#relaxing is hard

[my-autism-adhd-blog]

Relaxing is freaking hard. It’s hard to turn off survival mode when you chronically feel safe.

Autistic Quaila

#relaxation #relaxing is hard #autism #actually autistic #general anxiety disorder #GAD #intrusive thoughts #mental and physical health #take care of yourself #neurodivergence #neurodiversity #actually neurodivergent #feel free to share/reblog #Autistic Qualia (Facebook)

[gessshoku]

I forgot my school was doing their anual senior dance show, seniors (and sometimes juniors) perform a dance in the concert hall every year to celebrate their graduation, everyone loves it we haven’t had one in two years because of COVID, so everyone’s super excited!

Maybe even me, I’m trying to relax but the looming presence and reminder that I’m failing my classes keeps haunting me. I would draw but that’d be rude since people are literally dancing FOR us

Edit: So, I almost cried, the dance was beautiful and this one girl danced so well she was the reason why I almost cried. The cheography was amazing and the tech majors did so well with the lighting!! 10/10 would watch again

Edit 2: So I stayed to watch the 2nd dance and it was just as beautiful as the first! I’m going to draw scenes to the best of my memory because honestly the poses and moves were so pretty

#relaxing is hard #but I get to see people do pretty dancey dance #i wish I brought snacks #even a sneaky one #I’m also very tired so I hope not to fall asleep during the show #not in a ‘this is boring’ way more like a ‘a peaceful moment now to regenerate my full well of sleepless nights’ #I swear I’ve been taking care of myself-

[beybuniki]

they should go on a fishing trip pt.1

#DONT COMMENT ON THE BACKGROUND I KNOWWWWWWWWWWWW #anyway this is day 1. they take a bus. the bakugo household has fishing gear so ´deku is wearing bakugo's onesoe (?) and bakugo is wearing #his dad's. and notices he has grown :') #anyway they take a BUS and don't feel like doing this at all it's awkward for so many reason #also trying to relax after everything is neurologically just really hard they might be hyperivgilant dik #and there's so much they never got to unpack bnut they have to and they have to start somewhere and with someone #deku makes that flower crown while bakugo preps everything and they both look at it and are thrown back into their childhood 🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️ #and at first they just sit and wait for the bavarian fish to bite (rody should make a cameo tbh) but then bakugo breaks the iceeee. #and he starts with their moms because their moms have been such a stubbron connection between these two :') #and deku answers with the usual 'good :) how's your mom :)?' and to everyone's surprise he actually opens up #and tells deku about his mom's insomnia because she watched her son die (that shit was live streamed tpo 10 bnha tweets btw) #idk i love to think of their moms being a very easy subject to connect through i think it's easier for them that way to be more vulnerablei #and then some fish biteeeeeeeeeeee #but like 3 small ones so they have to gather berries and mushrooms and make stew (dw there's an aldi this is bavaria after all) #but yeah day 1 is a bit weird like it's just them in the woods with no distractions #which is so different from whatever went on during their 1st year of high school #don't read this i will throw up i just need this somewhere this is my public scrapbook #bnha #deku #midoriya izuku #bakugo katsuki #the flower crown on their knees makes this a bit homosexual but fishing is always homosexual im not fighting against that #au: #fishing

[rainbow-taishi]

Gudetama Knight

#cioccolatodorima #my drawings #anime #drawing #fan character #oc #fragaria memories #gudetama #parody #fan design #He's lazy but he works hard to find ways that would make his duties easier (so that he'd have more time for relaxing haha)

[evercelle]

cold hands, year 2

#danganronpa v3 #ouma kokichi #saihara shuichi #saiouma #ever makes art #if sequential art wasnt so hard i would do it all the time. lineart is so relaxing lol #romance is sharing ur gloves so both of you can have one really cold hand... together

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Get Souped!

#poorly drawn mdzs #better drawn mdzs #mdzs #jiang yanli #I'm back! #She would never say 'get souped idiot' but I like to imagine JC and WWX would say it to each other if the other got sick and needed soup #JYL would never throw soup without knowing full well you would be able to catch it #She would rather fall face first than drop a bowl of soup after tripping. #She’s been hard at work preparing this soup! And all of you get to have some B*) Thanks for all the support while I was on break! #‘was your break relaxing op?’ unfortunately it was like being kicked down several flights of stairs. Didn't draw much sadly #Though I did end up writing a little mdzs fic! I haven’t written anything in a long while but it was fun. Maybe I'll post it....maybe... #regardless of all this rambling; thank you for all the kind messages. ill try and reply soon! #i have a few more fun doodles before I'm ready to crack into season 2! #Enjoy the soup in the mean time! #(PS: I know that's not the right hand shape for the meme redraw but augh...the OG hand angle was...way too hard to draw). #edit: retagged as better drawn mdzs. I put a lot into this one

