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clarks-letterman · 1 year
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i can’t stop thinking about connor’s cum now so what about him fucking your mouth while giving you technical information about his cum in a seductive way to turn you on and ending up coming in your throat for you to swallow (gender neutral reader please!)
new fuck-tionality | connor x reader
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a/n — gahh i'm so sorry this being super late, it must have completely slipped by me in my inbox! also, things have been a bit rough lately.. i tried to make it sexy with logic from the game and such, hopefully its good :') sorry if he's ooc (this can kinda be read as Nines too since they're both Connors)
summary — check the request, added a bit about Connor's getting a new dick.
words — 1.9k
warnings — oral (m receiving), face-fucking, crackfic because i got jokes and i think I'm funny
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The floor was cold and almost impossible to detect the presence of it in the dim light. Connor had turned the bulb's intensity down so as to cast away the janitorial supplies circling him and you, re-tooling its purpose into being the world's most revealing spotlight, but only to you and how you felt. The smell was apparent enough to remind you of their persisting existence, though having artificially scented disinfectants made your nose wrinkle. It was hard to keep your mind from trailing off to those little details, as the beast pointing to the ceiling looked like it would hurt. 
Connor's leg flexed, his foot nearly reaching the door of the small closet. "Is everything alright, Detective? You look hesitant. May I remind you that this was your idea?"
It wasn't normally like this, to have one hand down your pants with the other toying with Connor in whatever way you could think of. Not in the slightest. The usual routine was a standard nine-to-five at the office, sharing glances until you returned home with Connor on your heels—another night where he would drift off into rest mode with you by his side, built up to by the sweet pillow-talk about your shared dreams of getting the nicest apartment in Detroit. Then, you woke up, and those dreams would fade away for the time being, except the ones about Connor. He had managed to fulfill them a few times with toys and other things but could never fully understand the way you felt about him.
Last night was the only exception. Connor left work early and didn't tell you where he was going. It wasn't until the next day when taking a seat at the desk next to him, did you finally notice the shift in his behavior. He had taken a glance or two at you before, flashing his dazzling ivory smile if you happened to return the look. But earlier today, you caught him looking, and he stiffened.
"I know, it's just the size of it. Say something. Distract me."
Once you asked to speak with him in private, did it all make sense. Connor's sex drive did exist, but not in the way it presented itself in humans. He had a physical hard drive, motor, and drivers for all of his sexual wants, but physically, the need for sex would never exist. Like sleep, he was perfectly content without it. . . until today.
"I could tell you about my recent trip to CyberLife? All the new features I've been equipped with?"
The well-designed piece was only a short distance from you, waiting for any sort of attention. But that one comment made it look even more impatient.
"I'm already looking at the biggest upgrade. . ."
"Don't just look, Detective. To be good at your job, you have to feel, understand, and gain as much information as the other knows. We are at work, after all." He stated himself with a certain cockiness. “I received an update on my explicit language, too. Though, I’m not sure what brings me the most excitement.”
“Then we’ll test it out,” you said, knowing he started when taking a jab at your shared positions as investigators.
Getting a good look at his dick, your hand barely fit around it, which you knew from one glance. You were unable to tell if it was the dim light or something wrong with your perception, but his new parts looked imperfectly perfect. Human. When it was at its most needy—which would be hard to tell since this new appendage between Connor's legs was artificial; could its appearance deceive you and turn into an actual sword like all those writers described it as?—it curved slightly, like a snake on the hunt for warmth. There was a small birthmark on the side and a few veins emanating a vibrant blue as they pulsed. You weren't sure if they served a purpose like the dulled color of yours or if they were simply for show, another integrative feature in his design. And the skin stretched and folded like that of a real person's when your hand played with it. Even his low-hanging fruit underneath appeared to be slightly out of proportion on one side, becoming apparent as you worked your hand along his length and watched them shift with each motion.
After a few seconds of deliberating with yourself about taking the piece of convincingly real and intimidating plastic, you swilled the saliva in your mouth and eclipsed the tip with your lips.
Near immediately, Connor became a mess of indiscernible noise—a moan, you figured. You had never heard him like this before, so you assumed it was a good thing by the look of his scrunched-up face. He calmed down and tried speaking, "That's one of my new features."
Your eyes flicked up, silently agreeing to hear more.
"I have almost one-billion micro-receptors on it alone. When I feel this way, all of them have a high pressure sensitivity. Anything you do down there feels like when I became a deviant all over again."
You couldn't reply, instead letting him creep further into your mouth, mouth full with no taste of that except your own saliva. He seemed to be the one encouraging you to go deeper, and he felt hotter on your tongue. Was he getting so into this that he started to overheat?
It wasn't really that at all. Connor wanted to keep himself tame to prevent the bruising he knew would happen. He could lie—a welcomed feature of his deviancy—and chalk it up to a software instability. A "calibration of the new hardware," he could say. Connor wasn't human, yet he was more than fallible now that he was no longer a machine. He could never do that, though. Not to you. His dick was his new toy to play with, not you and your fragile body. So, he kept talking to fight his carnal desires.
"Also, everything that comes from it is made in me, like a person. There are some side-effects, though."
That drew your attention away from trying to fit him into your mouth, and you paused.
"Nothing harmful, Detective! Just some by-products of making it with thirium. One of them is that it's actually nutritious, unlike its pure form. It's done through synthesis and filtration of the main mineral that affects hormone production. I believe that, if you had enough of its pure form, you would become addicted to me," he spoke all of it with an assured tone and a small smirk to follow the last comment.
You wouldn't be doing this for him if you weren't already madly addicted to him, but that wouldn't lessen it by any means. The thought of his cock becoming a necessity was a terrifying risk you were willing to take.
"Your heart rate spiked. Are you enjoying this, Detective?"
No secrets, either. That was a dangerous combination. It didn't look like Connor planned to hide anything, too. "I know I am, watching your pretty mouth struggle to take me all. There's something I wanted to try. I wanted to be sure I wouldn't break my toy first."
You reached the base of his dick, all of it radiating heat on your tongue and everything that poured into your throat doing the same. There were a few seconds where you could take it all in; the weight of him on your tongue, how his head tilted up to the ambient lighting, and that Connor must have undone his tie and the first few buttons of his crisp white dress shirt. To say this was like a pain to Connor would be a terrible analogy. He could truly feel this, and this felt like heaven. Like his system was overloaded with the small feelings that dogs and heavy metal gave him. He liked those, but he loved this to an extent that meant he wasn't certain how to express them.
It all stemmed from a feeling inside him that he had trouble putting into words. He wanted to jump up and down and solve one-hundred murders and buy you the nicest things he could search up in just a few milliseconds. Then a hand of his found your head, and that's when he knew what to do with his surfeit emotions.
His eyes cast down on you, much harsher than the light, his grip tightened, and you found yourself sliding away from the view between his legs. He was in control, pushing you back down in a matter of seconds after bringing your lips to the tip. Strings of pleasure stirred from Connor's lips. A whimper and moan made up the two main harmonies of his tune, the others being half-spoken words that barely made a lick of sense. He reverted to the strategy of talking again, keeping himself tamer than he would prefer to be. His light-emitting diode flickered a red ring at his self-restraint.
"I think this will be my favorite use of our free time from now on. I had them install more than just this setting, too."
Connor started to lift his hips off the down-turned bucket as a pace formed. He had gotten rough enough for the spit to start to well in your mouth and pump out the sides of your mouth every time he buried his cock deep in you.
"Look at the mess you're making." He spat out, "And when it's all said and done, you will have to—fuck, Detective—meticulously clean it. Wouldn't want anyone uncovering the clues we left behind."
Connor had pushed himself to the edge. Talking about the risky business in the janitor's closet and his newest upgrades would do that to any android or human. But he could see it now. Each case that frustrated him or even a pleasant day could be made a thousand times better with his new relief system.
His hips bucked forward, and his thrusts halted. He went stiff, lifeless against you as his cock filled your throat. The anticipated android release hit your throat and coated it in a color that you would expect to be white, mostly for the simplicity of it all. It kept coming in consistent waves until Connor's high had ridden itself out and the waves crashing in his head settled into a low tide. Some of his dickspit spilled from the corners of your mouth.
Connor didn't need any time to recuperate and simply let you go from his already softening girth. You raised a hand to swipe some of the come from your chin, finding the smeared drop to be a pale blue.
"Does it taste bad?" He asked out of curiosity while cleaning up his appearance by fastening the buttons of his shirt and tightening his tie into the right spot.
"Not really, it mostly tastes like how red ice smells."
"You may not want to come to work tomorrow. An article I read says that actions like that often cause lips to swell and your jaw to feel bruised. We should stay home tomorrow." Connor emphasized we in his suggestion.
"And we can take off the tomorrow after tomorrow. Unfortunately, we're at work right now, so at least those things don't appear until the next day." You said and reached for the door handle to get out as quickly as possible, not that you wanted to leave Connor, but your co-workers—especially Hank—would get suspicious.
"Actually, Detective?" You turned at his call, his innocent voice perforating the air of sexual electricity. "Your tongue, it's blue."
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jayden-killer · 1 year
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HOW DETROIT: BECOME HUMAN CHARACTERS COMFORT THEIR S/O DURING A BAD TIME.
Connor
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• definition of baby.boi.
• he doesn't know how to help, he genuinely wants to, but has difficulties.
• 《is everything all right, Y/N?》.
• you, of course, want just someone to listen and to help you. So you spill everything that's on your mind.
• he is processing everything, his led turning blue, yellow, blue, red.
• after elaborating all the informations, he'll do his best, starting with affectionate hugs, rubbing tenderly you hands... also, he'll make a speech about how to help you with your problems, giving suggestions, then proceeds to comfort you with sweet words.
• he'll do little acts of care, like cooking your fav meal, brining a hot chocolate/tea/chamomile to help your stress relief, a warm sheet.
• 《I cannot understand human emotions so easily, but I will do everything to make you feel as you deserve》.
• I love him.(⊃。•́‿•̀。)⊃
Gavin Reed
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• oh, this man here.
• Gavin is a tsundere.
• but that doesn't mean he won't underestimate your problem.
• 《tsk, just tell me what's on your mind now and which prick I need to beat to dead.. please》.
• after telling him your problem, he won't mind if you want to hug him. Yeah, he can be a bitch sometimes, but he still has a heart.
• Gavin will probably go to a face-to-face with the one who hurt you (which means they'll get.. a few broken ribs and a bleeding nose).
• if no one hurt you, he'll be silent and give here and there some comforting words, accompanied by his cats that will purr in your lap. He's trying his best, forgive him. T_T
Hank Anderson
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• similar to Gavin, but more soft.
• he probably will make Sumo cuddle you and lick your face until you're having the tiniest smile.
• 《Sumo, attack!》
• because if you smile, he smiles.
• 《kiddo, everything is gonna be alright. Trust me. Things are gonna change for sure》 he says, rubbing your hair lovingly.
• probably puts a movie with a bowl of popcorn to distract you from your thoughts.
• it kinda works, and you appreciate how he's trying to make you feel better.
Kara
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• she knows you're battling with something. The problem is, what?
• but when you're on the verge on tears, she understands.
• 《Hey, hey, what's wrong? Let it all out, it's okay, Y/N, it's okay...》
• purest.angel.ever.
• she's gonna give you the best hug ever. When you're done crying and you are a little more calm, Kara listens to everything that's bothering you.
• 《Hey, let me tell you this..》
• Kara is optimistic, so she'll make sure you see the light that's going to come really soon, while rubbing your back.
• 《I know you're strong, you can do it! I believe in you!》
Markus
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He knows what's going on, since you've been acting strange lately.
"This isn't surely Y/N's behaviour. Perhaps it's better I talk to them"
And when he finally does, you spill everything that's on your mind. You don't want to bother him with all your stuff, but he doesn't care. He's there to make sure you ok, by giving you a hug or rubbing your hand
Idk everyone, I kinda guess he'll do that, I'm not so good writing for Markus.😭😭
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fluffykiddosstuff · 1 year
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Their opinion on face sitting (NSFW)
Warnings : sexuals content, face sitting, handjob and many mores
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Markus
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- please just sit on this androids face, he would do anything to pleasure you.
- don't mind about sitting on yours but is kind of nervous because androids are heavier so he makes sure he doesn't put all his weight
- doesn't jerk off while eating you out tho, he will just grab your tights to focus to give you pleasure
- buuuut if it's you who is jerking him off then this poor man is gone
- his skin features probably peels off whenever your skin and his touch, even tho you can't interface it's a reflex for his body.
