#i need to start doinf that more

[ask-zacharies-snackarie]

My followers when I finally post something after sitting basically dormant for weeks upon months:

OH FUCK THANK GOD SUSTENANCE

#delete later #sorry i keeo forgetting im allowed to reblog things onto here #i need to start doinf that more #its lame having nothing new on here

[l-amplights]

i need to stop saying sorry and start doinf my resolution of being more annoying about my interests

[hiyoir]

Hi!! How are you?

If you write for top reader, can I request Shu Itsuki x (dom) amab/male reader with corruption please? If not, it’s okay! Thank you for your time<3

The reminiscence of love

A/N: HELLO ANON HI IM SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG... YES IM DOINF GREAT!! my damn draft for this disappeared i was more than devastated... ANYWAYS I HOPE YOU ENJOY .. this is surprisingly my first time writing for corruption so i hope i did it right lmao😭

C/Ws: corruption kink (...? idfk) bottom!shu itsuki, implied choking, implied sex toys, cuffing

Word count: 876

Shu was an interesting man, to say the least. You started to notice his fondness towards you ever since you began to work alongside Valkyrie. You believed that whatever Valkyrie needed was a stable producer to get the boys back on their feet. Alas, your hard work paid off as Valkyrie had broken multiple records and charts worldwide.

Ever since the success started to roll in, Shu had been acting super odd. Mika assumed he wasn't used to large amounts of fame after so long, but you knew that wasn't the case. He allowed you near him more often, trying his best to express his affection towards you. You were unsure if he was trying to warm up as a way to repay you for everything but you played along. After all, Shu is your beloved idol.

You loved him so much, a sweet smile creeps on your face when you see Valkyrie's name on a musical billboard. Ever since you took the producer course in Yumenosaki and stuck by Valkyrie until now, you were unsure if your feelings towards Shu were platonic or romantic.

That all changed though.

There you are, wide eyed staring at Shu. He had a box of various sex toys sitting on top of a neatly folded lingerie. You tilt your head in confusion, trying to ignore the pang of arousal at Shu's unexpected innocence towards this.

"Well… It's only natural if I repay you for your hard work," Shu stammered, gripping tightly onto the dark blue box as his cheeks flushed a dusty pink. "With… My body…"

"Wha— You don't have to, Shu… It's my job as a producer," Professionalism was hard to act out in this situation. Your highschool 'crush', the man you've been debating your feelings over is standing right in front of you with a box of erotic toys. This is the perfect situation to determine your true feelings towards him, so why were you trying to push him away?

"Who even gave you this idea…?"

"Nobody did!" Shu yelped out, the obvious lie was funny. You had one or two names in your head that could be the culprit, but you didn't think about it too much.

"I just— I thought I was feeling some sort of strange fondness towards you. And with this… We can find out together! Only if you'd like…" It was hard to ignore your own growing erection at Shu's offer, this flustered sight of Shu is something you never expected to see.

It would only be right to savour it, right?

—

You had pinned Shu's wrists above his head with just one hand, the other hand feeling up against his chest to his neck. As your dick slid in and out of him, Shu cursed under his breath.

"More… Please, more…" Shu knew begging wouldn't get him anywhere especially with that grin on your face, but he pleaded so anyways.

"Oh Shu… I wonder," Your hand lets go of Shu's wrists as you stop rocking your hips. Reaching out to the box on the bedside drawer, you pulled out a pair of handcuffs. You carefully cuffed his hands, making sure the iron won't mark his hands. After all, you cared about Shu's reputation. It would be one hell of a scandal if they spot handcuff marks on their beloved Shu, right?

"What made you so naughty for me?" Your voice was dripping with venom as your hand crept on Shu's neck.

"...Quit the teasing and fuck me already, please…"

"And why should I?" You grinned, the grip on his neck tightening with every second.

"I— I love you, (name). I need you so bad… Please, I need you." Shu whines, trying to create some friction between you two by rolling his hips.

"Promise me you'll be my obedient little whore if I do?" You had unexpectedly inched closer towards Shu's ear, still tightening the grip on his neck.

"I— I promise…! I do, please just fuck me already…" That was all the confirmation you needed. Pulling away from Shu's ear, you thrusted deep into him, eliciting a loud moan from the writhing man beneath you.

A steady yet rough rhythm you made as you pounded into Shu, letting out occasional curses and praises towards your beloved Shu.

"I— I'm gonna…" You gaze down at the whining man, hushing him with a thumb.

"I know baby…" You softly whisper, "I know… I am too."

Your thrusts got sloppier and harsher, taking in Shu's expression in all its glory. His reaction to this unfamiliar feeling in his stomach was enough to send you over the edge. The knot in your stomach finally broke as you came loads, filling Shu up.

The feeling of being full with your cum was enough for Shu to break too. White and hot specks of cum coated his stomach.

—

"I realized we didn't even use half of what's in this box." You stated as Shu whines, still extremely beaten after some sweet aftercare.

Your fingers skimmed through the contents in the box, surprised at where Shu sourced any of these.

Vibrators, dildos, buttplugs, gag balls… A feather?

You pick up the white feather of a dove, chuckling to yourself.

So that's where he got these stuff from, huh?

#shu itsuki x reader #itsuki shu x reader #shu itsuki x reader smut #itsuki shu x reader smut #ensemble stars #enstars #bottom!shu itsuki #top!reader #wataru being shu's wingman will forever be my comfort hc

[tulpafcker]

can you expand on your view of turning trauma and neurodivergence into personality traits? i’ve never really thought of that

i was mainly talking abt one specific friend i have (er, had) who would every sentence mebtion some horrid thing that happened to hom. literally couldnt go a single concersafion w/o a lonf explanation about how whateber we were talking abt reminded hin of jail or his shitty family or whatever. and when i told hkm to stop doinf that, he totallt split on me and wailed abf how trauma is the onlt personality trair he HAS bexause his life has never been good. which.... i was actively being abused and i still didnt talk abt ir every ofher sentence. so. he admitted to trauma being a main persibality trait

as for neurosivergence, u see fhis a LOT on tiktok, peimarily w things like adhd and autism, whixh have a lot of symptoms. you make your platform on, say, adhd and now youre dependent on that platform. u HAVW to keep making adhd content so u relate every little minute thing to adhd. also ppl who identify so hard w their NDness that they headcanon every character they see w it, and that itself is fine.. UNTIL thye start basgerinf people without the headcanob. for some reason in the drr fandom this is done by autistic peoole. idk why bur cmon man. also only being friends w other neurodivergent people, except by neurodivergence they mean adhd and autism and bpd but only if its cute ans MAYBE ptsd, so when they meet ppl outside rhar box, they try to shove rjem in it by armchair diagnosinf them wirh one of The Good Ones. for example an autisrig guy meets someone wirh aspd ans tries to smash them into his worlsview that Somekne Nice CANT Have ASPD, theyre just awwtiastic!!! not ro mention this leabes ojr modeeaate ro hfofh support need autiatics

if this js incoherwnr in sorey ita misnigbt. if u send anothwr ask asmijg me to elxborare ill b a bit more awake

[trenchcoatsbi]

TEHEE!!! HAPPY 10 TRENCHCOAT MONTHSSSS :DDD

I hope everyone is doinf alright!!I woke up early like at 6 am so I'm eepy and I dont have a lot to say aside fromit has been so very fun!! I desperately need more ppl around though lmao...but its nice having always a place I can come back its like...second home and I just imagine me ranfomly coming in with a riding crop or a whip and being like "haha foolish fools >:DDDD" when I kinshift to franziska lmao

Speaking of which funny thing I did based of my experience with another cool franziska fictkin on an aa tumblr discord server :pp

-(cannon divergent llulah anon)⭑

sorry for the late response i fucked up my sleep schedule a lot and am practically nocturnal again head in hands anyway yeah!! i've been well lluah! glad to see that you've been having fun in that ace attorney server of yours :]!

yeah its been a bit slow round here ain't it? gonna try to be quicker at responding to stuff like I used to but ehhh I'm still not really in an doing request mood... but when stuff starts running again and people have free time I'm sure things will be more active. until then, the doors always open (or closed so you can dramatically slam it open when you come over if you prefer) and ole phil here will be... uhh well I dunno. I kinda am always here even if I'm not being active. Sometimes a guy just gotta perch in the rafters and watch things instead of being normal and talking to people haha.

ANyway yeah uh really glad to hear from ya! (<- even though uh technically i heard from ya a few days ago and just didnt respond until now :/) Hope all of ya are doing okay. Today aint the sunniest by me but rain does come with puddles and I'm gonna have some fun splish splashin with those when the rain stops later :]! hope you all have somethin nice to look forward to too!

