#holy fuck im so tired

[whatthebodygraspsnot]

pov how to be completely unapproachable at the bar

thankya for the picrew cruise @sleepyfacetoughguy @vintagelacerosette @metalheadmickey and @heymrspatel 🖤 not tagging but if you wanna do this tag me so i can see

#personal #holy fuck im so tired

[morgana-ren]

Tomura, wiping orange and gray dust on his pants: what's wrong? You've barely touched your hot cheetos

#morgana and friends #holy fuck im so tired #actually id be fine with it #it be like that sometimes #5 am thoughts #one day Bane will end my suffering

[datadegroove]

Well I definitely can't take these pills in the morning

#holy fuck im so tired

[createandconstruct]

Thinking about Peter's absolute cry of anguish after the final boss battle when he finds Harry unresponsive. Thinking about how all he can say is I'm sorry. Thinking about the fact that in Peter's head it was him at May's side sobbing I'm sorry. Thinking about how "with great power comes great responsibility" can never be separated from the guilt Peter feels. Thinking about how that guilt extends to May. How it extends to Ben. How it cripples Peter so much that he tells Miles that he can't do this again. Thinking about Peter's voice as he'd begged Harry to fight - pleaded with him to not make him do this. Thinking about how when consumed with the symbiote Peter had screeched out I'm the hero, I don't get saved! Thinking about how that's not just pride, how that's not just responsibility, how it's guilt. How it's always been Peter and the weight of the world, the life of his loved ones, and their blood on his hands. And now it's Harry's and Peter just breaks. Always the hero, he's done the right thing, but this time it's the last straw. His best friend. The last sacrifice Peter Parker can take...

...and it's then... that Miles saves him.

#peter parker #miles morales #marvel's spider man #harry osborn #insomniac spider man #spider man 2 ps5 #guys the ending blew me away it was so good #I am so tired and overworked but i want to write for this game so badly holy fuck #I just cANNOT get over Yuri's voice acting in that final cutscene is fucking 'harry im sorry' and then his absolute y e l l of pain #aND i DIDNT GET SPOILED THIS TIME SO I WAS LIKE Oh fuck Dont do this to him #like Miles is fucking incredible idgaf #Miles did what Spider-man could never do: Save Peter #spider man 2 spoilers #spider man 2 ps5 spoilers #i just keep thinking about and watching the ending im forever changed

[skitskatdacat63]

He's so real

"Good points. Um first- I would say podium but I don't really know what this is - so first top 3 in a, um, sort of race?

#me fr with sprints 😭 #they confuse me so much #im like wait wdym 11 laps???? #and the whole procedure confuses me #BUT YES OSCAR!!! THATS A P2 BABY!!! STOLZ AUF DICH!!! #i think ill gif some of him? #im just so tired 😭😭 #BUT HOLY FUCK WHEN HE WAS LEADING!!! BEST LAPS EVER!!! #oscar piastri #f1 #formula 1 #2023 belgian gp #2023 belgian grand prix #op81

[senselessalchemist]

The Beheaded makes a pitch

#saroart #dead cells #the beheaded #the collector #bad comic #art is all over the place because holy fuck im so tired #this idea has bounced around in my head like a dvd screensaver for a long time #also the views expressed in this comic are not necessarily the views of the author #dont come at me because its good and does amazing dps or whatever i know it has high damage per tick #it can be a little annoying in dailies when you dont get cells #and i do want more boss stuff #beheaded just wants a cool sword #collector would be one of those dont talk to me until ive had my coffee assholes #but yknow its panacea #in fact that was one of the earliest pieces of dc fanart i drew #dont think i ever posted it here and thats fine #god i miss when art was easy tho

[cacaocheri]

little doodle i did for myself bc when i got home i was so fucking drained

#ive just been doing a lot of socializing and when my battery crashes it CRASHES i need to be quiet for like an hour straight doing nothing #the thing is i still like to spend time with people #my point is if i had sun irl and my battery crashed i would just cuddle with him but like. silent #and it would be soooo nice #i just want to spend time with someone silently and they know i enjoy their presence #wait holy shit i just realized i did so much today #no wonder im so tired #dude i was literally gaslighting myself out of my tiredness #i completely fucking forgot today was waayyy longer than it was #i was like socially tired at 3pm but then i kept talking to people and now it is 11pm #man #im so funny #anyway #my art #security breach #sun fnaf #fnaf sun #sundrop #sundrop fnaf #the daycare attendant #dca fandom #charlie daydreamers

[esuooh]

how to start your own blood-thirsty cult 101:

#ultrakill #gabriel ultrakill #mind flayer #i wanna thank @melodyofthevoid for the wall/window inspo #if you see this THANK YOU VERY MUCH I HOPE YOU HAVE THE GREATEST OF WEEKS #also this one has so much red holy fuck #at least in my gabe drawing only the sides had red #unrelated but as i was writing this my mom just came in with food HELL YEAH THIS TASTES G O O D #anyways might not be able to draw anything with red for a while im so tired of it

[zombifiedheartg]

Yandere Mike and alters( team up if you want! ) with a darling that is the most sweet,caring and calm person of the world! That would never ever make something bad and protects everyone!

