#i can't listen to this song without thinking of them

[misc-obeyme]

for the drabble thing kinda 👉👈 (mostly be rambling per usual but could be an idea). I've been listening to music non stop at work and favorite record by fall out boy came on today

and there's a lyric that goes "and I confessed, confessed to you riding shotgun, underneath purple skies" and it screams mammon and mc to me. ALSO the rest of the song makes it sound like past tense/lost love/one that got away...angst potential too. Like reminiscing? Mc moved on but he never did.

I just like thinking about different ways he may confess, and if he'd just blurt it out without thinking? Or maybe he's hyped himself up, he's driving mc up to a hilltop to stargaze, he's got it all planned - and something mc does just makes him blurt it out

if it was something silly like turning on the A/C before he could finish asking them to, because MC just knows him that well, that would be hilarious

Mammon: hey uh, can you-

mc, already turning the dial: i got you

Mammon: i am in love with you.

- ✨ anon

also, partially related but Flu Game by the same band reminds me so much of nightbringer!mc and I could go on forever about it

Yes this feels very Mammon to me... blurting it out before he means to lol! I do like the angst of MC moving on, but he never did, too! That's some good potential right there.

BUT I did a drabble based on the rest of the idea, that he's taking MC to a hilltop to confess but doesn't quite make it lol.

Mammon knows he has to tell you. It's been stewing inside him for a while, brought to his attention every time you meet his eyes, every time you say his name, every time you touch him or hug him or do something before he even asks. He's nervous to say it, but he won't risk losing you because he was too afraid.

He has it all planned out. What better way than to take you for a drive? Up onto the highest hilltop in the Devildom. Thinking about it makes his pulse race. He's on high alert all day, not able to focus on anything except the moment when those words pass his lips.

Mammon rehearses what he'll say. He thought about getting poetic, but in the end he decides it's better to just be straightforward. To be honest, to be true, to tell you exactly what he needs you to know, so there is no possibility of miscommunication. He chants it in his head all day. I'm in love with you, I'm in love with you, I'm in love with you.

You settle into the passenger seat of his Demonio like you belong there, riding shotgun beside him. He wants to say it right then, before he's even started the car.

I'm in love with you.

Mammon holds it in as you click in your seat belt and smile at him before turning on the music. It's a playlist you made together of all the songs you both love most. As you start singing along to the chorus, he wants to say it again.

I'm in love with you.

Mammon's eyes are on the road, but you are all encompassing. Despite this, he doesn't let his attention wander from the task of driving. He cares too much about you to be reckless.

He hasn't said much because he doesn't trust himself to speak. The road gets tricky as he starts up the winding cliff side to get to the highest hilltop. He can't look away from it, but he's sweating. He wipes quickly at his forehead.

"Hey, MC, can ya-"

"I got you," you say, already turning the dial.

His heart skips. And the words he's been repeating in his mind all day come bursting out. "I'm in love with you."

For a moment, the only sound is a soft song that has begun to play. Mammon's mind is buzzing, full of static at the shock of what he's just done, what he's said. He didn't even make it up to the hilltop.

"Er- I mean-" he starts to say, but it's too late.

He sees you reaching toward him in his periphery. He takes your outstretched hand without even thinking about it.

"I love you, too," you say, simply.

Mammon holds your hand like it's the only thing keeping him alive as he finally makes it to his destination. He stops the car and turns to you, taking in the way your eyes are shining brighter than all the stars and city lights streaming in through the windshield. He leans over to kiss you and the current between you is like lightning, brighter and more intense than any other light could hope to be. Wild, unpredictable, full of passion - just like him.

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#I always forget how much I like writing for him until I do it again #he's so silly #it's adorable #obey me #obey me nightbringer #obey me mammon #om mammon #obey me mammon x reader #om mammon x reader #obey me mammon x mc #om mammon x mc #obey me x reader #x reader #request #✨ anon #misc writes

[wisefoxluminary]

Based on the lyrics that have been translated from the duet, I will do a mini analysis of where Stolitz are at in this episode and what it says about their relationship as a whole. The title of this song I assume is called When I see him tonight and it says a lot about where Stolas and Blitz are regarding their feelings. 

