kindness. He doesn sell himself to make other happy like tohru or kureno, nor puts himself in danger to save others like haru. He does help others but also helps himself. He helped his mom forget him cuz honestly that wasnt even his choice. it's the dad's. He participated willingly tho in avoiding her, but he didnt dwell in self pity & locked himself emotionally. He let go of loving tohru & encouraged kyo, but while he genuinely loved kyo, he didnt just back off cuz he's kind & a sacrificial angel. He stood like a man & challenged kyo for tohru's heart, but let go when he realized the choice is tohru's. not them. They can love her aromatically, but she's the one who decides who to be with. I love the theme of "not competing for love". it's not a competition really. never was. Still, as love sick & heart-broken as he was, momiji didnt dwell in self-pity & after allowing himself to heal, he bounced back & smiled. Momiji is no foolish traveler.
The spot is reserved to a certain character that I want the manga to prove their worth. I dont want them to be as shallow as the anime made them to be. I want to see depth. I dont know if the manga writes them better, but once I finish the manga, I'll know.
I wanted to add shigure but no. Despite all the complexity & the unique roles he has & despite how much I love characters with big giant flaws & ugly characteristics, shigre fell from my top 5 long ago. Look, this seems petty but I can't get over the fact that he slept with akito's mom. ewwwww. It makes me wanna puke! so disgusting. yuck yuck yuck! I dont mind that he "cheated"or wanted to "hurt akito by sleeping with ANOTHER woman". As a matter of fact, such acts create drama, ugly feelings & emotional struggle. I love such things in fiction. but he did it with the mother. He actually laid with both mom & daughter in his life. ewwwwww! This level of eww is so revolting to me! Some ppl are disgusted by bugs & worms that they want to puke, me.. when ppl sleep with both parent/off spring, or both siblings. Yuck! & it's even more yuck that it didnt stop their "love" from being real/ happy/ perfect/ passionate! & that it worked in making akito "want him more & be a "woman" for him"... ew!
lol, so yeah~here's my super long answer to ur super short qs. but I dont be "papers"if I didnt write till my fingers hurt, now would I? XD. I enjoyed ur question so much! thanks<3.
Anon, Don't get offended ny my shigure-rant! XD. its petty, I know. if u read this, tell me who's ur fave?
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sokkas-honour · 3 years
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for spotify wrapped: #7 and zuko?
checkmate - zuko x reader
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pairing: modern!zuko x fem!reader
wc: 4.3k
warning: parties, alcohol, vomiting, kind of cheating, lmk if i’m missing smth
notes: the party in here is a kind of based off the ones i’ve gone to so they might be drastically different than they actually are lmao. if a character is very ooc for you, please lmk, i’m often scared that i differ too much from who they actually are. also i loved writing this and have been working on it for days.
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you think you're funny right? calling me drunk when it's too late at night
he sat at his desk, book open as he studied for his earth kingdom history test late that saturday night when he received a call. he wasn’t very interested in answering but he reconsidered when he saw your name as the caller id. with a sigh he clicked accept.
“heyyyy zuzuuuu.” your words slurred through the phone when he finally picked up. voice sounding somewhat absent as lyrics from whatever song was on played in the background. you must’ve been yelling into the phone as the music seemed to playing rather loudly.
“hey y/n.” zuko sighed but still greeted you, a small smile forming on his lips at the fact that he was talking to you.
“did you knowww that you’re kinda cute?” you asked, a loud giggle escaping your lips at your drunken confession.
“thanks y/n.” a blushed spread accros his cheeks at your compliment.
“zuzzuuuuuuuuuu, come to the party. pleasseee.” you begged, your words starting to slur even more as you pleaded for your friend to come to the gathering.
“where are you right now?” he asked, realising that he hadn’t heard of any party during the week and hadn’t seen anything in their group chat. he had absolutely no idea where you were and who you were with.
“jet’s place. he invited me to his party with his friends.” you explained, practically shouting into the phone as the music behind you blared.
“did you go alone?” he pushed for more information, concern growing as you explained the situation. he’d heard rumours on things jet had previously done around campus and even in high school, none of it sounded any good and it rose all of his red flags.
“well no, with jet.” you stated as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.
“i mean with someone from our friendgroup.” he clarified, remembering that your drunken self probably wasn’t exactly thinking much.
“nope.” you popped the ‘p’ as you cheerily responded which earned a sigh from the firenation boy.
“what’s jet’s address? i’ll be there soon.” he concluded. he’d come to get you and let you spend the night at his place since you seemed a bit too drunk to be trusted to be left alone.
“he texted me roku valley number 35? i think? it’s this huge house.” you seemed to have sobered up as you told him where you were.
“i’ll be there in less than 15 minutes.” he informed the drunken girl and started grabbing his keys.
“see you zuuuzuuuu.” he heard you say but you didn’t hang up so he didn’t either, figuring you probably wanted to say something else.
right as he was about to grab his jacket, he heard a discussion between jet and yourself and grabbed the phone, and put it on speaker to be able to know exactly what was happening.
