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lovecanyon · 1 year

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Would you create a stepdad!harry trope? 😵😵

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stepdad!harry x y/n

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yourinstagram little kids talk about the strangest things ever

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user11 y/n is such a good mom 😫

user17 SINGLE Y/N SINGLE Y/N SINGLE Y/N

alexademie i love you guys so much 🤍

yourinstagram and we love you more!

user15 can she adopt me…i am begging

emmalouisecorrin the sweetest little family ever

user19 i’m glad she looks so happy, jacob never deserved her

user13 y/n is literally thriving now

zendaya cuties 🥰

user18 her children are going to grow up with the world’s most loving mother

gisele yes they do!

user14 jacob is missing out so bad 😭

glenne_azoff can’t wait to see you three soon! 💖

yourinstagram concert time 🕺

user12 the most adorable family

alessandro_michele ❤️ 🍓 ❤️

user20 jacob lost the baddest woman ever

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glenne_azoff it’s luca’s birthday tomorrow, let the whole world know!

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harry_lambert awe how cute 🥰

jefezoff luca is going to have the best birthday party ever

harrystyles Can’t wait to attend!

yourinstagram can’t wait to see you h ❤️

glenne_azoff i have my eyes on you two

pillowpersonpp me too!!!

kidharpoon you gotta love children’s birthday parties

alessandro_michele happy early birthday little darling luca 🎉

annetwist so adorable!

mitchrowland luca, my best bud

_basselin cutest little boy ever 🥰

gemmastyles harry said y/n was beautiful but not this beautiful

harrystyles Gemma.

yourinstagram i appreciate it harry!!!

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harryflorals HARRY AT Y/N L/N SON’S BIRTHDAY PARTY TODAY!

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harryfan20 his outfit 🙏

harryfan25 I SERIOUSLY LOVE HIM

harryfan29 it’s giving stepdad harry

harryfan22 we need stepdadrry…it’s a must

harryfan26 DOES THIS MEAN WHAT I THINK IT MEANS

harryfan30 omg omg omg

harryfan21 y/n went to harry’s show the other day and then he is at her son’s birthday party…what is happening

harryfan23 jacob was probably in the corner shaking

harryfan27 harry is the cutest ever 😭

harryfan31 his fit is literally dad harry

harryfan34 i thank god everyday for letting me live the same time as harry styles

harryfan36 didn’t y/n just break up with jacob?

harryfan32 they broke up last year but didn’t announce it until last week…

harryfan35 jacob: 👁 👄 👁

harryfan37 leave y/n and her kids alone…you guys are weird

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yourinstagram happy birthday to my best friend! you are truly the best company ever, every single minute i spend with you makes me a better person. i love you bubba!

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harryfan40 THIS IS SO CUTE

harryfan43 i just noticed luca looks like jacob so much… it’s insane

harrystyles Happy birthday bubba!

yourinstagram lu said thank you 🥰

harryfan46 STEPDAD HARRY I’M CRYING

harryfan48 i dropped down onto my knees after i read his comment

glenne_azoff it’s luca’s day!!!

harryfan41 he’s so adorable

pillowpersonpp HOW SWEET ❤️

harryfan44 this is the cutest thing i’ve ever seen

harry_lambert plain cuties

harryfan49 y/n constantly proves everyone that she’s a better parent than jacob

alessandro_michele luca has the best mother, he’s so blessed

harryfan42 mother of the year award goes to…y/n!

gemmastyles have the best day luca 💖

harryfan45 she parents so well

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jacobelordi Please read.

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ayaeyamamoto pre harry show!

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harryfan55 SHE IS SO GORGEOUS

harryfan50 @harrystyles don’t fumble the bag…

harrystyles Such a beautiful woman.

yourinstagram i adore you sue! ❤️

harryfan57 did he just…

harryfan52 i can’t blame harry at all, y/n is so beautiful

pillowpersonpp she took my breath away

harryfan54 MILF MILF MILF 😫

harry_lambert the most prettiest

harryfan58 you just know jacob is punching the wall right now 😭

harryfan51 he fumbled the bag so bad

annetwist so gorgeous darling 💖

harryfan56 how can you break up with this woman…

glenne_azoff that’s my beautiful best friend!

harryfan59 y/n’s beauty is unmatched

_basselin she is really stunning

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chrollohearttags · 1 year

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musician eren brings y/n on the stage singing/rapping to her to a song he made about her🤭

omg this got me swinging my feet and smiling like an idiot 😭 y’all know I could write for dayssss about these two!

eren’s concerts were always a vibe. he was practically worshipped in the underground rap scene and his performances were truly where he came to life. crowd surfing, head banging..he really was a natural star. (this is the inspo behind his stage persona btw) Although each show is different and better than the last, there’s always two constants: a wild ass mosh pit and his girl (y/n) on the sidelines, screaming his lyrics to the top of your lungs. But tonight, he has a little something different in mind.

It’s the last night of the tour and y’all are back in his hometown so of course, he has to give it his all. Everybody is losing their minds because this is undoubtedly his best show and he’s really enjoyed himself. But he has something special planned and that’s a surprise for his woman. “There’s something that I wanna do here tonight..something that I could only do in my city..” speaking over the very excited crowd. See, he had proposed to you just shortly before going on tour and he felt terrible that the engagement was pushed to the side because of him so while everyone was asleep on the bus while you all went to the next city, eren was up, working as usual. He had been composing a song; working away at his laptop and making something that was very dear to him. And luckily it was ready right on time…next thing you know, you’re being escorted on the stage and everyone immediately recognizes you, even though his fanbase wasn’t your typical audience. But they welcome you with open arms regardless because they love him so much. All of you are waiting to see what he says and with your hand in his, he starts speaking:

“For those of you that don’t know, this is (y/n) (l/n), the most talented, beautiful and amazing woman I have ever met. To the world, she’s a model, a dancer..but to me? She’s my everything and shortly before I started this tour, I asked (y/n) to be my wife and by some miracle..she said yes.”

the crowd starts laughing and he cracks another joke. “Yeah, I don’t know how I pulled her either, bro cause damn..” showing you off like the trophy you were (we’re gonna say this is your fit too bc you a fly bitch at all times, okay?) you’re so flattered and just happy to be there. He goes on to tell them how you had inspired him so much and changed his life. But glaring right in your eyes, holding your hand..he becomes somewhat emotional and more vulnerable than anyone has seen him..”So this last song, I want to dedicate to my princess..my wife and the woman I can’t wait to grow old with..(y/n), I love you so much and I wanna thank you for everything you’ve done for me..” with that, he looks back at his DJ and commands: “Aye, play that shit.”

