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pzyii · 11 months
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Gay people.
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togrowoldinv · 5 months
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Meeting the Team
Carol Danvers x Female Reader
Carol brings Monica and Kamala home to take refuge for an evening and to meet her wife. Fluff ensues
Note: I was just thinking about Carol having a secret wife and the lovely Monica and Kamala meeting her. Enjoy this one!
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You’re stirred from your sleep when you hear the sound of a ship landing near your house. You hope it’s Carol’s.
When you hear the sound of the front door unlocking, you roll out of bed and walk to greet her in the front room.
She’s in her suit but it looks a little worse for wear. Carol catches sight of you and the weight falls off her shoulders.
“Hey sweetheart,” Carol says softly, a smirk rests on her face.
You cross the room quickly and pull her into a hug. She flinches due to her own soreness but keeps hugging you anyways.
“Are you okay?” You ask her, grabbing her face in your hands.
“I’m okay,” she says.
Her eyes are determined. You realize she’s here just for a short time to regroup or gather some information.
“I missed you,” you say.
“I missed you,” Carol replies.
You lean in to kiss her but you stop short when you see two women, or rather one woman and one teenage girl, walk in the door behind her.
“Carol?” You alert her to the presence.
“It’s okay,” Carol says. “We’re- well I guess we’re a team.”
“We are so a team,” the teenage girl says.
Carol tries to hold back a smile but you see it on her face that she likes these teammates. She turns around and holds you by the waist.
“Y/n, this is Kamala and Monica,” Carol says.
“Wait, the Monica?” You ask. The woman’s eyes flash to Carol’s at your words.
“Yeah,” Carol says. “Our powers are entangled.”
“Right, okay. It’s nice to meet you both, come on in and make yourself comfortable,” you say.
They move to sit on the couch. Carol goes to the bathroom to freshen up first.
“What was your name again?” Monica asks you.
“Y/n,” you supply. “I’m Carol’s wife.”
“Oh my god,” Kamala says, mostly to herself.
“What?” You ask.
“Oh, she’s just a fan girl,” Monica explains. “She’ll be writing fanfiction later about Carol having a secret wife.”
You chuckle at the girl’s antics. You can’t blame her for loving Carol enough to want to create new versions of her.
“Carol and I got married a few years ago,” you say. “But we really haven’t been able to spend much time together. Planets need saving and all that.”
“Sounds familiar,” Monica says.
Carol enters the room and sits down next to you with a sigh. You want to ask more about her reuniting with Monica but that’s for another time when it’s just the two of you.
“Do you have powers?” Kamala asks. You realize this girl has a talent for breaking awkward silences.
“I do not,” you say. “Although, wrangling this one in should be considered a power.”
“Wow,” Carol says. “I’m offended.”
“Don’t be, baby,” you say. You kiss her cheek and she tries to hide her blush. “It’s a privilege to love you. Even when you run off to space for months at a time.”
“You could go with me if you want,” Carol shrugs.
“Nope. That’s your world up there. Not mine,” you reply. Carol only smiles. “Are you guys hungry?”
“Starving,” Kamala answers. “I mean no, we’re good.”
“Come with me,” you tell her.
You lead the girl into the kitchen and let her take her pick of food to eat. She settles on a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. Kamala asks you a few questions about Carol and your relationship. She seems genuinely excited with every answer she receives.
Monica and Carol are in the living room still. You don’t hear much talking, so you make Carol a sandwich and go get her.
“Babe, I made you a sandwich,” you say. “Please eat at least half. I know you haven’t been remembering to eat a lot.”
“I’m fine,” Carol says. “I get enough.”
“Go.” You leave no room for argument. She sighs and goes to the kitchen. That leaves you alone with Monica.
The woman is sitting on the couch. You know from her vantage point that she can see the framed photo of Maria that Carol keeps on the shelf.
“I’m sorry to hear about your mom,” you say, not really knowing what to say.
“Oh, thanks,” she replies.
“You know I think Carol has some more pictures around here somewhere,” you say. “Maybe next time you come by we can look for them.”
“Yeah,” Monica says noncommittally.
“Do you need anything? A drink, food, medicine?” You ask.
“Thank you. I’m okay,” Monica says.
“Are you sure? I can tell Carol is sore so I can imagine you all are,” you say.
“You can tell that about her just from looking at her?”
“From the hug. She flinched,” you explain. “She never admits she’s hurting, but I know she is. Although, I do see a part of her healing. Probably from reuniting with you. She seems happier.”
Monica nods. She knows that this has meant a lot to Carol. It means a lot to her too, but right now she’s still a bit hardened to the idea of being in her presence again.
Carol and Kamala come back into the room before you can say anything else. You help show them where to sleep and then end up back your bedroom with Carol.
She changes into some pajamas and snuggles into bed next to you. You rest your head against her shoulder.
“How long?” You ask her.
“Just until morning,” Carol replies. “I need to fix a part of my ship. And I wanted to see you.”
“How are you doing with this whole Monica thing?”
Carol takes a deep breath. She hasn’t really had time to stop and think about it.
“I’m okay I think,” she says. “I’m good. It’s amazing how she’s grown up to be so wonderful.”
“Yeah? She has powers, that’s insane.”
“I know,” Carol says. “I didn’t know that until I saw her with Fury. She’s really a great person too. I definitely couldn’t keep Kamala as safe without her.”
“What’s the deal with Kamala? She’s a kid who loves you?” You ask, a chuckle escaping from your lips.
“Apparently,” Carol sighs. “But I really don’t feel like I’m a good role model for her. Maybe she’s seeing that in the choices I’ve already had to make in front of her.”
“Hey, you always do your best. Sacrifices are necessary. You know that, baby,” you try to encourage her. “The way that girl looks at you definitely makes me know that she looks up to you.”
Carol kisses your head and rubs a hand over your back. It’s slightly warmer than normal, meaning she’s using her powers to help you relax.
“We need some sleep,” Carol says.
“We do,” you reply. “Hey, don’t let me forget to tell Kamala in the morning about how we met.”
“Oh god, she’s going to write a story about it,” Carol says. “Whatever fanfiction is.”
“It’s fantastic,” you reply.
“You know what it is?”
“Of course, babe.”
“And you’ve read it?” She asks. You nod. “About me?”
“No,” you laugh out. “I don’t need to when I have you already, my love. Although, I do need some new content.”
Carol grins mischievously. She’s sent you countless videos, pictures, and voice memos over the years. But it has been a while since she has done that for you.
“Tell you what, when this thing is over I’m coming back home for a while,” she says. “And we can spend our time doing whatever we want.”
“I’d love that,” you say. “Goodnight, my love.”
“Goodnight, my beautiful wife,” Carol replies.
You kiss her lips for a few minutes before you both feel the weight of sleep fall over you.
When you wake in the morning, you spend a few more hours with Carol, Kamala, and Monica. The goodbye is always hard, but you know Carol will come back to you. She always does.
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warningsine · 20 days
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Old man yaoi this and old man yaoi that WHERE is my old yuri movies????
God forbid women get older and remain sexual beings.
Regardless of quality, the following films are about middle aged and elderly lesbian/bi/trans women (not all of these revolve around romance btw, many are documentaries):
Silent Pioneers (Short 1985), doc.
Nitrate Kisses (1992), doc.
Forbidden Love (1992), doc.
Last Call at Maud’s (1993), doc.
Not Just Passing Through (1994), doc
Tender Fictions (1996), Barbara Hammer's autobiography.
Murder and murder (1996), middle aged not elderly.
Late Bloomers (1996)
Between Two Women (2000)
Hand on the Pulse (2002), doc.
The Hours (2002)
My Mother Likes Women (2002)
Ruthie and Connie: Every Room in the House (2002), doc
Sunset Story (2003), doc
No Secret Anymore: The Times of Del Martin & Phyllis Lyon (2003), doc.
The Page Turner (2006)
Finn’s Girl (2007)
Ten More Good Years (2007), doc
Black./Womyn. (2008), doc
A Place to Live: The Story of Triangle Square (2008), doc
Hannah Free (2009)
A Horse Is Not a Metaphor (2009), doc
Edie & Thea: A Very Long Engagement (2009), doc
For 80 Days (2010)
The Owls (2010)
Gigola (2010)
Cloudbirst (2011)
Gen Silent (2011), doc
Out Late (2011), doc
Les Invisibles (2012), doc.
Mommy Is Coming (2012)
A Perfect Ending (2012)
Vic + Flo Saw a Bear (2013)
Tru love (2013)
The Passage of Time (2013), doc
Rebel Menopause (2014), doc
Before the Last Curtain Falls (2014), doc
Advanced Style (2014)
Female Masculinity Appreciation Society (2014), doc
Kate Bornstein Is a Queer & Pleasant Danger (2014), doc
Freeheld (2015)
Grandma (2015)
MAJOR! (2015), doc about Miss Major Griffin-Gracy
Stuff (2015)
Black Mirror: San Junipero (2016). Everyone has seen this one, I know.
The Pearl (2016), doc
Etage X (Short 2016)
The Personal Things (short 2016), animation about Miss Major Griffin-Gracy
Marguerite (2017)
Chavela (2017), a doc about Chavela Vargas.
Wild Nights With Emily (2018)
The Favourite (2018)
Happy Ending (2018)
The Heiresses (2018)
Love Letter Rescue Squad (2018), doc
A Great Ride (2018), doc
Obscuro Barroco (2018)
Monica – Loose on a Cruise (2018), doc
Two of Us (2019). A fave of mine. Deeply humanistic and touching.
Time & Again (2019)
Madame (2019), doc
So My Grandma’s a Lesbian! (2019)
Uferfrauen - Lesbian Life and Love in the GDR (2019), doc.
The Archivettes (2019)
A Month of Single Frames (2019)
Forgotten Roads (2020), doc
Naomi Replansky at 100 (2020), doc
T11 Incomplete (2020)
The Aerialist (2020)
Mama Gloria (2020), doc, Gloria Allen's story.
Rebel Dykes (2021), doc.
The Affair (2021)
A Secret Love (2020), doc.
Surviving the Silence (2020), doc.
The Mistress (2020)
Your Mother’s Comfort (2020), doc about Indianara Siqueira.
A Wild Patience Has Taken Me Here (2021), middle aged not elderly.
Genderation (2021), doc.
Nelly & Nadine (2022), doc about two women that fell in love in a concentration camp.
Sweetling (2022), doc.
All the Beauty and the Bloodshed (2022), doc about Nan Goldin.
Nyad (2023)
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yandere-daydreams · 1 year
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Title: Upkeep.
Commissioned by the very lovely, very indulgent @furudolove.
Pairing: Yandere!OC x F!Reader.
Word Count: 3.6k.
TW: Non/Con, Oral Sex, Overstimulation, Implied Drug Use, Implied Stalking, Unhealthy Relationships, and Slight Infantilization.
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“So, these were your big plans?”
You nestled farther into the couch, nodding as to the affirmative. Luna let out a bark of a laugh, watching from the closest loveseat as you freed a single arm from your self-inflicted tangle of blankets and adjusted the volume of the god-awful, absolutely perfect reality show you were watching – something about a dozen or so insanely attractive b-rated influencers fraternizing on an island; fucking, fighting, and doing very little else. In other words, peak television.
“I’ve heard that some people go shopping on their days off, or hiking— can you believe that? There are actually people out there who’d voluntarily leave their apartments?”
You shrug, gesturing towards the T.V. “And there are other people in here that have half a dozen seasons of Love Peninsula to catch up on.”
“I know I said I was up for anything, but…” She trailed off, eyeing the screen (and, by association, the montage of shirtless men and bikini-clad women flashing across it) warily. “Are you absolutely sure there’s nothing you’d rather be doing? Nothing you’d rather do with me?”
“I mean, I might make popcorn in a couple hours. When Cindy realizes Brent still isn't over Sierra.”
“C’mon, it’s obvious she’s delusional. You’d be lucky if she notices before the finale.”
“You have been watching, you liar. Do you think Monica and Kyle are actually going to make it past the next elimination, or—"
“(Y/n).”
