#i DIDNT even KNEW I remember

[sweetpeawriter-tm]

I’m shocked I never remember things about the noah but I knew the entire science department by name alone and what they were like

#sweetpea.txt #i DIDNT even KNEW I remember #to be clear I haven’t reread the manga since 2018 #sweetpea dgm #so I just don’t always remember every big other then #Kanda and Allen and I thinkkk cross?

[gifti3]

well...

congrats to lucifer's overwhelming "win"!

#it was a luci sweep #listen i thought it would be more even cause “two most popular” u know? #(and i was gonna do malleus vs lucifer originally but knew hed get smeared across the pavement and switched to mammon to be more fair) #but i underestimated how much people love mams #so lucifer got demolished in a day #so are yall impressed by my gif making skills. #...okay its not my strongest suit! #obey me #obey me nightbringer #obey me lucifer #om lucifer #obey me mc #death note #i wanted to doodle asmo as misa misa and satan as L but didnt have the time #maybe in the future if i remember #okay ive run out of poll questions so imma slow down on all the drawing before i tire myself out lol #lucifer: do you have any favorites? #mc: of course not! i love everyone equally #mc once lucifer is out of earshot: *grabs mammon* it's you and by A LOT #my art

[atlas-five]

people connecting today's episode w the corruption is so funny cuz my first thought was spiders. my mind went to the woman who erupted a bunch of spiders at trevor herbert that one time; and the ep abt the guy who lived at the hilltop halfway house, and how his old housemates still looked like themselves but had become spider egg sacs or some shit

#im not saying this is a web thing i totally see the corruption angle #but tbh im not at all convinced the fears work even remotely the same here #still fucked up supernatural shit for sure #but not silo'd the same way; at the very least the “categories” are definitely different #the magnus protocol #tmagp spoilers #tmagp #also yes i do remember that one girl LITERALLY exploded into worms #but she literally exploded didnt she? she just. Became Worms. or something. #but snake guy just... idk threw up snakes??? #i digress #it was kinda funny tho #when they said “got an accidental scratch” i KNEW that mf was done for #didnt think it was gonna be snakes but they didnt stand a fuckin chance #truth is the game was rigged from the start 💀

[arsenicflame]

i love this is how you lose the time wars take on love changing you. you were changed before i ever knew you. i changed you so you could become the person i would fall in love with.

#idk just the. there is red in blue and blue in red gets me. so hard #red realising it was blue out there when she was 13. that pivotal moment that shaped the rest of her life. that brought her here. red didnt #even know the danger just what she saw of blue. #blue talking about getting sick and being cast out and changed and wrong and then red remembering that and using that memory #to save blue. to make her reds. to make her the person who would never quite fit in in garden. someone who would reach out to an enemy agent #i loved you before i never knew you #i was shaped to be yours #nyxtalks #tihylttw #this is how you lose the time war

[feelingthedisaster]

i will always brag about how i knew nico di angelo was gay before i knew what gay was

#i remember being 9yo reading tlo and thinking “thank god nico didnt get a girlfriend it doesnt fit him” #my gaydar was showing #i didnt even knew liking the same gender was an actual thing #but i knew it #nico di angelo #pjo #hoo #solangelo #riordanverse #lgbtqia #lgbtqia+

[joshuamj]

She just wanted a friend :(

#the amazing digital circus #tadc #pomni #gummigoo #tadc spoilers #the amazing digital circus spoilers #josh art tag #okay but this ep was really interesting in the subtle ways it showed that pomni didnt think of the others as friends #like i suppose it shouldve been obvious #but i think myself and many other members of the fandom knew from the pilot that they would end up friends and we realized the potential #and then combined with the time between eps #i kinda forgot that they werent really friends #pomni actually spent most of the pilot separated from them in exit maze hell #and was Going Thru It the rest of the time #but this eps pomni dynamics with the rest were super interesting #esp how she wasnt really receptive to ragathas friendliness #and then the ending!! how a funeral of all things gave her comfort and hope! #i think that showed her that these truly are real people #not just like part of this weird digitap hell like caine #and that even if she abstracts she will be remembered #and people will be sad about what happened to her and mourn her #the scene of everyones (minus jax's) hands grabbing her as she falls makes me so emotional 🥺

[druidonity2]

