#kyouka writes

[yaku-soba]

i. breastbone

༶•┈┈ miya atsumu x gn!reader | angst, fluff

༶•┈┈ general m.list

tags / warnings: this series is going to be entirely for the sake of the author's catharsis :")

༶•┈┈ part 1 of bright young things

when you were very, very young, and very, very small, atsumu promised you the world.

"why are ya cryin'?" atsumu, eight years-old and entirely grown, scoffs. "yer always cryin'."

"am not!" you try to wipe your tears with your hands, but your palms are strawberry-red and hurting. everything hurts — every beat of your heart sends your blood flooding everywhere and you are so tired of hurting—

"stop that," slightly less-small hands are prying yours away from your face by your wrists. atsumu wipes your tears away with his fingers and nearly stabs his thumb into your right eye. your vision's all watery, but there's a deep furrow in atsumu's brow. like he's upset.

(near-blindness aside, his hands are so gentle.

you didn't know that atsumu could be so gentle.)

"stop cryin'," he says again, and you can't help the annoyance that wells up in your chest, past all the pain.

"then go away!" you glare at him as best as you can. "nobody said you had to be here."

atsumu stops. the hurt comes back, all at once. it starts from the middle of your chest, nearly splitting you right down the middle, and you want atsumu to go away so you can tear the hurt right out. you know it won't be pretty.

"don't like it when ya cry," he says, scuffing his foot in the dirt. "'s noisy."

tears rise again, unbidden, and you hate it. everything hurts, and you hate everything—

"what can i give ya so ya won't cry anymore?"

you hate everything. everything is unfair and you hurt everywhere and you want to leave and go somewhere and you want to go everywhere because anywhere would do—

"the world." you hate everything, and so you want everything, so that you can have anything. "i want the world," you tell your best friend, and the resolution settles over you, almost triumphant, like a bucket of water over a roaring house fire.

you can't give it, you think viciously, you can't.

"what's the world to ya?" atsumu asks instead, after a brief deliberation. he kneels, places his hands on the chains of the swing on either side of you.

like this, he's looking up at you.

you've never really noticed the way it looks like there's gold flecks in his irises when the lighting's just right. like twin little wishing wells of five-yen coins.

atsumu stares at you, utterly serious, and all the hatred in you settles into a dull ache. "i haven't decided," you admit, "but i want it."

atsumu mulls over this. you watch the head tilt, the gold coin-flash.

(you've never been to a gambling hall before, but your father loves to. and you're not a gambler, but if you were ever asked to, you'd bet on atsumu.

something about atsumu makes you want to bet on him, even if you know he will lose.

maybe it's because he's yet to lose at anything that truly matters.)

"okay," he decides. "i'll give it to ya."

#haikyuu x reader #miya atsumu x reader #miya atsumu #haikyuu!! #kyouka writes

[chiquilines]

them <3

#thats all i have to say really #theyre the blueprint theyre the standard #they are the softest they are the sweetest they are the sappiest #they make each other tea they write each other songs they paint each others nails #one in two dates at a museum one in two dates at a concert #winters in jirous room and summers in momos room #they are everything #thats all #momo yaoyorozu #jirou kyouka #momojirou #mmjr #mha #bnha #my hero academia #wlw #chiquilines draws

[obsidianstrawberrymilk]

Idk the way people perceive the Agency's morality really bothers me lmao. Like yall there's a reason they're the 'evening' and not the 'day' (given the metaphor w the Mafia as the night under the tripartite pact)

#someone should prompt me to write an analysis abt each agency members individual morality bc none of them r simple #tbh the character w the simplest morality in the series is probably chuuya #not that hes a moral character hes still mafia its just easy to see his moral code #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #fukuzawa yukichi #ranpo edogawa #yosano akiko #kunikida doppo #dazai osamu #kenji miyazawa #junichiro tanizaki #naomi tanizaki #atsushi nakajima #kyouka izumi

[kaurwreck]

I think it's reasonable and natural to crave absolutes and dichotomies in abuse narratives. I also think that belies the reality.

i.e., I don't think bsd handles abuse and trauma poorly, I think it digs its fingers in the messy reality.

#bungo stray dogs #bsd #i would love to write out my thoughts on bsd and abuse in detail #including dazai and mori and dazai and akutagawa and akutagawa and kyouka #but too much of what i write for much less emotionally charged bsd meta is interpreted without the nuance it requires #and i understand my own experiences with abuse and how ive handled it are not universal #but ahhh i do have thoughts and i love bsd's tangling with these things

[lesbianyosano]

assortment of doodles from the last week bc ive been procrastinating with uni workload like crazy

#i have 3 essyas to write and oh boy have i not even started yet #my art #bsd #bsd fanart #nakajima atsushi #izumi kyouka #dazai osamu #kunikida doppo #tanizaki junichirou #tanizaki naomi #armed detective agency #bsd dazai

[walmart-miku]

BSD reaper au

So, in this au grim reapers are created when someone dies in a terrible manner and having committed a sin. (Ex. Killing people) Being a reaper is kind of like serving a prison sentence, where after a set amount of years you can go to the afterlife and rest. (Sentances vary based on severity of sin)

Reapers do remember how they died and what they did that made them a reaper.

