#i wish that was me in rl

[softestqueeen]

slipping and gliding pt. 1

pairing: natasha romanoff x afab!reader

summary: When the Avengers spend a day at the local water park, you start to see a certain redhead in a different light. You’ve never had anything with a woman before, but Natasha doesn’t mind showing you what feels good.

warnings: 18+ MDNI!! semi-public sex, fingering, shower sex, inexperienced reader, shy reader, kissing, pet names (sweetheart)

wordcount: 2053 words

a/n: Yess, finally I’m writing something that’s wlw! I’ve wanted to do this for quite some time, and this is the perfect scenario. Enjoy <3

After a few incredibly stressful weeks, filled with mission after mission, Tony Stark decided that the Avengers needed a little break. So, he did what was every teenagers wet dream. (pun intended)

He rented out a whole water park.

Jup. The whole thing, just for the lot of you.

But you didn’t mind it. You could lounge around, eat for free at the buffet, and when laying in the sun got too hot you could go for a swim or try out the huge slide, which was the highlight of the park.

You, the other girls of the team, and also a few of the other SHIELD agents, like Maria Hill were lounging around, when you suddenly had the urge to go down that huge slide. It just looked like so much fun and you definitely needed an adrenaline rush that was not induced by the possibility of getting killed.

You got up, announced to the group that you would check out the slide and off you were. After a few meters you noticed someone joining you.

When you looked to the side you saw your colleague and good friend Natasha Romanoff falling into step with you.

“You can only use the slide with someone else. There are only swimming rings for two. But I’ll gladly go with you.”, after that the redhead sent you a wink and a smile. Only a small whispered ‘thank you’ left your lips before you looked ahead of you again and got lost in your thoughts.

Did she always look this good? This was the first time you noticed how smooth her hair falls over her shoulder or how beautiful the head looks that sits on that pretty neck. Her skin was flawless, and she looked like she just stepped out of a magazine. You could see why she was called the most beautiful Avenger.

Did you feel attracted to Natasha? No, that’s impossible. You’ve never felt something for another woman, nor had something with one and you and Nat were only friends! Why did she suddenly make you feel this way?

It seemed like it was only getting warmer and warmer and you were glad that you were about to go on that slide and get into the icy water.

The two of you were silent on the way up, the stairs seeming to stretch into eternity. But before you could overthink your feelings even more, the two of you arrived at the top and the instructor showed you how to sit down on the swimming ring.

Nat sat down into the first opening, and you sat down in front of her. You both laid down flat and you laid onto her, your head between her boobs and your lower back touched her most intimate parts.

Being this close to her made you feel some kind of way. You didn’t have too much time to think about it though, because in the next moment you were sliding down, and all other thoughts were gone.

You and Nat enjoyed the short but exciting ride, screaming in excitement . You hit the water and felt Natashas body covering yours before she smoothly slid up from you and dived to the surface. You followed after her and when you both resurfaced and made eye contact, you broke out into laughter.

It seemed like everything went back to normal, though you still couldn't get her out of you head and stop your racing mind.

You returned the ring and made you way back to the towels and lounge chairs. Once there you grabbed a towel and a fresh bathing suit.

“I’m going to head to the lockers, I need to put on a dry bathing suit.”, you told Nat before heading to the building where the lockers were. There were also showers and changing rooms inside of it, so all of it was easily accessible.

You entered the building and went to the showers. Putting down your towel and dry change, you were about to take off your bikini when you felt two hands grabbing your waist and turning you around.

You could just make out Nat’s face before she pressed you against the wall and pressed her lips to yours. You let out a surprised gasp before you got lost in her taste, her scent seeming to overwhelm you. She grabbed your waist again and pulled your wet bodies against each other before she grabbed your ass with her free hand. The sudden action made you gasp, and Nat didn’t waste this opportunity to slip her tongue into your mouth.

Her hands start to roam your body and you were getting dizzy from the lack of oxygen.

