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Fox and the Hound

Chapter 10

Sum-Joffrey wants to send a message to your family after your brother embarrasses him, so he marries you off to his most unwanted man in his court, the hound. But will this marriage truly be a statement for an eyesore, or will it grow into something more.

Cw for chapter- mention of rape,mention of wine, alcohol consumption, description of blood and gore, description of prostitution, Cersei being a mean old drunk, talk of pregnancy, 18+ words and themes overall. Slight angst.

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You can hear the yelling and the screams of worry outside your chamber door or people hurrying through the halls. You doors open as you and your maids gasp.

“My apologies my lady but its time to go to the keep.” He says bowing.

“Of course.” You say gathering your skirt and hurrying out seeing the other ladies of the court hurrying down the hall.

“y/n.” you hear your name turing seeing sansa.

“Sansa!” you sigh of relief as she hugs you before you both continue down the hall with the others.

“Are you alright?” she asks.

“Yes just a little scared.” you say she nods.

“Me too,” she replies her grip on your arm tightens.

“Where is sandor?” she asks.

“Fighting, hes still kings guard you know.” you say.

“Thats right..” she says

“Princess, my lady. His grace the king requests you see him off to the battle.” a guard speaks bowing to you and sansa who gives you a weary look before she nods back to the guard who escorts you both to the throne room.

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Hound walks into the court yard with joss and another as the other kings guard men drown themselves in whores and ale. Its silent as he walks through and sits pouring himself a drink.

“You're not staying underground with you lady wife?” bronn asks loudly as the foreign whore sits nude on his lap. A whore who shouldn't be so brave walks over to sandor placing her hand on his armored shoulder.

“If your lonely ser i could take care of y- Ah!” sandor swats her hand away so fiercely she stumbles back and falls.

“Touch me again girl and ill send you out nude first to the baratheon's army and they can have thier way with you.” he grumbles.

Bronn and some other men chuckle.

“Loyal to your woman are you? First rounds on me” he asks raising his cup to him.

Sandor rolls his eyes and presses the cup to his lips chugging the rest of whats in his cup.

“I dont think he likes me. Hes a prince lord now you see, he married the vixen princess but a while ago.” bronn says to the whore on his lap. Sandor sighs sitting back more than annoyed with bronns voice.

“Shut the fuck up before I cut you in half you little fairy.” sandor huffs.

“Its warm in here ser, weve got beautiful women and good ale and all you want is to put me in the cold dark ground. How kind of you.” bronn speaks once more.

More than before, Sandor is annoyed with bronn. Sandor gets up from his seat and walks over to bronn who now moves the whore off his lap.

“You think you a hard man, fucking, drinking telling stories and singing. You think thats the thing you love the most, but its not. Killing is what you love most. Your just like me. Only smaller.” Sandor says towering over bronn who also stands.

“Killing cant be the only thing you love. What about your lady wife” bronn speaks again tilting his head back to face hound who is about to draw his sword but the bells begin to ring and everyone hurries out of the court yard.

“One last drink eh?” bronn chuckle.

Sandor grumble rolling his eyes and turing away knowing he shouldve drank something stronger to deal with jofferys whining voice.

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You and sansa along with a few of youre maids behind you, stand in the throne you play with the sleeve of your dress.

“SANSA!! SANSA!” you hear joffrey yelling at him sandor and three other guards follow. The overwhelming fear you felt earlier floods your system hoping you not vomit again.

“Your grace?” she says hurrying to the king as you stay in place your hand pressed to your stomach.

“My lady? Are you alright?” you maiden says quietly. You nod shakily.

You watch as jeoffry makes sansa kiss his sword as he continues to boast about how they are going to win as they outnumber them even though kingslandings guard is half the size of stannis.

All the while sandor dosnt take his eyes off you as you watch sansa and jeoffry. He scans you, what your wearing, what you look like, your body language the way you fiddle with the sleeves of your dress. He memorizes every feature of your face. In case hes to die in battle tonight he wants you to be the last thing he remembers.

Another wave of nausea hits you as you stumble to the side your maiden rushes to you keeping you from falling. The wave is not enough to make you cough up your meal but its debilitating enough.

“My lady!” another hurries to you taking your arm. You give a small whimper in discomfort.

With out thinking sandor hurries to you as well. You dont notice hes infront of you until he speaks. Your eyes moving to the floor now to his face as he places a hand on your cheek.

“y/n? Are you alright?” he asks. You open your mouth to speak but only a whine of discomfort comes out.

More than anything he wants to stay with you but he knows he cant hes not allowed.

“S-sandor.. I have to tell you something.” you speak pained.

“DOG lets go!” you hear jeoffry order.

“Fuck..” sandor mumbles before letting go of you and walking off with the king.

“Come my lady, we must go down to the queen.” your maid says as you nod looking back to find sandor and the rest gone from the throne room.

Heading down the basement to under the keep you and sansa walk in but your interrupted from finding a place to sit when cersi calls you over to her she sits enjoying a glass of whine.

You walk over to her and sloppily curtsy.

“Hmm…you look pale? Has your red flower bloomed?” she ask

“N-no your grace.” you reply.

“Mm are you frightened child?” she asks.

“yes .” you speak plainly.

“Here. drink it'll ease your fear.” she says handing you a glass of wine.

“I'm not thirsty your grace.” you speak. Declining the alcoholic beverage.

“I didn't offer you water, dove.” she snaps at you.

“F-forgive me your grace but I cannot accept…” you say. Her hardened expression at you softens when she sees your hand rest on your lower stomach.

“You Are with child?” she ask you nod.

“Hmm. you shall bare a fine little lord. Does the hound know of your adversary.” she says pulling the glass away pouring the wine into her cup and then handing the extra cup to the maid behind her.

“....n-no your grace i haven't told him.” you say she gives a slight squint and frown before speaking.

“You've not told your lord husband especially on a day like this..when did you find out?” she asks rather harshly.

“T-today your grace just a few hours ago the maester confirmed it.” you speak the wave of nausea finally subsiding.

“Do you love the hound?” she ask. There it was again the nausea is back. Not caused by the babe in your womb but by the queens insistent ask.

“Yes your grace i do.” you reply.

“Then why haven't you told him.'' She demands more than asks.

“He's still a part of kings guard your grace. He’s busy.” you say giving an excuse other than you're terrified of his reaction.

“Fitting dont you think? He could die out there while you provide life in here…the souls of the dead fuel for the god to give your babe life..a small token of a litter you and my son's dog will have.” she says.

Everytime someone insults sandor as a dog, or a bitch, of some form of less than animal your blood boils. You want nothing more than to slap cersi across her face and yell but the hand you slapped her with would be cut off and your vocal cords your yelled at her with would be severed as your head rolls on the execution ground. Instead all you can speak is a mere.

“Yes your grace, it should do me the pleasure of gifting the lord clegane with sons.” you say she gives a smile knowing no matter how hard you try you can t be disobedient. She pats the seat on the pillows next to her gesturing for you to sit down next to her and you do.

“When i was your age i was pregnant with jeoffry. I did not love his grace the king but i love the children he has given me me flesh and blood my life line. It’s a good thing you love the hound you’ll his children even more.” she speaks before chugging her glass and then holding it out for more wine.

The entire night cersi drinks and rambles on about children and how shit being queen is. It's only stopped when ser merryn runs into the room. Covered in blood and drink. Women gasp at the sight of his and a few faint at the thought of what outside the gates look like.

“Your grace they have begun breaching the castle walls.” he says

“Where is jeoffry?” she says

“On the battle lines with the others.”

“Bring him to his chambers at once. I don't want to hear anything more, do you understand.” she huffs.

“Yes your grace" he says and runs out.

“Do you remember when i told you ser ilyn was here to protect us? I lied…when stannis breaches those walls he will take the city but he will not take us..not alive ser ilyn will be doing us a great favor my dove..you and your child will not have to perish under the sting of another mans cock but under a formidable blade.” she says drinking the rest of her cup.

You glance down before getting up and walking to the doors where guards stop you.

“Let her go.” cersi speaks you gather your dress enough that once the doors open you hurry out of the room alone leaving sansa and your ladies in waiting behind as you run through the halls and up the stairs you see other guard laying dead in the stairwell and even some servants bleeding to death.

Hurrying to your chambers you rush through the door seeing three men inside raiding it. You gasp out seeing them bloody as they snicker with their treasures.

“Oh look what we’ve got here.” The taller one says.

“Another treasure for us to take, and hmm looks to be a fresh maiden.” The fat one says as he chuckles looking up and down at you smirking.

“Don't come near me.” You say reaching for a spare blade Sandor had placed in the dresser drawer.

“Or what you’ll fight with those pretty little hands of yours?... My, my i wonder what other pretty parts you have.” The red haired one says.

You turn in a hurry to run to the dresser but the taller man grabs you. You scream at the top of your lungs as they throw you down on the ground. Holding you down to hike up your dress skirt.

“Let’s see how pretty your parts really are!” He says undoing his pants before ripping your dress as you scream and fight desperately trying to get out of the other two's grip as they hold you down.

The man's face suddenly drops and he falls to the floor with an axe in the back of his skull. You panic as tears fall down your cheek but it settles when you see Sandor in the doorway drawing his sword. The other men getting up and running at him with swords or thier own you crawl back twords the end of the bed. As you watch as Sandor grasp one man by the neck, easily towering over him and stabs his stomach, slashing him almost in two before dropping the body then snapping the other mans neck as his body thumps down onto the stone floor the blood seeping into the bear skin rug.

Sheathing his sword he walks up to you and kneels in front of you.

“Shh-sh now little fox it's alright I’ve got you.” He says lifting you up despite being bloody you wrap your arms around his hand strokes your hair kissing your head.

“We’re going.” He says pulling away from you before walking side to side packing things.

“Wh-where?”

“Someplace that isn’t burning perhaps north, south.” He says

“What about Sansa…the king?!” YOU exclaim’

“Fuck the king! He can die just fine on his own.” He says He continues to rummage around the room packing things but stops only when he realizes you're not moving. He looks at you in confusion but you shake your head.

“S-sandor i..i cant travel i cant leave.” You say He scoffs dropping the bag with a thud.