and suddenly, you hear a familiar voice: your own! Playing across the entire stadium and it’s a phone call that the two of you had one night..talking about your dreams and future together, playing over the beginning of a beat. “I already told you, we locked in forever…I love you, ‘ren and I’m so proud..you be on your shit and working so hard. I be praying that you’re okay and safe..I just want my baby to be happy..” “I got the best thing that could ever happen to me so I’m blessed..you know you got my whole heart, right?” “I know..”

immediately, everybody gets so emotional listening to you talk and knowing that their fav has somebody who cares for him as much as they do. “This is called (y/n)’s Interlude.” You’re crying before the song can even start but it’s when he starts singing and rapping that you really lose it! This is nothing like he’s ever made before but just like all his music, it’s perfect. He’s singing for the first part of it and he’s just doting on you. Telling you how much you’ve changed his life, that you’re everything he’s prayed for and that he’s so lucky.

by the time he gets to the end, you’re an emotional wreck and even though he rarely cries, he is too and pulls you in for a hug. And it’s such a sweet, touching moment. The crowd is in shambles and they all start chanting for y’all.

“Aye, she’s a part of our family now so y’all better be good to her.”

and when the crowd says they love you, you don’t know what to do! You probably look like a crazy, sobbing mess but it doesn’t matter. He honestly couldn’t have asked for a better way to end this tour.

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cindylcuwho · 2 days

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dating tate mcrae headcanons ★

— ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ headcanons of dating tate mcrae!

— ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ wlw, mentions of making out (barely), fluff. 1190 words.

— ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ omg first tate post ! lets get more reqs for my baby omg .. femme4femme is this right? y'all I'm not caught up on slang like can we just say “maddie write something gay for us since you have experience being gay” 😭

when you first met

— you guys met in the VIP section of an olivia rodrigo concert. you and liv go way back so when she was touring in the area you of course were the first on her invite list.

— tate didn't end up noticing you until the near ending of the concert. you stood and clapped, hollering with olivias other best friend, iris, and as soon as tate heard the unknown noise she immediately snapped in the direction, eyes landing on your sparkling figure.

— tate never really thought of liking girls that much, but after the concert when you all went out for something to eat, she ended up on the opposite side of you- stealing long looks your way and taking a mental note of what you laughed at, and how you'd occasionally look at the window.. like you were avoiding her gaze.

— that initially made her a little butthurt. she’d fully understand if you were just uninterested, but to not even bother a look that lasted long enough to memorize her face kinda hurt.

— after a week of you remaining in the back of her mind, she went to olivia and asked for help with you. so liv, being the great matchmaking friend she is, had you driven out to the next tour show and this time, tate was gonna make sure you saw her.

— she did almost everything to make you notice her .. besides walking up to you directly.

— you weren’t dumb .. and already knew what she was doing because olivia could NOT stop blabbing about how cute you would look together which was suspicious.

— the effort was more than cute, but it wasn’t enough for you. so when she was loudly laughing at an unfunny joke, you decided to make the first move, sitting yourself next to her and chuckling along.

— tates mind was set into panic mode. she wasnt ready for that like at all, but still played it off cool. you two even made small talk, which mainly included her giggling at the end of every sentence like a drunken school girl.

— once the concert had ended again, you had to go back home and tate was butthurt again. she was beating herself up for not stepping up and asking for your number or anything.

— but thank god your uber was gonna be late. whilst olivias team and other friends were helping to pack the tour bus, tate used the ‘i don’t want her to be alone’ excuse and waited with you.

— after twenty long, cold minutes the driver had pulled up, tate gave you a goodbye hug and began to walk off before you called her over again.

— tate was red for what seemed like weeks after that, forever in shock that you were the one to ask for her number, not the other way around.

the first date

— you both ended up going to the same store looking for a bouquet to give one another. you just laughed it off, checking out together before parting way to keep the dramatic effect of a first day.

— after pretending to be shocked over the bouquets once she finally showed up at your door, you made your way to her car and drove to the restaurant - giggling when her song came up on the radio, but you couldn’t be surprised.. she was a pop princess now.

— the night was better than you could’ve expected. there was not any awkward moments, tate made sure to keep you busy with laughing and talking whilst you waited for the food.

— once you both paid, splitting the bill of course because both you wanted to, tate asked if you wanted to just walk around a park for a little.

— not wanting the night to end, you of course said yes.

— you two swung on the swings for probably hours, and even played a little game of tag before she drove you back home.

— after that first date came another one, and then more, and then there you are with tate, who was nervously sitting next to you, thighs shaking anxiously while she watched you tryna and not spill the in-and-out fries.

— she kept stuttering the whole time, taking you back to the first time you talked. when she managed to get enough words out for you to guess what she was going to say, you decided to take over from there.

— "are you.. asking me to be your girlfriend." she just nodded her head, breathing harder as you gave no reaction. when you didn't say anything passed the accusation she got more tense, worried that you thought she was weird.

— but when you threw a fry at her, which stuck to her hair, with a huge smile on your face she was calm again.

— you left her car that day with a half-eaten burger, and a girlfriend.

dating her is like

— tate is a cautious person, but shes also over friendly like any good people pleaser. so when you're at some party together you make sure people know you came there together as girlfriends, not just girls that are friends.

— you know she means well with everything she does, tate is nothing but a sweetheart but if anybody even dared to think of doing something to you shes not afraid to rip out a girls extensions.

— and then staying up with her to help with late nights from jet lag. she obviously travels a lot, so whenever you're lucky enough to help coax her into a sleep at an appropriate time its like an award winning feelings.

— you know her job is easily stressful and overwhelming, so being a praise bot is part of taking care of her.

— tate also loves how you take care of her when she’s stressed too, like so much to where she’s wanted to fake being stressed just for you to baby her.

— brushing her hair, helping take her makeup off, sometimes running a bath, setting clothes out, cooking, you’re not even married yet and you’re the best wife.

— youre always at the studio with her. if you're not then shes speeding home to play you a demo of a song her and her producers cooked up.

— attending almost every performance is practically mandatory. tate has said multiple times its okay if you cant make it, but you know it means a lot to her to know someone she actually knows and loves is in the crowd cheering for her.

— and of course, she eats up every performance we aren’t surprised, once shes off stage you're rushing to be the first person to greet her.

— theres been multiple times where you've gone missing and found in the nearest empty room, lost on each others lips, trying to savor it before the moment is ruined.