“hey y/n, you enjoying yourself.” jet asked, seeming to have not been affected by any alcohol yet. unbeknownst to zuko, he had handed you a bottle of beer which didn’t take you long to finish.
“yeah, i even got a friend to come.” you excitedly responded as you continued to drink.
zuko listened intently as he left his apartment to get to his car, he threw his phone in the passengers seat and started his car as another distinctive voice came up into the phone.
“so what about you and that firenation boy.” jet asked, this time no music was blaring but the voices were just muffled as your phone was in a pocket of yours. the no music meant that you had stepped out of the main room and you were probably alone with the boy.
at the realisation, zuko sped up, the roads were practically empty so he didn’t bother anyone as he couldn’t wait to come and get you.
“zuzu?” he hadn’t been paying much attention to your conversation with jet as he focused on the road ahead but the mention of his caused him to pay half attention to the call.
“i dont know. he’s like my best friend y’a know.” you explained to the boy after he had nodded, zuko deducted the last part.
he decided to just hang up as he was getting closer to his destination and before he knew it, he was in front of the house where the party took place. he parked rather hazardly on the sidewalk but he wasn’t going to be there for long, a simple get in, find you, and get out.
when he opened the door, some random generic pop song was blaring and a crowd of people were all in the center of the room, drunkenly dancing around. he had to push a path for himself to try and find you but it was a bit hard considering it was perfectly lit.
“zuko?” he heard the familiar voice of haru, a fellow classmate with whom he had shared classes with in his sophomore year of college.
“hey haru, have you seen y/n?” he didn’t feel like small talk as he was concerned for you. thankfully for him, haru seemed to pick up a small stress in his words and pointed to the kitchen with his head.
“thanks.” zuko smiled and quickly left to the direction that the earth kingdom boy had said. when he finally found it, it was practically empty apart from two people who seemed like they were about to indulge in a make out session and his eyes widened when he was able to recognise you. he’d recognise you anywhere.
“you mind leaving?” apparently he hadn’t been very discreet as the boy, who he saw was jet, moved his head to glare at the newcomer. interested, you turned around, your back now facing jet and you grinned.
“zuko!” your excitedly exclaimed, quickly leaving jet’s grip and skipped to your friend happily. to any sober person, your skipping was a mix of jumping and almost falling, and in any other circumstance, zuko would’ve found it adorable.
“hey y/n/n.” he was a tad bit surprised as you wrapped your arms around his waist but relaxed when you slightly cuddled into his chest.
“nicely played scar boy. nicely played.” jet gritted through his teeth at the fact that zuko had just taken the girl he had been flirting with away from him.
“jet that’s mean, zuko’s scar is very pretty to me.” you mumbled, not loud enough for the person that you actually wanted to hear it but loud enough for zuko to hear and it made his heart race.
telling me truths that you know all are lies, yeah, you think you're funny right?
the car ride home was quiet from both sides, zuko focused on the road while you went in and out of sleep.
when he finally parked near his apartment, he got out of the car and when he went to help you, he saw you were already out but slightly leaning against the car as you were tired.
“see zuzu? i’m not that drunk.” you gave him your signature drunken smile, earning a chuckle from him as he wrapped his hand around your waist to help you stand up.
he kept it around you as he you went up the two flights of stairs and he been kept it around you as he opened the door. you almost sprinted to bathroom as soon as the door was open, feeling the contents of the night come up.
concerned, zuko quickly shut his door and went after you. his heart broke slightly when he saw you leaned over the sink, a weak hand holding your hair back as you body ridded itself of whatever was in its stomach. he leaned down, wrapped a solid hand around your hair and rubbed circles on your back as you kept going.
when you finally felt like your stomach was completely empty, you rose your hand slightly. eyes red and cheeks puffy, you tried to give zuko some sort of joking grin but you were only met with a concerned face.
he let go of your hair and filled up a nearby cup of water and handed it you while you sat on the ground, not feeling like getting up just yet.
“spirits y/n, how much did you drink?” he bent down to your level, hand on your knee and worried eyes staring in yours.
“don’t know.” you shrugged your shoulders before slowly sipping the water.
“i guess you can tell me tomorrow morning, after you’ve rested a bit alright?” he suggested, taking the now empty cup from your hand and placing it on the sink counter. he extended his hand towards you to help you stand up and you gladly took it.
you let him guide you to his bedroom. you took a seat on his bed and absentmindedly stared at the wall in front of you as zuko grabbed a pair of his sweatpants and a shirt for you to sleep in. you staring got interrupted as you felt the clothes land on you, turning around, you saw a small smirk on his face.
“how kind zuko.” you seemed to have somewhat sobered up, throwing a playful grin his direction as he turned around to let you change in privacy.
“once you’re done, i’ll just grab a thing or two and go to the living room.” he explained, meaning he was giving you the bed.