Stolas loves Blitz dearly. He is singing about when he is with Blitz, he can hide the pain of his fucked up life behind a careless smiling front because he thinks that's what Blitz would want. He doesn't want to hear about his divorce. He isn't here to listen to him bare his soul but he just wants him to be with him through all the good and the bad. Stolas is coming to terms with the fact he loves Blitz but he knows he has to let him go. He feels like he is hurting Blitz by keeping him a prisoner in this arrangement and doesn't want to make it seem like he's a burden. He wants to give him the choice whether to stay or go but he knows if he does that, he'll lose him forever. He'll be alone without any love in his life and he thinks he'll die because of it just like Blitz did after the altercation at Ozzie's. He can't decide whether what he's doing is right or wrong but he wants to believe that he can still have this. That he can still have a sweet relationship with Blitz but he knows eventually it'll only fall apart because the only way Blitz can truly be set free is by giving him the crystal. Stolas thinks this is what's best. He wants to give him the decision to let go rather than set boundaries between them.

As for Blitz, he is the most naive out of the pair. He isn't really good with words and opening up about his feelings as he can't really say if their relationship is going strong. He wants to believe they are doing okay together but a part of him knows it's a complicated arrangement and can't bring himself to talk about the pain he may inflict on Stolas. So instead he buries it all away for sex because he thinks that's the only thing he wants. The only thing that will get his attention. To look his way, so to speak. He wants to believe that everything is going fine and he seems excited to see him again. He is singing about all the nasty things he's going to do to his owl prince during sex because he is intent on impressing Stolas because he thinks that by avoiding the subject of their feelings, they can be happy and not have to get themselves hurt. Blitz thinks this is not only the best for Stolas, but also himself because he likes where he stands in this relationship. He doesn't want to let go of this relationship and by indulging the bird in sex, he'll still have him.

The way they are singing also tells us a lot about their stance of their relationship. Blitz is rapping throughout the duet as he isn't really good with words. He gets himself hyped for this date by thinking of all the ways he'll fuck him as that's where he is at the most happiest. As for Stolas, he sings with a dramatic broadway grandure because this is the biggest decision of his life. He is about to let Blitz, the love of his life go and he can't decide whether he is doing what is best for them or himself. He loves Blitzø. That's why it pains him to make this decision. The song starts with him singing happily in the bath about how he's so excited to see him. Getting himself prepared clean and proper but when the thought of Blitz coming over settles in, he is scared shitless about screwing up with what they have as he is scared of leaving their relationship in tatters, hence the mess of his living room and the fridge. Blitz remains optimistic as he gets himself ready for a night of sex and pleasure because he knows that's what Stolas likes and where he is most good at when showing people he loves them/what he likes. He causes a stir, he shouts out from the rooftops that he is in love with Stolas. He announces it to the world because he wants to share his happiness with everyone who cares to hear it. He feels happy with Stolas and he wants nothing to ever change.

So here's my analysis of the Full Moon duet and Stolitz heading into the new episodes as a whole. Do I believe they will fall apart? Probably. Will they reconcile? Most definitely. But if I missed anything, feel free to add more.

Link to original post - https://www.tumblr.com/visemes/748954138058113024/stolitz-duet-lyrics?source=share

#helluva boss #stolitz #blitzo #stolas #blitzo helluva boss #stolas helluva boss #stolitz duet #character analysis #full moon #i ramble a lot but this ship has a lot of angst #i am not ready for the new episodes to drop

[spade-riddles]

SR, I know we've talked about how the girls can't say they've actually been together all this time without people having a meltdown over it. We discussed what narrative they could use and I had some shower thoughts while listening to But Daddy I Love Him- they’re a bit scattered but I wanted to hear others' thoughts.

What if after the Jerklie split (🤞), they can say there were mutual feelings in the past but they never confessed to each other. When they started spending time together recently, the spark was still there and they decided to give it a try.

I was also thinking Taylor could say that she had to step away from the friendship because it hurt to see Karlie in a happy relationship (this could preserve K's bearding and explain why they quit spending time together). She could also say that some of her Kaylor songs were really a what-if that she wanted to play out with her storytelling and could also help seed for her fans that while she honestly tried to move on, she couldn't forget about Karlie who is the love of her life.

I think her fans would agree that Karlie didn't do anything unforgivable and they would change their tune to make Taylor happy.