— tate has never released a bad song, but her best ones are the unreleased ones about you, that she wrote for only your ears.

— she’s so giddy singing songs about you, to you. mouthing little things like, ‘i love you’, and ‘stop it!’, when she looks up from her keyboard to you staring at her like she’s holding the moon and the stars.

— ꒰ ☀️ 𝗍𝖺𝗀𝗅𝗂𝗌𝗍 ꒱ @chrissv4mp , @freshloveee , @mattscoquette , @itzdarling , @freshloveforthefit , @junnniiieee07 .

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woodswallow · 9 months

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Rammstein in Berlin, 16.07.2023

My second Berlin-concert this year - and my very last one of the tour!! I have to say, I was a bit sad on one hand that I won't see them again this year, but on the other hand it was also a relief. Attending Rammstein concerts is always quite stressfull, thrilling and exhausting for me. Of course I could come into the stadium totally relaxed about an hour before the show starts - but that's not how my brain works, not with this band and especially not if I have tickets for Feuerzone, which could also mean "first row" - you just have to work hard for it ^^

I thought, I would be at the stadium a bit later than the day before, because saturday was very exhausting...but again, my brain... Woke up early, couldn't go back to sleep, so why lying around longer... I was at the stadium at about 9 am, just 30 min later than saturday XD The waiting wasn't as pleasant as yesterday. The security decided to narrow down the amount of gates where they let people in, so it got very crowded already at 10:30 am -.- Getting into the stadium was easier and worked better though, I was with the first 50 people entering - which is absolutely crazy! A split second before the running began I thought "OMG, it is possible! 1st row is possible!!"

I ran like crazy the last 50-80m and DAMN, I MADE IT! Fucking first row, in their hometown Berlin, on my last concert - and right in front of Paul!!! This was such a gift for me, a huge reward and I couldn't believe it - I was so happy!! I also let the security take a picture of me with my phone, but I'm not comfortable with showing my face online, so - enjoy the view I had :D

Time in the stadium went by incredibly fast, I had a lovely lady named Kim next to me, time flew by with her. I enjoyed the fantastic atmosphere in this beautiful stadium one last time, heart balloons and laolas, it was soooo cool!

The show was so good, all technical aspects worked well this time. I decided to not take many pictures (just of my favourite situation during Mein Herz brennt :D) and just enjoy the show to the fullest. I rocked so much, headbanged, jumped, screamed and totally destroyed my voice - worth it :D It was so cute to see Schneider, Paul and Richard running around Flakes Keyboards during Mein Teil - how Schneider hurried to join them! :D It's just so heartwarming to see them having fun on stage <3 The fire during Sonne was even hotter in the first row and the last blast of fire was definitely too hot, ouch :D I got sprayed with water from Till's bottle (refreshing on one hand, eeww on the other :D) and another time he threw the bottle in my direction and it landed 1 m in front of Kim and me on the floor. Kim and me were just staring at it (both obviously no Till fans - my reaction would have been completely different if that was a drumstick XD). A security picked it up and threw it in the crowd behind us - good :D

Sadly I didn't see that Paulchard-Kiss on the Engel stage with my own eyes, just later on tumblr - but that was incredibly sweet <3 Again I could touch and help carry the boats, even got a glimpse of Schneider and Till during leaving the boat! Paul caught a heart balloon and pressed it to his chest until it popped :) In the end, he also made sure a fan got a pair of Schneiders drumsticks - he's such a lovely human being!

The show ended with a big bang, as always - and I felt pure happyness! Again, no stickers for the first row - I was SOOO lucky to get one during my 1st time 1st row in Bern!! :)

So yeah, that was the tour for me - startet out quite mellow and emotional in Munich (1x), was absolutely wonderful in Bern (2x) and got an absolutely perfect finish in Berlin (2x)! I always managed to get 1st or 2nd row, which is mindblowing for me - but it was earned the hard way :)

I also caught THE bug during my time in Berlin (or maybe on the train home, that's also the reason this review is so late), luckily it broke out when I was back home. BUT: Absolutely no regrets, would do it again!

Thank you Rammstein and also a BIG thanks to al the amazing fans I met - the solidarity and helpfulness among the hardcore fans was incredible! Sharing sunscreen/blankets/umbrellas, giving out ice cream and food, sharing information...that was truly overwhelming. Best fans ever <3 Thank you!!

#rammstein #berlin #concert #personal #16.07.2023 #concert review

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nowdoyoungknows · 2 years

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Baby Bunbun's Late night talk with Papa Bunny

Pairing/s: idol!doyoung x fem!reader

Genre/warning/s: fluff, slight angst, temporary long distance relationship, dad!doyoung, secret dad doyoung (public doesn't know he is already a father lol), slight mention of pregnancy, mentions of alcohol and food, cringe alert

Summary: Doyoung is on tour with NCT 127, specifically in Japan. Despite hectic schedule, he promised to have a video chat with you and your precious toddler.

Note: This was inspired by Doyoung's baby picture that he posted on Children's day. He looks so adorable and his smile is so cute. I want to pinch his cheeks. Omg Also wrote this because of nct's ongoing neo city: the link. I hope you enjoy this. I apologize for the grammatical error. The last time I write a fanfic was back in 2017 lol. Lastly, DON'T TAKE THIS PLOT TOO SERIOUSLY. THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION. Unedited.

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After a tiring but amazing and full of excitement day, the first day of NCT 127's concert has finished. It went by smoothly and perfectly. The fans were delighted with the outstanding and powerful performances of each members. Doyoung himself was fully satisfied of what he had showcased in front of the audience. He is an amazing singer, no doubt to that but he did even better than the previous concert. Everyone was moved to tears in his solo song.

9 pm when the members called it a day and decided to retreat to their respective hotel rooms to take a rest. After concert, they went to a sushi house near their hotel in tokyo to eat their tiredness away and celebrate by drinking maybe a little alcohol.

Doyoung isn't drunk at all thanks to his high alchohol tolerance. He is able to shower, do his skincare routine and the most important thing, to call his precious love back home in Korea. Pressing the call in your name, he waited shortly before you answered it immediately. 'She really waited for me.' He thought with a stupid smile printed on his face.

Tiredness is evident in Doyoung's face but faded as he sees your beautiful face when your videocall starts.

"Hello Hon~!" You greet him in joyful way.

Doyoung's heart skipped a beat seeing your face. That's how in love he is to you. Like him, you are also bed ready as he noticed that you are wearing your sleep pajamas and you are laying on your shared bed at home. He didn't notice how long he was admiring your face when you spoke again.