#phil posts #sbi asks #llulah anon

[sweetagnostis]

What do you think of little boys in ballet? I tried asking someone on here and they said because there are usually no boys changing rooms at childrens' ballet schools "the little boys would stare!" - and then tried to claim "none of these think should stop little boys from doinf ballet" - which i pointed out is proven a lie by her "little boys would stare" stuff. It reminded me of what happened with Take Our Daughters to Work Day - the Ms.Foundation that started it *wanted* to start a day in parallel for sons' but - as demonstrated in this NYT article where girls on a TYDTW day see a Take Our Sons Home Day as a way of tormenting boys - https://www.nytimes.com/1995/04/29/opinion/editorial-notebook-a-day-for-daughters.html - guys knew that the Ms. Foundation didn't mean it when they said feminism wants to liberate little boys as well as little girls from gender roles. Not really. So a son's day never got off the ground. I grew up in the 1980s with a congenital defect - most of the adults in power or their proteges had been trained during the eugenics/forced sterilization of the disabled period and were against "mainstreaming" people like me - they said one thing when people could see them - and did horrible things to me and others who were effectively their helpless playthings.

There's, um, a lot to unpack here, so I'll just focus mainly on your question, my thoughts on boys in ballet: (To clarify, I'm not a ballet dancer myself, I work in the office for a ballet company.)

I'm not sure who you spoke to, but the company I work for (which encompasses both a ballet school and a professional ballet company) has always had separate changing areas for boys and girls. So that's never been an issue! I've never personally heard of a mixed gender changing room anywhere really, my theater experiences has always taken pains to make sure boys and girls have separate areas. And in the 7+ years I've worked for this company there's never been an issue of inappropriate behavior from male students/dancers towards female students/dancers or vice versa, and trust me as the sole customer service person I WOULD get that angry parent call/email if anything of that nature had ever happened!

For general thoughts, we LOVE our male students and dancers of all ages! The directors of the ballet company i work for (which encompasses both a professional ballet company and a ballet school) very actively work expand our boys dance program and fight back against stereotypes that ballet is only for girls or that there's something wrong with boys studying dance. We may not have nearly as many male dancers in our school as female dancers, but we have male students ages 4 to 18ish and they are all good students, most of the older boys are incredibly dedicated and have been there at least as long as I have.

Men have been in ballet as long as there has been ballet, and any ballet company worth its salt wants and needs male dancers. I'm not sure of your classical ballet knowledge, but without men in dance, who would portray the Nutcracker prince? The brave Prince Desire of The Sleeping Beauty? The dashing Basilo of Don Quixote? And many, many other famous male ballet roles.

While there are shared elements, ballet, for better or worse, has a strict gender binary: women dance on pointe, and men have their own separate ballet technique training that typically leans more into athletic jumps, weight training, and partnering technique. When performing partnering technique in ballet the male dancer really needs to be in good physical shape and know what they're doing, as the safety of the female dancer often depends on the male dancer.

If I can yank a few examples from Bing Images:

Pas de Deux from The Nutcracker

Rose Adagio from The Sleeping Beauty - it might not look it but is a famously difficult sequence for the female dancer, and she really relies on the hold she has with her male partners to keep her pointe. (That handhold typically becomes a death grip by the end of the sequence, lol.)

Grand Pas from Don Quixote.

All of this takes YEARS of training to master, so the earlier a dancer starts training, the better! Many dancers can start as young as 3 years old, but some dancers I know started studying later. We do have a dedicated men's program where men's technique is taught in boys-only classes, but there are classes where boys and girls train together, partnering obviously for older students but there are other classes where boys and girls are combined.

For the record, I'm in favor the idea of breaking down the ballet gender binary between men and women's technique, but that's a whole separate rant, haha.

Complaints about gender binary aside, I'd never ever say that boys shouldn't study ballet. It's as athletic as any sport and has physical and mental benefits. Saying "boys shouldn't study ballet" would be like saying "girls shouldn't play sports" - a terrible and incorrect baseless assumption.

I'm friends with our principal male dancer, and he told me about how studying dance literally changed the trajectory of his life: he did a dance camp in the summer as a teenager, auditioned for and was accepted into a prestigious men's dance study program, and this led to opportunities to allow him to become the first person in his family to get a passport as he'd received a scholarship to study in the United States, where he has gone on to dance and choreograph across the nation. He is a wonderful dancer, reliable and safe for partnering technique, an emerging choreographer, a teacher in our men's program, and nothing but kind and respectful to everyone around him, even to little old me in the office. :) And while he's the dancer I'm closest to, he's by no means an exception.

So, uh, TL;DR: boys and men in ballet = good.

#long post #rambling #ballet #i tried to make this short i really did #also i'm sorry for only thinking of 3 ballets it is late haha #and i'm still learning #i wish there was still an option to answer asks privately but oh well! #getting some weird vibes from this ask and user but i'll give the benefit of the doubt

[txicgf]

okay..... it is 5:30 am and idk how long I'm gonna write cuz i only seem to be able to articulate myself properly when i don't feel very good and i in fact feel great right now lol so ....

but. im sitting in the Boy™'s bed and he's asleep right next to me and im not giddy per se?? but it could almost be excitement if i let myself feel that rn but i wanna try to settle down and sleep agshdgdhd ..... i just. hoo boy i like him a lot. a lot a lot a lot.

it's really crazy to think about before and how different it is, yet some things are still the same sgdbdb.... not very much but the gut feeling i have about him always remained the same. that he's good lol idk it's not really a words thing it's just. the tug. amber calls it the zing like from hotel Transylvania and i think that's also a good word for it. that tug towards him rests squarely at the bottom of my stomach where the hot ball of lead usually resides.............. but right now that ball of shitty feelings is quiet, if not gone completely sometimes gahsgdhd .... it's not just because of him and i don't want to credit my personal growth/progress to my relationship towards him but he does help. he makes me happy. really happy. it's just easy i guess? it feels like even in the weirdest of spots we're the same. we're so similar,,,, down to shit we do unintentionally at the same time without even realizing the other is doing it. but even then, there's these little bits of difference that i think help even us out. he's stupid and funny and we have almost the same sense of humor and learning anything about him makes me smile and he makes me wanna get better so i can stick around for the plans we make and he's got a fascinating brain and i love when he stream of consciousness talks to me even if it feels incomprehensible at first, but i still end up getting it usually. he's great with words and i like it when he teaches me things and i like it when we play video gayme together and i like just ..... being around him. being in the same room as him i feel like makes me light up like a Christmas tree, and even when he's asleep next to me and it's almost 6 am and i SHOULD be sleeping, i don't want to (even if im trying anyways cuz i have to start doinf that lol) bc im just so calm and happy. maybe im being too much, and i probably am- but these feelings have been creeping in the back of my mind for months and i think maybe pushing it down for a long time just made em. grow. idk. he's my best friend and i just. he's my person. not in the exclusive way or the he's a possession of mine way, i know that wording makes him a little uncomfortable, but idk it's how i describe it!!!!!!!!!!! he's the person i wanna spend my time with, he's the person i want to tell everything first, and he's the person i trust the most. i don't have to be his person, but he's mine in that sense. just the one i feel most comfortable and happy with y'know?

god reading this all reminds me of the shitty cringy fluttery bullshit i used to write about in middleschool before i got all jaded and shit (haha, pun). i have a better head on me now and some pointers as to what to do and what not to do, but it's,,,,,, it's really really nice to feel the tug again and it's really really nice to think so fondly of someone so freely. it's nice to be giddy and hopeful and to choose to trust and actually listen to it. maybe it means more to me and im a little too attached, but it makes me wanna happy cry thinking about all the times he proves my anxious bullshit wrong and it's scary to feel loved,,,, but i think i do? it's really, really fucking nice to be happy for a change and not on my own. it feels nice to feel like i can rely on someone if i really need it. oh god i totally did tear up UGH i just. i really appreciate him and all he does for me. it's scary and it's weird and i am so fucking terrified of fucking it up but im learning. and im happy it's him out of all people that ended up taking that spot in my heart. i really wanna sleep now and i think i got the excess emotion out lol to sleep............ just god DAMN im saying the best combo of activities while hanging out are zombie video games with an intermission to get railed on the floor<3 and then snacks and ADVENTURE TIME. fuck. that shit has me ready to drop down on one knee i swear to fucking god. im living the god damn life rn.

i think it's really funny that this entire post is kind of caused by specifically zombie video games and ;) ;) ;) midway through. what the fuck was that. that was so fun

okokok bye for real now

#h3t #vent #good mood #stupid<3

[oceanmonsters]

having a mini life crisis and now I’m considering applying to med school so. that’s where my life is at right now 🤠