“Right. Their first kiss was pretty cute, so they’ll probably make it another—” She narrowed her eyes, and you cut yourself off. Sitting up, you gave her your most pleading smile. Between your job and your classes, the former full of last-minute call-ins and never-available coworkers while the latter seemed to consist entirely of textbooks you didn’t have the energy or the time to read and tests you could never seem to pass, it felt like this was the first day you'd had to yourself in weeks. You were exhausted, and as pathetic as it sounded, there was nothing you wanted to do more than lay on your (or, technically, your roommate’s) couch, shovel junk food into your mouth, and watch the romantic lives of strangers disintegrate until you couldn’t remember a single second from the past two months. “I know, I know, but I feel like I’ll fall apart if I push myself further. I promise, we can do something fun and exciting and outdoorsy next time, but today,” You shook the remote. “It’s just me and the peninsula, babe.”
She rolled her eyes, but gave in quickly. Pushing herself to her feet, Luna stretched before turning towards you, both hands coming to rest on her hips. “I’ll leave you alone with the new love of your life, then. And, since I’m going to assume you won’t be getting up for the next twelve hours, I’m bringing you something to drink, too.” She paused, grinned. “Any requests?”
You hesitated. Luna didn’t have a reason to take care of you. She was your roommate, not your girlfriend, even if she had always been the overly-affectionate type. She liked to go behind your back, sometimes, wake up an hour before you to make breakfast despite her hours being nearly as hellish as yours, overpay on her half of the rent and attempt to write it off as your landlord’s mistake, and usually, you tried not to let her get away with it, to repay her kindness when you could and not accept it at all, when you knew you wouldn’t be able to. Usually, you’d brush her off, tell her to go out and enjoy herself. Usually, you wouldn’t let her baby you, but today…
“Can you make that tea again?” You asked, too tired to feel as ashamed as you should’ve. “The one with the mint leaves? And that weird not-quite-herbal taste?”
She sighed, shook her head, but a few minutes later, there was a warm mug in your hands, the beverage inside more bitter than you expected it to be but no less satisfying. You drained half the mug in the first sip, finished it in the second, and in an instant, any remaining scrap of tension in your body had evaporated. You melted back into your place on the couch, and Luna chuckled, leaning forward. You felt her hands on your shoulders, her thumbs digging into the flesh above your shoulder blades. You winced out of reflex, at first, but what little pain there was subsided into a subtle, but not completely unpleasant pressure as she pushed slow, steady circles into the muscles of your back.
Luna let out a low whistle as you leaned into her forceful touch. “You weren’t kidding. You’re as stiff as a plank, poor thing.”
“I mean, yeah. That’s kind of what I’m trying to fix.” You tried to sound sardonic, self-aware, but you had to bite your tongue not to groan as she found a particularly tense patch of muscle near the top of your spine. “Thanks for the reminder?”
She stopped, abruptly, letting you go with a low hum of disapproval. “I’m going to need you to lay down. If you don’t get a proper massage, your body might just give out on you.”
Her tone didn’t leave room for protest, but you tried to shake your head, to smile as you brushed her off. “You don’t have to do everything for me, y’know.”
“It’ll take five minutes.” She was rounding the couch. “Come on. I’ll have to do even more for you if you manage to give yourself early-onset paralysis.”
“Do you even have a license?”
“Lie down.”
Again, on any other day, you might’ve argued, but…
But, it just wasn’t worth it, today. You didn’t have the energy.
So, you laid down, folding your arms underneath your head and trying not to shift as Luna straddled your lower thighs. Her hands slipped under the hem of your tank-top, and you forced yourself not to flinch as she slipped the thin piece of fabric over your head. It was fine. Luna probably didn’t think anything of it. She was usually topless at home, and if she wasn’t, it meant she hadn’t put on enough clothes to just be topless, yet. You’d never met anyone so determined not to sleep in their own bed, which wouldn’t be an issue if she wasn’t equally as determined to sleep in the nude. You tried not to complain, though. It was her name on the lease, and you didn't want to be down a friend and a place to live just because you've seen more of your roommate than you'd honestly like to.
You jolted when she reached for the clasp of your bra, but Luna only chuckled, resting a hand on your shoulder and easing you back onto your chest. “Easy there,” She laughed. “You don’t expect me to work with this in the way, do you?”
“I… I guess not?” It was more of a question than explicit permission, but she rewarded you with a soft squeeze to your side. Your bra was removed as carelessly as your tank top, and after you made a feeble attempt to protect what was left of your modesty with a stray blanket, Luna continued.
She was kind enough to start gently. She favored the areas she had before – your upper back, your shoulders, the curve of your spine. You felt her blunt nails scrape over your skin, and occasionally, she seemed to press a little too hard, to aim for a spot that was a little too sensitive, but her slip-ups were few and far between, and slowly, you let yourself relax underneath her. As you let your guard down, she was able to move lower, to knead her fingertips into the muscle of your lower back and work out the knots of tension you hadn’t realized existed, not until Luna hit a nerve you couldn’t name and a wave of something warm and loose washed over you. This time, you were too slow to bite back the low whine that slipped past your lips, but Luna only laughed. She must’ve done this before. She didn’t seem fazed by anything, but then again, she never really did.
“This might be the most time we’ve spent together all month, y’know.” It was phrased light-heartedly, but guilt ate away at the back of your throat, nonetheless. She wasn’t wrong. You’d been busy – either away at work or locked in your room, studying. You didn’t have a lot of time to spend with anyone, let alone the roommate you’d known for a grand total of six months. Despite loving dearly, of course. “It’s hard not to feel a little neglected.”
You swallowed, dryly. “I’m sorry. I guess I’ve been busy, lately.”
You must’ve been more tired than you realized. Your eyes felt too heavy to keep open, and your body felt… strange, too, so numb and so hot and so cold, simultaneously. This time, you couldn’t bring yourself to believe it was part of the massage. “And I tried to take such good care of you, too,” Luna went on, as if you hadn’t said anything at all. “Do you know how hard it was to catch your attention? To get an ad out where I knew you would have to see it? I thought you might be easier to keep a hold on once we were living together, but even now, you’re too distracted to do so much as look at me.”
Her voice was still quiet, her tone still teasing, but dampened hostility laced her words. Her anger barely shined through, and yet, you weren’t sure you’d ever seen her so mad.
You tried to arch your back, to push yourself up, but it was all you could to do curl your fingertips into your palms, to force your eyes open. She was still on top of you, but her touch has changed – more lingering, less precise, any pretense of delicacy or purpose growing more and more distant with each passing second. You felt her hands fall to your waist, then your hips, her blunt nails digging into your ass as you let out a choked, panicked sound. It wasn’t a scream - it was still Luna, you’d never scream because of Luna – but you weren’t sure it would’ve made a difference, if it had been.
“I mean, a little attention is the least you could give me. I’ve been paying your bills for… what? Half a year? And your ‘rent’—” She cut herself off with an airy laugh. “A place like this for a rate like that? You have to know how much I've been doing for you, even if you always did like to play had to get.” 
You didn’t know what she was talking about. You didn’t know what she was trying to say. You didn’t know what she was doing – or, rather, what she seemed to be getting ready to do. With a soft hum, she pressed a light kiss into the dip of your shoulder before straightening her back, shifting slightly. With deliberate, light movements, she drew you upward, chuckling as your limp body came to rest against her chest, your legs still trapped underneath you. “See? It’s not that hard to rely on someone else,” She said, despite your feeble efforts to put any amount of distance between you and her. “It’s easier, right? And I promise, it'll feel a lot better than being so stubborn.”
It was hard to speak. You vision was blurring, now, your mind starting to lag behind with the rest of your body. “I don’t…” You tried, then trailed off, shaking your head before you forced yourself to string together something more coherent. “I don’t know if this is—”
“You’re supposed to be relaxing. Isn’t that what you said you wanted to do, princess? Straining yourself is a little against the point.” You managed to raise a hand, to shove at the arm wrapped around your midriff, but Luna only kissed your cheek, only dug her nails into your side with enough force to break the skin. “All you have to worry about is sitting pretty and letting me take care of you. That doesn’t sound too hard, does it?”
The question was rhetorical. She clearly didn’t need an answer, and judging by the way her touch drifted to your chest, how her gentleness seemed to falter as her thumbs swiped over your nipples, she didn’t seem to want one, either. You jerked forward, stifling a whimper, and Luna’s grin seemed to widen, her teeth ghosting over vulnerable skin while she groped you, occasionally pinching your chest or nipping at your neck when her sedative threatened to overtake you completely.
Eventually, she moved on, moved lower, pull your shorts off and tracing two fingers over your slit, nearing purring when she felt the damp spot that stained your panties. She hadn’t done anything to earn it, but you were already panting, already struggling to feel anything but hot. A knot of tension had formed at the pit of your stomach, and it was all you could do to press your thighs together, to try to alleviate the rolling ache in your core. “Poor baby,” Luna drawled, her voice more giddy than sympathetic. “You just need all the help you can get, don’t you?”
Your panties were torn through easily, the ruined fabric quickly discarded. Somewhere, in the back of your mind, you wished she would just touch you, do whatever she was going to do so you wouldn’t have to suffer through… whatever this was on your own, but the traitorous thought never reached the surface. Instead, Luna’s palm ground into your exposed clit, applying just enough pressure to leave you clenching your eyes shut and gritting your teeth, curling your toes and thrashing weakly against her. If she noticed your pathetic attempts at resistance, though, she didn’t seem to think it was worth her attention. She was already distracted, busy gathering your slick on her fingertips, bringing her hand up and somewhere behind you. For a few seconds, all you could hear were wet, terrible sounds before Luna giggled, squeezing you that much closer to her. You couldn’t remember seeing her this happy since…
Since the day you moved in.
You felt sick.
And yet, Luna remained unaffected. She took a moment to trace aimless, winding patters into the inside of your thigh, then seemed to lose her patience, cupping your cunt and listening to the strangled whine you let out, in response. “You know, for as long as we’ve been together, I don’t think I’ve ever heard you…” She trailed off, laughed, like that was what managed to embarrass her. “Well, touch yourself. I’ve never heard anything through the walls. I know you don’t have any toys, either. I would’ve found them by now. It's no wonder you're so pent-up. You never take the time to do anything nice for yourself.”
She was kind enough to start slowly, to keep the pad of her thumb pressed into your clit as she eased two fingers into your tight, dripping entrance. Painstakingly, she curled her digits before spreading them apart, stretching you open. “You never lock your door, either. At first, I thought you were just being cute in that ‘eager, but too shy to ask’ way, but it’s starting to seem like you’re just oblivious.” She sighed, pressed a kiss into the dip of your shoulder. “I still think it’s sweet, though. Honestly, you should count yourself lucky you ended up with someone willing to take the lead.”
She was merciless, not so much purposefully brutal as it experimental, rough in a way you had to attribute more to Luna’s impatience than any cruelty she might have. She refused to restrain herself to a certain pace, a specific rhythm – speeding up and slowing down at random, curling and straightening and scissoring her fingers apart just to see what made you tense up and shrink into yourself. You tried to bite your tongue, not to give her what you couldn’t deny she wanted, anymore, but there was only so much you could do to keep the air from hitching in your throat, to stop little whines and half-choked moans from stumbling past your lips as forced a third digit into your pussy. You twisted your head to the side, arching away from Luna as far as you could. She only held you tighter, only twisted her wrist more violently as your hips bucked into her hand, your body craving any friction it could inflict onto itself, regardless of the source. “This is going to be the first time I get to watch you cum,” She whispered, her excitement nearly tangible. “You really ought to take better care of yourself. Then, the person who loves you wouldn’t have to work so hard to do it for you.”
You didn’t argue. You couldn’t – you were already clenching down around her fingers, your vision burning white as your climax washed over you. Controlling your reaction would’ve been impossible, so you didn’t try to, spasming and twitching in her arms as she bullied you through your orgasm, only starting to slow down when pangs of overstimulation started to set in and your reactions turned more pained than pleasured. Even then, it took her a few more seconds to pull away, to lower you down until your back was flat against the couch and she was free to stand, to stretch, to position herself in between your open legs. Your thoughts were more coherent, now, less difficult to put together, but you were exhausted, too scared and too drained to move. You couldn’t do anything to get away from her, no matter how badly you might’ve wanted to.