- if you can't stop moaning his name, he will overstimulate you until you can't cum anymore
- your first time while face sitting would be after the androids got their rights, he was still a leader but he had less on his shoulders to carry (except you wink wink)
-after the androids law being accorded he had took you to an hotel, the time he could get some paperworks done before going back to Carl but.. This night wasn't about papers at all
- you took him on the bed because he was stressing himself too much and before you could know it you were already making out in the bed and seconds after he make you sit on his face
- he said it was the better reward for being the android leader
Connor
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- this poor Android doesn't understand the need to facesit, he took a while to understand that you wanted proper sex with him but if you don't say verbally that you want to sit on his face he will not initiate it at first
- when you finally said it, he makes researches whenever he can to understand what you mean by that, he tried to ask hank about it first to seem more human but when the poor old lieutenant cough so hard that he couldn't even breath he quickly got that it wasn't the best approach to get more informations
- once he collected enough data he would organize a date (I know androids can't eat but I saw a headcanon where they eat thirium food and I thought it was really cute), after the date would take you at a hotel
- "do whatever you want but not in my house kid" that's what hank said to Connor before he got to your date and after giving money for the hotel "it would be rude to take the people you date to their own house" he said patting connor's head
- once you got into the room you couldn't keep smiling and he took a room with petals on the bed forming a heart and tamised lights too
- first it was like usual, kissing, love words exetera, then he layed down on the bed after undressing you and you sat on his face
- God he didn't imagine how good it could felt for you, would maybe want to try it out but would'nt ask for it before some time
- this tongue isn't just to take samples ;)
- let's say that for the rest of the night you didn't slept
Ralph
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- at first the poor boy didn't even knew what you were talking about
- sex? Face sitting? What's all of that?
- but once you explained everything calmly to him and that he got that it wasn't hurtful for any of you he accepted
- first you got to your house because doing that at the squat was.. Weird
- you just begin with little kisses on his face and scars but before you could see it, he rolled over and make you sit on his face after ripping whatever clothes was between his mouth and his goal
- you didn't knew a such precious being could be so wild but you didn't mind tho
- would ask if you could do the same for him because he wanted to know how could it feels since he saw how you were excited
- "Ralph likes y/n like this.. He wants to know how it feels too!"
- now it's one of Ralph's favorite activities to do with you
Hank
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- you were dating with hank for a little while and you hesitated to ask him if you could practice facesitting and that he would say "Jesus y/n I'm too old for these things!"
- but when you actually asked him about it, it was an another story
- if you asked him in a public space he would murmur in your ear "tonight at my house, Connor will be at Markus place" or if you are both home and that Connor is gone for the day he would say : "c'mere" and start doing the job
- he is quite experienced, he was married after all
- you would probably have red tights because of the friction of his beard but you don't mind, he finds that quite erotic too
- don't ask him that he sits on your face tho, he doesn't like that
- one or two round is enough, after all he is human and old, yes he likes it but he doesn't want to get killed by you sitting on his face (even tho he says while laughing that it could be nice to die this way)
-since of his age, he can't do things like he could when he was in his 20's so facesitting is one of his favorite things because he knows that he can handle it and make you feel good at the same time
Gavin
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-wow wow wow wow hold there a second
-what are you asking ?
-would'nt be for it at first maybe says things like "na it's for pussy's anyways i like my way of holding things better"
-buuuut if you insist..he would consider it
-but don't talk to anyone about this, no matter how much he loves you he's gonna kill you if you don't shut your mouth
-actually is pretty aroused when he ears you whimper on top of him, he could cum only from that
-but don't ever tease him about that because either he will make you sexually frustrated for who knows how long or would have to punish you somehow
-if one day, ONE SINGLE DAY, he let's you eat him while he is sitting on your face, told yourself your lucky
simon
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-would be so glad that you ask him directly, to him that means a lot and plus it's a sign of affection so why not ?
-man he is so sweet please just praise him already
-wouldn't mind to try, but if he doesn't like it he will tell you
-would be scared when you start to tremble because of overstimulation, but once you reassure him that it's all about pleasure, he is glued to you for some time
-caresses and soft words are his love language so he will most likely caress your tights and anything that reaches his hands
-he looks at you like your some sort of divinity while having you on his face, please don't stop him
nines
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-like connor pretty confused about anything sex-like (like he doesn't know yet how to initiate it), but he would get the little hints you give him
-doesn't ask anything to anyone, he doesn't need it, he is cyberlife most avanced android right ?
-many, too many researches (even at work or at night)
-he wants you to be bold with him and sincere so don't be afraid to tell him exactly what you want (if you come with a plan or a kamasutra to show him how is facesitting, would register everything in his cpu)
-wouldn't sit on you, he isn't comfortable with that yet ( at first he says that he is made to help humans and not to be pleased)
-would close his eyes during the "processus" likes he calls it,he is deviant but that serious part of him is what attracted him to you after all
- doesn't mean he doesn't enjoy it tho, every sounds, moves, spots and picture he register of you is in his cpu and whenever he is bored and want to try new things (like masturbation) or maybe just because he wants to see how marvelous you are, he will read those files
-would maybe try to tease you (i sais try, doesn't mean he is good at it) and would continue or not, depends on your reaction
-leaves marks and bruises on your legs and stomach
kamski
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-FUCKING FINALLY
-he was waiting his whole life that you ask him for that
-prepared everything in advance
-if you put lingerie or anything sexy on, oh god have mercy he will not leave you for a while
-doesn't mind receive but likes more giving
-could keep on for hours, he can't get enough of you really
-he saw you as a masterpiece, so he is honored to as you on his face
-but before or after, would ask if he can take snapshots of you and both of you, he is the creator of androids but he like these old techniques and he thinks you both look like gods from ancient greece
-he keepts these snapshots on him every single time and when he as to go for something, brings them with him to remember how much fun you will both have when he gets home
-makes you a bath and ask chloe for diner,pampers you, don't want to leave you until you are asleep
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salltybread · 7 days
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Our Morning Walks
A Connor x GN Reader Oneshot
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Summary:
“Can I see you again?” Connor managed to choke out when you were halfway through your door. Your dog slipped into the house, and you unhooked her leash before closing the door behind her and turning around. Connor’s warm brown eyes were darting around, landing everywhere except for you. His friend’s dog, who you learned was named Sumo, slobbered all over his hand which was clutched tightly around the leash. You could have sworn that Connor’s face was turning blue, but it was too dark to tell. 
“I’d like that.”
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3,180
Special thanks to my friend for helping me with the development of this!!! <3 you bro!!!
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You felt a forceful tug from the leash wrapped around your wrist as your dog dragged you out of the open door. The rough fabric of the leash dug into your wrist as Atlas tugged you down the steps that lead into your house. The crisp morning air of Detroit blew directly into your face the second you exited your house, causing you to shiver. Your hair flew around haphazardly as a chilling gust of wind whisked by.
It was still quite dark outside, but the several inches of snow that fell the night before shimmered beautifully under the moonlight. A dark blue haze lingered over the neighborhood, a stark contrast against the warm yellow street lamps. You were wearing many layers and thick gloves, but you concluded that no amount of clothing could battle the cold that a winter in Detroit brought. The snow crunched loudly under your feet as you trekked along, your thick snow boots protecting your feet from the frigid snow. At least your feet were not that cold. You would probably feel a bit warmer if you had some form of head covering, but your dog, Atlas, chewed up your only beanie earlier that week.
You had only moved to Detroit recently, about a month ago, and you had not adjusted to the colder air yet. You came to Michigan from South Carolina, where it was nearly sweltering most of the time. You arrived in Detroit with only a few coats, hoping you would be alright in the Michigan weather. As soon as you saw the forecast for the week, your jaw practically hit the floor. You ended up having to venture around the city to different stores to get yourself an assortment of clothes suitable for the freezing weather and hefty amounts of snow.
When something unexpected happened, you were forced to move from your apartment in Charleston. Your parents were kind enough to sell you an old house on the outskirts of Detroit at a dirt-cheap price. It was small, but it was better than the very cramped apartment that you used to rent.Your new house had one story with a small living room, an open kitchen, and a bedroom connected to a surprisingly large bathroom. 
The bedroom in your old apartment was not large enough to fit anything more than a twin-sized bed, and it had a broken door connected to a shoddy bathroom. You notified your landlord of the broken door, and he did absolutely nothing about it. You had been lucky enough that the front door worked, so you decided to drop the matter.
Although you had moved into the house almost a month ago, you had not unpacked many of your belongings yet. The only stuff that ended up unsealed was what you used daily or took out of a box and never had the time to put away. Several boxes were scattered around your house since you had yet to unpack them. Some were open, and several remained untouched and sealed with copious amounts of tape. Most containers had half-faded labels made with barely legible Sharpie. You simply did not have enough time to unpack, as you were immediately on the hunt for a job. You found one quickly and immediately began working full-time to refill the hole you put in your wallet several days earlier, when you spent a couple hundred dollars on clothes so you would not freeze to death.
Atlas barked at you, and it shook you from your thoughts. You gazed down at her large, fuzzy face as she stared up at you. Her graying muzzle shoved into your hands, searching for warmth. You did not know what breed she was, since you got her from a shelter that found her as a stray. You got her when she was a year old, and although she was eight years old now, she was still as energetic as ever. Her shaggy tail flopped around in the snow as she sat, caking together onto her long fur. Snow was still falling slowly, and you could see the small flakes landing on her jet-black coat and fading as they melted. She yipped at you again, and you realized you were in the middle of the snow-covered sidewalk, lost in your own head again.
You leaned down and patted Atlas on the head to apologize, feeling her damp fur weave between your fingers. Her ears shifted back as she pressed her head up into your hand. The corners of your mouth lifted when you heard her tail thumping against the pathway. With your arm fully outstretched to pet Atlas, your sleeve shifted back just enough for you to glance down at your watch. It was 4:56 am. You had been standing in that same spot for nearly ten minutes. You were going to be late for the meetup with Connor. Ever since the two of you met, you had walked your dogs together almost every morning. You looked up at the sky, memories of when you first met him flooding into your head.
Your first afternoon in your new house, after you unpacked a bit, you fished around in the cardboard box labeled ‘Atlas’ to find her leash so you could take her out on a walk. It was not in the box, and you spent the rest of the day searching for it. It probably would have just been easier to buy her a new leash. On the third evening of your move-in, you finally found Atlas’ leash in a box filled with miscellaneous items. The box was aptly labeled ‘random shit.’
You originally planned on a short walk around the neighborhood that evening but got lost after about ten minutes of trudging through the snow. Your phone died in your hands when you tried to find directions home. As you wandered mindlessly, the sun began to set, washing the sky in gorgeous hues of orange and deep purple. The old street lamps along the left side of the road flicked on when the sun dipped below the horizon. You trembled as it got colder, your new snow boots rubbing on your heels as you strolled. You exhaled through your mouth, watching as the small cloud of breath vanished into the air.
Atlas spotted a large dog next to somebody on the other side of the street and turned towards them. You felt a soft jerk on your wrist and glanced down at your dog before looking at the other dog and its owner across the street. You took a deep breath, your palms beginning to sweat from under the gloves as you realized what you had to do. You had to speak to a stranger.
“Excuse me!” You called out as you jogged to the other side of the road. The giant dog that walked next to the stranger turned around and pricked his ears toward Atlas as his long tail swished from side to side. When the person turned towards you, the first thing that caught your eye was the LED on his temple that flickered blue. What you noticed next were his large, dark-colored eyes, blown wide in surprise. You could barely discern his other facial features, even with the streetlights on. The lamps were obviously very old, as most of the bulbs were either flickering or did not even work.
“Is something the matter?” The android questioned as his eyes flicked down to Atlas. He smiled at her before looking back up at you. You knew Atlas would not misbehave, but you kept her close to your side in case the other dog got upset.
“Sorry to interrupt your walk,” you trailed off as you thought about how to explain your situation. “I just moved here recently, and I managed to get lost while taking this one on a walk,” you gestured to Atlas. “Do you live in the neighborhood? Do you think you could help me?” You asked the android, a little desperate to get home.
The stranger, who introduced himself as Connor, agreed to help you find your way home. It did not take long for him to find directions after you told him your house number, as androids were technically walking databases. You and Connor engaged in awkward small talk while he led you back to your house. At some point during the walk back, Atlas made friends with the other dog. You were used to Atlas dwarfing other dogs, but she was quite small compared to the mammoth-like Saint Bernard.
“Can I see you again?” Connor managed to choke out when you were halfway through your door. Your dog slipped into the house, and you unhooked her leash before closing the door behind her and turning around. Connor’s warm brown eyes were darting around, landing everywhere except for you. His friend’s dog, who you learned was named Sumo, slobbered all over his hand which was clutched tightly around the leash. You could have sworn that Connor’s face was turning blue, but it was too dark to tell. 
“I’d like that.” You responded, an awkward smile making its way onto your face. Your eyes met Connor’s, and his lips quirked upward. Your breath hitched in your throat at his slight smile. You would be lying if you said you were not blushing, even if it was just a little bit.