“This place is nothing but a burning pile of rubble with a second hand drift of cunts, you really want to stay here and burn.” He says.

“S-stay here with us Sandor.” You say he scoffs, shaking his head at you.

“Ive been burnt before little fox and its not all fun and games.” He says but continues to watch for any movement you make. But his expression changes from pleading to confusion replaying what you had said just a moment ago.

“Us?” he ask shaking his head. “I'm not staying here with the royal court.” he says

“No no us.” you say taking his hand placing it against your stomach looking up at him. Your heart beating out of your chest at having to finally tell him.

“Me and him.” you say again.

“Come with me.” He says.

“I-…” you begin.

He grabs your arms and gruffly speaks to you.

“Please.”

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yuumebow · 1 month

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mysticalsoot · 8 months

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you changed, it's good

A/N; soooo ive kinda been in a writing slump so take this fic thats been building dust in my docs- also tysm for 300!! hopefully ill come up w smth for it lol- I have no clue how to process that information omf

summary; months after wilbur's revival and his reunion with you and the daughter you share (that he didn't know about), you let out pent emotions and have a heartfelt talk with wilbur

tw// swearing, not lore accurate, im a wilbur apologist shush, children, suicidal mentions maybe? lmk if i missed anything

words; 1.8k

pairings; c!wilbur x gn!reader (they're parents), revivedbur x gn!reader

pronouns; none!

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The time since Wilbur’s death and revival may not have been that long, but for you, it felt like ages--you had a child now, his, yes but you’ve begun another life. A life with a little girl, a life without him. But now, he was here and he was trying. You appreciated it but god did you fear it too. The memories taunted you, the hurt and the aching that still lingered, haunted you. He haunted you.

Your head is rested upon Wilbur's chest, and the thumping of his heart echoes in your mind. His left arm wraps around your shoulder and your own arms around his middle. Your daughter, Willow lays against his other side, curled into a ball, and his other arm held tightly around her in comforting warmth. This moment is what you imagined life to be all those years, before everything…happened.

You seemed to always subconsciously wish for moments like these, at least, in the past few years. One’s where Willa has a parent other than yourself, someone else to hold her, and someone to hold you too. Domestic bliss, calm and serene. No wars or bombs, no screaming, and yelling. Simply the sound of your partner's heart and the sight of him holding your child. It's a reassurance of sorts, a silent "everything will be okay, even if it wasn't before".

Things used to be so not okay that having this calmness is nice. Having his arms around you again is lovely, being able to kiss him and hold him, to watch him help raise your daughter, to play with her and hold her. Tickle her and carry her on his shoulders, hold her hand with his, and walk with her on the prime path. To teach her how to ride a horse, after bringing one home for her, and helping her name him.

"Wilbur?" You whisper to him, moving your head back, your gaze locked upwards on him. He looks down at you, a soft smile written on his features, and he tilts his head to the side.

"Yes, my love?" he leans down, leaving a soft kiss to your lips and you smile through it, the warmth in your stomach swelling the same way it did when you both were younger. You take a moment to admire him, the way his curls fall in his face, how his glasses are always crooked and now are no different, and how the small freckles he adorns sprinkle his cheeks. Everything about him is beautiful, and so it brings you back to what you wanted to say. What you need to say, what is right to say.

"What happened? After lmanburg? You were so…" Your mind goes blank for a word to properly describe it, without hurting him. Cruel, evil, manipulative, the list goes on. It's odd to you, how someone could become so horrible and then return to a better version of their old self in a matter of years. "Horrible, then. To everyone, to yourself."

His face falls, and so does your heart, falling to the deep pits of your stomach. You can feel the life drain from your face and it hurts. You feel an immense dread, and wonder if you hadn’t mentioned it, how you would feel. It's a difficult subject for him but at this point, you think it had to be brought up. How can one accept this happy domestic life without knowing the full truth?

"I got lost, I think. Lost in the greed I suppose." He pauses, dips his head down to press his forehead against yours. His eyes close and he takes a breath, his arm letting go of Willa and placing his hand on your cheek, fingers gently brushing the skin and his eyes hold a warm sadness to them, "I wanted the joy still, the happiness for our future. But it got pushed back. I was blinded. There's a lot I don't remember. I mean I remember pieces here and there. Bribes from dream, desperate attempts to make things work for everyone and everything."

"And then what? You realized hurting us was better?" You’re hostile now, something switching or rather, breaking in your heart. You know you shouldn't react this way, get defensive--but a piece of you is still painfully angry and hateful, filled to the brim with spite and it’s accidentally let through the cracks. You back up a moment, his touch leaving you, hand falling to his side, head still dipped down.

"I realized I couldn't make it perfect for everyone, there were sacrifices I had to make." He takes another deep breath, wraps his arms around Willow again, she doesn't move. "And I made the wrong ones, I know that. I see that." Wil looks down at the lump that his daughter forms, a little ball of a girl. She moves to grab onto his arm in her sleep and she hums, a soft smile adorns his lips.

You feel you should be satisfied with his answers, and half of you is, but you still wonder; "Why? Why did you do it?"

His gaze lets its grip off of Willow, walks up and he looks to you, pupils big and somber, bloodshot and wet. "To not hurt anyone anymore. It was for the best."

You want to scream at him now, tell him how much of an idiot he is. Screams that are bloodcurdling, one’s that most definitely would wake up Willa and anyone surrounding the area. That no, killing yourself in fact does not stop the hurt, it only fuels it, like a spark to dead grass. He made Phil kill him, he made you watch as he destroyed his livelihood, your shared livelihood, watch as he's stabbed to death by his own goddamn father. It was never ending with him, it was always something new, something bigger, more painful than before. You want to storm away, back off, and not let him near you for a split second, it's all an overreaction, you tell yourself but you simply can't help it.

You stare at him for a moment, your expression blank and emotionless. Willow turns onto her back, eyes open slightly and her arms reach up to Wil. "Hey, daddy." She mumbles out, a smile of her own sculpted onto her features. Wil smiles back.

"Hello, my love. Are you ready for bed?" He asks, lifting her up by her sides and gently sitting her on his lap. She nods sluggishly, and she rests herself against him, chest to chest, head on shoulder, and tiny arms wrapped around his neck. "Let's get you into bed then, sweetie."

You just watch, your eyes follow him as he walks out of the living room, into the kitchen, and down the stairs. You sit there, alone now. Thoughts cycle through your mind. All the things you had wished for, every thought that graced your consciousness, every question unanswered for years. You missed him, you really truly did. But you aren’t sure who you missed more, and is the one you missed, the one you lie with at night? The one that wraps his arms around you in the morning, leaves a sloppy kiss on your cheek, and brushes the hair out of your face. The man that waits there, holding you, until Willow comes rushing in the room to ‘wake’ you both up. The same man that shushes you lovingly and says "Pretend you're asleep, love," the moment he hears her bedroom door open, so she can have the satisfaction of waking you both.

You now rest your head on the back of the couch, your gaze focused on the window on the opposite side of the room. Snow gently falls past it, frost taken over the glass. The fire crackles and warms you like a hug.

What feels like moments later, even warmer arms wrap around you, pulling you closer to the body they're attached to. "Wil?" You call out, your voice coming out gravelly, and you realize you must've fallen asleep.

"Hey.." It comes out weak, the word feels broken and sounds broken. "I'm sorry, for all the shitty things I've done. I know my reasoning isn't nor has it ever been valid. But I'm here now and I'm not going anywhere, and I don't have any plans of mass terrorism." His voice becomes clearer, breaks up less and he dips his head down again, pressing his cheek against yours. You nearly open your eyes, but keep them closed, and revel in the feeling of him more.

"I know." You pause, and let your own arms wrap around him, but instead of his middle like he has you held--you wrap your arms around his neck, your hands weaving into his mop of curls. "I think part of me still hurts, it's stupid I guess." You rest your head on his shoulder, and he pulls you closer, your legs now wrapped around him too.

"It's not, I hurt you. I take accountability for that and I hate that I even did it in the first place." His voice cracks again, and you know he means it. You pull back, your hands pressed against his cheeks and he looks up at you.

You hesitate, mulling over the words falling off his lips, his expression knotted in anxiety. Your thumbs run over his pink-tinted cheeks and you kiss his forehead.

"If you were that same person, you wouldn't say that." You take a breath, "I think you've changed. In a good way."

He sighs, wrapping his arms tighter around you. "I hope I have."

“I know you have,” You pause, grasping his face in your hands and getting him to pull back simply so he can gaze at you.

“How?” His voice is merely a croaked-out mumble but it’s enough that you hear it loud and clear.

“Would you be here, in my arms, after putting our daughter to bed if you hadn't changed?" You paused, eyes gazing deeply into his and searching for any doubt to crush with your words, "Would you even search for us if you were that same man? For good, not to hurt us."

He shakes his head, "I changed, didn't I?"

"In the best way possible." A soft kiss placed on his lips, one of love and devotion. A simple peck speaking every word and emotion you've ever felt--but only the good.

He smiles against the kiss, grasping at your sides and pulling you closer and closer to him. You were already so close, practically one, but he felt the need to pull you so much closer that not only were your bodies one, but so were your souls.

He pulls away from the kiss, hands resting on your face, "I love you," he nuzzles his nose against yours and you giggle, twisting your fingers into the curls on the back of his head, "so much." The last bit is whispered, like a quiet promise. A promise of devotion and loyalty. Something you're glad to finally have.

There's nothing in the way of him being with you. With your daughter.

"I love you more," You smile to him softly, a kiss placed on his forehead, and you push stray curls out of his face as he nuzzles his head against your chest.

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incognito-girl · 1 year

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Hey I have an idea if you don't mind. Maybe inspire on Kiera dancing an her teammates are making fun bc her dancing skills but then reader decide to teach her how to dance properly (imagine the reader are for LATAM or Spain and dances very well) (could be footballer too)

https://twitter.com/yulirat/status/1644726393199120386?t=gc9r1HHobfYWbWgEZ2LYrQ&s=19

Thank u

yours - keira walsh

Euphoria. Thats the only word you can use to describe the feeing of winning the champions league. The months of training had been worth it. Every drop of sweat, every tear had led you to this moment. When you hear the final whistle you are searching for Keira. Your Keira. Well not yours but sometimes if you stopped thinking so much you could imagine that she was yours. Every lingering touch and whisper that was for you and you only made it especially hard to stop your imagination running away from you.