#dgmw i love my degree but i’m also like. am i passionate enough to spend the rest of my life studying 1 niche area of it? 🥴 #and may b i’m just a stereotypical indian immigrant kid but i always wanted to be a doctor until i was like. 16? & i started getting more #interested in genetics & evolution & non-human biology #and i do NOT regret doing my current degree at all i think doinf med at 18 would’ve definitely been the wrong move for me & i think i #would’ve had so many doubts about whether or not it was what i really wanted #i think if i decided to do it now I would be a lot more confident in my decision #but i also don’t know if i genuinely don’t have enough passion & interest in my degree area to study to a higher level or if i’ve just #forgetten it bc of being away from education for so long and that spark will come back when i start uni again u know? #anyway yeah i need to go to bed but if anyone’s gone through something similar hmu 😣 #or actually anyone who is doing/did grad med please hmu would appreciate the insight ❤️ #shut up ru

[irl-magicalgirl]

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#personal #feel free to ignore i am just very tired and need to complain lol #so i got lyme disease right. diagnosis came in on Sept 1st. main symptoms being fatigue and loss of cognitive function #so like. basically my body was suddenly behaving as though I had narcolepsy #and i suddenly had no immediate short term memory and I couldn't fully talk normally. like suddenly my vocabulary just disappeared #and my brain gets stuck #well i started antibiotics and today was day 12 #up till now they've been hard on my stomach but for the most part i could push through it cause I've been improving #I'm still more tired than normal and get stuck while raoking6 #but doinf much better! #well. today (Sunday) I had an extremely negative reaction to my first dose of the day #and I've been in extreme pain all day in my stomach and chest #like a solid 8 on a 1-10 pain scale #it's been ongoing without improvement for 15 hours now — so my plan to get sleep tonight and start work again tomorrow is fucked #and now I might need to have my treatment plan changed and miss even more work #and it's 3 am and i hurt so much and ibuprofen/acetaminophen are not helping and I'm so very tired but can't sleep BECAUSE of the pain :')) #and i feel extremely guilty because everything is a shitstorm at work and my coworkers have to have extra burden because I'm out #🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃 #I'm so tired.... god

[nikikyuuun]

ARE WE DOINF TWST REQUESTS NOW ⁉️⁉️ CAN I REQ EPEL LILIA AND KALIM CRUSH AND CONFESSION HCS ;;; TY

hihi!! i did lilia and kalim crush hcs over here, so i hope it's alright if i focus a little more on the confession aspect for those two! i haven't done anything for epel on this blog yet, so he'll have both the crush And confession stuff, hehe~ i hope you enjoy ♡

❧ epel, kalim, and lilia crush and confession headcanons

content warnings: none

❧ epel isn't quite the most well-versed in romantic relationships, and yet he notices how much more at ease he feels around you almost right away. maybe it's a feeling of relief as he finally lets his pristine posture drop around you, or a rather undignified sounding laugh that he lets slip before he can suppress it. epel might sometimes feel out of his depth, but with you? ah, he feels right at home.

❧ that doesn't mean he doesn't also get a little flustered around you too, though. epel is especially weak for sweet little compliments or little things you do for him—his laugh will falter for a second, his cheeks flushing a dark red, and he'll clear his throat with a mumbled, "where did that come from all of a sudden?"

❧ epel isn't as pretentious extravagant as some of his peers or dormmates, so when it comes to the idea of actually confessing his crush to you... he'd prefer to keep it quite simple. he needs a little ramp-up time to collect his thoughts properly, though! and in that span of time you might notice him grabbing some extra dessert for you in the cafeteria, or sitting just a little closer to you in class, or smiling at you in a way he didn't seem to before.

❧ as for the actual confession, while he's spent some time thinking about how he wants to do it, in the end it's quite a spur-of-the-moment thing. maybe he'll be sitting in the courtyard with you, or hanging around somewhere else quiet where you two could be alone, silent save for your idle chatter and the scraping of his small knife against the apple in his other hand. once he's finished with his carving—be it a little apple sculpture of your favourite flower, or animal, or something else you enjoy—he places it in your palm and gently closes your fingers over it, his hand resting over yours. "you know," he begins, almost hesitant, but far too deep in to stop now, "i really, really, really like you."

❧ kalim starts off fairly oblivious to his own feelings, and is likely just as much so to any of yours, no matter how subtle (or not) you might be with your advances. he knows he cares for you a lot, albeit in a different way from the rest of his friends... but once he's able to attach the word "crush" to the fluttery feeling in his chest, he's pretty much determined that he confesses to you before you do! that's romantic, right?

❧ it's quite a big deal to kalim, but he isn't the most sure how to go about it—the details and such are all hazy at best, unfortunately. but one of the things he's absolutely sure of is that he wants it to be genuine! while kalim might put in just a little extra effort to impress you, he doesn't see the point in putting up fronts in front of your crush. he likes you for you, and he hopes you feel the same way, too.

❧ he would love to take you somewhere cheery and bright! maybe there's a festival coming up this weekend, or the light music club has a little performance planned, or something else along those lines. he'll casually invite you, hand outstretched and smile bright, and once the day arrives he'll surprise you with a little gift, too, as he accompanies you throughout the day.

❧ he doesn't do much to make you think that it's not a date, honestly—and the cherry on top is when he bashfully scratches his cheek and asks if you'd be alright with just one more detour, promise! he takes you to somewhere calmer, quieter, and if you're particularly observant you might even notice that his hand has gotten a little clammier in yours. kalim would squeeze your hand a little and flash you another bright smile, and answer any questioning look you throw him with a, "well, see, i really like you!"

❧ as much as lilia enjoys teasing you, crush or no crush, once he realises how deep his feelings for you run, he seems to become just a little bit more earnest around you, behind all the coy smiles and teasing words. if he's going to confess to you, it's of utmost importance that he does it correctly, no? there's only so much he can joke around with his feelings.

❧ lilia definitely seems like the type to prefer a more subtle, refined approach to confessing! while... finalising his plans, he makes sure to sneak you little gifts throughout the week—little trinkets that reminded him of you, packs of your favourite snacks from the cafeteria, or small, handwritten letters... oh? is this really so odd from him? he just wants to do something nice for you, fufu~

❧ as for his plans themselves—he invites you to dinner! maybe it might be a little cheesy, but it's a classic for a reason, no? lilia thinks it's really quite romantic, the sound of crickets in the background, the candlelight dancing on your face, the shy smile on your face as he smiles at you in turn. he'll extend his hand out on the table, reaching towards your own, if you'll let him. "it seems i've become quite fond of you—and your company, of course," he'll say, a warm, heartfelt laugh bubbling out of his throat. "perhaps you would give me the honour of courting you?"

#lilias is a leetle shorter sowwy!!!!! #ran out of ideas...... sobs #twisted wonderland #twst #twisted wonderland x reader #twst x reader #epel felmier x reader #kalim al asim x reader #lilia vanrouge x reader #bee.writes #anon

[strawberrykake]

Unexpected Flirting

warning: cringy/cheesy, not proofread

POV: you feel like teasing your bf a little

Tsukishima, Iwaizumi, Hyakuzawa, Nishinoya

Tsukishima

feeling bored you walk over to your tall bf lazing on the couch

"Need something?" he asks, still looking down on his phone

you plop down beside him and hug his arm

"you?" You bat your lashes flirtatiously.

Kei looks at you, disgusted

but the red color appearing on his cheeks say otherwise

you smirk then close your eyes, puckering up as you move closer to his face

but instead, a pillow meets your lips.

“whuf ar mu doinf (what are you doing?)” you muffle into the plushy object as he smothers it on your face.

you quickly pull it down and glare at his mischievous smile

“Meanie,” you pout.

He stares at your lips, hesitating for a moment before taking off his glasses and setting them aside.

“Ooh~?” you raise an eyebrow at him.

He pushes you down on the couch and grabs your chin with his thumb and forefinger to face him. 

he stares at you a little

You don’t say anything but your amused expression says a lot.

“Shut up,” he tells you before pulling you into a kiss

Iwaizumi

"Hmm? What’s wrong?” Hajime asks with his arm around your shoulder.

you’ve been staring at him nonstop for the past few minutes.

“Nothing...just...wow. You’re really handsome, you know?” you’re eyes sparkle as you keep your gaze on him. 

His eyes go wide before he puts his face into his palms, moving away from you.

You hear him mutter something to himself under his breath. (be strong, be strong, be strong, be strong...)

“Do you think twice before saying things? Gah” he says, hiding his blush.

“Aw, but you are! And I feel so lucky to be yours” you move closer, looking at him with bright eyes.

He inhales deeply. “Come here, you.”

His arms wrap tightly around you.

You lean up towards his reddened face for a kiss.

“Wait.” He gently pushes your head so that his rests atop yours.

“Let me calm down for a minute.”

You giggle to yourself.

He exhales. “Okay minute’s over.” He quickly moves down to finally lend the kiss you’ve been waiting for.

