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maiiyahh · 1 year
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why sports anime charas wouldn't immediately get folded by ppl from shounens
okay so obviously this isn't going to talk about people from REALLY REALLY op verses like fucking dragonball or bleach or one piece, because literally everyone gets folded by them except for ppl from their own worlds and the mcs from those shitty reincarnated time-traveling tower climbing bullshit manhwas. i will mainly be talking about my hero academia and black clover bc these are the two that i think are somewhat 'weaker' (relatively!! relatively!!!!) compared to other mangas and animes ive seen. also when im refering to shounen i mean like,, ones with powers. ALSO, and this is really important, I AM NOT SAYING THAT THE SPORTS CHARACTERS WOULD WIN. i'm just saying that they're stronger than they get credit for, especially since a lot of people who i see debating this stuff aren't athletes and don't really understand how sport affects you in other parts of your life (including but not limited to fights)
SO!! point 1!! i think this gets swept under the carpet a lot whenever ppl are debating who's better, but powers that work in a specific sport can be translated into something outside of that sport. take midorima from knb as an example: he can shoot really good 3-pointers. well, outside of basketball, that probably means that he would have: a, really good spatial awareness since he never loses the ball or bumps into someone while shooting, b, insane hand-eye coordination, and c, crazy accuracy whenever he throws stuff in general. that's all stuff that's pretty useful in a fight, ngl. honestly, this skillset is kinda better than half the ppl in class 1a. like, sure, they've got quirks, but take away their quirks and most of them are basically useless.
POINT TWO. if a character has a power like isagi's meta vision or kuroko's vanishing thing (idk if it has a name) it's not gonna go away as soon as they get in a fight. meta vision literally lets isagi predict the future. there is no reason why this ability wouldn't give him the upper hand in a fight with someone else. especially since it's not strictly confined to football. the only thing he needs is data, and he can get a lot of that from watching fights. honestly, meta vision is so broken that i just know if he was in bnha it would count as a quirk.
POINT THREE, specifically for people like kise ryouta and reo mikage. anyone who can copy other people will still be able to do it. like obviously they're not gonna be able to shoot fire or do a domain expansion or summon a stand or any of that shit, but they can still copy physical moves. so if they go watch 100 videos of ppl doing krav maga or some shit they'll be able to do it, which would make them pretty strong. considering how in bnha (sorry bnha fans ur anime is just the easiest to compare too) people with more mentally-focused quirks can become really strong just by relying on a weapon or learning some sort of fighting style. in black clover literally half the people get beaten up by some kid who has zero magic and a sword. like, what's stopping kise from grabbing a sword and slamming into some random ua kid's head?? it's not like they'd see it coming.
okay i know you're getting sick of me at this point but just hear me out
sports anime are only underrated in fights because people assume that every single person with powers immediately solos. like, normally they do, but a lot of the time it's not a zero diff fight, like come on. sure, zoro would kill hinata, but would yaomomo really beat reo mikage?? like are you sure?? are you only going off the fact that since she has powers she wins?? think about it for a second, please, i beg of you. powers =/= strong. thank you for coming to my ted talk.
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maiiyoz · 3 years
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Hi I’m the anon from all the time ago still love the sickfic and your other stuffs great too!
Oh my god are you the one that asked for the second chapter from the teams pov??? Cause your request has been living in the back of my head ever since you first asked that,, it's also the reason why i rewrote that fic (idk if you know about that) and now I actually have a second chapter in the works. Idk how soon I'll get it done cause I'm really busy with life but I do really want to write it!
So thank you for sending that ask and also this one! It's always awesome to hear that people enjoy the stuff I make :)))
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ofthedirewolves · 5 years
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Hilarious tidbits from today’s therapy: 
Me: Sometimes I might be too hard on myself 
My therapist: YOU THINK
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Therapist: you don’t have to feel guilty for x & z  (it was something like that)
Me: um I was raised Catholic 
Therapist: ... you got me there
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tooruluv · 4 years
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Tooru Oikawa x F!Reader ( part 11 )
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❝ my love for him is much like winter, a skeleton for the world to see. too bad he never liked the cold. ❞
description: being the neighbor and lifelong best friend of tooru oikawa definitely had it’s perks. you were never an outcast, always had a seat at lunch, got into volleyball games for free. the problem was, however, that being in love with him outweighed those perks. you would never tell him that, though, even if it hurt like hell.
genre: best friends to lovers, angst, unrequited love, fluff if you squint hard enough
word count: 2,611
warnings/notes: the next part is the final part. i feel weird that it’s coming to an end! anyway, i hope you all enjoy. i do want to put a small warning because there is mention of a “crash” in this, but it is only a small part and not anything crazy. love you all! <3
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You had been spending a lot of time alone, again. To sort your thoughts, to avoid seeing Oikawa for the rest of the weekend, you didn’t know. Either way, you were laying in bed and contemplating how askew your life (your love life in particular) had become.
It never was this complicated before.
In fact, it still wasn’t very complicated.
You had been in love with Tooru Oikawa for as long as you could remember. And apparently, he loved you too. The problem was, he was being a dick. And he hadn’t even realized this “love” until very recently, if the man even knew what it felt like to be in love.
The answer should be incredibly easy: tell him you love him and be together. Because at the end of the day, he was the one you wanted.
Kuroo called you just then.
“Hello, hoodie.” He greeted through the phone. “I know you said you wanted some time to yourself today, but I’m bored.”
“Hello, Tetsurou Kuroo.”
“You sound sad.”