She had joined barcelona a few months ago and once she saw you she was truly amazed at how someone could be so beautiful. Cameras didnt do your long full eyelashes, your lips, your perfectly carved eyebrows, your smile, your cheeks, your dimples, your freckles or your eyes justice. You were undoubtedly the most beautiful person she had ever seen in her life. If the only thing she did while at barcalona was get to know you she would’ve been absolutely fine with it.

“Y/N!” You hear shouted out from your favourite girl. You quickly turn around and run up to her to jump into her arms. You place your forehead against hers and just take in the moment with your favourite person. Your suddenly pulled away from your moment by Mapi who had jumped onto the both of you sending you tumbling onto the grass. “MARIA!” you yell out at her while standing up helping keira get to her feet before chasing her yelling at her while laughing at your friend. “TE ODIO” is the last thing she hears from you before her attention is pulled away from you by Lucy clearing her throat behind her. “Still in denial?” she asks amusement evident in her tone. “Leave it.” Keira threatened the taller girl “But im not.” she whispered while walking away from her to the rest of the team so she can celebrate, and maybe be closer to you.

“Ella es muy hermosa. Imagínanos juntos, entonces podríamos tener citas dobles.” Keira hears you whisper to Mapi. With her limited spanish knowledge all she knew you were talking about was double and imagining something. “Hi” she says quietly, not acting like herself, to the both of you. “Hola.” you and mapi say in unison you turning red at the fear of the girl infront of you knowing what you just said. “Im going to go see ingrid, bye.” mapi says sending you a wink. “Do you have the address of where were going tonight?” Keira asks urgently here eyebrows beginning to furrow. “Sí, will i send it to you?” You ask the girl who quickly thanks you as you look down at her figeting hands that are beginning to pick at the skin on them. “Dios mío keira stop that.” you say while grabbing one of her cold hands in your contrasting warm ones. You notice there was a small cut that was bleeding on her ring finger. “Keira ill get you a plaster i have one in my bag. Vamos.” you say while holding her hand and and slightly dragging her with you. Once you make it into the changing room you were both the first in there. You sit her down in your spot of the bench and look through your bag while mumbling something under your breath that keira couldn’t quite understand. “Ok i have it.” You say while holding it up as if it was a trophy. Keira just laughs at you with what Lucy described as heart eyes. You kneel down in front of her and slightly spread her legs without realising and resting your arms on her thighs. You inspect the cut very close your body weight starting to lean heavily on Keiras thighs as she tenses at the contact with you. You place the bright pink plaster on her finger with a kiss. “Ok perfecta Keeks, vamos!” you say excitedly while dragging her back to the pitch to continue the celebrations with your teammates.

“Ven aquí girls!” you hear your captain Alexia shout over to the rest of the team. “Tonight we will go out to celebrate. See you later girls.” She says authoritively to the group. “Sí captina, gracias!” you say to your friend while hanging off her side and placing a kiss to her cheek, keiras eyes followed your movements as if it would be the last time she would ever see you. “Keira!” She hears being shouted into her ear by no one but her fellow english player. “You alright keira?” Lucy asks tentatively following her gaze to you. “Fine.” she mumbles shortly to her friend. “You do realise they are just friends, right? Ale is taken anyway.” lucy says while placing a reassuring hand to her friends back. “I know but i wish i could get that type of attention from her.” Keira pulls her eyes away from you and finally looks up to her friends worried expression. Lucy pulls her smaller friend into a hug to help comfort her even though she knew deep down the only hug that could get her to stop thinking about this was yours.

Later on at the bar you were all dressed up, out of your usual tracksuits anyway, and had completely forgotten about any responsibility that you had the next day too focused on the present. The beat of the music almost shaking the room while warm bodies pressed aginst eachother due to the amount of people being there. once you arrive, you are quickly escorted to a more private room with less than half the amount of people in it. Your main goal was to find Keira. Your keira. You were looking around the room, trying not to get caught up in a conversation but soon enough Mapi had distracted you and you both ended up on the dance floor.

Unknown to you this was a plan that had been set up between Lucy and Mapi after they had told eachother about each of your feelings for the other. The plan was to have you and Mapi out dancing together, and then Lucy and Keira would join you both. After all four of you stayed together for a while Lucy and Mapi would come up with an excuse to leave you both there, alone. They just hoped everything would go how they wanted it to.

You and Mapi were dancing to whatever song was on getting lost in the beat of the music you not realising that she was slowing edging you both closer to Keira and Lucy. Once you saw the girls you let out a squel of excitement and drag Mapi over to them. “Hola chicas!” you yell happily at the girls infront of you. “Hey!” they say in unison laughing sightly at your excitement as the four of you continue dancing you suddenly hear a yell of “Woah keira whipped out the best moves tonight!” in reference to the english girls awkward dancing while she was next to you. Your head snaps towards her wanting to see exactly what she was doing. But instead you were greeted with a red faced girl standing rigidity beside you looking down at her feet. “Woah walsh forgot how good you are at dancing!” You hear ingrid say to her while wrapping an arm around her shoulder as you all begin to laugh at her, her blush growing darker by the second. Mapi quickly goes over to ingrid and removes her arm from around Keira. “Vamos Ingrid, deja a la chica en paz. ¿Recuerdas el plano?” You hear her say to her girlfriend. “Shit, sí. Lo siento Mapi.” she replies quickly. “¿Que plano Maps?” you question the girl slightly approaching the two. “dejarnos solos.” mapi says jokingly to you while pushing you backwards making you stumble into who would guess, Keira. You turn yourself into her and look up at her slightly flushed face through your eyelashes. “Hola guapa.” you say softly to the girl loving being close to her. “Hi” she breathes out. “Let me see your dance moves Keira.” You say laughing slightly as keira puts her head into her hands becoming embarrassed once again. “Come on let me teach you bebe.” You say while placing your hands on her hips a sudden wave of confidence taking over your body. “Y/n where do i put my hands?” she asks shyly. “aquí mismo.” you say under your breath while placing her hands on your shoulders. “Perfecta, keira. Move your hips more. Your too tense.” You say while eyeing her body up and down. You pulled her flush into your body and move her hips in time with yours with your hands. You keep her flush against you so your bodies move in sync with eachothers as you feel her move her hands from your shoulders to your waist. You place your head against her chest tucking it under her chin as your hands go around her neck. You pull away from her after a few minutes keeping close to her. “¿estas bien?” You whisper to the girl that was looking at you with a look you couldn’t quite read. “Im good, really good y/n. Can i tell you a secret?” she whispers back to you. “Sí. you can tell me anything.” “I think i have a crush on someone.” she says moving ever so slightly closer to you. “¿quién es?” you question the girl returning the action of moving closer to her. “i think you know who.” she replies cockiness evident in her tone. “i think so.” you say while closing the the small space between you.

It was everything you would ever wish for and more from a kiss with the english girl. Her arms fell further down onto your ass as she pushes her hips into yours. Your hand cups her cheek and lightly strokes it. The other pushes her closer to you by her neck deepening the kiss. Her tongue touches against your soft lips asking for entrance, you grant her it as her tongue begins to explore your mouth with a passion you had never once experienced before.

You regretfully pull away from her once the lack of air became a problem. “So who is the girl?” you ask her with a hint of sarcasm in your voice as you place your forehead against hers.

You pull away when you both realised you had spent at least half an hour just standing in the middle of a big group of people in eachothers presence whispering sweet nothings to eachother. She grabs your hand as you both walk over to the rest of the team that had been talking about the pair of you getting together since keira came to barcelona. “Hi girls!” Keira says to the group now the more confident one as you grip her bicep standing slightly behind her. “hello lovergirls!” Lucy yells out to the pair of you as a crimson colour takes over both of your faces. “Im so glad our plan worked Lucy!” you hear mapi yell out. “Mapi! You little liar, you said there was no plan! te odio!” you yell as she starts to run away from your angry glare at her as you begin to follow her yelling something in spanish after her. Keira just watches the scene, that occurred far too often, with adoration for the small spanish girl that she saw chase Mapi around at least once a day.

Soon enough you walk back over to keira and place your arms around her waist as she was facing away from you. “Hola.” you say to her. “hi” she says turning around to face you. “estoy tan feliz soy tuyo.” “what?” she asks her limited spanish knowledge showing. “Learn spanish and then you will know mi amor.” you say while cupping her face and lean in for another perfect kiss.

no cause i genuinely hate this sm the idea was so good i just couldnt write it and i had to rewrite about five times

#woso soccer #woso one shot #woso x reader #lionesses #woso imagine #woso fanfics #keira walsh #barcelona #fcb femeni #fc barça #fcb femení #fc barcelona

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cinnamilkekouhai · 11 months

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Bonten Having A Mental Break Down

Author Ask：What will make bonten have a mental breakdown.

Prob you r the culprit of it-

They rarely get upset about anything unless u dont speak to them, ignore them and dont cuddle with them on purpose.

They will do anything to make u forgive them for whatever they did to make u upset.

Mikey will be on his knees crying and begging for u to speak to him. Pleading that he just wants to see u smile

When u walk away ignoring him again, thats where he went berserk, he throws everything, smash everything and hits everything that he touches and could reach. He would be screaming and shouting why r u ignoring him and he cant have u despise him.

He will not stop until u came to comfort him because u r too kind to see him getting hurt.

He hugged u for dear life fearing that u will go and the ignoring will start all over again.

As for kaku he will constantly ask himself what did he do, why r u upset, is it his fault? Did he do something wrong without knowing? He will follow u around the house trying to get the courage to ask u but u end up ignoring just crushed the idea.

He will refuse to eat and sleep, he prob cry all night while punching the walls.

Sanzu will def intake more drugs, trying to fire the gun on his head but was unsuccessful as u still need him to protect u even if he dont know what had upset u.

