#never saw her again

[thedomesticanthropologist]

I thought of my first kiss today

Oh, I wanted her.

The red flags were blowing in the wind, but I was blind.

She smelled like blood, my fingers tracing over her scabbed skin where she had carved the name of her boyfriend. But she let me put my hand under her hoodie while she sat on my lap, and she never wore anything beneath it, so i felt lucky.

I thought of my first kiss today

And how she said yes when I asked, but only because she wanted the boy in the room with us to look at her. And I took it, desperate, yearning. Heart pounding. I couldn't stop grinning all night after, even when she rode away on her bike and never looked back.

I thought of my first kiss today

And how that girl never wanted me

And I'd never wanted anything so much in my life.

#first kiss #tw self harm #self harm mention #sapphic #wlw #i was just a child and so was she #middle school her and middle school me #never saw her again #shoetly after she dropped out #my poems #my poetry #poems and poetry

[reamed]

thinking about when I was getting surgery and my anesthesiologist told me I had the most beautiful eyes before i passed out

#txt #never saw her again #I immediately went under after she said it #she’s right tho

[honeysbunchesofoats]

I honestly don't have the capacity to explain to people how awful doctors have been to me. and still are. and will be. "doctors are doing their best with what they have." "our medical system limits how much they can help." yeah no. they are NOT doing their best. they're being ignorant bigots who see that I'm a 28 year old woman and think I'm being dramatic. the number of times I've heard "that's a normal amount of pain/migraines/etc." I could lose my shit at any moment now. it makes me want to give up on trying to get help.

#i once got a 20 minute lecture from my pcp (who wasnt even treating any of my conditions) #saying that this isnt as good as its gonna get #im still young and itll get better #i shouldnt try to get disability because thats giving up on myself #i wont have a CHRONIC INCURABLE the rest of my life #it may be getting worse now #but dont worry itll get better #god i hate her #never saw her again #honelynn rambles #disability #chronic illness #chronic pain #fibromyalgia #migraines

[nobodybetterlookatme]

how do you not know what doctors do??

I mean I know what they do in general, but specifically ER physicians, no I have genuinely no idea what they do when they're not performing a specific procedure on a patient lmao

#I've done a few shifts at an er but I'm a tech #so basically just ekgs and restocking things and helping the nurses sometimes #it's the nurses who do everything #like literally everything #idk if it's this hospital in particular #but i never see the doctors #the other techs and nurses say you're lucky if you can track one down #one of the nurses i was following around said we really just do everything without them #and that there's usually only two of them on shift at a time #so that's. nice #but tldr apart from procedures yeah no i don't know what they do #the one time i saw a doctor she was doing one of said procedures then dipped immediately after #never saw her again #not snz

[es-3]

she declined, so instead he gave her a way to summon him at anytime.

#i love that little detail they added in the show #the books it kinda seems like #yeah sure he loved her #but after that summer she never saw him again #but poseidon watched out for sally #he was there when she needed him most #i love sally and poseidon #this is probably my favorite thing they’ve added into the show so far #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson #pjo disney+ #pjo tv show

[surreal-duck]

With love, for you.

(extra vers under the cut!)

#tshirt that says i am normal after raison d'etre #duck scribbles #valkyrie #mika kagehira #shu itsuki #shumika #mademoiselle #enstars #another tshirt that says i am normal after the valkyrie trip album. (extreme lie) #never drawing hair drills ever again after this that was kind of painful #funny thing that happened while i was doing the lineart my friend saw and asked hey that kinda looks like mademoiselle #and i told them it was!!! and had the pleasure of informing them how it was shus grandpa madonee was modelled after and grandpa itsuki's #doomed parisian yuri romance and his reaction was simply a five stages of grief speedrun. it was great i love telling her things #ensemble stars #kind of started to not like how it turned out by the end of it but its swagever. agh i didnt improve much this year huh 😔👊👊👊 #edit I NOTICED I FORGOT TO COLOR IN SOME LINES RAHG fixed now orz

[harbingersecho]

they had to pause their morning workout to drive wash to the ER at 7 am bc he somehow got hit by a car while getting mail. there's traffic. maine fiddles with the radio and carolina is imagining herself parkouring over the other cars