“no zuko stay, it’s fine.” you crawled to the other side of the bed in his clothes to grab his hand, trying to get him to stay.
“you sure? don’t want you throwing up on me.” he joked, earning a slap on the arm from you as you moved back to the other side of the bed to give him some space.
you had taken your phone out of your pocket and were scrolling through it as you waited for zuko to get ready.
‘had fun tonight, see you tomorrow evening? 7pm?’ you texted jet, hoping you could finish whatever you started.
‘cant wait’ was his response that came almost immediately. a smirk on your face, you shut off your phone and placed it face down on the night table next to the bed as zuko entered the room.
“who were you texting?” he asked, eyebrow raised in questioning.
“no one, just scrolling through insta.” you lied, a reassuring smile on your face as he took his spot next to you. you mumbled one last thing before placing your head on the pillow and passing out. it wasn’t loud but you made sure that it was loud enough for zuko hear it. “i love you.”
you think you're super sly, flirting with them but telling me you're mine,
zuko woke up before you, smiling at your adorable soft snoring. he knew you were going to have one hell of a hangover so he prepared the ibuprofen and the glass of water, and set it on the night table closest to you before heading to the kitchen. he figured that he might as well make breakfast for the two of you, knowing that you’d be ravenous as you had been the multiple times you’d spent the night.
the boy found himself falling asleep next to you at least a couple of times a month, this being the third in two weeks. you two had never defined your relationship but you were both there for each other. he often found himself taking a drunk you home, wether it be from a random campus party or a little get together with friends. he didn’t mind, he loved spending time with you.
he got out the pan, the eggs and the bacon. that was something he knew how to cook and it was your favourite post-drunk breakfast, you always claimed that his bacon and eggs were the best.
while he was cooking the bacon, he heard some rustling from his room and a small knowing smile spread accross his face. he could hear the floorboard creek as you stepped out of the room and arrived practically directly in the kitchen.
you had woken up to an empty bed but to a heavenly smell. once you saw zuko in the kitchen being the cause for the delicious aroma that had filled the appartment, you rubbed the last of the sleep out of your eyes and walked towards him. you thought he looked adorable as he cooked so you wrapped your arms around him and cuddled into his back. you knew exactly what this did to him.
“good morning sleepy head.” he greeted you, heart racing a bit at your proximity. zuko desperately wanted to turn around to kiss you good morning but opted for keeping his attention on your breakfast.
“good morning.” you mumbled into his shirt, too lazy to remove your head from its comfortable position which earned a small chuckle from the raven haired boy. you could feel it in his chest.
“sleep well?” he asked as you moved your head so that only your chin was against his back, letting your just stare at the ceiling.
“like a baby.” your morning voice prevented you from saying it normally so it came out more as a rasp than anything.
“figured as such, you passed out as soon as i turned off the lights. how’s the hangover?” concerned laced in the last part, moving the eggs from the pan to a plate that he had already prepared.
“better than expected, i’ll take the pill after i eat something.” you explained, trying to clear your throat in order to have a bigger range of voice.
“mind unlatching yourself? breakfast is ready.” he explained as he placed the final bacon on the two plates then turned off the stove. you reluctantly removed your arms, a small pout forming on your lips.
when zuko turned around, a plate in each hand, he laughed a bit at your childish expression but still leaned a bit down to place his lips against yours as he wanted to when you first stepped into the room.
you smiled into the kiss and it replaced the pout even after he broke it in order to place the two plates on opposites sides of the two tables. you decided to make yourself useful and went to grab the silverware.
the majority of the meal was spent in silence, a couple of giddy smiles and compliments on the food were exchanged but a conversation didn’t pick up until you were about to finish the last of your eggs.
“did jet do anything last night.” so that’s what zuko was thinking about during the meal.
“no he didn’t zuko, i wouldn’t have let him anyway. i may be drunk but i’m not dumb.” you explained, telling a small white lie in order to reassure your friend. jet and you were about to make out but zuko didn’t have to know that, even if he saw the position you two were in, it was possible to lie about the intentions.
“you sure? didn’t seem like nothing when i found you.” he sipped his water as he doubted your previous statement.
“i was a bit nervous so he was kind enough to talk me out of the funk i was in.” you lied through your teeth but kept a genuine comforting smile, even extending your hand onto the table in order for him to grab it.
“what were you nervous about? since you seem to remember last night pretty well.” he looked at your hand but refrained from bringing his up to yours.
“i only remember bits and pieces zuzu. and don’t know really, i was probably nervous about you.” you bit your lip, waiting to see zuko’s reaction to your wild claim. as you expected, his eyes widened in shock and blushed.
“me? why would you be nervous about me?” he stuttered a bit in the beginning, his heartrate picking up your confession. zuko had been head over heels for you ever since he saw you in his first class of his sophomore year, and he wished more than anything that you two would get together.