“Oh, you know, just another midlife crisis.” You told him. You didn’t even have the phone in your hand, the device on speaker laying beside your pillow.
“Midlife crisis? Aren’t you a bit young for those?”
“You don’t know how old I’ll be.”
He chuckled. It was short-lived, though, his tone turning serious. “Do you want to talk about it? Meet at the hill?”
“You actually want to listen to me rant about Oikawa?”
“Sure, why not? I told you that I was bored.” A movement behind the microphone. “I’m making sandwiches! Meet you there in 20.”
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The hill was beautiful even in the daytime. The city life hectic and full of car horns and chatter below, yet it was quiet there. When you arrived, Kuroo was waiting on a blanket with a plastic bag of sandwiches.
“Now that I have the guest of honor,” He moved over so you could join him. “Tell me everything.”
And you did. You told him about how you have loved the volleyball captain, how you were going to tell him but somehow ended up finding out your best friend was gay, how Oikawa dated Sana, how Sana is cool as hell, how Oikawa had ignored you and broke every tradition and completely threw you off, how you got humiliated by said captain and then kissed by him, how you got drunk and made out, and you even told him how you met someone else who had saved you from drowning yourself multiple times, how confused you were.
Kuroo didn’t interrupt, didn’t ask questions. He just sat and listened until you were done. He gave you subtle nods of understanding during it, but that was more for your sake so you knew he was listening.
Once you finished, Kuroo finally asked a question.
“Okay, I think that there’s only one question I can ask.” He turned to you, eyes gleaming in the sun. “Is it really that complicated, or are you trying to make it complicated because you’re scared that actually going through with your feelings would change things even more?”
For that, you didn’t have an answer. You just stared at him, eyes staring into his as though he knew the answer you were searching for. Which he did.
“Kiss me.” Kuroo said suddenly.
Your eyes widened in confusion. You spluttered, “I don’t… why would I… what..”
“It’s for science.” He said, not once moving an inch from his spot.
You scoffed. “For science.”
“If you kiss me and feel either nothing or guilty, it means you want Oikawa and I was right.” Kuroo spoke as if he was giving a presentation and not literally asking you to kiss him. “If you kiss me and you like it and I’m a better kisser than Oikawa, looks like you have obtained a new and extremely good looking boyfriend.”
“You’re ridiculous.” You didn’t move from your spot, either. “I just. I don’t want to kiss you and leave you hanging or like… lead you on? I know that…”
“Babe, I’m literally asking you to kiss me.”
“I know but…”
“Seriously I’m not going to be mad or expect you to…”
You kissed him. You leaned forward and pressed your lips to his. He was sitting cross-legged, and you had put your hands on his knees to give you that extra height to reach him. It only took him a second of surprise before he kissed you back, hands immediately going into your hair and on your neck.
His lips were soft, softer than Oikawa’s. Kuroo was soft in general, his kisses small and many instead of long and passionate. His hands were hovering over your jaw when Oikawa’s were everywhere he was offered.
You were comparing him to Oikawa. You were the one who pulled back.
A breath of air. Your stomach churned.
“…So?” Kuroo asked, chest visibly showing his beating heart. “What did you think?”
“I think you’re a good kisser.” You smiled. “But…”
“But you feel bad?”
“No it’s not that.” You stayed beside him, looking at his hands in yours. You played with his fingers. “I was comparing. Like it was a competition.”
“Comparing me to Oikawa?” Kuroo nodded, thinking. He looked back to you, smile plastered on his lips. “Who’s better?”
“Don’t ask me that!” you threw his hands back into his lap.
“Oh, c’mon. I need to know.”
“Too different.” Was your only explanation.
“Can I tell my friend that you said I was better? He would literally pee himself in happiness.”
“Fine.”
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Suzuki Sana arrived at Oikawa’s house that day. It was a quick visit, to give him back some things and get back a couple of things she had left at his. They may not have dated for long, but they had done… a lot. Even before.
“Sorry for bringing you into all of this.” Oikawa told her.
“I’m sorry for being your first girlfriend when your first girlfriend should’ve been the girl next door.” Sana replied.
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The friendship between Tooru Oikawa and Hajime Iwaizumi was never complicated, at least between them. Oikawa was the flirty, arrogant, leader and Iwaizumi was the one who brought him back to earth when his head got too inflated. It had always been that way.
Even back when they were kids, just throwing around volleyballs and running around on the playground Iwaizumi was always the one.
When Iwaizumi first met him, Oikawa was standing on the playground’s monkey bars claiming to be the King of the Playground. Iwaizumi told him that he wasn’t and to let the other kids play. To which, young Oikawa replied “There is a princess in need of saving! Help me save her, Jester!”
The princess being you.
You sat in the circle tower on the playground by the slide, pretending to beg for help. Oikawa only left the monkey bars to come “save” you, bringing you down the slide with him. Iwaizumi was at his side, actually laughing when they all got stuck in the middle of the slide and having to scoot the rest of the way with their feet.
“What is your name, Jester?” Oikawa asked.
“Hajime Iwaizumi!”
“Iwa, you are now our friend!” Oikawa introduced you to him.
That was the start of it all, for the most part. After that, the three of you were inseparable, your parents easily greeting Iwaizumi’s into their Adult Friend Group. There were play dates, birthday parties, summer trips, long volleyball tournaments, all together. They say, “two’s company, and three’s a crowd”, but the three of you made nearly a perfect unit together.
Things were different now, full of weird unsolved emotions and secrets that are no longer secrets. And Iwaizumi was so tired.
