⋆ ❱ ✧˖°hello!°˖✧ ❰ ⋆
this is just some shit about me
read or don’t I really don’t care lol
dni:
homophobes (transphobes, biphobes, lesbophobes, etc.)
misandrists
misogynists
haters in general <3
writing blog
(I post fanfics n stuff there, maybe)
things I like
favourite food:
whip cream
favourite snack:
those crackers with peanut butter in between
favourite song:
Diet Mountain Dew (demo) - Lana Del Ray
favourite colour:
#49412A (hex code)
favourite show:
murder drones (hazbin’s up there too though, so is helluva boss)
favourite ship:
n x uzi, onewaybroadcast
favourite height:
anything under 5’8’’
favourite movie:
monty python and the holy grail
favourite drink:
Mountain Dew
favourite shape:
heart (the anatomically correct one)
favourite character:
Adam and Fizzarolli (alex brightman is literally the best omg)
favourite line from a show:
“choke on a sandpaper cock” -verosika
favourite quote ever:
“jokes on you, short people are just fun-sized” -me 2014
pronouns n stuff
pronouns:
any, they/them or it/it’s preferred though
gender:
AFAB, agender
sexuality:
asexual (sex repulsed but I make jokes about it)
aromantic
guidelines for commenting or asks or anything
um just try to be respectful? obviously I can’t control what you do but no racial slurs either (they make me uncomfortable)
yeah just go crazy though
names
nellie
phy
nebula
vamphy
call me whatever idc
lil bit o’ extra stuff
birthday:
feb 14th (usually celebrate on the 20th tho)
zodiac:
pisces
favourite aesthetic:
weirdcore weirdcore weirdcore weirdcore
fashion aesthetic:
goth(?), indie(?), or just whatever I have in my closet
dream job:
artist or neurosurgeon
hobbies:
writing (fanfics), reading (fanfics), thinking about meaningless philosophical questions
my ‘dictionary’:
n: and, an
b: bitch
assume everything i post is /lh unless I say otherwise
ok thanks for reading, buh-bye! ✨💖
(I mean there’s more stuff but it’s not really useful)
me vibes:
I've got a gambling addiction
And I confuse love with attention
So I keep betting everything that I have on people who don't stay
I've got a gambling addiction
But I don't raise, I don't call I go all in, all of the time
On people who don't feel the same
So, I keep losing to the house
I'll never learn my lesson
Losing to the house, because it's just a guessing game
I haven't figured out how to play in moderation
But with all of my losses someday, I'm probably gonna win
I've got a gambling addiction
And I place bets based off affection
But I never stay when I should so I always catch 22
I've got a gambling addiction
But I'm bad at bluffing and making predictions
So love is a lottery where I always lose
I keep losing to the house
I'll never learn my lesson
Losing to the house, because it's just a guessing game
I haven't figured out how to play in moderation
But with all of my losses someday, I'm probably gonna win
I wanna be: pulling lucky numbers and praying to lucky stars
Finding four-leaf clovers and counting all of my cards
But I'm walking under ladders
Seeing black cats
Spilling table salt and stepping on every crack
And yet I'm still trying to turn my thirteens into sevens
So I'm crossing all my fingers and I'm pressing all my luck
Cos I know misfortune just won't be enough
To keep me from betting it all on love, again
That's why I keep losing to the house
I'll never learn my lesson
Losing to the house, because it's just a guessing game
I haven't figured out how to play in moderation
But with all of my loses someday
I'm probably gonna win, right?
Sometimes I shouldn't text you
You act just like my ex do
You know I try my best to catch you
She wanna be so perfect, so it's silicone
For the last two years, I've been all alone
For my last few peers, I hope you fucking choke
I'm on the brink of insanity inside my own home
I wanna slam my head against the wall 'til I cannot feel at all
She doesn't really like me, she likes alcohol
I watched my idols fall, I might just end it all
I wanna slam my head against the wall 'til I cannot feel at all
She doesn't really like me, she likes alcohol
I watched my idols fall, I might just end it all
Serotonin, I need you bad, you know it
I know you mad, I'm glowing
I know you mad, I know you mad (and I know)
Sometimes I shouldn't text you
You act just like my ex do
You know I try my best to catch you
And he has a wife but he love his mistress
Blink twice and you might just miss it
So much jealousy, it's vindictive
I'm worthless, a pot to piss in
I wanna slam my head against the wall 'til I cannot feel at all
She doesn't really like me, she likes alcohol
I watched my idols fall, I might just end it all
I wanna slam my head against the wall 'til I cannot feel at all
She doesn't really like me, she likes alcohol
I watched my idols fall, I might just end it all
Dun, dun dun, dun, dun dun (alright)
Got a lot of friends that I can't escape
Sleepin' in my head like a Motel 6
Hold it all together with a little duct tape
It bends, it breaks
Got a lot of dreams but I let them die
Ping pong, drip drop, oh my my
The TV's on but the noise is white (what am I doing now?)