If you can't is ok! Take your time,rest well and have the best day of your life!!!! 💞

of course <3 and thank u so much, ur so nice! i didn't include chester for this, i'm sorry !! , i'm so sorry this took so long & it was pretty short :( i rlly hope u enjoyed it raaahhha

yandere mike & alters x caring darling..

cw : delusion, basic yandere behaviour, obsession, mentions of harming ppl, violence in general, mal in general, mike being clingy, manipulation & gaslighting , sexism, jealousy of course .

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mike

˚﹟🪐 'ಇ.

he thinks you're the sweetest thing thats ever happened to him!! your caring nature is so alluring to him, you're like a dream. most of his life he's been made fun of, ridiculed and just overall bullied.

but with you, it's refreshing not to be mocked almost 25/8. and you always defend him, it's so nice! he's attached himself to you, he's so clingy.. he never goes anywhere without you. where you go, he goes.

it's so suffocating and annoying not to have any alone time, but you'd never tell him that, you don't wanna hurt your precious boyfriends feelings do you? the guilt would just eat you alive!

you're an angel to him.

the weird glances you get from people as he practically hangs on to your waist are worth it.

he's more possessive than he'd like to think, he gets jealous sort of easily. i mean, he trusts you! you're most loyal person he's ever met! another trait he loves about you, but it's not exactly you he's worried about.

he just doesn't think any guy or girl that flirts with you actually deserves the attention you bring them.

mike can't help but think your kindness is a bit too much, people never actually repay the favour. you practically give the world to others and get nothing in return! it's so unfair,

he'd never treat you like that. you aren't a stepping stool to him. you're so much more than that, why can't you just properly accept his love?

he also loves how calm you are, you can easily defuse any situation. your aura overall is just enchanting, it's usually so hectic on the island, surrounded by people who are polar opposites, followed with chris's sadistic life-threatening challenges, you always make him feel at peace somehow.

and that's something he always longs for.

''god, you're so cute!''

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manitoba

⋆｡‧˚ʚ🪒ɞ˚‧｡⋆

none of the diamonds and other valuable things he's found in his adventures compare to how much you mean to him.

you're a real sweetie, and he loves it!

your compassion has quite the charm, he's found himself with a few scratches here and there after a wrong turn during exploring, and to see your beautiful face up close as you tend to his wounds, he's never been happier.

but lets be honest here, he's kind of a sexist at heart. he prefers to be the ''chivalrous'' one. sure it gets annoying when he doesn't let you do literally anything, but you'd never tell him that.

you're like a pushover in his eyes. so he'd rather cling on to you to ''protect'' you. you obviously don't need protection.. you're perfectly capable. he's seen the way you handle yourself, you could kick someone's ass for him if he asked! he babies you.

but this way, it boosts his ego to see you immediately going to him for help.

and you can really tell someone off if they tried anything, you're so trustworthy. he's honestly obsessed with your company.

he gets quite jealous. he knows you like talking to people and just overall being nice to others, but he can't help it. that person's lucky to even get a spare glance. let alone hear your voice.

''you're a treasure, aren't ya?''

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svetlana

༘ 💋 ⋆｡𓍢ִ໋🌹 .

oh you're a darling!

she adores how graceful you are.

you two are for sure the cutest couple on this island. you're the perfect person for her! you're just lovely to be around, she treats you amazing aswell!

she's one of the more tame yanderes. she's alot more gentle around you

she likes to teach you dances and such, sure she has way more experience, but she just wants to be close to you.

her love for you is passionate! she's so obsessed with you, you're always on her mind. and she always finds a way to include you in every conversation..

it's a bit of a problem for mike on the other hand. most of his friends are just tired of hearing about you, but svetlana can't help it! if anything, they should be glad to be hearing about you.

when you defend her, she just swoons!

and don't get her started on your beauty, your kind nature just intensifies it!

''your form is just wonderful!''