2021 Shadowlands fanart.

#world of warcraft #anduin wrynn #Garrosh follows this with something like 'yeah your not but maybe i am' so i sorta take the quote out of context but #I remember Anduin being very upset about the mere idea hes compaired to Arthas #Its always seemed to me that his similarities with arthas are something that lowkey bothers him because so many only see that in him #Of course people hurt by Arthas will be a bit weary of a human boy with blonde hair who claims to champion the light and justice #Especially one who is a prince of an important human kingdom #So its something hes self-conscious of and is keen to prove people he's not destine to fail #Which is why #even if he didn't become another Arthas entirely #what happens in SLs is so much more traumatic to him #He hurt people he cared about #he hurt innocent souls #((and his situation of mind control is more akin to sylvanas' then arthas but does he see that that way? Or do his fears blind his view?)) #And blizz didnt go into detail what this meant but Arthas was used against him literally #My headcanon is that Anduin knew and could feel it and hear arthas in the sword #but in the cinematic anduin is surprised by arthas' soul appearing so canon says anduin didnt know #He dissappers because he is unsure if the bad feelings he felt orignated from him or zovaal or arthas so #prehaps he is afraid that everyone was right to be weary of him #Maybe he didnt end up as arthas at the end of shadowlands but that doesnt mean he can't still go down a dark path #he is afraid he is more capable of becoming an unjust and cruel leader then he thought he could #His people have every right to be upset that he abandoned them #but they dont know that he left because he was afraid he could hurt them and feel joy from it

[hualianisms]

Did a quick translation of a little fenglian moment from the AD Ep 1 bc it was cute and FX's little grunts were so cute 😌

[context: It's the Xiao Ying arc early in the novel. Nan Feng was angry about something minor and threw a mini tantrum, and only after that did he calm down.]

XL: Nan Feng, you've calmed down?

NF: (makes a brusque, non-committal grunt) Ough.

XL: (chuckles, fondly amused) After raging, you're now calm? This trait of yours, is really just like your general.

NF: (pauses, then makes another brusque, non-committal grunt) ....Mmn.

#fenglian #Feng Xin #Xie Lian #tgcf audio drama #my translation #ok listen. the way xl remembers all of fx's little habits. #the intimacy. the familiarity of it all. #(also there was no way xl didn't immediately recognize his best friend who he knew so well. he absolutely knew it was fx) #xl remembers all these little details of fx from 800 YEARS AGO!!! EVEN THOUGH HE FORGOT SO MANY OTHER MEMORIES OVER THE YEARS!! #BUT NOT HIS MEMORIES OF FX!! HE DIDNT FORGET THOSE AT ALL!! #i will make a proper post about it another time when im not so physically fatigued #mp: tgcf

[love-is-a-pearl]

the sudden realization that Dawn is the only companion that planned to stay traveling with Ash, that they BOTH AGREED on that!! But had to give up on that idea in the last second :')

#|→ diving for pearls #I was just remembering how EVERYONE was ok with parting ways with him #(misty wasnt but he didnt expect her to stay after getting her bike while with dawn is very implied they agreed /together/ for her to stay) #some even knew that being away from Ash would be BETTER for them #meanwhile dawn never even considered it??? #(and if we take how little progress she had since they parted ways. being away from him is effectively bad for her) #ughh #crying throwing up screaming etc

[caffeine-high]

honestly, the finale of rvb s13 permanently altered my brain chemistry at 13 y/o and since then i have never been normal about heroic sacrifices

epsilon's speech is just ingrained in me and i think something about that makes up a core part of who i am as a person and what i like in stories

i dont know how to deal with that

#red vs blue #the chorus trilogy #13 y/o me was not ready for that and 21y/o me still has not recovered #i have since matured and refined my tastes but like #someone sacrificing themselves to give their friends a chance but they themselves never knowing the outcome is forever my weak spot #bonus points if somehow the sacrifice comes with great pain and suffering before death #[was watching a series yesterday where this happened and the person was even forced to forget why he did what he did and just before the en #thought it was a punishment for being a bad person and that he deserved it.. even though he was great and kind and caring but he didnt #remember.. he only knew the pain and suffering.. but due to that his friends got away to safety (mostly).. and aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh] #so yeah #maybe my taste has turned a bit more towards the extreme and/or psychological effects #but oh my fucking gods that shit is soooo goood #caffeines cackles

[dirtytransmasc]

how do y'all think Alicent + the Green kids would react to seeing their little selves. like if they saw them in some life like, vaguely magical, dream.

