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oceanlipgloss · 4 months

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1.1.2024

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It's Leraye's turn for some clapping funnn

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intro: a romantic and intimate concept and manner of thinking that speaks to my artistic tendencies and aggressively tickles my fancy Also. All those headless plushies he has on him? I love. I even want a few. And, I want a pair of his earrings too

update I: he speaks to my writer's mind fr. It's very pleasant, how he talks about the future in that manner but please don't get your hopes up too much, Leraye, for MC is a national star I'm getting fic ideas tho

update II: so normally I don't really care much for sweet talk, but he's pleasantly sugar-sweet lol And that tongue piercing? I. Am. In. Love. Plus, the idea of a man with a playful, innocent charm i.e. like Leraye having such a badass piercing? It's kskdlnshsjs so perfect it's sinful

update III: oh my. Do I have a thing for finger biting? For fingers-in-your-partner's-mouth? Yes, I really do. Does it make me feel things? Yes, it totally does. And his tongue? Pierced and dripping like sin? No, but, excuse me, but—AAAAAAAAAAAH

update IV: dude the way he talks about the future is so romantic and has this rosy mystery to it, I'M LOVIN' DIGGIN' IT

update V: baby is jealous again aaaaaah I love Satan an unhealthy amount is all I'm saying but fuck it's so cute that Leraye kissed her cheek

update VI: it's finally time oh God oh God the H-sceneeeee something I've been fighting for rushing through battles for waiting excitedly for and there's going to be thunder, it seems. YES YES YES this creature loves summer but she's also a biiiig sucker for thunder

update VII: I love you two so much, just that

update VIII: please fuck on the floor please fuck on the floor please fuck on the floor plea— But wow he's suffering hard huh? HOT excuse me, just some sadism coming through

update IX: damn he's really fucked out of his mind just about a goner lol and it's so damn hot I do think that thunder is one of the sexiest things one can hear, so I get why he finds it...appealing but arousing? Idk man...

update X: he's high and soaring. Thunder is screwing his brains out. Help him, MC

update XI: these moments when MC cares and worries for the devils and isn't thinking about getting railed certain things? I love them, I crave them I was hoping they would do it on the floor tho goddammit, MC

update XII: *spongebob narrator* ah yes, the popsicle 'thing'

update XIII: hehehehehehehehe

update XIV: it what 'hot object' And damn, even popsicles have murderous urges. Who would've known?

update XV: MC, ever the cool human, doesn't react to being stabbed by a demon. Rather, she gets busy putting together conclusions

update XVI: wait no that change in attitude and behaviour is so sexy. *Kuzco's voice* uh-huh, uh-huh, uh-huh but as a writer, I tend to dislike comparing humans/human-like beings to animals (with a few exceptions), so I can't say I appreciate how Leraye is compared to a dog—even though I get why that is Anyways, Zeus the thunder you love is rooting for you, Leraye. Show too-cool-for-school MC the big guns what you're capable of, hon

update XVII: boy isn't even awake lmao it's REALLY hot how he's so dazed that he doesn't even know what he's doing And it's SO hot, what he's doing

update XVIII: nononono the crying horn does so much for me pls THIS did so much for me He's taken in by his feelings so badly that he can't even think straight and such that his horn itself is already sobbing WHAT'S THERE NOT TO LIKE

update XIX: LERAYE? OMFG THIS POSITION??? NONONONONONO I MEAN YESYESYESYESYES YAAAAS I'M ALIVE

update XX: SNDBKSHDBXMS and more thunder = more intensity? YESSSS

update XXI: he keeps chanting her name and let's just say that that kind of thing is one of the things that make my heart stutter and my brain tingle yay another turn-on, another weakness this game is preying on my romantic weaknesses and kinks. Keep at it please

update XXII: ughhhh yesss there we go again with the affecting-each-other's-emotions thing I'm so in love with it sob 'You could feel that since were connected to him' made me ascend because I'm a romantic sap like that you won't catch me dead wishing for romance in real life, though

update XXIII: the. Way. He. Keeps. Saying. Her. Name. The way he whispers sweet nothings into her ear as he makes her nut go nuts. Also, it's so hot that he's licking her neck and all, and with that piercing? I'm screamin' but science is wondering: how do you lick anything DEEPLY? Is there a secret anatomical passage hole in the neck that I'm not yet aware of or—ik what they mean, but choice of words pls lol

update XXIV: thunder is the new drug

update XXV: no but that's another fave switch of mine so sexy, like the man went from friendly and seemingly harmless to dazed and wild then back to innocent and sweet? Oh God shut up this is so cute I'm screaming crying throwing up twerking on the floor

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edit: okay but no bro, 2-68 and 2-72? Hell fr fr. I barely passed 2-68 after numerous tries and changes in character combinations and locations, except now I keep getting crucified annihilated in 2-72. My God. Those angels and their sorry eyeballs...someone call Andre

Also would you look at that, I just pulled Leraye lol and Phenix, too. And...another Valefor I'm not salty at all, 'cause it's not like I was hoping for a new character anyways but I'm so excited to try Leraye and Phenix out in battle. Leraye's already at level 17 lol

And my God, after I read Zagan's H-scene *SWOONNNNN* I die just thinking about it, I love him sm I pulled Zagan on a free pull, and now I get Leraye in a 10 pull after melting over reading his H-scene. Is this fate? Is this a tradition in the making? I sure hope so

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4.1.2024

I PASSED OH GOD I FINALLY PASSED LERAYE SAVED ME I promoted him to level 40 and oh my god I can't believe it, I finally did it lol ngl though I feel like there will be more battles like 2-72 and that's nervewrecking but...I'll somehow manage?