“You’re so beautiful.” You didn’t know why she was still talking. You didn’t know why she bothered to. Trying to hold your attention, pretending it would make a difference if you closed your eyes and kept them closed until you were done. At least, then, the feeling of her lips ghosting over the inside of your thighs wouldn’t have been so vivid, the hands wrapping around your ankles just a little farther away. At least, this time, she didn’t try to draw it out, her lips brushing over your stomach, then your hip, eventually falling low enough for the flat of her tongue to lave over your slit. There was a soft moan, a row of nails burrowed into your skin, then her lips latched onto your clit, sucking gently and sapping out what little life you had left. She waited for you to cry out, then drew back, laughing. “And now, we’ll never have to ignore each other again.”
She sounded happy. You wanted to be happy for her, but you couldn’t seem to summon that much strength.
You let your head lull to the side as she nipped at your thigh, applying just enough force to leave the vulnerable flesh bruised and discolored. Again, she failed to settle on a certain goal, failed to set a pace you could latch onto – opting to keep you on the edge, to alternate between tracing patterns into your slit and fucking your shallowly with her tongue, humming and groaning in a way that seemed to shoot straight to your core. You tried to focus on something else, to keep your eyes on the blankest wall in your peripheral or give in to the cooling numbness slowly taking the place of the heat she’d inflicted onto you, but it was an effort made in vain. She knew you too well, even if you were starting to think you didn’t know her at all.
Her hands drifted to your hips, pinning you to the couch as she spread your legs that much farther, as she moaned shamelessly into your cunt. Everything she did was messy, and selfish, and too fast and too drawn out and too reckless all at the same time and it was working. You’d been helpless when she split you open with her fingers, too desperate to cum to feel anything except that lurking, clawing need, but she was able to edge you towards the cliffside, now, to force you to feel the tension building up in the pit of your stomach, slowly coiling tighter and tighter and tighter until you couldn’t help but clench your thighs together around her head, but ball at the blankets laid out underneath you and squirm, your hips involuntarily rocking against her mouth. This time, when you reached your climax, you were forced to let it wash over you, a frozen wave no less overpowering for how long it took to build up. There was nothing you could do to stave it off, but you weren’t sure you’d be willing to try, anymore.
When it ended, you could only close your eyes, making a weak effort to roll onto your side and curl into yourself. You felt Luna stand, heard her click her tongue before taking you into her arms. Vaguely, you were aware that she was carrying you back to her room, laying you across a plush bed, but you couldn’t bring yourself to care, even as something very cold and very stiff wrapped around your ankle. Luna leaned over you, pressing a lingering kiss into your temple. “It’s alright, love. You can sleep for a while.” Her tone was soft, soothing. You couldn’t help but lean into the palm that pressed into your cheek, to listen as she went on, no matter how difficult it was to listen to her voice, now.
“I’ll be hear to take care of you when you wake up.”
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alexissara · 4 months
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Top 11 Ships of 2023
Time for a typical and normal numbered top 11 list, the classic and well known format, top 11, which everyone uses and everyone loves garnering much SEO so that I may boost myself. This standard top 11 of the year list which everyone does annually really is covering ships I really loved this year. I love love and therefore love when romance is in things I watch and I love imaging relationships between characters. While I am not a super active fanfic writer or reader I enjoy fan art and thinking about dynamics and sometimes writing or reading. This year had a ton of girls I thought should kiss so without further ado let's get into it.
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Sulleta and Chuchu [Gundam: The Witch From Mecury]
Opening with a Rare Pair but I am here to wave my Sulleta and Chuchu flag. While all my ships are polyam and open to them dating lots of other women if I had to pick a pair for either women it be them together. Unlike their other relationships this is a true ride of die pair. Chuchu and Sulletta always have each others backs even when their hurt by people they love and trust. Their both mech pilots and can fight together. Their adorable and sweet and I can see them blowing up their enemies together and wish we had more of it in the show.
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Whisper and Tangle [Sonic IDW]
Pictured above is not an edit but an actual panel from Sonic IDW. While the creators have fairly clearly said that Sega simply will not allow them to make any romance canon straight or gay including for original characters these two are clearly being written as a couple and everyone has simply agreed that they are gay and hoping that fan pressure will eventually force Segas hands. These hero besties are opposites attracts goodness one is silent and keeps her feelings inside the other is out there and emotional but both kick ass together and support each other. These furries are probably as close to canon romance sonic is gonna get for the foreseeable future and their just so cute I'll never get over them.
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Edelgard Polycule
While not a new ship or a ship with new offical content at all in 2023 outside of Edelgard talking about some of her girlfriends in Emblem ring conversations in Engage but I made new content, a lot of it for this ship in 2023 so it be lying to say it wasn't a top ship, probably the top ship given I ya know made fan content for it. Edelgard deserves all the girlfriends in the world and I am utterly giddy when I think about Edelgard and her big group of GFs. I feel similarly about many FE women but none as strongly as Lady Edelgard [Monica moment]. Edelgard does so much to make a better future for everyone and I think at the end of it, she should be loved every second of the rest of her life. I'm even doing like a private Three Houses roleplay thing for our combined ideal route for the game and crafting our own definitive version of the story.
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HarlIvy [Harley Quinn Animated, DC]
Harlivy forever! Harlivy is for sure one of my oldest ships but it's also a ship that had a fucking load of amazing new stuff this year. While I have not read the comics proper we had a main line Harley Quinn comic where they said that a multiversal truth about Harley is that she has an Ivy and a fucked up evil Harley was redeemed by finding her fucked up evil Ivy with the help of main Harley. We had the utterly adorable DC Pride comic featuring them basically adopting Crash another lesbian character. Then we had a new season of Harley Quinn animated that while it started rough I think had a good purpose in establishing what the creators believe is the heart of Harley and Ivy and it's something I agree with so ya know awesome. Harley and Ivy complete each other and while I see them as being polyam I think their the core part of their relationship, nesting bitches for life. Their a couple I'd love to write some fics for and in general just a dynamic I really truly love a lot. Harley and Ivy are complicated and messy gals and seeing them figure their shit out together is great.
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Jala/Tyler/Diya [Thirsty Suitors]
I want this messy trio of exes to be a sexy little triad. Jala and Tyler have a very messy history but to me I think the answer is clear on why Jala is like this, which is that she will never be happy with just one partner, she's not meant for monogamy and I think when her and Tyler have healed more and Jala realizes this about herself, they can have a talk and like both actually have a healthy polyam relationship rather than a toxic monogamous relationship. That's where Diya comes in she was an asshole and a bully but she's grown and she is a proud out lesbian now and helps take care of the community something Tyler cares about and she's still into Jala and i think them growing into a cute little throuple would be so good and I wanna see them kiss and I need it actually, it's canon according to me.
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Pink Sugar Polycule [Pink Sugar]
This polycule is end game but I've been sold on them from go. These four sexy lesbians are just all such compelling characters, I want to know more about all of them, their lives when they were human, their lives in Purgatory, and see them thrive together as a little quad of deliciously darling dykes. These are some of my favorite characters ever written and the story is still in it's early days. I imagine in years to follow they will remain a favorite ship. They all feel very different but all feel like a realistic group of people to be friends and be lovers. Every dynamic between them works and they suit each other every way around. Any of them would be an amazing couple but all together their an even better polycule.
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Juri and Chun-li [Street Fighter]
Another classic Alexis Sara ship that's got some new spice this year. The release of Street Fighter 6 had a little bit more Juri and Chun-li for us, Juri is still obsessed at the very least. Then we got a few extra tidbits in the You Got This Juri comics. Juri is this messy little disaster Gremlin and Chun-li is a mostly has it together sweet now adoptive mother. I think Juri would add some fun to Chun-lis life and Chun-li would help her get her shit together. I think both of them could help them be morally better people Juri would de-cop Chun-li and Chun-li would help her like not take obviously dubious hit jobs. Their just kinda perfect for each other ya know.
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Sailorcule [Sailor Moon]
This is another one that technically had "no new content" like I didn't watch the new movie, I've been waiting for an offical release and it's not happened so here I am but what I did really get into this year was enjoying the inner senshi as a big polycule. I always enjoyed HaruMichi and quickly enjoyed HaruMichiSetsuna but kinda just shipping all the girls together while something on paper was like sure I do that evolved from a sure thing to something I actively really enjoy. A lot of that is thanks to yamino's amazing fan art and my own Magical Girl OCs who are pretty heavily inspired by Sailor Moon so I started to see them in the dynamics between the girls.
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Shadowheart and Nocturne [Baldur's Gate 3]
One of this years totally new ships and one I truly adore and wish was more popular was Shadowheart X Nocturne. These two have probably my favorite tropey ship dynamic of them all Childhood friends to lovers. I enjoy all sorts of dynamics but when I am roleplaying, when I am looking at my most beloved ships, I am thinking wouldn't it be cute if they knew each other when they were younger? Nocturne and Shadowheart are so loaded with good little spice in their childhood friends to lovers arc too though. Like Shadowheart and Nocturne both picked their chosen names together. Shadowheart would forget everything with memories being erased and Nocturne would tell her everything and still love her every time. Even after forgetting her again in the most recent events Nocturne remains loyal to her to the point where if Shadowheart becomes a Selunite the sworn enemy of Shar Nocturne despite not having the strength to leave the faith still acts as an inside woman to help Shadowheart evade assassins from Shar. I think the two should get married and live happily ever after and my Tav can marry them both too, I don't see why not and they can both fuck Alyin and Isobel while we're at it. I just want them to be happy together. Outside of Three Houses stuff this is the ship I am most compelled to write fics for simply because no one else is shipping them and I think it's so fucking juicy and why won't anyone sit down with me and eat some of this delicious juicy fruits.
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Rae Clair [I'm In Love With The Villainess]
MISSSS CLAIR! Rae's obsession with Clair might frustrate me a bit in the light novel version but in every other version I only find it utterly endearing. I love a good obsession, I love when someone is like on their mind so often and they live for them and it's just ahh so yummy. I think what Rae brings to Clair is really nice for Clair too. Clair feels abandoned constantly, she's lonely and trying to fit a model of a type of person that she's been told she's supposed to be. Rae helps her break those norms, makes her feel not alone, makes her realize she wants to help people. Their really adorable and I do look forward to picking up more of the audiobooks of the light novels and seeing how their relationships evolve along with keeping up with the manga as it releases in English volumes. Their really good and I want to engage them in every medium I can.
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Nomoto X Kasuga [She Loves To Cook And She Loves To Eat]
I mean I couldn't not put these two on this list, I want them to kiss and have a house and get married and be together forever. This one has no messy layers, there isn't really the juice but what they have is the true to life, down to it's core, amazing sweetness. It's like a wonderful ice cream dish lovingly crafted down to the last delightfully delicate detail. They just are so good together, they make each other happy, they have a really real feeling healthy slowly building relationship. They both bring out the best in each other and they both always have a good time together. It's really perfect and I think it just feels so honest and sweet and like ya know as a lesbian I feel really seen by them, their relationship, them as characters and the whole story. Nothing is quite as wonderful as She Loves To COok and She Loves To Eat.
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atths--twice · 8 months
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Chapter Two
2006
“It’s full of candy, Grandma,” William said. “And we have to hit it to get it out.”
“Oh, that sounds like fun,” Maggie said with a chuckle and Mulder smiled as he secured the gray alien piñata to the tree near their picnic table at the park.
Maggie winked at him when he turned around and reached out to help her put the tablecloth down, holding it in place with some clips.
“He’s very excited,” she murmured as William stared at the alien with a smile.
“He is indeed, and so am I. There’s some good candy in there.”
“Fox,” she laughed, shaking her head and swatting him with a pack of napkins.
“Here’s the last of it,” Scully said, pulling a wagon carrying the ice chest that held the container of William’s birthday cupcakes along with the bottles of water.
“Mommy! Look at my alien piñata!” William called out as he ran to her, throwing his arms around her waist.
“It looks great, honey,” she said, kissing the top of his head as she hugged him.
“Hey, hey…”
Everyone turned and saw Langly and Frohike walking toward them, presents in hand. They were greeted with hugs and high fives, Maggie laughing at something Frohike said.
A dog barked and Monica’s voice rang out, telling him to heel. She and John walked down the small hill as William ran to pet their dog Max, laughing when he tumbled to the ground and Max wiggled excitedly, licking him anywhere he could reach.