[beaft]

not to sound like a freak but i love tidying so much. i wish i could just go up and down the street and put flyers in everyone's letterboxes saying "do you have a messy house and don't know how to deal with it? i will fix it for you! i'm like marie kondo, if marie kondo was a slightly autistic white guy with too much time on his hands! PS i require no payment i do this because i love it"

#my idea of a little treat to myself is just reorganising my room #i'll be like i've had a hard week. for relax i will take everything out of the cupboards and put it back again but differently this time #label makers and storage units excite me to the point of doing a little jig #it's like the grown up equivalent of sorting smarties into colour order

[starry-bi-sky]

i have been unmedicated for the entirety of spring break and thus have had little interest in writing this down, but i have been thinking about this for the entire week (as well as a dpdc clone danny au that resulted in it becoming its entirely separate batman au that includes a teenage vigilante bruce wayne, an ocarina, and me entirely incapable of making a batman au without making bruce dirt poor but we're not talking about that) and so i've finally went 'fuck it' and forcibly grabbed my laptop. I will get this done in one sitting even if it kills me.

BUT. This is about neither clone^2 danny nor about who i am calling Ocarina Batman. This is about my Danyal Al Ghul Au and more SPECIFICALLY it's me thinking about his relationship with Sam and Tucker specifically.

Tucker and Sam? Adore this asshole (affectionate) with every fiber of their being. And it is very much a reciprocated feeling, but Danny's thoughts will not be delved into much other than he would kill for them.

Tucker? The only person currently capable of getting a deep, loud, belly laugh out of Danny. Sam can get him to smile and to laugh, but it's the kind that's a chuckle-under-the-breath. The quiet, looks-down-while-huffing laughter. Snorts once with laughter and then grins stupidly.

But Tucker? Tucker can crack a slew of stupid jokes and Danny will be incapacitated for the next five minutes because he's laughing so hard that he can't breath. He lands one well-timed pun or quip and Danny will be close to tears. His laughter is their favorite sound in the whole world.

Sam is lowkey jealous of this ability, and she's gotten a belly laugh out of Danny a few times. But alas, it is Tucker who wields this power and has gotten it the most times out of the two of them.

-

They're also both physically affectionate with Danny as much as possible. It started roughly around when they were 12-ish, a year since they befriended Danny, and they noticed that he sought after touch but never seemed to initiate (and was in some ways repulsed by it). They started slowly being more touchy with him. Hooking a finger around his to lead him somewhere, tapping his wrist, looping arms. Little touches, grabs, etc, to get him used to it, and once he started doing it back they started increasing it.

It's gotten to a point where he will now just. Lay on them. Like a lizard sunbathing on a rock. Leaning on their backs when they're sitting in class before the bell rings, his chin on their heads. He'll talk about anything with his arms looped around their shoulders.

If they're sitting on a couch at either of their houses, he'll lay his legs on theirs. Him and Tucker will press their feet against the other's and try and push against them (newsflash: Danny always wins, Tucker claims its the ghost strength but Danny's been winning since before his accident)

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Naturally, both Sam and Tucker know where Danny keeps his weapons on his person, and are allowed to grab them off of him if they need it. His only requirement is that they don't lose his weapons if they take it and forget to return it immediately.

They both understand how big of a thing this is from Danny, and so they do their best to treat his weapons with a lot of respect and care because they know its his way of saying he trusts them.

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Sam and Tucker are so fond of Danny it's insane. Like fr. That's their goddamn best friend, and they are so protective of him. Emotionally, physically, you name it. They will tear the head off a grown man if they need to, Danny's had scars since he arrived in Amity Park and Sam and Tucker both are going to find the person who put them there and make them pay for it.

One time, Tucker overheard a bunch of upperclass girls speaking nastily about Danny and about the rumors surrounding him, calling him names like 'freak', 'monster', etc. Danny was with him and heard it, and seemingly appeared unbothered by it, even telling Tucker that he was used to such rumors.

Tucker was so furious that hacked into the school system later that night and tanked those girls grades. They were kicked out of their clubs and had to go to mandatory tutoring for the rest of the year. He made sure to leave some way of letting them know it was him who did it.

And Sam doesn't like using her money for things, doesn't like abusing that wealth. So instead, whenever her parents talk bad about Danny, she causes a media incident that has her parents scrambling to deal with. She does something wild, outrageous by her parents' standards.