Any other ideas our girls could use? I've enjoyed the lighthearted posts we've had lately. Sending you 🩵

I do not see them ever directly discussing the past unless it’s a tell-all many years down the road. People can figure it out if they want. She is telling them she was closeted in her songs. 2+2=4 to most people. This is also where we come in handy. We are telling their truth that they cannot. We have a bigger viewership than we realize. I know the number of followers on this blog took another jump after TTPD was released.

[maytheleiabewyou]

Analysis of the German gay film #freierfall / #freefall PART 5

For the 10th anniversary (omg! 10 years already!) (11 now because its 2024!) of one of my favorite movies I decided to make an analysis of the film and especially of the scenes between these two great actors.Max Riemelt and Hanno Koffler. Kay and Marc. Marc and Kay. I hope you like it and that above all it serves to encourage the creators to give us that long awaited second part.

HERE IT IS PART 5:

Remember where we left it? :)

Gif de everythingmaxriemelt

Are you ready? I think THIS IS one of the best parts of this review and of the whole film!!!!

[Before going to the scene... have you notice this moment when Marc stops everything just to think or "think" what he is about to do.. (all this after having gone to see Bettina and having tucked her in lovingly)]

BEFORE GOING TO ONE OF THE HOTTEST SCENES, I FEEL WE NEED TO LISTEN TO THE SONG THAT INTRODUCES US TO THE ACTION! I mean this whole part is going to be full of CAPS! HAHA #theEXCITEMENT

gO to track nº10! "The Woods: Love" aaaaaaaaaaaaaa the name!! Its just an instrumental track that introduces us to the passion!!! and makes us our hearts race? ofc!

NOWWW LETS GOOOO!! (*let the gif feast begin*)

Gif de everythingmaxriemelt

They've arranged to go for a run and it's literally pouring. Who do they think they're going to do sport? Well in a way they ARE going to practice some kind of exercise haha

This scene if you ask me makes me so embarrassed (in a good way!) because it is so clear what is going to happen between them, not only because of the clues in the last scenes, but also because the weather is not only telling us what is going to happen but SHOUTING IT OUT!

This scene is not about deceiving the viewer or faking a normal situation, nothing like that, this scene is transgressive in itself. This scene is telling us: this is what you wanted (and the protagonists too, obviously) this is what you got!

<<<<Now our minds can only think about one thing>>>>

Who is going to make the first move?

It should be Marc because Kay was the one proposing this plan, or it should be Kay because Marc already did the hardest part of going there to do what we all know is going to happen? haaaaaaaaa lets see!

I can help it to say that Kay is my favorite. Once again he being the one facilitating everything <3

YAYYY! MARC WAS THE ONE MAKING THE FIRST MOVE & KISSING KAY!

And now the next is simply p-e-r-f-e-c-t

Im adding the video of the whole scene BECAUSE IT IS NECESSARY!

But never in our wildest dreams did we imagine their first scene like this! In the middle of a storm!

lOOk please their looks!!! Again so much information without them saying anything!

Kay's look conveys desire, but also the desire to be playful with Marc. They are going to f*ck in the woods while raining and in PUBLICCCCC! Do you hear me screaming?! Marc is ENJOYING HIMSELF FOR THE FIRST TIME IN THE MOVIE! Marc is determined to have a good time, to enjoy himself and above all to show Kay what he can do!! I can't handle it!!!!!!! AMIGAS THEY ARE BOTH SMILING!

now the uncertainty begins!

Do they like it? Is Marc happy with what happened? (Because we all know that KAY IS HAPPY!) and above all, does Marc regret it?

<<awkward silence fills all the scene>>

Again, my KAY asking Marc if everything is okay.

((AND OF COURSE EVERYTHING IS OKAY)) Or at least that is what we all want to think because it is true that Marc says yes to Kay but he immediately leaves the car without kissing Kay as a goodbye or something!

Kay saying

-it has been good

+ And Marc nodding in embarrassment!

The cutest? YES.

NOW WE ENTER TO THE CUTEST SCENES OF THE MOVIE

NOW WE CAN OFFICIALLY SAY THAT THIS IS THE BEGINNING OF A (CLANDESTINE) COUPLE!

End of part 5.

I want know to dedicate a whole part to some scenes that for me are everything! Those scenes deserve a bunch of posts, parts or whatever all by themselves! Im SO happy!