“Agents, hello,” Byers said, walking up to join them, holding Susanne’s hand, her golden hair shining in the sun.
“Max!” William giggled, squirming around and getting up, backing into Skinner who had also just arrived. “Uncle Skinner!”
“Hey, Will. Happy birthday,” Skinner said, scooping him up in one arm, his gift held in the other, and carrying him back towards the picnic table as William laughed, his arms held out like Superman.
Everyone gathered around the table, laughing and saying hello again, the presents set on the card table Mulder and Scully had brought with them.
Max barked, begging for treats. William gave him the most as John led him through the commands Max had recently learned.
Conspiracy theories were discussed, Maggie’s eyes widening as she looked at Scully, who rolled her eyes even as she smiled. Mulder and Skinner talked about a case in low tones until Scully, seeing the expression on Mulder’s face, touched his back and he smiled at her with a nod.
“Who’s ready for the piñata?” he called, squeezing her hand, and William shouted in excitement.
He took the bat Mulder handed him and after he was blindfolded and spun around three times, he took his first whack at the piñata amid the cheers of the adults and Max’s happy barks.
John took his turn, cracking the alien in half, and William and Langly both dove for the candy, fighting playfully over pieces as they grabbed for them.
The cupcakes were placed on the table. A blue number five was added to one of them and lit with a lighter as happy birthday was sung. William sat up on his knees, leaning forward to blow out the candle when they were done.
Gifts were opened and exclaimed over, the new radio control car from Skinner tried out immediately, all the men wanting a turn as the women sat at the table and caught up.
A couple of hours later, everything was packed up. Mulder carried William in his arms, whose eyes were drooping with every step.
“I’d say he had a good birthday,” Mulder said as he and Scully waved goodbye to everyone and then got into their car.
“Yeah,” she agreed, looking back and smiling at their sleeping son, his bag of piñata candy still held in his hand. “He did.”
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iamknicole · 1 month
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4Ever
SVU Fic
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Diedra and Serafina walked Sunny into the room with the bridal party, each holding one of her hands. They had taken her for a walk around the venue after they dressed her to keep her from boredom. Sunny had surprised both of her parents by taking her first steps the week prior so instead of riding in a wagon she would be walking down the aisle alongside Sasha as a flower girl. Monica was finishing Peach's hair while Kat and Bella helped Mia and Kaci with their dresses.
"Mama!" Sunny yelled going over to her. "Up!"
Peach laughed, carefully picking her daughter up. She kissed her face. "Look at my Sunshine. You look so pretty."
Sunny smiled wide showing off her new teeth and touched her hair.
"Yeah, Auntie Monica did your hair? It's pretty too." Peach glanced over at her mother and mother in law. "I know you two are not crying already."
Diedra waved her off. "Our babies are getting married, we earned the right to cry. I just can't believe this day has finally come."
"And such a beautiful bride she is," Serafina gushed wiping her eyes, "All of you ladies look beautiful. My son is so lucky to have you, Peach."
Peach smiled looking down at her daughter. "Your grandma and Nana are tryna make me cry. Tell them no no."
Sunny giggled looking to the older women. "No no no!"
On the other side of the venue, the men were in their own room getting ready for the wedding. Carisi sat off to the side his shirt unbuttoned at the top and tie hanging around his neck watching the men interact and get ready. Quincy and Nick noticed, going to sit with him.
"Big day is finally here. You get to marry my poison in the ass," Quincy joked making him chuckle. "So now she's your pain in the ass. Forever. No refund."
"I don't think she'd let me return her anyway." Carisi laughed.
"You're right to think that," Nick added. "You look like you're thinking hard. You okay?"
"Yeah yeah," he said quickly, rubbing a hand over his hair, "Just thinking about how far we've come. Feels like a dream."
"I can assure you it's not a dream. You and Peach are getting married in," Nick paused to look at his watch, "30 minutes. Get that tie tied and your vest and jacket on."
Nick and Quincy left him to finish getting ready. As he was buttoning his cuffs, he realized he didn't have his cuff links. He dug into his pockets to find nothing, checked his suit jacket to find nothing as well then went to his bag starting to worry. While he didn't need cuff links, he wanted to wear them. They were the ones Peach had gotten him the first birthday they spent together and he always wore them for special occasions. He hoped he just left them at home and hasn't lost them.
"Looking for something, son?" Carisi Sr. asked with an amused smile.
Carisi glanced at his father and father in law momentarily then went back to looking in his bag.
"Yeah, my cuff links. Could've sworn I packed them last night."
Nate chuckled. "They're not in there. Don't bother looking."
"They've gotta be, I know I packed them." He assured them softly still looking.
Nate tapped his shoulder then spun him around. He held out a velour box to Carisi, urging him to take it which he did slowly.
"What's this?" Carisi asked starting at the box
Carisi Sr. Laughed. "Just open it. You act like something is gonna jump out and kill you."
Laughing to himself, Carisi opened the small box sic smiled seeing cuff links. One side had their initials and the other their wedding date engraved.
"Wow. Thank you guys. I still need to find the others but I love these."
Again the men laughed.
"Those are not from us," Nate said. "Babygirl took those other ones out of your bag last night and gave me those to give to you. Stop worrying."
Carisi smiled wide, looking back down at the cuff links. "Oh thank God. Thought I lost them."
The groomsmen and bridesmaids had all joined Carisi and the priest at the altar while their guests looked on. Noah came down the aisle carrying a black velvet pillow with their rings snuggly nestled on it. Olivia and Elliot smiled widely at him. Eli gave a thumbs up to him and Carisi high fived him as he made it to the altar. Sasha and Sunshine came next, Sasha would give the toddler flowers to throw them throw her own doing this all the way down the aisle. When they got near the altar Sunshine finally noticed Carisi, she squealed and ran to him making everyone laugh.
"Dada!" She giggled.
He kissed her cheek and gave her fruit snacks from his pocket. "Good job, Sunny. Good job."
Carisi gave his babygirl to his mother then went back to his spot, making silly faces at her. Once everyone was calm again, Zara came running out.
"Everybody get up!" She yelled standing at the end of the aisle. "The bride is coming! The bride is coming!"
She continued to yell it out as she skipped down the isle. Nick winked at her from his spot with the groomsmen. The large double doors opened revealing Peach and Nate just as music started to play.
Behind her veil tears slowly roll down her face as she walks arm and arm with Nate. Her eyes remain in Carisi, his on her. He mouths that he loves her wiping his own fallen tears. Getting to the altar, Nate relinquished her to Carisi when asked who gives this woman to this man. Carisi waited until she was standing across from him to lift her veil, he took in a big breath coming face to face with the love of his life as did she.
"Mama!"
Sunshine's squealed broke the couples stare and made them laugh. Peach turned to quickly blow a kiss at her daughter then gave her bouquet to Monica.
The ceremony had been a blur for the couple as they were lost in each other's eyes until it was time for their own vows. They both agreed to keep them short for the sake of their daughter having to sit too long. The two of them held hands.
"When I walked into the precinct that night, I had no idea that the new detective I met would be my wife and the mother of my child one day. You brought everything I needed and everything I thought I would never have into my life." Carisi spoke, staring into her eyes letting his tears fall. "BiBi, you mean the everything to me and I plan on spending our life giving you the world. I love you."
"You are my other half that I had been missing my whole life. My better half, really. You never let me win an argument," she paused to chuckle, "But I would rather lose arguments to you than not have you at all. Sonny, you are my dream come true. I could get forever with you and it still would not be enough. I love you more."
The couple went through the traditional vows as well and exchanged rings.
"Ladies and gentlemen, I now present to you Mr. and Mrs. Dominick Carisi Jr." The priest announced as the couple kissed.
Kat and Nick placed the broom in front of them. Carisi linked arms with Peach's and she used her free hand to gather her dress. They counted to three and jumped over the broom together. Their family and guests cheering in response as they walked down the aisle.
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lolitastories · 2 months
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NOT A CHAPTER
This will be insert of storylines that happens in the future if Yn and Kayce
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Chapter 18:
Chapter 17:
Trying to have a baby was difficult if the man you wanted to be the father seemed to be avoiding you at all cost. When Tate was gone with Monica I would come home ready to spend the night with him but he was never home. He would come late and by that time I was already in bed sleeping peacefully. When Tate was here he always wanted him present, which was unusual because when he was over he would send him with John atleast one night. One time I tried going over to his office. A coat robe ready to slip off and available to him but nothing. He had a “Meeting” to get too. I was becoming frustrated but not because I needed all of the pent up feelings to go away but because he is making it seem like he doesn’t want me anymore. “You are being paranoid” I shake my head at the liquor being offered by Beth.
“Stop. That is what they say to women who’s husband are cheating on them” I roll my eyes and start pacing the floor.
“Well it's a good thing he is not your husband then” I look over annoyed at her words. “Kidding. Well not” She smiles getting up to take my arm. “Kayce loves you and you know how busy this world can get you” I hated talking about the ranch. Call me crazy but after leaving the ranch and only taking care of it legally, I didn’t want to be involved with anything else. I hated Kayce was involved but I understood where he was coming from when he told me he couldn’t just leave. We had a huge argument one night when he came beat up so badly it kept him in bed for days. I cried non stop but showed how angry he was with what he was involved with. It took days before I came to terms with it. It took weeks to look at him and finally come up with a solution. He wanted to give up everything so we could be together but I told him it was okay. I knew what I got myself into even before we were together. She pulls me to take a seat.
“It's hard to believe when he doesn’t even kiss me atleast a goodbye!” I stomp my feet seeting back into the couch like a littel girl who is being denied candy.
“How about we go out tonight?” I close my eyes thinking about it. Tate was with Monica until Tuesday and it was currently Saturday. It was enough time to get blasted, like I am sure Beth will try to get me.
“Sure” I threw my hands up in defeat. I will just have to talk with Kayce before I get to the point where I get my frustration out some other way. “I’ll see you at 7?” I get up grabbing my things
“5” I turned over looking at her. We never go out that early. “You need to relax your mind and I know this wonderful place but it's far. '' I shake my head not caring aslong as my mind is not thinking of Kayce for as long as possible. “I will pick you up”
“At the office” I say walking out the door. I was going to spend the rest of the day in the office. Being at home with it being still 11 in the morning wasn’t wise. I would be pacing around the whole house probably eventually crying until I am balled up on the floor. Trying to unlock my door I hear my phone ring. “Hello?” I answer without looking at the caller ID.
“Hey are you busy?” I hear Monica’s voice on the other side of the phone.
“No. I was going into the office to have somthing to do but it can wait. Do you need something?” I pull out my key setting in my purse and put my attention to the phone call.
“Tate has been talking about this restuarant all day when you took him to once. And since it's almost lunch time he was thinking maybe you wanted to join us?” I look over to my office. Being here with only my thoughts might be the same as being stuck at home. Maybe going to lunch with Monica and Tate would be better.
“Of course. I will see you there in 5” We hang up and I go back into my car. I drive up and park waiting for them to show up. “Hey buddy” I smile seeing Tate run up to me and give me a hug.
“He has not stopped talking about this place” She looked up, not really sure about the place.
“It's great!” He pulls away running inside.
“They are good. One of my favorites” I smile waiting for her to walk in behind Tate.
“Welcome” The host smiles as we walk inside. “Table for 3? The gentleman is waiting for you” We turn as we see Tate talking to the waitress already.
“Thank you.” We say walking to the table.
“I will have that in a second” The waitress made sure what Tate had ordered was correct before she left.
“Grandpa said I can come over today for a fishing day!” He said excitily. “Do you want to come too?” How can I tell him no? I don’t mess with horses more than I did the last time I was near one.
“Kid she doesn’t know how to ride a horse” I thank Monica with an uneasy smile.
“But last time you rode with dad. You can ride with me or grandpa this time”
“Thanks buddy but I am not dressed up for the occasion” Yeah a pencil skirt and heels isn’t proper for riding a horse or even fishing.
“Aunt Beth can let you borrow something”
“Okay but if the horse tries anything I will have to skip the fishing trip”
“Deal” He smiles. The food came soon after that.
“So how is the house going?” Monica spoke as we were digging into our food.
