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#if you think this is really dumb i beg you just ignore it i dont know
wonderinc-sonic · 28 days
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Thank-you doodles for Donations
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-Edit! Updating the pictures again for some different styles and characters! Also to feature some of my favourite stupid doodles-
It's my birthday at the end of the month (April) and I'm asking my family+friends to make donations to charities working in Palestine right now.
While I don't know any of you well enough that I'd expect a present, if you happen to be making a donation this month to any major charity helping get food, water and medical aid into Palestine right now - send me a screenshot of a receipt with a request (separate messages if you want for privacy) and I can offer you... a crummy doodle to say thanks for donating?
Details under cut 🤷
I'll do my earnest best to do whatever you asked for, excluding anything nsfw or anything ship-ish where any party is, like, a kid, but including any O.C.s providing you send me a link to a reference, description or a picrew.
I'm a beginner and I have a full time job, so I'm not making promises for the quality - you can see from the collage above what we're working with here! However, I have no pride and there is no prompt too silly for me to attempt.
No minimum and no scaling complexity for increased donation - I'm doing this to celebrate your generosity, it's not a commission!
Can be anonymous, or private-message respond, I really don't mind.
Any verifiable charity donation is fine - I encourage you to donate through the channels that maximise the effect of your money. For example, some places of work have donation-match schemes for selected charities, and depending on your country of origin you may be able to deduct tax on your donations to particular organisations, which might help you donate. We're all working with what we've got in a cost of living crisis - definitely worth seeing if you can make your donations go a bit further with government topups!
Everything feels really quite hopeless right now, I'm doing this selfishly because I want to see donations happening and to gas them up a bit.
Oh! And if you have a pet, my birthday is April 29th. I'd love to see them just being themselves. That's what I'm asking for on the day from everyone else.
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ravereina · 1 year
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Hi, can you do a (fic?) scaramouche x camgirl!reader where they know eachother in art class (highschool AU)
Ily and your posts!!<33
(Its okay, if you're not comfortable with writing this)
WHORE!
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I LOVED THIS OMG OMG IM SO SORRY IF IT SUCKS THO I RUSHED IT A LOT!!
Contents: Blackmail, Dubcon, Degrading, Shy reader, Mean scara as it goes on.
ALL CHARATERS IN THIS ARE 18+
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The bell rang snapping you up from your daydreams you were having about one of your friends, Scaramouche. You've always been curious about him, sure you both were friends but you always felt that there wa so much more to him than you knew.
You rushed to your last period of class which was art. You almost instantly sprang up remembering that he was in your class and that you both sat next to eachother. You walked into your class spotting Scaramocuhe facing the window. His face resting in his hand.
"Hey Scara!" you said taking a seat next to him. "Hi." He replied with a cold tone. A slight tint of blush covering his face "Huh? are you ok Scaramouche? You seem really flustered." You said with a hint of concern in your tone. "I'm fine. Its just really warm." He muttered grabbing some art supplies and working on a drawing.
You simply ignored it working on the drawing that the teacher instructed you to work on. Suddenly you broke the tense silence.
"Did something happen scaramouche? You can always tell me if something happened." You put your hands on his arm trying to comfort him. His heart swelled at your words.
He smiled softly "Lets walk to my house. I'll tell you there ok?"
You eagerly nodded your head. Constantly checking the time till school ended. As soon as the bell rang you almost shoved everything in your bag and waited for him at the door. You guys walked seemingly to his house. He stopped to open his front door,
Wondering what could be so important that he had to tell you in secret.
“I’ve seen them, Your videos.” He walked closer towards you. Your face drained pale. Thoughts racing through your head.
"H-huh? What videos..?" You tried to play dumb, Although Scaramouche saw through the poor facade you put up.
"Dont play dumb, Doing filthy things for other people." He sneered pressing in front of you as your back hit the wall. “I won't show anyone if, you let me fuck you.” He smirked. Eyes piercing into yours.
"Hu-Wait W-Wha." You tripped over your words.
“You don’t really have a choice love, Unless you want the whole school to see some of your lewd videos.” His gaze made you feel trapped and bare to him. “I wonder how the college you wanna go too would react too this.” That statement made you freeze.
"Wait scaramouche no! don-" He cut you off.
“You should think twice princess." He said, His hands caressing your shoulders trailing down your body so soothingly it made you almost forget about the situation you were in. He slowly fondled your breast throughout your shirt, rolling your nipples through his fingers.
He removed his hands from your body whining at the los of touch. "Strip." He spat removing some of his clothes. You rushed to take some off. You tried to cover some parts of your body that your undergarments couldn't cover.
"Don't be shy love, you don't seem shy showing your body off to strangers now do you?"
He said against your neck. Slowly biting and sucking your neck. Trailing down towards your breast. “Bet people tell you all the time about how pretty your body is.”
He said looking up at you for a response.
“M-mhm.” you hummed. As he shoved his hands into your panties to remove them and softly rubbing your clit. "God, you're soaked" Slipping his fingers into your cunt.
"What a whore."
He spat, Your cunt clenched around his fingers. "Heh, someone liked that, didn't they?" He teased. You shook your head out of embarrassment, trying to deny the obvious. "Scara.. come on, please." You begged. "Please what love? Tell me." He cooed.
"Fuck me please scaramouche. Need you." You pleaded loudly.
He chuckled, leading you on the couch. "Go on your hands and knees love" He ordered you. You followed his command almost instantly.
He aligned himself to your hole and slowly pushed in. You winced at the pain when he finally bottomed out. "You can move now." You whispered under your breath but just enough for him to hear it.
He started thrusting fastly into you. The only sounds hard from the room was the intense sound of skin slapping and panting coming from both of you..
"You dont know how l-long I've wanted to fuck you." He groaned pulling your hair, forcing you to arch your back.
" 's too much S-Scara!" You squealed, tears welling up in your eyes from the mix of pleasure and pain "Quit your whining bitch. You can take it." He mumbled gripping at more of your hair to hold on as he harshly thrusted into you.
"It's s-such a shame that others have seen your body, but none of them will e-ever be able to feel your tight pussy around me. He said almost smugly. ,"N-No one else! Yours Scara!!" You spewed.
"Thats fuckin right. You're mine. M'gonna breed you and keep you as mine."
The statement made you clench around him. "F-Fill me up S-Scara!" you moaned. Choked sobs emerging from your throat from him rubbing your clit.
Feeling your orgasm reaching you squealed and shut your eyes. "C-Close please,please" You babbled incoherently till you felt your orgasm crashing down upon you. Feeling him release inside of you with a grunt.
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kenlvry · 1 year
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you're the only sp writer i request from you're literally my fav 😢😢 but can i request stan kyle and kenny with a reader who gets jealous really easily??
reader who is easily jealous
an, HI OMG THIS IS SO SWEET ILY ANON ☹️☹️🫶🫶 18-19
kyle
okay kyle didn't know you were the type to get easily jealous, i mean he js thought you didn't really care and kinda let him roll with whoever he wants but thats probably because he hangs out with girls who are in the same cliques as you so,,
it was until you literally glared at the waitress who stared at him for one too many seconds he knew, you ended up having a bad mood throughout the whole meal and eyeing the waitress "baby r you okay?" "why? if im not are you going to leave me for that stupid waitress?" "WHAT NO???"
theres always two reasons why you're so quiet on a date, kyle was too friendly with a girl or a girl was too friendly with him. you ignore him roll your eyes at him and he's just begging you to give him an ounce of attention.
if a girl likes his story you literally stalk her, her mom, her brother, her father, her boss, her colleagues everything.
you continue to ignore that girl for weeks and roll your eyes at her whenever you see her around cz why u liking my mans story? keep your likes baby
he finds it so hot tbh like omg ur this obsessive with me?? 🤭 he gets turned on by this for sure.
even though he finds it attractive and it gets him all sweaty he needs to he careful because you weren't easy to persuade once your jealous fr. once he had to get down on his knees, crying out to you to please look at him. he loves you though and he'd do it again
a thud was heard from your window, then another, and another. it was annoying you so you open your curtains to see what was causing the noise, it was your boyfriend. you opened up your window sticking out half of your body out of the window, "kyle?" you yell, "please unblock me, i dont know why she follows and likes all my post i swear" he yells back. you smile to yourself at how desperate this man is "what if i dont want to?" you put your hands in the frame of the window smiling "um,, I haven't really thought about it" "oh bye then" "wait wait!" he called out and you turn back from walking away. "I'll uh.. I'll freeze myself!" your eyes upon widen at his dumb idea "what no you idiot" he takes off his jacket, gloves and hands then put it on the ground, he then kneels clasp his hands together "please?" "omg." you rub your temples together and rush down. kyle sighs thinking you left him, looking at the ground of shame because now the neighbors think he got another girl pregnant or something. the front door open and he flung his head to its direction, you walked out with your own coat wrapping it around him "you can beg all you want but there's a way to do it without hurting yourself" "anything to make you happy" "I'm not" he chuckles as you drag him inside "don't do that again" "hmm we'll see" "kyle brofloski!" he chuckles again at you while you bring him up to your room, he really loves you.
kenny
LOVES IT SO FUCKING MYCH 😝😝😝
its like he knows you love him because you'll isolate yourself just because a girl winked at him and won't see him until he begs for forgiveness even though it aint his fault
okay that kinda sounds like a redflag,, WTV WALK HIM LIKE A DOG IG 🤭
anyways, he doesn't hate it dont care if it interferes his life. even if he has to give up everything to make you talk to him he'll do it IM NOT JOKING
he does not care, he has to block all the girls he knows? okay! never talk to any of his girl friends? yea sure! breath only your air and not lay his eyes on a single woman except you only? anything you want babe ☺️
ALSO GETS HARD FOR THIS PLEASE. i js know he's turned on after you get visually jealous.
"please baby look at me" he pulls your arm for you to stop your tracks from going into your room "shut up, maybe you should go to that hoe who waved at you, why did she wink?? did you two used to have something??" you pull back your arm and go up the stairs with kenny following in suit. arriving infront of your bedroom kenny pulled your arm again and when you turned he immediately fall to his knees "please, i dont know her" he hold your palm with both hands, glossy eyed "i,, kenny" "please?" tilting his head to the side, he'll sit there for hours if he has to. "get up mccormick, im sorry i overreacted" he got up so quickly then hugged you, his head falling on your shoulder "loveyou" his breath on your shoulder, you smile "love you too"
stan
i think he has a love hate relationship with your jealousy, like on one hand he knows you love him and would literally kill anyone for him but on the other... its kinda tiring to beg to you
i mean he doesn't care going on his knees, and crawling all fours for you but at times he just can't deal with it yk??
but he mostly loves it obvi, the way your eyes stay focus on the girl that was 'hitting' on him or the way you sulk and won't tell him why even though its obvious it's bc your jealous, its all so cute to him. and he loves this side of your jealousy, just couples being couple
other times though.. you'd block gim everywhere and won't unblock him until the next day when you reflect on your stupid decisions. or when you ignore him at school or not even make eyecontact with him, he hates and loves it.
you had another quarrel with stan again, this fight was because he still comments '☺️' under Wendy's post of herself, it was valid true but you still thought you overreacted. sitting on your bed with your arms cross and tears almost falling down at the thought of Stan going back to wendy broke your heart. ding a notification popped up and you pick up your phone hoping it was stan despite you blocking him everywhere, it was your friend "um, whats up with stan?" she texted you "wdym" your eyebrows furrow together, you immediately unblock him on Instagram and to your surprise his profile picture was you, his stories had 8 pictures of you with cute songs behind it. he had posted 2 picture of you two on his feed one captioning "traveling the moon and back to find good internet to see if her blocking me was a mistake or im a mistake". his bio was now "tell her to unblock me ☹️". you smile at this and your cheeks turned a pink tint. you unblocked him on every platform and it seems he had changed his profile picture to you on every single one. "." "BABE YOU UNBLOCKED ME" "i mean yeah i have to especially since i have 5 people texting me about your profile" "just wanted to show my girlfriend love" "whatever" a knock was heard on your door, then a chat from stan "open up i brought food and wine" you smile and blush to yourself as your rush down to open the door. he was the sweetest
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multiwritesstuff · 2 years
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The one where he cheats
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Summary: You, your boyfriend Colby, and your closest friends are hanging out, when Tara drunkly spills the beans about Colby and Stas
Warnings: swearing I think that’s it? Getting cheated on, angry/ hurt reader , Colby getting slapped in the face
A/n: no hate to Stas or Colby this is just a one shot, based off the euphoria episode where Rue tells everyone that Cassie and Nate have been hooking up.