“Every morning, before I go to work, I take Sumo on a walk. Would you like to join me tomorrow?” He asked, his head tilting to the side slightly. You had not known him for very long, but you noticed his mannerisms were comparable to a dog’s. It was cute. You found yourself wondering how CyberLife made his facial expressions so intricate. If he did not have the LED, you would not be able to tell that he was an android.
“I’d love to. I’m quite sure that Atlas would love a new friend as well.” You answered, looking down at Sumo. The Saint Bernard was sitting down, his tail thumping against the snow. He looked up at you with an unbelievably cute stare as drool fell ungracefully from his large jowls.
From then on, the two of you went for a walk together every morning. You agreed to his proposal since you did not want to get lost again. However, that was only one of two reasons. The other reason was quite simple. You thought Connor was cute. Soon, the morning walks you went on together became something you always looked forward to. Sometimes, you and Connor would stop to chat on a bench in the park and watch the sunrise. Atlas and Sumo usually sat quietly, but on occasion they would play together to burn off extra energy.
As you reminisced, you picked up the pace so you would not be late to the bench at the park where you and Connor met up every morning. Atlas trotted along happily, leaving large paw prints in the snow. Sporadically, she would stop and sniff a tree root or some odd substance on the sidewalk. You were less inclined to let her investigate the latter. Snow began to smother her thick black fur, leaving a frosty shroud over her coat. You were not worried about her being cold since her pelt provided ample protection from the frigid weather. You lifted your head from the snowy ground and spotted two familiar figures standing by a bench.
As soon as Connor heard your footsteps, he turned around with a smile. Sumo stood beside him, wagging his tail when he caught sight of Atlas. Connor’s features looked gorgeous, bathed in the soft morning light. His short, brunette hair was gently flowing with the wind, more notably the few strands longer than the others that rested on his forehead and curled slightly. His brown eyes were reflecting the blue light, making a beautiful display. The moles and freckles that dotted across his face and his prominent forehead lines, even if they were made to be imperfections, made him look simply breathtaking.
“Are you alright? You have not blinked in 1 minute and 54 seconds. You seem a bit zoned out.” Connor’s concerned voice interrupted your very blatant staring. You immediately looked away, your face turning a bit red. Your heart skipped a beat, and anything you wanted to say got caught in your throat. You felt Connor’s presence as he stepped closer to you, reaching his hand in his pocket to grab something. Connor’s hands reached above you, and you felt something warm on the top of your damp hair; it covered your ears when the android lightly tugged it down.
“Apologies,” he trailed off, searching for what to say next. “I remember you telling me that Atlas chewed up your beanie, so I bought you a new one. I figured it would be better for you to have a head covering sooner rather than later; I noticed your face turning red from the cold.” He explained bashfully, a crooked smile on his face. He promptly realized his hands were still hovering near your head and awkwardly rested them by his sides.
“Thanks, Connor.” You responded softly, tugging the beanie down. You looked up at him, a goofy smile plastered on your face. As much as you would love to deny it, the cherry color that brushed your cheeks was not from the cold biting at your face, as Connor believed. You were blushing simply because Connor was just so cute. As the professional front that he put up when he first met you slowly chipped away, an irresistibly endearing and thoughtful personality was revealed. You wondered how someone with such an in-depth personality could be even slightly comparable to a machine.
“You don’t have to thank me; I’m just looking out for you. I don’t want you to get sick,” Connor stated. His intonation was always professional, but you learned to detect the hints of sweetness that were sometimes laced into his voice. He smiled gently at you, and you practically swooned.
“We have been standing here for 2 minutes and 23 seconds longer than usual. Shall we begin walking?” The android asked, his head tilting and his brows rising slightly, a mannerism that was quite familiar to you.
“Wow, a whole 2 minutes and 23 seconds?” You commented sarcastically and let out a slight chuckle. His lovable way of just being him always made your heart skip a beat. You playfully nudged him with your shoulder, causing him to smile.
“You’re right. Let’s go!” You shot out quickly before he could defend himself from your previous comment. You skipped forward, with Atlas following you at a trot. You could not hear his footsteps or Sumo’s behind you, and looked back to see what was keeping him. What you saw nearly made your heart stop beating. He was giggling to himself, and there was a softness on his face that you had not seen before. Something that you could not distinguish shone in his eyes as he gazed at you, a dazzling smile on his face. Whatever it was, though, made your breath catch in your throat.
You and Connor walked along the snow-covered pathway in the park, making idle chat as the time passed. The sun began peeking from the horizon, its bright light reflecting onto the snow. It was nearly blinding, and it took your eyes a moment to adjust. You wondered if Connor was having trouble seeing. Were his artificial eyes able to regulate the bright lights quicker than yours? One thought led to the next, and you pondered if he had night vision. His eyes looked so realistic, and the deep brown of his iris reflected light flawlessly. They were enchanting.
“Is there something on my face? You have been staring at me more than usual today.” Connor broke the silence, concern etched on his face as he gazed down at you. His eyes perforated into yours as he attempted to figure out your musings. Your heart stuttered as Connor leaned in close to you. “Your heart rate has increased,” he stated. Your eyes widened and you could feel your face heat up. You silently cursed CyberLife for making him able to identify how quickly your heart was beating with nothing more than a glance.
Atlas stopped abruptly and jerked you forward, interrupting you and Connor. You wordlessly thanked Atlas for saving you from the awkwardness of explaining yourself to the android as she stuck her nose into a snow-covered bush. Sumo repeated her actions, but with his entire head, and the snow on top of the shrubbery fell on both dogs. You let out an animated laugh when Atlas pulled herself from the bush and her coal-black fur was covered with bright snow. She stared at Sumo with a death glare as she shook the snow from her pelt.
The Saint Bernard ignored her, his thick fur sopping wet. Sumo innocently blinked as you continued to laugh, and Connor promptly joined in. The android’s laugh sounded like heaven to your ears. The moment was cut short when Sumo shook himself off, half-melted snow and substantial amounts of dog hair flying directly at you and Connor.
An idea popped into your head when you felt the snow fly onto you. You snickered to yourself before leaning down and scooping some snow into your hands. You formed it into a ball and cringed when it crunched audibly. You tried to be as inconspicuous as you could since you knew that the second Connor knew what you were doing, he would be able to dodge any attack you made. Although, with your luck, the android most likely knew about your plan before even you did due to his preconstruction software, or whatever the hell it was called.
Without a second thought, you hurled the snowball directly at Connor. Your aim was on point, and the snowball would have hit him square in the back of the head if he did not crane his neck to the side to dodge it. It barely grazed the edge of his ear. He turned around and stared at you, his eyebrow cocked upwards. There was a mischievous glint in his eyes as he stalked over to you, Sumo happily trotting after him.
“I hope you meant to miss that,” your name slipped from his lips. “It was entirely too easy to dodge. I don’t think you want to play these types of games with me.” He leaned down, his face now level with yours as he gave you a dangerous look. You gritted your teeth at his teasing, but a smile managed to inch its way onto your face. The close proximity made your heart thrum in your chest, but you managed to ignore it. He brought his hand up slowly, slightly hesitating before cupping your face. Even though he was an android, you could still feel subtle warmth emanating from it. His deep brown eyes bore into yours, his face tinted a slight blue.
“You know… I really enjoy our morning walks.”
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infin1ty-garden · 5 days
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could you write a fic with connor & child!reader where he sees the reader in a bad situation so he decides to care for reader like a parent/older sibling? strictly platonic ofc
A CALL AWAY
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༉‧₊˚. summary: [ in request ] ༉‧₊˚. pairing: connor & child! gn! reader ༉‧₊˚. warnings: mention of abuse & allusion to kidnapping ༉‧₊˚. word count: 342 ༉‧₊˚. author note: first time writing for dbh. Inspired by S2 EP11 of 9-1-1. short bc i kept rewriting it and i just wanted to finally finish it
masterlist.
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Due to a kid calling 911 Hank and Connor were sent on a wellness check. "Why do I always get stuck with these kind of cases?" Connor knocked on the door. A kid opened it. "Hey," Connor kneeled down to the child's eye level. "Where are your parents?"
The door was ripped open. "Don't talk to them! What do you want?" Connor stood up as fast as he could. Backing away from the door. "There were some break ins in the neighbourhood. We're just checking if you might have heard something?" Hank said trying to calm the situation.
"No, we didn't hear anything. Sorry to waste your time detective," before Hank or Connor could answer the door closed. Connor's LED was spinning and turned yellow. "Don't give me that look." Hank made his way to the car. Connor followed close behind.
Connor couldn't stop thinking about the wellness check and that something felt off. There were no obvious signs of abuse. The android couldn't decipher or understand why he kept thinking about it. Until it all fell in place.
Connor had been given the assignment to look through some old missing cases. In one of them he'd found the child from the wellness check. Granted the photo was a couple of years old but still. Connor showed what he found to Hank. "Don't tell me that's what I think it is?"
Connor nodded. "Shit!" Hank got some back up stationed nearby if things go south. Hank knocked on the door again. Connor was analysing all possible situations that could happen. Ones where either he or Hank would have to lay their lives down for the safety of the kid.
That didn't happen as the suspect was apprehended and the kid sent to be reunited with their family. The problem being they had no family left. They were put in a group home. One that Connor would visit everyday after work. You two became quite close and you saw Connor as an older brother. He would always say he was one call away.
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the-and-sign-anon · 1 year
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Lucky Catch
Pairing: Connor x gn! Reader
Word count: 943
You loved working at the library, really. You spent every day surrounded by books, most of your patrons were respectful and interesting, and you’d been put in charge of decorating for Christmas this year. It took some late nights and a few trips to craft stores, but you were most of the way done now. All that remained was the garland, which required you to slide around on the rolling ladder, which you only half trusted when gripping it with one hand.
Amelia, an android who’d stuck around the library after the revolution, was trying to help and had even offered to climb the ladder in your place. You insisted it was fine and they settled on following just behind you with a steadying hand on the ladder and the bucket of garland settled on their hip. When a rowdy group of teens started roughhousing between the shelves and nearly knocked a cart of books over, Amelia went to handle them with a reassuring nod from you. You were sure you could manage on your own for ten minutes or so.
You were soon punished for your hubris, as you turned back to pull up another few feet of garland and the ladder groaned. In an instant, the screws and wood holding the ladder to the shelves gave way and you were sent tumbling toward the floor. You would have crashed to the hardwood with a heavy ladder crushing you were it not for the man who caught you.
In an astounding display of strength, reflexes, and coordination, a man in a suit with deep brown eyes caught you around the waist with one arm, preventing you from hitting the floor. With the other arm, he blacked the ladder from hitting you and let it clatter behind him without a scratch on you. It took you a moment to process what had just happened, as you hadn’t even been able to yelp in surprise before he was there.
“Are you alright?”
You blinked a few times and steadied yourself against the wall as he watched you curiously.
“I… I think so. No bruises or bleeding.”
An older man with graying hair came into view behind the first man and took in what must have happened.
“Do you need a seat? Or a calming beverage perhaps?”
“Connor, they’re alright. Just take a step back, give them some room.”
Connor did as the man suggested and moved two steps back, glancing down at the ladder and mess of garland, some of which had fallen from the tops of the shelf where you’d hung it.
“I’m okay, really. I should have guessed that old thing would fall, especially with me on it. The universe has an odd sense of humor.”
Connor tilted his head, unsure of what you meant by that, and you finally registered that he must be an android. After studying his face for a few seconds, a vague sense of familiarity tugged at the back of your mind. You’d seen his face somewhere before, you were sure of it. Of course, most androids had dozens of others who shared their faces, so you guessed it wasn’t that abnormal.
Amelia came back over as you moved toward the ladder and tried to thank Connor for his quick reaction. They took in the scene and immediately joined you again, setting the ladder upright against a shelf and gathering some of the fallen garland.
“So, Connor, how can I thank you for catching me? If you hadn’t been here, I’d probably have a concussion or something.”
“You had a rather high chance of sustaining a moderate to severe injury were the ladder to have fallen directly on you.” Amelia helpfully piped up as you felt your ears grow warm in embarrassment. “I warned you of the danger when we began, but you insisted on using the ladder yourself.”
“I know Amelia.”
“You should really listen to me more often, I do know what I’m talking about.”
“I know Amelia.”
The older man, whose name you still didn’t know, gave you an empathetic look, seemingly saying ‘know it alls.’ He was clearly no stranger to android risk calculation and their unconscious belief that they knew best.
“I’m just glad to have been of help. Hank often says I should strive to use my reflexes and coordination for more than chasing suspects. I’m inclined to listen, more so now than before.”
Hank, as you now knew him, threw up his hands with a muttered ‘now he listens.’ You quickly raised a hand to hide your involuntary snicker.
“Well either way, thank you.”
Amelia, always aware of your little behavioral tells, took the opportunity to pipe up again.
“Maybe if you find yourself here around six, Y/N could thank you with a visit to the cafe down the street. They have an impressive android friendly menu there.”