Also!

edit 2: "the virginity of your lips," he says. It's a bit too late for that, no? Not that I mind And Satan being happy and proud? Yesss bby YOU BIG CUTIE

edit 3: Sitri my love, jealousy seems to have kind of made you lose your memory. I understand, but please do try to remember who lunged at MC and kissed her upon meeting her for the first time, yes? Do it again

edit 4: someone's been listening to Lana Del Rey

edit 5: and this? This was HOT

Anyways, the main thing I wanted to say is that PAIMON IS SOOO CUTE! I love him already lol <3

edit 6: this game is preying on me, I swear and I'm loving every second of it

edit 7: AAAAAAAARGH <3 I love him I love him I love him I love—

Jokes aside, what Paimon said is sad, but I loved it. I really love the depth he has to him, and his words not only showed that, but also showed the fragility and emotional intensity and vulnerability of devils.

#what in hell is bad diaries #what in “hell” is bad #what in hell is bad #whb #whb leraye #what in hell is bad leraye

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fixfoxnox · 8 months

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Use this ask to ramble about anything, better if it's about Roach 🪳💖

(btw I think I found you in twitter by accident, I'm not sure, too anxious to follow anyway)

AHHHHH YESSS ROACH RAMBLE ASK MUAH MUAH (KISSES)

I haven't gotten to yell about my boy by himself in so long omggggg

Oh also before I forget, you probably did find my Twitter! I haven't really made any posts about it cause, tbh, I still have no idea what I want to post there, but I do indeed have a Twitter! It is here for anyone who wants to follow me. Right now I've just really been dropping random cod thoughts and reposting a lot of artists content, but who knows maybe I'll start doing some Twitter exclusive stuff or thread fics or something (has no idea how thread fics work). Anyways on to the boy:

I'm using this as an opportunity to just talk about whatever comes to mind and the first thing I wanna start with are like some alternate ideas I had for Roach's family before I landed on the Sanderson dynamic that I have now:

Roach from a military family

Imagine how fun it would be if Roach was raised in a military family, especially if they still had that overprotective aspect to them. Like baby boy who was raised around the military so he's been intimately familiar with it

Maybe he had some different talent and his family wanted him to go down a different path and not go military like them

He says fuck that and joins the military and fucks around and ends up joining taskforce 141

Extra funny points if his family don't realize that he's on a specialized taskforce cause he was so nervous about telling them and they find out in dramatic fashion

Maybe he drops in to save them on a mission or something like 🤭 the drama of it all I love it

Also side note but I was thinking so hard about the Sanderson boys (Johnathan and Eddie) and I can't draw so I have to snatch some Face Claims for them so this is what I think Roach's older brothers look like:

Johnathan is played by Lee Pace don't test me this man is tall and probably acts as his own security at his bar and also is a goofball and idk Lee Pace is perfect (this should not detract from me also thinking that Lee Pace is a perfect fc for König)

Eddie to me has to look something like Luke Norris idk I feel like he needs a softer and more like nervous/panicky energy than Johnathan and this man fits don't test me don't test me

Also for anyone who is wondering: No, I still don't have a face claim for my Roach. In my mind he changes so much I see so many different artists versions of Roach in my brain at all times so choosing an actor for him is so hard. I have...thoughts, but idk that anyone would enjoy the thoughts that I have so we'll pretend I don't have them.

More on Roach cause he's my lil guy, my lil dude, my lil buddy

Listen y'all know Southern Roach is my bias but also also also have been falling in love more and more with the idea of Russian Roach. He would be so funnn like he works with Nik beforehand maybe he was undercover with the ultranationalists. I also enjoy the idea of him cursing Shepherd and/or Makarov out in Russian I think it would be fun.

However Southern Roach rains supreme I was thinking so hard about a ghostroachsoap au recently based loosely on the song "Farmer's Daughter" by Rodney Atkins. (Y'all let me know if you want the full au its really just farm au cuteness)

Thinking so hard of Roach just being beloved in his small town as this Golden Child precious little dude then he goes off to the military and finally let's that feral side come out a little. Imagine how funny it would be for Ghost and Soap to go home with Roach and see their boyfriend pu on this innocent act and listen to people describe him as this perfect little guy when they know for a fact that Roach is like borderline feral two steps away from being considered a wild animal.

"He's such a good boy, would never hurt a fly."

Ghost and Soap who watched Roach tear a man's throat out with his teeth last week:

Also taking the opportunity to say that we as a community need to start acknowledging hoe canonically skilled Roach is with weapons! Like this is a boy who had both Price and Soap cursing because they couldn't get any kills because he was killing them to fast. This is a boy who beat Ghost (his luitenant) on a rifle test by a wide margin and on the test that ghost beat him he only fell behind four points.

Roach canonical has several extremely brutal takedown moves that he can do, including the pickaxes and the little fucking kick thing he does to the one guy before stabbing him. Also he's like straight up flipping his guns and doing tricks with them and shit in his weapons inspections, Soap talks about how good he is with C4 and shit.

Like I think people see the like spots where he got into trouble and nearly died in the campaign and take that to mean that he's like not as good as Ghost and Soap and needed their help a lot but like honest to God all of the trouble he gets in to is less because he fucked up and more because the world seems to have it out for him.

The roof breaking out from under him, the ice cracking on him, explosions happen to rock his ass just as soon as he hits an open field. Like someone was trying to kill this little fuck and two outta the three times they failed.

And like its not like Roach doesn't help himself during these situations. Like when he fell yeah he had Soap guiding him but he was the one having the run and slide and do all that shit like no amount of Soap's guiding could have made that easy for him.

Also this boy almost falls off a cliff but is able to get himself back on track enough that he not only finishes climbing the cliff but then does a whole ass stealth mission basically invading a Russian military base on his own???

Roach is a very talented and skilled bug and we should all be patting him on the head for how cool he is.

Also I think its absolutely funny cause In my mind he's smaller than Soap and Ghost both like height and build wise (not small, just smaller than those two behemoths) and so when the trio of them are together people like tend to underestimate him meanwhile Ghost and Soap are like "Uh, no, no you uh hey dude no" because they know that Roach will gladly fuck people up.