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vito

༘ ⋆｡˚🎗

damn, you're a doll.

he's always around you with an arm around your waist, or your shoulder. it's kind of a way to let people know you're ''his''. and he just likes touching you

he always takes your basic human decency towards him as a flirt. every time you even interact with him he's filled with butterflies,

he likes how calm you are, and how easy you take his flirtatious comments with just a small giggle. it's so appealing, sure he likes it when you're flustered, for some reason he's attracted to your peaceful-ness.

he was already cocky, but now that he's with you, it's just intensified. he feels so lucky to be with you. but who wouldn't?

he brags about you so often, it's tiring.. but also endearing, you're always the first person he goes to when he has a chance, that's a thing alot of the yandere's have in common, they can't stand to be away from you.

he tries to impress you as much as he can, whether that be with his looks, or his strength, he just wants to hear words of encouragement from you.

he gets jealous pretty easily, even if you're doing something as simple as helping someone, i mean c'mon, only the vito should hear his belˈlettsa's voice! he knows its just the way you are, but jesus.

''ay, can't get enough of me, huh?''

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mal

੭﹕ ̊ ̟ 🩸

god it irritates him so much, you're so nice and benevolent its infuriating. he wants your attention fully focused on him most of the time, how can that happen when you're too busy caring for some fucking dork that probably wouldn't even spit on you if you were on fire.

he only likes it when you're gracious to him. with the others though? no way.

he's for sure way more violent than the others, he'd actually hurt you if it meant you'd just fall in his arms.

and you totally just foil his plans, he knows if he hurts anyone that even dared to get close with you, they'd still end up with you somehow, except with closer proximity. which is worse!

but that still doesn't stop him. he'll go as far as to kill that person. he knows who you'll go to for a shoulder to cry on..

he also can't help but think your harmless nature is adorable. you remind him of prey, just so innocent and full of life. he thinks the fact that you won't do anything bad is sorta annoying because he finds himself getting scolded by you for nearly murdering someone.

''what, you think they'll give you the same treatment i do? you can't be that stupid..''

¿࿔💉࿔?

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#HOLY FUCK THSI TYOOK FOREVER #i struggled so much with vito's part. #yandere total drama #total drama #x reader #tdi #losing my mind #im so tired #mike total drama #mal total drama #manitoba total drama #svetlana total drama #vito total drama #mike and alters x reader

[butchladymaria]

#bloodborne #not exaggerating when i say that even wearing PANTS was seen as an exclusively masc thing btw #there are Multiple cases of women literally PASSING AS DUDES by wearing pants. IN THE ARMY NO LESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #this one lady who wore pants to farm was seen so outlandish it warranted public backlash #women were arrested for wearing pants and button-down shirts as recently as THE SIXTIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i could go more into maria's outfit as a whole but the pants ALONE make her canonically masc By Definition in the historical context :) #if ur abt to be fucking stupid on this post im Just going to block u btw #having said that if anyone DOES have normal responses or questions i really love history and i have a lot of resources #comment/reblog/inbox/dm are all fair game <333 #in case anyone was curious what my inbox looked like after making that post #most of these are direct quotes :) its just silly to me #like holy [citation needed] #if u want to know more!!!! #i love her so much and im really tired of (overwhelmingly cis) people literally being so insecure in their own gender #that they just start reinventing gender roles in my inbox!!!!! #and everywhere else they can get their hands on #i think some of yall need to realize that uhhhhhhh #butch lesbians seeing maria as a butch lesbian is not fucking '''''''tokenism'''''''''''' or whatever #that is Literally Not What That Word Means #but it may be worth examining why you are so upset by it? #or barring that........have some genuine curiosity about the history of gender.......because its really cool to research imo

[kekkuda]

"The fury of a demon instantly possessed me. I knew myself no longer. My  original soul seemed, at once, to take its flight from my body; and a more than fiendish malevolence, gin-nurtured, thrilled every fibre of my frame." "Yet mad I am not…and very surely do I not dream."

Edgar Allan Poe- The Black Cat

#vent #im in pain all day wAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #im so tired of it i gotta fuckin lay still all day and nothin helps #i am NOT goin to die tho i stg mfs gotta try a lot fucking harder #not much harder actually i am in HELL i am so SLEEPY #but i LOVE U LUDWIG BLOODBORNE #ludwig #bloodborne #my art #vent art #sketch #monster #creature #horror art #horror #fromsoft #soulsborne #ludwig the holy blade #ludwig the accursed #fromsoftware #soulsborne art #bloodborne art #werewolf #monster art

[fbfh]

