#makes me fucking sick to my stomach

[coridallasmultipass]

Vent/transphobia in fandom

I regret looking in the trans //// Dirk tag bc wow... people sure do love to shit on other people's interpretation of canon.

Someone fucking said "people are making him trans to 'soften' him and make him more likeable" like holy shit???? Am I actually reading those words?? Someone being blatantly transphobic in the tD tag, where y'know, trans people wanna read posts about tD.

If you think making a character trans 'softens' him, that's literally the definition of transphobia, and that's something you need to work on. Trans men aren't Men Lite. We're not softer and more likeable than cis men. Shut the fuck up.

I feel so fucking sick after reading that. Fucking asshole piece of shit. I did not need to read that tonight, while I'm literally suffering from a 'trapped in the wrong body' flavour of gender dysphoria and S.I. and just TRYING TO FIND PEOPLE BEING NORMAL ABOUT TRANS ///// DIRK SINCE IT FEELS LIKE I'M THE ONLY PERSON WHO FUCKING CARES RIGHT NOW.

Whatever. I will blaze my own way down the tD path. I'm doing it for ME. Not for anyone else. Fucking rancid-ass take, get the fuck out. No one wants to see your whiny transphobic arguments against tD, IN THE TAG FOR TRANS //// DIRK. Keep your transphobia to yourself, or I am busting out the duct tape. (Duct tape=block button. Yes, I blocked them. Don't need that negativity in my blogging experience.)

((Do not talk to me about anything that happens after Homestuck proper. I do not perceive those things. I do not want to know about those things. They do not exist to me.))

PS. Oh, I absolutely love finding any canon evidence to make toxic male characters into trans men (Handso//me Ja/ck, Joh//nny Sil//verhand, Br/o Str/ider, etc... actually now that I line them up like that, Bro is totally tame and normal lmao, HJ is wayyy worse of a person and there's tons of canon evidence I can argue with...)

Anyway, transing the bad guys... It's my favourite passtime. I could not give a fuck what you think about that. I like my men toxic and trans. I don't give a fuck about having "good" representation, because a trans man is still a trans man when he's a toxic asshole. That's the point. Trans men are the same amount of man as cis men. So you can SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT NEEDING A 'SOFT' BOY FOR TRANS MEN'S REPRESENTATION. DO IT YOUR-FUCKING-SELF AND LEAVE THE TRANS //// DIRK TAG TO THOSE OF US WHO KNOW THE TRUTH.

#let me preface this by saying im internally bleeding from all my organs and in a really shitty pms/pmdd mood and cramping #transphobia #vent #im so fucking sick of trans men getting pushed aside bc were not man enough to have a voice in fandom/media #i seriously cannot believe someone said that were making dirk trans to soften him #makes me fucking sick to my stomach #i dont need more reminders that ill never be man enough for people who arent trans men #jfc i spend like 2 weeks back on tumblr and its already making me sick i didnt think iw as gonna find transphobia here in 2024 #remember the time someone told me i was transmisogynistic for saying mettat//on was a trans man? lmao #good times (not) #why cant people be normal about trans men for fuckkng once #rant #angry trans man grumbling #this probably needs tags but idk what they should be bc i dont want this to end up in the associated tags #if ppl havent seen what i just saw i dont want to remind them that transphobia abounds #Cori.exe #Post.exe #i literally feel like my organs are being scraped with a cheese grater #i wish i had a different body im so sick of end/ometriosis #my body is actively being transphobic against me and i am dealt this additional blow by fandom jackasses calling trans men soft #s m fucking h

[p4nishers]

why can't this fandom accept the non binary and genderfluid rep we get why do we need to still fucking do this. NEITHER of them are men and aziraphale doesn't stop being gay just bc he's a genderless being and they don't magically become a straight fucking couple when either of them are presenting fem. BC THEY DON'T HAVE FUCKING GENDERS. yall try cover up ur transphobia by making some bullshit up about it being homophobic and im so fucking tired of trans rep being ignored and be littled just bc it's not the rep yall want.

#the fucking blatant transphobia is INSANE #also this creator called ppl who like femme crowley 'themlets'??? DUDE?? #makes me sick to my stomach wtf #good omens #good omens s2 #azicrow #crowley #aziraphale #aziracrow #ineffable spouses

[ash-rigby]

Okay, I guess I’m repeating myself; I don’t care if you’re into murderous fictional characters, but if you’re a “fan of” and romanticize or glorify real serial killers and mass shooters, not-so-kindly fuck off and do not follow me. jfc

#text #just had to block one of those c*lumbine shooters sympathizing fucks #shit makes me sick to my stomach fuck off

[dykehayleywilliams]

Hayley Williams for Rodarte PS23

#oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck #dropped my phone and screamed when i saw this photo i feel SICK to my STOMACH #Hayley Williams #<- you have NO RIGHT to look this hot and make me feel this way #NO RIGHT #rodarte #thank you thank you thank you 🙏🏼

[wormswurld]

pete wentz “walked” the summer of like so oliver quick could “run” saltburn. the song fourth of july is about cattonquick.