I also love the idea of Roach appearing out of nowhere like a fucking cryptid. There is no talking behind Roach's back or keeping secrets he is everywhere at once and will appear out of thin air. Ghost and Soap have to like fully leave base if they want to plan a surprise for him and even then both of them have no trust that Roach won't somehow pop into existence next to them waahahhahaha

Alright thats all for my rambling for now

#thoughts with luke #you asked luke #gary roach sanderson #simon ghost riley #john soap mactavish #call of duty #ghostroach #soaproach #ghostroachsoap

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suhmayzooka · 11 months

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Sano trio for the ask game please?? 👀✨

YAYY!!! my boys<3<3<3

rin:

1: sexuality headcanon gay gay homosexual gay gay. also, i learned about what transgender was due to some trans rin headcanons/fanfics/meta i read during the height of the fandom, so trans man rin is also something that's been in the back of my mind 2: otp sourin >>>>> permanently changed my brain chemistry and ideal of relationship; rinrei is so much funnn i swear; and ofc sano trio as a whole!! 3: brotp rin & haru--while i don't think of them romantically, their relationship is the cornerstone of the whole story and i love how they're always pushing each other to go further rin & nagisa--such an underrated relationship but in the original book rin teaches nagisa to swim and nagisa from then on really looked up to rin as an older mentor. i love them because they're so unexpected as a friendship, but they really have a deep bond that i wish was more present in the show (besides a few "rin-rin!") rin & makoto--SUCH an important relationship for both of them!!!!! they're the real complements of each other, i think, rin is fiery and passionate and sharp and makoto is grounded and doting and UGHHHH 4: notp when i was younger i'd say rin x haru, less due to the actual relationship and more due to the way SOME fans treated me at the tender age of like 13.... i don't dislike them enough to say they're my notp, but i guess yeah, they're my notp 5: first headcanon that pops into my head he's a thirty seconds to mars stan (bc of that one shirt he wore that looked like the 30stm triangle...) fuck jared leto and everything but i think rin learned english partially through music. he's also a swiftie 6: favorite line from this character oh god.... "PERFECT BODY" 7: one way in which I relate to this character every way he's my blorbo whom i project onto ever since i was in middle school . um. who said that i think i really connected to both his emotional crybaby ways (i cry at conflict), his hopeless romantic nature, and his insecurities, feeling like you're meant to do something but you hit a wall and just.,. can't. 8: thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character his fashion.......i'm sorry but........ i cannot defend you ....... 9. cinnamon roll or problematic fave? LOL depends on who you ask! he's a cinnamon roll who looks like he can kill you

sousuke:

1: sexuality headcanon: also gay but at the same time, i don't think he really cares much for romance outside of his immediate partner, you know? so i guess somewhere on the demi spectrum 2: otp sourin, again, and soukisu, and basically the whole sano trio. oooh special mentions to soumako and souharu, for no real canon reason aside from them having some really good fan artists and writers 3: brotp sousuke & nitori & momo; he's a good mentor to them, and they have so much respect for him (while knowing how to have fun). sousuke & gou--after rin left for australia, i imagine him and gou spending more time together. bonding over rin lol there was that scene where he gave her his jacket during the water gun fight that always gets me 4: notp hmm. don't really have one? maybe sousuke x gou? i really can't think of him viewing her as anything other than his sister 5: first headcanon that pops into my head that he likes opera, and this is ENTIRELY due to an old fic @testosterogna wrote that i read back in my youth and i SOMEHOW actually forgot i read it in a fic and thought it was canon. 6: favorite line from this character "because i knew you would cry" (ಥ﹏ಥ) 7: one way in which I relate to this character we're both stoic and monotone and come across as aloof/cold. he probably has a touch of the 'tism like haruka does. oh and i'm terrible at directions kajsdhaskljdh 8: thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character when he found haru and backed him into the wall like "don't u DARE hurt my man again >:(" and haru was like :| you dUMBASS WHY DID YOU HIDE YOUR STUPID INJURY ??? DO NOT DESTROY YOUR CAREER FOR LOVE!!!! IDIOT (ಥ﹏ಥ) 9: cinnamon roll or problematic fave? looks like he could kill you, doesn't care enough to try

kisumi

1: sexuality headcanon this is one i'm actually 10000% assured of, unlike the other two above where i was just like 'yeah probably' this is something i actually dedicated a LOT of time to thinking about and even starting a fic years ago: he's asexual. i don't remember WHAT i read all those years ago, but i found some asexual kismui hcs and it just clicked. i can't imagine him any other way. i think he's also demi or grayromantic; his 'relationships' are closer to QPR than, i suppose, traditional 'romance.' he's sex-favorable to neutral, but it's not something he really craves and he doesn't feel sexual attraction. he's still a massive flirt and a gossip and loves to know about/mess with his friends' love lives 2: otp sano trio!!! asakisu too, and hiyokisu could be fun. 3: brotp kisumi & makoto. "JOIN THE BASKETBALL CLUB!!!!!!" 4: notp kisumi x most people 5: first headcanon that pops into my head well, the first one is that he's ace, the second is that he's a plant lover, which is less headcanon than it is me extrapolating from some official art 6: favorite line from this character probably everything he says to haru. OHH and when he casually is like "oooh sousuke didn't tell you about his super plot-relevant secret? oooh too bad. anyway i'm out!" 7: one way in which I relate to this character me having ace kisumi was 100% me projecting when i was younger and ID as asexual, but i relate to the love/protectiveness he feels over his younger brother 8: thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character the way he tried to get everyone to join his basketball team </3 baby you're in the wrong anime you missed the casting calls for kuroko i'm sorry 9: cinnamon roll or problematic fave? sinnamon roll :3

character ask game

#moots #caffernnn #asked #tysm for giving me the chance to talk abt my boyz

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yume-fanfare · 1 year

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for the ask game nazuna nito pls

niichan!!!