“Hey, Oikawa.” Iwaizumi said during the end of practice. They had stayed back, practicing a little more just the two of them.
“Whoa, you called me my actual name.” Oikawa replied, grabbing the next ball from the basket. “What’s up?”
“Are you actually in love with her or did you just say that to make her feel better?” He paused. “Or to make yourself feel better?”
Oikawa froze in his spot, ball empty in his hand. His voice was the smallest Iwaizumi had ever heard it. “Why would you ask me that?”
“Because she’s been in love with you for forever, and you have never been in love before.” Iwaizumi said simply, shrugging. “I don’t want to see her hurt anymore.”
“Iwa.”
“Listen, all that I’m asking is do you actually love her?”
“Yes.” It was a fast response, quick and final. “I didn’t know it before, but I know I am now. I heard that she cried over me and I felt like digging my own grave. Whenever she smiles at me from the bleachers at the games, or when she fixes my tie, it makes me want to giggle like a little schoolgirl. I know you’re worried, I know that. But I’m trying to fix things. I’m trying to make up for a lot of lost time I didn’t even realize I was missing.”
Oikawa looked back to the ball. “She hasn’t told me herself that she’s in love with me too. I fucked things up, I took out frustration and confusion out on her that I shouldn’t have. I’m waiting for her to come to me first.”
“Okay.” Iwaizumi grabbed his own ball. “Okay, okay. I needed to know, to be sure.”
“I know.”
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You went on a walk with Kuroo through the city streets after the picnic. He put the empty bag and blanket into his backpack, taking your hand to help you up. It was a beautiful day.
“You should come to the tournaments this Wednesday.” Kuroo said. “Nekoma is versing Seijoh, you get to see me beat the love of your life’s ass.”
“I don’t know about that.” You joked, nudging him. “I’ll definitely be there. You can’t be mad if you see me cheering for both teams, though.”
“When she supports you.”
“Shut up.”
You walked for a bit more, taking the longest way home you could. You talked a lot, joked around and pointed out shops and restaurants to try. You even went by the Sakanoshita Store. Your favorite man wasn’t even working at the time.
It was nearly sunset when you ended at your doorstep. You suddenly had a realization that you were wearing his hoodie.
“Oh, shit.” You started to bring your arms through. “Do you want your hoodies back? Now that you…”
“Babe, nothing has changed between us.” Kuroo shoved the red back onto you. “Friends before all else. And you get to keep the hoodies. As friends.”
“Friends before all else.”
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As soon as you walked through the doors, your mom announced that your family would be eating BBQ with Oikawa’s as a “Family Sunday Fun Night” (her words, you cringed). Usually these dinners were planned, but sometimes your mom liked to “switch things up, keep things spontaneous” (also her words).
You tried not to be awkward around Oikawa, but it was a bit hard when he wouldn’t stop staring at you and not coming to you. His brother noticed, of course, because he notices everything.
“You two did something, didn’t you?” His brother asked from behind you.
“You would be the one to say something about it.” You felt him put his arm around your shoulders (it runs in the family, Oikawa’s mom does it too). “Is it that obvious?”
“It’s a little obvious to someone who knows.” He brought his head a little closer just in case. “Did he finally find out he loved you, too?”
“We kissed.” You confessed. “Multiple times.”
“Oh, even better. Next question: why aren’t you together?”
“I thought it was complicated.” You leaned closer to him. “It isn’t, though.”
“Send me the pinterest board for the wedding.” He said to you at the same time Takeru ran to him.
“Daddy!!” Takeru jumped into his arms. “Uncle told me to run over and ask what you guys are talking about.”
“Of course he did.” He took a step back and turned around, looking at you over his shoulder. You sent him a look as he went back into the house.
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You had crashed into Iwaizumi’s house before. It was nothing crazy, just a kid on a four-wheeler for the first time.
Oikawa’s older brother had gotten two four-wheelers for his birthday and gave you and Oikawa a (very brief) run down on how to drive it before sending you both off in them. The four-wheelers only went so fast, and it was very easy to start and brake, it was made for kids of course.
However, you happened to get the one that didn’t run the best. The brakes didn’t work as well as they should’ve.
So, as you tried to catch up to Oikawa (who just drove full speed into Iwaizumi’s backyard to show off), you couldn’t stop in time and crashed right into their gutter that drained the water from the roof.
Iwaizumi’s parents rushed out, promising you that it was perfectly fine and not to worry about it. But you were on the ground, covered in mud.
Oikawa was the one who rushed to your side like he was an active doctor, asking you if you were okay and telling you to stay awake like you were dying. He always was the dramatic one.
Sometimes, you can still see the small spot where you crashed into the corner of Iwaizumi’s house. Oikawa had always been your knight in shining armor, even if he was the one who got you into a majority of the messes you ended up in.
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You sat in Oikawa’s room for the millionth time, feeling out of place as if it was the first time. Like you had to ask permission to breathe his air or look at his generic blue plaid bed comforters.
He noticed.
He patted the place beside him on the bed, and you obliged. The entire room smelled like him, overwhelming your senses. Oikawa always smelled like mint and flowers.
“I kissed Kuroo today.” You said. The first thing you’ve said to him since your little… movie night.
“Okay. You…kissed Kuroo today.” Oikawa repeated. He didn’t have any emotion in his voice but you knew him better than that. “I guess I can’t really say anything about that.”
You rolled your eyes, sending him a smile. You placed your hand on top of his, in his lap. He looked down at you.
