#idk what im doing wrong but it always looks blurry for me

[bkaulitzz]

𝐓𝐰𝐨 𝐍𝐞𝐠𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐃𝐨𝐧’𝐭 𝐌𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐏𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞

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info: ANGST, fem!reader x bill, usage of Y/n, 3.1k words

synopsis: you and bill cool off at a club!

more after cut :0

your dialogue

bill’s dialogue

I gripped the bed sheets as I sniffled, the room was dark, and I could barely see him yet I knew the look that he was giving me. My chest heaved up and down, eyes were blurry as I fluttered the tears away. His hair was disheveled, eyes wide with pursed lips. "You couldn't just fucking tell me that?"

"Tell you what? That I was at fucking work?! Do I have to text you every second now?!" Bill bellowed, clenching his fists that laid by his sides.

"That's not the point, Bill, " I hoarsed through sobs. "I was worried, okay? What if you got into a car crash or something?"

"You're doing it again, no I didn't get into some fucking car crash or whatever you're worried about, " He took steps closer to the bed, looking down at me. "It's almost as if you want it to happen."

"No, I don't! I would never wish that on you, Bill, " I brokenly sobbed and he let out a heavy sigh, pacing around the room.

"That's your problem, " He stopped by our dresser, slamming his fist onto it, causing the loose screws to shake and let out a noise as they hit against the wooden holes they sat in. I flinched, watching him turn his gaze towards me over his shoulder. "You're always fucking worried, I can take care of myself. Do you know how annoying it is-"

"I just care, Bill! I just want to know that you're okay and that you'll be okay. That's all I fucking ask for, " I sniffled, the skin under my eyes burned as I wiped the tears away from my puffy eyes with the sleeve of my sweatshirt. The light from the hallway lit into our room, revealing Bill's face a bit with a beam. His mascara and eyeliner were runny from sweat or tears.

"Well, it's fucking annoying. Every second you text me to see where I am, or what I'm fucking doing-" He was cut off.

"Because I fucking care-"

"No, you're fucking insane! None of my exes have ever acted this way!-"

"Don't you dare compare me to them as if they've never done you wrong!" I snarled, pointing a finger at him as I clenched my jaw. He grit his teeth, furrowing his brows. His nostrils flared as he breathed heavily, we kept eye contact in silence for a few minutes before he parted his lips.

"I rather be with them than you, at least they knew when to leave me the fuck alone, " Bill spoke through clenched teeth. I felt my heart drop as I looked at him, my lips parted as my jaw hung low. My stomach turned as he looked at me with narrowed eyes and a frown, reaching into his back pocket. The sound of cigarettes shuffled as he pulled out the red-detailed 'Marlboro' box. "I'm gonna go smoke, I hope it lights on fire and burns the house down, " He scoffed before walking towards the bedroom door, not giving me another glance as the wood under him creaked. I bit my lip, feeling my face heat up as tears began to well up. I whimpered, falling back onto the bed, and reaching over for my phone on the bedside table. My face was lit up by the phone screen as I flipped it open.

— (these are text messages under)

AMBER (sorry if ur name is amber)

Me - 10:56 PM

"Amber answer pls."

Amber - 10:59 PM

"im here, what happened?"

Me - 10:59 PM

"he got home and the first thing we did was argue."

Amber - 11:01 PM

"again?? this is like the 7th time or somrthibg"

Me - 11:01 PM

"ik, i dont know what to do"

Amber - 11:01 PM

"well if he keeps doing this then u should dump his ass"

Me - 11:02 PM

"ik but i love him :("

Amber - 11:02 PM

"yea ik but hes toxic for u, theres sm better guys"

Me - 11:02 PM

"ig :( but hes so sweet"

Amber - 11:03 PM

"but is it worth it? for all the arguments?"

Me - 11:03 PM

"maybe its bc we r just out the honeymoon phase rn :("

Amber - 11:03 PM

"idk Y/n, ig."

Me - 11:04 PM

"we just have to see"

Amber - 11:04 PM

"okk wtv u say. also off topic but should i do pink or blue streaks?"

Me - 11:04 PM

"oh, pink, r u dying ur hair rn?"

Amber - 11:04 PM

"yea i just got it bleached. anyways, i just hope it works out"

Me - 11:05 PM

"i hope so too, im gonna go sleep now"

Amber - 11:05 PM

"sleep well, ily"

Me - 11:05 PM

"ily too"

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I closed my phone, tossing it onto the table before pulling the blanket over me. I sniffled as I snuggled into the bed, fluttering my eyes close before drifting off.

***

My feet stood against the cold tile of the kitchen floors as I diced the potatoes. The ventilation hood let out a low hum as I boiled water on the stove, making stew for one. It's been days since we spoke, I couldn't even remember his voice by now. We barely met eye-to-eye anyway since he left early and came home late. I slid the bad piece of the potato to the side of the cutting board, continuing to cut the rest. I froze, seeing the familiar painted nails and each silver ring that fitted on each finger, snake around my waist. I bit my lip, continuing to cut the potatoes as I felt his chin rest on my shoulder.

"Love..." Bill spoke softly into my ear before placing gentle kisses on my ear lobe. "I missed you, " He continued, placing more kisses on my ear as he held me close. I stayed silent, focusing as I placed the pieces into a bowl. "I'm sorry for yelling at you...and saying all those things, " He kissed down to my neck, moving his hands onto my sides. He massaged my sides, placing long opened mouth kisses on the right side of my neck. "I didn't mean it, any of it. You're the sweetest and one of a kind...nothing can excuse what I said, " He hummed, continuing to kiss my neck. I felt my face heat up, my eyes welling up as my lip quivered. "You have to speak at some point, please?" He frowned against my skin, slowly moving his hands up my shirt. I shivered at the cold touch as he held my waist from under.

"How could you say those things to my face?" I wept, a tear falling down my cheek. He clicked his tongue, turning me around. The knife fell out of my hand and into the sink. Bill frowned as he looked down at me, his focus being on the teardrop on my cheek. He lifted my face by my chin with his finger, pecking the salty tear away. He wrapped his arms around my waist again, leaning back to look at me.

"My baby...I was having a bad day and I shouldn't have taken it out on you, " He pecked my lips, and I sniffled as I allowed him.

"You were so mean, " I whimpered, looking down at the neckline of his t-shirt.

"I know, I know, " He cupped my cheek, moving my gaze back up at him. "I'm sorry. I know you were just looking out for me, I was just so stressed, " He leaned in, placing his lips on mine again yet not pulling away this time. I reciprocated after a few seconds, closing my eyes before throwing my arms around his neck. His lips were soft and plump as I remembered each line that made up his lips. He moved his hands down and under my shirt to hold my waist again. He smiled against my lips, his hands wandering my body. I let out a pleased sigh, pushing myself against him. Bill let out a grunt, our lips moving against each other. He pulled away after a while, giving me a few pecks before his lips left. "Do you wanna go out tonight?"

"Go out? Where?" I tilted my head, moving my hands down and back against the counter I was leaning against.

"The club, since I know you love to dance...and drink, " He wiggled his eyebrows, smirking. I scoffed, rolling my eyes.

"You know I love the drinks, " I hummed, standing up. "I guess we can."

"We can go...only if you forgive me, " He bit his lip with a smile.

"Fine...I forgive you, " I rolled my eyes. He grinned, pulling me back for another kiss. I let out a huff as I widened my eyes before kissing back.

"Go get ready, " He pecked my nose, reaching back to turn off the gas stove. "I want everyone to see how beautiful you are, " He hummed and massaged my sides. I nodded with a grin, pulling away to rush to our bathroom.

***

I licked the sweet taste from the corners of my lips, sitting on a stool by the bar. Bill's hand rested on my bare thigh as he sipped his glass of whiskey. DJ announcements roared into my ears as he announced the next song, scratching playing after that. Red lights hit Bill as I turned my attention to him, his eyes already on mine as he caressed my thigh with his thumb. He stayed close as people passed by dancing or dragging their feet.

"You having fun?" He asked, tilting his head as he placed his empty glass down on the counter, that was fogged with condensation.

"I guess, we haven't danced yet, " I shrugged. He hopped off his seat, taking my hand in his to pull me out of my seat. I let go of the glass in my hand, following along as he pulled me through people.

Bill grinned as he turned to me, stepping into an empty spot. There was enough room for us but people continued to hug us in. He took my hand to his lips, kissing my knuckles before spinning me around. The music pounded into my chest as I pushed myself against him. He held my arm above my head, his jeans tickling the back of my thighs. I bit my lip as my feet stayed stagnant, and my ankles flowed with me as I moved my body against Bill. My body heated up as I did. He followed my rhythm, mirroring each body roll I did. He grinned, wrapping an arm around my waist as we continued. I laid my head back on his chest, continuing to roll my body with him. His hand snaked down to my thigh, caressing it as I grinded against him. People continue to dance around us. I reached back with my free hand, my fingers tangling with his hair as my hand held his nape. He grinned down at me and I looked up at him with a lazy smile. My hand slid from his nape to his cheek, pulling him in for a kiss. His lips pressed against mine and I closed my eyes, my gloss, and his chapstick mixing. I gasped softly, feeling his soft grasp move to my waist. Bill pulled away, turning me to face him.

"I'll be back, I need to go to the restroom, " He pecked my lips again.

"Stay safe, " I let out. He nodded in response, kissing my nose before pulling away. He pushed the people, making his way to the restroom. I lost sight of him, making my way back to the bar. I sighed, taking my seat again, and turning my whole body onto the counter. I laid my handbag in my lap, motioning the bartender over. "Get me something sweet, please, " I grinned, watching them get to work. I rested my hand as my elbow rested on the table. I frowned, looking around as the dark-haired male wasn't back or anywhere nearby. I looked down at my lap, popping my handbag open to pull out my flip phone.

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BILL <3

Me - 12:37 AM

"bill u ok??"

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I furrowed my brows, staring at my phone for five minutes. My palms grew slick from sweat, and I closed my phone with no response. I nibbled on my lip, watching as the drink was placed in front of me. "Thank you, " I mumbled, taking a sip as my thumb fidgeted with the fingers on my free hand. I flinched, seeing a tall figure enter my vision, but it wasn't my Bill. I kept my focus on my drink, shaking my left leg up and down against the shiny floor.

"Hey, " The low voice spoke behind me, leaning onto the counter to face me. He snapped his fingers in my face, furrowing his eyebrows. "I said hey, lady. Gosh, do girls just ignore good-looking men these days?" He scoffed. I turned my head slowly to him with an eye roll. His hair was curly, ginger. Skin pale with sharp, green eyes as they stared right into my eyes.

"What do you want?" I covered my drink with my palm. He grinned as he stared over my features, his gaze slowly going down to my cleavage. I placed my free hand over my chest, scoffing. His face was stubbled with the same hair color that sat on his head.

"What do I want? Is that how you flirt? I'm just trying to be nice here. I see a nice woman alone at the bar and I approach her, " He spoke, even though he was inches away and the air was stale, I could smell his beer breath from where I was sitting.

"No, I'm not alone. I'm here with my boyfriend, " I scoffed, sitting up straight and tightening my core.

"Well I don't see him, don't lie to me, " He snickered, a hand reaching out for my shoulder. I widened my eyes, instinctively picking up my drink and throwing it in his face. He clenched his eyes shut, covering his eyes with a hiss. "You fucking bitch!" He growled. I slammed the glass down, sliding off my seat before running to the restroom. I pushed past people, the music growing distinct as I made it to the long hallway. My heels clacking and echoing through them.

"Bill! Bill!" I called out with a cry. I froze in my steps, hearing loud kissing noises and small groans. I took a turn, the kisses only becoming louder. I felt my heart sink, seeing familiar brunette hair with pink streaks tangled into his polished fingernails. Bill's eyes were shut closed as his lips moved against Amber's. His hands on her in a way that he would never touch me the same. I covered my mouth, feeling my face heat up, my eyes blurry as my stomach turned. Her hands were on him, places where I knew he was weak. I felt my knees shake, the pain in my feet from the heels where I once felt like I floated.

"Fuck...I love you, Amber, " He breathed against her lips. She smirked against his lips, moving her kisses down to his neck. He groaned, throwing his head back, his eyebrows knitting as her hand trailed down. I bit on my lip harshly, clenching my fists as they moved down to my sides. I dug my nails into the vegan leather that made my hand bag, turning around. I breathed heavily, my chest heaving as I stormed away. My face was damp by now, and I looked down as I moved past people, making my way out. Once the cold air hit me as I made it past the bouncer, I let out sobs, my chest heavy as I wiped away my tears. I looked at my hand, it was covered by the runny mascara and foundation I had on.

"God, how could they?" My throat was sore already from breathing uneasily, taking out my phone for a taxi.