#only the real ones understand. #my fellow emos ride up! THE TIME IS NOW! #cattonquick is so petekey it makes me sick to my fucking stomach #saltburn #oliver quick #saltburn posting #felix catton #cattonquick #felix x oliver #lgbtqia #saltburn 2023 #fall out boy #my chemical romance #petekey #pete wentz #mikey way

[uncanny-tranny]

This might be controversial to some, but you cannot "tough love" your way to preventing suicide. You cannot have the attitude that people who complete suicide are selfish or are ungrateful or immature. If your mindset about suicide isn't coming from compassion rather than judgment, it won't help suicidal people. You will never help us with a slap on the wrist and a lecture about how we're awful for even thinking about completing suicide.

Suicide intervention starts with compassion and care.

#mental health #mental health advocacy #suicide #suicide tw #suicide mention tw #death tw #ask to tag (genuine) #since i have a foreboding feeling about this: please do not clown on this post thank you #my dad and i had a discussion about this and some of his stories made me sick... #...like he took a course on assisting and intervening those who are about to or are thinking of completing suicide... #...and they asked everybody in the class what they thought about suicide... #...and he said SO many people were saying how awful and selfish it was and holy fuck i was so angry hearing that... #...and i'm glad he talked about how he said his answer was that he can't say if it's bad or not... #i tried to include as many tags as i could but let me know if there are any i ought to include #genuinely i despise the way a lot of people talk about this subject. makes me sick to my stomach #i feel déjà vu writing about this so i may well have made a post like this. oh well though. too important to me

[pensymbols]

sometimes i think abt how jiang cheng sacraficed himself to protect wei wuxian and then in turn wei wuxian sacraficed himself to protect jiang cheng and NEITHER of them knew about their actions up until the very end

#like it makes me sick to my stomach #jc leading the wens away from wwx to protect him and give him time to escape not caring what happens to him #and wwx giving up his core to keep jc afloat #like what the fuck is wrong with these two brothers #anyone who says jc doesnt love wwx gtfo #like theyre both self sacraficing but HATE IT when people self sacrafice for them #god sobs head in hands #the untamed #cql #mdzs #mo dao zu shi #grandmaster of demonic cultivation #wei wuxian #jiang cheng #yunmeng bros

[mandiemegatron]

Selfshippers with "selfshippers DNI" in their bio make me laugh, but its like... an awkward laugh.

"How dare you love the same character i do. How dare you wish that the guy I SHIP WITH would love and support you 😤😤😤 HOW DARE YOU GET FANART WITH MY F/O!! HES MINE YOU CANT HAVE HIM!!"

Babe... go touch some grass and drink some water. Maybe you'll feel better. 😬

#mandie vents #i sigh. #the internal cringe I feel when a fellow self-shipper tries to rip me a new asshole for shipping with Law #you Law bitches are fucking CRAZY #like i would love to not feel uncomfortable on my own blog thanks. #just block me ? there doesnt need to be an interaction - you can just block me and not see my blog anymore ?? #this is why its so hard to make friends in the self-shipper community. yall get all up in arms over your fictional other and act like #you fuckin own them or something. #actually makes my heart break and makes me sick to my stomach. why cant we just be friends...?

[beelzeballing]

i am so fucjing insane abt edizzy rn ive been crawling the walls for 4 hours i am so fucking ill i cannot do this anymore they make me so fucking si k. look at this. this is all from the past 4 hours

#moogsin' #edizzy #blackhands #ofmd #our flag means death #izzy hands #edward teach #ed teach #blackbeard #ofmd spoilers #FUCK THEM #FUCK THEMMMMM THEY MAKE ME SICK TO MY STOMACH!!!!! #punxhing the ground screaming crying tearing my hair out #WHY ARE RHEY LIKE THIS.