The Haitanis will be going to clubs trying to get their mind off, maybe getting u more gifts and attention than ever. They will tried to self harm if the pain is too severe.

Takeomi will immediately do a checkup if anyone has made u upset and sure enough he found it, someone from your division was making fun that u r the only female in the organization.

Now that the reason is clear, mikey immediately tortured the person with the other executives, blaming him that he is the one making u upset and causing the pain they r going through.

Mikey will make the pain 10 times worser than the usual torture he gave

"U r the fucking reason why we r going through all that...I should have made it fucking clear that nobody messes with my princess...ill use your dead body as a warning to all those fuckers out there then..ill hang it on the gate to give them the clear message."

After that, mikey walks into your room, telling u that the problem is gone, u stayed silent for a while. Mikey thought that u r ignoring him again, but instead u cried, telling him that the person been causing u so much trouble. U ignoring them is because u dont want to put your anger on them.

Mikey cupped your cheek and give a loving peck on your forehead, ensuring that hes with u and by your side.

"Princess..u r so kind for enduring the anger yourself...i promise that any trouble that caused u pain will be instantly remove and out of the picture..i love u so much. Dont even ignore me again.."

#mikey x y/n #tokyo rev x y/n #tokyo revengers #bonten #bonten x yn #bonten x reader #bonten x y/n

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stainedstardom · 1 year

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smth with anika plss i miss her

i miss her more and more everyday, i would do anything to bring her back. i would kill ethan to bring her back so yes yes yes.

I'LL PROTECT YOU

anika kayoko x fem!reader

(she doesn't die in this one)

it was horrifying, you had gone through this before but it didn't make it any less hard or any less scary than last time but you couldnt act scared. you couldnt show fear because you had gone through this

anika hadn't , she had never been tracked down or stabbed or shot at or almost murdered by their best friend. that was you and so you did what you had to do.

you would protect her. she sat in your dorm , after everything with dannys apartment and the ladder, she had survived. sure she was horrified but you had grabbed her hand and helped her along the way.

she didnt fall, sure ghostface was pissed that night when they left, getting no kills. they hated it and wanted revenge on that level too but there was nothing you could do.

"y/n" anika said as she stared at the tv. her head rested on your chest as she played with one of your hands and you played with her hair

"yeah?" you asked her and she sighed

"im scared" she stated

"i know, i am too" you told her and she nodded as she sat up and held your face in her hands. she looked from your eyes to your lips and back up to your eyes in the triangle formation

"how do we get out of this?" she asked you in a shushed whisper. almost scared to say it, scared that they were listening and about to come out of nowhere and attack you again

"we stick with each other"

"what if thats not good enough?"

"it has to be, ill protect you with everything and anything i have. im not letting anyone or anything hurt you" you told her as you held her face and stared into her eyes making sure she could feel and see the honesty

"do you trust me?" you asked

"i trust you" she stated and she leaned in and kissed you as you kissed her back. she pushed you down on the couch as she climbed into your lap and looked into your eyes

"may as well have my way with you if we might die" she exclaimed and she leaned down as she pressed your lips to hers again and she kissed you passionately. you kissed her back as her hips began to rock against yours and you sighed out as she whimpered.

your hands gravitated to her waist as you removed her pants for her. you pulled her up to your face and pushed her panties to the side as you began to eat her out. her hands shot down to your hair as she rode your face

"good girl, ride my face baby" you said into her pussy and she cried out as your nose bumped her clit and your tongue thrusted in and out of her at a fast pace. she continued to whimper and whine. you could feel her clenching

"fuck mommy im going to cum" she cried out as she moved faster and faster. you didnt even notice her fingers move down to your pants and push in as she began to rub your clit as fast as she could making you moan

"tell me im making you feel good, im being good right mommy?" she asked as she moved faster and faster. all of a sudden, her body twisted. she ripped your pants and underwear off as her tongue made contact with your clit and you cried out.

you hadnt 69d anyone ever but you knew it felt good, anika was a giver and she was having a little bit too much fun with this. you could feel yourself and herself clench

"cum on my face" you said and she came at your words.

"mommy cum for me please" she moaned and you came quickly as she fell off of your face and laid down next to you as she leaned over you and kissed you again. you both smiled

"have fun?"

"yeah, you'll still protect me?"

"well we did just break rule 2 of horror movies so i have to protect you now" you stated and she laughed as she shoved your shoulder and put her head back on your chest

even after all of that, you would still protect her. you couldnt lose her now

A/N: oh hello? im horny now wtf

#anika kayoko x you #anika kayoko x y/n #anika kayoko x reader #anika kayoko #scream #scream fanfic #scream 6 #scream 6 x reader #devyn nekoda

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pouringmyheartoutforpaper · 1 year

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it’s midnight and i just. i have this stuck in my head.

steve who’s used to every little disagreement turning into a big fight so he snaps/yells at reader and when they don’t return that fight and just kind of shutdown steve panics and feels so so guilty

my love you hit me in the soft spot. i cry so hard whenever anyone even slightly yells at me.

tw: not a lot but i thought id put one to make sure everyones safe <3: bit of a disagreement, reader with vague past relationship trauma if you squint, sensitive reader, anxious reader, oblivious steve, in love steve, steve in general. if anything from above is something you cant handle right now thats perfectly okay and ill see you next time!

steve is very very very gentle. hes calm and collected and mostly rational. so arguments are extremely rare.

but today steve was tired. oh so tired. and he missed you. so much. so when you were being almost silent on the car ride home from the bi-weekly dinner with the kids, robin and eds, he was freaking out.

the waitress was very subtly flirting with him. in a way where only the girls at the table knew what was going on.

of course steve had no interest in her, for gods sake. he didnt even look at her for more than two seconds.

you werent mad at him. no, he handled it very well. he passed all the tests. you were just sad. comparing yourself to the blonde waitress. thinking about how many people want him that you dont even know about. the little voice in your head saying “why does he want you?” and looking for signs of infidelity, coming back emptyhanded as always, shamefully reminding you that hes not your past relationships.

so no you werent mad at him. you were mad at you.

but we all know hes a little bit… slow sometimes. so that doesnt even occur to him.

what if you lost interest in him? what if you think hes annoying? why are you mad at him?

his fears only heightening when you give him a small smile when he opens the front door for you, instantly heading to the kitchen to get some water, hoping itll make you feel better.

“whats your problem tonight?”

oh.

“…what?” and you stare directly down at the countertop because you can already feel yourself tearing up at his tone.

“what do you mean ‘what?’. youve been acting weird since we left.”

he really doesnt mean for it to sound so angry, if you listened a little closer you might be able to hear the desperation in his voice.

“…the waitress”

“what?”

“she was flirting with you.

“what?”

he throws his head back and puts his hands to his face in exasperation. before realizing that youre a little too quiet… and shaking?

his tone brought back memories and fear. fear that he would just find someone else since you were bothering him. and youd be left alone again, but only this time unable to pick up the pieces.

and now hes horrified because he didnt mean to sound angry, he was just frustrated and didnt even think about how sensitive his girl was to things like that.

but you were too far gone now. your ears ringing and your breath escaping you. fighting back tears with every bone in your body, and losing said fight.

and so you turned around to look at him. and your eyes betray you once more. instantly filling with tears that make steves face drop and heart fall.

“m’sorry steve” but your voice falters and breaks before the first sob racks through your body, walking as quickly as you can to his bedroom to clean yourself up.

HES FREAKING OUT SO BAD

he feels absolutely awful. poor man starts crying too, but makes himself stop for his apology, not wanting to scare you further.

following behind you and knocking on his own door.

“babydoll, can i come in?”

youre standing in front of his mirror. eyes puffy and red and shaking. you knew steve wouldnt leave. you knew he wasnt like that. but you were crying anyways, which only made you cry more out of embarrassment.

“…yeah” you call weakly, still not looking up as he opens the door.

his arms are around you instantaneously

“‘m so sorry baby i didnt mean to sound angry, i wasnt thinking. im sorry.”

“its okay, im sorry i-”

“no, you have nothing to be sorry for. you’re allowed to get sad. theres nothing wrong with it, id never judge you for that. i was just being… stupid cause i didnt get it y’know? i mean i literally am horrifyingly in love with you. im like obsessed with you… not in a weird way…. anyways! and i get jealous all the time. like everyday, even over small things. that barista the other day? coulda killed that guy. y’had me studying how to make lattes babe.”

and of course youre giggling. his polo shirt saturated with tears and pure joy.

“i love you so much.”

“i love you most. i know you dont really think id look at anyone but you, right? but if you need confirmation i will go and take back the tip we gave that lady.”

more giggles.

and that was the difference. steve embraced your sensitivity. he loved it actually. loved the way you care about things. love the way you pick up on energies before anyone else. loves everything about you. including some of the not so pretty things.