“don’t know, maybe it has something to do with that beautiful face of yours.” you brought your mug of tea that he had made up to your lips to hide your small smirk but you still sent a wink in his direction. you loved watching his whole face illuminate and his cheeks grow redder.
“oh.” was all he managed to say, too stunned to say anything. zuko had been in multiple relationships before, boys and girls, but none of them ever drove him as crazy as you did.
the rest of the morning was spent by helping him do the dishes along with a bit of cuddling on the couch as the news served as background noise. sadly, an alarm rang from your phone, reminding you that you had somewhere to go. time to kill and get ready before your little rendezvous.
“do you have to go?” zuko mumbeld, not wanting you to leave his embrace.
“yeah i set a reminder to remember to start studying for the math final.” you explained, slightly unwrapping yourself from his grip.
“that’s in a long time y/n.” zuko rose an eyebrow in confusion, unwrapping his arms from your waist to let you get up.
“yeah but i’ve been falling behind and need to catch up by myself.” you explained, grabbing your phone and put it into the pocket of the sweatpants you were wearing and you realised you were still in zuko’s clothes.
“you don’t mind me keeping your clothes that i’m wearing right? i’ll change once i get home.” you gave him your best puppy dog eyes in order to convince him to let you keep his comfy clothes.
“of course, you look hot in them. also, feel free to leave your old clothes here for the next time you crash for the night.” he eyed you up and down, loving how adorable you looked in his clothes. it wasn’t the first time he saw you in them, the number of times you needed new clothes after a party was so high he lost track. you usually kept them but returned some.
“why thank you zuko.” you teased, grabbing your coat that he had placed delicately on top of an armchair.
“see you soon?” he wishfully asked hoping you two could go out together sometime as you were about to leave the room.
“you can count on it pretty boy.” you sent him a small smirk before shutting the door behind you. behind the door was a lovestruck boy that finally had his chance.
building me up, but buttercup you lied, now in gonna ruin your life,
a couple of weeks after that night, zuko and you had spent a couple of afternoons together and zuko savoured every minute of them. you were supposed to meet him and the rest of the gaang at a coffee shop but everyone had already finished their drinks and you still hadn’t showed up.
“you sure she’s going to show up zuko? it’s y/n.” sokka took zuko out of his constant glancing at his phone to check for any messages from you. you were somewhat notorious for showing up to friend dates later then the decided time.
“she said she would be there, y/n promised me she’d be there today.” the boy insisted, opting to stare out the window when he spotted katara placing her head on aang’s shoulder.
“she’s over an hour late, let’s just head back to our place and ask her to meet us there?” aang suggested after placing a small kiss on his girlfriend’s forehead.
“yeah zuko, i love y/n just as much as you but she might just have gotten caught up with something.” toph shrugged her shoulders, trying to help everyone convince the raven haired boy to just leave the coffee shop.
“i guess you’re right. let’s go.” zuko turned his head from his outdoor gazing and smiled to his friends who all cheered a bit before everyone grabbed their jackets.
everyone walked in pairs to take up less space on the sidewalk on the way to katara’s, toph’s and aang’s apartment. zuko found himself walking side by side with suki who was talking to him about a recent goof that sokka recently made. he felt bad for not fully paying attention but he couldn’t help thinking about why you didn’t show up or even text him. you never came late to any of your dates so why be late now.
all of a sudden, he bumped into toph who had stopped walking, apparently everyone stopped walking for some reason but he was so engrossed in his thoughts he didn’t realise it.
“why did we stop.” he asked, turning his head into the direction that everyone was staring in. he squinted his eyes, trying to see what everyone was seeing.
“jet.” sokka said through gritted teeth, narrowing his eyes in the direction of the aftermentiononed boy. zuko finally spotted him, katara’s short lived highschool romance who supposedly ended badly. he had heard some rumours around campus but other than that, it seemed like a bad highschool experience.
“oh no.” he heard those two words slip out of sukis mouth as he saw who jet was with, he would recognise you from anywhere. he saw jet whispering something into your ear which earned a giggle from you before leaning in to peck his lips.
“how about we go this way.” aang nervously suggested as everyone spotted you, not wanting to make this too uncomfortable for anyone but it was too late, zuko’s heart dropped at the sight.
“yeah, sounds good to me.” he managed to say, swallowing hard as he couldn’t take his eyes off of the similar way you acted with jet. the look you gave him was the same, he thought it was reserved for him.
cause ive gotten tired of the games that you play, when you tell me you love me then you throw me away,
when he got him that night, realisation dawned on him. every time you left a bit early, claiming to go study or go see friends, you were probably lying. it solidified when he received a text from you, probably apologising for being late because you didn’t seem to notice your whole friend group down the street from you.
‘hey zuzu, i’m so sorry but not making it today. i got caught up with this highschool friend i ran into.’
the text basically aggravated him, he saw the reason why you were late and receiving a text for you lying about why you weren’t there. he decided not to bother to respond and basically just find a way to release his agression. opting not to make his phone a victim of his anger, he grabbed the nearest pillow and threw it at the wall.