“Good. Hard to compermise but it's getting there.”
“Dad doesn’t like the couch” I laugh nodding my head. I didn’t want a leather couch. My parents always had dark brown leather couches in the house but I always liked the large cloth couches.
“And it's a cream color so his fear of keeping it clean is worse” Monica laughs along. “It's not like we have 20 people living at home”
“And what did you have to agree on?” I smile knowing she has been in the same place as me so she knows how annoying it can be to deal with Kayce.
“Having a bathtub” I didn’t like bathtubs. I preferred showers. I wanted a vanity or something more useful in that corner but I agreed to have my couch.
“I love the bathtub!” Tate says with a mouth full.
“That's why I don’t regret the decision. He doesn’t fight taking a bath anymore” Monica turns over with a smile.
“So all it takes is a bathtub to keep you clean?” Tate nods with a big smile. “Have to get one at home because I can’t keep him clean” We were exaggerating but Tate had a difficult time wanting to take a shower but now we have a difficult time getting him out the tub.
“Can you get one with the jets?” He saw the cataloug where we were picking them out and was angry at the fact we didn’t choose one with jets
“I will see” We smiled at Tate who had finished his first plate and went on to the next. Once our food was done we met again in the ranch. Thankfully Rip called Tate over to work on his horse and that took most of the day until I looked down and checked the time.
“It's okay if you have plans, Tate will understand” I looked over to Monica who was standing next to me with a smile.
“No” I shake my head. It was almost 5 and I had texted Beth that I was going to the ranch so she would find me and honestly if she didn’t I don’t really feel like going anywhere right now. “Beth invited me for drinks tonight but I think it's best if I don’t go”
“What?” I look over to her, confused. “I wasn’t going to say anything but you have not been in a good mood for a couple of days.” Gee thanks. “I think you need this,” I was about to say something like no I don’t and going out with Beth will only get me in a worse mood but she wraps her arms around mine and leads me inside the house. “To prove it I will be going too” I smiled a little allowing her to lead me upstairs and into Beth's room. I was forced, which says nothing since I didn’t fight Monica on changing into different clothes. Beth soon came in trying to get ready for the night before she spent getting me ready.
“Alright I think we are ready to go, '' Beth says, looking infront of the mirror before turning to us. “Lets go” We go downstairs and wait in the car so Monica can say goodbye to Tate as she leaves him with Rip until John comes home.
“Come on. We were going to have fun” Monica says from the back seat.
“She is having troubles with my little brother”
“Oh so that's why you have been pissy all day” I look over annoyed.
“I have not!” I argue. I have not, I didn’t even believe myself
“He has been busy and to make it worse she hasn’t gotten some for,? How long has it been” She looks over quickly at me with a grin.
“Shut up” I groan slidding down more into the seat. I fold my arms together looking over to the window. “Almost 2 months” I whisper. I hear them chuckle at my responds.
“I can’t go a week without it,I can’t imagine 2 months” Beth says laughing.
“I am going to throw myself out the car”
“Don’t be pissy. We are going to make you feel better, you will see” Monica said as she laid a gentle hand on my shoulder. I take a deep breath, I don’t know what is going to happen but I need to get this tension out before it drives me crazy. We have been driving for about 10 minutes and I am beginning to think they are going to ditch me in some ditch since I have not stopped frowning since we got in the car. There is nothing 10 minutes away from town that is interesting enough to take this ride.
“Alright we are going off road a little” Beth says turning into a dirt road. Now I truly believe they are going to kill me off somewhere.
“If this is your idea of fun and distracting, I don’t like it” I hear a low chuckle from both of them. I sit up leaning forward when I notice a faint light ahead. The sun was going down on the other side of us so it was dark enough to see light coming from torches? “Are we going there?” I pointed and turned to look at Beth who only nodded. “You know I hate the outside right? If this is supposed to make me feel better than you don’t know me at all” I didn’t have time to take a full glance at what was infront of us since it was still feet away but also because I almost went throught the windshield. Always wear your seatbelts kids!. “What the hell Beth?” I look over as she puts the car in reverse.
“Get out,” She says dryly. “Y/N” She unlocks the car and points outside. “Get out” I roll my eyes a bit. “I need to back up and I don’t want to hear anymore of your whining” It should have pissed me off but it didn’t. Beth was like that. I opened the door and as soon as the door slammed shut she was backing up at a fast pace.
“What the fuck Beth?!” They did ditch me. Not in a ditch dead but ditched me non the less. I will probably be dead before the sun hides away. I gave up looking at the direction they went hoping they would show up. I turn around and walk toward the lights. As I came up you could see torches around the set of multiple pillows and blankets. A middle platter with drinks and what I am guessing is covered up food. “I have totally pissed them off when Beth took her time to do all of this” I lift my hands up in frustration. I have let Kayce’s absence get to me. Usually I didn’t need his attention but lately it was all I was craving. Not sexually but emotionally. I haven’t been attached to someone as I have gotten with him. It's not like I needed him every second of the day but lately since I feel like we have spent less and less time together, I have missed him so much.
“She only did part of this” I looked up frightened at the voice until I saw it was Kayce popping up out of nowhere. It was an open field. It was a field of some sort of grain but it was short so it didn’t even reach my knees.
“What are you doing here?” in the distance you could see a faint building but nothing after that. When did he get here?
“I heard you have been pissy all day?” I see a slight grin on his face as he walks around the pillow and blankets.
“I have not” I roll my eyes not wanting to look at him right now. How dare he show up right now? If he did all of this, what was it for? For the amount of time he has been neglecting me?
“Hey, come back to me” He uses one hand to grab my chin so I have no choice but to look at him, which I didn’t mind. The other wraps around my waist to pull me closer. I guess I was so engulfed in my mind that I didn’t notice the faint music playing until he started swaying. “I need you to stay with me until I finish the speech I have prepared” I furrowed my brow, curious about what he was doing.
“I can do that” I smile, moving my hand up to grab a hold of each side of his face to pull him closer.
“I need to get throught the speech before any of this goes on” I close my eyes, feeling his nose rub against mine before he pulls apart. He puts some space between us holding onto both my hands. “I am not for speeches so don’t give me hell for it” I smile faintly nervous about what is to come. He takes a deep breath before continuing, “Years ago I was so stupid to let you go. I was scared and when I heard about your dreams and goal I knew I couldn’t get inbetween that. Well also back then I didn’t think I deserve someone like you so I held myself back from trying. But the past is the past and now that I have you I will never be that stupid again. I still think I don’t deserve someone like you. So smart and witty. Beautiful and kind to even the ones who don’t deserve it. You accepted me with my whole crazy family but most importantly Tate. He loves you and he was actually the one who pushed me to do this, not that I didn’t want to do it but was procrastinating at the right time.” I wanted to laugh and hug him but his movement stopped me. I always see these in movies. How the guy gets on one knee then he has a hard time finding the ring but finally he extends his hands and opens the little black box and says, “Will you marry me?” I usualy would roll my eyes and smile because even if it was annoying it was their moment. Their piece of heaven and this one was mine.
“Yes” I nod my head wrapping my arms around him once I fall onto my knees. He was my piece of heaven.
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myloveforhergoeson · 28 days
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wait actually thinking more about that follower gap post, what is the tasw universe btr fandom's feelings towards roxy? i guess we see a bit of it in the tour letters chapter, and hopefully more in big time contest? are they public at this point? is she, as a girl their age on the team, being shipped with any other member?
hi!! the answer to this is simultaneously simple and complicated. as usual i have a long answer for you!
in short: no, btr fandom doesn’t know more than she’s their touring guitarist and if they did some research they’d find her listed as the writer on many of their songs. james and roxy aren’t public and there’s a few reasons why! as far as the fandom is aware, she just works with the band. after carlos told her he loved her at that one show tho some people might think they’re cute together but more on that later
in long: ah! i’ve already tried to incorporate this in so many ways and i have not found a way i like quite yet. i’ve set many little things up - you are so right about the letters chapter! rox makes a comment about getting some boos when carlos kisses her because we all know what fandom typically does to women who date guys in boybands 😭 in roxy’s birthday chapter, she and james get stopped in santa monica and people start taking pictures of him and he throws his coat over her head and pulls her away from the pier because of some “media training” he said he got from gustavo. jo mentions the same thing happening to her while she was out with kendall before the pair were forcibly made public by her publicist (which is also briefly mentioned; skipped that ep bc i didn’t like the sneaker storyline sorry!) so there’s little crumbs im attempting to put in here and there i just can’t decide what to do with them. i thought about adding another section onto the minnesota chapter where roxy convinces her old boss to let her have her show again for a night where she can “interview” (read: fuck around with her boyfriend in the radio studio for four hours) james and he’d forget to turn his mic off before calling her babe or something and accidentally make their relationship public but 1) the chapter was already way too long and 2) like what do i do then. write an even longer chapter the next time around to fix what i wrote previously? i do not have the same time i used to when i started writing this to just get down like 20 pages a night LMAO. i loveeeee writing don’t get me wrong but it’s just hard for me currently and low interaction on original portions of the story are not very motivating. (but i’m not writing for the engagement don’t worry! it’s just a bonus!!!)
so yeah like it’s THERE it’s just not there.
besides. i want james and roxy to have a conversation about it too but i think he’s probably tweaking out about it bc of gustavo’s “training” and she would love to be public i just don’t think she understands what being in the spotlight really means and she doesn’t want to come off as too pushy because he hasn’t brought it up. neither of them really know what to expect from a public relationship with a public figure. but i mean. they’re out to their friends and stuff obviously! so maybe that might come back to bite them in the butt later idk. i have literally so many thoughts about this i promise itll be in there at some point i just don’t know when :)
i imagine at this point in time the band members each have like the lower end of a 60-100k follower count? i really have no basis for this though. i’ll have to give it some more thought!
tysm for your question eeee!! love seeing things tagged rames on my dash :) <3
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specialagentlokitty · 2 years
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Chandler x Sister!reader - fight the whole world
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I love that you write for friends can I request a chandler with a teen sister who has a fight with their mum and comes to his apartment alone? He has a phone argument with his mum and lets his sis stay with him? - Anon💜
You happened to be in the city at the time with your mom.
Things had been getting heated between the pair of you and you decided you had enough and left a few hours before you were supposed to head back home.
Dragging your stuff across the city, you made your way to your brother apartment and knocked on the door.
“(Y/N)?” Rachel asked.
“Is chandler home?”
“No sweetie, he’s just gone out with the guys. Can we help you?”
Monica and Phoebe appeared from behind their friend and look at you with a mixture of confusion and worry written in their faces.
“How long will he be?”
“About half an hour. They’re just heading to the shop for something.” Monica smiled.
You nodded and looked around a little lost.
“Do you want to come in?” Phoebe asked.
You nodded again and followed them in, leaving your stuff by the door as you sat on the couch.
The women tried asking you what was wrong and why you had all your things with you but you weren’t relying to them.
You kept your eyes glued to the door and the moment it opened again and Chandler stepped in.
“(Y/N)?”
You sniffled a little and walked over, wrapped your arms around him as you started to cry and tell him everything that had happened.
How your mom had gotten drunk with some guy, how she came back absolutely drunk beyond believe and started to accuse you for being the reason chandler didn’t like her.
The reason why she couldn’t do anything because she was stuck looking after you.
Usually your mom was great, but sometimes when she was drunk she said some really hurtful things, and you were tired off it.
“Guys can you take her into Monica’s room?” Chandler asked.
“Yeah of course.”
The women came over and took you to the other room and out of respect Joey and Ross went as well.
You were sat on the bed wiping away your tears.
“Hey, don’t listen to her okay? She’s stupid for saying all of that.” Ross smiled.
“It just… hurts…”
“Yeah but chandler will set her right.” Joey said.
You sniffled and nodded.
If anyone could sort this it was your big brother.
You could hear him shouting in the other room and Monica pulled you into her, covering your ears with her hands so you wouldn’t have to hear what was going on.
Everyone sat around for a few more minutes before Chandler came in.
He looked angry, but the moment he looked at you his face softened and he walked over.
Kneeling in front of you, Chandler took your hands in his.
“She’s going home. You’re going to stay here with me for a few weeks, and then after that she’ll come back and you’ll decide who you want to stay with.”