You both tensed up, but Hank quickly accepted for him and herded the android away with an awkward wave and a disappointed sigh as Connor asked for clarification. You turned to glare at Amelia, who simply smiled a bit and turned back to the task at hand.
“I know what you’re doing.”
“I’m not doing anything. Help me with the garland, would you?”
You grabbed a bit of garland, which you threw at the back of their head. They offered a playful glare, grabbed the offending decoration, and stuffed it into the bucket. It took another hour to hang all the garland, and you had to tell your supervisor about the broken ladder, but it was worth it. The library looked great as you left it behind that evening beside Connor.
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aliorsboxostuff · 1 year
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MALE!READER WRITING REQUESTS (TEMP) CLOSED !
Come check out my works bellow!
I've seen how devastatingly little male!reader fics are in my big fandoms, and as a gay man i feel like i should provide us with said fics! Which is why I'm opening my ask box for any and all male!readers and gn!readers requests! (Including anon requests!)
RULES:
I WON'T ACCEPT FEMALE!READER FICS REQUESTS. I’m a trans-masc genderfluid, so male!Readers or gn!Readers are the ones that I usually write and am comfortable with. It’s hard looking for male!reader fics, especially in female-dominated fandoms, that's why I'm opening requests for any and all sad and touch-starved dudes out there! If these don't fit your preferences then you are free to leave, and if you're a female user/reader entering my blog, I hope you remain respectful about the fics I write or get requests for, thank you.
NOTE: I NEVER USE ANY FORM OF Y/N IN MY FICS. I find them kind of weird for me to write so my fics are mostly 1st Person POV. I write most of my fics based off on Fixations that may last a couple weeks, months, years. If you've requested something but havent seen the fic, that might be because i've lost interest!
What i will write:
male!reader
gender-neutral reader
Ftm! Reader
Smut 
Platonic or Romantic relationships
angst
fluff
comfort
headcanons
nsfw alphabets
drabbles
Series
Age gap (CHARACTERS MUST BE OVER THE AGE OF 19)
What I Won't write:
female!reader
underage characters (anyone under 17)
necrophilia
real people
pedophilia
Omorashi
age play
rape/non-con
incest
offensive/harmful things
THE CHARACTER LIST! Or, characters I will definitely write about if requested!
PEDRO PASCAL CINEMATIC UNIVERSE
Ezra (prospect)
Joel Miller
Javi Gutierrez
Javier Peña
Frankie Morales
Whiskey (Kingsman)
Tim Rockford (yes from the Ad)
TOP GUN 86’ & TOP GUN: MAVERICK
Robert ‘Bob’ Floyd
Jake ‘Hangman’ Seresin
Bradley ‘Rooster’ Bradshaw
MARVEL & XMCU
Miguel O'hara (ATSV)
Hobie Brown (Platonic/fluff only)
Pavitr Prabhakar (Platonic/fluff only)
Kurt Wagner (xmcu)
Loki Laufeyson
Bucky Barnes
Moon Knight System
Deadpool
Daredevil
Eddie and Venom (They come as a pair)
BULLET TRAIN
Tangerine
Ladybug
Jujutsu Kaisen
Satoru Gojo
Nanami Kento
Higuruma Hiromi
Ryoumen Sukuna
Yuuji Itadori (Fluff)
Toge Inumaki (Fluff)
DETROIT: BECOME HUMAN
Connor (RK800)
Nines (RK900)
COD MODERN WARFARE II
Simon 'Ghost' Riley
John 'Soap' Mactavish
König
HONORABLE MENTIONS
Chris Knight (Real Genius)
Hannibal (NBC)
The Corinthian (Netflix Sandman)
Leon S. Kennedy (RE4 Remake)
Luis Serra (RE4 Remake)
Understand that these are all works of fiction; I am perfectly fine with writing for topics including mafias, mobs, murder, organized crime, war, mental illness, abuse, etc.; but please do not romanticize them in any way. Reading it is fine; please don't romanticize them in your head.
If any of this provided information may seem confusing or have any questions, feel free to drop a DM and I will explain further! I will try to post fic requests as regularly and as fast as I can!
For refrence, these are fics i've written and uploaded to my AO3!
Steven Grant/Male Reader fluff
XMEN Family Pride Fic
Steven Grant/Male Reader Smut #1
Steven Grant/Male Reader Smut #2
Deadpool/Male Reader Fluff Confession
Deadpool/Ftm Reader Smut
Robert 'Bob' Floyd/Male Reader Fluff
Robert 'Bob' Floyd/Male Reader sunshine x grumpy
Tangerine/Male Reader Fluff/Angst Mature
Tangerine/Male Reader Mature
Tangerine/Male Reader (Escort Fic) Mature
Tangerine/NB Reader Teen&Up
Tangerine/Gender-Fluid Reader (Coming out fic)
Francisco "Catfish" Morales/Husband Reader
Joel Miller/Ftm Reader & Ellie Fluff
Joel Miller & Kid Reader
Joel Miller/Ftm Reader & Tess Fluff a bit Angst
Miguel O'hara/Male Reader Fluff
Miguel O'hara/Male Reader Spicy Fluff
Miguel O'hara/Male&GN Reader Spicy Fluff
Miguel O'hara/Male&GN Reader Fluff slight Angst
Din Djarin/Boyfriend Reader Smut
And the Short Fics/Drabbles on Tumblr!
Pulse (Tangerine/M!reader)
Deep Dive (Namor/M!reader)
Hold Tight (Tangerine/gn Reader)
Ner Mesh'la (Din Djarin/Male Reader)
Trinkets (Kurt Wagner/Gender-fluid Reader)
"Anythin' you wanna be." (Hobie Brown & Ftm Reader)
Little Nap! (Meows Morales Drabble)
Anyone that starts an argument about me writing exclusively for men and gender neutrals alike will get a very passive-aggressive and sarcastic reply to your request. There is an abundance of female!readers fics and writers who provide them; I am just here for people that takes a whole day searching for good male!reader fics. IF you do start an unnecessary rant about my fics or my writing preferences at a given moment; I’ve been in fandom spaces for the last 7 years of my life and run on pure manic adrenaline, I will throw hands. 
Without further ado, REBLOG TO TELL ALL DUDES! I OPEN MY FLOOD GATES! WELCOME ALL MALE!READER REQUESTS!
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staticl0ve · 2 years
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Master Fic List
Oh boy, finally getting around to making this list. Let’s start with hello: I’m not much of a writer, just self indulgent DBH trash. 💙✨ But here we go!
As always, spice makes the world go around and my spicy chapters will be marked a * so most of my fics, unless stated otherwise, are 18+.
Links are to AO3 (although some are now tumblr links now that I’ve started posting to both). ✨🤖✨
FAQ:
Some of your works aren’t visible to me: Check out Tumblr’s post on opting in to view mature content. If you are of age, you’ll have to opt in in order to view any works which include mature content. All of my smut works will be labeled appropriately unless it is a post that’s directly linking to AO3 (a site that has its own mature content warning for mature content).
Do you take requests?
Sometimes. Feel free to hit me up in the asks and if the prompt is interesting enough, yeah sure why not. 💙✨
Connor Fics
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Connor x Fem!Reader
💙 Ex Animo (From the Heart) (18+) Chapters 18/18
❄️ Dollhouse (18+) 5/5 - Ch. 1 - Ch. 2 - Ch. 3* - Ch. 4* - Ch. 5
🎄Baby It’s Cold Outside (18+) 2/2 - Part 1 - Part 2*
🌹 Forget Me Not (18+)
Connor x AFAB!Reader - gender neutral
✈️ Home (+18)
🐽The Pig and the Fox (18+) - Ch. 1 - Ch. 2 - Ch. 3 * - Ch. 4 - Ch. 5 * / 6
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Nines (RK900) Fics
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Nines / Female Reader
🤘Dancing with the Devil (Spy AU) 18+
🔪 The Darkest of Hearts (Spy AU) Warnings: graphic violence, 18+
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Sixty (RK800 60) Fics
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Sixty X Female Reader
🌻 Sunflower (18+)
🔥 Things I Hate About You (18+)
Sixty x AFAB!Reader (gender neutral)
🩹 Kiss it Better (18+)
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Multi fics (poly fics)
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Markus x Female Reader x Machine Connor
🌿 The Garden of Eden (18+) Chap 10/11
Shorts
🏡 The Boy Next Door (fem!reader)
Watermelon Sugar - Connor Pt. 1
Watermelon Sugar - Connor Pt. 2 * (18+)
The Heartbreak Prince - Sixty Pt.1
The Heartbreak Prince - Sixty Pt.2 * (18+)
You Drive Me Crazy - Nines Pt.1
You Drive Me Crazy - Nines Pt. 2 * (18+)
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chaos-thirium · 2 years
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91, and 140 👀 could it be with sixty and reader, but like hank or connor or someone is asking about their relationship and sixty later corners reader and says something along the lines of they dont want to be "just friends" anymore?
*melts into goop*
Again, not a gender-neutral gif, but the borderline-possessive neck hold felt very Sixty to me! Hope you like it, anon! I wanted to melt into goop too. 
91. “We’re...just friends.” 140. “I can’t believe how wet you are already.” 
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(Soft) Sixty x AFAB reader. Rated M. 
You had an interesting history with the RK800s and 900. You met Connor first, naturally, and quickly developed a connection. The two of you had gone on two dates and kissed exactly once before you'd both realised you were destined to be friends. Although you were left with a pesky physical attraction, your certainty about what the nature of your relationship should be helped you ignore it. When you met Nines and Sixty, who shared the same handsome face, you treated them the same way, until eventually your friendships with them took on their own unique dynamics, different from your relationship with Connor.
After a while, it became clear that Sixty was the one you gelled with the most. If you'd been in school still, you'd probably have called him your best friend. But the physical attraction had never gone away, and sometimes - too often for comfort - he did things that reminded you that it was there. You told yourself it was harmless. You could just appreciate the fact that he was a good looking man, you were a mature adult. And yet, he made you feel like a horny teenager. He’d altered the colour of his hair to differentiate himself from Connor, and the pale blond suited him. You’d actually forced yourself to downplay exactly how much you thought it suited him, lest he figure out how much you fantasied about fucking him.
Since Sixty was, by his very nature, astute and observant, you dedicated a lot of time and effort into making sure he didn’t know. You were never really sure of your success, but he at least never mentioned it. You knew him well enough to feel confident that if he did know, he’d probably tease you about it, so there was a good chance you were in the clear. Either that, or he had another reason for not bringing it up.
As time passed, you gradually started to understand that you were doomed. Sixty was your best friend for a reason. The two of you understood each other, had a compatible sense of humour, shared many of the same opinions on music and movies, and you knew he’d always have your back if you needed him. That was the kind of thing you expected from a friend. When you threw in the curveball of also finding him wildly attractive, it was time to accept that he wasn’t just your best friend anymore. That combination of things placed him firmly in the crush category, only the term ‘crush’ didn’t really fit either. He was more than that.
Your shallow attraction to Connor and Nines faded over time, but only grew stronger for Sixty. You inwardly denied any hint that Feelings were involved. It was better that way. Friendship was clearly the only thing he wanted from you. And that was fine. It was.
In fact, the only one in your friendship group showing signs – extremely subtle signs, at that – of having a romantic interest was Connor. You weren’t surprised by that. He was as ruthless as Sixty and Nines, but had a softer side that the other two didn’t. You’d known it would only be a matter of time before someone saw it and snapped him up.
That wasn’t to say that Sixty and Nines couldn’t be soft, but they were very particular about when they showed it, and to whom. Connor, by contrast, was more widely friendly.
You knew it was also only a matter of time before Hank noticed and commented, and that occurred at the work winter party. The bullpen of the DPD had been transformed by cheap Christmas decorations and fairy lights, making the area look like the most clichéd idea of what an office party was like. A buffet table had been set up to one side, a makeshift bar next to it, and the usual terrible songs were playing. Fowler was somehow getting away with hiding in his office, perks of being chief, you guessed. The few officers that were still on duty were shut away in one of the conference rooms, and you felt kind of sorry for them. Crime didn’t stop just because the DPD was having a party.
You’d been chatting with Connor, Sixty, and Chris Miller before you’d excused yourself to use the bathroom. When you returned, Connor had moved and was talking to Hank, their backs to you as you approached. You didn’t mean to, but you unavoidably heard part of their conversation, since they were as far from the speakers as they could be.
“…seem like something’s different,” Hank was saying, attempting to be casual.
“I’m constantly trying to develop,” Connor sidestepped neatly.
“Yeah, but…” Hank trailed off with a huff. “Okay, I’m just gonna come out with it. I’m not gonna poke around in your business, but I…I just wanted to make sure that you didn’t still have feelings for you know who.”
“No,” Connor replied at once. “That ended quickly and it was a mutual decision. We’re better off as friends. I promise you, there’s no hurt feelings there on either side.”