#steve harrington #steve harrington x reader #steve harrington x you #steve stranger things #stranger things #steve x reader #steve x you #steve harrington fluff #steve h #dove and steve

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PLEASE TALK ABOUT THE LUZO SABAODY/2 YEAR TIMSEKIP STUFF IM BEGGING YOU

oh its so much....its So cute that u know that panel where they step away to talk like "hey where did the bear guy send you to? 😄" its so casual for what a heavy event it was, and how hard what came after had been.....but i kinda love it you know it's not unrealistic to be like haha its fine NOW so we can laugh and have fun and relax and smile again....just like lawbepo hug on zou - bepo is SO happy to see law that he instantly forgets and forgives all the fear and pain law made him feel, it doesnt matter its over!!!

its the same with luzo at sabaody reunion they are all grins and "i cant wait to rediscover you, I'll enjoy learning how youve changed bit by bit, ill savour it like a good meal" long looks. Because its Safe they are together again and they both, they ALL worked to become stronger so they can stay together, so luzo have that sexy confidence about it and instead of regretting the wasted time they think "nothing can separate us now"

and its CRAZY cuz they've been through so much. from the absolute horror of the initial incident, to the pain of finding out what happened to luffy at marineford and zoro going insane because he isnt there for luffy. luffy going through that and not wanting to live afterwards but being brought back Because he has zoro and the others - no doubt in those tears of love and gratitude there was a mix up of guilt for considering offing himself because it would mean hurting THEM. he is very sorry, it passed.

so reunion is So full of joy and comfort Despite that horrible baggage makes it all the more beautiful for them to feel So Light as they fall into each other like: there you are, my love, my home, isnt it amazing how we sync up so effortlessly again - its pure happiness

not only both of them worked and changed and became so much stronger to be able to stay together, not only did they endure so much pain for each other's sake (others' too but u know. its fucking luzo) they also both discovered a facet of their love that only distance could give so theyve matured with it too

its Nuts

zoros devotion got formed under pressure of kuma fight and his training like a diamond. as ive said i love post ts zoro being a shameless trophy wife/bodyguard who is So openly proud to be a dog its DISTURBING (positive. appreciative)

if luffy was possessive before he somehow becomes Worse much to zoros happiness. But luffys determination to be great to reach his goal is inseparable from his greed and selfishness, and that includes zoro, its crazy really because greed usually implies large quantities but with this its intense greed focused on one person (because zoro is luffys only lover and he wants no other. zoro is the best) which makes it Suffocating. in a way even the fact that "thought of zoro saved me from giving up" kind of = zoro is mine completely, its a batshit logic but thats not unusual for luffy -

luffy doesn't want to become king alone - he wants to do it with zoro and the others, his goal is his life, he is nothing without them and it just so happens that zoro is most important there, not making others disposable just cuz they arent sucking his dick but zoro is zoro, zoro was always different, zoro is the most HIS out of this group of people who will die for him

and they all came back...and zoro came back.. it's like by doing that they signed a second new and expanded unspoken contract between them that yes you are our captain Yes we will see you through the end etc

and luffy is so giddy that zoro is there ..not that luffy doubted him but he really feels like celebrating

😊😊😊

(sorry this ended up being a scattered train of thought and i didnt even talk about them fucking but i did cry typing it up if that helps cuz i love them...)

#one piece #luzo #anonymous

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allkordelia · 1 year

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Keep Me in Your Thoughts (3)

It was dark when I woke up the curtains around my bed were still shielding me from the rest of my room, baelor was against my chest while the spot otto was laying not too long ago was empty. A yawn broke through me as I stretched my body out moaning a bit in the process, I moved my son gently back into the middle of the bed before moving to throw back the curtains and getting out of bed. The light from the sun was painting half of my room orange when I walked over to balcony doors, I ran my nails gently against my scalp as the morning bell ranged waking everyone in king's landing up for the day. My white sleeping gown brushed against the floor as I walked over to my door to open it, my feet padded against the cool stone floors towards my children's rooms which weren't that far away.

"Good morning, my lady." The young girl, Meya, walked up to me before stopping and bowing her head.

"Good morning, Meya. Are the kids in their room?" Meya nodded before explaining that they were getting dressed for today, I nod listening noticing the girl looked out of sorts. I couldn't pinpoint what it was that made her seem disparate, I guess you could say, she seemed angry or bitter about something.

"Are you alright, meya? You seem upset." The young maid looked at me taken back causing my head to tilt slightly to the side, she blinked away her shock before shaking her head.

"I'm fine, my lady. Just a bit...I'm not myself this morning thats all." My brows frown at her words wondering what could be the matter.

"If your ill you need not worry about me, you should go back to your quarters and I can have your sister help me dress." Meya shook her head rapidly as she tried to convince me she wasn't ill and that she was still able to help around.

"Are you sure?" She nodded with a smile, I looked at her for a second before letting it go, and she smiled gratefully as she walked past me and follow her back to my room.

The morning was like any other morning you and your children had breakfast in your chambers like always, and you asked them about activities they had planned for today since they didn't have to be with their septa.

"We were going to go horseback riding, but father said we had no time," Corwyn said digging into his eggs, my face scrunched up in confusion as I glanced at my son over the rim of my cup.

"Why wouldn't you have time?" I asked putting my cup down.

"The trip, of course, he said you wanted to go to diftmark for a few days. He said you felt homesick." Aeron said looking at me, I blinked at him taken back I never said that why would he lie to our children, my eyes wandered over to the two maids who stood like a statue with wide eyes, I looked at Alora who looked at me before turning her eyes away, meya did the same as I look at her not before I noticed the guilt in them.

"Mother? Is everything alright?" Aeron asked, my head turned back to them but my eyes were on the table trying to keep my emotions at bay, I exhale softly before looking up at my children as they stared back at me with confusion and worrisome eyes.

"Of course, my love. It must have slipped my mind, now finish up, I will need to leave soon, and you all need to put on your gear so we can fly to diftmark." I said before slowly pushing my chair back, the triplets and baelor looked excited at the mention of flying, meaning they will see my black he-dragon, Rhaemyx. I walk away from the table my eyes caught meya and Alora as I beckoned them near the fireplace.

"I am not easy to anger, but right now I am in no mood for liars. What is going on." The young girls in front of me looked at their feet in fear and guilt, it wasn't until a minute later that meya lifted her eyes to look at me when I got my answer.

"There was word that Lord Hightower had solicited an annulment from the High Septon." My eyes glanced at the table with my children feeling an ill feeling turn in my stomach, I turned my gaze back to the girls as my hand was threaded in front of me, I look in a deep breath before asking why.

"We do not know, m'lady. But, we do know it had something to do with prince daemon." I shut my eyes turning my whole body towards the fireplace, I didn't want my children to see the worry and fear on my face, I needed to be strong, I needed to be calm and I needed to show that nothing was wrong and that everything was fine.

"My lady?... Do you need to sit? Should I get you a glass of water?" I shook my head taking in and letting out small breaths from my mouth to calm my strained heart.

"Is there anything else I need to know?" I asked looking towards the girls, meya looked at her sister who looked back at her, before turning her eyes at me with a grim look.

"I overheard that if his request was rejected, lord hightower will seek the king's approval instead, and...." she glanced over at the table making me frown hoping it had nothing to do with the children, she looked back at me leaning in a bit towards me before she whispered, "...and he may bring young baelor true father into question at the small council for support." I drew back, my teeth gnawing at my cheek since this conversation started and all I could taste is the familiar metal taste as this day was starting not in her favor.

"Take the children to get ready, and I will meet you at the dragon pit when I am done." I walked away from them to the table giving each one of my children a kiss, before saying my goodbyes, I looked at the two handmaidens one last time before leaving the room.

I stood outside my door for a minute needing a moment, an exhausted sigh passed through my lips before I walked off down the hall, my thoughts wandering to the possibility of what will happen. Even though all my childern possess the usual targaryen white silver hair, what they don't posses is the lilac eyes that I and baelor have, but rather the forest green like their father.

I slowed down my pace realizing I was close to the small council chambers, I stood in the hallway just a couple of feet away from the door. My back was against the wall with my eyes closed, I told myself whatever happens in there that I will not give otto, the satisfaction of seeing me break down, I inhale a deep breath before puffing out air from my mouth and continue on.

The guards by the door bowed their heads before opening the door to the chambers, and everyone looked at me as I stepped in. My eyes looked around the room seeing the king wasn't here yet, I cast my eyes down when I caught otto's gaze, I threaded my fingers in front of me moving to stand behind my father's chair, I looked over at Alicent who had a nervous and scared look on her face, she glanced at me as I motioned for her to take a deep breathe which she applied and gave me a small smile of gratitude. The man in the room stood up as I and the other two girls turned to see the doors open and the king walking through, they bowed as me and young princess just stared at him as he walked to his seat.

My eyes moved around the room again feeling someone looking at me, I caught the princess rhaenyra stare, well more like glaring with an unreadable look. Was she angry? Bitter? Jealous? I couldn't tell, so I raised my brow at her making her turn pink and look away making her attention go back to her father. I looked away after a few seconds and listen to the man talk about what happened at Dragonstone.

"Otto. You said you had something urgent to say, what was it?" I looked at the man who I called husband at the same time he looked at me, he cleared his throat looking away.

"After I came back from Dragonstone, I requested an annulment from the High septon and which he reject..." I looked down at my hands as I started fidgeting with my ring," ...So, I ask you my king to grant me this annulment from my ladywife–" I tensed as my father smacked the hard table

"With what cause?!" Corlys snapped.

"Infidelity." My father scoffed out in anger, as the other men in room mumbled to one another, I can already feel them staring at me, judging me, I can already see it, the red mark that will taint my name and my childern names for years.

"You know as well as I do that infidelity are no grounds for annulment, otto." The king finally spoke.

"Yes, but you know I have been nothing but a loyal subject to you, my king. As well as, a faithful husband. " He said, "And after yesterday, it seems my wife couldn't do the same for me, so I ask of you to convince the high septon to grant me this favor." My eyes burned holes in the side of his head, my eyes moved away from him when the king said my name.

"Do you have anything to say about this?" I moved to speak when my father harsh voiced cut through the air like a hot knife.

"No, because this is ludicrous, where is the proof?" I looked over at Otto again after my father finished waiting for his response.

"Prince Daemon admitted –" Another scoffed escaped my father's mouth cutting off otto.

"No offense, my king. But, Daemon isn't one for telling the utmost truth now is he." Viserys motion his hand for my father to calm down and let otto finished, otto eyes moved away from my father and me going back to the king.

"Prince Daemon had admitted to having a affair with rhaelle many years ago,"

"He said that?" My father pique.

"Not in those words but the gist of it." My father hummed nodding, you could tell he wasn't buying it and this talk was making him grow agitated, "If you don't believe me, you can ask the princess, she heard everything that daemon said along with nineteen other men." I glanced at the princess along with all the others as she looked taken back.

"Well, rhaenyra?" viserys asked, he waited for his daughter, the princess look over at me before looking back at her father and nodding.

"Still doesnt prove anything, we all know that daemon never like you. So, how do we know that he actually telling the truth, for all we know this could just be him gertung at you." My father stated making some of the men including the king make looks of agreement, it made sense, otto got daemon booted as heir and in return daemon embarrassed him by saying he slept with his wife in front of his men and the princess.

"Lord Corlys has a point, otto. Is this all you have?" The way otto glanced at me after viserys said that made me furrowed my brows, and prepare for his next words.