"Is there something wrong? You're spacing out? Are you tired? You can end the call if—"

Hearing how worried you are, he immediately cut you off by assuring you with a smile. "No hon, I'm perfectly fine. Just admiring you. Missed you so much. Only been in Japan for 2 weeks but I already miss you." He admitted. "Besides I promised that I will call you when I came back from the concert."

Your cheeks warmed up, cheeks flushed at Doyoung's sudden confession. You missed him too, so much. You changed your position and laid sideways from your previous where you were lying at your back. "How's the concert?" You asked him.

Doyoung told you everything from the rehearsal to what they eat after. He told you they drank some beer after which you warned him not to drink too much but eat healthy food and drink milk which earned a chuckle from him because of how adorable you look like when nagging him. NCT's resident nagger was being nagged by his girlfriend.

Both your eyes looked tired and dreamy but your desire to keep up with each other is enough motivation to wake yourselves up. You two are in the middle of talking about random stuff and other things when you stopped listening to your boyfriend for a while to look out for something — someone to be specific, whispering 'be careful' as you slightly raised your body just in case something bad happened. You sighed in relief when nothing happened and no one's hurt. You smiled warmly and tapped the empty space in front of you.

Doyoung's heart pounded loudly as the mattress rises, shuffling noise of the blanket and a familiar giggle was heard. "Hi appa~" The boy, his son, greeted him cheerfully and full of energy then flashed his gummy smile, duplicated from his signature gummy smile but lesser teeth as the boy only has few of them.

"Hi babyyyy!" Doyoung felt re-energized. Seeing his son's adorable face and cute gestures made him want to pack his things and fly to korea at the same moment. He felt sorry for not being there for him because of work which you fully understand and support.

"He climbed to our bed on his own." You reported your son's new achievement. The bed is not that high to climb for a toddler but it is a big deal for a child who is in the stage of learning. Doyoung is proud of course but at the same time, wished he was there to witness it himself, personally.

"Wow, our little prince is so strong. Good job." He complimented him with a proud grin. Your son didn't understand what his father is telling him but he knows it made him happy so the baby gave him a bigger smile. "But baby, you should be sleeping at this hour." Doyoung turned to his protective father mode. It's 10:30 in the evening yet his son is still awake.

"Well... you promised earlier this morning that you will call us after work. I swear I already told him all the excuses why he should sleep already and not wait for you but you know... he is quite stubborn when he wants to do something." You explained. "He misses you so much."

Your words earned a pang in his heart. He dearly feels bad for you especially his son. He wants to be there for him, if only he is allowed to bring him to his work. Sensing that Doyoung is down for not being present physically, you tried to cheer him up. "Hey. Don't worry, hon. We understand. We support you. Don't ever think about giving up your career because of us."

This is not the first time Doyoung brought up that issue of giving up his idol career just to be full-time with your little family and of course marry you. However, you refused several times. You know how much he loves his craft even before he met you and you can't afford to see him give that up just for you. You don't hold it against that and supported everything he does, watching his performances, musical and drama, even teasing him with his kissing scenes. Someday, you will figure things out.

"Always remember, we are always here for you. Do not worry." You assured him sincerely.

Doyoung got emotional. "What did I do to deserve the two of you. I love you so much." Doyoung replied.

"Well, you deserve all the love because you are an amazing man." You smiled at him. Doyoung really looked shy and cute whenever you compliment him and kind of boost his pride. You want to pepper him with kisses.

You gave the father-son moment for a minute. Listening to your son tell random stories to his father to the best he can. It's unclear and honestly doesn't make sense at all in an adult's perspective but your child is enthusiastic and talkative, he is learning as you noticed he adapted some new words. Doyoung replies to his stories as if he fully understands it, trying to have a conversation with his son while you just laugh and scream internally because your boyfriend and son is the duo everyone should see because of how entertaining they look. They actually deserve to appear in a show but their situation is different.

The conversation between your boys ended and Doyoung decided that the precious child should sleep now so he sang him a lullaby, a children's song but the baby shook his head. Doyoung frowned. "Why baby? You don't want appa to sing to you anymore?" He asked.

Your son look at you hoping you will explain it better to his father as he doesn't know how and you get his message. You chuckled a bit and spoke. "Hon. He doesn't want nursery rhymes." You explained as he listens. "He watched you sing your solo song in the concert from a fancam and he likes it so much. I use that to put him to sleep." It earned an inaudible "ohh" from Doyoung.

Doyoung was touched how his song not only touches the fans' heart, not only you but his beloved son as well. He doesn't understand any single words from the lyrics but maybe he felt the emotion plus it was sung by his father, the soothing voice your son loves the most. For his son, exclusively for him, he sang his piece "The Reason Why It's Favorite."

Singing it to him while in his hotel room, lying down made him realize how his son was robbed of the moment of seeing it being performed while his father is on stage. The boy is still too young to attend the concert and lastly, the public doesn't know he already had a child of his own. Surely, the fans know that he is in a relationship to a non-celebrity, they are fully aware of his relationship with you but they have no idea that he got his girlfriend pregnant. The reactions are divided the moment the dating news sparked. Seeing you being harassed by some of the so-called fans already made him guilty, how much more if they knew about his child. Doyoung can't afford to see the child being hated. His son is the most precious child in the world and he doesn't deserve the hate that he might receive from the heartless people who refuse to understand other people's feelings. That is why he come to a decision to conceal his son's existence.

I love you, I love you

Maybe you won't be sad anymore

I love you, I lovе you

Always be my favorite

As he finished his son, that's the time he heard his son softly snoring, eyes shut, sleeping peacefully, drifting to his dreamland. The little prince looks so innocent and quiet as if he is not the most talkative kid in the world.

"He is sleeping already, maybe you should be too." You said in your most quiet yet audible tone. Doyoung nodded. "Good night Hon. Kiss our prince for me." He asked which you complied by planting two loving kiss in your son's chubby cheeks but careful enough not to interrupt his deep sleep.

"I love you y/n." He confessed like it was the first time he tells you that.

"I love you too, Doyoung." You replied before Doyoung ended the call.