favorite thing about them: nazuna is so. i love how he's always fun to read about! no matter what character he's interacting with, if he's there you'll have fun! i also really love just how encouraging and fun he is <3 niichan's cheer team fr

least favorite thing about them: nothing hes perfect

favorite line: went to reread high five epilogue, couldn't choose, went to look over my romantic comedy and bad boys screenshots, couldn't choose either so in the end, i think im going to go with "just die already. i'll live with your blood on my hands"

brOTP: ra*bits love forever <3 and i also think his relationship with sena is really funnn i love the tennis club

OTP: none i think ?

nOTP: none either!

random headcanon: can't stop thinking abt how his recent 4* confirmed hes a gamer. i think he would like fischl. also i can see him maining nilou maybe

unpopular opinion: you guys dont even realize how funny it is that hes the oldest third year. he is older than madara the paid assassin. this Needs to be exploited more

song i associate with them: ok i know i already said answer for hina but like. you Have to check this answer mv

favorite picture of them: this is a terribly hard question. even his recent global 4* feels like it could be a 5. but i think i'm going with his bloomed happy spring! i love the pink <3

#sorry this took so long </33 #enstars #direct0rhutao #preguntas

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telemna-hyelle · 1 year

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Hi Tellie!!

I know we don't talk much, but I just wanted to check and see how you're doing.

I've been getting the vibe that things are more intense irl for you rn, so if I can help at all (doodle, snippet, hugs, just listening) I would like too.

Hope That you have a great day regardless (o゜▽゜)o☆

Awwwwwww, thank you, Nancy!

I'm doing okay! April, uh, doesn't like me, and combines with my health issues to basically sap me of all energy. On top of some work stressors and life stressors and struggling with getting the energy to work on my big project... it's not been bad but it's been extremely tiring and a little depressing at times at how hard it is to get stuff done. Doing anything on tumblr outside of dms is like a miracle of right timing--it only happens when i hit the perfect sweet spot of thinking of it and having the energy to do it, which is not often. XD been feeling a little bad about that too--there's a bunch of unanswered asks and posts people tagged me in that i've seen and love and appreciate but just... can't do anything about right now.

Anything you'd like to send my way is appreciated, dear. And thank you again! You're really sweet! 💖💖💖

doodle and snippets sound funnn

#nancy my beloved #you ask tellie answers #love for tellie?

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nettlestingsoup · 1 year

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Oh that gift does seem right up you alley then, that's fun! Feel free to share your pictures if you ever get to it! I do have to be honest and tell you that everytime we had to dissect something for biology, I had to sit it out because I would get nauseous fhdfh so I think it's cool that you're into taxidermy even though it baffles me a bit too hahaha but that's okay, everyone has their own interests!

OMG THE PLANT THE PLANT THE PLANT IT LOOKS SO WONDERFUL AND PRETTY THAT'S SO COOL LIKE YOU MADE THAT WITH YOUR HANDS AND THE DIFFERENT COLOURS ON THE LEAVES

I wish we had crafts nights here too! Well we do have some knitting and crorchet groups but the ladies there are all way above my age. I'm going to teach one of my friends how to crochet so maybe we can organise some craft sessions hehe

Oh hiking sounds funnn where are you going?

I'm glad to hear you're handling it well! Knowing what heals you and allowing yourself that, is great and not always easy!

Your weekend does sound lovely! I love board games and I'm lucky to have a job where I can basically play them every day hahaha even if some of them are VERY easy. I also play Rummikub with my grandma every Thursday and sometimes with my mom during the weekend.

It's completely fine to not feel up to chat! I'd rather you talk to me when you actually want to/feel up to it! And your health/mental state should come first obviously.

I am doing well! I'm taking next week off so I can relax a bit more and finally get on top of my paper work cause god hshs. There are also a lot of birds in our garden and I'm thriving hahah I love observing them. I even saw a Heron in one of the trees behind our garden! I didn't know they hung out in trees too!!

I also need to make time to bring my broken laptop to a repair shop so they can transfer my old data to my new one, I keep putting it off but I actually need the stuff on there. Also please pray for me and my skz witch au that I forgot to save as a Google doc and instead have saved as a Word doc on my broken computer hfhfh

I hope I'm not overwhelming you with the amount of words I'm typing out hdhd

Have a wonderful day!! <3

yeah it really was the perfect gift! and noooo the biology nausea... honestly a fair response to dissections, i think; i never understand people who are mean about it. not everyone wants to see the inside of a dead thing and that's fine!

HELL YEAH THE PLANT I'M SO PROUD OF IT I'M GONNA MAKE ANOTHER ONE FOR SOME FRIENDS!!!

honestly crafting with friends is so healing and nice??? it's just good for the soul to make things with your hands with the people you love.

and??? rummikub??? is mine and my mum's game too??? we like to play it with the extended family when we can but it's also really nice just to play with the two of us. that's honestly such a bizarre coincidence though, i've never actually met anyone outside my family who knows what rummikub is.

birds!!! herons are actually gorgeous, they're so graceful! and so still!! it's magic. i didn't know they hung out in trees either???

and oh god good luck with the laptop and the au. i am praying for you and also very curious about your witch au... if you'd like to talk about it...

have a nice day!!! <3

#asks #pompoenwolkjes #gonna ask my mum if she wants a few games of rummikub tomorrow actually #since we have minimal plans

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elmundodeflor · 2 years

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Hiii! This is my secret snowman fic for the lovely Sal! @ssoullessbeing

I hope you enjoy ittt! ❤️❤️

Writing this was so much funnn (english is not my first languague, so pls bare with grammar mistakes lmao), I had the best timee😀

Merry Merry Christmass! 🌲❄️✨

TIME

Freshly brewed tea rested on the coffee table besides them, a bittersweet aroma filling the warm summer air.

They were at the back of Kenny's old car repair shop, punk music blasting on the speakers while Levi worked.

"Aren't you gonna miss school?", Hanji asked, sprawled on the couch, gaze fixed on the crusty crumbling ceiling above. It was the very last week before the semester started. The very last week before the whole future unraveled uncertain ahead of them.

Levi shrugged, tightening up the bandana on his head; a few loose strands of hair still covering his eyes.