“It wasn’t like that. Kissing Kuroo made me realize something.”
“Listen, if you want to date him I’m not going to blame you. I’ve literally come to your house in the middle of the night to escape some girl in my bed while you were in love with me and…”
“I’m going to stop you there, overthinker.” You focused on your hands, rubbing your thumb along a vein on his hand. “Now it’s you who’s saying that I was in love with you.”
“Hm?” He was lost.
You looked up at him again. “You used past tense. As I was going to say, kissing Kuroo made everything very clear for me and I realized that I haven’t told you something that I really should’ve told you years ago.”
“Oh god, it’s happening.”
“I’m in love with you.”
“Well, that’s fortunate.” Oikawa sighed, bringing his hands to your face and tracing the outline of your lips with his thumb. “Because I happen to be in love with you, too.”
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miyaniacs · 4 years
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Exchange - Miya Atsumu & Osamu  SMAU
ROUTE: ATSUMU  NO!
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smau masterlist  / masterlist
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A/N : uhm yes.. better late than never? sorry tho lol 
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Synopsis: After coming back to Tokyo, Y/N still cut of the contact to each twin. Countless FaceTime Interventions with her best friends and her roommates, she finally made up her mind...
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Atsumu gets up, a smile plastered on his face and walks over to you. 
You take a deep breath and prepare yourself for the upcoming conversation. Atsumu gets closer and closer until a loud “NOOOO!“ is heard from across the gym. A few seconds later a wild Bokuto appears in front of you, buffing his chest and arms crossed. 
“Bro what’s wrong?“ Atsumu asks confused, looking at him. 
"No.“ he simply says. 
"No?“ you ask just as confused as Atsumu and the rest of the team. 
"I promised Kim and Kayla to not let you do something stupid.“ he huffs, not moving an inch. 
"That‘s stupid- she‘s not a child anymore.“ Atsumu rolls is eyes and tries to walk around of Bokuto, but Bokuto simply mirrors him. 
"Kou. I will talk with those two- just please.“ you whine. 
"I - for once - have to agree with Bokuto though.“  Sakusa says and walks towards the three of you. 
"You DO?!“ Bokuto and you say simultaneously say. 
"Yes, I do, I‘ve talked with Kim a bit and.... well she explained why she and Kayla are so worried and knowing that ...“ he turn to Atsumu, “No, please leave her alone.“
"WHY TF is suddenly everyone apparently knowing HOW I am supposed to feel right now?!“ you say, boiling with anger. "OH PLEASE - you don‘t know how you feel.“ Bokuto says and turns around to you, "THIS MORNING you told us that you made up your mind and THAT YOU want to end things - WITH BOTH OF THEM. You already told Osamu and you two agreed to be just friends.  And what are you doing now? Stop being so fuckin‘ forgiving and bighearted just because someone says they‘ve changed and you stupid ass automatically believes them. You told us, and i quote „that you try to stop being so naive and fall for every lie or every guy with a pretty face.“ Bokuto finally ends his rant and immediately regrets it the second he sees your face. 
Big tears start rolling down your cheeks and your lips shake. You‘re not mad at Bokuto, no. Neither at Sakusa nor Atsumu. You‘re mad at yourself. You know they are right and you know how everything will end again, but finally ‚talking‘ with Atsumu again - it made you feel so happy and warm. It was just right? 
"Y/n...“ Bokuto starts and stops as you shake your head. 
"No.. I - you‘re right. You‘re totally right.“ you turn to Atsumu, “Sorry.“ you turn around and walk out while shouting an apology to the coach. 
Bokuto and Sakusa look at each other and sigh.
"I - What — WHY?!“ Atsumu stutters and looks at both.
"Sorry Bro.“ Bokuto says and walks away, while Sakusa just shrugs, leaving Atsumu alone and confused, yet also determined to change your mind. 
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maiithoughts-blog · 7 years
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How Facebook eats the world -- a thread
“Facebook is eating the world.” – this has been our discussion for today’s meeting in class. It has dominated the whole society and a lot of people engage in this social media site, and since then it became the largest among the other media organizations. It has also been stated that if Facebook would be a country, it would be bigger than China considering that billions of people have been using it. 
I have made a thread on twitter to impart some of my realizations and rants about Facebook which i think will help them reflect on.
I can't last a day without scrolling through my newsfeed, react on posts by friends, and express my thoughts on certain issues #PUBLISHA51
— Maii Martinez (@maiiiimartinez)
May 27, 2017
I know it is not just me who always do this. 
AND!!!! Facebook does not even care...like as long as the "moderators" think it's fine, they won't remove it #PUBLISHA51
— Maii Martinez (@maiiiimartinez)
May 27, 2017
Yes, they have this called “moderators” who can control the content that were being posted online. They check the content and remove it if they can see it as offensive and violent. Not everyone are amused and entertained by all the posts they see on their news feed but they still don’t care as long as they don’t see something wrong about it...so..what moderators?
..some posts contain really offensive and sensitive content, nothing will happen. (2/2) #PUBLISH
— Maii Martinez (@maiiiimartinez)
May 27, 2017
If I report one post which i can see contains a very sensitive content, nothing will happen. I’m just one out of the billions of users out there. 