‘we still on for friday night? at that really good firenation restaurant?’ he heard his phone ding with a message from you right after he picked up the poor pillow that had suffered so much.
zuko was about to call you to confront you but then it hit him, you were just playing with him, you were just playing with jet. you probably only saw him as a friend but noticed his obvious feelings and decided to toy with him, or maybe that’s just what you did with everyone.
you two never actually said that you were both a thing, which is probably your excuse for all of this. but there was one thing you didn’t realise, and it was that two people could play at this game.
‘of course, see you at around six pm at zheng-ho’s delicacies?’ he smirked slightly when he got your enthusiastic text back, agreeing to meet him then and there.
the only thing left was to bring someone else into this game, someone who had previously been apart of his life in the beginning of college. she probably wouldnt mind a small rekindling without any real commitment.
he searched for her name in his contacts and clicked on it, realising it had been a while since he had contacted his sisters friend and his old girlfriend.
‘hey mai, i know it’s been awhile but wanna meet up at around five this friday?’ and sent, your single player game was now a multiplayer one.
so cry me a river 'til you drown in the lake, cause you may think you're winning but checkmate,
the rest of the gaang decided to avoid the topic during the week, letting the tension between the two of you be resolved on your own. you of course were unaware of them seeing you with jet, and even more unaware that zuko saw you kiss him, so you kept flirting with him, feeling a bit down when he didn’t always reciprocate it.
so now you stood, in front of zheng-ho’ delicacies at exactly six pm, waiting for your date with zuko. if anyone asked you, you’d say you felt a bit bad about dragging zuko into your games but it entertained you, it kept you on your toes.
you recognised the firenation boy across the street thanks to his scar. but who you didn’t recognise was the girl with long black hair that was holding his hand. he looked down at her and placed his hand on her cheek to lean down and kiss her. the action making your blood boil, what the hell was he doing.
you took your phone out to pretend you didn’t see anything, only lifting it when your heard his footsteps next to you.
“hey y/n.” he greeted you as you lifted your head with a small smile, lifting yourself up slightly to kiss him, taking him by surprise.
“good evening zuzu.” your hand immediately went to grab his, trying to show him that you had the upper hand in whatever game he was playing. you didn’t know that he saw your kiss with jet, you didn’t know that he had figured out your little game.
“shall we.” he unlachted his hands from yours, holding the door open for you with a smirk onto his face, knowing you were shaken by the change of power dynamic in whatever game you were both now playing.
yeah you may think you're winning but checkmate.
general taglist: @butterfly-skinnylegend
zuko taglist: @duh-dobrik
atla taglist: @missmorosis @draqondance @biqherosix @firelady-jay @welovediaaxx
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butter-egg-toast · 3 years
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YouTuber Girlfriend ▶️
I got a bunch of requests for this one. . 👍
Requested by @dragonwolfs
Long post be prepared.
I'm so sorry I couldn't think of Albert, Kadea, and Aii
Enjoy 🤗
Haru: 🎨
🌙You're a mix media ArtYouTuber.
🌙You do various art forms like painting sculpture, Ink art, ceramics, etc.
🌙You're usually not on Camara, most of your videos are focused on your art work.
🌙On some occasions Haru would draws something for you
🎨" Look (y/n), it's a Mackerel sculpture"-Haru
🌙 Haru gives art tips on the channel for beginners.
🎨"Art and swimming are similar...just go with the flow"-Haru
🌙He goes shopping with you for art supplies.
🎨" We literally only bought 4 items and it came to 40 dollars?!-Haru
🌙You and Haru did a couple of drawing challenges like:
Draw with left hand challenge,
Draw each other challenge
Draw with your eyes closed challenge
🌙At the end of the day Haru secretly enjoy making art with you.
🌙You have a simple following of 50k
Channel name: HoneycombArts.
Matoko: 🐱
🌙You're an animal YouTuber
🌙You work at a pet adoption center. So you encounter different types animals like:
Cats, dog, rabbits, birds, and many more
🌙You invited Matoko to help you with the feral kittens and cats; immediately after hissing at you and the other employees they warm up to Matoko.
🐱"Wow.. they really love me!"-Matoko
😸" Woah Her fur is so fuffy and pretty"-Matoko
🌙You give tips about properly taking care of animals.
🌙Matoko usually not on Camara that much (he's kinda shy)
🌙But when he is on Camara, The videos with the most views are usually with Matoko washing kittens.
🐱"You want to make sure the kitty is calm and not scared of you. Make sure you talk to them to calm them."-Makoto
🐱"Its okay little guy, you're gonna be a nice and clean kitty"-Makoto
🌙 You have a simple following 80k
Channel name: PreciousPets
Nagisa: 🎬
🌙You're a movie/TV show commentator. Comedy skits, you comment on badly movie reviews or simple commentary.