"No, I wish to bring to light that young baelor is not my son, and was fathered by someone else." The room went silent for the second time after twenty minutes of this whole ordeal, even through I wasn't looking at him, I could still sense him staring at me.

"You slimy spineless worm of a man, how dare you insult my daughter and grandson like this." My father grits out with his fist tightly balled togther.

"I only speak the truth–" I tensed when my father slammed his fist against the table making it rattle.

"Will you not do nothing," my father angry stare moved to viserys, "This pest is speaking ill of your own fresh and blood, and you done nothing but let him continue on with this–this foolery." Viserys held a look of unease and confliction by all that was being said.

"This is all getting a bit out of hand–" Viserys was cut off by otto as the man stood up causing everyone to look back at him.

"I am sorry but I refuse to continue on like this, my king. I can't allow this disrespect continue I have allowed myself to be embarrassed by this woman for too long. I will not continue to allow myself to raise a...a bastard." He spat the word, my heart felt like it was being squeezed, just last night the memory of baelor snuggle into the man he called father is now calling the son he made her have a bastard.

"I will have your tongue–." My father hissed, I backed up as my father's chair screech against the floor as he stood up in anger, his hand went to his dagger he held on his waist as he glared at otto.

"Enough!" Viserys exclaimed making both men look towards him before he sighed and wiped his face and looked over at Otto.

"Your request for annulment is granted, otto. The guards will send word to the high septon now," Viserys looked over my shoulder giving one of the guards a curt nod, making me turn around shock seeing the guard walk out of the room.

"Thank you, my king." I turned back around training my eyes on the floor stun.

"This is madness. You have him slander my daughter and grandchild with no proof of the matter, how is this just."

"I am sorry, corlys. But, the matter is done and I will no longer hear about it, as your king I command it." I shook my head, I felt sick, I felt like my whole body was shutting down and I can't stop it, the only think I could hear is my father angry voice.

"Kepa, enough." My father looked at me in angry snd comfusion, I knew that if I didn't stop him, viseys would forget that he is married to his cousin and his kindness can go so far with my father, "Otto is right. I haven't been a faithful wife." I looked at my father who gave me a small frown, I swallow thickly before looking at otto.

"I am sorry, otto. For everything. I hope you can forgive me, and I have no right to ask this of you, but what will be of our triplets. " As much as it pains you, you knew you had to do this, the king made his decision and now you must pay. You know saying sorry won't do anything but it will show that your not heartless and that you actually feel bad about how things went even through it wasnt entirely your fault, and hopefully the rumors will not reflect entirely on your childern in the end.

"There is no doubt that the triplets are mine, so I will acknowledge them as such." He said, I nodded and thanked him, my father made sound before stalking past me and out of the room. I glanced at Alicent who look hurt and devastated, I gave her a sad look before following after my father.

My father was fast as he rounded the corner not giving me time to catch him and talk, I went back to my chambers to look around one last time. When I walked in, the wardrobe that I kept my clothes were open and empty as well as my dressers, I scan my eyes around the room that held so many memories with my childern. My clenched my jaw to keep my bottom lip from wobbling, I couldn't help the small whimper that passed through my lips as a serge of emotions came over me. The tears that I been holding back since I heard of this finally poured from my eyes uncontrollably, my life was over no lord will want me after this gets out and I stained my name and my house, by the gods I pray that my childern will forgive me. I pray my mother will forgive by the way my father looked at me, I know the only I get back into his good graces is if I allow Valaena to marry lord baratheon. I exhale a shuddering breathe, now my only daughter will have to endure the same pain that I had to suffer, when I was her age maybe even twice worse.

I wiped my eyes along my cheeks and neck as I heard the door opened, I turn to see otto walking through the doorway. I let out a low agitated groan at the sight of him, I moved going towards the door only for him to block me. He wouldn't budge whenever I tired to get to the door even though he moves slow, he is still strong enough to keep me spotted.

"Don't touch me." I yanked my arms from his grip and took a step back, he looked at me as I looked back at him with a sharpe look.

"You have every right to be angry–" he starts.

"Good to know." He blocked my way to the door again not letting me leave, he brought his hands up to my shoulders only for me to give him a look causing him to let his hands fall to his side.

"You must know that this pains me more than you know to do this to you and our childern." I rolled my eyes at him can't believing the words falling out of his mouth.

"Oh, you poor unfortunate soul, you speak as if you had no choice, are you the one getting ship back to oldtown to be label as a disgrace to your house." He didn't say anything making me nod, "I didn't think so." I walked by him towards the door.

"Rhaelle–" he calls making me turn around quickly causing him to stop and back up.

"No! I am done listening to you, after everything I done for you." I step closer to him as stare at him with affliction, "I allow you to do so many things that could have had you and your entire house executed, I let you use my body, and you have the nerve to slaughter my character in front of the entire council. Why should I listen to anything you have to say." He didn't speeak as he stood there with not a hint of a regret.

"I meant what I said last night, I am truely sorry for everything." my hand went to the space between my brows as I pressed my fingers against it.

"Your sorry means nothing to me, your sorry won't stop the gossip of my infidelity, it won't stop the looks our childern will get from the other houses or the wrath I will face when I get home, and it certainly won't rid me of the sullied feeling I been holding onto for the last seven years." My hand work getting the ring off my other hand, I held up the oval emerald ring that he brought from oldtown just few weeks after our wedding as a gift and symbol of our marriage.

"Goodbye, otto. I hope your happy with yourself, and I pray our childern hate you just as much as I do." I threw the ring to his feet before walking out of the room leaving him by himself, the thought that he is completely alone and back where he started ten years ago makes a small smile appear on my face.

My childern and the rest of my family were outside waiting for the carriage when I walk out, my father look over at me for a second before turning his back and walking awah, I cast my eyes away from him and held my dress up as I walked up to my small family. When I got close I heard valaena and laena talking to another as well as laenor and my boys, baelor was resting his head against my mother's shoulder as she held him close.

"Mhysa." I call my mother in valyrian making her look at me, I held my hands out as she hand baelor over to me just as the carriage pulled up in front of us. I looked around for Alora and Meya, my hand moved to valaena stopping her and laena from going into the carriage.

"Where is Alora and Meya?" I looked down at the young girl.

"They went up ahead to the docks with some of our things," I nodded as she turned and got into carriage with laena right behind her, I looked up at the red keep before getting in sitting between my mother and crowyn. The ride to the docks was spent in silence on mine and my father's part, I knew my mother notice something was wrong as she looked at me the entire ride as I distract myself with baelor. The carriage finally stopped making me look out to see when we were at the port, I saw meya and alora talking to a woman dress head to toe in red cloak and hood making it hard to see her face, my attention was pulled away from the trio as my father stomped through the walkway and out of the carriage. My mother told us to sit tight and left following her husband, I looked back over to the trio of woman before getting up and sat baelor to sit next to his sister and cousin.

"I'll be right back." I held on to the side as I stepped out holding my dress, I step back as two men pass by me carrying a container to a ship, my sight was block now that a munch if men moved along the port transfing goods from and to the ships. As the woman in red finish talking to Alora and Meya, she looked up at me with her beady dark brown eyes, such alluring eyes that made me feel like she was putting me under a trance, I moved my foot forward to take over to her when I was pulled back by the sound of laena's voice.

"Rhae, are you okay?" I looked at her a bit taken back nodding before looking over to found the woman in red is gone and the sisters were walking over to me, I shook my head before turning towards laena who got out of the carriage with a look on her sweet face.

"What is wrong, dōna haedar." I walked closer to her, she looked up at me with a small frown.

"Is father mad at me?" I furrowed my brows in confusion before shaking my head.

"No, of course not, why would you think that," laena let out a sigh as she played with her hands reminding me of alicent.

"The king didn't choose me as his wife, and now father haven't said a word to me since he walked out, he can't even look at me." I stiffen at what she said, I looked over at my father and mother who were talking near his ship, you can tell that he wasn't happy, the way his face scrunched up and how his hands move around as he talk to his wife made it clear. But, I wonder if that was because of me or laena, I hoped that he didn't blame her for the fact that the king had some common sense and morals to not choose a child as his bride.

"...maybe if I was little more convincing, maybe father would be happy." I turned back to the small girl, I shook my head again, lowering myself to the muddy ground and lifted her chin so she can look at me.

"Don't say such silly things, sweet sister. You are not at fault here, it is me, you did nothing wrong, okay?" I gave her reassuring smile making her nod, "Good. So, do not fret, the last thing we wish is for vhagar to come and give father a fright for making you sad." I smiled as she giggled.

"Do you think vhagar will find me and let me claim her, sister. " I stood up straight before nodding.

"Of course, you have fire in your blood and more importantly who could resist your cute little face." she smiled as I grabbed her cheeks before planting a kiss on her head, laena's arm went around my waist burying her smile in my side hugging me just as meya and alora walked up to me.

"Lady Rhaelle. Lady Laena." They curtsy in front of us before turning their gazed completely to me," Your belongings are on the ship, m'lady. Will you need anything from us before we board. " I shook my head letting laena go as she make her way back into the carriage, I looked over their shoulder to see if the woman in red was still around.

"My lady?" I looked at meya who looked at me a bit concern making me plaster on a small smile.

"Yes, uh, who was that woman you were talking to moments ago." The two sisters glanced at one another before shrugging.

"Just someone who needed help founding the way back to the city." I hummed looking at both of them, I can tell they weren't telling me the whole truth, so I let it go for now but I will get my answers eventually.

"Alright, we should get going to the dragonpit, come along." I turned not leaving room for an response as I climbed in the carriage, not a minute later my mother came in and the started moving again.

I stood aside as I watch my oldest son, Aeron, run towards his dragon with his sister, out of all my childern only Aeron and Baelor had dragons. aeron claimed his dragon on his tenth name day while at Dragonstone, Valaena and Crowyn never did the same, valaena still wanted to wait for her egg to hatch as did crowyn, so for now they rode Rhaemyx and Maegarax with me and aeron.

"My lady, maybe it is wise for us to take the ship to diftmark instead." Alora said referring to her and her sister, I turned to see them looking at rhaemyx with scared and anxious.