#doyoung x reader #writing #doyoung #nct fanfic #nct x reader #doyoung fluff #doyoung nct #doyoung imagines #doyoung fanfic #doyoung angst #nct 127 #doyoung scenarios #doyoung x y/n #doyoung x you #nct doyoung #nct 127 doyoung #doyoung drabbles

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which ahl team would you most like to relocate to california? 2. what is your favorite live music experience you've ever had? 3. what is your go-to style of shoe?

these are so juicy omg thank you.

oh god. here's the thing, california has too many ahl teams and they're all better than my team so i want them all to get lost in the san joaquin valley forever. HOWEVER i think it is a true shame the wranglers moved up to calgary and i want them back here!! reasons: 1) the stockton heat were san jose's main rivalry. now we have the tucson roadrunners. i am tired of losing to the roadrunners after a third of my team goes down in consecutive 10 minute majors. at least with the stockton heat it was like, even if we lose, we're still morally superior, bc we are not in stockton. like how am i supposed to feel superior to tucson. tucson fucken rules. MORE IMPORTANTLY 2) it really makes me mad when minor league hockey teams fuck off to canada bc i feel like it does SO much for the game in america to have cheap local hockey where the players are accessible and often very enmeshed with the fanbase and the city! canada already has so many hockey teams! mind your business canada!!! one time i was talking to a guy at a cuda game and he was telling me like, yeah, my daughter's favorite player was [some random 3rd liner that predates me] and she was devastated when he got traded to the heat and cried, so i took her up to stockton to see him and he was so happy to see her. (she was 8 years old when i was talking to the man, so i think she was pretty significantly younger.) like...i'm sorry but that's so nice, man. you don't get that kind of fan connection with major league teams. california having an assload of minor league hockey teams presents a real opportunity for growing the game in this state! and the thing about having so many ahl teams in california is you can go on little roadtrips if you so wish! if your 6 year old daughter's favorite 4th liner gets traded, you can take a day trip up to stockton and see him and make her day AND make his day! god. no more hockey teams for canada!! you guys need to get into baseball!!!

oh man...this sucks so much bc it involves ryan adams. but one of my favorite concert experiences was going alone to a ryan adams & the cardinals concert in san francisco. they played so many of my favorite songs, the crowd was so friendly and welcoming to me (demographics of a cards concert at the time: 35-65yo white male. me at the time: 21yo mixed race girl), the band laughed at me for singing and dancing along to "easy plateau", and the concert was something like...god maybe 3-4 hours long and i just really sank into the music and the experience. my sister and i were living with our dad at the time and he was never home, and i got a call from her around 12am like, did you die. and i had to call her back after the concert at 1am like no, sorry, this band just has a deep back catalog. anyway it sucks to have lost the shine of that wonderful concert experience bc ryan adams is such a piece of shit, but it does stand out as a particularly special concert experience. it was one of the last shows i went to where i just truly felt like every part of it was for me.

i recently discovered vans slip-ons. why was i wasting so much time with converse when i could be wear vans. my favorite vans slip-ons have flowers on them but i also have a pair of blue and a pair of green. i have recently become a monster who doesn't always wear socks, so it's a true dirtbag california look. beryl gave me a pair of their docs and a pair of their red wings boots so i look like a real badass in the winter, but honestly for 7 months of the year at this point i'm just rocking vans.

thank you for asking my friend!!

#every day i get closer and closer to starting that california hockey podcast that is just celebrating california ahl hockey #the only thing stopping me at this point is that i simply do not think the world needs more men talking about hockey on podcasts #even if my male hockey podcast would be better than all the other's men's hockey podcasts #bc it would a) have a hard 15 min limit and b) be JOYFUL and full of LOVE and RESPECTING OTHER PEOPLE'S JOURNEYS #but again: i do not wish to add my voice to the hockey podcasting scene. the last thing we need is more MEN. TALKING.#cage replies #hopetorun #shout out to men i love y'all but we need to stop starting podcasts :/

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End of Year Joy List

@swearphil tagged me to make a list of some of the joyful moments I’ve had this year!! Which is adorable so here are some of mine 🩷 watch almost all of them be concerts

Taylor Swift concert!! This was my first time ever going to a concert by myself, and my second time seeing Taylor (speak now tour was the first) and it was one of the greatest nights of my life omg

Saw Maisie Peters in concert and went to her acoustic record store set & signing before the show and words will never explain how incredible that day was

Barbie coming out on my birthday & the joy of watching it with my family and a theatre of people all in pink

Saw Eleri Ward in concert on her tour for her second indie folk Sondheim cover album and cried so much over her ‘Send in The Clowns’ and ‘I Remember’ and ‘Sunday’ and sometimes six months later I’ll still cry about it out of the blue it was just that moving

Took baby steps into starting to paint again

Went to see Amanda Shires in concert with my Dad. Too special for words honestly.

Finally finally FINALLY got to see Stephanie J Block perform live on stage with my own two eyeballs seeing Into The Woods on tour, I Will never be the same !!

I taught myself embroidery!!! In the span of like a week!! And I’m pretty fucking great at it!! And I keep getting better!! It’s so relaxing it’s so fun I adore it

I started writing & posting fanfic again !!! Yes I only finished writing 2 over the span of the year but that’s more than I have done in the last five so!!

Took the lead on decorating the house for Christmas. This is not only a spot of joy but also a moment of Pride because taking the lead on Christmas decor in my family is in fact a full time job, it’s an accomplishment, it is a superhero mission.

Every moment with my family and friends, but the monopoly game I played with my family on the 29th of December kind of takes the cake for brightest spot of joy of 2023. You just had to be there.

Tagging : @jemmaasimmons @couragedontdesertme @frozenprocedural @broadwayfreak5357 @waywardted but only if y’all feel like it absolutely no pressure 🫶

#misc

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slytherinshua · 2 months

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Hahahahaha not as well i cOULD be holding up

(i still have 11 fics, one smau, and 30 drafts to finish)

hahahahaha fml </3

but wbu zanna! whats got your interest these days???

for me rn im really pissed at all the antis like find smthg better to do ffs

i also hate physics so-

🌱

damn that's a lot sprout skdjsd 😭 i don't even want to know how many wips i have in my like 3 draft docs (the last time i counted it was like 130+ or smth ew)

what's got my interest hmmm 👹 onf 😔 THATS SUCH A BORING ANSWER BUT SRSLY ITS TRUE IVE JUST BEEN SO HYPERFOCUSED ON THEM SINCE THE CONCERT

but low-key i have beef cause they were doing so much more for the toronto concert than the vancouver one which is the one i went to and its just like nawt fair 🧍‍♀️ but its okay its fine

omg ew antis are just annoying like you have every right to just not like a group but why are you going out of your way to disrupt the actual fans like let people live and like what they like 😭 its always the toxic ass stans i swear

real same 😍

#zanna answers the inbox!!#🌱 anon ⌦ .｡.:*♡

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romanticnoir · 5 months

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Call it Love - Kdrama Discourse

No one asked but here is everything I have to say~ spoilers ahead **

I’ll start with I loved this drama. This drama is in the romance genre they should say instead drama because it’s really more that. But we get the main leads two ppl who are hurt for different reasons. And find love and comfort in each other.