Alicent seeing herself prior to queen Aemma's death, or perhaps right after, right before she stopped being a child, and was terrified as to what was to come, feeling in her gut something bad was going to happen. would she hold her like she had Dyana? trying so badly to protect her, to keep her safe, while knowing she didn't have the power to do so, that it was pointless. Would she tell her it wasn't her fault, that she was sorry she had to go through so much pain, that she didn't deserve it?

Aegon seeing a little boy who had yet to do anything wrong, who had yet to be labeled bad or a disappointment, who was still under the illusion that he was loved unconditionally. what would he feel towards this naive and innocent little boy? would he hug him? would he cry? what would he say when this little boy who was still good and kind enough to ask him why he was upset and clumsily wipe away his tears? would he hold him like he struggles to do with his own children, pulling him a little too close and squeezing a little too tight? would he whisper to him that he was loved, that even when she was tough on him, their mother loved him so much? would he warn him, to tell him to be a better brother, to drink less?

what would Aemond do when he saw himself unmaimed? what would he do when he saw himself made meek and small by the bullying he faced. would he offer him advice? would he tell him it gets better? would he hug the boy to his side? or would he feel disgusted looking at himself, a version of himself he just wants to forget? would he walk away from him, rejecting himself because he cannot bear to remember being that pathetic.

what would Helaena do if she saw her little self, so innocent, too young to understand the weight of her dreams and prophecies? would she listen to her, because her words often fell on deaf ears? would she share he knowledge so her younger self did not feel so alone in her interests? would she comfort her in the ways she craved to be comforted but no one ever understood her needs when she was young? would she warn her about the future, or allow her to be content in her ways? would she tell her that Mother tries very hard, she just doesn't understand, and that it doesn't mean she loves her any less?

#the greens have so many issues #and I love them so much #not one of them is ok in the head #I don't know enough about Dearon to do one on him I'm sorry #the internalized issues aemond has to have is wild #and aegon just wanting to be loved even after he started to self destruct only to meet his little self and breaking down #cause that pain had been with him since he could remember #alicent struggling to look at her you fer self cause all she can see is a victim #a little girl who was taken advantage of #helaena knowing that she *knew* her fate but didnt understand till she got older #trying to treat herself how she longed to be treated all her life #just shoot me #aegon targaryen #aegon ii targaryen #aemond targaryen #helaena targaryen #alicent hightower #house of the dragon #hotd #team green #pro team green

[banished-away]

I honestly can't wait to get to generations bc i need the massive shotgun of the whole zak-drizzt father-son relationship to go off

#i love zak and he did the best he could #but when i see art of him being all cutesy with small drizzt all i can think of #is that one of the first things he did when meeting him was dislocating his jaw #which makes sense in context. physical punishment is near daily for male drow so it doesnt stand out as particularly cruel #its just what zak knows and he may even have been soft by menzo drow standards #but i think a lot abt that one passage in one of drizzt's thinkpieces #i cant for the love of god remember which book #where drizzt outright mentions how he was grateful that his father tried to kill him (twice!) #and how incredibly fucked up that is #zak's hand was forced to a degree. in his head the drizzt he knew might've been already dead anyway #and zak's life is all about kill-or-die. so he didnt know any other option. and if he did they wouldn't have mattered anyway #but it is still an incredibly fucked up thing to do. and imo erasing that part of him does an incredible disservice to zak's character #the zak drizzt remembers is not the full picture. its the image created by a young man desperate to have someone guide him #of a man that he had just discovered was his father and then was killed that very day #IDK. just. gestures vaguely. zak Do'Urden #bani.txt #legend of drizzt

[poisonousquinzel]

Thinking about how likely it is that BTAS Ivy grew old n spent all of that time fully believing that Harley died. That despite all her efforts and desperation to save her and get her away from Joker she didn't, she couldn't, and she lost her. That Harley died the same day that wretched man did and it became just yet another thing linking her to him for eternity.

thinking about how BTAS Ivy loved her So much and never got the chance to grow old with her, to see her heal and recover, to heal and recover with her

thinking about how much they deserved their happy ending but never got one. how we're seeing & getting their Less Platonic moments in the newer BTAS comics with the impending knowledge that the narrative has already decided it's a fate they'll never truly get to indulge in and savor, that it will always be destined to end in tragedy.

how for some universes a happy ending is given, growing old together is just the future we know is already there awaiting them... but not for them, not for btas harlivy... not the originals, for their story will always be a tragedy.