"But, it's fast and I don't wish for you to be alone for hours on the ship with all those men, its best you ride with me." I told them as I sat baelor down and watch him meet rhaemyx halfway, rhaemyx growled lowly as he laid his head down while baelor rubbed the side of his face.

"O-okay," I smirked to myself at the nervousness in their voice, "I know this a dumb question, but will it be able to fit us all in one saddle, m'lady." I looked at them before glancing at my black beauty, rhaemyx was fully grown, and he was nearly the same size as caraxes.

"He will. All I have to do is put another two seater saddle on and we're good to go." I smiled at them as I waved one of the dragon tamers for another saddler, after I strap the saddle to the beast, I helped the young girls up while baelor hanged to my back with his arms around my neck. I held Meya's hand as she held her sisters as we climb onto my dragon, finally made it to the top, I moved to help strap them in making sure tighten the belt for the both of them before doing the same to baelor as he sits in front of me.

I spoke in high valyrian causing rhaemyx to shift, I felt meya's hands clutch my waist as he started moving, he climbed the outer walls of the dragonpit, we were so high off the ground that we could see the entire city. I heard a whimper from behind me before a squeak as rhaemyx fell backwards of the structure, meya's arms wrap around my stomach as we flew through the air. He circled the red keep before he flew over the city, I glanced down seeing baelor smile and hold on to the rope you had put there for your childern to make it look like they were holding the reins.

"...we ask the mother to protect us and get us safely to..." Meya yelp not finishing her prayer moving her face to bury it in my back as rhaemyx flew down near the water.

"Open your eyes girls, there's nothing to be scared of." I said loud enough from them both, you felt meya a shake her head no, "I promise you, you regret it if you don't." I looked down at the crystal blue water seeing my reflection smiling as specks of water hit my face, a minute went by when I felt the tightness around my stomach loosen making me glance behind me to see the sisters hesitatedly looking over into the water. I smiled when I noticed the girls started to smile even seeing alora hand rest on the side of rhaemyx, the black beauty huff before pulling up and making the girls sit straight agajn. He brought us back up, meya held into me again as rhaemyx continue flying upwards, soon enough we were above the clouds soaring. My arms was were in the air along with baelors, the feeling of the sun and air against my face made me feel at peace, I felt every once of anger or sadness I been feeling all day was being washed away. I sigh opening my eyes before looking below us at the canvas of clouds, a vibrant came from rhaemyx making me look over my shoulder.

"Hold on a tight." My arm went around my son while my hands grip the reins tight, meya start to babble before she and her sister scream were the only thing you heard as rhaemyx dove head first through the sky, me and baelor howl going through the clouds as we fell. The clouds we fell pass soon faded away and we were meet with my home, Diftmark, the sun shine on my ancestral home like the gods themselves were placing the the sun upon its beauty. I pulled the reins making rhaemyx straighten up and causing us to shake in his movements, he flew around the castle letting me see, Maegarax was already there on the beachgrass along with Meleys and Seasmoke. We landed soon after just a few feet from the castle, the gaint beast laid down making baelor loose the girdle around his waist and move over to climb down like he usually do, I turn to see meya was loosen the strap as alora was already gently getting down trying not to fall.

"So, how did you like your first dragon ride." I asked meya, she looked at me a bit disheveled making me bite my lip.

"Well...," she cleared her voice, as she fixed her hair trying to make it look decent, " It was certainly fun, but I still favor the water over the sky, m'lady." I smirk humming to her response,I soon follow after sliding down the side of my dragon, I pat his snort while holding baelor's hand as we walk by him. We made it to the castle finding the servants carrying my things inside, I heave a sigh looking around my home feeling glad to finally be back and away from king's landing.

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xhanelia · 3 months

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Could I ask for Sova x reader with fear of needles? The reader will try to run away and will cry during the actual needle play (totally not me after getting my COVID shot😐)

Okay okay my tumblr is now allowing me to edit my ask box so, HELLO DEAR! I hope im not too late! If so, im so sorry. I swear i want to write but this shitty app is against it so much istg. I wrote this fic platonic in any case. Anyways, hope you like it!

Sova x Reader who is afraid of needles

How did it came to this? You have no idea.

It was a mission day like always. But the thing was that the rain, pouring like the goddamn zeus just broke up with his wife and lost all of his children.

Ofcourse nearly all of the agents went to this mission came back soaked wet. But no one worse than you.

Your part was outside. Watching out for any threat that might come. There seemed to be no threat other than the natural ice bucket challange for you.

When the team finally arrived to the HQ, you were trembling all over. Holding your arms with your hands, you try to warm up but it did not helped. Your body was sore all over and your nose was running.

Sage noticed that and gave you afew days to rest your body from the mission you just finished. Hopefully you'd recover from this little illness and relax but your body had other plans.

After afew days, Sova got worried and went to check up on you. Knocking afew times and entering inside your room, he saw how you were curled up in your bed with red cheeks and tissues all over the room. He got so worried about you.

Just as he was going to get Sage, he remembered that she went to a mission with Skye that will last for about a week or two. With dissapointment in his face, he thought about other choices he had.

Then it hit him. Maybe Viper could be able to find a solution. She was a former doctor nevertheless.

He picked you up and went to the doctors office. Viper raised a brow when she saw the two of you. Sova explained your situation. She gave a nod with a hand on her chin then looked at you. Examined you for afew minutes then went back to her desk.

You looked at Sova, trying to imply that this was not a good idea. Sova gave you an assuring smile to keep your hopes high like he always does.

You looked back at Viper. She took a syringe and took some kind of liquid that looked like water. Then carefully inserted a needle on top of it and flicking the top to get rid of the airbubbles. The fear ran through your veins as she turned to you.

And thats how you find yourself in this situation. Crying in Sova's arms while the two was trying to convince you.

"You wont even feel it, besides, im here for you." Sova tried to calm you down with his warm tone like always but this time was different. You were really scared and his reasuring words were not helping for the first time.

"Theres no other choice. The HQ is so far away from the city. We cannot go to a hospital. And theres no other healers left in the HQ." Viper spoke. "You either let me do this or you'll suffer untill Sage and Skye come back from their mission."

You screamed as she tried to get closer. She knew to not go over your boundaries so she looked at Sova. Hoping that maybe he could find a way.

Sova got the hint and turned you to face him. "Look at me." He said with the same warm tone as he took your forearms into his hands to make you keep looking at him. Viper understood what he was trying to do.

"I dont want you to get any worse than this. You are very dear to me and it hurts to see you so weak like this. I know that everyone has their fears inside them but theres nothing we cannot overcome. See?"

He smiled at you while Viper wiped down your arm with a piece of cotton. As she turned away and tossed the needle and the cotton into a thrash bin, you looked at Sova with a confused face. He laughed at your reaction and wiped down your tears with his hand.

"The effect of medication will show in an hour." She smiled. Truly a rare occation to see Viper smile. "Dont underastimate my skills." She said. This little trouble reminded of her the times when she used to be a true doctor.

When you both walk back to your room, you crossed your arms. "I hate you." Sova laughed. "Alright, alright... im sorry. But you feel better already. Dont you?" You scoffed. "But im still mad at you." Sova giggled. "I'll win your heart later. I promise." And you know that he always keeps his promises.

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cupidjyu · 1 year

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my secret admirer

haknyeon x reader (request, thank you for the birthday wish, dear anon!)

genre: slight mystery (not really), fluff, cutie haknyeon, bff kevin, just a lot of surprise, getting together-ish, texting au-ish notes: haknyeon just gives me orange/tangerine vibes like he is the brightest, cutest soul ever i wanna smooch him... word count: 2.7k

music played in your ears as you watched lazily as your pen rolled and rolled, all the way to the edge of the table. you didn’t flinch as it fell and made a loud, clattering sound on the wood floor. though, you did jump when you noticed people around who were also studying at the library, turn to look at you with sharp eyes.

you slightly bowed your head, apologized, and bent down to pick it up. you sighed, tired as you slumped back down onto your seat. you were so tired from studying constantly and having to finish up last-minute projects, feeling the life slowly leave your soul as you played with the hem of your papers, yawning.

but then, your phone lit up and you see it’s from him.

or he’s also known by his contact name which is “tangerine🍊”

your best friend, kevin, once saw a notification pop up from him and he thought that you were the weirdest person ever for texting someone named tangerine. though you explained it was a nickname, he had stumped you with his next question.

“what’s his real name then?” he asked.

you paused, thinking for a second. you furrowed your eyebrows, “i don’t actually know?”

“y/n,” he gaped at you in disbelief. “are you kidding me right now?”

the guy who goes by the name of tangerine is a complete mystery to you. and usually, you wouldn’t talk to literal strangers with an anonymous face. but here’s the catch: he’s your secret admirer! you felt giddy just thinking about it.

he had even admitted to it.

it all happened when you had just woken up from a nap. you were exhausted and drowsy, with your hair all over the place. you blinked your eyes blearily and that was when you saw that you had gotten a text from an unknown number.

unknown: hi y/n

you vividly remembered freezing, feeling fear rush through you. did you just gain a stalker? you hesitantly texted back.

you: hi who’s this

unknown: you don’t need to know that

you cringed.

you: ur really creepy right now

unknown: no no no no i promise im not a creep (T⌓T) i just wanted to talk to you but i dunno how to approach u ╥﹏╥

you giggled softly, finding the emoticons cute.

you: do i know you?

unknown: you may have seen me around campus, but i wont tell you who i am. im…. shy (*^.^*)

you smiled like an idiot at your screen.

you: ok, what should i call you

unknown: hm, let me think

unknown: how about

unknown: yours?

you recalled widening your eyes and sitting up in bed at that moment.

you: wow thats bold

unknown: ill always be bold for you

you: bro

unknown: i think ur really pretty, can i be ur secret admirer?

you paused.

you: sure, whats your favorite fruit

unknown: tangerines, why?

you: that’s your new name

tangerine🍊: i still think being yours would be better

you: dont get ahead of yourself

tangerine🍊: i saw these beautiful flowers and they remind me of you <3

you: oh thank you

and you would never admit that you had zoomed in on the picture. but, not on the flowers, but the pretty hand that was holding the stem of the tulip. oh, how you so badly wanted to know who he was. your studying was long forgotten.

you loved this place. the cafe was the perfect vibe. the drinks were so amazing that you liked to try all of them. and it was never too busy to the point that it got stressful. it often became your go-to study spot. so basically, you’re a regular. there was always the nicest girl who served you your drink every day. you remember her mostly from the pretty, light pink hair color that she had dyed it.

currently, you were waiting for kevin so that the two of you could visit nearby stores. he had complained to you the day before that he desperately needed new clothes. you were also waiting for your drink.

and speaking of,

“iced matcha latte for y/n?”

you startled out of your thoughts. that wasn’t the typical honey-like voice that you heard from the girl. instead, it was deeper and raspier. you turned and approached the counter. and it was like time stopped.

you felt like you were in one of those romance dramas where the two characters would meet for the first time and they just cannot get their eyes off each other. the man in front of you was so… cute? he was also handsome, you must add. he had full, pretty lips and big, yet gentle eyes. he looked good with only a simple uniform on. additionally, his brown hair was wavy and looked incredibly soft to the touch.

he was the epitome of your ideal type, friendly, and looks like a cute golden retriever.

and instead of greeting him nicely like a normal citizen, the only thing that you could blurt out was,

“you don’t work here.”

his hand that was holding your drink was now stuck mid-air. and then he burst out laughing, his eyes twinkling which only made your heart thump even more.