I'm centering this au around Yosano and Ranpo mostly and it's platonic (with side ranpoe maybe)

Yosano is a reaper and she does not remember how she became one. Her sentance is 300 years. She died when she was about 11 years old but has continued to age for some reason. She does not know what her actual age is but estimates it to be about 24-28 years old.

One day, while Yosano is out reaping souls and comforting the souls of the dead she runs into a mysterious kid named Ranpo who can, for some reason, see her.

Yosano and Ranpo team up together in order to solve the mystery of Yosano's death

Ranpo's got limited time. He's got some sort of medical condition that's been slowly eating away at him. In this au he's about 26 and has somehow managed to beat the odds against what doctors predicted. He seems to be getting weaker in recent years though.

Extra characters:

Dazai: He's also a reaper and has been serving his sentence for an undetermined amount of time. Cause of death was suicide, his sin is unknown but seems to have something to do with his death. Him and Yosano are work besties. Although he seems to know something about her death.

Akutagawa: A reaper, he's been serving since before Yosano became a reaper. His sentence is almost over. He does not know anything about what happened to Yosano but he is willing to help. For a price.

Kyouka: A young girl who recently became a reaper. Yosano actually found Kyouka after she died and when Kyouka became a reaper, Yosano became her mentor.

Mori: Lead grim reaper if you will. He's in charge of everything and decides who becomes a reaper. Very mysterious, seems to know more than he let's on.

Fukuzawa: Ranpo's adoptive father after his parents died in an accident when he was young. Fukuzawa is doing everything he can for Ranpo right now and fears that Ranpo might die soon which is why he's surprisingly lax with Ranpo and his shenanigans.

Poe: Ranpo's best friend and rival. Poe has, in fact, been in love with Ranpo for years and is willing to do anything for him. Poe quickly gets dragged into Ranpo and Yosano's investigation. Poe is also very rich and helps fund most of the investigation.

That's all I've got for now. Feel free to send me asks about this au. It will be living rent free in my head for a very long time.

#this au has been eating away at my brain for the last week #i need somebody anybody to talk to me about it #if this ever gets fleshed out enough i will write a fic #bsd reaper au #< tag i will be using for this au #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bsd yosano #bsd ranpo #bsd dazai #bsd mori #bsd kyouka #bsd akutagawa #bsd poe #bsd fukuzawa #bsd au

[dazai-on-my-mind]

Thinking about it again. Atsushi and Kyouka come over for dinner and movies occasionally because none of them had a proper childhood and only Kyouka and Chuuya have a vague idea on what Studio Ghibli even is so now they're going through Miyazaki's entire filmography.

Ranpo recommended Your Name once and now Atsushi and Dazai go to him for movie recs when they wanna watch something new.

#i gotta wrap Aku in here somehow #but in canon i dont see him having a close relationship with Chuuya #maybe im cuckoo for cocoa puffs #but that's just me #bsd atsushi #bsd kyouka #bsd ranpo #bsd chuuya #bsd dazai #skk #cory talks bsd #ideas for the fic ill never write

[scarlet-traveler]

Eijirou and Katsuki rode down to the common room in silence. The only noises that could be heard in the small space were the hum of the elevator as it descended, and the crackle of Katsuki’s palms as miniature explosions popped across his skin inside clenched fists. 

Eijirou took one of his hands in both of his, hardened enough to protect himself but soft enough to not cut Katsuki as he pried open the hand and slotted their fingers together, gently squeezing.

Red eyes snapped up to Eijirou from where they had been glaring at the floor, and he could see the fear swimming in them, as well as in the pinch of Katsuki’s eyebrows and the purse of his lips. It lessened some at the sight of Eijirou’s comforting smile at least.

“We don’t have to do this,” Eijirou said softly. “We can wait for another day.”

Katsuki’s eyes flicked away for a moment as he thought before they returned to Eijirou’s face, and just as the redhead expected he shook his head. “If we push it back we’ll just keep doing it and never say anything. ‘Sides, it’s been a month. The idiots are bound to be a little suspicious by now.”

And, Eijirou could agree with that last part. Whenever he wasn’t completely wrapped up in Katsuki’s company, he could see the looks the rest of the squad would give them, the smiles they would share when Katsuki would call it a night and slip upstairs and Eijirou would stumble through an excuse to leave before following after him a few minutes later. They were sparse, but they were still there.