When you both pulled away, Nat whispered against your lips. “I know you want this too, sweetheart.”

You just nodded, not listening to what she was actually saying. You just wanted, no needed, to feel her lips against yours again. You put one of your hands on the back of her neck and the other one went to her waist.

You pulled her in and connected your lips again. Both your and Nat’s hands were now freely roaming and groping each other. You were sure that the wetness you were feeling did not just come from the pool.

You were kissing a little more before you felt Nat’s thigh between your legs, pressing up against you, stimulating your clit and making you moan into her mouth. She kept on moving her thigh and squeezing your hips, holding you in place. It didn’t take long before you felt Nat’s hand roaming again and wandering towards your middle.

You were quick to catch her wrist, stopping her from going any further. She pulled away and looked at you, puzzled, because she thoughts that’s what you wanted.

“I’m sorry Nat. I haven’t done any of this before.”, you told her while looking at the floor, not daring to look into her eyes that you were sure were filled with anger towards you.

But Nat was having none of it and put a finger under your chin, tilting your face up to meet her understanding and soft gaze.

“You’ve never had sex before? Sweetheart are you a virgin?”, she asked you without a hint of deception in her voice.

“Well, I had sex before, just never with a woman. I guess in that aspect; yea, I’m still a virgin.”, you answered with a sheepish smile and a blush on your cheeks.

“Don’t worry, I’ll make you feel good. Trust me.”, she whispered against your lips before she kissed you again and you believed her every word.

She kept pressing her thigh against you and you slowly started to meet her thrusts and grind down on her, slowly gaining more confidence.

Her hands started roaming your body again, while you were still holding onto her neck and waist. Her hand was slowly wandering towards your core again, but before she touched you, she pulled away.

“Is it okay when I touch you here, sweetheart?”, she asked you.

You just nodded before pressing your lips against hers again.

Her hands travelled towards your wet pussy, going under your bikini bottom. You let out a soft gasp when you felt her hand moving between your folds. She tested out the waters by spreading your wetness around, caressing your folds before making contact with your swollen clit.

Feeling her at your sensitive clit made you moan into her mouth. The kiss wasn’t as heated anymore but slowed down felt more intimate. Her thigh stopped pressing against you now that her hand took over.

She removed her hand and pulled away, making you whine and chase her lips.

“Patience, sweetheart.”, were the only words that left her mouth before she opened the strings on your bikini top.

Her thigh went back to your cunt, stimulating you while she started caress your boobs. She slowly traced them with featherlight touches before she went over to straight up groping you. You let out moans and whimpers at the stimulation you were getting both from her thigh and her hands.

Her hands on you felt incredible and you wished you could feel her on you forever. She leaned forwards and started to trail kissed over your boobs and over your sternum. Your hand moved from her neck into her hair when you felt her lips on one of your perked nipples.

She slightly sucked on it and circled her lips around it, just how you imagined she would do it with your clit. The thought of her mouth on your cunt made a new flood of wetness rush to your core.

She repeated the same treatment on your other breast before she completely pulled away.

“How about we take this to the shower?”, she asked you with a smile on her face.

“That sounds good.”, you answered her, but you were quickly left speechless when you saw Nat taking off her black bathing suit.

She was breathtaking. She was always beautiful but seeing her completely bare was something else. The soft curve of her breasts and hips, her toned stomach and legs that seem to go on forever.

She took your hand in hers to lead you to one of the showers and once she turned around you could see a small tattoo adorning her lower back. That simple fact made her seem even more human and vulnerable, the fact that under that beautiful façade was a human being that had gone through so much.

But once she put on the shower and you felt the droplets of water gliding down your bodies all other thoughts were erased from your mind. All that was left was the sight of Natasha under the stream of water, momentarily closing her eyes to feel the warm water.

You joined her under the spray, pressing your lips against hers. She was quick to press you against the wall again, immediately taking over.