You and Colby were sat outside by the fire with Stas, Katrina and Sam, all of you were talking and drinking when a very drunk Tara came over followed by a worried Jake.
“Hey Stas.” Tara says
“Yea?” Stas asks
“I have a quick question for you.” Tara says
“What?” Stas asks
“How long have you been fucking Colby?” She asks
Stas laughs nervously “What?”
“Wait what?” You ask moving Colby’s hand from around your shoulders, you getting up, Katrina getting up as well
“Baby I have no idea what she’s talking about-“
“Yea Y/n, she’s drunk-“
Tara cuts them both off “How long have you been fucking Colby.” She repeats
“I’m not.” Stas says
You and Katrina share a look before looking back at Stas
“I’m not.” She repeats
“What are you talking about?” You ask Tara
“Oh it’s just I saw her sneaking into Colby’s room, that was like what? Two months ago.”
Stas is at a loss for words, Colby just looked guilty
“Are you kidding me?” You ask
“Stas, that’s like really bad.” Kat says
“No I didn’t, why would you even believe her? She’s drunk.” Stas says
“You’re fucking Colby? Are you fucking kidding me?!” You yell
“No I don’t even know why she would say that.” Stas says
“You’re lying!” You yell
“Can we just table this conversation.” Sam says
“Uh no. No. You expect me to stand here next to my best friend and my boyfriend, who have both been lying to me, about fucking behind my back! I’m literally about to get violent!” You yell
“No. There is no need to get violent.” Jake says
Stas starts crying
“Oh you’re crying?” You walk over to her, Katrina trying to stop you, but you shrug her off
“You’re fucking crying, you fucking bitch.”
“Y/n.” Katrina says
“You’re the one who’s hurt. You’re the most self centred idiotic person, I have ever fucking met.” You say
Stas sobs
“You fuck my boyfriend, and you’re fucking crying. Are you fucking kidding me!” You yell
Katrina tries to grab your arm and you shrug her off again, Colby takes a step closer to you.
“DONT!” You raise a hand to stop him from coming closer
“Y/n I’m sorry, baby please.” Colby begs
Stas looks between you and him still crying
“How long have you been fucking him. Be honest.” You say
“Y/n come on, let’s just do it later.” Katrina pleads
“Kat! Shut the fuck up!” You yell hurt
She takes a step back
“How long have you been fucking him!” You ask
Stas stays quiet
“Tara?” You ask pointing at her “When was this?”
“Right after they got back from Vegas last.” Tara tells you
“You dumb fucking bitch! I’m gonna fuck you up!” You yell getting in Stas’s face
Stas turns around and runs inside you following after her
“Don’t fucking run away from me!” You yell, Stas running into the bathroom shutting and locking the door, Katrina, Jake and Tara following you, you bang on the door.
“Stas open this fucking door!” You yell
“Y/n, come on just leave it.” Katrina speaks softly
“Open the fucking door Stas, open the door and tell me it was worth it.” You say tearing up jiggling the doorknob
Stas doesn’t say anything
“You owe me that.” You say Stas still ignoring you
“Open the fucking door Stas!” You cry
Katrina rubs your shoulder
“What kind of fucking friend are you? What the fuck?” You ask sobbing
Stas sobs on the other side of the door
“This isn’t about Colby. This is about you and me and our friendship, and if you wanna throw it away then fine. Cause I don’t want wanna be fucking friends with you.” You sob resting your forehead on the door, Katrina rubs your shoulder
“Shh, it’s okay, let’s just go.” She whispers
“No. I’m sick of it. I’ve done so much for him, and her, and they’re fucking each other.” You sob
“I know, I know.” Katrina says
You jiggle the doorknob over and over again
“Open the fucking door Stas!”
Silence
“Open the fucking door Stas, open the door.” You sob banging on the door
“Open the door!” You continue to bang on the door
“Come on.” Katrina says softly
“You’re a fucking coward.” You say before continuing
“You’re a fucking coward, and I would have never done this to you.”
You sob “I would never have done this to you.” You repeat before turning away from the door walking past everyone and walking back outside and over to Colby
“Baby I’m so-.” He was cut off by a slap to the face
“Fuck you.” You sob
“Please let me explain.” Colby says rubbing his cheek
“How long have you been fucking her?” You ask
“Four, almost five months..” Colby tells you
You scoff
“You’re both cowards, you deserve each other. We’re fucking over.” You push his chest grabbing your stuff, wiping your tears walking off
“Let me take you home yea?” Jake offers, Tara standing next to him
“Yea okay.” You sniffle getting into Jakes car, him driving away from the trap house, you watching it getting smaller and smaller in the distance.
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tokio-motel · 8 months
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HEY HEY HEY LOVERRRR5🥰🥰🥰
dawg these r one of the worst ideas ive ever had but wtvvvv
IMMA ORDER UHHHH MILKSGAKE AND FRIES ALONG WITH 20 PIECE CHICKEN NUGGETS(full band separate headcannons😋) who got a bf and he's not a model singer or anything bro and it gets out in the public but thing is the band doesn't necessarily care cuz half of the fandom was wayyy nicer back then(check the comments of bill being accused of liking men they were so supportive) but reader is freakin out cuz of the backlash the band is getting again which is barely any people
ok so reader is prolly pacing around in his room and what he's fr doing is practicing the break up out loud and spoiler alert a member walks in and only hears the part '(insert band member) we need to break up' and they're jus mad confused and hurt and reader is making up lies on why he wants to break up when the only reason is because he doesn't want them to fail as a band bro loves them too much
OH u can choose if the ending is good or bad(pls dont make me cry too much)
BAND X READER : BREAKING UP
hiii 😻 im so tired oml
BILL:
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・He needed to ask you a favour.
・Most likely having to due with washing the hairspray out of his hair for him, since he was too lazy to do it himself
・He heard muffled voices comin from your room. He didn't want to eavesdrop but from what he could make out you sounded..worried or scared.
・Walks in your room, opening the door slowly so it doesn't creak.
・He watched you pace back and forth, your head in your hands. He stayed silent for a second, listening to you more carefully. Only to hear..
".. I'm sorry but..we need to break up, Bill."
・Oh. Oh.
・Stays silent for a minute before he shuffles on his foot, the sound of his shoe hitting th floor making you turn around with a small gasp.
"Bill! I thought you were out with-"
"M/N..what the hell were you saying?"
・Through sniffs and shaky breaths you'd explain how you just didn't want his career to be fucked, how you just wanted him to be safe
・He's arguing through tears, pointing out how truthfully nobody cares ever since it has gotten out you two were dating.
・He'd cry and sob and he would keep telling you that he loved you too much to let you go, how even if it messed up his career he'd always pick you.
・But..he was so disappointed you went to break up with him instead of talking it out.
"If you really want to break up them I guess.."
"Bill please I-"
"No. Stop."
・Walking out of the room holding back sobs and cries, running to the bathroom when he feels like he's gonna throw up.
TOM:
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・He was actually going to tell you something too!
・What? Did you forget it was your guy's one year anniversary?
yess im doing tha idc if its dumb
・Wanted to ask you about your favorite restaurants so he could pinpoint a location.
・Only thing best for M/N, right?
・Anyways, walking towards your room he can't help but keep the grin off his face. He's already prepared a gift for you downstairs.
・He's hearing muffled noises from your room, so he thinks at first your just calling a friend. Cool, thats fine-
"Tom this just...isn’t working anymore."
・He stops mid step, grin fading off his face as his heart stops.
・He doesn't know how to feel.
・He feels sad and nauseous and angry all over, his body trembling a he gets overwhelmed with emotions
・Tales a second before barging in, watching you stop pacing an look at him with big eyes.
".. What?"
・He can hardly choke out, feeling a if his legs will give out on him. He feels like he's gonna fall and crash on the floor, curling up in a ball as he sobs
・He can't make out anything you're saying, only half listening to your continuous 'sorries' and pleas for him to just hear you out and listen.
"But Tom, all of the backlash and.. -"
"WHAT fucking backlash?!"
・He's mad mad. Can hardly look at you as tears well in his eyes. He can hardly make out your own face, you're all blurry in his vision.
・Storms out of your room, slamming the door and ignoring you when you scream and beg for him to come back
・He doesn't, and probably never will.
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GEORG:
・He was bored, so tired of just sitting around the house all day!
・Wanted to bring you down to the lake, maybe have a picnic and listen to music...yeah that seemed nice. He knew you loved this lake, you'd always talk about it everytime you drove past it.
・Walking to your room, nearly skipping as he was going to tell you to put your boots on and get changed. It's been quite a long time since you have been out of the house yourself.
・You, on the other hand, weren't looking forward to hanging out with him right now. You weren't sure why you were so caught up about the fact dating him got out, nobody really cared.
・He was too giddy to knock, instead he strolled right on in with a big smile on his face. You were turned away, walking back and forth in your room as you muttered to yourself, although he could only make out a few words.
"..I can't do this with you anymore, Georg.."
・His heart drops at the same time his smile did, he feels like he's frozen in place. He can't move his legs, hands, nothing.
・Watching as you would look up at him as you stopped your steps, eyes tinted a shade of pink as your jaw was slightly dropped, neither of you being able to form words.
・Only takes a few seconds for your rambling to start, telling him your sorry and trying to make up an excuse.
"I..i was just practicing this thing for school about breaking up and-"
"That's such goddamn bullshit!"
・Can't look at you, hands giving to cover his face as his breathing is ragged. He'd stay quiet as you spoke, not absorbing anything.
・Doesn't bother to argue or intervene, just listening to your dumb excuses and desperate apologies that didn't mean anything to him anymore.
・Although if you mentioned something about your relationship being outed, he'd be furious. Doesn't quite show, he doesn't yell, but he's fuming.
・Truly doesn't get why you don't understand how much he loves you. So what if a few people dislike this? You were his boyfriend and you mattered to him so much..
・Well- you were his ex boyfriend now.
"If you wanted to break up you could've just said so! How long have you been feeling like this?"
・He's hurt and distraught and sad all at the same time, he's unable to process all of this.
・He doesn't actually say "We're breaking up" but it's so damn implied it felt like he was screaming it at you in the back of your head.
・Can't bother to look at that dammed lake anymore, taking another route if his original went past it.