“Yeah, maybe,” he said, nodding. “But there’s nothing to be scared of. They’re our friends. They’d probably be happy to find out we’re dating!” Eijirou was definitely happy to tell them. So many times during squad hangouts he’d had the urge to be close to Katsuki, to completely curl up against him instead of just sling an arm over his shoulders, to kiss his cheek instead of giving him a playful nudge, but he never did because Katsuki wanted to keep their relationship on the downlow. And he respected his boyfriend’s choice! Katsuki was new to dating and romance, they both were, so it was better to work out the kinks in secret in case things went south. Fortunately they hadn’t, their relationship growing more and more each day, leaving Eijirou with the warm and fuzzies throughout his body at the mere thought of Katsuki.

Even if things were fine now, it was still up to Katsuki when to make their relationship public. Even so, Eijirou was a little surprised that Katsuki had wanted to tell the squad after only a few weeks, the announcement made the night before in a whisper into the space between their pillows, yet that same steadfast determination of Katsuki’s was still present.

It was present now, even as he shifted nervously on his feet. “Maybe…” he mumbled. He squeezed Eijirou’s hand back, his lips pulling up into a small smile. “Betcha Pinky’s gonna freak out.”

Eijirou snorted. “After how much she was pestering Uraraka and Midoriya after they got together? Totally.”

The elevator finally slowed to a stop, the door opening to the common room with a ding. Eijirou moved to pull his hand away like they usually did, but Katsuki tightened his own grip before he could. Eijirou gaped over at him, but Katsuki glared back, a challenge in his eyes and a pink flush on his cheeks. Eijirou just grinned before dragging him out of the elevator.

Kaminari, Ashido, Sero, and Jirou were already by the couches as they walked in, the former two loudly arguing over which movie to watch for the squad movie night while the latter watched on with varying degrees of amusement as they dipped from the bowl of already-made popcorn. The debating stopped as Eijirou and Katsuki entered though, and Ashido’s eyes lit up. “Yes, finally! You two will see reason!” She rushed over, shoving a DVD case into Eijirou’s face so close he couldn’t even make out what it was. “Yay or yay, Tangled is the perfect movie for squad night?”

“Nay!” Kaminari interjected, waving his own movie case in the air. “Why watch that when we’ve got Big Hero 6 right here?”

“But this has a badass princess-!”

“And this has a badass robot-”

“Actually, guys?” Eijirou cut in. “Katsuki and I have something to tell you first.”

The seriousness of his tone got them to stop, and the four shared glances before giving them their full attention. “Okay…is everything okay?” Jirou asked.

“We’re fine,” Katsuki said. “Just-” He abruptly cut off, his voice getting caught in his throat. Eijirou stroked his thumb across the back of Katsuki’s hand, giving him an encouraging smile, and Katsuki sucked in a shaky breath, letting it out slowly. All the while, Eijirou could feel the stares of their friends on them.

Katsuki leveled them all with a serious stare, even as his hand tightened further around Eijirou’s. “Eijirou and I are dating.”

Silence. The squad blinked at them, blinked at each other, looked at them again, faces strangely blank.

“...yeah? We already knew that?” Ashido finally said after several seconds and, what? “But anyway, we gotta watch Tangled! We see enough hero stuff in class already.”

“But these are pre-quirk heroes, Ash, that automatically makes them way cooler than us-”

“Wait, wait, hold the fuck up,” Katsuki broke in, confusion written across his face. Eijirou was sure his own looked the same. “The hell do you mean you already knew?”

It was the squad’s turn to look confused. “I mean, it was pretty obvious,” Sero said. “You’re always going off doing stuff by yourselves.”

“You act all cuddly and junk when you think nobody’s looking,” Kaminari added. “I saw you guys kissing in the locker room last week, too.”

Eijirou and Katsuki’s face turned matching shades of red. “Y-You saw that?” Eijirou squeaked.

“I hear you guys go to each other’s rooms at night sometimes,” Ashido continued, completely steamrolling over their embarrassment as she smirked.

“We’re not doing anything like that!” Katsuki said quickly, his face darkening. “And why are you listening in on us, hah?”

“Kinda hard not to when you make a habit of slamming doors, Blasty,” she teased, sticking her tongue out at him.

“You guys have been calling each other by your given names since forever too,” Jirou pointed out, twirling a jack around her finger. “It’s not exactly a secret that you’ve been dating for months now.”

“But…we only started dating last month,” Eijirou said, frowning.

Jirou choked on air. “Only last month?!”

“Could’ve fooled us,” Sero cackled. “With how many times you two have fallen asleep on the couches together, I thought you’ve been dating since we moved in.”

“And with all the times Bakugou only makes food for you, Kiri, you’ve always gotten special treatment,” Kaminari said, pouting. Eijirou honestly hadn’t noticed any special treatment; he just thought that was stuff best friends did.

“I didn’t cook you fuckers anything because you’re annoying as hell,” Katsuki spat. Eijirou knew that was a lie, otherwise Katsuki wouldn’t have been nervous about telling them about their relationship. The blond wasn’t planning on letting them in on that particular secret though as he turned to leave, pulling Eijirou along with him by their still-joined hands. “Whatever. You fuckers enjoy whatever shitty movie you pick, we’re out.”