Male lead had a neglectful mother who for some reason kept switching partners as easy as changing your clothes . As much as I wanted to hate her if I’m honest I just really couldn’t I’m sorry I enjoyed her character and her bf like she was so overly dramatic and legit thought she was the shit like it was both hilarious and infuriating to watch,,, this lady was an awful mother and human being. If anything if I had been the directors I would’ve given her way less screen time those last two episodes I don’t want to feel bad for her. She deserved so much Dongjin telling her that he was thankful he didn’t take after her and how unhappy she made his entire being. She deserves everything that’s coming. if there is a pet peeve of mines is the light punishment for ppl who commit actual crimes in drama’s because why do they always get away with it she committed FRAUD AND hid the will like common now… she should be in jail.

Our male lead not only has a shitty mother but his long time girlfriend CHEATS ON HIM not only did girly cheat on him but brakes up with him in his favorite spot in the world his camping place like he knew she cheated on him but he still decided to ignore it I just ugh I cried tbh I also repeated that scenes so many times when he told her not to brake up with him there because then he will never be able to come back and enjoy prob his only fucking hobby and she went and ruined it like a heartless pos it hurt so good I’m sorry dongjin but this type of angst just does things with my heart I love it.

Dongjin GREENEST OF THE GREENEST FLAG A MALE LEAD CAN BE! All ml should learn from him. His soft spoken and even after everything his gone through he is still the kindest person (and yes it may be his trauma response from his mother) but it doesn’t take away from him just being such a good person. The only time I saw him angry was that one time he told woojoo off. Even so he wasn’t a fucking ass like we see often with other mls. Even when finding out the truth and saying that he understands why she did why she did. And the fact that he does not hate her omg. that is ladies and gents PEAK MALE LEAD CHARACTER. He didn’t hate her because as he said “the love that she gave him was so much more than the pain she caused” I think he was definitely my fave character.

Woojoo : the actress just conveys the angst her character was feeling so well like you can see it every time although she wanted to spend time with him even though she was happy to be with him she always felt that guilt and that sadness of betraying her family and dongjin but also wanting him to be happy because she knows he isn’t a bad person.

And if there’s anything that I disliked from the drama is that they didn’t give us any moments of them actually being happy together after the reunion I think the writers could’ve done better for the last episode they gave us unnecessary details about side characters. Like yes I’m glad the sister had nice friends but do I really care she’s getting married absolutely not[the friend getting married info ]… we could have gotten the proposal with Jun saying everything he told her about loving seeing her in his home. Instead of that luncheon we could’ve gotten more jigu doing street concerts or him following his dreams I think I would’ve appreciated that more since I feel like his character was the only one that always kind off got swept off. They would give us a story line and then forget he exists and have him do random appearances. Besides all that… how could they leave the reunion for the last two minutes that’s actual criminal.

Everything besides the last two episodes (yes two because I feel like they gave us wayyy too much of the mother ep 15 much more than we should have cared about. And then the last cuz we didn’t even get to see anything beyond the reunion. I feel cheated out of an actual happy ending.

Fave scenes: I honestly wouldn’t even had minded if it had ended here in that walk they had.

“I was so scared that’d I’d be hated if I revealed who I was but I was grateful you didn’t hate me “

I couldn’t hate you because the love you gave me was so much bigger , than the pain you gave me “

“[support, consolation, love] you gave me everything”

Anyway~ needless to say I loved this drama it was great all the actors did a fantastic job I really want to watch more stuff with their faces

Is it obvious dongjin is my fave character ? Lol this isn’t all I have to say. But I will probably make another post about the side couple.

Bestie I just saw your message so here I am tagging you @soytujoy thank you so much for recommending me this drama you were so right about everything! It is great ♥️

UPDATE: no wait there was another time where dongjin was angry and it was when woojoo got hurt by that guy. YALL HE WAS ACTUALLY SO COOL THERE IM NOT SORRY.

#text.#kdrama #call it love #spoilers #korean drama #kdrama discourse

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neopuppy · 9 months

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this april i was thinking how this time last year we were all so excited for jeno month and you were so excited to share the stories with us, people "fighting" over which fic for you to release first in the poll and in your ask box (the way you could tell how certain votes were from the same people hfjsjs) and how drastic the writing experience for you had changed this year...i hope you're in a better place now. i missed interacting with you neopuppy 🤍

omg I thought about that too :( bc this April I was at the concerts singing Jeno Happy Birthday with all the czennies like whatttt chejcjdj and I was like damn HOWWWW did I write 4 fics that fast last year?!?! like, what the hell was I on😅 bc the serotonin was definitely non-existent last yr, wow that was crazy. from 4 fics to staring at my google docs like 😐 now😕

I don’t read my fics, but ISTJ era Jeno….is making me feel ways, and things, and ways and things, so I opened tumblr yesterday and went to my masterlist like hmmmm and opened up Teddy Bear bc…,,,,…,,,,bc. bc…..bc…

and wow ykw I could have written that better lmao, BUT oh my god…😅🥵😳🫣🤯🫨🤭 I love him cnejcjjdjdkdks still doing my best to finish up the second part but shit happens. I feel like….I am more comfortable with my writing style now than I ever used to be, and yet that makes it harder to actually want to write🫤

anyway, I am definitely better right now, im human and have my ups/downs ofc but I’m definitely up right now🤗 thank you friend, I have missed the fun times here very much💚

#asks

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queen-rainy-love · 1 year

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New Year Concert part 1

Time to start a new arc! I hope you guys enjoy this.

*The scene is set at the New Year's Eve concert venue. It's twenty minutes before the event starts and Parfait and Pastry were walking toward Parfait's dressing room.*

Parfait: I cannot wait! This will be the biggest concert of the year!

Pastry: It is the last one of the year. There's not much to come after.

Parfait: And all the musicians here!

Pastry: It will be interesting. And thank you for inviting me. I did not believe you would do that. I thought you would have brought your sister or your boyfriend.

Parfait: Of course! I want my best friend to enjoy her first-ever concert! And what better way than a backstage pass! Besides, Licorice went on a mission, and Black Garlic...is banned from coming backstage.

Pastry: Best...friend?

Parfait: Oh yeah! As in I trust you a lot and I cherish you so much! Not to say I don't trust the girls in our squad but I feel like we can easily talk about anything!

