#presonal

[redchikittymeow]

I'm unsure if this has ever happened to you, but when I first watched 'The Boys', I started watching it for Karl Urban. He has always been a favorite actor of mine, and I've seen him in many movies and shows. However, as soon as Antony Starr came on the show, I couldn't look away. There was something about the way he acted that floored me. Now that I'm watching Antony Starr in his older works he is one of the best actors I've ever seen I love how he plays homelander but I love him as hood more if that make any sense

#antony starr #random thoughts #presonal #chi talks

[dhaaruni]

Tfw white women are like "White women don't want to be mothers and women of color only want motherhood and don't have any professional ambitions" and think that makes them progressive and not just virulently racist

#feminism #Kyla Schuller is literally white #shut up shut up shut up #Presonal

[bigcats-birds-and-books]

IT’S SO ENCOURAGING TO HEAR THAT YOU DID A GOOD JOB AT REVISING SOMETHING, HONESTLY

#text #presonal #writing #editing #in btw #driscoll #yes ezra this is u lol thank u #(hannah said something similar too but she didn't do a Side By Side comparison lmao) #but anyway!! sometimes i just need to hear!! that i am in fact making it Better and not just Different!!!! #AAAAND i finished the second chapter (again)(for the like twelfth time this round of revisions lmao) #AND I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER ABOUT IT!!!!! #I THINK I FIGURED OUT WHAT WAS FUCKED AND I THINK I UNFUCKED IT!!!!!!!!! #i'm inputting because i got caught up to my new printed pages lol #i'm fixing the underlying fuckup as i go but i need a clean page to do it on because it's uuuuh a Disaster so far in these margins #unfortunately: now i'm at the 15 page chapter (which is really like a 30 page chapter at least in #~Real Pages~) #(also char yes this is about what you said about lucius drafts too <3) #(but per my usual MO: perpetually terrified that it was a one off and i'm not actually good at it lmao)

[chodzacaparodia]

I'm an introvert. I have social anxiety. Traveling stresses me out terribly.

But State Champs, Mayday Parade, Simple Plan (and Air Yel which turned out to be really good!) in one concert???

In moments like these, I can really forget about everything that's blocking me.

I had a really great time!!!

#personal rant #presonal #I like Mayday Parade the most and ohhh it was so good to see them live!! #but every band was great! #but 5 hours in bus ahhh #good thing I had a friend in this city #at least I had a place to stay overnight #two days in capital city yeah #But man #I thought I was going crazy because of the GPS #It tricked me so many times!!! #so many hours wasted on me getting lost #and later the concert #every part of my body hurts #but it was worth it #however i still don't like the capital #metropolises are not for me

[qillermeme]

This is what 40 looks like. For once in my life I’m happy to be alive.. what a birthday surprise ✨💖✨

#me #presonal #selfie #Leo

[azures-grace]

@jarkinesbrainstew

your son (who I stole)

#Azure arted #rebelle 3 #presonal #Sergor Greystone #Silas Grey #digital painting #digital sketch #digital drawing #digital art

[ericax505]

#me #presonal

[a-reality-dream]

Im taking a 8h long train ride on sat and im already stressed bc i dont like to go alone, we always do things together and being separated for a few days is hard. Ofc im happy that im gonna see my family and friends, and i missed the city but i also want this to fly quick so i can be home again

#i have a driving license but nobody #including mysefl #trusts me enough to drive 800km lol #its also such a familiar train ride bc i used to take this route once every two months #when we were doing long distance #but the stress lvl are rising bc its leaving the house and being somewhere on time and wasting a whole day for a journey #presonal

[poptart-cat-78]

“Now we’re standing alone in a crowded room and we’re not speaking” // “Did you ever have someone kiss you in a crowded room?”

#presonal #textpost #the poptart cat speaks #taylor swift #midnights #live reactions

[ivshine]

"I wish this pain could last forever… forever" -Slipknot "Yen"

#presonal #song #lyrics #love #metal #dead metal #nu metal #corey taylor #slipknot #feelings #music

[archvampyr]

ja ostatnio

#pollit #trylogia #presonal #ja nie chce sesji

[redchikittymeow]

I don't know I posted something on twt and it got hate on it so I removed the post from it so I wouldn't get backlash from everyone else I know ppl don't like Homelander and I know why but why attack others who like him then i got more bad news and I just want to cry

#presonal #feeling really shitty #chi talks

[mimikoflamemaker]

As always, with the approaching December I wish I could be teleported straight into January.

December for me it's largely "not-the-fun-time" and while I managed to significantly chill over the last couple of years, I am not sure anymore if the feeling is ever going to be completely gone.

