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bluenails074 · 2 months

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Hold my hand and don't let go

Synopsis: Harua wasn't feeling well but he didn't want to burden his members, so he didn't say anything until it was too late

Genre: hurt/comfort, fluff (platonic)

Warnings: medical content, needle phobia, being overworked, exhaustion, physical and emotional distress...

Note: please be kind<33 (if you don't like it go away :p)

As we all know being a kpop idol ain't easy. Sometimes it leads to injuries, strained muscles or getting overworked.

Well one day, as &team were practicing hard for the upcoming comeback, Harua woke up feeling a little weak. He felt very cold and his head was pounding. He thought it was nothing and so he just brushed it off.

"Harua why aren't you eating?" Nicho asked. "You barely touched your food."

"I'm not hungry hyung." Harua answered even though he was hungry but his stomach felt like it would burst if he ate something.

"Harua you have to eat something." K said. "We have four hours of practice. You'll need energy for that."

"Yeah Harua eat at least a few bites." Fuma encouraged. Harua ate just a few bites of his food but it made him feel so much worse. After a few minutes, when everyone finished their breakfast, Harua felt nauseous and like he wanted to throw up.

"Rua are you okay?" Maki asked worryingly

"I feel like I'm gonna puke." Harua answered in a panic. "Like the breakfast inside me wants to get out."

"Okay, okay go to the toilet then, I'll go tell Fuma hyung."

"NO! DON'T TELL HIM!"

"Why not? You're clearly not well. You should stay at the dorm and rest. "

"No! I need to practice more. The comeback is coming and I'm not ready."

"Well i won't let you put yourself at risk, your heath comes first. Plus the hyungs need to know Harua."

"No they don't. It's just a little stomach ache. It will pas- *gag*" Harua didn't get to finish his sentence as they both kneeled down next to the toilet. Maki rubbed Harua's back while he was throwing up.

"That's it Haru, let it all out." Maki encouraged. After Harua finished he went to wash his face.

"Even if i don't tell them they'll find out. You know that." Maki said.

"Yeah, i know but you can't be the one who's going to tell them. How about this? If i feel like my condition is getting worse, I'll tell the hyungs. But you CAN'T.

"Okay" maki answered worryingly

"You promise?"

"Promise i guess"

"Okay then let's go. We're gonna be late for practice.

When they arrived, every minute Harua felt weaker and weaker and the thought of 4 HOURS OF PRACTICE alone made him question how he's going to get through this.

He got through the warm up pretty easily but the rest was a lot more challenging than usual. It was ten times harder than he expected. After some time passed, he started feeling very exhausted and it showed in the way he danced.

"Harua, make those moves sharper!" The coach yelled. "More energy Harua!" He tried to give his all but it wasn't enough. At this point he didn't know how long he would be able to continue like this. He felt his fever increased and he started shivering, but again he didn't say anything cause he didn't want to alert his members.

"Okay, you guys can take 5." Their coach yelled as they finished the choreography. The members took their water bottles and sat down in the corner of the practice room.

"Harua, are you okay? You're kind of pale." Taki noticed.

"Yeah, is everything okay? Why are you shaking?" Fuma asked as he took Harua's hands in his own to make them warmer.

"Y-yeah I'm o-okay it's j-just a little c-cold in h-here." Harua said while studering.

"Cold? It's literally so hot in here." Jo exclaimed. Fuma put a hand on Harua's forehead.

"Oh wow! Harua you're burning. Maybe you should sit down a bit." Fuma said worryingly as he moved Harua's soaked in cold sweat bangs to the side.

"No I'm okay guys, i'll just go wash my face in the bathroom and i'll be fine."

"I'll go with you." Fuma said following Harua out of the room. His gut was telling him he shouldn't let Harua go to the bathroom alone. Harua washed his face but he still didn't fell good at all. He started feeling a bit light headed. His head started spinning, his ears were ringing and his whole body was aching.

"Harua you really look sick, I think you should go to the nurse."

"I-i told you I'm totally fi-fi..ne.."

"GUYS COME HERE QUICK HE FAINTED" Fuma shouted alarmingly as he caught Harua.

The members rushed to the bathroom. Euijoo immediately turned on leader mode.

"Guys call the menager. Tell him we're taking Harua to the nurse. Fuma pick him up, let's take him there." Euijoo commanded.

When they got to the nurse they put Harua on the examination table.

"Fuma, K and I will stay with him, you guys go back to practice and stretch." Euijoo told the rest of the members.

"Hyung, i just got of the phone. The menager said he'll cancel the schedule for the rest of the day, and that he has the car ready if you need to take Rua to the hospital." Maki explained.

"Okay, thanks now go back to practice and stretch, then all of you can go back to the dorms." Fuma said. "Don't worry we'll keep you updated on Rua's condition."

"Okay okay, thanks hyung." Maki thanked them before leaving. "Um hyung, there's one more thing I have to tell you.."

"Mhm, and that is...?"