Nodded, you dropped from the bed and hugged him.
“Thank you…”
“I’m not letting anyone treat you that way.” He mumbled.
Chandler hugged you back, kissed the side of your head as he sighed to himself.
He’d fight everyone for you if he had to, including his own friends if it came to that
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Monica, you often write about your bisexual ass. Is that true? May I ask how you understood that? I'm going through a metamorphosis of myself right now, and you give the impression of a person who cares, who can share experience of findingself.
hello, anon!!!!
i can confirm i am very much bisexual and that i've dated both men and women, although my actual serious relationships count amounts to a shocking number of...... two. so you know. im hardly an expert ;;;;;;;;
realizing i was bisexual was a bit.. tortuous for me, but im gonna try my best to keep it short. im also gonna put it under a read more since it's personal stuff and people may not want to see it, so if you're still interested about my personal experience you can find it under the cut!!!!!
right, so. basically i had this best friend who i had known since elementary school and we were very close and very affectionate with each others: we would cuddle and hold hands and even exchange little pecks on the lips as an hello. no one worried about it when we were kids and we never really questioned its 'normalcy', but as we grew older (around 11/12 years old) our families made it clear that that was not 'appropriate behavior', because certain things were okay to do only with boys
then high school happened and that was.. pretty much the worst period of my life ;;;;;;; my friend and i went to the same school and were in the same class, but while she was well liked and had quite a few relationships with boys, i was bullied a lot, until one day they started to refer to me as 'that lesbian', as if it were an insult. my friend started to pull away from me a little, but she would also buy me a rose for valentine's day every year and say she missed me and that no boy made her happy as i did, so i was. a bit confused ;;;;;;;; i also felt jealous of her, but i wasn't sure if it's because i wanted to be her or if i wanted her to just be with me
and you know, i was already deep into fandom spaces at the time, but it was also very different back then: there wasn't a lot of genuine queer representation (brokeback mountain came out when i was 15 and the only other queer relationship depicted on screen at the time was tara and willow from buffy the vampire slayer), shitting on female characters was considered 'cool', and you could find essays on how liking yaoi and being interested in MLM was 'completely normal because those stories are made exclusively by straight women for other straight women' (which is why i now hate this mentality but that's a whole different matter)
ANYWAY. after high school, my friend and i grew apart, then i met a guy in university who i REALLY liked, who shared my same interests and gave me back a little of self-confidence, and we dated for almost two years. then one day my friend contacted me out of nowhere to catch up and when we met she confessed that she had always liked me, and when she kissed me i didn't stop her. so we got together and were in a relationship for three years before it ended (badly), but the important thing here is that i was in my 20s at that point, and queer representation and awareness had started to slowly get better, especially in fandom spaces where there wasn't just heterosexuality and homosexuality anymore, but people were starting to talk about bisexuality and asexuality and gender identities too, so reading about all of that kinda did the trick for me. it's when i looked back and realized that there was a reason why i was obsessed with both sailor moon and dragon ball as a kid, and that i did indeed have a crush on harrison ford as han solo in star wars and heath ledger in a knight's tale but also on keira knightley as elizabeth swann in pirates of the caribbean and katie mcgrath as morgana in merlin. it wasn't an either/or situation, i liked both and that was who i was
okay so this still ended up being long as hell ;;;;;;; and im not sure reading any of this was actually helpful, or if im even the best person to talk to about this, but i do wanna say something that i find to be true for my experience, which is: i feel like a lot of people think about bisexuality as a.. perfect balanced proportion, for lack of a better term, like it means that you're attracted to men and women (or men and non-binary people, or women and non-binary people, etc.) in equal measure, but that's not true. you can be attracted to idk.. 9 men and 1 women, or 6 women and 2 men and 2 non-binary people, and you're still very much bisexual in all cases!!!!!!
and the thing is.. i think labels in this case are important when it comes to give you a sense of self and a sense of community, but they don't have to limit you. i also think it's completely normal to maybe feel scared and confused when reading about sexual orientations and romantic orientations and gender identities, because there are some people who just connect with a definition and know who they are right away, but there are also people who don't know if something actually applies to them or not and that's okay!!!!!!! you can take all the time you need to figure it out!!!!!!!!
and if you're not sure what to identify with, but you do know that you're not straight, then it's perfectly fine to identify as just that: not straight (i know some people are not comfortable with the term 'queer' but i personally like it because you can use it as an umbrella term with that meaning, however there's nothing wrong in simply using 'not straight')
so, um, yeah ;;;;;; again, idk if this can be helpful in any way, because figuring out about being bisexual to me was just a mix of.. liking someone and trying to be in a relationship with them and then realizing you can like both men and women and thinking 'oh that's me!!', but everyone's experience is different. i don't think i have any advice to give you, except maybe 'be open to possibilities and talk to more people to hear about as many point of view as possible', but also you were right to say that i care and if you need someone to talk to, im here for you
hope you'll find the answer you're looking for, anon, and please know im holding your hand through this journey!!!!!!
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ritzcrackee · 2 months
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april tbr post yayy
rereads are marked by a ☆, new reads are marked by a ♡, and new acquisitions are bolded
physical tbr: 20
what moves the dead - t. kingfisher ♡
an education in malice - s. t. gibson ♡
juilet takes a breath - gabby rivera ♡
stories of people and civilization, greek ancient origins - lindsay powell, j. k. jackson ♡
rebel girls - elizabeth keenan ♡
the silent stars go by - dan abbet ♡
touched by an angel - johnathan morris ♡
dracula - bram stoker ♡
dune - frank herbert ♡
dune messiah - frank herbert ♡
frankenstein - mary shelley ♡
sense and sensibility - jane austen ♡
hippie - barry miles ♡
evernight - claudia gray ☆
stargazer - claudia gray ♡
the handmaids tale - margaret atwood ☆
the testaments - margaret atwood ♡
aristotle and dante discover the secrets of the
universe - benjamin alire sáenz ☆
would-be witch - kimberly frost ☆
the ballad of songbirds and snakes - suzanne collins ☆
digital tbr: 2
pandora's jar: women in the greek myths - natalie haynes ♡
wild is the witch - rachel griffin ♡
read: 7
a million kisses in your lifetime - monica murphy - dnf
i got like 80 pages in and then just,,, could not continue. no shade if u liked this book it was just solidly, solidly not my thing.
my monster valentine - various authors - 3/5
debated putting this on here for obvious reasons but i neeeeed to be accurate i guess. i only read about half of the stories in this collection and they were pretty hit or miss. it was free though so yk. vibes.
high spirits - camille gomera-tavarez - 2.5/5
this book was pretty alright! i don't have much to say about it (hence the middling rating) but i would reccomend it if you're looking for a fast read :D
the coldest touch - isabel sterling - 4/5
THIS WAS SO CUUUUTTTTTEEEEE!!! i liked the way the author portrayed the genuine hell that being stuck at 17 would be. please get me out of here i want a fully developed frontal lobe. AW and all of the characters were super likable. truly so adorable i was squealing the whole time.
im knocking a point off for the romance being a littttllllleeeee rushed and the character descriptions feeling off (it felt odd that both pov characters categorized every single person into a specific race? i think its good practice to make a characters race clear, but idk if that applies to a random teacher with no dialogue). to be so real though i loved this book enough that it didn't bother me too much.
beastly & bookish - catrina bell - 5/5
did i finish this book in one sitting? yes. did i stay up until 1am doing that? ...mind your business. honestly, im maybeee being a little bit generous giving this 5 stars but !! i really liked it!!! rom was soo mecore. i'm excited to read the rest of the books in this collection (even though they're all christmasy), and i can't wait for my physical copy to get here!!
holly's unjolly christmas - lark green - 2/5
this book was truly just fine. like, the definition of pretty alright. the tropes weren't my thing and the romance felt wildly rushed, but the writing style was easy to read and there were some funny bits. i also felt like the demon characters fell pretty flat? idk felt mid overall. (tbh the highlights of this book were when rom and noelle showed up. my babiesssss)
holidays ablaze - lucy limon - 3/5
v cute 👍 i love samite he's so autistic 💗
last months goal: finish dune
hmm ok. so i did not finish dune. i don't know why i thought i could. whatever possessed me to believe i could finish an 800 page sci-fi book in one month was truly of the devil herself. what the fuck. that was a blatant temptation towards hubris and I FELL FOR IT. anyways i hit 300 pages. everyone clap.
this months goal: finish a re-read
i have a lot of books i'd like to re-read but!!! i just never get around to it!!!! there r always newer shinier books that grab my attention!! i'd also like to carve away a more sizable chunk of my physical tbr this month because i have officially run out of space on my bookshelf TwT. everything is so so crammed in there, i truly cannot afford any more physical books. public library here i come!!
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aloneatpeace · 2 years
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In another universe
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Chapter 8
Pregnant
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You where making breakfast when Alex walts in with newspaper in his hands.
"Morning my gorgeous wife " He kiss on your forehead.
"Good morning my wonderful husband " You smile at him. He wrap his hands around your body head hidden in your neck taking your sent. Reliving.
"Are we going to talent show fundraiser darling. It's for the children's " Alex rock you back and forth before starting to slow dance.
"Yeah. this is our home , I want us to fit in . And i love kids " You gaze at him.
"Yeah.l always wanted to have a Miny version of us running around. A baby girl perhaps. Just like her beautiful mother " He dip his head to kiss you softly and smoothly.
" Well I like to have a boy just like his dad kind and compassionate ".
Alex hands roam about your hips as he press light kisses on your neck.
Feeling like someone watching you. You turn your head away look at your side. Face blank eyes sharp. Alex kiss away without a problem. The door bell sounds make Alex throw his head back at displeasure of the interpretation.
"I will check the door honey " The bell ring again. "Coming you , impatient person "
Alex open the door, there stand a young women.
"Hi. I'm Monica new residents in this town. I just wanna know what you guys are doing at talent show " Alex welcome her in.
"Well me and my darling didn't think what we're going to do" He run his hand through his hair. "Honey can you come here " He gesture Monica to take seat. He wait for you to come " She making breakfast, we are not exactly a morning people , there she is beautiful and pregnant " He take a double look at you eyes wide jaw on the floor.
"You're pregnant??!!!!" He exclaim.
"I am? " You tilt your head before looking down at your stomach. You let out a soft gasp. Alex come up to and softly put hands on your large bumb.
" Alex is this really happening ? "
" Yes it's my love "
"Congratulations" At the new sound you turn your head towards them.
"Darling this is Monica, she here on the behalf of the talent show " Alex inform you as he wrap his arms on your shoulder.
"Ohh, hi I'm Y/n this my husband Alex." You give her a charming smile. She return it with same warmth.
"Monica do you think . If we just came to the show. I don't like the idea of my darling over work at this time " You smile at his concern for you and the baby.
"I think so. You need all the rest you can have before the baby comes. I'll tell Dottie to come up with something else. " You move towards Monica giving her a side hug. She looks surprised but accept the touch.
"I'll see you around Y/n " Monica biad you goodbye.
You and Alex sit in the sofa with his hands around you. His hands run down your bump smoothing it. Its the most beautiful sight her ever seen. You sigh in the blissful moment.
After the talent show of couple doing magic show. You and Alex walk to home. The stary night made you feel safe and protected.
"You know I can't wait for the buger to come out " Alex swig your hands back and forth. Huming a sweet melody that he don't even remember how he knows.
You look at him, his pure joy filled face making you smile . " You're going to be a great dad "he look down at you stopping in track and embrace you.
Kissing in your temple " You're will be best mom in the world. "He state.
The peace full moment disturbed by clanking sound of sewer plate removing make you stiff. You turn to look at man in protection suit looking at you. Alex wrap his arms around you, frozen in spot benid you.
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" No.." You state in firm voice.
You revase the time.
You look at him, his pure joy filled face making you smile . " You're going to be a great dad "he look down at you stopping in track and embrace you.
Kissing in your temple " You're will be best mom in the world. "He state. Hand in hand you walk to home. As they open the door everything transform from black and white to colour.  " Darling "Alex chuckle and you look at him like you're over the moon .
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"What the hell is going on? , how did she do that " Jimmy exclaimed.