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GUSTAV:
・He wanted to watch your favorite movie with you today!
・He knew you have been stressed recently, although he didn't quite know why. He just wanted to be there for you and help you get through this.
・You didn't want him to help you at all though, huh?
・You've wanted to break it to him for the past couple weeks that you needed to seeperate from each other, but it was hard considering that's not what you truly wanted.
・Although you gained so much positive feedback when your relationship got outed, those snarky,rude comments were getting to you.
・Anyways...Gustav had already gotten the popcorn ready, along with some of your favorite candy. Skittles, chocolate, starbursts..
・He had set up everything perfectly in the living room, making sure it was all neat and gorgeous. He couldn't wait to see your eyes sparkle with joy!
・Walking to your room, whistling quietly under his breath. Slowly opening your door. You were faced away from him, which gave him the perfect opportunity to scream "SURPRISE" if he wanted to!
・Yet he wanted to wait, he could hear your voice tremble as yo whispered to yourself. He could make out hardly anything, but a few words stood out to him
"Gustav..we should break up."
・He felt like he'd been hit with a brick. His heart beat sped up and he wanted to vomit.
・You turned, feeling like something was watching you. You were right. There stood Gustav, frozen in place as he started at you with glossy eyes
・Tears pooled in his eyes. He felt as if all the moisture in his mouth suddenly disappeared and he found it hard to swallow. It was like there was a rock lodged in his throat.
"Gustav, I didnt-"
"..you didn't?"
・His voice was barley above a whisper and he had to hold back sobs. He couldn't stand properly, leaning against the bedroom door for security.
・He didn't know what he did wrong! Why didn't you love him..why did you want to leave him..did he do something?
・Listening to you make up lies, he wanted to believe them. He wanted to think he heard you wrong and that you meant something totally different.
・But no matter how hardvhe tried to ignore it, there was a voice in the back of his head telling him that the things you were spewing were bullshit.
・His body trembled as he hit back another sob as you went in to tell him that you just wanted his career to be safe and easy, for there to be no backlash or hate.
"Please, M/N. Just..stop."
・Doesn't say anything as he staggers out the room, tears streaming down his cheeks. He ignores your pleas of forgiveness and sobs to listen to you. He had already listened to you and you had lied again and again.
・Can't sleep for days, thinks that you lied about wanting his career to be okay and really he had done something wrong.
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charliesgoodboy · 1 year
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300+ follower event
It's my first time requesting and I hope I'm doing this right if not ignore or delete this. Could you please do tegen x male reader nsfw? Sfw if you're uncomfortable with nsfw
No your fine sweetheart! (Reader is described as small and "subby")
Tengen x Male reader(NSFW)
A/N: I'm very sorry dear, but you werent really specific on what kind of smut you wanted so I made somethin up! I hope your ok with that love
300+ Followers event!
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"Hm~ Ten? Whats wrong? Thought you could handle me."
Uzui Tengen, one of the most "flashiest" Hashira is under you, and your cock shoved inside him.
His teasing- brat behavior you could say.
Others were giving you and him...sexual like questions questions of course you were asked.
"So who's top?" You were going to speak up but Tengen did instead, pissing you off.
Saying it was "definitally" him because you were so "small" and "subby" and he would obviously dominante you..so very easily.
You found it rude.
He was a damn lier and he knew it.
He knows damn well he's always whining and squrming, and begging for your cock inside him.
That's what got the stupid little boy here. His leg over your shoulder and you thrusting into him non-stop.
"W-wait- ha~(m/n)...HA! G-give me a while t-to adjust...please.." Just so adorable under you..begging for you to slow down, but you know he'll want even more from you.
You know damn well, you've fucked him like this to many times to count and god it was wonderous to hear those moans, like a beutiful song to your ears.
"Ah~ but Ten, you were basically asking for me when you decided to go and lie to just a simple question, why didn't you answer them truthfully?" He couldn't answer.
He was drunk off your cock, like he couldn't live without it.
Like he needed it- no you to survive.
"Answer me Uzui. Why. Did. You. Lie." Your arm snakes around his thigh to keep him steady.
He felt so good inside you, his gummy walls clenching around you, and the feeling of you hitting his prostate over and over.
You flip him over on his stomach, his elbows keeping him up but his body was still shaking barely eve being able to hold him up at all.
Leaning down to his ear you whisper to him in a raspy deep-like voice.
"Uzui. I said. Answer me." Your sentance was slightly aggressive at the end you pull Tengens hair just so he can hear you better.
"I won't ask again. Why." Your voice is even harsher than last time, crushing all the pride he has left.
Truth is; he didn't know why he lied, he didn't know if he was embaressed, wanted to make himself look good, he just didn't know.
And that was the only answer he had for you.
"I- fuck! I d-dont...know." You broke him, forcing him into submission was the only way for him to tell the truth.
But.
This isn't what you wanted. You wanted a reasonable reason on why he lied to you.
You sigh. "Ten, your being a dumb little boy again..guess I'll have to stop eh? Since you won't tell me why exactly." You pull out expecting for Tengen to beg for you back.
But he didn't seem to do anything he was silent.
You were kinda bummed out out but you shrug it off thinking he was just tired or something.
While walking off you feel someone pull you back.
"I..was..embaressed..I didn't want them to know is all..please don't leave."
A smirk drops onto your face as you pull yourself onto bed getting in your position.
"Ready for round two pretty boy?"
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hi i NEED to know more abt your mermaid au (if you dont mind u.u)
HIIIII THANK U FOR ASKINGGHGG
so basically in this au, everything is prettyyy much the same except that aren is a merman..
after his meeting with kusuo, it becomes painfully obvious that kusuo doesnt belong there but aren still thinks hes just a cool foreign mermaid.. but he keeps asking so many questions about where hes from and kusuo is already in so much shock he cant keep up the act anymore and tells him hes from the land.. (he probably couldve just told him to leave him alone, but truth be told he had a hot merman right in front of him and he literally just found out mermaids exist ??? so why would he do that)
so after learning kusuos secret (which wasnt explained in full, he really just said he has powers and aren thinks its some sort of secret human magic) he begs him to give him human legs, and kusuo has to explain that he cant use his shapeshifting ability on other people, and the only similar thing is hypnosis, which wouldnt work.. SO kuboyasu introduces him to mermaid magic !! which isnt all that powerful at all.. they just have certain minor spells, charms, and incantations that can have small effects.. so they work together and find a way to make his shapeshifting ability work on kuboyasu!! maybe its a thing similar to saikis limiters, but its like a pendant or a pair of earrings infused with a combination of magic+kusuos powers+technology
and soooooo he transfers to PK!! (with kusuos genius+mind control, its easy to cook up a fake ID+birth certificate and all) and everything else is pretty much the same, including even how kusuo attempts to ignore him at school at first+then spies on him without his knowledge.. but theyre also secretly romancing each other outside of school hours in the literal ocean..
it definitely took a while for kusuo to trust him enough to take him on land btw so they also spent a lot of time in arens home but i havent put much thought into what/where exactly that is or about his family and mermaid friends and such..
either way, even when he trusts him, aren still messes up and almost spills various secrets a lot lmao.. it shouldn't be that hard because hes been told his whole life that humans were dangerous because they couldnt handle things they didnt understand (like.. magic) but somehow he still manages to slip up many times on BOTH of their secrets (good thing their friends are DUMB)
"so aren, where do you live??" "in the sea-" gets elbowed by kusuo "sea.. outh.. district??" "huh??"
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Don’t Run
Prompts: hello hello hello i have a merlin fic idea (which you are Not obligated to write /gen) merlins been hiding his magic from arthur for ages (but arthur already knows about it, doesnt really care, and has just been waiting for merlin to tell him on his own terms). merlins magic gets revealed and merlin is Terrified. he basically begs aurthur to not burn him and instead banish him or something. arthur (who was not expecting this) decides hey maybe its a good idea to let all these emptions calm down before I talk about this with him because clearly merlin isnt okay right now. and so he leaves merlin to let him have a break. but merlin freaks (or gets kidnapped or something idk /lh) and decides 'fuck it time to run before he decides to kill me.' arthur now has to go find this magic dumbass (he's probably very worried about him) However, when he finds merlin, merlin assumes arthur is there to kill him and figures 'well if arthur wants me dead i suppose i'll have to die' or something.  arthur is naturally horrified and rushes to clear things up. again, if you dont want to write this/dont feel comfortable writing it, dont /gen (i know its detailed brain went brrrr at like midnight and thought this up lmao) have a great day!!! drink water or get bonked /lh - anon
me, as the angsty person i am, am a sucker for the 'Person A gets kidnapped or captured for a bit and when they're rescued think they're dreaming/hallucinating' trope. no pressure for you to write this ofc, feel free to ignore this /gen - anon
prompt: can you please do a Merlin gets betrayed by someone he cares about h/c fic? also can merlin be aroace and trans? - anon
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Warnings: panic attacks, betrayal, anti-magic sentiments
Pairings: merthur, can be platonic or romantic you decide
Word Count: 3725
It was supposed to be a normal hunt. It was supposed to be a normal hunt. 
It was supposed to be this: they get out of the castle so Arthur can be less of a prat, the knights have that weird banter that they always do where it’s ‘we can make fun of him but if anyone else tries, you will be eviscerated,’ and Merlin gets to enjoy being in the woods because it’s nice outside and he doesn’t actually have to do that much. They only tend to hunt small things like rabbits and birds anyway. 
It was not supposed to be most of the knights having to stay behind for various reasons, including Gwaine who somehow got swept into helping Leon with a council thing. 
It was not supposed to be just him, Arthur, and three random knights. 
It was not supposed to end like this. 
Merlin grunts, hitting the ground hard as a sword slams into his back. He gasps, struggling to find purchase on the loose dirt as the sound of shouts reach his ringing ears. He turns over, trying to get up, only to have the point of a sword leveled at his face. 
“G-Gareth?”
Gareth, the knight who had actually been decent to him—which meant he’d helped put away his equipment, helped Merlin tidy up, and actually been nice to him—snarls down at him, sword still aimed right at his throat. 
“What—what’s going on?”
“Don’t play dumb, you wretched thing,” the man growls, the point of the sword perilously close to slitting his throat, “I’ve had my eye on you since I came to Camelot.”
“Your eye on me—what? What’re you talking about?”
“As if you don’t know!”
Merlin’s breathing grows ragged as the sword forces his head back down on the ground. Gareth leans over him, spittle flying from his lips. 
“You’re poison,” hisses the same mouth that called him kind, called him compassionate, called him hopeful, “you’re a plague that deserves to be wiped out. Scum and traitors, all of you, inhuman bastards that drag the rest of us down to your level.”
It’s the shock of the words that does it, bringing tears to Merlin’s eyes as the conviction in the man’s face drives the sword down further. “G-Gareth, I—“
“Don’t.” 
He winces as the sword digs in. 
“Keep my name out of your hell mouth,” the man spits, “don’t try and curse me.”
“What,” says the most glorious and furious voice Merlin has ever heard, “is the meaning of this?”
Arthur.
Arthur storms up to them, his own sword drawn, eyes like flame as he sees Gareth with his sword at Merlin’s throat. 
“Drop it,” he warns in a voice of steel, “and I might just let you keep your life.”
“He’s a sorcerer, sire.”
Merlin’s blood runs cold. 
No. 
No. 
No, no, no, no, this can’t be happening. 