***

I couldn't eat or sleep, staying in bed all day. The makeup from three days ago was still on my face with small residue as I laid in sweats. I held my pillow, hoping that the next sound from downstairs would be Bill opening the door with flowers in hand. Yet, I was disappointed after each small creak, having nothing come in return. I sat up, the sheets shuffling against me as I leaned against the headboard. I reached for my phone, gritting my teeth as I dialed her.

"What?" The feminine voice answered.

"I thought you fucking cared about me, " My breath was going at a familiar pattern from days ago, my nostrils flaring as my nails dug into my palm.

"I mean...why did you think I was trying to get you to break up with him?" Amber yawned.

"He's gonna do the same to you, " I snarled. She sighed, rustling could be heard from the other end.

"I don't think so...I mean. Why do you think he always comes home late?" She responded. I could feel the smirk on her face and scoffed, wiping the tear that rolled down my cheek.

"I don't even know you anymore, Amber, " I sniffled.

"When did you ever?" She breathed. Small kissing noises could be heard with more rustling.

"Who's on the phone, babe?" A masculine voice groggily spoke.

"No one, Bill, go back to sleep, " She giggled softly as kisses noises followed. "Stop, babe, " She whined softly as more kisses followed.

"How can I? You're so beautiful, " He murmured. I felt my throat form a lump, my stomach turning as if I could vomit right there and then. I clenched my jaw, putting my lips to the speaker.

"Fuck you both, " I snarled through bared teeth, closing the phone shut, tossing it aside. I sniffled, wiping my eyes one last time, before heading to the shower.

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WRITTEN BY MEEE

bill, bill kaulitz, angst, sad, kaulitz

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[decaydanceredacted]

I HAVE TO TELL SOMEBODY THIS. I have this reoccurring dream of being at a party with a bunch of random people, + pete. sometimes mikey’s there too but it’s mostly always pete. Im sitting on the small shitty couch that you sink into that is ALWAYS at house parties and always has a table covered in red cups and half empty bottles of everything imaginable, it’s all sticky and you can’t get away from the noise of the kitchen, people playing beer pong somewhere. Pete’s been following me around all party like some hoodied little emo haired demon, yapping away at me and no matter what I do he’s still following me, so determined to talk to me. I keep telling him I’m not interested (idk why I love him deeply) and he is just unrelenting. He’s perched on the arm of the couch while I sit there sinking into the couch and myself, I finish the drink I’ve been nursing to seem more interested in something other than him and he immediately jumps up, telling me he’ll go get me a refill and not letting me even grab my cup back. he comes back in after what feels like too long to pour just a simple drink and instead of hanging it to me, he just puts it to my mouth and tips it up, making me drink it all in one and it tastes fucking weird. He’s smiling at me, talking away again as I slowly start to feel. Wrong, somehow. I start telling him I’m tired, I feel sick, I need to lay down, and before I can grab anyone else, ask them “hey can I get a ride home?” he picks me up, tells me there’s a room upstairs for me. he drags me up the stairs and I flop down on the bed. I start feeling like a stone, like i cant move and all I can hear is the sound of his belt clacking and him telling me how pretty I looked tonight, “pretty for a boy”. he tells me I’m so good for him for not moving, that he just couldn’t help it that he had to have me. He’s on top of me kissing my throat and taking off my pants and god I hate how much I’m liking it. He’s whispering in my ear about how hard I am after he’s got my jeans off. everything is blurry and all I can concentrate on his his hands on me, warm and trailing my entire body, his mouthing over my stomach and my hips. how he’s moving over me. (SORRYSORRYSOGRIRRYHSORRY)

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#pw #tw rape #cnc tag #uhh #tw drugs #?

[myeyesblurry]

VICTIMS?! You're all fucking delusional. We are the victims of your trolling, swearing and bullying.

Blurry is a character and swears and trolls and bullies. I have done none of those things other than when I reacted poorly to John being a freak. I called him the F-slur and blocked him. I was just really uncomfortable because I thought we were pals and were just chatting casually. I always stayed quiet about the mod issues and just continued to joke about what was happening in the roleplay.

Which was John, Mycroft, and Harry, roleplaying on OOC posts. After John said this was a case for the followers to solve, or something. That was weird, when he said multiple times that he wanted to not be part of it, or something.

So Blurry joked about what was happening in the roleplay. As seen above. I have stayed silent about the mods out of respect but they have involved themselves countless times, for some reason. I don't know why, because if John literally just blocked the ones speaking out, most of his followers wouldn't even know the drama? No one was messaging HIS followers to "expose anyone" so like. dude. block and move on.

i dont know what sherlock did when he was, messaging people (i dont want to say their name as they have requested to be left out of it ect ect, but for that it looked like only 1 person, idk) that day? but since then he's been silent. so if HE was doing something wrong that day, thats one thing, but he literlaly gave up and has been silent since. compared to johns MULTIPLE things lol

except for like, when he posted telling john and mycroft to leave him alone. so that shows more that John and Mycroft are the ones doing harassing, sherlock look3d like he was teying to move on after reciving shit news of being replaced. the day OF he wasnt because we all think he literally wasnt told, like john said he was.

because again, he was freak3d out that day, then LEFT. that doesnt sound like someone who knew and is trying to, start drama. thats someone who didnt know, has some kind of episode bc theyre shocked or something, then leaves to recover.

so no i dont think ive bullied anyone, i have stayed silent out of respect to the mods, not the characters. i dont think im a victim to anything other than john being a crape lol and when i say that, i dont mean he is a creep harassing me, i dont want anyone to think im accusing john of anytjing he DIDNT do. he's just an asshole, not a "creep". crape is just a quick insult to show someones being weird.

i really think john should leave greg sherlock (and now me? lol) alone. this action hes doing only prooves he's toxic and if his viewers dont like him, it's from his reaction and showing his toxic side.

if he never said anything ab it, or at least made 1 post like "yeah no sherlocks gone whatever new content to come soon" i dont think anyone would have cared??? but everyone reacting now is reacting to what he's actively doing.

also uh, thinking,, yeah the thing sherlock posted. why is john harassing sherlock still after he kicked him out?

and if john, who claims told sherlock and sherlock knew, why did he go an apologize the next day or something about roleplaying with another sherlock? something about jot knowing itnwould cause harm, like if sherlock KNEW you were replacing him, why would that hurt? it hurt bc sherlock didnt know. 💀

basically every move since sherlock left has just been john showing he is the toxic one. sherlock has been quet and wanted to be left alone. doesnt sound very toxic, of sherlock, mmm?

also im not sure why sherlock reaching out to someone was bad anyway and he stopped after that perosn told him to leave him alone. know who has been reaching out to MULTUPLE ppl? John. who has been told to leave them alone? john. know who kept messaging people anyway? john. johms doing all this activities that everyone thinks sherlock was toxic for (for their 1 time they did it, compared to johns multiple?) a mistake is once or twice. manipulation is repetition lile john is doing.

also "we". John, Harry? Which is it, I told you both to leave me alone and blocked you both. Stop contacting me, please. fucking freaks, dude.

#a scandal in tumblr #a scandle in literacy #mod post

[coffee-styles]

If youre taking requests I desperately need some Eddie x reader where reader is afraid of thunderstorms and they both get caught in the rain and reader has to stay the night at Eddie's trailer. Eddie does everything in his power to make sure reader is comfortable and feeling safe, maybe ending with some smut <33

omggg stoppp i loveeee this, i really do but idk if smut would fr fit the mood...if u want make another request that fits smut so i could have a plot ml. sorryyy😔 alr so im kinda doing hw rn so ima try to make this cute but quick so...sorry <33 (it wasn't short 😭🥴🤭)

"I promise you it looks like it's about to rain." you worryingly told Eddie, as he is driving his van to his trailer.

"Kind of, but it hasn't rained in like a month and I like the rain...it's almost as calming as your light coffee scent." Eddie compliments. You don't hate or dislike the rain to be honest, but thunderstorms? Oh boy, you HATE them. Ever since you were a little girl, it used to rain a lot in your town. Being born in Florida, it's usually dry and humid in the Summer but kinda rainy in the beginnings of fall. One of your friends had a neighbor pass away because of a bad thunderstorm one night, the lightning struck them so hard, it made a dent in the grass. You weren't that close with that friend, but you used to be the bestest of friends until she had to move to a plain old house in West Palm Beach...literally in the middle of nowhere. It was pure grass all around. Honestly, you both are like strangers. But ever since that day, you've always worried about the dangerous lightning.

"-you know? So, honestly I just kind of ignored him before I said something to make him regret he ever breathed near me. But as scary as I may look, I don't like being that mean. uhm...y/n? hellooo?" Eddie pulled you from your thoughts as he snapped his fingers in front of your face, still trying to keep his eyes on the road.

"Hm? Yea, yea...sorry. I'm just a bit tir-"

"Tired...yea, I know. That's the third time you've told me that since our way back from the movies. Are you ok? Is it school? Me? Did I do something?" Eddie interrupts.

"What? No...no, it's just I didn't get much sleep last night and-" you get interrupted again. "No y/n...don't lie to me. I know when you're lying. Tell me what's wrong. Is it homework? If it is, don't worry about it, I have a homework pass AND before you say anything about how you don't like using them, it's fine to not do your homework."

"I don't need one, Eds. Thank you though." you say, sounding a bit more stressed.

"We'll be at my trailer in like 5 minutes, my love, and then you can do your homework." you lover tells you as if it'd calm you down. You never really liked seeming weak. You always hated it, feeling like your worthless. Eddie was perfect and comforting, kind, funny, caring and thoughtful, but you were worried he'd think you were childish for having an extreme fear over LIGHTNING.

"Alright, babe, we're here." Eddie says, snapping you back to reality but so does the big thunder that suddenly bangs and rings in your ear. The windows looked so blurry, you felt like your vision would blur as well if you get off the car. Not wanting to worry Eddie, you grab your backpack and throw on the hoodie part of the jacket you stole from Eddie.

You guys get off the car, and right as Eddie opens the door for you, BANG! Thunder and lightning ring in your ears once more, but louder making you slightly jump.

"Hey, you ok?" Eddie says as he shuts the door to the trailer he shares with his uncle. "Uhm...yea. Thunder just scared me." you laugh nervously.

"Y/n....I can tell something is bothering you. Please tell me what's wrong." your soulmate tells you. "It's nothing, really. Can we just go cuddle? Please?" you say, trying not to sound anxious.

He sighs but says, "Yea, sure."

Walking into the room, you notice the beautiful electric guitar that Eddie adored, remembering the one time Eddie played one of your favorite songs Everybody Wants to Rule The World by Tears For Fears, along with Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen because who doesn't love Queen? You take off your jacket and place it on one end of Eddie's bed.

"You want something to eat or drink, babe?" Eddie says randomly making you jump once more. "Uhm....no thank you, Eds."

"You keep flinching. What's wrong? And don't say 'nothing' because it isn't nothing." Eddie says before you respond with "Okay, it is something but I don't wanna tell you."

"Why? Darling, you can trust me with anything." Eddie says is a calm and soft tone, sitting down on the bed, patting his side for you to sit down.

"No, you're gonna think of me as a pathetic child" you say, sitting on his left leg.

"Baby, nothing and no one will EVER make me think that. EVER. Alright? I promise you I won't judge you." Eddie says, calming you down a bit. "I love everything about you. From your beautiful h/c to the way you trip over your own feet sometimes. I love every. single. inch. of you." He places a kiss onto your cheek.

"It's just..." you take a slight pause and softly sigh before continuing. "I'm scared of thunder and lightning." you whisper softly but loud enough for him to hear me. You hear Eddie chuckle, when you look at him he just smiles and says "Babe, are you serious?"

You go to stand up from him leg saying, "I know, it's childish. But it's just scary."

He grabs your wrist softly and places you back on his leg, saying "Angle...it's not stupid. It's actually kind of cute. You're this small little person and being scared of thunder just makes you seem even more adorable. You know, I was HORRIFIED of lightning and thunder as well when I was like nine and I just realized that it was something unique from nature. It's like when we've had a bad day, we burst out into tears and take it out on others sometimes, same thing with storms. It's rough when the rain gets out of hand, you know? I still love you, always have and always will, babe." Eddie says smiling at you adorable pout.

"Yea...I guess" you say getting a bit distracted with playing with his hair.

"And I'm not here to make you change your thoughts on it, but there's nothing to be ashamed of." Eddie says.

"I love you sooo much" Eddie says after a moment of silence, kissing your soft lips.

"I love you more, my love" you say.

#eddie x reader #eddie fanfic #eddie x y/n #stranger things fanfiction #eddie munson

[woofdrm]

Asega I have Thoughts and you're the only one who I feel safe to express them to.

There's a post talking about George's sexuality again and I love it I agree with 99% of the points made and I understand the thought behind it but idk I'm just conflicted I guess because a part of me screams inside "yes he doesn't owe us anything" but there's another part of me scarred with real people shipping like "I can't invade his privacy I can't assume therefore im gonna go with what he he said before".