Hyakuzawa

you slowly approach your bf’s back as he busies himself with the dishes

he gets startled when you snake your arms around his waist but calms down when he hears you

“You’re so big and cuddly. I love it.” You lean against his wide back.

He turns his head to give you a little kiss. “Thank you, I love your hugs.”

You feel his chest. “Damn, your workouts have been paying off.”

You continue to fondle him, making him groan.

“Honey, I’m not done with the dishes yet.”

“I’m not telling you to stop?” You massage his pink-tinted ears with one hand, looking up at him.

He turns off the sink and faces you, drying his hands with a towel.

“Why’d you stop?” you say, blinking. You knew he was sensitive to your touches.

“You know why.” He throws the towel aside, taking no time to pull you in for a kiss.

Nishinoya

as Noya starts to focus his attention more on the movie playing in front of you, you pick up his cute little habits

his eyes widen in amazement watching the action on the screen

the hand holding yours, squeezes a little in every intense scene

you sneakily release from his hold to reach up to his ears which were peeking out of his semi-damp semi-disheveled locks

your fingers caress from his cartilage slowly down to his lobe, while you admire his side view

“Babe…whatcha doin?” he side-eyes you.

“Nothing. Just watch the movie.” You smile, combing your hands in his hair.

“Okay, then.” He laughs and gives you a small peck.

nonetheless, you keep admiring his features with your eyes and loving hands

Your thumb smooths over his tinted cheeks and his attention is back on you

“Sorry,” you start before he could utter a word. “I can’t help it. You’re so darn cute and handsome.”

You couldn’t really tell because of the limited light in the room but he short circuits.

“Y/N…” he says softly, making your heart skip.

He wraps an arm around you, pulling you closer.

“Can I kiss you?” He breathes, his flushed face inches from yours.

All it took was a simple nod to bring his lips to yours.

And clearly, the television is long forgotten

#🍙—reader inserts #this stayed in the drafts for a while sndhjsjs #haikyuu hcs #haikyuu imagines #tsukishima kei x you #tsukishima x reader #tsukki x reader #iwaizumi x reader #hyakuzawa x reader #nishinoya x reader #haikyuu x reader

[astroyongie]

Ok this might be considered very controversial & fun topic but I'm gonna ask anyways how would the entire NCT line (includ Wayv) feel/ react about S/O being into hardcore Brujeria & black magic?

Note: since it’s for the 23th members I am making this short ❤️ hope you don’t mind and that you will enjoy !

NCT Reaction To Their S/O Being Into Dark Magic

Taeil

Not too okay with it but would let you pratice your stuff as long as it doesn’t get on the way of your relationship

Johnny

Doesn’t understand and doesn’t find it true. Septic about the whole thing and even if you try to prove him that it’s a pratice as normal as others he won’t care that much

Taeyong

He would be both really interested in it but also pretty scared of it. Definitely won’t judge is s/o and let them do whatever they want, and probably asks them things when curious but don’t get him involved

Yuta

Finds it super interesting and even though he wouldn’t pratice such things he definitely wants to know more about it. Probably threatens people that you will curse them

Doyoung

Doesn’t like it, and would much rather you to stop doing that for your own good. Too scared to let you prove to him anything

Jaehyun

Doesn’t care actually. If you happu doinf that, than he is cool with it actually. Just don’t get him involved but otherwise he is fine.

Jungwoo

Won’t like it that much but would give you freedom to do as you want. However I guess there’s that part of him that is highly curious so you might find him one day looking around the altar

Mark

Is scared of it but wouldn’t mind hearing you speak about it or even seeing you pratice. Again as long as he can stay out and be a spectator he doesn’t mind

Haechan

Finds it cool as hell and wants you to teach him a few things so he can drag about it and most importantly so he can show off

Kun

He would kindly ask you to stop that pratice and probably finds way through science and psychology to show you it’s all false

Ten

Probably would start practicing with you if you drag him into it

Winwin

Ain’t that okay with that. Probably asks you not to do it anymore and it could result in a few arguments

Lucas

Finds it cool but doesn’t believe in it so he would let you do whatever you want as long as you don’t get his name involved in your craft

Xiaojun

Pretends to be septic but in realty isn’t. However would never tell you that he is too scared to learn more about this particular pratice

Hendery

Would accept you as you are but would want in exchange to keep it a secret from the public and social life that you both share

Yangyang

Firstly ain’t interested, and he is pretty cool with it. Just keep it to yourself. But he would probably end up joining you in your pratice

Renjun

No Renjun wouldn’t sacrifice chickens with you. He finds it obscure and not that right but if you are happy and convince him it’s safe than he won’t get involved

Jeno

Doesn’t believe in it and probably isn’t comfortable at all that you pratice that sort of thing

Jaemin

He really doesn’t know what to think about it. He doesn’t believe in it but he also doesn’t want to be unrespecful

Chenle

Probably ends up joining you after a few demonstrations only so he can curse a few people that annoyed him in the past

Jisung

Is scared of it, so he wouldn’t want to get involved with that sort of thing. Better just forget

Sungchan

Would need to be reassured but can easily accept that if well explained

Shotaro

Doesn’t believe in that type of thing or at least isn’t that convinced that it’s true so he wouldn’t even mind your pratice

#nct reactions #nct headcanons #nct blurbs #nct scenarios #nct imagines #nct astrology #nct #nct 127 #wayv #nct dream

[reddeadwriting]

OK UH- May I request Sadie with a fem! Reader? I have this idea in my head of reader being very sweet, gentle, can’t shoot a gun to save her life (literally) and she asks Sadie for help on how to not be such a pushover? Like as much as the reader would rather sit back and do as told with no argument, some of the things she gets told to do are a bit (a lot) unfair TYSM- HAVE A GREAT DAY- MWAH

I love this idea!! A thank you omg,, i live for the specific ideas cause,, sometimes i can't come up with my own cohesive story ideas,, ALSO TY FOR BEINF SO KIND I HOPE YOURE DOINF WELL!! Also i'm sorry for the ending kdnfkf i wasn't sure how i should end it,, meybe there will be a part two

Sadie had always had a weakness for the soft people in the world. Although her husband wasn't as soft as you, he was a soft man. As soon as Sadie saw you, she fell in love. When you two started to talk, everything clicked. At first she was confused when you said you couldn't shoot a gun, you've been running with a highly dangerous gang and you couldn't shoot? You were too kind to be here.

Sadie always stood up for you whenever she felt it fit, of course she couldn't be with you every hour of the day, so it was only an occasional thing, and you'd have to take a lot of shit.

Just recently you had been asked to tend to Micah's needs, basically be his barmaid. It wasn't horrible and Micah was his regular crude self. Sadie had been out of camp, and it was very surprising to her, to see you sitting next to Micah, usually you avoided him like the plague, he was creepy.

You aimlessly looked around camp, looking for anything to distract you from the man you were told to look after. Your eyes eventually met with Sadies and you could almost jump up in excitement that your girlfriend was back.

You went to get up, but before you could walk away Micah chimed in,"Where are you going?"

"I'm going to my girlfriend, Mr. Bell." You said curtly.

He pushed you back into your seat without saying anything, but you could hear his thoughts loud and clear. Pervert.

Sadie had watched him shove you around and she was more confused than when she first got here. She made her way to you to, but not before letting out a sigh.

"What do you think you're doing to her?" Sadie made direct eye contact with Micah, she was borderline furious.

"She was told to tend to me, until further notice." He gave a slimey smile to Sadie.

"Who said she had to do that?" It didn't make any sense for anyone to assign this to you. No one was that stupid.

"Me." Now, that made a lot of sense, Micah had a weird attraction to you, and probably for the reasons we are all thinking of.

Sadie knew well that you were a pushover, and it was quite upsetting that she couldn't do anything to help you this time.

"I'm going to talk to (Y/N) alone for a minute." Sadie pulled you up and walked away before Micah could comment, and payed no mind if he did.

She walked only a little before making sure Micah hadn't followed.

"I need your help," You started your expression was pained, being alone with Micah for a while had made you realize how much you hated him,"I want to be able to stand up for myself."

"I'd love to be able to help you with that, but do you think you could?" Sadie wasn't even sure if you were up to it, or you were just saying that.

"I want to! I'm sick of Micah, and all the other shit I get told to do here."

Sadie smiled lightly to herself and kissed you on the forehead.

"Ok, here's what you need to do, tell him you won't do it anymore! If he escalates it anymore! I'll step in."

You scratched your head, you didn't want her to have to step in that was the issue.

"Should I learn how to use a weapon first?"

#rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #red dead redemption #sadie adler x female! reader #sadie adler #sadie adler x reader #rdr2xreader #rdr2 x reader #rdr x reader #red dead redemption 2 x reader #red dead x reader #red dead redemption x reader

[faerieorbitars]

casey jones has become Feral and i cant stop thinking abt him

here’s some facx abt him i’ve come up with and also maybe some plot points abt how his debut episode would go

so in casey’s debut episode leo met casey first when leo joined a street wrestling tournament for some cash and he has to fight the ‘little reaper’ who’s gimmick is being very fast and racking up points and then being evasive and avoiding being pinned to run out the clock and win matches but (with some help (idk maybe donnie is there coaching him (he finally got to be hype man,,,))) leo ends up figuring out his pattern and beats him but he beats him TOO good and breaks his arm (casey breaks his bones gag starts here) and after the match he feels bad and tries to give casey the money he won for it while casey is taking off his dope ass grim reaper cosplay with his hockey mask painted to look like a skull and he takes it off and oh my god casey looks?? like That?? that violent little weasel looks like This?,??? and casey at this point is a less open more gruff and distant character so he doesn’t take the money and just Tensely congratulates leo on the win and then skates off while leo has (implied) heart eyes . end of episode

the next time they see casey is everyone all together and little reaper is doinf vigilantism and stealing all their Missions by getting there first and eventually they stop him and leo’s like Oh wait i know this guy!!! and casey’s like ??? neon leon?? you’re really committed to this whole turtle costume thing huh,,, you and your gang. anyways over the course or the episode they run into an actually dangerous mission and they can’t get casey to like, Scoot, so he fights the bad guy who turns out to be a mutant in disguise and casey is genuinely shocked bc he had NO clue. and then he puts the pieces together and realizes that the turtles aren’t in costumes they’re Turtles. Suddenly he thinks they’re very cool!!!! he stops mid fight to work that out and tell them he thinks they’re cool and then he gets body checked by rubble and gets his ribs bruised (casey breaks his bones!) end of episode is casey skating home and giving them his number so they can hang out again soon bc like Hell hes gonna lose touch with super cool mutant turtle ninja teens????

anywho tidbits

he’s gay and trans

he lives alone in a shitty apartment and pays for it under the table, since he’s friendly with the landlord it’s pretty cheap and he does what he can to fix it up when he’s not being a lazy son of a fuck. he also works rly dangerous under the table jobs but they pay well so he actually has a lot of free time

not enough free time to go to school tho lmfaooooo what he look like. it’s fine tho he don’t need no education

he never goes into why exactly he’s living alone but he mentions in an emo ass episode about love and family and friends or whatever that he left home bc he doesn’t care for his family and would rather be alone

end of that emo episode is the turtles and april telling him that they consider casey part of their family and they give him a big hug and he cries like a little bitch but he tells them he loves them bc he Do 😭😭😭

once they gain his trust he’s the most stupid son of a bitch,

hangs out with leo WAYYY too much bc they have a lot in common and also leo keeps trying to impress casey and they end up in trouble for it bc they’re Terrible influences on each other

leo dabs casey whips mikey nae naes

the only time he’s ever seen in-show without skates on is when the turtles show up at his apartment to cause problems and he Just got out of bed so he’s wearing flip flops . once the episode kicks into high gear he puts his skates back on

shot of casey holding leo’s arm and lazy skating while leo does all the work by pulling him

they don’t wanna focus on romance in the show so if you want it to appear more Canon take everything i just said and make it no homo but in my heart leo has a big dumb crush and casey ends up reciprocating after getting to know the dumb asshole and theyre GAY

episode where they play a little street hockey together !!! maybe everybody gets too competitive and at the end it’s idk a ‘whats important is having fun!’ message i guess . also casey breaks his bones

episode where they have to dress casey up as a mutant to sneak him in someplace and he dresses up as a weasel and everyone’s like Yea,

[leo] he really does remind me of a weasel! [donnie] weasels are predatory animals that eat a third or more of their weight every day and attack prey 10 times their size [leo] just like casey!! [raph] yeah that sounds about right!

that’s all for now thanks for reading . don’t forget to like comment and subscribe

#rottmnt #rottmnt casey jones #rottmnt casey #thats all the main tags im daring to put this in #silarts #ebic awsum casey content just for you guys

[xcherry-popx]

2 + 14 + 20 + 28? :0

im so sorry i didnt see this sooner and i blame tumblr in its entirety. anyways lets go 

2) Tell me a random fact about yourself.

    hm. hmm.. hmmm... this one isn’t the most unique but! i am slightly more flexible than most people! enough that some are like “wtf” when i stretch or sit or stand sometimes but compared to my friends that are gymnasts or have been in dance i cant move that well. ian says my legs look like an anime girl

    basically if you drew me everyone would say ur anatomy is shit

14) What accomplishment are you most proud of?

    ah well. i’m assuming i can’t just opt out so uh. i’m going to say that i’m really proud of kriegspiel so far! it’s not even close to finish but it’s already starting to fall together! for something that i dont plan on forcing into a fun to play game its not very bad so far

20) What’s your favorite childhood book?

    i loved stellaluna so much! theres also another book i vaguely remember that i liked a normal amount but i dont know what its called. basically a girl plays in a fiddle competition and its raining and the art style was like a messy painting.

28) What is your favorite day of the week?

    overall, friday. its full of potential and hope to relax. by the time saturday comes its all day at home doinf things you dont need to and its monotonous. by sunday you realize ur not getting anything done that you wanted to and ur sad and the weekend is already over. the weekdays all suck except maybe thursday because its a short day and i have therapy. 

[fatrainbowmermaidunicorn]

Nothing New (Jimin x You ft. Park Jihyun)

MASTERLIST

A/N: this is the result of what happens after spending the whole night googling and staring at Jimin’s and Jihyun’s beautiful faces. how can a pair of brothers be so good looking? hahaha. 

Summary : Falling for your brother’s best friend is nothing new. So its nothing when Jimin falls for Jihyun’s bestfriend right? Especially when the said friend has a huge crush on Jihyun himself?

“Wow, not bad!” Jimin exclaimed as he pushed his sunglasses up to his head from obstructing the view of his little brother’s new apartment. Jihyun just moved to Seoul to continue his studies, and Jimin and his parents are currently looking around his new apartment, making sure he has eveything he needs. His parents are busy combing through every inch of the place, making sure that their son will live comfortably.

“Mom, dont worry so much. I’m already an adult! And Jimin-hyung is just nearby!” Jihyun sighed at his mother constant worry.

“Your brother wont always be able to take care of you Jihyun. What are you going to do when he’s on tour or something?” Jihyun rolled his eyes.

“Oh my god. I know how to take care of myself mom! I dont need Jimin-hyung to babysit me!” Jimin chuckled, understanding both his mother’s and Jihyun’s distressed. His little brother is the family’s baby, of course his parents is going to make a fuss about him moving so far away from home. And Jihyun is finally an adult, so he must be craving for some sort of freedom, and moving away from the family gives him exactly that. “And to make you feel better, shall I remind you that Y/N is my roommate?”

Their mother nodded in an obvious relief after remembering the fact. “Yes, you are right. I forgot you are living with Y/N. At least I can count on her to make sure you eat and at least take a bath once a day,” Jihyun rolled his eyes again.

“We are the same age! How can you trust her more that you trust me?!”

“Wait, Y/N is going to live with you? Your puny bestfriend who has the biggest crush on you?” Jimin raised both of his hands, halting the conversation between Jihyun and his mother. This is news to him. His baby brother is all grown up and having a girl as a roommate.

“She’s not puny hyung! And she does not have a crush on me! We are just best friends!” Jihyun denied whole heartedly.

“Oh honey. She obviously has the biggest crush on you. But I don’t blame her one bit. My son is so handsome, it will be weird if she didnt like you,” his mother went over and pinched his cheeks.

“Oh god, please dont say things like this when she arrived please,” Jihyun groaned. “I dont want to scare her off,” Jimin laughs. Jihyun and Y/N has been bestfriends since they were little, running around and playing in the mud together. Y/N was a timid little girl, shy and awkward, with a slim tiny body that makes Jimin always perceived her as a weak small child who followed his brother around like a puppy. It is also a well known fact that she has the biggest crush on Jihyun, although his brother doesnt seem to recriprocate the feelings, but they are still the best of friends. The doorbell rings, snapping Jimin out from his thoughts.

“Hyung, can you get that? Its probably Y/N. We need to move this couch over there,” Jihyun motioned to the new couch they just bought. Jimin nodded and went to open the door, only to be greeted with a girl who doesnt resemble the puny girl he had imagined, but instead a full grown woman, smiling brightly at him.

“Oppa?”

“Erm… I think you have the wrong house. This is Park Jihyun’s apartment,” Jimin stammered, still mesmerized by the girl’s beauty and eye blinding smile.

“Oppa! Jimin oppa! It is you! I can recognized your face anywhere. You look a lot like Jihyun oppa, how can I ever not recognize you?” The girl laughs. Jimin was surprised. Who is this girl and why does she know both him and his brother? Jimin took another look at her face and he starts to see something familiar in her eyes.