“Wait, don’t go!” Eijirou was suddenly tackled from behind by Ashido, with Kaminari clinging onto Katsuki, who was trying and failing to shake him off. “We’re happy for you two, we really are!” Ashido insisted, her eyes pleading as she looked up at Eijirou over his shoulder. “It’s just crazy that you guys only started dating!”

“Yeah!” Kaminari had managed to get a vice grip around Katsuki’s waist. “It just shows how good you two are, right?”

Sero and Jirou were nodding in agreement when Eijirou looked over. Katsuki must have been appeased as he had stopped fighting against Kaminari, but he had a pouty frown on his lips now. Eijirou wanted to kiss it away—and now that the squad knew, that’s what he did, pressing a quick peck to Katsuki’s lips and ignoring the teasing gags from their friends.

Katsuki’s face cleared, his blush reaching his ears now, and Eijirou smiled. “See? Told you it’d be fine,” he murmured for only him to hear. “Still wanna leave?”

Katsuki finally pried Kaminari off of him, but he shook his head. “Nah, we can stay. But we’re watching Big Hero 6.”

“YES! Baymax supremacy!” Kaminari cheered.

“Aw, what? But Rapunzel’s so manly,” Eijirou whined.

“See, Kiri gets it! Tangled it is!” Ashido rushed off to insert the movie, but Katsuki snatched the case from her on the flyby.

“Hell no, we’re not watching princess shit.”

“But you like the princess shit in your manga,” Eijirou teased, smirking.

“Don’t bring up my manga, Shitty Hair!”

“We’re never gonna get around to watching anything before curfew, are we?” Sero asked as the four devolved into another debate.

“Doubt it.” Jirou popped another piece of popcorn into her mouth and nudged the bowl toward him. “This is pretty good entertainment though.”

Sero laughed, snagging a few pieces himself. “True that.”

~

Fic written for @krbkevents KRBK Month 2023 Day 25: Bakusquad! Also on AO3, let me know what you think! :D

#mha #kiribaku #kirishima eijirou #bakugou katsuki #bakusquad #kaminari denki #ashido mina #sero hanta #jirou kyouka #krbk #krbk month 2023 #krbk events #mha fanfiction #fanfic #traveler writes

[incorrect-bsd-quotes]

Kenji: you guys came all this way for me? How’d you get hear so fast?

Kunikida: several traffic violations.

Junichiro: 4 counts of resisting arrest.

Yosano: roughly 13 cans of energy drinks.

Dazai: also that’s not our car.

#bsd incorrect quotes #bsd dazai #bsd kyouka #bsd kunikida #bsd tanizaki #bsd yosano #yes I love to write for the underrated characters #come @ me they need love!

[zukkaoru]

“Have you never ridden a bike/horse before?” + atsushi & kyoka?

“Have you never ridden a bike before?” Kyouka asks, deadpan. She leans over Atsushi, blocking out the sun, and he can’t tell if she’s being judgmental or just concerned.

“No,” Atsushi groans. He pushes himself upright, rubbing the back of his head where he hit it against the ground. “We didn’t exactly have a grand collection of bicycles at my orphanage.” His gaze drifts over to the offending item, now lying on its side with one wheel still idly turning.

Kyouka nods thoughtfully. “Maybe you should start with training wheels, then.”

“Training wheels?!” Atsushi squeaks. “But those are for kids!”

“They’re for people who are first learning to ride a bike,” Kyouka corrects. “Unless you want Yosano-sensei to heal you after you fracture your skull?”

Atsushi winces. “Maybe I should just never learn to ride a bike at all, ever. How important is it really? I can just walk or use public transportation!”

“Can you walk or take public transportation all the way to Akutagawa’s apartment?”

Atsushi glares at Kyouka. She stares back, wide dark eyes staring straight into his soul, until he breaks.

“Fine,” he grumbles, pushing himself to his feet. “Let me try again. But no training wheels yet, I can get it without them! I just have to figure out how to balance better.”

Kyouka hums like she doesn’t believe him, which only fills Atsushi with more determination. He yanks the bike back into an upright position, sits himself on it, and—

only manages another four meters before he’s on the ground again.

He swears under his breath. Maybe the training wheels aren’t such a bad idea after all.