"She made this and she in control of it so she can change, rewrite anything she want to " Cas explain.
" So our friend is in.... " Damon starts
"The hex " Everyone turn to dean " You know it's in hexagonal shape and i call it hex "dean proudly share his idea.
Hayward walks in with agents following behind.
" We found who she is. Her name is Y/n Maximoff .younger child of F/n and M/n had brother named Jack. None of them related to any kind of supernatural. She was gone missing at age of 7 after that the family move out of town . After two years both F/n and M/n found dead in there new home.  The house was blasted of partially. Jack was found dead 4 years later  . Jack and Alex were friends they meet at the restaurant jack worked. They say that there was a girl with them but nobody remember who She is. It's has been concluded that Y/n is the one who behind all this. She is killed everyone in her family and Alex. "
" We can't just say that. What if she isn't really behind all " Jimmy argued glancing the Winchesters.
The Winchester narrow cast a suspicious look at Hayward .
Hayward narrow his eye at Jimmy. "I'm the director my men should follow my command " With that he walks away.
"He is hiding something isn't he? " Stefan told
"Yeah. He clearly is if he is not why didn't he told us about the hunters death and jack was shoot to death with arrows" Sam run his hands through his hair leaning back to the chair .
he swear he saw you look right at him through the tv. Cas zapped out suddenly. Damon and Stefan look dumbfold at this
"Oh good now he is gone. Now when he is showing up his feathery ass " Dean mutter in disbelief.
"What is he? " Damon question.
"An angel " Dean fill his cup of coffe for 4 th time. Sam watching the show intensely.
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Hecate wait for castiel to arrive. The sound of  wings she turn toward him.
"Hello castiel , I called you for a reason. I see you and your friends are facing a  catastrophic. She is gifted with a great purpose and uncomprehending power . She didn't choose to be an holder of this great purpose but she was worthy enough. Her soul and mind is not Poisioned with greedienss . No one can kill her as she bear my power and protection but they can hurt her. What happens to her and her family is partially my fault. But i do not regret my decision. Protect her from those people she didn't mean to any of these to happen. "Castiel nodded at the goddess.
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The morning Alex fectched a doctor for you to check the unexpected prengentcy. Alex didn't let his darling do any work spending hours rubbing her bump or massaging her sore ankels. He never felt such happiness, watching you move around with his baby in you stomach is most beautiful sight he ever saw. He want to capture every moment and let it drown him.
The docter placed his stethoscope on your bumb. "Humm " He hummed you grab Alex hand nervously. "Mmm " He hum again. Alex look like he would brust out of anxious.
"Yes. Definitely pregnant "
" Yeah we figured " You let out a nervous laugh.
" It just happened so quickly. I mean I always wanted to have a baby with my petal. But it just came unannounced you know " Alex started to rambling. You grab his hand Silently telling him to quit talking.
" We just need to know if we should paint the walls pink or blue"
"You're 5 months now right " The docter question.
"Yes " You answer the doctor
" Then next few months your be will be here. Now I'm off to my vacation with my wife " Alex walked out the doctor.
You pick up a fruit from the ball start to eat it.
Alex tip toe behind to hug but you turn to him before he can. "Holy cherries, did you just get bigger " Hes eye widen at the significantly larger bumb.
You look down at your bumb with a peach in your hand and turn to side knocking down the fruit bowl ." I can't really tell from this angle honey " Alex catch the bowl of fruit staring at you lovingly.
The pick up the pappya " I can't wait to be a proud pappa-ya " He Cheekily grin at you.
You smile at his choose of words.
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bread-cat-luna · 1 year
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Okay I'm thinking about how "what if friends was made now" and what changes would be made and here are the few I could think of in no order
Either Ross just straight up dies/is never mentioned/was never in the friend group
OR after the divorce it's CAROL who gets the friend group and she and Susan take on the Ross role, but like, in a not whiny and homophobic way
Joey ISN'T turned into a child throughout the show, and is allowed to actually grow and be the streets smarts (along side Pheobe) of the group he was build up to be in the first few episodes
Pheobe is bisexual and sometimes goes on dates with women and it's not a big deal
Also Pheobe's trauma isn't treated as a joke
The sexism and fetishing of lesbians is either cutout all togethet or only there to show how fucked up it is
Monica isn't fat shamed. She is allowed to be fat and she isn't considered less valuble just because she's fat (idk if I want to keep the "she gets thin and hot" thing because on the one hand it's SUPER problematic but on the other hand it can make intresting stories involving Monica thinking the gang is only her friends cos she's thin)
RACHEL TAKES THE JOB IN PARIS
RACHEL IS A SINGLE MOM WITH A STABLE JOB BY THE END OF THE SHOW AND SHE'S HAPPY BECAUSE SHE FOUND HERSELF
RACHEL ENTIRE ARC WAS THAT SHE DIDN'T KNOW WHAT SHE WANTED BUT THAT SHE KNEW SHE NEEDED TO FIGURE IT OUT ON HER OWN AND GROW INDEPENDENT AND THE SHOW FUCKED THAT UP BY HAVING HER GIVE ALL THE INDEPENDENCE SHE GOT HERSELF UP FOR ROSS
Um... sorry bout that
Okay so... unlike Pheobe, whose bisexuality is treated like just a normal part of the show, Chandler's would be a season-two season arc of figuring himself out
It starts with him getting a crush on Joey, and freaking out because I'm KEEPING the internilized homophobia and external transphobia (I'll explain why soon) (also don't worry it's done in a more watchable way)
I haven't decided if Joey is pan or aro (leaning towards aro) but if he's atractted to guys then at some point I want him and Chandler to kiss/hookup/get together
Chandler, after the freak out, starts SECRETLY going to gay clubs and hooking up with men (there can be a gag where one of the dudes didn't leave the appartment before Joey came back and Chandler has to sneak him out)
Pheobe finds out first because she also goes to the gay club, and she tries to push Chandler to tell the group
Shit happenes and Chandler is in vegas and him and his father (or mother..? She's a trans women in the show but I'll get to the father vs mother thing soon) start talking
They try to keep it civil at first, but than Chandler blows up and all the feeling about how he blames Helen for ruining the family, and how he blames her for his own bisexuality, and how he feels as if he lost his dad
This leads to an emotional conversation between them, where Helen tells him that she may be a women, but it's okay that he misses his father, and that she misses that man too sometimes, and that she'll always be his dad, even if she's not a man anymore
They hug it out and that's the best episode
As for romance, idk if I want Joey/Chandler and Monica/Rachel as the end game, if I want Chandler/Monica and Rachel and Joey not in a romantic relationship, or if I want Joey/Rachel and Chandler/Monica
Because like... if we make Chandler Bi it's almost expected that he be with a man in the end, but I LOVE the Monica/Chandler romance, and I want that to stay in the story
But also Joey/Chandler was SUCH a good bromance that seeing it develope into a romance could be cool
And despite popular opinion, Joey and Rachel were cute together. They liked each other, they excepted each other as they were, and they had fun with each other
But also I think it'd be important for Rachel not to give up her life for anyone, so if she does have a romance it's have to be VERY carfully done
Tl;dr I want to remake friends
Holy shit I love this so much seriously I would watch the living daylights out of this show!!
( Really sorry I didn't reply earlier by the way I have been busy all day)
I want an out-and-proud-casually-dates-women Pheobe to talk to a full-of-internalised-homophobia Chandler and try and get him to come out to the group yes yes yes
About your Chandler/Joey vs Chandler/Monica problem I think an aromantic Joey whose best friends with Chandler would still be awesome (they are soulmates platonically or romantically) bonus points if Joey figures himself out first but isn't sure how to tell Chandler and then one day Chandler full on breaks down about his bisexuality in front of Joey and Joey comforts him and is like "by the way I'm queer too"
Aroallo Joey is something I didn't know I needed until now. But it turns out I do
RACHEL BEING A GIRLBOSS IS SOMETHING I ALWAYS KNEW I NEEDED YES
I do not have time now (still kinda busy) but later I will draw some stuff for this
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hey! First of all I want to say that I love your blog and your reviews.
Now, do you have any recommendations on historical novels with roadtrip like "The Rogue Not Taken" by Sarah MacLean or the first half of "Devil in Winter" by Lisa Kleypas?
Thanks! And yes, I do.
A Week to Be Wicked by Tessa Dare is a classic historical roadtrip romance with a rake hero and a nerdy heroine on the way to her nerd conference together. It's quite hilarious and very hot.
Waiting for A Scot Like You by Eva Leigh has a widowed mid-forties heroine on her way to an orgy, escorted by a younger Scottish soldier who acts as her bodyguard but then starts doing a lot more than guarding her body.
Dearest Rogue by Elizabeth Hoyt is another one with a side of bodyguard. The heroine (who is blind, by the way) has a villain trying to kidnap her, and her bodyguard sweeps her away to keep her safe. Includes one of my favorite "man is consumed with guilt after Doing Stuff and Thangs" moments.
Heartbreaker by Sarah MacLean, of course! Duke and lady thief who's known for helping women break unwanted matches team up to pursue his brother as he's on his way to an unwise marriage--they've gotta stop that wedding!!!
Something Fabulous by Alexis Hall. Local uptight duke botches his proposal to the woman he's always assumed he would marry so badly that she runs off, and her twin brother goes with the duke to find her. Along the way, many very fucking funny things happen. Also, gay sex. Has. THE BEST. Duel. Ever.
Butterfly Swords by Jeannie Lin. Emperor's daughter is on her way to get married to a warlord she hates, when she's attacked by Mysterious People. Ends up traveling with a mercenary, while also trying to avoid the wedding (and falling in love with said mercenary, especially when he like, blindfolds her in a swordfighting scene because that's hot).
How to Best a Marquess by Janna MacGregor, out today! A woman whose dead husband turned out to be married to two other ladies at the same time finds out she might be able to reclaim her dowry and enlists a former flame to go on a roadtrip with her to get it. Tension and lots of "kissing as friends but with tongue oops here go my clothes" ensues.
Never Cross A Highlander by Lisa Rayne. Scottish warrior guy thinks he's liberating an enslaved woman, but he kind of did a misread and accidentally kidnapped her instead. So now he's gotta accompany her home without revealing his true identity, and also while wanting to sex her up a lot.
The Hunter by Monica McCarty. Tracker guy must rescue a secret courier for Robert the Bruce and escort her out of danger, but what happens when that secret courier is a hot lady? And also a nun? (She's not really a nun but he has some hilarious damage about it for a while.) Also, what happens when she super wants to do him?
The Boxing Baroness by Minerva Spencer. Lady boxer who was done wrong by an asshole is approached by a duke who's like "hey, I need information about that asshole", and he kind of blackmails her into working with him? They end up going on a continental journey to rescue his brother. Also she's in a circus.
The Perils of Pleasure by Julie Anne Long. Local rake is about to be hanged for a murder he didn't commit, when he's saved at the last minute by a lady mercenary who doesn't even know who hired her, she just wants the cash. But then someone attempts to kill HER, and they end up on a roadtrip evading the law and trying to clear the hero's name/find out who's trying to have them both killed.
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Chapter three
Kalopsia
(n.) the delusion of things being more beautiful then they really are
As Vanessa and Mike compliment the world around them Alastaria took in a shaky breath. Alastaria scolds herself for staying up so late but after everything that had happened how could she sleep.
I’m one night she had to make a choice that would define her future. Her sister’s future, and all she wanted was to ensure Bloom would be safe in this new world.
“Hey, it’s like there’s an invisible wall. I can’t get through.” Mike says breaking Alastaria’s trance. Mike and Vanessa both attempt to go through but are stopped.
“Where is it I can’t feel anything, are you guys pulling my leg?” Bloom ponders while walking where her parents couldn’t. Kiko grabs at Alastaria’s pant leg and pulls her next to Bloom.
“Come on mom and dad even I could walk over here.” Alastaria sighed.
“No honey, moonflower honestly.” Mike explained confusion as why he couldn’t move forward.
“Stella did you do that by any chance?” Bloom asked.
“No, Bloom it’s a protective barrier, it keeps non/magical creatures out of Alfia. I’m afraid you can’t go any further.” Stella informed.