I feel like it's again another situation that's isn't just black or white. It's complicated. in my mind, both of those extreme mindsets are bad in their own ways. I want to support George's decision if he is queercoding himself, but I don't want to be cancelled over the fact that I said George is straight when my mum asked about it. I'm all for abolishing heteronormativity and the struggles of coming out but I also slaping a different label when he's clearly said he's straight (even with all the reasons why those instances would make the answer illegitimate) feels wrong.

all of this is stupid and doesn't ultimately matter. George can do whatever he wants and i'll love him regardless. This convo being brought up again is just making me upset, sorry for the vent.

Here’s the thing that I’ve always thought with the whole “George’s sexuality” shit show that I unwittingly became a voice in. I don’t care what sort of things you’re saying about his sexuality, what sort of assumptions and stereotypes and “clues” you’re picking up on, as long as you keep that stuff off… twitter, mostly, but basically anywhere that is easily accessible. I don’t think these kids who grew up on tik tok understand that being outwardly queer is still fucking dangerous, and George is an immigrant living in fucking Florida.

Now that my blog probably isn’t being stalked by the 404ers who want to string me up by my toes I can say this: I do, in fact, think George is queer. But the fact of the matter is, he has only publicly stated that he is straight, and so until he does something of actual substance to counter that (and no, laughing at being called a twink and not vehemently denying that he’s gay in a disstrack made about him by a friend doesn’t count) no one should be running around on twitter dot com getting thousands of likes on a tweet about how he’s totally gay and people are homophobic for thinking otherwise (this was ironically the tweet that I responded to that got me in such trouble in the first place).

And as you said, it’s still a complicated topic, because the line between using homophobic stereotypes to assume someone’s sexuality and just… being For Fucking Real can be blurry. Additionally, I will argue against the idea of a real person being “queer coded”, as that feels rather dehumanizing considering queer coding is generally for characters within media, not real people. Also, we as people looking in cannot begin to guess what sort of “queer coded” actions are intentional, and which are not. And it is not our job to do so. Doing that is fucking weird.

And unfortunately, that is the thing that is so common in this fandom, especially towards George. Which yeah, I do think is based on homophobic stereotypes and fetishization, I won’t lie. And it pisses me off quite a bit, to the point where 404twt now knows me as “the girl who is super passionate about George being straight” because of how I was dragging them over the coals about it. Despite the fact that, as I said… I don’t think George is straight lmao.

Anyway, the whole thing is a bit of a mess, so I think people just… shouldn’t really talk about George’s sexuality? If it’s relevant, a simple “he’s only ever said that he’s straight” is fine. I think gay truthing him on main is weird. I think a lot of what people do looks like they’re trying to drag someone out of the closet, when doing so could put their safety in jeopardy.

Anyway, if you want to link the actual post then I can respond a bit more specifically, but that’s my overall thoughts about the whole topic. Sorry to ramble right back at you hahaha.

#offerings #discourse

[ribscarvedlikebutterflies]

matthew,

i swear i think im done talking but i guess i will never shut the fuck up when it comes to you lmao. i just feel like i need to say this right now.

i can only imagine how all of this looks from your perspective. last night i felt this strong sense that you were with me, and it was unlike anything i felt before. it’s different now because youre aware. correct me if i’m wrong on anything i say — but ive been proven right too many times, and even though the doubt still lingers in me, i have faith in my own ability to discern and know what is the truth even though im mostly blind here and you give me nothing physically. but i can feel you, your thoughts, your emotion, your energy, often times against my will (that doesnt mean i know exactly what youre doing, i swear i really dont want to make you paranoid lmao) and it has always told me… how much you love me, and how hard you tried to push it down. i knew it was the truth even before this all happened but you kept showing me otherwise and it made me feel crazy. i had to learn how to stop doubting myself.

i kept asking myself, is this worth it? i want something easy. i deserve something easy. but when my mind goes quiet. im like. nah. why would i accept a love i didnt have to fight for. (why am i like this???? i have a few answers) it’s weird cause yeah, i wish this was over — sometimes i wish it never happened — but it’s like i fell more in love with you this way. i knew i really loved you cause (fight me on this) you showed me the worst of you and i still loved you… i didnt fight it… i fought your resistance, though, and i fought myself every fucking day trying to believe in what i was seeing and feeling because “this isnt love. i deserve a love who doesnt decide against me.” but over and over… i felt it, and maybe you didnt feel it consciously, maybe it was just subconscious, in the back of your mind, but i fucking felt it and it drove me insane. i felt your pain (doubting this as im typing it, why??) i wanted to just LIVE but at the same time, i didnt want you to be alone in that pain, even though you werent aware. i didnt want to leave you alone. i wanted you to break free. it was torture. but i kept fighting. fighting. fighting.

yo, however this sounds to you, idk and idc anymore. keep an open mind. this shit is real. i worked really hard to be as good as i am right now. ive gone too far to give up. i know you want to give me everything. i can feel you with me. it feels so good that you know. i wanted to give up on you so many times, but something would always keep me going, it’s so ridiculous… i have faith in you. i think youre perfect as you are. just for who you are. at the end of the day, i want you to be happy & healthy & free. i dont write these to make you feel pressured, these aren’t ultimatums. (i know i get impatient and frustrated but im sure you can understand how difficult this is for me). i want you to feel free with me, and i hope you do. im pushing this so much because i know you want the same thing. i feel it in my fucking soul, it’s ridiculous. im not sure i wouldve told you these things with such confidence awhile back but i feel like ive already exposed so much of myself to you, so it doesnt even matter. ive never felt something this intimate that didnt involve my body. ive never pushed my mind and heart so far. ive never felt so sure about someone.

i remember one night, a couple months ago, just crying… i prayed for clarity because everything was too blurry to me. and i remember just thinking, “he doesnt even know how i feel about him.” and it was so fucking sad to me. idek. it broke my heart. i cried like a little kid. and i hoped that you’d know, somehow. i wanted to run into you again, and tell you right then and there, but that last time i saw you, i couldn’t even look at you. i was so angry. i wasnt ready to take that chance. i felt so small and alone. like no matter what, i couldnt get through to you. but i couldnt sit and wait knowing what i knew. i couldnt just fucking give it up!!! it wouldnt leave me alone!!!!! this nagging fucking feeling deep inside of me, you have to understand this. i felt bound, trapped. like this wasnt even supposed to happen. but i trust myself to know what’s worth fighting for… and i believe in that completely. if this meant nothing, i wouldnt have given it a second thought. but it means everything to me.

i kept having these fucking visions, man. they made me cry. the future is so beautiful and bright. i feel so embarrassed to say them!!!! lmao. but i kept seeing us in italy… and i was like… wtf? i couldnt tell if it was your fantasy or a prediction, but it felt like a bit of both. it didnt really feel possible until i saw it. but i believe in it. i want it. thats the path ive been choosing to go down, over and over. every time i try to break free, i just come back to you.

i feel like… you want to be “a man” before you come to me… i get you want things to be a certain way, but i dont want you to keep talking yourself down from your impulses. im literally here confessing my love for you night after night. calm down lmao. i know this limbo will eventually end, but i think if you take that first step, it’ll make you see that it really isnt so scary. i want to spend time with you. i want to see you. dont hold back anymore. we’ll make it thru.

so, if youre wondering or just thinking if we’re meant to be, i think so.

aaaaallllllll my love,

zana

#for m.b. #⚔️

[24hlevi]

can i just say that i've just finished reading that angst headcanons/imagines/scenarios or whatever it's supposed to be called about the boys reacting to y/n dying and i'm just...i'm just a sobbing mess.

it's well-written so 1000/10 for that, but whY MUST YOU ATTACK MY HEART IN THIS MANNER???? i love your work, but my poor heart ack-

btw is there any possibility to ask for a request for a same scenario but for kazutora, mitsuya, and hanma? like for kazutora's part, imagine if it wasn't yknow who died but its y/n 🥲

omg you’re so nice first of all thank you 😭 and OMG YES

TR Boys Reaction To You Dying Pt. 2

Tokyo Revengers Boys (Kazutora, Shuji, & Takashi) X Gn!Reader

Genre: Pure Angst

Warnings: Swearing, Suicide (kind of? it’s what happened to baji did so idk what to label it as 🤷‍♂️)

Hanemiya Kazutora:

All Kazutora could think was that it was all his fault that this happened. He was too caught up in his own world that he didn’t even know what he was doing anymore. He didn’t even know you had shown up to the fight until he stabbed you instead of Baji.

“Y/n?” Kazutora asked, dropping the knife immediately when he saw you standing between him and Baji, blood dripping onto the ground below you. He completely froze, not knowing what he had just done or why he even did it. “Baby, are you okay?”

You held onto the stab wound, coughing up blood as you looked at your boyfriend. “I just wanted you…to stop.” You choked out before collapsing to your knees.

Everyone had stopped and was watching you by now, shocked that you had even protected Baji from both sides when your whole body landed on the car below you. Spitting blood out of your mouth, you laid on your back, staring up at the blue sky that was dusted with white clouds.

“Y/n!”

You heard multiple people yell your name, but you couldn’t even tell who it was until you saw Kazutora kneeling beside you. “Y/n! Keep your eyes open, okay?!”

You shook your head from side to side, raising your hand to put it on Kazutora’s face before quietly speaking, “Give it to me, the knife.”

“What? Why? Look, Y/n you just gotta stay awake okay?” Kazutora spoke fast, clearly freaking out on both the outside and inside, not even caring about the gang fight anymore.

“Hand it over, Kazutora.” You said his full name which caused him to go quiet, staring down at you with saddened eyes before handing you the knife that already had your blood on it. “Thank you, babe. I love you.” You told him.

“I love you too, Y/n.” Kazutora said to you.

You bundled up your shirt at the top, putting it in your mouth so you had something to bite down on before plunging the knife into your stomach and twisting it around, then pulling it back out and dropping it.

Kazutora wrapped his arms around you and held you close to him as you lived your last moments, and he couldn’t even say anything. “I’m sorry, Y/n. I always will love you.” Was all he said after you died.

Kazutora then took the blame for killing you, resulting im him ending up in jail again but he wasn’t angry about it. He was just sad. So sad that he didn’t even try to get out of jail and get back into the gang life. He just sat around, continuously saying,

“It’s all my fault.”

Hanma Shuji:

Shuji swore that he would never allow you to get hurt while he was away doing gang activities that he didn’t want you included in. That’s why he always had someone beside you and a bodyguard to make sure you would always be safe. But even then, it didn’t work.

It was half past 1 in the morning when Shuji’s phone rang while he was with the other Valhalla members, beating up some random other gang member. Shuji stopped punching the other male, standing up straight and took his phone out of his pocket and opened it, answering. “Yes?”

“Shuji…”

Shuji’s breath hitched when he heard your shaky and quiet voice, and he immediately knew that something was wrong. “Y/n? Where are you, darling? Is something wrong?”

“I’m…at home. B-But someone..got in.” You tried your best to reply, but it was coming out shaky and slow. 

“I’ll be there in five minutes. I promise, baby. Okay? I love you.” Shuji told you before turning around and looking at everyone, taking the phone away from his ear. “Kazutora, you’re in charge until I get back, understand? As for everyone else, just do what you’re told.” He said to everyone, proceeding to then walk out and make his way onto the streets when he started to sprint down the different roads. 

Now he was just making sure that he made it to your place in five minutes like he said he would, which usually he would be able to do easily, but he was more determined now that he had heard something had gone wrong whilst he was away. Upon reaching your place, he saw the front door opened already and he quickly rushed inside. “Y/n?! Baby, where are you?!” He called out as he started to run through every room in the house. 

He finally made it to your room where you laid on the floor, a puddle of blood beneath you as you were taking shallow and slow breaths. “Y/n!” Shuji yelled out your name, going over to you and kneeling down beside you. He grabbed you and lifted you up, holding you in his arms as he checked for your pulse. When he felt it he let out a sigh of relief but it was very weak and barely noticeable which made him realize he probably only had a few more moments with you. 

“I’m sorry, Y/n. For not being here when I should have. I’m so fucking stupid, I should have just stayed here with you. I’m sorry, darling. I’m sorry.” Shuji said to you, his voice cracking halfway through as tears welled up in his eyes.

You looked up at him and smiled lightly despite you dying in his arms. “It’s okay, Shuji. Don’t...blame yourself. I still love you.” You had never seen the boy cry before, that’s how you knew that he did really love you, that he wasn’t just saying it so he could manipulate or get things from you. 

“I love you too.” Shuji whispered out. 