#rvb #red vs blue #maine #wash #carolina #agent washington #agent maine #agent carolina #mine #*24 #i just saw that image again and wanted to redraw it and this concept just manifested itself #i lost the og ref photo but its the one w/ the big beefy guy and the blonde woman + they both got tits. if u don't know it dw lol #also in a modern au carolina has like a subaru or a honda civic and it's teal. she's the only one of the blues who even has a car #tex had a motorbike. no one else in blue team even has a license except wash but he doesn't actually have a car he just needed a license #but the blues are like 'we never even fucking go anywhere why would we pay all the car insurance shit + parking' #if they rly need to they can just bum a ride from someone or wash can rent a car or whatever #carolina will only drive them (she doesn't trust wash not to crash) in an absolute emergency bc they made fun of her car saying #it's a PTA mom car and she's petty. if youre not gonna die she doesn't care

[1v31182m5]

Lyrics by Tommy Dorsey's Street of Dreams 01:25

#I don't have the energy to explain this scene since I don't really think it's that necessary anyway #but shortly Shen's identity got exposed in this village about the things he did to the pandas and chameleon needs to act like she's on+ #their side to prevent her from getting hurt and attacked like how Shen is about to be #but the thing is she already knew about shen being shen but he didn't knew that she knew this so when he decides to flee off he never+ #sees her again because he thinks “oh she knows what kind of a person I am now and I saw how she looked at me during that we're clearly done” #little does he know melon did much worse and didn't got caught so it's fine #(she thought he was gonna return. he didn't.) #kfp #kfp fanart #lord shen #kfp chameleon #kfp 4 #kung fu panda #kung fu panda fanart #chameleon x lord shen #lord shen x chameleon

[rainbowtransform]

So the Rat Grinders are fractured. Even back in the beginning, they were fractured because they didn’t have a chance to grow closer. They took easy quests to just get it over with

Then they died, and got brought back. And they grew slightly closer, but they just didn’t grow as close as the Bad Kids. And I think that’s another reason why Kipperlilly feels so jealous. The Bad Kids have a bond, through thick and thin, death and life, no matter in what world or place they’d always find each other.

Kipperlily wants that. She wants to get along with her party like they do. She wants that trust, that “you’ll always have my back” but she doesn’t get that.

Ruben doesn’t like her, he voted for the name change because he saw upset it made her. Oisin and Ivy are the best friends in their group, closer to each other more then they to anyone else. Mary Ann doesn’t even speak to them, preferring to keep silent and do whatever she wants.

The only person that was on her side was Lucy, and Lucy stayed dead.

#I wonder if kipperlilly regrets it #regrets coming back to life when she saw Lucy’s lifeless body seize #and fall #never to breath again #never to smile again #never to be hers again #I’m making everyone gay this time guys #kipperlilly copperkettle #dimension 20 #ruben hopclap #mary ann skuttle #oisin hakinvar #lucy frostblade #ivy embra #the rat grinders #d20 #fantasy high junior year spoilers #fhjy spoilers #fantasy high junior year

[whaliiwatching]

he’s talking abt seeker constellation myths

#transformers #starscream #knock out #knockscream #koss #the truth comes out: i was a transformers kid #rlly my friend was the diehard fan and i absorbed Love of Starscream through her #i just think he and knock out are so sillyfunny. they’d murder someone and complain abt the mess #this is one of the only enemies to lovers ships i have and its bc theyre enemies AND lovers. they hate each other and theyre dating <333 #when i saw ‘thirst’ for the first time. yall. heads were rolling that day #‘it’s been an honor serving alongside you’ ‘i always admired your lustrous finish’ shut UP #i havent been into transformers since like 2016 but i miss specifically prime starscream #he’s a bitch metal butterfly and he’s my favorite #originally i wrote here ‘i’m never drawing mechs again’ haha i lied. i drew mechs So Much

[randomminty]

Just a buncha cynthias

#some of these look out of character but eh #pokemon #art tag #champion cynthia #i draw cynthia so much shes so fun to draw. illl never know how her hair works that wont stop me #ive started watching a bunch of the pokemon anime even though i never liked it before. MAN i was missing out #i mostly just tuned in to see it butched my fav characters but thats the completely wrong mindset to watch it in #ive been watching as somewhat separate to the games and its so much fun #and the dub…… its good but so unintentionally funny #i didnt care abt alain but after seeing him go MEGA EVAAAOLVE like 5 times in the mega special i adore him #if i dont see miarin in the anime again ill cry i miss her #last thing about the anime for now i forgot they kept lances old va for journeys #im used to his pokemas and generations voice which is p different so that was funny. leons journeys va is so good too #ANYWAYS CYNTHIA. cried when i saw her again in journeys. shes so cool