(prompt list)

#kyouka izumi #atsushi nakajima #bsd #bungou stray dogs #ft sskk crumbs bc i couldn't help myself fdgfhjk #ty for the ask!! this was very fun i need to write these two more #clau tag #ask game #grace's writing tag

[yaku-soba]

iii. back

༶•┈┈ bright young things: i. ii. iii.

you’ve heard about how broad atsumu’s back is. it is, after all, one of the most discussed topics in the girls’ bathroom. you’ve heard about the squareness of his shoulders, the way they would be lovely to hang off of.

you listen in silence — it’s always atsumu this or osamu that within the tiled confines of the girls’ bathroom, and you’ve hung around the twins long enough to be used to comments like these. it doesn’t bother the twins, and anyway—

—they don’t know how small atsumu used to be. the girls who love to talk circles about the expanse of atsumu’s back and the flex of his shoulders in a game have never known atsumu when he was two years-old and already a loud-mouthed nuisance, have never had childish hands shove at them from behind to get to the onigiri first, have never witnessed that period in middle school when he’d fumed over osamu’s single centimetre in height over him.

the girls who wax poetry and blow dreamy smoke rings over high school, volleyball player atsumu were not there to witness his first set. they did not pretend not to see the tears at the first game he lost in middle school, they weren’t there when he’d collapsed from exhaustion and you and atsumu had had to lug him home like a sack of potatoes. they’ve never seen—

—atsumu’s shoulders, squared against your mother. the resolute set of his ten year-old back, the white-knuckled grip he’d had on your hand when he’d willingly put himself between you and everything you’ve ever been afraid of. when you look at atsumu on the court the vision of his small back when you were only ten surfaces in your mind like a lucid dream. at ten, he hadn’t reached your mother’s shoulders.

at ten, you remember thinking that he stood taller than you ever would. you remember thinking that it might be okay now, now that ‘tsumu is here.

#haikyuu x reader #haikyuu!! #miya atsumu x reader #miya atsumu #kyouka writes

[that-was-anticlimactic]

"can you stay?" + atsushi & kyouka

"can you stay?"

atsushi's voice trembles as they speak, and kyouka freezes.

"nevermind."

atsushi laughs almost immediately, blinking away the impending tears and wavng their hands in front of them. "sorry. you don't... that was stupid of me to say. i'm-"

"stop apologizing."

kyouka slides beside them, curling up against their side. she head plops on their shoulder.

they're warm and shakey, and kyouka feels soft on atsushi's neck.

"i don't mind staying."

honestly, she wanted to stay. no matter how many times she watches atsushi - her sibling by everything but blood - get stabbed, the more she fears for them.

it's a little foolish, she knows; she's been familiar with blood and death and gore since her parents died. limbs being torn off and blood slowly oozing out of the body doesn't scare her.

but it does when she sees it happening to atsushi.

(and she doesn't say anything, but atsushi isn't the only one who gets nightmares - she's just better at keeping them quiet)

"you're just a kid..." atsushi mumbles, breaths shaky and uneven. "you shouldn't have to-to comfort me."

even so, kyouka soon feels the cool pads of their compression gloves rubbing her wrist.

"doesn't matter," she says, because she knows you're still a kid, too only upsets them more.

"okay."

they whisper it so quietly the only reasons kyouka hears it is because of her assassin training.

good.

she snuggles closer still and listens to their heartbeat. it starts off quick, but gradually falls until it's steady.

and kyouka is able to fall asleep with the reminder that her sibling is still alive.

(send me a sentence (+ a ship/character) and i'll write the next five sentences)

#ela tag #here you go *hands you nb atsushi. as a treat.* #sorry you were prolly expecting this the other way around but my gut said no no no atsushi asks sooooo ijuhygtfgyhujio #went with my gut! i don't write kyouka much (i feel like i peaked with how i wrote her in my t.achi fic tbh) so hopefully it's in character #also just to clarify this is Not in any way shape or form romantic! SIBLINGS!!! platonic cuddling is ALLOWED!!! ESPECIALLY WHEN #THEY ARE CHILDREN!!! WHICH THEY BOTH ARE!!! #n e ways iouygtfgyhui #sorry it took me so long to respond - i have a horrible work/life balance that i need to work on😅 #i appreciate you giving me inspo!!! #also compression gloves atsushi is SO IMPORTANT TO MEEEEEEEE #aNYWAYS DONE RAMBLING NOW FOR REALSIES IUYGTFTGYUI #ilyyyy thank you <333 #bsd #kyouka izumi #atsushi nakajima #corey writes:) #corey rambles:)

[pom-pomegranates]

- ⛩️˚ ༘  ❝ p o m 's m a s t e r l i st « 🎨

This will be updated as long as I write; nothing yet :')

Requests are: OPEN

Bungou Stray dogs - Armed Detective Agency

Osamu Dazai

Doppo Kunikida

Ranpo Edogawa

Akiko Yosano

Yukichi Fukuzawa

Jun'ichiro Tanizaki

Atsushi Nakajima

Kenji Miyazawa (ONLY PLATONIC)

Kyoka Izumi (ONLY PLATONIC)

Bungou Stray Dogs - Port Mafia

Chuuya Nakahara

Paul Verlaine

Arthur Rimbaud

Kouyou Ozaki

Ryuunosuke Akutagawa

Ichiyou Higuchi

Gin Akutagawa

Michizou Tachihara

Ryuro Hirotsu

Kyusaku Yumeno (ONLY PLATONIC)

Elise (ONLY PLATONIC)