Soon enough, your head went limp and your eyes were stuck open, all of the life drained from your face as blood dirtied the floor and Shuji’s clothes. “Y/n? Y/n? Wake up, please.” The boy pleaded to your now deceased body, but he knew that he wouldn’t be able to get you back. Not ever again. 

Shuji became what you would have never wanted him to become, a terrible person who killed anyone if they even looked at him the wrong way, and most importantly, one that drank all of his feelings after the day was over, crying to himself over your death still. 

Because he would never get you back. And he regretted that the most.

Mitsuya Takashi:

Takashi was the most important person in your life, just like you were to him. He had told you on multiple occasions that he wanted to be with you forever. And he thought it would really happen. Boy, was he wrong. So, so wrong. 

You two were walking down the busy street, eating street food while going inside stores and just admiring the night scenery. Everything was going perfectly normal, until it all changed within a few seconds. 

“Hey, babe?” Takashi said, looking over at you.

“Yeah?” You repled. 

“Do you wanna get married some day in the future?” 

The question that came out of your boyfrien’s mouth shocked you, and you didn’t know how to reply. You both were still teenagers, how the hell were you supposed to know? “Only if it’s you I’m marrying.” You aswered with a smile. 

Takashi smiled back and pressed his lips against yours before pulling away quickly after. “Same here.” He told you. 

Suddenly, car tires screeched on the black cement road and one zoomed around, an all black van. It’s windows opened and guns pointed out of them before they started to fire. Takashi quickly wrapped his body around you and covered you with his, not even caring if he would end up getting killed because of it. 

After the car drove off, Takashi looked at you and asked in a frantic voice, “Y/n, are you okay?”

You looked at him, then down to your side, shaking your head as you spat out blood. Takashi’s eyes widened as he yelled out your name, but you had collapsed onto the ground, grabbing at your abdomen where the gunshot wound was, blood beginning to soak through your clothes and onto the sidewalk below you. 

“No, no, no. Y/n! Stay with me!” He yelled, taking his phone out of his pocket and about to call the polce when you grabbed his hand, stopping him. “What?”

“Don’t. It’s okay.” You told him, a small smile on your face. 

“It’s not okay! I can’t lose you! We-We just talked about getting married some day!” The boy continued to yell.

“Maybe...in another life, we will.” You spoke barely above a whisper, your vision starting to darken and turn blurry. “I love you, Mitsuya Takashi.”

“I love you too, Y/n.” Takashi replied to you but you didn’t respond. “Y/n?” He reached his hand over and shook you gently, and when you didn’t move he looked at your face, then realizing that you were gone. He sat on the ground, and put his hands over his face, beginning to cry. 

Takashi cried and mourned over your death everyday, despite people telling him to move on. He just couldn’t. He would never be able to find someone he would love like he loved you. He knew that. So that’s how it remained the rest of his life. Lonely, and depressed. 

#tokyo revengers #tokyorev #tokyo revengers scenarios #tokyo revengers x reader #tokyorev x reader #kazutora hanemiya #kazutora hanemiya x reader #kazutora x reader #kazutora scenarios #hanma shuji #hanma shuuji x reader #shuji x reader #hanma scenario #mitsuya takashi #mitsuya x reader #mitsuya scenarios #mitsuya takashi x reader #request #anon ask #answered

[comradekatara]

what classes would the ATLA characters make/play as in DnD and who would be the DM?

here's an old post by chell about this and also i asked @kickaboutheart and they said the following:

sokka would be DM and take it extremely seriously, aang and katara would undermine him at every turn, then suki would take over and be amazing at it even though she doesn’t really give a shit. idk the archetypes all that well but im tempted to assign them all unexpected characters so they all have to learn and grow

personally, i've never played dnd (everything i know about it is from that one episode of community) and looking up the character types gave me a headache but i do agree 100% with both of them that sokka would be the DM. although tbh i don't really see any of them being the kind of nerds who are super into dnd, so they'd probably be roped into it by an outside party. that said...

sokka would take his role extremely seriously, not because he's particularly invested in the game itself, but because he can't help but be a micromanaging control freak in everything he does. whenever the others mess up the game by not taking it seriously enough and undermining his intentions, he's all like now we're never gonna get an A in dnd!!!! something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve,

if azula was playing with them, she would definitely be trying to figure out to how to "win," making the game considerably less fun for everyone else because she is constantly trying to destroy them (her definition of winning). everyone's really mad at whoever invited her to play with them, but no one will actually fess up to having invited her.

it's super obvious that katara's character is just a mary sue self-insert with no flaws who always does the coolest, best thing in any situation. also, she is always trying to convince her party that they need to overthrow the government (she asked sokka if the government in this fantasy land was corrupt and sokka made the mistake of being like "well this is an uninspired fantasy setting so it's likely a monarchy, right?" even though he should have predicted what she would do with that information). everyone's like "that's not the point of this game" and katara's like "well maybe it SHOULD be. ever think of that!!!!! huh!!!!!"

suki does not take this game seriously at all, which, depending on who you ask, is either the exact right or the exact wrong way to play it. she is committing to the bit that her character is a big buff man who just happened to be born yesterday and doesn't know what anything is, and every turn she's just like "i roll to find out who the blurry guy in the water is" and then she rolls and sokka has to be like "that's you. you're staring at your own reflection from the surface of the lake" and then suki rolls again to see if this concept of self-awareness will register. it doesn't. and every time she does this bit (which is every single turn she has) it gets less and less funny but he doesn't stop doing it

aang's bit is that he's a shapeshifter who can transform into any animal but he's really bad at doing it on purpose and doesn't know how to change back into a human, so every turn he tries to communicate by doing different ridiculous animal noises. it is quite amusing. to everyone but sokka, that is

toph's playing as an omnipotent immortal being who knows literally everything and all he wants is to take a nap but he has insomnia and people keep disturbing him so his one real motivation is to get everyone to leave him alone so he can go back to trying to fall asleep. she thought this character would just be a funny joke at first but it ends up being the most compelling character in the whole game and she ends up getting really into it. sokka is so grateful for her

zuko's character is also painfully obvious as a self-insert mary sue but it's almost so sad that no one wants to make fun of him for it. his character is this aloof hot girl rogue who plays by her own rules and is so mysterious, like a sexy impenetrable fortress. she has no attachments except for her trusted animal sidekick that she rides around on, and she's only in it for herself/for the money. basically, zuko just wants to be june...? [iroh voice] hmmmm......

mai's mad that zuko's playing as what is clearly just a hotter version of her. what is he trying to say??? meanwhile, her character, who is named sokka, is actually based entirely off of mai's assessment of katara, and all her choices are informed by what she thinks katara would actually do in that situation, which (according to mai), most of the time, is cry or yell or storm off angrily. mai does this specifically because she finds katara's awesome adventurous rebel character so flawless and boring and self-righteous that she cannot help but troll her, but she is also trolling sokka too, because she's a multitasker like that.

since mai is trolling one pair of siblings, ty lee takes it upon herself to troll the other. her character has just enough of a mix of traits from both zuko and azula that they don't know what to make of this character but they know that this character sucks!!!!! although they do both enjoy ty lee's affect when playing this character, which is just a spot-on impression of mai's deadpan cadence.

teo is probably the guy who roped aang into playing who then roped all of his friends into playing, and he's the only one who actually plays dnd on a consistent basis (or at all, for that matter) so he's the only one whose character and choices are actually thoughtful and well-made. while he appreciated sokka's effort as dm considering that he literally learned the rules like a day before playing, and he thought that toph's sleepy god character was actually very charming, he's glad he has other friends he can play dnd with, because this particular group..........well. they're fucking terrible at it.

#anadventurerisfail #asks #the gaang and #teo #i guess? #i hope this even remotely resembles dnd gameplay im not a nerd so i dont know that !!!!!!!!!!!! #personally i think suki aang and toph have the correct approach #also i want to make one thing clear #zuko does not like june (because shes mean to him) but subconsciously he does rly wish he was more like her #whereas mai & toph consciously wish they were more like her #etc etc

[itssleepyrabbit]

hi! wow i super love your art and i don’t have enough dabihawks in my life 🥺 was wondering if you had any fic recs for them?? 💕💕

aah thank you so much!! 💕💕 💕💕

BOY IF I DO HAVE!! alright buckle up this might get long (most are fluff and SFW~ i’ll put a NSFW warning but be sure to look at tags in all of them!!)

Bed I made (lie in it with me) by  silverwordswrites

“Touya is in desperate need of a plus-one for his brother's wedding and Keigo is infinitely curious about the man who he was sure used to hate him in college.” 

-- the summary says everything and honestly it’s one of the most romatics dabihawks fics i’ve read.

On-going

He Doesn't Love Me by  Fatally

“Dabi doesn't love him. He's accepted that thorny truth, swallowed it down and let briars grow in his chest, drinking down his blood like water.Or: The one in which Hawks settles for pining for his entire life and doesn't realize Dabi's been staring at him the entire time, too.” 

-- I love pinning Hawks with a burning passion.

Completed

sweetheart, is that you? by  fuckendeavor666

“dabi and hawks say i love you (without actually saying i love you) in five different ways.“ 

-- This is my absolute fave dabihawks fic

Completed

Deck the Halls With Boughs of Folly by  DrAphra

“In which the League has acquired a new fancy mansion -with all the heating and food and plush beds they could possibly need - but they still prefer to spend the day out in the wilderness with just each other. Plus Hawks.“ 

-- Honestly all Aphra’s dabihawks fics are more than worth it but this one has a special place on my heart.

Completed

fuck, im so young - orphaned

“Todoroki Touya writes poems.

Words upon words of heartfelt confessions, letters of sing song fantasies, syllables of feelings he never got to say out loud.

When Todoroki Touya hits sixteen, he burns himself to death.

When Dabi hits twenty four-

He meets Hawks.” 

-- i don’t know how to explain but this fic it’s pretty

Completed

Feathers and Feelings by  Toboe1087

“Hawks keeps leaving feathers on his pillow, and Dabi's about had it.

(like hell he'd let anyone else have them, though)”

-- Dabi preening Hawks feathers is a blessing

Complete

(this is not a) swan song by  bittermoons

“"Who's your favorite, then?"

"Hawks." Touya doesn't miss a beat. "Definitely Hawks."

"What? Seriously? How come?"

"He has his flaws, but at the end of the day, he's trying to do good. It's something he always strives for. Dabi, on the other hand...if it weren't for Hawks, he wouldn't be a hero, that's for sure."

[Or: How a secret is revealed, and what comes afterwards.]”

-- Adorable no quirks AU with manga artist Touya and oblivious Keigo! Another author i adore pretty much all dabihawks works.

Completed

You can't trap the sky in a bottle by thyandra

“Letting Toga organize the accommodations for their trip might have been a mistake. This particular truth becomes obvious to Keigo as he opens the door of his hotel room for the first time. There, staring back at him mockingly, is a single, king-sized bed. It’s only by virtue of all the years spent perfecting his poker face around his adoptive parents, that he manages to keep his face straight. At his side, Touya clicks his tongue. “They must’ve given us the wrong key.””

--(no quirks AU) I really love they way Dabi and Hawks are written here i can’t express it in words and so so much pinning

Completed

A Tale as Old as Time by  EloFromMars, Gotcocomilk

“Dabi and Hawks are hit by the most improbable Quirk: both are yeeted in Fairytales land and have to rely on each other to get out of this.“

-- this was such a fun read omg

Completed

A Romance Written All Over Your Body by  minatsukinoamayo

//NSFW mind the tags!//

“Hawks is assigned to infiltrate the League of Villains in order to expose them. Hawks usually never fails a mission, but Keigo usually never falls in love, either.A story of how Hawks falls from grace to become a villain, because hero society has failed them all.

OR

5 times they're not in a relationship and 1 time they are.“

-- you know those fics you say “one more chapter” and it’s 3AM

Completed

it caught spark in your eyes by  youareoldfatherwilliam

//Mature - Implied Sexual Content//

“Keigo’s quirk is powerful, but sometimes it comes with unintended side effects.

Or: A 5 + 1 fic of five times the more…instinctively bird-like parts of Keigo’s quirk took over accidentally during his relationship with Dabi, and one time it happened entirely on purpose.“

-- I was screaming about this particular fic on twt the other day pls give it a read if you can it’s so so so good! Any fic that has Hawks with bird traits has a special place on my heart

Completed

The Others by  threesipsmore

//Mature - 2 sexual scenes, nothing too explicit but they’re there//

“"Skeptic's starting to think he’s more important than me,” Toga sneers, an acidic edge to her voice. “Making decisions on his own, sending out birdie without even talking to me first.”

She’d simply acquiesced to cooperating with Skeptic, but from day one the complaints had never stopped. In this tiny room layered with sushi and cakes, Dabi was forced to listen to her whining.”