With a jolt of surprise, you realised they were talking about you. The thing that was barely even a thing between you and Connor had ended months ago. Why was Hank bringing it up now?
“That’s good,” Hank said, although it was clear there was still something on his mind. “But you just seemed…like you might have feelings for someone. I just wanted to make sure you know that you can come to me for advice if you need to.”
“I know, Hank. Thank you. And…maybe I do, but it’s still new. It’s experimental for both of us, but we’re navigating it together.”
Your eyebrows rose in surprise. It didn’t sound like Connor’s person was a human. You didn’t know why that surprised you. Probably because all the people he’d expressed interest in so far had been.
“Well I’m glad you’re not lovesick,” Hank said.
“So am I,” Connor said with amusement. Then he sobered. “I’m not sure I can say the same about Sixty, though.”
Your eyes widened, then narrowed as you frowned. Sixty lovesick? Since when?
Before there was a chance of clarification from Connor, Nines approached, and Connor turned his head to look at him. Nines’ LED flickered, indicating that they were communicating silently, and the expression on his face was surprisingly soft. That was almost enough to sidetrack you, a whisper of suspicion flitting through your brain. But then Nines was walking past Hank and Connor, drawing level with you.
“You know eavesdropping is frowned upon?” he said, a tiny smirk on his lips.
“I…was just leaving the bathroom,” you defended lamely.
“Mm-hm,” he said sceptically.
You pulled a face at him, searching him for any signs of being in the bloom of a new relationship, but he was as stoic as ever. He’d always been less readable than Connor.
The man himself had turned to see what had caught Nines’ attention, putting an end to your eavesdropping anyway. You smiled at them both, heading back into the bullpen to investigate the buffet, your mind buzzing with the scraps of information you’d heard. You picked up a cupcake with a sugar snowflake on the top of it, feeling the need for something sweet.
You shoved Connor and Nines to the back of your head, focusing on what felt most pressing. Did Sixty really have unrequited feelings for someone? And if so, how did you not know about it?
You turned away from the table, and your eyes immediately met Sixty’s. He wasn’t too far away, chatting with Chris, but his attention seemed to be on you. It made your breath hitch.
Unless...
“Hi.”
The thought was interrupted before it could fully form, and you blinked at the vaguely familiar face that had just appeared in front of yours.
“Uh…hello.”
“Ryan,” he reminded you, although you couldn’t remember ever learning his name. “I work the night shift usually, so we don’t really cross paths.”
You nodded, managing a smile. You’d seen him around a few times.
“How’s things?” you asked politely.
“Great! Enjoying the party?”
“So far.”
“Good, good.” He paused, seeming a bit hesitant.
You couldn’t think of anything to say, and you glanced forlornly at the cupcake in your hand, figuring it would be rude to start eating it mid-conversation.
“Uh…okay, so I’m just gonna come out and say this,” he spoke up. “What’s the deal with you and Sixty?”
Oh, you wished you knew. But you gave the answer you always gave when faced with that question.
“We’re…” Fuck, why were you stumbling over the words now? “We’re…just friends.”
Ryan smiled at your answer. “Cool. In that case, I might ask you out sometime.”
You glanced at him in amusement. “Might? Kind of mysterious.”
He shrugged. “I have to be a bit mysterious so you think I’m interesting.”
You laughed despite yourself. He grinned and left you alone. At least he wasn’t pushy, you appreciated that.
You started taking your cupcake out of its case, only for Sixty to materialise at your side.
“Got another admirer?” he asked.
You scoffed at the word ‘another’. You had a lot going for you, but you weren’t exactly swarmed by interested people.
“Maybe.”
“Gavin’s drunk. He started asking me if androids have genitals, so I offered to show him in private. He ran off somewhere. I don’t know whether to be pleased or insulted.”
You laughed, and he smiled at you.
“Maybe he was hoping you’d follow him,” you pointed out.
Sixty shoved his hands in his pockets, and you discreetly admired him. He wore black slacks with a dark red shirt, his belt low on his hips. His sleeves were rolled up, and you saw that someone – probably not Gavin – had scrawled their phone number on his forearm. The sight filled you with an unwanted pang of jealousy.
“Ah, so you think his bigoted behaviour towards androids is because he secretly wants my cock down his throat?” Sixty said with his customary bluntness.
Usually you didn’t mind his bluntness, it made you laugh, but for some reason you felt a little flustered.
“Who knows how Gavin’s mind works,” you brushed off.
“I’m not 100% convinced that it does.”
You snorted, the tension a little broken. You finally found a moment to bite into the cupcake, giving yourself the hit of sweetness that you’d been craving. You got frosting on your nose, and Sixty shook his head, smiling as he took in the sight. You reached up to wipe it off, but he got there first, running a finger down your nose and scooping it off. He licked at the frosting before sucking it off his finger, and your whole body froze.
“There’s a fuckton of sugar in that,” he declared.
Normally you’d join in the banter, ask him if that was a technical term, but you couldn’t speak. His actions, your growing feelings, that hint of a possibility that had been placed in your mind inadvertently by Connor, all of it was rendering you speechless, unsure of what to do. You simply stared at him. He stared back, his LED briefly spinning yellow as he processed something.
“Do you want to get out of here?” he asked, mood much more serious than it had been.
You nodded. You weren’t exactly sure what was going on with you, but you suddenly had no desire to stay at the party. You needed to think.
The two of you headed for the exit, you depositing your half-eaten cupcake in the trash on the way. You and Sixty had left dozens of events together in the past, nobody thought anything of it, but this time felt subtly different in a way you couldn’t pinpoint. You could only put it down to your low level of anxiety at suddenly having unanswered questions.
You drove Sixty home, the same way you’d done countless times, except for the occasions when he’d been behind the wheel and you’d been drunk in the back. The silence in the car felt heavy, nowhere near as comfortable as it usually was. One thing you often appreciated about your friendship was the way you could be silent together. Sixty loved the sound of his own voice, but when you needed to concentrate on something, he’d shut up and let you work.
You parked up outside his apartment building, tensing a little when he invited you in. That, again, wasn’t an unusual situation, but for the first time you were wondering whether you should. He seemed to sense it, as he tacked on a quiet “Please” and said something about wanting to give you your Christmas present. You caved, driving around to park in his allocated spot.
In the quiet, familiar space that was his apartment, you managed a genuine smile when he handed you a box that looked like it had been wrapped by a five-year-old. You knew he had the capacity to be precise and accurate, as all androids did, but he’d chosen not to, and that amused you.
“Thank you,” you said sincerely. “I can’t wait to open it.”
He nodded, looking pleased. “Do you…want a drink or something?”
You shook your head. “I should get going.”
You hated this new tension, unsure where it had even come from. Unless it had always been there and you just hadn’t noticed.
“So…Ryan,” Sixty said.
You frowned. “What about him?”
“When you were talking to him, he asked about you and me.”
You shrugged awkwardly. “Well, we get asked that a lot.”
More times than you could count, people had mistaken you for a couple or asked if you were dating. You were kind of used to it now.
“Yeah, I know,” Sixty waved off, “but this time you hesitated.”
So he’d heard your stumble. You shrugged again, unsure what to say. You usually rattled out the answer no problem, but it had felt harder to say this time. Probably because you wished it wasn’t true.
Sixty’s gaze bore into yours, as if he knew exactly what you were thinking.
“I don’t want to be just friends anymore.”
The words floated between you, and you continued to stare, terrified for a moment that you’d heard them wrong.
“You…you don’t?” you stuttered.
“No. And I don’t think you do either.”
Your heart thudded in your chest as you shook your head. “No, I don’t.”
That was all he seemed to need to hear. His hand cupped the back of your neck, and he pulled you close to him, mouth meeting yours in an enthusiastic kiss. His tongue traced your lips, and you parted for him, letting him in. He groaned, and your fingers gripped his arms, anchoring yourself as he ravished your mouth. He was an incredible kisser, which surprised you a little, remembering Connor’s sweet but inexperienced technique. Sixty had explored a lot of things about himself in the early days of his deviancy, before the two of you had grown close. Clearly, he’d found things he liked doing and had done them often.
“I knew you'd taste fucking sweet,” he growled as you parted.
You hummed, dazed and euphoric. “I think that's more the cupcake than me.”
He chuckled, kissing you once more, lightly and chastely before he trailed his lips down your neck. “Nope,” he said, nipping playfully at your skin. “It’s definitely you.”
You laughed, gently pushing him away so you could catch your breath, trying to settle into everything you were feeling.
“Whose phone number is that?” you asked, nodding to his arm.
He glanced down, grimacing. “Janice from admin. She would not be stopped. It was…awkward.”
You smiled a little. Sixty deactivated the synthetic skin on that arm, then reactivated it. The numbers had vanished.
“Why didn’t you do that right away?”
“I was trying to be diplomatic.” He shrugged, grinning impishly. “And…maybe I wanted to make you jealous.”
You didn’t want to admit that it had worked. Just a little bit.
“Hmm,” you said. “Maybe I should have flirted with Ryan, in that case.”
Sixty pulled you close again, lips returning to your neck. “Go ahead. But I’m going to make sure that if you do, you won’t be able to think of anything but me,” he said against your pulse, making you shiver. “Unless you want to take things slow?” he added, pulling back a little.
“Absolutely not.”
You appreciated the thought, but you’d waited long enough.
You knew where his bedroom was, as you’d crashed there before, but you’d never walked to it together, hands linked as you led the way. It was pretty tidy, but for a blue-stained t-shirt on the floor by the bed.
“Shit,” Sixty hissed as you spotted it.
He picked it up and threw it in the laundry basket.
“Is that blood?” you asked, alarmed.
“Uh…no.”
Your eyes narrowed as you watched him shrug, a slight air of embarrassment in his demeanour. Then it clicked, and your cheeks flooded with heat and intrigue.
“What were you thinking about?” you asked.
He met your gaze, searching your face, perhaps to figure out how honest he could be.
“You, actually. About what you’d choose to wear to the party. About how your skin feels.” He traced his fingertips up your bare arms, stopping at your short sleeves before drifting back down. “About how you taste. About how many different ways I can make you cry out my name.”
You stared at him breathlessly, so ridiculously hot all of a sudden, you thought you might pass out. It was unacceptable how little he was touching you.
“I need you,” you whined, pressing closer and kissing him.
He responded eagerly, guiding you over to the bed until the backs of your legs hit it. He eased you back, refusing to break the kiss, and your hands roamed over his lean body. You palmed him through his slacks, making him groan and grind into your hand.
“Fuck!” he exclaimed pulling back abruptly. “I’ve imagined you doing that so many times.”
The admission made you smile.
He propped himself up on one hand, letting the other skim over your body. After fumbling with your clothing, his hand slid inside your underwear, fingers gliding through your folds.
“I can’t believe how wet you are already,” he said in awe.
“I’ve wanted this for so long.”
“Me too.”
His fingers found your clit, and you moaned. He toyed with it with expert precision until you were writhing beneath him, panting and desperate. His eyes remained on you the entire time, sharp as they took in the effect he was having on you. His hips never stopped grinding against your palm, and you felt him grow harder in your hand, just like any of your human partners.
He pulled away just as you were on the brink of orgasm, a smirk on his face at the look of disbelief and irritation you shot him. He began to remove his clothes, and you ineptly did the same. Then he sat on the bed, drawing you onto his lap, lips finding yours as you sank down onto him. He didn’t seem to want to stop kissing you, even when you began to roll your hips, your nerves on fire at how good he felt inside you. It was simultaneously sweet and hot, and your kisses got clumsier the faster and more urgently you moved.
When you finally came, you were so tightly pressed together, your forehead gently bumped his. Your cries were muffled by his mouth, and you felt the vibration of his groan under the hands that were splayed against his back. You took a moment to just breathe, grateful for his supportive body around and under you.
Sixty was staring at you, wearing the softest expression you’d ever seen him wear. You’d never even imagined he was capable of it, so used to his blunt words and cockiness and oddly-endearing arrogance.
“I love you,” he said quietly.
Your heart did a swoop in your chest, and you caressed his skin with your thumbs, clinging even tighter.
“I love you too.”
His face broke out in a relieved grin, and he kissed you again.
“What changed?” you asked, running your fingers through his blond hair.
“I was tired of hiding it,” he said simply. “And it seemed like you felt the same, although you were trying to pretend otherwise.”
“I thought it would be for the best, since I wasn’t sure how you felt. And then Connor said something about you being lovesick, and…”
“Connor has a big fucking mouth,” he growled, and you laughed.
“He didn’t know I could hear him. He won’t be surprised to learn about us.”
“True.”
“I guess I’m going to have to pretend to be surprised when he comes clean about him and Nines.”
Sixty’s eyes went comically wide. “What? And they both gave me shit for being secretive!”
You soothed him by running your nails gently against his scalp, trying not to laugh. “It worked out, though.”
His hands traced your back, the smile making its way back onto his face. “It did. I guess I can live with that.”