"Why would I?", he protested, unamused, sitting on the couch's armrests. "I never liked anybody from school anyways."

Hanji sighed.

"What about me?", she teased cheekily, playful. Levi rolled his eyes, making her laugh. "Don't you like me?"

"You're a pain in the ass", he answered, short and dry. Hanji laughed even louder. They were best friends after all. Had been their whole lives.

"Well, you still hang out with me, so...", she poked at him, a bright knowing smile spread across her features.

Levi grunted. They had spent the last three months like that, having nonesense conversations, munching over cold leftover pizza while going through Kenny's collection of vintage rock cassettes. It was far from perfect, he wanted to tell himself. Still, he wouldn't change a single thing about it, even if he could.

"You don't leave me with much of an option either, four eyes.", he pointed out. Hanji frowned, throwing him a dusty pillow from the floor.

"Ugh, you're no fun!", she pouted; the pillow a blink away from dropping both tea cups from the table.

Levi couldn't help but smirk a little, getting up from the couch back to the toolbox scattered open on the messy desk.

"Well, you still hang out with me, so...", he teased back, peeking at Hanji over his shoulder. The afternoon sunrays softened her expression, painting her a pretty light sheen of goldens and yellows. Her hair was kept untamed in her half ponytail; a melancholic smile suddenly adorning her lips.

"I'm gonna miss school, actually.", she admited with a sigh, sadness creeping abruptly through her voice.

Levi nodded. He was going to miss school too, as unwilling as he was to face it. He wanted to stop time from running, to freeze it right then and there in Hanji's crazy loud laugh, in the annoyingly pounding music, in the imperfect sight of Kenny's sloppy car repair shop. He had once heard that time healed everything. Now he was unsure of it, however.

"I know", he whispered. Hanji sat up from her spot on the couch and patted on the empty fluffed cushion besides her. The setting sun shone through her wide eyes, inviting.

"Don't think you'll be able to get rid of me that easily, short stuff.", she chuckled, humorless. "I'm a pain in the ass after all, remember?"

Levi nodded once more, unable to talk through the tight knot squeezing down his throat. Time kept ticking on the clock, summer escaping from his grip just like water slipping inevitably from his fingers.

Tick, Tock.

He exhaled, dropping himself weightless back on the couch, right next to Hanji. She was a pain in the ass, indeed. Still, he wouldn't change a damn thing about her.

Even if he could.

That was it. The last night of summer vacations. The very last one before Hanji went away to a college right across the state.

They were at the beach, watching the waves splash and crash along the shore; the lulling sound of the running water as soft as the unspoken words floating between them.

"Hey, Levi.", Hanji called, her voice low and muffled by the ocean's ever-changing melody. "What are you gonna do when I leave?"

He shrugged. He had no idea, to be quite honest. He was still indecesive, torn between studying psychology or going for an English major, both worlds apart from the other.

"I guess I'll figure it out.", he sighed, in an almost painful attempt to convince himself. Kenny had offered him to work part tlme at his car repair shop and, for the time being, that seemed like a good enough plan.

Hanji looked at him with a shy smile. The pale dim moonlight traced his delicate features, the warm breeze ruffling his dark hair.

"I can't believe it's finally here...", she whispered. "That I'm actually going..."

Levi held in a deep breath; his mind racing, clouded by the uncertainty of a hundred questions with no answer.

"This has always been your dream, four eyes.", he offered. They had talked about this a million times before, when they knew the inevitable would eventually catch up to them. Paradis was a beautiful island, that was for sure, but Hanji wanted more. "Aren't you happy you're out to explore the world?"

She nodded, still unable to look away from him. Her heart ached at the sight.

"I'm just... gonna miss this view, you know?", she exhaled. Levi was now staring at her, too; their gazes intertwined for a moment too long, filled with an untold truth.

"Yeah, the view here is not bad at all...", he agreed, tucking a lose strand of hair behind her ear. Hanji closed her eyes, giving in to the tenderness of the fleeting touch. Levi was closer than ever, so close their noses were almost rubbing. So close she could feel his heated skin burning against hers.

"It's gonna be weird not having your grumpy ass around anymore", she laughed, barely audible, her lips slightly ghosting over his.

Levi swallowed thickly, nervous. He had no idea what they were doing, but he didn't want it to end. He didn't want to let go. Not now, not ever. Hanji was going away and that was the only factualty he could hold on to. After that, there were no more second chances. No more do-overs.

"Are you ever gonna call?", he asked, bitterness evident in his tone. Hanji pulled herself back, only to rest her head on his shoulder. Waves kept crumbling and crashing before them, time desperately ticking and ticking on the clock, fateful and unstoppable.

"Of course I will, dumbass!", she joked. "Told you you weren't going to get rid of me that easily, remember?"

Levi nodded again, his fearful heart eased at the hopeful promise.

"Remember", he repeated, in another painful attempt to reassure himself, to keep the questions hushed, tucked away if only for once.

Hanji chuckled, content, nuzzling in the intimacy of their bodies pressed together, side by side. The fading stars splattered across the night the only witnesses of their silent goodbye.

"Wish we could stay like this a little longer, tho...", she admited. Levi exhaled sharply. Time was running out, merciless.

He was going to miss school. And their nights at the beach. But most of all he was going to miss her.

He was going to miss Hanji. So damn much.

The yellow light from the lamp casted long dark shadows over the tool-filled walls. Kenny had chosen a chilled-out snobbish indie casette to listen to, and it was nice for a change.

They were at the back of his already closed car repair shop, work day long dead and gone. Half finished pizza was left cold on the opened cardboard box, gold beer bubbling inside Kenny's glass.

"Tell me, Levi.", he said, taking a sip. "What's going on with you?"

He grunted, throwing the pizza's burnt end back into the box.

"Nothing", he lied. It had been six weeks since he had last seen Hanji. Two weeks since he had last seen Erwin, Mike and Nanaba, too. They had all gone to different universities, and yet there he was, stuck stocking screws and washers. He felt lonely, scared it was going to last forever. "I'm fine."