The kiss got more intense, and her hand went to your pussy again. She started to slide between your folds and circled your clit, finding a steady rhythm.

Once you’ve gotten used to the feeling of her hand against you, Nat took it a step further. With her middle finger she entered your tight pussy, making your eyes roll to the back of your head. She slowly started to pump her finger in and out of you, slowly adding a second finger while her thumb was stroking your clit, and her other hand was groping your ass. Your hips were moving against her hand and your wet bodies were pressed together, gliding over each other, the steady stream of the water only made it more sensual.

When she added a third finger you could feel the coil in your stomach starting to tighten. Nat could feel you clench around her fingers and started pumping them faster, also adding to the pressure on your clit.

You came with shout that was muffled by Nat’s mouth, while she was gradually becoming slower, helping you through your orgasm.

Once you calmed down, she pulled her fingers out of you and gently cupped your face. She pecked your lips before pulling you completely under the stream of the shower with her. She left for a moment, getting some shower gel that was provided and started washing you, her hands gliding over your body making you all worked up again. She lathered shampoo into your hair, massaging your scalp and making you melt into her hands.

Once she was done, you felt the urge to feel her body again, so you gave her the same treatment; gently washing her body and her hair.

Nat pecked your lips once again, before turning off the shower and getting a towel, drying your body and hair before doing the same with herself. Both of you got dressed in some dry clothing.

But before the two of you left the locker area, Nat turned to you.

“How about we cut this little trip short and continue with what we started, sweetheart?”, she asked you, a breathtaking smile on her lips and no shame about her suggestion.

“There’s nothing I’d rather do.”, you truthfully answered before taking her hand in yours, excited about what she has in store for you, once you were back at the tower.

a/n: i'm thinking about writing a part 2, so please tell me if you's like to see/read one. i hope you liked this, if so please leave some notes, likes, reblogs and comments! feedback is very appreciated!

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part 2

taglist: @silvermagnolias @milywatermelon @BigBananaa

#ao3 #love #fluff #marvel #mcu #x reader #no y/n #reader insert #natasha romanoff #natasha romanov #natasha x reader #black widow #avengers age of ultron #natasha romanoff x reader #water park #wlw #lesbian #queer #lesbian natasha #i wish that was me in rl

[fauvester]

i think my coworkers and friends think its a little excessive that Im so militant about my sleep schedule but its hard to describe the extent to which the terrors fucking get me if my circadian rhythm is even a little fucked up

#see. if i fall asleep by 10:45 or so usually the RLS doesnt start up #but if i drink a coffee too late. or im out late. or stressed. or dont get much sleep the night before #it puts me at precipitous risk of getting fucking got #and then its genuinely some of the worst suffering i ever experience... crying pacing self medicating panicking etc etc etc #would take food poisoning over a bad RLS night easy. at least inbetween the vomiting you can sometimes get some rest #rn trialing a med that totally zonks me during the day but its worth it as a PRN cause otherwise ill be zonked ND a bitch if i dont sleep #to delete #resident good #my coworker like.... you wont even go out to dinner before a work day? not if its after 9PM bro otherwise theres a chance i Will Not Sleep #and not only that I WILL suffer the whole time #man Im frustrated too! I wish I wasnt like this but thats the bitch of living with a poorly understood movement disorder!

[americanedpsycho]

reminder to whose write villians ... it's okay to take breaks when irl gets too much. you need that energy to write that asshole the best of your ability. some villains dont deserve a redemption arc. it is important to look after you because writing villians can be draining at times. keep up the good job. 🪓

#╰ out of americanedpsycho. #╰ public service announcement ( psa ). #i've felt bad because i have been a bit spacy with patrick #been doing domestic stuff and college things with him as rl is stressing me out for the mo #but feel free to reblog if u wish.