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Thanks for all the feedback from the previous publications and to the owners of the gifs I used <3

And here you have the previous parts in case you missed them!

#free fall #gay movies #gay cinema #freier fall #hanno koffler #marc x kay #gay story #gay love #lgtbq characters #max riemelt #Spotify #gay #lgtbtq

[machonnes]

KANTHONY APPRECIATION WEEK 2022 - day four: favorite song/lyrics ↳ i don’t wanna look at anything else now that i saw you (i could never look away), i don’t wanna think of anything else now that i thought of you (things will never be the same)

#kanthonyweek2022 #dailykanthony #kanthonyedit #kathonyedit #bridgertonedit #kanthony #kathony #bridgerton #yes i'm late lol #i actually like this #good for me #i can't listen to this song without thinking of them #daylight by taylor swift #*mine #*

[tardxsblues]

Do you think I have forgotten?

Do you think I have forgotten?

Do you think I have forgotten

about you? (don't let go)

#do you know how many of these horrid gifsets i have in my head? #i can't listen to this song without thinking about them i'm sorry #this was emotionally devastating to make #however it was originally more emotionally damaging #the song is about you by the 1975 #doctor who #dwedit #dwgifs #dw companions #twelve #twelfth doctor #clara oswald #twelveclara #whouffaldi #peter capaldi #jenna coleman #gif warning

[noirangel99]

this movie has completely taken over my life. everything I see, read, watch, and listen to has to somehow be related to this film. I was listening to "Always Forever" by Cults and went, "this song is so Creature and Lisa coded" and my sister looked at me like I grew an extra head HELP ME

#lisa frankenstein #i swear I can't go a single day without thinking about this movie #it's crazy tho bc I could never listen to that song before without associating it with bad experiences with someone in the past #but now because of this movie i'm able to enjoy some of the things i used to without being upset or triggered by them #tbh this movie really helped me out when I was in a dark place #ik that this is really dramatic but I genuinely think that it saved me ngl

[marlenacantswim]

Peter Vincent you are the Baddest Girl around

song is "Bad Girl" by Usher

be the change you want to see in the world. if you want more david tennant as peter vincent edits, miss an entire night of sleep making one yourself, i guess.

#god i need him as a trophy husband so fucking bad y'all have no clue #it's a wee bit messy but that's alright bc this is my first time ever making an edit and i was working with beginner tools #you know you're obsessed with a character when you break into a whole new medium just for them #i've had this edit in my brain for like a month and it feels to good to get it out of there and on my screen #bc i rediscovered this song around the same time i first watched fright night 2011 so i can't hear it without thinking of her <3 #ignore how i missed an entire night of sleep making it in an adhd-med-induced hysteria. #gotta love artistic interpretation bc i can listen to this misogynistic song about getting a woman off a pimp and fully be like #''actually this is about my special little guy who sucks and i love :)'' #david tennant #peter vincent #fright night #fright night 2011 #anton yelchin #cw smoking #cw drinking #cw blood #fan edit #running my mouth #made this with my hands #video

[nelllover]

Ok, so I talked about it last night but, I felt the need to make sure that you all saw the vision so, look at this and tell me that different isn't Literati coded:

Also, this part works if they got back together after 6x18 (aka the reality I live in):

#i love this song and i am going to make it everybody's problem #at this point i can't listen to anything without thinking of them #nell screaming about music #nell is obsessed with gilmore girls tag #gilmore girls #literati #rory x jess #joshua bassett #the man that you are!!!

[feluka]

this is my first wrapped and it's just as expected tbh!

#ofc the deal is top song. i've been listening to it ever since it came out. i want someone to take this soul. will somebody take this soul?? #somebody to love is my morning routine song. i can't go on without it #surprised mashrou leila didn't make it but TOBY FOX AND TALES OF SERIES DID??? #i think it's because when i study i put on music with no lyrics (mostly videogame osts) and lose track of time and let it play #so naturally videogames that i like will play their osts a lot #i'm very surprised about potf because i feel i don't like them as much as i used to. and none of their songs made it to top songs?

