#notrecovering

[inlovewmysorrow]

I try to recovery but when no one understands you and no one knows it is difficult.

#disordered eating thoughts #ed not ed sheeran #ed relapse #i will be thinner #tw ana shit #ed bllog #i want to be weightless #tw ana trigger #4norexi4 #anorexcya #anorexies #tw edtwt #notrecovering #ed not sheeren

[dellweightloss]

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#nature #ana trigger #notprojustusingthetags #b0n3sp0 #skiny girl #notrecovering #pro a4a #skiny legs #@na trigger #@na rules #@na tips #i wanna be weightless #weight loss

[helloiamausacresfan]

Gwen B. with #LC / @PenGwenWithLC on Twitter: "

Something worth supporting for the entire #MECFS and #LongCovid community! #MillionsMissing #NotRecovered Please share and get involved as you are able!"

Link to #MEAction site and further information on the event:

#protest #protesting #protests #me #covid #long covid #covid 19 #coronavirus #me cfs #cfs (chronic fatigue syndrome) #myalgic encephalomyelitis #disability #disabled #disability rights #disability activism #disability stuff #disability history #disability community #activism #activist #public health #us #usa #united states

[naaahuellled]

hi, im in recovery from an0rex1a and i want to stop it and get worse again but i cant stop eating, give me some ideas #an0r3xic #pro4n4 #notrecovering #thinspo

[zombiewh0re666]

#an0rex1c #thinsperation #notrecovering #ed stuff #ed restriction #ana ed #notprojustusingthetags

[violetneedshugs]

monday, february 7, 2022

today i ate a lil more than i would have liked to, but it's fine. i tried making a new vegan recipe and it was actually pretty good. gonna do some light exercise and stretching, then do some reading.

#ana blog #notpro #i want to be small #i want to be pretty #i will be skiny #pro 4na #tw ed in the tags #notrecovering #low cal ed #i want to be a skeleton #what i eat in a day #ed diet #eating diary

[skinnykawaii]

Hiii ED Tumblr i miss u so much,

My old account was reported so i recreated one :( I was @skinnyisthereasoniexist<3

xoxo

#ana jokes #anamemes #ana meme #not pr0 4n4 #thinspo #meanspo #ana #mia #ftm ana #ana fast #tw ana stuff #need to lose more weight #low cal ed #low cal recipes #notrecovering #skinny #skinii #thin #thin inspiration #i will be skiny #skiny girl #skiny legs #getting skiny

[sweet-sorrow0015]

I started the gym 3 weeks ago and I already lost 8 lb 💃

#gymtime #4n4 tips #pro miiia #ya no quiero vivir #diario de una gorda #tw ed content #todayfood #notrecovering

[mellowgoals]

Aug 8, 2019

I'm treating this like a personal diary. A place where I can do what I feel the need to do so I can get stuff out without having to burden anyone.

This is my first post, I've been using a secret diary for a while now and using my second phone for inspo pics.

I guess if you're reading this, hello! I won't go into too many personal details on the basis of I don't want people to know "too much" personal information. If that's a thing at least with a disorder like this.

My name is irrelevant, but my story is very relevant to this whole blog situation. I have been diagnosed with EDNOS since I was 12. Basically what that means to me is either I'm having good days or bad days. For me personally, it's been bad for a while now. Not what you'd expect, exact opposite. I *felt* like I was okay but I was the opposite of okay. I went out of control and binge ate for years. I'm not even joking. I went from 115 lbs at my lowest to over 300 from binge eating my life away. Now I sit above 200 but under 300. My ultimate goal is to hit 100. It's a good number really. Not enough to terrify my family or significant other but enough that I feel I would be comfortable. I'm 5 foot 5 so it's not too far off from the "healthy" range of 125 right?

Let's be real. I'm a lard ass. I weigh over 200 lbs and hate myself for it. I'm wearing size 16-18 pants and size XXL shirts and I feel like absolute TRASH.

The thing is, I've been trying. Not hard, but trying to lose weight. I was diagnosed with a plethora of health issues at 16. Including one that basically holds onto weight and fat for fucking dear life while giving me thick nasty hair in places I don't want hair. Which doesn't help much.

Haven't decided exactly how much info I'll share with you guys. But I need to lose weight. I know it's an issue but I'm hoping y'all understand what's going on inside my brain more than most would.

It is what it is, if you want to follow my journey you can. If not, just move on with your life. Just a fat girl trying to be thin again. I will be thin.

Current stats:

246 lbs, 5 ft 5, 16-18, XXL

Food today:

Protein powder smoothie, 430 cal

apple, 80

popcorn, 110

coffee with cream+ zero cal sweetener, 35

Total: 655 cal

Total burned extra (using google fit) : 458 cal

Total burned (typical rate) : 1300 cal

I'm gonna do better tomorrow. I have to. The milk in my protein shake wasn't even needed. I had yogurt already. I should have used water I'm so ridiculous.

#proana #notproanything #thin #thinspo #ana #mia #ednos #notrecovering #hopeless #diary #firstpost

[idont-knows-blog]

only for me:)

btw im 5’2

sw: 121.5

gw1: 115

#anorexsick #it's not as simple as just eating #anor3x1a #anorexjk #notrecovering

[rabbitpudding]

Made this account for a diary type thing if you are uncomfortable with ED,body checking, talks of self h@rm and trauma I suggest you don’t interact here🍰

#diary #ed #eating problems #self h@rm #bulmic #notrecovering

[45kggoal-blog]

Body check:

Never knew I looked so gross from behind :(

#proana #anorexic #bulimic #thinspo #bodycheck #fatspo #fat #gross #eatingdisorder #notrecovering

[oishirecipe]

Y ENTIRE FUCKING DRAWING IS GONE BECAUSE MYLAPTOP DECIDED RO RANDOMLY SHUTDOWN IT'S NOTRECOVERED AT ALL NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING AT ALL

#DON'T FUCKING HIT ME UP

[madeofblond]

56.8

Today has been quite a day. I felt awfully fat. I ate breakfast, dinner, sweets, fruit. It doesn't sound that bad, but with an ED, it doesn't work like that.

[zombiewh0re666]

update (tw: puke)

okay so i took your guys advice and i tried to throw up as soon as i ate something and it was actually easier, plus less painful, so thanks :) still not a lot came out tho but i’m sure if i keep trying it’ll get easier

#notprojustusingthetags #an0rex1c #ana ed #ed restriction #notrecovering #thinsperation #skiny legs #skinnnny #th1nspro #th1nz🎀

[violetneedshugs]

thursday, february 17, 2022

so i didn't update my tracker for 2 days and had some disappointing binges. but! it's fine now. i'm just gonna have some soup today. i definitely can still get to 170 this month.

#notpro #i want to be small #i want to be pretty #i will be skiny #i want to be a skeleton #notrecovering #pro 4na #tw ed in the tags #eating diary #ed diet #ana blog