[rawcherrycake]

My bf (he doesn't know yet)

#Crush #RL #Portrait #Basketball player and artist bfs #What's not to love? #I'll talk to him tomorrow xx #Wish me luck #(Hope he gay) #I drew this in a moving car with my finger

[floating-in-the-blue]

🦷 & 🥐

🦷 ⇢ share some personal wisdom or a life hack you swear on

If you participate in a lot of zoom or teams meetings or the like that are mostly just talking and listening and don't require a lot of note taking or actually looking at your screen, get yourself a colouring book. Those meetings will suddenly feel way more productive and you will be way more relaxed instead of fuming about wasted time!

🥐 ⇢ name one internet reference that will always make you laugh

Are they asking about memes or Internet jokes?? I mean ... we're on tumblr, there's so many good ones. All of us preparing for Stab Ceasar day or the Spider's Georg or Children's Hospital and Apollo's Dodgeball and of course our latest beauty Walrus vs. Fairy

Writer's Truth or Dare

#I really wish I could bring my colouring book into the RL meetings too but I'm afraid that would be a little bit distracting for the rest #just watching me select my next colour etc #none of these answers had anything to do with writing XD #but thank you so much for sending in questions <3 <3 <3

[dailynie-nie]

Idol - YOASOBI A partially incomplete Jujutsu Kaisen fan animatic.

I didn't make a complete animatic because I want to target scenes focus in the siblings. But I didn't include the final part where I planned to replace the tv with the prison realm but recent chapters in the manga made me "Meh". I have a very hard laugh making the KFC scenes because of the memes and telling myself to make Gojo's hand bigger. I also made Megumi's eyes green from the manga.

There's also an Utahime and kikufuku easter eggs in there.

If anyone can recommend me a male version of the song please send me the links. I can't find any that matches Gojo's voice.

Reposting in link form because it won't appear in Tumblr's tag searching.

#to my mutuals who knows me in rl DO NOT tell the others #or i will wish to hide in a cave of embarrassment #and become hermit #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #gojo satoru #fushiguro megumi #fushiguro tsumiki #parental gojo #animatic #fan animatic #YOASOBI #megumi's long eyelashes #gojo's big hands #KFC breakup #made me laugh at random times #Youtube #nieart

[toastsnaffler]

heartbreaking: masc dyke forced to wear "bra" in order to look "presentable" for a job interview

#.diaries #putting on my cissona...... #its ok tho cuz my arms look rl good in this turtleneck. sending the message that ill break knees if they dont give me a chance #i wish id gotten a haircut last week tho cuz its just starting to creep past my ears which makes me feel sooo scruffy.. oh well

[clumsycapitolunicorn]

you are one of few people who are normal about those two and isn't weird and obsessed with theorizing about their relationship. thank you for all the service you've done for the "normal about people" community. we appreciate it.

thanks. i just find the whole thing weird. and it's all coming from grown adults too. it doesn't make this corner of the fandom look good and we already get plenty of judgment for shipping two fictional adults that make sense. i know they've definitely seen all the weird posts. without a doubt. finding someone in this fandom who isn't about it is like finding a unicorn.

#like they have a chemistry and are comfortable with each other and that's it #shame it was put to waste in tl #h is a touchy person and is this way the rest of the guys in tl cast #they were playing everyone like a fiddle and they ate it all up #it makes enjoying things in this fandom difficult because how do i separate rl shippers from ppl who just appreciate their dynamic #and i just feel very lonely in the tl fandom these days and ever since the finale my excitement for it has been at an all time low #i don't think i could ever do a full rewatch again #god i wish i was like more invested in the side of the fandom that ships r/j/k because i like them and it'd be less weird #ignore my posts im just looking around me at weird rl shippy stuff and feeling lowkey gaslit by the t/r fandom because i find it weird- #-while they have no shame

[sunsetkiss]

it’s my birthday and i feel really lonely <\3

#sucks when the ideal way you’d spend ur birthday is going somewhere fun w friends but u don’t have rl friends </3 #my sister texted me happy birthday at midnight though i’m grateful i love her #i wish i could spend the day w her too