Not like this. Arthur wasn’t supposed to find out like this. No, he was—he was going to tell him, promise, he was but—but after, after everything was fine and fixed and then—then he could—
Not like this. Please, not like this. 
“A sorcerer? Merlin? You must be joking.”
“It’s no joke, sire.” Gareth snarls again. “I saw him with my own eyes. His eyes glowed, he threw a spear halfway across the arena without his hands. He has magic, I tell you.”
Merlin looks helplessly at Arthur but all he sees is a stony face. The blade turns him back after a second, back into the face of contempt and hatred and all the things that hurt far worse than any sword. 
“We must kill him,” Gareth says solemnly, “to root out the poison before it destroys us all.”
And before Merlin can say anything, before Arthur can say anything, he lifts the sword and makes to swing. 
“Merlin!”
A blast and Gareth is flying back across the clearing, smacking against the tree and falling to the ground with a clang. 
It rings in the still air. 
Merlin’s eyes widen. 
He doesn’t hear the cries of sorcerer, magic, evil over the pounding of his heart in his ears. He doesn’t see the light glint off of blades as they’re pulled from scabbards. He doesn’t feel the threat of others getting closer over the dread of what he’s just done. 
He’s killed himself. 
He used magic to hurt one of the knights of Camelot. 
He revealed himself in front of Arthur. 
What have I done?
“Sire, what do we do?” He hears the voice from a mile away. “I’ve never killed a sorcerer before.”
Never killed a sorcerer before. 
He’s asking Arthur how to kill a sorcerer. 
Arthur knows how to kill a sorcerer. 
Arthur has killed a sorcerer before. 
Arthur is going to kill me. 
Merlin shies away from them, curling up into a ball before realizing that could be seen as defiance and whimpering, throwing himself to his knees with his hands raised. 
“I’ll go,” he croaks, “I’ll—I’ll leave, you’ll never see me again, just—just let me go. Banish me instead.”
Please, just let me run. 
He can’t look at Arthur’s eyes, filled with rage and contempt like Gareth as he strikes him down. He can’t look at him like that, he can’t do it. He won’t survive that alone. It wouldn’t be the sword that kills him. 
“Please—please, I’ll go. I’ll go and you’ll never see me again,” he begs, “just—just let me go.”
“Pathetic,” another one of them says, “is that the best he can do? I’ve seen a dog beg better than that.”
Arthur still hasn’t said anything. 
“We need to kill him, sire,” Gareth says—oh, he must’ve gotten up— “who knows what he could do?”
Merlin finally looks up, if only to see how close they all are, and his eyes lock with Arthur’s. 
He can’t see any of the man he knows. 
“Return to camp,” says the stranger who wears Arthur’s face, “pack the supplies. We must make ready for a hasty retreat back to Camelot.”
“But sire—“
“Now.”
Two of the knights glance at each other and slowly begin to back away. Gareth remains for a moment longer. 
“Be wary, sire,” he says, “he’s tricky. Did his best to seduce me, he’s a wily one.”
“I can handle him. Go.”
Gareth shoots one last truly disdainful look at him before he retreats into the undergrowth, the sheen of his sword the last to vanish. 
Then it’s just the two of them. 
“Arthur,” Merlin gasps, “Arthur, please—“
“Shut up.”
The words are different. They’re not playful, not irritated, not—not Arthur. They’re cold. Impersonal. An order. They strike Merlin like rocks from a sling, making him flinch into a sharp rock that jabs right through the thin material of his trousers. His throat closes until only pained and pitiful whines can escape. 
They remain where they are for a long moment before Arthur begins to retreat as well, sword still held aloft, backing away until he’s far enough that Merlin can hardly see him. Only then does he turn. 
Merlin watches the single spot of red walk away from him until it vanishes into the forest. 
His magic tingles in the tips of his fingers and a soundless yell burns his throat as he shoves his hands against his chest, trying to make it go away, this is all your fault, you ruined everything, you always ruin everything!
He has to run. He has to run because sorcerers die in Camelot, they’re put to the sword or burned at the stake and he can’t look at Arthur while he kills him. He can’t. He just can’t. He’d sooner die of that than whatever execution they can dream up. 
With stumbling and clumsy steps that are dragged down by his traitorous magic that for some reason doesn’t want him to flee from the site of his execution, he scrambles to his feet and runs. 
If Arthur—if Arthur finds him after this, he can say he tried to run. He can run again, he’ll keep running. He’ll spend his life running if it means Arthur won’t kill him and he won’t have to see it. 
He runs harder and faster than he’s ever run before because Arthur is a warrior who’s been trained to kill since birth and he’s stronger and faster and can run for longer and if he catches Merlin—
He loses track of where he is. He just runs. 
But his magic, his damned magic, that has always loved Arthur more than it loves him, won’t let him. 
Like a tether from his navel that twists through the forest, he knows exactly where Arthur is. And exactly when he starts to give chase. 
A wretched sob tears itself from his throat and he pushes on, his magic dragging him back each step as Arthur gets closer, closer, closer, and he’s no longer just hearing his own breath and phantom footsteps as he crashes through the woods. He can hear the snapping of twigs, the rustling of leaves, and that voice. 
That damned voice. 
“Merlin!”
He can’t stop. If he stops he dies. If he stops Arthur kills him. If he stops he—he—
His magic all but throws him over a root and he yelps, turning into a frightened scream as he’s pitched down a hill and into a boulder with a crack. 
“Merlin!”
Leaves rustle as Arthur skids down the hill after him and he’s so close, he’s right there and Merlin has to run, he has to run now, but his legs are shaking and his arms won’t work and his magic keeps tugging him back toward Arthur and he just collapses into a useless, cowering mess at Arthur’s feet. 
“Merlin!”
“No—no fire,” he gasps out, “please, you—you can do it here, I won’t fight, I won’t—you can use your sword, please, no fire, I don’t want to burn—please, no fire—“
A strong hand grips his shoulder and pulls him in to—
No sword pierces his chest. No dagger finds a home in his gut. There are no hissed words, no glares, no low solemn speeches about magic as a plague. 
He can’t even see Arthur anymore. Just the hill. There are two tracks in it. One where he fell and one where Arthur skidded after him. Red fabric flutters in front of him too. Arthur’s cape. 
Why can he see Arthur’s cape?
Only when a head turns and breath starts to puff over his neck does he realize what’s happened. 
“A-Arthur?”
“Don’t you ever,” Arthur says in a rush, chest still heaving against Merlin’s where he’s pulled him flush against him, legs tangled in a heap, “scare me like that again.”
He’s…he’s in Arthur’s lap. Arthur’s holding him. Arthur’s hugging him. 
Arthur has his face buried in Merlin’s neck and he’s telling him not to scare him like that again. 
“Arthur?”
“You,” he says, and he sounds like Arthur again—a very angry Arthur, but at least it’s Arthur— “are the biggest idiot I’ve ever met.”
He pulls back and his eyes are still on fire but he’s looking at Merlin like a starving man. 
“Why did you run? You could’ve been hurt! You were hurt, you slammed into the rock like it broke your back.” He runs a hand over Merlin’s spine as if reassuring himself Merlin’s not hurt. “You idiot, I almost lost you.”
Merlin just blinks. Almost…lost him? Doesn’t Arthur want to kill him?
“Well?”
Oh. Arthur’s waiting for an answer. “Aren’t you going to kill me?”
Arthur’s face goes white, slack in horror, then contorts anew in red rage. “No, Merlin, I’m not going to bloody kill you.”
“B-but you—“
“I didn’t want the others to try, you absolute petticoat,” he says, still glaring, “because you’re a little lamb who rolls over whenever anyone is trying to fight you except me—which is rude, by the way—and you wouldn’t so much as lift a finger to defend yourself if they tried!”
…that’s why he sent them away?
Arthur rolls his eyes when he voices that thought. “Yes, Merlin. They’re under the impression that they’re to start back to Camelot without me to gather reinforcements.”
Reinforcements—the knights—no— 
“Calm down, you idiot, they’re not actually going to—oh, for the love of—Merlin.”
Merlin listens to that. He freezes in Arthur’s arms as Arthur’s hand comes up to cup the back of his head. He stares at him pointedly, gaze flicking from one eye to the other. 
“I lied,” he says slowly as if he’s talking to a child, “so they would leave.”
“You…you did?”
“Yes. Because then I could talk to you about having magic—hey,” he says firmly as Merlin tries to pull away again, “none of that. Stay with me.”
Another order. He can do those. 
“Right. I wanted to talk with you about having magic so that now we can work together to keep things like this from happening and—where are you going?”
“What do you mean now,” Merlin asks, eyes widening as he tries anew to struggle away from Arthur, “what does that mean?”
“Merlin, I’ve known you’ve had magic for a while now, and—“
“You what?”
“Come on, you’re not exactly good at hiding it all the—hey!”
Merlin had flailed, succeeding in loosening Arthur’s grip and sending them both falling over. He scrambles up, trying to claw his way free but Arthur is faster and he’s on him in an instant. 
“This isn’t working,” he hears Arthur growl to himself before arms like steel bands close around him, hauling his back against Arthur’s chest as legs lace through his and pin him well and truly. 
“N-no—“
“Shh,” comes Arthur’s voice, suddenly soft and gentle and Merlin hates the way he instantly relaxes, “easy, now. It’s alright. You’re alright.”
A truly pathetic whine leaves his mouth and Arthur hums. 
“I’m not going to kill you,” the gentle voice says again, “I’m not going to burn you and I’m not going to use my sword. You will not die.”
But he’s a sorcerer. Sorcerers die in Camelot. 
“I sent away the others to protect you. They’re not going to hurt you either. The knights—our knights—won’t let you be hurt and neither will I.” Arthur’s lips brush the shell of his ear. “You’re safe, Merlin. I’m going to protect you.”
“But,” Merlin gasps, “but I’m a sorcerer.”
“Yes,” Arthur says patiently, “you are. I’ve known that for a while. You are Merlin, you are a sorcerer, and I’m going to protect you.”
“Sorcerers die in Camelot. You—you should kill me.”
“I am not going to kill you. You are mine,” and there’s a hint of steel in his words now too, “and no one is going to touch you.”
His magic thrums in his veins and slowly, slowly his breathing slows. 
“If I let you go, will you run again?”
“N-no.”
“Alright.”
Arthur lets him go and Merlin doesn’t run. He lets Arthur turn him around and cup his neck again, the other hand on his shoulder. He doesn’t look mad anymore. 
“Is that why you ran,” he asks, still speaking softly, “did you think I was going to kill you?”
When Merlin nods, looking away in shame, he just hums again. 
“I’m not going to kill you.”
“I know that now.”
“Mhm. So when we go back—“
“Back?” Merlin’s head jerks up. “You’re not banishing me either?”
“What part of ‘I’m going to protect you’ did you not understand?”
“B-but I thought—“
“No, you didn’t,” he says in that soft voice that makes the insult almost an endearment, “you didn’t think because you didn’t realize that I could never kill you or send you away. I’d sooner leave with you.”
His magic hums as if to verify the truth in his words. “You…you would?”
Arthur frowns, but it’s not an angry frown. “You really don’t know, do you?”
“Know what?”
“How important you are.”
The forest seems to fall silent. 
Merlin’s eyes widen so much he’s afraid they’re going to fall out of his head. And Arthur’s just looking at him with his face all sincere and his voice is still soft and his hands are gentle where they hold Merlin like he’s something precious and—and—
“What?”