Kenny snorted, in evident disbilief. He knew his nephew well enough to tell when something was off.

"Oh, you sure are stubborn, kiddo.", he mocked. "You've been taking extra shifts in this shithole for the last month and a half and you think I wouldn't notice?"

Levi blinked, suddenly caught off guard.

"Notice what?", he asked.

Kenny let out a long tired sigh.

"It's about that girl, isn't it?", he raised an eyebrow in question; his voice suddenly lowering, serious and somber. "It's pretty obvious you've got it down bad for her, if you ask me..."

Levi held in his breath for a second.

"Well, I didn't ask you.", he cut him off short. Kenny laughed, loudly and genuine this time, far from getting offended.

"I was just saying!", he defended himself, lifting both his arms up, playing along. "I just couldn't help but see the way you look at her, you know...?"

Levi hissed in compaint, utterly pissed and confused. What the hell was that supposed to mean?

"I don't look at her in any way.", he claimed, in complete denial. How could he? It was Hanji. Just Hanji. Wasn't she? "She's my best friend."

Kenny rolled his eyes, adjusting his usual ragged cowboy hat on his head.

"I don't think so, kiddo..." he exhaled, barely above a whisper. "Best friends don't look at eachother like that."

Levi swallowed thickly, nervous. The weight of the words sank heavy in his heart, and he let them. He let them tear him apart, rip him in two, crash him into pieces; memories of him and Hanji flashing through his eyes, burning vividly on his skin.

He remembered hot afternoons drinking lemonade together, sitting on his windowsill. He remembered her infectious smile when she came to him with a new topic of conversation. He remembered their almost-kiss that last night at the beach. He remembered. Could it possibly be true...?

He knew the answer. He had known it already for quite a while.

It was still too late now, however. Time hadn't healed anything, he was sure of that. If only, it just deepened the wounds, opened them worse. Remembering Hanji wasn't going to bring her back. Time wasn't either. If only, it just seemed to push them further apart, to dig back and forth at the void engulfing him whole.

"How...?", he asked, almost rethorically. Kenny hinted a kind smile at him.

"I'm an old man, Levi.", he answered, frankly. "I know a thing or two about love."

He nodded, silent, rolling his eyes as he got up from the desk to throw the empty pizza box away, tired and ready to end the conversation.

Kenny smiled a little wider at the sight. He knew his nephew all too well, too.

"If there's anything I've learnt that I'm sure wil help you..." he said, finishing off the rest of his beer in one big gulp. "Is that you better make choices you won't regret in the long run, kiddo. We only live once, after all."

Levi understood. Understoond even if he didn't want to; his fist crumbling the pizza box apart, knuckles turning white against the cardboard. He understood. And he let the words sink heavy again.

Because maybe, after all, Hanji was his one and only regret.

Fourth floor, main hallway, second door turning left. He followed the instructions meticulously, brand new backpack hanging loosely from his shoulder.

He had spent the last three months fixing an old broken car Kenny gave him, trying to make it look and feel like it had never been used before. Now, it all came down to this: to the clasroom's number right in front of him, to that brief moment before all of the exciting chaos waiting ahead.

He took a deep breath, his foot tapping nervously over the squeeky clean floor tiles. After a whole semester, he was finally here. The countdown was over.

He looked over at the clock hanging on the wall, his stomach twisting and turning in anxious tight knots. For once, maybe, he wanted time to go faster, to finally bring them back together.

"Levi?", he heard a familiar voice call from behind. The countdown was over. Over for good.

He turned around to look at her, a small shy smile drawn on his lips.

"Hey, four eyes.", he greeted casually.

"Levi", she repeated in reassurance, running to him, crashing clumsy into his arms. It had been so long. "What the hell are you doing here?", she asked, incredulous.

He snorted, hugging them tighter and tighter. Hanji's lab instrumentations fell from her bag, scattered all over, but neither of them seemed to care.

"English major.", he replied firmrly, face burried onto her skin, pressed agaisnt her shoulder. He was starting the following year. Mealwhile, Kenny and his mom helped him get a job at a local teashop near campus.

Hanji nodded with a smile, squeezing him closer before slightly pulling away.

"I'm so happy that you're here!", she giggled, voice cheerful. "C'mon! I need to walk you around, show you what you've been missing!", she added enthusiastic, dragging him along the crowded hallway, his hand in hers.

Levi smiled, too. His eyes fixed on Hanji, then on their fingers intertwined together. His face burnt red, his heart racing inside his chest.

"As if I haven't seen half this place during all those shitty FaceTime calls, you dumbass.", he complaint. Hanji let out a loud laugh, still walking and walking.

"Well, you gotta see it again!", she exclaimed, and Levi just couldn't help but follow. Hanji had that special something about them, a type of magnetism that made everyone want to follow her, he thought. Time passed by quicker when he was with her. It had always been like that, he knew.

Only now, he wasn't worried about time as much anymore. Not that neither of them were leaving.

He sighed, content. Because maybe, after all, time did heal things.

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babymilkawa · 3 years

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i was thinking of going off anonymous for the 500 follower event but ended up getting scared so hi! may i request the lionfish with iwaizumi hajime from haikyuu? <3<3 don't worry about me not seeing it, i'm always paying attention to whatever you post lol

- bokuto's anon

here ya gooo hajiii <333

love in the rain

iwaizumi hajime

gn!reader

fluff

word count; 915

Iwaizumi laid on his bed, facing the ceiling. he wasn’t doing anything in particular. just..laying down and thinking. the sound of the rain outside was pleasing to him. he remembered how he would always get excited once the weather forecast said that it would rain. it meant that there would be bugs crawling out of their shelters. snails, worms, he wanted to collect them all as a kid.

after he met you, however, he had a new memory with the rain. every time he felt droplets tapping his forehead, he’d recall the time the two of you raced home on your bikes when you were still students. you both received a good lecture afterwards, though. he remembered how you had called him and started ranting about the way your mother scolded you. he countered with the lecture that he got too and soon it was a competition for who got the worst scolding. he could still hear your laughter in his head.

now he laid in his room, fingers fidgeting with the small box in his hands. he brought it up to his line of vision and observed it. it was small but far from cheap. the outside was lined with a red velvety material and the inside had a soft cushion to present the silver diamond that rested on the band.