[creativenicocorner]

I really wish this scene wouldn’t fight so hard against me, I know I should just let it go and work on something else - hell I usually do that, but gosh darn it I can’t seem to do that, and the scene doesn’t want to work and ooouuuggghhh 

good grief

#progress report #also the eternal flip flopping debate between starting to post and waiting it out is exhausting my dudes #but i got to stick to my conviction #just once i want to experience what its like to have a posting schedule #just ONCE #me @ me: you're not going to get instant gratification you silly so and so - in fact you might get the opposite and become demotivated to #continue #in the grand scheme of things this is perhaps the smallest thing I should stress over -especially compared to the rl things I have on my #plate #uuuggghh #i am once again wishing i could spread the stories in my head out like raspberry jelly and nutella

[icecreamkink]

"the ppl won't forget what you did, you have a kind heart never change who you are" 🤧🤧🤧

#cryin theyre sO #like do i wish arthur and gwen had more downtime to develop a friendship/rl? yes #but also making their relationship be around politics so much.... wasn't a bad decision either #and anyway that was so sweet :') #also. elections are TOMORROW here and this whole 'why cant i be a leader and a friend to the ppl both' is making me Feel #some typa way #merlin blogging #argwen

[pynkhues]

delightful, dreams, & euphoric!

Thank you!

delightful; concerts or museums?

Concerts at museums. Pre-pandemic, I used to go to Friday Nights at NGV all the time, where you get to wander around looking at art while live bands play. It was (still is, I believe, since they recently restarted) the best, and my forever fave was being there with a folk band playing while I made my way through a Van Gogh exhibit.

Generally speaking though, I'd probably lean towards concerts? I tend to hunt for stories in museums, which is great in its own right, but I love to experience art in a form I can't / will never create in. I get to be a complete and captured audience, and there's something to that, y'know?

dreams; do you want or have any tattoos?

I do not have any tattoos! I do want some! Me and my best friend have been talking for years about getting a take on the jolly roger, only instead of a skull and cross bones, it's a cat skull with a red and white wine bottle crossed underneath, haha. I love it, but I also don't know if that should be a first tattoo.

euphoric; talk about someone you love.

Oh gosh, haha.

I've been talking to my sister probably the most I have in years (which is to say at least twice a day) as her divorce and custody battle is happening at the moment, and it's all pretty awful right now between his financial abuse and increasingly erratic behaviour, and her mental health, and there being two very small children involved, but it's also bizarrely marked a really new stage in our relationship, which is the last thing I was expecting.

My sister and I love each other deeply, but we've never been friends in the way that I am with my brother. Our relationship has had periods where it's been quite fraught, and she's probably one of the only people in the world I fight with (I feel I'm generally pretty lowkey, haha), and I'll be the first to admit we have a lot of baggage. We're pretty close in age, compared to our brother especially, who is eight years younger than me, and ten years younger than our sister, but my sister's also the sort of person who's never felt fulfilled by the company of women. She's always really sought out men, and I know why, because I know her, but it was one of the harder things in my life I guess to let go of this idea that we'd be the sort of sisters who had the sort of relationship I have with my friends.

A few weeks ago, for maybe the first time in our lives, she expressed a real regret about that, and told me she was jealous that I had such intimate friendships with so many women, and that she felt the lack in her own life, that she was lonely, that she both needed and wanted women around her, and I told her that she had so many that were there waiting for her. That she has so many friendships that are just waiting to be deepened, and women who love her and want to connect more with her and support her, because she does.

And then I told her I was really proud of her, because I am. I can't even fathom what she's going through, but she's handling it with a strength I didn't know she had, especially because - - well, look. We have baggage, like I said, and there are times when she has not had strength, and to see her not just surviving something like this, but clawing her way out of it with integrity, and bending but not breaking, is something I find so deeply admirable, and I told her that too, and she cried, and we just sat on the phone with each other for an hour and then two, pottering around the house with me making dinner, and her in her apartment getting ready for the next day's work, and I still don't think we're friends exactly, but I don't think either of us have just existed with each other since we were kids, and there's something in that. A shift, a slip, or maybe a leap, I don't know.