-- You go birb, you get that man

Completed

Equivalent Exchange by  inexchangeforyoursoul

“Keigo blinks the blurry oblivion away from his eyes, although some part of it is oddly stubborn and to stay indefinitely. There's three things he's certain of: first, he’s alive. Second, just by looking at the bed and windows he can tell this is no villain hospital or torture room. Third: something feels wrong. Very wrong.

The silence… is deafening.

xxx

To obtain, something of equal value must be lost.

If so, what of a bird that has lost its wings?”

-- i had so many feelings reading i can’t physically explain them to you also PINK HAIR DABI PINK HAIR DABI

Completed

dabi's 5-step guide to being a better parent than endeavor by  twinkfrankenstein (orphan_account)

“A little voice inside his head whispered spitefully about how this was no place for a child, and how he was making a mistake and would only traumatize the kid, yada yada. He responded with an equally spiteful-

“Fuck off, its not like I planned to do arson today.”

(or: how Dabi becomes a good dad just to spite his own, realizes he kinda sorta maybe likes Hawks for realsies, begrudgingly admits the League cares and finally comes to terms with his protective side. Not in that order.)“

-- this legit made me laught out loud idk what else tell you

Completed

The Todoroki In-Laws by  aphrodaisyacs

“Over 10 years after the fight against the Paranormal Liberation Front, Rumi, aka the part-time hero Miruko and the proud wife of one Todoroki Fuyumi, decides it would be an awesome idea to create a groupchat with the significant others of the other Todoroki siblings.

Maybe things would be easier if its members weren’t two Pro Heroes, a former one and a rehabilitated villain, but…Honestly, where’s the fun in that?”

-- this is not dabihawks focused but it’s so funny pls

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With Being Petty Comes Consequences by  CursedUndead

“"When we were saying fuck pro heroes, I didn't think you literally meant FUCK them," Tomura grumbles, kicking over an empty beer can.

"Pretty judgmental for someone fucking a pro twice their age," Touya says.

Tomura squints, and says, "Ten years is not twice my age."

Or, after spending Enji's money, Touya is forced to babysit for the number 2 hero to pay him back. Touya makes it his life's mission to fuck his new boss.”

-- this only has 4 chapters but i know it’s going to be one of my faves

On-going

The Truth series by  AmethystUnarmed

-- Hawks gets hit with a truth quirk and starts to be actually free by the power of love, friendship and a bit of crime <3

The last entry is on-going

and if we sit and count it up it's really not a lot by  sincerelysamedt

“Hawks finds a bento box in his messenger bag and almost cries.

"Is that a loving wife bento?"“

-- please PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD READ THIS ONE /sobbing noises/

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steal your heart by  darlingest

//Mature//

“When infamous thief Hawks announces that he is going to steal the heart of Endeavor's son, everyone expects him to prey on Shoto Todoroki - nobody suspects Touya to be the actual target.“

-- Villain Hawks and civilian Dabi are my guilty pleasure and this one it’s so soft too i’m- djsahfdjkfhadf

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darling, thank god it’s this universe we’re in (and you can annoy me as much as you please) by  juurensha

“ Todoroki Rei divorces Endeavor and moves all four of her children into a small apartment next to a boy with wings as red as the hair of her eldest son. “

-- This was one of the first dabihawks fics i ever read and, to this day, i come back to it when i feel i need the extra burst in happy feelings and check their other works too! Honestly all are such a good fucking read

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#ask #faerie-fang #this is not even half the fics i love #i can always show more but i was afraid of bugging again djsfhadf #honestly check ALL this authors you're not gonna regret it #fic rec #dabihawks

[xeiniex]

🥺🥺🥺 a prompt(?)

Okay so idk if this counts as fluff but how about Whitty had a really bad day or stressfull day that he could deal with until one small other thing goes wrong and he cant anymore and Ruv is there to comfort him and have a sweet time until they fall asleep together? Idk im a sucker for soft kisses where once tears were forming🥺🥺🥺🥺

Sugar and spice and everything painful. Gotcha covered.

Ruv had let himself into Whitty's apartment about an hour ago. He knew he had the late shift that night, he thought as he stared out the window at the black-yellow sky over the city. Why was a shoe store even open this late?

The door opened and slammed closed quickly, and Ruv realized he was about to get his answer as he turned towards it. Whitty treked over and tore the cupboard open.

"Hey." Ruv called over, and he heard a loud bang.

Whitty quickly stood up, then bent back down to glare at him through the gap between the counter and the cupboard. "What the fuck are you doing here?"

"Thought you wanted to hang out." Ruv said.

"I thought you meant at the church!" Whitty yelled, leaning on the counter and glaring at Ruv.

Ruv shook his head. "Sarv's got a bible meeting. Thought I texted you that."

Whitty blinked at him. Then, he squeezed his eyes shut, bringing his fist down on the counter. "SERIOUSLY? I left work early because I thought you were waiting at the church!" he pressed his hands into his forehead and stared up at the ceiling. "Then I didn't have any money for the bus, and I skipped lunch so I'm hungry as hell, and a bunch of twelve year olds trashed the store so I had to clean it up, my boss is going to kill me when he realizes I left early tomorrow..." words spilled out of his mouth like a waterfall.

Ruv just sat back, letting him rant. Finally, he came to a stop with a hefty sigh, eyes closed as he leaned his entire body forward on the counter.

"And I also think I'm out of texts for this month..." he muttered.

Ruv gazed out the window. "If... I've got some chips." he pulled out the cheese-flavored snacks and held them up for Whitty to see. "I stole them from food pantry. Want to split them?"

He heard Whitty's voice huff. He did that a lot. "Sure." he said, and Ruv felt him sit down on the cushion beside him. He turned, handing the chip bag over (he always crushed them to powder when he tried to open it), and letting Whitty open and place them between them.

They were the fat-free kind, which is why Ruv assumed they ended up in the food pantry. Nobody ever wanted to eat the fat-free ones, so whatever sicko decided to load them off onto the poor, Ruv held a silent vengeance towards. However, he wasn't really thinking about that now as his and Whitty's hands occasionally brushed together when reaching for chips.

"I hate fat free chips." He muttered. Whitty nodded.

Neither of them wanted to turn on the TV or anything. Instead, Ruv just sat, letting Whitty eat most of the bag, and trying to keep his eyes open as the heat poured off Whitty's body. Always, it was the warmth that radiated off of Whitty that made him ready to pass out at the drop of a hat.

"You want to rant anymore?" Ruv asked as Whitty drank the dust out of the bottom of the bag. He shook his head, licking the orange powder off of his fingers.

"I'm done. It was just... a bad day." he told him.

Ruv leaned over, brushing the top of his head up Whitty's arm before laying it on his shoulder. He made a noise like "Hm" to prove he was listening still.

"Why are you so tired?" Whitty asked him, his own head falling to rest back on Ruv's.

Ruv shrugged. "Didn't sleep well." he said, his eyes blinking slowly.

Whitty shifted around, putting his feet up on the couch under Ruv and scooting down so his head rested on the arm like a pillow. He gently pulled Ruv so he was laying on top and a little to the side of him.

"If you're going to fall asleep on me again, let me at least lay down this time." Whitty told him, moving around under him to get more comfortable.

Ruv felt his face flush when he realized the position Whitty had pulled him into. His head was even with his neck. Whitty's body was under him like a bed, a bumpy, metal bed that gave off an addictive warmth he just wanted to fall into.

He looked up at Whitty's face for any sign of embarrassment or snark for laying him on top like this, but Whitty was just staring up at the ceiling like this was the most normal thing in the world, and there was nothing awkward about how they were situated.

Ruv yawned. Just cuddles, he told himself, his head falling on Whitty's chest.

"Did your day get any better?" he asked, trying to grab on to whatever thread of wakeness he had left.

"Ha!" Whitty responded, the sleepiness seeping into his voice as well. "Yeah, it did." he said, as Ruv felt his arm run up his back and play with the tuft of hair coming out from under his hat.

The world started to get blurry, when Whitty interrupted loudly, saying, "Sarv told me to tell you to take off your ribbon when you fall asleep, or you get headaches."

Ruv grumbled into his jacket, quickly reaching up and prying off his hat, tossing it to the floor, and undoing the knot for his ribbon, sliding it off his face and wrapping it around his hand.

Whitty's hand rubbed through his hair. "Can I see?" he asked, very quietly.

"No." Ruv said, ducking his face more into his coat to make sure Whitty couldn't catch sight of him. "...Not yet."

Whitty sighed. "That's okay..." he called, as his voice began to fall away.

Ruv curled up against the warm bed, slipping off into a dark dreamland.

#Requests #excuse me while I relish in my fluffy world of fluffiness #Writing this felt like a hot cup of tea #hope you like it! #Have a good one

[eydi-andrius]

The Beginning after the Finale

Pairing: Yoonbum x Foreigner Detective Female Reader

Genre: Fluff

Word Count: Idk I used my notes for this. :/

Warnings: May or may not continue this one.

- Also, this is my first published fic cuz' I'm a coward so there will be many grammatical errors but I did try to proofread it. I SWEAR!

- Lastly, I'm a new user of tumblr.

- Oh yeah! ALWAYS WEAR YOUR SEATBELT and I did wrote some curse words...

Summary: A childhood acquaintance of Yoonbum came back to find out that her first case in South Korea will include Yoonbum as a victim.

(I'm always looking for fics about after KS but found a little so I created one for myself.)

The story starts after the chapter ending of Killing Stalking.

You just came back to your hometown after studying and working a bit in US. You never really want to stay there in the first place but your parents doesn't like you staying alone in South Korea. You can't really argue with that. A 16 year old highschool student alone and living on a "not so safe neighborhood where a renter uncle beat the shit out of his nephew while his grandmother watch the whole ordeal afraid of his son putting his anger on her."

You can't help but sigh after remembering what happened to your childhood friend whose name you can't remember.

Him, his uncle and grandmother rents a house your parents owned. The rent was cheap because your parents doesn't really care about the money. At that time they just want a good neighbor to live next to the house where their daughter lived alone.

The uncle appeared to be friendly, caring and kind when he applied for the house. Having his mother lived with him was a plus to your parents because at least someone old will took care of you for sure. However, after his nephew's parents died on a tragic accident, the uncle became aggressive and unreasonably hit his nephew and blame him for what happened.

Of course when your parent's found out your mother's hystericlly ordered you to go lived with them abroad. At that time, you flat out refused them but after hearing their second angry suggestion of kicking out the renter, you just decided to go and obey them afraid of making it worse for the nephew.

"The nephew hmnnm..." you murmur as you try to recall that nephew's name and face. It's been too long and you only remember bits of information about him. Like how feminine his stature was. The way he look shyly when you greeted and passed by him on the streets while walking to school. How his face powdered with red whenever you saw him and smiled widely at him. However despite all those memories, his face and identity remained a mystery. His face was blurry, same with his name.

You huffed angrily as you drum your fingers on the steering wheel. You're annoyed to yourself for forgetting the most important information. Nostalgia seeped through you whenever you think about him. Maybe because you thought he was unique and had an honest air around him. You liked that and you'd like to see him again. And deeply you hoped that he was doing fine.

"DEATH PENALTY FOR THAT BASTARD PSYCHOPATH!" You got spooked after hearing a loud booming voice from a megaphone. It was a quiet day and a shout like that can be heard throughout this town. Luckily the traffic light blared red and so you've got a chance to observe what is happening outside.

Lots of people are yelling with placards on hand in front of Jonggan Hospital. Young and old were gathered outside. Looking and shouting angrily to put a certain someone named "Sangwoo" to jail until he die or punished him with death penalty. You frowned. Death penalty isn't a thing in South Korea anymore right? This person probably did something horrendous to get a suggestion like that from old and young folks.

"Good heavens! What happened to this small town?" You questioned as you shake your head then look at the countdown for a greenlight ready to go forward. Two seconds more. You said on your head.

One last look on the crowd and you decided to drove off when a scrawny boy decided to run when the greenlight was on. You stopped before you run over him but your car still bumped his body. Making him fall over the pedestrian lane.

"Fuck!" You yelled shocked and angrily from the unexpected accident. Hurriedly, you got out your car to see if the man was okay.

You heard the loud beeping noise of horns behind your car when you got out furious at you for stopping so suddenly. However, you are more concerned to the man you almost run over with your car.

"Are you okay!? Do you know how dangerous running on a pedestrian lane with greenlight on!?" You yelled worriedly as you crouched down to check if he was okay.

The guys seemed shocked about what happened and continued to look down on the cement. And so you decided to touch both of his cheeks with your hands and forced his face to look at you. Your eyes went wide as you recognize the face infront of you.

"I'm sorr-"

"Yoonbum!" You interrupted the guy's apology as he spoke when you recognized that small and scrawny face of your childhood neighbor. The nephew you're thinking about just earlier.

Yoonbum blinked when you yelled out his name in surprise.