She heard some boys on the basketball team making fun of Danny once, similar to those girls had. She kicks up a fuss about something eco-unfriendly at school and forcibly holds a protest on the same day of the big home basketball game, forcing them to cancel the event and reschedule to a visiting school.

She anonymously donates money so that there's new uniforms for the team but oops! Looks like she "forgot" to donate enough money for them to get uniforms for all the team members, and strangely enough those boys in particular didn't get them! Looks like they'll have to wait until more money gets donated for the basketball team to get their new, nice uniforms. The old ones look so ratty in comparison, right?

And since the football team gets most of the sport money, that might just take awhile. And if (and when) they kick up a fuss? oops! Off the basketball team you go, :) such unsportsman-like behavior is unfit for the team.

(The only good thing about how corrupt the school system is is that she can use it to her advantage too.)

The both of them know that Danny suspects them for the sudden misfortune falling on these people, but he doesn't call them out on it. He's kinder than he used to be, but not kind enough to vouch for people who speak badly of him. Sometimes, he might just congratulate them on not getting caught.

Because Danny is their wonderful, hurt friend with a "slightly" Blue and Orange Moral code, and enough scars that people have been calling him a criminal (and worse) since he arrived in Amity Park when he was ten. And they'll be damned if he gets hurt anymore.

#dpxdc #dp x dc #danny fenton is not the ghost king #dp x dc crossover #dpxdc crossover #dpdc #danyal al ghul #its kinda hard to get my thoughts in order bc i am ✨unmedicated✨ rn BUT #this is the gist of it #i could wax poetic about how much sam and tucker adore danny as their friend but alas. the wax is not waxing. it is stuck to the paper #and i am chipping it off with my nail and its getting stuck under it. #ocarina batman has been in my head since friday someone come sedate me. him and pit fighter batman too. who is ALSO a piss poor teenage #bruce wayne who instead of a vigilante and villains is a PIT FIGHTER. he fights blindfolded thats why he's called the bat #ocarina batman's Look is if you combined punk + assassins creed aesthetic together and then gave it an ocarina #the ocarina is because i thought it'd be cool if its how he and robin communicated across long distances bc they didnt have comms #because they are ✨poor✨ and live in a one room apartment in crime alley. #and also the mental image of him sitting on. rooftop ledge in the rain playing 'song of storms' from LoZ was too fantastic to ignore #like bro imagine hearing that as a criminal. you're off doing shady shit with your gang and in the distance you hear the faint and #haunting melody of an ocarina. two of them in a call and response duet. and its getting closer. and you cannot find where #siren type shit fr fr #look he has the assassins creed hood and a long ass coat that has spikes on the end that when flared out looks like the silhouette of a bat #on fucking GOD i am this 👌 close to finding an artist doing commissions to make this for me. i am frothing at the mouth #he is 17-19 years old with his little brother-son Robin. Logically Robin is Dick but in my heart of hearts the first Robin is Jason #and he has perfected the art of getting his older brother to play songs on the pan flute for him. long pitchy whine on his own ocarina #the familiar childlike 'pleeeaaaaaaase?' and he knows he's won when there is a 10s silence on the other end before his brother plays #a lullaby. #look up 'sailor moon - pan flute (relaxing) on youtube' and when there's the thumbnail of two green skinned aliens with long blue and pink #hair. click on it. THAT is the song Bruce plays. #hhhhhhhhhhh frothing at the mouth over this au sooo fucking badly

[qrwinn]

tommy is not merely a catalyst for buck's bi awakening – he is a love interest. this is first and foremost A LOVE STORY, not so much a queer story (although, yes, it certainly is an element of it). if you treat bucktommy as just a stepping stone to buddie and invalidate buck's feelings for tommy by saying he is simply confused, i'd argue you have never really cared about bi representation. you just wanted to see YOUR ship sail. sure, you have every right not to like the pairing but being bitchy about it and creating theories that completely trash buck as a character is just not it. do better.

#i'm just so done with y'all trying so hard to make buck's journey about eddie #like can't you just relax and enjoy what's actually happening on the screen without trying to discredit everything you see? #if you're not happy about it go to ao3 #having hope is not a crime but when you purposefully misrepresent canon you're just doing more harm than good #i'm not saying you can't speculate #but it'd be nice if you were respectful about it #be better #do better #bucktommy #evan buckley #tommy kinard

[splickedylit]

You can't fight the role the Mother had in store for you

#Homestuck #Karkat Vantas #Eridan Ampora #Sollux Captor #Gamzee Makara #Kanaya Maryam #Aradia Megido #Tavros Nitram #Feferi Peixes #Terezi Pyrope #Vriska Serket #Equius Zahhak #Splickedydoodles #I started drawing Karkat last night at like nine PM and then I pretty much blacked out and woke up with these at eight AM #this style is VERY fun and relaxing to work in it turns out it's been a minute since I got in my flow that hard for a piece of art #keeping my shit fast and loose!!! painting all on one layer and going by the Vibes!!! #anyway here's these I might have to queue them to post later tonight too haha #I'm not good enough at delayed gratification to just wait till later when more people are on and I need to go to bed tbh

[pangur-and-grim]

okay spoilers, but apparently there's a big fight at the end of act 2 with Balthazar? in Baldur's Gate?