Sakunosuke Oda

Ango Sakaguchi

Bungou Stray Dogs - Decay of Angel

Fyodor Dostoyevsky

Nikolai Gogol

Sigma

Bram Stoker

Tatsuhiko Shibusawa

Bungou Stray Dogs - Hunting Dogs

Teruko Okura

Jouno Saigiku

Tecchou Suehiro

Bungou Stray Dogs - Other characters

Edgar A. Poe

Lucy M. Montgomery

Oguri Mushitarou

#pom-pomegranates blog ! #pom's writes #masterlist #bungou stray dogs #bsd #armed detective agency #port mafia #decay of angels #hunting dogs bsd #bsd dazai #dazai osamu #bsd kunikida #kunikida doppo #bsd ranpo #ranpo edogawa #bsd yosano #akiko yosano #bsd fukuzawa #yukichi fukuzawa #bsd tanizaki #bsd atsushi #atsushi nakajima #kenji miyazawa #bsd kenji #bsd kyouka #kyouka izumi #bsd chuuya #chuuya nakahara #bsd paul verlaine #bsd arthur rimbaud

[lil-vibes]

i would die if you wrote anything expanding on that post about chuuya being taken over by baki and just floating all over the place and speaking with an echo until he gets to dazai at the ADA office - that was a great idea, very cool

yooo thanks man !!!

here you go, a little more brainworms regarding that au!

• when Baki wakes up in a back alleyway and tries to stand up they overdo it and snap Chuuya's spine in the process. they try to walk and all of a sudden they are on the ground with mild pains from the vessel' legs. they aren't sure how a human body works, so for now they decide to just float.

• Baki, in my hc, is very curious for just about everything because it's quite rare that they 'view' the world through a humans' eyes

• piggybacking off of that, i think that they'd have trouble expressing their thoughts in the beggining (speaking in short, sometimes conflicting/unfinished sentences) because using human vocal cords without snapping them is difficult and also words have changed since the last time they were actively using them. Ranpo just chucks a dictionary at them and they absolutely ABSORB every word

• i also think that they'd want to sword fight with both Fukuzawa and Golden Demon/ Kouyou for fun

• they can make Dazai float and he just about gives up on life ( something something 'your human existence can not deny mine' yeah me thinks)

• i personally think that theyd be slightly more chill than expected, however when they get upset, or emotions generally run high, the control over the body begings to wobble. some examples of that being:

- the overlapping voices are the most common ones. they are a mass manifested through war and suffering and vengeance, thus Baki has to be extremely careful of how loud they speak because there's a great chance that someone's eardrums will explode.

- corruption markings are a damn near permanent fixture on Chuuya's skin, more so to help remind everyone that this isn't Chuuya in control right now (Dazai is constantly stressed about it, and has to consistently tell himself that it's fine), but they tend to grow and glow and move around like they are alive too, as if also taking offence that Baki is agitated. they also burn if touched directly

- people around an Agitated Baki feel like they are about to poof out of existence simply by being too close. Mori nearly dies once because Baki can see his general soul and is not pleased. it kinda feels like your blood suddenly starts running the other way, or your like heart is beating backwards and double in speed. not fun !

- sometimes birds fly into the windows. maybe the sky tints red, maybe there is ringing in the ears, static in the brain of those around them. maybe looking at Chuuya's form hurts a little, burns a little, blurs around the edges. what were his features again? what color were his eyes? his hair?

• Baki loves Chuuya and learning all about him :] ( "and his name? what is his name? we would love to know who our vessel is."

"it's Chuuya Nakahara.."

the entity thinks, hums for a bit, vibrations making the lights swim around it, then pleased, it smiles "hmm Chuuya... it suits him a lot" )

• disregarding stormbringer for a moment, when asked how exactly one traps a being like it, Baki kindly informs them that there are runes carved into every bone inside Chuuya. yes, they do mean every single one.

• also, and that's a little.... gruesome, but it's a misconception that Baki and Chuuya share only a consciousness. "it's like that most of the time, but right now what you are looking at is ... ah, let's say, our clothes. we are woven in-between his skin and bones and every blood vessel, but also we are separate. it's like a hand pupet? we are under his skin :)"

• Baki absolutely says unhinged things like its normal

• they also find it funny to tease Ranpo because they recognise just how smart of a human he is but also he's just that to them. a human

• i also have this scene when someone complains about the sun or something so Baki just,,, shifts either the Earth or the Sun a bit so that it's not shining directly at the person. everyone FREAKS abt this btw

• Baki also loves the Akutagawas and Kouyou bc Chuuya loves them :]

some skk things bc i love them:

• Baki tells Dazai, hand pressed against his heart, looking him dead in the eyes with that slightly unhinged expression "no wonder you hold onto warm things, for you have been warm once, then never again. no wonder you seek to be warm again" and Dazai just has to go through his day after that

• okay last thing off of the top of my head, but somehow they (the ada) get into the topic of worship and Baki casually drops that yes! they get prayers sometimes but nothing even begins to compare to the feeling of the worship from their most devoted person. naturally everyone wants to know who that is, and Baki tilts their head a little and then points to a Very Confused Dazai (Ranpo and Kunikida are exhanging money in the backround btw).