“Wait… Y/N?”

“Duhh. Of course its me oppa! Who else could it be? Dont think just because you have become a hot shot idol and didnt visit me for the last four years that I would let you slide for not recognizing me!” She squeals while rolling her eyes and jumped in to give Jimin a tight hug, just like she usually did when she used to see him when she was younger.

But everything about this hug felt different. Jimin didnt feel like he’s hugging Jihyun’s puny bestfriend. In fact, he is hyperly aware that he is hugging a beautifully grown woman, and as Jimin smell and feel her scent, the smell of her hair and the curves of her body, he knows he’s fucked.

/////

Ever since moving day, Jimin spend a lot of time visiting Jihyun’s apartment, using “checking out what’s his beloved brother is up to” as a definite reason. He will just sometimes randomly showed up, sometimes with takeout food, sometimes with a movie, sometimes with an invitation to treat the two of them to dinner or lunch.  If he’s lucky, Y/N, the person he wanted to actually see will be there, and on even more luckier days, only Y/N will be there while Jihyun is out doinf errnads or attending classes and having something needs to do, dressed in an oversized shirt and messy hair in a bun, which had become Jimin’s favorite look on her.

Jimin thought his infatuation on his brother’s best friend will pass. He meets beautiful girls all the time when he works, why is Y/N any different right? Just another pretty face, that is nothing new to him. But she is not. He knows she’s not, and as he spends more and more time with her, Jimin starts to fall harder. He starts to fall for her laugh, her sense of humour, her views in life, her sarcasm, everything about her.

Jimin wonders how this could happen to him. How did this little girl grow up and turned into everything he wants in a girl? And why does his dream girl has to have a huge crush on his own brother?

“I think I’m in love,” Jimin suddenly declared as him, Taehyung and Yoongi are lazing around watching TV.

“Oh fuck, do I have to be here for this? Can I just go?” A sleepy Yoongi immediately gets up from his sleeping form. Jimin glared at him. Taehyung shifted himself to sit beside Jimin and looked at his hyung who is sleepily hugging a pillow.

“I’ll take care of this. You can go continue sleeping in your room hyung,” with Taehyung’s confirmation, Yoongi immediately gets up and hastily went to his room.

“Seriously. That hyung! How can sleep be more important than my feelings right now?” Jimin grumbled, making Taehyung laughs.

“Dont worry about him. Now tell me what is this about? I didnt even know you are meeting a girl Chim. How can you not tell me?” Taehyung pouts.

“I did tell you about her Tae. Its Jihyun’s roommate, the one I always told you about,” Jimin said quietly, feeling weird to admit out loud about his feelings towards Y/N. Taehyung’s eyes widen as he remembered who Jimin is talking about.

“Wait. You think you are in love with Jihyun’s best friend? The one you called puny and awkward?” Taehyung exclaimed. Jimin scooted lower in the couch.

“She’s not puny anymore Tae! Nor is she awkward. She has turned into this… this… beautiful woman,” Jimin passed him his phone to show a picture of Y/N that they took together recently. Taehyung’s eyes widen again at the picture.

“Woahhh,”

“Who’s the hot chick?” Jungkook who passes by peeked at the phone in Taehyung’s hand. Jimin immediately snatched his phone back. Its bad enough he has to fight for Y/N’s attention from his own brother, he’s not going to win if the muscle pig maknae joins the race.

“Nobody,” Jimin grumbled. Taehyung laughs at his friend’s reaction.

“Its Chim’s new love interest Kook. Dont even think about it,” Taehyung warns him with a playful smile.

“Jimin-hyung sure knows how to pick them. She’s really hot,” Jungkook gave one last statement before walking away, leaving the two of them alone again to continue thier dicussion.

“She’s gorgeous Chim. Now I know what you mean,”

“The problem is, its not just her looks that I like. I like her Tae. Everything about her. She just… gets me, you know?” Jimin sighed as Taehyung nodded silently.

“Have you tried telling her how you feel?”

Jimin shake his head. “No. How can I? She likes Jihyun remember? And isnt it weird for someone you have always think as a big brother suddenly confessed to being in love with you?” Jimin groaned in frustration at the fact. He really dont know what to do. He wants Y/N so bad but she is so out of reached. He doesnt want to scare her off either.

“There’s no harm in trying. You did told me that Jihyun doesnt seem to like her in that way right? On the bright side, you know she must finds you atleast a little attractive at the rate she keeps saying how good looking Jihyun is. You and your brother has the same look Chim!” Taehyung grins, making Jimin smile too. That is true. People has always said that Jihyun looks a lot like him. So if Y/N finds Jihyun to be handsone, she must thinks Jimin is handsome too. “So just go for it Chim. You got nothing to lose, but a lot to gain. What’s the worse that could have happen anyway?”

Jimin nodded and but wonders if he will ever find the balls to do what Taehyung suggested.

/////

Jimin lets himself enters the apartment when no one answered after he knocked a hundred times and found that the door is unlocked. He is greeted with the sight of Y/N vaccuming the living room while dancing, or atleast tried to, and singing loudly to Twice which is playing on the TV.

No wonder they cant hear me knocking. Still,  its absolutely dangerous to leave the door unlock like that!

Jimin take purchased and stand by the back wall, silently watching Y/N who still didnt realized his presence. Jimin felt his heart beats faster as he watched Y/N trying to follow Twice’s dance, looking adorable as hell as she shakes her body, trying her best but fail miserably to follow the group’s cute moves. Jimin always thought girl groups are cute when they danced, but when Y/N does it, its cuteness on a whole other level. Cuteness that just seems to do things to him. Y/N finally deemed the living room to be cleaned enough and turn off the vaccum and as she turned around, she almost had a heart attack seeing Jimin standing there, grinning at her.

“Oppa! When did you arrived? You scared me!” Jimin chuckled.

“Serves you right for not locking the door. Its dangerous! You two are careless!” He scolded her as he walks her way.

“Sorry oppa. We must accidentally forgot,” she smile sheepishly. “That is what big brothers are for right? To remind us of this things,” Jimin felt his heart ache as she calls him big brother. Is that all she will ever see him as? Jimin doesnt want to be her big brother. He wants to be more than that.

“Jihyun is taking a shower. Come and sit with me oppa while you wait for him,” Y/N patted the seat on the couch besides her, which Jimin happily obliged. The two of them continue watching the girl groups perform on the TV screen, well Y/N is. Jimin is just busy controlling his emotions and racing heart for sitting so close to her when Y/N suddenly turned to face him.

“Hey oppa?”

“Yes?”

“I always wonder. The girls are all so beautiful, cute, talented. Why didnt you or any of your members date any of them before?” Y/N’s question took Jimin by surprised. What is he supposed to say? That its because they are nothing like Y/N?  That he was never as attracted to those girls as he is with her? Sure, he finds them cute and he enjoys their performance, but a pretty face is nothing new for someone like Jimin. What’s new is how this particular girl that is currently besides him is able to make his heart beats faster just by smiling at him.

“Oh my god,” Y/N exclaimed when Jimin took too long to answer, turning her body to face him with a very excited face. “You did date them didnt you? But you cant tell anybody because you are afraid your fans will not like it? Is that it? Oppa, you can tell me! Please tell me!” Y/N grabbed his hand to shake it in her excitement at the thoughts of Jimin actually dating another idol, but the only thing Jimin can focused on is the goosebump and chills where Y/N’s skin touched his.

God Jimin, you really need to control yourself.

Jimin immediately shake his head at her accusation. “No! I never dated any of them Y/N! And nor do I want to,” He denied whole heartedly. Jimin really hates talking about other girls with Y/N. Why should he talk about things he have no interest it when he rather talk about her and how perfect she is for him instead? Cant she just realized that its her who Jimin really wanted?

“But why not? I know you like Red Velvet. I have seen you said it on some shows,” Y/N insisted, cocking her head to the side, questioning him. Parts of Jimin felt uneasy that Y/N has knowledge of his admittance for admiring the Red Velvet girls but another part of him is happy that Y/N actually watches his show. It only makes him feel like he should work harder from now on, just to make her proud of him. “It cant be because none of them are interested in you oppa. I mean, look at you oppa, you are so good looking and extremely talented. If they dont have a crush on you then they are surely blind!”

Jimin felt himself start to smile at the statement. So Y/N thinks he is good looking and talented. That thought alone is enough to make him stayed up and dwell about her possible feelings for him even further tonight. He cant help but feel a swell of pride and happiness in his chest.

“Those girls are not my type,” Jimin answered, short and direct, hoping it will make Y/N srop talking about this issue further. But what he really wanted to say is;  you are. You are my type Y/N. You are what my heart truly desires.