"Do I k-know you?" Yoonbum stuttered as he frowned questioningly at you.

"Oh my gosh! It's really you! This is me, [Y/N]. You look thinner than you do when we were younger." You beamed as slowly all of your memories of him came flooding back. That scrawny, shy and honest boy you knew is right in front of you.

"[Y/N]? I-" The angry noises of car horns stopped Yoonbum from talking and you realized where the two of you at the moment.

"I'm glad that I got to see you again but the road is not a place for our little reunion. C'mon!" You smiled as you offer your hand and help him to get into your car.

You repeatedly look at the rearview mirror to confirm if the guy you just saw and almost run over was really Yoonbum. Feeling your eyes at him, he looked at the rearview mirror too and your eyes meet. He immediately look away while an obvious blush painted his cheeks.

"I really can't believe this. I was just thinking about you earlier you know. And pondering over what's your name and how do you look but then I run over you. I mean, almost." You chuckled as you slightly looked at him while driving.

You wet your lips and continue talking. "I'm so happy to finally meet you again, Yoonbum." Smiling slightly while looking at the rearview mirror. This time, your eyes meet again but he didn't look away.

"Uhmmm.." You heard Yoonbum uttered softly so you glance his way. You saw him twiddling his thumbs.

"Go on." You nod while looking at the road to encourage him to say whatever he had in mind.

"Do I know you?" Surprised, you stopped and your car screeched loudly. You heard a loud thud beside you.

"Awwww...."

You gasped in horror when you saw Yoonbum's bloody forehead. You immediately grab some tissues on the back sit and dabbed softly on his open wound. That's when you realized that all this time he was not wearing his seatbelt. You cursed under your breathe and muttered a silent sorry to Yoonbum for driving carelessly. You just didn't expect him not to know you when he voluntarily rode your car and listen to your ramblings about him.

Luckily you're on your way to the hospital parking lot. You were really worried about Yoonbum earlier that you decided to bring him to the hospital to be checked by the doctors if he had any injuries from the almost accident.

You got out of the car immediately and guide him to the emergency entrance. On your way there, you saw a police in uniform narrowed his eyes on your direction and jogged angrily where the two of you are. You felt Yoonbum's grip tighten on your hand.

When the police was just two steps away from you and Yoonbum. You hid him fast and pushed the officer away.

"Hey! Hey! Hey! What do you think you are doing? You are scaring my friend, officer." You said sarcastically as you shoved the glaring guy in front of you.

The police officer eyebrows knitted into one. "Ma'am, I mean no harm to you and your friend. But I need to talk to him." He emphasized the word friend as he tried to look behind you. You felt Yoonbum cowers in fear. You hold tightens on his hands. Clearly, there was really something wrong here. However, even though you want to fight the man in uniform, Yoonbum needs his wound treated.

"I'd like to let you, good sir but my friend's head is bleeding and he needs immediate care."

You didn't wait for his reply and you brought Yoonbum to the nearest nurse to help him with his wound.

From your peripheral vision, you saw the officer followed the two of you. When the nurse finally assisted your friend, you immediately stop the officer from interrogating Yoonbum further.

"You know, I don't have any clue about what you need from Yoonbum but can you stop? He almost got into an accident today and by the way his body responds to you, you were making things harder for him. So can you please stop." You glared daggers at the officer who just replied on your statement with a frown.

"Ma'am-"

"[L/N], [Y/N] [L/N]" You interrupted him which made his frown into a scowl.

"Okay, Ms. [L/N]. By the way you look, you're probably just got here and don't know what happened. Your friend there, Mr. Yoon was a victim of a serial killer. Him being out is not good for he was still suspected to be an accomplice even though the court already ordered his innocence." He nonchantly explained as he pointed his hand to Yoonbum who's being tended by a nurse.

He left your mouth agape with his revelation and walked pass you to sit beside the now patched Yoonbum. You followed and immediately hugged Yoonbum protectively from the officer who didn't even tell his name yet.

Then you remembered that Yoonbum doesn't remember you still and so you dropped your arms and just crouched in front of him to look into his eyes. You hold his hands and help him remember you.

"Yoonbum. This is me [Y/N]. The ow-"

"Owner of the house my uncle rented for us." You smiled when Yoonbum continued your sentence. He smiled back with that boyish innocent smile you remembered before but with eyes full with uncertainty and sadness.

"Sorry for interrupting your little reunion but didn't I told you Mr. Yoon to not go out alone to Jonngang Hospital?" The officer glared at Yoonbum who was trying to look and move away.

You bit your lips and stand up to fight the officer for being rude to the obvious scared Yoonbum.

"You nasty off-"

"Seungbae. Officer Seungbae for you Ms. [Y/N]" He interrupted looking at you. As if telling you to fight him.

"Okay, Officer Seungbae. I do understand that you're just trying to protect Yoonbum but can you please stop being nasty and rude to him. He was obviously shooked from what happened to him earlier-"

"And if you don't know Ms. [Y/N], the foreigner. In Jonggang Hospital lies the culprit who broke your friend's legs and forced him to do nasty things for months. And if the people caught him there, the people might become more hostile and believed further that he was an accomplice. Just letting you know in case you don't know" Your jaw clenched at the sneering statement of the officer. You're not annoyed by the fact that you know nothing on Yoonbum's case but the fact that this officer was basically putting all of his anger at you and making you look like a fool.

Instead of continuing the banter with him, you looked at Yoonbum's eyes again who continued to look away.

You have these cases in the US when you're still working there as a detective. Some serial killer let a victim alive to break them and make them believe that they were just like them. Cases abroad are nastier than in here but after hearing that your friend had suffered directly from a psycopath made your heart wrenched in sadness for him. It will take some time to heal them but knowing the person who suffered made you want to help them more wholeheartedly.

"Yoonbum please look at me" You placed both of your hands upon his cheek guiding his face to look at you.

"I don't know what happened and do not know the real reason why you still want to see him despite what he did to you. Maybe to see him suffer or whatever but I believe that you're innocent. Maybe he ordered you to do nasty things to make you crazy or make you believe that you're just like him but I still do believe in your innocence because you are a victim of him too. Whatever you have in mind, I'll listen to you and guide you through the process. Trust me." You looked at him with your heart out to let him know your sincerity to help him despite the years you hadn't been with him.

Yoonbum looked at you for sometime and then nod squeezing your wrists near his cheeks.

You smiled at him.

You admire how strong he was despite all the struggles he suffered through his lifetime. You promised to yourself that you will help him this time and will not runaway because its dangerous or whatsoever.

You squeezed his hands tight and nod at him happily.

P.S. Notes are highly appreciated. Thank you so much!

#yoonbumxreader #killing stalking #fanfic #afterks #yang seungbae #yoonbum #seungbae x reader #idk how to tag lmao #idk how to tag anymore #idk how to tag stuff #idk how to use tumblr #idk how to tag lol

[bangtanger]

CONTENT CREATOR YEAR IN REVIEW

was thinking for 84 hours where should i post it but as its my creator blog i m doing it here <3 i was tagged by @taemaknae @suhdays @ynki @honsool @jjeongukie @taeyungie @dearbangtansonyeondan @lifegoesmon @everythingoes @flipthatjacketjiminie @yoongi-bts @jiminslight @hopekidoki @cowboyjinbop @yoonqiful @jcngkooks @pjmsdior @hobeah @balenciaguks​ @jinvant @hobibestboy @vjimin @yoongikook AND THANK U SO MUCH FOR INCLUDING ME T_T ik maybe its not a big deal but its a big deal to me and im touched :(((((((((((( also gimme some time to check all ur posts 👉👈 also im in a mood to say that ive collected many pokemons here djfksfhsakjddld ok nvm 

also sorry for a long post ik tmblr fvcks things up sometimes when there is keep reading so dont fight me plz <3

❀ first creation and most recent creation of 2020 

ok this is the fist one (still very pleased with colouring here T_T the stage lighting was,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, well yeah as always lmao) and this is the most recent (TBH DKJSKDSDK I WISH MY MOST RECENT POST COULD BE A DIFFERENT ONE THE ONE I WANNA MAKE FOR A MONTH NOW THE ONE ID PUT A LOT MORE EFFORTS IN SO IM A LIL FRUSTRATED i literally just missed giffing but couldnt watch anything new so took an old vid i wanted to gif once I DIDNT EVEN USE MYCOLOURING PSD IT LITERALLY HAS ONLY COUPLE OF LAYERS uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :( but whatever,,, it just kinda doesnt show the difference -_-)

❀ a creation u r really proud of 

well 👁👄👁 there r quite few,,, and the main reason is colouring most of these r comps and i a b s o l u t e l y sucked at comps and esp at making the colouring consistent there lol so lets begin lol  1 (u have no idea how muchi love this set) 2 (i fucking mastered it i wanted to remake it for two years and i finally did!! 60 fps smooth good moments iconic performance iconic hair colour his attitude bruh and ofc the fact that i could do sth with colouring,,,,,, and chose such an unusual colour scheme that i doubted jckdckfdk and it still worked out 🥺) 3 (lol i had this idea written down since 2018 as well and this year i could finally collect all moments i needed and oh boi yeah,,, AND COLOURING I COULD ALMOST yeah almost do sth decent with it there r still couple moments id changed but im pleased) 4 (im so happy whenevr i see this CUZ IT ALL WORKED OUT it was such an impulsive comp i literally only saw couple moments for past few years as well where i could see three of them in one frame and suddenly I WAS LIKE I FUCKING MUST POST THOSE MOMENTS SOMEHOW and im so proud of colouring it looks so well T_T) 5 (the colouring ofc im still :o that i could get rid of that shitty shit dkksjkj AND THE MOMENTS ITSELF?????? AND BLACK SWAN???????? EVERY PERFORMANCE???? HAIR?????? OUTFIT???????? EVRERYHTIGNM???????? HIS FUCKING STARE? FACE??? DONT MAKE ME CONTINUE AAAAAAAAAAA also if im not wrong this set in particular made me start my before/after posts 🥺) 6 (i jujst love everything about it e v e r yt h i n g also i could made ppl believe that jin fr has purple hair here when in reality its brown djhfdhskdf one of blending modes or adjustment layers worked this way lol) 7 (i wont even comment this tried a great tutorial with great beautiful resuls for the first time ever and it worked out so well and i like it so much and the whole yoongi here,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, also love me some borders that add cinematic feels to some gifs or just make them pretty in a dif way just like i did with prev post i mentioned imo lol) OK LAST ONE 8 (I USED A VIDEO OF STARS AND ADDED IT TO THE GIF FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER I FUCKED WITHMASKING FOR 3 HOURS GRRRRRRRR THIS IS SO HUGE FOR ME!!!!! i cant even explain whew IVE NEVER DID ANYTHING LIKE THIS BEFORE SO I WAS REALLY PROUD TOO even tho i fucked masking up on some layers lmao but lets not pay too much attention to it 👀)

❀ a creation that took u forever

ohhhhhhhh i think this one cuz the moments were long i couldnt decide what do i want to include + it ts file so u kno,,, the speed,,, of processing,, + somehow decided to put them all together + fucked with colouring + had to get rid of the logo and as we know japan likes a lot of big braight text around haha and draw hair in moments where logo made it look blurry + had to adjust the order and all that stuff but getting rid of logo was the longest part 

❀ a creation from 2020 that received the most notes

whew this iconic one im still amazed tbh they looked soso incredible and im glad how everything turned out here <3 (could change some colouring on bg tho so it could look better and more hq :c)

❀ a creation u think deserved more notes 

lol this one cuz i was so hyped to make it cuz their concert in saudi arabia is one of my fav things in the world and i waited for so long to have mood and energy to go throught it to find jk moments and i couldnt choose some for this comp for so long and just,,,,,, overall,,,, the way he looks here............................................................... its a special comp to me haha ill def gif more of it i have shit ton of clips left and also there r other members and i just want to sit and enjoy yhe whole thing to so may find more stuff to gif here lol

❀  a new fandom u joined an a creation u made for it 

i didnt join anything heurheru

❀ a creation u made that breaks ur heart

OKAY LISTEN DSJAKDJHFDKJ THIS ONE IF U KNOW U KNOW AND IM SURE IT BREAKS ALMOST EVERY HEART tbh whenever i see soft smiles or soft interactions or anything like this im just :’( <3 even my serotonin boost tag does it to me cuz its too precious T_T

❀  a ‘simple’ creation that u really love

this one cuz everything about it ah and this one 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

❀ a creation that was inspired by someone else

ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm idk maybe this one ? cuz i never did anything like this before and maybe i saw someones beautiful headers and decided to try one too ? i could do a lot better there is not enough depth but oh well,,, lol

❀  a favourite creatin created by someone else

oh its gonna be hard :) dear every conten creator i hope u dont mind if i wont go though the whole 2020 gif tag but choose form the most recent ones i loved? u know how much i appreciate ur content cuz i never stop screaming about it in tags but truly there r more content makers and i want u to know that i really love ur content :(

@syubb welllllllllllll i wont even comment this is iconique.....