[ickypuppi3]

thinking about how billy truly is the most tragic character in that show, how he’s the only person no one tried to help when they realised he was in trouble, how no one really knew him and how he was so alone until the very end and even after, how his grave ended up having the most basic phrase on it and not a single letter or flower, how his dad outlived him and didn’t have to take responsibility for anything he did to billy, how all billy needed to make the decision to end his own life in order to save other people was a gentle touch, how his last words were an apology, how he was just a scared kid constantly putting up a front to protect himself

#definition of misunderstood #billy hargrove #and this isn’t even all of it #i’m so upset about him #sick to my stomach actually #he was so alone #so so so alone #no one touch me #i hate it here #his grave makes me deeply unwell #‘gone but not forgotten’ and if i just ended it all right now ?? #not even ‘son’ ‘brother’ fuck neil fuck them all

[kerrslvr]

the fact that the UK government has rallied together to get rid of what looks like a bisexual flag on the back collar of a euro 24 england shirt and not to call for ceasefire in gaza, stop innocent children being killed, help the children in their own country not starve (need i go on), really says a lot about this damned fucking country.

#emi talks #it makes me sick to my fucking stomach #i hate this country and everything it stands for #england #euros 2024 #engnt #it’s not like they’ve changed the crest on the front of the fucking shirt #grow up and stop being dramatic #only good thing(s) about this country are harry styles and beth england x

[mysicklove]

the amount of ppl who have lied to me about their age and then used my kindness to their advantage truly makes me want to delete this account

#🔪 - mello talks too much #cw vent #i wish i could explain to u guys how many times minors have contacted me without me knowing they are one #it makes me just not want to make mutuals/trust any ppl on this app #and im just so #fuck #bc whenever i see the tell tale signs of behaviors of children i just brush it off bc i trust ppl too easy and think im overreacting #its happened multiple times #and im just #for the love of god if u are lying about your age (which honestly i assume a lot are) pls dont try and contact me or have a relationship #with me #and its just so hard bc the first thing i think when i find out is “they are just a kid. they dont know any better” but idk.. #makes me sick to my stomach

[aquariium-ediits]

Just saying , I genuinely hate Spa.rkle/Han.abi and I haven't added her to my blacklist yet but do not ever request anything about her because I will seriously block you . lmao .

And additionally , do not interact with me if you have her as your layout or anything like that , again , I will block you ^_^ <3

#mioara rambles✦ #she's fucking disgusting and her comments of people from my own fucking heritage make me sick to the stomach #i don't give a shit about her kyutesy appearance that makes it worth she shouldn't be a playable character hoyo can sell for profit . #um !! just saying this cuz I've seen some blogs having to decline reqs about her so . just as a preventative measure :) #**that makes it WORSE

[wisecrackingeric-2]

More than anything right now I wish I had somebody to turn to. I wish I could cry to my parents about this or get a hug from somebody or just have SOMEONE believe me and he on my side. I really don’t know how to continue on from here

#looking at any re content rn makes me feel so sick #which has been my worst fuckimg nightmare #like I’ve had panic attacks over this idea kinda worst nightmare #my absolutely biggest nightmare has been that skmething horrible will happen in this fandom that’ll make my stupid autistic brain associate #re with that horrible experience #and that’s exactly what’s happening #my biggest fear is coming to fruition and it’s so so fucking awful #Luis has meant more to me than any other autistic special interest of mine evr has. and just the THOUGHT of loosing that love and devotion #makes me sick to my stomach. #why did these people do this to me #why me #what the fuck did I ever do to them #what did I do to deserve this #I want this to be so fucking over #I wanna go back to shaking my friends over Luis and pretend this never happened #I just want a hug from my parents or someyjing man. I wanna be told it’ll be alright and this shit will be done with #just #what the fuck did I do to deserve this man

[samdyke]

cas transgressions are like crazy over the top hot girl shit. dean transgressions are deeply personal 1:1 betrayals and violations. so its very easy for me to get over cas stuff but i will harp on dean stuff when i think too hard about it forever

#FUCK HIM FOR GADREEL IT MAKES ME SICK TO MY STOMACH. NEVERRRRRR FORGIVING THAT. AND SAM SHOULDNT HAVE EITHER. #cas breaking sams wall isnt something i think about much. thag one is very personal and maybe i should get more mad about it but ummmmmmmmmm #cas thee el #kora.txt

[orbch]

okay whatever heres some MLP: Highschool Secrets episode 27 Nightlight and Starbeam bc i get so violently ill when i think about them.

#idk why i full named them in the caption im just Going Crazy #mlpstopmotion #mlpstopmotionx #mlpstopmotion fanart #mlp highschool secrets #mlp high school secrets #mlphss #mlp fanart #imagine and explosion on the last image that is a real image of something mlpstopmotion said in my friends dms #after they sent her a nightbeam fic #like not even joking and it makes me sick to my stomach #me when my starbeam hc is canonized. fuck. fuck. fuck my life... #im a starbeam kinnie now i dont even care im convinced lizzy is taking notes from my life experiences...