“Not your type? Beautiful and talented is not your type?” Y/N raised an eyebrow. “What is your type then oppa? Ugly and talentless?” She chuckles. “If that’s your type, then you should just date me!” Y/N laughs harder at her own joke, finding it particularly funny that her best friend’s brother, an extremely good looking idol would date her.But Jimin doesnt see it as a joke at all. He felt angry that Y/N called herself ugly and talentless, but he also feel his heart race faster at the thought of him dating Y/N. He starts to imagine what it would be like if he can hold her hand and kiss her whenever he wants to. Where he can spend all night listening to her talk and laugh. Where can tell everyone that she belongs to him and proudly show her off to the world. Jimin would give anything to be that someone for her.

“Y/N-”

“Oh hey hyung, when did you arrived?” Jimin was cut off and the two of them turned around to see Jihyun who is finally finished with his bath, only clad in a towel which is wrapped to cover the lower half of his body, droplets of water trickled down from his hair which is still wet from his recent shower to his tone chest and defined abs that is proudly showcased to their eyes. Jimin glanced at Y/N who is still by his side and watches how she is clearly staring at his little brother with her mouth gaping open, eyes wide and trying to control her breathing, admiring his brother’s well muscled body. Jimin sighed, jealousy and frustration starts to consumed his body as he tries hard not to cupped her face and turned her to look at him instead.

At this rate, will he ever be able to win Y/N’s love from his own brother?

/////

“Hey, happy birthday Y/N,” Jimin peeks his head through the crack of the opened sliding door that separates the currently full apartment with the breezy corridor. “I have been looking everywhere for you. Why are you hiding out here when its your own birthday?” He smile and took a seat besides her.

“Thanks for coming oppa. I didnt think you would come to a party that is filled with teenagers that can recognized you in a heartbeat,”

“Well, they already know I’m Jihyun’s brother anyway. That’s hardly a secret,” Jimin chuckles. “And I have this, idols’ secret weapon,” he took out a crumpled black face mask and grinned, making Y/N laugh. God, Jimin can listen to that laugh all day long.

“Wow, didnt know that’s the only thing you need to successfully hide yourself,”

“Think of it as our main disguise. Superman has his glasses, Batman took has his mask. And we idols cover our faces with this,” he laughs again. “And everybody is mostly drunk anyway, or at least half way there. I dont think they would remember me,”

“Oh? How about you then oppa? Why arent you drunk yet? This is a party you know,” Y/N smile.

“I dont drink at parties. I always try my best to keep sober. An… incident occured while me and my members went out drinking one day, so we decide to keep it to only a two drink maximum since then” Jimin explained as he cringed at the memory of that night.

“Okay, now this is something I would like to know in detail!”

“Not today Y/N. Its a Bangtan most confidential secret,” Jimin chuckled. “But really, what are you doing out here alone? You should be inside with your friends,”

Y/N sighed as she downed the rest of her drink and pour herself another shot from the bottle she had kept beside her chair. “I… dont feel like it,”

“Want to tell me about it?” Jimin asks softly as he detects the sadness in her voice. Y/N finally shrugged and answer after contemplating for a while.

“Oppa probably already know about it anyway. So whats the harm in telling you right?” Y/N closes her eyes and let the night breeze hit her face before she opens them again. “Jihyun introduces me to his girlfriend today. And then I saw them making out in the corner,”

“Y/N…”

“Its okay oppa,” Y/N try to laugh but it sounds so forced to Jimin. “I mean, we were never together anyway. And Jihyun has never lead me on although he knows perfectly well about my feelings. He is respectful and considerate that way. This is bound to happen anyway. He is the best bestfriend anyone could have ever asks for and he deserves to be happy,” Y/N dropped her gaze to the ground. “It just makes me thinks, that’s all. If my own best friend who knows me more than 20 years cant fall in love with me, then I probably dont have anything to offer that could attract anyone. I guess Im just not worthy to be loved,” she chuckles.

“Dont you dare say that,” Jimin growled. “Just because Jihyun cant see what perfection is, doesnt mean everybody else is the same Y/N,” Jimin pulled her in for a tight hug. “Somebody loves you. You just have to find him in the right places,” like right now, I’m here, right in front of you.  Jimin sighed. If only he can confessed to her right now, but looking at the situation, this is definitely not the right time. “So stop crying. A pretty girl like you should never cry over a boy. Especially over my stupid little brother,” Jimin teased as he passed her his handkerchief to wiped up all her tears.

God, Jimin hate to see her cry. He hate it when she was younger and he hate seeing it even more now. Only back then he used to think its because he cares for her like a sister, but now he knows better.

Y/N and Jimin spend the remaining of the party at the balcony, and Y/N felt like she had never laughed this much throughout her whole life. Not even with Jihyun, her best friend for years. It could probably just be because she’s drunk, as she keeps on refilling her empty glass, or it could be that Jimin is really funny and interesting as hell, and she just finally realizing the fact that they might have a lot in common, and she loves spending time with him.

But as morning arrived and Y/N wakes up naked and alone on her bed, with only a used condom tied up in her wastebasket and a man’s handkerchief by her nightstand, memory swipe clean from remembering anything that had happened the night before, Y/N’s only salvation is the tiny bit of blurry memory that she had met and spend time with a wonderful man last night, a man for the life of her she cant remember who, and it becomes her life mission to found out who it is.

“Maybe you got too drunk and just imagined it Y/N,” Jihyun said as he stuffed his face with a spoonful of cereal as both if them are having their usual breakfast in the kitchen. Y/N looked at her best friend in irritation. Its been a couple of days since the party and she’s still trying to backtrack her steps and remember who the mystery man is.

“I’m not dreaming Jihyun! It really happened! I know I had the most wonderful conversation and time with the mystery man, although I cant really remember the sex part though,” she grumbles, frustrated that she got to drunk and forget most of the night. “Then he must not be that great in bed if you can remember the appertizer but not the main course ,” Jihyun laughs at his own joke as Y/N hit him hard in the arm making him winced in pain, not amused with her best friend.

“What makes you think the sex is the main course? What if I actually prefer and enjoy talking to someone rather than having sex with them?” She glared at him. “And I know he’s real Jihyun. He left this remember?” Y/N placed the handkerchief on the kitchen counter, the only clue she have on her mystery man as she sighed. She is positive it belongs to hin, whoever he is.

Who are you? And why are you hiding your identity from me?

/////

It almost been a week since Jimin went to visit Jihyun’s apartment after the party. He misses Y/N so much, but after what he did that night, he just cant bare to looked Y/N in the eyes.  How can he? The guilt he felt is too much. He slept with her. But what makes him more guilty is not the fact that he did, but the fact that he enjoys it. That it has become the most magical night of his life and Y/N dont even remember in opposed to Jimin who is stark sober and remember every detail that happened that night.

How can he feel this way towards his litlle brother’s best friend? How can he take advantage of her like that?

He actually slept with Y/N.

How could he go back and pretend like nothing happen? How can he contained his feelings in front of her now that he knows how good she feels like in his arms? How perfect she is with him? He cant possibly tell her about what happened that night. He cant possibly tell her about his feelings either. She would hate him if she found out, and he cant have that. He rather swallowed all his pain and have her close than have her hating him.

So he did what all man who are in love and afraid would do. He avoided her.

/////

“Hey Jihyun. Mom told me she send me a package through you. Im here to pick it up,” Jimin yelled out for his brother as he entered the apartment. He specifically chose this time to come over because he knows Y/N’s class schedule like the back of his hand. He wouldnt want to risk running into her. No, he cant have that

“Oh yeah, its on the kitchen counter,” Jihyun yelled back as he makes his way to his brother from his room. Jimin went to picked up the heavy package and as he is about to walk away he saw his handkerchief that Y/N has laid out on the counter a days before.

Oh here it is. Didnt remember that I left it here. Jimin shrugged, assuming he must have left it during one of his visits, not remembering that he use it at the party at all and picked it up.

“Hyung… is that… is that yours?” Jihyun who walked into the kitchen just in time to see Jimin pocketed the handkerchief asks with eyes widen in shocked.

“Yeah. Its mine. I must have left it here by accident. Anyway, I gotta go, I’m late for practice as it is. See you later dongsaeng,” Jimin gave a tiny wave goodbye and hurriedly exited the apartment before Jihyun can say anything.

Jihyun stood frozen in his place, mouth wide open at the realization of what he just saw.

Y/N and his hyung?

Y/N, his childhood best friend and Park Jimin, his beloved hyung?

“Oh My God,” was all that could come out from his mouth.

/////

“Hyung, I need to talk to you,” Jihyun urgently said as he stepped inside his brother’s dorm.

“Woah, calm down. What happened?”

“Tell me the truth now hyung. I know you dont drink at parties, so you must be extremely sober and remember everything. So tell me, did you or did you not sleep with Y/N the night of her birthday?”