God, can't I catch my breath?
Not even for a second
Chasin' Santa Ana winds
And I obsess, I slow dance with the tension
Can you taste it on my lips?
I'm so scatterbrain
But when you touch me, it all goes away
Scatterbrain
For a second I don't feel insane
Come medicate me
I don't sleep at all, yeah, I've been counting sheep
I look perfect on the surface but a nightmare underneath
I've got anger problems, I say things that I don't mean
Some people pay for therapy, I find it in the sheets (hey)
Catch my breath
Not even for a second
Chasin' Santa Ana winds
I'm so scatterbrain
But when you touch me, it all goes away
Scatterbrain
For a second I don't feel insane
Come medicate me (scatterbrain)
I need you baby (goes away)
I need it daily (scatterbrain)
I need you baby (feel insane)
Come medicate me
Come medicate me
Dude, she's just not into you
Gotta move on, move on
She's just not into you
Gotta move on, move on
She's just not-
You're sitting, waiting beside your phone
The apple of your eye
The one you love is awake, you're alone
And you can't help but realize
That you waste your time
Tell yourself a lie
That you waste your time
Dude, she's just not into you
Gotta move on, move on
She's just not into you
Gotta move on, move on
She's just not-
I love ya
(And I) can't stop thinking of ya
(Oh, and I) love you
I can't stop thinking of ya, of ya
Dude, she's just not into you
Gotta move on, move on
She's just not into you
Gotta move on, move on
She's just not into you
Gotta move on, move on
She's just not into you
Gotta move on, move on
Nice to meet you
I'm a cryptid
I don't scare off many children
They just laugh it makes me livid
I'm not scary
Like I should be
Play with dolls when
No one's looking
Dad is Bigfoot
Mom is Nessie
Can't just say "I tried my best, " see
They're expecting so much more I
Couldn't care less, but I still try
I'll go hairless
Grow some more eyes
Nice to meet you
Nice to meet you
They see right through me
Can I blame them?
Till I scare 'em, I stay nameless
Movies set the bar too high
I need a win before I die
I can't begin to want to try
Yet I still do
Nice to meet you
Nice to meet you
Nice to meet you
At the naming ceremony
Everyone else, their lives were all forming
But maybe I'll earn it
At the naming ceremony
(I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm...)
What if my parents loathe me? Disown me?
(Who am I? Oh, who do I think I am? Think I am?)
If I don't earn it
At the naming ceremony
(I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm...)
Should've been gifted, should've been perfect
(What's my name?)
But I couldn't even learn it
At the naming ceremony
Nobody told me congratulations
I didn't earn it
I don't deserve it
Nice to meet you
I'm a cryptid
Chose my own name
Now I'm Mildred
It's no "Mothman"
"Chupacabra"
But it's mine and
I deserve it
It's my name and
I deserve it
It's my own and
I deserve it
Six legs, tippy tappy toes
Climbing to the podium on Sunday
Now, it remains a dream, a distant memory
That itches my brain
Struck a nerve
That's absurd
I remember when I felt my house was made of sandpaper
That's enough living rough for a lifetime
Looking back for a pass
Take it from me
I've lost my mind
Six legs, tippy tappy toes
Climbing to the podium on Sunday
Now, it remains a dream, a distant memory
That itches my brain
Six legs, tippy tappy toes
Climbing to the podium on Sunday
Now, it remains a dream, a distant memory
That itches my brain
Now, it remains a dream, a distant memory
That itches my brain
Let me lay it down for you
It seems so simple
I'm happy that I'm just under six feet, not six feet under
Where are your hands? No wonder
Take it from me
I've lost my mind
Take it from me
I've lost my mind
Six legs, tippy tappy toes
Climbing to the podium on Sunday
Now, it remains a dream, a distant memory
That itches my brain
Now, it remains a dream, a distant memory
That itches my brain
I feel stuck in a memory
Scratching my itch, who would I be?
I feel stuck in a memory
Scratching my itch, who would I be?