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sspiderliliess · 7 months
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⟶ spider/lily - they - 20s ⟵
hi. i am an lgbt+, multicultural being that has vibes somewhere between human and nonexistent. my (inconsistent) posts consist of writing and artwork of whatever fandom i fall into at the time, and occasionally, i am open to requests. please do not engage with me if you are under 18.
✓‿other time periods, color palettes, music (aurora, oneheart, etc) ✕‿heavy gore, pop, uncensored stuff (porn bots 🖕)
dni‿under 18, fit basic criteria, easily triggered, support doxxing/witch-hunts
⟶ writing | about me
my writing themes are often emotional and are usually sfw and only suggestive. my x reader stuff is typically gender neutral, and the characters i write about are non-fictional; below are the fandoms/cores i usually write for. those that are starred are my most common.
red dead redemption ★ ★ 
detroit become human ★ 
baldurs gate three ★ ★ 
texas chainsaw massacre
medieval/royaltycore
dreamcore
southern-gothic ★ 
mystery, fantasy ★ 
⟶ trigger warnings | (18+)
some of the characters i write about can be problematic as everyone has their flaws - some more than others. below is a list of things found in my posts.
blood, moderate gore
moderate drug usage, alcohol
topics associated with any games above (abuse, misogyny, horror)
⟶ asks | more boundaries
if i ignore asks or dms i'm sorry. please give me a content warning for nsfw-related messages or i will probably block you. i might also reject a request if i feel i cannot do it justice or if it portrays an image i don't want to portray. i am typically comfortable writing any gender. here are the main characters i would write:
arthur morgan
john marston
javier escuella
sadie adler
karen jones
connor rk800
kara
rupert
ralph
astarion ancunin
lae'zel of k'llir
karlach cliffgate
johnny slaughter
sissy slaughter
maybe i’ll post something you’re into❤️‍🩹
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telleroftime · 2 years
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Requests are currently closed.
Oneshot Masterlist
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All information should be here, however if you are unsure about anything, please leave a comment, an ask, or a message so I can answer any questions. 
The character and fandom lists will be updated depending on my motivation and what I feel comfortable writing at the time. Crossed out characters means I'm not taking requests for them at the moment. Pink fandoms and characters are the ones I'm currently writing for. These change often.
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Table of Contents
List of Fandoms
List of Characters
Polyamorous Parings
General Rules
About Angst
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List of Fandoms
Alice in Borderland (Netflix)
Call of Duty
Detroit : Become Human
FNAF : Security Breach
SCP Foundation
Super Mario
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List of Characters
Alice in Borderland (Netflix)
Chishiya Shuntarō
(Romantic / Platonic) /// (Fluff or Angst)
Call of Duty
Simon “Ghost” Riley
(Romantic / Platonic / Parental) /// (Fluff or Angst)
John “Soap” MacTavish
(Romantic / Platonic / Parental) /// (Fluff or Angst)
König
(Romantic / Platonic / Parental) /// (Fluff or Angst)
DBH
Gavin Reed
(Romantic / Platonic / Parental) /// (Fluff or Angst)
RK900
(Romantic / Platonic / Parental) /// (Fluff or Angst)
Connor (RK800)
(Romantic / Platonic / Parental) /// (Fluff or Angst)
Please Specify: Deviant or Machine
FNAF:SB
Daycare Attendant - Sun
(Romantic / Platonic / Parental) /// (Fluff Only)
Daycare Attendant - Moon
(Romantic / Platonic / Parental) /// (Fluff or Angst)
SCP Foundation
SCP-035
(Romantic / Platonic / Parental) /// (Fluff or Angst)
I can write for Alagadda AU ! 035
SCP-049
(Romantic / Platonic / Parental) /// (Fluff or Angst)
I can write for Alagadda AU ! 049
SCP-079
(Platonic/ Parental) /// (Fluff or Angst)
Super Mario
Bowser
(Romantic / Platonic / Parental) /// (Fluff only)
Alice in Borderland note - I haven't read the manga and it might be a while until I do, so for now any and all Chishiya oneshots will be about his characterisation in the Netflix adaptation.
SCP Foundation note - Because of the lack of concrete canon personalities, if you request SCP's, please mention what sort of personality you'd want them to have. I have my own ideas of them, but they are very inaccurate to what I believe they would actually act like in the canon. If you don't mind my interpretation of them, you don't have to do this.
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Polyamorous Pairings
Requests for PolyAm ships are currently closed.
Any of these can replace the Reader with a Child!Reader, making the remaining characters act as parents.
Gavin Reed x RK900 x Reader
Connor (RK800) x RK900 x Reader
Sun x Moon x Reader
Ghost x Soap x Reader
SCP-035 x SCP-049 x Reader
The Canon x Canon pairings can also be platonic ones. If it's not specified in the request, I will assume the relationship to be romantic.
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General Rules
All of this is for x Reader one shots and fanfics only. Unless it’s PolyAm, I won’t do Canon x Canon, or Canon x OC
You can request as many times as you would like, so don’t be afraid to. It might take me a while to get to writing it though, purely because my motivation fluctuates like crazy, now mixed with University.
When submitting a request, please specify the relationship dynamic, and whether you would like it to be angst or fluff. If you don't, I will default to fluff with a random relationship dynamic.
When submitting a request, please also specify any details you want included about the reader. If you want a gendered reader, please say so, otherwise I will default to gender-neutral. If you want a specific species for the reader (Eg. Android, Mute, Animatronic for the respective fandoms), please mention it, otherwise I will most likely default to human.
Please also include any AUs if you want them, such as a soulmate AU.
If you see a fandom but not a specific character, feel free to ask if I will write for them. These are the characters I feel the most comfortable writing at the moment, but I could try others as well, or I could have just forgotten to include certain ones when making this post.
I will only write in the second person.
If you would like me to write a character with a specific condition, I will be sure to do plenty of research before writing to make sure I represented it correctly. If I find that I cannot do it, I will unfortunately not finish the request.
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About Angst
Requests for angst are currently closed
The type of angst I feel comfortable writing:
Physical Hurt/Comfort
Emotional Hurt/Comfort
Major Character Death
Accidental Harm by the Canon!Character
Trauma AU's i.e. the Hanahaki Disease
Things I will not write:
Backstabbing stories
Abusive Relationships with an abusive Canon!Character
Abusive Relationships with an abusive Reader
Yandere
Canon character deaths
Any form of Self Harm
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prettybillycore · 2 years
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Hello dear!
I have been replaying Detroit Become Human recently, and I saw you have Connor on your requests list so I just had to send in an ask! My request is some hurt comfort with Deviant!Connor after Detective Y/N sees him die/sacrifice himself to protect her. He comes back of course, but I would assume she is very standoffish. Perhaps an argument between him and Y/n where the Detective rips him a new one, but ends up crying because she missed him so much.
(also I used she/her pronouns for Y/n, but if you wanna keep it gender neutral you totally can!!)
Thank you in advance,
Momo <3
I hope I did your request justice <3
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fluffykiddosstuff · 3 months
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What is love? (nines X gn Reader)
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BABY DON'T HURT ME NO MORE
Hum hum sorry guys, btw happy holidays even if I'm reaaaally late ! It was  sooo nice! There was even snow where I live!
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You and nines were friends since last month, he came as gavin's partner two months before that, being gavin's best friend, you helped both of them to get along, you took a liking to the android, wondering why he wasn't deviant when every other android did. Connor told you it's because his software is far more advanced than the others androids, for exemple, Amanda wasn't a part of his system unlike connor had, when connor got him out of cyberlife, she instantly got erased by the rk900 software, just like a virus.
It was late in the dpd, everyone was gone, except you, nines, Gavin, hank and connor, you were all teamed on the same case and it was getting frustrating at this point.
"ugh we are not making any progress! At this rate my head will blow up.." Gavin said massaging his temples
"yeah I agree, I'm taking a break, hey, wanna go to the bar to forget this?" hank looked at you and gavin
"heck yes I am old man" Gavin got up and followed the lieutenant when you on the other hand declined politely, still wanting to re-read the reports of your case, connor chased after them, making sure they weren't intoxicated too much. Well that leaved only you and nines in front of the laptop, you readed again everything from the report out loud so nines could hear you.
"a couple was found nearby Detroit playground, an android and a human, both were shot in the chest where the heart is stated, either the killer is a surgeon due to this kind of presision, or it's an android who scanned them"
You massaged your temples just like Gavin did earlier, it was infuriating, no clues, no witnesses, you were to the  point 0 on this case, nines got up without you noticing and got you a cup of your favorite drink. You muttered a "thank you" before drinking it and looking at the screen again.
"detective, if you aren't feeling well you can go home and rest, I can work alone on this, plus, a good rest is essential when you want to achieve something"
You nodded and started to get up and gather your belongings when he stopped you in your track.
"wait I actually have a question before you go detective"
"yes what is it?"
No one spoke for like 5 minutes, he seemed to think before he was gonna ask what he wanted.
"don't you find it weird?"
"what?"
"that the couple was a human and an android?"
You thought a little about it, yeah it was a bit odd because androids didn't got their rights long time ago and still are scared or angry over humans for their loss, same for the other side, but they are exceptions after all.
"well laws are a bit weird recently but nothing state they couldn't be together"
Nines led spinned red and yellow, you looked at him when it hit you.
"you think they got killed because they loved each other?"
"that's a possibility, since the revolution, many people are still hostile on both side"
"yeah.. We should check the road cameras, maybe we could track a vehicle going in this area at the presumed death hour "
"that was what I was thinking, good conclusion detective"
You smiled and rushed a bit to him, he was still on the chair from earlier, you then kissed him on the forehead.
"you are a genius nines! We finally have a lead! I'm gonna send a message to hank and Gavin, I'm gonna go home now, see ya!"
Some blue tinted the android cheeks, he looked at you leaving the pretinct and touched his forehead where you kissed him, a warning going in front of his eyes.
Software instability ⬆️
He texted connor with his system and waited for his response.
"connor what is love?"
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maxfoxdbh · 3 years
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Shy
Connor x Reader
Summary: Connor is curious as to why you act so uncomfortable around him.
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Mutual Pining
Connor is whipped
Gender neutral reader
Deviant! Connor
Pretty chill, no warnings ❤️
💫💫💫
Connor had caught feelings for you.
He wasn't completely sure what those feelings were or what they meant, but they were certainly there.
It was a new kind of feeling. Sure, he had developed a fondness for Hank and for Sumo, but this was different.
Understanding his emotions was a constant struggle. He wasn’t sure what was going on, but he did know that he wanted to be around you,
like, all the time.
He couldn’t say that you felt similarly. Connor had begun to notice how nervous you’d get when he approached you or made small talk.
He had considered many possibilities as to why you were so panicked by him. Perhaps you were afraid of him. Maybe you valued your personal space and time, and didn’t like him interfering with it, or maybe you simply didn’t like him.
Either way, all he knew for certain was that his presence made you uncomfortable.
It was a little bit upsetting, if he was being honest, considering the fact that all he wanted to do was be around you.
Nevertheless, he tried to be polite and smile a lot. Hopefully, that would make you feel more comfortable.
“Good morning, y/n,” He nodded gently, pausing at your desk.
Your face reddened as you looked up at his smiling face, “Oh- Hi- Goodmorning!”
Stress levels rising...
35%^
40%^
45%^
Connor gave you another happy nod and continued on his way, knowing that it was best not to make you freak out.
Once you were out of sight, he huffed, sitting next to Lieutenant Anderson.
“Oh, someone’s not having the best day, huh?” He scoffed, shaking his head.
“Lieutenant,” Connor said sternly, “is there a reason why y/n doesn’t like me?”
Hank cocked an eyebrow, “What do you mean?”
“Y/n doesnt seen to enjoy my company.” He mumbled. “How can I- What would make them less uncomfortable around me?”
“They’re... Uncomfortable?” Hank repeated.
“Yes. Extremely so,” Connor nodded, “Their stress levels rise whenever I come near them.”
“Uh huh,” Hank nodded slowly, immediately understanding what was going on, “and this upsets you because...?”
“Because I want them to like me.” Connor deadpanned.
“Mhm, yeah,” Lieutenant Anderson fought a grin, “and why is that?”
“What?...” He mumbled, looking off, “I don’t know.”
“I see,” Hank nodded, pretending to be deep in thought, “well, you should probably ask them.”
“What?”
“If you’re wondering why you make them uncomfortable,” he said, “you should just ask.”
Oh, yes. He hadn’t even thought about that.
That would solve his question quickly and affectively.
“Thank you, Lieutenant.” He stood up.
“Oh, you’re going right now.”
“Yes.” Connor nodded, turning away.
He was fairly nervous that you’d freak out by his asking, that your stress levels would rise quickly and you’d panic.
If that happened, he’d back off.
Asking was worth a try, at least.
“Hello,” He deadpanned, standing in front of your desk.