“All those jokes,” Arthur says, “about you and being replaceable and being the worst and a coward…I never really meant them. Never. Well, you are an awful servant, but none of the others. I don’t want you to leave.”
Slowly, like he’s coaxing a skittish animal to him, he pulls him closer. 
“I want you.”
Something in Merlin’s chest breaks and he’s sobbing into Arthur’s shoulder in the next moment, hands scrabbling uselessly at his cape, his armor, his hair, every bit of him that he can reach. Arthur weathers the storm like a castle in a gale, holding him tight enough that he won’t blow away. 
“I want you,” he whispers, sweet rain in the clouded sky, “I want you to stay, Merlin.”
————
He’s on his back. He’s got a sword at his throat. Arthur stares down at him like his glare is enough to burn him alive and he’s snarling out Merlin’s name. 
“Magic is a plague. You’re poison. You’ve betrayed me. How could you do this?”
Merlin can’t speak. His mouth trapped shut. Arthur lifts the sword. 
“You’re nothing but an inhuman beast,” come the words that hurt far more than any mortal weapon, “you, who cannot love, who are of twisted mind and body, you who do not understand what it is to be a human.”
All of the secrets he’d hoped to hide…exposed for the world to see.
“May all of Camelot curse your name,” he growls, “Merlin. Merlin, Merlin—“
“Merlin!”
Merlin gasps, jolting upright, trying to get away from the sword, just run—
“Merlin, calm down,” Arthur says, wrapping his arms around him and coaxing him to his chest, “it’s only a dream, Merlin, it’s only a dream.”
No, no, this must be the dream. Why would he be in Arthur’s chambers, at night, in bed, in bed with Arthur—this can’t be—
“Shh, shh, shh, sweetheart,” Arthur murmurs, lying back down with Merlin in his arms, “I’ve got you. It’s only me. You’re safe.”
“A-Arthur?”
“Yes, sweetheart. It’s me.” There’s a mouth on his neck. “Just me.”
He’s still panting, the run still pushing through his legs. Arthur hums, settling him into the blankets and propping himself up over him. 
“Where are you right now?”
“Forest,” Merlin chokes out, “sword. You were going to—to kill me.” He swallows. “Said all of Camelot would curse my name.”
“You’re with me,” Arthur says gently, “we’re in the castle. I’m not going to kill you. Can you see?”
He looks around. There’s the desk. There’s the window. Arthur’s white nightshirt is shining in the moonlight. 
“…yeah.” He swallows. “I’m—I’m not abusing you, am I?”
Arthur almost reels back in shock. “What? What on earth are you talking about?”
“I—‘cause I can’t—I can’t love the way that—“
“Stop right there,” Arthur orders, leaning down and cupping his face in his hands, “don’t you give a damn about that, you hear me? I care for you, I’m fond of you, you care for me, you’re fond of me, yes?”
“Y-yes.”
“Then that’s all that matters.”
Merlin swallows again. “And I’m not…wrong?”
“‘Wrong?’”
“…you don’t mind—“ he blushes— “my—my body?”
“Your bod—goodness, Merlin, this must’ve been quite the nightmare.” Arthur shakes his head. “No, Merlin, your body’s yours. You do what you like with it.”
It says something about how rattled he is that he doesn’t reach for any of the jokes he could make right now. 
“Hey,” Arthur calls, leaning down and carding his fingers through his hair, “be gentle with yourself, alright? That was a horrible thing that happened, let it heal in its own time.”
“But it’s hard.”
“I know.” Arthur leans over to kiss his cheek. “Trust me, I know.”
Merlin rolls over, wrapping his arms around Arthur as he chuckles in surprise, pulling him into a proper cuddle. 
“You just have to stay, then, until it feels better.”
“Oh, Merlin,” he hears faintly as sleep begins to tug at him once more, “you don’t need to make reasons for me to stay. I’m staying with you, sweetheart, for the rest of our lives.”
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guideaus · 8 months
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this is kind of based off my last hgsn post abt hikaru, but i think his reactive emotional attitude towards being discovered is really interesting compared to asako. the series starts and he freaks out very easily and begs yoshiki for him not to force his hand
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as i said, all of the times he's freaked out has led him to hurt others and outright murder. but instead of a shrieking woman correctly identifying him (supposedly) and telling him to stay away and leave, we get asako, who just asks him a question (where she even says he's fine to ignore it, which would allow him to play dumb)
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and then we get an entire asako pov chapter for the first time, showing she's very neutral and surprisingly optimistic
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but unfortunately, her mindset is apparently unthinkable to hikaru, in response he opts to kill her instead of having a conversation, like she hoped lol
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yoshiki catches him and is like wtf are u doing, and hikaru's like "oh haha, well... you know..." to which yoshiki is now freaked out his resurrected not-best friend apparently is fine with murdering. i think asako explains what she would have tried to say to just hikaru, had he not gone hostile, even initially asking if he's ok. she literally just wanted to talk with him, and neither boy can really focus on that atm, yoshiki freaking out over an almost murder and hikaru only concerned with his own cover. yoshiki leaves and probably plans to try and kill hikaru, but while yoshiki's left hikaru alone with asako again, he actually considers her significance to him
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yoshiki tries to kill hikaru after, and hikaru gets his character development of showing he cares about yoshiki's thoughts/feelings and physically weakens himself to show he cant kill someone even if he wanted to, and they move onto their investigation of the town, and dealing with the new guy's investigation as well, but i think the event between hikaru and asako was really interesting. hikaru and yoshiki dont see eye to eye on killing their friend, and they argue about it, but they never really come to the question of "why did you think killing her was a necessary response" instead, hikaru is very focused on what he was going to do, the concept of life and death, and not understanding why it was wrong.
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later, hikaru's actions end up lowering asako's optimism towards him, (but yoshiki's now vowed to stick to him, so he's in his corner), but she's still wanting to support yoshiki
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hikaru later, still unapologetically, maybe sheepishly at most, talks abt what he did to her, and asako is as blunt as ever towards him, but i'd really like to see their relationship develop more considering their personalities, he's very reactive and she seems to at least be hopeful and brave concerning hikaru. i really hope he can come around to being open with her. i think itd be interesting considering they feel so opposite
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hiroshotreplica · 11 months
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hmmm 1, 12, 18, 25?
i was gonna do multiple fandoms but i could only think of splatoon loll. but thanks for the ask :)
the character everyone gets wrong
neo 3's little buddy, and salmonid's in general tbh. they're sentient beings with their own (admittedly a bit problematic in execution) culture! the devs are like going back on this little so, not sure if it still counts but, little buddy isnt neo 3's dog. as funny as that interpretation can be sometimes, he's their friend, and canonically an agent, too. also, salmonids arent wild animals. tired of people assuming that. if youre offended by how the culture is presented because of its basis on a real one (i dont remember the exact one ATM, curse my bad memory, but theres a lot of posts out there going over how salmonid culture was inspired by it, for better and for worse) then i understand, but pretending that the salmonids are wild beasts is so so dumb. they canonically have a trade deal with octarians iirc. i beg people to look up salmonid lore so much but, alas.. inkfish dominate
12. the unpopular character that you actually like and why more people should like them
SHELDON!!!! this is a recent development for me but i actually really like sheldon. he has fun dialogue. he gives out good info on weapons. he's a nerd (very good!! love nerds) and honestly? he is very autism/pos. projecting my autism onto him rn.
also his inclusion in the splatoon 2 storymode is cool. getting weapon info for him is lovely. i cant lie about sheldon hate anymore
18. it's absolutely criminal that the fandom has been sleeping on...
i can say a looot for this one but ill just say.. big man. people kind of ignore his existence soo much but he has so much to his character. ive seen like no discussion on the fact that he's a loz nerd, but that has a lot of potential. id be the change i want to see on the world if i wasnt so tired loll. also people need to include him more in deep cut drawings.. he's left out a lot despite being just as close to shiver and frye as they are to each other. maybe im just not looking in the right places but he's always treated like a third wheel, but he isnt.
25. common fandom complaint that you're sick of hearing
this might be outside of tumblr fandom, BUT twitter fandom is just, quite the place. maybe this isnt fandom lmao but its the only thing i can think of really. but, the constant complaints about the weapon meta. like. what happened to just having fun? competitive is a Beast i dont even want to touch with a 10ft pole, but im tired of people just saying the exact same things over and over. makes me question if some people even have fun with this game.
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what are some of your favorite tropes sentences sayings phrases reoccurring processions of words in fics, either to read or write? Specifically like how in my opinion "fuck me until I can't X" and "nestled until they fell asleep" have such vibes?
and, are there any that you want to throw right in the trash? Like how "fuck my womb" makes my stomach feel moist (derogatory)
i haven't read much of anything fic wise in a While but some things stick with you idk. I could ctrl + f through my fics to find in depth stuff regarding writing but ill just go off the cuff
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the ones mentioned are also extremely good actually. the vibes are there
i was actually thinking the other night about how weirdly horny the word ache is? i have no idea how to articulate it. it just Is. throb also. the vibes.
"come over here and do something about it" about literally anything
usage of the phrase "getting [one's] knees dirty" in the context of like. oral. hear me out. there's something about it
pay attention/eyes on me/look at me kind of stuff. the inherent homoeroticism of redirecting the attention of the object of your affections idk
one calling the other Theirs to a third party
for a non horny one, "you really don't need to worry about me" / "I DONT CARE IF I NEED TO IM GOING TO CAUSE YOU CLEARLY DONT! BE CAREFUL!!"
for klk specifically. light/dark symbolism. sun/moon symbolism. star symbolism. drives me insane affectionate
"keep moaning my name like that" and related phrases
i never feel like i do them enough justice consistently to have posted one but like. soft aftercare is so everything
shovel talks are endearing tbh. as with anything it depends on the execution but like conceptually i like them
"I beg your pardon?" / "then beg" is it cheesy and kinda dumb. for sure. however. it's funny
trash:
that one too, mostly because. like. that aint how that works. that would Hurt. and any talk of pregnancy really. "im gonna knock you up" type shit. like... just. don't. it's not sexy, esp as someone who doesn't want kids nor the ability to have them really its just. why... i don't get what's sexy about it. and the fact that oftentimes it's never been something tagged in consideration of. like yall have fun however that kills my investment and would likely make me wish i didn't start whatever I was reading. cringe inducing at best
hot take: yanderes as a general concept. always has been severely not my thing. everyone have fun, i honestly just find it annoying. immediate filter out of any results of whatever im looking at, full stop. there's a handful in some games and such i like and i straight up ignore those characters unironically I have zero time for that in my life. i bring it up cause it tends to be shoehorned into like ANY big weeby fandom SOMEWHERE
ngl it's hard to think of specific phrases i really haven't read anything in a while. i personally dislike the word chuckle idk. i don't mind seeing it places but it feels weird in my own writing. same goes for Most Words For Pussy, The Biggest Reason Why I Haven't Written Basically Any Femslash, All The Words Just Suck And It Feels Weird.
minor grammatical pet peeve actually. slightly bothered when dialogue tags are misused. like. "dialogue," she smiled. putting an expression after a comma rather than articulating anything about how it was said at all. like either close the statement and have that be unrelated or add some kind of other descriptor to the speech. slight but noticeable to me
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everyone says im fucking annoying. maybe i am.