"Harua threw up after breakfast."

"HE WHAT?!!" K, Fuma and Euijoo exclaimed "And why did nobody tell us?!"

"Well only me and Rua knew and he didn't want to tell you so... yeah"

"Okay, we'll talk later, now go, i can see Jo waiting outside for you." Fuma said

"Okay, okay bye" Maki said before leaving

"Boys what happened?" The nurse asked calmly as she walked into the office (she wasn't in the office when they got there so Jo and Yuma went to find her) .

"Well he's been looking very pale since this morning and he barely ate anything for breakfast. After breakfast he also threw up and he looked very unwell during practice so i went to the bathroom with him, and there he fainted." Fuma explained to the nurse.

The nurse measured Harua's blood pressure, heart rate, and oxygen levels, when suddenly he regained his consciousness.

"Look he's waking up!" K said worriedly.

"Hyung, what's going on? Why is everything spinning?" Harua asked, looking like he's on the verge of tears.

"Hey, hey, don't panic. It's okay." K said reassuringly combing the youngers hair. "You fainted so we brought you to the nurse's office".

"Harua how are you feeling now?" The nurse asked.

"Everything's spinning and my head hurts."

"Is he gonna be okay?" Euijoo asked the nurse after she finished checking Harua's vitals.

"Yes, but his blood pressure is at a very low level, so knowing that your comeback is coming up i think he should get checked out by a doctor to see if he's just exhausted or if there's some kind of bigger issue. And even if it's just exhaustion, he should get an iv drip or some medication to boost his immune system." The nurse explained.

"Okay, we'll take him to the er now." The boys thanked the nurse and K gave Harua a piggyback ride to the car.

When they got to the er they were seated in a small room.

"Well, Harua you are showing sings of exhaustion and a mild fever, but I'd still like to run a blood test just to make sure that there are no further complications." The doctor explained after doing a check up on Harua.

Harua's eyes widened. "A-a b-blood test?!"

"Yes, a blood test, a nurse will see you shortly. Do you have any questions?"

"No, thank you doctor" Fuma answered noticing the fear in Harua's eyes. As soon as the doctor left, Harua started panicking.

"HYUNG PLEASE I CAN'T TAKE A BLOOD TEST! YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE NEEDLES! PLEASE HYUNG! PLEASE"

"Whoa whoa calm down Haru. I'm sure you'll be just fine" K said calmly.

"Yeah, you won't even feel it" Fuma added

"Plus you have us by your side" Ej said offering a warm smile

"No but you don't get it. I HATE NEEDLES. They're so disgusting and pointy and they hurt and i just can't. Please tell them i won't take the blood test."

"Look at it this way.." Fuma said trying to make the younger seem less scared. "This blood test will tell us if there's anything wrong with your immune system. And since we have the tour soon we all have to be healthy and in great shape. So this little needle that you won't even feel, could help you a lot." Fuma explained

"Hello boys!" A nurse interrupted them. "I see you're up for a blood test Harua."

"Y-yeah" Harua answered as the nurse put down a tray with medical equipment on it.

"H-Hyung..." Harua closedhis eyes quickly, panically tapping the bed, searching for Fumas hand, when he saw what was placed on the tray.

"I saw the needle" he said on the verge of tears.

"Alright, you saw it, but it doesn't matter cause you're going to look at me and think about something else and not the needle, okay?" Fuma said trying to make Harua as calm as possible.

"Harua, don't worry. The needle is very small, and it won't last long" The nurse explained calmly. "If you want I'll tell you everything that I'm doing, so there are no surprises."

"Mhm, thank you" Harua answered, clearly terrified.

"Could i see your arms please? Just to see which one is better?" The nurse asked.

Harua showed the nurse his arms as Fuma rubbed his shoulders to ease his nerves. After a minute she found a vain to inject.

"Okay, now I'll firstly use an alcohol swab to clean the area. It might be a little cold."

Harua squeezed Fumas hand tightly. "H-Hyung i-i can't b-breathe." Harua said in a panic.

"Look at me here, look how I'm breathing and imitate that okay?" Euijoo said trying to help Harua.

"Can i start the process now?" The nurse asked

"Yeah breathe in... and breathe out.." K tried yo help.

"Wait! Hyung i can't.. seriously, I'm too scared! I really can't" Harua whimpered trying to catch his breath.

When the nurse touched his arm he pulled away.

"Okay, okay take your time." she said patiently.

"Harua, look at me! It'll be over in less than a minute. This suspense hurts more than any needle. So just let the nurse do her job and finish this as soon as possible." Fuma said "We're with you. Just take some deep breaths."

Harua took a few deep breaths "okay i'm ready, but don't let go of my hand."

No, don't worry, i won't." Fuma squeezed his hand reassuringly. Harua closed his eyes shut and waited for the nurse to inject him.

"Okay 3,2.. " she said before inserting the needle

"A-au H-Hyung... Mhh it hurts" Harua whimpered as the needle pierced his skin.