You blinked, eyes wide, “Hey, what’s up?” You flushed.
He swallowed and pulled a chair over to sit beside you, making your stress levels rise substantially.
Connor turned to you with narrowed eyes, “I was wondering why you dislike me.”
You blinked, face red, “Dislike?”
“Yes,” He said, looking away, “whenever I come near you, your heart rate increases to nearly double its original state.”
“O-oh,” you avoided eye contact, “that’s not really...”
“We’ve been friends for quite a while.” Connor said, frowning, “And I like you very much. I just want to know what I did to make you hate me so much.”
“Woah,” You said, holding your hands up, “no, no I don’t hate you, Connor!”
“Oh,” His LED turned yellow, “Could it be that I frightened you?”
“No,” You sighed. How could you possibly tell him the truth?
It’s cuz I’m in love with you
“I just get embarrassed easily around you.” You said. Well, it wasn’t a lie.
“Is there something I do in particular that embarrasses you?” Connor asked. “If so, I’ll stop right away.”
“No,” You reached out, touching his arm. You felt a nervous jolt pass up through your hand and your heart pounded harder, “No, it’s not you, Connor.”
The android frowned, feeling defeated. He’d learned next to nothing, and you seemed to be withholding the real reason why you were anxious around him.
“What would make you feel the most comfortable, y/n?” He asked, tilting his head at you with a sorrowful expression, “If my being around you makes you nervous, then... I’ll stay out of your way. It’ll be like I’m not even here. I really like being around you specifically, but-”
“Me specifically?” You asked.
“Yes,” He nodded, “when I talk to you or sit near you or look at you, I get a pleasant feeling.” He looked up at the ceiling in thought, “In fact, I’d rather be around you than anyone else.”
“Connor,” Your face became red. He looked off into space, thinking about his emotions, “Connor, that’s how I feel too.”
“It is?” He asked, whipping his head to look at you, “but I thought-”
“I get nervous because... I don’t know, because I’m embarrassed.”
“You don’t have to be embarrassed to feel that way,” Connor insisted, “Especially since I feel the same about you.”
“I’m not sure if it’s... Exactly the same, Con...” You smiled softly, “I think about you all the time.”
“So I do.” He said quickly, “I’m not sure why, but you’re among my thoughts all day. You specifically. When I’m working or... When I’m walking Sumo, or when I’m powering off for the night, or when I walk into work... I always think about you, pleasant thoughts.”
“You do?” You asked quietly.
“Yes,” Connor opened his mouth to speak and his cheeks turned light blue, “I’m sorry. I don’t mean to be creepy.”
“You’re not!” You insisted, smiling, “In fact, it makes me happy hearing about it.”
Connor smiled back. Your stress levels were dropping substantially.
“What kind of things do you think about me?” You asked.
“What kind of things?” He repeated, “Well, all sorts of things, I suppose. Things like... Wondering what your favorite color is or looking at you and wondering what you’re thinking or,” He paused, cheeks blue.
“What is it?”
Connor shook his head. “It’ll sound strange.”
“I’m sure it won’t,” You smiled.
“I... Wonder about the feeling,” He admitted, avoiding your eyes, “I wonder what it is. I’m not very good at identifying my own emotions, so anything new is quite puzzling. I suppose... It’s happiness? But it’s stronger than that, broader. I just want to be around you all of the time,” Connor finally met your gaze with a shrug, “I suppose that’s sort of bizarre.”
“No,” You shook your head with a smile, feeling a budding warmth in your chest, “No, it’s not bizarre at all.”
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storiesbyastrocraft · 3 years
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hey! would it be okay for you to do yandere hc about DBH characters? im a sucker for all of them urgh
btw take your time about it!! im a simp and i can wait to simp even more 💃
your writing is so cool, i really like it ahah
Ooh I’m so down for that! Thanks so much for the ask anon, hope you enjoy!
Sorry formatting is weird, on mobile until I get back home 😭
DBH Characters as Yanderes
Connor
Kara
Gavin
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Connor
It’s likely you never met Connor before he took you, but he has know you for a very long time.
He knows your every move before you make it, and he plans to keep it that way
Ever the fan favorite, Connor is a very loving yandere.
Not that you’d know that until he has you safe in his home.
He hates to see you cry and will gladly do anything to make you happy, and if that involves killing a few people then so be it.
“I know it’s hard sweetheart, but those people are in the past. It’s best for you to forget them.”
Connor would never outright tell you he kills anyone, after all that would make you upset.
That doesn’t mean he will try to hide it though
The blood splattered on his synthetic skin should serve as a warning
Don’t even think of trying to escape
This man hunted down androids and humans alike faster than anyone ever could, you don’t stand a chance.
Honestly good luck hiding anything from this man
One look and he know everything you are feeling and thinking, just one of the many perks of being the most advanced android of your time
Speaking of being an android, Connor is one of the most patient yanderes out there.
One way or another you will be his, no matter how long it takes!
Kara
Kara? A yandere?
Just hear me out!
Kara would snap if something were to happen to Alice.
Once Kara has you, it won’t be easy to escape
Oh and those family members that are worried sick about you?
Let’s just say she learned a thing or two from hiding with Alice
Kara is the type of yandere baby her darling to the extreme
Makes you call her mommy
Everything from the clothes you wear to the food you eat is micromanaged by her
She will gladly feed you and help you get dressed
Expect to spend the majority of the day tight in her arms, exactly where you belong
Kara isn’t one to shower you with gifts, she doesn’t want you to be too spoiled after all, but if you are truly good for her she might just get you something special
Unlike Connor, Kara isn’t all that patient.
You’ll learn quickly to not make her repeat herself.
She is the QUEEN of guilt tripping
“Shh baby, I know it hurts. If you had just listened to mommy this wouldn’t have happened.”
Kara will not hesitate to kill everyone in her path if you somehow manage to escape
There really is no way to escape her once she has you in her arms
However if you do somehow manage to get out, don’t think it will be for long
Kara knows every trick in the book when it comes to hiding for your life, good luck pulling one past her
Once she gets you back you won’t be allowed to do the most simple of tasks
That’s what mommy is here for, silly!
Gavin
Gavin is more inline with your classic yandere.
He fell head over heels for you the first time he saw you.
Being completely honest, he didn’t even bother with real introductions until he had you locked away in his apartment.
Get use to being tied up and gagged, Gavin doesn’t trust easy
While you may be completely helpless, Gavin isn’t a total monster
If he is cooking or watching TV you will be propped up on his couch.
At night he keeps you in the bed with him.
He likes your presence even if you can’t say a word
Gavin loves showering you with little gifts
Mostly your favorite foods considering it’s hard to give you anything else while you are all tied up
Eventually he does start to buy you bigger things like sweet little outfits!
Of course he won’t untie you, but he will GLADLY help you put them on!
“Fuck doll, you look amazing-”
After months and months of staying in his small apartment Gavin may decide to untie you
He takes great pride in the way you struggle to walk after so long
If you do somehow manage to escape, it won’t be pretty.
Gavin has all sorts of experience hunting for people, you won’t last long
Once he gets you back Gavin won’t be NEARLY as kind
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nothing-but-dreamy · 3 years
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HAUNTED
Pairing: D:BH!CONNOR x HUMAN!READER (gender neutral)
Words: 4.058
Warnings: TRIGGER WARNING! mention of suicide; odd behavior; cursing; hurt - comfort;
A/N: Another day - another request...
I really hope you like it! Thanks again for your idea.
Synopsis: You are a Detective of the DPD and had worked many cases with Hank. Until something went utterly wrong. Since then, you get haunted by your past until you see only one last way out. Luckily, Connor is there to help you.
"You know you don't have to do this.", you said serious.
Sara pulled the wire of the bug underneath her shirt before it got taped on her back, "Yes, but I want to. I have to. I owe it to my sister to do this. She shall find peace finally and like the Lieutenant said, me as her twin, I have the best chance to get this bastard. He doesn't know that she's dead. Therefore, I'm your best chance to get the information you need, Detective."
"Detective..."
"Detective."
"Detective, YLN!"
As if awakening from a deep trance like state, you focused back on reality as your name got called out. Haunted by your typical dark memories, you hadn't even noticed where you were. Slowly, you opened your eyes. The owner of the calm male voice stood on the outside of your car, next to the window of the driver seat, and looked concerned at you through the glass.
You blinked several times. The sun, which already fell through your windshield because it stood so high in the morning sky, made you blind for several moments and as you moved, you noticed your aching back and neck from sleeping in the car in an unhealthy position. Obviously, you had knocked yourself out with booze again.
"Detective YLN, my name's Connor. I'm your new partner. I'm the android sent by CyberLi- I got sent from Captain Fowler to meet you. Rather, he sent me to find you because you missed a meeting this morning. And now, he wants to see you.", Connor said and watched you. Even if he had already learned a lot about human behavior from Hank, there were still some mysteries to solve.
Like: why are you sleeping in a car in a position that harms eighty percent of your muscle tissue through soreness and lets your bones and joints burn like fire when you move?
Or: why are you drunk this early in the morning-
"Hey, tin can! Shut the fuck up!", you shouted.
Connor stared at you in shock as he realized that he had asked the questions out loud instead of just thinking about them. A habit he started with as Hank had left the DPD to retire finally, "I'm sorry, Detective. I haven't notice-"
"Yeah, yeah, yeah... what do you want, Carlos?", you asked, searching for your flask you couldn't find.
"My name's Connor, Detective. And as I said, Captain Fowl-"
"Oh, yeah... the meeting... right. Get in the car.", you ordered and even if Connor was sure that it wasn't a good idea for you to drive in the state you were, he also knew that any kind of discussion would lead to nowhere. He still knew that from his time with Hank.
**
Twenty minutes later, for a way that only took ten minutes usually, you, followed by Connor, entered the DPD which was crowded with androids, policemen and people who were complaining about some uninteresting nonsense. You made your way through all these people, trying to dodge as many colleagues as you could - but of course, one of them caught you. Like always.
"Hey, YN! This is the DPD and not some bar. You won't find any kind of booze around here."
"Just shut the fuck up, Reed! Or otherwise, I will tell everyone that you own some pair of bright pink panties- oh, upsi! My bad!", you called out, gleaming at him with a smirk. Everyone started to laugh.
Gavin stared at you with a hate-filled glance, he was fuming, "Fuck you!", he muttered.
"Oh, sweet. That's all you got, Reed?", you shot back with a grin.
But before Gavin could respond to anything, Captain Fowler stepped out of his office, "Detective YLN! In my office!"
"And? Who's laughing now?", Gavin said with a smirk and winked at you before he left the DPD to do some work.
Connor closed the door of the office behind him as you were inside. You walked over to the Captain's desk to sit down in one of the chairs but even without looking up you sensed the anger radiating from your boss. It was tangible in the air. Without asking, you took one of the fresh glasses on Fowler's desk to throw an aspirin into it. Then, you pulled out the flask you had found finally to fill the glass with a transparent liquid.
Fowler watched you, half shocked and half concerned, "What are you doing?"
"Taking an aspirin, Sir. I have a murderous headache."
"And what was in the flask if I may ask?"
"Vo- uhm... water. Just water, Sir.", you answered before you gulped down the bubbling mixture.
Fowler looked from you at Connor who also seemed to be concerned about the fact that you had mixed pharmaceuticals with alcohol before the Captain looked back at you, "Where have you been this morning? We had a meeting."
You put the empty glass back on the desk, "Oh, yeah... the meeting. I'm sorry, Sir. I was on observation and obviously, I lost track of time.", you explained, leaning back in the chair, waiting for the aspirin and ‘water’ to do its magic.
"Observation, huh? For what case? What's the file number?", Fowler asked, leaning back in his own seat, folding his hands in front of him while waiting for your answer.
"Oh, yeah... the file number. One moment, Sir-"
Fowler slammed his plane hand on the desk's surface that you were jumping in your seat, "Cut this shit, god dammit! You have no file number because you have no current case, Detective! Let me guess, Connor had found you sleeping in your car, right? How many nights had it been this time?"
You kept eye contact but you gave him no answer. You just gritted your teeth and pressed your jaws together.
Fowler sighed, "Listen, YN, you're a great Detective but since the things with Sara happened-"
"No!", you called out, jumping from your chair and stopping the Captain mid-sentence with your sudden outburst, "We won't talk about this!", you said serious before you turned around to let your glance roam through the office with all the busy people, "Alright, Sir. What's the matter with the android? Monitoring what I do and what I don't do?"
"Connor is the former partner of Hank-"
"Oh and now, Hank doesn't want to play with it anymore so you give it to the next screwed up cop you can find?", you asked, turning around to look at Connor with his fancy clothes and neat hairstyle before you looked back at the Captain.
"Hank retired two weeks ago. I thought you knew that.", Fowler said and looked even more concerned at you.
"No, I'm sorry. I didn't get invited to any funny parties nor did I got a notification. But who cares. So, the android's with me then? How long?", you asked emotionlessly.