[funkbun]

i remember i made these designs for snorpy n floofty's parents like 2 years ago, the og post is somewhere on my main blog i dont fuckin know lol, but i felt like redesigning them slightly

#the parent doodles here are actually multiple months old buuuut i never finished giving them colors sooo here they are #i liked drawing Fizzlefuzz again (she still doesn't have a first name im sorryyyy) #it's not shown here but she has a fuckin giraffe neck that i love. the long neck gene did not pass down to her kids so sad so saad #Rustlebean's design is still kinda ehhhh. i might change his colors n pattern some more and maybe give him actual hair?? idk #i wanna keep his fluffiness and freckles cause his kids are both fluffy freckle havers #i also swapped their nose colors here so their pallettes didn't look the exact same as the fizzlebeans #bug game #like i saw 2 years ago this family is black-coded cause I Said So. smiles n grins

[corallapis]

No, never. Missy! I will never stand with Doctor!

#simm!master #missy #gomez!master #tenth doctor #twelfth doctor #doctor x master #doctor who #dwedit #dw #* #not even trying to consistently color this one soz ✌️ #so i was thinking abt the change in simm!master's attitude from eot (“get out of the way”) to s10 (“i will never stand with the doctor”)... #and like. what if you voluntarily saved the doctor by throwing yourself back into the time war #the war that you made yourself human to escape from the first time round #dragged back to gallifrey at the mercy of the ppl who you just opposed? (the people who engineered your insanity in the first place?) #when missy asks him to go to gallifrey with her & 12 says ''you'll be clapped irons'' yeah i'm sure it was a great deal more than that #for the deserter. for the person who they cursed as a child & still failed to bring about their salvation #for the someone who tried to kill the founder of all time lord society #and then when gallifrey is saved... does the doctor (again: whose life you saved!!! when you last saw each other) come looking for you? no #you have to get yourself out. and when you find yourself trapped & the doctor finally does appear... what does he say to you? #''so they cured your little condition and kicked you out'' !!!! #like. yeah. i think simm!master is totally in the right for not listening to a single thing 12 says past that point. lmao.

[eggplantgifs]

Ava Marie Ziegler: Jazz Man » 2024 Four Continents

#ava marie ziegler #fskateedit #figure skating #4CC 2024 #program #ok count me aboard the ava train #i love her type of big powerful skating #and she pays attention to her music too #i saw her live at skcan last season and i liked her there #but please never work with morozov again #that fs is just...bad

[realmbrekker]

Who in Bridgerton deserves sm better and why is it Edwina Sharma: an essay

#the essay is just season 2 actually. #just watch it's all there #the mistreatment she gets from the fans is insane #no she didn't do anything wrong ever. #some people hate het just because of how she got mad at her sister but WITH GOOD REASONS #i'm not blaming Kate but both sides of the story matters have you tried putting yourself in Edwina's shoes ??? #she was such a sweet girl always have been so caring kind and honest and in the end she got done so bad and we never saw her again #she deserves to be loved and seen. #anyway EDWINA GET BEHIND ME I WILL FIGHT #edwina sharma #bridgerton

[aalghul]

it's so sad that talia still doesn't have good friends when her loneliness is what allowed nyssa to get talia to lower her guard

#she was her father's daughter. and then she was free but so alone #and then she had a friend who was her sister and doesnt that mean she'll never be lonely again? to have a sister is to #eternally have a companion. but to nyssa talia was still their father's daughter and an object to steal. #and to use against him. #then she was free of nyssa and alone again. and then trapped in another of her father’s plans #fighting to protect her son who chose the possibility of earning his father’s love over her existing love #(or what damian and talia saw as just the possibility. bc bruce rlly hadn’t shown damian he was valued but he did love him) #and talia was alone again. alone always over and over #who is she if not a daughter a sister a mother. no wonder she clings so hard to those relationships even #when they hurt her. what else does she have in this world #that post i reblogged yesterday about loneliness…that’s her she’s the lonely girl #it was like 2 days now actually but yeah. her #talia al ghul