Iwaizumi had bought it a week after you officially became his s/o. the two of you had been flirting as friends for years anyways and he had already made up his mind. you were the one for him. he didn't even have to think twice about whether or not you felt the same.

the two of you never brought the topic of marriage up before, however. at least not with each other. but before you started dating, you had told Iwaizumi that you’d know if the right person came along. he agreed, you being the first person that entered his mind.

now he contemplated on the perfect proposal. it had to be special, of course. this was a once in a lifetime event and it would be one of the happiest in his life. that is, if you said yes. but he had no doubts about that. he was fully confident of the love the two of you had for each other.

the more he stared at the ring, the more Iwaizumi wanted to see you. in fact, he wanted to make you his fiancé right now. then the ace sat up in his bed, hair messily placed. a thought had occurred to him. why couldn't he just..do it right now? propose. he glanced outside. it was raining but it didn’t seem to be too heavy. the last thing he wanted was to propose with a damp box and a rusted ring.

slipping a hoodie on, Iwaizumi ran out of his house. he clutched the velvet box to his chest, body hunched a little to keep it from getting wet. your house wasn’t far from his but in the rain, he felt as if he had been running for miles. then the color of your house blurred through his vision and Iwaizumi skidded to a stop, almost slipping. the slaps of his slippers on the wet ground were loud, standing out in the sound of the rain. raising a sweater paw, Iwaizumi knocked on your door, shivering now that he was standing still.

you opened the door and he smiled at you, panting. water from his eyelashes dropped down to his reddened cheeks.

“Why did you run all the way here in the rain, you idiot.”

Iwaizumi didn’t answer you. instead, he crouched down on one knee, still in the rain and not breaking eye contact with you. he presented the box to you but placed his free hand on top of it to block the rain from getting to it.

“y/n, will you marry me?”

you stood there, stunned. you were only in shorts and one of his t-shirts. your relaxed attire was definitely not a pleasant one.

your hands reached up to cover your mouth and you started tearing up. before your tears could fully cloud your vision, you ran into the rain yourself and wrapped your arms over his neck, almost toppling him over.

“yes, yes, yes!” you said, laughing.

“woah, don’t make me drop the ring,” he said, a big smile on his face as well.

you pulled away and let him slide the band onto your finger. it looked beautiful in your eyes. and it seemed to be made to be worn on your finger. holding it up to the sky, you looked up at it as the diamond shone, peeking sun rays passing through it.

Iwaizumi looked up at you, still crouching. he wanted to savor this moment. yes, he rushed it and made impulsive decisions but it was so worth it. that glow to your face. that was what he wanted to see. that was what made him run out of his house all of a sudden without thinking.

you looked back down on him and pressed a kiss to the corner of his lip. he seemed to be in a daze to you, eyes still on your face and hands frozen in mid air.

“hajime? baby, hello?”

then his hands cupped your face, eyes not leaving yours for a second.

“I love you. I love you so much, y/n.” and he pulled you in for the sweetest kiss in the rain.

a/n: phewww third scenario for this prompt this is so funnn omgg,, my inbox is still open for the event btw!

haikyu!! masterlist

my 500 event

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thebigoblin · 2 years

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K, L, and M!

Hiii!!! *flails because WOW hello greatest moodboard creator I've ever seen*

K: What's the angstiest idea you've ever come up with?

Dammn going right for it with the first question huh?

Okay, I have 3 answers for you - one is written and posted already, and 2 are only ideas in my brain as of now.

1. It's a Katana

Okay, so this is one my older works (I say old, but it's like, 5 months old ajjsjsjskabsb, but to be fair, I think I've become a better writer since than???) and I absolutely love it!! It also just got a comment on it but before answering that amazing human back I gotta reread the fic lmao 😂😂 BUT to answer this particular question, this is the angstiest idea because this features Void!Stiles, and Derek feels and some pack feels?? Ig. I don't really remember. But I remember thinking this was pretty angsty, so....

2. The prompt fic I am working on for @ilovepeachystuff. (I'm sorry Ik it's been 2 months 😭 but I WILL get around to writing this!!!) So, this fic is about Stiles and his self-worth issues, with nods to his mom's death and some other childhood stuff that's made him feel like people don't listen to him. I promise it has a happy ending tho!! Working title is Listen.

3. This is a Petopher fic idea!!! I was inspired by Blank Space by Taylor Swift. I want to write this fic for @tw-songevent but idk if I'll finish it tho. So, basically, the idea is that Peter is a playboy who meets Chris and makes Chris fall for him. BUT. In doing so he falls for Chris too, which was not in the plan. It's supposed to be very angsty, Chris falls in love first and when he finally gives into that feeling, he learns about Peter's plan. And then, when Peter is out of Chris' life (and Allison's... this is a human au where Chris just got divorced from Victoria), Peter realizes that he has fallen in love. The ending is supposed to be Chris being like, Allison needs stability, and Peter has been in both their lives enough that she sees him as a permanent fixture in her life, so the two of them remain sorta friends. But in the ending, Chris finally gives in to the idea of actually dating Peter. (I'm sorry if it sounds confusing but it's all very clear in my head! Lol)

L: How many times do you usually revise your fic/chapter before posting?

WHY YOU GOTTA COME AT ME LIKE THIS!!!

Okay so firstly: Sorry for yelling at you 😂 and second: maybe twice? Like, when I write, I usually go back over the lines a few times before proceeding further. So that's one. Then when I go to post them to ao3, I try and read through the whole thing at once, catch any mistakes if I can. That's two. Ik it's not much, but hey, fic writing is for funnn so *shrugs* (also can someone tell my brain I write fics for fun?? It can have errors, damnit! It doesn't have to be perfect 😭)

M: Got any premises on the back burner that you'd care to share?