People must learn how to control what they are posting kasi HUHUHU hurt hurt ang heart ko #PUBLISHA51
— Maii Martinez (@maiiiimartinez)
May 27, 2017
YES, PLEASE TAKE NOTE ~*HUHU*~
I think people must realize how bad Facebook has affected our lives.. they think they have the power to control others #PUBLISHA51
— Maii Martinez (@maiiiimartinez)
May 27, 2017
They have the power to control others, thus if they know they are “famous”,  they think they are above all other people. And it makes them think that they have the right to be superior since they have more followers than others....and that’s so sad!!
FB can be easily accessed w just one click. Anyone can have their own fb accs and then they're free to post whatever they want #PUBLISHA51
— Maii Martinez (@maiiiimartinez)
May 27, 2017
And even post fake news!!!! That moment when you thought your favorite celebrity died pero JOKE LANG PALA SO SINO MATUTUWA DUN #PUBLISHA51
— Maii Martinez (@maiiiimartinez)
May 27, 2017
It’s very annoying to see ~*dummy*~ accounts which were just made to bash and hate other people. How ironic that people exert so much effort and waste their time in creating these and hide behind it. And also, they make these in order to make fake news!! I got victimized by a post which stated that *insert celebrity name here* died, which i thought was true but was not!! It’s not funny, people. I said, it’s not funny.
..recently. Nalaman ko lang because i saw a post on facebook. (2/2) #PUBLISHA51
— Maii Martinez (@maiiiimartinez)
May 27, 2017
Facebook has benefits din naman. You get to communicate with other people and express your thoughts and opinions freely #PUBLISHA51
— Maii Martinez (@maiiiimartinez)
May 27, 2017
But then we get to be updated on the issues worldwide because of Facebook. We become aware of the things that are happening around. Although it gives some disadvantages, it still has benefits. It is a medium of communication and a page which you can express your thoughts and opinions.
So my take-away would be being responsible on the things we post online. We might not see it as offensive and sensitive, but to others, sometimes it is. We just need to be more aware of our posts to ensure that no one gets hurt by it. 
wala so ang point ko lang naman is be responsible in posting kasi we don't know we're hurting other people's feelings HEHEHUHU #PUBLISHA51
— Maii Martinez (@maiiiimartinez)
May 27, 2017
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maiiyahh · 1 year
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i am going to take this opportunity to address the number one problem i find with fanfiction (and the source material too!! theyre not safe either) about sports animes/manga (blue lock in particular bc ive been obsessed recently).
now it’s not really a problem, but it just irks me. i just get annoyed by it. it makes me want to throw my toaster at the wall, which is bad because then i won’t have any toast to eat (i hate toast). okay, getting on with it:
WHY DO PPL ASSUME THAT SPORTS ANIME/MANGA MCS DONT KNOW HOW TO TALK TO GIRLS IN A ROMANTIC WAY????
like if it’s like,,, hinata from hq i would understand, bc he’s like a ball of anxiety and probably didnt know that women existed until he went to school. but like,, isagi??? nahhh. you’re done. he was literally the most popular kid at his school, there’s no way he doesn’t know how to flirt or smth. when characters like this are portrayed with zero knowledge of females, it makes me go 🤨 bc on god this man has been confessed to before.
AND ANOTHER THING
if they do know how to talk to girls how come they’re always framed as playboys?? not everyone who can flirt is a playboy, stop giving us flirts a bad image please. as a competitive swimmer i love flirting with people but im not dating 6 ppl at once, so please stop this sorcery. especially if they’re in high school, since that makes it feel so creepy.
like i understand that sometimes it gets played up by the author for laughs, but most male athletes talk to girls a lot, and vice versa. nobody is going to be blushing red and having a mini heart attack bc they’re talking to another gender, especially as an athlete. WE HAVE LOW RESTING HEART RATES SO IF THAT HAPPENS ITS LITERALLY BAD??
and on the other hand, we don't always want to date random ppl who talk to us, or seduce them. most of the time we just wanna talk. is that so wrong?
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maiiyahh · 1 year
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competitive swimming & blue lock
was thinking about how the blue lock philosophy is literally everything i've learned (and am still learning) during my years as a competitive swimmer and how the 'believe you're the best to become the best' motto is literally PREACHED in other sports, but have it show up in football and you're literally the devil. huh, what's up with that?
so i've seen blue lock gets hate (from what i've seen) from not having 'team dynamics' and shredding the 'value of friendship and camaraderie' but in reality a lot of 'team sports' like swimming & tennis, where ppl ALSO work together (relays, doubles matches), have the most toxic mindset possible when it comes to teamwork. like i was taught if i dove in too early during a relay (you can't dive in before the person in the water touches the wall) then it wasn't my fault, but the person IN THE WATER who had slowed down somewhat imperceptibly before touching the wall.
honestly, the lack of a team dynamic in blue lock makes it better?? to me, at least. blue lock to me is like... how free! should have been. now, free! fans leave me alone. i watched 3 episodes of that shit and ran away in fear due to inaccuracy. but in the short amount that i watched, the show felt really weird. i've been a competitive swimmer for a decade now, so trust me when i say i know what i'm talking about here. one of things that felt really off to me was the fact that everyone was so... okay with eachother. i've been on 4 swim teams in my life, and none of them were as happy as that itawobi club. sure, there's only 4 people, but there is 100% going to be conflict between them, especially since there's no coach?? like idk if they get one later on or smth but like,,, how u gonna get better if u got no one teaching you?? idk but that shit confusing man.
anyways back on topic. blue lock. i love blue lock. the fact that everyone gets along on the surface but in reality is trying to beat the other people is exactly the feeling i get during a competition or even just practice. it's real, not just a manga special effects thing that the author made up to look edgy. i just know that if blue lock was about like,, track and field or swimming or some shit it would not be getting compared to high school slice of life anime like haikyuu. no hate to haikyuu i love it, but blue lock is just... on another level. like the way that everything is executed feels so real and gives me that sense of competition that i only get from sport. like i KNOW that these characters feel the same as i do, and that's why it makes it fun.