#presonal #ramblings

[anch0rdownyourfeet]

Member of the Sky, Sunsets and Sunrises Fan Club.

#sky #what color is the sky? #sunrise #sunset #mine #presonal

[the---hermit]

Hi :> I'm following your blog since before you started your thesis and now you are at the finish line i'm feeling so proud of you, even if we do not know each other °=° I wish the best from life, the best for you!

I wish for me the same strength i'm seeing in you, for overcome the fear i bear for life, for the unknow.

May I seek an advice from you: where would you start to rebuild your life after so many years of freezing depression? How to justify the time I lost to others?

Sorry for the sad conclusion, thank you for sharing your experiences, your constant improvement and for your blog.

p.s. sorry for the broken english, definitely not a fluent speaker or writer here :p

Have the most delight day (or evening)!

Hello anon! This is one of the sweetest things I ever got in my inbox, thank you for putting a big smile on my face and supporting me 💜. Do not worry for your English, it's not my first language either and I make more mistakes thank I'd like to admit.

Do not apologize for asking help to recover from depression, it's brave of you do reach to someone, and I really hope I can provide even the tiniest bit help. You are hitting close to home with your questions, I have been struggling with anxiety and panic as well as depression since I was in high school, and although I am much better than I was before I know it's a long process to get your life back. Small steps, that is the way I have learned to approach everything. Small little things, focus on one thing, and if it doesn't wrok right away give that time. Whatever you do do not blame yourself, insted do your best to focus all your energy on the small things that went well. Reflection on the bad parts of life is fundamental in my opinion but that has to be done when you are in the right headspace so that it won't send you spirling down even more. One thing that helped me a lot is at the end of the day no matter how bad it was to find at least one thing I am grateful for. That can even be I took a few minutes to listen to my favourite song, anything, but take a few minutes of your day to focus on that, I'd recommend writing in down so you keep yourself accountable. I have been doing this everyday for the past three or four years I think and it has slowly changed my prospective on a lot of stuff. Sometimes it will come natural, others you'll have to force yourself, but try it. Also be proud of yourself for the small things you accomplish everyday, even if that's just taking a shower, or going out to get groceries. That is a lot of effort when depression is pulling you down, so be proud of yourself for doing that, and maybe keep track of that as well, one thing a day everyday. As for the time lost to others, this one is a struggle, I know it personally, but you know what my friend? You cannot turn back time. I am still learning that letting go of people and accepting not having them in your life anymore, even if it was good to let go of them sometimes, is a long journey made of a lot of steps. You'll be angry, you'll be sad, you'll learn to accept it. Whatever you do do not let nostalgia fool you, ever, nostalgia is a bitch that never shows you the full picture. I have learned that accepting time lost to others is made of accepting that no matter how much that hurt you those experiences made you who you are in the bad and good, that will make you furious and grateful at the same time, which is not easy to deal with. But at the end of the day it's part of your history and you can't go back in time, it's just there in your past. Try to work all the good and bad feelings as soon as they come to you, keep a journal pour everything out, do not for the love of the gods repress feelings surrounding this topic. By experience it's something that will haunt you anyway so do not give it more power than it already has. You can only go forward, you are not your old self anymore, which is good cause you won't get hurt anymore in the same way. You have always control over one thing in life and that is how to react to things, take a deep breath and choose how you want to use that small bit of control you have.

In general first steps are the hardest all of the time, you will be scared and tired, cause that's what depression does to you, but with small steps you'll get control back. You can do it, I believe in you, amd when you'll find youself in one of those days that are hard and scary let yourself just flow gice yourself a break. Sometimes you fight sometimes you can't and that is okay, as I said small steps. If I can be of any help or support I am here, and know that I have your back. Be kind to yourself you've been through a lot and you deserve that. One of the biggest challenges for me over the years has been allowing myself to be, to feel, and to put my wellbeing first. Very hard to learn, still not a pro at it, but at the end of each day I know I am the one person that no matter what will always have my own back and that gives me hope.

I really really hope I was of some help, as I said I am always here if you need support, good luck with your journey, try to see it as a new exciting beginning even if it's scary sometimes. Thank you again for your support, your words really brightened my day💜🌿. This also felt like writing a letter to my younger self in some ways so thak you for that cause in a way I did a bit of work on myself too. I forgot to mention whatever you do do not let depression and loss define you those are parts of your history not of who you are.

#i am giving you an internet hug anon you deserve it #the answer might be messy and it is but i flowed with it i hope it made sense #this really felt like writing to my younger self #anon #ask #asked #asks #answered #depression #mental health #presonal #cris spreaks #mine #the---hermit

[therealcryptidismygender]

My moms unconscious ability to make me feel like a worthless piece of shit should be studied.

#me #text #presonal