Ooh, ooh, ooh!! I can't share what it is, but one fic is being written for my Sterek Secret Santa Giftee and I love what I have written so far! Hmm, then, the prompt one for @ilovepeachystuff, and then another prompt, this one for @deepestbelieverstranger. She asked for Sterek leaving together after Monroe, so that's what it is. I'll share a few lines from it!

Stiles shakes his head, winces when the action pulls at his neck; Monroe had her men throw him and Lydia in a too tight cell, the only point of comfort the steady presence of Lydia beside him, and the ever dimming hope of a rescue from Scott and the others.

Derek comes closer, the way he's been doing since Stiles cleared his name with the FBI. Rough, yet gentle hands bring warmth to his neck, take away the pain. Stiles breathes out in relief.

Scott hadn't come. Not to rescue them, at least. Wrapped up in his quest to save everyone, Scott had done what he thought he needed to do, unthinking of what losing Stiles and Lydia would mean in that very quest. Scott might be the True Alpha, but he is not the one leading everyone. So, essentially, Scott hadn't come. Not for them. But someone else had.

Derek and Parrish, an unlikely duo; one a savage beast, and the other the stuff of nightmares to the savage beast. And yet.

I do not have a title for this yet, and I haven't written much more in this one, but I hope I can soon!!

#answered ask #radio-chatter #thank you for the ask!

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scribbledghost · 2 years

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hola baby hola hola hola i hope u had a nice day☺☺ u are an angel and i adore u☺☺ BUT WHAT I CAME HERE TO SAY ummmm wait. oh my god i forgot. wait umm oh yes omg haha okay today well actually context is kind of important um i take care of kids a lot. bc (& not that i have to justify it but 🧃) it is fun for me and i actually get paid so well like ?? so thats the context. but anyway todayyy i wore a fun little x files t shirt bc . well actually i wore it bc i got my vaccine earlier and i needed short sleeves but anyway i wore it so funnn so fun love scully 🤍 love mulder🤍🤍🤍 but anyways yes i took the kids to the bookstore because i am single handedly the most kind and perfect person alive why do i keep justifying things today but anyways it was so warm compared to the Extreme rain outside so i took my coat off and anyways this child this seven or eight year old his eyes just. !!!! . theres an animal crossing emotion just like it the one where their eyes just 👁 👁 . that one. anyways yes he was suddenly talking ten thousand miles an hour abt roswell and omg made me think of u. wait omg he also has galaxy print everything like his mochila his pencilcase etc etc etc even the pencils themselves!!!! but yes hes just so 🥺🥺 & ik u are not big on kids but ohh hes so sweet. in conclusion i bought him one of those fun spotters guide books abt cryptids i think it is going to send him crazy.

this is amazing and i love it thank you so much for sharing it with me!!! i won't lie, it would make me so happy to hear a kid just go off on a tangent abt roswell and cryptids like yes! be excited about things you like!! that's wonderful!! plus his little galaxy print supplies like yes i love it. i'm sure he's going to be so excited about the book you got him!!

#cuidelta #asked and answered

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riverswater · 3 years

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I'm sorry you're not having fun! Here are some silly questions to help you pass the time.

1- which of the 1D boys would you want helping you with a DYI/crafting project?

2- if you had to spend one week living the life of one of the boys (on their shoes, so to speak), who would you pick? All the ups and downs of it

3- One ticket for a One Direction reunion show, or ticket/transport to follow Louis during his whole tour?

None of this to be taken too seriously :p

BELLS!!!!!!! THIS is aaaaah wonderful thank youuuuu so much aaa 💓💓💓

1) ok so the obvious answer for this would be Zayn?? I could get him interested in anything, cross stitch/paint/gardening/ceramics I think he'd be down for anything 🤔 but I also think he'd get soooo focused on the task it'd be like I'd be on my own?? Gksnfksk idk of this makes sense!! He's a focused lad I respect it!!!!!! Idk I feel like Niall would be hilarious to have bc he'd TRYYYY but idk how far he would go kfhskgjs I think Liam would try a little too hard like WE WERE SUPPOSED TO HAVE FUN ITS ALRIGHT IF THINGS AREN'T PERFECT 😭 fkshgkdk

2) omg okay. I'm a bit tipsy but. Maybe I'd like to be Liam just to ignore people and have a nice bath all day long. Idk I feel like he doesn't do these things for himself BUT HE SHOULD YOU KNOW. HE should have funnn relax a littleeee and idk Harry is way too busy. Louis would be interesting bc I'd LOVE TO KNOW WHAT HE IS DOING. WHERE IS HE. I can't be Zayn i can't look after all those animals and wake up at 5 am. I can cuddle with cows all day long but having to do the actual work? Nah. And Niall idk what he's up to lately but I can't do golf I get angry thinking about it. Gksbfks this answer is sooo superficial I'm sorry <3 ok but seriously maybe Zayn would be first on the list (maybe we body swap at 9 am who knows) and Harry the worst one (I don't wanna go stuff i get tired just looking at him)

3) okay. So. Seriously speaking Louis all the way. But maybe my anthropological morbid curiosity about the wackass relationships that there are between those 5 fuckheads would win over anything. I'm fascinated. I'd love to watch them trying to interact. Trying to make up an actual show. The small talks omg. This isn't even a "I miss them" it's more "oh I wanna study their brains" you knowwww??? like on a serious level? Louis. On a "i wanna write several academic articles about how fallen-out-childhood-best-friends"? The 5 dickheads all day. Glsjflsk

Thank you so muuuuch for sending me these I HAD LOADS OF FUN 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 I hope everything is understandable and also that you're having the besttttt Friday niiiiigjt 🌸💗🌼💘 besitos!!!!!!! 💕💕💕💕💕

#Thank youuuuu #I hope you're having fun 🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸#Mwah #alcohol mention #Ltnekgek to be sure!!!!#Bells #Asks

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