3/14/23
i tried being nice and being considerate. i dont want much i just wan someone to care and acknowledge me. im tired of being the stupid one, the one who has to consider ive tried so god damn hard to make it easy for you people but every thinf i do seems to annoy you i feel like every time i try to talk to you you start getting annoyed and maybe youre right and im spoiled and im a brat i wont do that anymore, i’ll try my god damn hardest to not leave a trace in this house . since being in your presence seems too much for you i try not asking for anything anymore. i’ll stop complaining i’ll keep everything to myself. you want that right? i wont be a bother anymore. iltt stop trying to care for you or beg for your praise and affection. i can look for it by myself.  why is making a suggestion about my birthday such a big deal for you i can do whatever i want on “MY” birthday why does me talking about it piss you off. fine i wont celebrate my goddamn rbirth and iwont celebrate it again. i wont care anymore about whattever. ill be out of your way. im sorry im even alive and pullking you dfown and im such a waste of space and im an obese trash elepphant ‘who cant stop eating and whos spoiled and a bitch with no manners and cant do anything right i cant do anything at all and i should never have fucking existed i keep wishing that i nevere existed. every second of every day i wish you to be happy and to just let me not exist anymore.
i cant keep wishing because nothing ever fucking happens i wish i just died when i could, every near death experience i hope it killed me and i hope i never s here. i hate being in a place where everyone and everything i do is considered wrong and im always wrong and always bad and always a bitch whos spoiled and a child. i want to die. and its  not a joke anymore. i just want someone to love me and understand that i make shit thats not good and that i dont always say the right things and that im always trying my best to be considerate. but being considerate is not enough for everyone. im already ugly and im already fat and stupid if i just died everyone would forget about me in a week and in a yer everything will be better for everyone becuase i am just a dumb rock thats a burden to them and if i go then my sister will have her oen room and all my parents love and they can finally give her the care she deserves. if i go D could finally be happy with her new friends and let go of our group to be herself. F and H will be fine . E and H and A will be too. im not a big part of their lives, C and A will have forgotten me by now. and my parents have one less problem now, they can focus on my sister, and after she moves out theyll be free from the horrible kid they have. ill be free from putting myself esteem as high as how others apreciate me. because everything i am is what evereybody else thinks of me. and im nothing no one will remember me in a year . i die now. i wish i died now i wish i just fell asleep and died. im so sorry to the people whos lives i disturbed i hope you guys will ignore all my shit and all the crap i put you through it must have been so so annoying. i wish i died back then. and i wish i die here and maybe i can gain enough courage this year. who knows i sure hope i do. i dont think i can handle life. to the new friends i made im sorry you had to put up with me . im really sorry mom and dad im sorry your second kid is a piece of shit who cant do anything and always humiliates you and annoys you .. i wish i wasnt here too and i wish i was dead so long ago. i hope truly one day i can finally go through with something and maybe thats the only thing i can get right..
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donotlookatmyface · 2 years
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09 / 13 - 9 : 46 p.m.
i got my appendix removed last month. and i think i have a thing for my friend. ive slept with her before, in the time i was with bunny and he begged for a “sexy threesome” so i got drunk one day and just did it. i dont remember very much of it since it was years ago, it was before we both moved into the apartment but anyways, it was an okay experience. shes beautiful, and is always so nice to me. but when i have memories of her, us being together i felt wanted, i felt like i was the center of attention. but that was years ago, it happened once and its tainted with the pervert of my ex. 
after the break up, i set up an online profile, this was months after the break up and i was told by my ex that i should sleep with others other than him. so i did, and i found a couple. the same day i texted them i went over and had sex. when i first got there she let me shower and let me borrow a tshirt and shorts since i had just gotten off of work. i thought that was so polite of her, we had a conversation before anything, they smoked some weed, i didnt want to smoke since it triggers my hypomania. but it was a while, i was with a girl for the second time but this time i was sober. i wasnt really interested in the guy but she was nice. she was soft and i wanted to make her feel good. she was nervous because at the time i was about 85 - 90 pounds, besides that it was just something that happened. thinking back to these two instances i just felt lost. nothing i did was worth it, it didnt make me any more happier or less lonely. 
bat is pretty, she is high maintenance but so am i. that doesnt mean that she doesnt deserve someone good, even when we had our issues when we lived together for a very short month, she would clean the house when i was away, since i work 11 hrs a day, leave early in the morning, come back at night. she would do dishes or clean the restroom, she would even do the floors. and she would seek validation. 
anyways i just texted her about just feeling nervous talking to her and thinking about her, of course she told me that shes talking to someone else so shes not seeking a relationship with me but she is interested in having a fling. i told her i understand and that im interested in the fling too, but i do feel just awkward about it since its been about a year since ive had sex. 
its weird. im scared to be taken advantage of again, im scared of being in a relationship, ive forgotten what sex feels like, i crave attention, i want to go out and party, i want to drink, i want to do impulsive things, i think about having sex all the time, i want to clean my room but instead i rot in my bed or just play games all day and night, i get no sleep, i dont wash my hair, i let the water bottles accumulate by desk, my stimming is getting worse and i feel lonely. 
i wonder if i’ll be okay in a year from now, if i’ll find someone. if i’ll still be single, if i’ll be happier. 
i think i just have appearance issues. i cant seem to embrace my gender, ive stopped taking care of my skin and everything i wear seems like a costume no matter what i wear. theres not one day i dont get reminded of my weight gain, i weigh 117 now, and i am glad about it, everyone is. but i hate that once i wear something not baggy someone says “ oh youve gained weight” which i know they mean it in a “good for you” but it feels just awkward. one of my friends also made a very common comment/joke from high school to me and i let it get to me, but i just ignored it. 
i feel alone, i feel lost.
all i do is work and stay home. i do go out with friends, but thats just sometimes. like maybe once a month, since most of them are busy with school. which my friends want me to go back to, they tell me to get a couple classes in the collage that theyre going to and i want to i just dont know what i would do or study. i was thinking maybe business or marketing. i do want to want to take animation if i could again, since i dropped out for a DUMB ASS reason. also i need to keep drawing instead of playing splatoon or valorant haha. 
i dont think im depressed, just lost and with out purpose. ive tried to get back into homestuck but goddamn, its so damn long. but thats what made me happy, so maybe i just need something else to obsess over. in a healthy, normal way. 
i also want to write songs but once i start recording i remember how much i hate my voice, i mean i do like it its just weird 
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sugawarassoulmate · 3 years
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idk if this aligns w what you want to do w ur bully!samu but i really want this man to PANIC. i want him to get scared (in his own mean way) when y/n starts doing everything to avoid him. THIS MF NEEDS TO BE HUMBLED (not that i dont like how he is now bc. 👀)
honestly, besties, i’m pretty sure this man would break.
wow….i wrote more than intended LMAO
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cw: fem!reader, bullying, name calling, silent treatment, couch sex, breaking the bully LOL, minors dni
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you have to remember, y’all have known each other since you were babies. anywhere samu went in life, you were never too far behind. of course, you were with his piece of shit brother but now you’re all his :(((
but you’re fed up with him shoving you around and spilling his drinks on you. tired of him telling—not asking— you do to things for him. annoyed with how he would glare at you for talking to anyone that wasn’t him.
sooo you decided that you’d ignore him for a bit and get some time for yourself. it started with putting him on “do not disturb”. samu has a habit of blowing up your phone when he hasn’t seen you in a while, guilt tripping you to come over to his place. once you mute him, that guilty feeling never festers in the pit of your stomach.
you also start heading to classes early, not waiting around for him to take you to campus. you take the bus and get some time to read before class instead of hearing samu grumble the entire time.
samu notices something’s wrong right away. why wouldn’t you answer his texts, are you stupid? he’ll go over to your house the next day but you’re not home (you decided to spend the night at a friend’s house instead) he tries talking to you on campus but you don’t give him the time of day
it goes on for a week and he’s fed up. you’re ignoring him again, talking to a classmate when samu grabs you by the arm and pulls you into an empty classroom. “the fuck is yer deal, idiot?” he asks in his usual gruff voice but his eyes are bearing into your soul, hands gripping your sides like you’ll leave him any second. “who else could ya possibly be with? it’s not like ya have any friends.” his words have much less venom, almost as if he said whatever means thing he could think of in the moment rather than think of something that would’ve actually hurt your feelings.
you mumble something about needing some space and that gets his attention. space??? from him????? he has another insult on the tip of his tongue but you’re leaving the room before it can come out.
space??? you fucking want space??? fine, he’ll give it to you. don’t come crawling back to him, you little bitch. two can play at this game. samu will ignore you until you’re begging for his attention.
two weeks. he lasts two more weeks.
he stops sending texts but he’s checking his phone every five minutes to see if you texted instead (you didn’t) he won’t talk to you but he’s sneaking glances during lectures hoping you’re doing the same (you’re not)
he’s literally too stupid to admit that he needs you around
“oh, this is a surprise,” you weren’t expecting to find osamu on your doorstep. osamu never knocks, he got a key to your house years ago. “for emergencies” your mother had told the twins when she handed them their own copies. they were never used for “emergencies” though. osamu always barged into your home when he knew nobody else was there. he wanted to bother you, push you around, and fuck you dumb. “what’s up?”
osamu looks bad—his hair is a mess with the roots showing and there’s bags under his eyes as if he hasn’t gotten enough sleep. he takes one glance at you before he’s kissing you, shoving his tongue down your throat as he locks the door behind him. “stop it,” he murmurs against your lips while he backs you into the couch. “just stop,”
he reached underneath your shirt, groping at your breasts. you can feel his hardening cock against your thigh, blocked only by his sweatpants. “what are you—shit—talking about?” you ask, feeling samu bite down near your collarbone, sucking at the skin. you don’t push him away, letting him manhandle you like he always does.
one of his hands slips past your shorts, eager to touch the cunt he’s missed so much. “talk to me,” he says, teasing your clit before sliding two of his fingers inside. you cry out, fingers reaching to tug on his hair as he stretches your walls out. “say my fuckin name,”
“samu!” you sob as his fingers topple you over the edge, you should be embarrassed at the squelching sounds your cunt makes as samu fucks you with his fingers but the twisted part of you missed having him on top of you. “please…”
he knows you well enough to understand what you want and usually he would tease you about it, calling you a whore for his cock but he can’t really call you out when he’s been desperate for your attention the past few weeks. samu rips your shorts off as he strips himself of his own sweats. he lets out a relieved grunt when he’s finally inside you.
it feels different than normal. samu doesn’t usually bother with waiting for you to adjust to his size before he’s thrusting into you but this time he waits until you give him the okay to keep going. “can’t fuckin disappear on me like that,” he groans, forcing you to look at him while he fucks you. his eyes never leave yours while he snaps hips into you, making you whine from sensitivity. “don’t do it again.”
you wrap your legs around him, trying to meet his thrusts but he’s so much stronger than you. “samu…”
he picks up the pace. “don’t. do. it. again.” he repeats himself, slamming into you with every word. this time away from you won’t stop him from calling you a dumb bitch in the future or hogging up all your time. but at least you know that you have some kind of power over him.
osamu really can’t function without you.
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diavolosthots · 3 years
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Hey dear! I hope that you have a good time! I want to make a request, but please delete it if you don't feel like doing it.
I saved that request in the notes and been waiting for you to open them 😊
For request
First fight with brother (any of your choice) and one of them (I mean MC or that brother) thinks that it's end of relationship (because never had anything serious), but they reconciled in the end. I want some heavy angst with happy ending. MC can be GN if that is OK.