🌙You and Nagisa something reenact scenes from movies and TV shows.
🎬" Oi!!! Look at me when I'm talking to you *bad acting*" -Nagisa
🌙Nagisa cant get his lines right and he always laugh. That's what makes it charming.
🎬" Dont go...I..ummm... *laugh* I forgot (y/n) chan.. what's the line again?"-Nagisa.
🌙Sometimes there are cheesy skits you do together for fun.
🌙 there are some occasions were both of you and Nagisa forgot your lines and you both had to improv.
🎬" Noooooo... how.. could you betray me? Nagisa fell to his knees. "Well...you shouldn't have took my... taco.." trying your best to hold in your laughter. Nagisa confused at your choice of words. "Eh?..."-Nagisa
🌙He Loves being on Camara most of the time
You have a simple following 50k to 80k
Channel name: Tomatometer
Rei: 📘
🌙You're a History YouTuber. Educational videos, learning , science, and technology
🌙 You go over the latest new technology and you have sponsors that send you laptops and phones
🌙You have a mini segment were Rei goes over interesting fun science facts
📘"The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue"-Rei
📘" People who speak two languages may unconsciously shift their personalities when they switch from one language to another.
🌙 You and Rei do a myth busting, where you answer questions from viewers.
🌙There was even a time were you both performed a chemistry experiment that failed.
📘" *cough * see this is why its important to have safety precautions"-Rei
You have a simple following of 50k to 60k
Channel name: Learn Something Today
Rin: 🛠
🌙You're a DIY YouTuber, building and create easy life hacks
🌙You build random projects you find on Instagram, Twitter, Pinterest or viewers suggestion
🛠" (y/n)? That a cool sculpture"-Rin
🌙Rin is never in your videos. The only time he showed his face is when you both did a challenge together.
🛠" Woah!! This looks complicated. But nothing's too complicated for me. What do we need ,(y/n)?"-Rin
🌙Rin sometimes goes shopping with you to find your supplies.
🛠 "Huh?! This is a lot of wood (y/n), what are you making today?"-Rin
🛠" what type of wood you need?"-Rin
🌙You sometimes give away or sell your projects depending on the occasion.
🌙Rin helps with your projects on his day off, because he's curious how the project will turn out.
You have a simple following of 80k
Channel name: Fix it Make it
Souskue: 🥙
🌙You're a cooking Youtuber
🌙Sousuke something does voice overs talking about cooking traditional Japanese food and giving cooking tips.
🥙" Okonomiyaki is a simple pancake that is cook with cabbage."-Souskue
🌙People always send you emails asking to show your boyfriends face because they love his voice so much.
🥙" They really like me? I dont think my sounds like honey"-Souskue
🌙You sometimes do food challenge and completions with your friends and Souskue. (Souskue always win)
🌙You make a variety foods all over the world
🥙"Can you cook pork cutlets?"-Souskue
🌙The meals you and Souskue cook, you both give to homeless shelters and orphanages.
🌙Every special occasion you bake a themed caked.
🥙"Is that a shark?! How did you make this?!"-Sousuke
You have a simple following of 70k
Channel name: Cookie dough gummies
Momo: 🎮
🌙You're a Gaming YouTuber
🌙You play a wide variety of games like horror, dating Sims, action,Platformers, 3D, and many more
🌙Multiplayer with all your friends (Among us)
🌙Momo definitely loves playing adventures and scifi games with you
🌙Momo likes to bring Puyysuke with him to the gaming sessions.
🎮"Puyysuke is good luck!!"-Momo
🎮"Puyysuke is just as excited as I am with this game. "-Momo
🌙You and momo sometimes compete with each other in fighting and racing games.
🎮"Awwww no fair (y/n) that's cheating !!"-Momo
🎮" Ahhh how you keep winning"-Momo
You have a simple following of 60k
Channel name: Beetle juice
Seijour: 💪
🌙You're a health and fitness Youtuber
🌙Health and fitness tips from professionals and Seijour.
💪"Having a perfect form is the most important and effective way of succeeding"-Seijour
🌙Breaking down the human body to benefit different bodies types.
💪" This exercise plan I used on the samzuka swim team. I guaranteed you will bulk up👍"-Seijour
💪No pain no gain. Keep pushing YOUR ALMOST THERE!!! You can do it!!"-Seijour
🌙 You and Seijour do couples yoga on sundays.
💪"Dont worry (y/n) I got you. Just relax your muscles"-Seijour
You have a simple following 80k
Channel name: You're lifestyle
Kisumi: 💄
🌙You're a beauty YouTuber.
🌙Hes pretty much on your channel 24/7. Everyone loves the both of you.
🌙You do make up challenges, skin care tips, and themed make up looks.
💄"Niacinamide and hyaluronic acid are the best together on your skin"-Kisumi
🌙 You and kisumi have challenges where you do each other's makeup.