“of course i do. i’m just covering for someone else,” he tilted his head, grinning. “don’t tell me you’ve never seen me before.”

you shook your head, still in a trance.

“huh,” he scoffed to himself, slightly in disbelief. but still, he gave you the sweetest smile. “well, it’s nice to meet you.” he had a slight glint in his eyes, almost like he already knew you. and whether you thought that was odd or not, you didn’t care. what you were more focused on was the fact that you may or may not have developed a huge crush on him.

…

“your drink, y/n,” he reminded, eyeing you teasingly. you blinked.

“oh! r-right,” you grabbed it, almost choking on your spit. “have a nice… day?” you turned on your heel and rushed away where kevin was now waiting for you at the entrance. he waved at you excitedly.

“hey,” he grinned. “did you see the sale going on at-”

but you were quick to interrupt him.

“who is that?” you gestured to the man behind you. he was now cleaning the counters, as beautiful as ever.

“hm?” your best friend peeked behind you. his eyes widened with realization. “that’s… is that haknyeon? what’s he doing here? i didn’t know he had a shift today…”

you gawked at him with confusion.

he was quick to notice and he laughed, “haknyeon’s my roommate.”

“oh,” you were deep in thought. all that was playing in your mind was his beautiful smile and his bright eyes and his-

“why, did he bother you?”

“no, he’s just…” you stammered. “he’s cool, i guess.” and as you were leaving, you couldn’t help but take another peek at him. your heart was thumping the whole day after, just at the thought of possibly seeing him again.

tangerine🍊: matcha latte or chai latte?

you: matcha latte of course, are u kidding me

tangerine🍊: hm.. then ill make sure to keep that in mind for our future dates

you: ive never seen u yet, how are you so sure ill go on a date with you?

tangerine🍊: maybe you did see me (*ﾉωﾉ)

you: what

tangerine🍊: nothing! i will now make a chai latte since you hate it so much

you: i never said i hate it. and you can make drinks? are you a barista at a cafe or something?

you: don’t leave me on read

you: youre a menace

haknyeon let out a huge breath after holding it for so long. he flipped over on his bed, burying his face in the pillow as he screamed into it until his face was red (as if he wasn’t blushing already before).

“are you okay?” kevin eyed him, looking up from his computer.

“im fine,” he breathed out. “i just almost got caught.”

“did you commit a crime or something?” kevin widened his eyes.

“oh no,” he giggled. he then looked off into the distance with dazed eyes. “i’m just in love.”

“oh my god.”

it’s odd, how kevin, who was your best friend for who knows how long, has never invited you to his dorm before. you’ve known him since the two of you were just playing and running in the playground. he’s been by your side forever, rooting for you and hoping you’d do the same. but his unvisited dorm status has now changed as you were now standing right outside his room.

once he heard your knock, he flung open the door and smiled widely.

“y/n!” he threw his arms around you. “i missed you!”

you giggled, slapping him playfully, “kev, it’s only been two days.”

“still,” he glared. he stepped aside, “come in!”

you were incredibly surprised to see how neat the small room was. everything was folded, not a single piece of dirty clothes on the floor, nor were there empty iced tea bottles that kevin always loved to drink.

you turned to him with a baffled smile, “since when were you so neat?”

“me?” he froze. and then he shook his head, “no way, would i ever be the neat one… that was haknyeon.” he rolled his eyes, gesturing to the folded blankets and fluffed pillows, “he insisted that our dorm be neat for our guest. which, i don’t understand because when he has sunwoo over, he doesn’t care at all how messy it is. maybe it’s cause he knows it’s you…”

you didn’t think too much of the odd statement and just laughed quietly. you sat on kevin’s bed, taking one of his plushies and squishing it roughly in your hand.

“so,” you began. “what show did you say we should watch again?” you looked up at him. but kevin was staring at his phone, an utter look of panic in his eyes. “k-kevin?”

“i, uh- i’ll be right back,” he jerked a thumb to the door. “may have taken someone else’s package. i was wondering why i ordered like one hundred packs of cookie cutters… who even needs that?” and he was out of the door after grabbing the brown box, the metal sounds jingling inside. you could even hear the footsteps running down the hallway.

you yelped, “wait-” you sighed, sinking back down on the bed in defeat. you took this chance to look at the area a bit more closely. it was a lot different from your dorm. their dorm was a bit more cluttered but in a colorful way. kevin had some art supplies laid out on his desk, as well as an unfinished coffee from this morning.

you turned to the other side of the room, which you assumed was haknyeon’s. there was the cutest pig plushie on his bed, and on his desk… was a whole pack of macarons.

you laughed, it reminding you very oddly of a certain secret admirer. it was his favorite snack, he absolutely adored rambling on and on about them, even rating each macaron he ate from one to ten. on some days, he would randomly send you a picture and caption it “you have to try this when we go on our date, one day >.<”

you opened your phone and texted him.

you: what’s your favorite flavor of macarons?

suddenly, a ping came from his bedside table. you paused, your body going rigid when you noticed how a phone had immediately lit up as soon as you pressed send. you tilted your head. that’s not kevin’s phone, but haknyeon’s.

maybe it was just a coincidence?

you walked over and you read the contact name that popped up on the phone.

prettiest in the world (y/n) 💗

you took in a small gasp as your eyes shifted from your phone to his. with your heartbeat thumping, you rushed and sent another text to him. and soon enough, his phone sounded once again.

you yelped. all the dots began to connect in your head. the glint in his eye at the cafe, kevin’s constant complaining of his roommate being on his phone late at night…

he’s your-

the door suddenly opened. you whipped around, expecting it to be kevin, but instead, it was him. he looked like he had just come back from running after class, books in his hand and his mouth huffing for breath. he looked attractive. and also cute. you’ll never get over how cute he is.

he pointed at you, smiling funnily, “you’re here… and kevin’s not here?” he looked at you with awe. “he must trust you a lot.”

“i- you-” your cheeks began to flame red as you stuttered. you pointed at his phone, handing it to him.

he looked at you with surprise. “i knew i left it here!” he groaned, taking it from you. he turned it on. when he saw the notifications from you, he immediately froze. his mouth pulled into a sharp line as he slowly looked at you, his eyes darting.

you simply stared back, mouth wide open. the cute guy from the cafe, your best friend’s roommate, was your secret admirer? the one that you’ve been talking to for almost two months now?

“i- i can explain!” he panicked, his hands flailing helplessly. then, they clasped together, almost in silent prayer as he gazed at you with pleading eyes. he took a deep breath before rambling like an absolute maniac, “i am… i am your secret admirer, here in the flesh. but please hear me out! i’ve known you for a long time because i always see you on video call with kevin. and then i saw that you started coming to the cafe i work at and i-” he stammered, his cheeks turning redder by the second. “and then i thought that you were the most beautiful. like an angel who fell from the sky and- oh, im rambling. but i- i didn’t know how to approach you so i got your number through kevin’s phone so-”

“you’re my secret admirer?’ you asked in utter disbelief, completely disregarding his sob story.

he blushed, looking away as he shuffled on his feet.

“maybe…?”

you gaped at him. but your lips slowly grew into a bright smile.

“thank god, you weren’t some old creepy guy,” you sighed in relief. “i’m glad that my secret admirer is a cute one.”

“yeah,” he casually agreed. “you wouldn’t want some cree- wait. what?” he sputtered, turning even more pink. his eyes were wide. “y-you think i’m cute?”

you nodded, winking, “you’re really cute. i even might have developed a crush on you when i first met you. i’m glad it’s you.”

he laughed, loudly, “that’s so…” he looked at you fondly. “that’s amazing. i can’t believe i- oh i think i just won the lottery. uh so, should i properly greet you now?” he giggled adorably. “hey y/n,” he took your hand in his, making you sputter. he pressed a soft kiss to the back of it, just like a prince. “i really like you and i would love to not be your secret admirer anymore.”

you giggled, your heart soaring.

“so, would you maybe… want to go on a date tomorrow, mr. tangerine?” you laughed. “or should i say, haknyeon?”

he smiled dearly as he bowed, making you laugh even more. “i would love to, your highness. and soon, can you call me yours?”

you swatted him away and glanced at him shyly.

“maybe…”

haknyeon🍊💗: did you get home safely? i had an amazing time with you ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶

you: i did!! amazing date, definitely topped the last one

haknyeon🍊💗: wow are you seriously ranking them rn

you: i am. i want to go on all sorts of dates with you since you’re mine

haknyeon🍊💗: am i… am i finally.. (gasp) yours?

you: yea

you: you are awfully dramatic, you know that

kevin was startled at the sound of haknyeon screaming once again in his pillow.

he groaned, “is it y/n again?”

“mhrbrmnghm,” he hummed, garbled into the pillow.

“at least be grateful i invited them over in the first place…”

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