If you don't mind you can do for Mammon, but feel free to choose another one if you don't feel like write for him. Or if that would be better to write as headcanons for all the brothers. That's up to you!
I haven't been doing requests for ages. Please don't hate me if there is something wrong! I've read the rules, and I hope I haven't missed anything.
Anyway, sorry for long ask. And thank you for your writings!
(I forgot to look if you did anything similar, and remembered it at the end of writing that ask. Sorry if you already did something like that!)
Hey babes ❤ I did end up doing HCs for all of them because I thought it would be cooler (or more like I know someone is gonna request separate fics for all of them if I dont and I'm saving myself that trouble lol) I still hope you like it ! ❤ also this got SUPER LONG so its under a cut
Warning: angst -> happy ending-ish
THE BROTHERS in a fight with MC and thinking that they’re over (yikes)
Lucifer:
Everyone always says Lucifer is quick to lose his cool but he’s honestly been nothing but patient with you. He may have hinted at several things he doesn’t condone and he definitely has that ‘look’, you know the disappointed dad look, but he has held back a lot so as to not ruin the beautiful relationship you have with him. Everyone snaps, though, and when he finally did, it was ugly. He did NOT call you names, but oh he didn’t. He went straight for your feelings and pointed out every mistake you ever made for as long as he’s known you. Ouch. In his defense, you weren’t nice either. The argument ended nasty and ‘I hate you’s!’ were definitely thrown around, but none of them were meant, right? Goodness, he doesn’t know. After you left, he threw himself on his bed, literally, and just stared at the ceiling. His anger slowly fled away and he began to feel… guilty. Not necessarily because of the argument itself, but because he delivered some low blows and he knows that. Are you over? Done with him? You haven’t texted or called or talked… you’ve been actively avoiding him and he doesn’t like that, but his pride is such an issue, goodness. He can’t straight up apologize, that dickhead, but he’s sending you flowers and standing in front of your door with a sad face that says it all. 
“Forgive me? I made reservations at your favorite’s? We can talk over a nice dinner?” 
Mammon:
Mammon is known to get mildly agitated over the silliest things, let’s be real. He’s also quick to revert to the “are you dumb?!” argument, which is never effective. But he loves you and he would do anything for you so even if you do do something that he deems ‘dumb’, he usually bites his tongue. Doesn’t mean that doesn’t get on his nerves, though, and he definitely has a short temper, although people tend to overlook that. You just managed to push his buttons today and he used the “are ya stupid?!” argument, to which you obviously defended yourself, and rightfully so. This ended in a massive screaming match and him saying “Then leave! Ain’t nobody keepin’ ya with me!” He regretted it the minute those words left his mouth and you could see his eyes grow wide in shock at his own words, but that didn’t mean you stayed. “MC!” he tried running after you immediately but you were faster and honestly, who can blame you? He fucked up, and he knows it, and he feels terrible about it. Honestly, he’s crying just at the mere thought of you taking his words seriously and he can’t… he can’t bear to lose you, you know? What’s he gonna do? You’re the light of his life, as pathetic as that may sound to some…. So he won’t let you run away. Homie will hunt you down and beg for forgiveness. 
“Please, MC! Forgive me! I’m dumb, not you!!! Don’t leave me…” Don’t leave him. He will continue crying. 
Leviathan:
His constant need to put himself down is frankly, quite annoying. To you anyway. But you put up with it and just reassure him that, at least to you, he’s the most amazing demon that ever existed. It’s just facts. But a person only has so much patience, right? You can’t always spend your days trying to lift him up when all he does is dig himself a bigger hole. Who has the emotional time for that? You sure don’t. “Oh my God, Levi! Shut up! I can’t take it anymore!” Followed by “See! You’re just like everyone else! Leaving me!” and then you slamming the door to his room shut. It’s frustrating and understandably so. It makes you feel awful that you can’t even make your own boyfriend feel good about himself and get at least a little bit of self confidence and it’s so, so, so very draining to have to constantly listen to that. At this point, it’s affecting your own mental health and you just… you just can’t…. But Levi can’t lose you because he knows you’re right. He has to work on himself if he wants to keep someone as amazing as you with him and that’s why he’s crawling back to you now. 
“Look I… I know you’re right… I’m sorry. I promise I’ll … I’ll try. For you.”
Satan:
For being the Avatar of Wrath, you always admired Satan for his ability to keep cool. He prefers the relaxed and easy going life much more than the type of life people expect him to live, and you respect that. That doesn’t mean his constant need to one up Lucifer, through whatever means necessary, didn’t bother the hell out of you, though. You tried talking to him about it once or twice in a calm manner, but you always got the same answer “Pfft.. it’s Lucifer. Who cares?” And it never sat right with you. Just today he decided to pull a prank on the eldest and you had enough, standing in front of Lucifer and letting the bucket of cursed green slime land on you instead, to everyone’s shock. “What are you doing?!” Now that you’re thoroughly green from head to toe, you were also beyond pissed. “What am I doing?! What are YOU doing?!” But Satan matched your anger tenfold, accusing you of favoring Lucifer over him and oh! “You probably got an affair with him, too!” Which was a stupid thing on his part, but it looked like it the way you defended him. Anger doesn’t even begin to describe the emotion you felt running through you and had it not been for Lucifer, you probably would’ve physically fought Satan for such a dumb accusation. Lucifer took you to get cleaned up and lifted the course, giving you your natural skin and hair color back within a few days and plenty of scrubbing, and Satan felt like shit. You’ve always been there for him and, rationally speaking, he didn’t have a reason to doubt your loyalty to him, but he just can’t help but feel insecure beside Lucifer…. He decides to come apologize anyway, a deep blush on his face and guilt in his eyes 
“I’m… sorry for accusing you. It wasn’t my right to speak out of anger and jealousy…” 
Asmodeus:
How can anyone fight with the Avatar of Lust? Seriously, the guy is super easy going and he loves pretty much everyone. Not as much as himself, but almost. You on the other hand… you didn’t. Well you didn’t NOT love him or yourself, but you were just… you. You didn’t spend 4+ hours in the bathroom trying to get ready when you knew you were only going to the kitchen down the stairs. Like?? Although you never brought it up to Asmodeus, he constantly bothered you about skincare and what foods to eat and what not to eat, etc… It’s quite annoying, honestly, and at some point you just gave him a passive aggressive “Okay, whatever. Can we move on now?” To which he didn’t take lightly. He was still nice and sweet, trying to convince you that at least one of these things will make your skin glow brighter than a unicorn’s ass but you just had enough. “Can you stop?! You’re indirectly saying I’m ugly without that shit ton of product in my face and a diet that would make me starve before it helped me! If you want a skinny VS angel that barely holds onto their skeleton, get one!” It was more hurt and frustration speaking than anything, but your outburst still shocked him and he was taken aback for a moment. And then you ignored him for a week straight and as someone who thrives off of attention, especially the kind he gets from you, he can’t handle that! So he showed up in your room in sweats and a tshirt and messy hair and no product on his skin. 
“You’re right… we’re all naturally beautiful…. Wow that… that really hurts to say MC but can you forgive me?” 
Beelzebub:
Oh the sweet, sweet angel. He’s far from innocent and you know that. We all know that. But for this story, I will give him the benefit of the doubt. His reliance on Belphegor is just really… annoying. Belphegor this, Belphegor that. “Belphie used to…” or “Belphie said….” or “one day when Belphie and I….” Like why does everything have to include his twin? It’s so annoying and so rude when your significant other is right here !!! and planning their own future with you, Beel, thanks. It makes you feel less than and like Belphegor will always come before you. It makes you feel like shit, quite frankly, and who is to blame you? “Hey MC did I tell you what Belphie---!” “No! Shut up! I don’t care! It’s always about Belphie! The day you come to me and don’t let that name drip from your tongue is the day Jesus comes back to save me and we both know that will be never! I’m tired of always being stuck with Belphegor! We are not equals!” Granted, you shouldn’t have yelled and Beel was more than confused at your outburst, but you wouldn’t talk to him anymore after that so he left you alone. He thought you may need an hour or two, maybe a day tops, but that day turned into a full week and he even lost his appetite just because he knows you’re angry with him. It’s been a week, does that mean you’re over? His heart aches just at the thought… 
“I’m sorry for bringing Belphie up… I don’t want you to feel less than, MC. You mean a lot to me and so does Belphie, but you’re not Belphie and I need to learn that…”
Belphegor:
Honestly it’s a miracle he hasn’t lost his temper at you yet. Well, he partially blames it on his own laziness because if being angry or getting upset didn’t take so much energy out of him, maybe he would’ve snapped by now lol, but he tries really hard not to because he thinks your relationship with him after everything is pretty good, considering yall kiss and snuggle and fuck on a regular basis. But anyway, that’s exactly the issue. Considering everything, you’re still holding *that* against him. It’s never direct either, which makes it worse. It’s always said in a joking manner and something like “haha look it’s just like that one time you killed me” or “Beel’s grabbing that ham like you grabbed my throat” or “I remember seeing jesus for a moment there” and it agitates him. It makes him so angry, and he finally snapped. “I know I fucked up MC! Stop holding it against me! What do you want? A medal of honor? A survivor's certificate? Maybe a pat on the back for developing some sort of Stockholm syndrome that made you come back to your abuser?!” And then he left. And you may have cried both from confusion and your own anger, he isn’t quite sure. It’s just so…. Aggravating. He can’t deal with it. He knows it was a mistake spurted by his own insecurities and survivor’s guilt which ultimately led to his hatred but please, stop holding it against him.. He can’t keep putting up with it from the person he’s grown to love. He’s the one ignoring you and he won’t budge either because he’s a stubborn ass, but maybe if you come up first… 
“I’m sorry for yelling at you… I’m just so tired for it being held against me… I love you, and you should know that, and I do feel guilty about what happened.” 
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So I’m obsessed with the idea of cow shigaraki don’t ask me why lmaoo anyways shigaraki was always an asshole to everyone ( everyone tries to take him seriously but his cute little ears makes it hard) shigaraki hasn’t gotten out of his room for days and everyone kind of got worried but forced the reader to check it since shigaraki was a littel bit decent to them ( everyone knows shigaraki has a crush on the reader but of course the reader is lowkey dumb to notice) to there surprise the reader finds shigaraki humping his pillow while sniffing the readers sweater or panties that he “ borrowed” and moaning readers name, it turns out our little cow shiggy here has his heat not to mention little drops of milk are coming out of his pink nipples, shigaraki notices the reader and just starts crying and whining and begging the reader ti help him out because he’s in so much pain and can’t get off ( the reader does have a heart and helps him out but it’s not gonna be that easy since the reader does want to tease him a bit but soon gives him what he wants) a fluff ending because why not
This lives rent free honestly loll anyways add any kinks u want sweetheart 
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BRO I JUST REALIZED WE REACHED OVER 100 FOLLOWERS I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH
PLEASE SOMEONE MAKE FAN ART FOR THIS
If you want to use interactive fics, it's easy and makes reading fics SO much better. First, you download the Google Chrome extension. You'll see it in the top right corner of your screen. Next, you enter your name in the first box. If you want to change something other than y/n, please click on the text that says “want to change something other than y/n?” here, you can change any word you want to a different word. When I talk about your quirk I will use y/q
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Warnings: Hand job, blow job, thigh fucking, normal fucking, mommy kink, this time Shiggy is making milk for y/n, pillow humping, heat, boobies lol, bad words, he has cow ears and tail because that’s fucking adorable, he cums like... a lot.