"Over in a second, just don't move" Fuma hugged Harua so that he feels safer. At this point Harua was crying but without noise. You could only hear him violently sobing.

"You're doing so good Haru!" Euijoo said

"Yeah just a few more seconds and it's done." K added

"And done! That's it, you did amazing!" the nurse said trying to make Harua stop crying

"That's it, you did it!" Fuma said running his fingers through Harua's hair.

"Good job!" Euijoo said

"Yeah you did so well!" K exclaimed

"Could you press here for him please?" The nurse asked K.

"Mhm, of course" he said taking Harua's arm so he could press the cotton ball that was placed where the needle went. Harua flinched when K pressed Harua's arm.

"No, no it's just me" K said gently.

"A doctor will come see you after we see the test results". The nurse said before leaving the room.

After some time, a doctor went to tell the members about the results.

"So Harua, the test showed thet you're very dehydrated, and you're lacking vitamins. That's what caused the fever. It also showed that we won't have to do an ECG. A nurse will give you an IV, which will last about 2 hours and that should boost your immune system. Apart from that i will prescribe some pills to control that fever and your stomach, so you can eat something without vomiting. If the he faints again, bring him back to the hospital. Even though i don't think that will be needed. Do you have any other questions?"

"No thank you doctor" Fuma answered quickly before Harua could say something.

"Alright, then I'll send the nurse here" tha doctor said before leaving

"Hyunggg..." Harua said with puppy eyes

"You did it once, im sure you can do it again" Fuma answered.

"But it hurts so much"

"Well we'll be by your side" K said trying to convince Harua

"Hello boys" a nurse said a she walked inside. The boys greeted her and she told them how Harua is going to come with her to a different room where he'll be untill the iv drip is over.

"The room is really small so it would be great if only one person came inside with Harua."

"Hyung what do i do.." Harua asked worriedly

"I'll go with you if you want?" K said

"Yeah you can go with K" Fuma confirmed "okay?"

"Yeah okay..."

Harua stood in the sterile white room, his heart pounding against his chest as he stared at the medical equipment laid out in front of him. With a reassuring smile, K stepped forward and gently took Harua's trembling hand in his own. He helped him sit on the counter where the nurse told them to sit.

"You're going to be okay, Harua. I'm right here, I'm not going anywhere."

Harua nodded, still shaking. The nurse approached, her voice calm and soothing as she explained the procedure. Despite her reassuring words, Harua's pulse quickened, and his palms grew clammy.

As the nurse prepared the IV, Harua's breaths came in short, shallow gasps. He squeezed K's hand tightly, trying to distract himself from what was coming. K squeezed back with a reassuring smile. "It won't be bad, trust me".

As the nurse came close to them Harua tried to back away a little but bumped into K.

"H-Hyung I can't.. really.. it's too much... I-I-" Harua said with puppy eyes.

"Okay, okay i get it, but let's just put your arm here," K said as he extended Harua's arm so the nurse could find a vain. "and you just look at me and it'll be fine, alright? I know how big this is to you and how much you don't want to be here, but I'm here with you and just focus on me and not on anything else that scares you." with this said Harua took a deep breath and nodded. The nurse found a vain and took an alcohol swab to wipe his arm. Harua slightly winced as the cold alcohol touched his skin.

"That's just alcohol, okay" K said.

"I'll countdown from three alright?" The nurse said and Harua nodded but K noticed tears peeking out the corners of his eyes. "3, 2..." The nurse inserted the needle, and Harua winced as a sharp prick of pain shot through his arm. He bit his lip when he felt the tears coming. K, who was kneeling in front of him, stood up to hug him. He's heart ached at the sight of Harua crying. He leaned in close, whispering words of comfort as Harua's head was pressed to his stomach, slowly getting K's shirt wet with the his tears.

"You're doing great, Rua. Just a little longer, and it's over." After taking the needle out and inserting a little tube, the nurse taped around the canula. "All done." She said after finishing. "That's it buddy, it's over, you did it." K said while rubbing Harua's back with a smile of relief on his face. Harua said as he let out a shaky sigh of relief .

"Oh buddy "K kneeled down and wiped Harua's tears away. "Was it that bad?" Harua just nodded.

"Harua, could you sit up, please? I have to connect you to the IV." The nurse said as she attached a bag of fluids to the infusion stand. Harua sat down on the bed. When the nurse approached him he backed a bit. "H-Hyung.."

"I'm here, I'm here," K said giving Harua his hand. "Give her your arm. It won't hurt now." After the nurse connected him to the IV stand she explained to the boys that the IV will last about 2 hours and that Harua might get a little sleepy and drowsy when the fluids start to kick in, and after that they can go home. The two of them were left alone there after the nurse left the room. "I have to tell Euijoo and the members that you're okay. Are you already sleepy?"

"Mhm" Harua said

"Okay, I'll wake you up when it's time" K said with a big smile on his face.

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