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tooruluv · 4 years
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Tooru Oikawa x F!Reader ( part 7 )
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❝ my love for him is much like winter, a skeleton for the world to see. too bad he never liked the cold. ❞
description: being the neighbor and lifelong best friend of tooru oikawa definitely had it’s perks. you were never an outcast, always had a seat at lunch, got into volleyball games for free. the problem was, however, that being in love with him outweighed those perks. you would never tell him that, though, even if it hurt like hell.
genre: best friends to lovers, angst, unrequited love, fluff if you squint hard enough
word count: 2,184
warnings/notes: um.. haha?
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“Oh.”
You couldn’t look at her. How could you? You felt her eyes stare into your head, but you focused all of your attention onto your hands as though they would help you escape the most awkward conversation you’ve ever had.
“You’re in love with Tooru.” Sana said, as a statement rather than question. You didn’t move, frozen. “Oh my god, and I’ve been a total bitch! I asked you on a double date… oh! Oh no, I totally just said he doesn’t like you back…”
“You’re not wrong.” You let out a small (and very emotionless) chuckle. You finally looked up at her.
“Seriously I cannot believe you are letting me be your friend when I’m dating the man you’ve been seriously in love with. What does that make me?”
“A girl who’s dating a guy who likes her back.” You told her.
The thing was, you weren’t mad at Sana. You never had an ill thought toward her. Yet, Sana was so guilty about something she (1) couldn’t control, and (2) had no idea about. You wanted to hate her, yes, but you didn’t. And Oikawa was your best friend.
“Sana, stop.” You cut her off in the middle of another rant as Sana continued about how mad she would’ve been and asking you again why you didn’t tell her about your love for the boy. “Sana! I don’t care! Truly. I told you when we first met that you had my full approval. Oikawa likes you, and I like you, and I seriously would’ve rather died than have this conversation.”
Sana gave you a look, then looked at Iwaizumi, and then back to you.
“How long have you been in love with him?”
You faked a smile. “That seems to be the question of the decade, huh?”
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Tooru Oikawa showed up at your house for the first time in what seemed like forever. It was after the other two had left, and you were just lounging around (and just got off of facetime with Kuroo, which is beside the point).
“Hi.” He smiled as you swung the door open. “Please tell me that I can stay the night.”
You smiled, instantly forgetting about anything else. Because Oikawa was back to being the Oikawa you knew, and he was standing in front of you asking to stay the night.
“You can stay the night.”
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You remember the very first time that Oikawa had slept in your bed with you. As kids, it never really counted, and your parents did their best to make sure the both of you slept in either separate beds or on blankets on the floor.
But, one night, Oikawa had showed up in the middle of the night. You were both still kids, basically right before puberty. He was soaking wet from rain. 
“Oikawa?” You turned your head. He grew a lot that summer. “What are you doing here?”
“I hate the lightning.” He admitted, stepping in and taking his (very wet) shoes. “Can I sleep here? My brother keeps teasing me.”
“Of course! O.M.G! We can have a sleepover. I have chocolate in my room.” 
He followed you up the stares, the both of you giggling and ready to stay up the entire night. You both lied, though, as you fell asleep before midnight. You woke up in his arms.
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Sana was still your friend, you assumed. After she left, she never told you that she wanted time or space or anything of the sort. You figured that you’ve held your feelings down for this long and she noticed and it didn’t bother her.
It would’ve bothered you if you found out a friend was in love with your boyfriend.
Still, you were surprised when Sana linked her arm with yours at school. She still sent you her shining smile, waited for you before class, and talked nonsense.
“Sana, I’m confused.” You told her. She was grabbing her books out of her locker and you were standing beside her. She didn’t speak, so you continued. “I… I’m in love with your boyfriend. And you’re… you seem to be okay with the whole thing.”
“You’ve been in love with him for longer than I’ve known him.” Sana turned to you, the most serious you have ever witnessed from her. “Who am I to be mad about that? And I like our friendship, even if it did start with him.”
“You… you’re probably the coolest person ever. Actually.”
“I try to be.” Sana shut her locker, finally giving you a smile. “I’m not one to be jealous, but if this becomes some kind of kdrama I might have to use your weaknesses against you.”
“I can agree to that.”
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You ate in the cafeteria for the first time in a long time. Iwaizumi and Matsukawa sat to the right of you at the circle tables, and Oikawa on your left. It felt normal. The only thing was, Sana was nowhere to be found.
“Where’s Sana?” You asked Oikawa after a little bit, to which he shrugged.
“I don’t know. She said that she had something to do.”
You looked at Iwaizumi, as if he always had the answers you searched for, but he only gave you a confused look. Hm.
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“Hey.”
“Hi.”
You and Oikawa stood in the hallway, arm’s length away and walking in opposite directions. It was after lunch and before class, the perfect time to have an awkward conversation.
“You never stopped wearing my jersey. I saw you in it last game.” He said, sending you his priceless smile.
“I plan on wearing it again tonight. If that’s okay.”
“It’s always okay.” He kept smiling, but you could see it was a little more forced than usual. “I shouldn’t have ever asked you for it.”
“If you start to apologize again, I will punch you in the face. In front of everyone here.” You told him.