[ereborne]

Song of the Day: March 15

“Over Yet" by Hayley Williams

#song of the day #very exciting to have one of my brothers tell me entirely unprompted that he's enjoying the current playlist #a very big win #I spent most of my work day today doing what I've been thinking of as 'evil rubber-ducking' #where the IT guys throw me the especially Difficult faculty members--the ones who can't be helped because they won't listen-- #and I trick them into actually talking me through what they're doing so we can find the problem and fix it #(eternally amazed by people who request help and then refuse it. you called me bud. you submitted a service request ticket on purpose. #oh you can't do your job without connecting to the vpn? that's great we can't fix it until you tell us what's fucking stopping you) #mostly this 'tricking' takes the form of me being a sweet young butter-wouldn't-melt Southern girl in over my head with mean IT guys #bless them (derogatory) these folks who won't let IT even attempt to start working through the 'have you tried' scripts #because they know they're getting something wrong but are too angry-embarrassed to admit they don't know what #are still delighted to mansplain the idea of a remote connection to me #--that's not fair. I shouldn't mischaracterize them it's mostly not mansplaining. #the two today were yankee-splaining me. city-splaining maybe. #what would a hick like me (y'all is one person. all y'all or some'a y'all for multiple people) possibly know about enterprise networks-- #anyway they were using the wrong login credentials and were so sure of themselves they'd never even tried the other set just to see #bless. their. hearts. #(IT owes me so many little favors like this now. the latest database tweak I asked for got done live while I described it to them) #anyway anyway! love the chorus on this song #'to get out of your head yes break a sweat / baby tell yourself it ain't over yet' #makes me move my head every time

[apuff]

me when my idea of self care is listening to music but all my favorite songs and albums are about grief and loss and missing people and the uncertainty that was my favorite part of the endings of these stories is now far too relatable

#shoutout to me for bursting into tears while trying to listen to mcr #CEMETERY DRIVE IS MY FAVORITE SONG BUT I CANTTTTT LISTEN TO IT #when my music taste is all from one person so i can't hear anything without thinking about them

[saryasy]

Sweet Nothing is literally a song from Sam's POV to his retired househusband Bucky

like

They said the end is coming

Everyone's up to something

I find myself running home to your Sweet nothings

Outside they're push and shoving

You're in the kitchen humming

All that you ever wanted from me was sweet nothing

LIKE

And the voices that implore

"You should be doing more"

To you I can admit

That I'm just too soft for all of it

#sambucky #i said this to a a couple of days ago #but i still can't stop thinking about it #it's literally them #i still haven't managed to listen to that song without crying btw #mine

[iero]

2 3 7 9 and 37 for the 3 things asks!

2. 3 movies you have rewatched many times.

Oh my goodness, so many... Off of the top of my head though?

Mean Girls

Forrest Gump

The Breakfast Club

3. 3 songs that mean something to you.

Like, personally? If we're talking like songs I feel were written about me and/or a certain situation I am/was in, I'm gonna say:

No Rain by Blind Melon

Dreaming Of by Foals

Graveyard by Halsey

7. 3 fruits you love the most.

Strawberries

Blueberries

Pineapple

9. 3 things you like doing on a rainy day.

Sleeping

Reading

Watching a movie/Catching up on a show

37. 3 languages you would love to learn.

Spanish

French

Maybe German?

Thank you Maddie! <3

#answered #palebluedream #Graveyard is such a generic answer but the week it came out? That was the same week I found out my best friend at the time was a uh... #TERRIBLE person let's say that and I can't listen to it without thinking of them. #Which is :/ because A I don't want to think about them ever again and B It's a good song and I don't want to fuck that up with bad memories #ANYWAY-

[squirmydonnie]

I've been doing like animations of my feelings for a while.,but I think its probably better keep them in my head

#cheeseburgerboy #when i post them #they are sometimes to vulnerable #also it feels weird #specifically again the long form ones #as much as they are ok to do they mess with my emmerson of the song #i can't listen to them without thinking of the animation i made #so it may or may not be posted soon

[pixielle-blpls]

#bluepulse #blpls playlist #pov: pulse / blue #invasion #i can't listen to these two songs without thinking abt them #(and abt high school which is why they're ONLY allowed on my blpls playlist and not my main lmaoo) #SPECIFICALLY s2 and post s2 baby bluepulse btw #n i don't write them in that era often so if i need to write a flashback scene these are so important for building mindsets for me