💄" Eh? I used the wrong color?! Haha sorry "-Kisumi
💄"I hope I'm not too rough with your face. Let me know."-Kisumi
🌙Kisumi did a voice over on one of your tutorials twice.
💄" Now shes applying blush on...oohhwow that's a cute shade on her..its really cute (y/n)"-Kisumi
💄" wow that makes (y/n) eyes pop!"-Kisumi
🌙Kisumi loves to do seasonal makeup tutorials with you.
🌙He even let you do some makeup on him.
💄" Woah I look like a kpop male idol! How did you did that??!"-Kisumi
You have a simple following of 90k
Channel name: Velvet lips
Asahi: 🔎
🌙You're a Horror theme YouTuber
🌙Discuss Mysteries and Paranormal activity all over the world, Unsolved crimes. Mysteries death and conspiracies theories
🔎"That's interesting.. has the crime been solved?"-Asahi.
🌙Asahi is not into the paranormal because he doesn't believe in it. However, because you like, he's curious about the stuff you talk about.
🔎"wow that monster is 8 foot tall!! And it was seen in Japan??!!"-Asahi
🔎" mmmhh.. that picture is kinda convincing"-Asahi
🌙There was a time where you, Asahi, Hiyori And kisumi went to explore an abandoned house on the countryside that is known for huntings
🔎"oh... (y/n) do you want me to hold your hand if your scared?"-Asahi
🔎"huh? That noise? It may have been a rat"-Asahi
You have a simple following of 70k
Channel name: Mystery XE
Ikuya:💻
🌙You're a Anmaition Youtuber, sometime you animate your story times and do little funny Anmaition, and music video Anmaition.
*The time I accidentally pranked my teacher story time*
*Middle school experience * story time
*Worst family vacation ever* story time
*Creey encounter at work ft Ikuya* story time
*How I met my boyfriend ft Ikuya* story time
🌙Ikuya something gives you ideas for a Anmaition.
💻"How about do a little mermaid Anmaition?"-Ikuya
💻"This is cute a Anmaition, you think you can teach me how to do it?-Ikuya
🌙 You created a Anmaition for Ikuyas birthday with one of his favorite songs.
💻" I love ever bit of this. You really know what I like"-Ikuya
You have a simple following 60k
Channel name: Ms.Honbuns
Natsuya: 🗺
🌙You're a travel YouTuber/Vlogger
🌙 natsuya is on your channel 24/7
🌙You and natsuya traveled to various locations while site seeing, eating food, meeting local people, learning the language, learning the history, and having fun.
🌙You do 360 VR videos of each country, or city you visit.
🌙Sometimes you both camp and go on hikes.
🗺" ah Its so calming out here in the wild"-Natsuya
🌙Natsuya has his own little segment were you taste different types of beers and wines all over the world
🗺".. woah (y/n) you have to try this. The favor is out of this wolrd!!"-Natsuya
🗺"Where do you want to go for the spring? I was thinking 🇬🇧The UK or 🇲🇽 Italy."-Natsuya
You have a simple following 90k to 1M
Channel name: Lake side view
Nao: 🍀
🌙You're a Garden YouTuber
🌙you give gardening tips
🌙on the weekends nao helps with your garden and maintaining it.
☘"Wow!! (Y/n) your vegetables looks great "-Nao
🌙You harvest and Nao cooks the Vegetables.
🍀"Wow the vegetables this harvest is delicious"-Nao
☘"Next harvest, can we plant watermelons?"-Nao
🌙Time lapse videos of Fruits and vegetables growing and decomposing.
You have a simple following of 50k
Channel name: Growful love
Hiyori: 🛍
🌙You're a Fashion YouTuber
🌙 Discuss the newest trends and unboxing new clothes, shoes and accessories .
🌙Haul videos with Hiyori (sometimes)
🛍" These sweater feels amazing"-Hiyori
🌙You and Hiyori sometimes try on matching clothes.
🛍" Wow! We're definitely a cute couple!-Hiyori
🛍"This is something I'll definitely wear every day "-Hiyori
🌙 Most of your clothes are your choice of style. And Hiyori's is more like dark academia.
🌙 Sewing clothes for you and Hiyori.
🛍"woah!! You made this for me?! Thank you so much"-Hiyori
🌙 And some occasions you guys will go thrift shopping.
You have a simple following of 60k
Channel name: Exclusive Z
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yourstarvic · 3 years
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This is part 2 bout my rant but it’s Haru’s time to shine bright so he can fuck himself up and burn down like a bitch. (Im rlly sorry bout my language) like bro does he rlly think that he can still control y/n by saying how she cant go near atsumu? Like bro he even said that he still loves y/n even tho he still cheating on her with that hoe reiko, like bro don’t u realize that, that hoe reiko is a whole ass gold digger?? Like bro don’t h notice how she is usin u for ur money? HARU IS BLIND IF HE DON’T SEE THAT SHIT HAPPENIN or he just blinded by reiko’s fakeass tits? Like bro, Haru, do u think if u said to y/n that u still love her even though u fucked her “bestfriend” is gonna work so that u can go back together and live a happy marriage and all that shit?