#gonna haunt me that ivy never saw nana harley and probably died believing harley had been waiting for her for decades when really #she had a family and kids and grandkids #and she did heal #just not with her .... #imo i think harley got amnesia and it took a Long time for her to even remember being harley quinn or harleen #and she had to recover and heal and eventually the memories came back #but at that point going back to Gotham wasn't an option and there wasn't anything there for her #ivy wasn't in gotham and He was dead #and everyone believed she was dead too #it was as fresh of a start as she was gonna get #one day i will fuck around and write the ''ivy sees her in public after thinking she died and realizes harley doesn't remember her'' bunny #that's been bouncing around my head #and obvi with her remembering and them being happy<333 #//// AND LIKE THEY DATED #she didnt just lose her best friend who she loves in a less than platonic way btas harlivy is CANON even outaide #*outside #of the stuff from Batgirl Adventures with Plant Ivy #like she loved her and she knew harley loved her too and that their happy ending was possible and he stole it from them #in every way #because harley loved him too and he knew that and he knew how to weasel his way back in #i am #miserable<3 #harley quinn #harleen quinzel #poison ivy #pamela isley #harlivy #dc comics #also this is about how harley was assumed dead during her fight with Batgirl #in the Return of The J0ker movie

[masalafilmsrevival]

Umrao Jaan (1981)

#umrao jaan #rekha #bollywood #vintage bollywood #film #wtf the fuck i just found this on my old blog i didnt even remember that i ever knew how to make gifs LMAOO

[biillys]

something about when el went into void and found billy, she saw him on the beach surrounded by sunshine and love and truly fucking actually happy. something about how when she turned around and saw the storm, she put her hands out and felt the ash falling from the sky, and then saw neil abusing billy and abusing his wife. something about how even in the monstrous world from another entire dimension, neil's still the fucking monster in the story

#idk how the upsidedown and the void and possession work and at this point i dont fucking care #actually something about how she said she saw a someone pretty and then saw a boy #and didnt even click it could be billy until she heard his name get called out #like i guess she wouldn't know what he looked like as a kid and all that #but like.... they knew billy was possessed by this stage like? #and when she was like 'im at the beach' and lucas was like '??? hawkins has no beaches???' #max was like 'tell us what else u see' so pretty sure she was picking up what was getting thrown down #whatever none if this matters!!! i was just clipping up that scene for gifs today and decided to not mute it for once #and was like oh this is actually like genuinely fucking sad #like????? the fact billys hiding out in his memories??? except he cant actually live in just his happiest memory #cos even in his happiest memory #he asks to stay at the beach just a little longer #and his mum hesitates before giving in but still says if they're late then neil'll be mad #also the fact even his happiest memory is still surrounded by some of his most heart wrenching memories #like he can't remember the good without the bad #like his mind physically cant think about the one day on the beach were he caught a 7 foot wave #without remembering the fact that his mum fucking left #cant do this rn sorry guys im fucking emo #m #text

[moltenhair]

It's funny to be an adult who didn't realize they were queer until they were grown. Turns out those "crushes" on the cool boys weren't crushes. It was gender envy, but I didn't have the vocabulary to convey that

#lgbtq #nonbinary #i have such a distinct memory of a boy in middle school #i remember nothing about him but his look #he was one of those cool tall lanky emo kids who wore what he wanted had painted nails and dyed hair #even had the classic emo hair cut #he was also a sweet kid #if my friends hadnt made my “crush” weird i think i could have been friends with him #we talked every now and then but then when i went on to high school i never saw him again #i think his name was chris #i remembered him a few weeks ago and i realized it was never about having feelings toward him #it was how cool his vibes were and wanting to be more like him #not in a following a trend sort of way but a #'i finally have a visual representation of how i feel on the inside' #but at the time i was an awkward little girl with crooked teeth and badly bleached hair with stupid pink streaks my parents put in it #wondering why i didnt feel at home in my body #high school came around and i found a friend who was into emo bands and metal who had tattos and long hair #he was the nicest coolest person i knew and we were friends all 4 years and i finally felt seen #i didnt have a 'crush' on him but he was the cool dude friend i could always talk to and i took so much inspiration from him #he was even a huge artistic inspiration for me