*Pastry shyly smiled as the duo kept walking toward the dressing room. Despite the backstage crew running around, it was quite calming. At least it was...until the girls finally got to Parfait's dressing room. The pop star gasped in excitement.*

Pastry: What is it?

Parfait: It's them! *points at the black door next to Parfait's pink door* It's B.A.D. 4! We have to go say hi!

Pastry: Maybe we shouldn't. We might distract them from focusing on their part.

Parfait: But-!

Pastry: We must leave them be. And you still have to get ready. Unless you wish to perform in sweatpants.

Parfait: *looks down at herself to see her very casual wear* OMG! You're right!! And I don't have a lot of time! Let's go go go!!!

*Parfait then pushes Pastry into the dressing room and closes the door behind them. Meanwhile, on the other side of B.A.D. 4's door, Red Velvet and Licorice-oh, I'm sorry.-Hell Hound and ZZ Skull was leaning on it, freaking out. MUSHY P. and T.N.T. watched all this go down.*

ZZ Skull: That was too close!

Hell Hound: Tell me something I don't know!!!

T.N.T.: What's so wrong about other Cookies seeing you?

Hell Hound: I'm a high-ranking soldier in this kingdom and the second prince of the Vanilla Kingdom. My family will embarrass me for years if they find out!

ZZ Skull: And as much as I love my Parfait...she's a blabbermouth. Every Cookie will know about our true identities if she says it on her livestream. And I don't think I can handle that!

T.N.T.: So what!? We're doing this because we wanted to rule this world with music! And you want to run from this?!

MUSHY P.: And our fans will be sad if we go away again. We must play for them!

*Hell Hound and ZZ Skull looked at each before, giving each other a frustrated look. Then they sighed and relented.*

Hell Hound: Fine. But we need to keep our contact with everyone limited. And we cannot talk with others for too long. Once this concert is done, we'll just go back to our normal lives.

T.N.T.: *nervously laughs* About that...

ZZ Skull: What?

*From the outside of the door, the Cookies working backstage were finishing up the last touches when they got spooked by the scream from behind the door.*

Hell Hound: *from the other side of the door* WHAT?!?!?!

#cookie run kingdom #crk headcanons #pastry cookie #parfait cookie #b.a.d. 4 #red velvet cookie #licorice cookie #poison mushroom cookie #choco werehound brute

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heybaetae · 1 year

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i was always nsync. felt like backstreet boys had 1 bop with i want it that way and that was it and they never appealed to me. who was your bias? askds i loved lance tbh he was always so cute to me :') but fav song?? honestly idk every time my heart gets broken i always sing its gonna be me. then bye bye bye. then gone lmfao

nsync always for me too! they were my first boyband and my first concert when i was 8 :’) i went to their very last tour (unknowingly of course lol). i like a small handful of the backstreet boys’ songs and i respect them as a group for still going strong and touring to this day, but i was never into them that much and i stand by the fact that while nsync didn’t last as a group, their music was far better and they are just waaaay more decent people in terms of like…their individual politics 🤐 and if they aren’t, they at least keep it to themselves. and there’s far less inexcusable and controversial behavior amongst nsync as far as i’m aware.

anyways, justin was my favorite when i was a kid. but as an adult it’s very evident to me that jc had more talent in his pinky toe than justin did vocally. i also think they didn’t use joey’s voice enough because he has such a beautiful voice omg. when he did the masked singer a few years ago, i knew it was him IMMEDIATELY and was prepared to get into arguments with people about it lmaooo. my fave song of theirs is that girl (will never be mine) !!

#ask

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hourglassstationacademy · 2 years

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Evolnation Chapter 7

The concert was at the opening of a new amusement park and Peko and Emma both had matching cute Outfits to make them seem like a duo.You saw a wall with lots of posters of the idols… Shade also present. She reminded you of someone.

Before the concert, you mainly chilled with Emma while Peko went through the food and the practice to spend her time. "You know… I grew up with lots of expectations of my mother. As you saw with Sylvette and Glacia, most of our family are Idols… all trained hard from the beginning to be successful… I was the one who push the bounds and became one of the most popular performers… and last years dorm leader… until Peko appeared like a Shooting Star and went even Higher than me… since then I always think my Management wants to push her with me a lot to sell this Veteran Rivalry… however to me… Peko was more like an annoying little sister that I cared for and didn't want to go through the same things as I did. I saw the worst this business had… and changed Management often because of it. I think… I just wanted to tell you about that to make you understand… Each Idol has their own pressure to continue. Peko may find hers also one day…"

She stood up and nodded.

"For now let's see if after this performance things have changed."

And so both Girls went on stage. The crowd cheered even more loudly than yesterday's concert. Some Fans seemed like they were nearly fainting. Rouge came out of your bag to talk again.

*cue another Rhythm game*

"It would seem my Information was correct. She seems to smile but look at her face… it's not genuine..and all this talk about pressure and then that she does more work than the actual dorm leader. It's admirable but also reckless… that she tries to appeal to so many."

After their concert was over, however , another Idol entered the stage… purple hair with two pigtails… and she looked similar to Gregory. It was the same Shade you previously saw on a poster. Peko gasped.

"Omg omg omg… Shade has a guest appearance here! I still need to ask Greg if he can introduce me to her but he is always such a meanie."

While Peko bursted in excitement Emma sighed and mumbled something.

"That… I see that is the tactic."

A powerful voice to a Rock guitar came out of this so called Shade… you asked both of them who she is. Peko spoke Up.

"Shade? She is Gregory’s sister from what I heard… don't know her real name but she is part of our dorm, however she gets sick a lot so you barely see her. But she was nice from the Times I did meet her."

Emma sighed.

"Better not ask about it but Shade is one of the reasons Gregory got popularity as well… They both promote each other well and so get two hyped up fanbases…"

You listened to Shades singing but after the Song was over she vanished backstage and was not to be found after that. Peko sighed because she wanted to talk to her while Emma texted the dorm.

You returned back to Evolnation and the ranking slightly changed. Peko first, Emma Second, Gregory third but Shade…. She was Fourth now before Chamomile.

"Told you, rare Performance but still going high. Shade is going strong when she performs." Emma sighed. "Only Second again…"

Gregory got into the room and laughed wholeheartedly.

"My sis really does well. Heck yeah."

Peko looked at him with puppy eyes.

"Can you please introduce me to Shade next time… Pleaaaase."

Gregory's face suddenly grew pretty cold.