ANDDD this is the end of my rant thank u again hun for this wonderful series <3
LMAO I’m always ready for a part 2 😎
Honestly Haru is the type of guy to cheat and be like “I’m sorry but I still love you! I just had to make sure I did” you know? And especially since (Y/n) didn’t have any friends expect for them at the time Haru thought she wouldn’t make new friends and leave. And he is blinded since he’s only using her as a stress relief. He is honestly ✨trash✨
Thank you for sending me this!!! I love reading your thoughts and everything!!!! ❤️thank you for reading!!! ❤️ take care!!!
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poweranon · 4 years
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BEN Drowned Fluff Prompt “You can’t die until I tell you how I feel”
It’s gonna be so cool, he said. You’re gonna love it, he said. You know what he didn’t say? That you would be fighting fucking zombies. BEN had pulled you into Minecraft, swearing up and down that you were about to see something awesome that he made just for you, and instead you accidentally walked right into a huge hoard of fucking zombies. And instead of teleporting (or using the cheat codes that he swore he never used but you knew better) he wouldn’t turn down the fight.
Asshole.
So here you were, swinging around a sword. But for every zombie you killed, it seemed as though you were hit by another. Eventually you were down to one heart, surrounded by zombies, and very pissed off.
“BEN!” You yelled, startling him from his own zombies. He looked over at you, saw your remaining heart, and stared to freak out.
“Wait no!” He lunged for you, trying to grab your arm so that you could hopefully teleport out of here. “YOU CANT DIE UNTIL I TELL YOU HOW I FEEL!!!”
You froze, mouth agape, and just stared at him.
“FUCKING WHA-“ the final blow was dealt and suddenly you were sitting on BEN’s bed, staring in shock at his  Haru Miku poster.
BEN emerged from the television and came to sheepishly sit on the blue and green patterned bedspread next to you.
“So, uh…” he trailed off as you turned to look at him.
“What were you gonna day?” You asked, eyebrows raised expectantly. The tips of his ears went red and he looked to the ground.
“Well… I kinda like you. A lot. Like a lot, a lot.” He sighed, and you rested your head against his shoulder, wrapping your arms around him.
“Awww Benny Boo, I like you too!” He groaned, trying to push you off. “Benny Boo,” You cooed, still teasing him, “doncha wanna stay with me?” He flopped down on the bed, covering his face with his arms.
“You don’t have to make fun of me, ya know.” His muffled voice said, a tinge of annoyance to his voice.
“Ok yeah but also,” you flopped down on top of him, the top half of your body pressed into his while your legs stayed off the bed. “I really like you a lot. A lot, a lot.”
He smiled.
“Really?”
“Really.”
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nadhrr · 5 years
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Waktu pertama kali tahu konsep 'pacaran', mamaku selalu menekankan kalau 'pacaran' adalah hal yang serius.
It leads to your future life, it can change your whole life. So you have to be so serious, its not something you can play. It needs your commitment. A relationship should last til marriage.
Intinya, kalau akan pacaran, ya harus serius. Penjelasan itu aku dapat di awal SMP.
Jadi, waktu aku mulai merasa suka-sukaan kayak anak SMP lain, dan mulai pacaran, aku mikir kalo aku harus berkomitmen penuh. Aku terapkan di pacaran pacaran SMP. I gave all my heart. By means, I really like them, really care of them. Aku ingat terus semua konsekuensi dari hubungan yang punya komitmen.
Mungkin sebenernya semua anak SMP seperti itu. Only care for their love ones, forget about theirselves.
Ketika akhirnya aku ketauan punya pacar, mamaku paksa aku putus. Instead of telling me not to be too serious, she told me to end it.
Then I started to know the concept of 'betrayal'.
Mungkin agak cemen karna kejadian di anak sekolah. But remember, I trusted them so much, but they cheated on me. It simply because they dont have the concept of relationship that was on my mind. I was emotionally drained, every betrayal. And by means betrayal, it include those sudden break ups without any rational reason. Until I was the betrayer at my last relationship.
Growing ups, many things happen. I started to find that not all marriage works. There are people who cheat, who changed so much, who became too selfish. I learned that even after 20 years of marrieage, couples still could have endless argue. Or after 15 years of marriage, one of them could left all their family behind. Some beat their spouses.
Now, when I get to this age of everybody looking for their mate, I am left behind. Terlalu banyak hal yang aku pertimbangkan, bahkan sebelum hubungan itu dimulai. Aku cari semua kekurangannya, lalu menghindar. Aku antisipasi semua hal yang bisa bikin sakit hati lagi. Mencegah orang lain untuk sakit hati juga.
Trust is something that I cant give easily. Yet it is the core of relationship. Opening up is a way hard thing to do bcs it can leads to any betrayal.
I know it's not good.
Hope I can work on it soon.
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