"Hows writing going?" I literally look like this

#reaction pics #memes #op's reaction pics #op's memes #i fucked up my sleep schedule. haha. #im in sleep limbo hell! hooray! #im too tired to do stuff but cant sleep #solition: do stuff while pretending to be asleep #might have figured out why i keep getting the depresso spells too lol #so hopefully that gets fixed soon too #i love you guys #im gonna be more active soon im just a lil dead rn /lh #fake guy fierri voice: WE'VE ALL HAD IT #i love fake guy fierri so much #my son #my father #my holy spirit

[blueskittlesart]

this country needs to bring back political assassinations im not kidding

#im tired i’m tired i’m SO TIRED. HOLY SHIT #‘march!! vote!!’ THEY ARE THERE FOR LIFE. THEY DO NOT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT PUBLIC OPINION #IM TIRED. IF THEY WONT BE COMPASSIONATE I WANT THEM SCARED SHITLESS. #I WANT THEM TERRIFIED TO TAKE AWAY HUMAN FUCKING RIGHTS. I WANT THEM TO KNOW THAT THEY WILL DIE IF THEY DONT PROTECT THE PEOPLE THEY SERVE. #I FUCKING HATE IT HERE. HOOOOLY SHIT #personal #if the fbi is reading this put me on a fucking watchlist because i’m about to attempt to kill a supreme court justice.

[nach0]

MCYT Yuri Week; Day Three - Hurt/ Comfort

"Please be patient."

Wordcount: 1419

AO3 Link

Pearl goes to visit Gem while she’s still recovering. But corruption doesn’t heal overnight, and it will take longer than any of them thought to fix the damage.

Pearl wasn’t mad. She wasn’t. She wasn’t even in the slightest bit irritated that practically everyone else had gotten to visit Gem before her. She was calm and collected and other such emotions that would mean she’d be allowed to keep coming back.

(But, really? Fwhip she got, he was her brother. Sausage, maybe pushing it a bit but he did know more than anyone else what it was like to be corrupted. Scott?)

It was fine. She was fine with only getting updated about her girlfriend from everyone else. Katherine had cleared her to visit, so she was fine.

Just… be careful. She’d written in her letter, the one Pearl had skimmed through for confirmation she could come before having to go back and read properly. She’s still affected. You can’t expect too much of her yet, so please be patient.

I mean it.

Which, fine, maybe Katherine had a small point. But as much as the other empires saw her as loud and impulsive, she knew when to wait quietly for a better opportunity to strike.

Gem never would have opened up to her otherwise.

Even knowing this it was hard to still the nervous fluttering of her wings, hands clenching and unclenching out of fists constantly. To anyone that didn’t know her well it would have been a sign of aggression, more comfortable in a fight than in peace, and that assumption suited her needs well for the most part. It was always best to be taken seriously, and most were much more cautious when they took her genuinely nervous ticks as threats. 

Her close allies, like Katherine, like Gem, knew what it really meant, which was probably the only reason she wasn’t immediately kicked out of the Overgrown.

“Be patient with her,” Katherine reiterated softly, giving her a look that was almost pitying. “She’s recovering, but she’s still angry. It’s… no one will blame you if you need to step out.”

Clench. Unclench.

“I know. Can I please see her yet?” Politeness always worked best with fae, even if it was undercut by her fidgeting..

She sighed, hesitating another moment before pressing a small potion vial into her hands.

“See if you can get her to drink this. She needs the effects to heal and so far she’s been uncooperative. Neither of us like the splash, it’s less effective and she reacts… poorly, but it has to be done. You might have more luck than any of us have.”

Pearl just nodded, taking the potion and tucking it away into her pocket with barely concealed impatience. “I’ll bring it up. Can I see her yet?”

The moment the door was unlocked she practically sprinted inside, letting out a sharp breath once she was finally face to face with-

“Gem. How- how are you doing?”

If her appearance hadn’t been a clear indicator, the withering glare she shot Pearl would have been answer enough.

“Great. Just excellent. I love being kidnapped again and force fed untested potions.”

Gem’s eyes flicked to her pocket, the outline of the vial clearly visible in the dim light, her scowl tinged with the slightest trace of fear. Pearl immediately set it aside.

“We’re just trying to help, Gem. Remember, you wanted the help? You surrendered so you could get better. The crystal is gone. It can’t give you orders anymore.”

“I know that!” She bunched up the blanket before deflating slightly. Her next words sounded more unsure. “I know that. It’s just- muddled. But I know that and I’m fine so can you tell Katherine to let me go home already?”

Pearl sighed and took a step towards the bed. Another glare redirected her to the nearby chair instead.

“You’re not fine. I know it’s hard to reach out for help, but you’re being so brave and-”

“Oh fuck off, Pearl.”

Gem looked away, pulling her knee up to her chest and resting her arm across it. Her hand grasped at something around her neck. She didn’t seem to register there was nothing there.