His hands came out of his pockets, reaching to you. “Deal. Oh! By the way, your tie is crooked.”
You gasped, looking to your chest, only to find your tie in perfect condition.
“Make you look.”
“You child!” You laughed, smacking his arm. He laughed too, sticking his tongue out at you.
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Suzuki Sana had been dating Tooru Oikawa, officially, for a month. She liked it, for the most part. He adored her, truly, and made her laugh more than ever. He also happened to be a good kisser, something she would never admit.
The only thing was, she felt way closer to you than she did with Oikawa. Not in the same ways, of course, but it was true. She wasn’t expecting to be such close friends with you so quickly.
Sana tried her best not to be jealous, or upset, about you being in love with Oikawa. But it was hard. She was a lot of things but a jealous girlfriend was not one of them. Until she watched you and Oikawa talk.
It was just a small conversation between you and him, a short one in the hallway after lunch, but it was like a spotlight shone directly on the two of you and made everyone else disappear. She could almost see the love dripping off of your face when you smiled at something he said to you. And she definitely didn’t miss the way Oikawa looked at you with stars in his eyes.
So, yeah. That’s when something changed and Sana knew what to do.
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There was only one fight between Tooru Oikawa and you that resulted in multiple days of no speaking. And it was your fault. It was something stupid, but it was important.
When you were young (probably around nine or ten), you had accidentally ripped Oikawa’s permission form to go to a volleyball summer camp. It was only a couple of weeks during the summer where he would be away, and they needed to turn in the paper by mail.
Oikawa was mad at you for two full days. He yelled at you, thought that you ripped it on purpose because you didn’t want him to go. You didn’t want him to go, of course, but the rip was on accident.
He apologized on the third day. And spent the rest of the summer forcing you to play volleyball with him. By the end, you still didn’t completely understand the sport.
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You have known Oikawa your entire life, your parents being best friends since their high school days. It wasn’t unusual for your parents to have dinner together and leave “the children” (you) to hang out while they’re away.
It was one of those nights, and Oikawa was trying to convince you to throw some serves for him in the backyard. You sat on the porch, next to Oikawa’s older brother, refusing to do so.
“So, I hear you have been dating someone lately.” Oikawa’s brother turned to you, a mischievous smile plastered on his face. Oikawa froze from his position, ball in hand. You didn’t notice. “Tell me the details.”
“I… I have no idea what you’re talking about.” You told him, face flushed.
“Ah! You’re so flustered right now!” He teased you. “Who is he?”
“No one. I’m not dating anyone.” You crossed your arms. You looked at Oikawa, trying to gauge his reaction. He had his back turned to you.
Oikawa’s brother noticed your focus, and you swore his grin got wider. “I see. You’re not over it.”
“Not over it.” You replied, both of you sharing a secret as old as time.
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Tetsurou Kuroo had facetimed you one day after school, before one of Seijoh’s games. It was a filler game, one that didn’t count towards championships, but you were excited to go to a game when everything was back to normal.
“Hello, jersey.” He greeted through the phone. He was laying in bed, one arm under his head. You had a very thirsty thought, but you will keep that to yourself. You didn’t like Kuroo that way.
“Hello, hair.” You joked back, pointing out his hair (which was flat and on his face and not done per usual).
“Why are you still at school? The game doesn’t start for like half an hour.”
“I forgot something in my locker.” You told him, turning the corner towards your locker. “And my mom dropped me off before going to run some errands, so I’m here early.”
Kuroo talked to you for a minute about something volleyball related, and then something about something else you couldn’t remember, before you ended up at your locker.
The lockers were a bit shorter than the ceiling, so there was a space between the top of the locker. Right above yours was a blue athletic water bottle with an “O” on it. You chuckled, rolling your eyes, reaching up to grab it (using a shelf in your locker after not being able to reach).
“Hey, Kuroo, do you mind if I call you back later?”
“Yeah, cool. Talk to you later?”
You smiled at him from your camera. “I’ll probably text you during the game.”
He smiled and waved you goodbye. You clicked the end button as you twirled the full water bottle in your hand.
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You walked into the gym, towards the boys who collected around the chairs by the coach. The minute you seen the back of Oikawa’s head, you knew that he wasn’t the happiest.
It was like the cheerful Oikawa from earlier had vanished.
“Hey, ‘Kawa…” you started, but before you could get any closer or say anything else, he pivoted.
His eyes met yours, and he was livid. The air was immediately tense.
“Dude can you fucking leave me alone for one minute?” Oikawa deadpanned. He was angry, his voice loud enough to cause most of the crowd to go silent to listen in. You froze in place. “Seriously, get off the court and let me play this fucking game without worrying about you. You know Sana broke up with me because of you? Did you know that? You always have to have some kind of interference for literally everything good happening in my life. Why don’t you go? Leave me be? You don’t even fucking like volleyball.”
Your heart dropped to your stomach, and your voice caught in your throat. You couldn’t move. You blinked.
“God, it’s so fucking annoying. I get it, you’re in love with me or whatever, but Jesus Christ dude find someone else to follow. ”
You swallowed. Not only did your heart shatter, but he also pointed every insecurity you had. Annoying him, being a bother… You couldn’t breathe. He knew. Of course he knew. How could he not know?
“Yeah, okay.” Your voice was small, and you were surprised that it didn’t waver. You held the waterbottle to him, hands shaking. “I was just bringing you your water bottle. You left it on top of my locker.”
You placed the water bottle on the ground next to the coach before walking out of the gym doors, and then sprinting down the hall.