Just something important.

Ask me things

#yes 'cute asks' i read #and then basically journal intimate thoughts haha #anyway #she has another teleconference with her lawyer which i'm dialling in for tomorrow so pls wish us luck #well #her luck #me and our mum who's also dialling in patience hahaha #me floating with the fam: have we considered a hit man? #our brother agrees at least!! #mum and my sister get v glarey though lmao #rl #cute asks #i mean #kinda #haha #you know most of this already megan so i'm sorry for repeating myself <3 <3 < #3 #welcome to my ama

[tinknevertalks]

Holy shit I actually cut some fabric up! I have no idea if I'm doing any of this right but I'm having fun. Here's hoping it fits my dad at the end of it! XD

#life #rl #rachel sews a shirt #rachel gets crafty #my scissors are ✨Crap✨ #but I've cut the first six pattern pieces #and I'm gonna check that i can fit the rest before going to bed #so far cutting stuff has been the slowest bit of this whole thing #but I'm sure that's about to change once I start sewing! #wish me luck

[honorhearted]

didn't you say in a letter that you wanted a woman to be on top?

How on earth were people now privy to his letters? Who was sharing them with the public eye?

A sense of panic licked up Ben's spine, but he forced a smile, not wishing to give this stranger the satisfaction of his embarrassment. "I, er...yes. That's more or less what I claimed."

#Anonymous #//lmao HE SURE DID (though he didn't seem picky) #i linked one of the posts i've reblogged that has the exact quote #a part of me kind of wishes they'd made ben and andre EXACT foils and had their love lives #reflect the same HURRHURR energy #but at the same time i liked ben's h.imbo v.irg angle since it was honestly endearing #seeing a good-looking man shy and v.irginal around women for a change #cuz that's not the norm in T.V/m.ovies #but STILL rl ben could get it apparently so good for him lmao

[tafadhali]

My brother is uninviting two of our cousins from his wedding and I do understand why, but selfishly all I can think about is how this is going to throw us in the deep end of drama that normally I am so good at avoiding

#i'm also really close with one of them #and have been very happy to maintain one of the only wholly positive familial relationships she has with her #and do understand a lot of her reasons for distancing herself even if i have different perspectives on the people involved #and wish she wouldn't post about it all on fb #i had a great dinner out with her yesterday and now who knows if she'll want to see me again before i leave town #her sister is honestly a lot and has a persecution complex the size of the state so ... that's a different sitch #but i did kind of want to drop in and see her and her baby this weekend and that is 100% not happening now #rl #family stuff

[woofety]

All right folks, for anyone who may not be aware it's Eurovision week, so just a warning that every related post will be tagged with #esc2022 !

For those who will embrace the madness, enjoy 😁; for those who won't, ehm, I'm sorry... 😅!

#I may be able to watch it even if I'm not totally sure #if I do I don't know if I'll liveblog but just in case your dashboards are flooded with eurovision posts all of the sudden #at least you have the chance to blacklist it because I imagine for those who are not interested it can be annoying #tbh I wish I were more invested especially considering my country hosts it this year #but rl has been... *sigh* and the general mood rn is compatible with curling up in bed and pass out #so I don't overthink stuff and get stressed and pissed pff more than I already am #plus I think my hormones are acting up and make me feel frustrated and restless for hell knows what #well in all truth I think I know what but I have no solution for my loneliness atm #anyway I hope the show will cheer me up a bit #I haven't listened to the songs yet (apart from italy's entry of course 😑) on purpose so they will be a surprise #praying they'll be GOOD like eurovision worthy but I read from some comments that the majority are ballads ffs 😭