"It's your partner now. Brief it into your cases-"
You stepped forward, aiming for the door, "Cases, Sir? What cases? You already said I have none.", you pointed out while leaving the office.
Fowler watched after you, not amused about your unpredictable behavior and the fact that you were carrying a gun.
"Sir?", Connor asked and brought the Captain back from his thoughts.
"Yeah... Listen... as you can see YN has a few problems. They used to be a good cop in the past until one of the cases they and Hank had operated went wrong. The anniversary is in two days and I fear... well...", Captain Fowler stopped himself, watching you grabbing a coffee from the kitchen.
"I will keep an eye on them.", Connor said and left the office as well.
*
Connor was surprised how carelessly you were in managing your cases - even if it were just a few. There was nothing special or difficult and yet, you weren't able to file the cases properly, "Detective, this report here, I'm not sure to which case it belongs.", Connor asked as he had read an interview of a woman who had reported her dog as missing. Added to that, the interview was part of a file about an armed theft in the heart of the city. There was no connection at all to these two cases.
Without looking up, you took a folder from your desk to hand it over to Connor, "Yeah...here. That's the case you're searching for."
Connor took the case and skimmed through the pages several times before he looked at you, frowning, "Detective, this is a file about a stolen android.", he pointed out.
"Yeah, just ... put the page in this file. I'm sure it will be right.", you said, ignoring the android's expression.
"Detective, I'm not sure-"
"Excuse me, I need some more coffee.", you cut him off, standing up to aim for the kitchen with your mug in your hands.
"And I thought Hank was challenging.", Connor whispered under his breath and shook his head while he still tried to figure out which pages were parts of which cases.
"You're a murderer, Detective! That you still think yourself as worthy enough to call yourself a cop is way out of my understanding!", a jarring, female voice echoed through the office and drew the attention of everyone to her and to the person that stood in front of her - you.
Connor craned his head to watch the scene like everyone else did. But while the attention of the others was because of curiosity and spitefulness, Connor watched you and your bodily reaction to the woman's accusations. You stood there like a timid fawn. The cockiness you presented before seemed to be gone completely. Your heart rate increased, you were shaking and your eyes became big as if you were intimidated by the woman in front of you. The woman stepped even closer and Connor watched, surprised, that you stayed where you were. Easily, you could have escaped the unknown woman and yet you stayed rooted to the spot.
"Because of you I lost both of my daughters! I already have lost the one and yet, you thought it would be fair to take the other away from me as well!", the woman screamed erratic, tears were already running down her cheeks but she was still not able to stop herself and no one else was brave enough to step into the scene, "You and your partner will pay for what you have done! You will burn in hell for that!"
"Chris! Escort Mrs. Mason into my office!", Captain Fowler ordered and stopped the woman's outburst even if it was a bit too late.
Connor saw tears building in the corners of your eyes. Quickly, your glance scanned the area but the only way you could find was the way out. You aimed for the precinct's main entrance to leave the building in a hurry. Connor followed you. He ran through the office and left the building as well but as he stepped onto the pavement you were nowhere to be seen. Like a ghost, you had vanished between all the other pedestrians.
**
Hank had just taken a new beer to watch the next half of the Detroit Gears game as someone rang his doorbell. In the penetrant way how this person used his doorbell and the way how Sumo reacted, Hank knew who the visitor was, "Connor, hey. What are you doing here? It's a bit too early to go for a walk with Sumo.", the older man said but he already saw that something else was bothering the android.
"Yeah, actually, I'm not here because of Sumo.", Connor said.
Hank let him in and Connor came straight to the point that kept him busy, "One year ago, you and Detective YLN had a case together. But something went wrong. What exactly happened? I couldn't find the case file."
Hank frowned, "Why do you ask?"
"Captain Fowler teamed me up with Detective YLN because of the anniversary of this case. He's concerned about the instability of their constitution."
Hank shook his head. He missed working with the android but he didn't miss the long-winded explanations of him. Then, suddenly, he became serious again, "Instability, huh?"
"Yes. They seem to be so unpredictable in their behavior that Captain Fowler fears something worse will happen because the anniversary would be in two days. I ... I found them this morning sleeping in their car.", Connor explained with a frown.
Hank raised his brows in surprise and at the same time, he felt worried, "YN and I, we... In the past, we worked together on some cases. Well, that changed with our last case. Lynn and Sara Mason.", he said slowly, feeling the pain stinging his heart as he remembered what had happened one year ago.
"Why couldn't I find much about it in the archives of the DPD?"
Hank stood up from the couch, walking over to the book shelf to pull something out that was hidden between his several jazz vinyl. He walked back to Connor, offering the android the case file but stopped as Connor was grabbing for it, "You just can find the basics of this case because I kept it printed. Some wounds are so deep, it's better if not everyone is able to find a tool to reopen them all over again.", he said and gave Connor the file finally.
***
The next day, Connor drove again to your place and was happy to see that you weren't sleeping in your car again. As he knocked at your door, you opened him with a smile. You had taken a shower, your hair was still damp and your clothes were all fresh and clean. Connor noticed that you weren't accompanied by the scent of alcohol and he even couldn't smell anything in your breath as you talked with him.
"I... I want to apologize, Connor. Our start yesterday wasn't the best. I'm looking forward to working with you. I'm sure we will make a great team."
Connor knew you just one day, not enough to understand a person completely, and yet he had the strange feeling of something going on that occupied his mind suddenly by the way you acted.
"Oh, can you call a taxi?", you asked while sipping on your coffee.
"What happened to your car, Detective?", Connor asked surprised while ordering the vehicle.
You smiled at him, "Oh, I sold it. I will have no use of it anymore. And please, call me YN."
To Connor's surprise, your behavior stayed kinda strange even if he couldn't say what it was exactly. You and Connor went early to the DPD. On your way in, you talked with colleagues. You joked with Chris and as Gavin entered the kitchen, you pressed a cup of coffee into the Detective's hand which left him utterly confused.
Gavin stopped Connor by stepping into his way, "Hey, tin can. Is this coffee drugged or what is going on here?"
In the way Gavin looked at Connor, the android noticed real unease, "No, Detective. The coffee is not drugged or anything. I guess others would call it 'tasty'. You can drink it.", he said but looked frowning at you. As Connor left Gavin, the green-eyed man was still sniffing suspiciously on the hot liquid as if the mug might contain acid instead of his most favorite beverage.
Connor went back to the desk opposite of yours and was surprised to see how you cleared out the different pages of the case files. Several small piles were lying in front of you while you tried to bring them into the right order and to collate them.
Later that day, Connor was puzzled as you went to the Captain to apologize to him as well as you had done it with Connor in the beginning of the day. You apologized for your behavior the day before and of all the past weeks, "I know I did a few things wrong, Captain. But I promise to change that in the future. In fact, the change will happen soon and then, everyone will be pleased with me again.", you said before you took your jacket to leave the precinct.
Connor looked at the Captain and saw on the man's face what he was thinking: strange.
‘Strange’ was the only word Connor could find to describe your work day even although you were acting practically perfect. You were nice. You had sorted your cases. You had apologized for your behavior. And yet, something was odd. Something felt wrong. Connor sensed that something was ... going on. But he couldn't put his finger on it. So, out of instinct, Connor followed you and drove to your place with a taxi.
As he knocked at your door, you opened, smiling at him and dressed in a bathrobe, "Oh, Connor, hey. What is it? I just wanted to take a bath."
Surprised, Connor looked at you. He was sure you had taken a shower this morning so there was no need to take a bath and then, he reminded himself that he still had not much knowledge about humans and their several oddities, "Yeah, I ... I just wanted to ask if everything is alright, Detective.", he said honestly.
You smiled at him, "Of course, Connor. Everything is more than alright. I just need some time to relax and tomorrow, everything will make sense to you and the others. Thanks for checking on me, that means a lot to me. Goodnight.", you said and closed the door.
Connor stared at your closed door for several moments before he stepped slowly back to walk down the hallway. Since he turned deviant, Connor's systems needed a bit longer to process information - not much, it were just seconds, but sometimes that could be more than enough.
As Connor was still connecting the different dots and hints you had spread the whole day, Hank called him, "Connor! Where are you?"
"I'm leaving YN's place. They want to take a bath. Why? What's the matter?", Connor asked as he sensed the slightly concerned undertone in Hank's voice.
"You have to go back, Connor! Go back to them! YN hates to bath!", Hank demanded worried.
Even if Connor was confused, he turned around, walking back the way to your apartment, "Hank?"
"I just got a letter from YN. It got brought by a delivery man. It's a handwritten suicide letter. Hurry and stop them!", Hank ordered.
Connor ended the call, hurried down the corridor and without knocking, he broke down the door of your apartment. Quickly, Connor ran through your small apartment, already seeing the door of your bathroom ajar. He stormed into the room and the second his eyes landed on you lying in the bathtub with the razor blade between your fingers, he was by your side, taking the blade away to throw it into a far corner before you could even cut. Slowly but demanding, Connor dragged you out of the water, took a towel and laid it around your shaking frame because you already were ice cold. Obviously, you had filled the bathtub with cold water to support a fast sleep while your blood would have drained from your body after the cut.
You were screaming and yelling for Connor to let go of you. You demanded the razor back and that he should leave your apartment but Connor ignored everything. You punched against his chest with your fists but Connor stayed unimpressed, determined to save your life. With a strong grip, he wrapped you into the towel and also laid the bathrobe around your shoulders before he guided you out of the bathroom. You were still struggling in Connor's arms to get free. All you wanted was to end what you had started. Desperate, hot tears were running down your cheeks as you were crying violently about the fact that you were still alive. Alive and alone with the memories which were still haunting you like mean demons.
Connor placed you on the couch, sitting next to you and wrapping his arms around your frame to give you even more support and comfort while you cried against his chest, "Please, just let me die...", you cried out between two heavy sobs.
"No, Detective. I have to refuse your request."
"Cut this 'Detective' shit. Just call me YN, god damnit.", you whimpered helplessly because now, everything was just worse than you had expected. You had planned everything and yet, the android was there to destroy your neatly made plans, "What are you even doing here, Connor?"
"Hank received your letter and called me right on time."
You leant closer against Connor's chest with closed eyes, seeking the android’s presence while cursing about yourself, "Hell, the letter. I should have changed the delivery time to a later one. Then, everything would be over. All the pain. All the guilt. All the haunting.", you breathed with a sad voice.
Connor tightened the embrace around you even more, "It's about Sara Mason and her sister, isn't it?", he whispered softly, placing his chin on top of your head to enclose you even more.
You nodded, not surprised that Connor already knew it, "Yeah... it's my fault that Sara died. It's my fault that her mother lost both daughters.", you cried out, clawing into Connor's white shirt with your fingers.
"Well, I read the file. Sara came up with the idea to get bugged and to infiltrate the drug dealer who had killed her sister Lynn. I mean, the idea was good. It was just bad luck that the dealer already knew about Lynn's death and looked right through the façade you and Hank had planned.", Connor said softly. To calm you even more, he stroked soothingly over your back with his hands.
You leant back to look into the android's face and for the first time, you noticed the incredibly intense, brown color of his soft eyes, "Y-you don't understand. Not even Hank knew that but Sara didn't come up with the idea to get bugged on her own. I dropped this idea as I was alone with her and manipulated her to think it was her own idea. I mean, how evil can someone be to do this, huh?", you asked, closing your eyes about this painful memory.
Connor cupped your face, knowing that humans needed physical contact to feel secure and safe and he wanted to provide you both as well as he could. He was glad to see that you opened your eyes again and that you stayed where you were, "Listen, neither you nor Hank nor someone else could have known every single possibility in this case. The idea was good. The Captain said the same in his official statement. But ... Look, kid, sometimes bad things happen, and you can't do anything about it.", he said softly.
Through a sob of new tears because Connor was the first for a very long time that was caring about you this much, you chuckled low, "Have you... did you just quote the Lion King to cheer me up?"
Connor looked slightly caught with a sheepishly smile playing around his lips, "Yeah... Hank said I should improve my knowledge about pop culture. I binge watched all the Disney movies I could find last week. I thought this quote was suitable... Or did I have done it wrong?"
You chuckled a bit more about his innocence and strong will to help you, "No, it was pretty good. Thanks for... you know... thanks for being here with me.", you whispered low, feeling your cheeks reddening.
Connor leant back on your couch, bringing you close to his chest so you could snuggle against him, "I'm your partner now, YN. And partners are looking out for each other. You can count on me no matter what it is.", he said softly and after five minutes where he just stroked comforting over your back, he noticed your even breathing that told him that you had fallen asleep. Hank called and without making too much noise, Connor briefed his former partner that you were alright.
You were still alive. You still had a long way to go to leave your haunting ghosts behind but Connor was sure you would make it. You were strong enough to do it - and he would be by your side to support you as promised.
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