Six legs, running down the stairs
None of them prepared for what they might see
Now there's another face, another name to sing
I hope they're happy
Six legs, tippy tappy toes
Climbing to the podium on Sunday
Now, it remains a dream, a distant memory
That itches my brain
Now, it remains a dream, a distant memory
That itches my brain
Now, it remains a dream, a distant memory
That itches my brain
When you're gone I feel alone again
The voices cannot hold my hand
They keep me company at very best
Distract me from my loneliness
Maybe I'm just an anomaly
Even my demons have their families
Truly something must be wrong with me
To need you as much as I do
I was never meant to win
I was never meant to win
I was never meant to win
(Shut up)
Here's the reigns
Take ahold of me
Please don't let me go
You do the talking
Sew up my mouth if I can't keep it closed
There's a dog barking right around the block
And a big ol' whistle blow
Run for it
I'll keep them occupied
'Cause I love you, I love you so
Left me hanging at the station
But you'll be back for me soon
I'm 'bout to die
Yet the only thing I find I'm worried about is you
Something tells me you aren't coming
Guess that I'm truly doomed
I'm 'bout to die
Yet the only thing I find I'm worried about is you
I'm 'bout to die
Yet the thing on my mind seems to nearly be nothing but you
I overhear your brain when it's close to mine
Oh, I know that we're not the same
My heart's on the line
I'm just a pawn in your game
Not your partner in crime
And you're slowly killing me
Taking your time
You're slowly killing me
Taking your time
You're slowly killing me
Taking your- (I was never meant to win)
You're slowly killing me
Taking your- (I was never meant to win)
You're slowly killing me
And yet I don't mind (You were never meant to win)
You're slowly killing me
But please take your time
I don't feel a single thing
Have the pills done too much
Haven't caught up with my friends in weeks
And now we're outta touch
I've been driving in L.A.
And the world it feels too big
Like a floating ball that's bound to break
Snap my psyche like a twig
And I just wanna see if you feel the same as me
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Like your body's in the room but you're not really there
Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care
Like you're fresh outta love but it's been in the air
Am I past repair
A little bit tired of tryin' to care when I don't
A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope
A little bit tired of sinkin'
There's water in my boat
I'm barely breathin'
Tryna stay afloat
So I got these quick repairs to cope
Guess I'm just broken and broke
The prescriptions on its way
With a name I can't pronounce
And the dose I gotta take
Boy, I wish that I could count
'Cause I just wanna see if this could make me happy
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Like your body's in the room but you're not really there
Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care
Like you're fresh outta love but it's been in the air
Am I past repair
A little bit tired of tryin' to care when I don't
A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope
A little bit tired of sinking
There's water in my boat
I'm barely breathin'
Tryna stay afloat
So I got these quick repairs to cope
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like a numb little bug that's gotta survive
That's gotta survive
You're no good for me
Baby, you're no good for me
You're no good for me
But baby, I want you, I want
Diet mountain dew, baby, New York City
Never was there ever a girl so pretty
Do you think we'll be in love forever?
Do you think we'll be in love?
Diet mountain dew, baby, New York City
Can we hit it now low down and gritty?
Do you think we'll be in love forever?
Do you think we'll be in love?
Baby, put on heart shaped sunglasses
'Cause we gonna take a ride
I'm not gonna listen to what the past says
I've been waiting up all night
Take another drag turn me to ashes
Ready for another lie?
Says he's gonna teach me just what fast is
Say it's gonna be alright
Diet mountain dew, baby, New York City
Never was there ever a girl so pretty
Do you think we'll be in love forever?
Do you think we'll be in love?
Diet mountain dew, baby, New York City
Can we hit it now low down and gritty
Do you think we'll be in love forever?
Do you think we'll be in love?
Let's take Jesus off the dashboard
Got enough on his mindㅤ
We both know just what we're here for
Saved too many times
Maybe I like this roller coaster
Maybe it keeps me high
Maybe the speed it brings me closer
I could sparkle up your eye
Diet mountain dew, baby, New York City
Never was there ever a girl so pretty
Do you think we'll be in love forever?
Do you think we'll be in love?
Diet mountain dew, baby, New York City
Can we hit it now low down and gritty?
Do you think we'll be in love forever?
Do you think we'll be in love?
You're no good for me
Baby, you're no good for me
You're no good for me
But baby, I want you, I want you
You're no good for me
Baby, you're no good for me
You're no good for me
But baby, I want you, I want you, I want you
Diet mountain dew, baby, New York City
Never was there ever a girl so pretty
Do you think we'll be in love forever?
Do you think we'll be in love?
Baby, stoppin' at 7-Eleven
There in his white Pontiac heaven
Do you think we'll be in love forever?
Do you think we'll be in love?
Diet mountain dew, baby, New York City
Never was there ever a girl so pretty
Do you think we'll be in love forever?
Do you think we'll be in love?
Diet mountain dew, baby, New York City
Can we hit it now low down and gritty?
Do you think we'll be in love forever?
Do you think we'll be in love?
You're no good for me
Baby, you're no good for me
You're no good for me
But baby, I want you, I want
You're no good for me
Baby, you're no good for me
You're no good for me
But baby, I want you, I want
You're no good for me
Baby, you're no good for me
You're no good for me
But baby, I want you, I want
(all lyrics copy n pasted from google)
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