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ofthedirewolves · 11 years
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Ugh I just saw someone defend Neal's actions tonight saying Robin knew what he was getting into and that Neal didn't blackmail him..I'm in shock..are you kidding me? 
He did BLACKMAIL him.. Hello reminding him of the fact that the only reason Roland was born was because of Rumple? It's called EMOTIONAL BLACKMAIL 
Yes he was protected but guess what?? HE SHOULDN'T HAVE HAD TO DO THAT
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ofthedirewolves · 11 years
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Soo I went on facebook and realized I was added to a group about my 2005 graduation class (elementary-jr high)
Apparently they were making plans for a reunion..I never found out bc facebook never tells me these things but I was thinking..
I really don't want to go if a reunion is made (not only bc i'm still in college so I prob couldn't go ) but it's like dude most of you assholes bullied me like no other..most of my issues come from you guys..you are the reason for my issues
My life is a goddamn mess right now, I have a semester left in college, in a major that i'm no longer a big fan of, my parents keep badgering about what I'm going to do with my life and they are getting me all these connections for film but the thing is i'm not sure I want to be a filmmaker.. I'm 23 and I'm completely lost
I want to make something of myself before I see those assholes again, like guess what you didn't break me, I'm a phoenix damn it I rise from the ashes..
Honestly they wouldn't even recognize me, personality wise and looks wise, I mean I'm sexy and I know it not to be mean but it's true   
I haven't really kept in touch with anyone which is ridiculous bc not everyone was bad my last year was good-ish and there's some I do miss but for the rest of the goddamn assholes I want to be something before I see them you know? 
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ofthedirewolves · 13 years
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I was watching the Independence Declaration and the presenters were talking about how we should be proud of our country
and all I could think about was...So we should be proud about the fact that our country has killed more people in a few years than all the people killed in the Palestine/Israel wars? Really? Really?
Those wars have been going on forever and in just under 4 years more people have died in this country.. 
Plus our fucking president just sucks big time man I get so pissed whenever I see him in the screen, then there's the whole he said the whole speech incredibly fast..seriously??
Yeah my negativity is in full force today 
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ofthedirewolves · 13 years
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I hate it..
I hate how they can turn a good day into a bad one and it always ends the same way...with me as a crying mess 
apparently since i'm the one who's always in a good mood i'm not allowed to get angry..great the other 2 can basically break down doors but I say a comment and i'm the bad guy of the situation 
I Just wanted my fucking sauce on my fucking pizza but no can do...I basically get told to stop acting like a bitch and that i'm being dramatic
I had to get out of there before I started crying (which i knew would come with a, why are you are crying, seriously? this is not something to cry about) I wish I could stop crying I wish I could be the perfect daughter you want one who is interested in school and getting good grades instead of being interested in glee and harry potter..one who prefers to go to parties instead of being on the computer, one that doesn't cry over everything I know you got screwed but this is the daughter you've got she's completely imperfect but you just have to deal with that...
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ofthedirewolves · 13 years
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Going to rant...parents piss me off at times
1 DIA!! UN PINCHE DIA QUE ME HACEN DE COMER ALGO QUE EN VERDAD ME GUSTA Y ME LO ECHAN EN LA CARA POR EL RESTO DE LA SEMANA!! NO SE VALE ES UNA PINCHE INJUSTICIA..FREGADOS 
NO PERO LA BEBE QUIERE SU PIZZA Y ESTA ENFERMITA SE ACABA DE OPERAR LA NARIZ ENTONCES TENEMOS QUE ORDENAR LA PIZZA COMO LA QUIERE ELLA
NO IMPORTA QUE LA ULTIMA VEZ QUE PEDIMOS PIZZA LA PEDIMOS DE SU MANERA (and it tasted like crap!) NO IMPORTA QUE BASICAMENTE TE TRAE TE SIRVIENTA CADA VEZ QUE QUIERE (Traime un popote, quiero un puddin, conectame mi laptop etc)
YO LO UNICO QUE PIDO ES MI PINCHE PIZZA DE PEPPERONI CON FUCKING BARBEQUE SAUCE!!!  
PERO NO ES LA BEBE Y COMO NO LE VAMOS A HACER CASO VAMOS A CONSEGUIRLE SU PINCHE PIZZA ABURRIDA DE QUESO CON SALSA VIEJA DE DOMINOS..CLARO CLARO 
This has been a rant..I just needed to get that off my chest so I can go back to being a good girl who takes care of her fucking sister
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ofthedirewolves · 13 years
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I'm thinking of going to Harry Potter alone..
I mean no one wants to go with me and I know I'll regret it if I don't go but at the same time this would require me driving and while i know how to drive, i have a license and the theater is close to my house i've never driven by myself and at night would probably not be a good idea..
I mean I could go earlier when it's still light out but the drive back at 2 am it would be dark and all..
My Reckless/Potterhead side is a battle with my Cautious side and I dont know which one is winning
this has been a maii rant..if you guys have any idea about what I should do please tell me..
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ofthedirewolves · 13 years
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So I'm obviously a masochist so I decided to check my story stats on fanfiction.net
Chapter Words Hits Visitors
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and that is all from just yesterday...you want to know how many reviews the chapter has?
4 it only has 4 reviews!! and yet it has 121 alerts...
It's the fucking longest chapter in the whole story it's just soo frustrating!!
Okay i'm done ranting you guys want to review, then review if you dont want to then don't i'm  freaking tired of it
To those that do review... I LOVE YOU
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