@jinv T_T val i miss u but there should be bday comps with that BIG ASS IMAGE THAT HAS ITS PARTS ON EVERY SINGLE GIF I CANT EVEN EXPLAIN that icant even find dfjksfskj

@jung-koook i literally couldnt choose ehdskjdjksd but i decided this one cuz its sososososososososososososososososososososo well made every single detail here is chefs kiss

@kkulmoon i truly really cant get enough of ur colouring lately T_T

@minhope !!!!!!LITERALLY EVERY PANTONE COMP OR ESPECIALLY 7 YEARS WITH BTS PANTONE ONE IM AAAAAAAAAAAAA and lmao i think this is one of the most reposted things ive ever seen on internet T_T

@jjoon hng amy u know how i feel about ur content T_T decided this one cuz f l a w l e s s 

@hopekidoki stuff like this makes my jaw lie in the floor dsjkdj

@flipthatjacketjiminie idk whats up but it makes me scream like a madman every time i see it.........

@lifegoesmon i cant even explain why i chose this one but everything here is so incredible !!!!!!!!1

@hobeah one of those good fucking bye ones.....

@taeyungie this made me feel so many things and a whole ass a w e so cool T_T

@jiminfilter i will never shut up about bts core jungkook one should also be here

@seoksjin THE COLOURS I SCREAM OH MY GOD O HMY OGD I JUST WENT TO CHECK OUT AND SAW THIS AND IMMEDIATELY DJKSJD DECIDED THIS IS CRAZY THE PASTELS THE PINNKS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA EVERYHTGIN but also those birthday posts ahhh T_T

@jinvant i wanna YELL but also u know how much i love ur quality and blacks  T_T and gfxs too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@yoongi-bts i love everything here with my whole heart!!!

@everythingoes SHOUWLD I EVEN EXPLAIN WHY

@hobibestboy THIS IS SO COOL AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA THE COLOUR SCHEME

@joenns  I WONT EVEN EXPLAIN IM SO HURT HES SO THIS IS SO T____________________T 

@jjeongukie idk i cant get enough of skin tone!!!!!!!!!!!!

@chaylani i really love the colouring and love these posts with highlights T_T

@eklipxe COLOURING AND EVERYTHIGN

@oncupid cant get enough of every colouring ive seen <3

@jiminslight THIS WHOLE GIF RIGHT HERE

@6dis-ease COZY AND PRECIOUS T_T

@ofkimtaehyung I LITERALLY HAVE NO WORDS ITS SO PRETTY

@taee it was really hard to choose too T_T decided to go with this cuz,, u kno

@yoonqiful CUZ THESE COLOURS DRIVE ME INSANE

OK THIS IS GETTING TOO LONG KDSFJSAKDL I WOULD ADD A LOT MORE CUZ THERE IS A LOT MORE TO ADD BUT IVE BEEN DOING THIS FOR THREE HOURS I BETTER CHILL 

❀  some of your favourite content creators from this year

ok i may forgot someone + in no order in particular + literally every creator that i follow/whose content i reblog @taeguks @tearuntold @cyphertaehyungie @love4hobi @kimnamtaejin @taejoon @jimiyoong @namkook @taeyungie @jinvant @jinv @6dis-ease @jiminrolls @daechwitas @syubb @syuga @jjeongukie @cowboyjinbop @hope-film @minhope @hopekidoki @joonie @namgination @jung-koook @faerieth @kooksv @lifegoesyoon @yoonqiful @j-sope @chaylani @jiminfilter @jjoon @everythingoes @varietae @seoksjin @dearbangtansonyeondan @ofkimtaehyung @yoongi-bts @gaypeople @seokjinyoongis @agustdfeatrm @joenns @houseofarmanto @namjoon (will miss forever) @thebtsgenre @honsool @vjimin @seokjinite @jiminswn @taee @hobeah @lifegoesmon @taemaknae @gukgi @kkulmoon @flipthatjacketjiminie @jintae @jcngkooks @ynki @yoongikook @yoongiandthebiaswreckers @jiminslight @gwkie @oncupid @eternalbulletproof and many more <3

OK SO i wanna say a special thanks to every content creator ever and also i wanna say that im really glad to be a part of this community all of u r so cool and creative and make such beautiful things and many of u made me feel EMOTIONS with ur sets or not only sets ill be forever grateful that i discovered bts and for everything they do to me without even knowing ALSO THANK U FOR STILL BEING HERE ON TUMBRLDSDFKJ yeah this year was less active there were few issues many ppl went on twt but thank u for still being here also happy new year <3333333 i think i sounded deeper and more emotional when i was commenting ppls gifs :| but its almost 2 am so i hope u will understand dkfjkfsjk im happy there is this corner on the internet that feels cozy and so welcoming <3 i love u i wish u a better year ahead <3 ok for checking notifications purpose ill tag my blog lol @eternal-bangtan

#m:text #tg

[babymilkcxw]

Only one you’ll ever need pt1: Got7Mafia!Jinyoung x BlackFemale!reader

An: Hey guys this is my first time writing a fic ever. I’m really nervous to post this and I ended up over writing so I’ve decided to split it up into two parts so here’s part one. Please feel free to give me writing tips and keep in mind English is not the language I speak at home so beware of some mistakes. Not so much language mistakes but like writing techniques?? Girl idk I’m trying to say I’m bad at writing 😭anyway I hope y’all enjoy 🥰

Tags:smut, slight angst (nothing sad happens but the overall theme is kind of dark and heavy

TW!:Mentions of Daddy issues, small age gap, Mentions of mafias, mentions of murder in this chapter. The smut happens later, slight kidnapping themes??

It’s undeniable that you attract a certain group of people. No matter where you go, the same kinds of people are drawn to you. Your friends always pick on you and say, “you have daddy issues” bc of the men you attract. All of your past flings have been older than you, in some type of underground business, and very toxic. You always thought you’d never find someone who didn’t just want you for your body. They’ve all had the same motive. When you turned 19 you decided to attend college in South Korea. And that’s how you met Jinyoung. He was different than every other person you’ve ever had a thing with. Now don’t get me wrong, he definitely is similar to all your old flings, but there was something that set him apart from the others, and that was how big his heart was for you. He loved you so much even tho he sometimes had a hard time showing it. He was 4 years older than you and felt the need to not only be your boyfriend but someone who could teach you the ropes of life. He took good care of you, always made sure you got enough sleep, drank enough water, and ate three meals a day. He always made sure you knew that he was the only guy you would ever need. He never pressured you to do things you weren’t comfortable with and made sure you never got involved with his work life. You knew he was in some sort of underground business but you’ve always been to scared to ask and concluded it’s best you don’t find out.

You were walking home from a night class when a car drove past you and then stopped and reversed. You immediately starting running away bc fuck that. Unfortunately no matter how fast you run a car will always be faster. The car eventually caught up to you and two men jumped out and grabbed you. You tried to get away by kicking the two men and spitting in their faces until a third man shouted, “be gentle with her, we wouldn’t want Jinyoungs precious baby to be hurt right?” The men immediately threw you into the other Mans arms. You thought about running away but he pressed his front against your back and you felt his gun in his pants. He moved your braids to the side and licked up your neck and said, “my name is Im Changkyun, and your boyfriend owes me a lot of money. You wouldn’t know anything about that would you sweetheart?” You gulped and shakily breathed out “no sir I don’t know what you’re talking about. Maybe I can go home and ask him” He laughed right in your ear and took your book bag from your hands looking for your phone to call Jinyoung. “I’m not letting you out of my sight angel, now unlock your phone and call your precious little boyfriend for me” you grabbed your phone noticing you have over 30 missed calls from Jinyoung and pressed his contact; the only contact you have in your phone. You put the call on speakerphone and waited for him to pick up. It barely rang two times before he picked up yelling and asking where you were. “ Baby where the fuck are you, when I call you, you answer the god damn phone, do you understand me?” Before you could explain yourself , Changkyun grabs the phone and says “don’t worry Junior, she’s safe with me, isn’t that right baby?” And you weakly confirm that you are safe and not injured. “I swear to fucking god I will fuck yo ass up if you hurt her, don’t try me”, jinyoung growls into the phone. “Is that any way to talk to the man who has your sweet girl held captive? Anyway, I need my mf money. I know you have it. You have 10 minutes to get to the front of her college and give me my damn money before I take her for myself.”, Changkyun says and hangs up the phone. “I know I said I wouldn’t hurt you but I don’t want you to be awake for when I kill your boyfriend.” Before You could register anything you feel a sharp pain in your head and fall into Changkyuns arms. Your vision started getting blurry and before You blacked out you heard him whisper, “you will be mine.”

You wake up some time later with a pounding headache. you try opening your eyes but they’re too heavy with sleep to do so right then. you rely on your other senses to tell you where you are. You are able to conclude you are in a moving car but that’s it. “You waking up baby?”, you hear a mans voice say. It’s hard to make out who it is and you think you have a concussion. You’re scared to see who’s driving. You hope it’s jinyoung, but there’s a possibility it’s not.

#got7 smut #jinyoung smut #mafia au #kpop smut #kpop mafia au #black kpop stans #got7 x reader #got7 x black reader #jinyoung x y/n #jinyoung x reader #jinyoung x black reader

[mint-yooxgi]

God did i get even more carried away with this. My brain is fried so punctuation and grammar go brrrr. Also idk if its just me or im noticing you’re into more feminine guys like taemin and with the revelation that you like jeonghan just strengthens that assumption. Can’t blame you tho, they’re beautiful 🤧 anyways… i don’t imagine you as a downright villain villain soooo ✌️😗

I have this feeling yandere winwin would be the silent one that lurks behind the shadows. He isn’t a villain but rather a vigilante that hides his identity while doing some hero stuff. Lol this sounds like batman He saw you one day doing your thing, so he observes, like he usually does to other villains before stopping them from their crimes. Problem is, is that love finds its ways to bloom in even the most desolate of places. He can’t seem to stop looking forward to your schemes every night and notices that you only go for the shitty rich people. You were different than the other villains, more like him, misunderstood, he- he liked that…. He falls deeper into curiosity, and kinda wishes you could feel the eyes longing for your attention. Oh but heres the catch, you do feel them, you have known he had been observing your escapades for a long while. He wasn’t as inconspicuous as he thought he was, blurry movement illuminated by the moonlight was proof of that. You knew that was him, you were expecting him afterall, the unknown hero of the night, because you yourself decided to check out if the rumors they say about him was true. And yet, he hasn’t made a single move on stopping you, infact he actually helped you have more time escaping. Like how you were running behind schedule and for sure thought that the police would get there before you could get away, but they didn’t. Someone gave an anonymous tip that made them late, broken their windows, put sharp objects on the road that wasn’t there before…..it was…. interesting. One night you got bored of not getting some action from him, so when you got to the place you frequented, you decided to stare right back at him and walked to where he was. Panicking he froze on the spot, he doesn’t know if he should bail or if he should stay. He stayed. Its up to you now what you say to him, maybe ask him to be your partner in crime perhaps?

BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM LOVING THIS OMG!!!!!!! Okay, but, having him as a partner in crime would be so useful cause he knows what he's doing and always has like, ten backup plans ready in case even just one thing goes wrong, so you'd definitely want him on your team rather than against you. he doesn't even need to try too hard, either, he's just naturally stealthy and quick like that. Besides, you know what you say about the darkness, if you stare too long, it stares back 👀

Also, omg, yeah, I definitely think the more feminine looking guys are the ones to catch my attention, especially if they have long or light coloured hair. That's what drew me to Jeonghan in the first place was his long lavender hair, and Taemin's long hair during Lucifer era is what made me notice him in the first place too lol. But I think my taste is all over the place, cause my bias in seventeen is actually Seungcheol, with both Mingyu and Seokmin as my wreckers. Can't forget the soft spot I have for Jihoon lol, love those boys, they're so talented...

#ask #vigilantes are the best though #omg #please #I'm loving this so much #ahhhh #thank you for indulging me #!!! #I'm alway open for more too #hehehe #👀👀👀

[bavrenilia]

“why are you dreaming of me then?” | om!lucifer

 ·         im so sorry in advance if i have typos or mistakes 😔 i was feeling pretty down so this… happened 👉👈 idk what is this but hope you like it!

“People say you can dream about anything if you want it so bad”, she said calmly as Lucifer watched her in silence. Dreams, you said? He couldn’t even remember the last time he had one. Everything was blurry in his dreams, nothing but a blank black screen.

 “Hm, is that so?”, he asked with a little bit of mocking but she was quick to catch a glimpse of his attitude. With her furrowed eyebrows she hit his arm very gently before pushing her messy hair back, every little mark coming from Lucifer was a great challenge that she just couldn’t say no to.