"You are really annoying, ya know. I think she would dislike ya as much as I do… that is why she also avoids ya. I would suggest ya stop being a spoiled Brat that gets everything they want to without trying and then we think about that."

As he said that Séan stood before her and looked at him in anger.

"I think you should work on yourself more… This attitude is not very needed here."

Greg smiled cheeky.

"Oh… but If ya guys are gonna shelter her more and not tell her how mean people can be and how hard it is to actually put in the effort that Fans stay for ya. Now she is a rising Star for sure but… one day she crashes and then she is fresh meat for the Evil of this Idol stuff."

Emma held both back.

"Could you guys stop with this? We don't need this negativity. "

She looked briefly at Greg as if she knew what He meant.As they stopped fighting, another tall memeber with blue hair brought Séan back to the twins and calmed him down.Peko also walked to them while Greg went to you.

"Welp then, guess ya are coming with me tomorrow… don't ya worry, I will give ya a show worthy of a true legend that has been the longest of our group in the Business." And so he waved and walked back to his room. Emma also spoke Up.

"He might seem mean but one thing He is right… he is the longest in this however… he also had much more freedom than us. We shouldn't underestimate him."

And so most of the other students cleaned up the Café and you went back to your dorm.

Séan by @rookvonhunt

Sylvette by @terrovaniadorm

Glacia by @just-tired-girl

Chamomile by @forestwispocs

#twisted wonderland oc #twisted wonderland #twst #twistedwonderland #twisted oc #twisted wonderland fanschool #twisted wonderland ocs #disney twisted wonderland #disney twst oc #disney twst #evolnation #evolnation story #hsa story

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espressogal · 2 years

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life + anxiety updates!

life has been so hectic this month. september has been a lot more than i thought. im reuniting with my faith in the best way possible. i joined a church and a young adult group in the church and met so many amazing people im excited to call my friends soon! i also feel more connected to God in such a vibrant atmosphere. it almost made me forget about the friends i lost bc they were hurting me. it made me feel like im no longer limited to a circle that i have to settle for and a life i have to settle for bc its easier and more comfy. i went to the church and the group last night all by myself! i drove there. walked up to people and introduced myself. i did that. can you believe an anxious person did that with zero meds. in the weirdest way i feel like putting myself in these high anxiety-inducing situations has helped me feel less anxious it’s crazy! like this morning i went to starbucks and i started up a convo with a barista and kept it going and i talked loud (not obnoxiously but rather confidently) and proud and didnt care that other people could hear me and judge me. and i stood tall and i talked with my voice and not a soft and small voice that i usually do with strangers to seem small and vulnerable. then i sat at the patio table and i took up space and there were people sitting around me but i continued to sit there and send voice recs to my friend without caring that the people around me would judge me. i maintain eye contact now so much better than before. i say what i think and pay attention to whats being said and not as much as how im being perceived (though this still needs more work). i tell people how i feel about them and show emotion and vulnerability and love when i feel it bc i feel so much love and idc if it makes me look weird bc that’s me!!!! im getting closer to my sister too and weve been hanging out a lot and im getting more comfy talking to her and hanging out with her and her bf and his brother. we went to an escape room on saturday and going to a concert together this friday!! so the friend department and personality department is improving. i think ive done great academically and doing good professionally so that is also improving. i turned down a great volunteer opportunity bc i knew id feel overwhelmed with everything going on which im proud of myself for. i reached out to a prof to be my academic ref so we’ll see how that goes! i did gain weight and it hasnt been moving bc ive been consistent with being healthy then inconsistent but in my defence i literally do not have a routine yet and im waiting to start work so i can sort that out properly omg. once i have that sorted ill figure out a proper workout routine. my romantic relationship is getting a little shaky since i reunited with my faith bc he’s not a believer but thats a conversation for later. im nourishing friendships that matter to me so im doing pretty good there. i think overall im doing ok. better than before but i still have a long way to go. i need to work on improving my relationship with my parents and resisting temptations and being more mindful of how my body feels. i think i’ll be okay for now

#jthoughts #anxiety tag

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iyeonjuni · 2 years

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didn’t know where to do this so i thought i’d do it here!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CICI 🎉🎉🎉 my beffie the jun to my soob the hag to my youth 😚 i’m really so glad i met you, i always go back to this but if i hadn’t had those issues with being tagged for bhd (rip 😔) we’d never be where we are now. then the act:boy concert happened and i remember you sent me asks about seeing it and asking me to watch the performances PLS I WAS LAGGING ON THAT SO MUCH and our famous “kai kamal huening 🤬🤬🤬” and pretty much after we become closer, texting each other in dms and talking every day. i remember it was around the time the frost mv was happening and we were theorizing how it would be 30 minutes yeah we were very off 😀 and not too soon after i went through my … um … dark era 😖😖 lasted for like 7 months oh god. anyways but thank you so much for being there for me through it all :( you’ve made my days so much better, and you help me more than you think you do. from uni advice, to work struggles, to our snapchat rants LIKE 😭😭😭 you’re like a cool older sister and i really admire you for the person you are. i love our inside jokes, my nicknames for you, our dry conversations (they make me laugh fr) i just cherish everything about our friendship. AND OUR HEADERS TOO!!! the way all of that started in december with our matching xmas layouts and then we’ve never missed one theme where we didn’t have each other as our headers. I LOVE THAT ABOUT US 🥹🥹 omg i’m just remembering air of the pod AND OFC OUR DAILY SOOB AND JJUNIE :((( i kinda miss that btw 😐 i could go on and on about everything but i fear this is already quite long 🧍🏻‍♀️so i’ll wrap it up, thank you for being in my life and i appreciate you so much. you always have me, and i really hope we can meet one day ☹️ we can go shopping and yes i’ll pay for my own stuff 😒😒 have an amazing day, we can party with the dubadus, enhypenians (no i’m not using my autocorrect nickname for them) seventeensters, stayc gals, borahaes AND EVERYONE IS INVITED 💃💃💃💃 I LOVE YOU SO MUCH 💗💗

WAA THIS ASK IS SO LONG BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH FR

honestly im so glad i met you as well!! you have been nothing but nice and a amazing friend and our conversations are literally so random but yet i enjoy them just as much!! hope to make more memories and MORE LAYOUTS AS WELL HELP

AND THE PICTURES LITERALLY MY FAVORITE YEONJUN AND TAEHYUN SCREENCAPS I LOVE THEM

HAVE AN AMAZING DAY AS WELL VAL

#* iask #* imessage: val 🐰#fairybinie #* cici’s birthday bash!!

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