“Don’t pretend like you’re not happy to see me like this. Xornoth warned me about it. About all of you.”

“Why would I ever want this?” Pearl fought to keep her voice even against the evergrowing worry that built in her chest. “I want you safe. I want you healthy. This is neither. Xornoth lies, Gem.”

She didn’t respond.

The two sat quietly for another ten minutes, Gem deaf to the world as she sat staring at the wall, before Katherine came to pull her out again. 

The potion remained untouched on the table.

~

It was a few days before Pearl worked up the courage to go back. She knew she should have sooner, Gem needed any familiar comfort she could get, but Katherine had advised her to stay away for a while anyway.

(Giving her an excuse, she knew, but she couldn’t say she didn’t appreciate it.)

She’d even brought some of Gem’s things from the Cliffs, books, clothes, even her weighted cloak. Anything to make her feel more at home.

Selfishly, she also wanted Gem out of the pale pinks of the Overgrown. It didn’t suit her at all, and she’d always been so meticulous about the colours she wore. She just hoped it would help.

Though anything was better than red. There’d been too much red.

“Today isn’t a good time.”

Katherine grabbed Pearl’s arm as soon as she got close, unfaltering at her glare. The question of why was quickly answered by a loud thumping against Gem’s door.

“Let me out! Katherine, you can’t keep me here! It’s not safe!”

“She’s been… erratic.” She admitted, glancing over at the rattling door. “Convinced she’s in danger, that we’re all going to hurt her. Not even Fwhip got through to her.”

“Please! It’s  just a baby!”

Any thoughts of politeness fled from Pearl’s mind.

“What did you think would happen when you locked her up? That she’d just conveniently forget about the last time she was kidnapped and tortured for information? Because I’ll bet you anything that’s what she thinks is going on.”

Without another thought she turned and stormed into the room, turning the handle with such force it broke clean through the lock. She’d apologise later. Probably. 

“Pearl? Pearl you have to help me, it’s not safe- they want the baby!”

Gem had immediately latched onto her dress. If her trembling hadn’t been worrying enough, the way she melted into Pearl’s light touch would have been like a glow ink sign something was wrong. She gently pulled her away from the door.

“No one here is going to hurt the egg, I promise. It’s still safe in your tower. Gandalf is watching it and he wouldn’t let anyone through. Do you trust him?”

She nodded. It was too hesitant to be of much comfort, but her breathing had started to slow at the very least. 

“Xornoth is going to take the egg, they’re- no- I’m working for them they’re protecting it so someone else is trying- Katherine? She’s… she’s keeping me here. She wants it. You can’t let her, Pearl please-”

“You’re ok, Gemstone.” Pearl ran a hand through her hair with a frown. It was far knottier than she’d ever normally let it get. “Xornoth is gone. They had you for a bit, but you were so strong and fought them enough to come to Katherine. She has no use for the egg, so she’s not going to hurt it.”

Gem’s only response was to clutch her dress tighter, running her thumb over the fabric in the subtle self soothing gesture she’d trained herself into long ago. Maybe one day they’d work through that, but there were more important issues to deal with first.

“It’s so blurry,” she admitted at a whisper. “I- everything’s blended together. I can hear you and I can hear them and I can hear Sausage and Joey- it’s too much.”

Hesitantly, Pearl reached for the potion on the table. 

“This can help you. It might be hard, but drinking it is going to clear your head a bit. You just need to trust me. Please.”

“...Alright.”

~

In another week Katherine had deemed Gem ready to go for short walks. She still needed supervision, in case she regressed or the cane wasn’t enough to support her, but Pearl was more than happy to keep her company.

She reached out to hold Pearl’s hand. In that moment, she knew they would both be ok.

They could heal. Together.

@mcyt-yuri-week

#mcytyuriweek2023 #geminitay #pearlescentmoon #katherine elizabeth #empires smp #nach0 writing #my writing #writing #corrupted geminitay #i mean recovering corrupted gem but still #im so tired holy shit #this is so much longer than i meant #snuck some cane user gem in the end there i need to do more with that sometime #mind control fucks you up!!! you don't get to walk away unscathed!!!

[betasuppe]

Got through the first week of my new job in outstanding shape & spent the evening rocking out to classic vinyls like. It's been 5 days & my life has taken a drastic turn so fast!

#im a bit tired #& my hands are gonna be SO full with this nonsense #but im good #this is what i love to do #also feeling like an aDOLT #staying in a hotel for days on my own #driving all over creation #rocking the new dude energy & already shaking the place up #i feel like a new person #what the fuck #also #ALSOOOOO #damn does september sound amazing on full sound holy fuck