 “Yeah, you seem rather unsure about it.. why don’t you give it a try?”

 “I don’t have dreams, I am not sure about this kind of stuff…”

 “Ah, so that’s the case..”, it was now her turn to fire back with the same attitude. With a small smile on her soft lips she caressed Lucifer’s cheek and placed a kiss on his cheeks. Lucifer felt like he has been longing for that kind of intimacy, this closeness made him feel warm and peaceful.

 Everything felt so surreal that Lucifer thought something was off. He couldn’t bring himself to say anything about the current situation, an annoying fear started to form on top of his chest. He didn’t want this moment to come to an end, his fear of losing the one he loved made him keep quiet but still- that bugging was there and didn’t seem to leave him in any moment.

 Her lips were already parted, face showing a great amount of pain. He knew, Lucifer knew but didn’t even speak a word.

 “Why are you dreaming of me right now then, if you’re not good at this kind of stuff?”

 Her eyebrows raised with a mocking attitude and Lucifer never knew that he’d be longing - dying to see her face. He didn’t know what to say as the cold night air caressed his face, he wanted to believe that she was able to feel the wind too.

 But it was no use, because she was nothing more than his mind’s game on him.

 “I’m waiting for an answer, Lucifer.”

 Her voice was soft, soothing and sweet as he took his time to look at her carefully. This eternal life was nothing but a punishment for him without her. He watched his every loved one fall from his hands, not being able to help them or hold them was breaking him apart. Enduring the pain was the hardest thing after losing her because she was the one who helped him to be a better version of himself, she was always there even though Lucifer tried to do everything so that she would stay away but all of them were no use.

 She was determined, optimistic and never got tired of helping him. She made him realize that he needed someone in his life too just like everyone else, it was nothing to be ashamed of and thanks to her Lucifer was able to accept this truth.

 Even now she was no longer alive, Lucifer’s imagination created her as the way she was. Not in the way Lucifer wanted her to be… and that told him a whole different story.

 “Are you mad?”

 “Why would I be mad, my dear?”

 “You tend to hide your sadness with anger, I don’t want to see you like that.”

 She caressed his dark, glorious wings as she continued to talk. Lucifer’s whole body felt light, in contrast to the cold air of the night her nonexistent touches were warm and gentle. He wanted to feel her palms against his body, wanted to feel her warmth even if it meant that her touches would set him on fire.

 Lucifer and fire were… acquaintances.

 “I don’t know how I feel”, he honestly blurted out and her eyes immediately filled with tears. Lucifer knew that it was actually his tears but they just couldn’t fall from his eyes.. so that was the only way for him to cry.

 “Did you want to see me that badly?”, Lucifer kept getting higher and higher in the sky, maybe if he could fly higher then he’d be able to feel at ease. Far away from everything… he wanted to delete his existence but that was his punishment by all means.

 “I think I did”, he admitted. “Still I don’t know how I managed to see you in my dream.. but I’ve been longing to see your pretty face, I guess I really wanted to admire your beauty one last time. You know.. I never had a chance to say goodbye to you.”

The guilt kept him from sleeping, doing anything and living his life like he used to do and he blamed himself for every second of it.

“That’s not your fault, not our fault. Lucifer, you can’t keep on going like this. We did nothing wrong, you did nothing wrong. I’m actually grateful for every second that I’ve spent with you.”

“What did I do to make you feel this way?”

She was now quiet, watching him with an unreadable expression on her face. Of course he wouldn’t get an answer, all of this conversation was between him and his very own mind. And he never knew the reason why she chose him in the first place.

“We never thought that we’d have to say goodbyes, didn’t we?”

“I always thought that I was powerful enough to keep you by my side.”

“You’re powerful enough to do anything you want, look at you. You took me on a nice fly, Devildom looks pretty fancy from up there. Wish I could see the stars..”

Lucifer knew the hidden meaning behind her words, it was almost time.

Time to say goodbye.

“I want to keep you right beside me.. can’t I just not let you go?”

“Do you want to watch me fade away? That would be a quite sad scene, I don’t want to see you cry.”

“You never saw me crying, it might be surprising for you.”

She giggled, her expression softened and Lucifer thought that he heard the most amazing song ever.

“Yeah, I’m not ready for surprises like that.. yet.”

“There will be always a next time, right?”

Even though he knew that his mind played not only a painful but also a great game on him, Lucifer couldn’t help but ask.

“I told you, didn’t I?”, she reached out to him and placed both her hands on his cheeks, they stayed quiet for a minute or two before his lover tilted her head up to meet with his lips. “You can dream about anything if you want it so bad.”

The kiss made Lucifer all kind of emotions, it soothed his nerves even though it wasn’t real. Just knowing that she’d do the same if she were alive helped Lucifer to keep his sanity. He wanted to look at her face more, remember every little detail on her face like he didn’t know but at that moment he gave in to the kiss. His arms were wrapped tightly around her waist, one hand was holding her head as the other caressed her sides.

When Lucifer opened his eyes, he was lying in his bed covered in sweat and panting heavily. He couldn’t process his dream, stared blankly at the wall before getting up from his bed quickly. He didn’t even care about his clothes at that very moment and stormed out of his room. His brothers were in the kitchen, every one of them doing nothing but sitting there and being silent. Satan was the first one to see him, blonde one kept his expression the same as he approached the older one.

“Where are you going?”, she would laugh at him if she had a chance to see him like that. His hair sticked to his forehead because of the sweat, his pyjamas were completed with a very absurd choice of shoes and his jacket looked very funny right on top of his shoulders.

“I.. I need to see her. I need- I have to.”

His brothers’ heads were turned to him now, all of them looking at him with a shocked expression. Besides from anger, it was the first time they saw Lucifer losing it like that.

“Lucifer, it’s too late for it. Why don’t we go visit her grave tomorrow, all together?”

“No.. no, you don’t understand. She came to my dreams, you know I never have dreams.. right? But she was there, she talked to me after all this time. Maybe she was trying to tell me something, I need to learn what she has to say, I can’t keep her waiting for me.”

Satan was about to make him give up but Mammon got up from the floor that he was sitting and placed his hands on Lucifer’s shoulders.

“Okay, let’s go now. Let’s hear what she has to say to you.”

#obey me imagines #laylah writes #obey me shall we date #obey me swd #obey me #obey me lucifer #obey me scenarios #obey me one shot #om lucifer #obey me lucifer x mc #obey me lucifer x reader #obey me angst #lucifer imagine #lucifer angst

[kindlespice]

late ass replies but this time i have so much stuff to reply to that i actually need to split things up into categories :))))

also i apologize if any of this is no longer relevant / i am of absolutely no help :)))

otherwise, if you’ve asked a reshade related question...uh... sometime between christmas and now LMAO then it’s probably here!

nonny :

Hello Mikayla, I hope you're having a lovely year so far. I just wanted to ask this about the dove preshade (1st question here) kindlespice/tumblr/com/post/632163463099269120/ft-reshade-questions-a-theme-question-nonny i'm having the same problem, i have a new computer and after installing the game and it's last 3 updates and then the reshade it's not looking the same and it sucks bc i know how it's supposed to look (1)

the shadows are not as noticeable, the transparency between the walls is not there and the blur is gone (i have miiko´s ghibli's cloud override but i had that on my old computer and the reshade still looked normal) idk if it's the game or the reshade but it sucks bc i love how the original looks like anyways it would be really helpfull if you could answer. Take care and stay safe :))!!! (2/2)

hi hi! thanks for the kind message and i hope your year is going well! if I had to take a guess, I would say that maybe some of your settings in-game have changed? I would double check and make sure you’ve got edge smoothing off, and you could try turning off post-processing as well (im not ACTUALLY sure if turning off post processing does anything but it’s worth a shot!) otherwise i would try removing the preset and redownloading it? maybe the settings of the preset got jacked up and you can fix it by re-installing. let me know if this helps! if not, then you can always dm me so i can see pics of your situation!

nonny:

Hi! Sorry if this is worded odd but I just downloaded your Leif reshade and have completed all the steps, however there is still this blur over the screen which isn't the best for game play. If you could help explain how to toggle it for gameplay/cas that would be great :)

hi hi! the blur is the DoF (depth-of-field). it’s used for taking screenshots and is supposed to make the background all blurry. to disable it, you can use the hotkey shift-2 or open the reshade menu and manually untick the DoF option!

nonny:

Hi, i just installed the latest version of the dove preset and my game is dark. It is the MXAO that is doing it but i don't have the preprocessor definitions box. How do i fix it?

hello! im assuming you have a 4.0 version of reshade if you can’t find the box. in this version, it’s a blue tab called “Edit Global Preprocessor Definitions” beneath all the toggleable effects. if you have an earlier version, it should be under the “settings” tab at the top though.

nonny:

Hello!! Thank you so much for your work! I have a really quick question - so I am trying to work with the reshade and got it all set but when I play around with it, my objects don’t look “rounded”. If that makes sense. Other people who use it, their objects look rounded and smooth and just different (I have an image for reference) but mine just looks like the normal objects just different colors. Is there something I’m missing or doing something wrong? I have all the settings correct. :)

hi hi! hmm, im not really sure what that could be... probably something to do with mxao bc it’s always something to do with mxao lol. I would double check to make sure you have this line in your preprocessor definitions: RESHADE_DEPTH_INPUT_IS_REVERSED = 0 this line should equal 0 for the mxao to work properly. that might give you the “rounded” look. if this doesn’t fix it for you then you should go ahead and dm me so i can see what the game looks like!

nonny:

Hey, I tried your Dove preset but my game just can't handle it, it's pretty old and I just have to uninstall the reshade (even though I really loved the effect) but I'm scared to do anything in the Game folder or delete anything. Could you please help me with what to remove? I'm scared to break my game if I delete something that souldn't be deleted :( I tried searching for this in your WCIF and reshade questions and couldn't find an answear. Please help

hello! sorry to hear that your game can’t handle the preset :( here’s to hoping you can get an upgrade in the future! anyhow, to uninstall; i believe you only need to remove 

ReShade - config settings (it’ll have a little paper w/ gear next to it)

d3d9.dll - application extension  (it’ll have a little paper w/ gears ON it)

d3d9 - text document (little paper w/ lines icon)

reshade-shaders - folder

your reshade presets - config settings (if you remove the files above first though, you won’t be able to use/see these in-game)

that should uninstall reshade from your game! and don’t worry, if you accidentally remove something you didn’t want to, you can “verify your game files” through origin and that should restore any missing files. unless you.. *ahem*... acquired your game through other means... in which case be careful XD

@maddybarbz

Omg I don't know if you are active or not but I'm having some problems. So I downloaded the 3.0.8 and it was going smoothly but I loaded the game it said that magic bloom had issues.

i don’t know if im active either. probably not tbh XD but im here now so here ya go! i would recommend deleting the shaders you’re having problems with and then putting back the 3.0.8 shaders you downloaded. it’s really easy for things to break / be incompatible during the install so your best bet is always to delete the ones giving you trouble and put the new ones in.

@kaiamikulka

hi! I’ve been jealously stalking your page for a while, because I’m in love with the dove preset, but I’m very confused about how to download it. My computer keeps marking it as a virus, so i was kinda scared to download it. and when i finally did, it didn’t show up in my game. could you walk me through how to download it?(i have a pc laptop)

Thank you so much,

Kaia☺️☺️❤️❤️❤️

hi hi! lol im flattered for the jealousy stalk! anyway im not sure why it wouldn’t be showing up in game? unless you were so excited that you forgot to install reshade with it? i have a video here explaining how to install a recent version of reshade and set up dove with it so you can check that out here !

@bojanastarcevic​

Hello, I've been trying to fix the dove reshade for a long time, but the new version just doesn't support it, and the old version spoils the game and sometimes it won't even start ... Would you consider trying to make the same preset version for the latest reshade version? I'll be very grateful because your preset is the most beautiful I have ever seen?! 😘😂Don't know if you still play of work on your game but like I said if you have time to try make new one couse everyone was looking for it!!! 😉😘😘😘

hi hi! i totally understand not using the earlier versions--these later ones are soo much more user friendly!--but i’ve been able to get the preset to work with later versions (4.7.0 is the latest i’ve tried though) and it looks, if not the same, then very close to the original. I have a video here explaining how i did it if you’re really eager to have it

in the future i guess i could try to re-release the preset? i can’t give you an eta bc im lazy and i fall off the face of the earth regularly, but i do think it would help to have updated instructions right on the face of the download. 

#i think i might make another reshade video #one that's not an hour long and is more put together LMAO #like #i should actually go IN GAME to show people how busted reshade really is #XDD #rereleasing dove is probably the play too... #god i really wish i had put a read more on that post #:(((( #asks #reshade