Jihyun’s question took Jimin by surprised. Why is his brother suddenly asking him such an intimate question? And such a bold question too? Shit, did Y/N send him here? Did Y/N  finally remembers and found out?  She cant be. She was really drunk that night. Did someone saw him leaving Y/N’s room?

“Hyung! Answer me!” Jihyun is growing impatient at his brother’s silence. Jimin hesitates but answered anyway.

“Yeah.. yeah.. I did,” he hung his head low in embarassement.

“What the fuck hyung?!”

“Jihyun, language! I’m still your hyung!” Jimin was surprised. His brother has never spoken out of line to him before.

“I dont that matters right now! She’s my best friend hyung! You cant just play with her like you do to other girls!” Jihyun is furious. He knows how good looking his brother is and how girls flocked around him. He also knows how Jimin never wanted a serious relationship. He is an idol anyway, he doesnt have time for that. But to play around with Y/N? Especially when the said girl kept on saying she felt some chemistry between her and the mystery guy from that night? Its just unacceptable!

Jimin, on the other hand is furious about his brother’s accusation. How dare he accused and assumed that he’s playing Y/N? Even if he isnt madly in love with her right now, he would never do that to her. He cares about her enough to not ever treat her like one of his common girls. And now that he’s fallen deep for her… well, it just makes him angry.

“How dare you say I’m just playing here!” Jimin growled at his brother who doesnt seem affected by his anger.

“You knew you slept with her but you didnt say anything? You left her to wake up alone and avoided her all week hyung! She spent all week trying to find who’s the mystery man she claimed to have such a wonderful time with that night and you just kept quiet like an idiot!” It irritates Jimin to hear his brother calling him names but he got a much bigger issue in hand. He will handle Jihyun’s insolance later.

“Wait, she remembers?”

“Well, she dont really remember the… sleeping together part,” Jihyun awkwardly said as he scratched his arm. He really didnt want to talk about his brother sex life, especially one involving his best friend. “And also the who part. But she believes the man she spent the night with is her perfect match. She claimed to have such a wonderful time with him,”

“Really?” Jimin cant help but give out a huge smile, turning his eyes into slits as Jihyun gave him an annoyed looked.

“Well, that was until she remembered it was you who she spend the time with earlier today when I told her you took the hanky, which you left the night you spend it with her, I might add. She had a sudden shocked and started to scream ‘oh my god its Jimin oppa’ before she starts to cry and ran out of the apartment,”

“What?! Where is she now?”

“I dont know, that is why I came here to find you,”

“And you didnt think to start with that? You are really an idiot Jihyun!” Jimin immediately grabbed his jacket and exited the door, trying to locate Y/N as fast as he could, leaving his idiotic brother who is still stunned by his reaction standing in the dorm.

Please be safe. And please dont hate me Y/N.

/////

Y/N swing her legs on the bench she was seating at as the cold night wind blows on her face. She has no more tears left to cry and her mind is blank. After Jihyun told him that Jimin took the hanky and claimed that it was his, a barrage of memories came crashing down on her. She remembers the talk they had at the balcony. How she laughs and laughs, how Jimin’s laughs sounds a like a beautiful tune to her ears, flashing her his eye smile and how she felt her heart beats a little faster whenever she caught Jimin just staying silent and staring at her. That moment was the first time in her life that she finally met someone who was able to make her forget about Jihyun. She remembers how she leads him into the bedroom and how they start to kiss each other, Jimin’s lips felt soft on hers before the kiss turned heated and passionate, filled with lust and want. She remembered how Jimin stared into her eyes as they both lay panting afterwards, and how he kiss her forehead and whispered multiple times that he loves her.

I love you Y/N. I really really love you. I love you so much.

Y/N close her eyes as the sound of Jimin whispering promises of love after they make love keeps on repeating in her head. Tears starts to trickled down her face again. She knows that Jimin remembers everything. He admit it himself that he dont get drunk anymore. But if he really meant what he said, that he really loves her, then why did he avoided her? Why didnt he tell her? Why didnt he say anything? Y/N felt like she shared a connection with the man from that night, but if the man is really Jimin, then she must have only imagining it. Jimin doesnt love her. He cant possibly. Especially now that she knows he is avoiding her after that night.

“Y/N,”

Y/N turned her head to see Jimin huffing out puffs of cold smoke as he walks towards her, looking extremely tired and bewildered, as if he had ran all the way here from god knows where.

“I found you. I actually found you! Thank god,” he sat down besides her, carressing her cold cheeks.

Y/N quickly wiped her eyes and try to smile, acting as if nothing happened, as if she didnt know anything. “Hi oppa. What are you doing here? Why are you looking for me?”

Jimin grabbed both her shoulders and turn her to face him. “Dont act like nothing happened Y/N. I know you know. Jihyun told me everything,”

Y/N released herself from Jimin’s gripped and scooted away from him. Fucking hell Jihyun, do you really have to ran off and tell it to your brother? Y/N make a mental note to beat Jihyun up when she gets home.

“I… uh… ah,”

“I’m sorry Y/N. I’m really really sorry,” Jimin pulled her by the wrist. Y/N shakes her head when she heard him apologizes.

“No oppa. I’m the one who should be sorry. I was the one who was drunk and probably threw myself at you. You have nothing to be sorry for. You-”

“What are you talking about?” Jimin growled. “I have plenty to be sorry for. I’m sorry for leaving you alone the next morning. I’m sorry for pretending like nothing happened. I’m sorry for acting like I didn’t know anything. I’m sorry for making you scared and confused. I’m sorry I didn’t say anything to you earlier,” Jimin now held both of her hands in his. “I’m sorry for making you feel like I took advantage of you Y/N. You deserved to be treated like a queen, not being left alone, confused and vulnerable after a night like that,” Jimin dropped his head in shame. He wished he could stay with her that night. To wake up with her by his side. To see her smiling face when he opens his eyes, but Jimin was afraid. Afraid that Y/N will only hate him if she knew about his feelings for her.

“Its okay oppa. I understand why you did it. Someone like you slept with someone like me, of course you dont want anyone to know about it,” Y/N gave a tiny smile, trying to hide her sadness.

“What the hell does that mean?” Jimin’s eyes flashed in anger. “Dont you ever dare think of yourself that way ever again! You… you are perfect to me Y/N,” Jimin’s voice turned soft. Y/N shakes her head again, diagreeing with him.

“Lets… lets just forget this whole thing ever happened and go back to like it was before,” Y/N suggested, emotionally tired to deal with anything anymore.

“I cant do that Y/N,” Jimin said in a serious tone, making Y/N’s eyes turned wide. “I cant go back to acting like you are just my little brother’s best friend…” he paused for a moment before continuing. “When… when I want to be so much more to you. I cant go back to before, acting like there is nothing between us when I can no longer contained my feelings for you,” Y/N blinked at his confession. “I dont know if you remember Y/N, but I already told you that night and I will tell it to you again. I love you Y/N. I am in love with you. Im in love with everything you are, and with everything I am, I promise I will try to make you happy, if you would have me,” Jimin smile.

“Im sorry for hurting you. For making you feel unworthy and unloved. That was never my intention. I was afraid if I stayed with you that night or told you what happened, you will be disgusted with me. And I cant bare to have you hate me Y/N,” Jimin closes his eyes before opening them again. “Jihyun told me that you felt a connection with that man you spend the night with Y/N. And I want you to know that I felt it too. No one was ever able to make me feel things like you do,”

Y/N finally flashed the biggest smile at his words. “I could never be disgusted or angry with you oppa…”

Jimin smile back and slowly starts to leaned in closer to her, inhaling her familiar scent that he missed. “I have never felt happier than I did during that night oppa. I cant even remember who is it but I can still remember the butterflies in my stomach, the way my heart races as I spend the night laughing away. I knew I fell in love that night. I was confused but deep down, I’m glad it was you oppa,”

Jimin nuzzled his nose with hers as he scooted in closer, pulling her in by the waist. He looks up into her eyes.

“So I take it you dont have a crush on Jihyun anymore?”

“I dont think so. But I might have to checked. Maybe I need to see his face one more time,” she teased.

“Y/N…” Jimin growled in warning, making her laugh. Jimin knows she’s joking, but he still felt a sense of jealousy at the thought of his dream girl lusting over his own brother.

“This is so cliche isnt it? Falling inlove with you best friend’s older brother?”

Jimin placed his hand behind her neck and whispered against her lips, “Yeah, its nothing new to fall in love with your brother’s best friend, but what you are making me feel everyday when I’m with you is definitely something new to me Y/N,” Jimin whispered softly in her ear as he closes his eyes, leans in closer and finally do what he had wanting to do for so long and touched his lips with hers, sealing their love for each other for eternity.

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