("but... i don't worship the hat rack?? what?"

"oh, but that can't be" they sway a little from their perch on Dazai's desk, appearing as if deep in thought. after the day, Dazai knows better. "but we can distinctly recal feeling a sort of warmth from you. say, how do you define worship? because it can be food offerings too. or thoughts about us or even just the pure, unrelenting faith that as long as you believe in us, your wish will be made into existence"

Dazai blinks at them, stunned.

"so now, has your answer changed?" )

• LAST one. Ranpo asks them if Dazai has ever nullified corruption with a kiss and Baki is like we think so? but Dazai denies that hard. Baki counters by saying that every place where 'coruption' has been nullified burns to this day. twice on left the wrist, once at the forearm. once at the right hand, once at the cheek, and once ot the lips. Dazai may or may not work harder to resolve the issue after that (he's never gonna beat the gay accusations)

(end of skk things hh)

• when it's time to surrender themselves back to Chuuyas will, Baki tells the ada + the Akutagawas and Kouyou, that when their time finally comes, when Chuuya is either one of them or dust in the wind, they will remember the kindness they have experienced. that they will live forever in the mind of a god

• Chuuya is so, so confused after waking up

#bro i didnt meant to go on a whole rant my bad #i never expected someone to ask abt this so thank you #i hope this was good enough ! [shaking and crying in social anxiety] #i have a lot of body horror in mind for what this Being can be like in battle but i also love comfort so here we are #kyouka takes baki out for crepes after a while #in this au dazai and mori are Stressed but for different reasons #i think that baki laughs once and dazai has a heart attack bc thats CHUUYAS laugh and WOW!!! he hasnt heard that in 3 years!! #i have such a vague plot that i spin around in my head before falling asleep #and it DOES involve adam and verlaine #arahabaki!chuuya #arahabaki #chuuya my love #writing promt #bsd #skk #bsd ada #pebbles (me) is being plagued by thoughts again #anon ask #my hc #personal hc #chuuya nakahara

[littencloud9]

kyoka & kenji + "what would you do on a school festival?"

"What would you do on a school festival?" Kenji glances at Kyouka, who has her head low and her eyes downcast. While she's still relatively new to the Agency, Kenji has noticed a few things about her—how she comes into the office at the exact same time as he, how she walks so quietly she's almost unoticeable, and how when she asks questions like these, she hides behind her hair to hide her embarrassment. "Well," Kenji answers, "I've never been to school, so I don't know! But I imagine I'd spend it with all my friends, and go do all the activities they have, and eat lots of yummy food." He smiles a little wistfully, remembering the restrictions of his ability. "That sounds nice," Kyouka mutters. "I've never been to school either." Kenji leans over to nudge her gently, just enough to make her look up. "That's alright. We could attend one together! Maybe I'll ask Kunikida-san to bring us to one!" She doesn't smile, but her eyes twinkle. "I'd like that."

send me a sentence and a pairing &lt;3

#thank you for the ask!! i love doing these haha #bsd #miyazawa kenji #izumi kyouka #my writing

[elithedingdongbell]

A fanfic of SSKK high-school AU. English isnt my mother tounge nor I'm good at it so I'm sorry if there's any mistake and as I post this I just realised there are so many unnecessary words here but I hope someone will enjoy it regardless.

Chapther one

I hate the sun.

Akutagawa thought to himself as his sister,Gin pushes the curtains aside. She opened the window letting air inside of the room. Akutagawa sighs to himself as the sun shines on his pale skin,he kicks the blanket aside then sits up. "Good morning" akutagawa spoke up his tired gaze averted to his sister who was already dressed up in her school uniform, she gave him a nod of acknowledgement "good morning, brother. I'll get going first I've already made breakfast it's on the kitchen counter. Akutagawa nods taking that information in "thank you and be careful while you're on your way to school" Gin nods then head out. Akutagawa sighs again then lay down on the bed, his head hits the pillow wanting to linger on his bed just for a few more moments before getting up to head to school. Akutagawa then suddenly groans "this is pathetic, I should head to school now..I don't want to be late anyways.." Akutagawa thought to himself as he got out of bed.