Bloom ran to her mom while Alastaria went to her father. Vanessa began to speak softly and warmly to Bloom ignoring Alastaria. Use to the treatment of her mother Alastaria turned to her father hoping for words of encouragement.
“Moonflower, I’m sure you’ll do amazing.” Mike praised. Tears threatened to fall from Alastaria’s eyes as she hugged her father. Mike softly pet his daughters hair and pressed a soft kiss to her head.
“It’ll be okay Alastaria. I’m sure you’ll make new friends and have an amazing time.” Mike reassured. Alastaria nodded and went over ti her mother. Bloom had moved away and Alastaria hugged her mother.
Vanessa merely hugged her back, no real kindness in the hug. “I love you mom.” Alastaria mumbled.
“I-I love you too.” Vanessa fumbled.
“Kiko you keep an eye them.” Mike told the rabbit.
“Don’t worry they’re in good hands. Come on we gotta go.” Stella said to the girls. Bloom turned away from her parents and began to walk with Stella.
“We’ll be home for a visit as soon as we’re able.” Alastaria told her parents.
Stella begins to speak but Alastaria just stares at her father. For as long as she can remember it’s always behind her dad picking her up. Helping her, teaching her, protecting her. Now it’s was her turn, to protect someone.
And that someone was Bloom. Mike sent her daughter one last encouraging smile and mouthed I love you. With that her parents were sent back home.
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Finally entering the castle Alastaria held onto Kiko and her bag looking around. The castle was pink, blue, and tan. It’s was beautifully built.
“Who is that lady over there?” Bloom questioned.
“Griselda head of discipline. It’s okay to let her distract you.” Stella smiled.
As the top talk Alastraria takes in her surroundings. Many fairies stand around the courtyard smiling and talking with each other.
Alastaria feels hopeful that she will make some friends. Alastaria didn’t have many friends back home. Not after the incident anyway. But this was a new place with new pro who knew nothing about her.
“Come on Alastaria don’t fall behind!” Bloom glared. Bloom roughly grabbed onto Alastaria’s arm and began to drag her toward the tall, slim, and well put together women.
“Good morning miss Greiselda.” Stella greeted. Even with Blooms deathly grin Alastaria sent her a cheerful smile.
“Well if it isn’t Princess Stella of Solaria, I never thought I’d see you here after what happened last year. I’m surprised you’ve chosen to grace us with your presence once again.” Greiselda mocked.
“I don’t give up that easily you know.” Stella smiles.
“Right, and who are your friend’s ?” The teacher questioned
“The Princesses of Callisto.” Stella informed.  Alastaria was quickly confused at being call princess.
“Miranda, and Monica Callisto.” The teacher sighed remembering the names.
“Yea that’s us.” Bloom said confidently. The trio enter the school with Bloom pulling  Alastaria’s arm no doubt leaving a bruise.
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“This school will be your home for the next five years, but this home can cease to be yours at any moment! This rules of this institution are based on discipline. Disregard these rules and I’ll personally escort you to the front gate! This is not a magician’s school you’re not here to learn hocus pocus! Consequently you may not use your powers in the hallways or other common areas. In fact the only places where you may display your powers is in your classroom under teacher supervision. Is that clear Princess Stella!” Greiselda informed.
As Greiselda continues Alastaria’s looks over at the girl next to her. She had brown skin, brown hair with lighter highlights in the front, and green eyes. The girl sends Alastaria a friendly smile.
“Sorry I’m late I hope you’ll excuse me.” An older women says.    
“Ladies here comes your head mistress. Attention!” Greiselda scolded.
“oh really there's no need to be so stodgy i hope miss griselda hasn't frightened you too much.” The lady smiles.
“Welcome to Alfia, the best fairy school in the whole of magics. Mind you it’s also the only one come on in ladies.” She smiled opening the door to the school.
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“The school is incredible. I’ve never felt so welcomed.” Alastaria laughed.
“Then you’ll like headmistress Ferraganda. She always says the same things buts she’s really nice. “ Stella gushed.
“Who are the witches of cloud tower?” Blood asked.
“Magics had three schools. Ours is one, they’re the red fountain school of specialists that’s where the squad guys go. Finally there’s the witches school of cloud tower.” Stella says.
Bloom nodded and a question pops into Alastaria’s head. Witches were all that bad. Sure some were gonna be bad but some should be good. Like everything they’re a good side of it and a bad side.
Arriving at their apartment the girls enter.
Stella points out her room which shrek share with Bloom and Alastaria shares a room with someone. Bloom steps into a vine and the plant bag in to cry out in pain.
“What is that!” Bloom yelled.
“Oh excuse me. I just got here and I left my thinks all over the floor. This is a talking plant. One of creations.” The same girl from before informed.
“My name is Flora.” Flora introduced. As her plant falls over Alastaria goes to help.
“I’m Monica, nice to meet you.” Alastaria introduced herself with a smile helping Flora with her plant. Bloom backs out of the room trying to remember her fake name when another girl makes herself known.
“Callisto fourth world of magic realms upper ring wow. That’s quite a ways away. Hi my names Tecna.” Tecna says. All the girl go and greet Tecna while Tecna tured to Stella.
Another girl enters and makes a joke about Stella blowing up the potions lab.
“Hey I’m Musa.” Musa smiled at Alastaria.
“Monica, nice to meet you. I like your pants. Alastaria compliments.
“I like pendent, wait no your amulet. It’s so cool, I’ve never seen anything like it.” Musa smiled.
In Flora and Alastaria’s room Kiko screams while being held by Flora’s plant.
“Bad plant! Put him down right away!” Flora scolds her plant. Alastaria runs her tired eyes and grabs Kiko away from the plant.
“Don’t yell at the plant. I wouldn’t be surprised if Kiko was trying to eat it.” Alastaria sighed. Flora giggled lightly and grabs a bowl.
“You hungry little bunny, here.” Flora said while pour some seeds into the bowl. The seeds quickly grow into carrots and Kiko grabbed one. Bloom marched up to Alastaria with a fierce glare.
“ I can take care of my own pet!” Bloom glares at Alastaria. Flora sent Alastaria a worried expression at Blooms harsh treatment. Bloom gripped onto Alastaria’s arm over the bruise she had made.
“Speaking of food what do you say we eat out tonight. It’ll be our way of celebrating the new school year.” Stella suggested. Bloom pulled Alastaria next to her and nodded her head.
“Great idea, that’ll give us a chance to get to know one another.” Flora says with a smile. Musa looks over at Alastaria and takes in the dark circles under her eyes.
“Anyone for pizza?” Bloom suggested when she noticed the girls eyes on her. Bloom let go of Alastaria and wrapped her arm with hers in a sisterly way.
“What’s pizza?” Musa asked no longer sending Bloom an odd look.
“Yeah what is it?” Flora pondered still feeling odd about Bloom.
“It’s the national dish of Callisto, more or less.” Bloom lied.
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The girls sit down and and Tecna examines Blooms phone.
“This is horrible how am I supposed to call my boyfriend!” Bloom growled. Alastaria looked down at her lap at the mention. Flora and Musa share and look of confusion.
Tecna also send an odd look to Alastaria.
“Is there a pay phone we can use? I want to call our parents.” Alastaria asked the girls. The girls nod and point Alastaria and Bloom to a pair of phone booths.
“Hello Bloom?” Vanessa asked.
“No mom it’s me Alastaria. How’s everything going?” Alastaria mumbled. Alastaria scolds herself internally. She wished her dad had picked up but it was unfair of her to not want to talk with her mom.  It was probably her fault their relationship wasn’t as strong as Blooms after all Alastaria manly talked with her father.
“Where’s your sister? You left her didn’t you! I swear Alastaria if you left your sister!”Vanessa starts but Alastaria quickly interrupted her mom.
“No mom I didn’t leave Bloom. She in the phone wi-with her boyfriend.” Alastaria’s voice quivered at the mention.
“Oh she on the phone with Andy. Well then no worries. I trust your classes went well today.” Vanessa says. Alastaria beams at the thought of her mom wondering how her day was.
“We actually didn’t have class today. We start tomorrow, but I promise I’ll do my very best. And o won’t stop practicing my sports or anything don’t worry!” Alastaria beams.
Knut the troll passes by Blooms booth and she quickly exits her booth.
“Mom I need to go my friends are calling me. I love you.” Alastaria explained quickly.
“Okay tell Bloom I love her.” Vanessa says.
“Okay, bye mom!” Alastaria says happy she had a successful childhood conversation with her mother. Alastaria quickly leave her booth pulling out the card Musa let her use.
Finally finding her sister Alastaria gasped. Her sister was encapsulated in ice. She fail to protect Bloom. Her one job she fail.
The witch’s turned their gaze to Alastaria and the leader gasped in shock.
“Her highness.” The white haired witch said.
“Let my sister go!” Alastaria ordered. The three witch exchanged looks unsure of what to do. The leader witch walked forward.
“I’m Icy, this is Darcy” Icy said point at the brunette “And this is Stormy.” She said pointing at the purple haired girl.
“We are the Trix, it’s nice to meet you?” Icy asked.
“Im not a girl who enjoys repeating herself. Let my sister go!” Alastaria glares. The witch smile at Alastaria impress by her.
“Okay, don’t tell us your name. But we’re not just gonna let her go. Knut show use what she can do.” Icy ordered the troll. Knut fumbled at the thought of attacking Alastaria but complied.
As Knut attacked Alastaria she dodge every slow attack. Finding a pipe next to her Alastaria uses it to block Knuts fist.
“Oh come on! Use your powers!” Stormy groaned.
“ Patience sister, I don’t think she knows.” Darcy mumbled softly. Icy rolls her eyes and throws and ice spell at Alastaria. Alastaria drops her pipe and throws her hands up. Black oozes from her hands and forms and protective shield around her body.
“That’s all we needed.” Icy smiles. As the other girls appeared Alastaria fell down exhausted from the sleeplessness night and fight. Stella pulled out her staff and the group escaped.
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As Stella comforted the freezing Bloom Flora, Tecna and Musa helps the exhausted Alastaria up from the ground.
“I take it your name is Monica of Callisto is it?” Flora asked softly holding Alastaria. Alastaria could only nod her head.
“I’m sorry I lied. My real name is Alastaria, and I’m from earth.” Alastaria admitted.
“Why did you lie.” Tecna asked.
“Me and Bloom didn’t sign up for the school year so Stella had us lie. I’m sorry.” Alastaria apologized. As Flora confronted Stella about the lie Musa tapped Alastaria’s shoulder.
“It’s okay I’m not mad or anything. I think Alastaria is a much better name then Monica is.” Musa smiled.
Alastaria weakly smiled as the group began their way to Alfia. Flora helped the exhausted Alastaria walk while Musa guilted the pair.
“Alastaria stop being dramatic. Girls she’s fine I promise.” Bloom says not liked the attention Alastaria was getting.
“No Bloom she’s not. She’s exhausted from fighting the Trix.” Flora argued defending Alastaria.
As the girls make it onto campus the lights flood their faces. At the girls get scolded for their tardiness the girls secret is revealed. Alastaria to tired to say much just drops her head in defeat not wanting to go back home.
“Please don’t send us away. I understand we lied about who we were but we can’t go back now. Bloom’s always wanted to be a fairy and know she can be.” Alastaria pleaded with Ferraganda.
Greiselda and Ferraganda share and look about what Alastaria had said. When she was pleading to say she spoke of Blooms wishes not her own. Alastaria begin to fade out and fells herself being to walk.
Alastaria opens her eyes to see Musa and Flora helping her walk to the apartment. At the apartment the decide to call themselves the Winx. Bloom pulled out a small logo and are please with the name.
Fumbling into her room Alastaria rips off her clothes in front of Flora. Flora gasped at the scar over her arm and the other small scars over her body.
“Sorry I forget not everyone is okay with just stripping.” Alastaria realized quick putting on a simple grey nightgown with a small bow at the top.
Flora goes to speak but the words won’t leave her mouth. She wants to asked about the scars but it’s not her place.
“Do t worry about it. Your nightgown is very cute, where’d you buy it?” Flora pondered.
“I made it.” Alastaria smiled. As the girl got into vet they made light conversation about random topics. The girl finally shut off the lights and Alastaria began to drift to sleep.
Unknown to her she would have a restless night as a man watched her from Demore.
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