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I know what everyone is thinking, and I pinky promise that Shigaraki does not moo in this, so don't worry. I did read a fic like this and everyone turned it into like a “cursed fanfic” because the mooing weirded them out, but the only thing that really bothered me is that it was non-con (non-consensual [rape]). I will never ever ever EVER EVER EVER write non-con. Never.
Ok, I am on a fucking roll with the mommy kink, so here we go 😌
Anon your ideas make me write for literal hours cause I get so excited and I write for “20 minutes” that turns into four hours that turns into getting half of your requests done in less than a week. If anyone reading this can draw, I demand art of cow Shigaraki. This reminds me of Shigamothie (my guilty pleasure)
However, the way he looks in my head isn't drawn out, and um, I can’t draw 😃
I FOUND SOME UHIUHINIJMIOANIONSJIND
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“Y/n, it's been days. Go check on him, ” Dabi said.
“Why don't you go do it?” you asked.
“Because he’ll fucking dust me, ” he responded.
“And? He would dust me too, ” you said.
“Y/n, first of all, that's impossible because of your quirk, ” Dabi said, “and second, everyone knows Shiggy has a crush on you. Well, everyone but you,”
“He does not, ” you scoffed.
“I'll bet everyone dinner for the next three nights that he does. But you have to go up there and ask him, ” Spinner said.
“Fuck, ” you muttered, “fine! Fine, I'll go, ”
You trudged up the stairs, sighing when you got to his room.
You knocked but there was no response.
“Risking my job so those assholes can eat, ” you muttered.
To your dismay the door was unlocked and you walked in.
“Hey, this is a dumb question, but-” you cut off, “Shigaraki are-are you ok?”
He was curled up on the bed in fetal position, naked with a pillow between his legs, humping it desperately. He didn't seem to notice you yet.
‘Is that my sweater?’ you thought.
You put a hand oh his shoulder, “Shigaraki? Are you ok?” you asked again.
He shook his head, moaning, “need you y/n, ” he gasped, “need you, please. It hurts. It hurts so bad please y/n, ”
You bit your lip, scratching behind his ears as he moaned desperately.
“I can't. I-I can't get myself off, ” he sobbed, “it doesn't w-work. I need you y/n I need to be inside of you I-”
He let out a strangled yelp as white liquid shot out of both his cock and his erect pink nipples. You knew he had cow ears and a tail, but you never thought he’d actually make milk. You knelt by the bed and sucked experimentally, enjoying the taste of his warm milk.
“Mmm, ” you hummed, drinking more.
“Y-y/n don't. It feels too good when you do that I can't-” he cried, spilling another load onto the poor pillow.
You giggled, “i didn't know you went into heat. It's kinda cute, ” you said, brushing sweaty matted hair out of his face.
He hid his face in your sweater again, just for you to pull him to face you once more.
“Mommy, ” he whispered, “I need you. Please, mommy, ”
You kissed his forehead, “mommy, huh? Y’know you're really not that scary, Shiggy. The ears and tail don't help either, ”
He whined, blushing, “please mommy?”
He looked up at you with puppy dog eyes that you couldn't resist.
You sighed, “fine. But only if you answer my question, ”
He nodded, “anything, mommy. I’ll do anything, ”
You took a deep breath before asking, “do you have a crush on me? ”
“Wh-what? ” he stuttered before blowing another load with a groan.
“I asked you if you have a crush on me,” you repeated.
He couldn't hide it from you. He couldn't even hide it from himself.
“Yes, ” he groaned, “yes, I have a fucking crush on you. Please fuck me y/n, ”
“Say please again, baby. I love it when you beg,” you said, kissing him.
He froze as you pressed your lips to his. Shigaraki looked up at you with wide eyes. That was his first kiss, and he got to share it with you.
“Please, ” he whispered, “please fuck me y/n, ”
You ran your hand up and down the back of his thigh, stopping to squeeze his butt gently. You took his nipple in your mouth again, drinking more of his milk before kissing him again. This time he returned your affection. You took away the pillow, and he started whining, practically crying at the lack of stimulation. He was already a mess. There was really no need for teasing, but you couldn't help yourself. You tapped the tip of his cock with your pointer finger, watching as he moaned and tried to buck into it.
“So sensitive, ” you said, pulling your hand away, “I think we’re gonna have some fun Shiggy, ”
He nodded, “mommy, please, please touch me, ”
You couldn't deny him any longer. He was practically crying. He’d been so touch-starved for years it wasn't just about how badly he needed to cum it was about how badly he needed not only to be touched but to touch someone else. He hadn't given or received a hug since he was a kid, and even now, he couldn't if he wanted to. Until you joined.
Your first quirk was impressive, but the fact that you had a secondary quirk to cancel out his had to be fate. He decided that very day that you were his soulmate. You were the one he could do all that cheesy romance stuff he’d seen during movie nights when it was Toga’s turn. You were his from the moment he saw you.
“I’ll touch you baby boy, don't worry, ” you said, taking off your shirt.
He stared at your chest as you unclipped your bra. He reached for your boob, seemingly to play with it in his hands but instead pulled you towards his mouth. He sucked harshly, groping your other tit. You groaned as he pinched and twisted your left nipple and sucked on your right one. You weren't even on the bed yet, still knelt beside it. You pushed him away and climbed on top of him, laying him flat on his back.
“You're so rough with mommy, sweetie. You have absolutely no power in this position, no matter how much you'd like to deny it. Now I wonder, ” you said, reaching between his legs, “does this little cow moo?”
You jerked his cock harshly, causing Shigaraki to let out a loud moan.
You whispered in his ear, “It looks like the answer is yes, ”
You kissed his cute little ear, still getting him off with your hands. He came again, painting your hand with cum, but he still wasn't satisfied. You took his nipple in your mouth once again, sucking warm milk from him. He was shuddering and thrashing around on the bed once again, falling apart from the lack of stimulation to his dick.
“Mommy, need inside. Please mommy please, ” he begged.
“Be patient, Shigaraki, ” you said, caressing his cheek, “I'm taking you every way I know how, ”
You crawled down the bed, letting your left hand trail down his body, pinching and twisting his nipple again. You smeared the milk that oozed out over it. When you finally settled between his legs, you took your time admiring and practically worshipping his thighs. You kneaded the flesh in your hands, kissing, licking, and biting them, thrilled you were finally able to get your hands on them. You’d always had a thing for his thighs, not sure why.
When you finally started moving upwards he begged you shamelessly.
“Please put your mouth on my cock, mommy, ” he whined, “please, I'll be good. I’ll be a good boy for you mommy, ”
You bit and kissed his inner thighs more, traveling as high as you could while still ignoring his oozing cock. You had to dig your nails into his thighs to keep Shigaraki from closing them. You finally brushed your lips against his balls, and Shigaraki almost came right then and there. You licked long stripes up his dick, pausing to let your tongue tickle the head. He was holding back now, trying to last so he could feel your mouth for just a little longer. You sucked on the head of his cock, impressed by his willpower and even more excited to break him down.
You took him into your mouth and hollowed your cheek, not caring about the tears streaming down your face or how you gagged whenever you moved your mouth. He pulled you up until your breathing steadied.
“Dont hurt yourself, mommy, ” he said.
He pet your hair as you were still only halfway down his cock. He was so sweet to you, such a good boy. You rolled his balls in one hand, wrapping the other around what he wouldn't allow your mouth to cover, and sucked harshly on what you could. He was starting to break down, finally letting go in your mouth. He came with another strangled cry. If you were honest, his cum tasted awful thanks to his poor diet, but luckily, you knew exactly how to get rid of the taste.
“As much as I love milking your cock, baby, I think there's something else that needs milking too, ” you said.
You brought your head to his chest once again gulping down milk.
You pulled away “you need to est better sweetie. I’ll cook for you from now on, ”
He looked like he was about to object, so you captured his lips in a sweet kiss, letting him know how happy you were that he was here with you and how excited you were to take care of him. You had used your mouth and hands which only left one option, your cunt. Or so he thought.
“Kneel for me by the end of the bed, Shigaraki, ” you said.
He did as he was told, “you can call me Tomura, ” he said.
“Such a pretty name, ” you praised, “now put your cock between my thighs,”
You had lifted your legs as best you could, counting on him to support you the rest of the way.
“What?” he asked, confused.
“I want you to fuck my thighs, ” you explained, “and if you try to slip inside of me, I'm not fucking you properly until tomorrow and you can suffer for the rest of today, ”
He frowned. That was no fair, but he wasn't going to disobey you. He had promised to be a good boy. So he took off your pants and lined himself up with your thighs, moaning as he slid in between them.
“ go ahead, baby boy, make yourself feel good, Tomura” you said.
He nodded, beginning to thrust into your thighs. He had your legs draped over his shoulders and was dangerously close to your aching cunt. He was whimpering the entire time, desperate to finish so he could get inside of you. Feel how warm and wet you were. Letting you squeeze him and milk his cock, how he’d play with your tits as you moaned beneath him. That's all it took for the head of his dick to peek out from between your thighs and paint you with his cum.
“Baby, you did such a good job for mommy, ” you praised him, “fuck me, Tomura, you deserve it, ”
He reached into the drawer of his nightstand, but you stopped him.
“I'm on the pill. You don't need a condom, ” you said.
He shook his head and rifled through the drawer before pulling out a cock ring, sliding it on.
“Wanna make mommy feel good too, ” he said, nuzzling his face into the crook of your neck, “wanna last so mommy can cum with me, ”
You squeezed him tight, kissing the top of his head.
“You're so sweet, baby, ” you said.
He pulled down your panties, lining himself up, and hovering over you.
“Tell me if it hurts, ” he said.
You nodded, and he pushed in slowly, stretching you, but you didn't want him to stop. Once he was entirely inside you, he stopped. He tried to commit the feeling of you to memory. He began thrusting slowly, focusing all his energy on making you feel good. He reached down to rub your clit, causing you to moan out his name. He tried every angle to try and find the spot you liked. When your back arched and you moaned out, ‘right, there baby,’ he knew he’d found his mark. He kept thrusting, speeding up, watching you come undone. You grabbed his hair, arched your back into his chest, and didn't try to hide your desperate moans.
“Tomura, I'm close, ” you said, pressing his forehead to yours.
He nodded and kept going, whining and whimpering. You groaned, starting to reach your limit. You started grinding against him, chasing your high desperately. You came with a high-pitched whine, juices coating his cock.
“That's it, mommy, please cum on my cock. I love making you feel good, mommy I-, ” he was cut off by his orgasm, crying out to you.
He collapsed on top of you, cum oozing out of your hole.
“Will you go out on a date with me?” he whispered.
You laughed, “yes, of course I'll go out on a date with you, Tomura”
“Thank you, mommy, ” he whispered.
The door swung open.
“Y/n are you dead or-, ” Dabi grinned, “we’re eating good tonight, guys!” he called downstairs, closing the door as everyone cheered.
“Spinner made me go ask if you had a crush on me. I said no, but then he offered to get us all dinner for three nights, ” you explained, “plus you actually liked me back, which in my opinion is much better than anything he could have offered, ”
He chuckled, “I'll have to thank him. You're not getting out of this bed until dinner y/n, hope you know that, ”
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