Akutagawa was leaning on the kitchen counter as he ate the breakfast made by his dear sister which is a peanut butter sandwich, it was better than nothing. As akutagawa ate in the kitchen he noticed a book resting on the desk. "Ah..right..I forgot I have to return the book today" he swallowed the last bite of the sandwich, he turns on the sink beside him and washes his hands then closes it off he wipes his hands on a towel making sure his hands were dry. He walked over to the desk then picked up the book he glanced at not too long ago, he enjoyed the book sometimes he'll even borrow the book again from the school's library just to read it again since he didn't want to waste his money purchasing it. The book called "the setting sun" by Osamu Dazai, coincidentally Dazai went to the same school as him and he's older than him by a few years. They were detention buddies for a year before the senior stopped being a ruckus. He thought about the interactions they shared, Dazai was really just criticising his writings whenever he wrote, saying "the format is weird, the starting is too exaggerated" and many more criticisms. Akutagawa didn't understand what was wrong with it, he couldn't figure it out, he thought Dazai was just being unreasonable with his insults.Even though he felt that way, he still misses having conversation with the brown haired senior. He wanted to be noticed by him, he wanted his approval for his writings.

***

Later in school, Akutagawa headed to the library first he went to return the book then he walked to a specific section in the library then started to look around for a book to read, he grabbed a book with a yellow cover. "Huh?" He muttered ,Akutagawa pulled the book but it didn't budge he tugs on it again but it still didn't budge. "What the.." a voice came out from the other side, Akutagawa immediately realised who the timid voice belonged to, Weretiger...his expression changed to annoyance and jealousy then he let go of the book causing the other to fall on the floor. A thud from the other side could be heard then a painful groan. "are you alright, atsushi?" a feminine voice worriedly asked "i'm fine kyouka, no need to worry" Akutagawa could hear the other standing up and brushing his clothes, the black hair boy could already imagine the whole scenario without watching it happening Akutagawa expression darkened as he thought of the timid boy smiling and chuckling nervously with a blush of embarrassment to the young girl. Akutagawa tsked then walked to the other sections of the library to avoid contact with them.

the library tables were quite long and there was only 5 tables in the middle of the library but it could fit a whole classroom of students. Akutagawa sat at the fourth table which was near to the wall, he flipped to the first page of the book there weren't many students so it was quite comfortable until..the weretiger sat at the same table he was sitting at but just at the opposite direction and 5 chairs away from him. Akutagawa tried not to look irritated, he bit his tongue struggling to hold back a sigh or a groan. he looked up from the book that he was reading and secretly glanced at the other, the timid boy always had a smile on even when the petite girl Kyouka explained a book she had read not to long ago. Akutagawa felt suffocated just by the other presscene, the more he thought about how much he hated the timid boy the more he felt irritated by him.Akutagawa looked at the clock on the wall and decided to just head to class.

***

Akutagawa was the first one in class, he sat at his spot which was beside the window, he waited for the class to start as he stared out the window to observe the scenery outside. There were some students walking in the school and there were some which were hanging out by the gates of the school. Akutagawa looked around carefully and spotted Dazai with the four eyes which his expression brightened. Dazai was messing around with kunikida per usual and he had his signature smirk as always while the letter Kunikida was fuming in flames as he shouted at him while holding a green notebook with the word "ideals" on it. As he observed, one by one his classmates were already coming to class waiting for the class to start as well."Hey Akutagawa, what are you looking at?" a voice came from besides him, Akutagawa was surprised but he didn't show any indication of it. he knew who it was..weretiger, he frowned not even glancing at the letter "fine" bluntly said the boy. Atsushi sat down next to him, he felt the letter's gaze an him but when he glances at the timid boy he has already looked away. Atsushi nervously glances at the other for a couple of time then thought "have i done something wrong to him? why is he always upset whenever i talk with him.." the question has always appeared in his head but he can't seem to find the answer, it was rumored that Akutagawa has a bad attitude and he always starts fights with others, sure he might be intimidating but he can't be that bad right? "maybe he doesn't like talking to others?" Atsushi thought again but he decided to stop for now or else his brain will start to melt into puddles.

As the bell rang, A man with blond braided hair, grey-ish blue eyes, wearing all black except for the light brown jacket. walked in the classroom perfectly on time to start his history lesson, Mr Verlaine. He smiles as he walked in class elegantly. "good morning class" he spoke with a french accent in his voice. Every single student stood up and bowed as they spoke accordingly "good morning, teacher Verlaine". Verlaine gesture all of them to sit down then he started to teach the class, atsushi spaced out as mr Verlaine teaches when it was almost at the end of the class Verlaine abruptly mention something that caught my attention "there will be a project for this section i just taught, you guys have to choose a classmate to be partners with and i'll give you guys 2 minutes to choose your own partners." Verlaine said with a smile. Atsushi blinks twice and started to look around the room then thought "i could use this opportunity to get to know Akutagawa better" his expression brightened. Akutagawa noticed the other's expression and held back a sour expression, he would rather jump off the window besides him then have to see his face ever again. Akutagawa was just waiting until the teacher paired him up with another student that doesn't have a partner as well because he didn't want to put in the effort of looking for one ,besides why would anyone want to pair up with him anyways his pessimistic mindset thought, Akutagawa glances at the timid kid besides him noticing he was politely declining people's request to partner with him it caused him to raise one eyebrow "wow, that's the most emotion he has shown so far" Atsushi thought to himself as he looked at him with his peripheral vision.

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