I completely ruined it. the wetness of Balthazar's face disgusted me (literally looks like sponge cake) so I shot a giant fireball at him while he was chilling at his desk. apparently later on there's supposed to be a dramatic cutscene in this pocket dimension with floating rocks, where he appears and summons all these nasty things for you to battle, but because I did my fun fireball there was........nothing. no huge climactic battle. just had a really calm, normal time in the pocket dimension honestly.

#I only know about it because I mentioned that I'd finished act 2 to a friend #and he was like “peh! that final battle though! whew! hard one!” #and I was like “what the fuck are you talking about I just walked across some rocks. it was relaxing and fine”

[quins-makeshift-menagerie]

mmmmmMMMMMMM

#sigh #I wanted this break to be nice and relaxing #just allow myself to recharge maybe do some silly personal doodles #but we finally got the quote from the mechanic and it’s #it’s bad but it’s either get this repair or get an all new car we can’t afford #this whole month has been a terrible downward spiral and I’m #trying so hard #I’m not well #things aren’t letting up #I have no motivation to do anything enjoyable #nothing feels enjoyable #I just #I want to sleep forever #I don’t want to deal with this anymore #I still can’t seem to get a job #Q’s job is mentally destroying him because of the things he’s now being exposed to #but he’s been trying to get a new job since mid April #I #no longer feel any hope that things will get better #Christmas? #I feel no Christmas joy #I feel no joy #I picked a shit time to get off my meds but #I don’t know I’m tired of taking pills #there’s nothing wrong with needing them I get that but I just #I didn’t want that anymore #sorry I just needed to yell into the void before I lose my fucking mind #I’m fine things will be fine they’re always fine in the end they have to be

[zetterbabe]

york mic'd up at picture day

#philadelphia flyers #cam york #jamie drysdale #morgan frost #tyson foerster #bobby brink #@ cam: bro relax #everyone clowning him for trying too hard #*xp #hockey stuff

[ryllen]

pov: me super sad on them altering zayne's ENG voice on the recent update

#love and deepspace #love and deepspace zayne #zayne #noooo he doesn't sound the same on the event and he doesn't sound the same anymore on claw machine date #they are trying to overwrite the soft husky him that i love #i am not sure if i am just very paranoid now but i feel like they are overwriting his voice on phone calls too #i am so afraid i will never hear his husky voice again on the story and relax time #his soft voice is so gentle and romantic #i hate his other voice it is so stern and commanding #o(---< #i am mourning so hard #i hope his new voice doesn't make it to new chapters of the story #but i c a n only hope #not everyone seem to like his husky voice #but his newest voice is much more monotone to me than his husky voice i hateee it sooo muuchh........................ #this post has no effort #i just want to veeentt..................... #zaynee come back to meeee #i put suggestion on discord to keep his old voice #but it doesn't seem to bring much eunthiasm sobbing...... #help me.... #DROP ME THE SURVEY AGAINN #I HAVE A LOT TO SAY ABOUT HIS NEW VOICEEE

[l3viat8an]

Putting a collar ‘n leash on Lucifer <3

#he gets all relaxed in puppy subspace trusting you’ll take care of him #and you do!!!- #pamper your sweet sub (Luci needs it) #soft kisses and sweet praise #maybe peg him- but not rough and hard…..it has to be slow soft thrusts and more sweet praise until Lucifer’s gasping #and cumming all over the bed underneath him. #then a nice hot bath together tell him how good he was for you and how much you enjoyed taking care of him <3 #lunchtime thot~ #subby Luci’s been on my brain all morning wtf #obey me! #obey me lucifer #obey me smut #om! #luci <333 #i blame this thought on the subby Lucifer asks I got- I’ll answer them soon I promise!!!! #‘kay bye <3

[hexagonsgalore]

some letters and a prosthetic eyeball

#ginko #mushishi #yoki #i still think about this show from time to time #it's hard to describe but I feel like it's a very relaxing show to watch #not like 100% chill haha there are def tense moments but overall it's p chill #just a man wandering in the countryside #hexdoodlz #digitalart #procreate